#so i'm going to have to bring lol yes :) energy cuz...

[yan-randomfandom]

P!Yandere!Pines Family x GN!Teenager!Reader

[PLATONIC] a continuation to this! decided to just make them all yanderes cuz y not lol errmm just subtle ykwim... i'm not proofreading all this so just have my draft

warnings: staring, violence, alcoholics, abuse, blood, implied murder. woah intense

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"Then I saved Ford by slicing its eye! You should have seen it!"

You laughed, settling down from your dramatic gestures that you've been making throughout the entire dinner. The entire Pines family watched you in awe, especially Dipper and Mabel, easily captivated by your personality and story.

"Yes, well, they certainly saved my life," Ford chuckled as he fed himself a spoonful of food.

"You have to stop lettin' kids save your life so much," Stan scoffed.

Dipper grabbed a book out of nowhere, clicking his pen in preparation—

"No writing at the dinner table! We talked about this!" Stan called out, earning a sheepish smile from Dipper who immediately drops the book on the ground.

"But what did the monster look like?" Dipper stammered, eventually turning to you with a curious look on his face. He looked eager to learn more. That's what you can tell anyway, if you remove his reddened face, which is most likely from embarrassment.

Mabel, who sat across from you, leaned towards you with the biggest smile on her lips. You grinned back to return her energy. "Bet it was super gross! Was there a lot of blood?! Blaarrrgghhh!!!"

"No gross sounds at the table, pumpkin!" Even Stanley felt like he's tired of his own voice. This is him trying his best to not let you be uncomfortable. Well, he supposed you and his brother brought up the story in the first place.

Speaking of, why were you even here? Ford came back in the mystery shack after missing for a day, only to bring a random teen with him. It's a good thing he cooked extra since he thought Soos was coming over.

But he needed answers fast.

"Ford," Stan whispered firmly, catching his brother's attention. Tilting his head, he tried to signal him to move out, but someone interrupted them before they could do anything.

"Hey! No sneaking out the dinner table!" Mabel exclaimed, pointing a fork at her grunkles.

Stanley stood up and Ford followed his actions. They were already heading out the door with Stan holding his twin's wrist. "Well, sweetheart, VERY REASONABLE EXCUSE!"

As soon as they were out of sight, you and the other kids exchanged looks.

"He did say it's reasonable."

"Yeah, I can live with that."

... You snorted. "You guys are a funny bunch. He literally said the excuse, and you let him go just like that? You must trust each other a lot."

"You have no idea, stranger, you have no idea," Mabel laughed. "Sorry, what was your name again?"

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Meanwhile, deep inside the mystery shack, where they were sure there'd be no eavesdropping happening...

"You let the kid stay here without telling their parents?!"

Stanley was freaking out. Yet, he really shouldn't be surprised Ford would do this. Ironically, poindexter would even criticize his behavior, his grunkle methods! How ridiculous is this whole thing, huh?!

"It's more complicated than that! Look, I know this sounds bad—"

"It does!" Stan yelped, his hands clenching. "Their parents must be so worried! And we can't just let them—"

"No, no, Stanley, walk with me here," Ford said, placing his hands on his brother's shoulders. "It's their parents that are the problem."

A few deep breaths from Stan. Alright, okay. This is making more sense now.

"We'll take them to their house first thing in the morning," Ford explained. "Let's see what we'll do from there."

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"I hope my drawing isn't too bad," you chuckled, giving the journal back to Dipper. His eyes skimmed over your illustration of the monster you killed. "It doesn't match yours and Mabel, but..."

"Are you kidding?! It's perfect! Thank you!" Dipper beamed, writing more notes down the rest of the page.

From above, Mabel had her legs folded over the ceiling wood of the house. You looked up and made eye contact, as much as you can anyway. She's upside down.

"Hi! How old are you again?"

How did she even get up there, you wonder. You glanced around, smiling when you realized, and worked your way up.

They stared at you in awe when you climbed right next to Mabel's side. Now you're hanging upside down too. "Cool tricks, Mabel. Hope you don't mind me copying you?"

She doesn't respond, starstrucked. Glancing at Dipper, his jaw was also on the floor.

"Uhhh," you awkwardly smiled, "But I just turned sixteen! You guys are turning thirteen, right?"

"You're the coolest," Mabel whispered, dragging a hand across your face. Okay. That's a bit weird, but it's welcome.

"Thanks," you grinned, manually removing her hand from your face. You looked down at Dipper again. "Hey, Dipper, what time is it?"

He scrambled around and grabbed a watch from somewhere. "Uh, nine o' clock."

"Nine?!" your sudden outburst caused you to fall to the carpet, a pained groan leaving your lips. At least you managed to drop skillfully. "Oh, that hurt."

"Are you okay?!" Dipper rushed to your side, offering a comforting hand on your back.

"Yeah, I just," you paused. "It's nine already? My parents are gonna kill me, man. I gotta go home."

"What!!"

Mabel also dropped down from her outburst, but her landing isn't painful as yours, because you caught her in time. She gazed at you from your arms, stars forming in her eyes.

"Woah. You have fast reflexes!" she squealed as you gently put her down.

Dipper shook his head. "But you can't go home this late at night. Didn't you say you're from outside of Gravity Falls?"

You crossed your arms, pondering. "Yeah, but... Okay, wait, where's Ford?"

Footsteps followed your words. All of you turned to the doorway, seeing the older set of Pines twins. It's kind of amazing, really, you rarely saw twins and this family has two pairs.

"Oh, there you are!" you grinned, walking over to him. Ford blinked at you. "I'm sorry, dude, but I think I overstayed my welcome. I'll go ahead and—"

"Eh, nah," Stanley chimed in, earning your attention, "It's too dark for ya to go out. Let's take you home tomorrow, yeah?"

"But-"

"No butts, they're for sitting," he continued, gently pushing you down on his recliner. You sat down, albeit confused. "Think of it as a sleepover. That's fun, right kids?"

Mabel skipped to your view, an eager grin on her face. "Yeah! We can paint your nails and everything!"

"While I'll show you more of the journals," Dipper beamed, showing one of them to you.

Their ideas were nice, it truly was, but the circumstances are concerning. You couldn't help the frown forming on your lips. They all noticed.

Ford stepped in between them, kneeling and offering you a smile. "Don't worry, kiddo. We'll take good care of you 'til morning. I'm sure your parents will understand."

"I guess I can't really do anything about it," you muttered, eventually accepting the situation. You stood up with a grin. "Okay! Who wants to be unaware of me stealing cool stuff here?!"

"I do!" Mabel screamed, only to pause. "Wait, what?"

"Yeah," Stan squinted, "What?"

You hummed, suddenly behind him, and stared at Stanley's wallet. Ford shook his head at you. "You have a very alarming number of IDs. Is this normal? Then again, you're old."

A laugh left Stan as he took back his wallet from you. "Oh, you got some gift, kid. Didn't even hear or feel you take it!"

"I can teach you," you smiled.

"Please don't," Dipper groaned.

"No need," Stan snorted. "We can pickpocket the whole world together!'

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"This journal is amazing! And Ford wrote this? Seriously, no wonder why he was so smart!"

You flipped the book page by page, your jaw dropped the whole time. Sure, a while ago, you saw one page, but only because Dipper told you to draw on it. You didn't expect a whole research surrounding Gravity Falls!

"Interesting enough for you to visit Gravity Falls more often?" Dipper chuckled as he watched you.

"Woah," you smiled, "You like my company that much, Dipper? Don't you have any friends here— oh shoot, wait, I didn't mean—"

A ghost of a frown spread through his face. Why did you have to ask that?! You were just projecting if you had to be honest, but still!!!

"Sorry, that was insensitive," you blurted, closing the book and focusing all your attention on him. "I only said that because I feel that way. I know, that's pretty lame."

He looked surprised. "Really? But you're so cool?"

"Some people think I'm weird is all. But thanks for finding me cool, Dip," you laughed, glancing at Mabel who was snoring. "I find you and your sister cool too. A lot, actually. So it's nice to know you both like me."

Dipper sniffed. "Man. Ditto."

You grabbed a blanket and placed it over Mabel's body, making sure she's covered head to toe. She snuggled up to it unconsciously.

"Welp, bed time," you murmured, reaching for another one. You stretched the blanket, letting Dipper be able to invite himself in. "Come on."

He happily accepted, nestling his head next to your shoulder. Mabel followed him, her head tilting to your chest.

You slept, content.

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You woke up, disturbed.

The first thing you saw after sleeping is Dipper and Mabel staring at you in silence. As soon as you noticed them, they scrambled away from you and tried to act natural.

Yet, you couldn't forget the small glimpse of their faces. Wide-eyed, a bit of judgment, but most of all, solemn.

Before you could question them, Dipper yelled, "Grunkles! They're awake!"

You winced from the volume of his voice, having just woken up. He immediately apologized to you, but it's all good.

"Visit us again soon! Byeee!"

The next thing you know, you're in the backseat of a car with Stanley next to you. He was pouting, arms crossed.

"This is literally my car. I can't believe it! You won't even let me drive my own car?" he sneered at Ford who sat on the driver's seat.

Ford rolled his eyes. "I can't have you get in trouble by driving again. Think of the kid."

While driving to your address is certainly much faster than walking, it still took a while. You managed to fall asleep, tilting your head on Stan's shoulder. It seemed that you're not alone in being unconscious, because he snored loudly.

