#so it legit might be me . him . and his family . chillin for a week

[bright-and-burning]

incredible things going on for eve (me and a few friends got invited by my ex to stay w him and his family in martha’s vineyard for freeeeeee)

[youranxiousnerd]

The Transformation Thoughts

bc hsmtmts said gay rights

spoilers below

yesss seb doing the recap

wait did seb just say he was crying?!?! give him a hug 

cow baby!!!

wow miss jenn and seb having a civil conversation

Natalie is back!!

ej and ricky with the mask

kourtney’s outfit!!!

ashlyn’s outfit...

ahh so the awards and the show are separate, good, that’s how it works

RICKY’S SHIRT!?!?!?! 

i love it

ricky is lgbt do not try to convince me otherwise

ASHLYN IS SINGING IT IS BEAUTIFUL

like pop off

ricky and the mask

that mask is the true villain in season 2

“Belle, I-” flops

Ashlyn is carrying the scene, she is such a good Belle

how is ricky allowed on stage oh my god

the cap

that damn mask

“It’s okay, it was just my face”

Miss Jenn is hanging on by a thread

finally some ashlyn and ricky content

“Which they will” buddy have you faced the music? Have you seen Ricky?

“I think I might have been playing Troy at one point”

Miss Jenn needs help from someone who isn’t a teenager

“Mother is freaking out” High school theater at it’s finest

“There is math involved”

“OH” 

sassy seb

i can’t with east high’s tech crew, what are you doing?!?!

and why are the actors figuring out the tech stuff?!? i’m sure kourt, big red, ashlyn (she knows all), and seb (he lives on a farm) know what to do. 

the crew cannot be that bad

btw here are my thoughts on this scene

guys it is ashlyn’s house not yours

portwell shoulder bump

ASHLYN I LOVE YOU

OH SO NOW YOU HAVE DRILLS

WHERE WERE THEY WHEN THE TECHIES STARTED USING GLUE ON PLYWOOD!?!?!?!

I WANT ANSWERS

i. cannot. with. this. show.

lily wtf

“is this too weird” yes

like why?

lily like actually shut up

big red’s “wtf”

let her be evil damnit

“i’m just not well liked here” i wonder why

that was really weird, anyways

“he gets weird around tools”

me too

no give big red the drill he knows how to use it

someone write a fic about the girls and seb’s chaotic target run

why don’t you have a blackout and dramatic music and lights for the transformation, i know it isn’t award level but if done right it can be pretty dope

“I don’t know if my parents will be okay with me being at a co-ed sleepover”

“Chip, this is your mother speaking, go call your mother”

HE DID THE FINGER GUNS

GAY TABLE SIT AND FINGER GUNS THEY DID THEIR RESEARCH

ashlyn’s bucket

CARLOS GAY TABLE SIT

OH MY GOD

they’re so gay soulmates

let big red have his skateboards

“i need to talk to seb at some point but it can wait” honey no it can’t wait seb is on the verge of a breakdown

wait they havent talked in a week

Im a hypocrite ive been dancing around someone for three years

“You’re still at school”

“I’m worried about my children” “She means us”

such a high school theater thing (like i got married during high school theater, we had a family tree)

“ah, Sebby”

“Now I’m pretty sad” give him a hug

the girls ship seblos

“But, I guess he has to be, out of default, right... there’s not a lot of choices for a boy like Carlos, here, at East.”

alright here come the tears 

why...why couldn’t he say “gay” or “queer” or “lgbt”?!?!

“Not so good at saying the feelings part out loud”

shiz that hit close to home. 

Seb is just making me cry today, isn’t he?

wait so we’re just going to change the subject? coming from a queer person, opening up about your problems about your sexuality is hard. like, there are things that happened years ago im just telling people. 

“You’re my sister, he’s my cousin”

it seems everyone except nina knows about the chocolates. imagine gossip time when gina told people write a fic

Nini just stop talking. It wasn’t a big deal, simple mistake. Not everything has to be big and dramatic

and wasn’t she just asking about Gina and Ej? 

Nini for the love of god it is not something to read into.

“The farmer type”

Ash and Red exchanging gossip

wait... why are they texting about this?

“Why wouldn’t he say something to me?” It’s a hard conversation to have. “hey are we together just because i’m your only option?” 

