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did all of the things we needed to do. besides all the regular stuff like showering and bedrotting and binge drinking
#🎙️.will#sounds like they'll probably just pull the tooth#which is bad!#because they won't cover general anesthetic#so we'll have to be /awake/#which will /not/ go well for Ben because apparently#that will basically be his source trauma thing minus the pain#he's not a fan of anesthesia in general but the best route was general#but at least it'll be covered#and partner sys is already briefed on what we'll need for the ensuing Ben meltdown#so I'll be okay hopefully#/hopefully/
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Remember back when we were doing a whole bunch of mysterious brain scans? Well, Alistair is using the persona subcore we got from those scans to build himself a new android friend. I want to see if the "surrounded by androids" mood buff stacks, and androids are very cool in general, so why not?

In between working and clearing memory space at his standing spot, I sent him over to grab a cup of coffee. I always try to keep his mood up; you never know what might be the catalyst for his awakening.

But, you know... he was built by the Jones boys, after all. Of course it was coffee.
Anyway, he's awake!! My boy is sentient at last!!!!!! Welcome to life with clarity and a sense of self, Alistair. We've been waiting for you for so long. He's got the "muscular" trait which means people think he's nice to look at (and by people I mean me), and my Sexuality Traits mod has also decided he's bisexual, which is nice.
I'm so giddy and excited to have him awake at last, and just in time for a new android to join us!! This is so cool!!!!!
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#rimworld#gracie plays#A Mechanitor's Message#art#my art#traditional art#rimworld art#unpolished art#a very android-y update#I'm overwhelmed by how exciting this colony is right now#newly wedded creepjojners#expecting a baby#another android almost built#and Alistair is finally finally FINALLY awake!!#it feels like I've been waiting YEARS#let me know if you think I should give him two more traits to bring him up to the 4 that everyone else has#and what traits you think he should have besides Muscular and Bisexual#what a good trait combo#he's so perfect#I love him so much <3 <3#I can't wait to see what he's like#eeeeeeee I'm so giddy#look at him go!#So proud of him#and not even remotely surprised that coffee was what did it#Mechi and Kwahu must be so pleased#their beloved android loves coffee as much as they do#anyway#stay tuned for next time when we'll meet android 2!!#have a lovely day everyone! xoxo
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So, remember this from the Circe Saga?
EURYLOCHUS:
Captain, I have something that I must confess
Something that I must get off my chest
Until it is said, I cannot rest
Captain?
ODYSSEUS:
There's only so much left we can endure
Whatever you need to say can wait some more
Of that, I'm sure
Well the wait finally ended in the Thunder Saga.
EURYLOCHUS:
I've got a secret I can no longer keep
I opened the wind bag while you were asleep
I'm so sorry
Forgive me
#epic the musical#epic the circe saga#epic the thunder saga#circe saga#thunder saga#puppeteer#scylla#jorge rivera herrans#the odyssey#odysseus#eurylochus#gods damn it Eurylochus you were so close to making it home#Odysseus stayed awake for 9 days#but you just couldn’t help yourself could you#I’ll give him a point because he did try to confess to his captain#but he loses it and more when it took him so long to bring it up again after he’s told to wait#not to mention all the other crap he’s pulled#I can't have you planting seeds of doubt#I can't have you disagreeing each route#I need you to always be devout and comply with this or we'll all die in this#Odysseus called this man out back in the ocean saga
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#i have chronic nightmares which means i often wake up at ungodly hours through the night#and the only good thing abt my brother living on the other side of the world#is that he's awake when i'm supposed to be asleep#so if i wake up from a particularly bad nightmare i message him and he /always/ answers cause he Knows#so we'll just chat abt silly stuff and he'll try and distract me until i'm well enough to go back to sleep#all this to say. sibling dynamics have been in my mind and also. i just had a nightmare and can't sleep :)#*
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I just want the real world to stop for a moment
#everywhere its getting so much worse#all of the shit happening in america is so fucking scary#and the eu has so often proven our politicians take america as a good example#everywhere is getting more and more right#it feels as if we're all screwed#as if we'll never turn this all around again#ai is allowing misinformation on an unprecedented level#social media algorithms have power even the creators can scarcely understand but sure use it for monetary gain#and money is for the most powerful who feel they have the most to lose and thus want us quiet as best as possible#and war can be so profitable#im so exhausted#there's enough shit going on in my private life how am i meant to deal with that when i lay awake at night wondering how i'd mercy kill my#beloved cats if war ever ends up coming here and my roommate and me would take care of our own pact#id rather die than live through war#but i want to live so badly#my dash is full of self harming minors posting ana inspo#and american politics#and palestinian fundraisers#and honestly ive been barely using tumblr lately but its frankly everywhere#everywhere you look its all just bleak
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I am sick
#vent tag#oc: bean#sona tag#and my eye is very gross so eyepatch time#and my washing machine comes today so hopefully I can be somewhat functional and not throw up whenever they come#but I hope it's soon bc I have already thrown up on my sheets and I would like to wash them#but it is another one of those 'we'll be there between 9-5' so I gotta stay awake for 3 hours minimum and like 12 hours maximum uhhfghhd#chat pray for me
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are you chiyo's buddy?
#good morning!! i finally had to do one of these asdfg i was too tempted :' )#and i might have fallen asleep last night before actually queuing stuff........... but that's why i'm awake now dw dw#gonna finish up what i was working on and slide everything in there and keep adding to it uvu#hope everyone's sunday is going well so far <3#i might!! reblog a spicy hc meme? i haven't decided yet but we'll see!#get ready to ramble | ooc
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Everyone wish me good luck I have a big Very Important interview today

