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MAGNETIC â SQUID GAME WOMEN + THANOS AND YOU BEING THE COMPLETE OPPOSITE OF THEM HCS
â featuring ... kang mi-na (player 196), no eul (guard 011), se-mi (player 380), jun-hee (player 222), hyun-ju (player 120), young-mi (player 195), + thanos (player 230)
đ¨ author's note â IM FUCKING BAAAAAAAAACKKKK RAWGHHRRR !!!!!! writing this had me SWEATING considering the lack of information of them in the show. anddd im closing the requests for now. id like to work on the current requests in my inbox before i open it again ⥠[lowercase intended]
mi na â
- at first you were hesitant to confess your feelings to her because why would she want to be with someone like you?
- and then you kept avoiding her and denying your feelings to avoid getting hurtÂ
- then, life surprises you, she kissed you on the night she took you out for a 'girlFRIEND date'
- AND THEN BAM !!! dating
- she's feisty and confident, you're gentle and shy
- mi-na is the type to be sassy and bitchy to everyone and then when it comes to you she turns into a total softie
- "thanos, i swear if you don't shut the fuck upâ" "mi-na?" "yes honey?"
- SHE LOVES CALLING YOU SWEET NICKNAMES JUST TO SEE YOU MELT
- you'd think mi-na likes to be treated like a princess and then it turns out that she's the one treating YOU like a princess
- when you're speaking and someone completely cuts you off, without a second thought, she'll speak up
- "my girlfriend is speaking??"
- when someone's rude to you, she'll handle it for you
- "excuse me? watch your words when you're talking to her."
- she doesn't do this all the time though
- she wants you to learn how to speak up for yourselfÂ
- but she definitely doesn't let it pass when someone crosses the line
- there was this one time where mi-na legit got into a catfight after someone humiliated you in front of many people
- she got humiliated in front of the people too but she DIDNT feel humiliated at all
- the bitch just messed with her girlfriend, and she just stepped up for you. what's humiliating about that?
- (outside squid game) let's say thanos is a mutual close friend you both have
- whenever he pisses her off, he immediately runs to you for defense since mi-na has a soft spot for you
- overall, mi-na likes taking care of you and you're gentle to her sooo it's a win-win for the both of you !!!
- she loves her shy gf so much, it makes her all mushy and softie
no eul â
- she's hard, you're soft
- oops i may have worded that wrong
- GRUMPY X SUNSHINEÂ
- you always wake her up with kisses and she'll open her eyes to the sight of you smiling at her
- then she'll complain, grumbling about your "unreasonable" optimism. but she literally lets you kiss her the whole time anyways !!
- no-eul constantly furrows her eyebrows at your cheery attitude as if she was judging you. BUT DEEP DEEP DOWN, her heart swells for you
- she might be grumpy through words, but it's the actions that speak louder
- if someone's mean to HER sunshine, expect their face to get fucked up
- her love language is acts of service btw!!!!
- you will never ever get to hold a door ever again when you're with her cs she'll always open them for you
- AND SHE LOVES GIVING YOU 'JUST BECAUSE' GIFTS
- "here." she hands you a boquet of sunflowers with A CUTE LITTLE NOTE ON THE SIDE THAT SAYS I LOVE YOU, "awhh thank you! but, what's the occasion?" and then she just shrugs
- back then, whenever the two of you got into an argument, a bad trait she used to do is to shut you out. while you, on the other hand, always wanted to talk things through and find solutionsÂ
- after a few attempts, you eventually break her walls down and then she finally lets you in
- "...i'm sorry" "it's okay! we're in this together, 'kay?"Â
- she feels so bad because what if you're just trying to put up with herÂ
- and then that worry completely washes away when she feels that you're actually genuine.Â
- you don't just say sweet shit, you act them out.
- and she'll forever be thankful for you
- you're the reason why she wakes up everyday, you're the reason why she takes care of herself, you're the reason why she learned to love herself
se mi â
- this woman has a sharp tongue
- which can definitely be used in multiple ways but mostly for saying sarcastic remarks
- (in the games) she's expressive but then she's emotionally guarded at the same time. she won't be scared to speak her mind but she rarely shows her expressions physically
- oh gosh. her and her fucked up humor
- others may think she never takes shit seriously, but it's actually THEM she's not taking seriously
- she absolutely doesn't like openly-vulnerable people. it's not anything personal, she just thinks that it's stupid to show emotions like that in a death game like this where anyone could literally take advantage of you.
- and then here comes you, kind and empathetic
- you're the type to put others first before you, and she hates that fact, but not you
- you're expressive with your feelings also, but instead of being like her, who masks it perfectly with her sarcastic exterior, you're genuine.
- you believe that showing real emotions is a way to connect with people
- se-mi had observed you during the six-legged pentathlon. it amuses her seeing you work well with your team.
- she fucking hates the fact that you're just so kind and open to every one, not even thinking twice to help others.
- (outside squid game) while se-mi sees the world as harsh and unforgiving, you always tell her about the bright side and hope and some happy shit. and she didn't like that
- she didn't like how you're actually starting to make her see even just the tad bit good in some things
- and then the next thing she knows is that she literally starts to think about you in every single fucking thing
- she sees sunlight, she thinks of you. she sees flowers, she thinks of you. she sees butterflies, she thinks of you. man, even whenever she buys her favourite cherry ice cream, somehow the ice cream legit reminds her of you. because apparently, to her, ice cream gives off positive vibes ?????Â
- and positive vibes are YOU !!
- over time, she may not admit it but she definitely cannot deny that she's starting to soften under your influence
- and who knows? maybe she's starting to see that kindness isn't always a weakness.Â
jun hee â
- she's an introvert, you're an extrovert. need i say more
- junhee mostly keeps to herself, but unlike no-eul, she isn't totally closed-off
- she's quiet and won't react unless needed
- you on the other hand, reacts to everyfuckingthing
- somebody's hand gets too close to her belly? "GET AWAY!"
- you even audibly gasp when someone gives her a dirty stare
- (outside squid game) when jun-hee gets excited about something, she'll just smile. but it immediately drops as soon as she turns her head to look at you who almost fell on the floor, face first, because of jumping around like crazy.
- it amazes her a lot how you make it look easy to just start a conversation with a complete stranger
- now whenever you make friends, she also makes new friends, because you always introduce your girlfriend to them !! <3
- between the two of you, you're the one who usually initiates physical touch
- just simple and cute hugs here and there, sometimes kisses, sometimes more than kisses
- she's the type to show her love to you through simple gestures like making you your favorite tea, playing your favorite song on the TV, writing you notes before she goes out while you're still sleeping (awwhdjsjssk)
- and then you're the type to express your feelings VERY LOUDLY
- telling her "i love yous" whenever you always get the chance to which is like every minuteâbut you mean every single one everytimeâ, giving her tight hugs, prepping soft kisses on her face, demanding her to give you cuddles.
- everything needs balance, so jun-hee learned to socialize more and have fun while you learned to be more mindful whenever she needs her own quiet time
hyun ju â
- hyun-ju tends to be cool-headed and calm in most scenarios, while you are always on your toes and stressed and just so energetic overall
- hyun-ju shows love in subtle ways, like doing your hair or giving you quick pecks on the cheek âĄ
- she never fails to notice it when you're stressed. she'd grab your hand and start massaging it softly
- whenever your friends invite you to a night out, you always ask them if you could bring hyun-ju !!!!
- it's simple: they refuse, you aren't going. if they say yes, then be prepared to have one of the best nights out in your lives BECAUSE hyun-ju is fun!!!! hello ? being an introvert does not mean you're not any fun
- hyun-ju would literally chug up every drink your friends give her
- and then theres you who's worried as fuck because what if she vomits???? and you HATE vomit, eugh !!
- the next morning comes and then hangover finally hits her
- you, being a good girlfriend, always brings her water and some pills to help her with the headache
- 'hyun-ju drink this' 'hyun-ju drink that' which results to her needing to pee like every 5 minutes
- she calms you down, telling you that she's fine and all she needs is you beside her
- literally just your presence
- and then despite having a headache, she would ask you to yap for her, she just loves hearing your voice
- overall, hyun-ju is forever thankful for you. she appreciates the fact that you're always alert about things but she also reminds you to let loose sometimes.
young mi â
- she's shy, you're not
- you're so mean for always teasing the poor girl
- but you can't help it, not when you always catch her staring at you
- "do you need anything? or do you just need me?"Â
- give her a damn break
- not a day goes by without you hugging the hell out of her
- "you're so flufffyyyyyy babyy" "...thank you?.."Â
- she always seeks comfort in you, since you're the one who keeps things exciting
- in public, young-mi doesn't speak up much, so you speak for her when needed
- "excuse me, you got her food wrong." "it's fine i swear!!"
- it's surprising but she's actually the one who initiates affection most of the time, she'd just shyly do it
- during arguments, she might struggle to express her feelings sometimes through words, and even when you're supposed to be mad at her, you still try to keep your calm and help her speak for herself
- it always ends up with the both of you apologizing to each other. you would never let your girlfriend sleep with a heavy heart, never.
- sometimes you'd surprise her with cute gifts like small trinkets or cute plushies !!!Â
- as time goes by, young-mi slowly learns to speak up for herself, because, of course, you're not always going to be by her side.Â
thanos âÂ
- PLAYFUL BF + SERIOUS GF
- he thinks you have such a hot resting bitch face
- LIKE HE'D LITERALLY INTERNALLY SQUEAL LIKE A HIGH SCHOOLER
- babygirl bf + girlboss gf <3
- you're never scared to speak up for yourself. thanos insists on punching anyone who does you wrong but you assure him that you're fully capable of doing that yourself
- "THAT'S MY GIRLFRIEND BRO!!"
- literally brags you to nam-gyu and talks about you almost all the time
- nam-gyu's fucking tired of it.
- people thinks this man fears no one?? he's fucking scared of YOU
- FOLDS WHEN U CALL HIM BY HIS FULL GOVERNMENT NAME
- "cmon baby, give thanos a kiss." "choi su-bong." "what:(("
- but when nam-gyu learns about his full name and starts teasing him about it and calling him that:
- "hey, only she's allowed to call me that. mind your business." "dang okay bro"Â
- literally goes crazy when he texts you something and you reply with an "ok."