“Okay, pretty boy” HE CALLED HIM PRETTY BOY

RICKY!!!!!!!!!!

!!!

carlos and gina chaotic siblings

give ej a hug 

“Sweet boy”

im so glad the guys are talking about their feelings.

Why a sleepover? It’s more of a hangout.

“Verging on failure”

jennzara therapy

slowwww burn

you go from hand holding to fist bump

disney please release an acoustic version of “let you go”

so it’s just carlos and ricky chillin’ at big red’s house?

do not play let you go for nini

do. not.

“You guys are a hallmark movie”

for once ricky is being smart

“the look on your face when you were talking about Seb tonight” smiles

he is so whipped

“I think you and Seb have something worth fighting for...bro”

that was so sweet and then there is bro

i love this show

“Sorry, I’m adjusting to being called bro” 

him and seb being awkward about feelings... that is a high school relationship

i love ricky in this scene

“Yeah, let’s just write”

ASHLYN CALLED BIG RED BABE AWWWWW

nina shut the actual hell up

“It’s in the costume shop, somewhere” mood

“Thank you, 15″ THEY SAID THE THING

GAHHHH

I LOVE IT

howie and kourtney oh my god what is happening

 “and begging”

“hi” he’s so nervous oh my lord.

he is so awkward around seb 

it’s like a switch

“Do you want to get risotto with me sometime” OH MY GOD THATS ADORABLE

GINA BABY HE LIKES YOU 

GINA HONEY!!!

AWWW THAT WAS ADORABLE

PORTWELL YESSSS

gina’s little run

“Am I in trouble?” 

they’re so nervous 

oh my god its time

“You keep it all bottled up” GUYS I CANT ARGGGG

can ricky just like, go behind a curtain?

“lookin’ for our kind of love” carlos basically just said “i love you”

seb is so whipped like look at him?

they’re so in love

seb’s little eye role at “in a heartbeat, i choose you”

the hands omfg

oh my god they’re going to dance

SHIZ THE HOMECOMING SUITS

I WAS RIGHT

OH MY GOD

SHIT GUYS IM DYING

gah the hands i cant

carlos is leading i love it

the tie

a tie just killed me

im combusting

You’re honor, they’re in love

i really thought carlos was going in for a kiss he is probably getting one later

i like how the dance isn’t big, it’s small and a little awkward bc right then it’s just them.

THEYRE SO IN LOVE HOLY SHIT

damnit big red

big red is legally required to interrupt almost kiss moments especially if it’s an lgbt kiss bc we cant have two in one season

in a heartbeat is so cute. Frankie showed UP this season with the vocals. there is no way that was all acting bc they looked so in love.

I...I love it

the lyrics are perfect

In a Heartbeat and Let You Go are probably the best OG songs of the season

“Siri, add In a Heartbeat to my gay sob playlist”

these boys are just serenading each other left and right 

“Yeah” 

so it’s just “yeah”!?!? That’s it!?!?! Seb could have least kissed him on the cheek or did they use all their kisses?

I love the song and love the scene, but there is so much more to discuss. Are we going to brush over the fact that Seb literally had an allergic reaction and didn’t get help because he didn’t want to disappoint Carlos!?!? Are we going to brush over “no, seb” and seb feeling like he has to get carlos big things!?! One “yeah” doesn’t erase all that. I’m hoping we get closure, proper closure, not a joke. 

In conclusion, only one thing was settled (Carlos loves Seb for Seb, not because he is the only out guy in school).

“Seb and Carlos suffer their first fight” effing liars

BTW it looks like they filmed the dance scene with the homecoming suits and normal outfits so disney release the footage

Ricky is the biggest Seblos shipper

“Bro”

you morons. are you using rigging without an adult there?!?!

im pretty sure that isn’t allowed. only trained people were allowed to use the rigging. it should be Natalie since she did it in HSM

you should have gotten mats are something or stand in a circle

gahhh

RICKY

OH MY FRICKING GOD

NO ONE RAN THEY JUST WATCHED WTF

WTF WAS THAT ENDING

UMMMMM NO

i legit have no words oh my god 

they just killed the lead

you guys saw the rope you should have ran 

you should have gotten mats or blankets or something just in case

rigging is difficult, set rigging and people rigging

EAST HIGH WTF

Looks like the sleepover is going to be in the ER

My gay heart is full but my theater heart is screaming. The episode went by really fast. I liked it, like a lot.

