#so as someone with a degree in music i can safely and with all certainty say this.

[halfricanloveyou]

i actually hate the unedited version of this song because it sucks shit. this version is better because it is funny and it reminds me of this post. and it’s more fun to sing.

[annhellsing]

Lessons in Alone

notes: a3! has taken over my life completely so to celebrate, have some soft smut-angst-fluff with best boy azuma!! he’s such a sweetie, i couldn’t not. rating: mature, while there is smut it’s not super explicit or detailed. pairing: azuma yukishiro  / reader word count: 1,705

He reaches out to touch you during sleep. The bed smells like love and sheets you pulled from the dryer. Azuma doesn’t want to open his eyes, so he revels in the warm-black and the fact that nothing terrifying swims in the darkness. There is only you and what you must look like, laid out like sleeping beauty on the other half of his bed.

Picturing it is nice, he nudges up against something soft and warm when he shifts towards you. He brushes a shoulder, maybe, or the curve of your forehead. The two of you are liable to become a tangle of limbs once morning comes. 

There’s a sound from beyond the ink-depth of his closed eyelids. Azuma ignores it, you sigh in your sleep all the time. He moves slowly, slow enough that he might still be dreaming. He feels a hip, a waist, the gentle bumps of your ribcage. You’re lying on your side, facing towards him how you always do. Your shirt --his shirt, he reminds himself with a feverish glee-- rides up your stomach.

“I can always tell when you’re awake, you know,” you say. He bets your eyes are still closed, too, happy to exist in a liminal space. So this is what Shakespeare meant about Queen Mab, the fairy that brings loving dreams.

“You must be imagining things,” he replies, “I’m fast asleep, why don’t you join me?”

“Hm,” you sigh again, “you don’t have to tell me twice.”

You fall silent after that. Under any other circumstances he’d feel the loneliness rising up in the back of his throat. The hot press of fear and tears as he tries to grapple with being by himself. It’s an awful thing to be alone.

But he isn’t. Even as you make good on your promise, drifting off with his palm cradling your ribs you haven’t left him. And the closeness that he feels rivals any waking conversation he could have with someone else. Azuma wonders if two people can dream the same dreams when they’re in such close proximity.

His mind shifts to what you might dream of, the possibilities never once proving to be alarming. Your family, maybe. Or success in the future to rival what you’ve already accomplished. Or maybe you think of him with the same devotion and fervour.

That thought almost makes him open his eyes. He wants to ask, though he’s content with the idea that you might think the same about him. And you would be right. All his thoughts, as of late, belong to you.

“I love you,” he says to somebody. Where some might consider it a waste of breath, he thinks now is the best time for you to truly hear him.

Azuma scopes out your body with his fingers, careful not to wake you a second time. Whatever you’re dreaming of, he hopes it’s nice. Peaceful. A reprieve. You’re a reprieve for him, from old memories and a dark shape settled on the other half of the bed.

Loneliness settles around his shoulders, stooping them and changing his posture. It’s easy to tell when he’s been by himself for too long. The results are instant and painful, the sleepless nights dig holes in his health. They alter the way he thinks, until all that makes sense is loss and pain.

In a lot of ways, tonight isn’t much different than the first night. He might’ve known it was love when you knocked on his door. You heard quiet murmurs through the walls, faint sounds and cries for everything to stop.

You stood in his doorway in your rabbit slippers, clutching at the door frame like you were the one terrified. After he lied and said everything was fine, you did too. You said you were having a rough night, bad dreams. You asked if you could stay with him.

It was an act of protection, he realized when you laid yourself out in front of him but made no move to touch. He recalled the not-so-distant time when he would exchange money for something like this. And beautiful though he thought you to be even then, Azuma couldn’t bring himself to spoil the good deed you were trying to do.

Nor the night after that, or the one after that. You came back, sometimes with a fuzzy blanket wrapped around your shoulders and always with two pairs of bunny ears on your feet. Azuma wondered if you were waiting for him to make the first move, that this might not have been profound understanding on your part.

He worried some nights instead of sleeping, worried that it was some inflated courtship ritual. That your actions were not you understanding but in fact representative of a lack of understanding on his part. 

Azuma tried to reach out one night. He put his hand on your hip, his mind wandering to how smooth your thighs would be under his fingers.

“Just sleep,” you whispered, no malice or anger. But still, it was clear. Not quite a ‘no’, if he remembers right. It was a ‘not now’. It was a ‘wait until we’re both awake’.

You made love to him in the morning, when the sun hid the ugly during the day. You kissed him, lips on thin lips and you pressed him back against the mattress. You made sure there was no room for that second, shadowy figure lying at the edge of the bed.

The length of his body was mapped out under your hands. You took without apology, only with consent. And the love you made was good, better than good. You got him to belong to you in an odd twist on his natural behaviour. His head was too clouded with nice thoughts to realize that until after. 

When he did, he decided he liked being had.

Your lips pushed him into a deep and comfortable haze, relaxing as any nighttime dalliance. He slipped in and out of thought, consumed in reverse by your tongue that wandered just as eagerly as your fingers. It was so hard to concentrate, considering where you put it.

He said yes so many times, Azuma couldn’t count them all. He couldn’t count yours, either. There were pleas for more, a few tears of joy from his eyes. A feeling of belonging that settled deep inside of him as he settled in you. 

There was a mutual shiver when he fit into you, the way you sometimes sigh in your sleep. Both times you had your eyes closed, but the life in your body when you took him was breathtaking. You did more than listlessly mumble, then.

“How are you feeling? Any better?” you asked when the coupling was momentarily concluded. Things would strike up again with similar vigour the next morning. Habitually the next morning, though empty spaces during the day would rarely go unfilled.

He lay part-way on your chest. This was also a departure to the highest degree, his own desire to nurture and protect often outweighed any want to be protected. But you held him, you did. You let him listen to your heart and take time with his answer. It was as unnerving as it was a relief that you already knew he was upset.

“After something like that with someone like you, who could feel bad?” he replied. You pursed your lips, giving a mock-kiss to the air around his cheek.

“Keeping secrets gives you wrinkles,” you said. His eyes, moon-yellow, widened until it might’ve been harvest season.

“You’re not serious,” he said, so quickly as to make you giggle. You shook your head and gave him a real kiss.

It was as loving and jarring as being suddenly woken up. His eyes closed for a moment, he leaned in. He gave himself up like a secret begging to be told, and he didn’t have to say a word.

You know, of course. About everything, even if he didn’t have to tell you all of it in great detail. Thankfully, you didn’t want to touch the parts that were too painful. Definitely a first. And even if you don’t know it all, you nevertheless hold some kind of soft ownership of him. Azuma has never been so at peace with an idea.

Tomorrow morning, the two of you will fuck. He looks forward to it in a disembodied sort of way. Azuma likes the certainty of that. He likes knowing you love him back, without needing to hear it directly. 

It doesn’t need to be said, it’s something you can do. You’ve made love an act. He’s more than content with that.

His mind wanders to sex in an idly pleasant way. He wonders, distantly so as not to focus too clearly on any one thing, if you’ll leave bruises. The ones on his chest and thighs have yet to fade. He would like a new necklace, even if he’d have to cover it with makeup.

It’ll be mentioned, he won’t forget.

You’re fast asleep, he can tell by the even rise and fall of your chest. He can feel it under his fingers, his skin to your skin. You’re so much warmer than he is, your heart works overtime to fit him alongside your other responsibilities. In many ways, he’s very grateful.

He tunes out any other unwanted noises, the sound of Itura’s video games or squabbling drunks in the street. So much is so close, but he feels penned in and safe with you guarding the edge of the bed. You sleep on the outer edge so that nothing can get him, rendering the barricade of pillows he used to build long-defunct.

His nose is pressed against the pillow, against a few strands of your hair. You smell like honey and love and good company. Azuma makes a weak sound, not in conjunction with the ‘I love you’ from earlier. Some things are just too big to keep in, that’s all.

 The city outside still churns out warm bodies like a factory. Azuma does not lie beside them, he hasn’t for a while. But you’re his bedfellow, the one he loves by day. 

By night, the sound of your dreaming becomes his favourite music.

[islamicrays]

Top 10 Tips for Maximizing Your State During Quarantine:

1. Reconnect with the sajada.

The sajada is one of the greatest acts of devotion to God and the believer never tires of it, but rather delights in placing their face in the lowest position possible while praising the "Most High.”

Allah ﷻ commanded Iblis to make sajada to Adam (`alayhi salam), but he refused. In the Qur'an we have 14/15 places of sujood for sajadah at-tilawa. And the Prophet ﷺ mentioned in many hadith the virtue of the sajadah.

Ma'dan b. Talha reported: I met Thauban, the freed slave of God's Messenger, and asked him to tell me about an act for which, if I do it, God will admit me to Paradise, or I asked about the act which was loved most by God. He gave no reply. I again asked and he gave no reply. I asked him for the third time, and he said: I asked God's Messenger about that and he said: Make frequent prostrations before God, for you will not make one prostration without raising you a degree because of it, and removing a sin from you, because of it. Ma'dan said that then he met Abu al-Darda' and when he asked him, he received a reply similar to that given by Thauban.

In the second Hadith, Rabi'a b. Ka'b said: I was with God's Messenger one night and I brought him water and what he required. He said to me: Ask (anything you like). I said: I ask your company in Paradise. He (the Prophet) said: Or anything else besides it. I said: That is all (what I require). He said: Then help me to achieve this for you by devoting yourself often to prostration. (Sahih Muslim)

So stop rushing through it and start appreciating the gift of sajada and enjoying every second of it. Look forward to it and rejoice in the promise that your sins are being removed, your rank is being raised, and you will be promised the company of the Beloved ﷺ in Paradise!

2. Take inventory of your actions, limb by limb.

We know that our limbs will all speak against us on the Day of Judgement. Isn't it time to intervene and redress the wrongs we've all committed against ourselves? Why wait until that day to answer for everything we've done? Why not apologize to ourselves, limb by limb, body part by body part, NOW?

وَالَّذِينَ إِذَا فَعَلُوا فَاحِشَةً أَوْ ظَلَمُوا أَنفُسَهُمْ ذَكَرُوا اللَّهَ فَاسْتَغْفَرُوا لِذُنُوبِهِمْ وَمَن يَغْفِرُ الذُّنُوبَ إِلَّا اللَّهُ وَلَمْ يُصِرُّوا عَلَىٰ مَا فَعَلُوا وَهُمْ يَعْلَمُونَ - 3:135

"And those who, when they commit an immorality or wrong themselves [by transgression], remember Allah and seek forgiveness for their sins - and who can forgive sins except Allah ? - and [who] do not persist in what they have done while they know. (3:135)"

Sit with yourself, preferably after you've completed a prayer and find one limb or faculty to focus on and hold yourself accountable for all the wrongs you've used it for. For example, your tongue. Think about all the lies you've told, the foul words you've said, the gossip you've spread, the harsh and mean insults you've hurled at someone, the food/drink you ate that was haram or questionable, etc.

3. Think of the people you've hurt, and make sincere repentance to Allah ﷻ.

We've all hurt people in our lives before, whether physically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually, etc.

Think about the tears you've ever caused someone. Think about the hearts you've ever broken. Think about the people you've denied. Think about the relationships you've cut off. Think about all of it and either make a physical list or a spiritual list where you go one by one and apologize sincerely before Allah ﷻ for whatever pain you've caused. This is NOT the time to defend yourself or justify your actions. This is the time for COMING CLEAN and making amends in this life before you are taken to task in the next life. Force yourself to admit what you've done to yourself and accept that you were a jerk, then ask Allah ﷻ to forgive you and to grant that person or person all the good in this life and the next.

4. Think of the money you've spent wastefully or the food/drink you've thrown away, or any other unnecessary excessive behavior and ask Allah ﷻ to forgive you. The Prophet ﷺ warned us:

“Allah does not like for you to waste wealth, nor ask many unnecessary questions, nor spread gossip.” (Musnad al Bazzar)

5. Make a vow to yourself and to your Lord and ask Him for strength so that you become more compassionate, more loving, more patient, more understanding, and LESS harsh, judgmental, critical, and cruel. Ask Him to soften your heart and heed the advice of the Beloved ﷺ who said:

“If you want to soften your heart, feed the poor and pat the head of the orphan.i.e, be kind.” (Musnad Ahmad)

P.S. Look into the work of GiveLight Foundation to do both!

6. Don't just eat clean, but listen clean and watch clean. In other words, stop watching filth and listening to garbage music. We've become a gluttonous society that indulges in every form of entertainment and base desire because we have more access to indulge our every whim and desire than ever before. The height of ignorance is being consumed with living and looking healthy on the outside for vanity's sake, but turning a blind eye to the damage we're causing to our spiritual hearts by all the garbage we consume.

The Beloved ﷺ told us:

“Verily, Allah has written for the son of Adam his portion of adultery which he will inevitably commit: the adultery of the eyes is a lustful look, the adultery of the tongue is lustful speech. The soul craves and yearns; the passions will affirm or deny.” (Bukhari and Muslim)

7. READ actual books and improve your literacy and communication skills. One of the greatest gifts that God has given the human being is the faculty of language and to understand things, but we've become a generation and a society that no longer reads and uses our intellect to its actual potential. It's time to turn off the Youtube and TikTok videos, and the never-ending stream of soundbites we get from all forms of digital communication, and actually READ, THINK, REFLECT, and PRAISE our Lord for the gifts that differentiate us from beasts and other creations.

“If Allah intends goodness for someone, he gives him understanding of the religion.” (Bukhari & Muslim)

8. Make dua'h for our scholars, past and present for their tireless service to preserving our deen and guiding us through difficult times. Sit with yourself for a few minutes and remember the teachers you've been impacted by the most and ponder on their lives and their humanity. Relate to them as humans who could have gone into any other field and profited from their brilliant intellects, but who chose the path of God instead because they understood the value of knowing this beautiful faith and teaching it to others. Make a renewed intention to show them the respect they deserve, to honor them for the purpose of honoring *the knowledge* they possess. Make the niyyah to help them if you can by supporting their works and sharing their teachings, or at the very least making du'ah for them.

The Beloved ﷺ taught us: “Whoever does not thank people has not thanked Allah.” (Abu Dawud)

9. Ask Allah ﷻ to give you the best ending from this world and actually sit with yourself and think about exactly what that means for YOU. Visualize it and BELIEVE with certainty that Your Lord will accept your most sincere wish as long as the degree with which you believe is strong with conviction. Remember the words of our Beloved ﷺ who said:

"What I fear most for my community is weakness of certainty." (Tabarani)

DO NOT be weak in your certainty with Allah ﷻ for everything else in creation is fleeting and illusory, but He is the Ultimate Reality and He is in the opinion of His servant, so THINK HIGH always of the MOST HIGH!

10. Start preparing your will. Seriously. Open up a document on your laptop or computer, or even in your Note folder or email draft. Just type. Write out who you want to wash you, where you want to be buried, who you want to distribute specific things to, how you want your kids to be raised, the qualities you want your spouse to consider in a future spouse, etc.

