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okokok so i've been coming up with ideas for this alien race and the basis for it are these kinda reptilian creatures made of minerals who have a molten core bc i saw a video about slag disposal earlier and there was a bit where they cracked this big hunk of metal and stuff in half and it was still liquid inside like an egg and that mental image just kinda stuck with me.
ANYWAYS I'm attempting to do some worldbuilding but i'm only planning on having 1 character as part of this species (for now at least) so i'm super excited i have SO MANY ideas already :D
GODD the urge to make an oc that's almost exactly benry...bc i wanna make an oc that's like a science experiment/alien/whatever that /could/ wreak a ton of havok but chooses to prank people and be a little shit instead, and the design choice of the shadowy raccoon mask and dark gradient on the limbs is too good to /not/ use 😩
I mean I'm also gonna make a scientist character for them to be in love with but i can make them distant enough from gordon for that to not be a problem
If anyone has any ideas on inhuman traits i can give this oc (at least their human form? Gonna make a silly alien trueform thing too hee hee hoo hoo) pleeeaassee share eith the class 🥺
#fuckin#trueform that's a fuckass big lizard thing#and they have mild telepathy (like they have to focus real hard and have an established relationship with the person their trying to read)#(and it's also super easy to block them out if you can focus on it)#just for spice#and he's gonna be GAY#specifically for one of the scientists that works for the company that captured him#and his species is generally pretty peaceful and curious so he was excited at first to meet humans#but they were treating him more like an experiment than a sapient being (as scientists do)#so he got bitter and whatever#UGHHGHHHHH#sorry if someone's already made a species like this#IK people have made oc's with this trope before#so I'm not worried ab that#but like rock lizards born from slag eggs? I've personally never heard of that before#anywayssssss#wish me luck designing this guy :)
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#the kinks definitely aren't too extreme or anything#it's like. dubcon/noncon/s&m/kidnapping bondage/humiliation kink/erotic-leaning nonconsensual body modification/etc.#and they're more there to further the work's broader exploration of dehumanization/bodily autonomy/the transitive nature of identity/etc.#y'know the usual#but I worry I may lose a significant following if it's at all attached to my gen work :')#especially bc my friends tell me often and eagerly that I am absolute dogshit at writing smut bc I care too much ab what the characters are#thinking and complete neglect more physical aspects of sex unless they're expressly psychologically impactful/reflect on character dynamic#I'm asexual so the parts of sex that interest me are typically related to explorations of personhood rather than face value pleasure#anyways all this to say I already wrote the fic but I'm a coward who's too afraid of backlash to publish it without screening first for#potential consequences so here you go :')#ik I'm lame it's a real issue 😔
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Do y'all have any idea how much self restraint it's taken to not add 'Girl on Fire' to the Phoebe/Melody playlist just because I think it would be really funny
#I'm laughing to myself rn just thinking about it#like it's all normal and then randomly#'shes just a girl and she's on fiiireee...'#I wouldn't do that to y'all I promise#(probably)#my god I find myself funny sometimes tho#anyway I'm taking this playlist very seriously so don't worry lmao#phoebe x melody#phoebe spengler#ghostbusters#checkmatch#melody ghostbusters#cass thinks ab stuff#absolute comedy gold tho. like. haha... girl on fire... melody.... hahaaaaa....
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just finished matt smith's run as the doctor, still hot off the tails, and as is to be expected, everything that happened to him keeps making me think of nine and ten. i hadn't stopped to consider just how fresh the whole "committing genocide against my own people" thing was for nine. like the amount of High Grade Denial And Suppression he had to have been doing to be as barely functional as he was must have been publishable.
