#so sorry mera i love u
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worlds worst polycule
#ummmmmmmmm#this took forever and i didn’t even shade anything#i think i forgot to highlight mera’s hair bc i was so tired by the time i got to coloring her oops#so sorry mera i love u#anyways yeahhhh yayyyyyyyyy saiki k cast yayyyyyy#i think everyone to the right of nendou also has a very small head umm#i don’t usually see people get mad abt it on here but if anybody has any complains abt their skin tones i DO not care. kiss my ass#yeah#that’s it i think ok byyeereer#disasterous life of saiki k#dlosk#saiki kusuo#riki nendou#hairo kineshi#shun kaidou#aren kuboyasu#saiko metori#mera chisato#kokomi teruhashi#yumehara chiyo#akechi touma#toritsuka reita#aiura mikoto#terusai kind of#saiki k fanart#wiklm art!!
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SORRY THIS IS A THROAWAY ACC CUZ IM TOO LAZY BUT ANYWAY HELLO, MERA I RUSHED THRU THE EVENT JUST TO GROOVY THIS GUY ACK
i hiss stupid smirking eel staph itttt this bad for my heart
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA??!?>!??!!"?!?!?!?!?>@Ô„DJIOWDI(U) (so insane over him even the keyboard smash reflects it)
EEL!!! EEL EEL EEL EEL!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm actually so unwell about this groovy. The way he has to fold himself to fit in the car because of how tall and lanky he is... T_T look at how happy he is to be included in the festivities. Halloween Town is prime enrichment for him. He is thriving!!!! This is like a second home to him. I love him,,,
Although,,, it does hurt to see twst made his teef chonky like Floyb. 😔 I really liked the distinction in Jade's needle-thin dolphin teeth and Floyd's thick shark chompers!!! BUT!!!! At least we can finally see Jade smiling widely and showing off his teeth (something he doesn't do very often)!!!! >w< he's too precious....... I am killing him with rocks. <3
#twisted chit chat#stresstup#that hairstyle too... i really can't get over how good it looks on him#please move over mayor i need to sit beside him PLEASE ONE CHANCE JADE OTL
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Heyyyy! How's sem2 going? I know ur not online that much here but I hope ur busy growing! And sath mai taking care of ur self, also just a gentle reminder u are loved here 🫶 and I miss you 🥹
hiiiii swap!!! ive missed you too !!
felt sooo good to see your sweet message (its the first thing i saw when i opened tumblr lol)🫶 thanks for checking in on me 💗💗
hope youre doing great and coping well with college and stuff ❤️❤️
2nd year(ik you meant sem 3) has been soooooooooo busy and hectic... have my midsems in a few days.... itna saara syllabus cover karna hai 😭😭😭 its been pretty manageable ab tak toh(except for dsa, uski lab is killing me 😭), but i want to change my situation from 'barely surviving' to 'happy and thriving' (tbh idek if this makes any sense lol)
i miss my tumblr friends sm, but mujhe tumblr kholne tak ka bhi time nahi milta kyunki insta chalane mein hi itna time waste ho jaata hai like, my brain knows insta is bad for me aur itni baar toh insta chalake fomo bhi hone lag jaata hai aur mood bhi kharab ho jata hai lol fir bhi i keep going back to it... for the past few weeks ive been trying to use my phone lesser, which is kinda working BUT mera goal ye hai ki agar main social media use bhi kar rahi hoon, toh let it be something thats actually not that time consuming, like pinterest or tumblr instead of yt or insta (basically brainrot kam kar doon apna 😭)
also ive been doing kanha seva at home, thats going well!
im so sorry if this became a rant lol... but it felt soo good to be able to talk to you!! hope to be more regular in the future hehe...
