#so maybe someday i’ll find a way to break my adhd blocks
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edits 4 fun of one of the yaoi logan pics i posted earlier(from a w/lvertooth doujinshi)
#i remembered that edits are allowed past my adhd mental blocks yayyyy#i wish i could draw on a normal basis ):#and write. theres so many things i wanna make….#i really cant go a single day without thinking ‘i need to get better’#and then i think and think and think and think#and mentally i gain so much wisdom and stop thought patterns and grow!#but my physical problems dont change#still…..it took me till now to figure out how to succeed properly in getting over a lot of my rsd n thought patterns#so maybe someday i’ll find a way to break my adhd blocks#my physical energy is. well. not sure i can fix that.#or maybe i will#what sucks about my condition is that even if i leave my room(i often do) or travel away from home(not as often but still have)#i still feel the same as i do in my room. so im at the will of hoping to find a good antidepressant..#which is why i cant go a day without daydreaming either#my brain Can feel things just. only in my head and in my dreams.#oh wait yesterday i randomly remembered a place where i grew up having a feeling!!#it mustve been from my childhood. i was wondering if i ever felt that way for real tho.#people and places have feelings to me(same as myself)#and for years now all places have felt the same…..#i remember a couple years ago i went down to my first elementary school and just. still felt nothing.#0 nostalgia. i stood in the snow in my leaky shoes and made a vent post about it.#moving away from home as a kid mustve really messed me up v_v;#i still daydreamed a ton back then but i cant remember if i ever felt ‘at home’ or not
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