#i talk#job talk#It's way less stressful than it otherwise might be because its an interview for an internal job at the company I already work for#So like. Theoretically I've probably sorta already met the people who will be interviewing me (maybe) even if I don't know them well#But on the other hand if I frick it up it'll be even more embarrassing because it will reflect poorly on me AND my team#I think it'll be fine though *KNOCKS ON WOOD* Professional me is pretty good at winging it#I have SEVERELY burnt out my social interaction and charm reserves after the last few days though so that's Not Great.#But we'll see how it goes#anyways GOODNIGHT why the frick am I still awake#(Answer: Stress)#I love my team so much (minus one guy) and I ADORE my boss#and I like what I do but. I just don't get paid enough#Like I am DANGEROUSLY in the red and I have a full time job. That should not be a thing. It's frickin crazy#If I get this job it will *KNOCKS ON WOOD AGAIN* instantly improve my whole situation so much because of the pay raise#I did talk with my boss about a pay raise for my current position because APPARENTLY I'm also overdue for a discussion about that#And I'm just like *drags hands down face*#''Why have we not had that discussion yet now I gotta wait til my annual review''#and my financial situation aint got that kind of time#Ya boi's been having an extraordinarily stressful time lately. Thoughts & prayers – please & thank you#Time to make some tacos as a very very very very very late meal and then crash for a few hours before waking up early for work#and the interview#o(-( agh
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??????!??!?? Aro representation in Jump???

