#so imma just spend the next however long doing the anxiety doom spiral of embarassment bc a) false alarm at 10:30 on a saturday
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#wellllll#carbon monoxide alarms (plural!) went off and fortunately it was a false alarm#like i fully understand that#but i had a migraine from my double vaxs yesterday and my apartments an absolute mess and i can't get my meds bc theres a national shortage#so imma just spend the next however long doing the anxiety doom spiral of embarassment bc a) false alarm at 10:30 on a saturday#(still a good thing in the scheme of things) and b) even im embarassed by my apartment but the executive dysfunction and anxiety#are a real sonofabitch#and the more i try to settle down for the night the more i keep remembering parts of the mess to be embarassed about#like it's nice that 9-1-1 is so compassionate about their call victims#but i'd be too embarassed to ask somebody about it bc it draws attention to it and then that defeats the point#like the whole video thing of “don't tell people not to mind the mess in the background bc 95% of them won't notice until you point it out”#but like real life#also im p sure this house is the one that would come to my work in the case of an alarm so...yaknow#anyways#gonna go try not to shrivel up of embarassment at ass o'clock on a saturday#thank god my next appt is this week#fuck i need my meds back
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