#so don’t mind me fangirling to you right back over these characters hehe!

[wexhappyxfew]

I need more Annie and John 🫠 They’re too perfect, I need to see John reacting to a flak injury or injury of sorts

AHHHHH HELLOOOOOO!!!!! i read this and honestly spontaneously combusted so thank you for that….. i just YES ME TOO FRIEND ME TOO. you have given me an absolutely wonderful idea for angst/whump for annie and brady and i am now SO EXCITED TO WRITE IT. i have a whole lot of prompts still left to write and i’m thinking of doing a little something with this 😉😉😉

-> i too need to envision john brady losing his mind over the idea of annie bradshaw injured - i LIVE for the angst/whump in writing, it gives me LIFE!!!!!! (despite what i therefore have to put the characters through but … )

THANK YOU FOR THE LOVE ON THEM. can confirm that sometimes i do sit and ponder them and melt into a puddle of fondness and joy and so truly thank you!!!! i hope to have more for them in the coming days!!! :)

[thefanficmonster]

When You Put It Like That

Corpse Husband x Reader (Female)

Warnings: Swearing

Genre: FLUFF, Humor, RPF (Real Person Fic)

Summary: After a long time of trying to convince the angel-like Y/N to utter a single bad word, Corpse’s attempts are finally met with success but not the way he expected.

Requested by Anon. Hi hun! Thank you so much for this fluffy request, it was a ton of fun to write! I’m so sorry it’s taken me so long to complete and post it but here it finally is and if you happen to come across it and read it, I hope you enjoy the experience hehe. Love, Vy ❤

“Wait, wait, wait, what did I miss?“ I say as I hop into the Discord call and the Among Us server, running five minutes late since I got carried away reading my chat. My fans tend to do that to me - make me lose track of time and everything else. That’s why I usually try to connect to the call and game before I turn to look at my chat. Unfortunately, I forgot that bit today.

“Omg, Y/N! Put the cat ears on! It’s for the greater good, just trust me!“ Rae commands urgently. Amusingly enough, in the background, muffled a little by her voice is Corpse’s, telling me not to.

“Not that I need a reason to wear cat ears...“ I trail off, equipping the cat ears both in-game and IRL. Yes, I own a pair of cat ears, is that so surprising? “But can someone fill me in on what’s happening?“

“’Cat girls are ruining my life’ just surpassed twenty million views on YouTube, so we’re celebrating! And Mr. Popular Pants over here keeps being a party pooper, saying it’s not a big deal and refusing to put on cat ears.“

That’s when I notice that Corpse’s avatar is the only one wearing a different accessory than the rest of us. It’s this kind of tantrum-throwing-toddler that gets me laughing my butt off every single time. Add to it the witty sibling banter between him and Rae, fun for the whole family. Well, ok, not quite for the whole family with the curse words they sometimes drop left and right.

Speaking of cursing, I don’t do it. I was raised in a household where a curse word would earn me and my siblings a punishment - always different and never not creative but most importantly - always intense enough to make us regret saying a no-no word with our parents or grandparents around. That’s kind of stuck with me and I can’t really get over it. Even when I’m upset, the first thing that comes out of my mouth is that censor word YouTubers use to not get demonetized. I’ve been using those words all my life: shoot, freak, frick, crap, darn etc. - so my channel is always kept kid-friendly in that aspect.  Now with that context in mind, you’ll understand better the shock I received for this next move I made.

“Corpse, Corpse darling, listen to me. It’s not a big deal, it’s a HUGE deal. Don’t play the humble card with us, we know you too well. Allow us to be as excited as you were when you find out!“ I start off sweetly enough, “Sounds good?“

Corpse hesitates for a second, mumbling something under his breath before replying, “Ok, I guess.“

“Great!“ I clap my hands together, “Then put on the fucking cat ears!“

To say everyone in the call, especially Corpse, is stunned would be an understatement. Hell, I’m even stunned for a second or two, my eyebrows raising at my own out of character words. And, as a person who’s only cursed a countable-on-the-fingers-of-one-hand times in her life, boy did it feel freeing and relieving. Why haven’t I been doing it sooner, for fuck’s sake?!

This must be a huge success for everyone present, once again - especially for Corpse who’s been trying to get me to curse basically since the start of our friendship. He seems too shocked to even claim and flaunt his win over my willpower to keep my language clean, which I honestly appreciate.

“Well, when you put it like that...“ He finally mutters, his voice barely reaching me through the ‘oh my Gosh‘ squeals from Rae, Poki, Lily and Leslie who never thought their tries would lead to success. On the screen, I watch as his little black colored avatar equips the famous cat ears, “...How could I possibly complain?“

“Hell fucking yeah!“ I shout, clapping my hands together, “Wooo fucking hooo!“

“Ok, how the hell are we gonna stop her now? Is there a switch we can flip?“ Toast asks, faux concern in his voice.

“Shut it, Toast. I’ve worked far too hard to have her going back to being an angel!“ Corpse retorts, sending me and the rest of the players in a fit of laughter.

It’s true! He’s been working hella hard to get at least one curse word out of me, bribing me with immunity, threatening to kill me first in Among Us, offering an alliance or being my bodyguard or whatever else I could possibly fall for.

Hey, at least I didn’t get bribed into it, right?

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[wowtobio]

Hi I was wondering if I could request kuroo, suga, Bokuto, and oikawa ( sorry if that’s to much I don’t know you character limit ) finding their s/o outside the gym asleep waiting for them to finish practice

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚Kuroo, Suga, Bokuto, and Oikawa find their s/o asleep outside the gym˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

this is so so cute i could not resist 🥺 

genre: fluff

Kuroo

Kuroo probably informed you beforehand that practice was gonna run a little late due to nationals coming up, so he told you to go home without him. Though he could not resist your cute pout, he had to bid you farewell. 

So, it totally caught him off guard to see your sleeping form outside the gym doors, the sunrise casting a beautiful, glowing shade over your body that gave you an ethereal look. 

His initial reaction was to sigh, mumbling to himself of how pointless and dangerous it was to fall asleep, vulnerable to the world, let alone wait for him for who knows how long. 

However, deeeeeep down he was practically screeching to the brim at how cute you looked. This dude’s a huge dork you cannot tell me otherwise, he would lowkey squeal and fangirl over you man. 

Still, he would attempt to shake your shoulder slightly since Kenma took a beeline towards the station occupied by his games. 

Nope, did not wake you up. No biggie. Next thing you know you are hoisted up into Kuroo’s strong arms, carrying you bridal style. 

He has no shame carrying his princess around, as you snuggle up even closer to his warmth, Kuroo can’t help but have his signature sly smirk. Oooooh you will not hear the end of this once you wake up.

Sugawara

Is SUPER. DUPER. SWEEET ABOUT IT AAAAAA

When he finds you outside the gym, drool drippin down yah face, he had to well first off fend off loudmouths a.k.a Nishinoya and Tanaka and theeeeen he will admire your sleeping form. 

Crouches down to your level and kind of just stares at your serene sleeping face in a not so creepy way and his face turns slightly red. 

Of course he will wrap his black, volleyball jacket around you. Won’t even attempt to wake you up too. 

He’ll carefully and soundlessly perch you on his back, giving you a piggyback ride. And did I mention he’s super sweet about it? He will quietly shush any of his teammates who exit the gym super rowdy (cough hinata cough noya COUGHHH TANA-) 

Haha just imagine Suga carrying you on his back and his finger over his lips a gentle “ssh!” coming out awwh you luckyyy

Does not mind carrying you home, you need the rest! Of course he will let you rest up. Though, he does miss your after school bantering, having a nice conversation and just hearing your voice. 

He will gush when you make any slight movement or noise and snuggle even closer into his neck. 

“Haha, hope you’re having a nice nap there love”

Bokuto

He will be verrry frantic and most likely yell. A lot. Because it is Bokuto duh.

“AAAAH SHES?? SLEEPING? BUT SHE LOOKS SO CUTE?? AKAASHI LOOK WHAT DO I DOO?” 

“Bokuto-san, please shut up first.” 

Eventually he does quiet down, and he will just silently scream at your cute face. I’m surprised you’re not awake at this point. 

“SHE’S SO CUTE, GUYS LOOK AT MY CUTE GIRLFRIEND!” 

But when you stir slightly, Bokuto panics and for whatever reason throws himself onto you. He wraps his arms around you and you sigh with content, snuggling into his chest. 

He phews, and it takes every fiber in his being to not sit there and fall asleep right next to you. 

And by every fiber, I mean Akaashi reminding the third year that it is time to go home. So, unlike the two above he would shake you like there is no tomorrow, waking you up. 

Let’s just say you were ignoring Bokuto the whole way home, with his dramatic wailing of course. No fret, the next time you two were alone you were long over it. But that doesn’t stop his cuddles and kisses of course :)

Oikawa

He lowkey would not notice you sleeping. Would probably look around and rest his hand underneath his pretty face and just ponder aloud “hmm where could (y/n)-chan be..?” 

His questions are soon answered when Iwaizumi tosses a water bottle at Oikawa’s head

“She’s right at your feet crappy-kawa” 

“AH! (Y/N)-CHAN!” 

And there you were, in all your glory. Oikawa would immediately go by your side, and just gush of course. 

Definitely would take out his phone and snap a few pics that he may or may not make his home-screen later on hehe. 

I can see him like poking your cheek gently a few times and whispering his attempts to wake you up. If you don’t wake up he will either: 

a) Smile softly and be willing to carry you home, a super sweet moment between you and the pretty setter.

b) A tick mark will appear on his forehead and he will violently poke your cheek scolding you to wake up because it is time to go home! 

If (a) happens, then it’s all sunshines and rainbows. By the time he gets you to your place he earns himself a big bear hug and a super sweet kiss from a half asleep you. 

But if (b) happens, oh boy all hell would break loose. You along with Iwaizumi would spat out meaningless insults at him while chasing him around the outside part of the gym, the team snickers in the background. 

Eventually he is caught by Iwaizumi and uhh pray for him ;;;;;

It’s all good though, after you chill off you kiss each booboo Oikawa gets as he grumbles to himself.

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a/n: school’s out for me! hope everyone’s healthy and happy. I’ve been thinking about it a lot as much as i love my followers I would love love to dm some and just yk talk hehe :) so don’t be afraid to hmu abt ANYTHING haha I watch hella anime and have other interests. I am not one to initiate tho so sorry ;;; anyways have a good one guys ily!

masterlist

[rintarous]

fuckboy!tendou

[ masterlist ] + LAST INSTALMENT FOR ME D: hope you all enjoyed them ! <3 ++ BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIRACLE BOY, SATORI!!!!! 

kageyama | kita | osamu | suna  

miracle boy tendou satori

the shameless fuckboy

this sexy ass mf 

bed monster is what people describe him 

rumor has it that he breaks beds on the daily 

people claim he’s a literal god at sex 

( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

this all started when he ran out of hair wax and entered school with his hair down

hair down!tendou hits different

next thing he knew bitches were lining up to him giving him gifts or bluntly flirting with him

since then he kept his hair down at all times

but when he doesn’t feel like,,, attending people’s needs,, he puts it up like usual heh

and ofc my dude enjoyed every attention he got

he’s winking left to right at any passersby who look at his direction

making that person simp for him

tendou tingz ✨ 

anywho

he loves seeing his fling walk awkwardly after the cute lil activity they did the night before

but the downside to being his fling, after your quick heaven, he ghosts on you

💀💀💀

you might be wondering what do i mean by he’s the shameless fuckboy right?? well,,,,,

lets say he sees his ex fling out in the open, he’d shout shit like

“AYO BABYGIRL HOW HAVE YOU BEEN? BEEN A WHILE SINCE OUR LAST FUCK” 

embarrassing not only himself but the fling in general

but ppl think hes joking cs he lets out a loud ass laugh after saying that almost as if hes joking

which in his case.. he’s not 🤡

hes so shameless that he’d fuck with his flings in his dorm room that he shares with ushijima wakatoshi himself 

tendou has the top bunk so they fuck up there while ushjima has his earphones on full blast watching volleyball matches on his phone, completely ignoring the squeaking and shaking bed jesus christ

please send help to ushiwaka 2020

there are some days where tendou just feels,,, empty inside

despite having a line of fangirls wanting him

but he knows they just want him for his body and not who truly is

so when days like that ^^ happens, he just stays quiet and close off everyone around him

(also keeps his hair up lol)

anyway

during his emo days, you just somehow miraculously tripped over your own feet

in front of him

but thanks to tendou’s fast reflexes he caught your arm just in time before you kiss the cold hard floor

it took a big fat minute for you two to understand what was going on

tendou snaps out of his lil trance and helps you get back on your feet

“you okay there?” he would ask, his eyes filled with concern

by now you’ve realized what happened and you were now blushing to no ends

“uhh.. yeah thanks!” you blushed, rushing away from him and yet you almost trip over yourself AGAIN but this time you caught yourself 

tendou watches you walk away from him with a small smile

“she’s cute...” he thinks to himself before going back to his sulky mode 

the next day rolls in and he’s no longer in his emo mode so he’s back to being his fuckboy ass self

though the interaction with you is still lingering in the back of his head

so there he was,, minding his own business ya know the drill 

winking and flirting with anyone and anything 

yk fuckboy things

til you tapped his shoulder

he swirls around his chair to offer a smirk but a small gasp escaped from his mouth instead

its you !!! 

ok ngl this dude’s mood just went through the roof he’s so happy to see you again and the fact you reached out to him 

“i kinda feel bad for you know.. you witnessing me trip over my own feet and you kinda helped me and now i feel even more bad so can i buy you something from the cafe downstairs as a form of a thank you..?” you say, fiddling with your hands

which tendou noticed btw 

“so like a date?” tendou jokes 

was it getting hot in the classroom or was that just your face burning in embarrassment

“ah! n-no! of course not” you waved your hands around (see: midoriya)

tendou lets out a grin, “i’m kidding and sure. let’s just eat lunch together” he smiles 

lunch time rolls in and you and tendou walk inside the cafe the school had together

you were kinda skittish cs people were staring at you like some sort of prey

to which he tells you its because of him 

“it’s because of me haha sorry bout that” he giggles, ordering himself a latte and whatever you order

you knew about his reputation

that was mainly the reason why you ran away from him the day you tripped over your own feet but he caught you

but surprisingly he’s actually a really nice person !

he’s got that quirky personality with amazing humor that gets you laughing at anything he says

and he reads mangas too!!

though you only read my hero academia and bungo stray dogs,, you two still got along because of that

“who’s your favorite character in my hero?” he asks, his eyes sparkling

“definitely bakugo for sure” you say in awe, dreamily thinking about bakugo 

“i like the protagonist! deku is that bitch”  he shares, staring at you in the eyes

“what about in stray dogs?” this time it was your turn to ask

“hmm...” he thinks for a moment, “akutagawa” he answers

“holy shit same! but i like dazai too” 

in the end you two skipped classes and just stayed in the cafe til it was dark out either talking about mangas or just getting to know each other

this also means he walked you back to your dorm

“this is me.. hehe” you giggled, scratching the back of your head sheepishly as you two stop at the girls dormitory building

“see you around y/n-chan~ goodnight” tendou waves as he walks back to his dorm

after that tendou’s fuckboy habits have noticeably decreased

he barely talks or entertains his flings or girls who are after him in general

and his eyes and his overall demeanour would lighten up if he sees you or he talks to you

it was actually really sweet

“so no new chick on your radar these past few weeks?” you ask as you stared at him while eating your pasta

tendou sighs dreamily, “yep” he says popping the ‘p’ at the end

“that’s strange. aren’t you in your eye candy form right now?” you raised a brow, ruffling his already messy hair 

“i mean.. yeah i am in eye candy form” he winks making you giggle

his favorite sound

you resumed eating your pasta and tendou does the same til suddenly this bitch starts making beeping noises

“BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP” tendou beeps(?)