To answer the question, no, I am not okay @organic-guacamole and we will have a theater kid sleepover

[mollyshaj]

29.

Kaylin

“So you got people watching that niggas house?” Rashad asked me while we sat in the basement of my house. I decided to turn this whole space into my personal area so that when Ebony starts trippin’ I can block her ass out.

“Yeah, they’re waiting for that nigga to pull up, he’s about to be out of the way.” I shrugged. That nigga Quan was going to get dealt with as soon as possible. I could’ve sat around and let him live but him popping up on Ebony doesn’t sit right with me.

Plus he knows where Jayden’s school is, and if he knows that there is no telling he doesn’t know where the fuck we lay our heads and that isn’t something I’m alright with. So I already ordered some of my people to end that nigga on sight.

“You told Ebony?”

“No, she knows I’m handling it but she doesn’t know to what extent.”

“I don’t know man, you think this is the right thing to do? That is little man’s pops,”

“Nah that’s a fuckin’ sperm donor, I’m his father and can’t nobody tell me any different.”

“So when you get him out of the way then what? You know that bitch is still living so she can put you as a suspect my nigga. You have all the motives behind it.”

“Motives and evidence are two different things,” I looked at him. “Trust me on this, I got it.”

“Alright, you know I got you if you need anything.” I got up and went over to the freezer to get another beer out when the little trap phone I had in my pocket started to ring. I pulled it out then answered it.

“Done,” A deep voice came through. I didn’t even say anything I just smirked and ended the call before slamming the phone down on the ground. I stomped on it making sure it was broken into pieces.”

“Fuck you over there stomping and slamming shit for?” Rashad asked me with a confused look on his face.

“Just handling it, shit is done.”

“Word?”

“Yeah,” I got the pieces up and threw it in the trash I would be taking out later.

“Damn man, you’re going to tell Ebony?”

“If she asks me I’m not going to lie but I’m not going to come right out my mouth and tell her.”

“Well good luck with that shit man because I feel like way more drama is about to take place.”

“Nah, we’re good. Trust me.”

One Week Later

Walking in the house I could hear Ebony yelling all the way from upstairs. I don’t know who she was yelling at or why but she didn’t sound happy so I went up to the bedroom. “I’m not bringing my son to that niggas funeral! Fuck him!”

“Who is that?” I asked her when I walked in the room. Shaking her head she took the phone away from her ear then put it on speaker.

“You can’t keep Jayden away from family Ebony, that’s my grandson!” I heard a woman’s voice come through the phone.

“The grandson you haven’t called in years the fuck are you talking about Wanda? Let’s not act like you give a damn about Jayden you just want him there so you could try and show him off for your family. Quan didn’t give a damn about my son and neither did you.”

“You never let me see him! Quan told me you had some new boyfriend, he’s not Jayden’s father!”

“He’s more of a father than Quan ever was so what the fuck is you talking about? You never asked to see Jayden. I remember asking you more than once if you could watch him while I went to work because my mother would be busy and you always said no. You raised all your kids so you weren’t going to watch mine, now that your retarded ass son is dead you wanna see my son and have him at that funeral. Fuck outta here, no. Jayden is not going, I’m not going I hope that niggas soul is doing the harlem shake all the way to hell.” I had to catch myself from cracking the fuck up, Ebony is a fool sometimes.

“You disrespectful little bitch, it’s alright because Shaquanna will be seeing you around.”

“The fuck is that supposed to be a threat? I will beat the shit out of Shaquanna’s big ass like I always do. Get your daughter fucked up if you want to Wanda. Now like I said, my son is not going so get the fuck over it and his name better not be in that fuck niggas obituary either. Oh and tell Giselle I’m going to smack the shit out of her for giving you my number she’s the only idiot dumb enough to do it. Now get the fuck off my line.” Ebony hung up the phone then tossed it on the bed.

“You good?”

“Yeah I’m fine.” She sat down then looked at me. “You did it?”

“Did what?”

“Don’t insult my intelligence Kaylin, did you kill Quan?”

“Hell nah, I might’ve given his description to some people but I didn’t kill him.”

“Kaylin, why would you do that? Damn it wasn’t that deep.”

