#so depressesd

[kaguya-muneuji]

oh my fucking god. anons. why would you even care about doxxing ugi and other people who just trace art. who the fuck even cares about this information???? i certainly dont!! like yeah tracing art and calling it ypur work is bad, but it will never deserve doxxing!! i dont fucking care if the allegations are true or not, its not my problem!! tracing art SHOULD NOT ruin one's entire life.

and also. im not online for like. 12+ hours and i come to this. what the fuck??

like other people have said:

BLOCK THEM AND MOVE ON.

[slut4icecoffeee]

I hate anywhere that’s not my bed.

[whoiseryn]

starting this tmrw because ive been eating WAY too much, lets get skinnyyy :)

[one-winged-dreams]

Some mostly metaphorical angst because boy howdy i am not taking the Chains of Domination cinematic well :’)

[hope-mikaelson]

🍒- how do you act when you have a crush? 🎥- what show are you currently binging on? 🌧️- favorite thing to do on rainy days?

🍒- how do you act when you have a crush? 

clueless but also super devoted. i’ll do like anything they ask me to do. it’s a little dangerous lol.

🎥- what show are you currently binging on?

amar a muerte! i’m caught up but now re-binging with @dratij

🌧️- favorite thing to do on rainy days?

i HATE rainy days. so typically i try to just hunker down and stay productive otherwise i get real depressesd

sweet and pure asks

[mestiza003]

shitty days since I wake up... nice one life.

Hel yea, worst part? Have to go out of my house.

[hiperacid2]

i was so pretty on Christmas and new years, but so depressesd sleep deprived that i do not have any pics

[qwedfas]

exo is coming to kcon sydney i feel so depressesd :(

Hey there,

I’m really sad too!!! I don’t have the funds to go all the way to Sydney and EXO are like one of my top groups! I think in the future, when Kpop becomes even bigger, they will bring Kcon to Melbourne. Not only that…………… my ultimate bias group…….Monsta X…………..are coming too………….. )–: Don’t worry we’ll all have our chance to see our faves, let’s just hope! Remember before 2012 when basically no Kpop groups even acknowledged Australia’s existence, but look at us now!!!! (acknowledge as in tour wise not like… our existence). Chin up!!! There will always be 4K quality clips on Youtube of the event from MULTIPLE angles too!!!! Although it’s not as good as seeing them live, let’s just try to make the best out of the situation :–)

Love,

FAM xx

[quotedspider]

Years gone by

The years have flown past me with breathtaking speed. I barely remember anything from my childhood or past 2014.

Elementary: I only remember having two friends in elementary and that the playgrounds were a warzone full of older kids who would pick on me for being different, so instead I would stay out in the field to avoid the chaos. I did well in all my classes so life was good and carefree, I was truly happy with Innocence fresh in my soul.

Highschool: This is when everything went down hill. Grade 7 started off well enough I made some friends, and a special person who I didn't know at the time but would enter back into my life in a few year's this will be person #1, grades stayed high and everything went well. But I started to become a compulsive liar which is the start of the degradation of my relationship with my family. Grade 8 went well I made alot more friend's and met someone who would be in my life for the next two years we'll call them person #2. This person would be the start of my mental downfall. Grade 9 was the year everything dropped and fell to the pit. My grades went from 80s to barely passing, my mental state dropped from well to severely depressesd for reasons I'll never know, and person #2 became my significant other for some time. She would cheat on me, manipulate me, emotionally abused me to the point I would blame myself for all the stuff she would do. I was pushed off the edge and fell into this pit that I didnt know what it was at the time but I tried to talk about it and she silenced me with excuses and insults. This was the first time I turned to self-harm to feel something. I have always hurt myself but it turned into an addiction. I was finally left by said person and it sent me further down the pit to the point where I suddenly felt hopeless without a ray of light. Grade 10 this would be my worst year with my depressed state for I became incredibly suicidal and made attempts on my life multiple times. But yet I talked to a Acquaintance who later became a brother to me about joining there D&D campaign. The day I joined realized that person #1 who I mentioned earlier was also in this campaign. I grew closer to all of them and felt safe and free in their presence as my pain would leave me. But Luck have it me and person #1 grew closer and started to talk again as one thing led to another she became my incredibly amazing and beautiful girlfriend who quite literally saved me from myself. I look back and think about how much I've changed and how I like how things have played out shit may suck but it might get better. This is a cluster heck of a paragraph but life will go on! Also take this beautiful gif of an amazing Person named Dan Avidan

[glasscastle71-blog]

If you don't want to sink, you better figure out how to swim”  ― Jeannette Walls, The Glass Castle 

This is so short but also very meaningfull to me in so many ways because when I was depressesd i thought that was it this is the end but if i didnt want to be like that my whole life i was better off getting out of it and it worked. 

[whoiseryn]

i finally found a place to get away from everyone i know irl. its like a relief. i will be using this account like a diary/vent for the most part. hi guys :,)