#so I was gonna go alone in the other car with these two other pple
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dmdumouchel · 10 months ago
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I just think it's funny how my coworker including me in both her post and IG stories made it look like I was way more included than I actually was in the ski trip
#if I hit my head and got amnesia and forgot the ski trip then looked at her post/stories#I would think I had a great time and was really included in the group#which is so far from the case#I felt so excluded on that trip#the first thing I did when we got to the cabin was go in the bathroom and cry#I stayed alone upstairs on my bed reading my book while everyone else socialized downstairs by the fireplace#the main thing is confusion#like I am just so confused why I felt like part of my work friend group in the past like on staff retreats and when we hang out outside of#*work#but then all of a sudden on this ski trip we no longer felt like a trio#it was my work friends being a duo and me on my own#they were attached at the freaking hip#there was even a point where my work friend was gonna go to the ski resort with our manager#and she suggested her friend/my other work friend and I go in the other car#and just as I predicted...I get to the other car and turn around#and there's my other work friend with my work friend about to get in my manager's vehicle#so I was gonna go alone in the other car with these two other pple#and they might've noticed I was feeling some type of way#cuz they asked if I was sure#and ofc I was like yeah it's fine#but dude how attached at the hip do you have to be....#and they're roommates so they already see each other every day#it's just so........#anyway#I've got very mixed feelings about this trip#and it's weird how she included me so much in the post like the very first photo is us three#but majority of the time it was them two#taking pictures of each other in the snow...walking together....meanwhile I'm behind on my own#personal
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