#so he said no. im not reading that Na (he called me na). youre getting a 0 if its over 5000

[anotherpapercut]

what you guys don't want to read my 9 paragraph, 1500 word response to an ask?

[spicymaruchancontajin]

Since YALL ANIT GIVING ME IDEAS ILL WRITE ONE OF MY OWN

I’m new to this 😭

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While walking around the reader gets distracted and lost but is like clueless that the group was looking for her😘

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It was one of your free days but the band was feeling bored being in stuck in the hotel you guys where staying at. You all huddled up in one of the rooms on your phones as gustav watches tv. You get up and start looking for more decent clothes and changing in the restroom ofc. “Hey im going to the mall who wants to come with me” you say catching the attention of all of them. They look around dumb for a second before scrambling to get decent.

You sadly having to drive them as they act like little kids in the back seat. “Tom stop that” “what im not doing anything” he shot back at bill before chuckling to him self and continuing to mess with him. You finally arrive to the mall.

You guys walk into a nice looking store and start to shop around “billlll where are you” you say “ I’m over here” he raise his hand so you can see. You walk over to where he was and see him with Gustavo looking at pants “Ooo theses one look cute” you pull a pair of dark blue pants and hold it up to him like a mom “Mmm I don’t know I think I like these ones better” bill grabbing a pair of pants and looking at them. “Ohhh dam they do look better” I say examining the pants. Gustav had gotten a pair of shorts that where clearly WAYYY to short and tight “I think these one will better one you” He said in a flirty way and winking at bill. Bill and you could only laugh as bill took the shorts and put them against himself and dance with them a little “what do you think (name)” “Maybe you’ll get your self a girlfriend with those shorts” you say giggling to your self. After a while of shopping with bill You continue to look at clothing that caught your eye wandering off from the group.

Your wandering lead you to a shoe shop on the opposite side of the mall while the group had just finished shopping

“Hey where’s [ name] ?” Georg brought up noticing where missing. “ I thought she was with you” Tom said “ I thought she was with Gustav” “and I thought she was with bill…” “ oh shit” “She’s fineee…. I think”Tom said to clam down bill “that’s not very reassuring Tom”

Back with you you had multiple bags of clothing and shoes and was sitting on a bench eating ice cream on the second floor of the mall like a lost child. Clearly unaware that bill was worried and the group trying to look for you. You continue exploring the HUGE mall with out a thought.

“Hey some one call her?” Tom brought up “Ooo yeah that’s a good idea” bill pulls out his phone and rings up yours. Only to hear your ring tone come out of Gustavs ass.

If I was rich girl na-na-na-na-

na-na-na-na-na na

See, I'd have all the money in the world

If I was a wealthy girl

All heads turn to Gustav. You had him hold your phone as you tried in shoes earlier that day and he never gave it back. He pulls your sparkly [color] decorate phone from his back pocket.”Fuckkk” “umm ok well that didn’t work” Georg said “ok let’s split up I mean that would be faster……” Tom suggested he kinda just wanted to go look at hats. “We’ll let’s find her fast remember last time” you where lost for four hours…..

Gutav stared thinking “We’ll I mean she likes-“ “hey guys” there you where holding multiple shopping bags from all different stores and churros that you had just bought from the food court.”y’all want some?” You held out the bag to them “what…..” “ oh my fucking god”

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I honesty did not know how to end this tell me if there’s something I need to change because this is my first time

im not going proof read this because i am curtainly doing a float down🧍‍♀️

[thatcheeseycandle]

//YOU LOT KNOW WHTA TIME IT IS ITS REACTION TIME

MAJOR SPOILERS FOR THE ENTIRETY OF IPOS CHP. 34 BTW!!

(THIS IS A FULL READING OF THE CHAOTER, BUT I DONT EXACTLY WRITE DOWN EVERY SINGLE REACTION I HAVE TO STUFF UNFORTUNATELY)

Okay OKAY AIGHT LOVE THE TITLE CARD AND TITLE ITSELF

Wait WAIT OLIVIA TECIEVES WHAT NOW???????

Sigh well- CLUN CASTLES GONNA BE A REAL PAIN IN THE [REDACTED] TONIGHT FOLKS

Oh OH TRURO- THE HUSBANDS ARE HUSBANDING TOGETHER RN THE FLUFF IS STARTING

"As he should, this stupidity between the both of you has gone on long enough" LMAOAOAODJDHDHDH NAH NAH THAYS SO REAL OF TRURO NGL

Oh???? OH???? SORRY I GOT CAUGHT OFF GUARD BY THE SUDDEN CUT IN FROM GADWALL

"I don't think I could handle losing her and North." NO STOP- NEARLY FORGOT THAT FOR A MOMENT.

WELL ISNT THIS CHAPTER GONNA STING HUH

"I thought I could help Mallard get better." NO GADWALL YOU DID OKAY YOU GOT HIM A LITTLE BETTER AND AT LEAST YOU TRIED. GOOD GOSH-

WHY DID THAT HIT HARD

Yeah YEAHAHAHHH THERE IS A CHANCE YES THERES SO MANYYYYY CHANCES LEFT LET DGOOOOODHJSJD

Wait wait GO BACK WITH PROTEUS???? THE SPIRIT REALM OR??????? NOTING THIS DOWN. NOTING IT.

Wait WIAIFHHAHAHAHAHSH

"Tell me, Cousin, is Bittern still afraid of birds?" OOOHOHJHAHSHZHX BOY OKAY IM LOOKING. IM LOOKING

HAGDGSHGFDH GIVE EME A SEC TO BREATHE

Oh Truro I couldnt of had said it better knowing it too HGSHAHAHAHAHFHXHFKGNVLRKDMG

Oh. OH GOD. CLUN CASTLE. HERE WE GO. HERE WE GO. IS CLUN CASTLE TIME. OKAY. PREPARING MENTALLY

"Trying to figure out a way to get out of her predicament." oh OH REALLY? YOU SNEAKY LITTLW [REDACTED] YOU THOIGHT YOU CLUTCHED ON THIS HUH? NAH NAH YOU AINT. YOU AINT CLUTCHING THIS BUCKET CLUTCH CLUN CASTLE

LMSODHDH TROJAN AND CLUN CASTLE, YOU SHOULDVE LET TROJAN FINISH-

AND HERE WE ARE THE PERSON OF THE HOUR CAERPHILLY CASTLE

Im sorry. CLUN CAATLE. DO NOT. NO NO DO NOT DEAD NAME NO. WORSE THAN USING TRUE NAMES WITHOUT PERMISSION THAT IS.

"You have lost the privilege to address any and all Great Western Engines!" YEAH YOU TELL HER! SAY IT LOUDER FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK RQ RQ

Ay AY AY AY SOUTHERN SIBLINGS????? SOUTHERN SIBLINGS

Yo YOYOYOYOYOYOYOYOYOOYOYOYOYOYISIHSHAHHFUDHCHFJJD TAW VALLEY AND BRAUNTON

THOSE TWO- YKNOW I WONDERED WHERE THEY WERE IN THE STORY BUT FINALLY THEYRE PULLED INTO THE MAIN ONES WOOOOOOOOO

Im sorry WHAT YOU CALLING DOTTI OVER HERE?????? CLUN CASTLE DO NOT-

insert me rambling irl to a relative whos in the same room as me about yeah the current situation

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ABLITTLE DRAMA? A LITTLE? YOUR BEING A LITTLE ITTY BITTY BRAIN-CELLED BITCH RIGHT NOW YKNOW THAT?

Yeah YEAHAAHHHH TELL HER CAERPHILLY CASTLE. TELL HER.

Yeah SWEET TALK AINT GONNA WORK UNFORTUNATELY CLUN CASYLE.

Oh there she is THERE SHE IS THE LITTLE BITCH TOO FAR UP HER OWN TENDER

Oh gosh OKAY UH STRAPPING IN FOR SOME YEAH ANGER

HERE WE GO

EXACTLYYYYYYY

SAY IT LOUDER AND PROUDER CAERPHILLY CASTLE

BECAUSE IT IS CORRECTTT

I.

YOU LIYYLE ITUTY BITTY

YEAH UH. BAHALA KA NA CLUN CASTLE KASE JUSKO PO YOUR HOPELESS NA

MORE HOPELESS THAN THE POOR ON THE STREET.

You are just digging your stinger into silicone you itty bitty BRAIN-CELLED BUZZY LITTLE BITCH

SHES JUST GONNA GOSSIP AND GOSSIP MORE AND MORE NOT SPARING A DETAIL ABOUT HOW HORRID YOU ARE YKNOW THAT CLUN CASTLE?

Yeah yes YESSS YOU TELL HER OFF DOTTI YOU GO ALL OUT

GO ALL OUT

HGAHSGSHGDDH BRAUNTON YOU SHOULDVE LET GO OF HER AND LET HER DO IT HAGDHFBFKF IT WOULDVE BEEN REFRESHING JDHFJDJD

Oh gosh OH GOSH. HERE COMES THE BIG DING OF THE BELL

Ayyy AYYYYYYYYYYYYY LET SGOGOHOOOOOOOOOOO

OH DAMN.

OH MY GOSH?????? THATS

THATS EITHER SATISFYING OR SHOCKING

YEAHAHAHDHDHHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

LETS GOGOOGOOOOOOO

YOU GOT YOUR CHANCES YOU LITTLE SHIT YOU REALLY WASTED THEM ALL YOU REALLY MESSED UP THIS HARD MORE HARD THAN DISNEY'S WISH YOU REALLY SLIPPED AND FALL

YUP LEFT ALL YOUR CHANCES AT THE WRONG STOP

DROPPED EHM AAAALLLLLLLL

YEHAHAHAHAHHHHHH MAKE SURE ITLL BE ROCKY ROADS FOR HER HENRY

"Nobody's gonna miss ya!" EXAAAAAAAAACCTTTLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

God my thumb HSGDHGAHDHXHD

OUGH GOSH THAT BIT WAS SATISFYING AS HECK

BYE BYE BITCH HASGDHHFHF

Ay AY OLIVIA

OLVIOAIAVOSHDJDHD SHES AWAKE

Ay AY AY AY WDYM WISH

Wish. WAIT THIS CONFIRMS- THIS MIGHT CONFIRM ONE OF MY THEORIES BEING THIS ONE

Thank GOSH I know how to pin messages on discord

Repaired RPEUAJAHAVSBZBSVhhshshagsgdvhHSGSVSKJSJSHSHSHAJhhvajzhxjAHSHHFB

POLYYYD YH AHSHSHSHJAJSJD

Ay ay AY AY POLLYYYYSHSVJSHSHAHAHHDJDJDHDHD

SHES CALEDONIAN VLUE NO WAYAYHSHDHDHDHDH OHFMAHAHHAHX

I VERY MUCH AGREE WITH YOU OLIVIA, IT WILL LOOK STUNNING

AWWERUFHFHFH I LOVE THESE TWO

YAYYYYSYHFHSHAHAHHSDHDHSJDHJS THEYRE BAVK THEYRE ALIVE LETS GOGOGOIAJAHSGWHHSHD

WE ALL GETTING A SLICE OF THE CAKES WE LOVE

"I see, like what has happened to you and Olivia" THE [REDACTED] YOU MEAN???????

Wait. THIS WHOLE TIME- WAIT WIAT WAIT

SO OLIVIA ISNT A HYBRID, HER BODY JUST GOT

OHHHSBSHDV ITS LIKE MEDICINE

I

Oh she wasnt human pala

This confirms- WAIT ITS BASICALLY THIS:

Obviously now building up to, what it says, an entirely new plot. But now while having bits of past plots mixed from wjat I can guess

Im sorry HIGHLANDER???? NONONONONO- IM SORRY?????

A GOLD DUST

IM GONNA DIE WJAT

Oh [REDACTED] here comes it all

Preparinh myself okay Im strapoing in Im gettibg my backside comfy on my pillows yeah Im just

IM DCARED

I was right to be scared

Nono no Olivia no NO. OLIVIA.

"Why can't I do anything right!!"

insert current me typing out this cause past me had a long pause of silence staring at that line

Tearing up counter: 1

OKAY RIGHT MOVING ON-

(Im not moving on)

Ay AY AY AY AY THE BIT

THE DUCK AND ARROW BIT

"I was almost turned into ab exhibit piece because of him."

"Yet he was the reason Olivia sold you to Sodor."

COR RECT. CORRECT DING DING DING CORREEEEEEEECCTTTT

SAY IT LOUDER FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK

Ay AY PERCYCYCYYYY

Cheshire CTAAHHAHSHDHFJ

WE LOVE A HAPPY PERCY

heleyhahaha HS GE SGSHDH ARROW- ARROW CALM HDHFJFHF

Why was that bit from Arrow so relatable though like HEKDHSJSHDH

Anyways IM BACK RIHHT SORRY I JUST HEADED DOWNSTAIRS TO JUST EAT SOME BREAD WHILE READING THIS

"I apologise, I get excited when I want to learn new things" REALEST. THING. SAID. EVER

Keeping that quote with me on a sticky note irl rq sec-

WE GIVING LYELL SOME LOVE OVER HERE WOOOO

Oh Tydfil TYDFIL

“I can’t stand being alone with my thoughts. They go around in circles and drive me insane.” SAME HERE. SAME HERE TYDFIL DW.

Can we get some appreciation for all the characters we all relate to rq? LIKE GOOD GOSH- Im sorry its just Tydfil either has dialogue that hits me hard so much like deep DEEP deeper than ever or just is brutally honest HSGDHGSSHHSHD

I still love her though, still one of ny top five favs in YIAU

Speaking of honesty ARROW IS BEING VERY HONEST. ALL OF THAT WAS REAAALLL FACTS

“Chin up, she’ll be out soon. Same can’t be said for Clun Castle.” Oh Arrow are you gonna love what Dotti has to say HAGHAHASHGD

LMAOAOOAOSHFHD DUCKS REACTION I SWESR

“It’s not often that you piss off everyone on the mainland and believe me, I would know, I’m an expert at it.”

"There was an awkward pause."

HGGAHGAHAHAGXHXHF NAH NAH WHY DID I WHEEZE SO HARD AT THAT LIKE LNAODHDHSHSG

AYYYYY I LOVE THESE LOT

New fav found family/squad ever

"Oh but they just started interacting now in this bit you can immediately like the-" OI. I LOVE THESE LOT, I ALREADY LIKED MOST OF THEM ON THEIR OWN AND NOW THEYRE INTERACTING MAKES ME LOVE THEM MORE

“You’re very welcome, Young Iron.” AY AY I SEE WHAT YOU DID THERE HAHSGDHHXXJ

Alrughty ALRIGHRY WE GETTING DRAGGED BACK INTO THIS PLOT NOW LETS GO

I just read that bit and to say Im bamboozled is an understatement.

