#so far thr gap year has proven to be .... healthy. suspiciously so
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i want to feel miserable like all customer service workers seem to be, but bc i keep having to smile all day long i am just always so giddy darn it i hate this brain trickery
#tp#so far thr gap year has proven to be .... healthy. suspiciously so#my high school depressed and self loathing days are over and it's all bc i am forced to smile at people#anyhow i have been all over the place last six months lol#not mentally but like literally#oh and the organisation representative thing is going well btw#the 47 pages worth of project proposal was HELL but it's fun#i may be invited to all of the EU meetings which is pretty exciting#it's going to look SO good on my CV#collecting all of the life experiences before hitting 20 is proving to be a rollercoaster but it's worth it#it all feels like a game which is such a psycho thing to say 💔💔
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