#so i don’t hafta think abt it any more lmao

[khonshuscondemned]

HELP. rewatching ep 3 and. was reminded of this post . and there was a bit of going off that happened in the tags but they felt unfinished so now we’re diving in all over again.

so the part latched onto (this time) happens before khonshu tells marc to take the kid to the ledge- when Marc wakes up after having stabbed Goon #1 & #2 is already down for the count and turns and sees The Kid (Goon #3) and he . he has his little panicked moment (‘…wh-what..? -oh my god- oh, god- steven, what did you do??’) and steven tells him to sod off it wasn’t him (really, marc- you’re covered in someone else’s blood and you immediately think it’s steven who had anything to do with your little blackout??) - and then The Kid/Goon #3 groans, and he groans loud- too loudly to be ignored and it’s Back To The Grind. Marc puts his Khonshu hat back on , he turns around. His hand is clenched around the knife’s handle. his eyes are narrowed and his brows are drawn- he’s readying for the next fight.

And then he sees it’s The Kid. he sees the kid as a kid. not as Goon #3. suddenly the khonshu hat is almost flung free of his head- you can see it in Marc’s eyes, in the way his movements slow, in the way he recalibrates, the way he reevaluates his options bc . he doesn’t wanna hurt a kid. hell, tbh i don’t think marc wants to hurt anyone , anymore, i think he’s tired of the blood. (u really get a sense of Marc’s hesitation via the gifs in the ref’d post , it’s heartbreaking. but gratitude for gif-makers bc over-analysis of character expressions is a fond pastime while we wait for season 2 rip)

(also uh quick aside: khonshu says this line, something like ‘I know you enjoy the work I have for you’. this .. never sat right. maybe before- … maybe. but this marc spector? he doesn’t seem to enjoy this very much at all. not like, the way I think he enjoys existing with layla, or the way one would enjoy a picnic or catching sight of a wishing star or little things like that . but then again, i don’t think marc spector quite knows how to enjoy little things just yet- im not quite sure he understands that not everything comes with a price, and certainly not true joy. that kind of happiness can come free if you know where to look. ok tangent over)

Back to the scene, it’s about 9 mins in- Marc turns, sees it’s the kid. and he drops the fucking knife.

there have been a few in-depth watches of this scene before bc we had been curious as to the way Marc uses weapons (hint: he fucking doesn’t this man uses his fists and that’s it in this particular scene at least). not sure why we glossed over this bit or why it hits hard(er?) now, but. no wonder jake took over, of course jake would leave the kid alive- he does it for more reasons than we can count but for sure we know he keeps the kid alive cos he knows it would kill Marc to have blood of that sort join the stains in their bathroom sink ya know?

It’s just, ironic that Marc still. ends up with that kids death on his hands . that Marc. cant be trusted sometimes, not with hands Jake Lockley is more accustomed to. tsk. anyways - TLDR marc is tired of the bloodshed, jake has to take over and fill in a lot more now than perhaps ever before (and it’s not going unnoticed anymore) bc of it, and now Steven’s gotten mixed up in the mess and it’s. it’s killing me all over again . bc marc does literally everything he can to like. not hurt this kid. and he still ends up with three dead goons anyways. sigh.

[plutouran]

HELLOOOOO I LOVE UR BLOGS ♡ and i'm here bcs i'd like to request a quick match up with bnha boys since i saw that you're still open for such requests BUT if you're currently busy, have no qualms to just disregard this ask for the mean time then just do it on your free time !!!

AND ABT ME,,,, i'm an istj, an izuku & ranpo (from bsd) kinnie, i love reading mystery novels and write prose poetries. i'm into arts as well, i can paint and sketch. hence, i'm that super competitive type of person- just to add, here's my birth chart: capricorn sun, libra rising, cancer moon. AN ACADEMIC ACHIEVER !!! they often describe me as respectable and an ideal student. moreover, i'm 5'6 with pale skin, brown eyes, brown long hair and not too fashionable and girly, like i don't always wear make up (i'm sorry, i'm not into those kind of stuffs 💀) i don't know if you have to know this but just in case you hafta, then let me. i'm a psychology student and an active activist. also, i'm an ambivert. i dislike parties- my hobbies include arnis (it's a type of martial art that uses a thick wooden stick-like as a weapon, simply bare hands in combat as what stated in the internet), and just like i've mentioned above, doing arts and literature. as for my type, i don't really have one and as far as i want to, i cannot tell my sexuality here just yet since i'm still kinda confuse

LASTLY, again, i don't know if this is necessary for the matchup but lmao please bare with me- i wanted to be a volleyball player, a setter, to be exact but MY KNEES oh dear, my knees are weak 😭😩 i always wear knee brace (even if i don't do any physical activity) because there are SEVERAL TIMES wherein my knee joint is misaligning:((

THERE 🤲🏻 SORRY IF THIS WAS TOO LONG and advance thank you so so so much!!! ♡ i hope you're having a great time out there~

a/n: this is not too long! it’s great actually! i just have so many requests. pls yall bear with me for a few more days. i’m thinking about closing my asks to make it fair for everyone. please don’t be mad if it takes some time!

you have been paired up with…

— iida tenya

your song with iida: love me like you by little mix

(are you perhaps iidas secret partner? you literally belong with him)

ay, you two would compete with each other and push each other forward doing so.

absolutely love this trope! he wants to be as academic and smart as you (he lowkey is already though) so he will see you as a rival at first!

however, he slowly realises that he just wants to see you achieve your goals and dreams so iida will quickly start studying with you, hanging out with you

this man is so fine, yes? behind his strict personality, there is a man who just wants to be loved.

just hold him for a sec

i’m certain iida doesn’t like parties as well. he probably isn’t that kind of person. so instead of going out, you two would cuddle in bed, iida watching you draw and kissing your forehead

and collect your man because he‘d be soooo cute! problem with your knees? he will carry you if it gets uncomfortable.

his love language is acts of service. no doubt. he will play with your hair, open doors or buy you cold drinks if it’s too hot.

he most definitely remembers everything you mentioned and will act like it.

i can totally see him reading books for you. just to set a calming mood.

also, he‘ll always stick up for you and talk things through if something troubles you. if he loves someone, he’ll protect them!

however, i think he gets a little pushy sometimes. he has lots of ideals and strict rules for himself so there might be some arguments.

nothing too serious though. bc he loves u!!

will take you on study and coffee dates!! or take you with him to watch him doing sports.

overall really competitive, yet cute relationship. he just wants someone he can protect and that loves him for who he is. he doubts himself probably a lot sometimes.

he‘ll also never judge you. never. if you respect him, he‘ll do anything to pay you back with the double amount of respect:)