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Oh hello friends I've been busy. Also tired, but busy working on something I'm very excited about.
I wrote a level 20 Greatwyrm slaying adventure, inspired by Fizban's Treasury of Dragons, and am currently play testing the module. In order to run the adventure you'll need access to the PHB, MM, and FtoD, but the mod itself is going to be free. When done, it'll include somewhere between 6-10 custom drawn maps, about 25 custom drawn tokens, 3 NPCs built with personalities and stat blocks, and a pdf with everything you'd need to run this adventure.
It's built so it can be run as a oneshot or a 6-session adventure, you choose! Each part of the adventure is modular, so you can either swap in and out what you/your players have time for, or play the whole thing. And like I said, it'll be 100% free, I'll be putting in on KoFi or something similar to distribute it but I won't charge a cent for it.
So that's where I've been, and why it's been a hot minute since I've uploaded any art. This has been a project about a year in the making, as I've had time between my day job to pick at it. I'm not sure EXACTLY when it'll be ready for release, but it should be ready before the years end.
The working titles for this adventure are "Slaying Adatok" and "The Paragon of Shatterpeak," not sure which one I'll go with if either of them, but expect to see more as time goes on and as I get through my playtesting rounds!
#asharts#slaying adatok#the paragon of shatterpeak#SA#TPoS#also ive been playing totk dkjdfgfjd i have over 130 hours invested whoops#but thats to be expected#im also sorta kinda back on my zelda bullshit but thats for another time#this takes priority#anyway!!! im tired!! lots happening in my life and most of it just irritating#this has been very fun to put together and playtest#ive two rounds of playtesting I'm going to go through before I start formatting the adventure for distribution#the first one Im in rn with a group of friends who dont know dnd super duper well#and the second upcoming group are a bunch of dirty minmaxers who i love with all my heart and who i played Zeal and Malotz with#playtesting with both groups is enlightening#but each round takes about 6 weeks or longer depending on scheduling#so itll be a minute#but I'm hoping I can slowly roll out some art to hype people up!#truly all thats left is I need to color maps#almost all the assets are drawn#and then ill have some splash illustrations to get going and we'll be ready to rock
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looks like the squidbeak splatoon has an obstacle in the way of their campaign...
FRYE SPRITES AHHH I LOVE HER SO MUCH THESE WERE SO FUN!! she is my baby gorl and shes so cool and also so silly. i hope y'all like reading this as much as i had fun making it <:)
credits to Faz Faz on youtube for the in-game clips!
transparent sprites vvvvv :D
#YIPPEEE ive been working on this for a hot minute so good to be done:D#i will get to shiver and big man but no promises that itll be quickly hehe#my art#frye onaga#frye#deep cut#splatoon#splatoon 3#fake screenshot#video#return of the mammalians#digital art#artists on tumblr
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WAIT SHUROS DAD SAID HE WANTED HIM TO BRING SOMETHING BACK INTERESTING.... AND WHO IS MORE INTERESTING THAN LAIOS....
#he also cited lack of flexibility in thinking. so surely the solution is shuro realising u can like men..........#wait... wait imagine. this wasnt the point of the post but everyone imagine with me#fake dating au but not on purpose shuro Does bring back the fucking king of the risen golden kingdom#but his dad takes it as him bringing his significant other back and says he wins#and laios goes But thats not-#and shuro claps his hand over his mouth like Wait a minute.#and when he gets back everyone agrees its the dumbest thing he could have done#im torn between chilchuck laughing or screaming at him. and kabru straight up murdering him#i dont know if itll be a recreation of the laios proximity disgust meter#or he comes back to a party popper exploding in his face with the banner Congrats on your marriage!#maybe both#god it is so difficult to come up with a ship name for them#but i need to. even if im just populating the tag with my screaming#laishuro????? maybe????#they dont have a lot of overlapping letters...#ok laishuro is free and also this is the only post that comes up if u search it here. weve done it lads#laishuro#dungeon meshi#will that even show up in the tags anymore. im a fool
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Hey, hey pssst.. hatchetfield persona au for cringetober day 17, do you understand?