Glancing at the mirror, Ford simply exhaled.

You're here.

He parked in front of your house.

Ford nudged Stan awake, who poked you awake next.

You stood up drowsily, holding Stan's hand while walking up to your house. Ford took the lead and knocked on your front door.

To both grunkles' disappointment, things get messy.

Both your parents, drunk, loudly told them off and took you away roughly from Stan. Tears leaked out of your eyes, saying countless apologies to the Pines twins and your parents.

Without much of a fight, Ford forcibly grabbed you back, carrying your body with one arm. He looked at Stan who placed a hand on his shoulder.

"Psst, I'll handle this," Stanley murmured in the midst of your father yapping nonsense. Maybe the professional con-man can knock some sense into your deadbeat parents.

Ford took you back to the car. You sobbed relentlessly, whispering the most saddening things he wished to unhear. He hugged you tightly, muttering sweet nothings until you fell asleep.

After a long while, Stan finally came back.

His eyes were wide. He was shaking.

"I didn't mean to. They started it—I had no choice!"

Gazing down, Ford realized Stan's hands were covered in blood. He swallowed the thickness in his throat.

"...I'll help you clean it up."

[1tsstargaze59]

❗️ANXIFEAR MINI FIC FROM MY NEW COLLEGE AU ❗️

So I got 6 hours of sleep last night because of this idea so APPRECIATE WHAT YA GETTING XD /j

This AU is still in the works, but all the info in this post is set information, send me your ideas in the comments or in asks, I'd be more then happy to hear them! ^^

I didn't get to draw anything for this sadly, but I picture them looking like @eechytooru 's humanizations of the two,

Now, narration mode on-

Warning for one f bomb I guess xD

It's the beginning of a new semester, Fear's a young college teacher in the mathematics faculty. He's been working there for about 3 years. Anxiety is a new teacher and this is her first semester teaching, she's a history teacher in the human science department.

Fear is just finishing up a lecture, when Anxiety barges in holding her material, her coffee and her notes. Her glasses are tilted and her hair's clipped up in it's usual messy style. When she looks up, she sees a full classroom of adults and a startled Fred looking straight at her.

Oh my bad, forgot to mention their human names hehe. Fear is Frederick Fitzgerald, because it's silly but trying to be serious, like him, and Anxiety is Anna-lee Tyson, just cuz I like how that sounds lol. Back to my narration,

She scrambles with her things and apologizes profusely to Mr. Fitzgerald. He urges her not to worry as he was just giving his ending speech and he dismisses the class. Anna awkwardly says goodbye to the students as they are leaving, while Fred starts packing his things. She approaches the front desk and sets her things down. They start up some small talk.

At this point, Fred has seen Anna around campus. He's found her little quirks fascinating; how she always carries too much in her arms, how she presses too hard on her PC's keys, how she supplements her coffee with energy drinks. It makes his stomach twist in a way that's farmiliar to him, but he denies putting any feelings forward to keep things professional. Anna rarely pays attention to her surroundings, she stays in her head much of the time, so this is her first time meeting him.

"I'm sorry again for the interruption," she repeats herself.

"Oh there's no need to apologize, Miss?"

"Tyson, Anna-Lee Tyson," she started to organize her supplies.

"Charmed, Frederick Fitzgerald. I've been interrupted by far worse. Students, other staff, KIDS EVEN!" He continued putting away his personal items.

"Kids?!"

"Yes, sadly, some single parents have to bring their children to class from lack of available childcare."

"Ugh, childcare should be more accessible to single parent students," she protested.

Fred shock his head in agreement.

"... Do you have any children M. Fitzgerald?"

He was taken aback by this question. Fred is a little ashamed he doesn't have kids at his age. He thinks if he had a partner by now, he probably would have-

Seeing his awkward reaction, she takes back the question:

"I'm sorry, you don't have to answer if you don't feel comfortable, I-"

Fred laughs it off, "No no, it's OK but... do I look that old to you?"

"No! I mean- of course not!" She assured him, although it seemed more as if she was reassuring herself.

And he laughs some more, "You would probably guess correctly to be frank."

"... Are you daring me to guess your age?"

"Yes, go on," he smiled, amused, and leaned on the desk.

So she tries to guess: "... 40?"

Fred jerked back and put his hand to his chest dramatically.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" She apologized once more, shaking her hands nervously.

He chuckles, "No, you weren't too far off! I'm 37."

"Oh! OK, I got close!"

"Ya! May I try guessing your age?"

"Sure, go ahead," she smiled.

To this, he leans back on the desk and strikes a thinking pose dramatically, guessing 25 in a flirtatious manner.

She giggles, "You're kind M. Fitzgerald, but seriously though."

"Ok ok... 32?"

"Oh, so close, I'm 34!"

"Darn!" He says and they both laugh.

He looks at her laugh, it almost turns into a squeak. Something about her makes him feel like he could talk to her for hours and she'd listen. Her nose scrunches and it makes her round glasses tilt upwards; he pushes his own glasses up.

"And I love your smile..." he whispered under his breath mindlessly.

"Hm?"

"Oh hm, it was very nice meeting you Ms. Tyson!" He held out his hand to her, quickly responding to avoid suspicion.

"It was!" She agreed, shaking his hand firmly.

After an awkwardly long handshake, which she didn't register as such, he finished packing his things and headed out, wishing her a great start of the semester. She returned the gratitude. Leaving the lecture hall, he held his hand up to his face to hide the glow he felt on his cheeks.

Fuuuuuuck- he doesn't swear much, but this time called for it; she had a strong affect on him and he was going to have a difficult time trying to hide it for the rest of the semester-

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And ya that's it! Had to get this scene out of my mind and into the world or it would have consumed me a swear XD

[joocomics]

txt thoughts if you're still feeling like it (and if not that is so okay i simply had to get this out)

two words. frat boy taehyun. he holds a special place in my heart as a little post ab him is bookmarked on my laptop and is to this day how i get onto this website (the post has been deleted/archived i fear but i digress)

maybe i just have a crush irl and taehyun is the closest to what they're like but all day every day its just frat boy taehyun in my brain. sitting up there. waiting. (can you tell i have never had more than a surface interaction with a real frat boy and probably never will)

but either i'm projecting my campus crush or he would be SUCH A CUTE FRAT BOY?? like is that possible idk but like he's the golden boy hs class president type and it carries into college. and everyone's like wow he's just great and he's so smart but he's not the most popular one. sure he has his fans and whtv but at the end of the day he has that frat boy charm that fits him in with the rest but not that notorious player energy (does that make any sense? i have no idea

like he'd be good at party games and have fun at parties but probably isn't hooking up with every single person he makes eye contact with. but he's still a frat boy. so like yes there are hookups but like a more so-called reasonable amount? and he isn't like a heartbreaker necessarily but nobody expects anything from him bc he doesn't rly hook up with strangers, kinda like a one-time-fwb thing. generally more relaxed on that side of frat boy culture and everyone picks up on that because he has less hookups than the other frat boys and it "fits" with his other side of being involved in so much outside of the frat. he dds a lot as well i imagine

he's a huge athlete tho i fear very involved in everything. like everybody knows him. literally everybody. but not everybody is aware of how much of a frat boy he is (i guess that's what i mean by him not having such an aggressive red flag energy. like he exists outside of the frat)

very much like friends to lovers vibes because he's just so endearing and your brain's like "we don't trust frat boys" but he's so charming you're just like "well he's just my acquaintance or friend or whatever" and he's been drooling over you this whole time. for him it was love at first sight but he's got the frat boy part of his rep going for him that its like "he cant be trusted" even though logistically he hasn't done anything particularly untrustworthy. and then the flirting hits you all at once one day and its like "oh wait so he wants me?" and then its the confusion of like am i delusional but surprise you're not bc he's not like this really ever (cuz he doesn't hook up w ppl as much and has that bit of reputation)

i so hope this makes sense LOL and if you feel like it i would love to hear your thoughts! like if i'm crazy be so honest i want to craft fratboy taehyun perfectly (can you tell i have never done this before)(ANYWAY I LOVE U AND UR BLOG AND HOPE UR DOING AMAZING!!)

fratboy!taehyun doesn’t make the fact he’s a frat boy his entire personality in contrast to many of his peers in the fraternity! every time he talks to other people they’re always the ones bringing up the topic, most of the time super curious and nosy cause what they’re expecting to hear is parties, sleepless nights that result in embarrassing stories, hookups, rumors and constant bad hangovers, but those are not the things that made taehyun join the brotherhood. yes, he experiences those things alongside his frat friends, because he’s always invited every time, thanks to his easygoing personality and how effortlessly he fits in, but he experiences them a reasonable amount and that fulfills him enough. he’s not greedy nor does he want to get carried away and lose balance over his life outside of the frat

he also gives strong big brother energy. he’s doing so well as a frat boy without leaning into the toxic/chaotic frat boy culture that at one point in time he inevitably gets chosen as a mentor to a new member in the frat. he’d be pretty good with guiding him through the initiation and overall fraternity experience. (maybe that’s how he meets kai??)

