#so we'll have to be /awake/
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did all of the things we needed to do. besides all the regular stuff like showering and bedrotting and binge drinking
#🎙️.will#sounds like they'll probably just pull the tooth#which is bad!#because they won't cover general anesthetic#so we'll have to be /awake/#which will /not/ go well for Ben because apparently#that will basically be his source trauma thing minus the pain#he's not a fan of anesthesia in general but the best route was general#but at least it'll be covered#and partner sys is already briefed on what we'll need for the ensuing Ben meltdown#so I'll be okay hopefully#/hopefully/
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So, remember this from the Circe Saga?
EURYLOCHUS:
Captain, I have something that I must confess
Something that I must get off my chest
Until it is said, I cannot rest
Captain?
ODYSSEUS:
There's only so much left we can endure
Whatever you need to say can wait some more
Of that, I'm sure
Well the wait finally ended in the Thunder Saga.
EURYLOCHUS:
I've got a secret I can no longer keep
I opened the wind bag while you were asleep
I'm so sorry
Forgive me
#epic the musical#epic the circe saga#epic the thunder saga#circe saga#thunder saga#puppeteer#scylla#jorge rivera herrans#the odyssey#odysseus#eurylochus#gods damn it Eurylochus you were so close to making it home#Odysseus stayed awake for 9 days#but you just couldn’t help yourself could you#I’ll give him a point because he did try to confess to his captain#but he loses it and more when it took him so long to bring it up again after he’s told to wait#not to mention all the other crap he’s pulled#I can't have you planting seeds of doubt#I can't have you disagreeing each route#I need you to always be devout and comply with this or we'll all die in this#Odysseus called this man out back in the ocean saga
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Today at a disability event thing I ran into an ASL interpreter who has interpreted for me before and she recognized me (i didn't recognize her til she started signing lol but then since she is one of 2 strangers i have signed with IRL i put the pieces together)
And she told me she recognized me because of my glasses and always recognizes people based on their glasses or eyes and
1) makes sense because ASL is very focused on looking at the face and eye contact is a big part (even if it's something I often can't do) so makes sense she would know people based on glasses/eyes
2) it's also very very funny because my glasses are one of the least distinguishing parts about me as i sit in my purple wheelchair with my AAC device and ear defenders on (exactly the same as I looked for the event she interpreted at)
But that meant we got to have a short signing conversation about how fucking busy it was there and how nice it was to run into each other! I got to actually sign with someone! Yay! And have that moment of connection with a stranger sharing a situation! Really helps that part of my soul that craves that shit (very pleasant /positive minor interactions with strangers or near-strangers)
And oh yeah my ASL convo class starts tomorrow gotta be prepared for that
#i can do this body we can do this#time to get sleepy ok?#isaacfloofs talk#asl tag#oooo is harm reduction talk tomorrow?#if i am awake early enough i will check. unlikely since i have been so goddamn sick BUT#feeling unwell also means chance i cant sleep much and will be up for it!#so. we'll see!
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are you chiyo's buddy?
#good morning!! i finally had to do one of these asdfg i was too tempted :' )#and i might have fallen asleep last night before actually queuing stuff........... but that's why i'm awake now dw dw#gonna finish up what i was working on and slide everything in there and keep adding to it uvu#hope everyone's sunday is going well so far <3#i might!! reblog a spicy hc meme? i haven't decided yet but we'll see!#get ready to ramble | ooc
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??????!??!?? Aro representation in Jump???
#im not awake enough for this wha#hell yeah??? i think???#it just happened so we'll see how they deal with it#but wow. huh.#times have changed#girl meets rock!#<- title of manga#if she just said 'it feels gross' and stopped there maybe not rep. but she said she looked it up. wow#girl meets rock
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some highlights from all 3 books, including the first and final touches in the series 🧡
tomorrow i'm going to work on copying them all to my computer so i can count and sort through them all! then we get to really see how everything looks and im so excited already by what i've seen :)
#someone needs to tell neil to stop getting into so many fightsffs#also SOOOO much orange highlighting in tkm i love it#idk if in going to have a lot of analysis in the final count post or just a bit with the hard facts but#we'll see#i didnt mean to be awake this late i need to go to bed <3#ill be working on this and also hopefully on (wit)jitp when i wake up :)#somehow managed to get out of work today WHEW#aftg#andrew minyard#neil josten#shh ac
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hello, it's me. i'm sleep deprived and have lost my ability to write for the time being. i'm exhausted. i slept like three hours and spent the majority of my day on my ocs. that being said, i will be here tomorrow to start knocking out drafts. all i ask is your patience as i try to regain my motivation. actually, i'm motivated right now, but i'm just exhausted so hopefully i'll still feel motivated when i'm back online tomorrow.