I. IM SHOOK- OKAY. YEAH SOMEONE CALL IN LIKE IDK KESTREL TO COMFORT TJIS 6 FOOT WOMAN RIGHT NOW. IM YEAH. IM SCARED EITHER FOR HER OR OF HER.

NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE INTERESTING FOR SURE

But of course, ending off this reaction. I HAD MINI HEART ATTACKS LIKE HAGSHDGSH WOO OKAY THAT WAS A WAKE UP CALL REALKY GOT MY BRAIN GOING HAGSJAHSHD

THANKS TO THE LOVELY BAKUNAWA AKA REDWRYVERNWRITES (I finally FINALLY SPELT IT RIGHT) FOR CREATING SUCH A MAGNIFICENT CHAPTER YET AGAIN, I'LL BE EXCITED FOR THE NEXT ONE!! ^^

[kn11ves]

hey so after hearing an utterly horrific pronunciation of the word "nahuatl" that scared me straight out of my native skin ("nah-wah-toll", he said) just as a pointer whenever you read a nahuatl word the ending "-tl" is pronounced sort of like a hiss with a tongue touching the roof of your mouth? its not nah-wah-toll, its not even nah-wah like a lot of mexicans believe, the "tl" sound comes from the way you push air through your mouth from the back of your throat

the way i figure how to make the "TL" sound is to put your tongue on the roof of your mouth. now, without removing your tongue from the roof, try making the sound of an "h" with a mouth halfway closed. you should feel the way the air blows through both of your cheeks and comes out sounding like a lisp-sound. thats the point! the hiss definitely sounds like a lisp. you may need to practice this a bunch to get the sound right

there isnt an phonetic equivalent to "tl" i can figure how to write out for you because "tl" is a sound of its own. you have to say na-hua-TL its already written the way its supposed to be read! the only problem is that people do not know how to pronounce the "tl" sound and will make approximations which i know its tough but it is wrong (though ill take nah-wah over NAH-WAH-TOLL)

this is a YT shorts of a man saying "nahuatl" and different nahuatl words and how theyre pronounced

this is a 7 minute video of a man who guides you on HOW to make the noise "tl"

some reminders while im at it:

-we are not aztecs, we do not speak aztec. we are native mexicans (most of us. im not speaking about immigrants to mexico obviously) and most of us who speak an indigenous language speak nahuatl, so we may call ourselves nahua or descendants from the mexica

-though not everyone speaks nahuatl, there are 68 different indigenous ethnic groups in mexico we have. variety.

-certain dialects of nahuatl spoken in michoacan or just southern mexico for example may choose to prefer the "T" in nahuatl words and pronounce say ahuacatl as "A-wah-cat" or maybe prefer the "L" sound and say "A-wah-cal". it really depends

-(pet peeve but) AXOLOTL is "ah-sho-lo-tl" and not "axe-ah-loddel"

-no u are not saying the word in english and therefore are going to pronounce it like a yank

-if you can say rendezvous like "ron-deh-vu" and not like "ren-des-voos" then you can say nuahuatl words the way theyre meant to be said!! our language has gotten so eroded and the only way we can keep it alive is by trying to say things as theyre meant to ok

[haruchi-slit]

POLAROIDS

MINORS DNI

Author's note: hi,hi,hello! Hope you enjoy my ff and get ready for the heavy smuts ahead please be cautious while reading this. And if you're not comfortable reading heavy detailed smuts well this is not for you darling and "y/n" is  half Pilipino half Japanese so she would be speaking some Tagalog words but don't worry some grammatical errors ahead  :3

A ringtone was heard across y/n's condo,she picked up the phone and answered it a cold raspy voice was heard over the other line of the phone.

"Hey y/n come over at the hideout, Sanzu caught some traitors"

"I JUST CAME HOME FROM MY PHOTOSHOOT!"

"We need you here." It turns out it was Mikey

"Putangina oo na!" (fuck fine) y/n said from the exhaustion

Y/n hangs up and rushed to the hideout

When she got there she saw sanzu pointing a gun towards the three men sanzu faced her and smiled at her lovingly and utter flirty words like.

"Heyyy,my lovely darling" and blew a kiss towards her.

"The fuck?" She said and dodged the kiss which made Sanzu disappointed.

"So Mikey their the traitors?" Y/n said

"Yeah" Mikey said while munching his Dorayaki.

"But,why do you need me here? Is it  Something important? Y/n said.

"Of course it's "something" important"

Mikey said.

"Tell me" y/n said and yawned.

"Aight we need you to make the traitor spit what's their intentions and who sent them" Mikey said.

"Fine,fine" you walked towards the traitors and stand next to sanzu, you reached out your cocaine in your pocket a bitter and sweet taste stung your touge making you high and turned on. You grabbed a knife and and leaned towards the  traitor.

"Who sent you love?" She said as the drug hit her.

"I'm not going to tell you" the traitor said.

"So you want the hard way huh?" You pulled away and grabbed a scalpel and tear the traitors shirt "I'll make your death slowly and painfully so if you wanna live..you should spill your words love"

Dang I wish she can call me love,Sanzu taught in his head

"So who sent you?" She asked again "No." She draws the scalpel to the traitors abdomen and draw a dick

"Ahh you bitch" the traitor shouted

"I know I am love." She said "who sent you?" She asked again this time she's completely getting impatient and again she earned a word "No." So she

Draws the scalpel to the traitors cock

And stabbed it "spill your words sweetie" "AHHGHHK" the traitor shouted in agony and completely in horror "FUCK FUCK OK ILL SPILL THEM" the traitor can barely form a word from the pain "we're cops the three of us,we're cops we're sent to investigate and arrest y'all,we were sent by the chief." Y/n burst out of laughter "what do you mean arrest us? HAHAHAHAHHAHA PUTA KA  GAGO MO (YOU ARE A WHORE SILLY) three cops ain't enough,Mikey my jobs done here"

"K" Mikey said

You heard gunshots while you walked away.

(I recommend listening Heaven and back by Chase Atlantic  while reading :3)

You left the scene  and walked towards your room you flooped your self to the bed and took some cocaine again and saw a man's figure leaning to your door frame you're high so you can't even care and give a shit "I probably shouldn't took cocaine fuck!" You exclaimed "awh don't worry love" the voice echoed across your room and as you guessed it was Sanzu Bontens no.2 "tangina nuginagawa mo Dito hinayupak ka?" (The fuck are you doing here you animal?)  "Huh?" Sanzu asked not understanding the words that came out of you mouth "nothing you horny bastard! Now get tf outta my room"

"What if no?" He locked the door and  walked towards you... closer and, closer to you until his on top of you

"I can't take this anymore darling I need you, I want you, I crave you." He said as you feel his erection bulging to your entrance "HOI TANGINA MO VIRGIN PA KO GAGO KA" ( HOI FUCK YOU IM STILL A VIRGIN YOU WHORE)

You exclaimed blushing and denying him you tried to push him but you're to high to keep up so there's no escape a mean while you found your self sucking him "ohh yess..fuck your good at this baby" you saw him bitting his bottom lip and you spat on his dick making it more sloppy and lubricated he moaned softly you teased him a little making him more tuned on he saw a camera beside your bed he took a photo of you sucking him "look at the famous model Y/n" he took the polaroid and showed it to you "you still look so gorgeous even tho your a mess right-" you cut him off by kissing him deeply and roughly "manahimik ka"(shut up) "huh" he said "I said shut up" he obeyed you. You guided him to your bed and pushed him you took a cocaine from your drawer making you much high than before "I like the view up here you pathetic manwhore" you said he stared at you blushing wanting more of you he craves you to be honest you lit a cigarette and started puffing smoke you blow a smoke in Sanzu's mouth even tho it hurts he still kissed back when you pulled away he coughed after your done smoking you pressed the lit cigarette on his neck leaving your mark "hmff hgn" he softly muttered you took off his pants and this his erected member you took the camera and took a picture of you and him you posing with a peace while his  hard "awhh,look lovee" he tried to get the picture from you but failed cause you touched his dick making him whimper I'm not this sensitive before but what the fuck happened? he said to himself you rubbed his dick back and forth but of course teasing him till he goes crazy "mmhh hngg.. y/n fuckk!" You softly bit his dick "o-ouch" he said "watch your language Haruchiyo and it's not "y/n" call me

My queen"  "Y-yes my Queen"

"Now shut up be quiet for your queen we don't want anyone to hear us do you?" you said he nodded in response you continued to suck and tease him and you feel his 9 inches cock is about to cum cause you tastd a pre cum and it's sweet "don't cum until I say so darling" you said "b-but how? Hghh ugh I'm about to ahh" he said "just don't until I say so understand?" You said "Yes mhgh my Queen" you stopped sucking him and opened your  legs for him signaling him to give you cunnilingus "come here and give your queen great pleasure" he crawled to you like a puppy and started to lick your pretty pink

Folds he started slow but eventually he pick up a speed making you arched your back and hold his hair tightly you pressed you pussy more towards his face making you squirm in pleasure "OMG YESS FUCK" you moaned loudly "yeah yes that's the spot" he slid his tongue in your pussy and put two fingers in you making you arched your back again "Fuck you're so good at this oh oh my I'm about to ahh shit" you squirted on his face "your so sweet my Queen" you saw his dick being really erected and needy and there's a pre cum dripping from it "now cause your a really goodd servant I'll give you a prize you sat on top of him and spat on your fingers and put it in your pussy making it more wetter you lowered your pussy to his dick "MGHH HGNN" he moaned loudly you slammed your pussy to his dick "OH FUCK IT HURTS" He saw a drip of blood from your pussy "so my lovely Queen is really a virgin" he teasingly said "TANGINA MO" (fuck you) he just chuckled even tho he didn't know what that means you waited for your pussy to adjust cause of the size of his dick "does my Queen needs help?" He teasingly said

"No." You said you pinned his hands on the headboad of the bed and strated fucking him hard your tits bouncing aggressively as you pound your pussy to his massive dick you can hear him whimper softly "your so tight My Queen mhmm hghhh ugh"

You didn't respond you fucked him with no remorse you felt his dick twitched so you know his close you teased him by moving slowly "move faster y/n" he said "I don't accept commands my dear but I do accept pleas" you said  "mffmmg My Q-queen please move faster" "hmm that's more ah ughh-ugh like it" you moved a little faster and in a circular motion making his mind go blank cause of the pleasure his getting from you " I'm about to cum darling" you said to him

He nodded in response he was about to cum soon too he came first and you followed he "HHMM UGHH HGHH" he moaned loudly "oh fuck!" You said

"I want more y/n" " do I have to repeat my self? Didn't I said earlier I don't accept commands but I do accept pleas" you put his dick into your pussy he moaned softly again he squirmed underneath you feeling that his about to come again "My Queen mhmm i-im about to ugh come can I cum inside you?" He said with his blue orbs meeting your eyes he looks so hot and a mess right now but oh my you said to your self  "yes you can my love I'm close to let's cum together" you said you both reached you climaxed and sanzu passed out and so did you the next morning you two wake up and your completely clues less because of the effects of the drug then sanzu told you what happened and he said you two fuck you didn't believed at first but he gave you the polaroids "here's the proofs love" Sanzu said smiling brightly at you "now your mine and only mine" he added you we're shocked as fuck he hugged you and started to roam his slender fingers around you he puts his two fingers in you making you arched your back again "is my Queen in pleasure?" He teased once again  "ughh hghhh ughhh wait ughhh we just fucked last night!" Then your phone started to ring it's your manager from the modeling agency "oh no no no" he gaved yo the phone and you answered it "h-hey hmg mahiko? Why are you calling?" He pounded his dick in you and started to fuck you harder and faster making you squirm you held you moans back because mahiko might hear you moaning "nothing just checking on my best friend of course!" Mahiko said "ohh yeah I'm f-fine ugh Mahiko"

Sanzu teased you more making you shout "UHGG" "OMG Y/N ARE YOU OK?" Mahiko said "Ugh Y-yes I'm ok I'll call you back later"  you both climaxed you two showered cause you two stink

After you two shower together you dressed up,once you two get out of the room ran,rindou and kakucho is staring at you two and they look pale as paper "What happed the three of you?" You said "guess" ran said "huh" sanzu said "YOU WERE MOANING SO LOUD LAST NIGHT THAT WE DIDN'T GET ANY SLEEP YOU FUCKERS!"

Rindou shouted at the two of you you two looked at each other and blushed

"What do you mean moaning?" Sanzu gaslight them "WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU LITTLE DRUG ADDICT!"

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The end

Thank you ♡♡

Almost 2000 words BWHAHHA

[aeruia]

⚽. BLUE LOCK

PANO NAMAN AKO? NAHULOG NA SA'YO.

FEATURING ! BACHIRA MEGURU

DESCRIPTION !? You confessed using a filipino song.

WARNING : A little bit of angst if you squint, swearing (mostly the reader), bachira is oblivious in the start but yeah

MEMO : Actually loving bachira while reading bllk manga and inspired by this music, this is like an au without the blue lock thing but like classmate au? if that exists and no set pronouns for the reader!

you and bachira were friends since you two were kids. his mother and your mother were both good friends when you and your mother move in japan and would always come to visit yu, bachira's mother.

you found him weird when you first met him, because of him keep talking about this "monster" of his. you even think it's just his imaginary friend but when he was playing with the kids like soccer you were shocked at how good he was. of course you knew how to play soccer too but not that good like bachira.

the two of you became friends when he saw you playing soccer on your own in the school or should i say you were practicing to be good as him, well you envy him at how good he was that he approached you and ask if you were practicing so you said yes, you were practicing as he introduced himself again.

“ you can call me meguru or bachira! anything you want to call me. ” he said happily as he smiled at you. “ well, is it fine if i call you megu then? ” you asked with a teasing smile. he nodded, he found the nickname cute you gave him.

after that the two of you become inseparable that you sometimes stay in their backyard for a while to practice soccer with him plus you never think of him as weird anymore, it feels like he really had a monster inside him.

a few years later, you two were still in the same school well your mother would just let you stick with bachira whatever school he goes to, that's where your mother enrolls you, i mean you don't have any complaints but sometimes he's such an ass.

