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So I'm gonna keep it a buck--I will still pretty much draw whatever I want whenever I want LOL. But it's been super fun and really nice having you guys around to share my obsession with! đ„čđ I'd love to know your thoughts about what you'd like to see from this blog in the new year :) And feel free to comment below! It's fun to share ideas and shoot the shit with y'all~ đ„°đ
#this is my financial recovery year#so was last year lol#i had a pretty fun and expensive couple years accruing credit card debt lol#so i'm sure i'll be in the house a lot again this year instead of going out#which has proved to be really fun actually!#god i miss going out tho...#BUT IT'S FINE I WANNA GET BETTER AT DRAWING :D#maybe i'll go to a con this year that would be sick
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FEATURING : Itoshi Sae, Michael Kaiser, Oliver Aiku, and Itoshi Rin
ABOUT : Them as your long distance fiancé, which will unexpectedly becomes your husband in near time. In which you kept your pain, because you couldn't have the right time to tell them about you and your baby.
Note : These are short scenarios for each characters, I was inspired by the song "When She Cries" by Restless Heart. Enjoy reading!
=ÍÍÍÍâłâ„ Itoshi Sae
â You breathed heavily, as you felt nauseous all of a sudden. Timing, your fiancĂ© Sae called. "Hello? Honey! How are you? Currently in Barcelona Airport, I was gonna surprise you that I was coming home, but I couldn't seem to decide what to bring, so gotta tell you instead! How's our new house in Londonâ? H-hello? Baby? Are you there?" You couldn't respond as you were already in the bathroom puking on the toilet.
"Honey! Hello? Are you okay? Hello?" He kept bugging but you were already in the urge to grab a pregnancy test and took it quickly "Honey, this isn't funny. I hear some rattling in the background, what are you doing?"
You gasped as you saw the results. "Positive." You sternly spoke "Positive? What do you mean posâ oh. Oh. My. Gosh. BABY! PLEASE REST! I'LL BE HOME 6 HOURS IN TIME, PLEASE BARE WITH ME!" You suddenly cried because you couldn't bare the pain you're feeling right now.
Shit. Don't tell me she's..
â Timeskip â
Sae came home just in time, he was carrying a lot of stuff, but he dropped everything except a bottle of water and some pills.
"BABY I'M HERE! I KNEW I HAD TO TRAVEL BACK TO YOU FOR A CERTAIN REASON! I just had a feeling.." There you laid on the corner of the bed, still feeling nauseous.
"Sae, b-baby, I'm.." You stuttered. "Shh.. I know, I'm here. I got water, and some pills to reduce the nausea you're feeling."
He knelt down towards your belly level "So you're coming soon huh? Better take care of your mom here, she's getting dizzy and sick, I don't want that you know" You slightly chuckle "Love, you're so weird." You stated.
"Oh, if I'm weird, I wonder how the little one will be- I'll be teaching this little buddy how to play soccer the moment they come out- but- what if it's a girlâ EVEN BETTER!" He ran around the room like a kid full of excitement, this wasn't his typical way of acting, but he was way too excited to be a father. You suddenly cried, "Baby, hey, why are you crying? I'm here now!" He gently sat next you "I-" You sniffled "I thought I was going to suffer alone.. I thought you wouldn't come back.. I thought I would end up being a single mothâ"
"Shh" Sae placed his index finger on your lips, signaling you to no longer continue "Honey, I'm here. You're not suffering alone, You won't be taking care of this baby alone. I've been out of the country because of my career, but now, I can set aside my soccer career. Taking care of you and the baby is much more important, don't worry. I've cancelled all my schedules, I'm free the whole year. If I needed to go back to Spain, I'll make sure you'll come along this time. At least I can keep an eye on you" He pecked your forehead as reassurance.
"I will never leave you, so don't cry, it hurts seeing you cry and suffering with pregnancy. I love you okay?" He kissed you once again and you nodded as you felt reassured everything was alright.
=ÍÍÍÍâłâ„ Michael Kaiser
â You and Kaiser were happily talking with each other through the phone, as you were sipping tea in your balcony floor, admiring the view from there as you talked with the love of your life.
"Once our final game is done meine liebe, I'll come home straight to you and we'll binge watch your favourite series the whole night, how does that sound? Hmm?" His voice muttered from the other end of the phone "I'd love that schatz, I'll be waitâ" "Baby? Liebe? Hello? You were saying?" Kaiser's eyes widen as he heard vomit noises from the end of your line "Baby? Are you okay? Hello?" Your voice echoed the bathroom as you cried, you hated the feeling when you puke, it was the worst "Liebe? Are you vomiting?" Kaiser was already too worried "Baby I think I'mâ" You continuously vomited. "Ahh!! Where's the pregnancy test?" You yelled.
"Pregâ PREGNANCY TEST?!?! SCHATZ DON'T TELL ME.. Fuck." He ended the call immediately.
You didn't noticed he ended the call because you were too stunned from what you saw right in front of you.
"P-positive? No way.. It can't be.. He's still away for three months.." You felt nauseous once again and went back to the toilet seat to puke.
â Timeskip â
"Shit, shit, shit" Kaiser cussed as he was packing stuff in his luggage. "Michael? Where are you off to?" Ness barged in without notice "I'm going back to Germany." Kaiser coldly spoke "Huh? But our training has not completed yet- besides, what's the rush? You told your fiancé that you'll be back after three months."
"Correction, my wife. And she needs me, soccer can wait. Tell Ego, I'm heading out, I'll make it all up, but cannot promise as well. For now, my liebe needs me." Kaiser seriously stated as he finishes packing.
"I'll be going now, tell Yoichi he's in charge now, ciao!"
"I- but-" Kaiser didn't let Ness finish and he slams the door from behind. Ness sighed "It's like he's having a baby or something-" He just shrugged and went off to tell everyone what happened.
â Timeskip â
Kaiser arrived just in time. He unloaded his luggages and extra stuff from the back of his car "Gosh, I hope these stuff will help her.."
He arrived towards your room, he sees you resting peacefully in bed. He caressed your cheeks and kissed your forehead "I'm home meine liebe." He scanned around the room, and saw your leftover tea outside the balcony, and he took it and closed the unclosed sliding door from the balcony.
He surveilled the bathroom as he saw what a mess it was, and he saw a pregnancy test lying on the bathroom counter "Fuck, it's positive?! YAHOO!!" His loud voice woke you up.
"Micha?" You swore you heard a familiar voice. "Liebe!" Your ears rang as you heard it clearly.
You jumped from startledness as Kaiser came out the bathroom with the pregnancy test in his hand. "SCHATZ?!? WE'RE HAVING A BABY!!!?" He jumped for joy as he immediately pounced himself in bed with you kissing you non-stop.
You suddenly cried. "Liebe, why are you crying? I'm here!"
You suddenly laughed "Micha.. It's just that, I thought you would come back much more later.. I did not expect you to come home so early.. I'm overwhelmed.." You spoke lightly.
"Oh my sĂŒĂer Schatz, I can already sense, wait no, I felt you were in need, especially you're carrying our mini us. It's unacceptable if you're suffering alone" His words made your tears fall "Aww Micha.."
"Now now, you want ice cream? As soon as I landed, that was the first thing I bought for you" He proudly said, which made you laugh "That's the pretty smile I wanted to see, now I'll go get it okay? I'm sure little one wants one too hmm?" He spoke to your belly. He kissed your tummy and your lips "Ich liebe dich, schatz. Remember that. I'll go grab the ice cream and extra snacks and we'll watch the series? Like I promised" He winked at you as he left the room to grab the food he mentioned.
You simply laughed, too lucky to have loving fiancé, or should I say, husband, and a father of your future child.
=ÍÍÍÍâłâ„ Oliver Aiku
â You were cooking ramen for your dinner, as a way to stop your stress over your fiancĂ© Oliver Aiku. He was quite a pain in the ass, but, despite your fiery anger towards him, deep inside you were wishing he would show actions as a proper fiancĂ©.
As you were cooking, tears started to flow. Mood swings suddenly hit you out of the blue. You wiped your tears, turned off the stove and went to the dining room to eat. You were thinking your menstruation was coming up, so you didn't bother to worry.
You were alone, as usual. Aiku has been very busy with his soccer career, and he's always either with Shidou or Sendou. You didn't mind because both were also your friends and constantly updates you wherever they are when Aiku couldn't.
Sendou sent a voice message using Aiku's number saying; "Hey Mrs. Aiku~ your fiancé is at it again, so many people interviewing your bae, what a busy man he is, don't worry, his fangirls won't be able to approach him because I lead them to me and Shidou instead! And damn they're hot!"
You simply let out a small chuckle as you were listening to their update, but at the same time you sighed, wishing Aiku himself would update you instead.
You left your phone open as you went to the kitchen to wash the dishes.
â Timeskip â
You came out the bathroom looking fresh as you just came out from showering. You were about to grab your novel to read when your phone rang, it was Aiku's number, you prayed it was Aiku who was calling this time, but sighed as you saw Shidou instead. "What now?" You let out a tone of annoyance "Hey bae! Just wanted to call on behalf of your hubby, he asked how were you?" Shidou spoke.
"Eh? He could've just told me directly- is he really that busâ" You paused for a bit, as you swore you felt a painful twist in your stomach "Really that what?" Shidou asked "I said is he really that busy to the point he couldn't ask me directâ" You paused again.
"Bae, if you keep on pausing on a wrong timing for fun- stop it, it's not funny" He sassily rolled his eyes "Wait- I need to go to the bathroom real quick.." You went to the bathroom and leaned your phone near the mirror, still on video call with Shidou.
"Uhm- bae? You goodâ oh my goodness-" You vomited and cried "I'm not feeling well Ryu.. I don't feel good.." You vomited once again "Oh shit- SENDOU!! CALL AIKU IMMEDIATELY! HIS WIFEY IS PUKING RAINBOWS AND SHIT-" Shidou panicked.
You cared less on what's happening on call, you couldn't think straight because your stomach really hurt and the nauseous feeling is taking over, you suddenly cried because of the pain your feeling right now "Shit, must've been the ramen that I ate.." You gaslighted yourself "Bae! When was the last time you had your period?"
You paused for a moment..
"NO! IT CAN'T BE!" You yelled as it echoed around the bathroom as you intensely find a pregnant test somewhere in the room.
"Bingo! Shit, this can't be." You groaned as you took the test.
Silence took over the atmosphere "Uh- Bae? Hello? Sendou! She's quiet!" Shidou panicked again. "Huh? Hello? Our beloved Mrs. Aiku! You good there?" Sendou asked from the end of the line.
You suddenly let out a sharp scream "DAMN WOMAN- CALM DOWN!" Shidou yelled back.
"I'M FUCKING PREGNANT.. IT'S POSITIVE!" You cried "Well shit, I'm telling Aiku, if he ain't listening I'm going to smack the shit out of 'em" Sendou spoke as Shidou ended the call.
You sat there in the bathroom floor spacing out, you soon started crying, knowing that Oliver wouldn't be able to be by your side during your pregnancy days. You sighed and suddenly felt nauseous once again and felt to urge to vomit once more.
â Timeskip â
The front door has been slammed open, with running feet speeding up the stairs.
"My beloved!" Aiku barged in the room, looking for an nauseous fiancé. He checked the bathroom and saw how messy it was, and the smell of vomit was still a bit humid.
"Shit. Where is she?" He scanned every corner of the room until he spotted you spacing out on the couch of the balcony, your eyes being lifeless looking. He soon felt guilt all over him.
He slowly opened the sliding door leading outside the balcony "Baby? I-I'm sorry... I'm here now.." Silence. Silence was the only reply he got from you. "Is it true? It's positive? I-I'm going to be a father?" Still silence.
He sadly sighed and knelt down to see your eyes "My love? Please, talk to me.."
Your eyes soon teared up "You're the one to talk." You replied coldly. "Baby, I'm at fault here I know, I just wanted to clarify if I'm gonna be a fathâ"
"WHO SAID YOUR GOING TO BE A FATHER? AFTER HOW YOU TREATED ME?" Aiku went silent. "You asked me to marry you and I said yes, and this is the treatment that I received?!! I feel the mockery Oliver.." You cried.
Oliver gulped "I'm sorry okay? I've been so busy, relying that I finally got a soon-to-be wife, but I forgot to give time.." Your tears continuously flowing.
"Hey baby, don't cry, it's not healthy for the baby.. I don't want to harm you and our child.. You want me here? I'll do it. I'll sacrifice my soccer career. I'll be a proper husband and a father." He stated.
"All you do is talk. Not a single action shown." You replied with a weak tone, tears still flowing.
A few seconds you felt surprised because Aiku is now carrying you in bridal style "Hey! Put me down!" You demanded "You said wanted some action, I'll show you what I just said, I mean it. Again, I'm sorry my baby, can you forgive me?" He asked in a pleading tone.
"Make me." He suddenly kissed you, a soft and warm kiss, which melted your heart. He pecked your cheeks, nose, and forehead after "Now can you forgive me?" You chuckled. "Fine, but I'm still mad at you. I only ate ramen for dinner just so you know." Aiku's eyes widened.
"Am I hearing it right? Ramen?! I don't think so, that's not healthy for the baby. I'll make you soup, it's much more healthier" He demanded "Pfft- since when can you cook?" "Pardon me? I can cook, I just couldn't show you because I was too busy, now I'm here, you'll know" He winked.
You couldn't help but to giggle over his cheesy expression.
A few minutes passed he came with the soup as promised "Here my love, served warm and tasty~" He said as he sat next to you on the bed. He soon fed you spoonful of the soup "Mmm! Tasty indeed! Wow honey, you do cook! Cook for me some time please!" You praised "From now on I'll cook for you everyday!" "Promise?"
"Promise."
â Timeskip â
Shidou and Sendou arrived with extra foods and drinks, "You almost lost the keys- we could've been locked outside-" Sendou said "Eh- they're here anyway, they can open up for us" Shidou replied.
"What if they're asleep-" Sendou added as he placed the paper bags filled with foods and drinks. "Nah they're still up, LOVEBIRDS WE'RE HERE!" Shidou yelled.
"Oh for crying out loud Shidou keep it down!" Sendou spoke sternly as they went up the stairs.
"I told you they're stillâ awake.." Shidou lowered his voice as he approached your room "See what I mean-" Sendou stated.
You and Aiku were comfortably sleeping in bed cuddling and Aiku continuously caressing your hair. Aiku slowly opened his eyes and spotted his friends and did the "shh" expression, as a sign to keep it down.
Both gave him a thumbs up and Shidou quickly took a pic of you two peacefully resting and swiftly went back downstairs.
Aiku had enough of his friends mischief, he checked up on you and saw you calmly resting, a smile plastered on his face.
"I'm never hurting your precious soul again.." He whispered and gently gave you a peck on the forehead, and he gently went back to sleep.
=ÍÍÍÍâłâ„ Itoshi Rin
â You finally rested as you've just finished your spring cleaning. You let out a sigh, opening your phone with no notifications from him.
"As usual, no update from him.." You closed your phone and decided to read a novel to pass the time.
The novel you read made your tears drop as you relate to the main character of the story, having a cold and airy fiancé is quite hard.
You closed the novel and stared at the ceiling blankly. You thought of something on how to get Rin's attention. But you suddenly remembered, he still has that caring and loving side. Suddenly your phone popped up an notification, it said;
Rin : [ Hello love, I'll be coming home later in the evening, what do you want for a souvenir? ]
You let out a small chuckle, you seemed so contented and happy from a single notification from him.
Your brows suddenly furrowed, as you felt nauseous and weird, you tried to brush it off with a smile. But as you were replying, that uneasy feeling came back again.
You felt the urge to vomit so you quickly went to the bathroom and threw your phone to the bed, but as you threw your phone out of impatience, you accidentally pressed the call button.
But, Rin immediately answered it. Which was a miracle, but he wasn't the type to really ignore you, he proposed to you for a reason, he loves you.
"Hello? Darling? Uhm- your camera seems to be facing the ceiling-" Rin felt confused "So- uhm- about my question- you kept typing, I expected a long message butâ" He paused as he heard a vomit from the end of your line "Honey?!" His tone suddenly changed "Hello?!?" He kept calling your name but no response, instead he keeps hearing you vomit from a distance.
"Shit, never knew this time would be coming.." He said as he ended the call.
On the other hand, you tried to gasp for air. You couldn't help but sob "What is going on with me?!" You cried.
You spaced out for a bit and vomited again.
You went back to bed to see your phone laying on the spot, you noticed some notifications, so you continued messaging Rin without knowing what happened before.
You : [ Anything Rin! I'll accept anything! Thank you for asking! Your presence is what I need the most tho :( ]
After messaging Rin, you decided to take a nap.
â Timeskip â
Rin finally arrived, barging in as if someone was chasing him. "Darling?!! I'm home!" He yelled as he placed all his stuff down and running up the stairs panting.
"HONEY!"
"AHH-" You gasped as you immediately sat up from your slumber "Rin?! What happened?!" You worriedly asked.
Rin ran towards you with a worried face "Are you okay? I brought everything you need" You suddenly felt overwhelmed as his actions were different so suddenly. "H-huh? Rin? Is everything okay?" You seemed confused.
"Oh my gosh" He grabbed a pregnancy test from his pocket "Here take this." He said as he assisted you all the way to the bathroom "What is this? H-hey!" He shuts the door for you.
A few minutes passed as he was walking back and forth from the bedroom, waiting for you to come out, when you did, he immediately checked up on you "So?"
You gulped "I-I'm.." You cried "Shh.. Hey.. Tell me" He sweeps a stray tuft of hair off your face so he could see you clearly. "I'm pregnant.." He went silent for a moment and gave you some space.
You were scared, so you silently cried.
"WOOHOO!! I'M FINALLY GOING TO BE A FATHER! I'M TELLING NII-CHAN!!" He happily yelled as he hugged you tightly.
"Why are you crying? Hey, I'm happy.. Finally.. I'm sorry if I couldn't be here in time.." He kissed your cheek.
You cried even more now, your a crying mess "I just wanted you here!! I'm so lonely in this huge mansion.." He suddenly chuckled "I'm sorry, you know there's a reason why I'm always away right?" You nodded. "I missed you a lot too, I'm just- not good at expressing on what I feel. I'm sorry.."
You went silent for a moment. "I'm sorry for not knowing that.. Why don't let's help each other hmm?" You suggested.
"That's a good suggestion darling, great timing. I won't be away for awhile, so I'll be here doing husband and father duties." He coldly stated, but you felt the care in his tone at the same time.
"I love that!"
"I love you." He said as he cupped your cheeks to kiss you warmly.
#blue lock#bllk#michael kaiser#bllk kaiser#blue lock kaiser#itoshi rin#rin itoshi#rin itoshi x reader#blue lock x female reader#kaiser x reader#sae itoshi#itoshi sae#sae itoshi x reader#oliver aiku#bllk aiku#aiku x reader#blue lock aiku
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Let It Happen (LH43) 1/3
Pairing: Luke Hughes x Fem!Reader
WC: 17k
If you're ready, all I mean is we could go, I've never craved someone's attention as much as yours.
General Warnings: an almost unbearable amount of sarcasm and snark, even more idiotic shenanigans, many affectionate empty threats of murder/violence, fluff, mentions of golf đ€ą, cursing and I'm pretty sure that's it for this half
A/N: in line with the general consensus lmao this has been split, part two will be posted as soon as it's finished (lol) but it's best read as one whole fic, it isn't a multi-part situation really!! it was originally supposed to be my submission for the eras tour fic challenge (hence the graphic I'm too attached to to change) but took a different direction to the song I was given, and I missed the deadline, and I pretty much listened to the secret of us exclusively while writing this whole thing. also dropping an overwhelmingly summery fic in december might actually be my brand. keep your eyes peeled for a christmas fic in july.
very special shoutout to shea @sleepretreat I made a random comment one day that luke gives seth cohen energy, and she fanned that flame like a full time job. ily shea!! I hope this lives up to any expectations and I owe a lot to your instigating!!
AS ALWAYS!!! never proofread!! I'll probably get around to it when the thought of a spelling mistake keeps me awake at night. and also!! please let me know what you think I am like a teeny tiny little plant that can only thrive under the constant shower of validation and you don't want me to wither and die do you? (Iâm kidding) (Iâm not)
You kind of, sort of, think you might hate summer.
You havenât always felt this way, though. Growing up, it had always been your favourite time of the year.Â
No school? Check.
Going on vacation, sometimes multiple, all expenses covered by your parents? Double check.
Getting to do all the cool things you donât have time for in the school year with all your friends? Concerts, festivals, beach days, bonfires on the evenings. Check, check and check again.
But 4 years ago, your whole world as you knew it was torn apart, and summers have never been the same, since.
A season that was once filled with light and companionship, never ending plans and joviality, became darker - isolated, getting yourself out of the house even if everyone else was busy, driving just to drive and making the best of your own company.Â
School ended up becoming your escape, especially since you had started college - your studies and the chaos of Greek life distracting you from the calamitous state of your home life, making new friends that became like family and sticking to them like glue, where possible, clingy and possessive to the point of ruin, almost - and so the lack of it in the summers now actually sends you into some sort of warped spiral.
Itâs manageable in the winter and spring, the breaks no longer than a few weeks at a time, but going home for summer is somewhat of a nightmare.
Itâs hard to go back, hard to ignore the mess your mind has become when itâs just you and your mother - or, you, your mother and whatever bottle of pinot sheâs 3 glasses deep into at any given time of the day - and youâre sat in a house thatâs a cold reminder of the warmth that once filled it.Â
But when Ellie - your best friend since moving to college, the girl who took the sister part of sorority sister to the next level at all possible opportunities over the years - found out youâd put your name down to be the caretaker for your sorority house instead of going home, she had put her foot down on your summertime sadness session.
Which is how you end up moving into her family home - spending the first few weeks integrating yourself into their routine while trying to grip desperately onto some form of your own - trying not to get too used to the feeling of such a big family when you know it wonât be forever.
You braid her little sisterâs hair everyday, kick a soccer ball around with her little brother when he needs someone to stand in goal, wash the dishes with her mom, talk sports with her dad, and before long, you blend like a chameleon into their dynamic.
You pick up a summer job at the country club to cling back onto your independence. Your commute provides the solitude and quiet youâve grown accustomed to in the years before, a bus journey through town with headphones on, watching the scenery and admiring the greenery until you get to work, donning your navy blue polo and tucking your little notepad into your hip apron as you serve tables at the clubhouse restaurant and bar.Â
Itâs a much needed escape from Ellie, if youâre honest.
You love that girl with all your heart, appreciate her housing you more than youâll ever be able to say, but if you have to hear her sit and mope about how hopelessly in love she is with Jack Hughes for even a second longer, youâre going to vomit. Or scream. Or both.
Jack and Ellie grew up together - their families close, Ellieâs dad best friends with Jackâs uncle, or something - and sheâs been into him since he had teeth missing - a point she loves to hammer home when it comes to you always listing that as one of his (many, if itâs up to you) cons. Considering his job, and the fact he already lost one, not too long ago, a toothless boyfriend seems like a massive ick, if youâre honest.Â
But Ellie is beyond reason when it comes to him. She worships the ground he walks on - talks about him non-stop, messages him every day, regales you with stories you, awfully, but realistically, couldnât care less about - and itâs the only real problem about living with her.
Even beyond the summer, you two had shared a room your first two years in college, still live in the same house - and itâs a year round problem.
But being unable to escape, having your days tied to close to hers, and knowing that itâs bound to be worse with proximity, Jack back in Michigan for the summer, himself, sheâs starting to drive you up the wall.
It wouldnât bother you if you had never met Jack, but the two of you donât exactly get along. Heâs rude, and self-absorbed, and had looked down on you the first time he ever laid eyes on you, and you really shouldnât let it get to you, but you do - the thought that your best friend is in love with an asshole, and that she wonât let you hear the end of it.Â
Wonât stop whining about how heâll never feel the same, or that she canât handle another summer of biting her tongue, of being around him, feeling the way she does, and not being able to do anything about it.
She deserves better.Â
Ellie has a heart of gold, and she deserves someone who handles it with care. If Jack Hughes doesnât like her back, thatâs his loss - but youâre kind of getting sick of telling her that.
Getting through a whole summer of it is going to be hard, you think, but itâs better than the alternative. Better than being entirely alone. So you put on a brave face, use work as your escape in the same way you usually do with school, and avoid blowing your top for as long as you can, suffering through the late nights and heart to hearts where Jack is the sole topic of discussion, and bask in the good stuff.
In the chaos of her siblings, in the closeness of her family, and the way theyâve welcomed you with open arms.
This summer could be okay, youâve just got to give it a chance.Â
Luke Hughes loves summer.
He loves being back home in Michigan, spending his days out on the lake, or making the trip out to parade around Ann Arbor, catching up with all his college buddies, making the rounds at all the UMich sporting events he now gets a VIP pass to thanks to his last name.
The routine of it all is familiar, and warming, and it restores a sense of normality that playing in the NHL for the past year has so brutally ripped from him, already.Â
He had enjoyed starting his summer overseas - making the team for the world championships and competing beyond the abysmal end to his rookie season - had enjoyed the time away from his brothers, if heâs honest. Quinn and the Canucks making it a few rounds into the playoffs, and Jack back home recovering from getting surgery on his shoulder - and itâs the latter he needed the reprieve from.
He does love living with his brother.
Jack looks after him in ways heâll never really be able to make it up to him for. He always has, Quinn has too, but ever since Luke got drafted to the Devils, Jack has helped him adjust to the chaos of his career without much fuss or hardship.
And he really is grateful for that.
But, God, can he be annoying.
Especially when it comes to his infatuation with his best friend, Ellie.
Jack and Ellie have always been close - despite the fact sheâs Lukeâs age - and grew up thick as thieves, spending summers together, especially when the family moved to Michigan, and Ellieâs family were just on the other side of town.Â
Heâs always been obsessed with her, even if it hasnât always been love - but these last few years have been different. Like a switch flipped in his head when Jack saw what Ellie was like when he came to visit Luke in his freshman year of college.