“Wasn’t that deep? He knew where Jayden’s school was Hersh. You think the nigga couldn’t figure out an address? I nipped that shit in the bud before it got any bigger alright. I thought you hated him why do you care?”

“Oh trust me I don’t but I don’t need any extra drama and I don’t need you getting arrested behind this bullshit.”

“I won’t like I said I didn’t do it.”’

“But you had it done, that’s still illegal.”

“They gotta prove that. Don’t worry about it,”

“Don’t tell me not to worry about it, he just randomly gets killed after a fight with you in a night club? After I fucked his bitch up in the street, all signs point over here Kay! Damn when you said you were going to handle it I thought you were going to beat his ass and leave it at that or at least scare his ass away I didn’t tell you to get him murdered!”

“Lower your muthafuckin’ voice Jayden is here or did you fuckin’ forget that shit? I handled it the way I know how to handle it. You think I give a fuck about what you saying right now?”

“Oh so fuck what I think? Well alright then, damn it’s like that?”

“That’s not what I meant and you know that shit. It’s done Ebony, you might as well let it the fuck go.”

“Whatever Kaylin, you could’ve at least gave me a damn warning.”

“I don’t have to warn you about shit that I do. You wanted the nigga out your life for good he’s out. The fuck else you expected to happen? That nigga pops up and talks shit to you and I’m supposed to just let that nigga breathe after that? Hell nah, he’s dead oh the fuck well. If you want to be mad about it then do that but I really don’t give a fuck.”

“I’m not mad about him being gone, I’m mad at how you did it and the fact that you didn’t tell me.”

“Did you ask me?”

“What? The fuck do you mean did I ask you? I didn’t know I had to ask you if you were going to have that nigga killed!” I couldn’t even stop myself from grabbing her ass by the neck and pushing her back against the bedroom room.

“I just told you that Jayden will hear you and you still wanna yell that shit out? Yes I had his fuckin’ head blown off? You wanted me to come to you and say that shit? What would that do Ebony? I told you I was going to handle it, know that when I say that I mean for good.” I gritted through my teeth before letting her go. Shaking my head I pushed her away from the door and walked out and down the stairs.

“Where are you going?”

“Go back upstairs Ebony, I’m not about to do this shit with you.”

“You’re mad at me because of something you did.” I turned around and looked at her.

“Ebony, I’m really trying to keep my muthafuckin’ composure and not put my damn hands on you. Just go upstairs! You wanna be mad at me over doing what the fuck I told you I was going to do then that’s on you. I’m not about to sit here and argue with you, I’m not for that bullshit man. Go upstairs!”

“Stop yelling at me Kaylin, nobody is mad at you.”

“I can’t tell, you call yourself trying to check me over that shit. Fuck outta here with this bullshit man.” I walked out the front door and I could hear her yelling and cursing my ass out but I wasn’t about to sit there and do that with her. Ebony likes to argue she likes to do that back and forth shit and I’m not about to do it with her. The nigga got his face shot off, oh fuckin’ well.

Ebony

“You’re wrong Ebony,” Mariah told me while we talked on face time. I knew I should’ve told Nicole, she would’ve understood where I was coming from.

“How Mariah? I’m just saying he could’ve told me something.”

“Why? For what?”

“What do you mean for what?”

“Why did you need to know what he was going to do? He told you he was going to handle it, the hell did you think that meant?”

“I don’t know but I didn’t know the nigga would end up dead behind it.”

“Ebony, you always talk about how you want him dead now he is and you’re not happy about it. I’m mad confused, why do you care if Quan is dead?”

“I don’t I’m just…I don’t know man.”

“Ebony I’m going to need you to act like you know who the fuck your man is. Yes Kaylin is a legit business man but that nigga was in the streets before. You think Tristan’s ass be playing when he says he’s going to kill somebody?”

“No but-“

“No buts, those niggas are not a joke, I see you need to ask some questions about your nigga.”

“Who am I supposed to ask? What you want me to go around asking niggas what they heard.”

“Or you could talk to his sister ding bat. I swear to God you are a smart ass dummy sometimes.”

“What the fuck ever, what are you over there doing?”

“Nothing, I’m chillin’”

“How far along are you anyway?”

“Fourteen weeks, which means I have twenty six more weeks to go and I’m not about it. This shit is going to take forever.”

“You’ll be alright. What’s going on with the baby mama shit?”

