#so jacks jst thinks that him being a fate is the issue at hand

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I was listening to Achilles Come Down earlier today and it did make me think of Azure (bc ya know… French…) and uhhh can I get any rant about he and Chrysi please? I love them a lot 🥺

that song’s on so many of their playlists! mostly the vibe is sooooo 🥰🥰🥰 but ummmm, yes 🖤 i have a rant for them because they’re so…! i mean, like, major spoilers for the fic in working on but i’ve already spoiled everything regarding it because it’s jst a way for me to explain how chrysi caused jacks’s kiss + what it was that caused azure to try and save chrysi by leaving her !!!!

but BASICALLY

azures devotion to chrysi is his end-all, be-all. it is all he cares about. her happiness matters above all else (and he would prefer it if they could be happy together, but he’ll put his own needs aside for his chryseis)

that’s why it HURTS LIKE HELL that in this backstory fic (epilogue—commencement & closure), chrysi DIES IN HIS ARMS. while he’s asleep! she died and he didn’t even know it. i think that chrysi dying, jst in general, is enough to break him—but to have her die and he was there, useless and asleep? that shatters him and UGH, of course he’s going to make a bad decision!!!! he wants nothing more than to have chrysi back or to be with chrysi. that’s all he wants. he was willing to run away from being the crown prince and to steal money frm the royal treasury to fund a treatment effort for chrysi’s illness :(((

then he makes a deal with the stars and HE DOESNT THINK IT THROUGH ENTIRELY!!! he should’ve seen that the phrasing “you’ll live through many lives with her—as many as you need until you reach your happy ending” WAS SUSPICIOUS AS HELL….. why did the stars make it sound like only a happy ending was the way to get their reincarnations to stop!! and why does it seem like they’re using azure and chrysi as their new entertainment? of COURSE the stars will start to interfere with their future lives and make them miserable so they don’t lose out on their new favorite tv show of chryzure heartbreaks!!!!!

but he misses chrysi so much and he can’t live w the guilt,,,, and so he dies by her side 💔💔💔 but he doesn’t even get the courtesy of remaining human, because the stars make him a bed of roses instead.

then, like…. when azure realizes, in all his future lives, that because of that decision he made, he’s doomed chrysi (and him) to an endless string of lives ending in tragedy, GOD. the GUILT HE FEELS. all because he loved chrysi so much and because he made a decision for her happiness…. but now he has to realize that he made a huge mistake and that it’s all his fault. WAILING. CRYING. PLEASE!!!!

so it’s a combo of guilt and a hope that, if azure leaves, then chrysi won’t be doomed to another tragic ending + she’ll be able to escape the loop of reincarnation they’re trapped in,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, but unfortunately, he also needs to have a happy ending for it to be over, and the only way he’ll be happy is if it’s with her…! AAAAGHHHH!!!!

so that’s why he left chrysi with jacks 🤧 the future he referenced in that one letter was rlly jst him remembering that he made a deal with the stars so he and chrysi would keep coming back until they have a “happily ever after” and he couldn’t handle getting chrysi killed again,,,, so he LEFT.

not that he’s not doing something to try and combat his own deal (the entire time chrysi’s w jacks, azure is trying to figure out how to beat the stars, if there’s a loophole, if he could jst Kill All Of Them), but it’s also… idk, a hope that chrysi’s childhood friend can be a happy ending for her. but, unfortunately, azure is also jealous and he doesn’t want chrysi to be with anyone other than him. he’s got a lot going on

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the archer, soon you’ll get better,miss americana & the heartbreak prince,i forgot that you existed, lover with crhsyijacks? <3..

YAYYY, you chose the one i was thinking of hehehe

The Archer: Has you f/o had a positive or negative relationship with love in the past and how has that affected their relationship with you?

jacks has so many issues w love <3 and it’s so funny bc most of them stem from chrysi herself, in their first life… but yeah, he has issues with believing in real love, and his current interpretation is definitely more of a possessive one—which makes his relationship with chrysi be attempt after attempt of keeping her like a trinket, when she’s actually a whole person. thank god chrysi doesn’t take that shit—she’s forced him to realize that he feels so much safer and relaxed when it’s jst being with each other and taking pleasure in each other’s company <333

Soon You’ll Get Better: How do you and your f/o take care of each other when one of you is sick?

chrysi’s out here, making homemade soup, tucking jacks in w blankets, holding him and running her hands through his hair, reading him books, letting him nap in her arms, running to the store and getting him medication, doing it ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!! jacks. doesn’t know what to do <<3 ummm, he holds her :) he’s so good at this, he’s going to get a good grade in nursing chrysi back to health! (he has an f.)

Miss Americana & The Heartbreak Prince: If you and your f/o ran away together, where would you go? 

thinking abt this makes me think of the moulin rouge au… oh no…. hmmm, but i always think of a cute little coastal town! they’d move there + they’d frequent a local bookshop, the local cafe, they’d walk along the beach in the early morning bc jacks got them a beachfront property, theyd go to the lighthouse a lot!!! their house would be two stories, but modest, and chrysi would have so many hanging plants on their balcony (bc of course they have a balcony <3). chrysijacks is soooo northern pacific coastal town coded. all bc i was visiting my friend’s family up north when i confessed that i shipped chrysi w jacks!!!

I Forgot That You Existed: How does your f/o handle being wronged? Do they hold grudges or are they the type who lets everything roll off their back? 

NOT WELL!!!!! he probably tries to murder ppl that wrong him. why am i saying maybe? he totally is 💀 he totally HAS. and he holds grudges over the tiniest things.. he remembers his first life and is pissed at azure for nearly scaring him out of that apple tree, even though that was CENTURIES AGO??GET OVER IT, HONEY.

Lover: What is your favorite part of the life you’ve built with your f/o?

chrysi loooooves that she’s domesticated jacks <3 he’s an excellent gift giver + kisser, and like… she likes that their collective fucked-up-ness balances out to a weirdly normal life??? like they both have decided that the fated stuff is too stressful. jacks is happy to be a trophy wife while his gf is working on her work reports at the local cafe <3 he’s her pretty princess!!!