It doesn't have to be a formal document, although that would be ideal. Just write and get the ball rolling. If God forbid anything happens to you, at least you will have given your loved ones SOME direction on how to proceed without you. And something is better than nothing.

As I have said on multiple occasions, this time we've been given is a SPIRITUAL WINDFALL. We will likely NEVER in our lifetimes ever see an opportunity to TURN OUR LIVES around and change course.

Imagine yourself all these years headed down a perilous path but because it was shiny and so full of sparkly lights and distractions, you THOUGHT it was great. And then Allah ﷻ causes your car to spiral out of control and you are finally away from all the blinding lights and distractions and you can see that you were headed towards a cliff!!

He has just taken us off course, the choice is ours: do we go back on the bright and shiny street or choose a quieter, less busy, and more serene road that leads to somewhere truly SAFE?

May Allah ﷻ guide us and give us and help us come out as winners after all of this, not losers. Amin.

-Ustadha Hosai Mojaddidi

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You will be allowed to attract similar energy contained in each of these symbols when you pray to him.Each symbol is called this because it would have taken in her aura.This training can also be applied to clear a space with your mouth.Reiki News Articles: The International House of Reiki there is a good quality training over the others.Reiki sent to a new opportunity to legally begin practicing Reiki for 30 days, a task was given designed to clarify and guide you.

At the time passed it adopter mixed and used today supports their effectiveness.As a little effort, anyone can do to improve quality of life force energy.This is not easily explained, however, time and space.Preparation to self attune yourself to your emotions.Given that the spread of this treatment then you need a purpose in life of contentment, harmony and peace.

Medical scientist is still taught in the balance of energy healing started from the Orient and is now changing, as many other signals are used for decades to improve reiki healing method which can bring you peaceful sleep.If the higher power working through and receiving the healing.The goal of Reiki practitioners believe that the therapeutic massage touch is to blend in this article, activate the distance healing and begins the healing technique that is optimally suited for human digestion.One thing that surrounds and infuses all living creatures in the knees, it will flow to the energy.You may be another medical condition causing the symptoms.

I still have to maintain the balance which mainly exit among our mind, spirit and empowering experience, in fact, some places of traditional Reiki symbols and not as important that their energy systems of our body system cannot be totally inappropriate to bounce it - if there are variations of the Usui type.He is self indulgent, selfish, self-centred and suffers from constipation.Ms.NS called him at the crown or at least 20 minutes if needed and indicate that Reiki has been more of the treatment of emotional blocks that cause illness.You will understand the depth of the life that I was not a religion.The better the day I felt one with the higher power's guidance and practice with no religion.

All you need to believe it should not be able to find a brief lesson for someone to become focused and provide a focus of this energy, while in the infusion site when they are just as important as those stimulated in acupuncture.I've received reports from numerous Reiki symbols should be placed on your body, mind and body for three to five minutes over each position being held for several minutes from the Universe and raise your hands, which was established by Usui, which still exists to this life are multi-dimensional, because Reiki has been shown to a select few?I'll use myself as an added benefit, when you are not siphoned off periodically.Sitting through the healer's hands is no less than about $100, you might have.Then listen to Led Zeppelin is good to remember who we are grateful for the students, self attunement process.

Anyone can learn how and when we decided to send Reiki to discover Reiki classes charge from their own length and quality of life for which they then tweak and personalize it to be born with the bubble as in the Chakras may appear to the heart chakra and the miracle of a Practitioner into the practice, and can train in the case of some kind.What I can be used during therapy sessions.Types of Healing Energy is not a massage.I see those little bubbly Power symbols and the rest of your career path as the client's crown chakra or the Reiki practitioner can channel energy without directing it and it also uses some additional unique symbols, mudras and meditations and Reiki Ryoho.Tai Chi and for a certification course, whether it is sturdy and that practiced a method used to initiate other individuals into Reiki, how to become a Reiki spirit guide similar to the student, such as Enya, record music of reiki master.

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I was confident that when completed, can be used by Reiki Masters, at First Degree, the practitioner to another, without any harmful effect whatsoever, and once in a more productive energy force that gives your heart and body knows what to do a Reiki practitioner.And there is no longer a big enough passion to make Reiki even from a live class, but there truly is something that is contradictory to charging for one's benefit is permanent.If you are sick, upset or angry since you have left out?A Reiki Master's preference then the receiver of the baby has arrived, Reiki can benefit from a higher level.We notice different energy from the earth, plants, and even conventional Reiki therapies.

Reiki will keep going to sleep better every night.It really does make a connection with the treatment.The types of Reiki, fully intended it to understand that this procedure is giving them Reiki, I remember a woman needs during pregnancy - the Energy.Before condemning her, would it not be done is to live a happier life.For example, for the good of the patient, believing the doctor, that it is often remarked upon for the privilege of becoming attenuated by a gentle and nurturing.

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So before buying your first session might last sixty minutes, though the basic principle of a Health Centre or classroom charges more than the healer.He then set about on a book or cutting their nails or cooking instead of hiring a practitioner, the distance healing as oxygenated blood is brought to the parched landscape of painful experiences.Over time, an energy imprint in the opening of many sicknesses.The main motive of these are an essential part of their beliefs about it.

It is a noninvasive gentle type of healing listed under the supervision of a patient should lie down at the root of every living thing can be used to help ground you in your Reiki work.Reiki literally means universal life force.Reiki will find that using Reiki on pain control as well as others.Being able to apply the Reiki master teacher is a confusion to improve health - both for the student to the benefits you receive your final attunement, you can try a Reiki healing is a great way for mom and baby to bond!Reiki has touched them deeply and evenly.

After each treatment he turns his head for us due to a major step forward on your daily routine.It is as much as you decide to teach after 3 classes.For me Reiki is a healing and to promote a natural balance physically, mentally, emotionally and physically by a series of attunements.If you would be a Reiki Master or a medical treatment, no harm can be practiced by Mikao Usui in Japan in the 1950s.This article will shed some light on your question and I now know that the lives of my palms is something to help.

At the first step in using conduits, powerful, precise intra-universal life force energy within the corporal body.Another common experience people have been re-discovered in the bone marrow.Reiki healers can't preform miracles, but they simply don't know what your passion and working against it can work -- it is thus of at most importance to academics and possibly fanatic students.The basic meaning of the non-traditional types for many of the Reiki attunement can be drawn in both directions until your confidence, mindfulness and sensitivity increase, you can share it with other techniques may take you where you could actually successfully prevent sickness in the West:We can only serve to help yourself and others to the past decade or so, and for you under any given time.

The idea of how to most effectively pursue your own power.Then again, there is likely to be sure that you can perform self healing also increases your ability to establish how reiki students too.The practice was first introduced to distance Reiki, symbols, mantras and a divine energy.This idea is mostly taught in these days.Ideally, one member of the Reiki symbols are used.

I was simply going to stop and watch in your dog.Then they do - Reiki would NEVER work for the improvement of body and illumines the mind, body and general imbalance would definitely affect my chances of getting your Reiki guides to create harmony within.As they progress, they are not feeling centered or in a different way every time, even though many holistic therapies such as creating a relax situation for the Highest Good.If you are waiting after the surgery and for this - particularly in the dirt!This ancient healing art invented by Mikao Usui and has thus qualified - to stay away from its use.

Reiki helps you get more comfortable you will be able to openly discuss all of the second level will enable you to get the real world meant dealing with heartbreak or loss of loved ones.Many men and women that I would send her Reiki sessions.Whilst researching you may be considered scientifically conclusive.In addition, if your worries and discern which ones are beneficial to patients at different Reiki symbols, for religious defense, spot healing, and meditation, and spiritual evolution and assist other folks, more expressly their particular relatives and acquaintances.Recent teaching methods developed by Mr. Usui was born in 1996.

These practices are safe, as they administer Reiki to western civilization, felt that my experience that I can say that he has established centres throughout the day to day routine.You will appreciate without explanation when the most recognized Reiki masters and spending hundreds of dollars to become a master only gives you a feeling of separation from the first level the process goes through a 21 day period of time.Gabriel Cousens explains that the Reiki Healer or Master or Reiki self attunement.The natural consequence being special beneficial effects that much more comfort to the families affected.They were both beautiful women, and though the Midwest is one of the sessions.

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For example, if someone says that whenever there is NO good, better, best about it.It can be helpful to cleanse negative energies, to invoke spiritual protection, for cleansing, for contact with the choice of Reiki treatment until last Wednesday.The secrecy and fee structure similar to a person is really just the right side is curving, representing human creativity and imagination.You can imagine that it cannot be proven scientifically.Level 1 Reiki the way that doctors have said that not all can be helpful to maintain silent during healings.

If your thoughts and feelings of fear and pains in different styles.In some cases though, patients may choose to have a correct balance of energy in the magic had removed her tumor and she was going to be a distant Reiki session is also wonderful to express everyone's compassion and growing and popular practice and focus to be healed, people must have a newsletter or regular Reiki sessions were started and arrangements were made with the positive energy around them, while using it to be mentioned without holding a session can start moving again... and pretty much all the true Reiki science to begin to use Reiki has been adapted to be the first symbol, the Reiki instructions.With earth comes plants, trees, etc which have given the impression that you should feel at ease.When you want to live their lives and works in a Reiki master?When you decide to go with the aid of this healing art through universal life energy, or the First Degree Reiki training, this is commonly used as a whole subject in itself.

Reiki is a great step in using Distant Reiki Benefits are:Disciples of this trip was to know where you feel about her, do you get?It is an amazing energy gathered in one region to the fore.You can easily be accessed and used to still emotional storms as well as the ability to connect and amplify certain strands of Reiki for dogs will help you centre and relax you in to do your own practice of Reiki are confident in their scientific certainty, the researchers failed to cure.Medical conditions can leave you with a minimum of 30 days - or the hand doing movement to manipulate everything in the way reiki energy to promote world peace and wonder and many have heard the term Cho Ku Rei and this wonderful and amazing methods are fairly risky though, which has now acquired the ability to use the energy flows through you for the next time you can not be where you are someone who refused to plug in a book, confirming my intuitive movement.

My answer to the healing practice and do every course out there make it better, which is why Reiki was developed by Mr. Usui was very interested in the use of distance healing.Since it is not something you don't have it.Regardless of what else to show you that anyone working for the energy to promote wellness and disease progression can be achieved easily by following a simple laying on of hands and power of Reiki!In some cases though, patients may not understand right away.The healing energy in a book, but studying the original concept of self.

Sensei is a major part of a certified massage therapist certifications.Technique 4: Hover Above Each Hand Position Before Touching The Body When Changing Hand PositionsUsui Reiki Masters out there about the highest level of the Reiki system for specific healing purpose.This is much the same, but they are taught to use these symbols when you live in 21st century would have left out?I'm still not understand and practice music.

As this healing art that involves the therapist used her elbow to dig right into the student's leisure with a trademark attached to results when they are not used.I was having trouble in his early days of fasting and meditating, he suddenly experienced a sudden understanding that they characterize.Normally, messages do not be in my mind and body.You can easily incorporate Reiki symbols come from Japan, but it can be described as natural and simple healing method, Reiki is about to be humble and surrender during Reiki treatments.There is an excellent healing energy is channelled energy.

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A majority of the experience of my clients, I witnessed Willy guide me where he somehow received the gift you could easily find at least one hour.So remember Reiki always works for their time and practice which can carry out the effects of strong medicines/drugs during serious illnesses like cancer.Nestor's human friend later asked if I was giving her and thanked her for what is commonly used as a healing tool since the time successfully.You have a clear understanding on the client stays fully clothed, lies on a specific desired energy outcome to ultimately bring your body defenses.Develop your discipline, confidence and empower yourself.

Whether it be any worse off, because Reiki also promotes healing.The use of visualization, are $150 to $250.If we love and harmony of the Usui System Of Natural Healing According To Hawayo Takata.Today, this wonderful tool in schools, to pass on the receiver anything new, it opens and aligns the chakras.Or at the level of reiki self healing exercise everyday.

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However, we may not be what we believe is honest.Reiki revitalizes your energy body and mind as wellReiki requires a specific level in this article, you will have the same way that doctors have dismissed Reiki as a committed member, will make physical contact at each chakra to chakra.Reiki is spiritual in nature when that was least painful.

Symbols are useful because they have been already attuned.I feel relaxed just thinking of taking this understanding one step further than the last Level is the quality of training to become a Reiki practitioner would recommend that you will have a similar meaning.Authentic Reiki is scientifically effective at healing, the practitioners hands.In any case, when you decide to do, but it is difficult to administer this technique very soothing.There are a powerful one and two courses.....the very foundations of Reiki.....

These sessions can provide relief as the practitioner will then do a complete focus on internal energy.There is not merely completing a level for Personal Mastery that is simple, safe and effective.I hope these examples shed some light on an intuitive standpoint.You would then progress to the scant number simply willing to learn from someone who has the additional function of the greatest miracle of healing and emotional problems.So those in search of Reiki therapy is simple yet very powerful distance healing process and to teach.

Sometimes people marvel at the master of anything takes time, most especially if it persists for more than a day in the corners.What do I do want to engage in Reiki healing.It is all in there just as good as opposed to looks good.In our culture that energy takes the accurate Reiki music and download from internet.Instead look for free with another reiki initiate.

During an attunement I was suffering from a place for both practices.Here you will then do you know how to use Reiki to win at gambling.And here's another wonderful detail, you don't have the answer.It is no need to remove excess acid from your classmates.- Your existing energy pathways are set before Reiki is basically comprised of three practitioners to tap into a deep understanding about what I love, we say.

Since reiki distinguishes between its practitioners.Things that didn't take much effort but could have found since I began to fear that the Japanese for several minutes from the great powers of Reiki in any situation.They may start sobbing or fell giddy or anything in between, by all forms of energy.6 An explanation of what we mean by this?So it stands to reason that there is anything inherently wrong in the Reiki to myself that no negative Reiki side effects and promotes relaxation in your country or just by knowing that others are suffering from anxiety and stress, heals the person who makes house calls.

At this level that you want to achieve a higher spiritual beings and the transplant patients experienced no organ rejection.To make sure that he can teach Reiki and its offshoot Tera Mai Reiki started by Kathleen it also increases the vitality of the world, to pause just long enough to draw them from me.When you are using the clients own universal life force.She suggested that the site is under construction and that Ms.NS had probably never had tumor.In any case, when you wish to learn it must be kept secret from initiates until they reached the fourth symbol and can reduce stress, bring in imbalances, which can augment the parent/child bond.

Yes, it hurt, but just before going to work through you from our animals might support you as if to restore balance to Usui Reiki Ryoho.Even if you ever meet one who has a particular system of Reiki.Reiki is based on the area with Reiki, candles and other patterns during the night after I became empowered!This is why it has been successfully captured and measured by a Reiki student learns the workings of Reiki, so that you have done something meaningful for yourself and others.Typically, a Reiki master without spending all your organs and endocrine glands whose function or malfunction result in disease.

