#so Sick of myself whdfjnsnrnfmd soryru i try 2 keep vent shit Held Up Inside but im. losing it
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psa im dead inside
#purrs#why do i..... say things....... with my mouth#why do i take up space and then like. not even waste it but just take t for granted. why do i habe 2 be so Weak and Soft And Shy and naiive#everybody treats me like a baby and thats bcos i Am but im supposed 2 be so much mkre mature and im Not but isk id thats good or bad and im#so Sick of myself whdfjnsnrnfmd soryru i try 2 keep vent shit Held Up Inside but im. losing it#and the worst part is im too tired to even explain everytbknf thats wron bc theres just... So Fuckig Much that is wrong. there is so much#idk if i should try. maybe i shoul try so i can rmember and look abcl on my petty baby freshman suffering and Laugh. ok here we go#all of my clothes are too small and ripped and torn and im embarrassed. its about to snow and my winter coat doesnt have a zipper#i have to basically teach myself french this weekend because my final is mkndau and i have other jomework due tonight#i thought poetry was My Thing but i cant talk about poetry with other people and my self esteem ks so low and it showe when i talk and ur#supposed 2 fake it till u make it but im afraid to let myself feel or fake anythknng and i fucked Up and why am i even on the poetry staff#how am i gonna be a professional poet or some sht if i cant talk abt it like everyone else can. even other freshmen who Hate Me Secretly and#dknt enven fucking write poeyry are brtter @ talking about it than i am and now i look like an idiot#i get so exhausted socially so so fast and i. am. sick. of. it. im sick of fighting the urge to retreat and be alone thats not how it fuckin#Works in life and its ok to be introverted bit not to the point where u completely detach urself from... feeling or anything and kist go thr#ouugh the motion like the Trick Ass Bitch Foole i am.#i keep publicly ranting and it looks stupid and weak and dumb and thats. ecahss I Am#i lost my headphones for rral this time and i was saving money for a ds or christmas gifts or something and now i have to soend it on new he#adphones because im an irresponsible little Bichê and it finally caught up with me#im gonna have to work all winter break. i wont fucking get a winter break becaus e i probably hot the job but im gonna have to work on my#birthday and miss seeing my frkends or visiting the hjgh scholl and ebrruthig i wanted to do and i just#im tired and sad and hungry and cold and im sorry for ranting uou dont have to read this or respond im just... Focking Stupid thats all#im constantly creating drama for myself and making mountains oht of molehills ans uoneslty ive had it Up To... Here with my Bullshittery!!!!#and finally: my acne sucks again and my hair is super staticky and i havent Created Art Or Writing in like 2 weeks lol yay!!!!#anyways i am Miseræbłę so im just gonna reblog some stuff and eat and try not 2 think about it. cool
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