#i tried to post this like 10 minutes ago but tumblr ate it and my post button stopped working for a minute and its not in my drafts#so i dont know if itll post twice or whatever#cringetober#my art#digital art#cringetober 2023#persona 5#fanart#au#p5r#persona 5 royal#procreate art#ann takamaki#haru okumura#npmd#nerdy prudes must die#starkid#art
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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#art#fear and hunger#enki ankarian#ragnvaldr#cahara#im drawing these on the backs of my assignment sheets if you wanted a peek behind the curtain#ragnvaldr gets to smile because i say so#ive said it before and ill say it again#so far as posting actual serious fear and hunger art i have d'arce cooking in the oven right now#but itll be a minute before shes cooked through
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There's certainly Something about singularities in Bungou Stray Dogs presenting as massive, myth-derived creatures with more than passing resemblances to kaiju given the setting predates its analog to World War II.
Gojira and the kaiju genre were born in the aftermath of Hiroshima, Nagasaki, and the Lucky Dragon Incident (in which an American hydrogen bomb test rained radioactive ash on a Japanese fishing boat and much of the South Pacific). Life form singularities (like Chuuya and Verlaine), the Seven Traitors, the Transcendants, Mori's fixation on skill-based warfare, and everything else about the Great War all indicate that skills are akin to nuclear arms.
But unlike nuclear arms, skills are generally framed as intrinsic to their user. They're neurological; as much as part of skill users' wiring as the rest of their synapses. Even for Kyouka, whose skill was inherited but not fully integrated, her skill more resembles hereditary neurochemical wiring than it does nuclear proliferation.
Gojira (1954) ends with Dr. Serizawa's promise that hydrogen bombs would always assure nightmarish, monstrous manifestations of the horrors of war. You'd think Dazai's gift, then, would be the enigmatic focal skill of the series; he's capable of nullifying hydrogen bombs, after all.
But it's Atsushi and his celestial Byakko that Shibusawa calls the antithesis of all other abilities. And, as explained in 55 Minutes, Byakko doesn't heal or regenerate Atsushi, it negates his wounds. Atsushi isn't only a particularly tenacious shounen protagonist, Byakko compels him to stand when he's been cut down. When Atsushi is at the edge of death, Byakko consumes him completely, and Atsushi is lost within him, moreso than even Chuuya is in his Corruption state (Chuuya is fully conscious in Corruption— if Atsushi is conscious, he's either repressing or sluggishly recalling the memory of what occurred). Akutagawa also mentions during the Cannibalism arc that Atsushi's claws cut through skills themselves (even Rashoumon, which eats space). Akutagawa also becomes aware, in 55 Minutes, that Byakko can be triggered by Atsushi's peril, and Akutagawa does so to negate the manifestation of a seemingly transcendant skill that otherwise had utterly defanged them (although he seems sorry to have to do it).
Nevertheless, although Atsushi's Byakko seemingly negates the metaphorical horrors of the Great War illustrated by the others and their relationships with their skills, it's Atsushi who posits that perhaps skills aren't innate. He says to Kunikida, "Maybe they come from somewhere else and stick to us. Maybe they're something we can't understand... I don't really know how to put it into words, but that's how I feel."
Much of 55 Minutes is colored by Atsushi's fear of Byakko and his understanding that Byakko could devour him. His fear is seemingly validated by the antagonist, a manifestation of a skill that seemingly swallowed its human. But although textually consistent with his expressed fear, Atsushi's tone, demeanor, timing, and thought processes from when he speaks that line until the light novel ends aren't. His musings reflect his namesake's exploration of and uneasy relationship with the nature of existence, which he understood to be constructed by one's culture and environment better than most due to his somewhat rootless childhood.
I think it's interesting that someone with a skill capable of cutting through other skills, negating wounds, and antithesizing all skills challenges whether skills are innate at all. And if they're not, what does that imply about the parallels between skills, the horrors of war, and the fear of nuclear holocaust?