fratboy!taehyun who’s an athlete and often gets eyed by different girls from the benches when he’s in the middle of the field; they’re drooling over his figure, all heart eyes because of his charming smile and mellow gaze and once they find out he’s a frat guy they step back with a frown cause, as you said, we don’t trust frat boys. those who give him a chance quickly realise he’s not like the rest though and secretly wonder if there’s something off because he’s too good to be true. usually those girls are the ones he has a temporary thing with, and he always makes sure there are set boundaries and that it’s clear for both parties that there’s no commitment involved…

perhaps he doesn’t realise it at first, but the reason his few situationships have ended is tied to his friendship with you. no girl excites him like you do - with your beauty, but also with your personality and the way you almost challenge him (unintentionally) to prove you that he’s not the frat guy you take him for. he’s the type to chuckle when you raise a brow like “frat boys bring girls flowers?!” after he hands you a bouquet of roses, not huff annoyed or be all smug about it. he likes how when he’s in the middle of practice you’re still actively occupying his mind, and how you have him so addicted that he can’t help but check his phone during parties in case you sent him a message

… of course, the boys who’ve known him since day one, pick up on that unusual behaviour of his and tease him about it, especially yeonjun who immediately catches onto what’s happening, because he’s never seen taehyun, the one who never thirsts openly over girls that attend their parties, the one who never shows signs of having a crush, act like that before…

a/n: first off, good luck with your crush!! (AH i love hearing about people’s crushes *sighs dreamily*) second, you are far from crazy, you’re actually genius for forming those thoughts and super cool for coming here to share them with none other than me! <3

i just now realise that i don’t read fratboy aus a lot so i really hope you enjoy my thoughts! i know i had fun writing them down for sure cause you got me hooked ngl DAMN fratboy taehyun… fratboy txt in general… it’s attractive. feel free to stop by anytime so we can chat more about it if you want LET’S CRAFT THE PERFECT FRATBOY TAE FOR YOU!!! love you too boo and i hope you’re having a great week 🫶🏼

[chattegeorgiana]

(Yo I'm SUPER late but pretend like I'm not because it's still November 💀)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHINACHIKU UZUMAKI!!! ♏️🎍🎊🍉

I literally can not express in words how I feel about Shinachiku. It's also funny about how when I first discovered him, the year started to have a really good vibe for me. It was as if I had found a good luck charm because my grades had gone from bad to great, and I passed my final exams with flying colors! (Also, I was sick sometime before his birthday, and when November 7th came around, I was feeling all better! :D)

I honestly wish I had come to the fandom sooner because I really, really, really enjoy his character. I love his design, too, out of the kids (even though it varies). It's so vibrant, and the shades of green, red, white, black, and dark purple work really well together with his blonde hair. I think orange with white suits him as well. He kinda reminds me of a carrot when I see him wearing orange, which is funny because carrots are his one of his favorite snacks, lol. I also really love watermelon, so that's a plus!

You also hit the nail in the head with his zodiac sign, too. Another thing, although Shinachiku wears lighter colors in Kosen, the colors of the usual green and red are a bit darker with some black in your AU. In the Astrology Bible, Scorpio's colors are deep red, maroon, black, dark green, and brown. Pumiih's old art of Shinachiku had him wearing brown. His zodiac also pairs well with his family. In traditional astrology, Scorpio's ruling planet is Mars, which rules Aries. It fits well given that he's a total mama's boy & his relationship with Hanami (who's INCREDIBLY Aries coded, but I won't discuss it here now). Him and Hanami are like opposites in their story, where one wants to follow their fathers path. The other does not. Their personalities are opposite to each other as well. I often like to think that zodiacs whom share a planet (with the exception of Leo & Cancer) in traditional or modern astrology are opposite elements (Ex: Gemini and Virgo both rule over Mercury and, in traditional astrology, Aquarius and Capricorn both rule Saturn.). I'm still a beginner in trying to learn astrology, so I'm not sure if it's true or not, so feel free to correct me. Despite Arashi also being a water sign like Shinachiku, I talk about Hanami & Shinachiku specifically because, as far as I know, they're the oldest kids in the NaruSaku fandom. Arashi came much later, and we don't have as much information on him or different versions of him like Shinachiku & Hanami. He also isn't as popular (which hurts my soul).

Back to what I was talking about, his detriment is Venus, which rules the zodiacs Libra & Taurus, which Libra is Naruto’s zodiac sign. His fall is the Moon, which rules Cancer, which Arashi's zodiac. I literally forgot all else I was going to say here, which is a damn shame because I was looking forward to saying whatever I was going to say.💀

I want to say more, but say, I've spent all of my mental energy on the zodiac part. I can't even remember what I want to say, either. My brain is scrambled! But anyway, I love him, I love that he exists, and I hope you and your dogs stay safe out there & rest. 

Hiiii dear!!

No worries about being late! As you can see I am even later in responding to you cuz IRL is so busy lol.

Talking about good luck charm, I actually have a keychain of him which is kinda like my lucky charm hahaha.

So glad to hear he’s bringing you all this positivity in your life.

And yes yes yes about ALL THAT ASTRO INTERPRETATION, love it!!

As for what you wanted to say with the Venus detriment, was it maybe that you were going to translate that into that part of his story where he feels like he cannot follow into his parents’ greatness?

And yeah it fits very well with his family AND with his healer side cuz in astrology Scorpio is actually also seen as a sign that brings healing.

Btw just wanted to mention that it’s Mercury who rules over Gemini & Virgo or Saturn over Cap & Aqua, not the other way around. 😋

But yeah, they’re opposites and complementaries in a way at the same time.

Cuz like Gemini is the aether information aspect of Mercury while Virgo is like the earthly applied info. Like… ya know, all the things you learn in medical school. The information that comes from the aether (Gemini) and comes into earthly physical manifestation (Virgo), so I totally see your point.

Also with the detriment side, a nice way to look at it with Arashi, would be like Arashi being his “fall”, as in Shina’s overprotectiveness of his little brother and that if something were to happen to him it would affect Shina’s judgement due to the emotional (moon - Cancer - Arashi) aspect. Ya know, kinda like how when someone dear to you is in danger, it’s hard to keep a cool level head.

Maybe you wanted to go somewhere around there?

Idk but it just popped into my head.

Anyway, love love love these interpretations! There are so many ways to play with their characters given these astrological archetypes.

Glad to have someone as obsessed with these things as I am, hahaha.

Anyway, thank you for the message!

Hope you have a wonderful time these holidays and an amazing new year!

Much love,

Chatte

[halogalopaghost]

So not to bring down the energy, I'm not being depressed or tryna start shit, but how do you find the will to do things when

1: you know it will cause you pain

2: you know it CAN go undone (vacuuming, dishes, going to the post office, etc etc etc)

3: you will have to battle the demons of lightheadedness, nausea, and spotty vision every time you stand up

Cuz like...so my pain stopped being my primary symptom after I stopped working. I still have pain, but it's manageable and even ignorable most of the time now! However. My tummyache disease is worse and the fatigue has...not improved.

So like, CAN I sweep the floor? YES, BUT. I will have to battle the inherent, deeply rooted desire to Lay The Fuck Down the whole time I'm doing it, and I WILL feel like shit the day after. How...how am I supposed to do these things. Right now I'm just doing them when I get too bored to do anything else and that is NOT frequent enough lol

[oncominggstorm]

1, 2, 9, 11, 14, 15, 16 :)

1.) What song makes you feel better?

.......I am gonna sound like a broken record here cuz this has been my answer to every question about music ever buuuuuut "Down by the Water" by Ocie Elliott 😂 Idk I'm just kinda obsessed with that song rn. Actually listening to it on repeat yet again rn 😂 USUALLY tho, I'd go with something more upbeat to make me feel better lol

2.) What is your go to comfort show?

You'd THINK I'd say Doctor Who based on, ya know *gestures vaguely at blog*. But I usually go with comedies when I want comfort. If I had to pick just one, I'd probably say Ted Lasso. But Our Flag Means Death, Brooklyn Nine Nine, and New Girl are also up there. And lately Abbott Elementary (that's what I ended up watching right after my dad died actually, it was a nice light hearted distraction).

9.) Best childhood moment?

Oh gosh how to chose hmmm. I mean, I feel like I almost HAVE to say the day my little sister was born. She's almost 12 years younger so I remember it well. And she's definitely the best thing that ever happened to me/the person I love most in the world.

But I do also have pretty good memories of a trip to Disney World with both my parents when I was 8. They'd been divorced for like 2 years at that point but wanted to take us as a family anyhow, and it was pretty great. We drove there, my dad drove for 21 hours straight without stopping (yes he was crazy). We got to Florida at like 11pm (we went to Daytona Beach first, and drove to Disney the next day) and just went straight to bed. And I remember the next morning, I woke up before my mom & sister, and went out to the balcony to watch the sun rise over the ocean with my dad, and that was my first time seeing the ocean!

11.) Do you have a comfort item? Tell us about it!

Yes, 2 actually! The main one is I have a baby blanket that my grandma on my dad's side made for me. She made one for all 6 of her grandkids actually. Idk what exactly the craft she did is called, needlepoint maybe? Idk but basically she made a bunch of Disney characters out of yarn on the blanket. But the blanket itself has a nice smooth texture that's cool to the touch and is just nice sensory wise. The "blanket" is basically just a tangled ball of scraps at this point, cuz I've slept with it basically every night for 33 years lol. But I still love it and it brings me comfort.