“what the fuck satori” you laughed out loud, almost choking on your food

“my chick radar detected a chick!” he exclaims, pointing his fingers around as if it’s pinpointing the target

then his finger stops at you

you turned around in case there was someone behind you til you realized it was only the two of you in the cafe

(you two skipped classes again)

“me?” you point to yourself in shock

“no i meant the ghost behind you. what’s up casper?” he says with the most deadpan expression, “of course it’s you!” 

“you’re really cute and i like being around you” he shyly confessed, ruffling his hair as force of habit when he’s nervous

you stared at him in shock, still not processing his confession

tendou takes a peek at your shocked expression on the corner of his eye, “its okay if you don’t feel the same i was just sayi-”

you shut him up by giving him a kiss on the cheek

“lucky for you, i like you too” you blushed

“you do?!” now it was his turn to be shocked

“no” you blep at him making him laugh

“didn’t think you’d take revenge on me you meanie” he pouts, tucking your hair behind your ear as you smile widely at your new boyfriend

[hwkhs]

Haikyuu Captains as Boyfriends

summary: the captains as your boyfriend, general headcannons

characters: daichi sawamura, kuroo tetsurou, oikawa tooru, bokuto koutarou, ushijima wakatoshi x gn!reader

warnings: none

style & genre: headcannons; fluff

notes: i just needed something to lift my spirits today, nothing happened it’s just that levi & shinsou aren’t real :/ i might be making more general headcannons for them but all of these just came to mind and cameos from their best friends in each b/c why not

Daichi Sawamura

wholesome is the word i associate with this man

he is super protective and doting over his s/o, but not to the point to where it’s overbearing

definitely the guy to move you to the side of the street furthest from the road

“it’s so you won’t get hit by a car”

“daichi, we’re on a sidewalk”

“you never know!”

cute

when you guys are at school he’ll walk you to your classes even if his are on the other side

suga teases him for being so whipped for you but he can’t help it,,,

dates are all those cliche ones like a day out in the town or at a fancy/comfy restaurant

opens doors for you and pushes in your chair swoon

he likes being the big spoon, but on the days when he feels a little sad he doesn’t mind being wrapped in your arms

“you feel like home”

you guys cook together this man knows how to cook excuse me where can i get a daichi

getting flour on each other when you guys try to bake

again, WHOLESOME MAN

Kuroo Tetsurou

smug asshole

like honestly you can’t tell me otherwise

when you guys walk go out to get groceries he’ll smack your ass even if there are people around

will tease you in public and strangers ask if you need some water because your face is red

“kitten, you’re so cute”

“tetsu, shut up”

“oh? kitty’s got claws”

likes to hold your hand or have an arm around your waist when you guys are together

during classes, he’ll bring you lunch and let you sit in his lap while you eat, occasionally teasing you with bites of food being taken away from your mouth and he eats it >:(

kenma rolls his eyes at the sight of you two but is happy that his best friend found someone

the kind of guy who likes at-home dates with movies/anime/video games and cuddling with you

playing with his hair is an experience

it may not look soft BUT IT IS

whenever you guys have study dates YES ALSO THERE ARE STUDY DATES he’ll get tired of looking through books and just lay his head in your lap

you have to run your hands through his hair and he’s in heaven he falls asleep right then and there

Oikawa Tooru

pretty asshole

super affectionate because he wants to engrave in your mind that he only loves you hehe

he’s a naturally flirty guy so there are those swarms of fangirls that are all over him

he’s more forward with rejecting their advances, taking the opportunity to show you off when he sees you

“ah, my lovely s/o!” he breaks away from the group and runs to hug you tightly

whenever he sees you in the halls he announces it like you don’t even have to turn around when someone calls your name out loud and you hear running behind you

he likes pda and will always have some sort of contact with you, whether that’s holding your hand or hugging you from behind

dates are cliche like daichi’s but with extra romance or cheesiness up to you like a picnic under the stars

definitely takes pictures of you and they turn out really well like this guy kNOWS angles and lighting like the back of his hand

you join iwa, mattsun, and makki in teasing him when he plays and though he’s a little offended, he’s happy you get along with his friends

“y/nnnnn”

“what”

“can we cuddleee?”

wayyy more affectionate in private and loves loves loves cuddles

he smells really good when you hug him what the heck

Bokuto Koutarou

loud with his love for you

he’s a fun and playful boyfriend who wants nothing but to make you smile

he absolutely loves it when you watch him practice and he’s doing all these extra motions and motivated plays to impress you

during games, akaashi personally texts you to make sure you watch if you can so you can get bokuto out of his emo mode

you get him out of his emo mode just by him laying his eyes on you

“i can’t go on, akaashi!”

cue his team exasperated

akaashi taps his shoulder and directs the ace’s attention to the people watching the game

he sees you and he perks up right away

“you can do it, bo!” your smile says

they won ahaha

brags about you to his friends because he feel so lucky that he managed to date you

dates to the amusement park change my mind

is actually really good at the games and wins you like 5 tons of stuffed animals

remembers every important date, especially your anniversary just imagine seeing him with flowers and happiness all over his face

“bo, you really shouldn’t have”

“why not? it’s one of the many ways i can show that i love you”

he’s a heavy sleeper and he always instinctively wraps an arm around you to pull you to him

good luck getting out of that grip

Ushijima Wakatoshi

he’s pretty new to the dating scene so a lot of his actions may be awkward or it may not seem like he puts much care or affection into them

more of a subtle guy with his advances

tendou was the one who got you guys together if not then it’d basically be a lot of shy glances and moments between the two of you

he insists on walking you home every night because he’s afraid you’ll get lost you may have gotten lost a few times for him to suggest this

very protective when you guys are in a new area, usually when you go on dates and you have to take the train there

otherwise he trusts that you can take care of yourself but will always be that buff backup whenever you need it

has absolutely no shame in announcing that your his s/o because he is unaware of his actions

like the team didn’t even know you were dating until you came to give him his water bottle during one of the practices and he kisses your forehead

speaking of head

he likes to pat your head as affection idk what else you could have thought of because he’s tall

he may not show it but he really likes affection, especially during days when he’s really tired after practice

loves sleeping on top of you either overnight or just for a nap

he falls asleep to the sound of your heartbeat

“can i sleep on you? you’re comfortable”

“of course, toshi”

[kisekinodrabbles]

helloo! i'd like to request something for the prompt game please :D kasamatsu + band!au + strangers to lovers + dialogue number 14 if that's okay? thanks, sam! and welcome back~

ofc!!! i tried to keep it shorter but im a bit rusty w my kasamatsu hehe hope u enjoy! wc: 2.3k

Kasamatsu admits that balancing his band and college work isn’t exactly an easy task. Between late evenings spent at gigs and all nights at the library, he is on the brink of his sanity, standing right at the tipping point. He yawns as he enters his nine am mandatory calculus class, another mistake made in his overconfidence that he would somehow be able to get his shit together.

You, on the other hand, are a closeted fan of his band, sitting three rows behind him in class. Every Tuesday and Thursday, you watch him drag his feet in and his hand lifting to his mouth in a yawn. Quickly, you duck behind your book as if Kasamatsu would ever give you the time of day. The brunette is well-known on campus with his successful group and good looks, not to mention he also dabbles a little in basketball while also maintaining a decent grade point average across all his classes. Triple threat, they call him.

When you first came into class and saw him there, shocked is an understatement. You’ve been following his band his high school from across the country. To see him in the flesh, so real and so human with his tired eyes, it almost feels like a dream. One you hope nobody would ever pinch you awake from. Thus, you made it your goal to be there before him every morning, which is a feat in itself. Kasamatsu may be grinding through the night and falling asleep in lectures, but he’ll be damned if he shows up late to class.

Throughout several weeks, you’ve seen girls come up to him left and right, shot down almost immediately by his intention to focus on the professor’s words. He lets them down easy and makes it clear that he pays thousands of dollars to study, not play IRL Tinder. This man gets sexier everyday.

You take your time packing your things when class is over, mainly because you’re too distracted watching Kasamatsu do the same. He is blind, or chooses to ignore, the whispers and shy glances thrown his way. Perhaps this is why you haven’t approached him yourself. You’re just one of his many admirers, a stroke in the massive painting of his life. Sighing, you pick up your pitiful self and make your way to the dining hall where you’re supposed to meet your friend for breakfast.

When the two of you settle on a table, you begin your weekly rambling about how beautiful Kasamatsu looks in the morning. Moriyama, being the good friend that he is, nods and listens intently.

Moriyama is an intriguing character. The two of you met because he had tried a line on you. In your perpetual state of flustered embarrassment, you had stupidly confessed to him: “Sorry, my heart belongs to Kasamatsu Yukio.”

In another twist of fate, he revealed that he had actually gone to high school with the guy and knew him pretty well.

“You know I can introduce you to him, right? No need for all this pining and drooling from three feet away.”

“It’s not the same,” you argue, “he’s practically a living legend on campus. I’m too intimidated to even breathe in the same air as him.” Your obsession has perhaps taken you too far, but if you expect to continue being his fan, the last thing you want is to scare him away.

“You’re so overdramatic,” Moriyama rolls his eyes. Coming from him, this sentence means a lot.

“What? It’s not my fault Kasamatsu’s so hot. He could bang me so hard backstage then pretend I don’t exist and I would still pay to watch his next show,” you groan, spooning yogurt into your mouth.

In that moment, several things happen. Moriyama’s eyes widen and fly behind you. Footsteps sounding at that same spot suddenly cease completely. You, realizing what possibly just happened, feel the heat flare up your cheeks.

Kasamatsu, in his sleep deprived state and probably completely delirious, had stopped in his tracks. His head whipped around to the source of the comment, finding Moriyama sitting with someone who looks distinctly familiar, but he can’t quite put his finger on it.

“Kasamatsu—”

Before Moriyama can even finish his sentence, Kasamatsu is already blurting out. “Okay, maybe I’m crazy but did I just hear you say that out loud?”

You want to crawl into your hole six feet underground and never see the light of day again. Ducking your head, you don’t even want to chance a glance up. The utter mortification is chewing away at your bones and you wish you could just evaporate into thin air.

Moriyama quickly interjects with a quick laugh, “Hear what? Also how have you been, man? I haven’t seen you in forever. Come join us for breakfast.”

Kasamatsu’s brows pucker. Maybe he really is going insane. And horny. Which is a very bad combination. Nevertheless, he slides into the empty seat next to Moriyama. He stares at you for a few seconds, squinting, before snapping his fingers. “Oh, I remember now. You’re in my calculus class.”

He knows you? “How do you know me?” you squeak, cursing your fangirl self for losing your voice. You never speak up in class, always choosing to come up to your professor for questions at the end of lecture. You’re quiet and tucked away behind him, so you never expected him to recognize you.

The smile he sends you is blinding. Even with shadows under his eyes, he still looks gorgeous. “You’re always first to arrive and last to leave. Figured you’re a hard worker in class and probably acing it.”

Your mouth dries. Kasamatsu noticed you. He actually noticed you. “Oh, um, I’m okay. I’m okay in class, I mean.”

“The question you should be asking is her name, Kasamatsu,” Moriyama scolds, smacking his back.

Kasamatsu pinks sheepishly. “Sorry, yeah. I’m Kasamatsu Yukio, by the way.”

Idiotically, you blurt out “I know” before your name. When you finally introduce yourself, you also clarify, “I’m a huge fan of Blue Devils. I mean, I’ve been following you guys since like high school. Absolutely love your music.”

The man actually reddens even further, but still he beams proudly. “Thank you! That’s crazy. Have you been to our shows?”

Almost all of them. “A couple, yeah.”

“We have one tonight in an actual venue. Are you coming?”

“Ah, it was sold out before I could get a ticket, actually.”

Kasamatsu blinks, “Oh, you’re more than welcome to come. I can get you a pass. Both of you—if Moriyama’s interested.”

“That would be amazing!” You grin, “Is there anything I can get you in return? I don’t want to just accept a gift from you for free.”

“Well, if you are good at calc, I wouldn’t mind some extra tutoring,” he suggests with a teasing grin.

Moriyama rolls his eyes, “Just ask her out instead of using tutoring as an excuse.” The two of you sputter, face colored a dark shade of red. You’ll kick his ass when you get the chance.

—

That one mistake turned out to be the greatest opportunity of your life. In addition to attending his show that night and meeting all of his bandmates, each one more good looking up close than then other, you manage to have weekly study sessions (you’re holding off on calling it dates) with Kasamatsu. The two of you take turns booking rooms at the library to cram, which mainly consists of you reexplaining concepts to the man. Although he isn’t a bad student, he’s also still struggling a bit to keep up.

“Hey” is what you hear before you feel a warm surface press against your cheek. You look up to find Kasamatsu with a steaming cup in hand. Gratefully accepting it, you catch a whiff of freshly brewed tea. You take a sip and smile. Black tea, no sugar. “Just the way I like it.”

“Noticed you never add anything to your tea,” Kasamatsu says almost proudly.

You raise the cup to him in thanks. Both of you go through your usual routine—you focusing on reviewing material for next week while Kasamatsu pores over his notes from this week, occasionally poking you to ask questions.

Honestly, a big part of you still wonders if this is all a dream. This guy you’ve been crushing on for years is sitting in the flesh right across from you. You peek at him from time to time, watching the way he frowns at his book. His blue, almost grey, eyes shine underneath the flickering lights. Even the way his lips curl unhappily is cute.

When he catches you staring, you quickly drop your gaze back to your laptop, missing the way he smiles quietly.

“Will you come to our show this weekend?” He asks as the two of you pack up.

“Ah, I have a shift at my part-time job.”

He looks surprised, “That late?”

You shrug, “Food never sleeps, I guess. It’s at the burger diner by campus.”

“Oh, are you guys open late?”

“Close at one.”

He nods, “Maybe I’ll see you there after then. The guys usually get really hungry after a gig so we can drive some business your way. I’ll make sure they tip well too.”

Your heart warms at the thought. It’s a thoughtful gesture but you’re even more thrilled at the prospect of seeing him. “Sounds good.”

True to his word, Kasamatsu brings the guys to your workplace at midnight after their show ended. They order quite a spread, practically everything on the menu. Kasamatsu goes as far as to help you carry orders to their table. You shoot him an appreciative smile.

Over the time your friendship has bloomed, Kasamatsu has been nothing but a gentleman. He walks you home to your dorm if you’re studying late into the night. He meets you in class with a muffin or a cookie from his early Starbucks runs. Surprisingly, he begins placing himself next to you each session. “This is better anyway,” he mutters. “Two birds, one stone.”

His vague words had you tilting your head in question.

“I don’t have random people coming up to me to sit with me and, well, I get to enjoy your company.” It’s a nice thought—him enjoying your company, that is. He had blushed a little when he realized what you said, but chose to direct his attention to the slides pulled up before him, missing the way you hide your smile behind your sleeve.

Now, you hear the rowdy boys chattering on as they devour their meal as if it’s their last. They speak through mouthfuls of burgers and fries, but you find the sight endearing, mainly because you’ve never seen Kasamatsu so relaxed. It’s quite refreshing really. Your attention is piqued when you hear one of them ask: “So doing it tonight huh?”

Kasamatsu retorts with a “shut the fuck up” and flings a fry his way. The way the other guy wiggles his brows suggestively has you freezing. What if he was meeting up with someone tonight? What if he was going to do the deed?

Somewhere in the distance, you hear the faint cracking of your heart. Of course, Kasamatsu is popular. It’s no surprise he’s got his nights covered as well. You sigh dejectedly, feeling the hope inside you crumble into dust. The rest of your shift goes by rather uneventfully, but you try to avoid going to their table too much, lest you hear more details about Kasamatsu’s planned tryst. The man himself steals glances your way, wondering if you’ll be checking on them anytime soon.