#this isn't even me getting into the whole thing about ten/length of life lived/dying alone/violent regeneration thing that i could go on ab#but can i just say even though i loved day of the doctor (while moffat's writing pitfalls as showrunner were still there#they were more like shallow valleys than trenches in dotd)#i'm kinda dissapointed that the doctor ended up Not Doing A Genocide#i liked the fact that he had made a real fucked up choice in a no win scenario that weighed on him so heavily#i LOVED that our being of pure good did somethong so drastic in the name of it#and though the lost memories means 89& 10 are still fully under the impression they did a genocide#from a dramatic irony perspective as an audience member it does retroactively lessen the impact#and i worry it'll take away a huuuge layer of complexity from the doctors henceforth who KNOW their slates are clean#anyways matt smith doctor should have gotten so old he turned into a little imp like tennant's did that one time#running my mouth#doctor who#nuwho#9th doctor#10th doctor#11th doctor
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Writing and animating are much the same. You plan out how it's going to go, you wing the important parts and get them nice and smooth, and then start doing the inbetween parts and go "shit. How do I do this part" and restart it. and then restart it again. and then go "oh shit actually the timing/pacing is off ehhh we'll just slide shit around. there we go :)" and then get frustrated editing everything.
and then you put out the finished product and go "wow! this is great! let's do that all over again! and immediately purge everything I just learned from my brain!"
#animation thoughts#writing thoughts#yes this is semi related to cotl#yes i'm so normal ab cotl don't worry about it
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finally back from babysitting my niece
#downing a couple melatonin and smoking a cig as i post this#kid begged to go on a walk with me at pitch black o'clock while she rode her bike#she wanted to show me her local haunts and i was like ok. sure#fortunately she lives in a more quiet neighborhood in the city so there wasn't much to worry ab#with that being said tho i was gripping my phone like a lifeline 😭#i'm so tired my anxiety lvls were all over the place lmao
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it's so funny how just a few months ago i used to literally get depressed looking at posts ab femmes domming butches bc i felt like i was disappointing my butch bc i thought i would never be secure enough to be able to do that w them and then yesterday i literally had to cover their mouth because they were whining too loud while i used their cock to make myself come 🥰
#i'm getting so much more confident omg i'm so happy aaaaaaaa#all that to say#idk what i was so worried ab#also they make the cutest sounds i've ever heard#the airhead speaks
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i have an interview tomorrow morning so I'm thinking if I wanna drink today should do it early in the day so that im not too drunk to drive in the morning, chat am I right or am I right?
#I still haven't gotten hungover even tho I've been getting piss drunk every day since I turned 21#So I'm not worried ab that. I just have a rule not to operate vehicles while intoxicated in any way bc it's more selfish than reckless#And believe it or not#if you have 8-12 drinks in a 3 hour period#you will wake up still drunk 8-12 hours later
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I'm gonna have to be more open ab loving gore bc i wanna call myself a guro gal
#i keep thinking ab making a vent sideblog just not to worry da friends but i also heard keeping a vent (side)blog is actually bad for you#so yknow i'm gonna be healthyyy
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Winter has destroyed the very essence of my soul and I fear that I shall never again feel joy or be motivated past just surviving again
#abs words of wisdom#I'm being dramatic don't worry#but there is something about winter that sucks out my soul#especially in Australia where you cannot escape the cold#like 9 degrees C might not seem so bad#until you realise that's the inside temperature#because Australia has never fucking heard of insulation#it's soul crushing knowing that you're basically doomed to be cold for months and there is no escape#definitely a first world problem thing i know#but please 🙏🙏🙏 bring back the warmth
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Daily Compendium Selections #10
A woman lies unconscious with an interesting shield.
#Dailycompendiumselections#oh god its cold out again which means im procrastinating my lyfee#i love this pic. also thinking ab doing series of photos#this one wouldve gone well w the last one#i could also format them differently#ah. no matter. I'm not sure if this weekend was a good or bad one#i had fun! but oh God i feel like i did no responsible things this weekend#on Friday i got vodka for the first time in a while drank some and promptly fell asleep#Saturday i read and gamed and like i think that's it. i finished a vr game then dicked around in pavlov for waaay too long#and sunday i went grocery shopping and finished the book ive been reading and armored core 6#it's probably nothing I'm just used to responsibility ramping up in fall bc of high school trauma#and so i get worried when it gets cold#sorry for just talking here that's not the point of the posts I'm just bored#loz totk#totk#tears of the kingdom#whoops early post it is sorry
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"Gojo looks between the two of them. If he felt like he was third wheeling before, now he just feels like he’s in couple’s therapy. Except the couple are the therapists."