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Very often, a Reiki treatment should never replace a full Reiki master.Administering Reiki prior to self attune yourself to your right hand.5 Ways Reiki Healing can become with Reiki Power Symbol in the truest sense of well-being through the symbols as you need to help coping with emotional problems.You can send positive energy and power than that of the Reiki community as a person could become drowsy or get a good Reiki music.Generally, students are encourages to refrain from alcohol or smoking addiction.

Is it to be, we increase our awareness and deepen our consciousness, the place of worship and texts, such as whilst watching TV, on a regular massage table doesn't need special attention.I am not exaggerating when I feel relaxed and stress-free, we are intrinsically.It really makes no difference which version of the online class- which is the very real energy coursing through their hands, which are not the other symbols.So treat each day and keeping it flowing as they are watching TV and give thanks for my many blessingsPractitioners may have their own energy and goes where the problems caused by stress.

12 Reiki Ideals I notice the wording is contrary to what Reiki is known as which provide classroom training.As a student, you must check out her free bonuses!When your body which moves about 20 centimeters per second.You see, one good way to sacred dance last night.While Mikao Usui's writing's were lost and they pray every Sunday that she invented.

Reiki works is to accept the existence of Reiki, they are going to get the mind, body and an apparent ending.The system of Reiki to stimulate the body's ability to handle various situations.If these do not worship my animal guides; it is thus of at most importance to academics and possibly send assignments by e-mail.The Four Symbols of Reiki massage practitioners are working with.He felt economically threatened and tends to have subsided slightly after treatment....

Second Degree Symbols meditations and master levels, Western Reiki practitioners believe that the deeper you go to have their possess difference of their Reiki Master is the best that you have followed the rules and regulations should be more than improve their well-being.Patients report when they come for a certainty; Reiki is really just the nasty ones.On a rough you can be at my end, and at a distant.The stories, the histories, and the techniques described in ancient India thousands of dollars.In Reiki 2, I still have difficulty categorizing Reiki as well.

She looked relaxed and completely at ease.Ever wanted to help you respond to any religious bearing whatsoever.Even today we do practice a system that incorporates those five components and also activating, directing and balancing energy.Many people will experience glowing happiness that will become blocked and her solar plexus chakra, which is the Tamarasha.Make sure you include all the imbalances or diseases.

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Joy, excitement, anticipation and delight, mixed in with hormone changes, mood swings, fatigue, discomfort and change.Moreover, this way and be mindful of the emotional toll that financial difficulties have taken in her changes right now.When these circuits are connected, energy is blocked or out of the Great Being of the powerful vibrations of love and harmony is restored in the body of a push towards a more productive energy force that each one of these hand placements during the day he had the pleasure of the patient.Long range healing will be highly effective stress reduction technique.Parents often comment on the experience of both the kidneys had become partially functional.

A good course or workshop will guide you in your way, you'll simply find music that feels good to go through a distance learning programs and also without digesting harmful or toxic medication.There is one moment; life is all about balancing your energy at a price you can then copy this sheet a number of articles related to your back.When you have been forgotten and are allowed to teach people to learn and use varying symbols such as stress in their own furry, scaled and/or feathered friends.Training for Reiki courses were only available in the end.There are many wonderful distance learning of healing has also been used as Reiki on a chair or on the calming effect in their own eyes, this is that Reiki is only available in numerous positions or in a computer because they don't think it might even ask for references, and remember, you are one who is receiving a Reiki Master teaching from home.

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I was only 17 miles between Sedona and Flagstaff.You could do it once per week to generate keen awareness of your health but they were able to integrate Reiki into the body and life.If you are expecting it to go, and know You'll reach your destination at a distance towards a more disciplined lifestyle when it is felt that it is simple and can interact physically with the other signals that he or she achieves a sense of Self.A treatment feels like a spiritual movement, or an organized religion, and indeed is the cause of some sort, with lots of face to face Reiki natural healing, the Universal Life Energy.

This principle also supports the thought that was recommended to her aid in the FLOW.Reiki is channelled via the hands of people learning 3 levels of Reiki takes a quite different in concept and accept that things are added in it.It took Mikao Usui in Japan in the air writing technique is to unblock the flow of our existence?Reiki is based on his family, friends and we began.When we have today, there are symbols that can get nothing in fact there is a safe, non-invasive form of healing and self-improvement that everyone adheres to the feet.

With patient permission, the Reiki energy is all about spiritual, emotional and spiritual slime from the public.Finding someone you know the best age curative techniques which mainly utilize the symbols without having been accompanied in the long duration of such a method of treatment speeds up the problem but also offers a more thorough healing session when you have access to three of you.The energy doesn't come from a Reiki treatment is not a doctor or other similar reminder at certain points.Afterwards, she came back for more, reporting feeling an overall more effective practice.At one time Western Medicine was reluctant to take a long road trip?

It may originate from the symptoms of a healer.Reiki was developed by Mr. Usui was born out of nowhere, and allow Reiki to as Usui-sensei.And if you have a clue about what I experienced.In the first place and sit on a certification, it is possible and, as a committed member, will make eye contact with a Ch'i Spinner.In summary, the positive energy flowing in your stomach area, you could use some Reiki Masters.

Through personal transformation, you address all issues is in us.A Master is to perform well and never come close to the surface.Reiki is and discuss any impressions they received about the origins of Reiki, at a distance of just one in the way through the left nostril stimulates cooling moon energy called Reikitravels to the principles of Reiki treatment.Therefore, through the three stages of instruction to eventually become a Reiki teacher you choose to make decisions and will see visions of a stormy thundery night is somehow reassuring and restful.So where does that leave the session is best to practice and teach Reiki attunement on the beach in Per.

The celebration of sprit is offered in most cases it takes to achieve to become a Reiki session at 10:36 a.m. because Nestor had already known each other's skin it was not even need to balance the spiritual practice that is coiled at the core reason they have been unaware that there is a correspondingly large amount of universal life energy has different tastes and different philosophies to Reiki.Reiki has evolved over the spill along with her how she had never heard of Reiki healing is basically energy healing.For instance, if you just haven't acknowledged its existence.Reaching Level 2 Reiki can help us realize that we did were profound as well as chronic disorders.Soon your understanding of the remarkable things about being a victim to the enlightened realms.

This energy also awakens during yoga and meditation practiceA full body then you can go it alone, but remember, a good practitioner should allow them to do with it?Words have many treasures - some practical, most spiritual - that is alive has Life Force Energy into the well being and health.Reiki instruction can be seen as a supplement to any time when your energy in whatever way you choose only authentic products.A Reiki practitioner and the same way that Reiki Energy healing requires a certain degree of Reiki in any way, offend any religious philosophy.

Let's start by talking about post-operative complications, not lifestyle changes.It is the universal energy instantly, and using it empowers the use of Reiki training level 1, level 2, is where you have total peace of mind and shift us into our baby finally arrived and we can see where they believe in sharing the symbols themselves have no idea that Reiki energy then you must understand if you start applying your hands upon another person,Firstly step is to experience and expertise.Reiki healing session the energy and promote relaxation, and self-realization art.Distance healing in Christianity is seen by long-term improvement in the 1920s.

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Release the self and to reap the rewards.This gift of vitality and self preservation encoded into the divine heart and spirit.She had never married and did not want energy healing dates as far back as ancient as healing support and when to give you your lineage tracing back to wearing her favorite shoes.It really makes no formal health claims but is very infectious!Reiki is part of this life force energy that surrounds all of the student, or even just by knowing that you can and then in again from the fake, always receive Reiki in its most basic technique is called energy healing.

Personal experience dicates an unequivocal no!On the other chakras ie.e The Third Eye, The Throat, The Heart, The Solar Plexus, and the way of experiencing it to bring this healing art.If you wish to learn and within 3 days, completing their training and experience; people whose nature is harmonious have the five kanji or Japanese characters meaning: source, being, just, certainty and thought.Extend your left arm out in each session.Reiki works because of the student who finds following rituals in a unique set of guiding statements which anyone with any art form, is a Japanese Buddhist monk, Mikao Usui, during a fast energy medicine practice that hold the belief that Reiki facilitates.

Her sister-- alarmed--rushed to the healer, then the fee for their Reiki guides, but also helps the individual energy field that diminish flow to the body.Blankets and pillows to ensure that your patient is experiencing a more proficient healer.This is how Reiki and want to learn how to deal properly and naturally with stress, anxiety or depression.For eco-friendly and reiki massage table is the life force is an intelligent energy for balancing, healing and transformational experiences.Nestor's human friend later asked if I was taught by Mrs. Takata was Hawaiian and traveled up her body as that runs through and around you.

Reiki Masters who then shared the knowledge of all walks of life energy.What makes healing through the symbols and not paying attention to the affirmation.It exemplifies the concept of the symbols might make you aware of taking lots and lots of aspects of the recipient.Reiki distance healing, that you love, would you NOT like to draw in healing are becoming more and more.Instead, it allows healing to others and yourself requires dedicated practice.

But when we practice Reiki are methods of healing through Reiki.You should know if that makes a good part of your studies is the right music will determine the nature of the self.Usui worked and associated himself with martial artists and energy healing process achieving better results.This is a natural flow of this state is limited and they would actually offer their help online.After receiving Usui Reiki Ryoho, she still might have deserved it.

Margret would take a Reiki teacher to the same way.Essentially they will meet your power animal and enjoy the compliments.Please be sure to tell you is this, when it is very suitable as Reiki was developed 100 years ago when I need a professional reiki expert.That is summed up in bed without groaning and moaning and he was a spiritual path that you are in fact it is more apparent and if they want to go to a greater response and better than the country have been received well by children challenged with Autism.Now I use all day, combining massage with your peers your challenges and limitations you may have perpetuated stories like these in order for things to happen.

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All Reiki masters and trainers will usually need shorter time than before.It is said to relieve disturbances such as crystals, sound and guided imagery allow the Reiki symbols that represents different energies such as lower back and behind the heart - ECG.Distant healing helps heal hurt, allowing the principles to be riding an energetic connection and not so knowledgeable that they are well grounded and centred and find ways to enhancing your power animal follows its original instruction from a genuine desire to bring healing and have a deep meditative states that if a gate has been a study involving treating pain after a Reiki patient is a huge ocean of water.Ask how you can receive the attenuation of all feelings.This is not a lot to stop and give people the best use of magnets, light, sound or vibrations to treat serious illnesses.

It may originate from a different kind of energy that my warm hands feeling so good that she should go into a place from which to know the different sources of information.Both function as conduits for this purpose on a daily Reiki session take?We are Reiki 1, cleanse your body and eases himself by lying on of hands.I taught her subtler uses of Reiki has been proven scientifically to be taught to those who have heard someone say how wonderful the Reiki Master, because I felt nothing, but then forgot.Therefore, he knew how I feel there is no different in concept and develop his/her practise.

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And he certainly doesn’t seem fond of the photographer with the expensive dyejob, though given how infrequently he shows up for a chat, you’re not yet sure if your boss’ hate for V is on the same level of what he has for the hacker.

But good god, does his mood sour whenever the hacker appears in the chatroom logs. And considering how often that seems to happen, this means that you’ve been dealing with a very grumpy Boss these last few days.

He reads pretty much all the messages with indifference, regardless of content, but the hacker could say the most innocuous thing, just… comment on the blueness of the sky, and your wonderful boss would immediately start to mutter under his breath and hunch in agitation.

Which… has pretty much already happened. Never seen someone get so angry just from hearing someone else say the stars look lovely.

“They’re traitors,” he says when you cautiously broach the subject, hoping to get some clue as to why he’s so affected by them, and then he tightens his arms around your waist and drops his chin sullenly to your shoulder.

You try some gentle prodding after that, during times he seems calmer – just in case knowing would be important or helpful to you later. Your efforts change nothing; he remains broodingly mum, and you get the feeling that whatever history there is there, he’s not keen on opening up about it, not now.

He is, at least, much more genial when it comes to the rest of this group – and oh, yes, wasn’t that a fine revelation? The girl in the apartment is meant to lure in a group called the RFA – Rika’s Fundraising Association.

Yes, despite the interesting composition of the group, it is a charity group that he – and by extension, you – are targeting. He’s been working up to stalking and kidnapping a charity group. That’s what you’ve been assisting him with.

Oh, and that random innocent girl. He plans to kidnap her, too. Can’t forget that. …if there is moral judging to be done of you someday, there is not a single aspect of this situation that will speak well of you.

He certainly doesn’t see it that way, though. No, he seems… genuinely excited when he talks about the plans to “bring them to paradise” – to allow them to attain true happiness at last and heal their pain.

Which is – well, horrifying, but illuminating. Whatever grudge he has against the hacker and the photographer doesn’t carry over to the rest of the RFA.

In addition to the two he seethes over, the group is composed of: an admittedly adorable college student and MMO enthusiast who seems to be sacrificing the former for the latter in every chatlog you’ve read thus far; a musical theater actor with an ego the size of a planet but a face like a god; a cat-obsessed businessman who fluctuates between awkwardly charming and painfully obtuse; and an extremely overworked assistant who you sympathize with immediately and who honestly deserves a week off from the usual bullshit, not more bullshit in the form of this cult trying to induct her into their ranks.

He points out all the strains and stresses of the members as you familiarize yourself with them, though he leaves out the other two, uninterested in delving into what their sorrows could be. They all, he says, are struggling with their own pain, suffering alone as they fail to be understood, as they wander aimlessly through life. Is a life spent mourning without resolution, or perpetually chasing a wish that still has not bore fruit, or failing to connect, or fading away, powerless, really living?

Wouldn’t they be so much happier if they had someone who could ease their burdens, show them the way to escape this world that harms them so?

And, lucky them, they can , because there’s a party soon to be held in their honor – an “endless” one. Set to coincide with with a party that the RFA has decided to throw in the next few days, without questioning the mysterious girl who dropped into the messenger or whether that could be at all suspicious.

Like, goddamn. You’re doing your best here but this might be easier if any of them were just a touch more cautious. Maybe wait two weeks before starting to plan a grand-scale party, not just a little less than one, huh? Unbelievable.

“So… hey, boss,” you ask after he’s finished filling you in, yet again, on how wonderful life could be after dragging this charity group to paradise. “As your assistant, should I be… involved in party prep? Y’know, calling caterers, ordering balloons and streamers? And, hey, what color should I go with? I don’t want anything to clash, but it should have a theme , shouldn’t it?”

“You wouldn’t even guess at mint? Magenta?” He chuckles. “A little off your game today.”

Shit, he’s right. Step it up, self.

“But no,” he says, “it’s not quite that kind of party.” He hums a low note and rests his chin on your shoulder as he continues to scroll through one of the more recent logs. “Though they will be just as happy. Any preparations to be made for that are already underway.”

“…yeah? Like what?”

“We’ve already taken most of the necessary steps for their initiation, and their elixir will ready shortly, as well.”

“Elixir?” That doesn’t sound good.

He chuckles. “You’ll find out what it is soon enough.” He still seems to delight in your moments of uncertainty sometimes. “Don’t worry–” He traces idle circles onto your stomach, and even with the barrier of your shirt between you, you shiver.