“Your check,” you smile as you set the bill on the table, “I got the owner to give you a discount since you guys ordered a good amount.”

All of their eyes seem to sparkle as they thank you in unison, their synchrony almost puzzling. As you move to pick up the bill and change, Kasamatsu catches your hand before you move away. “What time does your shift end?”

“Half an hour. Why?”

The other guys are already packing up their things and giving you little waves as they exit the restaurant, leaving the two of you alone. “I’ll walk you home, it’s late,” he murmurs, fingers still wrapped around your wrist.

“Oh, you don’t have to! I usually take the bus back anyway so it’s no big deal.” You want to confirm whether he had plans that night anyway. You’d hate to be in the way of that.

He shakes his head, “I insist. Also, um, are you doing anything tomorrow?”

“Catching up on studying most likely.”

“Oh,” he pauses, “if you have time tomorrow night, do you want to catch a movie with me? Maybe dinner after?”

You blink at him in surprise. Now that you’re looking at him properly, you notice that his cheeks are several shades darker than the red neon glow of the diner sign. He’s shifting on his feet and his other hand finds purchase on the strap of his bag, fidgeting with the material. “Um, like a date?”

“Y-yeah,” he stutters slightly, his throat moving as he swallows. “Sorry, I probably should’ve made that clear,” he coughs, “b-but if you don’t want it to be the we can also go as friends.” Perhaps you’ve tortured the boy long enough but you can’t help but relish in his awkward chuckle as his hand lifts to rub the back of his neck nervously.

Biting back a huge grin, you nod. “It’s a date.”

Kasamatsu’s eyes light up and a pleased grin spread across his face. “It’s a date.”

The hollering outside the building has the two of you whipping to face the window where his bandmates have their faces pressed up against the surface, laughing and smiling to congratulate and embarrass their friend. Kasamatsu flushes, “I’ll see you later to pick you up.”

You nod but he’s already out the door, leaping to kick his friends away. “You stupid idiots!”

Laughing, you watch as the group makes kissy faces at Kasamatsu all the while the man fruitlessly attempts to shut them up. He really is cute.

[colorseeingchick]

Hey Can I ask for a self ship date pls ? I’m a 18yo girl who is 173 cm of chaos and my heart has been stolen by Kise Ryouta from KNB 😩.

We may be very different, he’s more of a warm and a social person while i’m cold in the clouds and ambiverted but his smile, his laugh and how he’s dedicated in basketball made me lose it. I find his whole personality interesting even the more cold and ugly parts of him and he has the pretty face for him too but i’m not the kind of person who can just fall for apparence. He have such a voice too 😳 He has that charming aura, playful but yet still lighthearted and funny. He being two-faced surprisingly don’t bother me that much somehow i understand from where hes coming from. I relate a lot to his overachiever and need to handle all things himself to the point of hurting. As a basketb fan i am also enamored w his way of playing, i gen think he is the best of gom he always do his best to the point of barely breathing and honestly i relate to this too when im into something i love. His quick learning abilities are hyper and i like how Kise try to be honest w himself. I like also the balance he have w masculine and feminine energy and don’t mind him being a dork. His relationship w others characters are gold too like w Aomine and i can see him showing me affection to my touch starved self and just general affection i lack in general even if i don’t say it. Also i can imagine a certain dynamic between us where no one is the lead of the couple but we’re on equal terms.

Now more about me i am an ENTP 8w7, I am independent, creative, honest, prideful and « generous » i don’t think that last one much but my close one describe me like this. I’m very curious, likes experimenting and new things. I am funny/sarcastic, playful and as it iam very memeable but surprisingly top student here who doesn’t behave like it at all both in class and just in general. My aesthetic is a weird mix of everything i love so i am both a tomboy, alt and a baddie somehow. I am into law and economics studies and can talk french, korean and spanish as i learn languages in my free time by myself. I do read, write, draw and listen to music, play all sort of games including sports, get on a walk from time to time, eat cuz food is delicious and just learn in general. I have kind of ✨trust issues ✨so i don’t have many friends. But you sure will have fun w me ! I don’t about chill i have some temper but sure im pretty cool and open minded ! In love i really am a mess, i’m easily flustered but act cool to hide it and because of that i look like someone confident and mysterious except i am not the first one and ugh im lowkey a tsundere so it’s difficult to assume my feelings. But i swear i try !

Thank you for reading me ! I hope i didn’t bother you much.

You didn't bother me at all hun! This was a lot of fun to write so I hope you enjoy :) I think I have a pretty fun date planned for you two if I do say so myself hehe.

Premise: Kise got to know you throughout high school, and saw you as different from his other fangirls. Even though it wasn’t basketball, you also stood out at the top of your class, making you noticeable to Kise. You were actually a good friend (a cute friend at that) and he decided that he wanted to take you on a date during your 3rd year (once the basketball season was over and he had time to make for you). Knowing how fun you are, he had the perfect plan.

As you look into the mirror to examine your outfit, your phone buzzes with the “I’m hereeee ;)” text. You’d decided to lean into your tomboy vibes, given that Kise told you to ‘get ready to do stuff,’ which was not very informative, but exciting nonetheless.

As you walk out, you’re greeted by the blonde man dressed handsome as ever, a dark long sleeve shirt with fitting jeans, his silver hoop shining as the sun starts to set.

“Ready Y/N-chi?” He asks you, smiling as he overdramatically offers his hand for you to grab.

“Ready as ever~” you say as you grab his hand. He pulls you close and winks, flustering you right from the start.

“If I remember correctly, you said something about this being the best date I ever go on?” You take your chance to poke fun at him as well.

“Oh honey, it will be.” You can see the way his eyes shine and his mischievous grin as he walks with a nice hop in his step, guiding you towards the train station.

The train ride was pleasant, his hands protectively on your shoulder and a mean glare on his pretty features when other men looked at you or got too close, but his face was calm as he comfortably bantered with you (you on the other hand were quite unbothered by it all). Once you finally arrived at your destination, you found yourself in the lively district of the city, flooded with restaurants and shops all open late night.

“I forgot how beautiful this area is at night!” You can’t help but say as you look at all the beautiful lights and architecture.

“I had to take a pretty girl to a pretty place, you know?” He squeezes your hand as he drags you along once again, until you end up at your destination.

“I think this’ll be a lot of fun,” he says to you as he pushes open the doors to the arcade, letting all the dark lights and glowing games illuminate your sight.

He buys the coins for you both to play (He’d asked prior if it’d be okay for him to pay for you this date, and you’d agreed), and you set off to play all sorts of games.

It was a lot of fun for the both of you. While the games were enjoyable, playing them with him made it all the better. He also never missed an opportunity to flirt with you, and playing games made it easy. Both of you being overachievers, with Kise being a quick learner and you being open to trying new things made the experience amazing.

“Here, stand like this and loosen your wrists up for a better shot.” you both were playing the basketball game, and to no surprise Kise had absolutely killed it. Now here he is, helping adjust your shot. Standing behind you, he lightly adjusts your waist, turning you a little bit to help your footing. His hands then move up to your shoulders, then down to your wrists, helping guide your form and placement on the ball. While you were learning from him, it was hard to focus with him this close to you. “Y/N-chi, you can focus on me later. You should focus on your shot for now.” He says lowly, teasingly, watching carefully as your face erupts into red. He really did love teasing you, the usually calm, collected, confident top student.

Admittedly, you feel like you got back at him when you watch him try the crane game (the ones filled with stuffed animals) and he couldn’t get it after 7 tries. The frustration was clear in his face, his impatience rising.

“This game is rigged, I know it!”

You ask to try and of course he complies. However, he’s not ready for you to get a cute little stuffed panda on your first try. Suddenly, he’s a lot more embarrassed than you were earlier.

“You definitely used magic or something.” His pout is both adorable and hilarious to you.

You laugh as you hand him the panda. “Here!”

Looking down at the panda and then looking back up at you, he asks, “for me? But you won it!”

“But I want you to have it. It’s cute like you, Kise-kun.”

A huge smile crosses his face as he pulls you into a hug, spinning you around. “Y/n-chi!!!! You’re so generous!! Giving me your stuffed panda~ I’ll take good care of it.”

You have a nice laugh as you watch Kise end the night out by playing Dance Dance Revolution, not afraid to be a bit flamboyant as he goes all out with the footwork and does really well at the game.

After collecting all your tickets, Kise takes you up to the rewards table, telling you that he knows exactly what he wants to get.

“And we have enough tickets for it! Great.”

You can’t help but smile when Kise points to the GIANT stuffed panda hanging on the wall.

“I thought you weren’t the type to return favors,” you recall what he said during a game with Seirin from a long while back.

He blushes, thinking about what he said. “I’m not, just one upping you,” he jokes, sticking his tongue out at you, letting you nudge him in return.

“Do you wanna get food, Y/N-chi?” He asks, his arm wrapped around your shoulder.

“Sure, from where?”

“You decide. I decided on the arcade, you can decide dinner.” He looks at you with a smile, thinking back on how fun the whole night had been. “But I get to decide dinner next time.”

“Next time?” You shoot back, eyebrows raised, a smile forming on your face. “Who said I’d go out with you a next time?”

At your comment, his smile falters as he stares at you for a good second. He gets all serious suddenly, pulling you close (with a giant panda pressed into your side) and making you look into his eyes. “Y/N-chi, would you please go out with me again? Tell me you will!”

Giggling, you smile up at him. “Of course, Kise-kun.”

He sighs out and hums in approval, before pressing a small kiss onto your cheek. “Call me Ryouta.”

~~

Ahhh I hope you enjoyed it! I tried to incorporate as many elements as I could! Please do let me know what you think <3 this was so fun!!!!

[fromzerotoeuphoria]

In Which I Lose My Sanity Over a 6-Minute Audio Drama (aka my Reaction to a RinHaru Drama CD Track)

Okay so I just discovered what Drama CDs are after overindulging in RinHaru goodness on tumblr, and I came across a post from @donamoeba that had an excerpt of Track 10 of the official Free!DF Drama CD Extra Short Film titled, “Haruka’s and Rin’s Road Trip.”

And only a few lines into this thing and it’s already gOT ME LOSING MY MIND.

Haruka: You’re such a rough driver that I’m too worried to fall asleep.

Rin: Heh, speak for yourself.

Haruka: Beside…

Rin: Huh?

Haruka: This is the only time we can talk properly.

I’m actually scREECHING Haruka wanted to have some one-on-one time with Rin so they could “talk properly” just the two of them 😭😭😭

Well STRAP UP LADIES & GENTS that was only the tip of this RinHaru iceberg and I am THRIVING.

So I read the full translation thanks to @donamoeba over on Tumblr, and omg the way Haruka was so sentimental and mushy with Rin gave me so much LIFE MY STARS WERE RATTLING. Like, usually it's Rin that's the sentimental one and Haru that's all inexpressive and aloof, but this time around it was like they switched and Haru kept wanting to talk about sentimental things with Rin and 😭😭😭😭 the way I'm wrecked.

I'm going to post the full trans here and give my rinharu fangirl commentary because I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY ABOUT THIS. It's so sweet and sentimental Haruka is EVERYTHINGGG, especially when he's all sentimental with/about Rin <3

(my commentary is italicized in purple)

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Rin: There’s… still another 3 hours until we reach the training camp. You can sleep if you want, Haru.

Haruka: You’re such a rough driver that I’m too worried to fall asleep.

Rin: Heh, speak for yourself.

Haruka: Besides…

Rin: Huh?

Haruka: This is the only time we can talk properly. < I SEE YOU HARU 👀 literally so cute and sweet that Haru wants to talk with Rin properly yes babe I want that for you both too

Rin: Well… since I’ve been back in Japan, both you and I have been stuck in training camps practicing, I guess.

Haruka: It’ll be like this until the All-Japan Swimming Championships. It can’t be helped.

Rin: But what we did today is pretty crazy, huh?

Haruka: It’s not crazy, it’s free.

Rin: Haha, there he goes again.

Haruka: They all worked really hard for the high school championship.

Rin: Yeah. Since it’s the last tournament in high school.

Haruka: It reminds me of us last year.

Rin: Yeah, we were totally like that. We couldn’t tell when we were part of it then, but we were fired up, we were reckless, and it kinda makes you cry. It’s a Memorial Summer that we will never return to.

Haruka: Waxing poetry, huh…

Rin: Shut up.

Haruka: But then, that’s what we were like. < idk why but Haru saying this just makes me emo T_T He’s usually not the one to be expressively sentimental, and yet he gets like this with Rin

Rin: Yeah. It’s only been one year, but it feels like such a long time ago.

Haruka: You sure you don’t want me to take the wheel?

Rin: Nope, I’m fine. When it comes to driving technique, I’m better than you.

Haruka: Are you implying that I have better swimming techniques than you, then? < literally Rin is the only one who brings out this cheeky competitive side of Haru, like I legitimately do not remember seeing Haru get like this with any other character

Rin: That’s what we’re gonna find out at the All-Japan Championships next week, right?

Haruka: … < I wonder what he's thinking about, cuz he suddenly got all quiet thinking about the All-Japan Championships. Quiet Haru always makes me wonder what's going through his head

Rin: Are you nervous?

Haruka: If I’m nervous, I won’t sneak out in the middle of the training camp to go cheer for Rei and the others.

Rin: That’s true.

Haruka: Did you drive when you were in Sydney as well? < this is literally just a normal question but my delulu self squees at Haru asking Rin about what he did while he was away from him in Australia T_T like Haru is still curious about Rin’s time away from him

Rin: Hmm…  only on my off days. What about you, Haru?

Haruka: I don’t get much of a chance to drive in Tokyo.

Rin: You live in the city, so I guess you really don’t have to.

Haruka: What is it like living in Sydney? < *squees* [see previous commentary]

Rin: It’s pretty good. I train with my friends every day, then we go eat after training.

Haruka: So you made new friends there. < J;AJKFDAKJLFJLK OMG HARU IS THAT SLIGHT JEALOUSY I'M SENSING HERE?????

Rin: Yeah. There’s David, Chris, Johann, my coach Mikhail, and many more.

Haruka: Were you able to see a sight you’ve never seen before with these friends? < LAKFKFJDKJLFSDKKLAKJSK YES IT FRIGGIN IS SLIGHT JEALOUSY I AM LIVINGGGGGGG. Haruka is highkey trumping himself over Rin's foreign friends like, "Yeah well so you've made new friends but can your new friends show you the world the way I show you the world??" I AM SCREAMING, RINHARU OTPPP

Rin: Eh? I wonder… I probably did see it, but…nothing compares to the sight I saw when swam with you and the others, I don’t think. What about you, Haru? < Yes babie tell Haru how no one compares to your friendship with him (and the others)

Haruka: Same here. < AHKSLJSFSDKFLJLFSD

Rin: Hehe. But we can’t stay this way. We can’t stay fixated on our past and be stuck in our memories, right?

Haruka: Yeah. We will move forward to the future.

Rin: Hah, you’re pretty poetic yourself, Haru.

Rin: Actually, I AM pretty tired. We got up early after all, so let’s take a break. There’s a service area around here.

Haruka: Yeah.

Rin: Let’s nap for an hour?

Haruka: Okay.

Rin: Do you know how to put down your seat?

Haruka: Right here?

Rin: Yeah.