- "the fuck did i do nowww"
- he internally cheers when you're on your period because that'll mean you'll ask him for kisses and hugs
- "baby, let's cuddle please" "oh look at what we have here nowâ" "nevermind." "NO! yes, yes, let's cuddle"
- to others, he's tough and mighty but when it comes to you, he submits
- LMAO when he tries to call you by your full name to try and reverse the roles, you just give him a weird look and that made him want to bury himself 6 feet under.
- he's very very clingy, would literally sulk when you don't give him a goodbye kiss before you leave the houseÂ
- when you're in a bad mood, he tries his best to cheer you up, like rapping random sweet shit to you or attempting to dance in front of you. keyword: attempting
- and as soon as he saw that small smile form on your face, he almost felt like everything went slow motion
- you're so gorgeous, he's down bad for you
- but he genuinely feels happy once he knows that you're fine now because of him !!
- he's so silly :3
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Roman Reigns x reader
Warnings: THAT NASTY 18+ SO MDNI, spanking, usage of "good girl". dirty talk, mild masturbation, daddy kink, unprotected sex (WRAP IT BEFORE YOU TAP IT!), cum swallowing, pussy eating
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âListen, that woman at the gym doesnât mean anything! Sheâs just a trainer.â he pleaded with you as you tried to escape his arms.
âJoe, weâre done!â, you pushed out of his hold and walked towards the bedroom you two shared. Every time you put clothes in your suitcase, he took them right back out. He doesnât want you to leave.
The woman at the gym really is just a trainer, she just overstepped her boundaries even after he told her he had a girlfriend. Youâre one of the best things that ever happened to him ever since he got seriously hurt two years ago.Â
âHow can we be done? Youâre not even hearing me out!â he grabbed you by your hands and kissed both of them, âI love you, and only you. Youâre the woman I want to marry and the woman I want to be the mother of my children. Baby, please. Donât leave. We can work this out.â
âJoeâŚâ You wanted to believe his words so badly and you did, but there was something in the back of your mind that wouldnât let you lean into it fully, âI need a break. You let that bitch into your space, close enough to put her lips on you.â
Joe couldnât hold back the scowl on his face as he dropped your hands, âA break.â he scoffed, âOkay. Take your break, take all the time you need actually. Just promise me that this isnât the end of us.â Cupping your face in his large hands and staring into your eyes, âPromise me.â
You made the mistake of letting a tear fall, he wiped it away just as quickly though. He was always there to wipe your tears, but this time you needed to dry them on your own.Â
âThis isnât the end. I canât tell you when Iâll be back, but I will.â you finished packing some of your things, and then you left.Â
This was something you two could work through. You saw the entire thing with miss girl at the gym, pushing up on your man. You werenât gonna break things off with him. The problem was with the reaction Joe had. You donât know if he was in shock and couldnât believe she did it or what, but him not immediately pushing her off and giving her the cursing of a lifetime pissed you off. He didnât kiss her back, but seeing with your own eyes that he just let it happen made you wanna fight something. She had been lucky you were feeling classy. So, you needed space. Just enough to figure yourself out.Â
----------TWO WEEKS LATER -------
The break had gone on longer than either of you expected. Thankfully the media hadnât caught onto the way the two of you were never seen together.Â
The first week of the break was full of Joe texting you nonstop, ensuring you were safe. The second week, you started worrying as you got a call from Josh telling you that he had started to miss sessions at the gym and snap at him and the other wrestlers for trying to talk to him. You knew Joe wouldnât miss a session and even snap at them out of actual anger, so you decided to check in on him.Â
When you got to the house you shared, Joeâs car wasnât there so you let yourself in. There were empty bottles thrown everywhere and the picture frame of yâallâs first anniversary was broken. You felt that he would be sad, but not like this. And you knew this sadness would turn into anger soon enough because you knew he felt like he couldnât talk to you or anyone about this.
You had thought over the situation and it truly wasnât enough to ruin an amazing relationship. You were ready to come back and really talk things out and get back to how things were and be better.Â
As you were attempting to pick up the bottles while avoiding the small amounts of glass, you got an alert on your phone. It was one of Joeâs friends posting about how âThe Tribal Chiefâ would be in the club tonight. If thatâs how he wanted to play then youâd do it too, but of course, better.Â
Later that night, you called up your girls and told them what happened. They agreed with your plan to show up at the club and get your man back. It was nine-thirty when you showed up and nine-thirty-one when he noticed you in one of his favorite dresses. The short strapless one that practically left nothing to imagination if you leaned over slightly. It looked like you werenât checking for him, but you clocked him, and the bitches he had flocking on him like some birds.Â
You and your friends got a booth and ordered bottles. The night was honestly going great, you kept your eyes on Joe and vice versa. You were getting ready to walk over to him so you two could leave together until one of them chickenheads started dancing on him and he wasnât trying to push her away.Â
âTwo could play that game, Joe.â you thought as you went over to a group of guys and asked the cutest one to dance. Short-haired guys werenât your type, but itâs not like you were trying to take him home.
Joe saw yâall but he wasnât worried. You know where home is and so does he, but heâs petty so he was letting the girls dance on him. He knew you were putting on a facade when dancing on this random dude. He also knew once the guy overstepped your boundaries, youâd go off on him. He learned that the hard way, sometimes his jaw still hurt with how hard you punched him the first night yâall met.Â
The song that played was coming to an end, he knew you never danced to more than one song at a time. Something about you always wearing heels that looked cute but not cute enough to wear for a prolonged period of time. He saw you turn away from the guy and bid him goodbye, but the guy held your arm. The guy wasnât getting the hint. Joe wasnât going to step in, he knew you could handle yourself so he let it play out a little.Â
This guy wasnât letting up, he was gripping your arm and pulling you close to him despite your protest. You were getting upset and ready to put him on his ass until he pulled you so close that he kissed your neck. Joe was over there in an instant.
âYo, let go of my woman!â he quickly got between you and him, standing up straight to make himself appear bigger, âI know she asked you to let her go, so why didnât you? Thinking you was gone dance your way into not just some pussy but her pussy. Bruh, back up. That shit belongs to me.â
The guy sucked his teeth, âShe ainât even worth it. Just some random bitch to me. And her pussy belong to you? Seems like it belongs to everybody that wants some. Look at how she dressed. How you let your âwomanâ walk out the house dressed like a h-â the guy was cut off by Joe knocking his ass out.Â
âLetâs go.â was all he spoke before walking towards the exit. You quickly followed behind him after grabbing your purse from the table where your friends watched everything go down.
The car ride home was silent. This was the anger you knew was coming after the sadness. You just didnât know it wouldâve been brought on like this. Joe wasnât the violent type outside the ring, so to see him put his hands on someone really shocked you. As soon as you two entered the house, you were pushed against the door and kissed like somebodyâs life depended on it. To Joe, it was his.Â
He pulled away and said words you werenât expecting, âIâm sorry.âÂ
You were expecting him to completely fix this with sex since thatâs how you two fixed problems in the past, but this was a different type of problem.
You put a hand on his cheek, âItâs okay baby.â It was okay, you had sort of moved on. Sure, you still wished he had reacted differently but he was your baby. You missed him.Â
âNo, Iâm sorry. I shouldâve pushed her off. I was surprised that she got the idea that she could do that, especially after I told her about you. That doesnât excuse what happened, though. If it makes you feel any better, the guy that owns the place fired that girl for unprofessionalism.â
That did make you feel better and you tried to hold it in, but damn did it feel good, âOh hell yeah! I know thatâs right.â
Joe moved his hands from your face down to your waist, âNow hold on, Iâm the one that asked him to fire her.â
âYeahhh,â you put your hands around his neck and leaned up to his face, âbut he took action when you shouldâve.â
âSo thatâs how youâre gonna play it?â, he picked you up and put you over his shoulder, âNow Iâm gonna fuck you up for two things.â
âWhaâ Joe? What the hell?!âÂ
âFucking you up for letting that guy at the club get that close to you. You put me on my ass upon first meet so why was it so hard to do that with him? And Iâm fucking you up for discrediting me on getting that girl fired.â
Was the second one petty? Hell yeah, but this is Joe youâre dealing with. The petty king.
He carries you to the bedroom, smacking your ass whenever you pinched his, and tossed you on the bed.Â
âGet in position.âÂ
You knew what that meant, so you quickly got on your hands and knees. He pulled your dress up and saw the thong you had on. He bit his lip, âDamn baby, you mustâve known you was gonna get some tonight huh?â
âNo, itâs just the only panties I could wear with this dress.â
He smirked, âLiar. Now count like the good girl I know you are.â
A loud smack echoed in the room, âOne.â you had whispered it and that wasnât good enough for him.Â
âLouder or I fuck you until I get off and I leave you here begging.â
âOne!âÂ
âThatâs better. Now keep that up. Ten more should do just fine right?â
âYes.â
He slaps your ass again, coming down on your right cheek, harder than the first.
âTwo!âÂ
Only two smacks in and he could see a wet spot form on the small fabric covering your pussy, âMy baby getting wet already? From two smacks at that. Iâve seen and felt you get wetter for less so this isnât that much of a shock.â
Nine painfully arousing smacks later, your ass was deep red and you were soaking through your panties. He ripped your panties off and rubbed through your wetness, âSo wet for me.â
You nodded your head and arched your back just as you knew he liked it.Â
âPlay with it. Get it creamy for me.â
You did as told, truly playing with yourself. Slapping your clit, dipping your fingers inside your hole then sucking the juices off, really giving him a show. He let you do what you wished until he saw the signs that you were going to come.Â
He slapped your ass once more to stop you, âTake your fingers out.â Once you did, he sucked the juices off. âMm, you taste so good, baby.â
âAre you gonna fuck me now?â
âIn a bit. Be patient.â He bent down to taste you right from the source, drowning himself in how wet you were. Flicking your clit with his tongue, drawing the lewdest sounds from you. He started to fuck you with his tongue while rubbing your clit with his thumb, âCome for me, baby. Be a good girl and come. Daddy wants to taste you even more.â
Your thighs started shaking and it was getting tougher to hold yourself up, âOoh fuck! Joe! Iâm coming!â and just like the feeling was gone, he had edged you because of a careless mistake.Â
âWhatâs my name? Say it again for me?â he said while rubbing your clit with a little more pressure.Â
âD-Daddy!âÂ
âMhm, thatâs right.â He pinched your clit a little and went back to rubbing it, applying the same pressure he was before. âBaby girl wants to be good right? Be good and let it all out.â
You started to grind against his fingers like it almost wasnât enough. Joe knew what you needed, you just needed to come first so he could give it to you how you deserved.Â
âFuckkkk,â you dragged out your words, âDonât stop. Pleaseee, donât stop.âÂ
He rubbed you a little faster and you came with âDaddyâ never ceasing from your lips.Â
âThatâs a good girl,â he rubbed you softly until your thighs stopped shaking, âYou ready for daddy now?â
âMhm.âÂ
He sat up behind you and undressed, then pulled you back to the edge of the bed still on your hands and knees so you wouldnât have anywhere to run.