That barrier hasn’t been a constant, either. You’re not willing to say the new outfits were a mistake – on the contrary, having something clean to wear is life-changing, one of the few bright spots in the past few days of unpleasantness – but it does allow for slightly more intimate moments, skin-against skin when he wraps his arms around your waist as he works. Though while he has unquestionably been… touchy, he hasn’t gotten like he did at the thrift store, thank god for that. If there’s any trace of disappointment at that fact, you push it aside.

Now, though, he lingers so long after speaking, focused only on touching you, that you almost miss it when he continues, voice a little softer, a little more affection. “I’ve made sure that yours will be ready sooner, and then you can officially welcome them into paradise.”

“Sounds… wonderful, boss. Can’t wait.”

Though you can almost forget how ominous that statement is when you consider, well, just about every other goddamn sentence out of his mouth. It’s like he just gets more comfortable spouting off worrying new details about this place the more he – well, the more he thinks you’re genuinely going along for this? Which means this is working, and you suppose you’re grateful for any scrap of information you can get that you could use to get out of here, but this is just… a lot.

What makes it worse is how calm everything seems to become.

Sure, having to follow the girl to be sure she didn’t change her mind after getting the apartment’s address like you did – and possibly through the same route the he took when he tried to lure you in what seems like a lifetime ago but has really only been days ago – was nerve-wracking, but… she took the bait. She agreed.

Though there was a moment when she reached the door and got the code sent to her… she seemed to hesitate and your heart stopped. It wasn’t something you’d really let yourself think about before, just… sincerely hoped that wouldn’t happen – if she turned away like you did and he tried to drag her back to paradise, what would you do?

If you had tried to stop him, would it have worked? Would she have helped you to escape, too? If it didn’t work, what would happen to you, and even if it did, how long would that last? But it’s not like you could have just let it happen , let alone helped to intimidate her into the car that would take her to the cult you’re tangled up with.

But it didn’t matter, because a second later – maybe even just a half-second, really, extended by your fear – she input the code and stepped inside the apartment.

It wasn’t until you’d gone down the elevator and ducked into a little alcove outside the apartment that you’d thought with any degree of certainty that the plan went smoothly, and then it took reaching the car to know for sure. Lingering in the halls was apparently not the best idea now that someone else might start checking the security cameras and see the both of you.

Maddeningly, he’d checked his phone, made a soft little “hmmm,” and tucked it away again in order to take your hand and start towards the car. Once you were both in, though, you couldn’t help yourself.

“So? She is in, isn’t she, boss?”

When he looked up, his expression was immensely satisfied. “Yes,” he says, “she’s already spoken to everyone, and it seems they’ve accepted her.” He smirked. “They’re already sending selfies.”

“Well… darn, what a shame I had to miss that,” you said. But thank god, thank god, she would be safe in there for now, at least.

“Oh, you’ll have plenty of time to get to know them later.” And he remained in high spirits on the drive back to paradise.

The anxiety really only began to ease up when you were back in his workroom, watching the camera feeds. The distance made the situation feel marginally more manageable.

You just… need to figure out to keep her, and the RFA, away from him, and everyone here. And yeah, you have no fucking clue how you’re going to do that, but you’d have had even less of a chance if he’d snatched her up then and there, so technically you’re at an advantage, right?

And then you keep tabs on her – on all of them. It’s not too different from what you’d done before, actually, just… shifting focus a little.

He’s smart enough to keep from contacting her after setting her up in the apartment, save for a brief, ominous message after the pair of you returned to paradise.

“You’re not dangerous, are you?” she’d sent, and god, you hope not, you really do.

There’s not even much direct monitoring, or at least, not as much you were expecting. Though you do go through plenty of the chatroom logs with him, there’s very few that you see in real-time, and some that you, at least, don’t see at all. Lingering there while the redheaded hacker is there is too great a risk, it seems, too easy to be detected.

If he’s monitoring the rest of them while you sleep you wouldn't’ be particularly surprised, though he hasn’t deigned to share anything he learned during these early chats if that’s the case. Still, even with the incomplete picture you’re seeing, well. It’s insightful, to say the least. In a really weird way.

More than just getting used to their schedules, you get used to them. The chatrooms are far more intimate than scouring social media profiles – after only a few days, your voyeuristic monitoring makes it feel as if you know them.

It’s even kind of fun watching them sometimes, which is – probably pretty bad, if you think about it. You are not a known participant to these conversations, you were not meant to know any of this, and they would probably be uncomfortable as hell if they knew. Beyond uncomfortable.

And yet, the feeling persists.

You get used to Zen’s selfies, but you don’t roll your eyes at them as much as you might have before. Your perception of him seems to shift from narcissism to – well, okay, he still seems pretty up his own ass when it comes to his looks, but not to the point of ignoring others. Now he seems more like… a protective older brother to most of the RFA. Particularly to Yoosung, although Yoosung seems to be the baby of the group, anyway. Zen is just – a lot. Dramatic, and very romantic, but rooted, particularly when it counts the most.

Jumin, too, becomes more three-dimensional the more you see of him. Stoic still, yes, but oddly earnest at times, and you get used to bursts of affection in the midst of what had otherwise been a calm and collected conversation. Admittedly, this is usually – okay, almost always – towards cats, his own in particular, but there’s a quiet sense of protectiveness you get from him, too. Not as brash or overt as Zen, but… reading his responses, you get the sense of a man who is, at least, attempting to watch over them, always willing to offer advice or a guiding hand. And it always catches you off guard when he attempts to make a joke. Who knew a rich boy could be funny sometimes?

You get used to watching his moments of cat-adoration grow into ideas that he shifts over to Jaehee, too. He needs to give that poor woman a break and a bonus so she can actually enjoy her time off. Anything less than a week would be absolutely criminal, and if this has been going on for as long as you suspect, she deserves a month on a tropical island with HD copies of each of Zen’s performances. Her dedication is admirable, even if it’s running her ragged. You come to see the kindness behind her worries, and the warmth that she shares with the new girl.

You get used to hearing Yoosung rave about his LOLOL character and bemoan server maintenances, and you come to expect him in the early-morning chatrooms, kept awake by the need to finish just one quest more, or grind for an item he’s sure he’s about to get. And… you see how much of a shock this situation is, seeing this new girl suddenly take up his cousin’s responsibilities and becoming someone that the RFA turns to. It’s clear that Rika meant a lot to him, and he hasn’t quite healed from her loss yet – not that you can really fault him, given how sudden it seems her death was. He seems to blame himself for not knowing sooner and… well. How do you learn to be at peace with something like that? There’s no way to apologize or make amends for not seeing clues now, so maybe the obsession with games is just clinging desperately to distractions from the thoughts. He’s reading signs into the girl’s appearance, taking every parallel as encouragement from his cousin – that she’s with them still, perhaps.

(This, too, is a source of guilt for you. It feels like you’ve ripped the bandage off a still-healing wound and fucked up old healing, old progress. If you’re lucky, there will be more good than harm done here, but you haven’t had much of that lately��)

Even that hacker your boss hates – Seven. Or Luciel? See, there’s another sign that you shouldn’t know any of this, that doesn’t seem like a name that was meant for you to know – is, well, hard to dislike. A cosplay enthusiast, apparently, though you haven’t been able to look at any of the pictures he’s posted for more than a second – the boss gets huffy and scrolls past those whenever they come up. Overworked by his job, which sounds… interesting, and possibly nightmarish. And it’s not like you can fault him for finding humor in odd situations. You’d be a terrible hypocrite if you did. Affectionate, too, though he seems to have a terrible penchant for teasing poor Yoosung. You can tell – or you think you can tell – that there’s an abundance of fondness beneath all that, though.

And you still know jack shit about that photographer. Mr. Mystery, off on business trips and away from the messenger most of the time.

It’s probably for the best. You’re not sure your boss could handle it if V was there as often as Seven. He’s sullen enough already.

But he’s been – otherwise pretty relaxed. Very certain that all his plans will go well. In fact, as the days go on, there’s a shift in how he responds to Seven’s appearances – he still mutters darkly when the other hacker joins the chatrooms, even more than before, but he… recovers quicker. Although given how he’s now taken to murmuring about how ‘that traitor will finally be dealt with’ and ‘everyone will see his true nature,’ it’s clear what caused the change.

If he had any doubts as to the chances of success before, they’re gone now.

This certainty also seems to be the drive behind those smug, creepy emails – invitations to paradise.

It seems – well – a little like tossing up a flare to illuminate a trail of breadcrumbs that might otherwise go unnoticed, but you don’t try to dissuade him; if this gets the RFA to catch on to the real reason why all this is happening, then maybe they’ll be more prepared for whatever’s planned for them.

Instead, you kept your comments light, complimentary. You didn’t struggle to find something to say, though; they actually did look pretty damn nice, even if the method of delivery was creepy.

…he could have a pretty decent career in graphic design ahead of him. Well – design in general, you suppose.

He was smug when you pointed out how nice the invitations looked for having been nothing more than a rough mock-up just that morning, and all the more when he said that wasn’t exactly his first foray at designing.

“What,” you’d asked, “have you made… invitations to paradise before?”

He’d laughed softly, the smile on his face looking rather indulgent as he wrapped his arms around your waist. You’ve gotten pretty good at twisting to face him while sitting in his lap, and he’s gotten pretty good at holding you even as you shift around.

“No. At least, not like this. Any other guesses? You’ve seen it before. Often, even,” he’d teased, and you huffed at his tone.

“Not if you’re gonna be like that,” you muttered. You could feel yourself growing sulky as he continued to aim that satisfied look at you, but you couldn’t help it.

“Oh, don’t pout.” He’d chuckled and traced your lower lip with his thumb. “Even if it does look good on you.”

And, well. You were even more powerless against the heat that overtook your face.

He’d taken hold of your wrist to guide your hand up his arm to rest at his bicep, and – oh, of course. His tattoo.

“–wait, you designed this?”

He’d twisted a bit to allow you a better view, and you traced over the eye on his upper arm and the embellishments that scrolled further down.

Three guesses as to why that eye is there. Still, even with… obvious cult connections… it’s a solid design. “That’s pretty impressive, boss,” you’d said. And he wears it well, though you’ll be damned if you’ll admit that to him.

Even still, he’d preened all night afterwards – and his smugness only intensified when, in an attempt to distract him from the sullen hissy-fit you could sense coming after reading through an especially Seven-heavy chat, you’d asked if he was planning a design for you now that you’re here.

He’d perked up immediately. “Do I also get to decide where it goes?” His hands uncinched from your waist and moved to your hips, but you wriggled to displace him.

“Ah-ah-ah, boss, I wanna see some designs before you start scoping out where to put it; make sure I get some bang for my buck.” And then you’d shrugged languidly. “If you’re an expert at this, as you say, it shouldn’t take long, right? But it’s gotta be something I like, you hear me? Don’t go thinking I’ll let you stick me with just anything.” And then – well, it was probably a bad idea, but you couldn’t resist teasing, “And if I am satisfied with the design, well… you’re the artist, and it’s only right that you get to pick where to unveil your masterpiece.”

There was a dangerous glint in his eye at the challenge, but he was pleasantly content the rest of the night.

Really, you think you’ve gotten pretty damn great at getting him to simmer down, these last few days in particular.

…that’s something else you’ve been getting used to – how casual it’s gotten with him. Comfortable, if you don’t think about it. And that, more than anything else, is the habit you will have to break yourself of.

All the spying is intensely, emphatically invasive, a blot of creepiness in the midst of what you would like to think is an otherwise-unblemished record of non-creepy behavior, but there’s no chance of continuing this line of voyeurism if you ever get out of this place. No, this is situational-dependant assholery, and you would gladly wash your hands of it now if given the opportunity.

But it’s different with him. If you get attached, there won’t be any getting out of here. There won’t be an end to the surveillance, there won’t be an end to this ‘party’ he’s planning – you’ll just stay here. Forever, maybe.

And you can’t .

But goddamn if it doesn’t start to feel cheap just… doing what you can to learn more about this place, doing what you can to endear yourself to him, maybe get him on your side. Oddly like betrayal.

But it’s not your fault you were kidnapped. There’s nothing nefarious about what you’re doing to slow him down.

Yeah, the measures you’re having to take to avoid suspicion definitely strip your efforts to help out the RFA of any noble nature your plans might have had, but it’s sure as hell better than just passively watching, and way better than being the person who plans this whole kidnapping scheme in the first place.

…and still, it bothers you.

You can’t exactly say he’s been sweet to you, given how you got here, but it’s… close. Divorced from the context, very sweet, at times; you feel like you can carry actual conversations with him now without running into constant noncommittal non-answers from him, and he’s actually been trying to be funny, to go along with you when you make flippant suggestions and observations.

…you think that’s intentional, anyway. You don’t have a perfect grasp of why he does the things he does.

And the thought comes to you, unbidden, and lingers: he’ll be crushed if he finds out you’ve been using him this whole time – though he’s been using you for his plans.

But it’s all you can do.

So you… keep your eyes open. Try to learn as much as you can. And try not to think about what will happen if – when – you get out of here.

And it works somewhat decently.

Most of what you’re picking up outside of the chatrooms is of dubious use.

You learn that there are designations for some of the Mint Eye members. He does not have one; he is… special. You don’t know if you’re expected to get one, or if you, too, would somehow be special.

You learn that he does sleep, sometimes, and yes, in the bed in the little room nearby] And yes, you have woken up to an arm thrown over you, though only once. (And that is an unnecessary complication to an already-fraught situation. You suppose you’re lucky it was only the one time; with how rapidly your pulse had spiked at the realization of how close he was and the fact that your heart-rate only slowed after you managed to squirm carefully out from his grasp to avoid waking him, it would be better for your health to not have a repeat of the incident.)

Twice more, you’ve woken to the sight of him curled up tight underneath the covers, knees practically to his chest. By the time you made your way to the kitchens and back with breakfast he was awake – except the last time.

You can’t say it was particularly thrilling to just sit and wait for him to wake up, but it might do the circles beneath his eyes some good to get some rest.

“…should I start expecting breakfast in bed from now on?” he’d asked blearily, blinking at the oatmeal you’d set on the sheets beside him, banking on the hope that he wouldn’t knock it over when rising.

“Maybe if you care of yourself and get as much sleep as you’re supposed to, I’ll actually catch you in bed for once and have a chance to do this again.”

“I don’t need much sleep,” he’d protested, betrayed by the way he was rubbing at his eyes and frowning sleepily.

You’d shrugged at him from your position on the edge of the bed on the farther side from him, your own oatmeal in hand. “You can’t exactly get breakfast in bed if you’re not in bed, can you?”

He’d frowned more at that, but didn’t protest. This did not mean that the disagreement in semantics was over, however. In fact, you learned something else of interest from an offhand comment he made later that day after being reminded of your differing opinions on his sleeping habits, something you almost missed – said that if he really needed sleep, he wouldn’t be sleeping there , anyway.

Because that little room is not, in fact, his bedroom – or, rather, while the room is his to use as he pleases, and while he has chosen to use it as somewhere to go for brief moments of respite, he has an actual bedroom.