The other one is a squishmallow I got a few years ago. He is a gnome and his name is Gnorman (idk what the actual official squishmallow name is, I renamed him). And he has probably absorbed gallons of tears from me crying into him at this point 😂

14.) Whats something upcoming that you’re excited for?

Hmm there's not really a lot of big things for me to look forward to at the moment, so I've mostly just been looking forward to small things like watching my show. I guess maybe christmas? Altho I'm honestly not feeling it as much this year 🤷‍♀️

15.) Comfort food?

Cheese pizza 👍

16.) What’s something you want to create soon?

I'm working on making several different videos of some of my favorite scenes from my the show I'm currently fixated on. And also finishing that fic. But also, I wanna make some candles soon! I just got more wax the other day so whenever I next have the energy, I'm gonna make a few

Thanks :)

Send me a number!

[simplylove101]

2024 Horror Challenge: [87/?]

↳“I wanna know what it's like to be in the present of that kinda evil.” Terrifier 3 (2024) dir. Damien Leone

Plot: Art the Clown is set to unleash chaos on the unsuspecting residents of Miles County as they peacefully drift off to sleep on Christmas Eve.

Starring: Lauren LaVera, David Howard Thornton, Elliott Fullam, Samantha Scaffidi, Antonella Rose, Margaret Anne Florence, Bryce Johnson & Chris Jericho

Yeah, I did it. lol I watched it. I honestly had doubts if I should because I tapped out last year at the infamous hacksaw scene in the original Terrifier movie and I've only seen bits & pieces of the 2nd one because of my work friend who loves the movies so plot-wise I knew I'd be a bit confused. Now, there'd be an argument from the detractors of the film series who'd say, what plot? There actually is beyond the gore. While I didn't watch Terrifier 2 in its entirety (I already know the gore was gonna test me aka the cannibalism cuz yuck lol), I did know going in that Sienna was a survivor from that movie so I was like, okay we have a final girl to root for. It's not just gonna be Art killing people and we get no story to weave it into something, which hey, it's true splatter horror so even if it hadn't, it still was gonna have its fans. Gore-wise, it still was testing me and yet, I feel like I handled it well. Ofc I learned my lesson and wasn't eating anything while I watched so that was probably a good start. XD But it does also help to remind yourself just how outrageous the violence actually is and that it's not meant to be taken seriously. Now, the main controversy of it was the tease of this being a movie where kids were not off-limits as Art's victims (People have said the originals All Hallow's Eve movie made it clear that Art didn't have that blind spot already but seeing as I know nothing about those films & they're not part of this trilogy, whatever I guess?? lol) and I will say, they actually handled that part as tasteful as they possibly could if they were gonna go there. Yes, they fully go there but the actual violence is off-screen. It's the adults/teens that get the screen time for that and goodness, the overkill. XD Everyone's talking about the shower scene cuz that definitely was wild and very graphic but the worst kill is hands down the rats (IYKYK) because that is just vile. *shudders* It's gotta be said David Howard Thornton deserves his praise as Art because he truly brings that character to life in a way where he's doing these very awful things and yet we're entertained by him? lol Honestly, I liked how funny his interactions with Samantha Scaffidi's character were as well. Really good evil partner in crime energy with them. Also, Lauren LaVera as Sienna is a final girl for the ages imo. She was very badass in the final act. Kinda crazy they're making the 4th movie cuz it did feel like this could have been a nice & tight trilogy but then they had to add things about Art's mythology, while also still not giving us everything about him or much really. So, I guess the last one is gonna be the one to give the answers? I guess we'll see (assuming I'm gonna watch it but now I think I will have to because I have an actual investment in it now) This is obviously not a movie for all horror fans but I do see its value in the genre now. If nothing else, you're getting exactly what you're expecting when you choose to watch this. I figured I needed at least one movie to be a true challenge for a Halloween watch and I got that. And I didn't hate it lol so that'll be interesting when it comes to my rankings.

[hulijingemperor2]

Later in the evening, A-Yao, team dimple and Wen Qing made their journey to the cloud recesses.

Wen qing: so your chaos gang will go everywhere with you?

Yao: yup. And I love them for that. I wouldn't replace them with anyone else.

Wen qing: that's nice.

Yao: team dimple mean a lot to me

Wen qing: are they your harem members too?

Yao: yes they are. Along with the other sect leaders.

Wen qing: woww. You're in control I see.

Yao: always.

Wen qing: is it the dimples?

Yao: I don't really know. *laughing*

Wen qing: I have realised that one's bond with another depends on how they treat and respect each other.

Yao: that's so true.

That's the whole basis of my harem.

Wen qing: very healthy, Yao Huangdi.

Wen qing: *almost trips after coming off the caravan*

Yao: *supports her* be careful.

Wen qing: thanks.

Xue yang: look who's falling for Jiggybuns. Don't worry, we all do that spicy Qingqing.

Hop on the trend.

Wen qing: I'm not falling for anybody!

Xue yang: sexy divas can't fall for someone. Cuz they're too busy being hot.

Like look at Jiggy.

Wen qing: is there a day when you're not flirting.

Xue yang: when im sleeping?

Wen qing: *rolls eyes*

Xue yang: supermodel Jiggy and his supermodel business partner.

Yao: lol.

Wen qing: how am I a supermodel?

Xue yang: look in the mirror girlfriend.

Mo xuanyu: Yao gege, is Lan qiren gonna stop us?

Yao: no yuyu. Why would he?

I can visit the cloud recesses as I please.

Lan Furen privileges remember.

Su she: those Lans better behave themselves or I'll behead them.

Wen qing: oh my goodness.

Yao: Minshan is my hard-core, savage henchman.

Wen qing: I see.

Yao: he means well.

Su she: yea only if they don't insult you.

Xue yang: I rather cut off their tongues but ok.

Wen qing: gosh, you still do that?! Xue yang!

Xue yang: i find it's fun. And it makes good tea.

Wen qing: you're insane.

Xue yang: but am I sexy? That's what matters the most.

Wen qing: get a life.

Xue yang: I want to have a life with you, Jiggy and about 8 children.

Wen qing: there's no way I'm making gremlin spawn with you.

Xue yang: Jigggyyyyyy. Jiggy how do you feel about mpreg.

Yao: *laughing* Chengmei.

Mo xuanyu: other woman. I mean Wen qing. I like your makeup.

Wen qing: why did you call me that?

Mo xuanyu: because I'm married to Yao gege and he's mine.

Wen qing: do you want  a piece of candy for that?

Mo xuanyu: *gasps*

Xue yang: I would like that piece of  candy.

Yao: guys, be nice.

Mo xuanyu: ok Yao gege.

Su she: yes Huangdi.

Xue yang: *kisses his dimple* definitely, Jiggylicious. Hehehehehe.

Wen qing: finally, someone who can tame gremlins.

Xue yang: *grinning*

Su she: yuyu literally greets people with, "hi I'm mo xuanyu and Yao gege is mine"

Mo xuanyu: it got to be said.

Wen qing: team dimple is weird. And I'm not going to snatch Huangdi away from you.

Yao: you'll get accustomed their possessiveness.

Wen qing: but they're funny as well.

They all then went through the gate, but some Lan sect members drew their Swords.

Lan sect members: Wen?!

Wen?!

What is a wen doing here.

And with the hulijing Huangdi.

Yao: Minshan.

Su she: *struck their Swords out of their hands with the energy from his guqin.

Yao: *raises brow*

Lan sect members: enter Huangdi.

Yea enter huangdi. Forgive us. And we know that you're married to our Zewu Jun.

Yao: lovely.

Xue yang: you got that right! This is Jiggy's marital home.

Mo xuanyu: he can bring whoever he likes!

Su she: no respect for huangdi.

Yao: *opens fan*

Wen qing: ( that was nice of him)

Yao: Ms Wen. Wen Ning might be around the Huanshi, or in the garden.

Wen qing: mn.

I kinda hate how wangxian have him as a third wheel.

Xue yang: maybe he likes being the third wheel.

Is it a fierce corpse thing? Because Songlan does the same.

Wen qing: what the hell did you do to Songlan again?!

Xue yang: put him in his place.....a little......with some.....resentful....energy. but he's fine! It's like depression. It comes and goes.

Wen qing: leave him alone dude. You put blinding powder in his eyes.

Xue yang: but xingxing gave him new ones. This ungrateful homewrecker attacked me in return.

Xue yang: but how did you know that I put blinding powder in his eyes??

Wen qing: because he came to me! And I had to heal him.

Xue yang: ugh why did you do that for!

You could have left him like that.

Wen qing: I'm dedicated to my patients, xue yang. You won't understand.

Xue yang: I'm a doctor too!

Wen qing: excuse me?

Xue yang: I'm a fierce corpse doctor.

Wen qing: is that even a thing.

Afterwards, while walking down the hall, the siblings caught a glimpse of each other.

Wen Ning: Jie?.....Jie!!!

Wen qing: A-ning!!!

Both: *running towards each other, then they hugged tightly*

Wen qing: *crying* A-ning! I missed you so much, A-Ning!!

Wen ning: I missed you too!

Wen qing: *cries more.*

Wen ning: Jie, please don't cry.

Wen qing: please! Let me!

Yao: lovely reunion.

Su she: certainly.

Xue yang: I never saw her cry before.

Mo xuanyu: I'm happy for the other woman. Yay!

Su she: *glaring at mxy*

Mo xuanyu: I'm very sorry.

