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Guys is siara back or am i insane

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NOTHING makes me more annoyed than when ppl i barely know from my main insta request my spam that has “for my friends” in my bio 😭😭😭😭

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Guys i love studying and learning so much

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don't tell people your plans, show them your results.

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your record player baby ₊˚⊹

— bella core [ @bloodwrittenletters ]

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cynthia :3

i miss talking to u!!!

life updates: just rejected from my first grad school so that’s a slay (not), kinda unemployed, being a bum … life’s so great!!!!

what about you??? lol

omg I’ve missed talking to you too lovely 😚 I’m so sorry to hear that but!!!! I’m a firm believer in rejection being redirection so trust things are working out for you somehow 🧘🏼‍♀️ take care of yourself both inside & out and I’m manifesting for the best possible things to come to you 💌🙏🏼 I’ve been doing pretty well!!!! I feel like I’ve matured sooo much recently and it’s a little scary when i think about myself from less than a year ago and compare her to me now cause that feels like a baby compared to me yk 😮 but I’d be lying if i said i don’t like my current self because i do 🧘🏼‍♀️🧘🏼‍♀️🧘🏼‍♀️

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QUEEN I MISSED YOU SO MUCH OMGGG HOW R U ??

BELLS I MISSED YOU MORE 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I’m soooo good been loving February so far even tho we’re only a week in 😋 how are you!!!

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guess who just got sickkkkkk 😛

genuinly wanna cryh this is not fair, give it to Audrey man

NOOOOOO GET WELL SOON ☹️ i swear there’s a worldwide illness going around cause everyone is sick these days 😭

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hello sweetheart cynthia how js your day going?

HIII today has been good i feel so much better 🥳 still coughing but much less which I’m grateful for because I’m so tired of coughing 😭😭 had enough of it for 2025 LMAO got lots of studying done today 🙏🏼 especially maths and history which I’ve been afraid to touch so I’m quite happy w myself 😇 today is also me and my best friend’s 3 year anniversary soooo very very exciting day even tho we r long distance atm and can do nothing to celebrate 😢 how are u!!!!

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Hi everyone so sorry i died

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Hips on a lady hips on a rockstar if i wanna go i go hard if i wanna go i go far i go i go i go downtown swinging like a big brass band baby be my muscle mannnnnnnnn hold me like a raaaagdollll

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don't tell people your plans, show them your results.

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reminder that u can just get up and do it whenever u want

u can literally get up right now and study or read or do pilates or go on a run or do whatever it does not have to be a perfect morning it does not have to be a nice rounded time. no more waiting for the moment because the moment is right now!!!! you have always had the moment grasped between your hands you just havent realised it yet. you get to dictate the moment it doesn't get to dictate you. someday all the delays will catch up to you and you'll realise that you wasted all this time doing nothing when you could've started NOW!!! the best time to start was yesterday but the second best time to start is today right now. make a detailed plan or dont make one at all and just go with your gut. this is YOUR life you cant spend it all waiting for yourself to stop waiting and just START. get your things and just let go!!! no more waiting for the green light!!!!! forgive the people who let you down or forget them or just take them out of your head all together. this includes any past versions of yourself that don't align with how you want to be including you from five minutes ago. start behaving like the person you actually ARE. i said are because this isnt faking it until you make it. you make it as soon as you choose to. sooooo moral of the story get up now and just do it!!!!! 🧘🏼‍♀️

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OMG YOU'RE BACK HI how are you doing? we missed u <3<3

HIIII IM GOOD!!!! I’ve missed u all too 😢 life has been so crazy i went thru advancements with crushsie then there was a period of time where we rarely ever talked or hung out and i realised this entire time I’ve been missing him as a friend and not as a crush 😭 which led me to my realization that i don’t think we’d date cause i don’t want to date in hs but he is one of the bestest friends I’ve made 😭😭😭 very weird to explain the inner workings of my mind but trust it makes sense to me LOL i also discovered a lot of things about drugs and found out a lot more kids at my school smoke and all that than i thought 🤔🤔 my opps all seem to be doing horribly in life which honestly i do feel bad for them but at the same time they all brought it upon themselves by behaving the way they do and never changing so 🙁 my most recent opp seems to have left the school ?!?!?! But wtv 🧘🏼‍♀️ i gave two tours around my school last week while also being super ill LOL came in just for that commitment 😭 hashtag deputy head girl life 🥳 speaking of student council the head boy and head girl Are beefing w each other atm i know why he’s mad at her but idk why she’s mad at him 🤔 however they are both using me as an outlet to vent about the other and i don’t rly know what to do about it 😬 personally I’m leaning more towards head boy but i struggle to dislike head girl since she was my friend before she got the job 😭 idk why she got such a large ego about it afterwards it makes me sooo sad cause i miss that sweet girl yk ☹️ also in a crazy turn of events my mom ended up meeting my ex crush in school the other day which i found funny cause me from september would’ve FREAKED over that LOL 😭 she said he’s sweet and honestly i agree he’s improved personality wise i am proud of his character development 🫡 academically things have been going well for me I’ve never had this much of a grip on school in my life praying i don’t jinx it 😫 overall I’ve been having fun living life seeing my friends etc etc and I’m super grateful for everything 😇