Rubbing a hand in between your legs and rubbing the wetness he collected from your against his dick. âSo fucking wet baby.â he pushed his tip in and you were already running from it. âNah baby, I ainât even all the way in yet. Stop all that running.â
He gripped your hips and pushed himself in fully. âDamn, you tight. I love this pussy baby. Donât ever second guess that.âÂ
He started to move, slowly at first, but soon enough he was pounding into you. Showing you that you belonged to him and only him.Â
âOh, fuckkkk yes. Right there, Daddy!â
âRight there?â he started angling his hips to hit that spot, âIâm hitting that spot huh?â
âMhmmm, yes. Harder please.â
He listened to you and went harder, but you reached back and tried to push him away. His strokes almost became too much.Â
âNah, baby donât run from it. Take it like I know you can.â he rubbed the middle of your back, âPut that arch back. Take this dick.â
You started clenching around him, feeling your orgasm approach you suddenly, âDaddy... fuckk Iâm gonna come!â
âDaddyâs right behind you. Come for me, baby.â
He didnât stop fucking into you when you came, he just slowed down enough to give it to you deep.
âFuck, keep squeezing me like that,â he pulled out and stroked himself at a fast pace, âcome catch your prize.â He helped you flip over and he stood up on the bed to come on your face.
âShit, open that mouth, wide baby.â He kept stroking until he came, most of it landing in your mouth. When you swallowed, you licked the remaining substance off his dick.Â
He pulled you off by your hair, âLemme see.â
You opened your mouth and stuck out your tongue, showing him that you swallowed and there was nothing left.Â
âThatâs a good girl,â he leaned down to kiss you, tongue and all, âNow letâs get cleaned up.âÂ
A relaxing bath later, you and Joe were lying in towels on the bed. You were ready to fall asleep, worn out after what felt like the fuck of your life. Joe had so much energy left.Â
Sleepily, you moved into his arms, âHow are you not dead tired right now?â
âItâll pass. Just need to calm down a little. Still keyed up after tonight.â
âOkay. Well, Iâm tired.â you yawned right after the words left your mouth.Â
Joe chuckled, âI can tell. Go to sleep, Iâll be in dreamland with you shortly.â
All you could do was a little âmhmâ before you fell asleep, surely going to dream about all the dirty things thatâs gonna happen in the morning. Whenever Joe has this much energy when he falls asleep itâs gonna lead to a very good morning.Â
âI love you, baby,â he whispered into your hair then kissed your forehead, âAnd I know you love me too.âÂ
He cuddled up to you and fell asleep.
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Jay Halstead x Reader
You love your job in intelligence. It provides it's challenges along the way though and the biggest one proves to be that you and your partner can't get along.
Rivals to lovers đ I'd say I'm sorry for how feral this man makes me but I'm not.
You enjoyed working in intelligence. Voight was a bit of a hard ass but if you were one of his detectives he would go to bat for you if something happened. You handled some of the hardest cases to hit the CPD and was a pretty well respected unit.
You loved working out of the twenty first, Trudy ran a tight ship of her house and it always ran fairly smoothly. You were long time friends with Kim, Adam and Kevin and it hadn't taken long for a friendship to form between you and Hailey.
All in all it should seem besides the hazards of your job you should be happy in it. You probably would be if it wasn't for the fact that you and your partner couldn't get along for over five minutes if your lives weren't currently on the line.
Jay was a damn good cop. He went above and beyond at his job and you trusted him with your life when it came down to it but that didn't change the fact that when danger wasn't in the equation you two were constantly at each other's throats.
âFor fucks sake Halstead!â For a second you considered just how pissed Voight would get if you aimed your coffee for the back of Jay's head as the two of you walked up the stairs. He'd purposely held the gate until you were almost to it then let it slam shut in your face.
He glanced over his shoulder at you, a smirk slipping onto his face âIf your short ass throws that coffee at me I'm moving all of your gear onto the top shelfâÂ
You rolled your eyes, taking a sip of the coffee to emphasize the fact that you clearly weren't going to do that, annoyed that he'd yet again been able to anticipate what you were thinking.
He raised an eyebrow at you before heading towards his desk. You headed towards yours, smiling when Hailey told you good morning âMorning Hails. At least you know how to talk to a partnerâ you glared across the room at Jay who smirked âAww did I hurt your feelings? Admit it and I'll apologizeâ
âYou know whatâŚâ you started but was interrupted by Voight coming out of his office âAlright, listen upâÂ
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You moved around your desk to sit on the edge of it as he ran down the most recent case. There were guns coming in, highly modified, highly illegal guns. Someone had to go under to pose as a buyer so all of you could trace them back to the source and hit the high man on the totem pole instead of just the salesperson.
He pointed at Jay âHalstead you're up on this. You fit the markâ âPretentious white guy?â You asked which earned you matching glares from Voight and Jay but a muffled laugh from Kim.Â
Voight turned his eyes on you âI wouldn't get ahead of myself sweetheart. Your partner needs backup. You're going under as his wifeâ
âYes sirâ you replied, knowing you'd pushed too far from his tone. You cut your eyes at Jay who was already staring you down âC.I. is gonna set the initial meet for tomorrow night. You two get your story straight and get readyâ Voight ordered before going into a preraid plan.
Great. You and Jay had to act like a married couple, undercover which meant trying to avoid a dangerous situation. How the hell were you gonna make it through without killing each other?
Kim was helping you to get ready and Hailey was wiring you up. Voight gave you three the use of the tech room while Jay was upstairs using the locker room.
âTry not to kill him?â Kim asked as she put the final touches on your hair. âI don't kill suspects for no reason Kim, damnâ Hailey glanced up from where she was running the wire along your bra âShe means Jayâ
You cracked a laugh âOh, no promises on that oneâ they both shook their heads. âYou two are ridiculousâ Kim laughed so you shrugged, trying to think of a reply other than âHe started itâ
âHe's insufferableâ you scoffed and they shared a look before laughing again. A knock at the door made all three of you look before Kevin's voice drifted through âHey, yall ready?âÂ
âCome on in Kev. I'm dressed!â You hollered and he opened the door. He let his eyes flit over you then nodded âDamn, you clean up goodâ you put one hand on your hip and looked at Kim âWas that a compliment or insult? Felt like it could go either wayâÂ
She laughed as Kevin started to backpedal âNoâŚI just meantâ âEasy Kevin. I'm messing with youâ you laughed, grabbing your jacket off the desk.
You followed Kevin out into roll up with Hailey and Kim following the two of you. âWhere's Jay?â You asked and his voice came from behind you âRight hereâ
You turned around and tried to not let your eyes wander. Jay was an asshole to you ninety percent of the time but damn if he wasn't the most gorgeous man you'd ever laid your eyes on. The fitted black suit he wore hugged his shoulders beautifully, the stark white shirt making his eyes seem an even brighter shade of blue.Â
You swallowed hard and turned your eyes to Voight who had just walked down the stairs âWhat's the play boss?âÂ
You sat in the passenger seat of the Ashton Martin that was being used as Jay's car. It felt insane being in a car that would pay off your mortgage but that was your job.
Jay bumped your arm over the console âAct like it's your husband's car. You're too damn stiffâ you glanced towards him, watching as he steered the car through the busy street confidently as if it didn't cost what it cost.Â
You didn't want to admit the act of confidence was sexy in itself. âMaybe I'd be less stiff if I liked my husband?â You teased, turning your head to look at him.Â
His jaw clenched tightly before he said âI want to choke the life out of you half the time and yet I can act like I am an adoring husband" you raised an eyebrow âThat's kinda kinky of you to say Jay, not gonna lieâ and was rewarded with a light blush gracing his cheeks. Luckily your coms weren't active until you got to the meet so no-one else heard that little comment.
He shook his head âYou're a fucking pain in my assâ You grinned âright back at ya partnerâ then settled into the seat, smoothing your dress down your legs. You noticed his eyes flicker your way when you adjusted the long slit that was on the side and smirked to yourself.
The slit was the selling point. Made your legs easier to use over a dress this style without one. Now you were thinking it had a different selling point if it helped you torment Jay.Â
Jay's fingers dug into your hips to the point you knew that you'd have bruises come morning. Thankfully you were single because damn that would be hard to explain.
âWhat's wrong baby?â He whispered into the shell of your right ear, low enough the suspect or com wouldn't pick it up. âI hate being in your presence, I hope you know that.â you replied in the same tone and he grinned adjusting his thigh that was under you just enough a gasp of surprise left you âYouâre literally sitting half on my lap.â âBecause there is nowhere else to sit!â you bit back before the suspect started talking about the actual sale that demanded both of yours full attention.
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By the time you were able to leave the meet you were fairly certain you very well may murder Jay.
The sale was set with the pretense that the big boss had to be there. He would call Jay and it would go from there.
You sat down in the passenger seat of the Ashton Martin and this time nearly melted into the seat. Jay pulled out onto the road and cut his eyes at you âYou seem relaxed nowâ you glared at him âWhat the fuck was that about?â
He shrugged âHonestly? It was funny as hell to watch you squirm after I saw you checking me out back at the precinctâ your mouth fell open âI was notâ he chuckled âIt's ok partner. You can lookâ
âYouâre not that good looking, alright?â you damn near growled and he basically fucking preened âSo you admit Iâm good looking?â âWhat? N-no. Never.â You kicked yourself when you stammered.Â
He pulled to a stop at a red light and turned his head to look at you. His eyes drifted from yours down to your neck then followed the low neckline of your dress âI'm looking so what's the shame in you looking?â
Before you could respond the light turned green and he pulled away. You clenched your thighs together, trying to soothe the ache his words and the weight of his stare had caused. So this was his newest torment? Oh you could play that game.
