#so the instant i moved i didnt get to talk to my old roommates anymore... it makes me really sad | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

caffeinatedopossum · 2 years ago

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I hate how I can't stand to be around anyone I like (not romantically, just like any amount of me liking them) because my social anxiety is so bad. I can't even comprehend a parallel universe where they would want to be friends with me because they're so cool and I suck so much. It's ruined so many relationships for me and I hate it. I hate that I'm like this

#it only gets better when im around them constantly #so the instant i moved i didnt get to talk to my old roommates anymore... it makes me really sad #theyre so cool. i know they liked me too apparently but hhh #i dont even want them to text me first or invite me out because id panic and it would suck #but i dont like not seeing them anymore either #i wish i was okay enough to be in their lives #they were so nice to me #i wonder if they think about me

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