Wen ning: *grabs her hands* jie, what happened to you? Where have you been? I thought I lost you!

Wen qing: come. Let's walk and talk.

Wen ning: mn.

Wen qing: A-ning. Born from my own ashes, rose from my own flame, I became a phoenix spirit. And not any ordinary phoenix spirit, but their empress.

I can cultivate with fire, whereas I have healing and regenerative powers. Also my people have the same. They choose peace and medicinal practice over war.

Wen ning: that's amazing. That's so amazing! *touches face* I'm so happy for you!!! You were always extraordinary.

Wen qing: because you're my inspiration!

Wen ning: me?

Wen qing: mhm.

Now where's that problematic master of yours?

Wen ning: must be around.

Xue yang: maybe being railed by Lan zhan.

I'm gonna question him.

Mo xuanyu: he's not Yao gege so that's not my problem.

Su she: all these Lans are shameless. Just shameless.

Wen ning: greetings lianfang zun, Huangdi.

Yao: Gui jiangjun, hi. *smile*

Wen ning: thanks for bringing my jiejie to me.

Yao: I didn't.

She actually came to me.

Also we have become business partners. For now, Ms Wen will stay in Jing Manor for a few weeks.

Wen ning: great.

Jie, it looks Yao Huangdi takes good care of you.

Wen qing: yep. He's a gentleman alright.

Wei wuxian: *walking out of the Huanshi with Lan zhan* wen ning, have you seen that whip?

Wen qing: whip for what?!

Wuxian: *screaming* ahhhhhhhhhh. WEN QING!!!! LAN ZHAN! SAVE ME!

Wen qing: you can't hide from me.

Wuxian: girl I missed you!

But I don't miss your needles.

Wen qing: darn it. I was just about to stick them into you.

Xue yang: *clapping* the scary yiling patriarch who eats human flesh is afraid of a little needle.

Wuxian: what the hell are you doing here.

Xue yang: not only you own the cloud recesses, but Jiggy too.

I accompanied Jiggybun.

Wuxian: lianfang zun!

Yao: wei Gongzi.

Aren't our Lans lovely, giving us the cloud recesses.

Wuxian: hell yea.

Isn't that right, Lan zhan?

Lan zhan: mn. Wei ying's cloud recesses.

Yao: awwwwwww. My Huanhuan says the same.

Wuxian: all Lans are alike.

Lan zhan: Su she.

Su she: glad you remember my name. Took you a while.

Lan zhan: you're not welcomed in the cloud recesses.

Su she: I could go wherever I want. Icy ass Lan.

Lan zhan: you are nothing in my--

Yao: bullying is against the rules, Hanguang Jun. *smiling*

Wuxian: Lan zhan gets agitated whenever he sees Su she's face. Sorry.

Yao: and looking at his poker face in the mirror each morning doesn't agitate him a bit?

Sorry.

Team d: *laughing*

Wuxian: gosh, that burnt.

I....I respect you, lianfang zun.

As a fellow Lan binding bro.

Yao: delightful.

Forgive me for my savageness, Hanguang Jun.

Lan zhan: *offended* mn. Ok. Since you're my brother-in-law.

Wen qing: what have you been up to, farmer Wei.

Mo xuanyu: lol!

Wuxian: just enjoying my husband.

Wen qing: ohhhh.

Wuxian: and what about you.

Wen qing: queening.

Wuxian: *clapping* as you should.

Wen qing: I'm a phoenix spirit now. So.

Wuxian: wow.

Where's Sizhui?! He'll be happy to see you!

Wen qing: does he remember me?

Wuxian: yea he got back his memory. Otherwise I'll make him remember.

Wen qing: he spent too much time with you and your poor memory.

Wuxian: hey! It's not my fault!

Wen qing: A-ning, was Wei wuxian troubling you?

Wen ning: not at all, Jie. *smile*

Wen qing: he's saved! For now.

Wuxian: pfft....I never trouble him.

Wen ning: Jie, do you want some tea? I'll make some for you?

Wen qing: I would love that! Thank you.

Yao: lost your whip, have you?

Wuxian: how did you know?!!

Yao: because I'm lianfang zun. I remembered that was the first thing you said.

Wuxian: quite gifted.

Yao: thank you, Wei Gongzi.

Have you tried guqin strings on your Lan?

Wuxian: no???

Yao: want some?

Wuxian: hell yes. Should I give you something in return.

Yao: mn. Give me some incense from that incense burner.

Wuxian: *gasps* Jin guangyao!! You mischievous little Lan simp!

Yao: I don't simp for anyone. They simp for me.

Wuxian: ahh, love that.

I'll get you some of the incense. But it makes the lans horny, by the way.

Yao: that's what I want. *joking* To drug xichen.

Wuxian: *cracking up* drug xichen??!! you're hilarious!!!!

Yao: gotta love my wicked humor.

Wuxian: I know right.

Yao: does it work on nies?

Wuxian: I'm not sure.

Yao: one way to find out.

Wuxian: lianfang zun, don't you think your collection of turmoil is enough.

Yao: sometimes he gets immune to it. I don't know why.

Wuxian: I think he loves it.

Yao: huh. You have a point.

Wuxian: lianfang zun. I'm happy that Wen qing is back. You know  she's my ride or die.

Yao: hmm, I'm also happy. And she has become so successful.

Wuxian: and I'm glad to see Wen ning this happy as well.

They are really close.

Sizhui: aunt Wen!!!

Wen qing: A-Yuan! *hugs* you got so big! Omg!

This Wei wuxian planted you well!

Sizhui: yea. He got a green thumb.

Wen qing: finally he has mended his idiotic ways.

Sizhui: aunt Wen. I'm so glad you're back.

So you're like a phoenix spirit now?

Wen qing: yep.

*tells him everything*

Sizhui: ohhh.

Then what about the wen remnants?

Wen qing: some became phoenix spirits too. Then some had reincarnated, and maybe some are still in hiding while trying to cultivate a core.

Sizhui: ok good. Uncle Ning and I were trying to find them.

I desire to he a Wen sect leader for them.

I was always inspired by how Wei qianbe protected them. You know. Those were the happiest times.

Wen qing: *smile* may you succeed, little radish. You're capable of everything and anything!

And your aunt and uncle are here, right.