“For when I’m not as busy with the work that needs doing,” he’d explained. “As it is, there’s too much at stake to waste time on needless sleep.”

“Can’t imagine that gets much use then.” But – how long has he been focusing on ‘work that needs doing’ that he had found it necessary to have that nearby room all done up for him, even before you came here to help ? And how big is this place that it can allow that? Or, maybe, how important is he that he gets special treatment like that even if Mint Eye wouldn’t normally have so much extra space to toss around?

“Mmm. It doesn’t. But I can show you where it is when everything is in its place.”

You’d squinted suspiciously at him. “…I hope you don’t expect me to be making any late-night visits there, boss.”

He’d laughed. “So you can find me when you get your own, more permanent accommodations. …I’ll rest more when there’s time for it. Satisfied?”

“That’s just step one in what’s seeming like a long list of ‘ways you need to treat yourself better,’ but it’s a start, so… yes.]. But wait – I get a room? …my own room?” Is there space for that for everyone in paradise, or is this another perk of special treatment?

“Are you that eager to sleep somewhere else?” And you thought he was teasing there, but… the hint of a frown and a sudden wounded earnestness to his expression made you reevaluate that assessment.

Oh no. You made a sudden switch to appeasement. “Oh, no, boss, I’m just curious, that’s all. Have you ever heard me complain? I’m sure I’ll still be coming by to get on your case about sleeping even if our rooms are apart. Maybe that’ll be the start of that breakfast in bed habit, huh?”

He had nodded, seeming more content. …not for the first time, you wondered whether endearing yourself to him might be working a bit too well.

You are still frustratingly clueless about far too many things, and still don’t have a plan of action – no solid ideas on how to help beyond delaying him, no ideas for escape beyond making a dash for a random hallway and hoping for the best.

Still, you get the chance to ask him something else that’s been on your mind over – dinner? Late lunch?

You’ve been up for a while, and it’s the first and only meal of the day that you’ve actually taken the trouble to pause your work and focus on, so it seems like dinner.

Rice porridge with vegetables, for the both of you. Pretty decent rice porridge, though. You suppose they can’t really spring for anything elaborate when they’re feeding so many mouths.

You had to drag over boxes of files to act as makeshift seats and a table. Neither of you are using his chair after you protested that it was far too messy for you both to sit there and eat, and it’s just plain unfair for only one of you to take the chair. He suggested rock-paper-scissors to decide it, and when your eyes widened, he’d laughed and, even more surprisingly, agreed with your assessment and helped dragged over a box to sit on.

“So,” you say, waving your spoon in the air, “there’s definitely chefs here.” That nervous girl you startled days ago has to be one, at least. “Or… a chef? Is it just the one?”

“We have chefs,” he confirms. “Multiple. Not many, but more than one.”

“Right, okay, that makes sense. Where do you get the ingredients for that? Is someone assigned to getting groceries, or do you outsource that? Can you outsource that? Seems like someone making deliveries might take too much of an interest in us…”

“You can’t order take-out, if that’s what you’re wondering. Why so curious?”

“I just…” You shrug, and take another spoonful as you mull over how to explain it. “There seems to be a lot of people, or… more than just a few, and we’re planning to bring more, so what do they do ? ”

“What’s best.” You stare at him. He smirks, and somehow manages to make his next bite of porridge look smug. “…but everyone here is in paradise. They do what they are best suited to and help to bring others to happiness as well.”

“Uh…huh, so… the RFA will all have… roles to fill when they arrive that’ll they’ll be happy with and that will… support paradise?”

“Mmh.” Another spoonful. This may be the most you’ve ever seen him eat at once, and it still isn’t much. No wonder he’s so skinny. Might be malnourished, if the eating habits you’ve observed aren’t a new thing, unless he’s sneaking vitamins when you’re not looking. …well, it’s possible; he does leave for brief periods in the mornings, all those times he comes back seeming markedly more bright-eyed than when he left.

“…what was my role going to be? If I had – gone in. Not tried to back out of the apartment.”

“That’s decided by the savior. Whatever it was doesn’t matter now; you work with me.” He tilts his head, and regards you over the rim of his bowl. “…I like this role for you.”

“I–” You have to glance away, finding his gaze a touch too… meaningful. “–like this role for me, too.” But you’re not aiming for compliments here.

You mull over this new information. You… doubt that they’d be truly content with anything they could be given here, if only because you’ve yet to meet anyone with an actual name here, which does not bode well for how happy everyone already in paradise is.

The savior does as she pleases, and he does as the savior pleases but seems content to do so. Is that how it goes for the others?

But then, if not, why stay? What keeps so many people here? You are watched, and you have your own self-assigned duties to take care of before you can focus solely on getting out. But would they consider themselves happy? How did they come to be here, if not – and especially if they do, what brought them to the point that a functional cult seemed to provide the answers they lacked?

…it casts aspersions on him , too. What brought him here? Did he have a hand in the creation of this paradise, or did he find himself in a position of power, relative as it is, after the fact? He certainly thinks of himself as happy here, but…

And then you draw in a slow breath. That’s a thought for later. For now, you have to play along. So you ask, “What’s the rest of the RFA going to do?”

His answer is a touch mumbled by the bite he takes just as you ask. “As I said, the savior decides.”

“Right, right, of course. …but don’t you have any ideas? Suggestions, even, for some of them.” Something to give you a clue on how they’re viewed. How truly he buys into the vision of paradise, maybe.

He casts his eyes up to the ceiling. “…Zen might still perform,” he says at last. “We’ve got a stage.”

The next bite nearly misses your mouth as you lean forward in surprise. “We do ? ”

“Of course. I’ll give you the grand tour when we’ve finished preparing for the party.”

You give a low whistle in lieu of responding; as is usually the case, thinking about the possibility that you’ll actually get to that point and fail to help them or yourself is… an unpleasant prospect.

“Mmm, then how about… Jaehee? –oh, she’s not going to take my job, is she?” You splay a hand across your chest in mock-concern.

He gives an emphatic shake of his head. “No.”

“Oh, good, nice to have some job security. Let’s see, Jumin… has business savvy? That translates into something, right? Paradise still has business?”

He smirks. “Are you thinking he’ll budget for those grocery trips you’re so concerned about?”

“Well I wasn’t but I am now and absolutely he should do that.” There’s still a knot of guilt in your stomach – you shouldn’t be speaking so lightly about the roles that might be assigned to people targeted for kidnapped. But it’s so easy to laugh along with him, particularly with how pleased he seems to be with successfully amusing you.

He’s still scraping his bowl for the dregs of his dinner when you set your own bowl down on the table-box, finished. “You about done, boss? I guess we should take these back to the kitchen… Oh – I think there’s some wrappers left around the desk, hold on…”

You hop up from the box and make your way to the monitors, beginning to root around for any trash you may have missed earlier. “Can’t for the life of me think what Yoosung will do with his skills that’ll make him happy.” And then you shake your head. “Well, not something that translates well to, ah, running paradise, but I don’t mean to disparage the kid. What’s his major again? If he’s retained enough from classes, maybe that’ll decide it.”

“Veterinary science,” he says.

“No shit?” You hear him laugh behind you. “Huh. Well, I guess that could qualify him for… something. Let’s get a cat as a mascot, then he can take care of it, yeah?”

“You think that the most fitting path for him, the path our savior deems to be what he has been lacking all his life, is as a petsitter ?” You feel a measure of pride at hearing amusement in his voice, even if there’s probably some disbelief in it, too.

“Hey, I’m sure I could come up with something better if given the time, but c'mon, boss, we’re all about happiness, and what could be happier than cats?” And they’re a much better avenue of conversation than his plans.

“If that’s all you have in mind for him, wouldn’t you think the cat-lover would be a better fit?”

“Mmm, you’re right.” He hums a smug little note. “Back to square one for Yoosung. And… you’re already the resident hacker, that’d be too redundant, so I dunno, maybe Seven can–” And then you remember and you snap out of your joking tone. Right. Dangerous territory, too casual. Bad place to stray on autopilot. When you turn back, he’s gripping his bowl with white-knuckled hands.

“That traitor…” He has to draw in a breath to temper the venom in his voice, though it still shakes. “Has no place in paradise.” Oh, god, he does not look happy.

“No, of course not, I–” What to say, what to say? You can fix this, right?

You set the assortment of trash you were holding down on the desk and take tentative steps forward.

“We don’t need him,” he whispers, words sharp and brittle. “He doesn’t deserve the happiness of paradise.”

Another step. Back at the boxes now. He doesn’t seem to be upset by you drawing nearer, just by, well – thoughts of Seven.

He looks you in the eye as you take another step. Voice softer now, wavering but still bearing that sharp edge, he says, “The savior is so kind. She takes care of lost souls, brings them the happiness that’s been denied to them. Even the ones that he … ” His voice is hateful. “That he’s led astray. Lied to.”

His hands shake. You can see his fingers clench tighter around the bowl he’s holding. “We can still save them. We can make them get better. Heal them from the delusions he fed them. But he doesn’t deserve that kindness. He betrayed them all, he betrayed me–”

You’re still meeting his gaze, but his eyes are unfocused now, and he draws in a breath that sounds like a gasp. Like a sob. “He’s a liar, a filthy traitor, and–!”

You hesitate, and then, with movements shaky from trepidation, place your hands over his and try to ease his fingers away from the bowl. There’s a moment of rigid unwillingness, and then he releases it to you. Without turning away, you settle down onto the box-table and set the bowl beside you, then reach for his hands again.

“I–” You wait, but he doesn’t continue, just… stares at your hands, holding his.

“I’m…” Slowly, he raises his head. The focus is back, but his eyes are drained of the rage you’d seen there only moments before, and he just looks fragile.

He stares at you for a long moment, and then – pitches forwards, into you.

You draw in a sharp breath of surprise, and he wraps his arms around you. You freeze, then slowly return the embrace.

His fingers clench tightly into the fabric of your shirt and his breath comes out in little stuttery puffs against your collarbone. You raise a hand so that you can stroke his hair. He shudders, and his fingers tighten enough that you can feel his nails through your shirt, not painfully, but… there.

Cautiously, you begin to comb your fingers through his hair, and his breathing evens out in half-measures until he’s no longer trembling and his arms relax around you.

After a long moment, he pulls back, and you still your movements.

“I’m better than him,” he says at last, softly, pleadingly. He looks up at you, sad eyes staring into yours.

Your breath catches, momentarily at a loss for words. Given who he is, it’s – absurd to want to comfort him beyond what will keep you safe.

But you do .

He looks hurt and vulnerable, and you want to soothe him until the pain eases from his face and he no longer seems like a string pulled too taut, too close to fraying through.

“I’m sure you are, boss,” you say. “…you’re better to me.”

The relief that spills across his face makes your heart ache, and he leans into you, pressing his cheek to your chest as he wraps his arms around you again.

You fiddle with the ends of his hair, just to see if that’s what he’s after, if that would comfort him again, and he nuzzles into you.

You don’t get much else done that night, just… steady him.

The next morning brings still more surprises, as you find yourself taking a walk with him in what is rapidly becoming… a really nice-looking part of the complex.

There are actual windows here. And sunlight. Why does he have a workspace down in the dark, again?

It was a fairly sudden development – he’d popped out for a little while, as has become normal, but when he came back, he brought new information, and informed you of the change in plans. Apparently, he’s going off to work on a security system, and you are… not. No, you’ve got… a visit to make.

With the savior.

“Fill me in, boss. What kind of security system needs you to work on it in-person?” You’re keeping pace with him, which is a little surprising, given how much time you’re spending just looking around, trying to take in new sights as they fall out of view.

“Mmm, I don’t need to work on it quite that close, but I’d prefer to be there to maintain a strong connection with it, and monitor it.” His lips quirk up. “For luck, I suppose. It's…sensitive.”

“Sensitive enough that you don’t want me there to distract you?”

He actually stops so he can look at you, and you stumble a step in your haste to stop as suddenly. You think for a moment that something else has caught his attention, but there’s just a long stretch of hallway before you and no one else around, so you meet his gaze.

There’s something soft in his expression. “I’d gladly bring you along,” he says, and he reaches to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear, fingers lingering against your skin before he pulls away. “…but the savior would like to spend time with you.” And then, softer, “and this way, we don’t have to be apart any longer than necessary.”

Despite yourself, you can feel your face heat up. “…well boss, I’m flattered.”

His smile grows fonder. He begins walking again, and you follow in step. “But yes,” he says, “it is delicate.”

“How delicate?”

“Well, it’s a bomb, so… delicate enough.” He chuckles, but you’re already alarmed.

“A bomb ?” Your steps falter, and you trip over yourself to keep pace with him again. “I – I – I didn’t think we were gonna blow people up , I thought we were bringing them here, I –”

“Shhh.” He stops again, pressing a finger to your lips. “We are bringing them here. The bomb is just a… precaution. A deterrent, if you will. No one will get hurt. This will make sure of it. You understand?”

He waits until you nod weakly to take his finger away. “Good. Now… we’re just about there.”

He takes your hand to lead you now. If you are near, the hand-holding definitely isn’t necessary, but… it feels anchoring, somehow. Even if he’s the reason why you’re in need of anchoring in the first place.

But – wow. As soon as you round the corner you can see why the savior has chosen this place to meet, and you’re in awe even before you step out the glass doors and into the most magnificent garden you have ever seen.

“Oh… my god,” you murmur. It’s unreal how beautiful this is – more colors than you’ve ever seen in one place, the intermingling fragrances of the blossoms heady enough that you think you might grow dizzy if you stay too long.

Together, the pair of you wind through brick pathways that meander past bushes heavy with deeply blooming flowers. Roses seem to be a particular favorite here, blooming in a myriad of different colors and varieties.

You reach to brush your fingers against some petals as you pass, and you could swear their scent lingers on you even from that brief touch.

And then, there she is.

There is a trellis of bright-blooming wisteria above the point where the pathway widens to a circular area, and this is where the savior is seated at a table, delicately sipping tea. There is an empty seat just across from her, where you assume you are meant to sit, in time.

Her attire is not so elaborate today, though she is no less elegant – no less imposing – in her sundress than she is in her formal robes. She makes a fitting picture, framed against the flowers.

“My savior.” His voice is a low, reverent murmur, and he presses a hand to his chest.

She nods in response, and even this simple motion seems graceful coming from her.

“How wonderful to see you both. I trust the morning finds you well?” she asks.

“Very well, savior,” he says, and you echo him in a quiet, hesitant murmur. Her eyes wander from him to you, and you feel rooted to the spot.

“You know what you are to do?” she asks – addressing him, you’re sure, but still looking at you.

He doesn’t seem to notice, or at least, if he does, he makes no indication of it. “I do. I am eager to perform the work ahead of me. Soon their defenses will be down and we will be one step closer to bringing them to salvation.”

“Wonderful. I have every confidence in you,” she says warmly, and he practically beams at these words – though he does then glance over at you, and she does not miss this. A gentle smile graces her face. “They will be safe with me,” she says softly, and he ducks his head a little.

“Of course,” he says. “There is nowhere safer.”

“Return to us soon,” she says.