A version of Ellie that was no longer just his - no longer exclusive to their summer bubble, and lived in a world beyond lounging by the lake and hanging out with the Hughes family.
A version of Ellie who liked partying, liked schmoozing and charming everybody she came into contact with, liked being the centre of everyone elseâs attention, not just Jackâs.
And itâs that version of Ellie that has driven Lukeâs brother crazy, which has, in turn, started to drive Luke crazy. He talks about her non-stop, and it was those much needed weeks away in Czechia that almost had Luke forgetting just how stupid his brother has gotten about the whole thing.
Until he came home to Michigan, and Jack, in all the commotion with his shoulder, with ending his season early and starting his summer off alone, has worked himself into such a stupor about the whole thing that merely a week into his return, he has driven Luke up the wall.Â
Heâs grumpy, all the time - which leads to him being snarky, all the time. He huffs and puffs around the house so much Luke is starting to think he might need an inhaler, and he really canât take any more.
Not when heâs making such a show of his irritation, stomping around with heavy feet and slamming doors that donât need to be shut in the first place.Â
âWhat crawled up your ass and died there?â Luke frowns as he follows Jack into the kitchen upon his return from therapy, holding out for the doors he swings open with a little too much vigour so that they donât swing back into his brotherâs slinged-shoulder. âI thought the physio is going alright?â
âIt is,â Jack huffs, storming over to the fridge and yanking it open, the jars and bottles in the door clanking together in a way that makes Luke cringe. âIâm fine.â
âTell that to all the hinges youâre testing the limits of.âÂ
âDonât start with me, Luke, Iâm not in the mood.â
âYou just said youâre fine.â Luke rolls his eyes as he starts to scroll through his group chat with his friends from college, trying to check who said they might be free today to get him out of this vicious circle.
âItâs nothing.â
âClearly not.â Itâs interactions like this that confirm to Luke just how annoying Jack has become - because what reason does he have to be so evasive? Luke is handing him the opportunity to air out his grievances on a silver platter, and heâs rather slam cupboards and create creases in his forehead from frowning 24/7.
âFine, itâs Ellie.â
Luke wishes he never bothered asking, although he has been wondering why heâs been seeing way less of her already this summer. He had figured Ellie was away with family until he saw her at the gas station the other night - had watched from the car as Jack had what seemed like a heated conversation by the entrance.Â
âSheâs refusing to hang out with me.â
âHas she said why?â Luke asks, although he doesnât really care. Heâs just asking to get it out of the way in the hopes that Jack talking about it might lighten the load, might make his own life a little easier.Â
Itâs the bitter muttering of your name that captures Lukeâs full attention, his neck audibly cracking at the speed in which his head shoots up, no longer caring what could possibly be going on with the boys in the group chat.Â
âShe isnât going back to whatever fiery hell pit it is that she comes from for the summer, and sheâs staying with Ellieâs family, therefore Ellie isnât staying with us.â
Luke hasnât heard your name in a while. Not since he left college last year, not since he got caught up in the whirlwind life in the NHL, when a schoolboy crush on a girl he interacted with once in his entire college career became the least of his worries.
But one utterance of it has his spine straightening, just like it would have done just over a year ago.
Youâre in Michigan. Youâre at Ellieâs, on the other side of town. Youâre barely two degrees of separation from him.
âWhy canât Ellie bring her here?â Luke asks, throat dry and voice breaking so subtly that he hopes Jack doesnât notice. That could be fun. Would make up for the hell his brother has been putting him through since he got here.Â
Maybe a little glorious sunshine might finally get you to notice his existence. He wouldnât mind third wheeling Jack and Ellie if you were there, too. It would give him the perfect opportunity to prove heâs worthy of your attention - too shy and too scared to do so, back in college, but heâs different, now. Confident, almost. More sure of himself.
âShe hates me.â Jack huffs, âLast time we met she was giving me the stink eye all night.â
And of course it would be his brother to ruin his plans, yet again. Youâll probably hate him, too - a hatred so strong for Jack that it seeps through his entire bloodline, because Luke of all people knows he can be annoying like that.Â
âTrust me, she probably doesnât care enough to hate you,â Luke scoffs, not realising the spool of information heâs just given Jack to unravel.Â
âYou know her?â
âWe had a class together. I know of her.â
Not the truth, but not exactly a lie.
Luke knows a lot about you. Itâs borderline creepy, the observations he can still remember, even after so long.
He knows you like only like coffee if itâs iced, had seen you with too many clear plastic cups to count, had watched plump lips chewing at straws by the time you had finished the drink. He had even, one time, tried to zoom in on a picture of your order printed on the side in one of his many states of delusion where he had been trying to build himself up to ask you out.Â
He knows you can hold your own in an argument, had watched you debate with the best of them in your business comms class, has watched you shoot down most guys that approach you with a sharp tongue and even sharper wit, and has watched you take down a frat guy or two, usually in defence of your sorority sisters - who Luke noticed youâre the most protective of.Â
He knows you match your perfume to the colour of your outfit, had notice you smelled citrusy like lemons in yellow, floral like roses in pink, sweet like candy in purple, and clean like fresh cotton in blue.Â
He knows the pieces of hair that frame your face curl when wet from the rain. Knows you used to volunteer at the pool on the weekends it was open to the kids of the community, would teach them how to swim. He knows you listen to Taylor Swift and has heard you humming just about every song of hers he knows.
But he doesnât really know you - not on the level Jack is assuming, when his eyes widen and hope flashes across his crystal irises.
âYou know how Iâm your favourite brother?â
âNo,â
âAnd I let you live with me all year?â
âMy nameâs on the lease.â
âMaybe you could talk to her for me?â
Luke sighs, shoulders heavy and eyes rolling practically to the back of his head. âI already told you, I donât really know her like that.âÂ
âCâmon, you could at least try! Iâm dying here, Luke! Sheâs hogging all of Ellieâs time, and she wonât give me the time of day if I try!â
If only Jack knew how much time youâd ever given Luke, he wouldnât be asking him such an absurd request.
Youâre so out of his league, it isnât even funny. He probably couldnât convince you to light a candle in a power cut, much less to give his annoying brother a shot to prove himself.
âYouâre wasting your time, Jack,â Luke responds, âIâm gonna meet Dylan at the club. No, you canât come.â
And by the time Luke makes it out to his car, heâs relieved to have ditched that conversation, entirely. He knows whatâs waiting when he gets home, what his brother is going to be like for the next few months to come, but a temporary relief is all he needs.
He had already been planning on getting a few late morning holes in at the club, and meeting up with Dylan had been a white lie, needing some alone time away from Jackâs incessant whining to think about how he was going to survive the summer - and seeing you on your break, perched on the edge of the fountain in the courtyard by the clubhouse bar, basking in the sun and talking with your co-worker, he feels like he might have just struck gold.
Since when do you work here?
He supposes since you decided to spend your summer with Ellieâs family - it only makes sense. Ellie doesnât live too far from the club - not as close as the lake house, but closer than Ann Arbor, at least. Sheâd worked in the club shop last summer, even when Jack insisted heâd pay for whatever she needed while she was staying with them - had said it was nice to pass the time with something else while they all went off doing whatever - and he assumes youâre doing the same.Â
Itâs the first time heâs seen you in a while, outside of coming across your pictures on his Instagram feed occasionally, or the flash of your figure in Ellieâs stories.Â
He had thought that, after the year heâs had, heâd be over schoolboy crushes like this - would be over the way his breath catches just at the sight of you, over the way the hairs on the back of his neck prick up and stand to attention, over the way his throat goes dry as he watches your eyes crinkle from afar, watches your lips curve up into a heart-stopping grin.
But itâs like heâs picked up straight from where he left off at the end of his college career, pining after you from afar with hearts in his eyes and feet that start to shuffle at just the thought of approaching you.
If heâs going to do this, though, he needs to be clever about it, he thinks.
Approaching you on your break, limited to the amount of time he can use to put his point across, wasting yours, doesnât seem like something that will work.
Which is how he finds himself bypassing you completely and walking straight into the bar, offering a friendly nod to the guy stood at the front of house, and letting him point him toward the right section to be served in.Â
It isnât long before youâre in front of him, sidling up to his booth, and he had almost forgotten how pretty you are up close. Hair clipped up with loose strands framing your face, chewing at your plump bottom lip as you scribble on your notepad to get your pen to work. And your honeyed voice settling deep in the pit of his stomach, warmth spreading throughout as you introduce yourself, like he has no clue who you are, and tell him youâll be his server, âWhat can I get for you?â
âFive minutes of your time?â
The Luke that spent his college years obsessing over you might have stuttered - his voice might have broke, squeaked or choked in your presence - but while his throat does feel a little dry, heâs able to maintain his cool now, even when you look up from your scribblings to meet his eye. Maybe he can do this. Maybe he has matured.
His heart might jump in his chest, his mouth might tingle, his spine might stiffen, but he holds your gaze, hoping if you see a reflection of confidence that you might give him the time of day.
Heâs seen you interact with guys before, has familiarised himself with the ten-foot walls you have in place, has seen others fold and try find a long way around, but he thinks that maybe matching your energy is the way to break through.Â
Who doesnât love a shortcut?
Your eyes narrow back at him as pouted lips form around a response, looking him up and down before tilting your head, and coming back with, âI all of a sudden feel the need to inform you we do have security here,â you point the tip of your pen to the entrance, where he was greeted on the way in. âI meant a drink.â
âWaterâs fine,â his gaze flickers to the movement of your wrist as you click the other side of your pen, not even writing it down. âMaybe with a side of conversation?â
âIâll go get your water,â you offer a smile, and the insincerity of it does little to cool his bravado, even if you head off with mutterings of why do I always get the creeps?
He watches you as you make your way over to the bar, not creep-like whatsoever, and he channels the nerves that sneak up on him, now that youâre distanced, through fiddling with his fingers on the table, pinching at the tips of them when you glance back over your shoulder, probably telling the girl behind the bar just how lucky you were to once again get the weirdo in your section.
It surprises him how little he cares, possessing more of your attention now than he ever has before, and if he could tell the Luke from two years ago, who spent every shared Principles of Marketing class ritualistically watching you chew on the end of your pen, that heâd be able to make eye contact without dribbling and breaking out into full body sweats, heâd have lost his mind.
He embodies a strange level of dislocated arrogance that manifests itself in his body language, sinking into the booth with arms outstretched across the back, a dangerous smirk teasing the corner of his mouth when you return, placing a pitcher of water down on the table and a glass with ice.Â
âIâm Luke,â he tells you, placing a hand on his chest and doing his best to ignore the thudding he feels beneath it. âHughes. Jackâs brother,â and when you look back over to him with a raised brow, he adds, âEllieâs Jack.â
âAnd whoâs Ellie?â You ask with a tilt of your head, your voice dripping in teasing sarcasm.Â
âFunny,â he quips, biting back the urge to call you what he actually means. He can hardly call you cute, youâd probably pour that water straight over him. âI went to UMich, we had a couple classes together.â
Your eyes narrow again, and he knows itâs an intimidation tactic, a way to make him feel smaller than heâs acting, shrinking him down to a version of himself you can stamp your authority on, but he finds himself being resilient for once, carrying on like he isnât affected.
He is. Massively, in fact. Just not in the way you probably want. Your indifference drives him in a way that presses into his spine, an inner voice pleading, notice me, Iâm breaking through!
âBaumanâs class, Business Comms, you sat in the second row, I sat in the third, you dropped your pencil one time and I-,â
âI know who you are.â
So heâs been yapping on at you for no reason? Fantastic.
He canât let his momentum slip, though, so he forces the corners of his lips into a victorious smile, and counters, âSo you know Iâm not a creep.â
âYou literally memorised my seat in a class from 2 years ago, soâŠâÂ
âI have a good memory,â heâs quick to defend, fighting the urge to let his eyes linger on your pouted lips.
âRight,â you roll your eyes, âWhat is it you want, again?â
âI came to talk about Jack and Ellie.â He nods to the other side of the booth, and has to roll his shoulders so that his chest doesnât inflate with misplaced hubris when you shuffle into the seat with a huff, discarding your notepad to the side as you level him with another raised brow.
âWhat about âem?â
âAbout how theyâre hopelessly in love with each other and doing nothing about it.â
âYou got hopeless right. Whatâs that got to do with us?â
Us. Oh, he likes that.
âIâm thinking they need a little shove in the right direction. And maybe we could be the shovers.â
You presses your lips together in faux-apology, a lopsided, patronising, adorable frown taking over your expression. âNo can do, I donât shove, Iâm a pacifist.â
âA nudge, then?â
He isnât giving up easy, no matter how much sarcasm you try to throw his way. You wouldnât have sat down if there wasnât something about this situation that irks you, too.
If Ellie is being only half as annoying as Jack is, he knows that youâre having a bad time of it. And youâre supposed to spending her summer with her - it canât be easy, having your friend constantly pining over someone and refusing to do anything about it, if anything, making it your problem.
âAre you here to eat or annoy me?â
âBoth,â he smiles, âI just figured a problem shared is a problem solved, and all.â
âHow profound.âÂ
âCâmon, you sat down, you at least agree theyâre into each other, and I know youâre staying with her this year, so I know youâve been getting the same grief I have.â
âIâve been on my feet 4 hours, I wouldnât look too deep into me sitting down.âÂ
âJackâs been moping around about her for years, I canât listen to it anymore, heâs all, sheâll never like me back, this, and, Iâll never find a girl like her, that,â he whines, imitating his brotherâs voice in the most annoying, high pitched tone he can muster, âI canât take one more breakdown of her snap stories, especially not if itâs all summer if sheâs not gonna be staying over, Iâm gonna lose my mind.â
âHow supportive,â the sarcasm in your bite does little to hide the beginnings of your smile, your glare softening into what he hopes is the start of some sort of bond, a shared feeling of exasperation. Finding your footfall in common grounds.
âItâs relentless, we canât go a single conversation anymore without him bringing her up,â he sighs, slumping into his seat, finally giving in to all the ways this is starting to grate on him. âI donât get why neither of them do anything.â
âYeah,â you sigh, too, relenting a little. âShe talks about him so much it kind of makes me nauseous.â
âHow supportive,â he mimics, nerve endings set alight when your eyes meet his over the table, and narrow in a different way, almost appreciative, almost respectable.
âCan it, Hughes,â you scoff, âMe even entertaining this conversation right now is support enough, Iâve had it in my ear for months about how she doesnât know how sheâll make it through another summer.â
âThatâs what Iâm saying. If we can get them together this summer, then weâre both better off. No more whining or crying or earaches for either of us.â
âIâd hope you didnât make your way out here with the mere promise of no more earaches, Luke.â He tries not to preen at the way you say his name. âWhatâs in it for me?â
âYou and Ellie can stay at our lake house.â He suggests, straightening up before he leans onto the table, elbows extending so that he can rest on them, âItâs closer to the club than her familyâs place, itâs gotta be better than having her siblings running around you all the time, I can even drive you to work when Iâm free, if you want?â
You blink at him slowly, as if to say, and? âSo I can stay at your glorified frat house, and you can be my chauffeur?â You ask with an unimpressed raise of your brow, before letting out a humourless scoff of, âWhat more could a girl want to do with her summer?
âWhat do you want?â He asks, leaning further forward.
âTo go back to work and not worry about strange guys propositioning me, funnily enough.â
Luke laughs, a deep, breathy laugh that rises from the depths of his chest and comes alive in an almost-bark, and he doesnât miss the way your eyes flicker to his mouth when it comes out.
This is fun.Â
Thereâs no way heâs letting you leave this table without agreeing - just the thought of one more singular interaction keeping him on his toes.
âWhy donât we make it interesting, then?â
âItâs about time you tried.â The quiver of your lip tells him everything he needs to know - and thatâs without the entertained glint in your eye that accompanies it. Youâre enjoying this, just as much.
âWe could make a competition out of it.â
âA competition?â You ask, with a curious tilt of your head.
There it is, he thinks. Interest: piqued. He practically has you in the palm of his hand. Who would ever have thought, the way to a sorority girlâs heart would be a friendly little wager?
âWhoever actually gets them together, wins.â
Itâs all he can think of in the moment - petulant and part-planned, but it seems to be enough.
âWins what?â You lean onto your elbows, your gaze levelling his as he mirrors your positioning, having to slouch a little further forward in his seat to meet your pretty eyes.Â
âWhatever you want.â He doesnât intend it to come out as low as it does, doesnât realise how close the two of you have gotten over the table, but he sees the flicker of something cross your features as your head tilts again, eyes still locked on his as yours begin to narrow, still just as pretty even when theyâre glaring at him.
âItâs what you want that concerns me.â
âDonât worry your pretty little head over it,â he jibes, watching the way your lips part in preparation of another witty comeback. âWhat do you say?â He asks, not giving you the chance, seeing the way it makes your skin crawl that you werenât quick enough, for once. âAre you in?â
You heave out a sigh, shoulders slumping - a tell-tale sign that youâre about to acquiesce - and Luke starts to feel his chest puff out in victory. This feels like a shut-out. It feels like the best performance of his life.Â
âYouâre gonna make me regret this, arenât you?â
âOh definitely,â he smirks, eyes tracking you as you lean back into the booth, retreating from him in defeat, a hand running through your hair as he promises, âYouâll warm up to me soon enough, though.â
âI canât see that happening.â
âI can,â he shrugs, leaning back too. âIâve been told Iâm inevitable.â
Luke can remember, like it was yesterday, the first time he ever saw you.
Freshman year, the week he moved into his dorm at Michigan, Jack had sent him across campus to check in on how Ellie was getting on. He had arrived with some extravagant gift basket in tow, plastic wrapped, a giant blue bow tied around the top and an assortment of snacks inside, and was left knocking for at least five minutes before you showed up.
âPlease tell me youâre not another stripper-gram.â
If his throat hadnât gone so dry all of a sudden, he thinks he would have had more wits about him to have questioned the use of another - a concept that had stuck in his head for weeks until he caught wind of a story of pledges for Pike being sent around campus and forced to lure girls to their house through way of humiliating song.Â
But God, you were pretty.Â
Siren eyes narrowed toward him, glossy lips pouted pensively, long lashes blinking impatiently as you awaited some kind of response that didnât come in the form of an open, drooling mouth.
âIâm Luke.â
âRight.â You had sighed, pretty eyes rolling at him. âYouâre blocking my door."
âOh, Iâm-,â he stuttered, immediately stepping to the side for you to come forward and insert your key into the lock. âDoes Ellie live here?â He asked, confusion etched into his features as he watched you swing the door open, turning in your place to look him over again.
âDepends whoâs asking.â
âIâm Luke.â
âSo youâve said.â
âI know her.â
âClearly.â
âThis is her basket.â
âDoes she need to sign for it?â
âNo, I-,â
âIâll make sure she gets it, thanks, Lu!â
And when you had taken the basket from his hands, he had been too distracted by the way your skin brushed against his to properly respond, or worry if you had called him that as a nickname or had already forgotten his name, entirely.
He then spent days thinking about you, looking for you - at parties, in the campus coffee shop, online, despite not knowing your name - trying to commit to memory the way your eyes had sparkled when looking his way, until his first Business Communications class.
He had been a little early, first week nerves playing out and his constant craving for positive validation coming to the forefront, and was watching the door waiting for the professor to arrive. He had been slouched in his seat, chin in the palm of his hand, foot tapping rhythmically against the floor, and he had almost given himself whiplash when you walked in.Â
He learned your name from there, learned a lot just from watching you in that class, but never really captured your attention.
And if the Luke that has been driving you to work every few days, who has been living with you for the past two weeks - who sits around the same dining table, laughs at the same jokes cracked when youâre all lounging around the house, sits out under the same sun, drinks from the same carton of orange juice in the morning - could tell the Luke that sat pining after you all that time, all the little ways in which heâs captured your attention lately, heâd probably have an aneurysm.Â
When you and Ellie moved in, Luke had been the only one allowed to touch your stuff - and thereâs a part of him that knows it was mainly because you enjoyed watching him work like a packhorse, hauling your cases up the stairs and dropping them in front of you with a huff, but thereâs a larger, more delusional part that thinks you preferred him to the others, maybe even trusted him.
Heâs taking credit for how quick youâve adapted to the dynamic of the house, too. Of all the different faces coming in and out - Quinnâs friends, Jackâs friends, his friends, sometimes even his parents. If youâre around, youâre pleasant. You abide by house rules, some of them stupid, but set by the brothers so long ago that they just work now - like no phones outside of your rooms so that you can be more present. You insert yourself comfortably into conversations, you form your own relationships with everyone - you and Quinn trade book recommendations, you and Jack bicker while Ellie mediates. You do your fare share of chores - laundry, dishes, cooking, even.Â
And heâs so caught up in just sharing space, just being around you, even, that for those first couple weeks, he forgets why you even agreed to be there in the first place.
At least, he forgets the incentive part - because he watches mindlessly as you interfere in Jack and Ellieâs dynamic, without a care in the world for the fact that it means heâs losing.
He watches you push one of them out of the way to claim whatever seat at the table or in the car forces them to sit beside each other. He watches you taunt Jack to just the right point where Ellie interferes, coos at him protectively and he melts into her affections. He watches you agree to plans he knows you wouldnât in a million years follow along with, just to get them together - and all he can do is admire how easy you make it seem.Â
He admires when you come out wakeboarding with the group, when you let him fasten you into a vest and donât flinch when his fingertips brush against bare skin. Watches you bite your tongue over the fact you just got your hair blow dried - a fact you have no problems relaying back to him when he drives you to work the next day, and youâre muttering in his passenger seat about lake water giving you frizz - just so youâre not dampening the mood.
And when you agree to tag along to the golf course on your day off, despite the fact itâs so close to work if could be considered triggering, and you stick by Lukeâs side so that Ellie can feign some sort of incompetence until Jack takes it upon himself to correct her form.
You stand by Lukeâs side, the two of you watching with mirrored expressions of almost-disgust as Jack wraps his arms around Ellieâs body, and send a shiver down his spine when you lean in for only him to hear as you say, âIâd ask if youâve put any more thought into what you want out of our bet, but I so have this in the bag.â
The bet.
Luke hasnât thought about it since that day in the restaurant, if heâs honest, but he had known what he wanted then.
Heâs hardly going to tell you, now, though.Â
If heâs ever going to take you out on a date, he doesnât really want to force your hand - not that he has a chance, heâs fallen so behind with this Jack and Ellie thing that it isnât even funny.
He needs to up his game, if only for the fact that youâll no doubt catch on to his lack of efforts, soon.
âI wouldnât be so sure,â he taunts, because itâs what he does best, âI have a few tricks up my sleeve.â
âAnd how long do you plan on keeping them up there?â You call him out so easily, tilting your head when his eyes meet yours, mischief highlighted by the sunshine that speckles in your irises.Â
âMaybe Iâm luring you into a false sense of security,â he shrugs, âMaybe Iâm letting you do all the heavy lifting so I can swoop in when those weak arms get tired.â He pokes at your side, basking in the way you scowl like you pertain any sort of threat to him.
He has you figured out, by now.Â
âI didnât have you pegged as being lazy, Hughes.â
âYou spend a lot of time thinking about me, huh?â
âYou wish,â you scoff, shoving when he dares to get too close, and itâs when Luke is biting back a full-blown grin that Ellie comes back over.Â
âThis sun is crazy, I think I left the sunscreen in the locker room and Jackâs nose is going all red, would you come back with me?â
You smile sweetly at your best friend and agree, only glaring at Luke over Ellieâs shoulder when sheâs distracted with saying her brief, temporary goodbyes to Jack, and once youâve turned and made your way over to the cart, he lets his eyes linger on your figure as you retreat.
The soft sway of your ponytail, the expanse of smooth skin along your legs, heâs completely hypnotised, and he needs to pull himself together, he thinks.
He tries to regain focus as he and Jack work their way through the next couple of holes, caddying their clubs around without the cart, and chatting mindlessly until Jack sighs heavily, like heâs been waiting to bring something up.
âI want to take Ellie out on the boat tomorrow,â He states as Luke tees up, resting on his club as he squints against the sun to watch his little brother, âJust the two of us, so we can talk about stuff.â
âSounds riveting,â the disinterest in Lukeâs tone is amplified by the lack of attention heâs giving overall, looking out across the green and trying to measure his swing before he takes it. âHave fun.â
âI was thinking Iâd need your help for it to work.â
âIâm not being your boat-butler again,â Luke scoffs, mind immediately going to all the times their parents would make Jack take Luke out with him and his friends, and all the times he was made to wait on his older brother hand and foot to make up for crashing his hang-outs.
âIâm not asking you to tag along,â Jack scoffs, âYou third-wheeling would be the ultimate buzz-kill. I thought you could be of use elsewhere.â
âYouâre making whatever it is sound so fun.âÂ
Luke takes his swing, driving the ball and watching it soar to his desired point with a hand shielding his eyes from the sun. Jack watches too, stepping to Lukeâs side to measure how far from his own ball it lands.
âNice,â he mutters appreciatively as the two of them load their clubs into their stand bags. âI need you to keep Regina George busy, distract her or something, sheâs stuck to Ellie like glue, itâs beyond annoying.â
If only he knew, Luke thinks, a worry in the back of his mind about how his brother owes more to you than he even realises.Â
âYou worried sheâs gonna make her see sense?â
Jack swats at his arm and rolls his eyes.
âIâm worried sheâs gonna ruin the good vibes like she usually does and I wonât be able to bite my tongue from saying something and looking like the asshole.â
Distracting you isnât the worst thing he could be doing with his time, Luke thinks. Itâs not like he has to go all out, youâll no doubt be hanging out around the house and the two of you can hang together. All he has to do is keep you off your phone. Shouldnât be too hard. Youâve adapted pretty well to mimicking the guys when it comes to staying off theirs.