“ bro, it's not that hard? the fuck are you whining about? ” you asked him while you take one of your earphones out of your ear. “ you're good at math and im not alright? we're not the same ”he said leaning in his chair.

you rolled your eyes as you bent over to see his paper, as you slammed your hand softly at his desk. “ okay, i will teach you this and since class is over i can help you. let's go to the library? ” you asked as you looked at his paper again.

he nodded, “ sounds good, meet you there! " as you stand up again and go to a vending machine to get coffee, luckily the school has a vending machine outside.

after you get your coffee, you put your earphones again playing your favorite music in loop i mean who doesn't do that? “ 2:04pm it's still early before our next class starts, megu should be in the library now. ” you said to yourself drinking your coffee.

you were about to go inside the library while you heard someone call you. it was bachira as he was running towards you. “ great timing! help me in my math and in exchange i will help you improve on soccer, deal? ”

“ you have your deal! " you said as you got inside the library, bachira following you, after both of you found a table and took a seat you started to help bachira in his math. you could just hope he would get it.

a few minutes later, the bell rang as you were about to stand up while bachira stopped you. “ what is it now? ” you asked, taking your earphones off and putting them in your pocket. “ wait me outside the gate when you're done with your last class. ” he answered as you nodded at what he said.

why does he want to meet you there anyway? i mean you wouldn't expect him to confess to you just because you like him. you were even trying to drop hints but he never gets it so you just stopped and ignored your feelings well not totally ignored but you never bring it up to yourself anymore.

you didn't realize that bachira was gone now in the library and that class was starting now as you hurriedly got out of the library to go to your last class, you and bachira weren't in the same class but that's fine he wouldn't say you were late for the first time, i mean its only 2:20pm.

arriving at the classroom and luckily the teacher is still not there so you can count it as you're not late, right? you look at your phone again and it says it was 2:25pm and the teacher just arrived as he apologized for being late before making everyone get their textbooks.

the class ended earlier than you had expected. you go to your locker to put some things you don't necessarily need, after you put them away you close your locker and walk towards the exit and walk in the nearby park so you can wait for meguru there while listening to music.

May nararamdaman din ako

you put the music in loop again as usual as you look at the time. it was 3:05pm, which means meguru will be here soon enough. you don't know why his dismissal is always 3:00pm. little did you know that meguru was taking filipino lessons without you knowing so he can surprise you that he can speak your native language.

the sky has an orange hue as the sun is going down like it was coloring the sky orange while you were still listening to music.

“ Di kasi manhid na tulad mo

Alam kong sanay bumitaw

Ang isang tulad mo

Lalayo na ba ako ”

those lyrics on the song hit your heart like a knife as you were still chilling on the bench and singing the song in your mind, not noticing meguru was running towards where you were.

you heard him shout your name as you turned your head to where the sound was coming from as you saw meguru smiling widely while running towards you as he sits beside you.

“ [name]! I'm not late am i? ” he asked as he pants and looks at you. “ you didn't even say a time to meet you here, the only thing you said is i should wait for you here in the park.. ” you deadpanned as you took off the earphones on your left ear.

you couldn't really hear in your left ear but you can still hear him a bit even with the song blasting your right ear. bachira noticed you were listening to music as he got curious about the song you're listening to,

“ seems like you were listening to a song, can i hear it? ” he asked, curious as you nodded as you gave him the unoccupied earphones as he hum.

” Pano naman ako

Nahulog na sayo ”

Meguru understands the lyrics clearly as he looks at you, not knowing a thing that he knows what the lyrics means or what the whole song means. i mean he doesn't know filipino so you were all good right? wrong. he was taking lessons since you two were kids that he needed to beg his mom for.

even if you did confess to him with this filipino song, he can understand it but in your view he won't understand it but i guess it's a win win for you because he likes you too.

the song continues as he hums again, while listening to the song. it's a good song that he might ask what song it was after this.

“ Pano naman ako

Naghintay ng matagal sayo

Wala lang ba talaga lahat ng yon sayo

Ano na bang gagawin ko ”

the song finishes there as he took off the earphones as you did the same as meguru just smiled at you. you found it weird that he would smile at you after listening to the song that looks like a confession of your feelings.

“... what's wrong? ” you asked him as you paused the song that was playing as you looked at him. “ nothing's wrong! maybe meet me at the playground where we always used to play when we were kids? ” he asked, and smiled at you.

you find his behavior weird as you nodded slowly as if you were hesitating to go there again. meguru bid his goodbye before leaving you alone in the quiet park.

“ i guess... i confessed in some way? ” you asked yourself as you grab your backpack from the bench and put the one strap on your shoulder as you followed him. you would always lose your way in the park or even in the school so you and meguru would always come home to school and go to school together. yes you were living here for years but still can't find your way to get home sometimes.

you got home around 4pm as you outside to see meguru in the small playground, playing with the swings. you quickly change your clothes as you go outside seeing bachira swinging himself at the swing.

“ yo! megu, ” you greeted him, hand in one of your pockets as he greeted back with a smile before patting the swing beside him. you sat in the swing beside him as he hums, “ what do you want, anyway? ” you asked as you swing the swing a bit waiting for his answer.

“ hmm, what you should do is go on a date with me! ” he confidently said with a big smile on his face as you looked at him, eyes wide like you have seen a ghost.

“ what...? ” you asked, acting confused. “ the song you made me listen to! ” he said as he swings himself in the swing.

your mouth made an O shape as you nodded, embarrassed. maybe you were dumb for thinking he wouldn't fully understood the lyrics but he did.

“ what? are you getting embarrassed now? ” he teased and poked you on your side. “ ehem! why would i? i mean you're just saying that so i can clearly confess my feelings for you. ” you said and tried to be unbothered. “ oooohhh, [name] admitting they have feelings for me? ” he teased you again once more, trying to get a reaction from you.

he heard the tsk sound you made as you faced him still embarrassed about the "confession" you made. “ okay, i will admit i have feelings for you. but still how come you know the song we listened to in the park earlier? ” you asked, admitting you had feelings for him and asking about how he can understand the song clearly.

he sighed like he had been defeated “ i was keeping this as a surprise for you, but i think i blew my own cover. i was taking filipino lessons since then. ” he answered you. “ how many days? no, how many months? " you asked once more. “ not months but years. ” he answered and smiled.

you look at him dead in the eye as if he committed a crime and you were there to watch those crimes unfold. “ A for effort, i will go on a date with you then. ”

so the next day, you both did go on a date. well you two don't have classes so both of you had so much time to spend time with each other like a couple. well you two weren't really an official couple but dating you get what i mean?

nothing changed when you two started dating, the only thing changed is that you two would always go on dates and everything if you both have the money to.

the two of you who became an actual couple are when you both graduated, his mother and your mother were of course happy as they congratulate the both of you, you even remembered your mother told you that she waited for you and meguru to be together and it just makes you laugh when you remember it, now that you and meguru were now living happily together and of course playing soccer together.

©xiaorisworld.

actually accidentally posted this and privated it to finish this and i know this would flop because of my dumbness 💀, hope you guys like this tho!

requests are open.

[kassiemari]

H A P P E N I N G S L A T E L Y

Hi guys it's been a year since i wrote here HAHAHA!!! It feels new again but I have the urge to write again after what has been happening in my life lately. So, let me minimize the major HAPPENINGS hahaha 

I have (5) five major happenings that got impact in my life

W O R K 

First thing on this was my work, yes WAS I've already RESIGNED to my last job that Ive known for 5 years being in that field that I can do even if I'm asleep HAHAHA. You know i dont have really regret that I resigned from that job though I missed doing that work but I'm happy with my current work now. My resignation on that work was impromptu. I don't really think of the consequences once I file that letter. 

On my exit interview HAHAH i can really laugh at that but earlier this i was scared and i feel like crying because i was harassed by the chairman of the company. He insists that I'm doing work outside and I'm involved in the wrongdoing of one of their managers, even if I know that I can just let it just blow like that because it's getting big and the consequences might blow my mind HAHHAH.

I feel that I'm so important in that company that they are willing to raise salary and change departments for me even if it's very convincing. I said NO for me it's my peace of mind and harmonious environment, i think our department was too TOXIC too . I can't do that working.

But now I'm working as a registrar in a language school in a harmonious and peaceful environment. My boss now is too kind and talkative, so I feel like talking to my grandma because they are the same ages so I can do their flow as a person.

Lately former work calls me for help if they can't do the communicating workers od missing files it was okay from me but comparing me to the newly hired was OFF to me, like example once the newly hire cant do the work i was doing they're compare me to them, they hired 2 or 3 staff to fulfill my work, i cant handle that i feel like anytime the newly hired can harm me or have despise feeling towards me. 

HUWOW what a dramatic first event HAHHAHAHAHH

It just number one only and just cut it out na lang for no long readings na 

Okay raise your hands if you watch FRIENDS 

Yes you heard it right that's my number 2 FRIENDS

And here we go to the number two (long post ahead HAHAHA)

 F R I E N D S 

How can i start this hmmm i'm thinking to lessen it but i think i cannot do that i have a lot to say I guess okay let's start with the one i'm always with i cant mention names though you don't know them it just im still protecting them 

Hmmm okay im begin with this do you ever skeptical towards one person? If you do okay I felt normal because that what i'm feeling right now towards this person, were very close inseparable i guess but lately i found out something that triggered this feeling.  

I'm not mad because i can't be mad but you know what hurt the most for me is the DISAPPOINTMENT yes i'm disappoint at that person, firstly this person share to her husband that she's accommodating third party i'm not judging her but i noticed that but she kept on denying that and i ask her a two question that mark on me

Did you regret what you did? She said quickly NO

Did you fall in love with that person? She said NO too 

but I could see in her eyes that it was different. I'm a person who listens to whatever you say and nothing to say too but to listen but if you notice I observe everything even if it's a single detail. I'm not convinced with her answer and that stops me from asking na her.

Then lately I don't know what's happening to her na because i lie-low on out every night talking i don't answer her calls quickly but I'm still seeing what she's doing, this is the questionable thing to me is that why is she doing that? WHY? 

She's happy outside then lonely inside, i know that feeling because i've felt that i keep pretending to be jolly on the outside but im struggling inside because they needed me 

She's ranting to me, one of my friend do the same, my sister also did so how can I can be so weak outside when they need someone like me

On what i'm reading i don't know who she misses that much that every day she keeps on posting on what she misses i've read all of that, all of it as in from the start, then what question me is why she suddenly delete that post when it notifies every friends of mine that i'm using that posting social account, she even private her account and after deleting she public it again.

AGAIN WHY?

Why did you say bad things about that person then be friends with her the next day?

Why do you say hurtful words towards your husband then be sweet the next day?

Why do I have this feeling that you are still attached to this third party?

Why did you say that you talk to a third party because i can't talk to you that day?

Why did you do that again? Your husband says it was your 5th time?

What's your true reason?

What is the true you?

Why did you do that backstabbing your manager and be friends with her?

Why do you keep me doubting in you?

Why are you doing all of this? For what?

When will you be true to yourself?

I keep asking that in my head hopefully it reaches her HAHAHA what a lame it never does, it never will.  

Okay i just her this na lang at that, i have this another 

I forgot to tell that last year and earlier this year before i've resigned we rented apartment that near the building we worked on, were 5 me, her, her husband, processing head and the soloist person HAHAHA that's what they called her, and i want to end this na her time in this blog HAHAHAH 

I think I can go na to the third one 

 F A M I L Y

Of course yes FAMILY it was included always why it would not diba? Every filipinos has a family culture and attitudes and that's why my family has it, if i would choose family when ill be born again i guess i would choose this all; over again even though so many dramas and so complications HAHAHA 

Is it me lang ba to experience this but this family has a culture of holding one family member till the end, on my past earlier year of age i was happy about it because i feel the love but when you grow up and think of the future it makes me like they'll be holding your wings to fly on your own 

Don't be a hindrance to people, how can we grow and be stable in what we are wishing if we keep doing that.

Lately, i've been applying for abroad i don't want my life end like this i have 4 dogs for fucksake i dont want to let them suffer from me i super live them so much that i cannot eat just to have a food to send them, i have a dream of having my own home to called it.

I even bought another investment a condominium but lately i think i can't afford to pay the amortization to due lack of financial support, and sister of mine have plans of having me by her side on her entire life i can't do that, she have a family of her own and i don't have

I do have plans of my own, my brothers already have separate lives now with their partners and I'm still living with her and my nephews.

I do love my nephews very much im the one who  take care of them when my sister had to work abroad, but please don't be ridiculous that you'll gonna say to kids that i want to left the house

Yes a big YES it's for me to grow up more to live by myself and to have my own family, even having a boyfriend is a big deal with her WHY? I'm going to be 30 and and im still like this 

I don't like this please open your mind its not leaving you its spreading wings to have a good life 

I'm not content with my life now, having a small salary and having many debts that you don't know because if i start not giving my part of the house you're gonna say bad things that can hurt feelings and your feeling was also hurt.

STOP DOING THAT GROW UP PLEASE 

You have 4 kids don't rely on anything think future with your kids do not include me because already say this to you a million times that I HAVE A LIFE ON MY OWN i'm not  always be here all the time learn things on your own.

 I N V E S T M E N T

I'im continuing this writing after a few months since October because WHY NOT? It's still happening lately isn't it? 

So last year after I resigned and accepted that my first house to buy is on the market already. Know why? Because my sister backed out of our plan so I tried to recover it from posting on a market but still I just survived it for a year then gave up when I couldn't provide for the payments. 

So after a month on the market it was already bought by a beautiful family, were friends and they were kind, my last say to them was ‘please take care of my first investment thank you for buying it for me’. The money i got from them is HAHAHAHAHA 

FOR PAYING CREDIT CARD BILLS

FOR MY DOGS

GROCERY

HELPING A NEEDED FRIEND (HAYS That is actually not yet paid since then)

But most especially i bought a new investment a CONDO UNIT HAHAHAHAH, wow bigat si mima naka condo HAHAHAHA, it was just a small studio type unit that i can use for me and for my dogs, it was a good and y feeling that you can pay on monthly amortization even though it was sos hard. But the fulfillment they've given to was a SURREAl

Another investment was to lend it them to business owners who can give you a return after 2 months (only work days) it was saving my ass for the amortization though 

Congratulate me i'm going 1 year to be called ‘INVESTORS’ HAHAHAH i actually got pay return or the PROFIT in 3 times in a row without complications (hoping not to have) 

Isn't it proud of? My little investment was my little success isn't it? My fam not knowing about it HAHAHAH i just dont want to know them i don't want to heard words that might discourage my choices in life, i'm tired of it. 

In this era I guess we don't need to have life, we just need to survive.

  A B O U T   M E

Do I need to include myself here? Actually i don't know i forgot the first 5 happenings to me this is so recent, forgive me, i'm so old na din kase HAHAHA

Ayun na nga old na nga ang mima mo so, growing up (not literally) our perspective in life changes in a snap yesterday this is what you want but when  the mature you hits you OHHH you have to ask yourself again if it is worth it?