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Tu hi mera sab kuch hai
Ishan was scrolling through Instagram Reels while Shubman was out for an event. Every ShubSara reel in Ishan's feed kept gnawing him. Increasing his insecurity bit by bit. Ishan despite being the epitome of human sunshine had always been more of a moon known to only those who are the dearest to him. It's not that he doesn't trust Shubman but rather his insecurities about himself.
'Shubman is a young, beautiful man who should rather build a strong future associating with the infamous Sara Tendulkar than hide behind closed doors with him' thought Ishan. Uncertainties and insecurities invaded Ishan's trail of thought until they were interrupted by a knock.
Shubman: Ishan?
Ishan (in a sleepy voice): Hmm?
Shubman: You're still awake? Put that phone down right now.
Ishan: Tera wait kar raha tha.
Shubman: Chal ab aagaya hoon na main...chal so jaa ab.
Ishan: I can't sleep without you.
Shubman: Haan haan...ruk main fresh hoke aata hoon.
Ishan while waiting for Shubman again drowns in his own thoughts.
Shubman (waving his hand in front of Ishan): ISHAN? ISH?
Ishan(startled): Haan?haan?
Shubman: Kya soch raha hai baby..idhar aa
Shubman and Ishan settle in bed with Shubman's arm wrapped around Ishan. The room is drowned in a comforting silence.
Shubman: Tune dinner kiya?
Ishan: hmm
Shubman: Event toh bohot tiring tha...aur upar se media itni irritating hoti hai na kabhi kabhi...mera bas chalta toh main jaata hi nahi. Yaar kaash tu bhi chalta. Next time chalega?
Ishan: .....
Shubman: Ishan? So gaya kya?
Ishan: haan..nahi toh
Shubman: abhi abhi maine kya bola kuch suna tune?
Ishan: huh...Event irritating tha?
Shubman: tune nahi suna 😑
Ishan: sorry na baby
Shubman: tu thik haina? Jab se aaya hoon lost-lost sa hai? Kya hua?
Ishan: Kuch bhi toh nahi
Shubman: Ishh.. mujhse toh jhooth mat bol.
Ishan: tu mujhse pyaar kyun karta hai?
Shubman: Kya? yeh sab kyun puch raha hai?
Ishan: jawab de bas.
Shubman: Iss sawaal ka jawab dete toh subah hojaaegi.
Ishan: main mazaak nahi kar raha hoon Shubi..tere paas har reason hai sa..kisi aur se pyaar karne ki phir bhi tu mujhse pyaar karta hai. Kyun?
Shubman: Kyunki tu paagal hai. Kya bole jaa raha hai. Main tujhse kisi reason se pyaar nahi karta. Main tujhse pyaar karta hoon kyunki mujhe wahi aata hai. Main tujhse pyaar karta hoon kyunki koi aur Ishan nahi hai mere paas. *kisses Ishan's forehead* Main tujhse pyaar karta hoon kyunki mujhe koi aur dikhaayi hi nahi deta.
Ishan: Hum kabhi duniya ko nahi bata paayenge apne pyaar ke baare mein..
Shubman: Main tujhse bohot pyaar karta hoon
Ishan: Pata hai *kisses Shubman*
Shubman: *smiles softly* tujhe pata hai aur tu hi meri duniya hai.
Ishan: Cheesy *slaps him lightly*
Shubman: par tu yeh sab soch kyun raha tha..tu phir se phone pe yeh sab bakwas dekh rha tha..I swear main yeh phone..
Ishan: Shaant..shaant Mr.gill...meri galti hai I know..ab sojaate hai chal
Shubman: *looks at Ishan*
Ishan: kya?
Shubman: *continues looking at Ishan*
Ishan: Ghoor kyun raha hai ab?
Shubman: tu kuch bhul raha hai *forms pout*
Ishan: *kisses Shubman fondly* I love you
Shubman: I love us
Ishan: I love us more..