“Man, that bird ass bitch there. This bitch keeps playing on my damn phone.”

“Playing on your phone?”

“Yes playing on my phone, calling me and hanging up like I don’t know how to track a number. Bitch don’t know I’m with the shit, I will find out everything. The last time she called I cursed her ass out, now she’s texting me on some stupid shit.”

“Like what?”

“Like trying to say she’s still fucking him and all this other nonsense. This bitch sent me a text saying oh he was in her bed, not knowing the nigga was right next to me snoring and shit. I really feel like knocking that bitch the fuck out.”

“Have you told Tristan?”

“No, I’m changing my number tomorrow. I would’ve been did it but I keep forgetting but I told Jayce I was buying her a new phone so I’ll just kill two birds with one stone.”

“I think you should tell him about that bitch.”

“Nah I’m good, I don’t need him killing the bitch. He already told her he would hurt her ass if she kept fuckin’ around. I’m convinced the bitch doesn’t like her life.” I shook my head silently thanking God I was going through that crazy bitch bullshit. I would end up killing somebody.

“How did she even get your number?”

“I don’t know, she probably went into Damien’s phone and got my shit. Thirsty ass bitch.”

“Sade hasn’t been a problem right?”

“Nah it’s like she vanished, I would love to think the bitch is letting this drama go but I know better. She’s probably somewhere plotting. Oh well fuck those bitches, I’m not even worried about them all that’s on my mind is my store. “

“Good focus on that, I need something to keep me busy.”

“What about your swimsuit line?”

“I mean I have that but shit is not going how I want it to go.”

“What do you mean?”

“My website is not ready yet, and until I have that set up I can’t really profit from anything so right now I’m just twiddling my damn thumbs until it’s done.”

“Well you know you can have some put in my store, once that opens that will bring in some money for you.”

“I’m not even worried about the money; I’m just trying to get this shit set. I already know I’m not going to make that much money right off the bat but this waiting shit is getting on my nerves. I’m about to just say fuck it and peddle my own shit to different boutiques.”

“That would be a smart idea, like I said I got you. I’m still cool with Sasha so she could probably help you get them in Nordstroms.”

“She’s the buyer right?”

“Yeah, I’ll hit her up for you.”

“Thank you,”

“No problem but enough about that, what you need to be doing is trying to talk to your man. Is he back?”

“Yeah he’s back and he’s in the damn basement where he always is when I get on his nerves. He was only gone for thirty minutes.”

“So go work that shit out with him Ebony. Stop being so damn stubborn.”

“I’m not stubborn,”

“You are stubborn, he didn’t have to tell you shit. You should’ve had enough common sense to know what he meant when he said it was going to get handled. Are you going to go to the funeral?”

“Hell no, I will slap the shit out of Wanda and her fat ass daughter if they even look at me wrong. I don’t have a reason to be there and I’m not bringing Jayden either. I wanted to slap that bitch when she called and asked me that shit.”

“She had a lot of balls to do that,”

“Really did, like I haven’t heard from your son or your punk ass in years but you want my son front row at a funeral for a nigga he barely knows. Nah, she just wants to show off so people can think Quan was this good person and father when it all reality the nigga was a fuckin’ deadbeat. She’s not using my son for a show, fuck that.”

“You know Giselle’s dumb ass is on Facebook acting all hurt and shit about that nigga.”

“Man fuck that bitch I blocked her ass. I want to slap Vanessa’s ugly ass for even posting that damn fight. Old raggedy ass bitch.”

“She fake as fuck we all know that, flat ass deflated ass titties. That bitch looks like Roger from American Dad for real. Ugly as fuck for no reason, shit don’t even make sense.”

“For real, bald headed ass bitch.” I laughed, Mariah is a clown. “I should’ve punched that bitch too.”

“I would’ve I still don’t like her ass. Fuck that bitch though, go talk to your nigga alright. Mine just came in and I know he’s going to be annoying.”

“Fuck you talking to?” I heard Tristan ask her.

“I’m talking to Ebony, mind your damn business.” She countered back.

“Oh word, wassup sis? I heard that nigga got his head knocked off.” Tristan shouted before laughing.

“Alright time to go, that was so fuckin’ uncalled for whether she hates the nigga or not. Dumb ass.”

“I’m just saying, fuck him though.”