It ticks off the box of trying to fight for a scrap of your attention. With no one else around, youâll have no choice but to entertain his company.
And it puts him in front of your little race - lending a helping hand to Jackâs plans to talk to Ellie is surely the same as getting them together. Itâs all falling so perfectly into his lap. He isnât being lazy.
But he canât let Jack know that, so he heaves out a sigh and offers a slow shake of his head for dramatic effect. âFine,â he groans, âBut you owe me. Big time.â
Youâre starting to find it harder and harder to pretend like you donât want to be at the Lake House.
If youâre being honest, you donât entirely know why youâre even trying to keep up pretences, but using your disinterest as armour has become like second nature over the years, and youâre hardly going to stop now.
Even if there are already so many little things about being there that are starting to wear you down.
Quiet, early mornings, for one - birds chirping just outside your open window, sun rays pouring in through sheer curtains that flow in the slight breeze, that light feeling that blows through your chest when youâre sat out on the deck behind the house with a fresh cup of coffee, looking out over the still lake and basking in the peace of it all.
And even when itâs not so peaceful, when the kitchen is full of bodies swerving around each other to try and throw together some sort of breakfast spread - pastries and fruit, bacon and eggs, various boxes of cereal on the counter. Quinn had even made a whole batch of pancakes one morning, and youâd be lying if you said you didnât come down every day since hoping to see him donning that same frilly apron that Cole had draped around his waist and working his magic with a pan.Â
Youâve never really been a part of such a full house. You had been an only child for so long - and by the time your parents split, and it was just you and your mom, on the days she wasnât already at work when you got up - and were so ingrained in your own routine in the morning that you think you might actually need the chaos to function better. The rush of bodies, the arguments over who drank the last of the juice, the bickering over whoâs turn it is to do the next grocery run - itâs a kind of entertainment you havenât been privy to in a long time.Â
Being kind of disconnected from everything else isnât as bad as you thought it would be, either. Youâre not attached to your phone, checking socials to see what everyone else is doing, to see if your dad has sent any messages yet this summer, and you find yourself connecting a little more with the people around you and leaving your family stress on the back burner. Youâre more focused on whatâs in front of you, and your relationships with other people. With Ellie, with some of the guys in the house, with your friends at work, even.
And itâs nice to be closer to work too. You donât have to rush around trying to make the bus - Luke has been keeping his word and driving you to the club most days, and where he canât, either somebody else has offered, or youâve just ridden one of the bikes in the garage that the boys said were free to use - the helmet hair is an easy fix when you have access to the locker rooms.
Itâs an adjustment, for sure, getting used to being in a full house. Especially this one - with a constant revolving door of faces, friends of the brothers switching out week by week to come and stay, departing just as youâve started getting to know them with a promise of dropping by again soon.
So far, youâre almost at double-digits for the names youâve had to memorise. Some of them you were already familiar with, guys from Michigan who you already knew or knew of, but others were more Jack or Quinnïżœïżœïżœs friends that youâd never had the pleasure of meeting before now.
Cole Caufield being one of them.Â
He had arrived a couple of days after you and Ellie moved yourselves in, closer to Jack than the other two brothers, you had noticed, and was going to be staying longer than any of the other visitors - having his own designated room in the house, similar to you girls.
You like Cole - heâs good fun, can take a joke unlike his supposed best friend, and has the kind of smile that almost gives you a buzz whenever itâs flashed your way. Your first few interactions with him were seemingly pleasant, despite Jack constantly in his ear with a hardened glare pointed your way and no doubt unsavoury words uttered. Cole would just shrug him off, laugh, meet your eyes and drop a wink your way - a gesture youâd usually squirm and cringe at, but Cole kind of pulls it off.Â
He joins in when you chirp Luke, too - which, if your honest, is your main source of entertainment since arriving, so your interactions with him grow day by day.
You havenât really spent any one-on-one time with Cole yet, though. You were hoping to, before he left to visit home for the weekend - for no other reason than to get the scoop on something youâd happened upon at work last week - and had planned on asking him to hang out on your day off. But with Cole now gone for a few days, Jack and Ellie off doing god knows what, Quinn and Luke working out wherever, you have no choice but to spend your free Sunday lounging around the house, trying to find something to suppress your growing boredom.
You start with your nails, painting them a summery orangey-red and doing your toes to match, then do your laundry, abiding by house rules that you rotate the loads between the machines, and fold out whoeverâs clothes were last in the dryer and place them in the hamper on the side.Â
Youâre hoping you havenât had to fold Jackâs underwear but you decide to live in blissful ignorance - trying to identify the load based on the rest of the clothing in there is impossible when they all share, so it kind of works in your favour.Â
You FaceTime your mom for almost an hour, getting an update on what sheâs been up to with work, and giving her updates on how your summer is going, trying to focus on your time at the club and Ellie so she doesnât worry too much again that youâre spending your summer in a house filled with boys.Â
And by the time Luke and Quinn come back from their workout, youâre in the lounge, 50 pages deep into a book you really couldnât care less about, but thereâs something in you that refuses to beg one of them for company, so you suffer in silence.
Even when Luke does join you, throwing himself down onto the opposite side of the couch youâre occupying and pushing your feet off his side like itâs his sole purpose just to annoy you.
âI was comfortable there, asshat,â you frown, lifting your feet back into their previous position and using one to give him a light kick to his thigh.
âYeah, well, I hardly want your feet all up in my business while Iâm trying to relax,â he sighs, sinking into the cushions with hands clasped behind his head, biceps flexing and tightening the arms of his t-shirt in a way that momentarily catches your eye. Youâre thankful for his closed eyes, chewing at the inside of your cheek as you divert your attention back to the mundane words on the pages in front of you.
âAnd yet here you are when there are 2 other couches.â
âYeah, well, I know how much you like to be near me.â
You try to ignore him, pulling your feet a little closer to your body and focusing back on the book, but itâs hard when Luke has such a presence. You feel the little looks he keeps sending your way like a physical touch, and the couch shifts with every slight movement he makes, so when he constantly shuffles, you start to think he wants your attention.
Of course he wants your attention. This is Luke Hughes.
âAre you just sitting down here to annoy me?â
He lights up, like heâs just been waiting for you to ask, and shuffles in his seat to face you, fully, bouncing in place like a puppy being teased with a tennis ball.Â
âIâm actually trying to distract you, if you must know.â
âBold of you to assume you have enough of my attention to be distracting in the first place,â you scoff, trying not to react to the way he smirks in your peripheral, the words in front of you all blurring together. If you were actually focused on them, youâd have lost your place, already.
âI think you pay more attention to me than youâd like to admit.â
âThatâs some ego youâve got on you, Hughes,â you narrow your eyes as you look above the edge of your book, âIs that what you spend that big NHL paycheque on, charisma classes? How to flirt for dummies?â
âOh, is that what weâre doing? Flirting?â
Damn. You walked yourself right into that one.Â
Sometimes biting back at Luke comes like second nature, words first, thoughts after - and youâd be lying if you said you didnât like it that way. Itâs easy, the back and forth, and you canât really think of an instance with him where youâve sat in a lingering, awkward silence. Youâve really grown to hate silence, lately.
âYou wish.â
âYou think Iâm charismatic,â he teases in a sing-song voice, knocking at your knee and wiggling his eyebrows when you glare at him.Â
âI think youâre an idiot.â
âYouâre not gonna ask what Iâm distracting you from?â
âI donât really care,â you lie, eyes darting back down and diverting the attention he so desperately craves away from him.
âJack wanted to take Ellie out on the boat.â He says, ignoring your attempts to ignore him - pushing your buttons like a full time job. Like an operator for your last nerve.
âGood for her.â
âAlone.â
âNo shit.â
âTo ask her out.â
âWhoop-de-doo.â
âWhoop-de-,â Luke straightens up, like a whack-a-mole with his head positioning itself over the top of your book, and you kind of wish you had one of those soft mallets right about now. It would be so satisfying to bonk at his head, you think. âWhat do you mean, whoop-de-doo, is this not what you agreed to be here for? To get them together?â
You scoff, flicking to the next page of the book in feigned disinterest. âHe isnât asking her out today.â
This is the exact something you had wanted to talk to Cole about - whispers in the staff lounge at work earlier in the week doing the rounds would imply otherwise, but your main source is kind of a gossip, and youâre not entirely sure of their reliability, despite the few degrees of separation to the subject at hand.Â
Mutterings of Jack and Cole and their little country club connections.Â
You can hardly ask Luke of all people if his brother is as much of a man-whore as everyone is making out. Cole was a safe bet - heâd probably just tell you straight up what theyâre up to, wear his pride like a shining gold medal. Heâs upfront about his promiscuity, at least. Luke is more protective. Of himself, of his family, youâre not entirely sure. There havenât been as many whispers about him.Â
âHow could you possibly know that?â
âBecause heâs a spineless idiot,â you retort, eyes flicking up momentarily to take in his furrowed brow. âNo offence,â comes out of nowhere, and you surprise yourself with the instinct to lessen the blow of your words for the first time in forever.
âNone taken, heâs only my flesh and blood,â Luke huffs, âYouâre just jealous Iâm winning our bet.â
âSure,â you drawl, eyes widening to emphasise the sarcasm as you make a point of angling your head to the next page, like youâve taken a single word in for the past five minutes. âHeâs been talking to one of the girls from work. Thereâs no way heâs doing that and asking Ellie out, unless heâs completely brain dead.â
And when you look back at Luke, that furrowed brow has shifted into a full blown frown, pouted lips and eyes cast down as if heâs trying to figure everything out in his head.Â
Itâs probably the pout that has you cushioning your words, once more.
âAgain, no offence, I doubt itâs in your DNA.â
âHow do you know?â
âIâm no bio student but I donât think thereâs a genetic marker for being a fuckboy.â
âNo, about him talking to one of the girls at the club. He didnât tell me that.â
Why does he have to sound like that? Let down and unsure, quieter than you think youâve ever heard him. Itâs like the tone he carries goes straight to your fingers, clasping the book closed without marking your page - because what business do you have carrying on that charade?
âDo you guys tell each other everything?â You ask as you throw the book until it lands on the coffee table with a gentle thud, shuffling until youâre sat against the arm of the couch with knees bent in front of you, giving him your undivided attention and feeling guilty that it might not be enough.
âI thought we did,â he scratches at the back of his head, nervously, âHe literally told me yesterday he was taking her out to talk about stuff, why would he make a point of asking me to keep you busy if heâs not serious about asking her out?â
âYou donât want to hear my answer to a question about your brother not being serious.âÂ
âWhoâs the girl?â He asks, ignoring your comment despite the slight ghost of a smile you see flash into the corner of his mouth.Â
âJessica, she works at the pro shop, apparently theyâve been texting all summer.â
You know for a fact that since youâve started paying attention, youâve seen Jack on his phone a lot for a guy who chirps you for your own screen-time, and who has enforced the house rule of no phones outside your room like a prison guard yells out no touching at visitation. So it sort of checks out. Youâve tried to sneak a peak, but heâs protective of his stuff like a yappy little dog with attachment issues at the best of times, so you havenât really put too much effort into it.
âThere were a few people talking about it in the lounge at work the other day,â you shrug, âOne of the girls talking about it is Jessâ best friend, so not exactly from the horseâs mouth, but I donât think sheâd be spreading lies about her friend around like that.â
âCan you find out?â
âYou ask that like I havenât been trying.â That gets a full smile, a small chuckle that lifts his shoulder, even, âI was gonna grill Caufield about it but heâs gone. But I know you guys have plans when he gets back tomorrow, so if you want to take Cole Iâll hack away at the grape vine at the club?â
âDoes this mean weâre teammates?âÂ
âNo. It absolutely does not.â
Hacking away at the grapevine is really a lot more like plucking absentmindedly at an overgrown patch of grass when it comes to workplace gossip.Â
By the end of your shift, youâre leaving the club with a fist clutched full of loose blades, fingers stained green from the amount of information people were willing to âfess up.
Liam who works behind the bar had overheard a conversation where Jack had mentioned Jessica, but could only give you useless tidbits, like how he had to stop by the shop for a new putter, and Jess had been the one to ring him up.
Hardly incriminating, but you had a feeling it would be a small piece of a way larger puzzle. That, and guys are notoriously useless at gossiping, thereâs definitely more to that story than Liam could even comprehend in his tiny man brain.
Cassidy who works at the front desk had seen Jack and Jess talking in the main lobby last week, definitely flirting, she had said - with hair flips and giggles galore - and way too familiar to be new.Â
Much better.
Paola who has the alternative shifts in the pro shop was more than willing to take up ten minutes of your time ranting how Jessâ work is never fully done when it comes to a handover, and she spends half her time on her phone. Kiran, who works the bev cart every Monday, said Jack is always one of the most charming in their golfing group, so itâs no surprise if he is exchanging texts with girls from the club.Â
You get dirt from most corners of the place, and it leads you all the way back to your station, to reservations set for the restaurant, where tonightâs list - unfortunately a shift youâre not set to work, although you very much question the serendipity of that - has Jackâs name down at 7pm. A table for 2 in the back corner, shielded from prying eyes and intimate.
And if it werenât for the fact youâve already worked a full shift, you would consider staying just to get the full scoop.Â
You know Ellie isnât going to be the one sat across from him, sheâs been sending you pictures all day of her various hauls for her quiet night in. New paints and pencils, a sketchpad, some candles - she has all intentions of working on her watercolour technique.
So it has to be for him and Jessica.
Imagine his face, you think, picturing wide, panicked eyes as you roam up to his table to take his order. Heâd actually crap his pants.Â
But, itâs another set of eyes that you picture when you start to enjoy the scheming a little too much. The sad, teary eyes of your best friend, when she finds out the guy sheâs been hung up on for half her life, who she has all but convinced herself isnât interested, and is - absurdly - âfar too goodâ for her - yeah, right - is dating other girls while taking her out on not-so-platonic boat dates only the day before. A boat date that she had come back to your room, flung herself onto her belly on the bed, and kicked her feet as she gushed all about it.Â
So you make your way back to the house after a long day, and resign yourself to the fact that youâre going to have to, yet again, get all your information on Jackâs date second hand.
You primed Cara, your colleague in the restaurant, to keep an eye out, and she promised to send updates on her breaks, and you have been holed up in yours and Ellieâs shared bedroom trying to keep her busy when there is a persistent knock at the door, and a mop of soft, curly brown hair pokes in before his eyes meet yours.
âHey, Luke!â Ellie chimes, cheery and all too blissfully unaware of the potentially horrific circumstances youâve stumbled upon. âYou need to borrow my conditioner again?â
You scoff from your position on the bed, watching a slight pink hue flush up Lukeâs neck.
âWhat? No,â he denies, running a hand through his hair and seemingly frowning a little at the way it feels. âIâm going to the store, wondered if either of you needed anything?â
âNah, thanks, weâre good,â Ellie smiles, attention diverting straight back to where sheâs drawing in her sketchbook, missing the way Luke widens his eyes and tilts his head as if to encourage you to take him up on his offer.
âCan I come with?â You shuffle from your position on the bed, swinging your legs out from beneath you and over the side as Ellie looks back at you.
âSorry, I didnât realise you wanted something.â
âSomeoneâs got to show the poor guy whatâs what on the haircare aisle, El.â
And youâre thankful that Ellie has settled herself in for the evening already by 6:45, showered, pyjamas on, otherwise she might have tried to tag along, too, just for something to do.
You swipe her phone before she can notice and hide it under your pillow before you leave, thinking it might reduce the risk of her getting bored and texting Jack, or, worse, checking his location.
A trip out gives you the chance for you and Luke to debrief each other on your findings of the day - or, as it turns out, just you, because Luke Hughes might be the worst information-gatherer on planet Earth.
Finding his lifeâs niche in hockey is fortunate, because he definitely wouldnât cut it as an investigator.
âHe just said he didnât know anything,â Luke shrugs of his earlier encounter with Cole, and you try not to gape at him in disbelief as he fiddles with the screen in his BMW, scrolling through the interface in search of the nearest store.Â
You swat his hand away with a scoff, typing in a destination, âAnd you believed him?â
âWas I not supposed to?â
âYouâre about as useless as a chocolate teapot, Hughes. What is it with guys and gossip, are you all really that dumb?â
âThatâs the address for the club,â he points out, ignoring your jibe as he starts driving.
âWell done, you can read.â
âWhy?â
âBecause, thankfully, one of us is a good detective.â You snark, âJackâs there.â
âSo?â
âHeâs on a date.â
âNo he isnât,â Luke frowns, attention momentarily taken from the road as he looks over at you. âIâve been with him all afternoon, he would have told me if he had a date, tonight.â
âOh yeah? Whereâd he say he was going when he left, earlier?â
He hadnât been home when you got back from work, but that had been around an hour ago. You figured if he was sneaky enough to book into the restaurant when youâre not working, heâd have his wits about him to avoid you, entirely. Whenever the two of you cross paths, you canât help but try get on his last nerve, and heâs hardly going to want to start his evening in a foul mood.
âTo get his hair cut.â
Jesus Christ, you think, heâs so lucky heâs cute.
âYouâre so clueless. Heâs at the lounge with Jessica, the girl I told you about yesterday.â
âAnd what are we supposed to do about that?â
âWeâre gonna supervise. And maybe interfere, if necessary.âÂ
You donât really have a plan, but it seems like the right thing to at least get a look in as to what the hell Jack thinks heâs doing, especially if youâre going to carry on with this whole plan of getting him and Ellie together. If heâs seriously entertaining other girls while making out to Luke that he only has eyes for Ellie, your plans might have to change. Youâre not sure if Luke will be on board with the new path youâre willing to take, but youâll be happy to kill his brother on your own.
âInterfere?â Lukeâs eyes are wide, but he keeps them on the road, fingers flexing against the wheel. âI just came out for chips to make nachos, not play spies!â
âCaraâs working tonight, she said sheâd keep an eye on them for me. I bet if I cover her hosting shift on Friday sheâd sabotage their date. Weâd just have to sit back and watch.â
âOh,â Lukeâs brows furrow, as if itâs taking any consideration at all to mess with his brother. âYou really are an evil genius.â
You try not to think too hard about whoâs been spewing that rhetoric already in his ear, and instead you smile when he casts his eyes your way, proud and pleased.Â
âThank you.â
It takes another 15 minutes to get to the club, considering Lukeâs best Driving Miss Daisy impression, so their date is already underway by the time Cara is ushering you to a booth in the far corner, where you can see Jackâs table, but he shouldnât be able to see yours, and agreeing to play along.
âCan I get you guys any drinks?â She asks as she hands over two menus, and youâre too interested in trying to gauge the vibe at the other table while Luke looks over his.
âTwo diet cokes, shaved ice, no lemon,â he says, and you canât help but frown at the way the specificity of that order rolls so easily off his tongue. Thatâs your order.
âAny food?â
âCould we just get some nachos, please?â You ask, sliding your menu across the table without even looking, not wanting to give Luke too much of a chance to peruse his own out of fear youâll be here all night. âAnd extra picante on the side.â
âExtra guac, too,â Luke adds as Cara scribbles the instructions on her notepad, âAnd some of those chicken tenders, and extra ranch. And maybe some fries. Yeah, chilli fries. And breadsticks.â
You level him with a glare, already proven right in your decision not to give him too much time to think about what he wanted. Heâll order every appetiser on the menu, if given half the chance.Â
âThanks, Cara, thatâs everything.â
âSure thing, should be around fifteen minutes. They only just ordered,â she points her pen back to Jackâs table, where Jess is leaning onto the table and Jack is leaning back in his seat - heavy on the distance but even heavier on the eye contact. That little shit.
âDoes he have any allergies?â You lean onto your own table to ask Luke, quirking a brow up when his eyes darken in response, mischief swirling in his emerald irises.
âAbsolutely not,â Cara interjects, âIâm doing this so you cover my job, not make me lose it.â
âLet me guess, he ordered the steak, medium-rare?â Luke asks, and she nods, hesitantly. âChar it.â
âWonât he complain?â
âHeâll just grumble to himself about how tough it is. Itâll put him in a bad mood. Thatâs what we want, right?â
âYeah,â you confirm, nodding your head to ease Caraâs worries despite what you really want is for Chef Michael to poison the cut, entirely. If Jack Hughes wants to play with your best friendâs heart, youâll play with his gut. But you can settle for burnt meat. Luke can work some sort of magic with that, you think, convincing Jack of all people that any first date that resulted in him coming home all sour-puss and sulky should never result in a second. âBad mood. Bingo.â
âFine,â Cara grumbles, âBut if he even thinks about asking for a manager, youâre covering my next 3 Fridays.â
She storms off to the kitchen, and you and Luke simultaneously sink into your seats, attention immediately diverted back to the table in the opposite corner of the room.
âWe should have kept the menus,â Luke mutters from across the booth, âCould have hidden behind them.â
âWhat are we, children?â You snark, âYou canât think of any more creative ways to stay hidden?â
âI heard PDA makes people pretty uncomfortable,â he leans onto the table, dropping you a wink when you glance over out of the side of your eye, âWe should make out to throw everyone off the scent.â
âIn your dreams, Hughes.â
Luke sort of envies the charm you hold over people.
The way you can convince people to do your bidding with a mere flutter of your eyelashes or a flash of pearly teeth and a glimmer in your irises.
He has trouble, sometimes, skirting around his honesty or hiding his intentions - and he knows thatâs not a bad thing, knows that being clear and truthful is an admirable trait, if anything - but the way you persuade others to bend to your whim with intricate white lies based on observations youâve made or intel youâve gathered is a praiseworthy level of genius.Â
It had taken such minimal effort for you to get Cara on side, to convince her that being a little clumsy is hardly grounds for her termination, and spilling a little of Jackâs drink close to the edge of the table - close enough that it drips onto his pants and Luke can see the steams of frustration exuding from his brotherâs skin from all the way on the other side of the restaurant - or bumping her hip on the edge of their table every time she passes are really just harmless irritations, not likely to cause actual complaint.Â
You had used the mere tone of your voice to convince Liam from behind the bar to squeeze a little lime in Jackâs water, knowing just from observing him back at the house that he hates the taste, face curling in disgust at even the slightest hint of it, and Luke had watched your eyes gleam in delight every time Jack took a sip of his drink and tried not to spit it back out, seeking much needed reprieve to swallow down the worldâs toughest steak cut.Â
Youâd even worked your magic on him, pouting your lips when the food had arrived at the table, and he had initially declined to share his chicken tenders with you - your grumblings at him ordering enough to feed the five thousand fresh in his memory, but so easily wiped away by the soft, sad look in your eyes, and your whining of, âBut I didnât realise how hungry Iâd get. Plotting and scheming is hard work, Luke.â
You ended up eating half, but he could hardly complain - you were doing the heavy lifting out of the two of you.
He was sitting back and enjoying the show - enjoying your company, if heâs honest. Enjoying the way his gangly limbs would sometimes knock into yours under the table, enjoying the way he kept getting little nuggets of information out of you while you were distracted, sipping at your coke and making little comments about yourself, about your life, without even realising youâre doing it.Â
And an unplanned, pseudo date ends up being the first time he thinks heâs had a glimpse at the real you.
The you who knows more about hockey than youâve ever let on before, who comes back to his stories with contextual questions about the game, even has references to a few games of his back at Michigan, and keeps the conversation flowing despite your feigned disinterest, and a constant gaze cast his brotherâs way.
That would usually drive him crazy.
Heâs experienced it so often that he has come to expect it, people only entertaining his company to acquire the attention of his brothers, but thatâs not what youâre doing. Not really.
You pay more attention to Luke than youâd ever let on.
You ask him about his time in Ostrava at the beginning of summer, even though heâs only mentioned being overseas once while youâve been staying with him - an offhanded comment from Quinn at breakfast that you must have taken on. Ask him about all the food he tried while out there, when he mentions he doesnât like picante, and you use it as a springboard to talk about what sort of spices he does like, or if heâs the type to try things or stick to what he knows.Â
You ask him about being the youngest sibling, and it stems from an offhanded comment Luke had grumbled about always being the last to be clued in on stuff, about how Jack had probably confided in Quinn about his extracurricular activities at the club, and didnât trust him enough to let him in on the fact heâs going out on dates. You ask if he usually figures things out himself before heâs told them, if thatâs what makes him so good at observing and analysing stuff, and he hadnât ever realised he was particularly good at those things before you brought it up. But then you reference a day in class one time, where he had picked up on something in a textbook that you never would have figured out in a million years, and his heart leaps at the praise you donât even realise youâre giving him.
You sandwich your perceptions in your usual snark, but he doesnât miss the slight curve of your lips anymore when he bites straight back, knowing now that there is some part of you that feels the nip of his teeth, that acknowledges his existence beyond him being a speck of inconvenience in your peripheral.
And he gets a little carried away in that acknowledgement - stops paying attention himself to what is happening on the other side of the room and tries to focus on whatâs in front of him; the girl he pined after his entire college career, sat sharing nachos and pretending not to know him at a level you so clearly do.
You must get carried away, too, because neither of you notice Jackâs date wrapping up until Luke catches him hand his card over to Cara.
Heâs lost count of how long the two of you have been at the club, now - way longer than it takes to get chips from the store, thatâs for sure - and all he does know is that if Jack catches either of you two here, after a night of mishaps, bad food, spilled drinks and Caraâs incessant clumsiness, heâll know whoâs to blame.Â
âWe better get out of here before he sees us,â Luke sighs, not entirely wanting to wrap up his time with you but knowing he doesnât really have a choice.
âIâve just got to pick something up before we head back,â you reply, edging out of the booth at the same time Luke does, âIâll meet you out front just give me two minutes?â
âBe quick,â he tells you before you scurry off, and he flags down Cara, who tells him you already put your bill on your worker tab. He tells her to switch it to his, and that heâll drop by tomorrow to pay it off, promising to leave her a good tip for her stellar services for the evening.Â
He waits where you asked him to, making sure to stick to the side of the entryway where he can duck for cover if his brother makes an appearance - but you show up first, skipping out from the staff lounge with a bag of tortilla chips in hand.