(silence)

Haruka: This reminds me, around this time last year, we slept together like this, Rin. < AKFDSJKLFAKJFDKJLKDSFLJ I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT HARU IS THE ONE TO BRING UP HOW THEY SHARED THE BED TOGETHER IN AUSTRALIA OMG OMG THIS LITERALLY IS EVERYTHING (the reason I'm dying so much over this is because Haru isn't the type to get all sentimental, but he's really out here getting all sentimental with Rin now that they "cAn tALk pRoPeRLy" and he really brings up out of the blue their time in Australia and how they had to share the bed. It must've been a highlight in Haru's life, something he remembers fondly, especially since it was this trip with Rin that Haru discovered his dream. So for Haru to be so sentimental about it enough to bring it up on his own…*cries* ugh it's just…I LOVE IT SO MUCH

Rin: Huh? …oh you mean the hotel in Sydney?

Haruka: My whole world changed since that day. < *DECEASED*

Rin: And it will keep on changing. Yours, and mine. < HARU'S JUST OPENLY TELLING RIN HOW HIS "WHOLE WORLD CHANGED" SINCE RINHARURALIA & RIN SAYS BOTH THEIR LIVES WILL KEEP CHANGING TOGETHER I LOVE THIER RELATIONSHIP SO FRIGGIN MUCH 😭💜

Haruka: I wonder what we’ll be doing next year at this time.

Rin: Maybe we’ll be at a hotel somewhere in the world where there’s a tournament going on, and we’ll make the same mistake and end up sleeping next to each other again. < ahahahaha Rin you cheeky lil...ilysm

Haruka: Never again. < mhmm riiiiiiight Haruka, keep pretending like you don't cherish that night 😏

Rin: Hehehe.

Haruka: I want to… swim relay again. < and it's all because of Rin

Rin: Let’s swim together. But on the world stage this time! I don’t know what the team will be like, though. < YOU’RE GONNA DO IT BABES, YOU’RE GOING TO THE OLYMPICS TOGETHER 😭

Haruka: Yeah. One day, definitely. < yes babies sooner than you think!

Haruka: Rin.

Haruka: He’s asleep.

Haruka: One day, definitely, we’ll see a sight we’ve never seen before again. < yes I'm ugly crying and so are you

THE END < of my existence (:

(reposted from original blog July 25, 2020)

[tbr-agency]

mine, forever and always.

“I don’t know what’s worst, losing you or just something bad happens to you,” 

⤷ Jinyoung thought he was going to spend his birthday alone.

timeline ⟶ September 2020

characters : Ahn Eunhee (The Bloody Roses), Park Jinyoung (Got7)

warnings ⟶ mention of being in a coma, being shot

‘Have you eaten lunch?’ - Jinyoung

Hee - ‘Yeah, a full one.’

‘That’s good, Hee-ah. Are you staying over-night there?’ - Jinyoung

Hee - ‘I’m not sure, Nyongie. Most likely,’

‘:(‘ - Jinyoung

Hee - ‘I’ll try not to drag the time, just for you. (:’

‘Is that a promise?’- Jinyoung

Hee - ‘No promises, obviously ;)’

“Aish, this girl,” mumbled Jinyoung as he was typing on his phone while trying not to let out a smile - but he knew he can’t be strict with Eunhee knowing what her job is.

‘Okay, my love. Stop texting and get back to work. You can reply when you are free.’- Jinyoung

Hee - ‘Okay, mum.’

‘Yah.’ - Jinyoung

Hee - ‘Hehe, love you.’

Jinyoung let out a smile - then scrolling through the recent and previous conversations with Eunhee for the past few days. He realised that they bicker a lot, jokingly - when they had free time.

Knowing that Eunhee is busy, Jinyoung would take the initiative to send a few good morning texts and reminder texts - asking the girl if she had lunch.

Sometimes, Eunhee would reply with a ‘no’ or she didn’t have the time and it would always result in Jinyoung sending a voice note to her - lecturing her not to skip meals.

Nowadays, Jinyoung is really worried for Eunhee as seeing the group chat of all The Bloody Roses and Got7 members together, Ahrin and Eunhee would always volunteer to work extra hours and they would stay in their office till the next day.

He was worried for Eunhee’s health but he knew he can’t argue with her regarding her work as Eunhee never once complained about him working long hours in a drama shoot - she didn’t even complain regarding him having kissing scenes.

Instead, Eunhee was fangirling and that’s when Jinyoung knew that she supported his work and he was really thankful for her.

Not wanting to disturb Eunhee, Jinyoung proceeds to lock his phone as his attention turns towards a book that was on his living room table.

Jinyoung let out a single sigh as his gaze turned towards his phone, checking the time.

7.05PM

There were no messages or calls from Eunhee.

Did she fall asleep?

Jinnyoung knows office hours end at 5 or latest, 5.30. Eunhee would always send him a text before 5.45PM, telling him that she had walked out of the MMG building - not this time.

Jinyoung was about to call her but he saw a notification message from the one and only person he was waiting for - quickly pressing her message.

Hee - ‘I’m sorry Nyongie. There is an emergency case I had to finish. I’m so sorry, Jinyoung.’

Jinyoung sighed as he took a minute before replying to her. He wasn’t surprised but he can’t admit that he feels hurt.

He didn’t tell her directly but Jinyoung wanted to spend his birthday together with his girlfriend. He wanted her to be there as the clock struck 12 but knowing Eunhee’s unexpectable schedules, Jinyoung had to give in.

‘It’s okay, my love. I’ll just take a nap or read a book while waiting for you.’ - Jinyoung

In just a second, he received a reply.

Hee - ‘Don’t wait for me, Jinyoung. You know how late I’ll come home. I don’t want to tire you out. I’ll be home before sunrise, that’s an actual promise.’

Jinyoung sighed in frustration as he locked his phone then throwing his phone frustrated, on the sofa before standing up, stomping towards his room.

He was annoyed and sad - but he was extremely pouty.

He just wanted to spend time with Eunhee and maybe bake a cake together or watch a romantic movie together but it looks like he is going to spend hours before the clock strikes 12 and his birthday alone.

Jinyoung plopped himself onto his bed, closing his eyes as he ran his fingers through his hair roughly.

With a sigh, he turned towards his bed-side table to see a polaroid picture of him and Eunhee together - back when Jinyoung planned a surprise date for Eunhee and they took a picture together since Jinyoung wanted it so bad.

He reached out towards the polaroid then laying on the bed while looking at it with a small smile.

She didn’t know how she could make it in about 30 minutes but she knew she would get a bad cramp on her legs the next day.

She frowns as she looks at the clock, waiting for the time to strike 10PM.

As soon as a minute passed, Eunhee quickly bolted out of her office chair - grabbing her belongings as she shoved her wallet, her phone and her car keys onto her bag. With her sling on her shoulder, she ran towards the corner as she grabbed a big Ikea bag that was filled with many things.

It actually caught the attention of her co-workers as she walked past them in the morning. Most of them thought that Eunhee was moving out of her house but they knew that it was impossible for a lawyer’s daughter to be kicked out of the house.

With her high heels clicking the hallway, Eunhee made her way as fast as possible to the lobby - as she was fast enough to catch the elevator.

As soon as the elevator door closes, Eunhee heaves a sigh of relief. She knew she took a risk to finish her job in just a matter of 3 hours.

She wasn’t lying when she had an emergency last minute change but Eunhee knew she had to be there for Jinyoung especially it is his birthday - not yet, but in a matter of 2 hours.

She had exactly an hour to finish her preparation.

Eunhee’s grip on her Ikea bag tightens as soon as the elevator door opens - knowing that she was going to make a run for it.

Eunhee didn’t mind at all since she would be in Jinyoung's arms since she had an off day for 2 days.

She stood in front of Jinyoung’s apartment, keying in the apartment code that Eunhee memorized as it made a sound indicating the door was unlocked.

Slowly and trying not to make a sound, Eunhee slowly twisted the door - her head peeking into the quiet and dark hallway. She went inside and Eunhee already knew that Jinyoung wasn’t in the living room since it was dark.

Her eyes traveled towards the phone on the sofa as she quickly picked up to see many notifications from Got7’s personal group chat and the group chat that has The Bloody Roses in it.

A smile was formed on her face as soon as she noticed Jinyoung’s lockscreen.

Though her face wasn’t shown, it was a picture of her back as she was standing on the sandy beach.

Eunhee smiled slightly as her gaze fell towards where Jinyoung’s bedroom is. She walked her way towards his room, to see the door opened wide - Eunhee could already see Jinyoung’s body as his back was facing the door.

With a sad smile, she slowly walked into his room, walking towards his way and Eunhee’s expression softened to see Jinyoung sleeping peacefully.

Quietly, Eunhee puts his phone on his bed-side table but her gaze slowly falls towards his fingers that were loosely holding onto something.

Eunhee realized that he was holding onto a polaroid picture and since it was hanging loosely onto his fingers, she slowly took the polaroid and Eunhee can’t help but let out a smile.

It was a picture of when Jinyoung and Eunhee had a rare available time and Jinyoung decided to plan a surprise date for her. It was a while but Eunhee really enjoyed the times she had with him.

Her eyes then turned towards Jinyoung’s sleeping face, her hands slowly went towards his face but she stopped herself.

Right, the surprise.

“I’m sorry, Jinyoung. Eunhee couldn’t make it.”

‘Wait, what? What do you mean? What’s going on? What do you mean she didn’t make it?”

“You don’t know? Eunhee was shot in the heart and it’s been 3 months she is in a coma. The doctors and her family decided to let go of her.”

“Wait a minute— Wait—

“No!” Jinyoung yelled as his eyes opened in a second, to see the white wall - he quickly sat up while looking around the room to realize that he was in his own room.

Then realizing that he had a bad dream, Jinyoung sighed while slowly laying at the back of his headboard - closing his eyes.

I must have missed her so much that I had a bad dream of her. This is bad.

Jinyoung opened his eyes as he slowly sat up - his eyes traveled towards the bed-side table, to see his phone and a polaroid picture beside it.

His eyes met with a picture of Eunhee.

With a sigh, Jinyoung stood up while taking his phone - gripping onto it tightly as he slowly walked towards the closed door.

Before he could even twist the doorknob, Jinyoung remembered something.

Did I leave the door closed?

Jinyoung unlocked the door as he took a step out of the room to already hear a few cluttering sounds outside. He slowly took a few steps, his head leaning against the wall as he tried to catch a glimpse of who the intruder was.

He squinted to catch a sight and finally knowing who it was, Jinyoung’s eyes widened.

“Eunhee?” Jinyoung called and the one that Jinyoung had dreamt about previously looked towards where he is - with a surprised look on her face.

“Hey.. Did I wake you up? I was…. going to decorate the cake. Do you want to help?”

“You had a bad dream?” questioned Eunhee as she watched Jinyoung putting icing on the cake with a serious face. Jinyoung quietly nodded as his focus was on the cake.

“What is it about?” questioned Eunhee again and Jinyoung slightly stopped movement before continuing to do whatever he wanted to do with the cake.

He was trying to forget whatever he had dreamt about but seeing Eunhee in front of him makes him more bothered by his dream.

“You were in a coma after getting shot in the heart,” said Jinyoung simply as he tried not to sound bothered at all.

“Oh…” muttered Eunhee as she trailed off. Her eyes moved towards Jinyoung’s expression and she could see there were droplets of sweats on the side of his temples and his sideburns too.

Thanks to her line of work, she is a very detailed person.

He must have been traumatized or bothered that he had to sweat that much,

“Ahrin told me that if your love ones are in your dreams, it’s either you really missed them or it’s telling you something is about to happen,” explained Eunhee softly and this caused Jinyoung to stop his movement, turning towards Eunhee who was silently putting gummy bears on the top of the cake.

Jinyoung just stared at her, he was amazed that she wasn’t even bothered or scared. He is honestly scared of losing her, but he didn't want her to know.

“I don’t know what’s worst, losing you or just something bad happens to you,” Jinyoung mumbled to himself, thinking that Eunhee might not hear him - but Eunhee heard everything.

“Is that why you have a bad dream?” asked Eunhee as she decided to stop what she was doing, her attention was onto Jinyoung as he too stopped.

“I just… I don’t know.. I never felt this way before. I never felt missing someone so dearly,” confessed Jinyoung as his voice became soft. Eunhee’s expression softens as she holds onto his hands.

“Jinyoung, baby. I’m here.” Eunhee softly said as she peered onto his face.

“I’m always going to be with you, I won’t go anywhere. I promise,” added Eunhee as she planted a soft kiss on his lips, causing Jinyoung to be taken aback.

“I know, Hee-ah.. I know,” muttered Jinyoung as he went nearer towards her - engulfing Eunhee for a hug.

It was Eunhee’s turned to be surprised by Jinyoung as he rarely shows his affection. She could only slowly pat his back, feeling him tightening the grip onto her body.

“Can we continue to bake the cake, Nyongie? And celebrate? It’s almost gonna be 12!” Eunhee broke the hug as she pouted.

Jinyoung could only chuckle as he nodded, seeing how cute his bodyguard-girlfriend is.

“You’re mine, forever and always,” muttered Jinyoung as he continued to decorate the cake.

Now he isn’t going to spend his birthday alone and he is already assured that she is always going to be with him - be it physically or emotionally.

masterlist : Got7 Bodyguard Au

[bffsoobin]

extra long tag game (a guide to all unnecessary knowledge of me)

tagged by: @txtdiaries (ily lana)

tagging: @pxppinstars @txtdream @lavenderlattaes @soobindipity (feel free to ignore if you’ve already done this or just can’t be bothered)

ONE

tell me the first song that made you stan your current fave group and why did your faves attract you so much?

Um okay so I’ll go with explaining BTS and TXT I guess, haha. For BTS it was DNA! That was the first mv I ever saw by them and I was instantly obsessed with everything about it. For TXT, it was obviously Crown since I was keeping an eye on them as soon as BH announced a new group haha. But I initially loved the super bright and happy concept from Crown and they totally got me hooked by their personalities and other music!!

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TWO

rule: answer the ten questions and write your own!

what’s your unrealistic goal for life?

married by 23, kids by 25...I’m 19 and I’ve never even had a boyfriend so I would be shocked if I actually got this lmao

if you had known that we would be in a global pandemic, what’s one thing that you would’ve done before things shut down (if they have for you)?

Honestly, I can’t think of anything other than spending more time with my roommate who I miss so so much. 

what’s an unconventional thing that you carry around with you when you go out?

I wouldn’t usually call this unconventional but right now I’d say my student ID since it’s useless as I’m not going back to campus

favourite type of plushies and why?

I love teddy bears. I have two that I sleep with every night! One is a gift I got for preschool graduation (eloquently named Teddy) and the other is my iron man build a bear that my uncle bought me to cope with Endgame. 

favourite song right now?

I am notoriously bad at answering this question so I’ll just say that at the moment I’ve been listening to Red Desert by 5sos a lot.

something that you’ve always wanted to learn?

I’ve always wanted to learn how to play drums and any language other than English haha

tell a funny story about yourself (or just something that you’ve witnessed)

This took way more digging in my mind than I would like to admit but when I saw 5sos live in 2016 my best friend and I had soundcheck, so we got to sit in the venue early and ask them questions and hear a few extra songs. At the time I had beef with Luke Hemmings (because the girl he was dating at the time was one of the most toxic people on earth) and he wouldn’t break up with her. So the girl sitting next to me at soundcheck raised her hand to ask Luke a question so of course he was looking basically right at me. We were like maybe 8 rows back from the stage and at this point in my life I had bright pink hair, so there was no missing me. So this girl is asking her innocent question, and naturally Luke looks around a bit and we make eye contact and instead of fangirling like a normal person, my anger at him boiled over and I ended up flipping him off. The whole band noticed and had to pretend they weren’t laughing at the oddly aggressive 9th grader who flipped off their lead singer. I still feel bad about it to this day lmao but all my friends think it’s hilarious and it’s definitely my go to party story.

headphones or speakers? why?

headphones all the way. Speakers only if I’m showering.

craving any food right now? what are you craving?