Shubman: We'll see about that
The rest of the night goes on peacefully as our couple cuddle with eachother draped in eachother's love. Kyunki puri duniya ka pyaar kam pad jaata hai...pyaar toh ek hi se chahiye hota saat janmo ke liye <3
(I am back to writing one shots cuz boards stress se cope bhi toh karna hai. Toh presenting mera new chapter. Hope y'all loved it..drop by ur lovely comments and any one shot request if u want😉)
And I'm waiting for Ishan ka strongest comeback. May God bless him with all the strength, health, success and happiness. <3🧿🧿🧿🔱🔱🔱
#indian cricket team#ishan kishan#cricket#ishman#desiblr#shubmangill#shubman gill#bcci#shubish#shubman x ishan
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hi mera!! i hope you’re having a lovely day! could i please request a hazbin hotel, chainsaw man, and twisted wonderland matchup if it isn’t too much?
pronouns | she/they
preference | it doesn’t matter!
personality | very shy, but once i’m comfortable with you i become very chaotic! i tend to be mean affectionately when i get comfortable and just say what’s on my mind without much thought cause i know i can trust you. i am the type of the person to tell you if what you’re doing could get you hurt or in trouble in some way. i’m also very big about honesty so it’s rare that i ever tell a lie, especially to people close to me. hence why i want people to be straight up and not lie to me. not very big on people i don’t know well touching me, but if you’re close to me you can hug me if you’d like.
when i’m frustrated or angry, it happens often but it’s never truly that deep. like i’ll be angry but it won’t be for long. i do lash out at people, but it is often not just one thing that caused me to do it, it’s a build of of things over time.
being sad is just the same way, it builds up over time until it boils over. i cry a lot when i’m sad, same with when i’m angry, because i don’t know where to let out my emotions.
appearance | my hair color changes often, but right now it’s blue and purple! my hair cut is a wolf cut with bangs! i’m very pale with pale blue eyes and i’m about “5’3” to “5’4” in height! my style is grunge or alt, but i like to keep it simple! so just cargo pants, a plain t-shirt, and some high tops and jacket will do!
hobbies | archery, writing, reading, drawing, collecting, gaming
likes | 80s music, vampiric aesthetics, victorian fashion, cats
dislikes | bugs, spiders, thunder, loud noises, arguing
lil extras | istp | pisces
i’m a very all over the place person so i hope this is okay! thank you! <3
HI HUN!!! IM SORRY THIS IS SO LATE. IM TRYING 😭🩷
I’ve decided to pair you with…. CHARLIE, DENJI & MALLEUS
Pretty wide variety… i know!
She LOVES your personality once you start to become comfortable.
She loves to be chaotic with you. Shes just a chaotic energy in total.
She’d love if you kept her AND other people out of trouble! Thats why she loves you so much :)
Shes also huge about honesty. Did you see what happened with vaggie!
She understands boundaries. Although she’s probably huge on touch, I feel like she wouldn’t do anything unless you initiated it.
When you lash out, she tries to help you not bottling up your emotions, and talking to her anytime something happened, she’ll love to hear whats going on.
She loves your outfits and your hair!! She thinks its super unique, and would say “opposites attract”
DENJI
Chaotic trio w power!!
If you playfully are mean to him he’ll do the same. I also think he’d try to bite you as a joke. Like chomp chomp.
Hes HUGE on honesty. Like what happened with makima…? Yikes..
Please help him stay out of trouble. He’s always doing something hella nuts or putting himself in danger. Although most of the times he prob won’t listen, he might!!
I think he might be a little annoying, so it’ll make you get angry, but if you talked about it to him.. 100% he’ll try to fix it!
Loves how u look. Honestly probably fell for you bc of it!!
He would probably game with you. And he’d enjoy it so much and be like.. “could you teach me…”
Teach him all your hobbies. PLEASE. HE’D LOVE TO DO IT ALL. He’ll suck butt at drawing and painting but please. It’d be so fun.
He’ll kill all the bugs for you <3
I honestly think at first he’d be scared of thunder, but he’d start to like it, and help you!!