Lately, I've been thinking about my life. My life now is about my dogs who 2 of them passed away, it was very very painful to me, devastated was understatement. Actually YUMI is my sisters dog she was 4 months old and my baby boy AI is 1 yr and 1 month old he was son of my yuki and hiroshi, when they passed away im not with them im at Batangas working because my boss was here in Philippines i need to be with her all of appointments. I still can't go into details because it was hurting so i've let it aside just for now IM SORRY.

What I'm thinking these days is what life is for me, is it just gonna be stuck here? Or to move a little bit more far, I'm tired of thinking about how I can give this help or needs to them without noticing I'm struggling inside. Actually no one there is asking me how are you? Only Sami (he's another story to tell HAHAHAH Huyyyyy Landi)

I have this feeling that i need them to see me happy and positive always because their struggling too and they've said please continue like that, so i need to be extra strong for me and for them also, i have to admit it makes me tired and drain but i see to it no one knows about it because it might upset them and that what im not want to happen.

This maturity hits me big time quota actually but im starting to hate it more nowadays.

All I wanted to say was that it was not the problem that makes me drain but all the people who surround me that I wanted to cut off but i can't.

HUYYYYY CAN I ADD ONE MORE IT WAS 5 IN THE PAGE 1 AHAHAHAHAHA

BUT I NEEDED TO INCLUDE HIM

Okay just another writings na lang so he can have separate from this a special HAHAHAHAH huyyyy wag ganun gurl landi na 

So i've ended na lang there in 5 major na yan, 

I also want to write an open letter HAHAHAHAH because it's been trending for the past years. I wanted to try that, hopefully i find time like this to write how i felt and feel.

Thank you again for keeping my feelings light 

See you around 

Have a great day ahead

Love and kisses

Kassie Mari

[crownedone9x9]

journal 01/12/23

So unless I share this somewhere now one but me knows this journal/blog exists. Which honestly makes this a lot easier. Unless you're like me and believe that even my paper journals get read. The ones on google are no less secure. If you know me at all for like the past 7 or so years I have been talking about two things. The “voices” aka the conspiracy. Which I believe are real, and for some reason. Well, maybe I'll get honest about that one day too. They are everywhere and nowhere. Always watching and always either stressing me out to push me forward. Like when they ease off and leave me alone its either because im in recovery or in my addiction and dont give a fuck. I have struggled with suicide for a very long time. Believe me I have thought how easy it would be. Three things have kept me going. One God, whatever you want to call God. Having a higher power is kind of important. Even if you are your higher power. Prayer and meditation really do save peoples lives everyday. Say what you want about your mom. My mom's prayer kept me alive. Not to mention the sea of people who look at the man inside. Who knows sometimes from personal experience or from God that everyone deserves love and forgiveness no matter what. Second, my future wife. Now I know he said he is pan-sexual. Well guess what everyone in NA asked what your DOC or drug of choice. Mine is a woman, period. Been attracted and have gone both ways, but I have gotten honest about it as of late. Now if you know all of my story like some of you do. Which again no one reads this lol. I have been abused and have been the abuser. I have never been violent. No one has ever told me the words “Stop”. If they had, I would have. Now in my addiction I have watched as people almost die in front of me. In some cases they did wind up dying. Some of those people were important to me and can never be replaced. Just like I am to some people. So when I say the amount of poetry I have not and will never release. One day I want her to read it. If somehow has not already. Which reality is right well in my head. I do know who she is but can’t bring myself to be honest about it because of the voices. It's the weirdest shit ever. I have tried to run away from my feelings by having lots of sex with everyone and all to run away from one woman. I fell in love with her heart, her voice, and how she loved people. That was because of jesus. I know there are other women like her but I just. Look, I give her to you God right now. Still not going to kick it in the long run believe me. Third the hope I can make a difference in this sad painful fucked up world we live in. I want people to look at me the same way I looked at her. They see Jesus and want to be better human beings because of the change that comes from accepting him. Give me ten years. Everyday choosing God. Everyday choosing to be clean and sober. Every minute of every day trying to be a better man than I was yesterday. So that tomorrow I will be a better man than I am today. Wake up excited to live another day and watch the sunrise and how beautiful it is and then watch the sunset even if it's boring. It's the little things. Anyway I am going to finish my homework. 10 things that I am powerless over. Every day for a week then if I miss one I have to start over. God was like, as many things that I'm powerless over there are alot of things that I control, Crazy huh? Good night weirdos!

[suckmybigtoeoikawa]

When Your On Instagram Live With 4*Town

(takes place in 2022)

masterlist

Robaire

he’s always starting lives when he’s laying in bed like he’ll warn you and be like “Hey, im about to start a live right now, you okay with that?”

and okay you chilling, so he starts the live and then all of a sudden it’s like 2 million people on the live and he’s just sitting there asking people about their day

“how’s your guys day?” “you guys do anything fun today?”

maybe he’ll talk about some music or something like his current favorite song maybe

but like they all sex songs

“uhmm, i’ve been listening to a lot of Janet Jackson and i really like her— uhm guys if your not old enough ask your parents for listen to this song”

like bruv the kids don’t even understand

you laugh at him ans he’ll smile at you and be all cheesy

which makes the fans go wild

then if he starts doing a Q&A and some questions pop up that pertain you and him he’s gonna get a lil shy but still answer confidently

“ how come you smile so hard at, Y/N? oh uhm they’re so funny that’s why”

oh okay.

let’s say your not there and he invites you onto the live or you request to join

BRO IS SMILING THE WHOLE TIME

Lil giggles when you say sumn funny

when you smile he start smiling

or like you’ll be saying or exposing something and he just nods his head and starts smiling

like stink stawpppppp

but lives are very chill, quiet sometimes but funny and sometimes the other meme here come in and it’s a mess

Jesse

dude probably painting on live, let’s say he’s painting you he won’t tell the camera what he’s painting or even you

your just sitting there minding your business and he’s just painting away and talking to the camera about his artistic process or like how he’s been feeling recently

i feel like he’s open with his fans but not like openly open (if that makes sense)

like i feel like he suffers from some type of mental health issue, so he would tell his fans that but he wouldn’t like go really deep deep into it

but aside from that he would tell the fans how he’s feeling and how his members are feeling and how they’re doing

very therapeutic lives, and there are some youtube videos out there titled ‘Painting With 4*Town Jesse (for sleeping)’ or like for studying

he for real be teasing his fans through the camera as well he be like reading flirtatious comments and then smirk while reading them

and s the fans write more crazy shit

like wow there buddy.. why we in the comments sayin you want him to knock your ankles loose-

but he responds very professionally and flirtatious

“daddy..that’s not a new one” he says smiling to himself “ i am a father”

but like damn the way he said daddy and smirked to himself.. sweet Jesus

but then he be smirking then looking at you as he paints……..

white boy don’t play with me.

if you request to join the live and your not there in the room he’s probably painting from fruit or sumn, or maybe a picture of you (￣▽￣;)

as your talking on the live about whatever he’s like looking so focused on the painting yet he’s asking all these deep and serious questions as if there isn’t like 2.5 milling people watching

like you have to be like “hold on na” to which he giggles or laughs and it’s so cute his smile omfg.

if the other members want to join in the live.. well they can’t :)

only like robaire and aaron Z on a good day

but taeyong and aaron T ….. no

Taeyoung

literally so cute cause he usually baking or some cute shit bro

let’s just say he’s baking bro it’s literally so cute and chaotic cause he’s trying to figure out how precise is precise

like you can’t have like one egg when the box be calling for two

he still ends up putting one fawking egg in that bitch

but it’s so much fun baking with him you and him forget the live is even there

that’s until he does something real bold like putting the batter on your nose and then when you do it back he be like

“YALL SEE THAT, YALL SEE WHAT Y/N DID TO ME”

like bro bffr.

but when whatever your baking is done you guys have what he calles ‘Taeyoungs Terrific Tasty Review’ or ‘TTR’ for short

usually it pretty good and sometimes some stuff is bad but most of the time it’s fire

he’s really good at making cookies

he adds a special ingredient to the cookies and the other members have to guess what it is

and then the members come in and try the treats and it’s a whole mess from there

cause Aaron T is tryna take all the cookies knowin good and well there’s only 6 and he says “i’m just tryna taste all the flavor” oh….

then Aaron Z and Robaire arguing over what the special ingredient is

and Jesse probably got the answer already from asking the live

tooo funnnyyy his lives are very fun to watch usually people watch his lives for when they’re feeling sad or something because his energy cheers them up or seeing the group interact makes them happy yk??

Aaron T

Very chaotic, like what the fawk

you don’t even know what happens most of the time

like your there watching him in person and still confused

like he’ll go from talking to you about like his day to conspiracy theories about disney princesses or some shit and then he’s like walking laps around his room tryna figure out crimes like it’s a damn k-drama

one time you guys were playing rock paper scissors for some reason and then he lost so then he almost threw a chair, like what the fawk

and you got scared and he ran over to hug you and everything

“ohhh im so sorry i was joking i was joking i swear” he says while hugging you and rocking back and forth with you in his arms

you don’t even know what happened after cause it was all a blur cause he was going so fast

but other than that when you guys are on live he’s always smiling too just like robaire, but it’s like so refreshing and kind

like you can be talking and he’s like just smiling and saying little things like “for real?!!” “oh my gosh”

and it’s funny to see his expressions

or like when you finish saying a story and say something funny at the end he starts smiling and laughing and it’s so cute like omgg

even if your request to be there and you aren’t there physically he still manages to make the live chaotic

or even the Q&A’s like omfg don’t even get me started bro…

someone asked him to search up blue waffles bro.. real childish middle school shit but somehow he didn’t even know what that was and searched it up

like you thought he was joking when he said he was gonna search it up but no.. cause when you heard that authentic scream bro

crazy, his fans on his live be setting him up though

but he’s so precious at the end of every live he tells his fans good morning or goodnight and wishes them well and he poses for them so they can make a new screen saver for their phone he says

“okay goodnight yall, or good morning. I’m about to do my pose for y’all real quick before i leave so make sure y’all screen shot and make it your screensaver cause i know y’all obsessed with me” he poses and turns to you “Y/N join the live so you can make me your screen saver”

Aaron Z

only on live if he got forced to or like just randomly

like he’ll be in a dance studio, or a music studio, gym maybe ans then there were like a few lives where he just got out the shower

when i tell you people screen recorded so quick bro

but usually he’s finishing something or adding the finishing touches to something and your always there

like your never not there

like fuck the request thingy your always there by his side, like during that shower live you were just sitting there on the the bed waiting for him (see that don’t even sound right)

or if your at a music studio your lounged out on the couch on your phone or doing some type of hobby yk

but he doesn’t really speak about much, he’ll just read the comments and tell the fans that he’s doing well

or like what he did that day

“hey.. what did i do today??.. uhm so i woke up and ate breakfast with Y/N then i wen to the gym and then the dance studio”

like it’s just like that, it’s so cute because he’s trying to find things to talk about but he doesn’t know what to say for real

so on live when he’s with you (which is always) is like the only time people really see him not so stoic

like he might smile a little while he’s talking to you when you ask him some questions or when he asks you some questions

like it’s so authentic and he looks so relaxed and the fans see that

the other members aren’t really there unless they are coming back from the gym or like dance studio, but he will let the other members say hello

and usually it’s Aaron T who is with him the most when he does those things if not you

when an album is about to come out and he’s in the music studio making music he’ll try to be like “y’all are not ready for this one”

AND ITS SO FUNNYTT

and he’ll be a little bit goofy a little late into the live and be like “Y/N your not ready for this” ans play some goofy ass beat

childish i swear but his instagram lives are really chill and relaxed, nothing crazy and they sometimes can be boring but you gotta stay a little while longer for some entertainment.. unless it’s is annual shower lives..

[nalaniisthebest]

SUPRISE-Jack Harlow

y/n and jack are secretly dating, y/n gets called down to the VMA’s to do interviews and hand out awards without telling jack that she’ll be there.

(this one is a long one so don’t play the music until i say so😁😁) this is also isn’t pre read so sorry for any mistakes.

this is the outfit: https://www.fashionnova.com/products/betting-on-you-sequin-maxi-dress-gold https://www.fashionnova.com/products/a-glay-dream-heel-nude

word count:

warning 18+

smut, cussing, choking..

i was standing on red carpet as my heart started beating out of my chest waiting to see jack. i was talking with the camera man when he point out that lil nas x was coming our way. i got my microphone ready as he walked towards me.

“y/n.” he said smiling. back at the studio while nas and jack were making industry baby, i came and visited them a couple of times just to check up on jack. so nas knew that we were a thing.

“hi nas.” i said said into the microphone smiling as he stood infront of me.

“let me start on how amazing you look tonight.” i said as the camera man backed up getting a full view of his outfit.

“i could say the same about you.” he praising making me chuckle. i was were a long sleeve sparking cocktail dress with glass heels.

“thank you, so nas.” i said clearing my throat.

“where’s the baby bump?” i said as he chukled.

“i had to suck her in so i could fit into this dress.” he replied making me lightly laugh.

“BUT, she’s still gonna come out in five days.” he clarified.

“so your baby is a girl?” i asked as he nodded holding his flat stomach.

“yes she is. i just found out on the car ride here.” he said as i nodded.

“i also want to take a second and ask, all the amazing people you have on this album miley cyrus, megan thee stallion, jack harlow, i mean how do you do it?” i asked moving the microphone back into his direction tilting my head.

“i mean i just asking them, begging them for them to make a song with me and im just actually glad that we’re nice enough to say yes.” he said as i nodded.

“now telling about your outfit. i mean i just can’t get enough of it.” i said as he smiled.

“you know for this one i just wanted to go for both a mas and fem in one outfit. i mean you see it right?” he asked as we both looked down at his outfit.

“yeah yeah. i see it.” i smiled looking back up him.

“one more thing, what can we expect from your performance tonight?” i asked one last time moving the mircophone back towards him.

“my performance is going to be really sexy.” he said as i nodded my head.

“and do you think this will be a VMA moment?” i asked

“oh absolutely.” he answered nodding his head.

“and uh what about your nominations?”

(you can listen to the music)

“i’m really happy to win all these nominations, and you know i’m going on stage with jack harloww!” he said pointing to somebody right beside me. i look beside me to see jack. it felt like the world just slowed down as he looked down at me smiling.

“check your phone.” he mouthed to me before he looked back at nas giving him a handshaking. i came back into reality as jack as looked at me opening his arm asking for a hug. i kept the smile on my face giving him a hug.

“you look so beautiful i just couldn’t help myself.” he whispered in my ear pulling away.

“y’all don’t understand, these two are the absolute best.” he said looking into the camera. we go back to how we’re originally standing with jack beside me and nas infront of us.

jack looks nas up and down before licking his lips.

“jack, don’t say anything sus.” nas said as he all laughed.

god. i don’t understand how this man could be so fine.

