#so mostly i find forcemasc confusing even tho i get why it might appeal to transmascs specifically | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

geraskier · 8 months ago

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im almost as uncomfortable in a suit as a dress but i could probably fuck with a skirt. like i could wear a tutu but the idea of putting on a tuxedo makes me dysphoric. slipping into masculinity isn't comforting i'd rather be an effeminate fey creature

#so mostly i find forcemasc confusing even tho i get why it might appeal to transmascs specifically #not a judgment just a reflection #i only want my gender perceived in the context of being gay for men thats rly it #and clueless cishet people can call me a man if they want but i dont want to occupy a traditionally male embodiment #newt needs a text post tag #trans stuff etc tag #NOT a woman but like. femme maleness.#i mean as that wonderful older trans guy i met early in my transition said: im a young queen.#oof i wish i could get in touch with him. the fact that he saw that in me at 3mo on t when i was being read as butch by most strangers.....#butch is not a bad thing to be but i am not that. but before i passed to any degree thats what ppl assumed

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