#smiling thru it all yeah thats my life 😋

[gentlehue]

started the school year w 2 crushes (not at the same time) ending it w zero 🙁

[strawbrygashez]

More questions I stole from a post because I like yapping

1. selfie

No

2. what would you name your future kids?

I probably wouldn’t actually name them this but I absolutely love the name Freya (Fray-uh)

3. do you miss anyone?

Answered this yesterday but yeah. My grandmother passed kinda recently

4. what are you looking forward to?

Talking to Zee again.

5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?

Yeah. Zee and some of my moots

6. is it hard for you to get over someone?

Depends on how obsessed or attached I am.

7. what was your life like last year?

I honestly can’t remember too well but I guess kinda shit. This year has been going better in a few ways.

8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?

Probably. I feel like there has to be another feeling mixed in tho for me to cry besides being annoyed.

9. who did you last see in person?

My mom

10. are you good at hiding your feelings?

Kinda. A lot of people don’t know how I truly feel about them. In some situations I’m terrible at hiding my feelings though. Especially if it’s like someone making me genuinely upset.

11. are you listening to music right now?

Nope. All i can hear is the rain and clothing washer rn.

12. what is something you want right now?

To pee.

13. how do you feel right now?

Alright. Need to get up to pee.

14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?

Yesterday. Hugged a guy family member

15. personality description

Hmm. I dunno. I don’t often have people tell me what personality aspects of mine they notice besides I guess Zee told me I’m nice. Uhm. I guess generally speaking I’m quiet and polite. My sibling would probably say I’m annoying and crazy tho.

16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?

Multiple times thru out my life.

17. opinion on insecurities.

Uh. People having insecurities? Thats normal. Sure having them and other people having them sucks but I mean it’s just a part of life.

18. do you miss how things were a year ago?

Not really no.

19. have you ever been to New York?

No

20. what is your favourite song at the moment?

SEVENTH HAVEN from Tokyo 7th sisters.

21. age and birthday?

No

22. description of crush.

Ouuuggh… he’s very handsome. Just looking at him makes me wanna curl up and die because he’s so attractive. He’s funnnnie and smexy 😋

23. fear(s)

Complete dark, bugs, people I care deeply about getting tired of me, speaking in front of a crowd, loud sudden sounds, men raising their voice, uhm.. I dunno. I have OCD so I get random fears a lot so I can’t list out all of em.

24. height

I think exactly 5 feet tall.

25. role model

No one currently. Growing up it was Marilyn Manson.

26. idol(s)

Miku? Idk.

27. things i hate

Tons of things. I’ll list a couple simple things I hate tho.

Doing dishes, being yelled at, being expected to care for or like certain people, being forced to do certain things, having to act normal/happy irl to cover my ass from getting yelled at or having people ‘worry’ about me.

28. i’ll love you if…

You’re not annoying and overly sensitive. Nice to me :p

29. favourite film(s)

Queen of the damned, The Lost Boys, Joker, and The Crow.

30. favourite tv show(s)

I don’t watch tv shows really. Does anime count? I love some anime. The Love Live series and Chobits are my favorites.

31. 3 random facts

About me? I’ll go with about me. I’ve seen Korn and Slipknot preform, I cry really easily over idol animes, and I can name all the love live girls easily up until LL!Superstars.

32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?

I’m not sure to be honest.

33. something you want to learn

How to be better at scrapbooking & I would like better conversation skills.

34. most embarrassing moment

My leg fell asleep once in elementary school and when I went to get up to leave the class I fell over and smacked my head against the white board. I’ve also fallen up the stairs in middle school and off a desk.

35. favourite subject

English if this refers to while I was in school.

36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?

Meeting Zee, going on my first date, having my first boyfriend.

37. favourite actor/actress

None. I don’t care for actors.

38. favourite comedian(s)

None

39. favourite sport(s)

None

40. favourite memory

Going to a anime store in Florida and getting tons of Love Live merch.

41. relationship status

Single but harassing someone to be mine.

42. favourite book(s)

Chobits manga.

43. favourite song ever

Jesus that’s a hard one. Uhm. I couldn’t pick one really but Ningyo Hime by Rie Tanaka is really really nice.

44. age you get mistaken for

A teenager. I’m in my early 20s.

45. how you found out about your idol

I said miku was my idol sooo I found her thru an Adventure Time amv

46. what my last text message says

I asked someone where they were

47. turn ons

Dark humor, a sense of confidence, and being very nicey to me

48. turn offs

People who whine about everything ever, people who get insanely annoying about the fact other people have different opinions and beliefs.

49. where i want to be right now

With Zee

50. favourite picture of your idol

No.

51. starsign

Cancer

52. something i’m talented at

Nothing really. Having knowledge on dumb things I guess.

53. 5 things that make me happy

Zee, Love Live, Chobits, gifts, and being left to do my own thing.

54. something thats worrying me at the moment

How much I’m peeing. I did have like 2 water bottles but 🙄

55. tumblr friends

My mutuals. I’m not listing them all out.

56. favourite food(s)

Ice

57. favourite animal(s)

Axolotls

58. description of my best friend

I don’t know if I have a best friend. I care most about Zee so uhm. Read my previous answer about my crush

59. why i joined tumblr

Bc im autistic

60. ask me anything you want

*twerks*