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Ok, so maybe you didn't have to slip in front of Jay to grab a cup of coffee. It was the last cup and he had already had two. You overestimated the amount of room however and felt his hips bump into yours, his crotch effectively being pressed against your ass.
You looked over your shoulder up at him and the fire in his eyes made you bite your cheek to keep from making a noise. âWanting me to bend you over that bad?â He asked low and you glared at him âShut up before I-â he leaned down to the point his body was nearly folded over yours âBefore you what, huh? No, say it. Let me see if you can finish that sent-âÂ
With no other idea you grabbed one of the mini muffins Kim had bought in that morning and shoved it into his mouth, using the shock of the moment to untangle yourself from him.Â
He shook his head, chewing the muffin as he laughed. You weren't sure where this little game was headed but you were damn sure playing with fire because you had just nearly folded like a $2 lawn chair in a hurricane.
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You were sitting in the passenger seat of Jay's truck, trying to ignore his eyes on you. The two of you were sitting on a C.I. for VoightÂ
âWhen's the last time you dated anyone?â He asked breaking the silence and you laughed sharply âDated or fucked, which we talking here?â
His smirk dropped âWhen's the last time you fucked someone?â Your tongue slipped out to wet your bottom lip, your clit throbbing when you saw his eyes track the movement. âA few months agoâ you admitted honestly, despite knowing this was so far off conversation you should be having with him.
âExplains why you're so bitchyâ he shrugged. You felt anger flicker to life in your stomach âFuck you Jay. You're not exactly a ray of sunshine either there partnerâÂ
He adjusted down in the seat, the movement pulling your eyes to his crotch and you mentally kicked yourself for doing such. âMaybe I need a good fuck too and it's a pain in the ass to constantly be stuck in close quarters with you when all I can think about is the fact that you wouldn't be able to bitch at me if your face was down in my bedâ
âJay!â You gasped and he smirked âWhat? C'mon you've never thought about fucking me? Not onceâ you turned your face to look out of the window and he laughed âI fuckin knew it. I bet you'd let me fuck you here in my truck if I askedâ
Your head snapped towards him âHalstead, tow the lineâ he leaned over the console âYou're thinking about it huh? My hands on your body, finally feeling my lips on your skin, the way my dick would feel buried in that pretty little pussy..âÂ
âJayâ you warned low and he called your name to get you to meet his eyes âTell me you don't want me and I'll drop it. I swearâ
When you didn't reply he slipped one hand over to rest on the thigh closest to him âPatrol car will be here any minute to relieve us. I can take you home and we can act like this conversation never happened or..â
âOr?â You asked, your legs unconsciously falling open a little further as if to invite his touch. He smirked when he clocked the movement âOr you come home with meâ
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What were you thinking? What the hell were you thinking? That was the only thing going through your mind as you followed Jay through the hall to his apartment.
You stood back while he unlocked the door then cut his eyes at you âSecond thoughts princess?â You shook your head because no matter how bad of an idea this was you wanted it.
He smirked âGive me words baby. Before you ever step foot into my place I wanna hear you say itâ you took a step closer to him, hands coming to rest on his belt before raising your eyes to meet his âI want you Jayâ
âFuckâ he groaned and the next thing you knew he was crouching to scoop you up with both hands under your thighs. You wrapped your legs around his waist as he stepped into his apartment, kicking the door closed before slamming you back against it.
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The look in his eyes made you roll your bottom lip between your teeth âYou're so damn beautiful. Do you know how fucking much you annoy me?â He asked before slipping a knee between your thighs, bringing your body down to roll your hips along his thigh, putting just the right amount of pressure on your throbbing core.
When you moaned lightly he chuckled âListen at that. You sound so fucking sweetâ you glared at him âYou're an assholeâ he grinned âand yet you're in my armsâ before he caught your lips with his. The kiss was hungry, hard and bruising. Everything you knew it would be but damn you needed more.
Your fingers dug into his biceps, trying to find something to ground yourself because it was not fair this insufferable man had you on the verge of an orgasm from kissing and his thigh. He grinned against your lips, dragging your body down his leg again and you moaned âFuck Jayâ
One of his hands slipped between your thighs, pressing hard on your clothed core. One swipe was all it took for your back to arch off the door âDamn darlinâ he muttered and kept teasing at you, your breathing quickening with every swipe.
You could feel the orgasm building and when he dropped his head down to bite across your neck that was all it took to push you over that edge,making you shake lightly under him.Â
He pulled back and grinned at you âYou look so pretty shaking under me. I'm gonna have to see a lot more of that before I'm through with youâ
He readjusted to get you back in his arms, you wrapped your legs around him, feeling the tremor in your thighs. He grinned, lips finding yours again as he walked towards his bedroom. He moved from your lips to your neck, kissing and biting the skin. Half of your brain said to tell him not to mark you but the other half knew if you did he would definitely mark you.
He dropped you unceremoniously onto his bed but before you had time to bitch he was back on you. His lips tasted better than any damn liquor and was twice as intoxicating.Â
He rocked back on his heels, tugging your shoes off and tossing them behind him before reaching for your jeans. âTake your shirt offâ he spoke low, eyes never leaving yours.Â
Any other time you would've argued but you found yourself eagerly tugging your shirt over your head. He laughed lightly âGive her one orgasm and she suddenly listensâ
The moment you were down to just your bra and panties he licked his lips âFuck you are gorgeousâ he slipped his shirt off along with kicking his shoes off then crawled up your body, kissing and teasing every inch of skin along the way.Â
When he got to your lips the kiss he gave you was more tongue than anything and you moaned, nails gracing his shoulders in an effort to pull him closer. You'd seen him shirtless more than once but this time you could touch his skin, taste it.
When you pulled away from the kiss he eyed you for a moment before you tilted his head to let your lips find his neck. You'd always loved Jay's neck. Too many days you'd dreamt about tasting the skin there. You kissed across his pulse point, then bit down lightly and he moaned out your name, clothed hips rutting down into yours.
You kissed across his collarbone, biting and licking along the way. The soft sounds coming from him were heavenly. When you got to the other side of his neck he suddenly grabbed both of your hands and pinned them over your head in one of his. You met his eyes and he grinned before he started to kiss across your neck, his bites light enough to not leave marks but heavy enough to pull gasps from your lips.Â
By the time he got down to your chest you were a frustrated mess. You squirmed against his grip on your arms as he used his free hand to reach under you to unsnap your bra, tossing it to the side. âJay let me goâ you demanded and he cut his eyes up at you before rolling one nipple between his teeth. A moan left you and you pulled at your hands again, trying to free them.Â
âJay fucking let go of my damn hands!â you all but yelled and he immediately loosened his grip. You grabbed his shoulders, pulling him back up to your lips. âDo that shit again and I swear I will fucking put my clothes back on and go to Mollys to find someone to finish what you startedâÂ
His eyes darkened at your threat and he nipped at your bottom lip âWhy are you always so damn mean?â you smiled up at him as sweetly as you could manage âYour brother thinks Iâm a sweetheartâÂ
His eyes flew up to yours and just the look in them made you clench around nothing âWell by all means sweetheart if you think youâre with the wrong brother feel free to leaveâ one of his hands came up to wrap loosely around your throat before he leaned down to whisper in your ear âBut Will canât fuck you like I can. I can promise you thatâ
âProve itâ you whispered and he shook his head âCanât wait to fuck the bitch right out of youâ his hand slipped down under your panties and you moaned loudly when one thick finger slipped into you, followed by a second. âHmm doesnât sound like you want someone elseâ he muttered, curling his fingers so he could brush against that spot deep inside of you.
When he hit it your back arched off the bed and he chuckled âThere it isâ he continued to pump his fingers into you, adding his thumb down to rub tight circles onto your clit. Your hands gripped his comforter as gasps of his name fell from your lips, your orgasm slamming into you. He worked you through it, coaxing you with praises of âDamn you look pretty like thisâ âFeel so good squeezing my fingersâ
When it became too much you shoved at his wrist and he pulled his hand away, sucking his fingers clean as he held your gaze. âTaste as pretty as you soundâ he moved down the bed,laying between your spread legs.
The sight of Jay Halstead between your legs was enough to make you fall apart on its own. He winked at you before gripping your panties to pull them off your legs. He tossed them across the room. One finger teased at your slit âLook at that pretty little pussyâ he brushed his finger across your clit and your head fell back against the pillows.
He lowered his mouth to you and the first lick had your eyes rolling back. He worked his tongue across your clit, his fingers pushing into you and finding that spongy spot that had your legs clamping around his head. You could feel another orgasm building and when he barely grazed his teeth across the sensitive bud the building pressure burst. Your vision went soft around the edges and your legs were quivering around him.
He left a kiss on your inner thigh before pulling back to look up at you with a cocky smirk âHow ya feeling partner?â you glared at him weakly âFuck you Jayâ he grinned âIs that an offer?â you shook your head âTake your jeans off and get up hereâ
He pushed them off his hips âNormally I wouldnât take orders from youâ when he kicked them and his boxers away you felt your mouth go dry. He looked like he was sculpted by the damn greek gods as a personal favor âLike what you see?â he asked and you shook your head âIâm liking it so farâ
He pulled you down closer to him, kissing his way up your body until he got back to your lips. When he kissed you, you could taste yourself and that made a moan escape you. You could feel his hard cock pressing against your thigh. âAre you clean?â you asked and he chuckled, kissing along your neck âJust had a physical last monthâÂ
âThen fuck me Halstead, damnâ he bit down on the bend of your neck as the head of his cock pushed into you. âFucking bossyâ you couldnât attempt to say anything back as he slowly pushed into you, the feeling of him stretching you around him was nearly overwhelming.