Surprisingly I’m not craving anything but that’s because I just ate dinner 10 minutes ago

which music streaming platform do you prefer? why?

Spotify all the way

ten questions (by lana, answered)

1. what is your favorite movie of all time?

This is such a hard question for me. I’m so bad at picking favorites. But I’d have to say it’s sort of a tie between Heathers, Brave and Iron Man 2

2. describe your childhood in three words

Disney, animals, comforting

3. Favorite holiday?

Halloween forever and always

4. Favorite vacation spot?

Disney World! 5.What do you think of the education system? Are you a fellow slave to the GPA?

The US education system has massive holes. I was lucky enough to attend a pretty good highschool and take good classes so I don’t feel like I was as robbed as other people, but there are curriculum gaps and misinformation everywhere you go. As far as college goes, I think it is wayyyy too expensive. Despite that, I still signed myself up for 8 years of debt so yes, I am a slave to the GPA. Gotta go hard for the dream job. 

6. What is your hair color? Very light blonde now, normally dirty blonde

7. What talent do you wish you had?

I wish I could draw or paint well so bad. I am so envious of artists.

8. What is your major and why? (If you’re in highschool, what do you plan on majoring in?)

I’m a biology major because I want to become a veterinarian! 

9.Do you like kids or do you merely tolerate them? I love most kids. There will always be some awful ones but as a general rule I love being around kids and I definitely want some of my own!

10. Any pets?

Yep, I have five cats!

ten questions from me to you:

who is your favorite non kpop artist?

do you prefer to be warm or cool?

dream job, if you have one?

favorite TV show?

top three celebrities you would sell your soul to meet?

do you believe in ghosts?

cookies or brownies?

do you like where you live?

do you know your personality type? If so, what is it?

do you prefer floral scents or neutral scents?

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THREE

rule: bold the statements that apply to you, italicize your aspirations, then tag nine people.

AIR ༉⋆͙̈

i have small hands / i love the night sky / i watch animals and birds when i pass them by / i drink herbal tea / i wake to see the dawn / the smell of dust is comforting / i’m valued for being wise / i prefer books to music / i meditate / i find joy in learning new truths from the world around me

FIRE ༉⋆͙̈

i don’t have straight hair / i like to wear ripped jeans and overalls / i play an organized sport / i love dogs / i am not afraid of adventure / i love to talk to strangers / i always try new foods / i enjoy road trips / summer is my favorite season / my radio is always playing

WATER ༉⋆͙̈

i wear bracelets on my wrists / i love the bustle of the city / i have more than one set of piercings / i read poetry / i love the sound of a thunderstorm / i want to travel the world / i sleep past midday most days / i love simply lit dinners and fluorescent signs / i rewatch kids shows out of nostalgia / i see emotions in colors not words

EARTH ༉⋆͙̈

i wear glasses or contacts / i enjoy doing the laundry / i am a vegetarian or vegan / i have an excellent sense of time / my humor is very cheerful / i am a valued advisor to my friends / i believe in true love / i love this chill of mountain air / i’m always listening to music / i am highly trusted by the people in my life

AETHER ༉⋆͙̈

i go without makeup in my daily life / i make my own artwork / i keep on track of my tasks and time / i always know true north / i see beauty in everything / i can always smell flowers / i smile at everyone i pass by / i always fear history repeating itself / i have recovered from a mental disorder / i can love unconditionally

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FOUR

PERSONAL

name: sara

nickname: sadams

birthday: April 16th, 2001

zodiac: Aries hehe

nationality: sadly, american

languages: only english 

gender: female

sexuality: straight

height: 5'2 or 3 I don’t know for sure

BLOG STUFF

inspiration for muse: obviously txt but I pull inspiration from my life, music, TV/movies and other stories!

meaning behind my url: I heavily believe in the idea of alternate universes and I think there’s one where Soobin and I are best friends so that’s what I made my url!

blog established: May of 2020

followers: 568 (how??)

FAVORITES

favourite animals: cats, snakes, raccoons

favourite books: Looking For Alaska by John Green

favourite colour: black, light purple, forest green, deep blue

favourite fictional characters: Spencer Reid (Criminal Minds), Andy Dwyer (Parks and Rec), Leslie Knope (Parks and Rec), Klaus and Ben (Umbrella Academy), Peter Parker, Tony Stark, Bucky Barnes. For some reason I’m blanking on book characters so here are all of my movie/tv faves

favourite flower: Forget me nots

favourite scent: fresh laundry, anything tropical or ocean smelling, basil

favourite season: fall!

RANDOM

average hours of sleep: 7 or 8 usually 

cats or dogs: cats

coffee, tea or hot chocolate: hot chocolate 

current time: 6:41 pm

dream trip: Australia or SK

dream job: Veterinarian 

hobbies: writing, watching tv/movies, shopping, going for walks

hogwarts house: slytherin

last movie watched: 68 Kill (do not watch if you’re under 18 or sensitive, lmao)

last song listened to: Sarah Smiles by Panic! at the Disco

no. of blankets you sleep with: right now two

random fact(s): I love dinosaurs, I have low iron, I’m allergic to dogs even though I work at a doggy daycare

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FIVE

10 things I can’t stop listening to 

stay gold- bts

20 cm- txt

catch fire- 5sos

self- khalid

f2020- avenue beat

nyla- blackbear

everywhere- niall horan

heather- conan gray 

red desert- 5sos

eight- iu, suga

[littlepurinsesu]

[IDOLiSH7] DUSK TiLL DAWN (Story Translation)

*Note: This is a Chinese-to-English translation using the official Chinese translation from the TW server! There’s a small chance that some phrases may differ slightly from the original Japanese text due to different wording and localisation, but overall there shouldn’t be too much of a difference so probably nothing to worry too much about xD

CHARACTERS: Iori: Io Yamato: Yamarson Mitsuki: Mick Tamaki: Tamathony Sogo: Somas Nagi: Nagistopher Riku: Rictor

(I will include the characters’ names in brackets even if they haven’t revealed their names yet, because it would just be too confusing otherwise. I recommend having the game story open as you read so you get a better feel of the characters’ actions and expressions, since I won’t be indicating them here ^^)

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STAGE 1

17:00

??? (Nagistopher): This is Handsome here. We’ve arrived at Central Boulevard. Over.

<BUZZ>

Radio noise (Tamathony): This is Sugar here. Confirmed to have arrived at Central Boulevard. Estimated about 5000 feet from the goal Central General Hospital. The fastest route is to rush over there in one shot. Over~

<BUZZ>

??? (Mick): Uh, this is Patissier. You want us to rush through this place? What nonsense are you saying? Their numbers are increasing.

??? (Nagistopher): The path is pretty wide, so we won’t be surrounded. We can avoid them.

??? (Mick): Well that may be true…

<BUZZ>

Radio noise (Tamathony): If Patissier isn’t willing, another route would be to go down the manhole cover and through the sewers. It’s just that this route stinks and is dirty. I don’t mind either way~

??? (Mick): This is totally a cruel choice between two! Say, how could you speak like that to your seniors!

??? (Nagistopher): Mick, quiet.

<ROAR>

<CLICK>

??? (Nagistopher): There are regular civilians being attacked up ahead.

Mick: Our mission doesn’t include rescuing regular civilians?

??? (Nagistopher): I’m going over.

Mick: Ah, Captain!!

17:30

<BAM BAM BAM>

Mick: Hey! Are you guys okay!?

??? (Yamarson): Huff, huff… W-We’re saved…

??? (Somas): Huff, huff… Haha… hahahaha! That was so cool just then!! I vigorously jumped from the top of a car, and then Yamarson forcefully threw the rock! Hahaha!

??? (Yamarson): Wh-Why are you so happy!? (Has this person’s brain broken…)

??? (Somas): Perfectly hit the target! Hehe.

??? (Yamarson): What is wrong with those guys…! Spare me…

??? (Nagistopher): … Seems like you guys are okay.

Mick: Uh, umm… they do seem okay. But one of them is laughing hysterically… He’s okay, right…? Uh~ You guys aren’t hurt, right…?

??? (Yamarson): Mm, you guys saved our lives! When they surrounded us, I thought it was over…

??? (Somas): Thank you!

??? (Yamarson): Are you guys a rescue team?

Mick: No, we’re “I.DOL.”

??? (Somas): “I.DOL” is that special forces unit…

??? (Nagistopher): This is Handsome. We’ve protected the two civilians. Requesting rescue. Over.

<BUZZ>

Radio noise (Tamathony): Roger. Arranging a rescue helicopter. Over~

Mick: Okay, the helicopter will be here soon. You guys go wait somewhere safe…

??? (Nagistopher): Mick, before that, let’s finish cleaning up here.

<CLICK>

<ROAR>

Mick: Oi… how many are there.

??? (Yamarson): Eee…!

??? (Somas): Ah, it’s a sign head!

Mick: You guys stay back a bit. I’ll get rid of them immediately!

??? (Nagistopher): Mick.

Mick: Understood!

<CLINK>

Mick: I’m gonna throw it!

<BAM>

18:00

<BAM BAM BAM>

??? (Nagistopher): … Finished driving them out.

Mick: Alright! Everything’s fine!

??? (Yamarson): What exactly has happened? What was that monster?

??? (Somas): Were they zombies!? They were zombies, right?

Mick: W-Wait, calm down!

??? (Somas): I saw it with my own eyes, there were people collapsed on the ground turning into those monsters…!! Everything around them was absorbed, sucked inside… Ah, if that monster was a zombie, would one be infected if they were bitten? Wow~ I really wanna know!!

??? (Yamarson): Oi oi oi… what zombies, this isn’t a joke! You guys should know something, right!? Hurry up and tell us!

Mick: C-Calm down…!

??? (Yamarson): We were attacked just now!? How do you expect me to be calm!

??? (Nagistopher): … That’s top secret.

??? (Yamarson): Why! That’s too weird!

Mick: W-Wait!

<BUZZ>

Radio noise (Tamathony): Oh no, Captain Handsome! I just called for a rescue helicopter, but no one responded~

??? (Nagistopher): Sugar, what’s going on?

<BUZZ>

Radio noise (Tamathony): I also sent an emergency message to other units, but couldn’t get in touch with any of them. Things are looking pretty bad. What do we do?

<BUZZ>

Mick: … Is this for real.

??? (Nagistopher): … I’ll bring these two people over.

Mick: C-Captain…! You mean to bring them over?

??? (Nagistopher): This is to protect their lives.

Mick: Sigh… understood!

??? (Yamarson): Wh-What are you guys saying? The rescue helicopter is coming, right?

Mick: Sorry, things have changed. We’re going to have to ask you guys to move with us.

??? (Yamarson): What!? What exactly is going on!

Mick: We need to head to the Central General Hospital up ahead. For now, we’re going to have to ask you guys to head over there with us. Once we get there, we should meet a rescue unit.

??? (Somas): Central General Hospital… E-Excuse me, I have a friend there! He’ll be okay, right?

Mick: I don’t know, but if we see him, we’ll protect him. But please understand, we place our mission as top priority.

??? (Yamarson): W-Wait a moment. Before that, you guys should explain the current situation!

??? (Somas): Yeah! What were those monsters before? They really are zombies, right?

??? (Yamarson): … Tell us, and we’ll obediently follow you.

??? (Nagistopher): … Understood.

Mick: Captain…

??? (Nagistopher): He’s right, if we want them to move with us, it’d be better to first tell them the situation.

??? (Somas): Yay!

??? (Nagistopher): Mick, if you please.

Mick: … Alright, since they’ll find out sooner or later… You’re right, those were so-called zombies.

??? (Somas): I was right!!

Mick: The zombies you saw just before, we call them Gathereds. They’re a phenomenon caused by being infected by a certain virus.

??? (Somas): Gathereds… virus…

Mick: If their blood, saliva, or other bodily fluids enter your body, you’ll be infected. You can’t be bitten or scratched, either.

??? (Yamarson): …

Mick: A healthy person who gets infected will probably have an outbreak within half a day.

??? (Somas): So cool…! So there really are zombies in this world! It’s just like a movie!

??? (Yamarson): Is this for real…

Mick: That’s how it is in simple terms. Oh right, what are your names?

Somas: I’m Somas!

Yamarson: … I’m Yamarson.

Mick: Okay, Yamarson, Somas. I belong to the special forces unit “I.DOL,” my name’s Mick. He’s Captain Nagistopher.

Nagistopher: Nice to meet you.

Mick: Somas, are you a student? Have you ever held a gun?

Somas: Yes. I’ve only held a gun once during shooting training…!

Mick: Then you take this. You know how to use a pistol, right?

Somas: O-Okay!

Nagistopher: You take this.

Yamarson: … I don’t get a gun?

Mick: Giving you guys weapons is just in case of emergency.

<CLICK>

Yamarson: Eh!?

<BAM BAM BAM>

<ROAR>

Yamarson: Ah…!?

Somas: When did they…!

Mick: We’ll be in charge of battle. You guys just take care of your own lives.

Somas: I-I understand.

Nagistopher: Then let’s go.

Mick: Ah, oh right oh right. Forgot to ask you guys something important… You two weren’t bitten or scratched, right?

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[mysticalwizardfan]

22 Question Tag

I was tagged by @abangtanfangirl thank you so much!!!!

Rules: Answer the questions then tag 20 people (I don’t know 20 people so .... ill just tag who I can)

1 - Name: Raina

2 - Nickname: Small Hands (it's an old nickname from high school. It’s the only one I've ever really gotten)

3 - Star Sign: Aries 

4 - Gender: Female

5 - Sexuality: Queer

6 - Favorite colour: Purple & Black

7 - Time Right Now: 6:20pm 

8 - Average Hours of Sleep: 6 to 7 hours

9 - The last thing I googled: J-hope Dispatch (it's for some headers I'm working on)

10 - Number of Blankets: To many to count

11 - Favorite Fictional Character: None

12 - What are you wearing right now: Blue basketball shorts and a gray shirt 

13 - Favourite Book: None

14 - Favourite Musician: Exo & Paramore 

15 - Dream Job: TBH I am 25 and I still have no clue, as long as I can express myself I a creative way that involves video making or writing i’m a happy girl. 

16 - Number of followers: 358

17 - When did you create your account: My archives said my first post was on September 6th 2017. But trust me when I say I've been on this hellsite for a looonnggg time. RIP

18 - What do you post about: K-pop, mainly Exo but there is a lot of groups in between tbh I'm not as multifandom as I used to but I'm getting too damn old to keep up with all these groups anymore.  

19 - What made you get an account: I started to get heavily into kpop back in 2016 but I've been a fan of the music since 2009. I just started it so I could reblog all the kpop stuff freely without clogging my personal Tumblr but it kind of turned into my main blog so I moved it to another blog and then from that one I moved to this one. 

20 - When did your blog reach its peak: I don't really feel like it has but I don’t really care too much about reaching a peak or anything, I'm really just here to fangirl over my love for kpop, specifically exo and especially Minseok. 

21 - Do you get asks on a daily basis: No, I only get them may once a month if that 

22 - Why did you choose your url: hehe.... 

Tagging: @jaekaytee @-happytbh- @zyx-1 @chanyeols-9mile-legs @xiuminscheeks @xiusmybeautifulnightmare @havokhayley @minsugasnerd @snorlaxsaysno @kpoptimeout @taetaetrashhh @kpopfluffauthor @kpop-state-of-mind @minniedeer @exo-saranghaha @minseoks-juliet @kriswusbitch @xiuxiuflake (I hope you don’t mind that I tagged some of you, I just went through my notifications and tagged a few mutuals that were there I'm sorry if you don’t want to be tagged please let me know!)