It's important to me that the scars of American imperialism and disregard for the sanctity of life are not erased from the narrative when discussing the world wars and nuclear proliferation. So I hesitate to posit anything about what skills may be in Bungou Stray Dogs that is too abstracted from trauma wrought by Western imperialism, Japanese imperialism, or the horrors of World Wars I & II. But perhaps that's it; when Atsushi speculates that skills are something that sticks to you, I'm reminded of how trauma has shaped and informed his own. He is certain that Byakko's negation and restless hunger are connected to his birth and subsequent suffering. At first, I thought we were being teased with his early background. But there's no need to tease; the reason so many characters in Bungou Stray Dogs are orphans directly relates to the Great War and the generational trauma still reverberating in its aftermath, and amid the threat of another, even more destructive war.
Perhaps Atsushi was implying that skills are constructs born not from any innate self, if there's such a thing, but from traumas, experiences, needs, cultures, and environments. Which is to say that skills aren't separable, exactly, from their users, but they're not innate either. They're like our personalities: immutable once shaped in the crucible of our most formative years, but nevertheless reflections of not only ourselves, but of what we need and who we become when confronted by others, in all of their beauty and horror.
Thus, perhaps it isn't Atsushi's skill that's so very antithetical to all others. It's his understanding of it, his ability to cut through to others, his compassion, his cowardice, his curiosity, and his separation from his sense of self that both inflicted him with Byakko and which will allow him to transcend it to become who he desires to be. It reminds me that, shortly before his death, his namesake decided to become a writer. And that although he wrote and lived only briefly, his sincerity, thoughtfulness, and introspective skepticism cut, and continue to cut, with a brilliance emblematic of life.
Anyway. Atsushi is both the main character and protagonist of Bungou Stray Dogs. Dazai knows this, too; even if he can nullify Byakko, he's just as impacted by Atsushi's brimming earnestness as everyone else Atsushi encounters. Atsushi liberates the narrative so that it's not a warning that the horrors of war will proliferate so long as we are capable of mass destruction, but instead it's a promise that hope needn't be intrinsic to persist all the same.
#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bsd atsushi#atsushi nakajima#bsd meta#this was all sleep deprived stream of consciousness#but it helped me untangle my nagging fixation on 55 Minutes and Dead Apple#the last sentence does my actual understanding of this thought's thesis an injustice#but im too sleep deprived to articulate myself with any precision so itll have to suffice#i apologize for the timing#but i also dont#because nakajima atsushi's body of work is reviving my skeptical curious optimism lately
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I bugged the Addair monster so i got some up close gameplay of it, would it be worth posting to anyone?
EDIT: OKAY! I finally have it uploaded here! Sorry it took so long 😅 yes i absolutely just badly slapped two clips together
#for general monster reference i guess#still wakes the deep#ok ok i see the attention this is getting ill post it when i can 😭 its on ps5 tho so itll take me a minute
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preview of something i am working on
#null havoc damage#nebula m78#the full length of all the compiled clips is 7 minutes long and this is a project purely for fun so i make no promises on when itll be done
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ive talked to a lot of ppl who have taken vyvanse now and i think ik a bit more on how i need to live on it
#1) dopamine drops on lower dosages or high dosage but in the evenings feel like hell and it wont ever stop you have to just breathe#you will stop breathing well and you wont notice it so you have to remember to breathe deeply. this helps immensely for some reason#2) you will stop processing the existence of food as a consumable thing and not just an object like Table or Cardboard. you will not want to#eat anything. you have to buy meal replacement shakes. sweetness is one of the only pleasant flavours. eat protein. eat as much protein as#you can. down those meal replacament shakes. get enough for a day. try not to into calorie deficits on vyvanse.#3) your mind will be searching for cognitively complex tasks and everything else dwarfs in comparison. dont lay down. do something.#4) you have to exercise. fully exercise at the gym not a home 20 min work out. you need to push your body right now so that you can be ok#5) nothing will be as intense and vivid and beautiful and there will be a layer of seperation between you snd reality even on a lower dosage#this is fine. this is the primary price. sunlight helps and so does doing complex tasks but you cant avoid this. remind yourself that this#is a self-induced thing and its temporary and itll fade.#6) youve been ship of theseus'd into a new person and this effect only increases later into the day. any conclusion you reach about yourself#is most likely not applicable to your non-vyvanse self.#7) carry chapstick around. keep drinking water. dry mouth starts 5 minutes after taking it#8) some of your friends have a reduced range of emotion and this makes them more stable but less capable of experiencing intense joys#and sadnesses. look at them. listen to their perspective. live like them when youre on the medication.#9) music is still gorgeous#10) you will feel very hot very fast. wear layers you can take off.#11) pick up a bow and shoot. keep shooting. keep going. shoot at least 50 arrows if you can. feel the pain in your arms and your shoulders#and then keep shooting.