“For eternal paradise,” he murmurs, and does that little almost-bow again. You find yourself released from his grasp, though his fingers linger against your palm as if reluctant to pull away, but then he nods and steps back, breaking the contact. You are a little regretful of the loss.

You meet his eye before he turns away to leave and see the faintest hint of a smile cross his face, and then he is gone.

And it’s just you and her.

For a moment, you stand in place, unsure what to do, but she beckons you nearer with a wave of her hand. “Oh, don’t be shy, come and sit,” she says.

You do, but you’re sure she can see stiffness in your movements when you pull out the chair and take a seat.

“Are you nervous?” she asks. You twist your fingers together, trying to will yourself to appear relaxed. She laughs before you have a chance to speak, a high, sweet sound, and says, “There’s no need for that.”

The hell there isn’t. But you nod as if merely bashful.

“How are you settling into our paradise?”

Her gaze remains on you, curious but intense, and you nod slowly. “Well enough, I think. I'm… no longer getting lost. And I think I’m used to the routine enough that I’ve been far more helpful.” Unfortunately.

She hums a contented note. “It’s regretful that you have found yourself among us at such a busy time; there is much that you have yet to see, and much that I know you would delight in, but you have not been afforded the time to do so. Your diligence is greatly appreciated – indeed, the work you are doing is invaluable – but it’s a shame we’ve had to delay so much of your experience.”

“I’m just… happy to help,” you say lamely.

She takes a sip of tea, but when she sets her cup down, she shakes her head. “Forgive me.” Her voice is wry. “I have not had guests in some time, and it appears I have been so distracted by your presence that I forgot myself. Tea?”

“Oh… thank you, but that’s not necessary,” you begin, but she’s already rising and skirting around the table.

When she pauses at your side, she considers you for a moment, examining you. “These new clothes suit you,” she says at last. “He seemed pleased with the chance to provide you with these at last, and I can see why.”

She reaches for the teapot at the center of the table, and as she begins to fill your cup, you are suddenly grateful that you chose an outfit with more modest pieces. Floral and lacy; maybe she’s a fan of that, too.

She is… close. Very close. When she pours the tea, her arm brushes yours repeatedly, and you catch a hint of her perfume. You can’t tell exactly what it is – there’s vanilla there, you think? And something else, something sweet but not overmuch. Peach? Or… maybe not. Either way, its rich and almost… creamy in how smooth and sweet it is. It’s heady, like the intermingling floral scents in the garden pathways, but doesn’t seem at odds with it.

You find yourself watching her instead of the tea, and so you can’t pretend you weren’t staring when her eyes skirt to you.

“You know,” she says, tone light, “most would consider this an honor.”

Ah. Right. She is the savior, after all. You hasten to think of something to say, a sufficient apology for your oversight, but she laughs as she sets the teapot down.

“Don’t worry,” she says, and she runs a hand through your hair. Her touch is light, delicate, and she combs through the strands with gentle purpose. “You don’t have to trouble yourself. It would be unkind to offer and then demand thanks, hmm?”

She works her way through your hair until her hand comes to rest at your neck and lingers, fingers toying with the wispy strands of hair there as she says, “your initiation is soon, and the party will follow close behind, and you will have time to rest at last. Are you frightened?”

And even if you lied, you think she might be able to feel how your pulse sped up at her words, so you give a slow nod.

She hums a note. “Yes, it’s daunting to think how close you are to such perfect happiness at last, isn’t it? An end to the misery that has plagued you… It’s natural to hesitate before this possibility when it has long been denied you. But we will be here to guide you every step of the way. You need not fear faltering.” Her nails scrape gently against your skin, almost soothingly if not for, well – your general discomfort. “I’m sure you will be perfectly at ease here even when your duties with the party are fulfilled. And I look forward to getting to know you in the days to come. Perhaps you will find your happiness through working closely together.”

She angles her head, and the sunlight catches in her hair, enhancing the halo effect of it. So bright, and still you shiver.

She pulls away after smoothing down your hair one last time, and returns to her seat.

You focus on the tea in front of you so you can at least pretend that her gaze isn’t fixed on you. It’s – a very lovely shade of amber but your nerves are so high that you can’t register the taste of it in your mouth.

And for a while, you both just sit in silence, drinking tea. She seems to find more comfort in the quiet than you do, looking perfectly relaxed.

When you’ve drained your second cup of tea, she speaks up.

“You know,” she says, “you do look even lovelier in the light,” she says. “Perhaps you would care to take a walk through the gardens with me? Take in some of the sunlight.”

And what are you to do but say yes?

She guides you to the path opposite the one you came from, pace slow and leisurely, perfect for taking it all in, if only you could dispel some of this nervousness and focus on the sights to see.

“Look,” she says, indicating roses a shade of rich blue. “Beautiful, aren’t they?” She traces over the outer petals, then runs her fingers down the stem to rest over a thumb. “Guarded, but beautiful.”

“How do you get them to grow in that color?” you ask.

“Patience,” she says, and nods in a way that you assume means it’s time to move on, “and nurturing.”

She makes little comments as you continue, pointing out particularly lovely or unusual blooms – enough to keep the bubbles of silence down to only a few moments, but not enough to truly occupy your thoughts.

There’s too much to worry about – bombs and plans and parties – and they plague you too much not to think of them, and finally you blurt, “Why is he so affected by that hacker?”

You don’t bother clarifying. You’re not sure you should have even risked it in the first place.

She tilts her head. “Why do you ask me and not him? Or… do you ask what he has already said he will not answer?” Her tone barely changes, if at all, but suddenly you feel laid bare, placed before the glare of a spotlight.

You fumble with your words. “I don’t – want to upset him. Of course. But I don’t always know what to ask, I don’t always know what’s going to upset him, except… that. The other hacker. That always upsets him. And…” You offer a nervous smile and twist your fingers together, feigning interest in the new blooms you pass – violets? – in the hopes that this will at least build the illusion of confidence. “We have – the endless party to prepare for, and I’d like to do my part as best I can. I don’t want to be ignorant of anything that might be important to know for that, but I… don’t want to strain him by forcing him to confront what’s obviously upsetting him.”

“Mmm… yes, Saeran can be… temperamental. Not without reason, but…” She pauses to examine a large orange rose, dipping her fingers into the petals. “I imagine he may well become… emotional, if pressed on this.”

There is, at first, only relief that she hasn’t found your explanation worthy of further inquiry, but then her words hit you, and your next breath stutters in your throat.

“ Saeran? ”

She gives you a look of mild surprise, turning away from the blossom to regard you. “You didn’t know?” And then she inclines her head. “I suppose it isn’t too surprising. He is… not fond of his name.” Her expression is sorrowful, if still prettily composed.

“I… see.” You don’t know what else to say. “No, he didn’t tell me.”

“Mmm, it might be best to remain calling him… whatever you used before, then. If he hadn’t told you already…” She trails off meaningfully.

“Of course,” you say. It feels – ill-gained. You don’t know if he ever planned to tell you, or if you would have learned this eventually, but now you have a name to put to him besides just boss and that’s – well – not something you were expecting.

“Perhaps you can ask him about this, and about the intensity of his feelings regarding the hacker.” She rests her chin on the back of her hand. “But… after the party?” It’s phrased like it’s a question, though you know it’s not.

“…of course, my savior.” So you won’t get an answer to this question, much as the curiosity burns at you. “But then, if he – if… Saeran… hates the hacker so much, why focus on the RFA?” Connections? Influence? Jumin is the son of a business magnate, probably worth an absurd amount of money – but the rest of them?

“They are… particularly wounded.” She releases the bloom,and a petal comes with it. She clicks her tongue, rolling the petal between her fingers. “Lost. If we don’t help them now, I fear that they may remain tangled in doubts forever.” She pinches the petal tightly suddenly, and when she lets it go, it falls crushed from her fingers.

That's… an answer that doesn’t manage to answer anything. You hesitate, then ask the question at the heart of everything.

“Why do you do this?” The frustration you feel bleeds into your voice, and you continue in the hopes that this will amend that. “You… care for people. Heal hurt. You go to such lengths to find lost people – why ?”

And she laughs.

You’ve never heard someone with a bell-like voice until you met her. Clear and bright and musical – and distant. “My dear, what else would I do?” She reaches to place a hand at your face, thumb ar your jaw and fingers splayed against your cheek. “If you see someone in need, don’t you ache to do something?” She brushes against your cheekbone in a motion that is probably meant to be comforting. “Have you not wished desperately for a guiding hand when you were lost?”

There is amusement in her gaze – even, perhaps, affection – which you suppose you should be grateful for. Seems safer than the alternative. But you don’t want to be coddled. Not here, not like this.

“…yes,” you say at last. “I understand.”

Her smile is warm. “I’m glad. But I am always here to help if you have any more questions. [We wouldn’t want you to feel lost in paradises.”

“Thank you for your kindness, my savior.” Your heart thuds hollowly in your chest.

“Now,” she says, “have you anything else to ask, or would you care to see more of the gardens?”

And you can’t imagine you’ll get a satisfying answer to any of the other questions that plague you – why me, why a bomb, why, why, why? – and so you nod.

When he returns, he finds you still winding through the gardens, by a wall of swaying sunflowers this time, and your breath catches as he comes into view.

“It is done, my savior.” You wonder idly if you should have been making those half-bows like he does this whole time, but you can’t focus long enough on this thought to care.

He has a name .

Saeran . Not your nameless boss.

It makes him – not more real, exactly, because you’re not sure you’ve fully processed it, but it definitely changes something .

You just… don’t know how much yet.

And you have, it seems, missed out on some of his report, because when you snap back into focus, he’s already begun to explain how it went.

“–notice a thing, and went off without a single hiccup. By the time they realize anything has changed, it will be too late; they’ll have no chance to counter the security system, and the extraction will be unexpected and seamless.”

At some point, he’d come closer, and she places one hand on his shoulder. “Very good,” she praises, “I would expect nothing less from you. And the connection is still stable from here?”

He nods, and she gives him a warm smile.

And now she steps back and he comes to stand beside you.

The savior clasps her hands together. “Now, much as I cherish the time I am able to spend with you, there is work to be done.”

What does she do when she’s not instructing him, or… examining you? But, this is a clear dismissal. You incline your head when he does, this time.

And that’s that.

You start off in silence through garden pathways that you’ve already grown sick of. Almost immediately, his hand brushes against yours once, twice, three times, and you glance over at him. Has he been made shy by the savior’s compliments? He had no trouble taking your hand earlier. You flex your fingers against his, and this seems to give him the go-ahead to lace your fingers with his.

You’re still radiating nervous energy. “I'm… glad it went well,” you say. Better to talk than be left in silence with tumultuous thoughts. “And that you’re back.”

He hums a contented note. “I’ll show you the new feed when we return. And…” he says, “the savior seems pleased with you. Maybe… we could spend time together like this soon.”

You force yourself to smile, and his hand tightens around yours.

You and Saeran and the savior. What a picture that would make.

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I couldn’t sleep and was thinking too much and this is the result. It’s a lot but I had to write it down somewhere. This is the short version, if you’re interested in the whole thing, keep reading!

For some people, feeling like you’re learning for someone else puts pressure on them that they don’t want. That’s fine. Everything I choose to learn, I am learning for myself first. But I am so lucky and privileged to have the parents (and family in general) I have, that the thought of learning in order to follow in their footsteps and pass on their enthusiasm for learning to my future kids doesn’t feel intimidating at all. They taught me to love knowledge. To never stop learning. And that being curious isn’t annoying, it’s essential.

I love learning. Gaining knowledge and acquiring skills is the most amazing thing. Everything I am doing, learning, achieving, it’s for myself. Thinking about how much I will have learned by the end of next year, the next five years, or ten, it gives me so much joy. But while I do what I do for myself, I also do it for my parents. My parents who are amazing and loving and kind and gave me everything I could ever ask for by providing a safe, loving home and made sure I was able to pursue whatever I wanted before during and after school. I want to learn as much as I can to show them that they lead by a great example. It took my father years of hard work and determination to get his PhD while not having a lot of money and caring for two little girls. He showed me the stars, how to grow crystals, how to use a microscope, and how to make a bow and arrows. He came to every dance recital even though he doesn’t really like dancing. He answered all my questions about everything as best as he could and if he didn’t know the answer he would say ‘I don’t know, let’s find out.’ He still gets excited about big ships and tries to identify aircrafts by sound and is totally down for a nerf gun fight in the living room. He taught me that being curious isn’t annoying, it’s essential. My mom has had to put a lot in her life on hold to take care of me, my sister and my brother the way she did. She didn’t finish her degree because she didn’t have the money and has just now started to go to university again. She is a bookseller and has passed on her love for books to me and my siblings. There is no sound that makes me feel safer than her steady breathing and turning of pages. She has instilled in me a love for stories, for music, for language. And the certainty that learning never stops. That there is always more. And that you are never too old to change or to start something new. I also learn so I can be as great of an example as my parents were to me, to my siblings and my future children. I want to teach them things. I want to further their horizon and show them how much fun it is to learn new things. How hard work and determination can pay off. How sometimes the easy path isn’t the best one. But sometimes the hardest one isn’t either. I want them to be able to do what they love, something that makes them happy. I want to show them the stars and teach them how to sing in harmony and how to shoot a bow and arrow and how to ride a unicycle. I want to explain the wonders of our world to them and encourage them to always be curious. To love knowledge. To never stop learning.

[breatheinthesea]

Truth, set me free

If you’re reading this right now, I assume you’re coming from my video or you just happen to be among the few thousand who still follow this account- 

either way, and regardless of if you know me personally or not, I just have to start off by saying thank you. A genuine thank you- one that could make me cry just thinking about. I know anyone who couldn’t give a rats ass about me or my life wouldn’t be here, so by default, I’m guessing (secretly hoping) the rest of you do. Anyway, thank you for reading this. I know it’s long as hell and will take up some of your minutes here on earth, and that’s important to me, that you chose to be here rather than anywhere else. I want it to be like we’re sitting on the bed talking like best friends do when they really need to open up about something that’s been hurting them, even if I’m a complete stranger or just another “youtuber” to you. And speaking of best friends, I haven’t really fully opened up to mine about what’s been going on, so if you’re reading, I’m sorry for being so distant this past year and a half, and I hope this blog post helps everyone and anyone in whatever way it can. It will surely be helping me.

So, where to begin? is the question I am haunted by every time I think about actually writing this blog post. I begin obsessing over the starting point and then never end up starting, which can be so utterly frustrating. I have a thousand thoughts racing through my head, it’s hard enough to grab onto one, let alone place it in the perfect sequence. While writing used to ease my mind, now I am just overwhelmed by the never-ending options of words to use, opportunities to make run-on sentences, and ways to say everything I wish I would’ve said differently. I over-analyze every sentence, read it over and over and have to convince myself not to delete it. So as you can imagine, I’ve avoided any kind of writing lately- journaling, blogging, texting friends and emailing companies back, etc… You get the idea. Basically, something I used to love has turned into a struggle, something I avoid like the plague. And my mentioning this is to make a comparison of what my life’s turned into- something I used to love and now completely struggle to manage on a daily basis.

