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desertthorn · 1 year ago

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Gawd I feel like death. I've had the worst few days and even though I figured out solutions to all the problems I've been having, more than half of which are now behind me, I still can't shake this feeling. Maybe I'm sick and it wasn't just stress. I don't know. I wish I were one of those people who could just cry for a while and feel better. Or one of those people that could take a nap to reset their brain. Or eat to feel comfort. For me, all of those things makes it worse. I think laying in the Sun for a few hours would help, but it's Autumn overcast out there so that's not an option either. Gawd I just want to die.

#mine #i'm so tired but cant sleep #so hungry but cant eat #i feel like sobbing but cant shed a single tear #i live a block from the tracks and that racing rail is starting to look real inviting #i just need a little bit of sunlight before i set myself on fire #rant #vent #i feel like i cant breathe #the storm has passed i should feel better #i've called out of work #i just can't handle this right now #it's days like this that get me thinking that maybe heroin isn't as bad as everyone says it is #of course it is but i still think about it #self destruction mode i guess

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sevenangrybees · 1 month ago

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If people keep tagging their perfectly normal vanilla ass fics as "typical consent issues inherent to mithrun" and shit like that, I'm gonna start biting people. Some of yall aren't actually examining the complexities of Mithrun's relationships with other people, and what it means to desire something vs consent to it, you just don't think disabled people can consent to sex. fucks sake

#and as a demisexual person im also gonna say some of yall forget that ace people also can consent to sex #even if the attraction/desire isnt there #Mithrun #kabumisu #like fuck #take a hot second to consider that mithrun DOES say no to things repeatedly in the manga #“im not hungry”#“im not tired”#and in those instances he HAS to be coerced into eating or sleeping or he'll DIE!!!#but later we see kabru give him a REASON to eat on his own #“you can't defeat the demon on an empty stomach”#like im begging yall to stop tagging things as dubcon when they're clearly not dubcon #ive seen fics tagged as dubcon where mithrun explicitly agrees to fuck #and it makes me want to print the fic out so i can rip it up with my TEETH #if yall can realize that no means no #yall should also be able to realize that YES MEANS YES #im gonna put my head through a wall #should i make this rebloggable?#i might change it if yall cant behave

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stormyrainyday · 4 months ago

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MED SCHOOL SUCKS BALLS I NEED TO FOCUS ON MY CLASS STUDIES BUT I NEED TO FOCUS ON MY RESEARCH BUT I NEED TO FOCUS ON MY USMLE PREP BUT I NEED TO FOCUS ON MY INTERNSHIP BUT I NEED TO FOCUS ON MY OWN HEALTH AND EXERCISE AND DIET BUT I NEED TO FOCUS ON-- (gets shot)

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fatedroses · 3 months ago

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When a test of a prince's taste backfires horribly. Or, how Alisaie gave herself psychic damage for not realizing this man may not act like how she imagines and she's suddenly being thanked for giving the worst food on the star to him.

(or, even, indirectly giving Meteor and Tsukiko psychic damage as Meteor refuses to let Zenos eat that god forsaken bread and has to hold him back like a misbehaving cat away from it.)

#ffxiv #sketch #comic #zenos yae galvus #alisaie leveilleur #alphinaud leveilleur #adventurer zenos #zenos- who undoubtably hasn't had a lovingly cooked meal in ages- tastes tataru's (HQ) cooking for the first time and inhales it #and alisaie- having to watch this man scarf down THE affront to the gods not realizing he was -very hungry- and -very drained-#im excited to write more about zenos' relationship with food (mainly him not eating anything unless he has to for any reason)#the concept that this man is a two legged apex predator has always stood out to me #so I wanted the first thing in terms of change for him to be him losing his numbness- food being the beginning of it #but also the struggle of Tsukiko and Kukuti trying to prevent the giant depressed super soldier from taking the easy way out of a meal #I also just enjoy writing the dissonance Alisaie has over how she views zenos and how zenos actually is #(also hehe I like the concept that Zenos can stomach archon loaf and the WoL cant)#I love being an omnicrafter LMAO #this also takes place not long after the return comic just for reference

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jesusmyking2024 · 2 months ago

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Who said that you can't give your garlic grilled cheese sandwich a bath?

The bread is Organic Sourdough. Perfect bread!

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maldupay · 3 months ago

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fuck i need to replay isat because i cant remember anything but um something something siffrin's increasingly concerning comments through the acts on losing his appetite -> getting violently hungry -> having tear induced nightmares about cannibalizing his friends

#food in isat makes me Think all the time. and the hungry. and then the gluttony. and the tugging on the stomach #THERES JUST SO MUCH WITH FOOD AND EATING IN ISAT THAT I NEED TO SLAP TOGETHER. IVE CONNECTED THE DOTS.#theres something About it to me. buit i am STUPUD.#<-hasnt connected shit #snacktime beinging them together and sharing a meal. but its the same over snd over. eating for your favorite food over snd over.#croissants. pineapple. banana. you dresmt you ate your friends whole. etc.#tbh the fact that loop and siffrin are so similarily 'greedy' but loop physically cant eat and siffrin has no choice but to is kind of fun.#maybe no choice isnt the right word but you know???? what i mean ?? you cant make bonnie sad.#in stars and time spoilers #isat spoilers #ofc when i first played i just immediately thought as the thg in your stomach as like when you feel a metaphorical drop in your stomach #st something shocking/upsetting/scary whatever. But. SEE THIS IS WHY I CANT WRITE ANYTHING I DONT KNOW WORDS.#i dont even have s good excuse. english is my only language. sacre bleu.