âLetâs go, Lukey boy!â He follows you out like a puppy on a leash, all the way to where his car is parked, almost bumping into you when you stop and turn without warning, stretching your hand out to him. âGive me your keys.â
âAre you crazy?â He snorts, âYouâre not driving my car!â
âI know a shortcut!â You reason, stepping forward and making a grabby motion with your fingers, âWe gotta beat Jack home, I just paid another server $20 to spill a whole drink on him before he leaves and heâs gonna be pissed. I want to see the meltdown back at the house and you drive like a nun!â
Luke doesnât know why he gives in so easy - it could be the proximity, the way youâre so close you have to look up at him, eyes twinkling softly under the moonlight, voice carrying over to him like a siren song, or it could just be because heâs weak - but he hands his keys over with a roll of his eyes and climbs into the passenger side, sliding the seat back with a huff to accommodate his long legs and watching as you adjust the driverâs side, cringing at the way heâs gonna have to figure out exactly how he had it before.
You drive like a maniac, to the point where Luke has to screw his eyes shut as you use some back road, can hear the squelch of mud beneath his tires and squirms at the thought of having to take it to the car wash, tomorrow.Â
But you make it back to the lake house much quicker than if he were driving, heâll give you that. So quick that you feel comfortable enough to turn to him once youâve pulled up, in no rush to unbuckle and get out to get inside before Jack gets home.
âJust so weâre clear, this is a point under my name. Youâre not claiming tonight as a win.â
Luke chuckles, turning in his seat to face you, features illuminated by the dim overhead light that turns on when the engine switches off and a slight flush of exhilaration to your cheeks. Thereâs no pretending you havenât enjoyed yourself, not tonight. âBut the steak thing was my idea?â
âIf it werenât for me, youâd be sat watching baseball and thinking he was getting a 3 hour haircut, you canât seriously be trying to steal this from me, I thought you athletes had integrity!â
âYouâre really keeping score?â
âYouâre not?â
If Lukeâs honest, he hasnât really thought about your whole wager all night. Heâs been too wrapped up in the idea that his brother had lied to him. Twice. And now his whole plan for the two of you all summer has potentially been messed up. But hearing you mention it, hearing you talk about it like it hasnât been flushed down the toilet by his brotherâs idiocy sparks something in him - excitement, anticipation. He doesnât want to let this go.
âI actually think we made a good team back there,â he shrugs, eyes meeting yours to gauge your reaction to the thought of doing this together.
âYouâre only saying that âcause youâre gonna lose,â you retort, eyes sparkling with those same sentiments he had just felt.Â
âProbably,â he acquiesces, âAlso âcause you kind of scare me a little after tonight, last thing I wanna do is go up against you when you have the power to turn half the country club against me.â
You smirk, and his eyes are drawn to the plush curve of your lips, watching them as they form around the softly spoken words, âGod forbid you canât go a round of golf without your caddy breaking down.â
âExactly.â He mutters back, glad to see your gaze is still zeroed in on him when he meets it again. He can feel the thump thump thump of his pulse in his ears, and takes a deep breath before proposing, âPartners?â
He cocks a brow and holds his pinky out over the centre console, and you eye the digit, sceptically, narrowing your eyes into a glare before raising them to meet his. âFine,â you grumble, then hook your little finger through his and tighten it to shake, a slight yelp of surprise filling the car when he tugs, your lax arm giving way until your knuckle touches his lips and he kisses it.
âEw,â you whine, snatching your finger back as he fills the space himself with a hearty chuckle, wiping it on his hoody in disgust. âThatâs gross!â
âNo take backs,â he smiles, victorious, with his chest puffed out, primed for you to swat at with the flex of your hand, and the two of you are only pulled out of the moment by the sound of tyres pulling up on the gravel behind you, both of you stumbling to unbuckle yourselves and climb out of the car.Â
Jack is exiting his own vehicle behind, and stomps down the driveway, shouldering past you until he realises who he has passed, turning back and looking at you with suspicion cast across his features.Â
âWhere have you twobeen?â Jack asks, glancing a curious eye between the two of you before meeting Lukeâs gaze, levelling him with an inquisitive glare.
âWe went to the store for chips,â Luke holds the bag up, the crinkle loud enough for Jack to hear, and he feels an insurgence rising within him, spurred on by the way his brother is looking at him like heâs the one who should be ashamed of his actions. âNice haircut.â
Jack runs a hand through his hair, surprise crossing his features in a brief flash at the call out, like he had never even expected Luke to notice his hair looks no different to the last time he saw him mere hours ago, like he would never even need to question his alibi.
âOh, yeah, I got the day wrong. Went out for dinner instead.â
âOn your own?â You ask from beside him, your presence giving Luke the kind of back up he very much needs right now, a new target for Jackâs narrowed eyes that takes the heat off of him a little, lessens the burden of lying to his brother - despite Jack being the one who started it, it doesnât make Luke feel any less bad, doesnât quell the need to word vomit and admit to all the ludicrous things he had done to ruin Jackâs night. âYou end up having a little accident there, bud?â
Luke tries not to outwardly laugh as his attention is diverted to the wet patch that still soaks up the front of Jackâs pants, lips quivering as he presses them together, oblivious to the steam pouring out of his brotherâs ears as he immediately gets riled up.Â
âOne of your esteemed colleagues at the club apparently lacks hand eye co-ordination. Plus, some of us like our own company,â Jack scoffs, âSome of us can go an evening without the need to annoy anybody else.â
âItâs not news to me that youâre in love with yourself, dude,â you retort back, entirely unbothered by his jibes. âBet youâve got all sorts of riveting thoughts swirling around that ginormous head of yours, must keep you busy for hours on end.â
âAt least I have thoughts, at least Iâm not some airheaded-,â
âHey,â Lukeâs tone is authoritative when he calls out, stern and demanding, âCut it out, Jack.â
âShe started it!â
âShe asked you a question,â Luke frowns, disappointed with how quick his brother had taken to escalating the situation, all in an attempt to deflect the attention from his own deception. He knows you donât need him to protect you from Jackâs sharp tongue, knows you can very much defend yourself, but he needs to vent his frustrations, somehow, without causing a bust up on the driveway. âYou could have just give her a straight answer without biting her head off.â
He feels like youâre a little closer, all of a sudden, and he doesnât know itâs the slight brush of your arm against his or if itâs something else, something less tangible - but it warms him, all the same. Steadies the static thump of his heart in his chest at the thought of starting an argument with his brother out of nowhere.Â
âWhatever,â Jack rolls his eyes, âIâm going to bed.â
And as Jack turns, Luke sees your lips part, ready to send him off with the last word until a large hand clamps itself over your mouth, and your wide eyes meet his over the sides of his fingers.
Heâs not sure why he did it, why he all of a sudden feels comfortable enough to cross the boundaries of purposeful touch, but he doesnât entirely regret it.
Plush lips press mid-word against his palm, and your skin is soft, cheeks warming ever so slightly beneath his hand.
âYou gotta let him go, thereâs no use fighting with him tonight, itâs better to drag it out. Didnât think Iâd have to teach you about the beauty of the long game,â he says, voice low as he watches his brother retreat to the house, waiting until heâs safe inside to retract his hand. âNot like this, anyway.â
âYour brotherâs an asshole,â you grumble, âFull offence.â
âNo arguments from me,â Luke concedes, holding his hands as if surrendering to the fact, himself. âWhat are you gonna tell Ellie?â
âNothing.â You sigh, stepping a little down the drive and toward the house before turning back to him. âWeâve got a lot of work to do, partner.â
There have only been a handful of times in your life youâve ever been thankful for work coinciding with huge plans, but when the group had decided that they wanted to go see Zach Bryan play Ford Field, you had thanked your lucky stars you had been put down to work a full shift at the restaurant and wouldnât be able to go.
Not only for the fact that he isnât really your thing, but for the fact that youâre finally getting a full evening to yourself.
So far, in your time at the house, most evenings have been spent with everyone else - group dinners, game nights, movie nights, even a couple of girls nights with just you and Ellie scattered in there, but nothing on your own, yet.Â
You canât wait. And with an empty house, you have a full pamper night planned. Youâve been stocking up odd bits on your trips to the store over the past couple of weeks - sheet masks, aromatherapy candles, youâve even picked up some flower petals from the spa at the club, in the hopes that you might even treat yourself to a relaxing soak in the bathtub. You can play whatever music you want, make whatever food you want, sit wherever you want in the house, out on the deck, overlooking the lake with a book in hand and no chirpy voices in your ear all night.
You canât wait.
The only downside is not having a ride home, but you havenât finished too late. The sun will still be up for a couple of hours, and a walk in the simmering heat back to the house doesnât sound like the worst thing in the world.
Your feet carry you with ease down the back roads, and you even make the journey without your headphones on, taking in the scenery, the blissful peace of your surroundings, so lost in the tranquility of it all that the sight of Luke washing his car on the drive when you get home dampens your mood as quick as a torrential downpour of rain, flash floods coursing through your evening and wrecking your plans entirely.Â
âWhat the hell are you doing?â You canât help the bite in your tone as you approach, sneakers crunching against the gravel as Luke pauses the hose, looks over at you with the sun in his eyes, and you have to remind yourself heâs just ruined the one night you have for yourself before you get distracted by the fact that heâs shirtless.
âWashing my car?â he calls back, like itâs the most obvious thing in the world.
âArenât you supposed to be in Detroit right now?â
Luke shrugs, and you have to will your eyeballs not to move any lower than his neck to watch his shoulders lift and drop, lest you get too caught up in the broad expanse of his chest and do something ridiculous like drool.
âWasnât feeling it.â
âYou werenât feeling a concert you guys havenât shut up about for weeks, but you were feeling washing your car?â
Heâs dead. When heâs finished with his car and he retreats to his room, youâre gonna smother him with a pillow and discard of his body in the lake. Youâre not even gonna let him shower, first. Thatâs what the lakeâs for.
Heâs crapping all over your plans because he wasnât feeling it?
âIt needs cleaning,â he shrugs again, and you swear youâre gonna jump in and run him over with the damn thing, âIn fact, you really should be helping me.â
Thereâs a small part of you that feels like the thoughts of violence are worryingly aggressive, but then a larger part of you realises he must have a death wish.
âHowâd you get to that conclusion?â
âYouâre the one who drove us through a swamp,â he scoffs, a pointed hand flung toward the body of his car, where the sides are lined with a thick layer of dried dirt from the other night, âYou get it dirty, you clean it up.â
âAs much as I would absolutely love to fulfil your pervy car wash fantasy, I have much better things I could be doing with my time.â
Or you did, until Luke rained all over your parade of solitude.
âLike what?â
âLiterally anything but this.â You gesture at the show heâs putting on. The suds dripping from the roof of the car, the hose in his hand, the buckets scattered around the perimeter. âI need to shower, I just walked from the club and I-,â
A death wish might actually be an understatement.
Luke wants you to murder him in the most gruesome, horrific way you could possibly muster - he has to, because thereâs no other explanation for why heâd turn the hose on, point it straight at you, and drench the front of you, entirely.Â
You can feel the fabric of your t-shirt dampening and sticking to your chest, and you scrunch your eyes shut to stop droplets of water slipping into them, thankful that when they open again, his own are looking back at you, and not any lower.
Youâd really have a reason to kill him, then.Â
âYou did not just do that.â You growl, glaring back at him with a clenched jaw as the fucker beams back at you, pressing the trigger once more in a short burst that fires straight at your chest, again.
âWhat, that?â
âYouâre so dead.â
You drop your bag and launch for him, aiming to take the hose from his grip, but he fires it again out of sheer panic, the water spouting out from between your splayed fingers, cold and pressured, and it soaks the both of you, raining down as you grapple for the head and Luke remains unrelenting.
There are squeals and yelps called out into the misty air between the two of you, and you get to a point you canât tell what sounds are coming from who, but you manage to wrestle the hose from his grip and point it straight at him as he jets away with a laugh that rumbles straight from his belly.
Itâs the kind of laugh that elicits another, and you donât realise until heâs circling back to you that the laughter is coming from you - giggling, even, as the two of you engage in a water fight like misbehaving children - and it isnât long until all aggressive thoughts wash away with the suds that slip to the gravel, forgetting why you were even annoyed in the first place.
It shouldnât be as fun as it is, but after the long day at work, and the tiring walk back, letting your guard down and engaging it a little mindless chaos seems to wake you up a little.
Your childish game gets Luke what he wanted, anyway, the two of you working together to clean his car when you realise heâs only running in front of all the parts that actually need hosing off and relying on you having bad aim to get the job done, and you figure getting your hands a little dirty is harmless when youâre already soaked through and in dire need of a shower.
And your pamper-plans of a bubble bath and self-care donât entirely come to fruition, but Luke promises to make up for his petulance by ordering pizza and sticking a movie on, so you bite your tongue to refrain from voicing your initial complaints, and decide to just go with the flow, for once - he hasnât exactly led you astray, yet. Â
You take a little longer in the shower than normal, with no one around to complain about hogging the bathroom or worry about them barging in unannounced, and you suppose thatâs a small victory - one little luxury you get to cling to as you bask in the steam, letting all the tension slip from your aching muscles after being on your feet all day.
And once youâre out, hair dried just enough with a towel that it isnât going to drip or soak your t-shirt, and youâre dressed in your pyjamas, you make your way downstairs, where Luke has already set up a plethora of snacks in the living room.
Nachos, popcorn, candy and drinks scattered across the coffee table as he relaxes on the couch, hair extra curly after his shower and an old Michigan t-shirt stretched tight across his now much-broader chest.Â
âThought Iâd wait for you to pick a movie,â he chimes up from where heâs sat, gesturing with a lazy point to the wall of blu-rays beside the TV.Â
âDid Netflix never make it to the Hughes household?â You scoff in disbelief as you take them all in properly for the first time. Youâd seen them in your peripheral when youâd been hanging out down here, before, but actually looking at them up close, reading all the titles, seeing the sheer volume of how many there are, it kind of surprises you.
âWe can look on Netflix if you want. They always take stuff off, though.â
You know. All your favourite movies get taken off of streaming, and you only ever find out about it when youâre really in the mood to watch them. As soon as you realise the wall is alphabetised, you know exactly where to look.
âThatâs alright,â you shrug, stepping to the side as you track backwards, through M, L, K and J. âYou guys are pretty analogue, Iâve noticed.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âThe board games, the DVDs, the whole no phones around the house thing.â
âNo phones around the house is common courtesy,â he chuckles, âBut I guess weâre a little weird about the other stuff.â
âItâs pretty cool,â you shrug, spotting the DVD you want and sliding it out to assess the case. âItâs old school. Probably better for the brain. My little brothers canât really function without an iPad and theyâre 5, itâs freaky, like theyâre haunted by the capitalist ghost of Steve Jobs or something.â
âI didnât know you had brothers,â Luke frowns where you almost expect him to laugh, and you spin on your heel to face him. He has this look about him like he should have known that - like the two of you have ever conversed in anything other than sarcastic quips and scrunched up faces, or whatever attempts at flirting have been on his part.Â
âTechnically theyâre half brothers,â you shrug, âThey live out in Philly with my dad and step mom, I donât really get to see them much.â
âDidnât know you were from Philly, either.â
âIâm not, my dad moved out there when him and my mom got divorced.â
Itâs not something you really love talking about.Â
The few times youâve tried, youâve been shot down, patronising tones scoffing at how your biggest trauma is the separation of your parents, as if your whole world didnât crumble down with the demise of their relationship, the demise of life as you knew and very dearly loved it.
âYou donât see him even in the summer?â
âHim and his family are on vacation in Europe for 6 weeks. England, France, Spain, Germany, the boys are into soccer so theyâll be out there until the Euros.â
You donât miss the way Lukeâs face scrunches at how you call them his family, and youâre not sure youâre ready for him to start pitying you, so you throw the DVD case toward him before you can second guess your choice.
Interstellar.Â
You hope he doesnât pick up on why it might be one of your favourites. Especially not considering the topic of the conversation at hand. Something about the crippling regret Cooper has for leaving Murph behind plucks harmoniously at some unidentifiable strings deep within you, but youâre hardly about to admit that to Luke, of all people.
âI love this movie,â he smiles, almost surprised, as if he expected you to throw The Notebook his way. Maybe next time - heâd probably love that movie, too, if he gave it a chance.Â
âMe too. I love space movies.â
âLike Space Jam?â He asks as he pushes himself up, going toward the TV to set up the movie with the DVD in one hand and the remote control in the other.Â
âNo, like movies about Space,â you say, throwing yourself down onto the same couch he just vacated and tucking your feet beneath you to get comfortable. âAlthough I guess Space Jam would technically fit into that bracket.â
âI didnât realise that was a genre,â he chuckles.
âNot the scary ones, though, I donât wanna be freaked out by space.â
âIs that like a thing? You just like any movie set in space?â
âI like anything about space, period. Movies, documentaries, books. Thinking about it makes me feel really insignificant.â
âInsignificant? Is that not a bad thing?â He asks as he makes his way back, settling into his side and angling his body toward yours.
âDo you ever think about how big the universe is, Hughes? Itâs humongous! If I ever feel anxious or panicky I think about just how big it is and how Iâm not even a speck of dust in the grand scheme of things. If Iâm so tiny, how big can my problems actually be?â
âI guess that makes sense,â he seems to mull it over in his head, the thought of him even considering it and not making you feel stupid warms your chest - makes you forget just how much of yourself youâve shared with him in the last couple of minutes alone, makes you worry less that youâre sharing too much. âI think I might be the opposite, though. Probably the youngest brother in me, I only feel better if I feel bigger.â
You think that might be why heâs always trying to one up you - sassy comments and inappropriate jokes galore. Not that you mind any of it, not really.
âWhat about you? What movies do you like?â
âYouâre gonna be so shocked.â
âSports movies?â
âLook at you, knowing me like the back of your hand.â He coos, nudging at your knee with his hand. âIâll watch anything, though. We should take it in turns, whenever itâs just us,â he says like the thought of spending time alone with you has only just crossed his mind. âPicking a movie to show each other.â
You think thereâs a lot of yourself in the media you consume. The movies you watch, the music you listen to, and sharing those things with Luke feels like giving him the only other key to a high security vault. Itâs something youâve avoided so far - letting him play his songs in the car, avoiding making any sort of pick in the group movie nights. Itâs daunting, and itâs a lot of pressure, and so you donât know why you agree with so much ease - a shrug, and a casual muttering of, âSure, why not?â
The pieces of your dynamic slowly start to slot together, and you start to realise why youâve been entertaining his company so often, lately. Why your mood so quickly de-escalated itself, earlier. Why youâve found yourself curled up on the same couch as him, instead of literally anywhere else in the house, doing anything other than this. Why youâre so quick to agree to letting him access all these unseen parts of you.
And why you think he might be able to read your mind, after he asks, âCan I ask you a question?â
âOnly if I get to ask one back.â
âWhat were you gonna do tonight, if you were on your own?â
Thank God, you think, your heart jumping at the thought of anything else he could have asked.
âI was gonna do a sheet mask and steal the bottle of wine Quinn stashed behind the laundry detergent.â You admit with a nonchalant shrug, the plans you had been looking forward to all day seeming mundane in comparison to this. âWhyâd you stay behind? You love Zach Bryan.â
âI love sheet masks and stolen wine, too.â
Your lips curve up before you get the chance to huff at his non-answer, and you feel your throat go a little dry at the way his curve, too - the way his green eyes darken when they meet yours, and you feel like heâs looking straight through you.
Itâs around half way through the movie that you realise how much youâre enjoying yourself - when you look over at Luke, and the light from the screen is still bouncing off the sticky white sheet plastered to his face, only just able to make out his round eyes through the little slit in the fabric.Â
You sip at your wine to hide your smile, and turn your attention back to the TV until Luke nudges at your feet with his, and your eyes meet over the tops of your bent knees.Â
âYou tell anyone I did this, Iâll never speak to you again.â
Your laugh ripples through every inch of your upper body, rumbling up from your belly and manifesting itself in shaking shoulders, your smile wide and your sheet mask slipping out of place. âYou canât threaten me with a good time, Hughes.â
You spend the rest of the night trying not to think about how there might just be a tiny door in your heart, eking itâs way open for him to squeeze his gangly limbs into.
>PART TWO<
another a/n: I don't want to put a timeframe on when the next part will be posted bc as soon as I do that, my brain will revolt and it won't happen, but I'd love to know your thoughts in the meantime!!! I have a lot of the rest actually written, and what I don't have written, I have drafted, so it shouldn't be too long but!!! like I said no timeframe!! I've had a lot of fun with this dynamic, and hearing any opinions would mean a lot to me!!
this was my first time writing reader insert if you saw any instances of she/her where they shouldn't be, no you didnât. I tried as best as I could to avoid using Y/N because it takes me out of it I donât even remember if I put it anywhere but sometimes it's hard to get around I did my best ok!!!
#luke hughes#luke hughes x reader#luke hughes imagine#nhl imagine#nhl fanfiction#luke hughes fluff#my hearts going pitter patter pitter patter like I could throw up#need to post this before I fall asleep lmao#*writing
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Darry helping Pony out with some bullies and a six-year-old Ponyboy running up to him a week later with a comic in his hand, saying "Darry, Darry, look, he's just like you!"
And it's a Superman comic book, open to a page where he's fighting a villain and bringing some civilians to safety
"See? He's helping people like you helped me!"
Darry just laughing and ruffling his hair
"Sure, Pony, I'm Superman."
And going back to his homework
But Ponyboy won't let it go. He starts calling him Superman and gets Soda in on it. Two-Bit absolutely cackles the first time he hears it and instantly plays along. Then Johnny starts saying it too, maybe a bit as a joke, but also because he's thinking about how Darry helps him with his homework sometimes and helped scare those Socs away and gave him a hug when he found him in the lot. Steve starts once Darry grows up and actually starts looking like Superman and by the time Dally gets there, he doesnât even question it.
Darry laughs at first. Jokes about it. Then he starts hearing people talking about Superman and thinks, for a second, that they're talking about him before he remembers that it's just his family that calls him that.
By the time Ponyboy's eight, no one remembers how it started, no one cares about how it started, it just is.
Then it's a Tuesday evening when Darry's twenty and he's getting home from ten hours of heavy-lifting and has to cook dinner and the bills are due and he feels like collapsing onto the couch and sleeping for three days, but he doesn't have the fucking time to sleep because Pony has to go to school and Soda has to not oversleep and they have to have something to eat for dinner and he needs to convince Johnny he can stay over and isn't a burden and Two-Bit can't be getting too drunk because he needs to graduate goddammit and Steve might be kicked out tonight and needs to have somewhere to sleep and Dally needs some sort of constant in his life and it's too much and Darry's just twenty, he can't do it anymoreâ
"Darry, Darry, look, he's just like you!"
And suddenly Ponyboy's hopeful eyes are looking up at him, seeing Superman instead of his big brother because he helped fight off some Socs.
But that isn't enough anymore. He can't just fight off some Socs and come home and do his seventh grade homework. He needs to somehow keep his family together, make sure they all have a place to sleep and food to eat. And he can't falter, can't fail for a second because he's Superman, and Superman is invincible. Doesn't feel pain. Doesn't get tired. Doesn't let anything get him down.
"Hey there, Darry. Everything good?" Steve walks into their house without knocking.
"Yeah, just a bit tired." Darry sits up from where heâd been leaning back on the couch. Can't be tired. Can't be weak. "You kicked out again?"
"Yeah. Cool if I hang out here tonight?" Darry nods, stifling a yawn as he gets up. "What's for dinner?"
"Uh..." He glances towards the kitchen, trying to remember what they have. "Not sure. I'll figure it out."
"Need anything from the grocery store?"
Darry shrugs. "I can get it myself."
"I don't mind. You look beat."
"I'm fine," Darry says instinctively.
Steve snorts. "Okay. Need anything? I'm gonna go buy some cigs anyway."
"Uh..." Darry opens the near-empty fridge and sighs. "Some spaghetti for tonight. Get some chicken, too, we'll make it tomorrow. And a couple apples so you idiots eat some fruit."
"Got it."
Darry starts digging around for his wallet.
"Donât worry. S'on me. Still got some from when the old man kicked me out two weeks ago."
"Steve, I can't ask you toâ"
"Then it's a good thing you ain't askin'."
They stare off for a few moments before Darry relents.
"Thanks, Steve."
Steve nods. "No problem, Superman." He gives a mock salute and walks out the door.
Darry stares at the empty doorway for a couple seconds before he snaps out of it and starts cleaning up in case the state decides to poke around. He knows it isn't sustainable. They can't go on like this forever, he can't take care of his brothers alone forever.
He knows he isn't really Superman.
But maybe if he lets himself get help, he doesnât have to be.
#this started out wholesome as superman motivating darry#but rlly it'd prolly just put more pressure on him#darry curtis#darrel curtis#superman darry curtis#ponyboy curtis#sodapop curtis#steve randle#the outsiders#the outsiders book#the outsiders 1983#the outsiders movie#the outsiders musical#chippedshake#fanfics
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Chapter 1- Anonymous Conversations
Unravelling Max's Mystery (Max Verstappen x Online Friend!Reader)
Series Masterlist
Summary- Y/N formed an unexpected bond with a boy behind the screen. He doesn't have many interest it seems, except for reading her stupid poems.
{Reader's POV}
12/07/2012
Dear Diary, Stella is leaving for Canada tomorrow forever. Today was the last day of school before the summer break so I went to Stella's house after school. It's so shitty, how can she leave me like this and before the start of high school. I don't have any friends other than her, what am I supposed to do??? This isn't fair, first Faye moved back to her home country a couple years back and now Stella. It's like they don't even care about me. I made a google plus account so we can stay in touch. Actually everyone's on google plus, I'm just late to the party. I'm sure we'll still be close.