[riskeith]

you just responded and i nyoomed to answer. yes my days consist of waiting for you. yes i’m not ashamed to admit it. <3

that makes so much sense actually? like A Lot of sense. i don’t think you should feel bad about that at all i mean if you are comfortable with how you perceive them then by all means! haha! what’s fun about fanfics is that people can take one character and shape them in so many different ways. canon doesn’t anyways give us depth to characters yet writers do which 🙏🏽 godsent. but then again, it can feel weird if someone makes them behave like ~someone~ else haha. i remember it used to be a hot topic in voltron actually, where people would portray lance as a weak and emotional guy only even if he��s arguably the bravest and most bamf... people didn’t like that very much. do you know what i’m talking about?

I’M SO EXCITED TO READ ALL OF THESE. thank you so much you just set my late night weekend plans 😏. and oh god esselle is the ao3 writer. i love their bnha fics so much. can’t wait to read their haikyuu stuff as well. kagehina too... 🥺 dude, i saw some oikage things last night and i have my eyes open.. 👁 i know you like them a lot so hm... i’ll definitely read that as well i love the summary already.

he’s puppy-like so would he like to play in the water? i want to say so, just bc i think it would be cute for him to splash around 🥺

just one?? wow now i get what you meant in your earlier messages, shskdhsk. all my current friends i’ve known since we were children, i don’t even know how to make new friends irl tbh.... AND SAME!!!! CHILDHOOD FRIENDS TO LOVERS GO BRR. and god the best thing is how things change but at the same time they don’t? like they start to notice little things and realize they’ve always liked them? or the ‘i thought best friends felt like this towards each other’.... aaaaaaaah. 🥺 but then again enemies to lovers.. the tension and the yearning? the moment everything just snaps? god i couldn’t pick my favorite i don’t think. i just love those two so much equally hahah.

if it’s cyberpunk vibes i will combust. i love those aesthetics so much.. (waiting for ps5 to restock so i can run around in night city in cyberpunk 2077 forever.) but yeah it makes sense for it to be themed like that but it’s so funny to think about transporting from the whispering woods to like... large billboards and grungy streets. AR 35?? oh that’s must earlier than i expected. so i take it the main story isn’t done yet?

how sexy, even though this blog is just our messenger app at this point snskdhkddhj.. once again, i’m sorry riskeith stans.. 🙏🏽

i wish i could get you all the cotton candy in the world. and wow kenma HAIR!! sounds so cute but wait oh my god,,, do you have short hair,....... 😳💗💓💕👁💘💝💓😭💗👀💖💓💘💝💞 do you? 😳💢 how was it shaving everything? must’ve been such a big decision!! 😳

ikr? like most of the fics i’ve read portrays them as a angst ship which i do love a lot but you’re right it’s funny bc in canon they’re just.. supportive idiots. i think it’s the oikawa fangirls thing and iwa being annoyed by it that people get hooked on. at least i think since it’s almost always there in the fics... :+ DO YOU LIKE IT? i’m so obsessed with it i saw a edit on ig with klance and that song earlier and it fits them so well too... 🥺 anyway back to iwaoi, i think i like writing from iwa’s pov actually? i haven’t tried writing much from oikawa’s yet but idk.,, iwa’s personality just speaks to me. also i like that oikawa’s personality is so complex to understand, it’s easier to spice up the angst that way. (I DON’T 🥺 it’s such a sad topic for me bc it’s my ultimate dream to drive but it costs soo much money to get it here and i’ve been too busy to invest... 😭 wbu?????) I KNOW MEMO AND OH MY GODNESS? i’m sure the fic is sooo good oh god.... the vibes. 😭 please tell me what it’s about. please. 🙇🏽‍♀️

OH it means that i’m just gonna reread your fics until you post something new... here i thought i was being clever and cute shshskdhdks

STOP YOU KEEP MAKING ME SO EXCITED aaaa ma’am please... think about my heart. 🥺

here’s a new topic to discuss; are you a coffee or tea person? (or neither.. please don’t say so)

kiss, m.a. 💘

i keep forgetting to check whether you’ve responded or not before shutting down my laptop and i’m left to answer on my phone 😭😭 and i too spend my days awaiting your responses <333 but i always forget to check after a period of time HFJSKFKSKCKNC i swear i’m checking like once every 5 min but the moment i forget you respond NCKSNDN

bro (do you mind being called stuff like that lol) writers give us everything canon is too cowardly to give.… truly blessed 🙏🙏 yeah i do!! there are a lot of complaints about mischaracterisation in hq fandom too actually… which i think is fair enough but at the end of the day just let these people have their fun you know.. it’s not harming anyone and if you don’t like it just don’t read! lol

i haven’t read much of esselle’s bnha actually (aside from tdbk) but i just know they’re absolutely amazing!!!!!! absolute legend i hope (i know you will tho hehe) you enjoy her kagehina toooo. and yes oikage!!!!!! omg pls 😭😭😭 i wish they were more popular aaaa

🥺🥺🥺 razor in one of those baby pools.. RAZOR WITH POOL FLOATIES!!! my goodness 😭😭😭😭

fjksnxksndm yeah but i think i might be an outlier in that… LOL oops. and you’re so right like they just grew up together and like grew in love it’s so natural and just comes to them like they were always supposed to be together and they are <333 bc soulmates <33333 BUT YEAHHH THE MOMENT EVERYTHING SNAPS YOU KNOW IT!!!!! god when person A SAVES person B even tho they’ve “hated” them the entire time...… but when they were faced with a tough circumstance they realised they couldn’t bear the thought of being without them 😩😩👌👌👌👌👌👌

omg ps5.… ngl i considered buying a ps console so i could play the last of us 2 chxjjskskxjxjs. have you seen all the cyberpunk memes tho? lolol. nah main story isn’t done!! i think the main story is supposed to develop all 7 worlds until we find our sibling so like.… it ain’t gonna be over for a LONGGGG time (lol omg could you imagine if mih*y* pulled a me and like 4 worlds in was just ‘ok soz i’m uninterested now you can imagine how the game would’ve gone’ HFJSJFKSKFKDJ)

HAHAHAHHA it legitimately is. riskeith who??? more like marriage anon stan account. fjdkfnnd anyways to my other followers hope y’all are enjoying the show 🤪

i do have short hair rn!!! lowkey a bowl cut but i’m also trynna grow out a mullet djksndksnd. and having a shaved head was so nice.. i literally just couldn’t stop touching it after cjskckksnfks. and it wasn’t that big of a decision to me tbh i’m not that fussed about my hair like i know some other people are djskkd the biggest obstacle was getting my parents to agree 💀💀💀 (much like i am trying now..…) i used to have my hair long for ballet, but once i quit i just kept getting it cut shorter and shorter and then voila! shave. GJDJKSKDND

true.. jealous iwa.. i have that in one of my wips i believe FJSJJCKSKDK (it might even be in the memo fic?) AND UHHHH i didn’t love the song ;–; it’s just… slow HFKALDLAKDK and not the mood i was in when i heard it cjdkslxllskcjskcnkscnkzmxmcm omg no not klance 😭😭 they have a lot of angst too.. (i say, as if there isn’t a single klance fic of mine that doesn’t have angst JFJDJSKDJ) OMG YOU LIKE WRITING IWA POV TOO???? you 🤝 me iwa kin. i joke that it’s because i, much like him, am very much in love with oikawa. (aw no i’m so sorry for bringing it up 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 but i’m on my learner’s rn!) IVE POSTED THE OUTLINE ONCE (not a good sign… LMAO) https://kaheyama.tumblr.com/post/190015338287/yall-want-some-iwaoi-angst THERE!! also wait i just realised it has manga spoilers.… maybe don’t look fjdknfjd (you could stop after “pining iwaizumi hajime” but i don’t want to accidentally spoil you 😭😭)

JFKSKSLAKFKSKCJLSKD IM so sorry it WAS clever and cute my brain was just not big enough at the moment to understand 😭😭😭😭😭 but thank u as always i appreciate 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗 so honoured you would even think about going back to them lord knows i don’t KFKSJSKA

HEHEHE NO MERCY!!! but ok ok i shall lay low until the day comes 😋😋😋

tea!! simply bc i can’t sleep if i drink coffee fjskfjsj. but that’s been happening with tea too so i haven’t even had tea recently 😭😭😭😭😭 flavour wise i think i like coffee more but also you get so much more variety with tea? hm. HAHA. hbu??

hugssss, c.r. 💝

[lothrilzul]

Things about my Dovahkiins

A recent convo with @mrninjapineapple reminded me of this unfinished thing.

I started this questionnaire around March 28th, 2015 and it’s been sitting in my sta.sh unfinished for so long that I forgot who tagged me to do this.

Looking back, it’s quite a silly list of questions, and I originally wanted to scrap the whole thing, but I liked some of my answers, so here it is. You can compare the personalities of my different Dragonborns by their answers.

[I’m planning to make a more serious questionnaire for the characters involved in our collection of stories (The Age of Restoration). I’ll also plan to post some screenshots of them in a later post.]

Onto the questionnaire with 40 silly questions!

1. What is your name? Z: Zinnia(h Fire-Hearth) Y: Yrgrod Ragvirsson C: Casts-First-Asks-Second N: Nicholaus (the Goldsmith) S: Shurag gra-Burz

2. Do you know why you were named that? Z: No. [After a horse called Cinnia, because I thought it sounded unique.] Y: I was named after an old hero and I inherited my fathers family name too. [It was formed from parts of my name, "rág" & "Vir"] C: Yes, I named myself. [And it sounded cool!] N: No, I was too little to ask it by the time and later I was already used to it. [Because he was created on 6th of December, the day of Saint Nicholas (Mikulás in our country)] S: I don't really care about it, it's just a name... [it was formed from a part of my name, "s Virág" sounding "shwirag", with different spelling] 3. Are you single or taken? Z: Taken. Y: Taken. C: Single? I'm unique! N: Was taken. S: Single. 4. Have any abilities or powers? Z: I'm the Dragonborn and a werewolf and I have an ability called Ancestor's wrath Y: I'm the Dragonborn and a werewolf. C: I'm a Volkihar vampire N: Not that I know of, other than still being alive. S: I can go berserk answering such questions. 5. Stop being a Mary-Sue! Z: I do have a bunch of titles, but this one, I never heard of... Y: Isn't that a female name? C: Why should I? N: Silly... S: You mean Shu, right? 6. What's your eye color? Z: Pitch black. Y: Somewhere between blue and green. C: White with a red pupil. Originally my pupil was light blue. N: Green as an emerald. S: It's red. The other one's blind. 7. How about hair color? Z: It's almost black. Y: Some kind of blonde. C: Hair? Phew, filthy thing! I have beautiful horns! N: It was brownish, now it's grey. S: Brown. 8. Have you any family members? Z: A husband and adopted daughters. My parents are dead. Y: I have a wife and adopted kids. My sister and her son died during his birth. C: No, and I'm happy about it. N: I had. S: I adopted a daughter, but I haven't found true love yet. 9. Oh? How about pets? Z: I love horses and I have four: Arvak, Blaze, Frost and Shadowmere. My daughter's pet fox, Vix sometimes lets me cuddle her. Y: I'm a dog man. C: I don't know the Dead Thrall perk yet. Pity. N: I like animals, but I don't want to attach anyone again. S: I have a good horse. I don't need useless critters around me. 10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me about something you don't like. Z: The Blades. Y: Unnecessary friction. C: Werewolves, Vigilants of Stendarr and the Silver Hand. N: Boots. S: Dragons. 11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do? Z: Reading. I have a library of around three hundred books. Y: I like to sing (though some say that I shouldn't) and listen to the bards. C: I tend to drink guard's blood in Riften. Broad daylight. N: I like to craft jewellery. S: Exploring the vast wilderness of Skyrim. 12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before? Z: Pretty much. Bandits, creatures, some people. But I only regret some of them. Y: Yes, and he deserved it. He was the reason why my sister died. C: Most possible ways, yes. N: I did, but I wish I shouldn't have. I'm not afraid to protect myself, though. S: I gladly smash in anyone's faces, who deserves it. 13. Ever... killed anyone before? Z: I did. Most time I followed orders, but sometimes for my own good. Y: To name the most important: the usurper Ulfric Stormcloak. C: With pleasure. Also, I need hearts and flesh for crafting. N: Same as Q12. S: It was me or them. No question. 14. What kind of animal are you? Z: I'm a werewolf. And the Dragonborn. Y: I'm a werewolf. C: I'm beastfolk, not animal. I should shed your blood for this question. N: I always considered myself a small and peaceful creature, therefore a squirrel, I guess? S: Orcs are no animals. Oh, you mean metaphorically? I'm a sabrecat. 15. Name your worst habits? Z: Hoarding stuff. Especially ingredients and books. Y: I tend to be hot headed and sometimes I regret things. C: In others eyes, killing for my own amusement is one. N: I tend to be melancholic. S: Smashing in faces. 16. Do you look up to anyone at all? Z: Talos. Y: Sometimes, but they mostly prove they were unworthy to it. Sad. C: No. N: Quite a number of people, yes. S: My mother, Shuzhra was the greatest personality ever. I miss her. 17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual? Z: Straight. Y: Straight. C: I'm not picky. N: I always thought I was straight, but now I'm not that sure... S: Straight-in-your-face, what kind of unashamed question is this? 18. Do you go to school? Z: No, but I learn new tricks on a weekly basis! Y: No, I'm old enough. C: I never needed school to achieve my goals... N: No, but you are never too old to learn! S: I don't need that, unless it's about potions or fighting! 19. Ever wanna marry and have kids one day? Z: Already married, first child is on his way! Y: I already am, and that second... would be good. C: I don't think so. No kids. Never. N: I had a beautiful wife and daughter, but they both died long ago. Now I'm searching for my grandson! S: Maybe... maybe not. 20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys? Z: I don't know. Maybe. [She’s just modest, she has some.] Y: I... have? C: Of course. N: If I have, that's cool. S: I don't need such admiration. 21. What are you most afraid of? Z: That something happens with my family or with those who I care about. Y: Having to fight those who I called my friends once. C: The Sun. Hiss. N: Bonding. S: That I hurt someone who’s not deserving. 22. What do you usually wear? Z: Light armor crafted by myself and a hood. Y: Heavy armor without helmet, or a helmet which doesn't cover my face. I need my foes to know who bested them. C: Light armor with dark tones, hood, sabatoons, veil or scarf and a mask to hide my teeth. N: Plain clothing. I was dressed in burlap clothing with bare feet before the Sparrows made it cool. No, I'm not a religious fanatic. Does it mean I'm a hipster? S: Blades armor with a Greybeard cloak, to shorten the cooldown of my Shouts when I kill dragons. 23. What's one food that tempts you? Z: Most kind of sweets. Y: Milk. C: Hehe. Blood, my dear. N: Elves ear. My favourite spice. S: Dried venison. 24. Am I annoying you? Z: No, these questions are interesting. I love to explore myself by thinking about stuff I usually don't. Y: Not really. C: I don't know yet. N: No. S: A bit. But I manage it. 25. Well, it's still not over! Z: Good! Y: Alright. C: Go on! N: Alright. S: Oh. 26. What class are you? Low class, middle class, high class. Z: Started as middle class, now high class. Y: High class from born. C: Low class to high class in two years. N: Middle class. S: Orcs are orcs, not classy people. 27. How many friends do you have? Z: I don’t like to count, but many. Some are close, the most not much. Kharjo, J’zargo, Brelyna, Aela, Farkas, Lucan, Belethor, Urag, Lydia, Sasha (mod) and my Housecarls. Oh and Paarthurnax. [Non canonically she likes Aronansa and Jenna Sajpa] Y: Who can be sure about that anymore? The Companions, especially after purging our beast blood together. C: Anum-La, The Swamp Knight [from the interesting NPC mod] N: Some people here or there, but I don’t make want to make new friends, I’m too old. S: A few. Why? 28. What are your thoughts on pie? Z: Delicious! Y: I hope it’s a meat pie. C: Bleh. N: I don’t mind one coming my way sometimes. S: Uh, they’re food? 29. If you could meet anyone, living or dead, who would it be? Z: Talos! Or my father. Y: My beautiful sister Hroda. C: My enemies, so I can flay them! N: My grandson, Mercer. You heard about him? S: Right now? 30. Favourite drink? Z: Red wine and clean water. Y: Milk! C: Fresh blood. N: Mead. S: Magicka potions. They are good for thirst. 31. What's your favourite place? Z: Hm. Skyrim, as a whole, but I like Heljarchen because that where we live now. Y: Dragonsreach is nice. C: Lakeview, my place. N: Solstheim volcanic side. S: The Reach. 32. Are you interested in anyone? Z: My husband, Balimund! Y: My wife, Zinnia [copy of Zinnia as a mod] C: Not now. N: Don’t tell him but I fancy Tolfdir. S: Not right now. 33. How tall are you?

