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non-un-topo · 2 years ago

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Had to say goodbye to my favourite professor yesterday, who’s retiring ;_; Tears were shed, hugs were had. And she said she’d like to keep in touch with me and now I’m freaking out because I don’t know how dfgfds

#you know how you replay conversations in your head 12353 times?#well she asked me what was next and i said 'finishing the next two weeks' and she asked me again #and i said 'might visit family in the summer. i live away from them' and i realized 10 minutes later that she was asking about school #so now i feel like i sounded lazy or directionless AAAHHHHHHH #but she knows --- we were emailing --- that my nana literally just died. so she knows i've been having trouble focusing.#but how do i stay in touch with a prof? ;_; like for a reference in the future?#i should have told her i'm considering applying for a master's of information. someday.#damn iiiiiiiiiiiit and even though everyone was crying i'm still embarrassed lol #but she liked me a lot!!! and she hugged me!!#the class group chat was gassing me tf up too like they were saying i'm one in a billion and i'm really smart and they loved my insight.#IDK HOW TO TAKE A COMPLIMENT HGFDFG LIKE THANK YOU BELOVEDS I LOVED HEARING YOUR THOUGHTS TOO #fuck im gonna miss this class..... there was nothing like it

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