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13eyond13 · 5 months ago

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I feel like one of the big differences between an okay monster movie and a banger of a monster movie is that the monster has to be JUST as interesting as the human characters. Half of the audience should probably end up rooting for the monster as much as the other half is rooting for the people, do you know what I'm sayin...

#i am sayin this bc i just saw the 3rd a quiet place movie #and it's just like ok but dude these monsters are so boringgggg im sorry #not just because this is the 3rd movie by now but because idk they are just hungry aliens that eat loud things and cant swim #think about the utter classics of the genre that people revisit over and over #the monsters are like fun to think about #or very cool to look at #or have some sort of a motive or culture or something that is either oddly sympathetic in some light or interesting to contemplate #anyways i feel like im such a hater and cant enjoy anything anymore but it was fun to get out to the movies again anywayz #p #a quiet place spoilers #a quiet place day one spoilers

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moeblob · 7 months ago

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Surgery is at 9:45 (finally, thank the heavens cause I'm going insane here at how bad hospital communication is) so! Pen doodles before I'm drugged up on anesthesia.

OCs of mine as a comfort in my suffering (and it's easier in pen bc they're boring designs unlike fanart I'd want to draw).

#my characters #its been a miserable experience tbh #the surgeon kept putting off surgery bc of other tests that he wanted #which would be fine if the stuff ever got done #i was told monday that i couldnt eat after midnight #fine cool i get it then i was brought food i had to turn away #then they told me surgery wouldnt happen and im like cool its been #16 hours since i was last given food can i have something #and three people said yes #then someone came to get me to one of the tests #so that took over an hour and then i was miserable and hungry #and then instead of clear liquid diet the doctor said i could have #any liquid not just clear so that was cool until i threw it up hours later #and im pretty sure after not being allowed food OR water or anything for 17 hours #my body wasnt expecting it at all so yeah. wild #i hate eating as is and put it off as long as i can but #17 hours is a long time when you cant sleep bc pain or discomfort

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poppy-metal · 1 year ago

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i think about this everyday

#poppy speaks #oh to be desperately devoured by jordan li #they way they MOAN into the kiss???#the pinning her hands back. the going in for seconds. the hungry way they're kissing her #u know they been thinking abt that for awhile #god. kissing jordan when they've been pining for you for so long #goes crazy #you cant even keep up #they're just eating you up. hands greedy and everywhere on your body. they need to feel you

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mumintroll · 16 days ago

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i hate having boring white person tastebuds its actually embarrassing.. im not as bad as some people i know i like a decent amount of stuff but i still feel so much more fussy than everyone around me. i wish i could just walk into any restaurant and eat something i cannot imagine being that kind of person

#its worse bc of my dietary choices + allergies. but i am too fussy for someone whos diet is already so limited 😭 i wish i was one of those #people who can eat anything #and if i dont like something i cant even make myself eat it which is embarrassing since most of the time if i dont like something its bc it #a new unfamiliar food in a restaurant or at someones house and it makes me look so rude and childish. idont get how people can eat things #they dont like i cant do it no matter how hungry i am

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ballzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz · 6 months ago

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oughhhh

urgghhhhh,,,

dungeon meshi my love]]]]

#dungeon meshi #I expected this to be a silly cooking manga and my expectations were delightfully blown out the roof and oughhh #there's something so arousing about stories like this that question morality and our own humanity/mortality #along with its views of death and fear/concerns and eventual acceptance and somewhat understanding of life from it along with the phrase #eat or be eaten/ to eat is to love and to eat is the privilege of life #I love how this manga central theme is around eating and is executed perfectly and carried out beautifully throughout the series #not to mention how it is ultimately one of the main points of the antagonist who is hungry but cannot satisfy that hunger #I think the premise of this story was explored and written quite beautifully and I CANT SAY ENOUGH HOW MUCH I LOVE THE CONCEPT OF HUNGER AN #LIVING #OIGHHHHH

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milkbreadtoast · 11 months ago

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O BTW i watched the first ep of the dungeon meshi and I RLY LIKE ITTTT ive been meaning to start the manga for yrs but never got around to it TT... trigger seems to be doing rly well w the adaptation tho from what ive heard manga readers say and well just from watching it blind myself i alr rly love it and cant wait to see more...!!!