“so jack. here come right here so the camera can see you, but don’t step on the outfit.” i said as nas moved over.

“it’s okay jack you can step on it, you’re jack harlow.” nas said as jack placed his hand on his side.

“my fault.” he said into my microphone before removing his hand.

“so what has it been like working with his genius right here?” i said looking at him as he looked nas up and down again smiling.

“you don’t want me to say it, do you?” jack asked her nas chuckled as butterflies irrupted in my stomach. god, the things this man does to me.

“say it!” i said as jack took the microphone from my hands.

“man stop playin.” nas responses looking away.

“you don’t understand how much this man means to me.” jack said with his hand my nas’s back.

“look at how well he’s dressed. this is my dog right here.” jack said as nas starts to walk away, jack hands me back the microphone.

“and you’re looking pretty good tonight too.” i said as he crosses his arms front of him.

“thank you.” he smiled licking his lips.

“matching shoes with the suit, what can we expect for you tonight once you enter onto stage?” i asked as i caught him looking me up and down smirking.

“jack?” i said getting his attention.

“shit im sorry, i wasn’t listening.” he replied honestly making me chuckle.”

“no you good.” i laughed grabbing onto his arm looking slightly up at him.

“i asked what would we be expecting from you once you enter the stage tonight?” i asked one more time.

“greatness.” he replied.

“jack! cmon we need more then that!” i begged.

“well what do you wanna know?” he said looking into my eyes. i was speechless. it’s always the ocean eyes i could get lost in for hours. jack could tell and helped me out.

“you gotta let the performance speak, the music speak.” jack said still looking into my eyes.

“i could rather tell you about it, but i’d rather show you.” he said.

“okay fair enough.” i said said quickly looking down then back up.

“uh these collaborations, who do u wanna collab with that you haven’t collared with already?”

“it’s just i told them earlier, andre 3000, i mean we’ll see where it takes me.” he answered

“i mean andre 3000 is my hero.” he replied as he turned into the camera.

“i’m just sending this message out to andre 3000, i admire you and hopeful someday in the future we’ll make a song together.” he said as i taking a deep breathe.

“well thank you jack for joining us today.” i said as he smiled.

“it’s my pleasure. anything for you y/n.” he replied as i felt my cheeks heat up.

“well i wish you luck on your performance tonight, and have a good night.” i smiled.

“thank you and you too.” he smiled walking away.

LIKE AN HOURS OR TWO LATER…

i just got done with the interviews and now i have to start getting ready for the vmas since it was starting soon. i was in my dressing room about to start getting ready with two hours left before the vmas started. i was about to go on my phone when i see a text message that said…

“meet me in my dressing room, room 167😘.” i read smiling as i bit my lip getting up. i left my dressing room taking my phone with me looking for jacks dressing room. it didn’t take my long to find it because each door had somebodies names on it.

i quickly found his room and knocked on his door. it didn’t take him long to answer, he when he did, he was wearing his black shirt with his green dress pants on. he smiled as he grabbed my arm quickly pulling me by my arm and locking the door behind me.

“if i knew you were coming, than i would’ve had us match.” he smiled as i wrapped arms around his neck.

“i didn’t tell you because i wanted to surprise you, that’s all.” you smiled as you felt jacks arms roam down your body and under your dress giving both asscheeks a quick squeeze making you gasp.

“i don’t think you understand how hard it was for me not to fuck you right there on that red carpet.” jack admitted.

“really? well from the looks of it, it looked like you wanted to fuck nas right there on that red carpet.” i said as jack chuckled.

“is somebody jealous?” he tilted his head.

“no!” i said making a face.

“it was just an observation.” i said shrugging my shoulders as jack laughed.

“but..” i said removing one of my arms from jacks neck and to his pants stroking him through his pants which earned a groan from him.

(if you wanna listen to the music again with this out then you can)

“i think you should show me how mad you wanted to fuck me?” i asked jack as a smirk formed onto his face. his lips crashed into mine. our kiss was deep but also passionate. it felt as if the world around us disappeared into thin air and it was just us. only us. his tongue slides against my bottom lip as i slightly open my mouth letting him in. our tongues danced together in harmony as both my arms wrap around his neck. he gives my ass a quick slap making me moan into our kiss as he picked me up and carried me over to his desk before putting me down.

without pulling away from the kiss jack quickly unbuttoned and pulled his pants and underwear down before pulling up my dress and down my laced panties. jack pulled me closer to him as he wasted no time and aligned himself with me. slowly he thrusted into me making both of gasp.

“fuck baby. i’ve been waiting all day.” he moans as i grip onto the desk below me. he continues to thrust inside of me hitting a deeper spot with every thrust.

“oh my-, fuck! yes jack fuck! right there, don’t stop!” loudly moan as the desk starts to hit against the wall. jacks thrusts start to speed up making both of us start to lose control.

“this pussy baby. fuck, it’s too good.” jack moaned in my ear making my head toss back as jack starts kissing my neck leaving marks that i’ll end up having to fix later. he pulls away from my neck as he his hand lightly wraps around my neck.

“look at me when im fucking you.” he demanded as i looked him in his eyes. he thrust somehow started getting so fast that the desk started roughly hitting the wall, but jack didn’t care, i wrapped one of my hands around jacks wrist as his mouth started to open with loud moans crashing out of it.

his thumb attached its self to my clit and started harshly rubbing.

“jack!” i loudly moan as i hand that was around my throat quickly went to my mouth.

“cmon princess, we don’t wanna out our secret now do we?” he asked still thrusting into my with the same paste as i quickly shake my head no as he removes my hand from my mouth.

“then he can’t be loud, okay?” he said as i nodded.

“good girl.” he smirked. i felt myself start to clinch around his dick.

“oh daddy, im so close. im gonna cum.” i finally admitted.

“go ahead. cum for me.” he said. i felt my high crashing down as i covered mouth with my hand, my moans were muffled as i came around jacks dick. a few more thrusts and he came inside me painting my walls white.

“fuck. that’s was good.” he said breathlessly as he laid his head on my chest. i chuckled as i ran my fingers throughout his sweaty curls.

“that’s was amazing.” i corrected him smiling. i look on my apple watch to check the time.

“shit!” i said as jack quickly got up.

“what?” he asked as i pulled up my underwear.

“my makeup artist are supposed to be at my dressing room at 6:30 and it’s 6:28.” i said as jack pulled up his pants also.

“oh.” he said as i grabbed my phone off the couch.

“good luck on your performance, i already know you and nas are gonna kill it.” i said giving him a peck on his lips.

“yeah, thanks.” he said as i walked to the door pulling down my dress before leaving.

[ventrue-in-control]

it is. but what story about a king is not lonely? I am a blue blood declan friendship aint in the cards for me. I think its different for other clans. they dont have to think about everything like this. atleast, I hoppe its different for them. because it fockin sucks.

you oughta doubt me. its good. I dont want you to not think for urself its important. and I do not disagree. I suppose if I didnt believe it to be worth the torture it brings I wouldnt be here with henry. Its not like I cant just call it quits. but i simply do not want to. and I so not want him to either.

but aye, it is nice to listen to the normalcy. I dont get a lot of that. or like at all. I don't really get peace. I sometimes roam my office and atelier because amadeus tends to work longs nights as he knows im only up and about at night. and sometimes we chat. but Im still... me. and i am his boss. I control his future really and he is aware so he is kind. But its normalcy.

or when Im out hunting and I talk to the folk. it feels wrong because at that point theyre just fucking food and im merely faking intrest like a tiger fakes disintrest before it strikes. after wards I get to read the blogs and articles and papers about me and all that Ive done or havent done and I just. I dont get any peace ever. not as a kid. not as an adult. not as a kindred. not as me.

pen was my peace but obviously that wasnt something I was allowed to have. now henry is that bit of peace for me and Ill be his death as well. and yet. I am selfish enough to stay and keep him around.

its as I said buddy. we are kindred. monsters. we are fucked up beyond believe. if you want that normality in your life. just take it. but, dont ghoul someone. ure na ready. and... just dont think too much about it alright? others can do that for ya.

@ventrue-in-control [private]

Hey dad? Can I ask u some questions and. Not get any YOU AINT DOIN THAT or that's a stupid question or whatever, just. Answers? And opinions?

[eatsbop]

Im shocked how much mystery they still put in lim hanrim and na hwajins backstories even though we are almost to a 100 episodes?

hanrim= high school graduate, top at martial art in her special unit, raised by her father (stated she didnt had a mom), had a rough time in middle school

hwajin= His dad used to be a teacher too and spoke fondly of his dad bringing him chicken , university graduate, obedient kid (? said he lisent to his parents a lot so?), was engaged or married to gayoon choi, resecently seemed to get emotional when whale explained he also raised by his dad.

i thought it would be fun to ask you if you have any predictions for the series, i discovered the series by seeing one of your post so thank you! have a nice day

Hey, anon~ hello! And thanks!

I'll be honest, I haven't really thought much about Hwajin's and Hanrim's backstories since every arc of this manhwa is absolute banger, I just kinda let the author take me wherever lol.

But hey! It wouldn't hurt right? If it's just speculating.. even if I say something silly, I'll be forgiven, right? Heheh. I did entertain the idea of Hwajin coming from an abusive household and Choi Gangseok taking custody of him at some point and raising him.

Would anyone care for some parallels.. anyone out there who'd like a bit of a heart break? Lmao

Ah, but first Hanrim. For Hanrim I think it won't be necessary for us to theorize. There's a manhwa called Hanrim Gym (romanized as Hanlim too). I think much of Hanrim's story was (or will be) told there (not 100% sure, I've only read around 2 chapters lol but I'm planning to catch up on it soon). But hey, if you're curious, I think it's worth checking out. I think Hanrim appears around chapter 10 or so, maybe earlier. I suspected she's some sort of a delinquent in her teenage years.. and as the story's panning out, I think it's highly likely she actually is.

Now for Hwajin. I got the notion that he might have been abused/neglected as a kid from Minseo's arc (the cute 6 year old, seriously so cute, so cute, damn my heart Minseo is the cutest kid fr). Out of all the cases, Hwajin seemed particularly affected by Minseo's case (well, me too but like man poor baby seriously.. who among y'all wasn't affected??).

It just struck me something odd that the story seemed to be hinting to some kind of instant recognition in Hwajin regarding Minseo's situation when he first noticed him at the convenience store.

I mean, Hwajin's a military man (I'M NOT SAYING MILITARY PEOPLE ARE COLD AND INDIFFERENT!! But), he's not a child psychologist or like idk.. he's not even a dad as far as I know, but the way he spoke from "Minseo's perspective" (and how he generally sympathized with him) made it seem as if it's all familiar territory to him.

So like idk, maybe I'm just reading into it too much. Maybe any guy sensible enough would say the same things. Maybe it's only natural to lose your cool when dealing with such garbage people who'd hurt their own kid to the point that the child would rupture their liver (no shit, I'd start swinging a baseball bat myself) but hey, it's just speculating so it's fine hahah.

Anyway, thank you for the ask, anon. I appreciate it. This spiel is so long-winded I hope you don't mind. Have a good one on your side of the planet. Fistbump.

[qianinterprises]

Warm Mornings

Pairing | Jeno x Reader x Jaemin

Warning(s) | slightly suggestive (if you squint), polyamorous relationship

Synopsis | Just an everyday morning in the life of you, snuggled between the loves of your life.

Author’s Notes | I wrote this after reading this by @bluejaem. After getting permission (in the form of a brain dumped imagine lol), I decided to write my own little NoMin poly! I would also like to add that I started over three damn times before I was finally happy with it, but it has not been beta read so... expect grammatical errors (Im sorry!)

Work Count | 1.9K

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As morning bloomed over the city, pulling individuals out of their dreams to dawn a new day, you rolled over under the blankets, careful not to disturb the arms wrapped around your waist in your quest for comfort. As you settled on your side, facing the eastern window, your eyes cracked open, sleep already leaving you for awakeness.

Sunlight beamed into the window, casting hues of gold along the walls, creating patterns and designs of light around the room. One beam of sun in particular hit the back of the man to your left, light bouncing off his bare skin and illuminating his body in such a way he appeared to almost be glowing. Golden rays bounced off his dyed brown hair, creating such an heir of elegant innocence around him.

The bed ruffled and the body behind you wiggled until one of the arms around your waist was pulling you back against a broad chest, face nestling in your neck, blowing soft tufts of air across your sensitive skin, making you shudder.

“Good morning,” his voice was deep and raspy, husky with sleep.

“Morning,” you whispered back, quiet so as not to wake the male in front of you.

“Is he glowing?”

A smile falls across your face, eyes roving over the porcelain face of Na Jaemin, deep in the confines of sleep, eyes fluttering lightly with dreams, hair a mess atop his head.

“Like an angel,” you whispered.

The arms around your waist seemed to tighten even more as he pressed a kiss on your jaw.

“Our angel.”

You placed your hands lightly over his, stroking along his skin, tracing the bulging veins that came with being a well-built muscular man with a love for exercise.

“Are you two talking about me again?”

Jaemin’s voice brought a yelp from your throat and your body lurched backwards in shock, unfortunately sending your foot into a not so friendly place for the man behind you.

The arms released your body completely as said male let out a slow whine, hands moving down to cup himself, coaxing the organ to stop spiking with the pain your foot had left.

You rolled over, careful of your limbs this time to check that the male was alright.

Lee Jeno. A tall, lanky but muscular man that had stolen your heart the first time your eyes met. His face was contorted in pain, eyes squeezed shut to keep in the tears that surely weren’t far from falling.

“I am so sorry!” you breathed, reaching out to place a hand on his shoulder, but he flinched at your touch.

“Give him a moment. Let him catch his bearings.”

Jaemin’s voice wasn’t half so husky now as he wound his arms around his waist and pulled you back, careful of your feet as you curled your legs again comfortably.

“That wouldn’t have happened if you hadn’t been pretending to be asleep!” you hissed.

“Oh I wasn’t pretending. You two just aren’t as quiet as you think you are.”

You turned your head to send a glare at him when a puff of air left Jeno’s lips and his body uncurled itself. His eyes opened, glassy, and he blinked a few times to rid the tears that threatened to fall.

“Next time you jump in fear, try to make sure your not curled up first!”

Jaemin snorted and you shook your hide, sliding out of Jaemin’s arms and closer to Jeno, who engulfed you in a bear hug, pressing your face against his shoulder.

“No fair! He got cuddles already! I haven’t got my cuddles yet!” Jaemin’s voice whined behind you.

“I just got kicked in the balls! I think I deserve a few extra cuddles!” Jeno insisted.