MALLEUS
Definitely found out abt you thru Lilia. Lilia approached you cus of your style and was like… we need to be bsfs.
He’s also pretty quiet, but when you get comfortable around him, he’d LOVE how chaotic you are.
I think he HATES when people are too uptight. And will look to you for a break!!
Malleus might be a frustrating partner since he seems closed off, but i promise its just cause he doesn’t have friends and he needs to learn :(
He’d be so happy to find out the reason you were shy at first is bc you’re awkward and you aren’t scared of him like everyone else.
He’d be fine with whatever you did to him. Honestly if you lash out at him, he’d be a little taken aback but he’d let you let all your emotions out, and try to help you through it all.
I also think he’d suck at art. At first. I think he’d pick it up super quickly. He’s pretty good at everything.
I think at first he’d also suck at comforting but after a while he’d be super great at it.
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I HOPE THIS WAS OKAY <3
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel x reader#hazbin alastor#hazbin angel dust#hazbin charlie#hazbin husk#hazbin nifty#hazbin vaggie#hazbin cherri bomb#hazbin adam#csm denji#chainsaw man x reader#chainsaw man#csm#csm manga#twst malleus#twisted wonderland x reader#twisted wonderland#twst ruggie#twst vil#twst idia#twst leona#twst ace#twst azul#twst riddle#twst wonderland#twst kalim#disney twst#csm power#csm aki
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Dekho ye situation me na I know bohot bura lgta h par all I know is ki life sab kiye alg alg cheez plan krke rakhi h ...and again- stick to efforts,par ye v smjhna hoga ki efforts kr rha to zaruri nhi h ki result aaega usi waqt....wo hamesha nhi hota h ..still none of your efforts will go to waste i promise you kasam se life jab lautaegi na to jitna soch rhe ussey kayi zyada return me degi - achi cheezein, competition ko sab pta h to zaruri h aapko v pta ho? ...bilkul v nhi ...life khudse bataegi aapko ki kya Krna chahiye tumhe, bohot kuch humare control me nhi h aur kafi achi baat ye ki hum bas khud ko control kr skte h kisi aur ko nhi ....apka reaction bilkul v glt nhi tha ...thik h life h ho jata h idhar udhar..par aapka bolna ki -- i desperately want to die , ye bohot glt h, kyu marna h,apki life ki kimat bas itni h ki aapko apna life goals wagera pta hona chahiye, it breaks my heart and is so frustrating to me, kyu khud ka worth bandh kr rakhna h tum kya ho ye limited hota h kya! Listen ek baat na hamesha yaad rakhna agr insaan ka dil saaf h aur wo actions leta h apne goals k trf to success aaegi uske pass I toh wish ki ekdam jldi se aaye tumhare pass,sab ki life alg h ,tumhari v tum v bakiyon ko v jeene do aur khud v jiyo ...marna to bilkul nhi h smjhe?! Honestly khud k bare me waisa to bolna v nhi chahiye it's too harsh don't be harsh on yourself kuch cheezein duniya ko krne do ...tum khud se pyar kro na ..smjho ki Swapnil bohot kuch k liye worthy h ..not just ki samne wala ko uska pta h ...mereko mera nhi pta to life has no point,that's bullshit. pls take care of yourself,you are exactly where you are supposed to be - isko negative me lia na to aake marungi!! Positive me lo smjhe also you are worthy of everything simply by existing to marne ki to baat hi nhi h you are good,you are the best aur tumko ye pta v nhi h😒, pls respect yourself smjhe na??
Ye sab rude sound kia hoga,I am sorry but all in all mereko bas yahi bolna h ki pls take care of yourself and don't be so harsh on yourself.
Sending you lots of love (which you are deserving of)
Also jahan tak I know men wo log aesi baatein cringe mante h tum v man rhe hoge,but since this is true (whatever I said) I'll send this to u.