Sizhui: thank you.

~~~~~

Later on, when they left for Jingjing ~

Wen Qing: Yao Huangdi.

Sorry, and thank you.

Yao: for?

Wen Qing: sorry for troubling you and thank you for coming with me to see A-Ning and A-Yuan.

Yao: no you didn't trouble me. And, it was a great pleasure to assist you.

Wen Qing: aw. Yao huangdi, you're truly charming.

Yao: it's truly great that you reunited with your family.

Wen Qing: certainly. *smile* how should I repay you?

Yao: you don't need to.

[tobygetsgirlz]

Review of the worst movie made by man

Alright rough day of college activities... I need to vent out the horrible bitterness possessing my soul so we are gonna talk about..... Fucking Tusk. If you liked the movie don't read this, I'm about to get a very evil movie critic in a Disney movie right now...

Alright let's start with a little summary for those of you who don't know the movie so you don't have to waste your time watching it. Tusk is a movie about a podcaster who is searching for his next big story so he can go tell his friend about it. While in the bathroom he sees an invitation to anyone who wants to listen. As a dumb influencer would do he goes right up to Canada to talk to this old man who was trapped on an island with a Walrus (the walrus is important). Blah blah blah body torture, human walrus suit and very odd almost sexual energy and a absolutely unfinished ending.

I'll be fair though! let's start with the pros of this movie-

costume work was to be fair very good, if you want to know what I'm yapping about search up Tusk suit it'll be there don't worry...the creativity it took to figure out how you could (semi) realistically turn a live dude into a Walrus is some crazy shit and I low-key respect that. I will also say the idea isn't particularly bad, I feel the story *would have* made a great psychological thriller/horror such as something like the movie "creep". this movie had and has potential and to give it credit no women are mindlessly tortured and sexualized for no reason in it.... that I can remember lol.

alright cons now (strap the fuck in)-

alright this movies biggest problem in my opinion is the weird vibes, and not uncomfortable crazy ax murderer vibes. No, this old man talked about Walruses like he was... Interested in them? Now yes he is very traumatized and honestly the backstory is honestly very angsty and dope BUT its completely overshadowed by this very weird almost sexual energy he brings to the function (the function being turning a shitty podcaster into a genuine fucking sea creature). Another thing, there's not a single character in this movie I liked, maybe the girlfriend is okay but when it comes to the main cast...not so much. The main podcaster is gross and just- ugh. now this wouldn't be a problem if he wasn't the PROTAG!!!!! seriously I watched the movie the whole time either uncomfy asf or just genuinely not caring because y'know what? this guy sucked and he was dumb to go to some random dudes house who's hanging up paper posters in a men's bathroom. The movie is just a worse version of Saw, its body horror that has no purpose... It feels like a movie made only for shock value and even then it's only shocking the first time you see the suit tbh.

anyways final rating? A 1/10 ONLY CAUSE I LIKE THE WALRUS COSTUME!!!!

(I promise I'm not a hater on every horror movies this one is just so horrible) have a gif of the little freak cuz I'm not showing the walrus suit on my first review...

[thewingedmuse]

Hello! I'm here for the lengthy and full feedback for my participation in The Entwined Bonds. Thank you for picking me to answer!

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First of all, guardian angel energy sounds really nice. I've been calling my guardian angel's strength and protection when I'm about to do something and it's just… Nice. How she presented herself feels like she's calm and wise, and there's something healing in the light. Healing, that's the right word, which is also an essence I try to embody in me.

Patience of a saint who doesn't actively participate in my life. I feel like she is also so. She gives me the feeling of swinging on a swing that's on a tree as she looks at me going through my life's ups and downs. It's like saying that my life is for me to experience, that she has faith in me being capable to go through them. I've also been learning to see things in various perspectives, so I guess I'm not doing that enough since she mentioned this.

Also, I'd like to mention. I've been scrolling through the past asks you've answered. As much as I like powerful images, something strong and vibrant, I still love how my soul essence presented to you the most. I also think that she presented herself like that cuz that probably is how I like the most lol.

"Growth, but inward. Rest. Come home and rest." This hits me to the core. I'm tearing up as I typed this. As what I've told you in the dms. Just. This line just hits me differently and for how much weight it held. Also the yellow flowers that could turn into birds part. You know how amazingly accurate you are.

From how my soulmate talks to you, I feel that they're someone who's pretty chill and calm and sounds like someone who I'd vibe with. Just… Comfortable.

Being called "mystifying" and "wildfire" is such a compliment to me. Unpredictable, strong, vibrant, warm yet can be dangerous. I usually do random stuff (like random stuff growing on the mountain lol) and I'm glad that my soul likes it.

Funnily, I've told my friends to rest so many times. Like, "bro, you can't do things if you don't rest cuz your body will collapse. if you don't schedule system maintenance, the machine will do that for you," kinda thing. And the part where I don't talk about my pain. I find it really difficult to put my pain into words cuz every time I talk about them, it just reopens a certain wound in me and I'll cry uncontrollably again. I'm glad and happy that there was this person who completed me by being there for me, offering me a shoulder, be that bandaid to my wounds. And the competing part. It's definitely me. I don't know how but yes, that's me. I'd teasingly fight them as well ahahaha.

Another funny thing is I like to think of myself as a phoenix, gotta go through life's challenges to be able to grow into who I am, to grow into a new and better and a more amazing me. Not to mention I'm born in the year of the rooster lmAO.

(Can't believe I made my soulmate feel so happy by answering yes at the alter. I'm beyond happy to be called someone's chosen person.)

Trinkets. Okay this. I was looking at my small drawer that has the earrings and accessories my friends gave me when I read this. I have a bigger drawer that keeps all the letters and cards my friends and I exchanged in the past back in my hometown. Also there's this pair of earrings that my friend gifted to me to the point I bring it around when I go outstation for work and what not. And the matching necklaces I bought together with my friends? They're in my handbag always. I can't help but to let out a goofy smile as I typed this.

Remember letters and cards? There are also small memos. I have a habit of writing cards and I write them to my friends and family, to myself, and to my future partner. Hopefully it will be them that I'll meeting in the future, and that I'll be with them, so they can receive these small cards I've written for them. To think that they write poetry too. (I'm not sure how to put this into words, but from what I understand, them being my romantic soulmate and wanting to meet me doesn't necessarily mean I'll be with them? Or am I wrong?)

Honey I'm not really a fan of coffee unless it's caramel latte from Starbucks else I basically don't drink coffee. Get me chocolate, I'll love that. And I'll let them all out to you if I meet you because I could feel all the words are starting to pent up in me. I need someone who won't judge me and will support me through the thick and thins. Of course, I'll do the same for them cuz I need things in balance and in harmony.

🌷

This is a long feedback, I think. I hope you have the time to read this and know that I appreciate your energy and effort and everything you've done for me, for us on this (affectionate) hellsite. Thank you so, so freaking much.

Thank you for your detailed feedback! I like those tulip emojis! Feels like a little flower arrangement with notes in between hehe.

The swinging on a swing thing sounds like something she would do :) that's very wholesome.

It means there's a big chance you'll meet them, however that also depends on whether your paths meet, whether there's a purpose. Just go on with your life, hold faith, hold love for them.

Some soulmates I've interviewed before talked about this soulmate journey thing, some said they haven't started the journey, that means it's not determined yet whether they would cross paths with their soulmate in their current lifetime. In your case though, he seemed to be confident about it so there's a big chance you'll meet.

Hahahaha I thought of when he talked about coffee so much, I was like what if she doesn't like coffee, lol. But coffee and chocolate are a good match.

Thank you so much for your detailed feedback once again. I think part of what I do other than being a messenger is being able to do some socialising on the astral cause I preferred to stay within my circle most of the time, by socialising I mean meeting up with beings like this, I don't extend our meet ups so it's always just a one-time thing. So yeah, benefits for all.

[ariesluvz]

Mini PAC: The Answer To Your Question

Disclaimer this is a general reading which is mostly based on my intuition and channelling. Not everything will resonate please feel free to check out more than one group if you want to.

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♡ 4 ...... ♡ 5 ...... ♡ 6 ......

♡ 7 ...... ♡ 8 ...... ♡ 9 ......

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"Take your time to choose any one group!"

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"I think you should take deep breaths and choose one if you are not able to choose one."

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"Are you done yet?"

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"You don't have time, we are almost there!"

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"I hope you have chosen your group angel <3"

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"Let's dive into it!!"

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♡ Group 1 ♡

The answer to your question is...

"Do not hesitate."

You can take this as a yes as well. If you are/were overthinking about anything or hesitant towards your decisions then don't be. Be confident and trust yourself. No one can bring you down unless you do so.

Thank you for reading ♡.

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♡ Group 2 ♡

The answer to your question is...

"Stop worrying."

It cannot be determined as one answer. It depends on the readers questions and circumstances. But the answer is telling you not to worry so maybe the matter isn't worth your time and energy.

Thank you for reading ♡.

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♡ Group 3 ♡

The answer to your question is...

"It is worth it."

Maybe you are struggling currently. If you are thinking about a certain person then I will say a little bit more waiting for this person might be worth it. Whatever you are putting your energy into is worth it.

Thank you for reading ♡.

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♡ Group 4 ♡

The answer to your question is...

"Let it go."

Maybe it's a no. Like a negative no. You might be holding onto something for too long. So long that it was destined to be apart from you a long time ago but you held it. Holding onto it is just bringing you pain but you just cannot go out of that comfort zone. Maybe you are too attached. Let it go and you will meet a new you.

Thank you for reading ♡.

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♡ Group 5 ♡

The answer to your question is...

" you are worth it."

Ok but like I am feeling someone is seeing validation. Don't cuz you are worth more than you know. You should not waste your time on seeking validation from people who doesn't even matter. They seriously don't. Also this is talking about being bold and confident. Coming into the spotlight. Basically glowing lol. So if you are insecure of yourself don't be cuz you are literally the most awesome person around you!