You rolled your eyes and pulled away from Jeno slightly. He let out a small, puppy whine, hands clinging to your waist as Jaemin cackled behind you, making a grab to pull you away. He let out his own yelp when you slapped one of his hands away and instead, grabbed his arm, tugging him closer until his chest was pressed against your back.

“You can both cuddle me,” you mumbled, nuzzling your face into Jeno’s neck as Jaemin’s arms slowly wrapped themselves around your body.

Your eyes began to droop as two warm bodies help you snuggly between them, hands softly stroking your back or your arms, lulling you back into your dreams, breathing in Jeno’s scent of earthy body wash, content at the way Jaemin’s lips pressed butterfly kisses along your neck.

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When you opened your eyes for the second time, you noted the lack of arms around you and the rhythmic heartbeat against your ear.

You let out a soft yawn, shuffling closer to the chest, immediately recognizing it as Jeno’s. You wound your arms around his waist, holding onto him like an overstuffed teddy bear.

He had his phone in his hand, playing some weird alien-killing game, his other hand lazily drawing patterns beneath your shirt against your back.

“Where’s Jaemin?” you asked with a small yawn, nuzzling closer.

“In the kitchen.”

It shouldn’t have been a surprise when he didn’t glance up from the game as another green alien blob appeared on screen.

“I’m going to go see if he needs any help.”

You moved to get up, but the hand down your shirt quickly pulled out and wound itself around your waist, preventing you from moving.

“I’m under strict orders not to let you out of this bed.”

You rolled your eyes but complied, happy to rest your head against Jeno’s bare chest, but his abs were only so interesting.

“Can you hand me my phone?”

Dating two was a lot different than dating just one. You had to make compromises and things didn’t always work out flawlessly. For example, sleeping arrangements.

After dating for a while, the three of you had decided to get an apartment together rather than living in two separate apartments (because Jeno and Jaemin already lived together). It made sense, especially with their differing jobs and never having time to go on dates as a trio. When you’d first bought the apartment, you’d taken your queen sized bed from your old one, but that quickly ended in disaster, either Jaemin or Jeno ending up on the floor in the middle of the night after being kicked out of bed from a restless sleeper.

After finding one or both men snuggled up uncomfortably on the couch because the bed just wasn’t big enough for the three of you, you’d pooled your money and bought a larger, King sized bed. However, while this kept you all in bed without bruises, it also meant you were stuck under two blankets between two boys, both of which radiated heat like a space heater.

You’d find yourself waking up in the middle of the night, their arms wrapped around you, your shirt sticking to your back in sweat, which should have been an easy enough solution, just kick the blankets off. Problem was, when you did, you either squirmed so much it woke one or both of them up, or you ended up warm and toasty between two shivering boys. That was an issue solved with a ceiling fan, though it wasn’t perfect.

The newest issue, however, was always needing assistance to reach something. Rather than sleeping on a side with a night stand, you were constantly shaking them awake to ask for a sip of water from the nightstand or crawling over one of them to use the restroom. A solution to this problem didn’t seem so simple as the others. However, despite waking them up countless times in the middle of the night, they never complained. In fact, they almost seemed happy to do it, even when Jaemin was sluggishly pulling himself out of bed at 5am for work after a rough night.

Unwinding his arm from around your waist, Jeno reached for your phone on the nightstand, unplugging it, and placing it in your hands, wrapping his arm back around your waist and going back to his game.

Pressing a kiss to his chest in thanks, you unlocked your phone, smiling at the photo of the three of you at the beach, begrudgingly taken by Donghyuck who’d gotten roped into third-wheeling when Renjun had bailed at the last minute.

You opened your Tumblr account, shifting to hide your screen from curious eyes and you pulled up your initial feed, hearting posts and reblogging memes until you came upon a fic from your favorite blog <your favorite blog> featuring South Korean heartthrob, Jung Jaehyun.

Biting down on your lower lip, you took another glance at Jeno before letting your eyes scan greedily over the words, drinking them in. It wasn’t long before you were fully absorbed in the story that you didn’t realize Jaemin was calling your name until the phone was snatched out of your hands.

“Geez! You’d think you’d gone deaf!” Jaemin exclaimed.

You felt your cheeks heat up, nose twitching in embarrassment as you carooned into Jeno’s chest.

“What in the-”

Jeno cut himself off. You glanced up at him, curious as to what had shocked him, only for your eyes to widen when you found him gaping at your screen.

“What kind of filth-!”

“It’s called smut! And it’s not for you!” you cried, reaching for the phone, only to have it raised higher, out of your reach.

You huffed.

“When did you start reading that stuff?!” Jaemin gaped.

“Probably around the same time Jeno put that virus on your laptop!”

“Hey!”

“So you’re the culprit! I had to explain to my older brother why I had a virus from an adult site I’d never watched before!” Jaemin exclaimed.

He jumped on the bed, grabbed his pillow, and hit Jeno over the head with it, hitting you at the same time.

“Ouch!” you whined. “Stop it!”

Jaemin huffed and flopped down on the bed, crossing his arms over his chest.

Jeno placed your phone back on the table and all was quiet until you turned to look at Jaemin.

“What were you calling me for anyways?”

He stared at you in confusion for a moment before perking up.

“Oh! Do you want orange juice or coffee?”

“Um… coffee duh! We started dating two years ago, right? Not yesterday?”

“I was just making sure!” he grumbled, crawling out of bed and stomping back to the kitchen.

When he was gone, Jeno leaned down to place a kiss on your forehead.

“I still want to know why you were reading filth about that idol…”

“Just forget it Jeno. You wouldn’t understand,” you groaned.

Not even a minute later, Jaemin was walking back into the room carefully balancing three trays in his arms. Jeno reached out to grab his own. Jaemin placed your tray over your lap and slid back under the blankets on your left. You sat up in bed and leaned close to press a kiss to the males cheek, only for him to turn at the last minute, capturing your lips.

He brought a hand to your face, cupping your cheek softly, drawing you closer as his tongue brushed over your bottom lip before pulling away, placing a lasting peck on your forehead.

“I love you,” he whispered.

You nuzzled yourself closer, careful not to disturb the tray of food on your lap.

“I love you more,” Jeno, clearly dissatisfied with his lack of attention, stated moving up behind you and pressing a kiss to your shoulder.

You let out a breathy laugh, wrapped one arm around Jaemin’s neck, the other around Jeno’s.

“I love you both the most.”

[galaticrow546]

Ok so i started to write this before chapter 9 even came out sooo yeh :'), idk i just wanted to write something about a "what If Blue and Ink finally got little Dream back but Dream is acting in a way they didnt expect" and yeh i tried-

Anyways, OSD belongs to @calcium-cat ( seriously go check them out the story is good and her art is neat af )

Ah yes, a new day, the sun is shining, the birds are chirping, everything is peaceful, Blue sighs relieved and sips his coffee while sitting on the fluffy blue couch, reading a book about a hero perhaps? Blue noticed how little he was paying attention, but its fine right? He feels like today is going to be a good day-

*Thump*

Well, today WAS a good day, It seems that the tiny guardian just woke up, and unfortunately, Dream hasnt been in the best mood or behavior ever since they got him out of Night’s castle, he has no Idea why Dream is so angry at them, Neither Blue nor Ink know why, but Dream sure wasnt taking It well.

As the small angry child approached the couch, Blue quickly stood up and faced him:

-“Good morning dear, how are yo-“

-“No”

Blue paused and blinked, its not a new thing that Dream wasnt up for talking, but for one month straight? Blue wouldnt say It out loud, but he was getting sad at the situation:

-“....right” Blue said sadly

As the angry looking child stared at Blue, Ink got down the stairs in a white blue-striped pajamas:

-“Hey yall, good morni-“

Dream quickly hissed and got ready to jump at Ink, in which Ink hissed playfully in return, but this got the toddler even more angry, after a minute, the toddler started to hit ink’s legs with his tiny hands, but they hardly hurt Ink, as Ink playfully mocks Dream, he gets more motivated to hit Ink like there is no tommorrow, Blue silently watches them from afar, he wished the toddler didnt hit or hiss at Ink so much.

Blue silently left the living room and went to the kitchen to grab something for Ink to eat, today was his turn to patrol the multiverse while Blue stays and takes care of Dream, as he explored the kitchen, he quickly made a sandwich and took a banana, then placing It in the bag and wrapping it up nicely, as he finished, he quickly left the kitchen and went back into the living room:

-“Ink, take this bag with you in the patrol, remember to drink water and to take a little break If you want to- oh c’mon“

Blue glared at the scene in front of him, Ink was holding Dream wrapped in a blanket, the toddler was screaming and wriggling in the blanket furiously, Ink just giggled and sometimes told him to calm down, only to be answered with a death stare from the child in return.

Ink quickly stared at Blue with a grin:

-“Uh, oh? Were you saying something Blue?”

Blue quietly glared at Ink with a tired gaze and then pointed at the bag, the bag had a text written in It saying “for patrol”, Ink silently looked at It:

-“...what?...oh-“

Ink quickly left the angry toddler at the sofa as It squirmed himself free from the blanket, hurried towards Blue and took the bag, as he was heading towards the door, Blue quickly grabbed a fistfull of his clothes, as Ink looked back at him with a confused glare:

-“Your clothes, you are still in pajamas Ink“ Blue slightly grinned

Ink paused and glared at himself, and then a look of realization made its way on his face, he thanked Blue for reminding him and hurriedly ran back to his bedroom to change.

The toddler in the sofa eventually made his way out of the blanket and slowly walked towards Blue with the blanket in hands, eventually he silently gave It to Blue and then walked away to the kitchen.

Blue stood confused and with the blanket in hands, eventually folding It and heading to Dream’s bedroom, eventually placing It on his yellow fluffy bed, Blue looked at the bed for a while, its hard to not remember the times when Dream was with them and when he wasnt a angry child, he wished Dream could open up to them just like he did in the past.

He hasnt realized that Ink was staring at him from the bedroom door, silently waiting for Blue to turn around, but eventually, Ink went in and hugged Blue from the side of his body, Blue jumped a little and looked at Ink, he just stared back with a serious expression, eventually smiling at Blue, this made Blue giggle a little as they both made their way outside Dream’s bedroom.

As they were getting down the stairs, Dream silently stared at them with a bored face, Ink playfully greets him as Dream ignores the greeting, eventually, Ink and Blue made their ways to the front door, Ink hurriedly says goodbye to both of them as he left, Blue quickly screamed behind:

-“HAVE A GOOD DAY PATROLLING, AND BE CAREFUL”

Ink looked back and waved at Blue, and then, he was gone, Blue sighed as he returned back home, he was about to sit down before hearing a strange sound in the kitchen, he blinked and sighed yet again, heading to the kitchen

Blue arrived at the kitchen only to see Dream sitting in the counter drinking a cup of water while looking bored, he paused and stared at Blue, he then looked back at his water and kept drinking It:

-“Dream, get down from there please” Blue started

-“Hmmmmmm no” replied Dream while looking at his now empty cup

Blue stared at Dream with a serious expression, as he approached the tiny guardian, Dream was busy refilling his cup:

-“Dream im serious-“

-“Nah“

Blue paused in front of Dream, the guardian stared back with a bored but relaxed look as he sipped from his now refilled cup, but quickly screamed a little when Blue suddenly grabbed him and brought him to his eye level, Blue looked at him silently before he spoke up:

-“Get off the counter, you might fall and get hurt“

Dream stayed silently and looked nervously at Blue, only to gulp and slowly wrap his hands around Blue, as Blue brought him down gently

Dream nervously looked up at Blue with cup on hands, the other stared back with a sigh and a frown, Dream quickly drank his water and gave the empty wet cup to the skeleton in front of him, only to run away right after, Blue blinks silently, and then immediatly follows him after putting the cup on the counter

As Blue got in the living room, Dream was sitting on the sofa with a bored expression, that quickly changed to a angry stare once he spotted Blue:

-“...what?“

Dream stayed silent, but after a while, spoke up:

-“...why?“

-“Why what?“

-“Why did you guys take me away from my brother?”

-“Your brother is evi-“

Dream gasped in offense, eyes wide and with a expression of disgust:

-“MY brother is the sweetest and nicest person i know! Stop saying nonsense!“

Blue paused terrified at the sudden reply, did Night brainwash him somehow? If he did, how could he fix that now? He needed to act quick:

-“But the people he is with are also evi-“

-“Stop“

Blue stared at the angry child, he felt himself getting more determined to tell Dream the truth about his “family” as Dream likes to call them, but apparently, the kid didnt want to listen, as Blue opened his mouth to say something else, Dream interrupted:

-“Do you even know what you’re talking about? I dont want to talk with someone who associates himself with the mean Ink guy who hurt my brother and who also hurt Cross, dont think i forgot the day you both took me away“

Blue stood silent, the kid had a point, but he didnt think Dream would actually hold a grudge against Ink or him, coming to think about It, the grudge with Ink should be stronger now, after all, Cross was alone with Dream when they invaded Night’s castle, It was weird, but a opportunity to get their friend back, and Dream tried to protect Cross so much, but It was all in vain as Ink injured Cross severely, he will never forget the horrified look on Dream’s face when he saw Cross hurt and almost passing out, and the expression of anger that came right after was dreadful.

Ink grabbed Dream with no problem, but then constantly tried to keep Dream from squirming and hitting them, begging to be let go, Blue just followed right after, but It seems that their relationship became even more strained when Ink began taking almost everything he said as a joke, Dream didnt even talk with them that day, and hissed angrily whenever they tried to approach him, its weird to think that this happened a month ago.

Blue didnt notice how long he has been silent and lost in thought, by the time he noticed that, he also noticed that the child was still staring at him angrily, as If he was expecting a response, but It quickly turned into an annoyed expression as Dream spoke up annoyed:

-“Ugh, nevermind, I’ll just go to my room“

Blue tried to tell Dream to wait up, but the toddler could care less to hear him, as Dream’s bedroom door closed up with a loud thud.

Blue looked up to the closed door sadly, but he knew that Dream needed some time, everytime those fights happened, It would always end with Dream getting in his room angrily, Blue cant help but feel bad whenever he heard sniffles coming from inside the room when he walked in front of It.

Blue heads to the kitchen to perhaps make something to eat for himself, that will distract him right? right.

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He forgot how long Dream usually stayed there, sometimes It would last hours upon hours, but sometimes only minutes, but no matter how long It lasted, It still hurts Blue to the core, he hated seeing Dream all sad, he could manage to deal with na angry Dream, but with a sad Dream who is not willing to talk? He just couldnt.