#* this is my unfinished symphony // ooc.#i slept so badly and it's no one's fault but my own lmao#but i've been awake since 6:30 and man is it killing me#i just wanna write but !!! i cannot anymore !!!#i need to take a break and maybe after that i'll have some energy lmao#but i'm dead tired at the moment so we'll see
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me: oh let me go get some work/art done while sitting on my bed with my blankets!! so cozy-
blankets: get snork mi mi mi'd bitch
#i post this as i am getting under blanket to draw. we'll see how long this lasts#delete later#but neighbor is having a party in his backyard so maybe i stay awake#godddd how do i draw buff men oughh
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god i cant wait until my keurig and toaster and blankets and pillows are over here
#im so cold!!!!!!#i refuse to turn the heat on yet bc i KNOW it gets warm during the day and i dont want the heat running All Day bc idk this thermostat yet#especially bc we have to pay utilities now.. ugh#anyway thermostat says its 58 in here and i believe it but. god i wish i had some socks at least#literally the second i woke up i was thinking ab where to put stuff.. help#like idk where we're gonna put my dresser or bookshelf or smaller tv or our hanging clothes racks bc the closet doesnt have a good spot to#hang tbem.. we're gonna have to get a bar or smth to put in between to hang them UGH! idk!!!!!!!!#idk. we'll figure it out i just wish my bf was awake Now to start moving stuff Now#talk tag
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i know i got one more reply but i got it still in a tab to do tomorrow, i'm like FRAZZLED i think i had too much too caffeeine too late. poor decision cause i got no brains now. actually i just realized it's almost 5am lol ANYWAY . i'm going to lay down now and hopefully sleep soon, but we shall see
#i had sooooo much iced coffee today within the span of a few hours lol#i was so eepy i needed to be awake for game ;-;#IT WORKED THO I WAS AMPED#so now its some hours later i'm in a great mood but my head feels like it's gonna explode etc lol#out of blades#MORE TOMORROW#i think tomorrow im gonna watchSRS2016#tho i might put that off till friday cause hopefully then i'll have more alone time we'll see#HRRGHH okay
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I went to a Fall Out Boy concert last night! It was so much fun, I haven't been to many concerts and their set designs blew my mind. They're one of my favorite bands and everyone there had such fun outfits and styles, it was just a blast.
My friend did my makeup and hair and tbh it was stunning, so uh I guess face reveal below the cut? And also a clip of my favorite set piece/one of my favorite songs ♥
We went for a "galaxy punk" look and it was SO ✨sparkly✨ Hell yeah sword necklace and space earrings ⚔ iiiii normally wear exactly Zero makeup, so this was a lot for me.
Maybe mid-way through the show, they had this Giant Dog Head that could bob around and open its mouth, and it was SO COOL, and the eyes glowed 👀 The song is "This Ain't a Scene, It's an Arms Race," please excuse the exuberant camera motions, I was fist-pumping with my other hand, lol.