“Yeah aight,” Mariah shook her head then chuckled. “I’ll talk to you later alright.”

“Aight,” We said our little goodbyes then hung up the call.

I sat there for a minute thinking about what Mariah told me when it came down to the situation with Kaylin. I understood where she was coming from and as much as I don’t want to admit it, she was actually right. I shouldn’t have gotten mad about him not telling me, the less I know about shit like that the better. I wasn’t even mad at him, I was mad at Quan’s retarded ass mother.

Wanda has never liked me and trust me the feeling was mutual. The only difference was I never pretended to like her. She used to try and smile in my face with the phony bullshit but I saw right past that. The bitch doesn’t like me, her daughter doesn’t like me either and I really have no fucks to give about it. I was actually surprised when she called my phone. I literally have not spoken to that woman in years. She’s never called me to even ask about Jayden or asked to see him. No birthday cards, Christmas cards no nothing. Oh but what she does do is peek on my Facebook page and steal pictures of Jayden and post them to her own like she gives a fuck about him.

Wanda is just a fake ass phony ass bitch and the bastards she raised are exactly like her. She really had the nerve to have her fat, non breathing, big mama from soul food looking ass on my phone crying about that deadbeat nigga and how she wanted Jayden to be around family at this hard time. Yo, I felt like I wanted to reach through the phone and choke her ass. She had to be fuckin’ playing with me. That had to be a joke. You never said anything to me or my son for years but you’re calling my phone talking about he needs to be at a funeral for a nigga he barely even knows? Get the fuck out of here with that foolishness, I cursed her ass the fuck out and I really don’t even care.

I already knew as soon as I hung up she was going to be calling Shaquanna. If I still lived in Jersey City I would be fighting damn near every day behind that bitch. Shaquanna has tried to fight me multiple times and failed. After she got her ass beat for the fourth time the bitch started bringing back up. I got jumped by her and her punk ass friends twice. The first time it happened I caught Shaquanna and beat the shit out of her. I had this bitches blood on the damn sidewalk, that shit was trailing behind her I whooped that ass so bad.

The second time they jumped me I caught every last single one of them by themselves and gave them that treatment. Now when those broads see me they cross the street or they don’t look in my direction. Shaquanna knows what it is too, she will never fight me again but she will be poppin’ shit on the books like she always does.

Those hookers had me so damn mad that I kind of took it out on Kaylin and he snapped at my ass. Kaylin has never put his hands on me before. When that nigga put his hands around my neck I knew I fucked up because Kaylin has a lot of patience. More patience than his friends that’s for damn sure. I really pissed him off and now he was in that damn basement. I could try to go and talk to him but I already knew the door was locked; he does that every time he gets mad at me. He says it’s because I don’t let him calm down I just keep going so he has to literally block me out. I think it’s rude but whatever.

Unlocking my phone I went to his number and called him. I expected him to either send me straight to voicemail or not answer at all, which was fine because I was just going to keep calling him until he picked up the phone. Surprisingly he answered on the third ring.

“What Hersh?” Hearing him call me Hersh made me smile a little bit because that meant he wasn’t that mad anymore.

“I need to talk to you,”

“You know where I’m at so why you calling my phone?”

“You lock the door when you go down there.”

“It’s not locked you can come down because I don’t even feel like moving right now.”

“Alright,” I ended the call then hopped up and went downstairs. When I went into the basement I looked around impressed. He really had this bitch decked out. He had a pool table, big screen TV, fully stocked bar. He had it looking like a legit sports bar down here.

“Come sit down,” He told me so I went and sat next to him. “What’s up?”

“I’m sorry for coming at you like I did. I shouldn’t have but I don’t like being left in the dark about stuff.”

“I get that but know that if I do keep something from you it’s not about me trying to be sneaky it’s because I feel like the less you know about it the better. When I say I’m handling something, that’s what I mean.”

“Alright and I get that but now, but you could’ve let me in on what you meant when you said that. You know the cops are going to question you right?” The last thing I am is dumb; the police was for damn sure going to come to Kaylin about this. They just got into a fight at the club not even that long ago, plus it’s no secret that Kaylin’s name holds a lot of weight. They were going to come, it’s just the question of when.

“I know, but they don’t have any evidence so who gives a fuck.”

“I just want you to be careful alright, that’s all I’m saying. I don’t want any problems.”