Blue was sitting on the sofa yet again while he was thinking about It, as he looked outside the nearby window, It was already sunset, he decided to at least see how Dream was doing since the sniffling and the muffled cries have stopped, as he got up from the sofa and walked towards the bedroom door, he paused and looked at the door sadly, carefully paying attention to the sounds, but nothing was heard from inside, with a worried feeling, Blue slowly turned the handle to the side, opening the door carefully and taking a peep inside, only to see Dream silently looking at a piece of paper with tears on his eyes, he seemed so tired, yet so sad, Blue felt a heartbreak start to become clearer on his soul, he slowly and careful got in, carefully approaching the sad child, hoping that he could at least comfort It, but as he approached further, Dream quickly looked scared at his direction while hiding the paper from Blue’s view:

-“...its ok, you dont have to show It to me“

Dream stayed silent, tears still on his eyes, he began to curl up protectively and shake, Blue looked nervously and stopped approaching, just looking at the child with an sad look, they both stayed in silence staring at each other until Blue asked softly:

-“Are you ok with me approaching you a little?“

Dream stared silently, some minutes have passed before he nodded slowly, Blue began slowly approaching the crying child, being careful to not make any moves that might scare Dream further, Dream began to slowly uncurl himself up and looked up at Blue, with his arms protecting the paper, Blue stopped and began assuring the kid:

-“Its ok, I wont take It or destroy It in any way, you can stay with It“

The tiny child seemed relieved but doubtful when Blue assured that, Blue began to once again approach the small child, then bending to his level once he got close enough, Blue stared at Dream with a soft look, Dream stared back with a blank stare, heavy breaths could be heard from the tiny kid, Blue carefully approached his hand towards Dream, the little one staring at It with a worried look, but then, as Blue’s hand touched his skull gently, Dream stopped breathing for a moment, confused as to why Blue was doing this and why was his gloves so soft, Dream didnt move at all for a moment, but then slowly rubbed his head on Blue’s hand, Blue moved along and asked the child If he was ok with It, Dream nodded gently as Blue took his hand away.

Dream blinked confused, but as Blue’s hands began drying his tears, he started speaking:

-“...I want to suggest something, but I will only do so If you are willing to hear me“

Dream stared at Blue, and then nodded curiously, Blue wont admit It, but he feels incredibly happy that Dream is starting to somewhat trust him:

-“A-alrighty, so, I suggest that we try to start listening to each other carefully-“

Dream opened his mouth with a little angry expression, but quickly backed down when Blue started to speak again:

-“It doesnt have to be a fight, It can be a calm conversation where we listen to each other and maybe even understand each other“

The little child softly stared at Blue, then looking to the side as If he was thinking about the suggestion, and then asked softly:

-“...will you be willing to listen to me?“

Blue smiled softly:

-“Of course Dream“

Dream sighed in relief, and gently approached Blue, his hand gently wrapping around the tiny guardian, Dream slowly analizes Blue, staring at his clothes and his face as Blue just let him, and before Blue knew It, he was shaking with joy, his little friend was now trusting him and looked somewhat calm, but for Blue, It was everything, Dream worriedly looked up at him when he noticed the sudden shaking and the overly happy look on the skeleton’s face:

-“Uhhhh, are you ok mister?“

-“Y-yeah“ Blue answered happily

Dream’s face approached further and started to analize the monster’s excited face, and It seemed to get even more excited the more Dream approached, but Blue couldnt handle It when a tiny hand started poking his face, Blue fell on his back and Dream squeaked in surprise, falling over to his back as well, but then getting up and rushing to Blue:

-“Um, uh, are you sure you’re ok?“

Blue stayed silent, little Dream approached further and poked his cheek various times, he was getting worried about the tall skeleton, but then noticed the big smile on Its face, Dream paused and looked at the smile, poking It at the process, Blue got spooked and looked up at the child poking him:

-“Huh? Uhhh...oh! Yeah im fine, dont worry Dreamy“

The child gave a small relieved sigh, and then smiled softly while lightly hitting Blue’s arm:

-“You scared me for a moment“

-“Heh, sorry“

Blue stared at Dream with a wide grin, as Dream suddenly turned around and laid down on his back above Blue like he was a matress, Blue squeaked with surprise and was about to ask what he was doing before noticing his eyes closed, Dream looked quite relaxed, and Blue didnt want to ruin that, so he watched as the child slowly fell asleep on his body, petting him gently as he did so, he doesnt know exactly what will happen from now on, but he is excited to see what the future holds.

[dracosbloodychicken]

So i posted this pov yesterday and everyone's liking it and asking to write it, so here i am. Hello! If you're new to this page or whatever this called is, hi! My name is draco's bloody chicken and i like to edit mostly about draco malfoy like POV's, edit and stuff. I hope you enjoyed this one and have a great day! :)

A/N: This is the first time i made a whole ass fanfiction out of the pov i made haha. Funny isn't it? I just love making povs but when it comes to writing i get to be so lazy writing about it. Anyways, let's just get to writing.Hope you like it. ^^

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You were sitting in the great hall, eating your breakfast as you read the book Hermione recommended you when you heard Draco calling you. You've been friends with Draco since your second year, you don't even know how you become friends with someone like him since he was known as the bully of the boy who lived and of course, the biggest jerk you ever known in Hogwarts.

"Hey, Y/N!"

"What?" you said and turned around to look at him with one toast in your hand, waiting for him to say anything.

"Did you finished the assignment?" he asked and looks at you.

You frowned by his question since he helped you with the assignment he was talking about. "What type of question is that in this early morning?" You thought to yourself when an idea struck into your mind making you smirk.

"We have assignment?" You answered and eats the toast in your hand, with your do not laugh reaction making him look at you weirdly. You saw him roll his eyes, making you smirk more.

"Are you seriously kidding me right now?"

"Do i look like im joking to you? I'm not a clown, you know. I'm a wizard." You said and waves the toast you're holding while saying a random spell that strucks in your mind. You looked at him and he was trying so hard not to laugh at your action.

"Just kidding. I finished it last night. You even helped me, dumbass. Have you forgotten about it?" You said and eats the bite size toast you're holding. You see him raise his eyebrows and smiles.

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"Help me with the assignment in potions." You said to Draco while you're both sitting in the lake, looking at the amazing view. He was outstanding when it comes to potions. One time, he 'accidentally' created a spider potion that when you drop a small tiny liquid of it, it makes the spiders appeared 5 times bigger than your face, making you run as fast as you can at that time while he's laughing so hard at your reaction. He knows that you have arachnophobia and still, he did that.

"I don't want to."

"Why?"

"You're mimicking me when i asked you to help me with my assignment too. Plus, you didn't say it nicely so i have the right to refuse, don't i?" He replied and looks at you with his usual smirk expression.

You laughed at his reply.

"So for you to accept my request, do i have to say it nicely?" You asked him. He looks at you and smirks.

"Yes."

"Oh, come on!"

"Is it too hard to just say it nicely? You made me say it nicely too so it's a payback."

"Okay, fine!" You finally gave up and took a deep breath. He looks at you, waiting to see you ask him nicely.

"Please help me with the assignment in potions." You finally said it and rolls your eyes. He really likes to tease you so much, it's irrating sometimes.

"There, i said it. Now, can you help me?" You added.

He smiles at you.

"Okay fine. The library at 7pm tonight. And don't be late or else." He said and stands up.

"Thanks, dray. You're the best." You said and looks at him while smiling.

"Of course, i'm the best. Even the best than that Pottah."

You laughed at what he said and he helped you stand up. It's getting late and you both don't want to be caught by Mr. Filch and his cat, Mrs. Norris. Plus, taking points and detention? Na ah.

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"Yeah right." He said and turns around to eat.

You smiled at his reaction and turned back around to eat too, coz you're really hungry.

"He helped you with your assignment?" Ron suddenly asked. Well, not just asked actually. It sounds like he can't believe it. He, helping someone like me?

"Yeah. What's wrong with that?" you answered and gets another toast.

"Nothing. I mean, it's just weird for him to help someone with their homework. You know, because he's-----"

"Because he's a bad guy?" you cutted him off.

"I was about to say that, but anyways you said it yourself." He said, smirking.

"I'm not his friend for nothing. Plus, it's natural for a friend to help your friend who's struggling with their homework. If you're struggling with your homework, wouldn't you ask help from your friend?" You said and looks at him with your eyebrows raised. His smile suddenly fades.

"You even asked Hermione to let you copy off her answers in our Transfiguration quiz the other day so yeah." You added and looks at him directly in the eyes, smirking. He looks shocked when you said that and didn't said another word.

"Yeah, that's what i thought." You said and drinks the water beside your plate and stands up. Leaving them shocked with your behavior.

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You're listening to the discussion when Draco suddenly knocked your arm, making you look at him.

"What?" You whispered.

"Thanks." he said.

"For what?" You asked.

"You know, for defending me against that red-haired weasley."

You smiled at him. He looks so happy.

"It's nothing. We're friends after all." You said.

"Best friends."

"Best friends."

You both corrected and laughed at each other.

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You're running as fast as you can to arrive at your next class, Defense Against the Dark Arts. "Why did i stayed up so late at night to finish the book im reading? Now im late for class." You said to yourself and opens the door.

"Sorry, professor. I'm late." You said as you were catching your breath from all those running you made earlier. You felt everyone's looking at you as you wipe your sweat.

"It's okay. I was just about to start anyways. What's your name?" Your professor asked.

"Y/N, L/N professor..?" You said.

"Lupin. Remus Lupin." He said and smiles at you. You felt a relief with that. You saw Draco standing beside the corner with his friends, Crabbe, Goyle and Pansy. He looks at you and signed you to come there.

"You're 5 minutes late." He said and gave you a glare look. You were confused at how he is acting today.

"Sorry, i overslept." You said and gave him a reassuring smile. He look at you like he was reading you like a book.

"You mean you didn't sleep." He said and rolls his eyes at you. You were shocked by what he said. How did he know that i didn't slept last night?

"How do you know?" You asked, with your voice shocked.

"We've been friends for a year now, so i know." He said without looking at you.

"Oh..." You said and looks at the new professor discussing on what are we gonna do today. You realized that its a new professor. Well, Teachers who are assigned in Defense Against The Dark Arts are always leaving, for some reason.

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"Finally!" You said and stretches after a long hour of writing.

"That was tiring." You added as you fixed your quills, parchment and other things you used.

"Yeah. But there is a surprised quiz in Transfiguration tomorrow." Hermione said. You were about to leave the classroom when Hermione said that. You was shocked. "What?" You said. "The professor didn't even said that there will be a surprised quiz tomorrow." You added as you walks towards Hermione who was fixing her things aswell. You looked at her with so many questions. She realized that she said something that shouldn't be. She quickly fixes her things and was about to leave when you grab her arm.

"How do you know, Hermione?" You asked her, with your eyebrows raised and straightly looks at her in the eye, making her gulp.

"I-it's just a guess. Don't take it seriously." She answered, wondering her eyes around to not look into your eyes. You weren't satisfied of her answer and it was obvious she was lying.

"But you said it like it's going to happen." You said and your eyes wondered in her necklace. It was a gold and the shape of it is kinda weird. You touched it.

"What's this?" You asked and lift it up to see. At this point, she was making another excuse for this one.

"It's just a necklace, that's all." She said. Her sweat was all over her face. You were about to turn around the necklace you were holding when..

"Are you coming or not?"

You looked at who that was. It was Draco. He's standing beside the door. You looked at Hermione again and poof, she was gone in your sight.

"Coming." You said as you get your bag.

"Why are you talking to Granger?" He asked you while walking to the Great Hall. You looked at him with confusion.

"She seems to know something about the future." You said.

"The future? What is she? A future maker? That's funny." He said and taps your shoulder. "I think you're just hungry with all that class and writing." He added as he laughs.

"No. I'm not hungry. I mean, she said earlier that we will gonna have a quiz tomorrow in Transfiguration." You said as you looked at him. His eyes were looking at you with confusion.

"Maybe she's just messing you around."

"But she looks so serious about it."

"Then, we will find a solution."

"Solution?"

"Yeah, like reviewing. If she is telling the truth, then we better be prepared. I don't want to lose to that mudblood."

"Hey!"

"Sorry."

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"Did she said something like a certain topic for the surprise quiz?" Draco asked as he's scanning books. We're in the library to get some books to review, and we brought our notes in Transfiguration to review as well.

"She didn't said the topic but she just said there's a surprised quiz in Transfiguration." you answered as you prepared your notes, quills and parchment.

"I found some that will appear in the quiz and such." Draco said as he dropped a pile of books in the table, making a loud 'thud'.

"Hey, be careful of those!" you roared as you scan the books Draco got.

"Why? It's just books."

"Yes, it's just books that are a hundred years older than us." you stated as you look at him in the eyes.

"This books are considered fragile since some of the pages are falling apart and the hard-bound is toring apart. Plus, this books helped a lot of Hogwarts students in the quizzes before so, please do be careful with them." you explained to him as you pointed the parts that are torn apart. He grinned at you.

"You sounded like that mudblood just now. Are you sure you're Y/N?" He asked and looked at you weirdly.

You laughed at what he said and just shrugged your shoulders.

"I don't know. Am i Y/N?" you tease him and laughs. He rolled his eyes and started to take out his quills and parchment.

"I wish you would care at me like you do at those books." He whispered.

"Hmm? Pardon?" You turned to look at him and he was hiding his face. 'Is he blushing?' you thought to your head and smiles at his reaction. He's cute when he acts like that. You suddenly got a whole motivation from that.

"Nothing. Let's just review and beat that mudblood."

"Hey, your mouth!"

"Sorry." he said as he's scanning the books. You looked at him.

"I DO care about you, you know." you said and smiled at him.

"A lot."

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Hermione was right. Professor Mcgonagall is giving us a surprised quiz today. There was gasps, and shocked from the class. I exchanged looks at Draco, like saying "Glad we reviewed last night." or "That mudblood's right."

"Quiet. Bring out just your quills. I prepared an anti-cheating parchment in case some of you tried to cheat at this quiz." Professor Mcgonagall stated as she flicked her wand at the papers and in just a second, the papers are flying towards us.

I scanned the paper and the questions was exactly the same as we reviewed last night. I let out a smile knowing that i will aced this quiz immediately.

"Are the papers in your desks?" she asked.

"Yes, professor."

"Good. Now start." she said and signed us that the quiz is starting.

As i was writing my answers, i feel like somethings flying in my direction. I looked up at what it is and it's a paper origami flying. I looked at it with awe and catched it with my hands. I looked around to see if somebody saw that and opened it.

"Send me your answers. :)"

-DM

I smiled at what he wrote and looked at him. He was already looking at me. I smiled at him and whispered "We reviewed this last night."

He was smiling at you.