#fall out boy#so much for (tour) dust#tumblr is the only social media i have left so i'm shouting my experiences into the void here#i am DEAD tired#i'm gonna try to stay awake today maybe play some house flipper but we'll see#this was my first major outing since my surgery and i was really nervous for it#but i did great! anxiety stayed at a minimum! thanks brain!#gatortalk
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#an unexpected but not unwelcome side effect of melatonin is that now when i wake up from a nightmare#i'll be so tired i'll fall right back asleep like immediately#woke up terrified last night and needed a good few minutes just to catch my breath#normally that would have kept me up for like an hour because i'll be scared to fall back into it#but staying awake was like NOT an option so i clocked tf out in 10 minutes#either that'll stay great or it's gonna trap me in a nightmare loop at some point#we'll see i guess
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had to lay down. woke up at nearly 7am. got overwhelmed by our sleep schedule once again being fucked because yesterday we actually went to bed at roughly the right time and thought "oh this is great we've fixed it". decided that we're just gonna deal with it and it'll be fine. and then our brain decided that no actually we're gonna have a combination of emotions that's maybe gonna give me another breakdown if I can't figure out how to deal with them but I have no fucking clue what to do with them
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#vent post#I fucking hate this. we barely did anything yesterday because we were too fatigued and then slept at a weird time#and we're still too fatigued to do much and we need to do the stuff we'd normally do before bed#and by the time we've done that we'll probably need to nap because we will feel so much worse if we don't#and I don't want to have to try and fit my whole day around trying to fix my sleep schedule but once again what else do I fucking do#and the whole last month has been like this over and over and it's because we got covid in February and have been way more fatigued#so we have to keep laying down and when we do that we just pass the fuck out#also waking up at like 7am (shortly before what should be our bedtime) leads to us feeling really sick#the way we used to feel when we had to get up early for college. like our body can't handle it and makes us feel like shit#and to top it all off the emotional shit I'm dealing with has nothing to do with this and it just another overwhelming thing on top of it#dysphoria and homesickness my fucking beloathed#I just want to be awake at the right time and have a nice stress free day and feel relaxed for once#like we keep trying to take time to relax and set aside time to do something fun and relieve some stress#and we still end up just as stressed and when we decided to spend a whole day just trying to relax we just ended up even more anxious#I'm so fucking tired. just let me sleep at the right time. just let me fucking relax for once in my life
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the tiny bit of consistency that I had in my sleep schedule has disappeared entirely. I sleep when I sleep. I never know what day it is. I've lost all sense of time. when does a new day start? no idea. it's 3 pm and it feels like it's the middle of the night.
#I got like. 3-4 hours of sleep last night and then woke up at 2:30am and simply stayed awake#I'm not used to being awake when the sun is up but these last few days I've left the house before 8 most days#it's so weird and so confusing#it'll be..... interesting to see how this goes when we move.#maybe having my own room and my own bed (or. well. mattress for now) will help#or maybe yet another change will just stress me out more#we'll see. 🙃#I really need consistency and routine and I'm completely unable to create that for myself 😭
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Tate stop defaulting to Smasher fingering Victoria when writing smut challenge (failed) (there was no attempt)
#i finished it too late and am absolutely not posting it until my more awake eyes have bear witness to my word crimes#i have another smut prompt to work on so MAYBE with that one- we'll see#i'll write him dicking her down yet
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i want to get started on the Full Hands List but i am waiting on my apartment people for scheduled maintenance and i don't really want to start until they leave but i also have no idea what time they'll make it to my apartment so we're just playing the waiting game now
#at my old apartment i was one of the first to get the maintenance bc my apartment number was just higher on the list#so it was usually around 10-11am#but im much further down now and idk how long it'll take#this isn't my FIRST TIME having the preventative maintenance in this apartment but the last times i just went to bed and got woken up#when they knocked#bc i was still on nights and i had no idea how long it'd be and didnt want to stay awake#and i did NOT check the time when they finally arrived#i just let them in and waited until they left so i could go back to sleep lmao#so#we'll see ig#I'm also splitting this into 3 days instead of don't all 3 seasons at once ill do a season a day#largely bc of time in general and how it's like. 12 hours of show.#and im be starting late today bc of *gestures at post*#but also it's going to be LONGER cus i have to pause every time hands shown up so i can note the timestamp#which ofc makes the whole process much. MUCH longer as seen with s3's preliminary run lmao#ough#I'm talking so much jdfjjsjd#also just my attebtion span is NOT great and i need to actually be WATCHING THE SCREEN THE WHOLE ENTIRE TIME#and can't be checking my phone or anything#cus ill miss shots!!!!#i missed at least 2 on my og s1+s2 list and im sure i missed others#i also have to decide how to count the montages#cus there'll be like 2 shots of hands immediately one after the other in the montages#sigh#......... I'll probably count them separately. just for accurate numbers.#which ofc means that ALL of my bonus aren't QUITE right rn cuts ik i lumped montages together#lmao#oh this will be so much fun#shh ac#young royals
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