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YuJou Means Friendship: The Longing™
[An edit for the Wish fanfic that @undeadbanjos is writing because I've been obsessed with it! It's not a 1:1 with the scenes as I only had so much to work with, but I hope I conveyed the feeling of seemingly unrequited pining that Yugi deals with for the first 40 chapters ♡]
❕ Please do not repost to any other sites ❕
#i cant art but i can edit lol#i hope you like this banjos!#i put this song in my wish playlist and then immediately was like#'wait a minute im getting edit thoughts'#and here we are lol#the intro for this was sthe hardest part#its not 100% what i wanted but this is as close to what i imagined#honestly id like to do another edit for this fic#cuz i had edit scenes i made but couldnt fit in that i liked#i just need to find the right song for motivation purposes so itll be a little bit#wishshipping#katsuya jounouchi#yugi mutou#yugioh#ygo#yugioh dm#mai kujaku#joey wheeler#yugi muto#devo speaks#my edits
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does this crossover make sense? no. are the games similar at all in core themes message or story? like not really i guess. would the characters even get along? not at all! did i draw them anyway? sure did!
#outer wilds#hollow knight#outer wilds spoilers#outer wilds hatchling#hollow knight knight#hollow knight ghost#hopefully by the time this pops outta the queue ill have beaten outer wilds base game and wont have to worry about spoilers or anything#ok tbh its not like hallownest and outerwildssolarsystem are That different + the player characters like....Placements...is kinda vaguely#similar sure#but the way u interact w the worlds is v different#the focus on the ways u interact w the worlds is different#also the obvious u need abilities to get places in hollow knight versus in outer wilds u can basically go anywhere#u just need to Know#which makes hollowknight v replayable but outer wilds not so much#agreeing w the senior outerwildsers that ive talked to#u can really only Experience this game a certain way Once#and itll be your first playthrough#unless u play for like. 2 minutes and then put it down n come back to it after 2 years or something#then like . sure#anyway
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havin a nice chat
inspired by this post on twt
#mk1 kung lao#mk1 raiden#kung lao fanart#raiden fanart#railao#mk1 fanart#mortal kombat fanart#been a fat minute but im back#also for some reason my fingers were swollen and have started getting pins and needles#so thats worrying#but im sure itll be fine#just laz things
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It's so fucking crazy that I got back from working in Oregon for 4 months and now immediately am going to Texas to work for another 2.5 months. I'll have spent a collective 3 whole weeks at home before leaving LMAO
#that field tech life is crazy dude#honestly im kind of excited for it even tho its extremely last minute. cus i didnt even get offered the job til last thursday#but anyway i think itll be really good for my resume cus its something that i dont have a lot of experience in (stream sampling)#and the company actually pays pretty decent. AND theyre based out of a nearby city to where i currently live#so when i get back home i might be able to snag a local job with them#jawjackin
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obligatory ‘sorry i lied new content came out and i wanted to doodle it’ statement here! :’)
#fnaf#fnaf eclipse#zee art tag#maybe ill turn the first one into a full piece later#that could be fun honestly#im just drawing ocs again so itll take a minute
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