02/01/2013
OMG!! I think I'm in love. There's this new boy band, One Direction. Ava told me about them last year but I brushed her off saying they weren't my cup of tea, but OMG!!! They are fucking perfect and I love Niall so much. He's so cute and has the dreamiest eyes and his accent, I'm gonna faint. I bought the Take Me Home album yesterday!! I even put up their poster above my bed, hehe!! Sooooo, I may or may not be writing now. I think I'm gonna be an author. The stuff isn't great like Shakespeare but I'm sure I'll improve. I've written a couple poems and Aria read them and she thinks they are great. I'm gonna start uploading them on google plus. I made a separate page for it, under a pseudonym. If I really improve, maybe I can publish my work.
I was sat at my laptop, typing the latest story I came up with during lunch so I could upload it. There were a lot of people who were reading my work and even encouraged me. There is improvement, but then again, we can do better, I'm sure. My parents aren't very happy with how I'm wasting my time writing instead of focusing on my education since I'm in high school now. I finished typing the story and clicked the upload button, I got a comment on the post. It was from this guy, named Max, just Max. He always read all of my work and writes the nicest comments under them. I haven't spoken to him personally ever since my mother kept warning me about stranger danger and that it could be some 50 year old dude. But his comments are encouraging and make me want to write more. I hope he knows the kind of effect he's having on me.
My birthday is in a couple of days, I don't know what I'll do since I don't really have a lot of friends. Even Aria is away during that time, so I don't really have anyone to go out with. My parents are busy as always.
So, out of desperation or sadness, I don't know which one, I posted on google plus saying that it was my birthday. The first person who replied was Max as always. I really wanna know when this guy sleeps or how he gets any work done if he is online so much. He messaged me personally too, to wish me again and even asked what I did. I couldn't lie because my heart was heavy, so I told him. I literally just unloaded about not having any friends and spending the day alone because work was more important for my parents. He was so nice about it. He spent the next hour talking to me and cheering me up. He's apparently 15, from Netherlands. He loves cats and lives with his dad and sister. He sounds like a fun guy.
After that, both of us ended up chatting on google plus regularly. I would message him immediately after school and spend the next couple of hours talking to him. Some times, he'd be gone a couple weekends but it was no biggy. I'm sure he had other commitments instead of entertaining a dumb teenager.
Max's birthday is on 30 September. I wanted to be the first one, so I stayed up late to match the dutch timings and wished him. He replied a little while later. He wasn't very excited about it. I get it, maybe his friends aren't there or couldn't make it to his birthday. I was gonna cheer him like he cheered me up. I wish I could send him a present. He really was a light in dark time. When I had no friends in school I could rely on, he came like the knight in shining armour. I just want to be a good and reliable friend to him like he is to me. He is such a sweetheart. We've never spoken on call yet. I guess I'm still a little scared and we've only known each other for a few months. I'm gonna hold on that but Max is a genuinely nice person in my eyes. But his dad doesn't sound like the nicest person from what he says, but I can't tell him that his dad is shitty so I just read his texts.
18/12/2013
Dear Diary, Maxie is the cutest. I haven't seen or heard him yet but I feel like he is. Otherwise, why would he encourage me to follow my dreams? He was so understanding and gave great advice. You might wonder why I needed the advice, diary. I told my parents I wanna pursue a degree in literature and we had a huge fight since apparently I'm throwing my life away and I should try to get a proper degree that might get me a job. Apparently, I'm not thinking straight. I've been thinking about becoming an author for some time now, it's my one passion, I've realised. And if it means struggling, I would rather struggle and be happy than be in a dead end job. Just because they are some big shot business people doesn't mean I wanna do that do. ugh!!! I hate them. Maxie calmed me down honestly, he heard me out and told me it was okay to follow my dreams. I think he is such a good friend. I won't tell him that, he has a big ego as is. LOL!!
I've been gaining a lot of traction on my posts on google plus. I have a couple thousand followers but Max is the most active of them all. Max is so effortlessly funny. He did ask one time if we could talk on call, I told him that my microphone was broken. I'm still a little skeptical. I know, even though I'm literally sharing everything with him, I've never spoken on call or video with him. Maybe some day.
04/03/2014
Dear Diary, I got a new phone and a new number. The previous one was one of my parents multiple numbers but this one is my own. I feel like an adult, hehe!! I made a whatsapp, maybe I'll share my number with Maxie and we might start chatting on there. Google plus had become a bit of hassle and I'm not uploading on it like I used to. I usually only open it to talk to Max. I think it would be better to shift it to another service. He's been a little busy this year compared to the last, didn't tell me much but I think it has to do with him being in his final year of high school. Can't relate, but I hope I'm done with high school soon. It fucking sucks. But on the bright side, I've gotten close to Nia and Aria and I could call Aria my best friend but she considers Nia her best friend. I don't mind being her friend. I have Max anyways.
Max has been quite busy lately, but I don't blame him. I would be busy in my final year of high school too. Even with all that, he has taken time out to talk to me. I did share my number with him, so now instead of google plus, which is a barren wasteland, we text on whatsapp. I've suggested talking on call some time when he's free, which hasn't happened yet.
We had set up a time to talk, it was really early here but I didn't mind, I was up anyways. I couldn't wait to hear his voice. I was anxious as well, what if he's some pedophile; all these thoughts raced through my head when my phone rang. Max- Hi, Y/N! Y/N- Hey, Max!! How are you? Max- I'm good, what about you? Y/N- Yeah, I'm good too. haha!! This is so weird talking to you. Max- yeah, you sound pretty. Fuck was he flirting, is this flirting? A million thoughts ran through my head, no one's ever flirted with me before. I felt my cheeks heat up. Y/N- You sound nice too. I mean....you have a nice voice. Max- haha, thanks, this is the first time some one has said that. Y/N- soooo, what have you been up too?? You've been so busy lately. There was a pause on the other end. I heard shuffling. Max- yeah, I've been busy with stuff. I'll be done soon for a while now. Y/N- That's great I need my best friend back! The conversation flowed smoothly. It didn't feel like we were talking on call for the first time. I had a lot of fun talking to Max. He sounds like a teenager, much to my relief. He's just as funny on call as he is on text.
After that, we ended up calling each other regularly. Max would answer my calls whenever but sometimes I felt bad about calling him at the crack ass of dawn in Netherland so I would avoid calling him whenever. He is so kind and listens well but damn does he talk. Every one who knows me calls me talkative, if they heard Max their ears would bleed. But I like hearing him talk, he has the most random and vast knowledge, he's helped me write too many of my papers because I didn't have to research, I could just ask him; he's like a walking encyclopedia.
17/05/2015
Dear Diary, I think I'm in love. It's not some celebrity this time but I think it's Max. I don't even know that dude's last name but I'm in love. He not like the guys in school, he's so mature and funny and sweet and understanding and he supports me so much. I didn't know when or how but I think I love him. Obviously I won't tell him. It's prolly a crush since I have't dated anyone ever. I'll get over it, can't ruin my friendship over this. As is, he has gotten so busy. I think he is going to college. He didn't say it explicitly but why else would he be so busy right now if not applying for colleges. I don't know the dutch education system but I'm sure he busy pursuing higher education. He said he liked cars, I think he'll do something with cars. I didn't really ask in more details. I'm sure he'll tell me when he wants to. We have a chill friendship, we share when and what we want to. Alas, I hope this crush doesn't ruin my friendship.
09/08/2015
This is bad, my crush on Max has only gone on to increase. He's so kind to me, what am I supposed to do? Also he's the only one who can calm me down after a fight with my parents regarding my future. Sadly, he gotten so busy. He's gone for a while every few weeks. But lately he's been free. We've been talking a lot. He sounds a lot more rested lately too. I'm sure college is tough. But he's strong and I know he'll do it.
[Little did Y/N know, Max was busy racing across the world in Redbull's junior team. He was in his first year as a formula one driver, hence he was so busy. Max had no intentions of telling her, he liked being just Max, a guy from Netherlands who could talk to her. He enjoyed the disconnect he got with her]
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Sequel to Good People - The fic in wherein Wayne doesn't like Steve and overheard a conversation he shouldn't have. Here's the aftermath of that :3
Part OneđŠPart TwođŠFinal Part
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Wayne had stayed in his bedroom long after he heard the boys leave. Eddie had knocked on his door to let him know he'd be staying at Steve's and to not expect him back until late tomorrow, a courtesy he'd never shown until after he'd been the victim of a manhunt back in spring. Wayne never asked him to do that but he thinks Eddie picked up on how worried Wayne would get if he were gone for any amount of time.
Eddie's always been good at reading people when he bothers to pay attention to them. Maybe that should have been enough reason for him to give pause to his dislike of the Harrington boy, instead of needing to overhear the boy crying about how he thinks there's something rotten deep within him that only Wayne can sense.
He'd been so sure he knew what kind of person Steve Harrington was. Eddie had been hung up on boys just like him pert-near his whole life, Wayne thinks, and it's never ended differently.
It's a Tuesday night and his friends usually gather at the bar on Friday nights, but Wayne needs to get out of the trailer to think. A beer might help. So, he grabs his keys and heads out.
He's been a regular at this bar since before he was even old enough to drink. Used to come with his pa, may he rest in peace, just to get out of the house. He's been a patron longer than any of the staff have worked there, he realizes.
"Hello Linda," Wayne greets as he takes a seat at the bar instead of at his usual table. He'd done a cursory glace when he came in and confirmed none of his drinking buddies were in before choosing the bar.
"This isn't your usual day," Linda says, leaning a hip on the counter, "but it's always a pleasure to see you."
"I got some thinkin' to do," Wayne replies and Linda nods and moves away, returning soon with a bottle of his usual beer. She picks up the bottle open and removes the cap before setting the drink down in front of him.
"Need a sounding board, hun?" She asks.
Wayne does a quick survey of the bar again but it's pretty quiet so he returns his gave to Linda and says, "if you wouldn't mind too much hearin' about how an old man might have messed up."
Linda laughs. "You aren't even half a decade older than me, so you best not be sprouting that 'old man' nonsense around me, 'cause I am not some old lady."
"Terribly sorry, Linda. I'm just really feelin' like an old fool."
A small frown comes to Linda's face then. "Now what could you have possibly done?"
"Well, I guess I'm tryin' to figure out if I did mess up. Eddie's got a friend and I don't trust 'im. Thought I had good reason not to, but, well, I overheard somethin' I wasn't supposed ta and now I'm not sure."
Linda hums, "hmm, that doesn't sound like you, judging someone unrightly. You are usually a good read about people."
"I'll admit, I haven't bothered to spend enough time with the boy to, uhh, judge him."
"Wayne Munson," Linda scolds, "you best not be telling me you judged that boy because of other people."
Judging by Linda's raising brow line, he thinks his guilt must be clear on his face. "You know Eddie, and how people have treated him. And with what he just went through- I just want 'im safe. Sure, his new friend graduated last year, but he was on the basketball team his whole career. And I'm jus' supposed ta believe this one boy didn't side with the group who started the manhunt?"
"Unless you've got evidence otherwise, yes," Linda says, brows furrowed.
Wayne sighs. "I ain't got proof. I got a lot of people sayin' he's good, actually. But it's the Harrington boy. The same boy Eddie would come home and complain 'bout. Harrington, Hagan, Hargrove, though I shouldn't speak ill of the dead. All them boys treatin' Eddie like he wasn't worth nothin' until they wanted somethin' form him."
Linda's mouth is almost a perfectly straight line with how much she's pursed her lips the more he talks, but she doesn't interrupt and no customer calls for her, so he continues.
"And you know what Richard Harrington was like. I know y'all only shared one school year together, but Janice wasn't any better, and she was your year, wasn't she?" Linda gives him one nod in response. "That boy's a product of them. I- You can't fault me for thinkin' differently."
"So, when do you expect Eddie to end up in prison?"
The question throws Wayne and fills him with anger at the same time. "Now, Linda, I ain't likin' what you are implyin'."
"I ain't implyin' nothing," she says, using the same tone with him that he did with her. "I'm applying your logic. Eddie's a product of his parents, ain't he? Al's in prison, and his mama's long gone, bless her soul. And since Eddie ain't sick, last I heard, he must be following after his daddy."
The anger leaves him then, and all he's left with is shame. "Point made. And if I'm bein' fully honest with ya, I don't even need ya to defend that boy. That thing I overheard. That what's eatin' at me. He called me good people."
Linda softens, shoulders dropping, "you are good people, hun."
"That boy told my Eddie that I'm 'good people', and that his parents are bad ones, and I. I don't know what to do about that."
"He thinks his own parents are bad?"
Wayne nods, "is what he said. Thinks I can somehow sense he's also rotten just by association."
"There's nothing to it, then," Linda says, like they've already talked out the tangled mess that is Wayne's thoughts on Steve Harrington and have reached a conclusion. Well, perhaps Linda already has. She's always been bright, and she's usually right. "You, Wayne Robert Munson, need to apologize to that boy. The guilt and shame's gonna put you into your cups otherwise."
Wayne nods slowly, though he isn't even sure if he agrees or is just acknowledging what she said before he takes a long pull from his bottle before lowering both his arms to rest on the counter as he replies, "You're right as usual, Linda my dear. I just gotta let go of the fact he's Richard Harrington's son and try and see just Steve."
"Damn right. Eddie might be Al's by birth, but you raised him and he turned out alright. Maybe Steve got the same treatment. Had his own Wayne around to raise him right."
There might be a bit of truth to that. He's heard enough talk about Steve Harrington over the years to think that. One of his drinking buddies used to be Jim Hopper. He's heard about the amount of parties he'd had to go shut down at the Harrington's house, with no parents to be seen. (Always Jim's biggest gripe back then. "Where's this kids goddamn parents!?) Wayne always assumed their kid just took advantage every time his parents were gone, but maybe it's the opposite. Maybe they were always gone, and Steve had parties to not be alone in his house.
Linda's right. There is nothing to it. He needs to talk to Steve, properly apologize, and go from there.
"It ain't an easy thing, admittin' you might be wrong," Wayne sighs.
Linda reaches across the counter and places a hand on Wayne's arm just below his wrist. Wayne looks up from where he'd ended up staring at his bottle, making eye contact with her. "If your boy is friends with this boy, it's for a reason. Just give him a chance. You are one of the good ones, but even we can have a lapse in judgment now and then. Doesn't make you bad, makes you human."
"Ain't no one perfect but the good Lord," Wayne says and Linda nods in agreement.
"Alright. I'll leave you to your beer and your thoughts for now, but you best keep me updated on your situation. I wanna know how it goes," Linda retracts her hand and heads down the counter to check on the few other people sitting about nursing drinks.
Wayne sits in his thoughts more than he drinks, so by the time he's done with the beer it's warm but that's fine. He will talk to the Harrington kid, but he wants to talk to Eddie first. He owes his nephew that much, and he does recall Eddie saying something to the effect of 'he'll come around' to Steve, and Wayne wants to tell Eddie he'll try.
Also he doesn't want to just corner the boy after he's been somewhat intimidating intentionally. He's going to get Eddie to ask if Steve'll talk to him.
True to his word, Eddie returns home late the next day. The clock says it's almost 6 when Eddie finally comes through the front door. If he's surprised to see Wayne awake, he doesn't show it. He does work the graveyard shift, and he's got a shift at 10 tonight, usually wakes up two hours before his shift. He'd wanted to make sure he caught Eddie, though, so he's been up since three.
"Eddie, you got a minute?" Wayne says.
"Sure. What's up?" Eddie says as he pulls off his jacket, depositing it on the nearest surface before plopping sideways on the couch so he's facing Wayne.
"I gotta come clean. I overheard some of what you and Steve were talkin' about," Wayne says, because he's a man of his word and he's always been good at doing the hard thing if it also turns out to be the right thing. He's got to be honest with Eddie, so he can be honest with himself. "Heard Harr- Steve talkin' 'bout how he thinks I'm a good person, and his parents aren't."
Eddie's quiet for a moment, blinking owlishly back at him while he thinks. "Oh. Umm. Sorry. I just- I think this is the first time I've heard you say Steve's name."
"Not the part I thought you'd focus on," Wayne huffs a laugh, "but I owe your boy an apology and I was hopin' you could help me make it happen."
"My boy- what is happening," Eddie drops his voice to whisper the question to himself.
"What's happening is I'm doin' the thing I always told you ta do. Taking accountability and fixin' my mistake."
"Oh. Oh!" Eddie narrows his eyes at Wayne, "you've made an ass out of me. All those times I assured Steve you were just being standoffish and you were- what were you doing?"
"Intentionally keepin' the boy at a distance 'cause I thought he was gonna hurt you. I sure as hell ain't been friendly. I been judging him because I knew his parents, thinkin' about how an apple don't fall far from the tree," Wayne stops, giving pause to see if Eddie will speak but he isn't. He's just staring at Wayne like he's a puzzle. "It was brought to my attention that it's mighty unfair to judge someone 'cause of how their parents act."
Eddie's brow furrows and his lips purse. It makes him think of Linda. She'd made the exact same face. "I- Jesus fuck this is weird, but I. I think I'm mad at you. Disappointed."
Eddie doesn't say it with an angry tone, and his face still looks more puzzled than mad, but the sentence feels like a kick to the chest anyway. Eddie and he have never been mad at each other, not in the eight years Eddie's lived here with him. They've been worried and scared for each other that, or mad at someone or something else that they take out on each other, but never mad at each other.
"You've every right to be."
Eddie stands from the couch, paces down the hallway, and Wayne thinks this might be the end of any conversation tonight, but instead Eddie comes storming back up the hall. "So, what, did you take me in expecting me to be my dad!?"
"No. He mighta contributed to your birth, but we both know that man ain't nurtured you a day in his life."
"Yeah, well, Steve's parents didn't raise him either, so all this has been bullshit! You made Steve think he's, he's broken and a bad person! And," Eddie's eyes are wet and he's angry but also about to cry. Wayne hasn't seen him like this in a long time. Not since the day they learned Al was in prison, fifteen years with a chance for parole if he's on his best behavior. Eddie had been so angry, and sad, and hurt by the news. Eddie's like that now, worked up so much he's repeating himself as he hiccups his words out around the lump in this throat, "And, and you made me help him feel that way! Because I didn't take him serious when he said, said you didn't like him! I thought you were being, being a dad, all fake gruff to intimidate the guy I like but it's- you were- FUCK!"
Wayne lets him yell. He deserves it, and Eddie needs it. Eddie's not saying anything untrue. He takes in what Eddie is yelling at him; Steve's parents didn't raise him, and how Wayne's cold shoulder must have added to whatever else Steve has going on in his life.
"I, I h-held him while he b-bawled into my shirt last night! He, he thinks- and you, you didn't even trust me! T-trust my own j-judgment of, of Steve! I, I need- I can't-" Eddie doesn't finish the sentence. He turns on his heel and storms back down the hall, the slamming of his door finalizing this conversation.
To say that Wayne feels terrible is inadequate. He's hurt his boy, and he's hurt his boy's boy, and he's got no one to blame but himself.
Now he's got two apologies to make.
I tried to tag as many people as I could remember that expressed interest in a follow up fic. I am SO sorry if I missed you. Please let me know if you want to be tagged in the final part. I will only be tagging people who ask to be tagged going forward 'cause it's a lot of people to remember and my memory is garbage.
@i-less-than-three-you @nburkhardt @afewproblems @skepsiss @unclewaynemunson @itsthestrangestthings @emofratboy @devondespresso @finntheehumaneater @loopholesinmydreams @yourmom-isgay @wrenisflying @emsgoodthinkin @messrs-weasley @madigoround @jackiemonroe5512 @gutterflower77 @zerokrox-blog @eriquin @samyuck @lunarmaruna @mugloversonly @kaij-basil-lionelli88
#steddie#my fic#wayne pov#wayne munson#eddie munson#honestly this didnt go the way i thought it would#so there will be a third and final part. Wayne's gonna make it right because he's a good uncle. A good dad.#SPOILER: steve doesnt even show up in this part so im not tagging him
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dad!matt and dad!chris is all i want in life
A Day with Dad - Chris Sturniolo
Summary: Chris is left at home with his two daughters
TW!: none really
Requested?: yes
A/N: feedback, interaction, and requests are appreciated! ( im also very sorry if this sucks i don't read a lot of dad!chris or matt ficsđ)
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You and Chris have finally started building the family you've dreamed of for so long. You have two daughters: Avery who has just turned 4, and Scarlet who is 1 year old. You and Chris couldn't be happier living this life, but Chris noticed you've started to become more tired and tense, so during summer break, when the kids were home. He planned a day out full of activities for you and your friends.
It was 8:30 in the morning and you were leaving the house to get to the Breakfast place Chris put in a reservation for. "I'll see you soon," you say as you grab your house keys. "Have fun baby" Chris says as he grabs your chin and kisses you. "I'm gonna miss my girls," You say thinking of their cute chubby little faces. "They'll be with the fun parent, they won't miss you one bit," Chris says with a sense of pride. You roll you're eyes and laugh. "Whatever, Chris, I love you." "I love you more baby", and with that, you're stepping into the car and driving off. Chris waits outside until the car has fully left his sight before heading back inside.
As soon as he steps inside, he hears crying. "Scarlet" He mutters under his breath before running up the stairs and into the girls' room. He turns on the light and lifts Scarlet out of her crib. As soon as she's in his arms, she quiets down.
"Good morning sunshine, how are you?" Chris' presence wakes up his second daughter Avery. "Daddy!" Avery squeaks, wrapping her arms around Chris's leg. "Hey, bunny. You're pretty happy today!" He says, setting Scarlet back down in her crib. "Ok girls, Mommy went out today so guess what? You're gonna be spending the day with the best dad in the world," He says pointing both his fingers towards him. The girls cheer and Chris laughs. "Let's start by making some chocolate chip pancakes!"
It didn't go as planned. Chris ended up burning the pancakes. So now the 3 of them sit in the Mc. Donald's drive-thru picking out items from the breakfast menu. "I can't believe we are having Mc. Donalds for breakfast, this is the best day ever!" Avery says, waving her arms in the air. "Technically, they're breakfast foods so it's healthy. Also please don't tell your mother" Avery laughs as Chris picks up the food from the window and drives back home.
It's 4:40 in the afternoon. Chris got Scarlet to take her nap, and somehow he ended up sitting in front of Avery while she braids his hair into pigtails. "Done!" she says, grinning ear to ear as she hands Chris a mirror. "Wow sunshine, I look amazing," Chris says holding back a laugh.
"Now tell me, what would you like for dinner?" Chris asks handing her back the mirror. "Pizza, pizza, pizza!" Avery says jumping around. Chris sighs, "You sure you don't want something healthier sweetie?" Chris asks. "Healthy food sucks," Avery says crossing her arms. Chris lets out a chuckle. "How bout' we get pasta instead, huh sweetie. We've had a little too much fast food don't you think?" "with meatballs?" Avery asked. "With as many meatballs as you like princess," Chris says as he tickles Avery. Almost right after, Chris hears Scarlet cry again.
It's 11:30 and Chris and Avery have fallen asleep on the couch. Scarlet is in her crib, and Moana still playing on the TV. Keys jangle at the door before it finally unlocks. You walk into the living room and see Chris and and Avery snuggled up on the couch asleep, you smile and pull out your phone to take a picture. You tap Chris on the shoulder and he jolts up, then falls back down when he realizes it's just you. "hey baby, you're back" he says, flashing you a tired smile. "I am. How'd it go" "Let's just say i'm the favourite now" You laugh before taking a closer look at him. "What the hell happened to your hair?"
#chris sturniolo#chris sturniolo fanfic#chris sturniolo smut#chris sturniolo x you#chris sturniolo x reader#dad!chris#sturniolo triplets#matt sturniolo#nick sturniolo#sturn#the sturniolo triplets#christopher sturniolo#matthew sturniolo#matt sturniolo imagine#matt sturniolo smut#matt sturniolo x reader#nicholas sturniolo
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feelings on fire (joel miller x f!reader) 18+ PART ONE
"trying to play it coy, trying to make it disappear"
â ïž new series alert! â ïž and also my 1k follower celebration!!! (altho it might as well be the 2k celebration now considering how fast my following has grown. thank you ;-;) i polled my followers a little while ago to choose between 3 different fic premises and this one was the winner! it was originally meant to be a stand alone but i'm actually more interested in making it a brand new series, so i hope you guys enjoy! i'm not exactly sure how many parts this will be yet, i'll let you know when i do. title and lyrics are from 'bad liar' by selena gomez.
summary: you're back from college for the summer, staying with your devout catholic parents in your childhood home while they order you around and try to keep authority over you. as an act of rebellion you ask your new neighbor mr. miller to teach you how to play guitar, but it turns out there's a lot more he wants to teach you. (no outbreak, no use of y/n) rating: 18+ explicit (minors, do not interact) warnings: (for this fic in general) age difference (reader is in her 20s, joel in his 50s), innocent/inexperienced reader, dirty old man joel, corruption (but it's consensual), praise kink, dirty talk, general smut, mentions of religion (reader's family are very catholic) -- (for this chapter) wet dreams, mentions of masturbation. word count: 5k ao3
The sun is warm and pleasant on your bare skin as you lay out in the freshly mown grass of your backyard, absorbing the heat and smiling languidly despite the humidity. You're grateful for your family's wealth on days like today, knowing that at any moment you could take a few steps and dive headfirst into the cool water of your pool, fresh and inviting. It's been about a month since you returned and you've spent almost every day outside among the green grass, the chlorinated water, the burning Texas sun. It's been heaven.
The backdoor suddenly swings open and your father's voice booms out into the backyard, "Family meeting," he states, loud and serious, "Five minutes."
Or hell.
With a groan you slowly sit up, hands digging into the thin towel laid out beneath you. You know better than to ignore an order like that. Being back from college for the summer has certainly had it's perks; no annoying roommates, no loud parties, a large backyard and pool to yourself, but having to deal with your parents again certainly isn't one of them. You'd thought coming back after three years might have softened them a bit, lowered their guard, made them less strict. Instead, it's almost had the opposite effect.