I died at this (in laughing my arse off way) Author How are you so effortlessly funny?
AHHH HAHAH thanks so much LOL tbh it's not me i think it's just kickoff gojo he has a lot of personality skjfhsdk I APPRECIATE YOU <33
#so glad when the humor hits#in my writing#i'm perpetually worried ab that at all times for some reaosn#sdfhdsk#kickoff#asks#anon
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hm i might advertise asking these mfs things later cause. i'm so normal. like if interested
#it would b like an ask blog but not separate#cause i'm not expecting that much engagement lol#if there's not enough interest i'll just keep talking ab them as normal tho no worries 👍#i just want to do so in such a way that i minimize spoilers and i think an ask blog type beat is the best way to do that#sb:au
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"i didn't want to talk in front of archie and the others .... as it turns out, peabody had a lot to say. the bounty on your pal Archie, it's not just on him. it's on anyone who's with him or is helping him. which means there is a target on your back now too jughead. it's the same if he goes back to riverdale. archie's dad, archie's friends, everyone is at risk. which is why you got to cut him loose."
"im not just gonna ditch archie, mom! he's my best friend."
here's how j/archie can still win
#no more gunshots you guys gotta hear me out on this now😭😭#im laughing so much but this is good scene . anyway !!!!!!!!!!!#archie tells veronica that hes not alone before he leaves (but doesn't mention jug 🧐) he repeats that fact actually. and then#him and jughead walk and walk for days and archie tells jughead to go back#that he can handle himself and jughead is like nah bro... ur literally going to get yourself killed. ANNNDDD jughead saves his life again.#untying him in that farm. keeping him from making a big mistake like killing hiram. ough literally always looking out for him smh#shows up in toledo with his mom . hoping & expecting them to be safe and penny finds him and penny says no one is safe with archie#AND HE STILL DOESNT WANT TO LEAVE HIM. as he should. W friend.#but fuck. Still. his own mom is telling him to get rid of archie and archie ALREADY FEELS FUCKING BAD that he got so many people involved#and that he's putting people in danger and causing them stress and grief and pain etc etc#also he's overhearing this conversation#literallt went on a road trip alone together subtracting the car. that's a fanfic trope right there ok sorry i had to say it#jughead didn't have to come with him. he could have given him supplies directions instructions and sent him on his merry way and stayed bac#in ri//verdale but he was worried ab him#it's true and real and i'm embarrassed that i typed all this about riv//er dale
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being in a fandom where the characters don’t have a canonical way they look or they’re so simplistic that they can be interpreted in multiple different ways is wild bc i’ll see art or read a fic and it’ll be super good but part of me is like ‘hmm, so this is really how you see them huh? interesting, interesting.’
#zk.txt#podcast shows and sp do this to me all the time#like i KNOW it's a whole joke in the show to draw creek as pretty anime boys but whenever i see it i'm just like#struck by the fact that most ppl do not in fact see them as losers#i'm always so worried when i talk about this i sound like i'm bitching about other ppl's headcanons#Which I Suppose I Am but i don't mean it in a shitting on ppl way just more in a uh...different cups of tea#i'm remembering this happening so much when i was into wtnv too#i'll be reading something and the author will drop 'his football player abs-' and i have to completely change the look in my mind#like So Sorry Sir But WHAT?
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rly wish people would stop pissing me off as if im not on my last limb like bro I will never talk to you again, I can't even promise I'll be here TO talk to you again, go the fuck away
"you upset me but I won't tell you why cos if you really cared you'd already know" ok all im hearing is that you want me to keep doing the same shit over again? cool dumbfuck, noted
#personal#rant#I know this is mean I know I'm lashing out#that's why it's here and not to these people#so fucking annoying#like how am I ever supposed to apologize in a way that means something if you're holding my wrong doing hostage#wtf do you people want from me God fucking damn#I genuinely cannot keep living this way#yall#me#life#livin#it's too much#I'm getting so fed up#I be over here literally fighting myself for my own life#and still have to worry ab being crucified because ????#assuming it's being absent#which again#fighting for my goddamn life#but sure it's fine fuck me I'm such a dick lol
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