Thank you for reading ♡.

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♡ Group 6 ♡

The answer to your question is...

"The the other way."

Choose the path that is more fun and more alive. A path that makes you creative and calls to you more. It might be different for each person but here I'm seeing that someone is hesitant cuz they think this path is like not that valued or popular but bestiessss don't make this kind of mistake I'm telling you! You are gonna make this particular thing/field/path worth it/popular so just don't worry you'll slay it!

Thank you for reading ♡.

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♡ Group 7 ♡

The answer to your question is...

"It's the question itself. "

This question might be a question that can have tens and more kinds of answers but the most important and accurate answer is the question itself. I don't know if it makes sense but that's what I'm getting. Hopefully you will sort it out soon.

Thank you for reading ♡.

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♡ Group 8 ♡

The answer to your question is...

"Look at the bigger picture. "

There's not a big or detailed message for you. It's just telling you to look out for things, possibly the positive things that are outside of your thinking currently. You might find someone perfect, that makes me feel like some of you just lost a person maybe a love interest so you don't need to worry cuz there's a better person for you.

Thank you for reading ♡.

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♡ Group 9 ♡

The answer to your question is...

"Ask for help to someone. "

Especially if you are going through a hard time, contact a friend you will feel nice. No one takes you as a burden group 8 that's just in your head. You have to take a step each day to break out of your shell. Many of you might be facing mental health issues so just believe that you can be better and for you I think you should let yourself socialise with others.

Thank you for reading ♡.

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[commajade]

This ask might go a bit off the rails but: I’ve been meaning to ask you this and your conversations about the reaction to the hometown cha cha cha lesbians (congrats to them btw 🎉) is kinda up this alley, but there was this post going around about how squid game was a) racist because they only had one brown person in the show and because said brown person was killed off and b) homophobic for that one scene with wi ha joon and that old VIP guy. And it just. Really rubbed me the wrong way. Like first I felt like the person was just saying shit to say shit, like trying to find something new and unique to say about a super popular show. But even if they were right or kind of had a point, I really felt like, unless THEY were Korean it’s really not their place to be making these judgements and accusations. Even if those choices were racist/homophobic that’s none of MY business as an American viewer because this is a Korean show. Their own history and reasons and issues for those choices has nothing to do with me as a viewer because ultimately I’m viewing this as an outsider. Idk if that makes sense but I feel like this is always my problem with Americans who watch foreign media, especially when it’s non-white. They just come in and accuse everything of being bigoted or bad as some kind of trump card and it’s like, even if they’re right that’s really none of their business. ESPECIALLY because they act like they were the first people to notice this. As if the people from these countries haven’t noticed these issues in their media and haven’t been working against it this whole time. Because at the end of the day, the biggest thing white people don’t know is WHY these issues are even there (I.e US imperialism being the root cause of homophobia in Korean society) so they just disregard any nuance and come with the take of “I’m holier than thou for not watching kdramas because they’re homophobic” idk. Idk. There’s a lot more I wanna say that might make more sense but I hope you get what I’m tryna say lol. (Also I don’t think the op for the post I’m talking was white/American I think they’re Chinese, but I still don’t feel like that changes much)

uhhhhh. i actually think those r perfectly valid criticisms of the show. those r claims u can make without being korean but there's a lot of room to be wrong and offensive in those arguments and that person seems to have been wrong. like "ali is the only brown character and is killed off" makes no sense on a show set in a historically ethnically homogenous country and where the entire cast is killed off except for the protagonist. also there's plenty of valid criticisms that white people aren't allowed to make cuz they should keep quiet instead. ur absolutely right that for many people it's none of their business and they should direct that energy into pressuring the US military to close their south korea army bases lol. and u probably know how i feel about english speakers calling korea/kmedia homophobic (am moved to physical violence). i'm actually happy ur bringing up those things like how people are so willing to demonize korean media as problematic or cringey and ignoring the constant activism and protesting and fighting south korea's known for.

but anyway the vip thing is 100% an accurate depiction of sex tourism and sex crimes that rich white tourists get away with in korea and every other colonized country. but is it a homophobic narrative choice as the only depiction of gay anything in the show? probably? ali is 100% a token not korean character but like. the entire cast was killed off besides gihun and ali's literally another asian person in an all asian cast you can't call it racist. his character is informed by class based stereotypes as a migrant worker but like carefully chosen to be a sympathetic depiction of his kind of story. this is a fable and every character is an archetype. is there colorism and xenophobia inherent in his character as a token brown migrant worker? yes. but it's not racism and it wasn't an offensive depiction at all imo, tho i'm open to being corrected.

[theloveinc]

Hey ♥️ so I think you know what I look like (??) but I’ll dm a selfie incase lmfaooo but I’m pretty laid back, not much bothers me, and I have big weird energy. Goofy as shit when I’m happy or with people I love. I like activities out- like going to zoos or the aquarium. Walking my dog. But doing nothing is perfect too, because crafts are my shit- I do a ton of DIY, and other home projects and am going to build the best tree house for future babes, I’m not picky cause I want both boy/girls if you choose to add them. But physical touch, and acts of service are my top love languages, forehead kisses are top tier and nothing is changing my mind. I’m indecisive though so you can tell me who I fit best with (but I was thinking Aizawa or kiri) 🥹

But nonetheless I’ll love whatever you decide ♥️

I WANNA GIVE U BOTH AN AIZAWA BABBY AND KIRI BABBY SO BADLY but I'd be here for 400 years if i tried, so i think i'm just gonna go with..... aizawa!!!

(i thought u might even request endeavor, which i would've had fun with! i read a fic about that once, where....... actually, i'll get to the point now LOL)

create-a-kids: closed!

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Let's see........ an AiSi baby... probably acts like Aizawa on the outside, but is a lot more like you deep down. Does that make sense? Like, when strangers meet your kid they definitely think they're an Aizawa clone... but you, him, and everyone who knows you both know that that kid is way more you than they are him.

Which means, on the outside, they're pretty nonchalant and deadpan... but on the inside, when you get to know them, they're really bright, creative and active. A bit on the quieter side at first (only cuz they're a little shy) but still friendly... then telling the strangest, funniest jokes if you catch them at the right time.

They're cuddly too, always trying to lay on you guys and sleep in your bed. They'll often fall asleep in the weirdest positions if it means some part of them gets to be touching you (total thing of like... you look down to find they're BENT asleep on the floor, but they aren't disturbed so long as their big toe is on your calf LOL).

I also think... they're really smart, and enjoy learning a ton, too. Kind of a Keen sandals kid, if you catch my drift... always wanting to play outside and bring in bugs and leaves to show you, or read nature magazines and take notes (and yes, they watch every single documentary about cats you can find). Even help you out with DIY, or at least just sit next to you and watch so they can learn how... handing you whatever tools you need before asking to try. It's a little worrisome cuz you don't want them to get hurt, but they're actually super good at it (and cute, in their painting smock + oversized shorts).

What's funny about them, though, is that they probably turn into Aizawa whenever they're upset. No matter how much they act like you when they're happy... they can turn into him in seconds, and it's super jarring for people who aren't expecting it. Probably only happens when something really bad occurs, like injustice (to which they're angry and immediately ignoring the offender), an accident (in serious mode), or even just... being annoyed (and trying to leave😐🫥)... but you cannot deny those grumpy genes LOL.

(Sucks when they're older and trying to argue with you about something... then it turns into Aizawa vs. Aizawa right there in your kitchen adjskfadjks and both of them are MAD af lmaooo.)

As for looks... UGH OFC I GOTTA SAY AIZAWA REPLICA with lighter hair, little dimples and a nice smile. The kind of baby that people (mostly those who only kinda know Aizawa) stare at wondering why they look so familiar, but not quite, you know? It becomes obvious at naptime, though, just whose kid this is.

However, I'm torn between girl and boy (when am I not tbh?)... but I wanna say..................... girl? Boy??? I really did see both throughout this whole thing, so whichever, honestly!🥰

[ji-yaaan]

Jessamine-rose asked:

Ohh hiiii!! I really loved your leona fic, it was so soft!! X3 may i request idia and jamil seeing their short mc wearing their hoodies?? Headcanon or one-shot whatwver you are more comfortable with!! I would like to request a but of spice as well if you dont mind.

𝐖𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐇𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐬♡

Headcanons with: Idia, Jamil, Kalim, Jack

Note: Yo this idea is so cute I'm melting as I write this- this scenario is just wholesome and I won't forgive myself if I sully this wholesomeness... Oh but Jamil however- ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) Oh btw I added in some characters I can imagine with this secnario lol. Ok on to the headcanons!

And yes... I reposted this cuz tumblr hates me and won't let me use the tags... I don't stay up til 5am for nothing bro-

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After 8 rounds of Mario kart Idia destroying you 8 times lol cuddled up in the blankets as the both of you crush your consoles attempting to win a round.

It's getting pretty late, but game time is holy for the both of you, so both of you gotta make time to schedule the most awaited activity of the day! GAME TIME~

But after a long day of brain damage at school *cough braincell squad cough* anyone is bound to get exhausted. Taking a break from the game, Idia takes off his jacket and nyooms away to the kitchen to get some chips and soda for you two.

"Potato chips? check~ Soda? check~" Idia smiles as he excitedly makes his way into his room to crush you at the game again.

Oh my what's this? He found a rare treasure lying in his room!!! Quick! What does he do now??? OH MY GOD! You were sleeping... BUT YOU WERE WEARING HIS HOODIE! What is this cuteness? What is this ultra uwu energy? What is this fluff doing here? That's it! Idia has now died of uwu. Respawn later...