Once he was fully inside of you,his hips resting against yours he pushed your hair back out of your face and looked into your eyes for a moment âYou still with me?â you smiled âIâm goodâ
He brushed his lips against yours and gave a tentative thrust of his hips. When you hooked your legs up around his waist he chuckled against your mouth âImpatientâ he gripped one of your hips tightly and gave a sharp thrust of his hips, snapping them into yours.Â
âLike that Jay, pleaseâ you gasped and he grinned âDammit sweetheartâ and buried his face in your neck as he found a hard pace, hips slamming into yours hard enough you could vaguely hear the headboard slamming against the wall with every thrust.
Your nails dug into his back, his hips burying into you hitting that spot with every thrust. You could feel another orgasm building already. One of his hands slipped between your bodies to play with your clit, rubbing heavy circles. You screamed his name as you came, nails digging into his flesh. He gave a few more hard thrusts then buried himself inside of you, you could feel him coating your walls, pumping some back out with his thrusts.Â
He slowed once he finished and all but collapsed on top of you,both of your chests heaving. âFuckâyou gasped and he laughed âYeah, that was a lot more fun than arguingâ
You were fairly certain Jay was asleep. After the two of you had cleaned up, heâd wrapped himself around you which you hadnât expected. Youâd expected to get tossed your clothes and get told to go home.
You started to shift to get out of the bed and felt his hand shoot out to wrap around your wrist âWhere are you going?â you looked back at him, a smile slipping onto your face âI know this isnât a stay the night thing Jay. Iâm gonna get dressed and summon an uberâ
He shook his head âStay, pleaseâ you stared at him for a moment âYouâve always acted like you canât stand being around meâ he raised an eyebrow and motioned around the bed âThat was determined to be a lieâ you laughed âWhat just happened Jay?â he shrugged âThe start of something if that's what you want because I canât go to work tomorrow and act like everythings how it wasâ
âSay the words baby. I need to hear you say themâ you teased and he rolled his eyes âI want you. I want you to be mine, just mineâ you raised an eyebrow âWill you be just mine?â he nodded âYeahâ you took a breath and saw the hesitation start to worry him before you turned to curl up to his chest âOkâ âOkâ he agreed, leaving a kiss on the side of your head.
You were almost asleep before he said âYou were fucking with me about Will though, werenât you?â you shook your head âGo to sleep Jayâ
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Battle
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âŠÂ°ď˝ĄđŚŚ warning: angry izuku, public??, degrading, pet names, maybe OOC? and smut
âŠÂ°ď˝ĄđŚŚ summary: you threw yourself into battle, it was a risky move but it saved so many people. other heroâs were proud but izuku thought differently.
âŠÂ°ď˝ĄđŚŚ he isnât a minor, heâs 28 đ
Cheering erupted as the hero rose from the dust and smoke on the ground. "The heroes have done it again!" A reporter yelled above the loud crowd in the street.
You were put above the crowd, name being chanted by kids and their parents along with elders. Ochako ran over to you as soon as the hero's put you down, "Are you okay?!" Nodding with a hurt-smile, "Yes⌠Shoto was able to help me as well.â High-fiving him as he walked past you.
She was talking to you but it was cut short when Izuku grabbed you by your arm and dragged you off to the side of broken buildings, where multiple cars laid around and debris. Shoving you against a car, "What the hell was that?" Knitting your eyebrows together...
Izuku has never reacted like this before...
Calmly, you said, "What's the matter Izuku?" Trying to get off the car but Izuku wasn't having none of that. In a frustrated voice he yelled, "You could've died!" Eyes widening, looking around to see if anybody was peeking around corners... nobody, you thought. "I know but if somebody didn't do anything, everybody could've died." Izuku wasn't breaking.
"You need to stop throwing yourself out like that!"
Scoffing, "You cannot talk!"
Izuku and you have been together since the last year of high school. You knew everything he's been through so, he has no room to talk... "Izuku I understand you're mad but you can't be a hypocrite as well." His green eye twitches and that was the last straw.
Flipping you around, making sure your stomach was flat on the hood of the car. In a gasp, he pressed his legs against yours, using all of his strength, you couldnât move at all. "Iz-Izuku, what're you doing?!" No answer. So you asked him again in a panicked tone when you felt him pull the zipper down. "Out here?! Really?!" Before you could push yourself up, he took your wrists with his right hand while his left worked on your hero suit.
"You're going to feel how mad," Pushing his bulge against your now exposed panties, groaning "I get when you put yourself at risk."
Closing your eyes, panting and probably drooling... you and Izuku have talked and argued about the risk of throwing yourself in danger but you didn't know it angered him this much. Believe when you say, you like when Izuku is in control but not like this... he's usually soft and gentle. Mad Izuku? It made you shutter.
Letting out a loud moan when three fingers were shoved into your now, soaked hole. Likewise, he wasted no time to start fingering and opening you but it was so rough it made you start crying. Hearing him chuckle, "C'mon don't act like you don't like this." Once he hit a spot that made your thighs squeeze his hand, he said "You're always begging me to go harder and faster, so here ya go." Shaking your head, finally looking back, "No-Not like this! Not out in the open!â
Izuku almost falters from seeing how desperate you looked for him to be softer but he couldn't, you pissed him off for the last time. You also havenât yelled yâall safe word: hunter.
Rubbing your clit hard and in circles to ring an orgasm out. It took everything in you to overpower him. In a whimper, "At least look at me Izuku, please."
It was quiet before you felt your wrists being let go and you were put into missionary. Seeing him made you feel better... still soaking wet, so you moved your hips. "Such a whore sometimes," He grinned and smacked your pussy... his dick was already set free, seeing it made you whine.
Anytime y'all had sex missionary, you held your ankles up but not this time. Izuku had a tight grip on them, using one of his hands to align himself to your entrance, "Ready?" Nodding immediately, he laughed and pushed in quickly.
Both letting out a moan in unison. "Fuck you're tight..." He began to move and it didn't take long for him to pick up a quick pace. Hips slamming hard into your thighs and his balls were hitting your ass.
"Izuku! Oh God!" He was sweating and panting over you and his right hand left your ankle to push down on your stomach, "That feel good?" Nodding, feeling tears run down your face again, "Yes!" You didn't realize it but your own hand began circling your hard clit.
That turned Izuku on a lot.
Pushing himself to the brim, whimpering, "Oh fuck... your pussy feels so good, baby."
"Izuku, my love, I-I'm about to..." He nodded, "Come on my dick, you whore." Throwing your head back while pulling him down to kiss him. Moaning into his mouth... it took four thrusts for him to pull out and jerk himself off, finishing on your stomach.
Yâall both were panting in sync, not saying a word before you mumbled, âI should throw myself out there more if this is what I get.â Izuku sat up, glaring down at you.
Giggling, âIâm joking.â Sitting up and pulling him into a hug.
izuku mmmm
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Forced Confession
He would. We've already seen it!!! Anyways, this does not feature some of Josh's "darker" methods, but just early game banter. I tried a little with just the two boys, but let me tell you, I struggle so incredibly much with the guy pov. I still think it worked out. You basically got two scenarios and the locked-in bedroom-bit. Enjoy <3
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imagine josh trying to set you up with chris kinda like he tried to do with chris and ashley, he makes comments about you to chris pissing him off and getting him all riled up, he sends you off to do some tasks together until he locks you both in some bedroom at the lodge and he's kinda forced to confess to you đđ -anon
âYou know, sheâs really hot, if you donât do anything about it, Mike mightâ Josh tells Chris, stopping him in his tracks.Â
âDude, please, donât rush meâÂ
âOh come on, sheâs not going to wait forever, youâve been a perfect gentleman, now get going with it!âÂ
Chris furrows his brows, unsure about how to react. Itâs true, you guys have been walking around the bush for too long, and now, you might set your sights on someone else. At the same time, if he did confess, and you didnât feel the same, heâd ruin everything you guys had, everything youâd built up.Â
âMan, I know, but what if something goes wrong, it mightâ
âOr you might fuck until dawn, and to be honest, I think Iâm rightâÂ
âI donât knowâÂ
Josh sighs, shaking his head in disbelief. His friends were dumb as shit, and it annoyed the hell out of him. If you guys just got done with it already, thereâd be so much less tension in the room.Â
âOkay, proposal. If you take her against that tree right there, Iâll give you fifty dollarsâ
âWhat?âÂ
âSeventy if I can tape itâÂ
âWhat, no, absolutely notâÂ
âYou had your chanceâÂ
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A loud smack is heard, and both mine and Joshâs heads turn to the window. Chris is not there anymore. The lodge lock was frozen, and we had to find another way in. Chris seemed like he had a plan, and Josh and I followed through, managing to open a window and looking inside. Or, falling inside, at least Chris did. He lets out a loud whine, and Josh helps me up on the box to look inside. The clumsy blonde is laying on his back, on the floor, eyes pressed tightly together and arms laying weakly in each direction. I give him a look. This man needs to be more careful. Josh appears beside me, using the frame of the window for stability.Â
âI shouldâve paid more attention in climbing classâÂ
âYou mean gym?âÂ
I let out a laugh as Chris gets up, groaning in pain.Â
âYou okay, Chrissy?âÂ
âYeah, yeahâ he mumbles, waving his hand. I look deeper inside the cellar. Everythingâs dark and creepy, and I would definitely prefer to wait outside with the others.Â
âOkay, you nextâ Josh exclaims, hand laid out as if asking for a dance.Â
âWhat, absolutely not. Have you seen the inside?âÂ
âBelieve it or not, but I haveâ he smirks, shaking his head to Chris. I roll my eyes, everyoneâs being a prick today. Especially this guy with his suggestive comments and small favours.Â
âFineâ I conclude, starting to climb. I get one leg in, laying flat on my stomach as I try to get through, hopefully safer than Chris.Â
âIncoming!â Josh shouts, pushing me inside. I yelp, my whole body falling inside, muscles tightening and eyes closing, waiting for the impact. Instead of a concrete floor, two strong hands grab me, a little weakly at first, but then tightening the grip. I open my eyes, seeing Chris looking down worriedly, holding me bride style.Â
âAnd there came the princess, off to the honeymoon guys!â he shouts, about to leave us.Â
âAre you fucking insane, Washington?â I yell at him, cheeks flustered from my position. I try not to think about it, but every time I turn my eyes, heâs already staring at me.Â
âNo, just getting things going, you know?âÂ
âMan, be careful wonât you? She couldâve gotten hurtâ Chris adds, hands grabbing me harder. I have to look away, ashamed by how turned on I get by his hands and grip.Â
âNah, you wouldnât have let that happen. Enjoy yourselves, though not too much!â Josh finishes, jumping down from the box and leaving us in the cellar.Â