“Hersh, I’m not new to this, you are.” He chuckled then licked his lips. “Trust me, there will be no problems. I have lawyers for a reason baby, don’t worry about it.”

“Alright, I’m going to trust you. You know you choked my ass earlier.”

“I didn’t choke you, you could breathe. You just gotta know when to leave me alone Hersh, I’m not trying to do that look what you made me do bullshit but I’m trying and I know you see me trying.”

“Yeah I know,” I shook my head. I get on Kaylin’s nerves a lot. I mean a whole lot, my mouth is serious and I don’t really blame anybody but my mother for it.  “I’m sorry I’m going to try and relax with what comes out of my mouth but I never really had to before. My mother always cursed my father out, the only other man I’ve been around is my brother and that’s my brother so we always cut each other up. As far as Quan was concerned, he was a bitch so I talked to him like the bitch he was. That was his fault not mines.”

“I’m not your brother or your father and you are not your mother. I’m not that bitch ass nigga that got you pregnant; I’m a grown ass man. Your man so you need to watch your mouth. You keep playing with me your little ass will be getting some shit you aint ready to handle.”

“There is nothing you have that I’m not ready for. I’ve had it plenty of times remember.”

“Oh I definitely remember.” Smirking Kaylin reached out and grabbed my legs before picking me up and placing me on his lap. “You better stop fuckin’ with me.”

“I’m not thinking about you nigga.” I pushed him back then got off the couch. “I’m about to get in the shower, I don’t feel like cooking so if you’re hungry you better make a sandwich or warm up some leftovers. Jayden ate the food from last night so make it do what it do bruh.” I smiled at him then went all the way upstairs to our bedroom.

After kicking my slippers off I went to the bathroom and got in the shower.

Once my whole body was wet I let out a deep breath. After being irritated for majority of the day a hot shower is what I needed to keep me sane. As soon as I got out there was a blunt with my name on it. I didn’t smoke that much but tonight was definitely one of those nights.

I had just grabbed my bottle of cucumber melon body wash when I felt hands on my waist making me jump. Turning around I sucked my teeth when I saw Kaylin standing right there laughing.

“That’s not funny. You scared the shit out of me you dummy,” I spat rolling my eyes.

“I’m sorry ma, you’re right it’s not funny.” Kaylin grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him. Before his lips could touch my skin I pushed him back.

“Nah man, get out, you got my heart going crazy. That shit wasn’t funny,” I was dead serious. I hate when people sneak up on me and he knows that. I hate being scared that shit is worse than crying to me.

“What you mean? I’m trying to wash my ass,” He chuckled.

“You a damn lie, you don’t have to touch me to do that. This shower big as shit.” I told him. The shower in Kaylin and I’s bathroom is huge; the shit is the size of a spacious walk in closet. He had no reason to be so close.

“Shhh,”

“Don’t tell me to hush me. Why are you in here? Get out.” I said and he just looked me up and down with his bottom lip lodged between his teeth.

“You really want me to get out?” He asked getting closer to my face.

“Yes I want you to get out.” I lied. Instead of doing what I told him to do he tucked his face into the crook of my neck. He wrapped his arms around my waist all the while kissing and sucking on my neck. “Kaylin,” I whispered and he looked me in my face. The look on his face alone was making my heart go crazy. I don’t think this nigga understands how sexy he is without even trying. The intensity in his eyes had my body temperature going through the roof.

“Give me those lips.” He said kissing me softly. He slipped his tongue into my mouth as the grip he had on my waist got tighter. When he broke the kiss he put his lips against my neck.

“You love me?” I heard Kaylin ask.

“Do you really have to ask that question? It’s apparent isn’t it?”

“I know what I see but I want to hear you say it.” Grabbing his face I made him look me in my eyes. “I love you.”

He moved my hair out of my face then leaned down to kiss me on the lips. I grabbed the sides of his face in my hands and deepened the kiss. “I love you too,” He smiled before kissing me again.

Kaylin picked me up and gripped my thighs in his hands before wrapping my legs around his waist. I was kissing and sucking on his neck when he slid himself inside of me.

“Ssss-fuck Ka-Kaylin!” I whined loudly. It doesn’t matter how many times I have sex with Kaylin, it always feels like the first time. I could never get fully used to his size, or not to the point where it doesn’t drive my ass nuts whenever he slides that shit in. “Shit, go deeper baby.” I said and he did just that. I felt him hit my spot making me cum instantly.