#save me dunmeshi yuri and yaoi...#(the white women and kabru & that one eyed elf guy who always looks like hes having the worst time of his life-#cant wait to get to kabru i love his design sm hes so cute....#also very dismayed to find that i lowkey find laios(laius?) attractive... lowkey...#I BLAME MILK COOKIE.... ITS ALL BC OF MILKCOOKIE... I DIDNT CARE ABT HIMBOS BEFORE. DAMMIT #being attracted to (white)men is so embarrassing #he has a similar body type to milk + his face too... the droopy eyes...#and his personality is similar too..... except instead of dark choco cookie he fixates on eating monsters <3 #honestly love that its so cute..#FARLYN IS SO FINE THO HIII🥰... UNNI- *gets bonked w a hammer*#both siblings remind me of milk cookie tbh.... laius for what i mentioned and farlyn w her rosy cheeks...#milk cookie is like if u combined them...#also senshi is so instantly likeable...#THE FOOD MADE ME HUNGRY AFFFF LIKE I WAS DROOLING #i want to draw milk cookie again....#ok i swear im not gonna simp for laius tho. hes just some guy (i do think his chara is v endearing so far)#IM JUST ADMITTING HES CUTE BC... I SWEAR I WOULDVE NEVER THOUGJT THIS BEFORE...#LIKE HES NOT MY TYPE... BEFORE THAT DAMNED COOKIE......DAMN IT #its ok theyre fictional men tho <3

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dogbunni · 1 month ago

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cat needs to go to the vet again. I am on my hands and knees begging for a break pleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease

#he's been off his food since friday #ive tried him w different brands of wet foods #different foods like tuna and ham etc #he eats a few bites and then stops #he is so hungry he's being so annoying bc he wants food but then wont eat it #i think his teeth are hurting #he has FIV and that can come along w tooth decay which he like definitely has bc he has barely any teeth left #he's been on a soft food diet for a while now which was working really well until Friday #i think his teeth have gotten. worse. which is not good for my boy and also not good for my bank balance #like how do i afford cat dentistry as someone who cant work. the math isnt mathing #he's getting so many cuddles and cat yogurts rn tho i feel so bad for him #there's also the question of if his teeth need pulling is he even strong enough to go under anesthesia #like i said. FIV + he is a senior kitty now #he's my baby boy tho #im so fucking stressed this cat better rally #dogbunni diary log

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mxwhore · 1 year ago

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can i get a fucking Break

#ok so basically #grandma realized that she couldnt exert control over what i eat anymore (since i pay for basically ALL my food)#so now my WATER and GAS PRIVILEGES ARE BEING RESTRICTED #which is arguably worse!!!#i can show up hungry to work but stinky????#for context my total shower time of the ENTIRE WEEK is like 25 minutes. i take one long 10 minute shower on sundays to wash my hair #and even THEN half of them are with cold water because were nearing summer and i like them #for MORE CONTEXT #1. my parents give her money for bills 2. the government give her money for bills #and more importantly 3. I EVEN OFFERED TO GIVE HER MONEY FROM MY OWN 'I NEED TO GTFO' SAVINGS!!!#she just sneered and said You dont have money. huh???#she genuinely thinks i sleep around for food lmao #tldr; this is just another power play and i need to Get Out #i cant even save up for top surgery because all my money goes to food and my escape fund #please help lmao i will draw you pictures and everything

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headphonemouse · 3 months ago

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vent post sorry so sorry i'm having a Bad Time

psyched myself up to buy a new bed but when i announced my plans for the weekend my sibling's like 'are you sure you wanna buy a new bed?' like damn killed the hype immediately. i don't wanna buy a bed i don't wanna go anywhere i'll just keep using the bed that we all cycled through growing up that hasn't been replaced in a decade+ with no bedframe and only one sheet that fits.

"are you sure you want-" I need a new bed. This isn't a matter of wanting. i don't want to think about where to get the best deals or which store has a delivery service or the logistics of hauling that thing into my room or where to get rid of the old one i'm sick of sleeping on a mattress on the floor. don't make this ordeal more complicated than it has to be.

#i'm having a really bad day mentally and when it's this bad i have trouble doing anything because it's all too complicated #even going to the bathroom is too much so i just wont. and as the day goes on i start feeling gross and uncomfortable and hungry #but if i use the bathroom i'll be dirty so i'll have to take a shower and showering is a whole other thing so i'll just not eat or drink so #i don't have to go any more badly than i already do #it's not good and i hate it and this is somehow my fault??? fuck off why don't i crawl into a ditch so you don't have to see it #i skipped work today and i couldn't even go downstairs to get my work phone to inform my boss. even though i have enough time off saved up #it's still a tardy because i didn't report in so i'll get written up #they should fire me. i hate that place.#none of the part time jobs i've applied for have replied #i can't get another job if i lose this one #i cant tell if i'm fr mentally ill or if it's just a product of living in pandemic-genocide-capitalist-global warming times. among others.#not that any of that directly affects me because it's all just me overthinking things and blowing it out of proportion and ruining myself #i'm sorry i cant help #myself or others #talking tag

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pcktknife · 3 months ago

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it's probably just because I'm hungry but I feel fucking awful today

#just very overwhelmed with everything im hungry im bored im lonely im so so tired like exhausted not sleepy but i guess i cant write that #off as an issue with the way i sleep #i just dont feel like doing anything #im gonna eat and take a nap maybe #kae.txt

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