It was not at all rude, in fact thanks I surely remember this 🥹 and I will respect myself more I promise 🫡
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ooooAAAAAAAAUGHHHH.
oka's whole thing is so tragic. do u have anyheacanons for herand /or poti
I do not know what the “ooooAAAUGHH” is in response to but I feel like I agree 🤔 lol.
TBF Oka was quite literally born into the hands of one of the MOST manipulative man (Potimis) EVER. So I don’t think anyone who knows the full circumstances could really blame her but I know she’ll probably never stop blaming herself.
I like to think at some point Kyouya apologizes to Oka for what he said when they first met because he felt it was hypocritical and unfair. Which I think Kyouya is the type to not apologize for all the things he’s had to do for war, not because he doesn’t feel awful about it, but sort of because he’s resolved himself and apologizing would feel insincere and unfair (let me make this about Kyouya lmaooo my bias is so strong can you tell). But I feel like he would apologize to miss Oka for what he said to her and I also think Katia would jump in with her own form of not quite apologizing for her actions (because she was right to doubt Oka but not because of Oka herself but because of Potimis lying to her), but apologizing that she had to be put in such a position. Also Katia also is a bit of the tough love and would probably try to reason with Oka that she shouldn’t have to feel responsible for all her students just because they have a connection from their lives (as a way to sort of to try and lessen Oka’s guilt over everything). But yeah I think a lot of the reincarnations would apologize to her and try to do right by her own once they learn her full circumstances.
I would honestly be really interested on what Oka’s thought on Shiro are though? Like? To Shiro Oka is quite her savior who she owes a life debt but idk if Oka even remotely remember her at all. Like afterwards do you think she’s just like “the classroom Spider? What.” 😭 I think she would want to speak to Shiro about it which would,,, go as well as anyone (aside from Ariel) who tries to hold a conversation with her. I think once Oka knows who Shiro is she would try to include her with the other reincarnations (which has the vibe of a mother trying to get her child to socialize… sorry I love found family parent child structure sooooo much with KumoDesu lol I should make my Headcanon family tree…) it has… mixed results.
Also ngl I still find it SO FUNNY that no one taught Mera suffixs so he thinks the San (which is translated to Miss in English) is part of her name.
I genuinely call Potimis Elf H*tler cause… ngl the similarities are there. Thought they were the “superior race”, blond hair blue eyed (which obviously this one isn’t an evil trait and I feel I should specify that it’s just funny to me), actually really unhealthy themselves… y’know it’s there.
I also think Potimis sort of captures KumoDesu’s pacing when you think about it. Like the pacing of KumoDesu is REALLY GOOD, Kumoko struggles enough to make things feel intense so then when she gets overpowered it just feels so deserved. And I think seeing how fast Potimis goes from big deal to nothing that difficult to deal with is really interesting because it doesn’t feel rushed at all despite how fast that change happens? Like it’s interesting to think about that at a certain point Kumoko is sooo OP nothing is a problem of strength but more of tactics you make sure things play out the way she wants.
Also for Potimis I really think Ariel’s words to him sum it up (paraphrasing here) “was a life running from death really worth it?” Because yeah he spent so much time afraid of the inevitable did he ever really live? It’s kinda a good statement on how worrying does not prepare you for tomorrow only takes away from today.
At this point you might be able to tell the difference based on format but even if I don’t already have stuff Written down (most of what I have Pre-Written is Ship Based) I come up with stuff pretty quick! I have many thoughts! Way more than I remember to actually Write lol!
I’ll probably just start signing these Asks with this but: Again my Obligatory Thank You for Asking for my Opinion!!!!! I LOVE KUMODESU WITH MY WHOLE SOUL!!!!
#trash meme#ask#kumo desu ga nani ka#kumodesu#kumoko#so i’m a spider so what#Oka KumoDesu#Potimis KumoDesu#I stg if I spelled Potimis wrong
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Current Top 10 Blackpink Songs
As usual, soloists included! This list has changed a LOT in the past two years--I compared it to an older top five I made and it's like WOAHH WHERE'D PWF GO ??