“Shit girl, ride this shit.” He grunted going harder and deeper with each word.

“Oh fuck!” I screamed out and I heard him let out a laugh.

“Take this dick baby.” He pulled out some then slammed me down on his dick repeatedly.

“AHHH SHIT KAYLIN!” He grabbed my hair and pulled it making my head go back.

“Who?” He asked going deeper while he left passion marks all over my neck.

“D-daddy!” I called out and he pulled out of me and let my legs down.

“Turn around baby.” He said and I did. He slid in me from the back gripping my waist. He stroked me slowly all the while pulling my hair. He brought my body up and kissed my neck. “I love you Hersh,” He left a gentle kiss on my cheek before gripping the back of my neck and slamming himself inside of me. He was hitting my spot so hard and quick I thought my legs were going to give out on me.

“Fuck Kay! Don’t stop ba-baby’ I moaned out as I put my hands against the wall and pushing my ass back on him meeting his strokes.

“Damn, keep that shit up.” He said and I kept doing it. He gripped my waist and stoked me harder but was slowing down at the same time.

“Baby I’m cummin!” As soon as I said that shit I regretted it. Kaylin doesn’t take that as a sign to slow down because I’m almost there. He uses that as a signal to kill all the function in my lower body.

Kaylin grabbed a handful of my hair and went balls deep inside of me. My stomach wasn’t in danger I swear it was like this nigga was in my throat he was so damn deep.

“Cum for daddy.” He said just as my legs started shaking and I felt myself release on him. “Shit I’m cummin too. “I tried to tell this nigga not to nut in me because I know I didn’t take my pill today but the way he was hitting my spot made it come out as a moan so I know he paid it no type of attention. “Shit!” He grunted.

“Kaylin!” I screamed as I felt him release inside of me. He held my waist tight then kissed the back of my neck. “Fucking around with you I need to get the damn shot. I didn’t take my pill today. Why can’t you just listen and pull out?”

“Why would I do that? I’m good and so are you.”

“No I’m not good, I have a kid and you have a newborn. We don’t need a kid right now.”

“Hersh you do what you feel is right for your body aight. If you want the shot, get the shot or get something else. Hell, take the Plan B pill, it’s up to you. Just know that I’m not pulling out, you got my  dick locked up like a vice grip and you expect me to pull out of that slippery shit? Nah you buggin’.You don’t want any more babies right now, I respect that but you should go and handle your handle because I’m not pullin’ out or strapping up. Got it?”

Instead of answering I kissed him on the lips then washed him up. After he washed me up he got our towels, wrapped one around his waist then wrapped one around my body before carrying me out to our bedroom.  He laid me on the bed then dried both of us off. Once he rubbed lotion down his body he grabbed my cucumber melon body lotion and rubbed my entire body down.

Kaylin gave me one of my PINK pajama short sets and I put it on. He grabbed a blunt from the draw then we went out on the balcony our bedroom. When he lit the blunt and took his pulls he looked at me with a smirk on his face.

“What? Why are you looking at me like that?”

“You really love a nigga that’s why,” He put his arms around my waist and rested his head on my shoulder. “You know I love you more than anything right?”

“Yeah I know,”

“The only thing I’m worried about is you and my kid. Know that everything I do is for y’all I’m not out here bullshitting. You know I’m not so you need to stop trippin’ when I don’t tell you something.”

“I understand that Kay, I get it and I’m sorry about that shit earlier. I know you did it for our protection.”

“Exactly, I will get rid of anything or anybody that even feels like it could be a threat. I’m not about to worry about burying you or one of my kids behind some bullshit.”

“Right, and I don’t want to bury you either or be visiting you in a damn prison. That’s the reason I was upset, I don’t want anything happening to you.”

“Look at me Hersh,” I turned around and faced him. He grabbed my face with his hands and pecked me on the lips. “I’m not leaving you alright? That’s never going to happen. I’m always going to be here for you and my kids. That’s my word, I promise you.”

I didn’t even say anything I just put my arms around his waist resting my head on his chest. A part of me was nervous about this shit and I was praying nothing went wrong but if Kaylin tells me to trust him. That’s what I’m going to do. Daddy got this.