#im not awake enough for this wha#hell yeah??? i think???#it just happened so we'll see how they deal with it#but wow. huh.#times have changed#girl meets rock!#<- title of manga#if she just said 'it feels gross' and stopped there maybe not rep. but she said she looked it up. wow#girl meets rock
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me: time for writing! my brain: ah, time for a drabble me: wait. wrong kind of writing-
so... guess who just lost a good couple of hours to finally getting to a little (he says, knowing it's pages long) idea i've had knocking around in my head, instead of the drafts he intended to do? ah well, i'm still surprisingly awake (thank you knee pain) so i'm gonna see if i can knock out another reply or two before i call it a night-
#;forever yelling into the abyss (ooc)#( there is a temptation here to stay awake as long as possible )#( i have to go to the supermarket again tomorrow bc i forgot a couple of things last time like an idiot )#( and supermarkets on saturdays are Not Fun for me so ideally i wanna go as early as possible )#( and i have no other obligations tomorrow so i can nap during the day if need be- )#( we'll see what happens )
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some highlights from all 3 books, including the first and final touches in the series 🧡
tomorrow i'm going to work on copying them all to my computer so i can count and sort through them all! then we get to really see how everything looks and im so excited already by what i've seen :)
#someone needs to tell neil to stop getting into so many fightsffs#also SOOOO much orange highlighting in tkm i love it#idk if in going to have a lot of analysis in the final count post or just a bit with the hard facts but#we'll see#i didnt mean to be awake this late i need to go to bed <3#ill be working on this and also hopefully on (wit)jitp when i wake up :)#somehow managed to get out of work today WHEW#aftg#andrew minyard#neil josten#shh ac
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Took a nap mid-day bcs I was tired.
Went to bed at 1am, like a responsible adult.
Unable to fall asleep, I started thinking about trying to min-max the Waifu-Catalog with as many leveling-systems as possible.
Kept being unable to sleep. Crawled out of bed at 3am, bcs fuck it. My brain demands a spreadsheet for min-maxing.
Made a list of various games with leveling-system, and how they're different from each other. Then went searching through the rule-system about how the "Auto-connect"-intensity modifier works.
Realized that it's possible to Buy a character, connect to its leveling-system, and then immediately Sell that character back (meaning that they only cost 20% of their listed price).
There are a lot of characters from worlds with a leveling-system who cost 10-credit or less. Including Disgaea, Overlord, SAO, Skyrim, Bloodborne, and FF14.
Which translates into: For the price of like... fuck-all, you can get Skyrim's Alchemy, Disgaea's Reincarnation, ALO's flight, and Bloodborne's Insight.
BUT, it would mean min-maxing things in a way that probably wouldn't make it a good story, in no small part because there'd be way too much shit to keep track of.
(Not to mention the regular "The Gamer"-problem of how EXP generally incentivizes you into becoming a murder-hobo. Or how the "lore" of WC is explicitly about entertainment-value, which sounds like "we'll let you cheese the rules only for as long as you don't bore us", after which they're just as likely to insta-kill you for being obnoxious.)
Disclaimer:
Is Waifu-Catalog a good setting? No. It's an incredibly ham-fisted way to let you write sex-scenes between all of your favorite "sexy characters" in a way that "totally makes sense, promise". And it's also a carte-blanche for behaving "however evil as you'd like to" because the setting makes Warhammer40k sound optimistic.
However, I keep coming back to poke at it, because I really like min-maxing shit and there's an unfortunate amount of overlap with that hobby and WC's "designed to make you a god"-builds. And they have a surprisingly well-designed web-page for keeping track of things, which is convenient.
#yes. it's not 5am. and i'm very very tired. but my spreadsheet is done. so i don't have to think about it anymore.#kind of worried that going to bed now will just send me into a coma until noon. which would fuck up my sleep even more.#but also... i don't wanna be awake. so we'll see how that works out.#rants#personal stuff
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hello, it's me. i'm sleep deprived and have lost my ability to write for the time being. i'm exhausted. i slept like three hours and spent the majority of my day on my ocs. that being said, i will be here tomorrow to start knocking out drafts. all i ask is your patience as i try to regain my motivation. actually, i'm motivated right now, but i'm just exhausted so hopefully i'll still feel motivated when i'm back online tomorrow.
#* this is my unfinished symphony // ooc.#i slept so badly and it's no one's fault but my own lmao#but i've been awake since 6:30 and man is it killing me#i just wanna write but !!! i cannot anymore !!!#i need to take a break and maybe after that i'll have some energy lmao#but i'm dead tired at the moment so we'll see
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i know i got one more reply but i got it still in a tab to do tomorrow, i'm like FRAZZLED i think i had too much too caffeeine too late. poor decision cause i got no brains now. actually i just realized it's almost 5am lol ANYWAY . i'm going to lay down now and hopefully sleep soon, but we shall see
#i had sooooo much iced coffee today within the span of a few hours lol#i was so eepy i needed to be awake for game ;-;#IT WORKED THO I WAS AMPED#so now its some hours later i'm in a great mood but my head feels like it's gonna explode etc lol#out of blades#MORE TOMORROW#i think tomorrow im gonna watchSRS2016#tho i might put that off till friday cause hopefully then i'll have more alone time we'll see#HRRGHH okay
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I went to a Fall Out Boy concert last night! It was so much fun, I haven't been to many concerts and their set designs blew my mind. They're one of my favorite bands and everyone there had such fun outfits and styles, it was just a blast.
My friend did my makeup and hair and tbh it was stunning, so uh I guess face reveal below the cut? And also a clip of my favorite set piece/one of my favorite songs ♥

We went for a "galaxy punk" look and it was SO ✨sparkly✨ Hell yeah sword necklace and space earrings ⚔ iiiii normally wear exactly Zero makeup, so this was a lot for me.
Maybe mid-way through the show, they had this Giant Dog Head that could bob around and open its mouth, and it was SO COOL, and the eyes glowed 👀 The song is "This Ain't a Scene, It's an Arms Race," please excuse the exuberant camera motions, I was fist-pumping with my other hand, lol.
#fall out boy#so much for (tour) dust#tumblr is the only social media i have left so i'm shouting my experiences into the void here#i am DEAD tired#i'm gonna try to stay awake today maybe play some house flipper but we'll see#this was my first major outing since my surgery and i was really nervous for it#but i did great! anxiety stayed at a minimum! thanks brain!#gatortalk
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#an unexpected but not unwelcome side effect of melatonin is that now when i wake up from a nightmare#i'll be so tired i'll fall right back asleep like immediately#woke up terrified last night and needed a good few minutes just to catch my breath#normally that would have kept me up for like an hour because i'll be scared to fall back into it#but staying awake was like NOT an option so i clocked tf out in 10 minutes#either that'll stay great or it's gonna trap me in a nightmare loop at some point#we'll see i guess
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