While Idia was holding his bags of chips and cola, he can't help but blush at how cute you were! You looks sooooo smol in his jacket- congrats you stole Idia's heart.♡♡♡

I'd say Idia's greatest weakness is cute stuff and small things. So you looking so smol in his jackets is just going to give him heart combulsions.

Idia will probably crouch in the floor to stare at your sleeping face. He'd sit right next to you and stare at you for a while. "Hehe..." Linking his arms with yours as he playfully pokes your cheeks.

He'd rest his head on your shoulder still blushy wushy cuz you're just sooo adorbs♡ "Games can wait for tommorow.."

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Like the usual, the Scarabia dorms is up for a party 24/7 because of the happy go lucky kalim. Jamil is still pissed like the usual too...

While kalim was performing his thing entertaining the guest... A wild Jamil appeared! Care to send love??? Jamil makes his way to you, so he can finally chill and recharge from chaos with a powerhug. But as he was just inches away from from you... Dammit someone just have to ruin his moment.

"WAHHHH! Y/N! OH NO I'M SO SORRY!" Some idiots just have to ruin his time with you... Drinks spilt in your top, leaking wet from the juice that spilt on you.

Jamil will just sigh and volunteer to take care of another problem yet again, just like the usual. BUT! Before he takes care of those stuff PRIORITY FIRST! You need to be taken care of first ;>

Jamil will drag you in an empty room to change... now all thats left is to change in clean and dry clothes- Wait....Wow just the luck you both have... No one got spare clothes... what now?

Of course Jamil will offer his hoodie! He can't have you walking around uncomfortable in damp clothing!

When you walk out of the room... Cute... What is this cute creature? Since you are small and short, Jamil's hoodie is oversized on you. The sleeves go way past your fingers, and the big jacket makes you look even smaller in general.

Jamil's having a lowkey midlife crisis inside his head, but gotta keep looking chill and cool, so he just settles with a pinch on the cheek.

HOWEVER! When you go back to the party in the banquet halls. Everyone seeing you will comment how tinier you look like in a big hoodie. Everyone is just going ballistic with the smol and cute comments. Jamil is not happy about this.

As people are making cute comments about you. You'll just blush and freeze on the spot. BUT JAMIL HOWEVER... SNEK BOI IS BURNING WITH RAGE AND JEALOUSY... I mean... That's his hoodie you were wearing. Are they blind? Should he hypnotize people to do stupid things later?

After the party... Oho ಠ ͜ʖ ಠ with Jamil going jealous a little while ago... He'll hug you tighter this time, his chin resting in your head. "Don't look cute in front of other people... I'm the only one you're allowed to look cute for."

Expect markings here and there in the morning... Take this sentence however you like...

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Midnight trip in the clouds with your local sunshine boi! Riding the magic carpet with kalim is one of the most magical experience! Moonbathing with the stars WHILE YOU SIT BESIDE A LITERAL STAR LIKE KALIM TOO! as kalim cheerfully tells fun stories while laughing.

But of course the night today was kinda chilly and cold but you forgot to bring your sweater with you... Dammit it was really cold today. But somehow seeing kalim smile warms you up! I can't blame you though-.

When a really cold wind blew past the two of you... THAT'S IT! IT WAS REALLY COLD TODAY! You shivered while you held unto your arms and shoulders in attempts to keep yourself warm.

Of course Kalim notices this and offers his cardigan in uwu style! "Oh? Y/n are you cold? Oh! If you want, you can use my cardigan! Hehe..." Kalim brightly smiles like the usual. A blinding smile to keep the sleep paralysis demons away.

Frankly, Kalim is not that big, but his jacket still drooped on you which was very cute in Kalim's eyes!

"Y/n you look so small~ how cute!!" Kalim just casually blurts out, no embarrassment or whatsoever...

Of course it's a bit embarrassing for you at first, but Kalim's too pure and innocent for this world, so it's mainly just rainbows and sunshine being with him.

While the both of you are up in the air, maybe he'll offer a hug too if you're still cold. ಠ ͜ʖ ಠ it wouldn't be a sin to decline right?

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As the both of you are walking home, casually strolling in the roads that leads to the ramshackle dorm, this night was especially chilly.

The cold breeze was not cooperating this time as it continues to blow past the two of you. "Brrrr" this was cold... this was really cold... It was stupid not to bring your jacket with you when it's autumn near winter...

Jack was not blind to not see you shivering from the cold! Because jack is a good boye, he'll lend you his Jacket!!!

Seeing you look so smol in his jacket just melts his heart away. It literally looks like a blanket on you with how big it was. I MEAN THIS BOY IS LITERALLY WHOOPING 192CM TALL! GIVE ME UR HEIGHT

He'll just stare at you for minutes while you take walks, if you look close enough, you see his tail wagging and his ear perking up... Maybe a little blush too if you really look close ಠ◡ಠ

But a jacket can only do so much... Even if it was big and warm, your hands were somehow still cold seeing as you rub them every few minutes...

Good boye Jack offers to hold your hands!!! Would you like to accept this kind offer? ∆Yes ✓Yes!

When Jack holds your hands, JACK WAS A HEATER ALL ALONG? Big warm hands.... How comfortable... ;v;

Maybe along the way, he'll put your tiny hands in his pocket too... Who knows... But what you know is that you don't want to go home yet. Can the both of you extend this hand holding session?

Bruh...... tumblr won’t let me use the tags and properly post this... sigh.......

That's about it! I added Kalim and Jack to quench my thirst! And indulge in personal interests Again.. thankz for the request! And I hope you enjoyed this! ಠωಠ sending love before you read the next post under this♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ 

[sungbeam]

XNONIE PRESENT (FINALLY) !!!

hi beam! college has been kicking my butt recently ☹️ idk how ppl do it but i'm dragging myself through the week right now LMAO

i don't see anything 😀 when i search up my asks 😀 so i unfortunately 😀 have a very vague 😀 idea of our last convo 😀

but i DO remember that you asked about dc!! i'm glad u asked b/c i'm actually trying to get into dc right now! i'm watching titans season 1 on hbo max, recently watched black adam, saw ww84, & saw the new batman movie a while ago! beast boy is kinda 😍💖💕💗💞 in titans HEHEHE- my favorite dc characters rn are him & starfire but i really wanna delve into the franchise more!! who are ur dc biases so far 🙏 (yes we'll be using kpop terminology for non-kpop fandoms from now on)

also i have NOT listened to 28 reasons by seulgi yet b/c of my schedule i feel like such a fake reveluv but i'm looking into that 😭 AND YES GIVE CRAVITY SOME LOVE ON PARTY ROCK <3 i'm taeyoung biased ever since i saw his tiktoks (all their tiktoks are iconic tbh they keep up w/ trends LOL)

HOW HAVE U BEEN BTW?? and are u excited for wakanda forever? i can't believe its coming so soon alreadyyyy 😟❗️

XNONIE !!! BFF !!! I'M SO SORRY FOR MY LATE REPLY I'VE JUST LACKED SO MUCH ENERGY TO EVEN REPLY TO ASKS THIS WEEK (´Д⊂ヽ but i was so excited to see u active and alive akcnekfnek idk how people do it either tbh :') like i felt that so hard when u said ur practically dragging urself thru the week like me too dude, me too 😔 LMAO SOMETHING IS UP W TUMBLR TAGS 🗿🗿🗿 as there always is tbh, but i went thru and found my latest response so i'll link it here BAHHAHA

AHHHH DC YESYES !!! i actually haven't watched the live action titans series yet :0 but i follow ryan potter on instagram so i've def seen some stuff for it !! he's so hot tho so true 😩😩😩 i kinda wish he was casted as nightwing/dick grayson cuz he would've made a really good one, but the current one i think fits as well :') ahh yes i actually am not the greatest fan of dc movies lmao just cuz their animated tv shows r just top notch and so much better imo but i did enjoy the first wonder woman and robert pattinson's the batman !! ooh my dc biases? it's prob the bat boys AHAHAHHA i'm writing an au inspired by them actually rn hehe so basically nightwing/dick grayson, red hood/jason todd, and red robin/tim drake, but i am also particularly fond of roy harper/speedy and robin/damian wayne @_@ they all make my mind go brrrr (wbu tho 👀👀)

AHHHHH WAKANDA FOREVER I HAVENT WATCHED IT YET I FEEL SO SAD ☹️☹️☹️ it's cuz college has also been kicking my ass and watching marvel movies is a thing my family does together and it's just not the same going to see it in theaters w anyone else :( so i've been holding back skcnekfn have u seen it tho :0 i'm also so very excited for quantumania !!! (ﾉ´∀｀*) IT LOOKS SO SO SO GOOD SKFNKENFKD I LOVE PAUL RUDD PLS GIVE THAT MAN AN OSCAR RN

okok i think i also was gonna bring up the fact that i wanted to write another mcu au for svt?? like ik we were talking abt the xmen au, but i was thinking abt making minghao scarlet witch and basically yn is like the one person who truly saw him and when he lost u, all hell broke loose (like in wandavision), and so it's like him recreating a life w u while his friends on the outside r trying to break him out of it before the stinky government folks do skcnwidn

[oncominggstorm]

🎶 😒 📝 📅 📚 🍴

🎶 - Top 5 favorite songs?

Ooooh it's always so hard to pick cuz I love SO many songs. And it changes a lot. But rn I think I'll go with: Down By the Water by Ocie Elliot (I found this song like 2 months ago if that but I have already played it enough that I'm pretty sure it's my all time top played song on spotify), Would That I by Hozier, Bathroom Light by Mt. Joy, Kiss Me by Ed Sheeran, and Dial Drunk by Noah Kahan

😒 - Biggest pet peeve?

I'm gonna go with littering. It's 2024 who is still out here thinking it's ok to throw their trash on the ground? It's so sad when I go to a park or something and there's just a bunch of plastic bags and beer cans and chip bags and shit tangled in the trees and bushes.

📝 - Story from your childhood.

Hmmmm ok how about this one: One time when I was maybe 7 or 8, my mom took my sister and I to a carnival. The carnival was held in a park that often flooded, because it was in low ground and next to a lake. It started POURING rain while we were there, so we left. But as my mom was driving away, a flash flood happened, and my mom's car stalled. I was only a kid so the water was up to my thighs, maybe even higher. Luckily, at that moment my mom's friend/boyfriend (i don't remember if he was her boyfriend yet at that point) just happened to show up. He helped my mom carry my sister & I to his car (which was parked just outside the flood water) and took us home. (Her friend's name was Chopper, btw. That's not important but I feel like it just sorta adds to the vibe of the story to know that lol). I don't remember what happened to my mom's car, I think she had it towed the next day maybe?

📅 - Favorite time of the year?

Probably like, mid to late October, when all the leaves start changing colors. It was SUPER pretty this year, there were a lot of really bright and vivid reds and oranges which are my favorites. And the weather was perfect, sunny and clear blue skies, which I feel like always makes the leaves look even prettier. I feel like there's just a special sort of energy in the air/feel like the vibes are just right around that time of year too.

📚 - Career goal you want?

To find a career that gives me lots of money for doing no work at all and never leaving my house 😃 Lol idk. All my career goals kinda came to a screeching halt 2 years ago when the combo of autistic burnout + depression + chronic illness made it impossible for me to keep my job. But even before that I didn't really have any idea what I wanted to do long term career wise. Right now I still really don't see any way of returning to a career for me. But who knows what the future will bring.

🍴 - Favorite food(s) to eat?

Cheese pizza. Yes I'm basic lol. I'm an extremely picky eater 🤷‍♀️

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