The game gives the height of the character compared to the average. Different races and sexes have different base values. (e.g. Nord males are 1,03, while Khajiit women are 0,95) I headcanonned the average to be 175 cm (5’74). If you think the average Skyrim player character has a different height value, it modifies my calculation (also, sorry, my brain works in centimeters ))

Z: 175 cm (1) Y: 187 cm (1,071=1,04*1,03) C: 175 cm (1) N: 175 cm (1) S: I'm tall enough, thanks! [It’s a bit sensitive topic for her. She’s 164 cm (0,94=0,9x1,045)] 34. Would you rather swim in a lake or in an ocean? Z: A lake. Salty water is not my type. Y: Both are fine. C: I’d rather not, but if I need; the Ocean. N: How about neither? S: Swimming in heavy armor is not good idea. A brook, maybe? 35. What's your type? Z: Bulky nords with beard! Y: My wife. C: Zero negative, but I can eat any blood type. N: Um, people like Tolfdir? S: Someone who’s brave! 36. Any fetishes? Z: Why would I tell you? Y: No. C: I might have some but it’s none of your business. N: None. S: No.

37. Seme or uke?

[I googled what these mean and not going to answer, because my dragonborns don’t know about such things.] 38. Camping or indoors? Z: Indoors. Y: Both. C: Outside. Hunting. N: Indoors. S: Camping? Adventuring! 39. Are you still wanting this quiz to end? Z: I could do other things, yes. Y: It’s indifferent to me. C: Yes. N: If there’s more question, ask. S: Kind of. 40. Well, it's over! Now tag five people to do this.

*Inaudible mumbling, noises of chairs scratching the floor, bootsteps as they leave to their realities.*

[I’m not tagging, I was tagged more two years ago!]

[wackygoofball]

Afterthoughts after Ragnarok

So, I had the opportunity to watch both Thor: The Dark World and Thor: Ragnarok as a double-feature at an IMAX cinema yesterday, which was… fangirl heaven, in a nutshell. I can only highly recommend watching the second installment before Ragnarok because it is a nice reminder of the details, basically. And of course, it sets the mood. 😊

I just wanted to quickly type up some initial thoughts on Thor: Ragnarok because I am fangirling hard right now.

THEREFORE – BEWARE OF SPOILER ALERT.

To send this ahead: I went into the movie not having any expectations. I really tried my best to stay clear of great spoilers (other than the clips and scenes that were released as part of the promo). I hoped for a retro-adventure arc from the old days, but I wasn’t holding my breath for it. Though gladly, my hope was not at all disappointed. The bright color schemes, the music, the slapstick moments which are MUCH more prominent in this movie than any of the Thor films… it was what I was hoping for – and more.

Being a proud member of Loki’s Army and a general Hiddlestoner, I obviously have my biases when it comes to what scenes I enjoyed a lot, but overall… the movie did what I wanted it to do (again, I just talk here personal wishes and interests): It made me laugh and took me on a fun ride. That is what I wanted, and this is what I got.

To dig a bit further into the matter, there are some things that I wanna mention that I particularly enjoyed or that interested me:

Obviously, the destruction of Mjölnir alongside Thor unleashing his *true* potential as the God of Thunder is a big theme of this story arc (one that may not be that absolutely original, but that still resonated with the overall theme of what the movie was getting at; to me, it fed in nicely into the narrative and resonated with the Thor movies as a whole). I am actually rather fond of the idea that we see more of the God of Thunder than the God of Hammers (thanks, Odin, for that comment 😉). With this story arc, we reach a new level and a new skillset for Thor to fetch from *and to master,* so I am pretty excited to see what they are going to do with that in Infinity War, and as to where Thor is going to take his newly unleashed powers or where there may be hardships for him.

I do wonder whether Thor will seek *some* sort of replacement. Obviosuly, Mjölnir isn’t going to return in that fashion. It was a unicum and it has been rendered superfluous when it comes to Thor’s thunder powers. However, it *is* the weapon he has been using for… hundreds of years, so it may be that Thor will use *a* hammer alongside his now unleashed true thunder powers. Perhaps a bit of nostalgia or otherwise simply something to use in close combat, which is obviously also part of his fighting style. So, I am pretty hyped to see what may be done with that in the upcoming movies of the franchise.

In that same breath, I suppose it may be worth mentioning that we also saw something with God of Mischief Loki when it comes to new or otherwise not yet made explicit skillsets. Loki touching Valkyrie to dig up the memories she repressed for so long (and drowned it in lots of booze in the most wonderful of fashions ♥), to me, actually fed into the idea of not just introducing new characters and their skillsets or in case of Thor, showing their true potential, but also showing us what already known characters still have in store. While we already knew about Loki’s ability of manipulating and accessing people’s minds, I believe this is the first time we saw him *activate repressed memories* and *witness* them. Yet again, it had me wondering whether that skillset will prove useful in one of the following movies. A random thought I had last night (and please excuse, it was VERY late when I had that thought, hehe) was about whether Loki using that method may prove to be interesting in Bucky’s case and the memories that were deleted/locked away or what not, which may or may not be something of interest in the Infinity War story arc (WHERE ARE YOU, TRAILER???). if said memories were somehow vital to the plot.

Speaking of our favorite trickster, I found his arc a joy. Not only the jokes and the return of the horns, but particularly his trickster-self being back in full swing made me really happy. The previous Thor movie built heavily on Loki’s revenge for Frigga, in general the family problems… which there were… a lot of…, and of course his ongoing wish to lay claims to the throne, out of which he felt cheated once his origin was revealed to him in the first Thor film. The vibe I always had of particularly comic!Loki (though I am not too deeply invested in the comics, I will admit, but from what I have read, that was my general impression) was really this idea of causing, as his name has it, mischief, being the trickster, collaborating with whoever in order to somehow maneuver out of situations, only to be bound to clean up the mess he made (with the Revengers 😉 ). And I found that sort of spirit resonating with Loki in this story arc much more than in previous installments. While I very much enjoyed the idea of revenge and his ongoing battling with his family due to the differences that lie between them, I feared that they would just go on with that instead of giving it a new twist, but I felt like this actually was the twist that suited not just the overall mood of the film but also Loki.

So yeah, I am pretty happy to see Loki back in the role as God of Mischief as much as I enjoy Thor now being in full God of Thunder mode. The story arc had a nice conclusive theme of the two arriving at *who they actually are,* and thereby returning to their roots, which I thought had a nice touch to it.  

Other things that have me wondering after having watched the movie: Is Sif to return? She wasn’t one of those who fell *on screen.* Because she may potentially be a bit of a wildcard in the upcoming movies, especially after… Jane and Thor are no more, it seems. But yeah, I don’t know if that was just a filming issue or whatever else. I do hope to see Lady Sif back in all of her glory. Especially since I want to see her interact with Valkyrie! They could bond so wonderfully over being awesome warrior ladies. :3  

Speaking of Valkyrie, I really love her. ♥ I love her drinking speed (lol), and for that she is *as for this movie* a secondary character, she had a developed story arc (which of course… is now not the super deep-reaching stuff that you would get at if it were a movie just about her and her origin story in a much more serious setting than the Marvel franchise lays out), Loki’s backflash was gorgeously shot and it really took you into this *epic* moment of defeat when the Valkyries fell against Hela. Another thing I quite enjoyed about how her character was written is the easiness with which she interacts with other characters, she is witty, she is cute, and while hostile towards e.g. Thor and Loki (lol) in the beginning, I found it a joy to see her interact with the Hulk. Since she is so strong, she is unafraid of interacting with him in a friendly manner outside the battlefield, which I found had a nice touch. I hope to see more of her. A lot more.

Now, Hela. Cate Blanchet has the swagger of a Goddess of Death. Holy Shit. I loved the costume, I loved the attitude, and I have no clue how she gets the daggers out of everywhere but she does it majestically, and that is all that matters, lol. While more of a cartoon villain (but that is what fitted the mood best, let’s be real) in many regards, I found some touches of how they framed her return really interesting. While Norse mythology would have something to say about her being made firstborn daughter to Odin when she is actually one of Loki’s children… it was a rather intriguing commentary on how history is made, at least in my reading. Hela has been erased by her own father once she grew too power hungry for him. She was erased from public memory as she was cast into the realm of the dead.

Not only did that shed a rather interesting light on the idea of succession – because now we don't just have one son who was chosen by the father to have the throne as opposed to the son who wanted the throne, but didn’t get entitled to it, but also a female heir who had rights to the throne until she was considered unfit in Odin’s eyes. Actually, the repetition is what intrigued me, because it fed nicely into the idea of Ragnarok on what it is at its core, the Dawn of the Gods and the moment of a self-repeating world. Because Ragnarok is happening over and over, in different forms, and to me, that was the vibe I got from that succession question, too. Loki turned out rather similar to Hela in that way (though with a difference, to which I will return later, so hold on). Hela felt/was entitled to the throne until Odin deemed her unfit due to her violence that did not match his political agenda following the conquest era. Loki felt entitled to the same honor, but was seen as unfit for his ambitions/birth by Odin.

On that same note, I really liked this idea of history being rewritten by the winners (in this case Odin). Odin glossed over Hela’s involvement along with the conquest period (if Hela can be believed) to prevent her danger from reaching further after her banishment. At the same time, he portrayed and literally painted himself in a certain way (not just on the ceiling) that may not have been as reflective of the reality of the origin story of his rule as it could have been.

Similarly, I did find it an interesting way of handling Odin’s legacy after he’s passed away in the early stages of the movie. Odin dies after the conversation with Thor and Loki in which he seemingly tried to make peace with himself and them (and likely with the idea in mind that they arrive at a truce as well, so to have a chance against Hela together). So, the first impression we got was “oh, he leaves this world at peace with himself and everyone else, he is redeemed.” And at first I was a bit like… hm, I don’t expect great narrative arcs in this movie, not the gut-wrenching, complex moral dilemma that… other movies are made for, but that seems rather cheap. However, looking at Odin’s arc in this last movie as a whole, I did find it rather interesting (because yeah, I think he made a good couple of mistakes particularly with Loki that made him prime for some sort of redemption needing to be done). Because after the redeem-momentum, we get this reversal of history narrative via Hela, which gives way and depth to questioning his rule as a whole. And it is concluded when he tells Thor in a vision that he is stronger/better than him, not the other way around. Now of course, protagonist is getting the hype it takes to win over the enemy and unleash new potential and all, but I found *that* as a nice redemptive mode that yet again tied back to the very idea of Ragnarok. Thor, symbolized by having his eye removed like his Father (*cries*), is repeating Odin’s history – but with a difference. He steps up to that legacy, but does so differently from what Odin did. And Odin recognizing that and pinpointing it as the stronger/better way is something that I found hit the point home with the redemptive mode surrounding his death.

Now, this is getting far too long already (I am rambling and I am sorry), but one last thing I wanted to speak of – as a member of Loki’s Army: Loki’s (short but entertaining) reign.

Especially since I started out watching the previous Thor movie before Ragnarok, the question that remained as a sort of cliffhanger was just what kind of rule Loki would pursue. I mean, he was one of the big gun villains in the first Avengers movie, he was the big gun enemy in the first Thor movie, and obviously caused mischief wherever possible. While we knew of Hela taking over, thereby pointing to Loki’s rule not being very long, I personally did wonder what they would have Loki’s rule look like.

He may well have turned out to be the Hela type, kill all the infidels, and be a gigantic asshole with a lot of sass. However, his reign, however short-lived… it was basically one big party. And now of course, it was for comedy for many parts, but I did find it rather interesting and actually resonating with how they set up Loki all the while.

For all his talk and attitude of being the lone wolf and only ever being interested in himself, the God of Mischief has always been seeking the approval of his family, or at the very least, their attention (positive or negative, didn’t matter, so long it was some kind of attention). Ever since learning about his origins, I think the factor that was added to the whole idea of him wanting that throne no matter the costs was that he was seeing the approval of the Asgardians.

And in a way, I find that rather organic storytelling: Loki knew he wouldn’t get the approval of his family after what happened, after what was revealed about him. I mean, he gave that speech (which Hiddleston enacted beautifully, btw) to Odin about how he is now a monster that the children are told about to make them afraid of said monsters. And I think it is rather logical that he sought the approval of the people who are now supposedly afraid o him for his Jotünn roots. Being admired, being accepted by them as king would make him less of a monster, it would get him the approval he could no longer find with his family past a certain point, it would give him the approval he thought he couldn’t get by virtue of his birth. And across the movie narrative, at least that is my impression, that wish did not die down, but actually increased over time.

And now, having seen Ragnarok, I somehow tend to stick to that reading, because Loki relished the approval of himself. But it wasn’t *just* the statue (though it was a matter of heart to him, I am sure), it was that he (as Odin) was partying – with the people. He wasn't just sitting in the throne room feeling powerful. As Thor points out, he didn’t do much of anything with the power he had as King of Asgard for as long as it lasted, but instead… seems to have been partying the whole time. And again, obviously, the comedic moment is quite at the front, but the idea that Loki would spend his reign trying to be friendly with the people, having fun, was not just so very Loki-like (see that theater… damn, I laughed so hard at the play) but also resonated with this overall arc of seeking approval. While all the while claiming not to care what others think of him, Loki seeks it again and again, whether he likes it or not. And in the end, it is and will always be his one family whose approval he is seeking most (as he himself asserted at some point) – he wants Thor’s approval, he wants that guy’s attention, even if it’s just in a negative sense.

While I am most certain that he will turn on Thor again (he did have some fun time before gathering the Eternal Flame with the Tesseract and all), I remain positive that this will simply be status quo now. Thor’s not trusting him is actually, in a way, his trust in him. Thor knows Loki will pull shit, Loki knows that Thor knows… it’s going to be fun to see how they may continue to try to outsmart the other but rather in a friendly manner.

So, to now conclude this way too long rambling: If you want to have a fun Marvel ride, Thor: Ragnarok is your friend. The music, the mood, the story, it flows well and easily. You won’t grow tired or bored, neither are you overloaded with input. The slapstick, to me, was hilarious. And while Norse mythology was very much twisted around to fit into the narrative, I personally found some traces of the idea of Ragnarok not just in the metaphor of it being the people, but also in the way the characters were portrayed and moved through their story arc. It delivers funny, and to me, interesting secondary characters. It may be read as containing some interesting commentary on history making and the question of redemption and legacy alongside the self-repeating world in succession, where legacy ends and characters arriving at where they are meant to be begins.

And finally, I think the movie does something great for both Thor and Loki (and also for Valkyrie and Hulk if in different senses) in that it returns them to their roots. They are now the true God of Thunder and the true God of Mischief again.