1. Lovesick Girls
I really love living in a world where "Lovesick Girls" exists--this was a great era to experience, and the song itself is pure reckless euphoria, which I think I'll always have space for on my playlists. (And it's great to see a song that matches the energy of the members, rather than them having to carry kinda meh arrangements with their ridiculously awesome voices!)
2. Whistle (Acoustic Ver.)
Yeah, I don't care much for the original "Whistle". But THIS? Whole different story. I love the melancholy of this version, the way it sounds like sunset.
3. As If It's Your Last
Obligatory. This has been on my Spotify Wrapped Top 100 three years in a row, but I don't think my obsession with it is unusual at all--and this song deserves all the hype it gets!
4. Lalisa -- Lisa
I was not expecting this to end up as my favorite Blackpink solo, but the energy that I found too messy at first has made it a favorite over time, while the others got kind of dull for me—but there's never a boring moment here, and Lisa holds it all together very well!
5. How You Like That
Yeah, it's corporate. But like... it's really nicely produced? And the Blackpink ladies sound great. If the formula comes out THIS pretty, I'm not going to be mad if it shows up every once in a while.
6. See U Later
I love the balance of sweet and sour in this song--it's something the Blackpink ladies have always navigated well, but "See U Later" leaves a lot more room for sweet, making the contrast even more fun!
7. Pretty Savage
What mera said! And the other things that mera said!
8. Love to Hate Me
This is the perfect amount of passive-aggressive for my taste--though the production isn't my favorite, I can give it a pass because it's SUCH a confidence boost to listen to.
9. So Hot - Blacklabel Remix
Sheer force of performance gets this on the list. Okay, also that BEAT. This is the kind of beat Jennie deserves just like, all the time.
10. Don't Know What To Do - Live (2021)
This ethereal arrangement really brings the best out of DKWTD--and the grittier guitar in this version just makes it even better.
Honorable Mentions: Stay, Playing With Fire, Solo (Jennie), Really, Sour Candy (would have been like #2 if it wasn’t mostly Lady Gaga’s song!), Ready For Love, Yeah Yeah Yeah (yeah I fell for the synth, sorry), The Happiest Girl
#i REALLY wanted to put ready for love on here#yeah fuck it i’m going back and adding it in honorable mentions !!#me & outdated tropical house just get each other in ways y’all never will 😌#judge me all you want i’m having FUN 💃#fun fact i learned the dance for dkwtd back when it came out ! i wonder if i still remember it ??#artist top ten#blackpink#blackpink lisa
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just a lil rant in the tags abt life stuff teehee
#nonsims#personal#idk how to feel about this one particular person that my friends are friends with#ive made it very clear that im not a person that likes to hang out in public or even be 1 on 1 with a majority of the peoplem#people* i call my closest friends... it's just smth i dont love + i am very wary of men in general#but he came into our vc and was like 'im so sad' and we all said why#he goes 'bc i just realized ive never hung out w mera in person'#my 2 friends in the vc w me were like 'yeah mera doesnt like doing that'#but he kept bein like 'i knowwwww it just makes me sad... we could go sit at a coffee shop and bring ava (a friend of mine)'#ava atp was like 'stop pushing it' which <3 thank u#but it just kinda feels like :| bc this guy clearly doesnt respect my wishes + he kind of overwhelms me#but i also HATE confrontation and ive gotten a lot better w it but OOG#anyway. lots of tags sorry :(#if u read this thank u....