Authors note: This was in my drafts for months and i only got the motivation to finish this. I'm so sorry for the long wait and i hope you liked it. I will be also sharing the link at my tiktok account @useless.pieceofsh17 for everyone who's asking. Thank you so much for the support and i love you all.💜

[spacedikut]

(nearly) lost love ; spencer reid

pairing: spencer reid (criminal minds) x f!reader

summary: “hi idk if you’re taking requests but if you are i’d love to read something where the reader ends up getting hurt somehow (maybe by an unsub) and is in the hospital and spencer is super worried about her and maybe confesses his feelings for her bc he thought he was gonna lose her?? idk just something super fluffy with a little angst if you’re up for it” 2890 words

a/n: im gon na be honest idk how to write angst so i just went where the story took me????

masterlist

Spencer was proudly stood in front of his geological profile in the Austin precinct when the frantic call was made over the comms.

“Agent down! I repeat, Agent down! We need a medic!”

It was Morgan’s booming voice, firm and commanding, and Spencer first felt relief knowing at least Morgan was safe. But fear follows, prickling through his entire body when, oh no, someone on his team has been injured.

Morgan kept his comm connected. Spencer could hear all the chaos on the other end – he picked up that JJ was counting bodies, there was at least four medics requested, and, the most gut-wrenching for Spencer, was listening to Morgan repeat variations of, “Stay with me Y/N. Don’t close your eyes – listen to me, baby, stay with me, Y/N!”

You. You were the agent down.

You, who, less than two hours ago, laughed at your own joke so hard you couldn’t get it out. You, who made plans with him to go shopping for Halloween decorations that weekend (which Spencer was way too excited about, by the way). You.

You, who Spencer recently realised he’s in love with.

Why does he feel like this is his fault? He knows, logically, it isn’t – the obvious reason is because Spencer wasn’t there (which, a little voice in the back of his head says well maybe if you were there this wouldn’t have happened…) and it’s likely that this is entirely the ubsub’s fault. He attacked and you were the unlucky target.

But the history of Spencer’s love life shows there is a definite risk to being associated with him.

Is this the world’s way of telling him he shouldn’t love you? He shouldn’t tell you he loves you?

Was the big speech Derek gave him, the month they spent building Spencer’s confidence up, all for nothing? Because Spencer’s cursed?

This isn’t about you, Spencer, he thinks, angry at himself. God, you’re hurt, injuries still unknown, and he’s floundering because he’s convinced himself he’s cursed.

“Reid? You there?”

It’s Morgan, still talking through the comm, and it knocks Spencer out of his head. “Y-yeah, I’m here. Y/N? Is it Y/N? Is she okay?”

Morgan’s voice is calm and collected, as always, “Hey, kid, chill. She’s with a medic on the way to the hospital. You wanna-“

“I’ll meet you there.”

Spencer dashes out of the room.

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When he arrives, Hotch and JJ are waiting for him at the entrance. JJ expected Spencer to be worried, a little agitated, but she didn’t expect him to look so dishevelled and distressed. His hair, usually so well-kempt, sticks up in all directions. He abandoned his jacket and satchel at the station, obviously in a rush, and now his shoelace is untied and it’s giving JJ anxiety.

“Reid,” Hotch greets.

“How-“

“She’s fine, she’s okay,” JJ immediately says. Spencer has always said JJ knows exactly how to soothe him. “A nasty knock to the head, but she’s been taken care of and she’s resting now.”

Spencer’s whole body sighs in relief.

He sounds fragile when he asks, “Can I see her?”

JJ gives a small, bittersweet smile, then gestures for Spencer to follow her. He stays close, basically standing on her heels, the entire way to your room, where Emily is leaving.

He struts straight in, acknowledging no one, intent on seeing you and seeing you only.

You lie there, lifeless. All he can hear is the haunting sound of the heart monitor, combined with your chest minimally moving up and down being the only signs you’re alive. You’ve lost all your usual colour – Spencer recalls JJ mumbling something about you losing a lot of blood – and the whole sight makes his stomach lurch.

He walks in, and walks right back out.

Everyone shares looks of bewilderment. He did a complete 180, hardly sparing you a glance, and ran straight into the hospital’s bathroom where the team hears the distinct sound of retching.

Derek sighs and follows him. Their gazes meet: Spencer’s head barely lifting from the toilet bowl, Derek shutting and locking the bathroom door with pitying eyes.

“I’m sorry-“ Spencer starts.

“Don’t apologise. How you feeling?”

He groans in response, leaning against the wall. He begs himself to not think about all the germs and diseases that are probably infesting his body as they speak – his heart stings too much in his chest for that.

Spencer swallows the stone in his throat, grimacing at the remnants of bile, “Seeing her like that..”

“I know.”

“I never thought I’d see her like that. I’ve never wanted to see her like that and-and.. I couldn’t be there to protect her and help her-“

“None of this is your fault, Reid. It’s not your fault, or her fault, or anyone’s fault except the guy that did this. And he’s dead. And she’ll be fine. Please,” Derek warns, “Don’t guilt yourself into mayhem. I know you, and I know her, and all she wants is for you to be the first thing she sees when she wakes up. If not, or if she finds out you’re beating yourself up over this, she’ll kill you, man. With her bare hands.”

Derek’s smirking at the end of his speech because he’s right and Spencer knows it too. And Spencer can’t refrain from grinning a little at the thought of you, just gaining consciousness, and leaping from your bed to smack some sense into him.

You’re incredible. Which both pains him and makes him fall for you harder.

When Spencer rises and starts swirling his mouth out with water, Derek gives him a firm pat on the shoulder and leaves, Spencer not far behind.

This time, he won’t run out of the room like a weakling. Because it’s you and you need him to be there for you.

It’s what you’d do for him. And before that thought can go any further, he’s taking a deep breath and opening the door.

You’re still resting, looking exactly the same as when he first saw you, and his stomach jumps into his throat again – it pains him to see you like this.

But Penelope is leaning over you, fingers brushing your hair back with the trademarked tenderness that is Penelope Garcia. You’ve always called her your Fairy Godmother, your guardian angel, the true love of your life.

Maybe you’d rather see her when you first wake up.

So he stays back, lingering by the entrance of the room, until Rossi nudges him and he stumbles to the top of your bed. Right by your face, your oh-so-gorgeous but bruised face, and Spencer stares.

He can’t explain how glad he is that you’re okay. You’re here, a little beaten up, but he knows that in a couple days, maximum a week, you’ll be back in the bullpen with your quirks and nudges and warmth that is so you and he’ll never let anything come near you again.

(He knows he can’t actually do that. You wouldn’t let him. But he still thinks it, because he loves you and he’ll do anything for you)

The team silently agrees that Spencer will be the one to stay with you. At least until you wake up.

(Why? You might ask. Because you drunkenly told the girls that you’re convinced the closest thing to heaven on Earth would be waking up and Spencer Reid being the first thing you see every day. Ever since, they’ve committed themselves to trying to set you two up)

Spencer sleeps next to your bed, cramped in the uncomfortable and tiny chair, until about seven am. Then he recites some books in his head, just to pass the time. Then Penelope calls.

“I’m on my way with baked goods, Doctor. Would you like me to pick something up for you and the sleeping beauty?”

Spencer goes to decline, before looking at you, “I think Y/N would appreciate a burger. Maybe two.”

Garcia hums down the line, “You know, she’s always been full of good ideas. I’ll buy too many burgers then be on my way. Kisses!” Then hangs up.

In the meantime, Spencer scrolls through your conversation on his phone. He’d never been one for texting, or technology (notoriously), but you always send him things you think he’d like – maybe an article (he’s read every single one you’ve sent, even the one about the monkey using a frog to masturbate), a picture of a cute dog (this one looks like you, spence!!!!!!), and anything else that catches your eye.

For example, a comprehensive list of way too many “why did the chicken cross the road?” jokes.

They’re your kryptonite. Even after you explained the joke to Spencer, in depth, he still doesn’t quite understand the appeal. But you love them.

So he reads them to you.

He knows you can’t hear him. Being asleep is obviously very different to being in a coma, where people have claimed to be able to hear the people around them, but it passes the time and eases him a little. Cause he also knows that if you were awake you’d be chortling away, happy as can be. And that’s how you should always be.

Happy.

Spencer hopes he makes you happy.

Damn, he loves you.

Damn.

He has to tell you he loves you.

It feels like this need, this obligation – if he doesn’t tell you when you wake up then when will he tell you? The next time you’re injured?

The thought sends him reeling.

No matter the outcome, you need to know. He needs to tell you.

“Why did the rooster cross the road?” He reads aloud, “To cockadoodle dooo something.”

He’s cheesing at his screen, at the audacity and stupidity of these jokes. But they’re sweet, just like you, and they take everyone prisoner when it comes to making people smile.

“That was a good one.” You heh.

Your voice is croaky after not being used in hours, but it’s still the same dreamy voice Spencer loves to hear.

You’re awake. And already smiling, which is one hell of a win in Spencer’s book.

“Good morning.” He whispers.

“It’s morning?” You ask, moving your head slowly to see outside your window. “At least I got a full night’s sleep for once.”

“Should you really be joking in your condition?” Spencer teases, leaning to fluff your pillow when you wince.

You exhale deeply, “And what is my condition, exactly?”

“You look as sexy as ever, buttercup.”

Garcia’s grinning from the doorway, Derek the same from behind her, two bags of food in her hands.

You’re ecstatic when you say, “Penny!” Trying to hide the pain when she hugs you. You’re too happy to see her to turn down her love.

She dishes out the burgers and, as expected, you ask if there’s another in there for you. You chomp happily, despite the dull ache still present, chatting jovially with the three of them.

Penelope gets caught up in telling you about the most recent documentary she saw. When he notices, Derek nods towards the door, making Spencer furrow his eyebrows in confusion. What does he want?

Derek does it again and Spencer gets it. He lifts from his seat the same time Derek does, saying nothing until they’re out of the room and the door has shut behind them.

“I’m gonna make Penelope leave-“ Derek begins, and Spencer stutters.

“What? Why? Is everything okay?”

Derek chuckles at Spencer’s reaction, “Kid, everything’s fine. You just gotta tell her.”

Spencer doesn’t even try to pretend he doesn’t know what Derek’s referring to. He peeks through your door’s window, staring directly at you as you giggle at something Penelope says.

“Do I?” He ponders. “It could-“

“Nope. We’re not doing that “it could ruin everything” spiel. You’re an adult, she’s an adult, and adults don’t play around with feelings like this. Tell. Her.” Derek’s got both hands on Spencer’s shoulders, grip tightening and loosening sporadically as he talks. He looks like a football coach giving a pep talk before the big game, and Spencer feels invigorated.

“Alright.” Spencer nods once, “Let’s do this.”

“I will remove Penelope Garcia from the premises.”

They nod at eachother and move back into your room.

+++

When Penelope is pulled from your room by Derek, stumbling and muttering and stuttering, all you do is blink in confusion.

“What’s going on there?” You say, speaking out of the side of your mouth, as if you’re sharing a secret.

Spencer doesn’t answer. You turn to look at him, another question on your tongue, but the words die when you see his facial expression.

It’s so tender. So soft, and gentle, the littlest of smiles on his lips as his cheeks darken.

“If I tell you something really dramatic right now, do you think you could handle that?”

Your head tilts, brows furrowed, looking far too endearing with your bandaged head.

He clears his throat, “I just-just need to make sure it won’t overwhelm you.”

You don’t know what to expect, but you agree anyway. Is this why Derek and Penelope left?

“I vomited when I saw you in bed. In this bed. In hospital.” He begins.

“Oh, thanks, Spence,” You tease.

“No- no. Hear me out!” He gives a little laugh, hands coming up in defence. “I don’t have a script, and statistically, both men and women speak around sixteen-thousand words a day – I want these ones to be special. Because you’re special.”

You’re still visibly confused. You clasp your hands together in your lap, “I’m listening. You have my full attention.”

Having your full attention is terrifying and electrifying at the same time. Spencer wants you to know that.

“You make me feel things, you know.” He reveals, “Things I’ve only ever read about, fantasised about – you know… things.”

This is going terribly. For a man who’s read the dictionary more times than he cares to count (he does care to count – twenty two times), he is very much struggling to explain himself to you.

Deep breath. From the start.

“It’s alright, Spence,” You console, hand resting on his closed ones. “Take your time.”

He does. He takes a few more breaths. “I don’t know where to start so- so bear with me.”

“Always.”

Why do you have to make his heart race like that?

“What?”

Oh. He said that out loud.

Well. Might as well repeat it.

“I said,” Louder this time, “Why do you have to make my heart race like that?”

“I’m sorry?”

“No. No- I like it. I like you, that’s what I’m trying to say. Maybe not like since Derek told me we’re not in high school, kid,” He lowers his voice to impersonate Derek, “But the l word is scary, especially when I don’t know how you’re gonna react. But whatever you say, however you react, we’ll be okay. I know we will. I just need you to know how you make me feel and how-how good I think I’d treat you, I guess.”

It feels like your silence goes on forever. Then you quietly ask, “And how do I make you feel, Spence?”

“Like I’ve never felt before. I meant it when I said you make me feel things I’ve only read about – you’re so easy to love, you know that? Infuriatingly so. And you’re so open – I think that’s what drew me in at first. You knew nothing about Doctor Who, but you heard I was asking around for someone to go with me to that convention and you said you were available if I wanted you and I… I had to practice how to ask you in the mirror for three days straight. Of course I want you, Y/N. I think I always have.”

His voice is timid when he asks, afraid of what the answer might be.

“Do you think you want me too?”

“Are you crazy?!” You cry out.

The volume makes Spencer jump. Then he registers what you said and slumps, rejection seeping in.

“Spencer-“ You say, exasperated, “You’re the most incredible person I know. I tell you all the time cause I mean it.” You give a short laugh, “How could you even think that I wouldn’t feel the exact same? I’m kind of obsessed with you, Spence.”

The shock on his face melts into pure joy. Is this really happening? You..

“I want you an embarrassing amount, Spencer Reid. I always have and I always will.”

He doesn’t know what overcomes him, but he leaps forward and smashes your lips together. It’s messy and a little clunky, teeth hitting together and mouths unable to stop grinning, but it’s perfect. Everything you could’ve asked for in your first kiss with Spencer.

It’s perfect. He’s perfect.

And he thinks the exact same of you.

He pulls back, heart racing and entire body burning, strong hands cradling your head. It doesn’t take a profiler to realise the two of you, foreheads leaning against eachother, are the happiest you’ve been in a long time.

“You taste like burger.” Spencer breathes, soft and low.

You giggle. “You taste like coffee and burger.”

His lips quirk, raising an eyebrow, “You like it?”

You hum, rubbing your nose against his, “I like it a whole lot. I like you a whole lot.”

Spencer kisses you again.

And again.

“Glad to know we’re on the same page.”