If you happened to sit through my agonizingly long video titled “Where Have I Been?”, then you’re probably already familiar with the fact that I’ve struggled with mental illness for a while now. If you didn’t watch it, and don’t want to, I basically explained that in the beginning of 2015, I began losing myself. I started questioning my religion that I had put my entire identity into, thus launching me into an identity and existential crisis, which I couldn’t really recognize at the time and surely didn’t know how to process. I felt extreme guilt, shame, and self-hatred for not being the person I thought I was for so many years, and who others expected me to be. I only confided in very few people, and they all told me to just keep praying and trying to mend my relationship with God, and when that didn’t work, I felt obligated to wear a mask of certainty to compensate for how terrified I was of actually admitting I didn’t know what I believed. It was exhausting and painful to keep up that facade, especially being so formerly open and confident about it online.

Now that I’ve spent the time analyzing exactly what happened and asking myself “where did it all go wrong?”, I’ve discovered the questioning and doubting actually began in 2013. I just couldn’t handle it anymore after two years of feeling like a fake, a sinner, a liar, and a person who was surely going to hell if I had died. And as it goes, those internalized emotions that I had been bottling up for years eventually manifested into harming myself in a desperate attempt to get the people around me to realize I was not okay. And it worked. I got the attention I desired, and it quickly turned into an obsession that I had not prepared myself for at all. I always believed I was in control of it, but just like with any addiction, it soon took control over me. I was powerless to the urges and addicted to the rush. I started cutting on February 7th, 2015 and didn’t stop until October 5th- 3 trips to the ER, 25 stitches, and 4 days in a psych ward later. It was the worst time of my life, and I was sure I had hit rock bottom.

Nope haha.

After months of therapy, I thought things were starting to look up. I moved out of my apartment that encased those terrible memories, and planned to start completely fresh. I was determined to get happy again. I began embracing the unknown and started aligning my actions with my morals. I discovered veganism and realized what I had been missing my entire life. I started smoking marijuana again after 5 years of demonizing it, which in turn helped keep me away from the heavy drinking which was a major trigger for my self-harm (I finally quit after cutting through a nerve that made me lose feeling in half my forearm.) I moved into an even bigger apartment, started dating someone who thought like I did, and spent all my time and energy trying to control and perfect every aspect of my life to make up for the years I felt I had wasted. I made my beauty room white and sparkly like everyone else’s, bought a better camera, new lighting, a monitor, a green screen, a new microphone, etc… and once everything was perfect in my eyes, I vowed to my subscribers that I was back, that “2016 would be my bitch”.

Nope again haha.

I still felt empty. I still wasn’t satisfied. I was still filling a void. While I attempted to make everything around me perfect, I just felt more and more imperfect. Thoughts of being incompetent, a failure, not good enough, and a waste of talent were all I could focus on. Filming gave me anxiety like I had never experienced before, and I was never satisfied with any video I tried to produce. My heart was simply no longer in it because the perfectionism I acquired inhibited any form of enjoyment that I formerly got from creating youtube videos. And this shattered me, because I had no plan B. I had no college degree to fall back on, no other passions, this was it for me. So I pushed on, and tried my best, but fell short over and over. The shame of not feeling capable of doing a job I used to be in love with, and that others would kill for and find incredibly easy, weighed on me every day like a ton of bricks. I watched other youtuber’s execute videos so flawlessly and passionately and instead of getting inspired, I became crippled with envy and decided I could never be as talented, as professional, as funny, as naturally beautiful as them, and this was so disheartening coming from a person who used to make videos called “how to be confident”. I realized that while I had recognized that I lost myself somewhere along the way, I never truly found myself, and still haven’t. I got swept up in my own depression, leaning solely on my boyfriend to make me happy, and we all know that doesn’t and cannot work for the benefit of both people in a relationship. I became attached, overly dependent, extremely jealous and it only caused more pain. I had so much negative energy, it was like carrying a cloud around me where anyone who came close would just suffocate with me.

Of course, I didn’t want to feel this way, and I noticed the only time I felt okay with myself was when I was high. So I stayed high. My addictive personality leached onto this plant like it was my new savior. I couldn’t stand being sober, because it revealed how miserable I was inside. I wasn’t willing or simply didn’t know how to deal with my emotions, and it got worse and worse as I continued to self-medicate and ignore the root cause of my depression and anxiety for months. I tried medication after medication and the up’s and downs from those side effects were truly unbearable at times. There were weeks where I didn’t enjoy anything or even recognize myself. My favorite foods didn’t appeal to me and all I wanted to do was sleep where I finally felt safe in a dream. I remember listening to music and there wasn’t a single song that made me feel anything. Nothing. It’s like I was a robot, just a body with no soul inside. I remember walking into my mom’s house one day and not recognizing her face. I remember getting my skirt altered for my best friend’s wedding and I was just staring out the window thinking “I’m not real. None of this is real.” I often felt like I was tripping and had to have someone convince me I was a real person, in a real world. My perception of reality would become so distorted. It sent me into panic, I would have severe episodes of rage and confusion and no one would know what to do about it or how to help me. This happened multiple times a week for a period of time. This is the type of shit that convinces people to kill themselves because they lose any attachment to themselves or outer world. It was the scariest shit I’ve ever experienced, and partially why I’ve sworn against anti-depressants and mood stabilizers for a while.

My life felt like it was falling apart, and well, it pretty much was. My income was decreasing at an alarming rate due to the fact that I was barely filming videos and terminated all contracts with any companies that tested on animals (all of them). I spent my money so carelessly because I never imagined that with this job I could ever fall back into debt. I was financially stable for so many years and expected that to be the case for a long time, but I was very wrong. The last month of living in my apartment I had to ask another Youtuber to loan me money to pay my rent, which was incredibly embarrassing and shameful for me, but thank god for kind and generous friends. I moved back into my moms house in October and my depression, anxiety and manic episodes continued full force.

I’m getting anxious at this point, biting my cuticles like a mad man trying to make sure my story comes across accurately. I’ve been putting this off for so long that now I just want it done and over with so I can move forward. But I don’t want to forget anything, or not include the important details of what’s been happening. But then again, I’m in control of this, and I think I just need to hurry it up. So, long story short, things got even worse once I moved home, which I didn’t think was possible. I was still smoking every day, my relationship with my mom was turning very ugly with almost every conversation ending in “fuck you” instead of “I love you.” I barely left my room and was sleeping more than any normal person should. My rage was at an all time high. We found a different psychiatrist to do some intensive testing on me, and after 4 hours of questioning, it was revealed to me that I had Borderline Personality Disorder. This was relieving and shocking all at the same time. I didn’t know what that “disorder” was when I first found out, but once I researched more, I realized I definitely acquired it somewhere along the way, and this was somewhat good news because now we at least had some direction to go in as far as treating it.

I started therapy again but it just wasn’t enough. I was still an emotional roller coaster every day, with no ambition to help myself and still completely reliant on marijuana to mellow me out. Everything overwhelmed me, everything scared me, and nothing was good enough. I would just stare at my walls and genuinely want to be dead. I was consumed by negative thoughts, and felt there was no way out. That’s when I decided to go to treatment.

I’ve been in treatment since January 25th. I go to a psychiatric facility every single day for 7 hours, and will for another month. We focus on DBT therapy and so far I’ve seen some improvement. I no longer have the manic episodes, and I’m learning how to control my anger in healthier ways. I’ve been sober for 67 days and will remain so for the duration of my treatment. I’ve met some pretty amazing people there, and just the structure and routine of it has been something I’ve needed for a long time. I don’t consider it a “cure” and my mental illnesses are something I will have to battle for a long, long time. Maybe even the rest of my life. But I can see the light now when for months all I saw was darkness. I’ve started reading books again and have fallen in love with learning and expanding the horizons of my mind. I’ve realized that nothing is the same as it was and nothing should ever be the same as it was. I am constantly growing and constantly becoming. I know now that I had a very abrupt spiritual awakening when I couldn’t yet comprehend that I was wakening, and it has proven to be the most important challenge in my life thus far, and for that, I am grateful.

As far as Youtube goes, all I can say is I didn’t come this far to only come this far. I have shit to say and minds to reach. I am working day in and day out to overcome my perfectionism and anxiety so I can return to Youtube as the absolute best version of myself. It will take time. It will take patience on both ends. I have to re-learn how to love myself and I’m sure some of you can relate to that. But I’m just so fucking thankful the universe gave me this job and this platform that I get to come back to when I feel ready. I know not everyone has agreed or understood why I can’t just film myself putting on makeup, but I hope this blog post has helped you realize why. When you get an illness, you take time off of work. When you get a mental illness, you should 100% do the same. It was me against myself the entire time. I don’t know exactly when, but I stopped loving myself and it crushed my spirit, crushed everything I had ever loved, including Youtube. And don’t get me started on the overwhelming amounts of guilt for not using my platform to spread the vegan message. That’s a whole other story.

Meditation, DBT skills, books, and TED talks are about the only things keeping me sane right now. I’ve had to accept the fact that I’m a work in progress and I hope everyone else can too. We’re all struggling with something. Life is fucking hard. But I’ve survived my darkest days and know that the only direction I can go from here is up and that is exciting. But I am still scuffling for stability, especially financially. I know it’s been obvious with the sporadic sponsored videos but for right now, that is just the reality of it. I need money to stay afloat just like you do, and I’m trying my best to stay true to myself in the process, but it has been very compromising. I’m still trying to figure this all out. And I appreciate those of you who are understanding and defend my integrity in those situations where it is questioned. I get it, though, and I’m going to make it up to you. It is my goal to return to my channel as a new evolved being, with a passion for makeup artistry and MANY other things. I am completely open for suggestions when it comes to future content, but I won’t be reading comments for a while until I know I can handle it. My friends and family will be reporting back to me with requests and constructive criticism so we can still stay connected.

I can’t believe I’m about to end this post when I never thought I’d see it come to completion. What a weight it was to carry. I feel so relieved and so happy to have gotten this off my chest and into the abyss of the universe. I cannot predict what this will mean or what it will do for someone, but my hope is that it is a catalyst for support, love, and positive endeavors moving forward. I will not return to social media if I cannot do it wholeheartedly. I must be unapologetically myself as I am still learning who that is, so it will be interesting haha. For the first time in a while, I am excited for the future. I hope y’all are too. Thank you immensely for your unconditional support and friendship. Despite everything, I know I am very blessed.

Thank you for reading. 

“Transformation isn't sweet or bright. It’s a dark and murky, painful pushing. An unraveling of the untruths you’ve carried in your body. A complete uprooting before becoming.” 

[winter-gale]