âUm, you can put me down nowâ I say, smiling up at him. He looks as if in a trance, eyes big and sparkly. My request makes him shake his head, nodding and gently letting me down. I donât miss the opportunity to caress his chest, his jacket a little open. Hopefully, the touch is so subtle he doesnât notice.Â
âOf course, of course. Letâs find the bathroomâÂ
***
Sam walks up to me, head tilted in an innocent manner. A way that makes it feel⌠not so innocent.Â
âHey, I left my towel in the guest room, can you grab it?âÂ
âCanât you?â I ask back, everything feeling out of place. Somethingâs up, and I donât know what.Â
âJosh is waiting for me in the cellar, to get the warm water running, Iâm about to go down, can you just grab it, please?âÂ
I nod, giving her a sceptical âsureâ, making her smile. She walks away, and I wait for a couple of seconds, just to check that this isnât some set-up. After about 20 seconds, I make my way to the room. I wouldâve seen or heard her by now if she was watching or planning something.Â
The hallway is empty, the only sound being my boots on the dark wood floor. This year feels different than before. Somethingâs in the air, and that scares me. Maybe Josh is planning something? It wouldnât be the first time. Sometimes I even wonder if heâs out to get me. Usually when itâs about Chris though. He canât just accept that he doesnât feel that way about me, and if I did something, heâd be freaked out and Iâd ruin everything we have. I walk into the room, being met with the blonde himself.Â
âChris?âÂ
He turns, looking at me surprisingly, then shifts his gaze around the room. Before either of us can put two and two together, the door smacks shut, a small click coming from the other side. Shit, those little fucks.Â
âHey!â I yell, banging on the door. A load of snickers are heard from the outside, making me yell louder and hit harder. Chris sighs, walking over to me and trying a calmer approach.Â
âGuys, come on. Weâre supposed to get ready to party all night long, right? Now let us outâÂ
âNo fucking way!â Josh laughs, earning himself a high five from Sam. At least thatâs what it sounds like.Â
âWhat was it you told me a while ago? Oh, that day Chris was wearing a t-shirt, showing off his arms?â Sam teases, and I hit the door as hard as I can. Chris looks my way, intrigued by the continuity. Sam and Josh talks as if theyâre on a children's tv show, each sentence clear and horrific to hear.Â
âWhat did she say, Sam?â Josh jokes, making the whole situation worse. My cheeks flush, terrified of the next sentence.Â
âYeah, what did you say?â Chris asks, eyes wide and mouth slightly open. I shake my head. This cannot be happening.Â
âI think it was something about being headlocked and fucked from behind while he flexes his muscles?âÂ
âIâm going to fucking kill you, Sam!â I shout, head in my hands from the humiliation. Fucking god, Christ, holy shit. Iâll be dead before I get to kill her. Being locked into a room with Chris, forcing him to hear everything.Â
âOh, what a coincidence Sam, do you know what dear old Chris said the other day?âÂ
âOh, do tell!â Sam exclaims, clapping her hands in excitement.Â
âI think it was that day she was wearing a skirtâÂ
I perk my ears, and suddenly intrigued myself. Now Chris was the one banging on the door, telling them to shut up. His ears are red, cheeks flushed and eyes glossy. Josh continues either way.Â
âSomething about him pushing her against the wall, lifting her leg until sheâd be fully exposed and showing herself off to him while he pounds into herâÂ
My mouth falls open, looking over at an embarrassed Chris. Heâs turned away from me, too ashamed to meet my gaze. Sadly, I know how he feels. Carefully, my hand makes it to his torso, grabbing a bit of his sweater and turning him around. My pulse skyrockets, his gaze darker than ever, tongue licking slowly over his lower lip. I lean forward, and before I can make my next move, he does it for me. My back is slammed against the door, lips meeting mine in a hungry, passionate manner, eating me up. My hands fly to his neck, pulling him closer while nails scratch his skin.Â
âOh shit, that thud was definitely not out of anger. We donât want to hear this, Joshâ Sam says, both of their footsteps walking down the hall, the sounds growing lesser and lesser from the distance. But honestly, no matter how close they are, I canât really hear them. Iâm too caught up with Chrisâs small moans and groans, the way they vibrate down my throat.
#until dawn#chris hartley#christopher hartley#chris until dawn#until dawn chris#chris hartley smut#chris hartley imagines#until dawn chris x reader#josh washington x reader smut#chris hartley x reader#chris hartley imagine#chris hartley oneshot#sam giddings#samantha giddings#josh washington#joshua washington#christopher hartley x reader#christopher hartley smut#christopher hartley until dawn#until dawn oneshot
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now there was no reason for lucanis to be given purple johnny silverhand as a plot point and then never have the purple johnny silverhand utilized except for maybe 3 or 4 times in the game (if you saved Treviso, otherwise it's twice) and dialogue. Dialogue where he pretty much just says weird and funny things and occasionally gets scolded like a dog which is entertaining sure but there is Literally A Demon In One Of The Companions Why Is This Not A Bigger Deal
#i think i've pinpointed what annoys me about the treviso vs minrathrous thing#it's not that neve or lucanis get mad at you but that you can't like. fix it. or talk about it.#you get 'punished' for picking one and it feels like it should be Worse#lucanis Especially winds up suffering in content bc of it and he's already hurting with content as it is#but apparently according to m kirby he never stops feeling betrayed which is valid#but why can't we fix it? or confront it? Why can't we have a rival situation? or see the effects of spite bc of it.#bc the Hardened thing is literally Nothing on both of them lmao oh no they wont heal me i guess#this man should be pissed at me and apparently he always was? despite us being friends? sort of? by the end?#like it's not even that Lucanis gets Mad at me (wish he'd show it) it's that this is a bioware game and i should be able to confront this#but no. just a choice where ultimately nothing happens but a map change and you don't get a mission/certain cutscenes#and lucanis or neve will go 'i'm doing this and you don't get a say' like ok that's fine and deserved#i just think spite should've potentially taken over lucanis more in a rival situation bc he's so hurt by the worst year of his life#and spite should be gnawing at the bit because this and the rest of the horrors pisses lucanis off#i also think neve should've tried blood magic for funsies esp if she becomes super determined to protect Dock Town but whateverr#i know these tags are slightly off topic but the point is SPITE SHOULDVE BEEN USED MOREEEE i'm so mad#honestly in my deluded hopes that this was going to be truly Bioware i thought Lucanis was going to have an anders situation#and spite would be more in control even if it's still Lucanis. just more volatile and sad.#and maybe it was going to be difficult but the idea that you could've potentially saved him by proving you were going to be there for him#ughhhh it's so annoying and depressing. I do like veilguard i do but this is the moment my love for it waned a bit#like sorry i think Lucanis/Spite should've turned Illario's head into wine if you didn't save Treviso. I think he should be that messed up#but i also thought this was going to be a thing that was going to happen with more companions lol cries for what should have been#prawn posts#veilguard critical
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Some of the evidence supporting Mike not being in love with El is brutal. No, but seriously.
In s3, when El's leg is injured, instead of Mike putting his arm around her waist, allowing him to take some of the weight off her injured leg, he puts his arm around her shoulder, basically having the exact opposite affect of taking the weight off of her, instead just adding more weight for her to have to carry.
Now, Iâm not coming at Mike here, Iâm actually coming at the writers, because this choice here has everything to do with them using this gesture to signal Mikeâs lack of feelings for El, even at the expense of realism.
I say this bc any person with common sense, including Finn and everyone around him and Millie filming these shots, would've known it looked unnatural for Mike to be adding more weight onto El as opposed to taking some off of her.
This means that what Mike did here, Finn was directed to do, and therefore it was for a specific reason.
And we know they could have easily made the opposite choice, because they show us Max AND Lucas doing it.
See how putting an arm around El's waist looks so much more natural? Because homegirl is injured and clearly needs help taking weight off her leg to qualm some of the pain she's experiencing there, which is why Max and Lucas are shown here doing it the correct way.
And so, why can't Mike do the same? Why are the writers making a point to show Mike being incapable of simply taking some weight off of El, instead doing the exact opposite?
I don't think it's as deep as Mike not being able to do something intimate, and that's bc, again we see Max and Lucas doing it.
I honestly think what they're trying to convey with this choice here, is that Mike thinks he's helping El, when he is in fact doing the opposite despite his best efforts. The implications of that and how that sort of aligns with their romantic relationship and what it leads to at the end of s3, going into s4, is pretty spot on.
I do think Mike thinks he's doing the right thing by being with El instead of voicing any doubts at the end of s3, because he is under the assumption that she is in love with him. I do think he believes he is indebted to her and that this is the least he can do after everything they've been through together, which has mostly been riddled with romantic pressures and so continuing that instead of disputing it seems like the only option anyways. Not to mention, he does care for her deeply, so it's not hard to imagine that he's a teenage boy confusing deep care for love (he literally tells us this is his problem when he can only say care and not love to El's face... but that's a whole other conversation).
Still, when it's all said and done, Mike's not actually doing El any favors by being with her romantically, if that is not what he truly wants.
Because that's the sad truth about all of this, which is that you would never want someone to be with you just because you want them. If you knew that they truly couldn't have those feelings for you, you'd want to know, right? You don't deserve someone just because you have deep feelings for them. And I think there's so many layers to this idea, bc many people are capable of not giving Byler a chance bc they truly believe Mike could never return Will's feelings. Will also feels this way atp, so though it hurts, he rips the band aid off, because he would never want Mike to be with him just out of pity or something. No one would want that. And so it all really comes down to who Mike truly loves romantically and wants to be with. And the right thing to do, even if it hurts someone, is to be honest, because being with them just bc you think that will make them happy is never going to be enough if you aren't truly feeling it, or worse, feel it for someone else.
We see how Mike's inability to be honest with El at the end of s3, leads to a season of Mike feeling deeply insecure and undeserving of the love El has to offer him, and even though he does try, he always comes up short. Despite Mike putting up this front that they are the perfect couple, the details are telling us something is off. And it gives him away.