And that, to me, is a great way of heading into Infinity War.

It is definitely worth the watch. 😊

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This is an effort to spread the word about all fan fiction writers in our little fandom. If you would like to be featured or nominate a writer, please contact me. Please reblog this post if you can and check out some of @avenuepotter work!

1. First things first, if someone wanted to read your stories where can they find them.

AO3: http://archiveofourown.org/users/AvenuePotter

FanFiction.net: https://www.fanfiction.net/~avenuepotter

2. Tell us a little about yourself.

I’m chronically ill and it affects my creative output and my availability to others online (and for projects). Currently I’m off work, awaiting treatment (which is killing me!!! My job is my life). Also, I was a vidder long before I ever started writing fan fic and I tend to see myself more as a vidder than a writer or manipulator of photos. (Even though I do all three).

3. What do you never leave home without?

My cell phone. It’s my freakin’ LIFE. A close second is my viding laptop – can’t travel without it. Feels like I’m missing a part of me if it’s not available when I need it.

4. Are you an early bird or a night owl?

Is this a trick question? LOL. I’m a definitive night owl – on any North American time zone. When I’m out and about working my RL job, I work all shifts but my cutoff is 2am CST and I try really hard not to start work before 10am most weeks. Even though I tend to stop working between midnight-3am (depending on the time zone) it’s always been very difficult for me to fall asleep at night (unless the sun is freaking coming up LOL, but then I guess it’s not night anymore, is it?).

5. If you could live in any fictional world which one would you choose and why?

Bespin (Cloud City) from The Empire Strikes Back. It is GORGEOUS there, Han & Leia’s love for each other deepened there, and the fashion of the citizens can’t be beat. And it’s on another planet . . . so spaceships from all over the galaxy go in and out of there all the time. *sigh* Too bad the Empire took over and the bottom dropped out of the housing market. LOL. Must have been all the smudges on the walls from the laser blasts. 😉

6. Who is the most famous person you’ve ever met?

This is difficult to answer due to where/how I grew up. So, I’m going to limit this answer to a celebrity that I did not know personally before I met them and basically fangirled over when I did (which I don’t do often). He was the most exciting celebrity I have met to date. At the time I met him, I was working on a documentary series and I’m a HUGE fan of many producers of fine television shows (way more so than actors). My favorite show of all time is Farscape and I got to interview Rockne O’Banon, the creator of the show for our series. I was shaking in my boots the whole time – I was so nervous just asking questions from behind the camera. I told our executive producer that my voice would have to be dubbed when it was over. Ironically, it just recently popped up in my Facebook notifications that he and I have been friends for 7 years or something like that – basically since right after the interview. I was blown away. STILL.

7. What are some of your favorite movies/TV?

FARSCAPE

Riverdale

Star Wars (The Empire Strikes Back is my favorite movie of all time)

Gattaca

Bladerunner

Spaceballs

Heathers

Planes, Trains, & Automobiles

12 Monkeys

Buffy the Vampire Slayer/Angel the Series

Mad Men

Law & Order: SVU

Twin Peaks

My Little Pony

Babylon 5

The Tudors

Gossip Girl

90210

iZombie

13 Reasons Why

American Horror Story – Especially Asylum, Coven, & Roanoke

The X-Files

. . . Damn, do I consume enough visual media or what? These are just the ones I like enough to put down as absolute favorites.

8. What are some of your favorite bands/musicians?

The Pet Shop Boys. That’s it folks. I love them.

9. Favorite Books?

The Night They Stole The Alphabet

The Harry Potter Series (and NO, “Avenue Potter” has nothing to do with this LOL. I don’t often discuss my love for this series online to avoid confusion)

The Lunar Chronicles

The Memoirs of Cleopatra (and basically anything else that Margaret George writes)

The Twilight and Dark Forces series of books from the 1980’s

Twilight (the series everyone knows, which makes it almost impossible to find the aforementioned Twilight books from the 80’s now)

The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks

Pox (a book about Syphilis – my favorite disease)

Deadly Feasts (a book about BSE)

Plague, Pox, and Pestilence

The Barbary Plague

Snow Crash & Zodiac by Neal Stephenson

The Dune Series by Frank Herbert

The Ender and Bean books by Orson Scott Card

Nefertiti & The Heretic Queen (and basically anything else that Michelle Moran writes)

ANY iteration of Snow White – I am obsessed with this fairytale (Cheryl Blossom’s mom is the Evil Queen’s psychic twin, I swear! Poor Cheryl)

10. Favorite Food?

Sourdough bread

11. Biggest pet peeve?

Nasty food. Hehe. Like Potatoes, Celery, Cinnamon, etc. . . . the list goes on and on. Bleech. Yucky. I am personally offended by nasty food. I find it obscene.

12. What did you want to be when you were little? What do you want to be now?

When I was little I wanted to be a producer/director of film and television. Now? I just love my current job in science so much I couldn’t imagine doing that stuff for a living anymore (although technically I produce training videos as part of my job because of my background in it). I prefer to keep my creative stuff as a hobby so that it’s relaxing to me and so that I can create better stuff. It can be a true creative outlet for my emotions if I’m not doing it for work. I never imagined that I’d feel this way when I was young, but I definitely do now.

13. What are your biggest fears? Do you have any strange fears?

Yeah, I have a true phobia: THE PLUG. Normal people know it as the drain. Like at the bottom of a pool. *shudder*

14. When you are on your deathbed what would be the one thing you’d regret not doing?

Not doing SOMETHING to help male victims of sexual abuse by females. It’s like a hot button issue for me when I hear about men being abused and treated like sissies (or worse) for it afterwards (this goes for straight up domestic violence as well). Over the course of my lifetime, I’ve seen things I can’t unsee and I wish I could help to stop this kind of suffering. But I’m female – the last person I think a victim of this kind of abuse would want help from.

However, I’ve spoken with someone who knows I write and she said perhaps I can write about this issue – bring awareness to it. Well, I write plenty of non-con fanfics where the victim is often male and the perpetrator/s female (and even a few vids, cause some shows are bold enough to actually cover this topic). And I almost always explore how it affects their life afterwards, how they cope and are forever changed by it (not all have been published). She suggested writing about my experiences with this issue in a non-fiction setting (ie – writing about what I’ve actually witnessed and experienced) and try to get that stuff published to a wider audience than fan fic to bring awareness to this issue and to let the world know that it is NOT OKAY despite current social norms. She says that’s one way I can help. Perhaps I’ll get up the courage to do that someday. As you guys can probably guess, I’m not the biggest fan of Miss Grundy.

Okay… lets talk about your writing!

15. Which is your favorite of the fics you've written for the Bughead fandom?

Initiation - because it deals with Jughead being raped by two Serpent women. But I know non-con is not everyone’s cup of tea and can be triggering, so I expect a low readership. I’m still proud of what I’ve done with it, though.

16. Which was the hardest to write, in terms of plot?

As I Lay Dying …. My Bughead Hamlet. It was really hard trying to force Jughead and Betty into the Hamlet and Ophelia roles and still keep them true to character. I did have to compromise a little because the main scene I focused on for this fic is the nunnery scene where Hamlet is a TOTAL dick to Ophelia. I found it difficult to make Jughead be that way to Betty, and had to make him more like Hamlet than Jughead in some parts.

17. How do you come up with the ideas for you fic(s)? Do you people watch? Listen to music? Get inspired by TV/movies?

Definitely not music. In no way, shape or form. Ironic, no? Yes, I’m a vidder but I have a very complicated relationship with music – and it’s not necessarily a positive one. For my vids I am almost NEVER inspired by music – I have a story to tell and then I have to go hunt for some song that fits it and can bear the repetition that editing demands. A painful task. Ugh. Currently I want to do a Bughead shipper vid, but finding the music is holding me up. And then of course, happy vids aren’t my strong suit either, so I’m not seeing a lot of payoff here.

But inspiration for fanfic? Well the show itself can leave major holes to fill. I LOVE those holes. I LIVE for canon-based filler fic! As a writer and a reader. And I’m visually inspired. Looking at stuff, analyzing it – going through shots frame by frame, etc – all spark my creativity. Just seeing Juggie looking sad or Betty looking at him in ‘just that way’ or even seeing the actors in some random publicity or candid photo with an unexpected background can inspire new thoughts I want to explore. And of course, bouncing ideas off of other fans generates muses as well.

But not requests or prompts. I try to avoid those. I have WAY too many muses of my own already and I just feel too much pressure from requests and if I took them, I wouldn’t be writing for me anymore. Turns it into a job, if you know what I mean. But sometimes some random prompt I find on Tumblr that I don’t even mean to run across will spark something. But it’s almost never what the prompt is asking for. I’m a weirdo. My mind doesn’t stay where it’s supposed to. 😊

18. Idea that you always wanted to write but could never make work?

I don’t really have an idea that I struggle with – more like a whole category. I really struggle with AU (cause I’m a slave to canon), but I’m working through yet another one right now for Riverdale. It’s good to push yourself out of your comfort zone. Especially if you’re inspired to do so. Don’t hold yourself back.

My first AU (in another fandom) was total crack, but I needed to break through and just do it, you know? I think pushing myself like that and breaking that barrier really helped improve my writing overall.

19. Least favorite plot point/chapter/moment you’ve written?

God, I must be so vain because I like all my stuff. It’s like my vids (even the kinda crappy ones) – I find them entertaining, because I’m creating something I happen to like. Things that make me FEEL. Shows, ships, characters, situations I enjoy. Making them my own – exploring issues the show may never explore that I think are important. Not to say I haven’t been insecure about my writing. Because I have been. Definitely. OMG. It took being married to my husband for over a year and his gentle encouragement to start sharing stuff online. Stuff I’d written years ago. (I’ve been writing since I was 10 – and not just fanfic – it’s such a great outlet). My husband was the first person to actually believe in me as a writer. He somehow got me to read him my only published Buffy fic (which is about rape) on our FIRST DATE. I still don’t understand how that happened. My father told me he was just saying that he liked my writing to get in my pants, but boy was he wrong! He was saying it to get a ring on my finger! LOL

But it took the really nice comments I’ve gotten on my fic in the SVU fandom to make me really feel like a writer and not just a vidder who dabbles in stories from time to time. And they’ve been rewarded with 33 fics from me so far because of it. Which is a lot more than any of the other fandoms I write for. That’s the power of comments. 😊 Support the fic and writers you love and you’ll get more content.

20. Favorite plot point/chapter/moment you’ve written?

In my story Jellybeans, I have a 5 year-old Jughead with trust issues. . . His distrust of the situation quickly outweighed his desire, as would often be the case for him well into adulthood . . . And this (mainly flashback) fic takes place right after Betty & Jughead’s epic fight at his 16th birthday party – but before they go to Pop’s. And this is one of his issues with Betty at this time. He may desire Betty, but his fear of good things turning on him is still alive and well at age 16.

21.Favorite character to write?

JUGHEAD. I can “feel” him - if you know what I mean. And I’m finding that I really like to write him first person. Although he’s a “past tense” speaker/thinker to me and I naturally write in present tense. So, it really stretches my mind and I have to work harder to write him thinking and experiencing life in past tense. But I LOVE it! Honestly, Betty is more difficult for me to find. Though I find that I have a harder time connecting with female characters in general. (Mommy issues) So I chalk it up to that.

22. Favorite line or lines of dialogue that you've written?

Currently, it’s from my Bughead fic, Unrequited:

“You know, I liked you just fine as you were. No, I loved you, Betty.”

“Loved.”

“Yeah.”

There was that word just hung in the air between us, so presently in the past tense.

23. Best comment/review you’ve ever received?

“Okay! I saw that this was updated and was like one of the happiest people EVER! This is one of my favorite fics on this site, and one of the ones that actually got me into the SVU fandom, and this chapter, as usual, was perfect. It's always in character and always keeps me wanting to read more. But then again that's true for everything you write! Love it and happy to see it's being continued, even as your becoming more involved in other fandoms! Major kudos!”

This was a comment I received on Stolen Moments from @oblivioncastro when I released Chapter 50. I was completely blown away by this, because although I’ve been used to my vids turning people on to certain fandoms (using them as recruiting tools – muhahaha!), I never expected one of my fics to be able to do this. WOW just WOW. The other fandom that is referred to in this comment is Bughead/Riverdale BTW. 😊 Oh how I’ve strayed . . .

24. How do you handle bad reviews or comments?

Well, if they’re straight up trolling, which is pretty obvious TBH, then I just delete them. Just like when my ex-brother in law used to call me fat (which I am) because he thought he could hurt me that way, and I was like “please, try harder. that’s just so predictable & pathetic.” Now, when the criticism is based on something REAL, like “I’m confused about what you’re trying to do here” or “you didn’t characterize so and so correctly,” etc. this is valuable feedback to have. The only problem is EVERY single comment I’ve gotten like this comes from an anon that I can’t ask questions of – and I usually have BURNING questions because I want to improve and do a better job next time. I handle this by commenting back in my comment thread hoping they’ll come back and answer but they never do. In one particular case, I just don’t write a particular ship any more – I don’t write it well apparently (the commenter made many excellent points which I mostly agreed with) but I never got any feedback on how to improve, so I just gave up on trying. It’s not a great loss though, because they’re not a primary ship of mine – just one that compliments my OTP in another fandom. But it’s still frustrating.

25. If you could change anything in any of your stories, what would it be?

Be able to have found a beta for everything I’ve posted. I hate releasing stuff unbeta’d, but I’ve just had to do it sometimes ‘cause I couldn’t find anyone.

26. What is your favorite story you’ve ever written? Any fandom?

Stolen Moments – my EPIC Rollisi filler fic for SVU. It’s 50 chapters long and going (64K I believe). Why is it my favorite? Mainly because its FILLER. I could be happy as a clam writing nothing but filler. And SVU gives us a LOT of holes to play with.

But also, it’s my most popular fic and I’ve made friends with some of the readers. It reminds me of vidding – I’ve made many friends through vidding, even technically met my husband through vidding – he was a fan of my Buffy vids before we ever met. I like making friends. I like sharing. Any piece of fan work that can bring people together gives me much joy.

27. What are you reading right now? Both fan fiction and general fiction?

A shit ton of comics and graphic novels. I’m visual. All of the new Archie stuff except for Josie and the Pussycats (I can’t handle the music aspect of it), including the Archie Horror comics (Jughead The Hunger is Amazeballs!), Wayward, Revival, Paper Girls, Saga. And I’m listening to Confessions of a Young Nero, Margaret George’s latest book, on Audible when I need to be in the dark and can’t use my eyes. The horror! The horror!

As for fan fiction I’m limiting myself to just two right now – and it’s taking me forever to get through them (but it’s good to be savoring them, right?) because I want to leave meaningful comments as I go along. I happen to be a slow reader, too. (Shhh, don’t tell anyone). The two fics are B.C. I Love You by @jugheadszombie (OMG weep!) and Softening the Edges by @bughead-bound (so precious). I have Bizarre Love Triangle by @ficmuse lined up next for when I get caught up with those. I don’t usually read two at time, but I was travelling when I first downloaded those two onto my tablet and things just happened, okay? (Yes, this was weeks ago – I told you I was slow)

28. Do you have any advice for writers that want to get into this fandom but might be scared?

This is a hard one. I am very new to the Riverdale/Bughead fandom myself and I’ve never really been a shy one. I just jumped right in without much fear, so I’m not sure I can truly understand the anxiety surrounding starting to write for this fandom and give advice on how to deal with it. Extroverts aren’t always the best people to advise introverts I’ve found. We experience the world very differently and what works for me DEFINITELY does not work for my extremely shy Bestie. And vice versa. But I did find a pix that might answer this question (cause I’m visual and all):

AND THAT MOVIE GOT MADE!