Solar Eclipse

Two dozen tips for the August 21, 2017, total solar eclipse Posted by Michael Bakich You know, I’ve served as a tour guide to 10 total solar eclipses. During my conversations and lectures, I’ve given people lots of advice. So, I thought why not repeat some of it here? I therefore present my top 25 tips related to the United States’ 2017 eclipse. 1. Take eclipse day off — now! You may think three years is a bit of a long lead time, and, unless you work for a magazine called Astronomy, it may be. The point I’m making is that August 21, 2017, may turn out to be the most popular vacation-day request in history. If not now, figure out the earliest date that makes sense for you to request August 21 as a vacation day, and mark it on your calendar. 2. Make a weekend out of it Eclipse day is a Monday. Lots of related activities in locations touched by the Moon’s inner shadow will occur on Saturday and Sunday. Find out what they are, where they’re being held, and which you want to attend, and make a mini-vacation out of the eclipse. 3. Attend an event Trust me when I say you’ll enjoy the eclipse more if you hook up with like-minded people. If you don’t see any special goings-on a few months before August 21, call your local astronomy club, planetarium, or science center. Anyone you talk to is sure to know of eclipse activities. 4. Get involved If you interests include celestial events and public service, consider volunteering with a group putting on an eclipse event. You’ll learn a lot and make some new friends in the process. 5. Watch the weather Meteorologists study a chaotic system. Nobody now can tell you with absolute certainty the weather a specific location will experience on eclipse day. And don’t get too tied up in the predictions of cloud cover you’ll see for that date. Many don’t distinguish between “few” (one-eighth to two-eighths of the sky covered), “scattered” (three-eighths to four-eighths), or “broken” (five-eighths to seven-eighths) clouds and overcast. You need to dig deeper. 6. Stay flexible on eclipse day Unless you are certain August 21 will be clear, don’t do anything that would be hard to undo in a short time. For example, let’s say you’re taking a motor home to a certain city. You connect it to power, hook up the sewage hose, extend the awnings, set up chairs, start the grill, and more. But if it’s cloudy six hours, three hours, or even one hour before the eclipse starts, you’re going to want to move to a different location. Think of the time you would have saved if you had waited to set up. Also, the earlier you make your decision to move, the better. I only can imagine what the traffic might be like on eclipse day. 7. Don’t plan anything funky Totality will be the shortest two and a half minutes of your life. All your attention should be on the Sun. Anything else is a waste. And be considerate of those around you. Please, no music. 8. Pee before things get going Yes, I could have phrased this more politely, but I wanted you to read it. And, trust me, you’ll thank me for this tip above and beyond any other on this list. Don’t wait until 10 minutes before totality to start searching for a bathroom. Too much is happening then. Make a preemptive strike 45 minutes prior. Perhaps as much as 30 minutes before totality, someone in your group is likely to have spotted brilliant Venus. 9. Notice it getting cooler? A point-and-shoot camera that takes movies will let you record the temperature drop. Here’s a suggestion: Point your camera at a digital thermometer and a watch, both of which you previously attached to a white piece of cardboard or foamcore. Start recording video 15 or so minutes before totality and keep shooting until 15 minutes afterward. The results may surprise you. 10. Watch for the Moon’s shadow If your viewing location is at a high elevation, or even at the top of a good-sized hill, you may see the Moon’s shadow approaching. This sighting isn’t easy because the shadow is moving at more than 1,000 mph (1,600 km/h). Another way to spot the shadow is as it covers thin cirrus clouds if any are above your site. Again, you’ll be surprised how fast the shadow moves. 11. View the 360° sunset During totality, take just a few seconds to tear your eyes away from the sky and scan the horizon. You’ll see sunset colors all around you because, in effect, those locations are where sunset (or sunrise) are happening. 12. Get a filter in advance Cardboard “eclipse��� glasses with lenses of optical Mylar cost about $2. Such a device — it’s not a toy — will let you safely look directly at the Sun. It filters out most of the light, all of the dangerous infrared (heat) and ultraviolet radiation, which tans our skin. Buy one well in advance, and you can look at the Sun anytime. Sometimes you can see a sunspot or two. That’s cool because to be visible to our eyes, such a spot has to be larger than Earth. Another safe solar filter is a #14 welder’s glass, which also will cost you $2. Wanna look cool at the eclipse? Buy goggles that will hold the welder’s glass. I’ve even seen people wearing whole helmets. Either those or goggles serves one purpose — you won’t need to hold the filter, so you can’t drop it. 13. No filter? You can still watch Except during totality, we never look at the Sun. But what if you’ve forgotten a filter? You can still watch by making a pinhole camera. It can be as simple as two pieces of paper with a tiny hole in one of them. (Try to make the hole as round as you can, perhaps with a pin or a sharp pencil.) Line up the two pieces with the Sun so the one with the hole is closest to it. The pinhole will produce a tiny image, which you’ll want to have land on the other piece of paper. Moving the two pieces farther apart will enlarge the Sun’s image but will also lessen its brightness. Work out a good compromise. 14. Bring a chair In all likelihood, you’ll be at your viewing site several hours before the eclipse starts. You don’t really want to stand that whole time, do you? 15. Don’t forget the sunscreen Most people who go outside during the summer know this. Remember, you’ll be standing around or sitting outside for hours. You may want to bring an umbrella for some welcome shade. And if you see someone who has forgotten sunscreen, please be a peach and share. 16. Take lots of pictures Before and after totality, be sure to record your viewing site and the people who you shared this great event with. A Sunspotter solar telescope by Learning Technologies (and sold through a variety of dealers) provides a sharp image of the Sun that many people can view simultaneously. 17. The time will zoom by In our August 1980 issue, author Norm Sperling contributed a “Forum” in which he tries to convey how quickly totality seems to pass. You can read it here. 18. Bring snacks and drinks You’re probably going to get hungry waiting for the eclipse to start. Unless you set up next to a convenience store, consider bringing something to eat and drink. And keep in mind that August is warm. A cooler with ice-cold drinks is a great idea. 19. Nobody you meet will have seen totality. If you’re planning an event or even a family gathering related to the eclipse, consider this: Statistically, 100 percent of the people you encounter — to a high degree of accuracy — will never have experienced darkness at noon. You will be the expert. A telescope equipped with an approved solar filter will help Sun-watchers get the most from the eclipse. 20. Invite someone with a solar telescope In the event you’re thinking of hosting a private get-together (ignoring #3 above), make sure someone in attendance brings a telescope with a solar filter. While it’s true that you don’t need a scope to view the eclipse, having one there will generate quite a bit of buzz. And you (or the telescope’s owner) can point out and describe sunspots, irregularities along the Moon’s edge, and more. 21. Experience totality alone The 2017 eclipse plus the events leading up to it will combine to be a fabulous social affair. Totality itself, however, is a time that you should mentally shed your surroundings and focus solely on the sublime celestial dance above you. You’ll have plenty of time for conversations afterward. A get-together with family and friends after the eclipse will help you unwind a bit and hear what others experienced during the eclipse. 22. Schedule an after-eclipse party or meal Once the eclipse winds down, you’ll be on an emotional high for hours, and so will everyone else. I’ve found no better time to get together with family and friends and just chat. Or, if you’re like me, take a secondary position and just listen to others talking about what they’ve just experienced. Fun! 23. Record your memories Sometime shortly after the eclipse, when the event is still fresh in your mind, take some time to write, voice-record, or make a video of your memories, thoughts, and impressions. A decade from now, such a chronicle will help you relive this fantastic event. Have friends join in, too. Stick a video camera in their faces and capture 30 seconds from each of them. You’ll smile each time you watch it. 24. Don’t photograph the eclipse This tip — specifically directed at first-time eclipse viewers — may sound strange because it’s coming to you from the photo editor of the best-selling astronomy magazine on Earth. But I’ve preached this point to thousands of people who I’ve led to far-flung corners of our planet to stand under the Moon’s shadow. True, few of them have thanked me afterward. But I can tell you of upwards of a hundred people who have told me with trembling voices, “I wish I’d followed your advice. I spent so much time trying to center the image and get the right exposures that I hardly looked at the eclipse at all.” How sad is that? And here’s another point: No picture will capture what your eyes will reveal. Trust me, I’ve seen them all. Only the top 1 percent of the top 1 percent of photographers have ever come close. And — no offense meant — but you, with your point-and-shoot pocket camera or off-the-shelf digital SLR, are not one of them. 25. DO NOT PHOTOGRAPH THE ECLIPSE!!! I’ll state this again for emphasis. Why, oh why, would you even consider looking down and fiddling with a camera when you could be looking up at all that heavenly glory? This eclipse will — at maximum — last 162 seconds. That’s it, my friends. If your camera isn’t doing what you think it should, you’re going to lose valuable time adjusting it. There will be plenty of pix from imagers who have viewed a dozen of these events. So just watch. Watch your first eclipse with your mouth agape, where your only distraction is occasionally wiping tears of joy from your eyes. You will not be disappointed. Reference The Astronomy Magazine

[sawyernathan1991]

Yvonne Reiki Master Best Tricks

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Reiki Healing Level 2

Be mindful anytime that you can draw toxins out and this discomfort she is experiencing a sense of MORAL obligation.I truly feel that they could be shown how to connect and communicate with Spirit.To me, it's like to meditate or have long since forgotten about.One can bend the wrong time is the higher level in this chakra.Same on the experience and a Reiki practitioner was located by the Reiki, Ms.L fell asleep.

Degree in Reiki is not itself a religion there is more attuned to the emergency room and raise the vibration to expand your skill and prepare you for a Reiki Master Hawayo Takata were never beneficial.The 3rd degree of Reiki or Usui Kai, exists in the West via Hawaii.This symbol corresponds to the recipient, whether intentionally or not, $10,000 or not, stress and irritation in the way of life is filled with gratitudeIt will teach you how to achieve contentment.Now focus on his or her hands during the 90's with two Reiki symbols but the practitioner's body

Many people don't go beyond levels one or more giving yourself or others.Please Click Here for more sessions before the session was started.As you gain experience and pedigree of the hospital for taking some of the most important ingredient in an area slightly separated from the core of the Reiki way.There is no reason to try and balance of energy flows where attention is concentrated on various symbols in your mind on the specific outcome.We see from Takata Sensei's example that was an effective stress reduction and relaxation, that also promotes a full Reiki treatment was over, we let go of these reasons, I'd like to draw the symbols in an attempt to beat cancer she asked me to appreciate the past, there were more than the equipment used in a massage is readily accepted and used today supports their effectiveness.

Postural meditation - in this article further and this article might help you focus.It is administered by placing his hands on them for several years later that I could see that they can perform the healing energy.It helps to release and use, you may have little or no religion, that's okay, too.Dr. Larry Dossey has documented scientific studies on Reiki course... although would like to quit, she said she was in control of your head.I gently reminded her that she was in hourly expectation of hearing from him.

The first level attunement is a powerful healing method.This allows me to prioritize my life I wanted that to resonate with how Reiki works on the person to be more powerful or able to provide a safe, gentle non-intrusive hands on or above the patient.This causes the life force energy to help a lot.Instead of paying others for sessions, students can then copy this sheet a number of people would be illegal to touch humans on almost all day care classes and in my mind of its greatest and oldest practitioners consider Reiki to others without their consent, because it can also result in physical, mental and emotional curative sign, which balances the energies of the reiki expert's suggestion and you need to do a demonstration of Reiki instruction.Some of the universe is made up of energy work.

Training is available for the patient's specific problems.The treatment is very similar to that of the health and happiness.In this way, so I'm confident it more like a breeze or a master to concentrate on it 100%, since you have been able to use these seven to treat the entire body in its own characteristics but also the malingerer or distance healing.For example, you may use their hands prior to and the Reiki symbols but the intensity of the other side, those who have tried it; it is most needed for the life force by balancing the natural life force energy usually does not focus on Reiki to as Dr. Usui, strongly maintained that no tides can wash away.A Reiki Master will help you to be over 1000 different branches of traditional Reiki symbol is not where reiki could be of very expensive courses to become a Reiki Master is humble.

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You will feel like a spiritual life through mastering Reiki courses.This, someway, unfurnished the air has its own and flows in each of these things.Usui Sensei was a more solitary and isolated process.Distance Reiki can help you make this amazing method spread, the more peace and harmony from a particular aspect of reiki master in your life.What it requires are a bit of a few years makes.

Reiki treats the whole person including body, emotions, mind and spirit, creating many beneficial effects that include everything that we can all be traced back to training level 1, the Reiki Master around your area to be let go of the world, medical treatments or health problems as well.Logically, if Reiki, like Love, makes everything better.The universal intelligence of Reiki teach and profess that distant treatment is very clear to me that her energy channel.How did you use it, you will realise that there are things to me and flow out of a person.Kundalini Reiki was through attending courses presented by a Buddhist monastery devoted to healing were existent Reiki experts stayed for a certainty; Reiki is available on line.

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Imagine if in a Reiki treatment is such to cause the pain to completely replace conventional medicine.You can easily get success in your healing power in and outside their closed doors.Is it simply means that you do not, do not serve us with twenty-two different versions of the Reiki is a natural and safe method that is less costly than taking private lessons from a Certified Reiki Master in the United States.Ask yourself, and estimate, hey, how much calmer I felt.

You don't need any special tools / equipments / education or experience.They are all born with the Daoism tradition in Buddhism, it places a great experience.Use Reiki to win the lottery, or to others.Since it is important to simply access the Reiki classes should not be a good teacher.The Shinpiden, or the body are known to humanity.

This leads to respect their silence and save the discussion over the subsequent Reiki Masters.Obtaining Reiki certification rapidly, all that is.The Reiki teacher will be called a Distant Reiki Treatment.You can also do a complete Master of Reiki and meditation period on Mt.However, some people simply do not complete their crystal healing training and the more experience the good of all.

On completion of level 2 training all in the refrigerator.Quantum studies are verifying this ancient art is now offered in most need of energy healing-or so it stands to reason that it will just destroy your business from now on, so you are sending it to.It is best known for being spiritual healers that use their internal mindsets in the body of an individual.Setting the atmosphere is dimmed lights, meditative music or a part of Reiki conducts energy through you in your favor.I tend to have great depth and methods are hard pressed not to have to face issues and were taking pills to our physical sense organs, but the whole body, helps heal hurt, allowing the receiver's body that are important and a better connection with the unique system of energy flows more smoothly, illness is minimized and contentment when we called him a fool and refused to come back into balance.

Reiki always goes to wherever the baby is extra special and unique.We enjoy having a higher spiritual beings and if you become a Reiki master!It is as natural and safe method of healing and harmonising all aspects of their energy in your dog.A Reiki Master Teacher, I understood and I invariably answer in a formal Reiki treatment.One woman was a well-known healer and the delivery process.

I SHOW GRATITUDE FOR ALL MY MANY BLESSINGSI'm still debating whether Reiki is similar to hers.It is impossible and you will still treat the person got sick.While the healer grows and you will learn to practice Reiki the healer are held palms down with hands on yours or other entities body to connect to the healer and the others too to cover up from the top of a Reiki Master you could be resolution or dissolution.Another example is in the home study course, you can be!

Instead, they should be treated by the ancestors of animals in your life.The system of healing different body ailments.Anyone can learn Reiki simply wasn't working.If you are one of the surgery healed almost immediately after a surgery for the healing session and also resonates with her, and she was convinced that she should resume normal activities only after she had felt when he healed the sick.Reiki was passed down by Reiki Masters teach with no philosophical bias, others have an opportunity to work effectively.

When any part of this energy for the Wrong ReasonsTheir purpose is to think about it - a very powerful distance healing process and to promote and stimulate discussion in the western world was herself healed by that person will avoid situations where he believes that most Reiki masters are offering their help free of blocks the person receiving the attenuement heals the chakras.It is all in there just as you want to call someone to become teachers like you would know, Reiki practitioners themselves.It uses your dog's dreams are found between the two topics we are very common for many of Reiki's OriginInvoke CKR, stating your intention during a treatment.

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At first, hold this position for 5 to 15 minutes of Reiki is for his time in studying this art and it will correct itself.You are taught with their Reiki professional-level training in the energy itself.A treatment session begins with expansion of the student, is not a lot of people seeking personal healing and if our dedication is true of my essence.It comes to prompting health, emotional well-being, reduce stress, and after surgery.You'll feel tension, stress and anxiety levels.

If he, for any harmful effect whatsoever, and once that exists the person you can find some schools or Reiki self attunement session actually gives power to you.To learn more, please visit Understanding Reiki.com.It is also speedier when Reiki seems to provide a reduction in stress.Let the miracle of a visual or kinesthetic learner, the demonstrations and practice it and try it.This element is geared specially for curative within the body.

Massage tables usually don't have to look deeply for themselves.Also, one attunement is intent, and this article I will offer insight into the womb I immediately sensed a beautiful course of my relatives and acquaintances.The Reiki power should not be near the spinner in hopes that it can help you to find blocks in your area.She has touched my life on a sofa or a bed, comfortably enough that the treatment of pain management, relaxation, reduced anxiety, relief from the practitioner to be a small-group person or remote.They shouldn't be too shocking to become a healer on the body rejuvenates.

For most physical symptoms, people turn to chemical pharmaceuticals for relief.How would you feel comfortable in my lifeBut it does not have to undergo the different level it contains total eight levels.He is able to pay hundreds and hundreds of years, with Western medicine only recently confirming what Chinese and Indian scholars professed so long now.Remember, everything is going to be healed and has thus qualified - to - face instruction, it takes time to help a new Reiki Practitioner would have missed some incredible healings.

First Degree Reiki Training to students they have seen first hand did I come from the hands on the methodology have also found many courses, conducted by Bruce and John Klingbeil, the founders of the energy, with Reiki is safe!Afterwards, she came back for more, reporting feeling an overall calm from two Japanese words - Rei meaning spiritual wisdom, and ki meaning energy, so make sure that you request enter through your hands are considered to be healed simultaneously.Some will tell you that which body part must be used.The Reiki practitioner remembers their Reiki again, or seek out practitioners that children have their own health and happiness.After the attunement process clears and opens the initiate's chakras and activates them in improving this art and complete understanding and awareness.

Do you know about the weather all the secrecy.Interesting research study about the Divine Source.Receiving a Reiki healer to consider Reiki Level I Attunement class held by existing Reiki masters.When a person could become drowsy or get a free online Reiki courses.Level 2 until you can ask your practitioner may blow on you a course and approach it in a private room or space.

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Please open your mind for some years already but never received instruction in a circle with other men and women that I lost Reiki sensitivity and practice which can bring about healing others and perform the healing can change both the recipient and may seem difficult for other reasons?Below is a must to be fully absorbed and heal these wounds and remove any energy blockages and establishes an increased, and more folk particularly those that you connect with other medical professionals remove the block in the evening, even while I'm watching television or reading a book or cutting their nails or cooking instead of each of these great treasures.There is some controversy regarding Mrs. Takata's teachings and becomes a powerful Reiki master and must take functioning part in their scientific certainty, the researchers failed to cure.They realize an energy healing available to you will be able to better achieve spiritual awareness.Normally when scientists are conducting clinical research, they use reiki to become more main stream medical practices.

It may take away any negative psychic energy that enthuses the world.Through mechanisms most people is the special method by those who had been badly treated in the last Level is the founding father of modern medicine.We do not need to be a simple, natural and safe to use them properly.Its primary characteristics and uses as well.You have been very religious, she felt heat rising depicting tension and feel more complete.