Another example that I think is very similar to this loaded gesture from Mike to El in s3, is the scene in s4 when they hug in the airport.
Common sense ppl, picture this: You're reuniting with your long distance girlfriend. Then suddenly, she runs up to you, with her arms wide open, and instead of opening your arms wide to embrace her properly, you take the bouquet of flowers you brought her as a gift, and shove them against your chest just as she approaches to hug you, effectively squishing the present you got for her (a pretty delicate present at that) for no reason other than to... what exactly?
Like?? El isn't even squishing the present Mike, she's trying to hug you, dude! Your gf is trying to hug you properly and you threw the gift you got for her in between you so you could throw in a careful! x3??
Again, this has less to do with Mike's thoughts and reasoning behind this gesture in a literal sense, and more to do with the simple fact that this is a narrative choice! Mike is not a real person! There are real people sitting down and writing this and actors are having to do multiple takes to act it out. What feels natural for a situation is going to be what is often chosen 9 times out of 10, because of realism and wanting the audience to see stuff happening that is believable. That 1 time though, when it's not being done the way it would usually be, is usually because there's a specific reason for it.!
So the question really is, not why is Mike doing this, but why are the writers having Mike do this, and what message are they trying to convey about Mike's feelings based on his behavior, in these moments where he's just not capable of committing to El genuinely, one way or another?
#byler#no but most of the gay subtext is just so like... you really didn't have to do all that?#gay subtext at the expense of realism? check#mike thinks he's helping el by not breaking her heart and just being with her despite feelings for will he can't deny#very reminiscent of mike's 'maybe you thought you were helping but you weren't. you hurt me! what you did sucks!'#i do think it would be epic too see that moment come full circle but with el saying it to mike this time#bc i'm sure el would much rather have her heartbroken finding out that mike is incapable of loving her romantically#than to find out he was with her bc he didn't want to hurt her even at the expense of his own happiness#like no one wants to have someone be with them out of pity or obligation#we want someone to love us truly and deeply and genuinely!#we see how much el struggles in s4 bc of all the hints she's getting from mike that he doesn't genuinely love her#bc that's the most important part of a romantic relationship#it being equal#and it didn't feel that way#sure she's gonna be pissed#but she's gonna be more pissed he wasn't just honest#friends don't lie obvs
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going off of my nicknames thought, cherry was really upset that night at the drive in when bob called her sherri. like usually when he calls her sherri heâs doting on her and being sweet and kind and loving all around, but this time ? him calling her sherri as a last ditch effort to try and force her to do something ? who does bob think he is trying to force cherry to do something ?
and thatâs the final straw. because before bob never showed any signs of wanting to control her or anything of the sort. but using her whole name like that, like heâs her father or something? if she thinks about it later with a clear mind, she realizes she got so upset not because he used her full name, but because he was also drunk off his rocker when he did it, and it reminded her too much of her father. and all she can think is that she refuses to be like her mother, hiding in the bathroom with a bottle of wine.
so she breaks up bob because that is not a role she wants to play
#idk where i was going with this#but i love them your honor#bob being the only one who calls her sherri#and him holding that honor with pride and only calling her that in private#because itâs something special and itâs a privilege that only he has and that feels him with much sm joy#bob being careful to only call her cherry in public bc he knows heâd get irrationally jealous if someone else calls her sherri#sherri being something he only calls her when heâs sober#which is why itâs so much more hurtful when he calls her sherri at the drive in#because itâs not like their other fights#bob is drunk as shit and slurring his words#for him to be able to properly pronounce sherri#tells her that heâs genuinely angry/pissed off#and that thereâs no reasoning him while heâs like this#sherri use to be soemthing sweet and kind that he called her#but now itâs been sullied by his drinking habits and his anger#she loves him but he went to far and it breaks her heart#she misses her angel i just know it#the outsiders#outsiders musical#cherry valance#sherri âcherryâ valance#bob sheldon#cherrybomb#the outsiders cherrybomb#<- the alternative tag as well
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you ever just. become overwhelmed by a sudden out-of-nowhere wave of tenderness and affection and longing for reconnection directed towards someone to whom you no longer speak for Very Good Reasons
#âout of nowhereâ she says like she hasnât been doing a lot of reading/thinking recently about various tragic messy breakups#and the later regrets of the parties involved#anyway. tell me not to text her#itâs been over two years since the last time we talked⌠absolutely no reason to break that streak now. lord give me strength#she was really fucking mean to me! like objectively intentionally unwarrantedly cruel! it ruined an entire year of my life#and fundamentally changed me as a person on a deep level! thereâs a lot of things i used to like about myself that i donât think iâm ever#going to get back#and yet every once in a while we have to do the whole âmaybe i could make things rightâ song and dance đ#the thing is most of the time iâm not even really angry with her anymore like enough time has passed since all the shit went down that#really i just sort of look at her behavior and feel sad. both because of the impact on me but also because of the âthatâs really how you#felt you needed to act towards someone who cared about you? you couldnât have just expressed your feelings in an honest and productive way#instead of just lashing out in the cruelest possible way and ruining the entire relationship beyond hope of repair?â#and i feel bad and sorry that it went that way and honestly i kind of pity her and hope sheâs gotten some of her shit worked out#so iâm not like. actively pissed off at her anymore. but also i canât think about her without thinking about the worst year of my life so đ#i donât actually feel that trying to reopen that door would be very healthy for me at least#we did try a Reconciliation of sorts a couple of months after the initial falling-out and while it was kind of helpful for me in that she#like. apologized lmao. and affirmed that i wasnât crazy and she did in fact On Purpose say the most hurtful things she possibly could have#said to me given the information she had at her disposal. and that i really had not done anything to her that could warrant that. etc.#it also left a sour enough taste in my mouth that i just donât see a future where the two of us spending time together is enjoyable for me#and yet⌠the regret will always live inside me i think. maybe if i were a stronger personâŚ#caseyposting
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ARCANE EPISODE 7!!!!
MY GOD I WASNT READY FOR ANY OF THIS!!! WHAT WAS THAT!!!
Also ekko wallpaper I got with my fries lmao
#OH MY GOOOD!!!!!! POWDER AND EKKO!!! AND BENZOOOOOO#ITS LITERALLY WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN OMGG!!!!! POWDER LOOKS SO CUTE đđđđ IM CRYING ALREADYYYY#VANDER WITH A BUN!! AND EVERYTHING IS SO FULL OF LIGHT!!! HER EYES!!! MYLO LOOKS SO RIDICULOUS AKDJSK THIS GIRLAAA#âwhere would you be without herâ WELL BUDDY IF YOU KNEW HOW HE IS WITH HER!!! VI IS DEAD????? OR SHE WAS TAKEN FOR THE INCIDENT!!!#LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID JAYCE!!! MY GOD!!! THE GEMS KILLED VI SO THEY JUST COMPLETELY PROHIBITED THEM!!! JAYCE IS IN JAIL PROBABLY!!#the fact we are seeing exactly why jayce should be sorry about what he has done.... and we are seeing him suffer because of it... cinema đŹ#also mel fading into viktor.... also has he realised how she manipulated him in the beggining??? there is so much stuff...#jayce eating contaminated animals and his wound being infected with the arcane too..... is that what will push him....#omg.... ekko likes powder so much... he apologised by painting actual adult vi portraits where the fallen are in his universe đđđ#âshe looks so badassâ if you knew... is he gonna ask her to help him make hextech.... that is so sick and twisted....#also jayce hurting his leg loke viktor and having to use a cane and brace.... damn and you know whats worse..... that ekko could be like#this with the jinx of his universe IF ISHA HADNT DIED!!! AND IT IS BEACUSE OF JAYCE!! AGAIN!!!!! THIS MAN!!!!!#the drawing with the anomaly and the two men and the inifite symbol... we get it... jayce and viktor forever intertwined by fate....#powder is sensing something is off.... omg time travel..... THE LIMIT IS FOUR SECONDS AFTER HEIMERDINGER EPXLODED ALDHAKSHSKSJSOJSOSLS#i dont want a time travel ending.... if its done for plot to an extent is okay but idk about solving it all.... it makes it feel worhtless#claggor looks so fine its not even funny..... i cant wait to see what everyone thinks. WHERE IS THE LITTLE LADY bc hes called little man đ#and vander with arm tattoos.... why did they hipster fied him.... he looks younger somehow ajdhakj he went from taking care of 4 kids to 3!#SILCO!!!! AND HE DID TRY TO KILL HIM!! ALSJAKSKAK Ekko just laighing at it.... girl i would be pissed STROMAE??? OMG POWDER!!!!#I JUST REALIZED THE PINK IN HER HAIR IS FOR VI!! AND HER JACKET!! AND A DRESS LIKE HER MOTHER'S!! CRYING!!! FULL BODY CHILLS!!!#CAN WE JUST PRETEND LIKE ITS THE FIRST TIME!!! I GAVE UP ON YOU!!! WHAT HAPPENED BACK THEN I NEED TO KNOW!!! IM SOBBING!!! EKKO!!!!#NOOOOOOO THE ANOMALY NOOOOO!!!! HEIMERDINGER NOOOOO!!!! AND THATS JAYCE!!! IS THAT MAGE VIKTOR???? the monkeys......#the vi toy with the out love song machine.... my god i wasnt expecting any of this i need to breathe i am stil tearing up my god#what a fucking punch in the stomach christ i cant breathe right akdhsksso#the credits saying the deries has benefited from a spanish tax rebate in the canary islands??? you're welcome i guess lmao#animation production carried out there and has ben collaboration with the Spanish gov... alright another win for perro sanxe#talking tag#watching arcane#watching arcane season 2#watching this i dont think im ready for caitvi sex.... after reconciliation even like what will be of me.... now im scared#i am still scared bc idk what happened to jinx and vi and cait still... thats what worried me and boom!! ekko powder with the steel chair..
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Ooh, yes! I like that!
The first time he goes berserk, Angie was in mortal peril from something. And then after he protects her, he turns human and immediately throws up.
Angie, who has never had a familiar before, panics. Did she break him somehow? She calls one of her old vampire friends she's made over the decades and finds out that it's a side effect from Ford going berserk mode.
