#so i also bought some eggs (which i havent done since july) and used a recipe i modified to be vegan and reversed it to use eggs again

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i am overcome by a creeping sense of weltschmerz, a melancholia that has been hovering the whole day but only now decided to make itself seen.

and i want this feeling to go away, want distraction, want input but have to admit that in this phase i am not equipped to take in anything

i would like to continue listening to my audiobook but only for the momentaufnahme, i dont want the story to progress, i want to stop the plot and just take in that brief, borrowed bliss