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class trip to okinawa! (nendou sneezed)
#the power of friendship!#i love them and their stupid little friend group#not so disastrous now is it saiki!#they all GAVE him pieces of their coffee jelly bc they know he loves them i’m crying to be loved is to be known etc#sorry for putting u in a drawing saiki i know u would hate it <3#my art#saiki k#saiki kusuo#kaidou shun#teruhashi kokomi#mera chisato#nendo riki#yumehara chiyo#saiki k no psi nan#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki k fanart#my art 2021
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Mera the last time i was on ur blog was the day skully came out and i remembered u saying u weren't interested in him at all and how u didnt like malleus at first either.. so imagine my surprise when i log on today and see what i see 😏
I just can't hate Skully!!!! orz I don't even see Gojo in him anymore. That right there is my scrunkly scrimblo who I cherish immensely. He's literally just like me fr. Little guy who is just so obsessed with his interests and loves to ramble about them,,,,,, twst, I am so sorry for doubting you. You cooked him perfectly and I was just being an ungrateful, picky eater. .·°՞(≧□≦)՞°·.
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miss the times when bollywood used to make good music 😔😔😔😔
#i mean it still sometimes does but remakes have ruined it all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#also#tony kakkar honey singh these dudes have ruined everything#dear fans of these ppl don't come at me <3#even ishq wala love is better than the music these ppl make sorry not sorry#was listening to mitwa and mere bina and jaise mera tu and mileya mileya and all these amaze songs and i got teary 😔😔😔😔#the last album i actually really liked was love aaj kal 2 i haven't seen the movie but the songs are so nice :((((#and it had a remake of yeh dooriyaan i know but it was a nice remake and not a complete remake remake u know the tunes and lyrics are quite#different than the original#idk if its just me who thinks that lol#kurbaan hua just played bye im gonna cry im so nostalgic rn
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*Indus voice* what is a binder but a barrier for ones tiddies
#thank u for my rights trans icon#i LOVE trans indus and trans mera. its so fucking CUTE DUDE............trans bi ppl be like *fall in love epicly*#everyones trans actually sorry#indus tarbella#epithet erased
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@khorosvein [ dedue + mera ] what’s left & what’s to come
Dedue is not obsessed with Mera. Not in so many harsh letters, at the very least. But he feels drawn to her and her story like no other save His Royal Highness. And to say that he has put time and thought into their first meeting is no small understatement.
He’s poured hours into gazing at her---the richness of her skin and shiny hair, so similar to the people he’s known and loved and that they’ve both lost. He wonders if she thinks him brash and rude for it---the same as the bigots that look down on them both; and yet, he can not be torn away. The familiarity of a stranger in a strange place, a familiarity no one else here could ever know, as they have had it all their lives and taken it all for granted.
He misses Duscur too much to look away, sometimes. To make up for it, he makes her this: The basket in his hands, as he stands in her dorm doorway, the sunset overlooking his shoulder, warm as the late summer day he’s standing in. Inside are Duscur sweets, fried doughs, spongy balls, sweet ground carrot and coconut, all mixed with syrup, sugar, and the saffron their country is famous for. He’s even made Soan Padbi the way his Mother taught him---it took hours, and he had to broker several favors with the Monastery cooks for so much time in the kitchen----but it came out splendidly, melting in his mouth easily and giving him the sugar rush the dish is known for.
The basket is handmade---Dedue’s favorite hobby is arts and crafts, after all, but it looks professionally woven, with Duscur’s famous lotus flowers painted on the sides, and musk rose braided across the handle. By the time Dedue realized that the gesture of giving her flowers may be seen as romantic---it was too late. He was already attached to the way the basket looked, and there was no turning back. With the wealth of goodies he had baked for her, he had to give it to her as soon as possible, to make sure the baked good stayed fresh until she had the time to eat them.
His fingers fumble over the basket as he attempts to place his hands on it in the most professional fashion as he knocks on her door. He looks slightly silly---not befitting of one who is addressing a noble woman and who is a retainer of the Crown Prince himself. He wonders, anxiety pilfers through his thoughts, if this is silly and too much for a mere greeting, or if, perhaps, he should have done more for her---but he wants to be kind to her, as he knows no one else around here will be kind.