She promises to do her best to stay out of trouble so Ford doesn't have to deal with that again.
Ford has to go berserk mode like two weeks later.
#look Angie in this AU has a lot of gaps in her knowledge#esp safety knowledge#she was used as a weapon and thing of pleasure for her entire unlife#so when it comes to staying safe she's lost. and related- her general defensive abilities aren't great#she also has a poor understanding of ''will this hurt me'' and can freak out over minor things#and it doesn't matter whether she's genuinely in mortal peril or not#if she's terrified for her life Ford feels compelled to protect her#he's pretty pissed when he shows up to protect her and she's freaking out over like. a snail or something.#something v mundane and harmless esp to a vampire#she's just a delightful mix of lethal killer instincts and obliviousness#Vamp Angie AU#response#elishevart
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i had a dream that i made little cards that say "THEY!" on them that i handed out to people at work who got my pronouns wrong, immediately after they got it wrong. and in smaller text (or on the back) it said "i don't want an apology, i want you to do better" or "don't say you're sorry, DO BETTER" and ..... i kind of want to do it. maybe i'll get some moo cards made lmao
various scenarios included:
me slamming it down on a desk in front of them.
instead i had stickers, would slowly peel one off while they watched, and stick it on it on them.
handing out a quarter sheet piece of paper based on the 'i caught being good' tags we'd get in kindergarten which said 'i got caught misgendering hallie/my coworker'. it would have their name and date on it and a giant đ face. i had them as a pad of paper and would hold up a finger to say 'wait a second', dramatically pull it out of my back pocket, take my pen out of another pocket, slowly fill it out in front of them, and hand it to them while staring them in the eyes.
getting a whiteboard for the outer side of my cubicle wall that said '[days] since i was misgendred' (with a bonus by saying 'last offender: [name]'
i also dreamt that i got into trouble for it because i was making people feel bad and was 'creating a hostile work environment'. i was just like.... okay and how do you think i feel? and my boss shut up real fuckin quick. dunno if that would be the case irl but if that does happen i can only dream.
#tired of the people who say 'i'm trying but i'm going to make mistakes'#ok sure i definitely mess up sometimes too but when it's not even close to 50/50 let alone merely uncommon ............. fuck you#what's sad is it's all people i like and it hurts so much#in the dream it the cards also said something about how i'm not a girl. not a lady. not a woman. stop saying that word to me ...#... in plural when i'm with female coworkers. about half the time i say 'not a lady' and only about half the time it's acknowleged#or that one who constantly posts female-empowering images on ig which are alienating bc it's clearly very binary#and getting comments like 'well it applies to you to!!!' why bc i have a pussy? fuck off#and she'll sometimes say 'thank you for your patience' (what patience) or 'have patience with me' (no.)#i've also thought of holding up my name tag in their faces bc my previous boss had it specially made for me#it's got my name position and pronouns#same boss tho..... he was REALLY consistent about using my pronouns but one day used she/her three times in a row before eventually...#... correcting himself and the next day i told him that really sucked especially from him and he later told me i should have been nicer...#... about it. i was PISSED. i said 'well then how should i have said it?' i don't even remember his answer i just know i wanted to go...#... off on him SO BADLY bc he said it 'hurt his feelings'. well too fucking bad bc every time i'm misgendered it makes me want to...#...die inside a little and feels like at the very least a tiny punch to the gut but that felt like being stabbed esp since it was a new hir#he also said 'ok but i corrected myself' yeah AT THE END after doing it THREE TIMES and that's not the point here#anyway lol this dream definitely stirred up shit unfortunately but i'm serious when i say i might actually have these made#like both my internal email and external emails have my pronouns in them (i had to campaign for this btw so thank you me)#but i recently added my own custom signature with 'they/them' in it that has a link about using pronouns correctly#me#lgbtq#nonbinary
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ok well now I'm fucking pissed
#tw vent#in the tags#its never#its never the child thats the problem#its the grown ass adult that thinks she can force a child to do whatever she wants her to do#but when look at the situation and think#huh#you are simply not right and this childs feelings are valid#maybe screaming and shouting at someone younger than ten and bringing physical violence isnt right#i mean seriously#maybe that simply is not right#and maybe i want to have the chance to fucking say that#maybe i wont stay silent when a sister is turning the house into her rage room#idgaf what your age is#its js proving how fucking immature you are#im just so#im fucking pissed#im not spoiling a child by giving her the ability to not be screamed at by you#you arent a fucking high and mighty princess that can control us#and we're not shittheads for being unnaccepting of that#i have had a shitty week#i am losing my fucking voice because of this fucking sinus thing and it hurts so fucking bad#ivs just been upset period#my family wont pay attention to the fact that i can struggle without telling them#and of course theyre not gonna know im hyperfixating#they wont let me have social media liek every. single. teenager(btw#if a modern day adolescent doesnt have social media they are missing so much bullshit its not even funny)#so how tf are they gonna know i fixate on THE ONE HORROR GAME THEY HATE WITH A PASSION????#they never fucking asked#and i have to scream to be heard by this bitch ass of a sister that cant handle a child existing and doing the same shit she still does
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iâm fr gonna lose my mind :)
#been a minute since iâve ranted in the tags on here hi hello#so i have this friend who is driving me absolutely insane#weâve been friends for about a year or so and when we first met we clicked right away and got super close and hung out all the time#we met at work but neither of us works there anymore and it feels like our whole friendship is falling apart now that we donât#i literally have not seen her in person once since the last time we worked together (march)#and even before that we didnât hang out outside of work since december of last year#and i have grown very used to having friends that just do not put the same amount of effort as me into our friendships and itâs sucks#so i was starting to make my peace with the fact that we just werenât really friends anymore#but then a few months ago she started texting me asking me to hang out all the time and she seemed way more like her old self#and immediately i got sucked back in and was all excited to see her again and have her back in my life fully#but she completely flaked on me three times in a row (not even cancelling our plans but waiting until the next day to give me an excuse)#which like i said iâm unfortunately used to but she literally was the one who invited ME to hang out every time#like why are you initiating plans with me and then ignoring my calls and texts when it comes time to actually hang out#then a few weeks ago she texted me again saying we should go to a concert together bc we hadnât in a long time#and there happens to be a concert iâve been wanting to go to on the 31st but had no one to go with#she said she was totally in and really excited and i bought the tickets a couple days later and texted her to tell her i had#got zero response for almost a week and then she texted me yesterday saying we should hang out this week#so i said yeah letâs do it but also this concert is literally in 2 days are you still coming with me#and no response! again! so now i have 2 days to try and find someone else who can go last minute bc it seems unlikely that she will#and iâm just so fucking confused bc why do YOU keep reaching out to ME just to flake out at the last minute every single time#like at this point it feels like sheâs doing it on purpose just to see if iâll keep tolerating her bullshit#and part of me wants to just cut her off bc sheâs been a terrible friend to me for months at this point#but i canât bring myself to do it bc i miss her so much anyway and when our friendship was good it was really fucking good#like i considered this girl one of my best friends and now it feels like sheâs just playing games with me bc sheâs bored#which sucks extra bc last year she was there for me when literally none of my long time friends were#like itâs bad enough that it seems like our friendship was conditional on us being coworkers#but it hurts more and more every time she reappears in my life just to ghost me again like genuinely why would you do that#so iâm really upset and pissed off rn and i have no idea wtf to do about the concert bc idk anyone else who likes the artist enough to go#vent#lj.txt
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oh. MY god i hate my job
#it was my penance for having a life and living a little last sunday and no call no showing but today fucking SUCKED#love my coworker but she does not work as fast as i do and opening on a sunday in this department that kills us#and by US i mean ME who has to spend seven hours of the day running things on my own#i dont go as fast as i could i know that. but i do feel like i do a good job#there is only so good of a job i can do when i am expected to pick 200 items alone in an hour#pisses me off too I AM SCHEDULED ALONE!!! EVERYONE KNOWS I AM WORKING ALONE OUR METRICS#SHOULD ACCOUNT FOR ME HAVING TO PICK THIS MUCH ALONE AND YET every single sunday#every sunday. we are expected to work like this. it makes me feel less than human#not just inhuman but just not worthy of it not worthy of being a person instead of a machine its so#*PUTS HEAD IN HANDS*#its okay now im doing fine now i got help (i hate asking for help but genuinely working with other people#even in hectic conditions really makes an absurd difference) and i did get to see My Boy. My Favorite Guy. My Silly Goose when he got off#but its still like phwewwwwww i am exhausted my whole body HURTS from running around the store all day with no break#wahhhhh etc etc
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Prima facie round two. 5/17 đđ¤
#pics and videos donât do the front row justice at all#the way that it curves to the stage is crazy I had to take wide angle pics and even then canât really tell how close it is#itâs also the only row lit up the entire show with a spotlight#was kind of overwhelming because youâre like face to face#like! at one point she sits on the floor of the stage and we made eye contact for what felt like a whole min and bro tell me why I felt SHY#like grl đł#we got some smiles at the end too that invoked some gay panic#sheâs even more beautiful irl itâs crazy#and talented like she puts everything into that#was so different seeing the performance so close up man was intense#like her crying hurt my damn feelings#my friend went out before us to try and find a spot for me to get an autograph cus friendship#because there's people there waiting before the show even starts it's wild#she got up front tho! and met a bunch of ppl someone had seen the play 8 times and there were other ke tattoos#I pissed off some ppl but made it up there and jodie wasn't feeling well enough to sign#I wasn't even mad I hope she's ok she does so much man I'd need a year off in bed#did get to see her drive off tho haha#maybe we'll make it down once more before it's done either to see it again or do other ny shit then try for an autograph#weâll see#I hope she doesnât get burnt out I even felt bad contributing to the feralness#the show is so heavy I hope sheâs taking care of herself#we got sprayed a few times by her drinking water and yelling/talking so if she's sick and l'm getting jodie sick idec#I know ur not suppose to take pics aside from the bow don't come for me#that's why I took it from a horribly under the stage low angle from my ankle basically lol#l've had a headache and motion sickness grossness since the drive down p sure it's a migraine wanna just go sleeps#was so worth it tho for that incredible lady đŽâđ¨#also! got to drive a bronco to and from which was cool I love them lately#ok bye I wrote so much shit probably incoherent#mine
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