You slide into your flip flops and walk begrudgingly inside the house, making note of your mother standing anxiously by the stove with her arms crossed. What's the issue now? At least once a week your father calls these "family meetings", which always pertain to you and only you, seeing as you're their only child. Last week they'd spent half an hour berating you about forgetting to put the garbage out, the week before they'd tried to explain the importance of an early bed time to you, like you were seven.
You're a grown woman, a full fledged adult. Sure, you're only twenty one, you're unemployed, you're currently in the process of obtaining an arts degree that probably won't secure you anything tangible in the real world, but you're an adult nonetheless. You only have one year left of school before you can leave all this behind and start fresh somewhere else. You'd thought coming back home for one more summer would bring nostalgia and happiness, a few months of normality before life exploded in front of you.
Turns out your parents had pictured something different.
Your father gestures toward the kitchen table, urging for you to sit. You hate when they do this, make you feel small and childish while they both stand above you and reiterate rules they've had your whole life, rules that apparently you'll never grow out of. You wonder what rule you've broken now.
"We've noticed that you barely leave the house," your father begins, voice deep and authoritative, "We were under the impression that when you came home you'd be spending time with old friends, doing some volunteering again."
"Going to church," your mother adds beside him, a frown permanently etched on her face, "You've only gone twice since you've been here."
Call the cops, you think to yourself, forcibly holding back an eyeroll. Ironically your father is a police officer, and you highly doubt he'd ever come if you called.
"Instead, you just spend all your time in that backyard," he continues, nodding along with your mother, "We didn't invite you back to simply laze around all summer, there have been clear expectations you're not meeting."
You take a deep breath, feeling a hint of anger and stubbornness burning in the pit of your stomach. You shove it down, back to that secret hiding place you've cultivated throughout all these years of having to deal with them.
"I'm sorry, dad," you say, trying to sound as earnest as possible as you look to him and then your mother, "Sorry, mom."
"Sorry doesn't cut it, we need to see action," your father replies quickly, brow furrowed, "No more lounging around in the backyard on weekdays, that's a weekend activity from now on, we clear?"
You nod, "Clear."
"We want you to get involved in something," your mom takes a step forward, places her hand awkwardly on your shoulder, "Why don't you call Bethany? She's always looking for more helpers at Sunday School, or maybe Alice? I hear she's been volunteering at the soup kitchen for the summer."
You haven't spoken to either Bethany or Alice since you left for university three years ago. The thought of calling them, let alone having to work with them in either setting, makes you feel ill. You nod again, pretending to agree.
"That sounds good, I'll call them tomorrow morning," Both of your parents smile, appeased, "I think I'll go for a walk now, if that's okay. Clear my head, think about things I can do to improve."
"That's the spirit," your dad says, wrapping an arm around your mother, "Remember, be back before dinner or the door will be locked."
"I know," you nod, forcing a smile, "I won't forget."
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Well, that's it, then. You'll have to leave.
It sounds dramatic to say that your parents telling you to get off your ass is enough to send you packing, but it goes so much deeper than that. You've spent your entire life doing everything these people say, nodding and smiling when you're meant to, apologizing for everything, doing anything you can to appease and impress them. You'd spent your high school years in youth choir, church group, organizing fundraisers, studying your ass off, tutoring, joining as many extracurriculars as possible until you had no free time. And even then, nothing ever seemed to be enough for them.
When you'd left for college they'd both cried at the airport, held you in their arms and told you with sincerity that they'd miss you so much. Your mother had kissed your face and held your hands and your father had hugged you for the first time since you were eleven years old. And because of their sudden burst of emotions, of affection, you'd actually missed them once you left. You remember you'd cried on the plane, scrolling through pictures of them on your phone until the battery died, thinking to yourself that maybe they weren't the horrible, authoritarian people you thought they were.
They called you once a week while you were at college, asking for updates, telling you they missed you, giving you neighborhood gossip that made you laugh and feel nostalgic for home. Being away from them, it was like they suddenly became two entirely new people, bonded together by their suddenly empty nest and seemingly trying to do right by you now, even if it felt a little too late. You'd thought about coming home a few times for a visit, but the memories that triggered the anger in the pit of your stomach kept you from doing so. You'd kept them at arm's length until you felt ready to come back.
And now you're back, and nothing has changed. They're the same people they always were, expecting too much of you, thinking they can control you, never quite believing that you're trying your best. You'd told them before you came that you just wanted to relax this summer, spend some time at home, maybe meet up with some old friends - keyword being maybe - and they'd seemed totally on board with the idea. There had been no mentions of keeping busy, no mentions of Sunday School or soup kitchens or rules. Then you'd arrived and realized how stupid you'd been to believe that they could ever change.
Your entire life you've been their perfect girl, their A+ student who volunteered and read bible verses and tutored the neighborhood kids, sacrificed your happiness more times than you can count for the sake of keeping them satisfied. But that's the thing: they're not satisfied, and they never will be.
Your flip flops smack against the concrete of your suburban street, sun beginning to set in the distance as you think about how exactly you're going to escape this hell. Yeah, you could just walk out the front door without a word, but it's not like you have anywhere to go or the money to do it. You have your plane ticket for your return flight back to school, but it's not 'til September and it's under your father's name. Your family might be wealthy but none of that wealth has ever gone directly into your pocket, and you doubt it ever will if you just bail on them in the middle of the night with no warning.
Your thoughts scatter when you hear someone call out your name nearby. Your head swivels and you see one of your neighbors, Mrs. Lillard, waving from her front porch. You wave back, give her a small smile.
"How's college treatin' ya?" she calls to you, taking a sip from a bottle of beer, "Got a boyfriend?"
Your cheeks warm immediately and shake your head, "Not yet!" you call back.
"I bet you're battin' 'em all away," her voice is slurred and you're sure that's probably not her first beer of the day, "Nobody's good enough for ya, huh?"
"I guess," you say awkwardly, continuing to walk and hoping she won't ask you to join her for a beer, "How's your husband?"
"Pain in my ass," she responds with a grunt and takes another swig, "Bet you can't wait to have your own white picket fence, perfect as you are."
Her words make you uncomfortable but you just give her your signature fake laugh and flip your hair, waving again, "Bye, Mrs. Lillard."
Your face falls as soon as you turn around, anger burning again. You've spent so much of your life being the picture perfect little suburban girl, doing everything your parents say, saying your prayers and reading to the elderly, killing yourself to get straight A's and only speaking when spoken to. Your reputation is widely known around the neighborhood; the sweet little girl, the pure and innocent God fearing angel. You've portrayed yourself as that girl for so long that you almost don't know which part of you is real anymore.
You keep walking down the street, eyeing the sunset as you go and wondering what would happen if you just didn't go back home tonight. As your father had said, he locks the door every night after dinner; you don't have a key, you've never had a key. You're only allowed into your house on the basis of trust and good merit. If you just refused to go back tonight, how would they react? The thought of doing something like that sends a warm flush of rebellion across your skin, eyes bright with intrigue. But where would you go?
You turn the corner and your nose is suddenly hit with the delectable scent of a barbecue, smokey and delicious. You slow a bit, closing your eyes and breathing in the warm air, stomach growling. You suddenly realize that if you don't go home tonight you'll also miss dinner. Another rule broken. You keep walking, trying to follow the scent like some kind of bloodhound. Maybe you know whoever's cooking and they'll invite you to eat with them.
A few houses down you start to hear the sound of music. There must be a party going on, a birthday or some other special occasion. It's only as you get closer to the sound that you realize it's not being played from a speaker or stereo, but from someone's front porch; a real guitar, live and acoustic.
You approach the house in question and see a man sitting on his front step, guitar in hand as he strums a steady tune. He's looking down, watching his fingers, monitoring his movements, but you see dark brown curls with hints of grey peppered throughout, a stubbled jaw line and curved nose. You slow your speed, furrowing your brow as you try to place him. You're not sure you've ever seen him before.
His music is calm and inviting, a plucky sounding tune that seems vaguely familiar. You're suddenly filled with intrigue, trying to place the song and slowing to a complete stop in front of the house without meaning to. You watch the man's callused fingers pick away at the strings, fast and professional, like he's been doing this for years. He probably has.
You're still trying to place the song, biting your lip and swiping through songs in your mind like an invisible rolodex. Johnny Cash? Bob Dylan? It sounds like one of those songs your parents would forbid you to listen to as a kid, the ones with devil worship in their lyrics, sung by bad men who didn't believe in God. You'd always questioned this logic, wondered how songs about living out in the country or falling in love could be inherently against your religion. They didn't even listen to it, just blindly told you it was against the rules.
Suddenly the man stops playing and you realize the song has come to an end. He looks up then, notices you standing there at the end of his walk with your furrowed brow and flip flops. His eyes are brown, expression startled at first but then fading into something softer as he gives you a small smile.
"Been there long?" he asks, voice crackling slightly, like he hasn't spoken much today.
You shake your head quickly, "I'm sorry, I heard you playing and I-"
"S'alright," he replies strumming his guitar absentmindedly and giving you a shrug, "I don't mind an audience."
He's southern, definitely a Texan, but you're sure you've never met him before. His face and voice are unfamiliar to you, but certainly not unwelcome. He's older, probably in his 40s or even 50s, but he's handsome and slightly boyish in a way despite his greying hair and freckled skin. He reminds you of one of those men on album covers your father had slammed down one day in the record store when you were nine, yelled at you in front of everyone that the men who made that music were filthy sinners. It hadn't stopped you from listening to them, though, curiosity getting the better of you.
Is that who you're looking at now? A filthy sinner?
"You okay?" he asks slowly, tilting his head. You realize you're just staring at him, gathering your thoughts.
You shake your head again quickly, feeling yourself blush under his gaze, "Sorry," you repeat, "I'm uh, I was just passing by and I heard you playing that song. It sounded really familiar."
He gives you a crooked smile and a nod, "Tangled Up in Blue, Bob Dylan."
"I knew it was Bob Dylan," you say, a satisfied smile spreading across your face. That song was from one of the albums you'd listened to in secret, one of the only times you'd had to delete your browser history. You feel pride swell in your chest at the smile you elicit from the man in response, like he's recognizing a fellow music lover.
"Good ear," he continues to lightly pluck at the strings of his guitar, "You play?"
"Um, not really." It's a half truth but mainly a lie, you've never played in your life. You feel slightly disappointed in yourself and you're not sure why; it's not like you've ever felt any kind of urge to learn, especially considering your parents would've made sure you only learned appropriate songs. When would you have even found the time between all your extracurriculars?
"Well, it ain't difficult," he starts playing the song again, slower this time, "Pretty repetitive chord progression, room for some adlibbin' here and there once you get the hang of it."
You nod like you understand what he's talking about, suddenly lost in the way his fingers pull at the strings, make the music come to life out of nothing. His hands are big, fingers long and thick as they curve back and forth, up and down. It's hypnotic to watch. He stops again and looks up, catches you staring.
"How old are you?" he asks, raising an eyebrow.
You swallow, unsure what exactly the right answer is. Part of you wants to lie, tell him you're older than you actually are so he doesn't just see you as some bright eyed kid. This is the first person you've encountered since coming back who doesn't know who you are, doesn't know about your reputation. You could tell him anything, be anyone, and he'd take it at face value.
"I'm twenty five," you lie, but it sounds unnatural in your mouth.
He looks you up and down, eyes raking your body in a way you're unfamiliar with. Like a man. Like the way your roommates back in college get looked at, sensually and flirtatiously, being eyed up by drunk guys at the bar who only have one thing on their mind. You feel your heart begin to thrum quicker in your chest; is that really how this man is looking at you? This grown man, not a high school crush or a college fratboy, a real man?
"Sweetheart, we both know that's a lie," he says with a chuckle, eyes coming back to rest on your face, "I'd guess twenty."
You make a face, "I'm twenty one, actually."
He laughs again, putting his hands up in surrender, "My bad, twenty one."
You watch as he starts to strum once again, something new and unfamiliar. You listen for a few moments, eyes trained back on his fingers, watching him play.
"You wanna come in for a bit?" he asks, voice nonchalant, like he's asking you something completely casual.
And maybe he is, but the words make your eyes widen, your breath catching in your throat. The way he'd looked at you just then, laughed at your words, wanted to know your age... now he's inviting you into his house? You've never actually been flirted with before, not when it mattered, and you're not entirely sure if that's what's happening. But it feels like it, even though you can't imagine how someone like him could see anything sexy about a girl like you.
"...Why?" you ask quietly.
He looks up at you with another smile, still plucking the strings, "If you need to ask then maybe I read you wrong," he chuckles again, eyes trailing down your legs and taking in your short dress, the way it stops at your knees, "Now that I really look at you, maybe I'm talkin' to a good Christian girl."
"You're not," you say it too quickly, "I mean, I'm not. I'm not a good Christian girl."
"No?" he smirks, "Don't have a good southern daddy waitin' for you to come home? Momma waitin' with a pie in the oven?" he's not being serious but you feel your skin flush at the accuracy of his words.
"Maybe," you mutter, hand going down to touch your dress nervously, "But maybe I don't wanna go home."
He nods and stops plucking, licking his lips and thinking to himself. You have to admit, there's something about him that draws you to him, something masculine and new. He's much, much older than you but not in a way that creeps you out or makes you want to run away. You find yourself hoping he'll ask you to come inside again so this time you can give him the right answer, the one he wants to hear.
"You probably should," he finally says, then stands up on his porch steps and slips his guitar onto his back. The strap digs into his broad shoulders, accentuating his size as he suddenly towers over you on the step.
"Sh-should what?" you ask breathlessly, and you wonder if he can tell your heart race has picked up, see the thumping of your pulse in your exposed neck.
"Go back home," he says with a shrug, "I mean, if they're waitin' for you..."
"They're not," you say it with firm finality, shaking your head, "I'm twenty one, I do what I like."
He walks down the steps then, getting closer and closer to you until he's suddenly standing directly in front of you. His eyes cast downward, assessing your expression; you swear he looks at your lips and licks his own again.
"So would you like to come inside?" he asks again, peering down at you with a dark sense of desire that makes you swallow roughly, feel a light and steady thrum between your legs, "Let me teach you how to play that song?"
Here's your chance. Just say yes.
"N-no," you gasp, taking a step back from him, "Um, n-not today."
He smirks, almost like he knew that would be your response. He hitches his guitar up his shoulder and gives you one last smile before turning around and walking back up his steps.
"Well, I'm here if you change your mind," he calls back to you, reaching for the doorknob on his front door and peering at you with another side glance, still assessing you, "Would love to teach a pretty thing like you how to use her fingers."
You feel your lips part in surprise, an unfamiliar tingling sensation flooding your body as he gives you a wink and walks into his house, shutting the door behind him. You've still got that steady throbbing feeling in your underwear, something you've only felt a handful of times. You know what it is, you're not completely clueless, but you can't remember the last time it happened.
You take another step back slowly, heart still pounding in your chest as you stare at his closed door. Then you turn on your heel and speed walk back the way you came, flip flops slapping against the ground aggressively. You revel in the way your thighs rub together as you walk, soothing that ache.
Any thoughts of not going home have gone from your mind. You need to ask your parents who this man is. As soon as possible.
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You get home right before dinner, giving yourself just enough time to formulate exactly how to ask your parents about the man with the guitar. You're slightly afraid that you might seem too eager, too curious, and that they'll see right through you; you can't imagine how they'd react to knowing their perfect little girl is getting butterflies over a middle aged man.
But that's what you have: butterflies. In your tummy, all over your skin, between your legs. Being talked to the way he did, being looked at the way he did, it's making you feel hot all over, itchy and uncomfortable but in a good way.
The last time you felt this way was during your first week of college, at a party you'd gone to with your roommate. You'd seen him across the room, tall and blonde, watched as he licked his lips and looked you up and down. He was gorgeous, an angel you were convinced God had placed at this party just for you. You felt that tingle between your legs, swallowed down the nervous lump in your throat and imagined what it would be like to be kissed by him.
Then he'd approached and you realized he'd been looking at your roommate the entire time.
Your mother is just beginning to plate the meal when you slip into the kitchen, taking a seat at the table beside your father. She serves you both with a smile and sits, then extends her hands to both of you.
"Bless us, O Lord, for these, Thy gifts," she begins quietly, and you quickly hang your head and close your eyes as she continues, "which we are about to receive from Thy bounty. Through Christ, our Lord. Amen."
"Amen," you and your dad echo, then begin your meal. Just the same as always.
"How was your walk?" your father asks.
Here goes nothing.
"It was nice," you say, nodding thoughtfully to yourself and hoping you sound nonchalant, "I said hi to Mrs. Lillard."
"We've been praying for her," your mom interjects immediately, "She's an alcoholic, you know."
Your mom stays on top of all the neighborhood gossip, part of the reason you feel she might know something about the mysterious man. With a nod of your head you continue, "And then I saw someone else, a man playing guitar on his front porch, but I've never seen him before."
"Oh, him" your mom rolls her eyes, "Mr. Miller. Piece of work."
Bingo.
Your eyebrows raise, intrigued, "How so?"
"Kindness, dear," your father says with a disapproving nod to your mother, "He's done nothing to us."
She sighs and shakes her head, "You're right, I'm sorry."
The conversation is definitely going somewhere but it's already taking a turn into dangerous territory; you're not one to question, to interfere or interject. Pressing them further might make them suspicious, but you have to know.
"What did he do?" you ask, trying your best to sound casual, "If you don't mind me asking?"
Your mother is about to speak but your father gives her a look, almost a warning. She closes her mouth and sits back in her chair, waiting for him to answer you instead.
"He didn't do anything," your father explains, "Your mother invited him for dinner and he declined, that's all."
"It's the way he declined," your mother sits forward again, voice curt and irritated, "He was very rude."
"Rude?" You can tell your mom wants to talk about it, dredge up something she hasn't been able to discuss for a while; you're surprised she hadn't already told you over the phone while you were at college.
"This isn't appropriate conversation for the dinner table," your father says sternly, and you're not sure if he's talking more-so to you or your mother, "End of discussion." As usual your mother folds in on herself, picking up her fork and starting to eat again.
"Your father's right," she says, though you know she doesn't really believe that, "Let's just eat."
You wonder what the man - Mr. Miller - could have said to make your mother react this way. It's not unusual for her to get stiff and bothered by people - it's pretty easy to push her buttons, actually, but the list of things that offend her is long and detailed. He could have said pretty much anything to set her off. The specifics are lost on you.
You resign yourself to defeat and eat your dinner, sincerely glad that the tingling sensations in your body have subsided. You do not need to be feeling like that with your parents in the room.
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You dream about him.
It's muddled and confusing, taking place simultaneously back at college and in your childhood bedroom, but he's there. In both places, somehow. You're back at that first week of college party, but instead of the blonde boy it's him standing across the room, eyeing you up and down. But this time he doesn't go for your roommate, he walks over to you and looks deeply into your eyes, gives you that delicious smirk and brings his hands down to touch your waist. He's so big compared to you, so much older. He pulls you in with a strong grasp and holds you to his broad chest, runs his hands down your back.
Then you're both transported from the college party to your parent's house. You're on your bed, sitting next to him atop the covers and watching him play guitar. You watch his fingers, long and thick, hypnotizing you with their movements. He stops playing and brings one to your chin, tilts your head up to look into your eyes again.
"You're not a good Christian girl," he whispers in that southern drawl, breath ghosting across your face, inching closer and closer, "You're all mine, aren't you?"
You wake up with a start and immediately feel the dampness in your underwear, the butterflies back again with a vengeance as your pussy throbs and pulses. You've never felt anything like this before, grasping your chest and reaching for your bedside lamp in the darkness. You sit there in bed for a few moments, catching your breath and waiting for the feelings to vanish again, for your aching core to stop reminding you that it's never been touched, not once, even though you know it's absolutely begging for it.
With shaky hands you reach down and run a finger through your wet folds, shivering at the soft touch. You've never masturbated before, never had sex or anything else you've learned about from your friends at college. They'd looked at you with disbelief when you'd told them you'd never even had an orgasm; one of them had gone so far as to ask if she could give you one.
"No," you'd said curtly, "No thank you."
Now you sit on your childhood bed with your legs open and a finger pressed lightly against you within your underwear. You're not even sure what to do, where exactly to touch, how to bring yourself to completion. You're twenty one years old but you've spent your entire life being the good, pure, God fearing girl waiting for marriage like her parents taught her.
"Enough," you whisper into the darkness, "I'm done waiting."
You yank your finger out of your panties and lay back on the bed, switching off the lamp and closing your eyes again. You've already decided before you drift off that you'll be paying Mr. Miller another visit tomorrow, as soon as possible.
He told you he wanted to teach you how to use your fingers; you intend to make sure he does.
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the train station - kayce dutton
summary - kayce has to do a lot of terrible things for the ranch and you're the only thing that's able to calm him down
word count - 1.6k
warnings - talks of murd3r
changes to canon - monica and kayce didn't get married, kayce never left the ranch, got married to you after coming home from the navy, y'all have a house on the ranch
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as kayce walked up to the house, he tried to shake off the adrenaline that still encased him and the anxiety that made his heartbeat race. trips to the train station were few and far between and he'd done enough of them that he should be able to just get over it, but for some reason this one stuck with him. the way the man had fought, the way he'd stared him in the eyes before kayce finally kicked him over the cliff's edge, the life already draining from his eyes... it clung to his heart and plagued his mind on the long drive home. his hands were shaky and he tried to keep his eyes from reddening, but there was only so much he could control.
he was quiet when he opened the door, the lock jiggling open as he turned the key and pushed open, making sure to step quietly into the house before turning and locking the door behind him once more. it was late and he was sure that you and tate were asleep.
tate was, but you weren't.
you looked up from your position on the couch, the four year old passed out in your arms as you scrolled your phone lazily. you looked up, smiling upon seeing your husband, but soon faltering when you saw his expression. as he tried to make it to the stairs, you reached a hand up, carefully holding tate with the other to keep him from waking. kayce paused and grabbed it, letting you squeeze his hand soothingly.
"hey," you hummed, brows knitted as you shifted to stand. "let me just put him down and i'll be up with you, okay?"
he nodded slowly, glancing from you to his little boy. he didn't trust his voice at the moment and as he released your hand he became all too aware of the dried blood that remained on his hands. this one was messier, the guy he was instructed to dispose of was more of a fighter than he was used to and he wound up needed to shoot him twice, the latter hitting an artery and splattering onto kayce's gun and hands. he wouldn't be surprised if there was some on his face too.
so, he simply followed you up the stairs, beelining it for the bathroom when you turned the corner to tate's room.
you heard both the shower and the sink faucet turn on as you tucked tate in, pulling his winter blankets tight over him and settling his stuffed wolf under the sheets next to him. tate moved, grabbing the wolf in his sleep before turning on his stomach and relaxing into the mattress. you smiled, pressing a kiss to the top of his head before making your way out, shutting out the lights and the door and moving to the master bathroom.
"hey," you mumbled, shutting the door behind you as you watched kayce scrub senselessly at his hands, his shirt, jacket, and vest discarded to the side needed to be deep cleaned. "kace."
"i'm sorry..." he said, but he didn't know exactly what he was apologizing for. everything, probably.
you crossed to him, coming up behind him and pressing a kiss to his now bare shoulder blade as you wrapped your arms around his torso. "don't be sorry, baby. you're doing what you've got to. i trust you."
he didn't say anything again, instead turning off the faucet and turning in your embrace to hug you fully, his head tucked in your neck as he held you tightly to him. you mumbled something he couldn't quite hear as you adjusted your hold to be around his neck, one hand running over his hair soothingly.
"what do you need? you wanna shower?" you asked, pulling back to look him in the eyes. "are you wanting to talk about it?" when he didn't answer, you tilted your head to try to meet his eyes better, furrowing your brows as you furthered in a gentle tone, "what was it?"
"same old, same old," he muttered, shaking his head. "dad called. someone needed to be taken to the train station... it just sucks sometimes."
"i know," you mumbled, running a hand through his hair to keep it from falling in his eyes. "i'm sorry you have to be the one to do it."
"i'm a dutton," he sighed. "i've got to."
you didn't say anything to that, knowing damn well the way the ranch worked and the things it required of the family. hell, you'd been asked to do a fair few things you weren't entirely comfortable with during your time here - it's just how the yellowstone was ran.
so instead, you grabbed his hands and pulled him backwards towards the shower. you pushed him to sit at the edge of the tub, pressing a kiss to his forehead before crouching and tugging the boots off his feet. then came the socks, and then you both worked in tandem to remove his belt and jeans. he stood to take off his boxers, you moving to the side to pull your shirt over your head before you thought twice.
"do you want me with you or do you need time?" you asked as he pulled the shower door open, the steam instantly beginning to calm the pressure headache that had begun to form in his temples. he looked at you, shaking his head slowly.
"come here, please," he said. you smiled gently, quickly pulling off your clothes as he stepped into the shower. you slid in after him, shutting the glass door behind you. you quickly spotted the bloody and dirtied areas of his skin, reaching around his to pool some body wash in your hands.
"here, let me help you, baby," you told him as you foamed the soap a bit and began running it over his back. he visibly relaxed, a soft sigh slipping passed his lips as your fingers pressed into his sore muscles.
he hung his head, his wet bangs falling in his eyes as he shut them. he felt childish having his wife bathe him like this, but he needed you, and if this was how you wanted to comfort him he wasn't one to argue. he felt his heart lighten with every speck of blood that was washed down the drain, his conscience easing as the day's work was cleaned from him.
"i didn't know who it was." your movements paused for a moment before you continued rinsing his arms, beginning to pump shampoo in your hands to get to his dirty hair. "i didn't know his name or what he did to deserve to die. i just listened to my father and took care of whatever mess the guy had caused."
