#so ig i just learned to either tap out rhythms with my fingers (bc foot tapping was also a no) or conduct | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

kalach-cha · 1 year ago

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probably the funniest thing about me that ppl online don’t know about me is that i conduct when i’m nervous. i’m damn near always listening to music when i’m in public to block out other sounds so if you see my right hand moving oddly but in a pattern. yeah. im conducting something you can’t hear

#i didn’t really notice this abt myself until i caught someone staring at me bc of it #i don’t hum under my breath and i don’t sing along to stuff bc i would get in trouble for it as a kid #(unless i was with my bio dad bc he liked the sound of my voice and would even ask me to sing sometimes)#but with my mom and stepdad? i was repeatedly told that it wasn’t a good thing to hum or to sing in the shower or the car #not even humming in my own room was allowed really #so ig i just learned to either tap out rhythms with my fingers (bc foot tapping was also a no) or conduct #michi.txt

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