Without even knowing her, he feels he understands her, trapped between worlds, just like he is, and often suffering for it. If he doesn’t reach out---who will? And a part of him is afraid that she, of all people, never will, the final straw in him being disliked for his own people for being a ‘traitor’ to his own people. He couldn’t take that. The thought alone makes his chest clench.
#khorosvein#HELLO THANK U FOR LIKING THAT STARTER CALL I LOVE MERA AND I'M SO HYPED FOR THIS!#SORRY THIS IS REALLY LONG#{ fandom: i am finally me | fe3h }#{ rp: loyalty & loss | dedue }#{ ch: loyalty & loss | dedue }
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to my dearest nisha,(again)
Hi this is the real aryan here!
WHY IS SOME WEIRDO SENDING YOU SHAAYARI TRYING TO PRETEND HE'S ME
I hope you know i would never try to hurt you like that. I wouldn't want you to feel bad if HE sends you something like that again
Also you must know I'm actually not that bad with limericks
Toh voh ghatiya shayaris that are trying to hurt you are not from me
I am so sorry ki because of my ashiq anon thing you're getting these weird anons
Maybe this was all a mistake but you should know I have deep admiration for you and for your blog
I have loved the vibe ever since i have gotten to know this page
I have nothing but respect and deep deep admiration for you (and your beautiful poems)
Yours truly
Aryan(real)
heyyyyy
HAINAA!?? I HAVE NO IDEA WTF IS WRONG WITH THAT WEIRDO
Yes yes I know dear. You'd never do anything like that. Yes I assure u. idgaf about that ahole now dw.
Yes alright hehe ik how good u r.
No no please don't apologize aapki glti nhi hai.
Wait my brain can't process itni Sari tareef it's glitching wskderigiksnwbdifitnxm
I'm so so glad that you like me aur mera ye mess of a blog so much😭😭 Thank you so much 😭 <33
And ab please don't think about that anon ok? Forget it. He doesn't even deserve your attention. You are too sweet and precious to even curse him lol.
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HI IM THE BRAINWORMS ANON i dont have many specific thoughts i just saw him and thought “this is it.” LIKE IT JUST MAKES SENSE!! the thought of him barely surviving marineford but being able to hang on then be modified into a cyborg?? MWAH!! there’s a mechanical concept art nami shaped hole in my heart that mechanical ace would fill. also having many thoughts on who would fix him. does the whitebeard pirates have a mechanic of some sorts? do they meet up with franky somehow either at sabaody after marineford or someone knows of vegapunk’s old lab at karakuri island and they somehow bump into him?? another third party?? i kinda love the idea of franky making him into a cyborg and then teaching marco and deuce how to fix him up if something happens because as doctors they insist of being able to treat any crewmates even if it is outside of their regular field.
sorry this was longer than i expected it to be LMAOO don’t feel obligated to respond to this as it is a lot but hope u enjoyed the rambling! also let’s be honest; the real brainworms comes from how hot he is
i see you too are a connoisseur of the concept art of mechanical armed Nami and her great axe, love that and I still love the Nami we have today but she couldve had her mecha arm and we couldve had so many cool interactions with Franky and Ussop that we have been robbed of
I love the idea of the whitebeard pirates sailing aimlessly after marineford, coloured by grief, Marco staying beside Ace day and night as his living life support until they port at Karakuri island and maybe it is Franky who helps them, gives Ace a new life
But physically Ace died and he no longer has fire powers, so maybe this could tie in neatly with Dressrosa where Luffy says he wants Franky to have the mera mera fruit, as repayment for saving Ace’s life
Ace still has fire power just not logia related, Franky installed flamethrowers inside him 😂
#love this idea!#very bittersweet in a sense or maybe ace does keep hos fruit who knows#and youre right my brain just melts every time i see Ace im just thoroughly destroyed by him and how perfect he is!!
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