"was it easier?" you asked gently, almost on your tiptoes as you scrubbed his scalp. "not knowing him?"
he sighed. "i thought it would be. but, it just made it worse. i don't know if he had kids, a wife, a family who's waiting for a man who's never coming home. i don't know if whatever he did is actually worthy of death or if i should've just dropped him off in the middle of wyoming. i don't know anything. and that feels like shit."
"i'm sorry," you told him, finishing with his hair and pulling on his shoulder lightly to turn him towards you. it was then that you noticed the tears slipping down his cheeks, the man trying to blink them away before you reached up to wipe them away yourself. you offered a sad smile, hands moving to run up and down his arms slowly. "i'm so sorry, kayce. you shouldn't have to have that on your conscience."
"it's okay," he sighed. he pulled a thin smile to his lips. "i'm okay."
"we don't have to talk about it anymore, but it's not okay, and you don't have to be okay," you said, matching his smile sadly. "i love you, you know that right? through thick and thin."
"i love you too," he told you, leaning down to press a gentle kiss to your lips despite the water falling over his face. when he pulled back, you wiped a few spots of red off his cheek, your smile growing to hopefully bring him some comfort. he pecked your lips slowly again. "can we go to bed?"
"let's go, cowboy," you told him. you quickly made your way out of the shower, wrapping him in a large towel before you did the same from yourself, both of you moving into the bedroom to change.
you pulled on a simple black pair of shorts and one of kayce's old tshirts as he pulled on some boxers, moving quickly to your bed and falling into the mattress. after flicking off the lights, you followed after him, climbing in by his side comfortably.
"you okay?" you asked, looking up to the outline of his face as he held you close to him. he sighed.
"i will be," he answered before pressing a kiss to your forehead. "thank you, darlin'. i don't know what i'd do without you."
"wash your own body," you hummed with a light laugh. "i know i can't help much, kace, but i'm happy to try whatever i can."
"well i appreciate it, baby," he told you, pressing another, final kiss to your forehead. "i love you. goodnight."
"i love you too. goodnight, kayce."
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House Tour (not the house we wanted, but the house we have)
Fandom: Poppy Playtime.
Synopsis: Angel (referred here as "you") introduces their house to the toys after the events of the game.
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"It's not much", you hurriedly tell the group. "And it's not very big, we'll have to get a bigger house as soon as possible, can't forget to immediately look for what's on sale around here".
You stop on your tracks to face the door to your house, hearing the others stop just behind you. Searching for the right key, you add:
"Also please don't mind the fact everything's a big mess, I'm more organized than that but last time I was there it was a week or so ago and I left in a rush".
"Don't apologize, Angel", Poppy replies back, as gentle as ever. "I'm sure it's not even that bad! And, look, even Kissy agrees with me! Right, Kissy?"
The taller girl mutters a quiet "hm-hm" sound.
"Nothing will ever be as bad as the factory, Angel", Dogday adds. You turn around to see Huggy still holding into the dog's poorly-adapted wheelchair, smiling in return. "Besides! You're here with us now! That alone makes things a lot better".
"You guys give me too much credit", oh, finally, you found the key! "I'm just doing what I have to. Anyone else would do the same".
"Li-ar", Mommy Long Leg's voice echoes. "No one never ever took care of Mommy when she was hurt".
"I was the one who tore your arm off, I kind of had to help".
"Li-aaaar".
You sigh, finally opening the door and stepping inside: "C'mon, everyone, it's pretty small but it should do the work for now".
You counted the toys one by one as they entered: Bunzo, PJ, Poppy and Kissy, Dogday and Huggy, a very bubbly Miss Delight guiding Catnap inside, all the mini huggies, all the mini critters, all the other mini toys, then Mommy Long Legs. More than 80 in total.
Thankfully the money you got from that case was enough to cover a house and finances and medical expenses for at least an year for every single one of you. You still didn't know how the court case against the remains of Playtime would go, but with all the evidence against them, it should be enough money for a lifetime, right? You would never be able to pay for everyone's treatment with your current job...
"Angel, dear?", Miss Delight calls. You smile, give one last look outside, and close the door. "What an interesting house you have!"
"Oh, it's nothing much", you put the keys in a small counter, taking off your jacket and throwing your bag in a corner. "Huggy, can you help put Dogday in the sofa?"
"Angel, I'm very sure I can-"
"You need to wait two weeks before you can do any big moves, don't you even think about moving yourself only using your arms again unless you want another emergency surgery, big dog", you immediately cut him off. Dogday sighed, Huggy happily offered his hands to help the big puppy. The mini critters mischievously laughed. "Same thing for every single one of you. Medical orders".
The house's clock pointed at 8:44 PM. It wasn't late, thankfully.
The toys all gathered around the living room, curiously staring and exploring its corners. Someone - Bunzo, maybe? - had entered the kitchen, probably just wanting to take a good look at this new weird place. You decided to let them be, turning the TV on and trying to pick up a channel:
"So, uhm", you mutter. "This is the TV. Didn't change much since '95 except for maybe image quality. We now use CDs and DVDs instead of just cassette tapes, but I'll show that to you guys later. You can grab anything from the kitchen, I don't mind".
You blinked, hearing the sound of your Windows XP computer turning on. Somehow, PJ Pug-a-Pillar had figured out how to use it. You would be proud if not a bit worried:
"You found the computer", you announce to the group. "Okay. Don't mess up too much with that thing, I need it to work. I'll show you guys how to use the internet later, I think you would like it".
Long Legs decided to sit next to the TV, stretching her neck so she could watch it better. The mini critters seemed to really like her, as they still haven't let go of her arm.
"Angel, do you think the news are all still about us?", the spider doll asks.
"Well..."
You sit on the floor so Dogday can see the TV from the sofa. Bunzo immediately jumps to your lap, making himself comfortable. You pet him as images of the abandoned factory covered with cops and investigators appear, headline written as "PLAYTIME CO. INVESTIGATION STILL UNGOING".
You sigh. Bunzo seems to look up at you, confused.
"Is that a good or a bad thing?", his ears move. You stop petting him.
"It's not good nor bad. If the news aren't screaming how the investigation found out how you guys were made, then we can assume the Prototype is doing a good job".
"He always did".
Everyone, including you, turns to stare at Catnap. He decided to sit next to the sofa, lying his back against the wall. The ceiling was too low for him to be comfortable like that...
"Mommy cannot agree with you", Long Legs groans. "Would you want to know hy?"
The feline simply stares uncomfortably at the pink toy. She rolls her eyes, muttering something about him denying the evidence before turning her attention back at the tv. You're glad these two didn't get into a fight again, but you still don't feel comfortable. Most of the bigger toys are sitting on the floor, with the smaller ones either using Kissy, Miss Delight and Dogday or the sofa as a sitting spot.
The images in the TV then cut to you, eye bags and all, staring at the camera and politely answering a question.
"Look!", Bunzo points. "It's mom!"
"I'm not your... Nevermind", you put some of your hair behind your ear. The you in the TV keeps talking:
"No, I didn't see any guards or cops when I came in there", you shake your head, tired.
"No security at all?"
"I mean, the factory is full of weird machines you need to use a thing called a 'grabpack' to make them work, but there wasn't anyone who stopped me from grabbing one and going inside. I bet even a child could have gotten themself trapped in there from how lonely things were outside..."
"Do you think one of the monsters escaped the factory before?"
"The toys, is that what you mean?"
Your eyes finally showed some light as you bit back at the word choice. You lifted your head, now more determined than before:
"If any of them escaped, they are either dead or locked away somewhere by whoever knew about what Playtime was doing. Or do you really think these kids wanted to stay inside that prison? They were fighting each other over what to eat, for God's sake!"
"Angel...", Poppy muttered. "You didn't tell anyone about the..."
"Cannibalism? Hel- heck no. You guys will be regarded as monsters by a lot of people if i do that. Until things calm down, no one outside the investigators of our case will know".
You decide to get up from your spot, much to Bunzo's dismay. You pet his head before stretching yourself, hearing some bones pop:
"The kitchen is right there. Bathroom is there, and my room is there. I don't think there's any clothes good enough for you guys, but we'll see. You must be hungry, right?"
You step into the kitchen, followed by some of the toys and Long Leg's head stretching head. Miss Delight excitedly walks close to you as you look for what you have.
"Well...", you mutter. "I have some snacks and food, but not enough for all of us. Maybe we should get some pizza today, and tomorrow I'll rush to the grocery store".
"... Pizza?", Bunzo asks in the big toy pile that formed at the kitchen's entrance, his head between the smaller huggies. "What's that?"
"It's an italian dish made from bread dough and topped with plenty of ingredients!", Miss Delight answers in her cheerful tone before turning to face you: "But... You have pizza, Angel?"
"No, but I can just ask someone to deliver to us. I have the money", you grab the kitchen's telephone, searching in the drawers for the number of that one very good pizza place your friend worked at. "Since no one here ever ate a pizza I'll just ask for five of each flavor. Might do the job, seeing how many of us are in there..."
You turn, lying against the kitchen's corner, only to realize that everyone was staring at you. Even Catnap had gotten out of his spot, curiously watching, and you could see Dogday's head as he was trying to take a good look at what was going on.
"You guys can explore the house, y'know. It's our house now, not mine", you tell the group, going back to the living room, telephone in hand so the poor giant puppy could be included. Another door was opened, and the mini critters and huggies were now conquering your bedroom. Good for them.
You sat on the floor again. Bunzo proclaimed your lap, and Poppy decided to also sit next to you.
"I don't have to eat, Angel", the doll told you, watching TV. "Prioritize the others, alright?"
"Neither do I!", Dogday replied. "I ate at the hospital, don't worry about me".
You roll your eyes and pet Poppy's head. "I know you don't have to eat, doll, but you, young sir, have to eat. A freaking lot, actually! Didn't I tell you guys food isn't a limited supply anymore?"
A mini critter screamed and something was knocked over. Long Legs immediately got out of her spot, coming out of your room with a mini craftycorn trying to chew on a blanket.
Dogday, however, was whimpering. He lowered his head and fidgeted with his hands: "Are you sure? You did so much for us, Angel..."
"And I'll do even more. I'll be your legal guardian if everything goes well, remember?"
"But..."
Catnap then "accidentally" bumped his tail against Dogday's face. The pup's eyes widened, and you laughed at how offended he looked. The feline pretended to watch television as Dogday stared at him.
"Catnap!"
"I didn't do anything this time".
Now the pup was looking at you for answers. Poppy was laughing as well, all the while Catnap's tail kept bumping into Dogday.
"Listen to what the Angel has to say", he simply told him. "And eat".
You were smiling. Never in a thousand years did you think your life would become this weird, but you were glad it was like this nonetheless.
Then you realized something, and crossed your arms:
"Catnap, you do realize you'll also have to eat a lot instead of giving your food to the mini critters, right?"
The feline's tail stopped moving.
"What".
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Such a Night
A/N: This is just a sweet little thing that started as fluff and then, because it's me, went a little sexy. Anyway, Elvis takes you on a date to see a scary movie. Read on to see what happens.
Warnings: 18+ minors DNI, this is pretty tame, kissing, p in v penetrative sex, unprotected sex, ejaculation, loss of virginity so small mention of pain during sex and blood
Word count: ~2k
You dig your face further into Elvis's shoulder as something else in the movie makes you jump. You've spent most of the film buried in his chest, but he seems to really be enjoying it. And you can't lie, you do like being so close to him. He has his hand wrapped around you, holding your waist tightly. You lean over the arm of the movie theater seat and practically sit on his lap, your wide skirt spread out over him. He has his other hand up underneath on your knee. You start to wonder if he picked the scary movie on purpose just to touch you.
You look at the screen and jump again. He chuckles softly and turns, kissing your forehead.
"You're okay, honey. It's just a movie."
"I know, but I don't like it!" He squeezes your knee.
"Do you wanna leave?" You think about it and he kisses your forehead again. Maybe you can stick it out, if he keeps kissing you.
"No. Is it almost over?"
"I think so. I've got you!" He holds you tighter as you jump yet again, flinching just a little himself.
Finally, the movie ends and you sit there for a bit, wrapped around each other. As the credits run, he squeezes you and then pats on your knee.
"Are you ready, honey?"
"Mhmm." You look up at him from your place on his shoulder and he kisses your lips gently.
You've been dating for a few months now, so he feels comfortable kissing you so casually. He cups your face and runs his thumb over your cheek.
"Hey, honey, are you gonna be okay tonight?"
"I'm probably gonna have nightmares."
"Yeah, I was thinkin' about that. You wanna... stay... with me...?" You sit up and look into his face. It's a little shocking for him to suggest such a thing. "We won't... you know... do anything... I just wanna hold ya and make sure you're alright."
"Yes. I think I'd like that a lot." He relaxes and kisses your forehead again. You've never stayed with a boy before, but you're 20 years old. It's probably time. And he seems like the right one to take this chance with.
You peel yourself off of him and stand up, stretching from being in the same position for so long. He throws his arm around your shoulders and leads you out of the theater. It's very late, but you make your way to his Cadillac under the stars. In the car, you slide over to him and lay your head on his shoulder.
He pulls into the driveway of his house on Audubon drive. Luckily, probably due to the hour, there aren't any fans gathered around. He knows he'll have to move soon to a place with a gate, but for tonight, you're safe. He tries to think of how he'll explain to his mother that you're staying the night, but she's nowhere to be found when you get inside. He exhales deeply and takes your hand, leading you back to his bedroom.
Once you get there, he closes the door softly and then turns to you. He pulls a set of pajamas out of a drawer.
"You can have the top and I'll wear the bottoms. I'm sorry I don't have another clean set." You suspect this might be a white lie, but you don't argue. Instead you take the top and turn away from him to change. He watches you for a minute and then turns to change as well. Once you get the pajama top on, you chance a peek at him as he changes catching him in nothing but underwear momentarily. He turns back to face you, shirtless in the pajama pants.
"Well, should we get in bed, honey?" Thats when you realize how nervous he is. It doesn't seem like he's done this before either. You nod and walk over to the bed. It doesn't look big enough for two people, but you're willing to make it work, so you climb in and scoot over to the wall. He lays down next to you and opens his arms. You move over to him and lay your head on his chest as he wraps his arms around you. You look up at him and he kisses your lips gently. Something builds in the kiss, and you press your body to him. He shudders away from you a bit and pulls back from the kiss. "We should go to sleep."
"Yeah. We should." He sighs deeply and kisses your forehead yet again. You settle into his shoulder and close your eyes. It takes a bit, but eventually you fall asleep.
You wake up to him gasping and sitting up frantically. You're not sure he's awake as he whimpers.
"Elvis! Elvis! It's okay!" He's sweating and panting and you pat his cheek to try to wake him up.
"What the hell? Oh..." You can tell he's finally awake.
"Did you have a nightmare?"
"Yeah, I'm sorry honey, that movie..."
"It's okay; you're okay." You settle back down on the bed with his head on your chest and your arms around his shoulders. He holds you around the waist and shakes a little. "You're safe, baby."
He nods on your chest and you feel him relax while you hold him. After a few minutes, he laughs.
"I was makin' fun of you and here I am havin' a nightmare. I'm glad you're here, honey." You smile and squeeze him a little.
"I am too." He looks up at you and you press your lips to his gently. The same thing that was between you earlier starts to build again. Electricity gathers somewhere between your thighs and he rolls his hips into your leg. You feel something hard pressed there and your heart starts to beat faster. His tongue slides into your mouth and he rearranges to be on top of you. The heat of your passion ignites in the way your tongues dance against each other. Just when you think you're reaching a point of no return, he pulls back, breathing heavily. He presses his forehead to yours.
"I promised we wouldn't do this."
"Do you not want to?" He lets out a small laugh.
"Oh, no honey, I want to. I'm just not sure we should. Have you ever..?"
"No..."
"Me neither. We shouldn't."
"No, you're probably right."
You lay there with him on top of you, foreheads pushed together and breathing heavily for a good thirty seconds.
And then he kisses you.
Something inside you takes flight and you don't even protest as he keeps kissing you, his hands sliding up under the pajama top you're wearing. His kisses move down your neck to your chest and he uses shaky hands to pull your panties down. Your hands go to the waistband of his pants and you don't even hesitate. You just push them down with his underwear. Your eyes go wide when you see him, having never laid eyes on a naked man before. His hands undo the buttons on your pajama shirt and eventually you're both naked as the day you were born. He lets his hands and his mouth roam over your body and your back arches without you even thinking about it. He holds himself in one hand and lines up with your entrance.
"This is what you want?" You think for just a second, but the answer is clear.
"Yes."
"It'll probably hurt."
"I know. But I want this. I want you." He looks into your eyes and then kisses you deeply.
"You can tell me if you change your mind and I'll stop." His blue eyes are round and sincere. You nod and he starts to push into you slowly. There's a little resistance and it starts to sting, so you whimper. His eyebrows go together in concern.
"Should I stop? Are you okay?"
"I'm fine. It just hurts a little but don't stop. Please." He nods and looks back down where you're connected, pushing slowly again. He grunts as the sensation of you wrapped around him overtakes him. It burns as he pushes and just when you're about to tell him to stop, something changes and it stops hurting. You gasp a little and he looks up at you in a panic.
"What? Is it bad?"
"No! No, it's good!" He smiles and kisses you, pushing the last little bit of himself inside you. He moans and shudders.
"It feels so good, honey. Can I... move? Are you okay?"
"Yes! I think I'm okay now. You can try moving." He slides out of you slowly and then pushes back in. He does it a few more times and you relax as he picks up a rhythm. Once you let go a little, you notice that it's starting to feel good... really good. A soft moan escapes your lips and he stops moving.
"No! Don't stop!" A smile spreads across his face and he goes back to pumping in and out of you. He whimpers again.
"Honey, this feels incredible... I'm probably gonna... finish... soon."
"How does that... work...?"
"I'll pull out..." He pumps a few more times and then can't stand it anymore. He almost misses it, but he pulls out just in time and his release shoots out onto the inside of your thighs. He shudders and groans as it does and you're in awe of how beautiful he looks with his lips parted slightly and his eyes closed. When he's finished, he kisses you again and then stands up to get something to clean you up with. He comes back with a towel and wipes your legs. There's a tiny bit of blood on his sheets that he prays his mother won't notice. He pulls his pants on, slides your panties back up your legs, and lays down next to you, running his hand over your stomach.
"I know I promised we wouldn't-"
"But I'm glad we did."
"You're sure?"
"I am."
"Me too." He leans over and captures your lips in a kiss. Then, he lays on his back and pulls you in to rest against his chest. "You turned my nightmare into a dream come true."
You laugh softly together as you settle in to go back to sleep. When you wake up, everything has changed, but in a good way. You may have gone to bed as two, but in the morning you're one. Neither of you ever looks back.
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Title: Firecrest (Part 2/???)
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Summary: Kate Bishop and y/n have an unspoken agreement that revolves around being enemies with benefits. But when Kate's new mentor is someone Y/n is very familiar with, things become complicated.
Warnings: Parental abandonment, horrible parenting, slight mentions of blood, reader has villain tendencies, and horrible grammar because I never proofread!
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A sting worked its way through your knuckles before dissolving into a dull ache at your wrist. Sweat had started at your hairline and the small of your back before soaking through the wicked fabric of your tank-top. You could feel your shoulders cramping up. But, youâd stopped crying an hour ago. You feared that if you stopped assaulting the punching bag, then the tears would spill over again.
Lance had told you to take it easy. Your ribs had been bruised after the situation youâd left the benefit for. While you were grateful, said distraction packed a punch and youâd taken a swift kick to the gut and the side of a fire escape digging painfully into your side. It took everything in you not to throw the low-level criminal onto the pavement below.
Instead, youâd cuffed him and left him there until morning, or until law enforcement showed up. You were projecting, you were sure. But if your mother looked at you with pity one more time, you would have shoved him to his certain death.
Youâd gotten out of the house and came to the boxing gym. The owner had given you your own key and it gave you enough privacy. If you had any tears left, youâd be able to shed them freely. You clenched your eyes shut and threw a solid round of punches, a scream of anguish ripping through your throat.
Two more hits and the bag became stagnant. Not the same, rocking defense that youâd been punching. You were used to the rhythmic sway and your eyes sprung open at the change in density. Youâd ripped a bag before, sand spilling onto the floor.
âJesus fucking Christ!â You shouted, taking a step back. Kate Bishop was on the other side of the bag, holding onto it with a concerned stare on her features. Her annoying perfect features, despite the late time of night. You panted. âShit.â
âI called out, but you didnât answer. I didnât mean to startle you. Iâm sorry.â
She released the bag and it swung back and fourth between you both. The chain that attached it to the ceiling squeaked in a rusted effort. Her stormy eyes flicked up nervously and then back to you. You knew that Kate used to come here with her father, her biological father, but you werenât aware that she had the same key privileges as you.
You worked a hand through sweat-soaked hair and closed the distance to the side of the boxing ring. You used your teeth to pull open the plastic nib on your water bottle, soothed by the cool swallows. Kate watched you carefully. Her eyes roamed over your form, coated in sweat and toned from years of physical exertion.
You couldnât stop your shoulders from trembling. Violent attempts from your body to assert itâs emotions. You could give in, and you could do so easily. But you would not. Not with Kate Bishop relinquishing her hold on the punching bag that youâd nearly turned to a pulp of sand and shredded upholstery. This wasnât your dynamic. This wasnât how things worked.
It was easy to take a lot of things that Kate was willing to give; a ride home from the gym, a doll that matched hers when the two of you were young, soft touches and harder thrusts. But one thing you refused to take was her pity. It leaked from her expression like a broken faucet and for some reason, that angered you.
âWhat are you doing here, Kate?â
âI came here to work off some extra energy. What are you doing here? I figured I wouldnât see you for a few more months after you left the benefit early like that.â
âThere was no reason for me to stick around.â
The answer fell from your lips in a deadened, emotionless tone. She clenched her jaw and then unclenched it, mulling her thoughts. There was an apprehension to her stance, even as she closed the distance between you both. She stopped just short of your fingers twitching to press against her hip, holding her in place. You lifted an unimpressed eyebrow.
Another swallow of now-warm water seemed to stop the uncertainty of your movements. You hoisted yourself onto the edge of the ring with a sigh, pressing your fingertips to your temples. Kate moved silently and leaned next to you. The quiet she offered was something you took, just like everything else.
âWhy didnât you ever tell me?â Kate asked softly. You looked at her in confusion, lilting your head to the side. âYou watched me fawn over Clint Barton for years. I had his posters in my room, and replicaâs of his bows, and every news story ever written about him cut out and saved in a shoebox.â
âBecause heâs important to you, Katie.â
âHeâs your father.â
âHeâs not.â You snapped. It was harsh. You forced yourself to relax, softening your voice. âHeâs not. Lance is my father, and Clint Barton is far more important to you then he is to me.â
Kate swallowed thickly and hoisted herself up next to you. Her heat was overwhelming you with comfort. You didnât have it in you to figure out what that meant, past your petty rivalry. She smelled of fresh detergent, of the winter air that clung to her so heavenly.
Her hand tentatively moved to your knee, and you didnât stop her. You were still trembling and stilled at her closeness. âIâm not going to see him anymore.â
âKate,â you chuckled sadly. âHeâs your hero, and he trusts you enough to take over the Hawkeye name. You canât throw that out because of his choices, and you certainly canât throw that out because of me. We hate each other, remember?â
A look of sadness flickered momentarily against her features. The two of you had been in a constant head to head race to prove yourselves since you were young. Kate always came in first, and you had settled with second place; in school, in sports, in forced family outings. It used to end in toe to toe screaming matches.
But, the two of you were older now, and all that built up tension was easily released with stripped clothes and thrown around insults that did nothing but stir the excitement in your gut.
Being a hero was the only thing you were better at, than Katherine Elizabeth Bishop and you were sure that was about to change with Hawkeyes diligent teaching. Lance and Bobbi didnât need the glory that came with being an Avenger- no, they kept the secret in the term secret agent.
âRight, of course.â She sounded out, nudged you with her shoulder. âBut⊠you can still talk to me.â
You leveled her with an unimpressed stare. Despite her suave playboy attitude that infuriated you, Kate Bishop was not subtle when she wanted something. She chewed her bottom lip, both of her eyebrows raised in an adorable attempt to ease your nerves.
âRight, youâre right, sorry.â She moved to push herself off of the mat, but you wrapped your fingers around her wrist and gave it a tender squeeze. Kate froze in place before scooting back up, even closer this time. Her words reduced to a whisper, as if trying not to scare you off. âOkay.â
âDo you know what Terrigen crystals are?â
âWe learned about them last semester, inhuman history. Itâs a catalyst chemical that binds with red blood cells that are receptive to change.â
âImpressive.â You gave her a wolfish smile. âWhen I was growing up, my mom gave up her solo-agent status and conceded to joining a team, and one of their first missions together was to find, and retrieve these Terrigen crystals, the only ones in the entire world. They were meant to contain them, and nothing else, but things rarely go as planned.â
You were sure that Kate knew about the broken crystals that had leaked into the push and pull of the ocean. Fish naturally consumed the microscopic agent and soon, the Terrigen properties were distributed throughout the world commercially. Coulson had called it untamable. You remembered the fear in his eyes, and you had squirmed uncomfortably in the same Inhuman History class a year back.
âThe day that things changed, my Aunt Daisy was in solitary confinement in the teamâs underground bunker. My mom was busy running tests on her blood after sheâd been exposed to the chemical agent. I knew how to stay out of the way, but happened to be in the lab with her when everything started to shake.â
âShake?â Kate quirked a brow.
You nodded âThe Terrigen crystal gave Daisy control of vibrational forces, but none of us knew that at the time. We just knew that something was wrong. The shaking startled everyone and my mom, she grabbed every Terrigen crystal but one.â Â
If not for Jemma, if not for her quick reflexes and wrapping her arms around Bobbi, sending them both from the lab before activating the safety seal, then neither of them would have made it. Indigo mist rushed from the shattered crystal and you remember the acrid floral taste that coated your lungs. It suffocated you.
âThe last thing I remember about that day is my mother sobbing. She had both of her hands pressed against the glass surrounding the lab. She wailed like I wasnât coming back, like she had failed me.â
Kate whimpered your name âY/n,â
A tear drop hit the collar of your shirt and wicked nicely with the drying sweat. You used the base of hand to delicately wipe the rest away and came to the startling realization that Kate Bishop was one of the only people who had ever seen you cry.
âEverything went dark, then. I remember this hot, prickling feeling and it was hard to move. And then there was nothing. I know now that it was some⊠some type of cocoon of dirt and stone, but it crumbled away easily when the Terrigen had taken itâs effect.â
âThat must have been scary.â
âTerrifying,â You let out a watery chuckle. âBut in the end, I was in the best place possible for something like that to happen. I was surrounded by people who cared about me, who loved me, and who could teach me how to control the fire thatâs always just below the surface.â
You pulled one knee to your chest and leaned your cheek against it, keeping a steady eye on Kate. She was already watching you. Fingers toying with the small brass zipper of her sweatshirt. She looked beautiful in the dimmed lights, and being this close, stopping to talk to her, had given you an even view of her freckles.
âClint was on a mission in the Baltic Sea with Natasha, or at least, thatâs how my mom tells it. Point is, he wasnât there and even when he did return he took one look at me in solitary confinement and packed a duffel bag. There were arguments, Iâm sure, but I wasnât privy to them.â
The last time you had seen your biological father was when he knelt down at the sealed doors of the lab. His hand was massive compared to yours, it looked unnatural and alien when he pressed it against the glass. There was a finality in his stare. Heâd called you Sparky, and youâd giggled like it was the funniest thing in the world.
You could see the turmoil in her stormy gaze. There was the sense of betrayal there, and the quiet contemplation of someone who had just found out the reality of their hero. Â Clint was her everything, her mentor, her teacher. He was the father figure she needed, and that was a clear line drawn in the sand.
Kateâs cold touch against your cheek, hot and tinted red from your earlier exertion, pulled you from your thoughts. Pity had replaced any semblance of anger she held onto. A whine moving involuntarily past your lips. You hadnât realized how desperate you were for someone to touch you. For Kate to touch you.
Your relationship with the archer had never been any more than a succession of first and second place. A deadly dance that had culminated in open mouthed kisses and wandering fingers. This was one of the few times youâd had a serious conversation with her, a raw one that exposed wounds.
âIâll do it,â
âDo what?â
You were hopelessly and pathetically lost. She smiled at that, an animalistic grin that often fell over her when she knew she was winning. Youâd seen in countless times and couldnât quite remember when it stopped annoying you and started turning you on.
âPretend that weâre a couple,â She said it like it was the most obvious thing in the world, dropping her hand and hopping off the edge of the ring. You missed her warmth, but it didnât last for long. Kate was suddenly posted up between your legs, her arms draped over your shoulders. She was so close you could smell the mint on her breath. âTo piss off Clint.â
Your hands naturally found her hips, not daring to squeeze them, âI canât ask you to do that.â
âFirst of all, you didnât ask. You saw the way Clint reacted to us sleeping together and your instincts to make him angry kicked in. Secondly, I already told him weâre dating. I have way too much talent for him to drop me as a protĂ©gĂ© just because Iâm banging his estranged daughter.â
âWow, you have such a way with words, Kate. Really, Iâm just fawning over you here.â
She rolled her eyes, but you couldnât stifle the phantom of a smile on your face. No one had ever offered to do something like this for you before. Especially not someone this close to the playing field. People had called you a freak for most of your life, an inhuman disaster that had a hot temper.
The anger you could control. It was the intensity in which you loved that got you into the most trouble.
Footfalls echoed against the rain-soaked streets of the city. A deep burn resonated within your chest, sweat forming against your collarbone and dripping down the small of your back. Youâd never seen the benefit to tactical suits in the summer. They kept heat in like no other and by the time the night was over, your entire body ached.
Fuck, fuck, fuck.
Youâd lost one of the targets. It wasnât something youâve done in years, but your mind was admittedly somewhere else. You hadnât gotten much sleep in the past week and it was showing in your sloppy work. Your mother had given you a worried look that only lasted half a second before youâd taken off.
The man you were pursuing was faster than you anticipated, but it wasnât hard for you to catch up. You never understood why people ran into alleyways. Theyâd most likely lived in the city for their entire lives and knew that most of them ended in construction zones, or the end of a brownstone.
His chest heaved as he felt the wall behind him, turning and pressing his back against the wall. If he was desperate enough to run, you knew that he didnât have a plan past this.
The tactical suit came with a few benefits that staved off the discomfort. While your mother preferred her staves, you had always leaned more towards a quarterstaff, a hot, reactive, type of metal that would glow a dangerous neon orange at just your touch.
It extended with a mechanical whir, your head tilting to the side. âDude, really?â
âLook, Iâll never do it again!â His voice cracked like he was adolescent, but the beard that splattered the bottom half of his face betrayed the effects of his fear. âJust let me go, please.â
You closed the distance that lingered between you both, using the end of your staff to push up his chin. Your voice leaked with mock sympathy âReally? You promise?â
Half of his face was dripping with the blue dye from an exploding pack in a bundle of bills. His hands were coated entirely, the lapels of his shirt smeared from his lackluster attempt to wipe away the pigment. The man nodded vigorously.
âOh, thank God, thatâs a relief. I really thought I was going to have to take you in. The nearest station is eight blocks south and that would be a load of paperwork.â
âYeah, yes, a lot of red tapeâ He shakily replied.
You slammed the quarterstaff into his gut. His breath left him, curling into himself as he fell to his knees. In the same moment, an arrow whizzed past you and lodged into his shoulder. His exhale of air turned into a scream of pain.
You groaned and pinched the bridge of your nose. The fletching was a dark purple, almost black under the light of the moon. Telling the difference between Clintâs arrows and Kateâs hadnât become an issue until now. Knowing that he was in the same city as you made you feel ill.
âI had that!â
The staff retracted and you attached it back in place on your belt. So, what if you liked to play around with the perpetrators every once and awhile? You did good work, but there were long and deep lulls of footwork in the hero business.
Clint stood at the mouth of the alleyway. His stance was shadowed with the concise way he carried himself. You couldnât tell if he was alone or not, but didnât get the signature winter scent from Kateâs presence.
He strode up to the target, pulling the arrow from his shoulder with a gentle tug. He put it back into itâs quiver as if it wasnât slick with blood. Clint cuffed him, dragged him into a sitting position by the arm. You watched his languid movements with a resentment you didnât know you harbored.
âYeah, it looked like you had it, Sparky.â
âI told you not to call me that.â
His blue eyes flicked down to your hands, watching for any signs of a dull glow. He didnâtâ find any. You balled your fists and clenched your jaw. You didnât owe him anything. Tonight, he seemed to be approaching you with contempt, now that his initial shock had worn off.
Clint clearly didnâtâ know how to handle you, or the giant emotional elephant in the room. It was nearing midnight and there was a storm brewing, you could smell it. The last thing you wanted to do was stand by the dumpsters and discuss your feelings, so you started to walk away.
âKid, wait. Iâm approaching this all wrong. Iâm sure you had it handled.â His words didnât stop you, but he jogged to catch up and fell in step. You glared at him, shoved your suddenly cold hands into the pockets of your suit. âWe need to talk about Kate.â
This stopped you in your tracks. He wanted to talk about Kate. All these years separated, living completely different lives and he wanted to talk about your fake girlfriend. âOkay. Yeah. Letâs talk about Kate.â
âYou canât continue to see her.â
You stopped, standing in front of him with your arms crossed. He had a few inches on you, but you carried his stance. One of the only things other than his stubbornness that you had inherited from him.
âIâm sorry?â
âKate is persistent, Iâm sure you know that. It took months of her poking and prodding for me to even agree to take her under my wing. Sheâs a good archer, but sheâs reckless, thinks too much with her heart and not her brain. She canât afford to have distractions right now.â
A brick dropped in the pit of your stomach. The flames seemed to lick viciously at your pulse points. But, you swallowed it back and let out a sad laugh. âYou donât think Iâm good enough for her.â
âI didnât say that.â
âDidnât have to, you did all the talking when you walked out on me at eight years old. Then you come waltzing back after years of building the family you wanted. The family that wasnât filled with freaks.â
âY/n, I donât-â
âBecause thatâs all we ever were for you.â You growled at him. âthe accident was just the excuse you needed to leave, and youâve spent your time trying to make up for it by parenting every single stray that shows up on your doorstep expect for me.â
He was rendered silent, something that Clint rarely was. He opened his mouth and closed it again, a few times as if he was a fish out of water. You were breathing heavy, the words stinging your throat. Youâd been harboring that for years, burying it deep inside. Heâd tripped the metaphorical wire.
When he did find his voice, it was cracked and morose. âOkay. Youâre right, youâre right.â
âIâm⊠right?â
He nodded sadly âI havenât been fair to you, or your mother. I was a different person back then. I just donât want Kate to get hurt, and I donât want to hurt you more than I already have.â
A step back from him seemed to clear your mind. For a moment, you wanted to crash into his safe embrace, to breathe in the scent of his aftershave. He was your father, your biological father, and despite it all, you were drawn to his kindness.
You swallowed back the lump in your throat, mouth tasting of metal and bile. âYouâre afraid of me, Hawkeye. You always have been.â
âThatâs not trueâ He said it weakly.
âIt is. You wouldnât have run the moment I became different if you werenât.â another step back and he didnâtâ dare to follow you. You vowed not to cry in front of him, or about him. Not now, and not ever, but you couldnât stop the tears from streaking your cheeks. âYou donât have to worry about Kate Bishop. She can take care of herself. And so can I.â
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just saying
post college au / suna rintarou x fem! reader
â you should leave him cause it really makes me sick!
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"i just washed that." suna says as you cry on his living room pillow. you continue to do so though, and upon pulling back, the pillow had stains of mascara where your eyes had been seconds ago.
"sorry." you apologize, rubbing the fabric with the sleeve of your sweater. "you do realize you're making it worse, right?"
you immediately stop. "i'm sorrâ"
"apologize one more time and i'll kick your ass out of my apartment." he cuts you off. sure it was harsh, but suna has always been this way. it was all in good faith thoughâ he cares about you a lot, really, but being all soft and using a gentle tone wasn't exactly something he was good at, even if he tried really hard to. tough love, if you will.
feeling suna's piercing gaze, you bring your eyes to meet his. "what did he do this time?"
"he broke up with me." for the nth time, suna thought.
tears voluntarily rolled down your face yet again, and all you heard in response from the boy was a sigh. he wanted to say i told you soâ you're better off without him. and with me instead...? shit. he's still inlove with you.
but he's your best friend. exactly. therefore he knows you better, and he'll treat you better. it makes him sick. he thinks you should leave your no-good-(ex)boyfriend for good, and not get back together within a week of calling it quits like the continuous, year long cycle you're stuck in.
"we fought. we were on a date, but he made me pay...said he forgot his wallet at home. he also arrived pretty late."
a total loser, suna thought. you were already struggling to earn a living and despite being aware of this he's still squeezing every penny you have left. that bastard barely takes you out tooâ come on, the flag is practically waving crimson. i would never do that to you though, the boy thought as he stared at your distraught state.
you paused for a while. "he texted me an hour before i got here. he says that he still loves me." bullshit. suna thought. he knows that son of a bitch is cheating on you. that man knows how to fabricate his words, lying to you since the very beginning. when you gushed about your ex's big house and how he lives all alone, it was quickly debunked when suna drove by that said house by chance... and saw a woman through the window which he later found out was the jerk's mother. he never told you that though, to save you from the embarrassment.
"you don't need him, y/n."
surprised by his words, you tilt your head. "wow. i know you mean well rinrin, but...wow."
exactly. i mean well. i'll also help you get over itâ wait, is this still right? the boy shook his head. keep it together, rintarou.
"just saying." he muttered in response, eyeing your next move. you roll your eyes. "anyway, i think i've come to the realization that i've overreacted quite a bitâ he did have a very tiring day... and i was so pushy that it probably irritated him."
for the love of god you need to stop blaming yourself for every inconvenient thing that happens. you stand up and wipe your now dry face with your sleeve to remove the smudged makeup. this is the part where suna sighs, he knows you're going to fall right back into your ex's trap.
you fix your composure and hug suna.
"thanks, rinrin. for always putting up with me and my problems." for you? always. he thought. with a few taps on your phone, you slip it into your pocket and head to the door. he already knows what you're about to do.
"when you change your mind, i'll be waiting." you hear him behind you, still seated in the living room couch. you nod at him and smile. "mhm. thanks rinrin, i owe you one."
when you shut the door, suna puts his hand on his forehead and sighs. "i'll be waiting." he repeats. cause after all, he's better than your ex will ever be.....just saying.
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I'm so obsessed with the idea that Patrick will have a daughter, not a son! but a daughter. And I need to read something abt ex-husband! Patrick and their daughter again. Saw ur bot in character.ai, but I need something more on this topic, 'm dying đđ
Patrick is hundred percent a girl dad, that's an iternationally known fact! I was almost convinced that I posted some headcanons about girl dad Patrick but I can't find it anywhere on my tumblr, so maybe it was just a dream. đ
Despite Patrick being quite a reckless prick, you're always sure she's safe with him. He can be a bit messy, you're well aware, as you used to be a frequent coordinator of his messiness, but with your daughter, he could earn a master's degree in cautiousness. It's almost surpising to you, how clean his place is and how beautiful of a room he has made for daughter there, with pink walls and a princess bed, all to ensure his daughter gets the treatment she deserves.
Sometimes, when you drop her off and catch a glimpse of the pristine marble counter in his kitchen, you get very doubtful of your own job as a mother. It's not like you're poor, no, but with Patrick being a successful and now retired tennis player, he's able to afford whatever you have times three. And for that reason, you're afraid your daughter would tend to gravitate towards him. After all, you work a lot and aren't able to buy her all the toys she'd like (you'd be able to, if you accepted all the money Patrick has generously offered you over time, but your own pride doesn't allow you to) and Patrick is basically a stay at home dad, constantly present and showering her with gifts.
This is a thought that you've managed to keep safe from the outside world, mainly from Patrick. Despite him being allowed to see his daughter at any time, her permanent residence is your place, and after the divorce you've been assigned as her number one guardian - a mutual agreement between Patrick and yourself, as you both know the little girl needs her mother's presence more - you're still too afraid that the moment Patrick sees you fall behind, he'll attempt to gain full custody over her. And that would be an absolute stab in your heart.
Each time you drop the little one off, he notices you disheveled appearance and offers you to take care of your daughter for a day or two longer so you could get some rest. He even offers you money again, so you don't have to work your ass off and stay at home with your daughter instead. But again, you reject.
"At least come inside," he insists, bouncing the little one in his arms.
"No, Patrick, I have stuff to do," you reject his offer with a shake of your head.
Patrick rolls his eyes just subtly enough so your daughter wouldn't notice. "Don't be stubborn. I'll make you some tea."
So you do come in, finding yourself absolutely unable to oppose Patrick. In full honesty, you're too tired to fight him, feeling like you could fall asleep even when you're standing on your feet. The last couple of days have been rough and you simply weren't able to get enough sleep.
"I'll go make it," Patrick announces, his voice much softer as his hands are now free and your daughter runs in the direction of her room.
"Okay," you nod, unable to offer even a simple smile and follow your daughter. You've only seen her room at Patrick's about two times, but that was about half a year ago, and your curiosity gets the best of you. "How about you show me what's new in your room?"
"Yes, yes!" the girl's little hand slips into yours and she drags you behind herself with the force of a horse, probably having inherited that after her father. "Daddy got me a new lego house last time. Come, look!"
You follow the little bundle of joy into her room, a gasp leaving your mouth when you see the little princess chamber Patrick has transformed it into. A pink canopy bed sits in the centre of the room, surrounded by an uncountable amount of toys all over the floor, various houses for her Barbie dolls lined up by the wall. A giant teddy bear is occupying an armchair in the corner, where Patrick probably sits when he reads her bed time stories, and little stars that presumably shine at night are hanging off of the ceiling. This is nothing like the excuse of a room she has at your place. This is way better...
With a yawn, you drop down on the bed, the soft mattress creaking under the weight of your body, while your daughter begins excitedly showing you all the outfits she put together for her falls, explaining how this one is meant for a casual walk and that one will be worn at a Barbie winter ball. Her eyes are glowing and she's clearly in her element, constantly pulling your attention with look, mommy! from one gift to another. She has everything she'll ever need in here.
The distant noise of the running kettle fills your ears as you lower yourself down, knees curling up by your chest as the bed clearly isn't made for someone your size. But you're really fucking tired at the moment and just need to rest for a while. While your daughter plays, your eyes follow all the goods in her room, eyelids becoming heavier and heavier with each passing moment. Perhaps if you close them for just a few seconds, it'll get better.
Just few minutes after that, Patrick's curly head peaks through the door, a cup of black tea in his hands. "There you go, now we can- Oh."
The sight in front of him is something he would have never expected to see in a million years, his ex wife, evidently absolutely worn out, funnily curled up in the toddler bed and snoring softly. It's pitiful, and at first, he wants to laugh and make fun of you for being so pathetic. But then it hits him, like a dagger straight through his heart, that you're really fucking exhausted.
Patrick squats down by the bed, eyes settling on your beautiful face, so pale and almost lifeless. It hurts him to see you like that and he doesn't have the heart to wake you up, deciding that even if you don't suit the surroundings at all, you deserve to stay asleep as long as possible. So he gathers the bunched up princess blanket and places it over your back gently. With a small, partially guilty smile, he smooths the blanket down and presses a kiss to the side of your head.
"Come on, princess," he gets up with a small pat on his thighs and walks around the bed to scoop your daughter into his arms. She's so similar to you, a little reminder of what he has lost. "We're gonna let mommy rest."
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feeling incredibly averse to posting this but i'm just gonna drop my kofi link here in case anyone wants to help me get out of my increasingly shitty situation living with my parents
more info below ig
after having given my parents nearly $100k over the last four years, i'd love to be able to actually leave. my future job situation is still up in the air (i've submitted for about a dozen positions and the only one i've heard back from and interviewed for hasn't gotten back to me yet), and i haven't been able to build up any savings because, again, i was (and still am) helping my family afford rent and bills, and probably the taxes my parents are behind on, but if i think about that, i'll get too angry. no joke, i've given my family, at the bare minimum, 85% of my income over the last 4 years. the rest of it has gone toward medical stuff and, now, my car
at this point, with the combo of my mom refusing to lower her standards and my dad's seeming refusal to hunt for a new full time job, i don't see how they won't continue to bleed me dry. my dad even has a bad habit of taking money out of my old savings account that he's a joint owner on or whatever from when i got it set up when i was 16, even when i stopped actively putting money in it, so now any time it gets its automated $1 transfer from my checking account, he'll just take that $1 without consulting me. i'm not exaggerating, even if it has $1-2 in it, it'll be gone within a week
i've even put off starting on testosterone because of this. i wanted to start it like 3 years ago, but kept putting it off because of money issues and wanting to save as much as possible. i got really close to actually starting it this year, but because of how messy everything is, i put it off again bc having one more thing on my plate, especially when my parents are already weird about me being trans, was not something i wanted to deal with
not to mention, we're still currently not living under a lease in our house that we're, as far as i'm aware, still tens of thousands of dollars behind in rent on (again, my dad refuses to disclose our financial position honestly with any of us) and it's developed many, many issues bc the landlord, even before we were behind on rent, is shit and refuses to actually fix anything. and my dad loves to just ignore things unless we beg him to do something
i'd love to be on my own (in the, much more affordable, midwest) by the end of summer. i by no means want to rely on donations and i have other avenues i'm working with to make money (i still have my current full time job, but i'm going through my old belongings and selling a lot online), but i'll take any help i can get atp because i'm truly at my wits end. i'd start doing art commissions again if i could, but doing that from 2020-2022, partially on top of my full time job, absolutely wrecked my right hand and i'm still in enough pain that i can't make it a regular activity
idk how much else there is to say. there's more i could say but... i don't really wanna air all my dirty laundry here. i'm miserable in so many ways and it's just become increasingly clear that my dad expects me to constantly cover his ass. my younger brother gives money too, but he manages to go on big cross-country and overseas trips with friends, so i think i've been stuck with the burden of giving the most money. there's so many more things going on in the world rn and everyone is stretched thin so i don't expect much, or anything, but. idk. might as well throw it out there, right?
iâve also since taken down the gfm i set up last year when we got our first eviction notice bc, while we still need the money, i donât feel right keeping it up for multiple reasons, including âi donât want to give any of that money to my familyâ and it feels too⊠serious to keep it up when i could just throw out my kofi instead
i just want to make sure i have some sort of safety net to catch me if i move before anything job-wise is finalized. i need to be able to afford a place to live for at least a month so i can job-search while physically being in the area i wanna move to, which would ultimately make it easier for me to find a job at all. i'm working on being more firm with giving less money so i can actually have the means to move and be safe and comfortable, but... that never lasts long in this house
anyway. that's it, i guess. thanks for reading
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can we plz plz get more reader and pedro dating?? đ i love it so much!
I don't really know if you mean dating in general or going on a date? So I guess I am going to do a going on a date one, since it's a part of dating in general (don't know if it makes sense, but in my head it does).
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Ever since you started to date Pedro, you've never been on dates so much. In the first two months of dating the number already exceeded the number of fingers. It's a good thing, don't get me wrong. It made you feel so special, loved like you've never been. You always thought it was Pedro's love language, taking you on dates. He always loved spoiling you in every way possible.
Tonight was no exception. But he decided to change things around. Instead of going out, he decided to bring the outside, inside. And by that, he needed the house to himself, so he gently.. yes.. kicked you out for the afternoon. He told you to come back for 7:30pm. You didn't really know what you would do in the meantime, so you wandered in town, buying some nice chocolates to eat in front of a nice movie, and you decided to buy a bottle of wine. Pedro probably took care of that too, but whatever, it won't go to waste either way.
You arrived home for 7:30pm. As you parked, you saw Pedro walk outside the house. He didn't leave you time to get out of the car, opening the door for you. He was wearing a nice black suit.
"Hey baby" you had a big smile. "Looking handsome" you said adjusting his jacket. He gave you a quick kiss on the lips before handing you what looked like a blindfold. "You're going to blindfold me in my own house?" you both chuckled
"I need you to get to the bathroom without seeing what I prepared"
"Should have given me the outfit before I left"
"I- well no comment" you laughed. He put the blindfold on you. You grabbed his arm and let him guide you inside the house. Once you entered, you were met with different smells. You could smell the dinner getting ready in the kitchen, you could smell the burning of candles, some sweet vanilla, your favourite scent. "we're taking the stairs" Pedro warned you. You lifted your foot, but still almost fell.
"I'm not sure that's a good idea Pedro" you joked
"I'll take care of that" was all you heard before Pedro took you in his arms, climbing the stairs, walking into your bedroom, finishing in the bathroom. He put you down slowly and nicely. "I've prepared a nice outfit for you, I'll let you get dressed, and once you're done, put the blindfold back and call me okay?" He said.
"Yes sir" you joked. You heard Pedro laugh a little. He kissed your cheek before leaving you alone in the bathroom. Once you heard the door closing, you removed the blindfold. You looked around still a little confused, finding the mirror and looking at yourself. You smiled as you shook your head, still not realising what was happening. He always managed to surprise you. After 2 years in the relationships, after hundreds of dates, he was still here surprising you.
As you looked at yourself in the mirror, something sparkly caught your attention. You looked at it through the glass, seeing something dark green, sparkling. You turned around walked to the drawers. You grabbed the clothes, naturally unfolding as you took a step back. It was a very nice sparkly dark green dress. Once again you were impressed. He even bought you a dress. You quickly put it on, looking at the mirror.
Damn. He really knew you, your taste, your body, your size. The dress fitted perfectly, and it was absolutely magnificent on you. There were a pair of heels next to the dress, so you wore them. Those were from your wardrobe, you recognised them. You still laughed at the view, he did say, quite a lot, that they were his favourite pair of heels. You rapidly brushed you hair too, letting them fall on your bare shoulders. You didn't have anything left to do, so you put the blindfold back, and called Pedro.
"Woah" You heard him say as soon as the door opened.
"Right choice" you said, making a pose. You smiled.
"Agreed" you felt his hands on your arms. "Now let's have dinner darling"
"Yes, because I'm starving"
"I'm going to carry you again" Pedro hold you once again, carrying you down the stairs. Barely there, he put you down, removing the blindfold. Once away, you finally opened your eyes. The entire house was lit up by candles. There were rose petals on the floor and now there was music in the background.
"Woah, Pedro!" You looked around, amazed. "You didn't have to do all of this, you must have been working non stop to do this"
"It's all worth it for my princesa" he said looking at you. You looked at him with complete heart eyes.
"I love you so much" You put your hands on both side of his face.
"I love you more" You kissed passionately. After a few, you both pulled away. "Shall we?" he asked you, asking for you hand to guide you to the kitchen. You held his hand, nodding and smiling.
You entered the kitchen to find the dinner table lit up with candles two, with nice flowers and decorations. Pedro really put his soul into it and it showed. It was beautiful.
"You're more talented than me for decorating the table, so unfair" you joked as he pulled the chair for you.
"I had help" he admitted
"You did?" you were surprised
"You think I suddenly know how to decorate a table and cook?" he laughed as he opened a bottle of wine.
"I don't know, maybe!" you laughed too. "By the way I bought chocolate and wine too, but I left it in the car"
"We'll grab it later"
Pedro served you the nicest and tastiest dinner. Even if he had help or hired someone to cook or even ordered something, it didn't matter. He made everything for you, for the both of you to have a nice dinner date at home. You don't always need to leave the house to have a perfect date, and tonight was the proof. You had fun, talking about random things, reminiscing about some other dates, thinking about the next ones.
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