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Green Investing: Why climate tech start-ups are poised for growth in 2023
Climate tech is one of the fastest growing sectors in the world, with a potential to play a pivotal role in reducing carbon emissions and mitigating the effects of climate change. Despite the challenges posed by the COVID-19 pandemic, the industry has continued to grow, and has been attracting a significant amount of investment.
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If this is helpful I do think of your OC couples as that "you two are perfect for each other just never involve anyone else in the fucked up shit you have going on" reddit comment so seeing content for a non-OC ship w that dynamic would be neither disturbing nor surprising
ye i think the issue I'm having is that Mohg/Miquella is a ship i wouldn't normally go within a mile of based on the tags and archive warning that apply to it by default. It's two things that squick me out so bad i can't read a good portion of the fics for them on ao3 because some authors enjoy leaning into those aspects of their relationship a lot more than i do. which like, not shaming them but boy howdy is the back button important for their tag.
so i worry folk would have the same assumptions about them I would have had if i had just like, saw a fic and associated tags without a 100hr game worth of context
#like#Its incest in the way a lot of greek myth is.#and invokes that same gods being god awful vibe#and Miquella is cursed with eternal youth though its arguable what that means#in the game proper it feels pretty obvious that Miquella has broken his curse but when in the timeline mohg snatched him is not clear#and the lore goes out of its way to make it clear how frustrated Miquella was with his curse which make sme think it only effected his body#like how Malenia's rot only effected her body despite the same rot driving Radahn insane.#if i didn't have that context and sorta Lore Thoughts Before seeing the content that exists for them i wouldn't have ever gone near them#Like i had a lot of Miquella thoughts before i l realized the connection between him and mohg because like#'Usurper prince whos frustrated with the status quo and how it cant heal him or his sister goes out of his way to create something Better#than the kingdom that brought him into existence and also hes an actual god associated with growth dreams and mind control#and is the most powerful of all these kickass demigods and the two other gods in the game'#Thats My Vibe. Adore Him.#The Mohgs all 'Brutal bloody love. almost every description or character that mentions him talks about his love and ambition for the future#and he was born a prince but cast out along with his twin when they were still just infants because they were born as creatures that#represented the source of all life instead of just being human. and he rose from nothing and is desperate to become lord and start a#new dynasty because he believes thats the only way for this broken world to feel love again. and for all those deemed wrong or other#to be allowed into the light again.'
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AI-Powered Software Solutions: Revolutionizing the Tech World
Introduction
Artificial intelligence has found relevance in nearly all sectors, including technology. AI-based software solutions are revolutionizing innovation, efficiency, and growth like never before in multiple industries. In this paper, we will walk through how AI will change the face of technology, its applications, benefits, challenges, and future trends. Read to continue..
#trends#technology#business tech#nvidia drive#science#tech trends#adobe cloud#tech news#science updates#analysis#Software Solutions#TagsAI and employment#AI applications in healthcare#AI for SMEs#AI implementation challenges#AI in cloud computing#AI in cybersecurity#AI in education#AI in everyday life#AI in finance#AI in manufacturing#AI in retail#AI in technology#AI-powered software solutions#artificial intelligence software#benefits of AI software#developing AI solutions#ethics in AI#future trends in AI#revolutionizing tech world
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It’s an open secret in fashion. Unsold inventory goes to the incinerator; excess handbags are slashed so they can’t be resold; perfectly usable products are sent to the landfill to avoid discounts and flash sales. The European Union wants to put an end to these unsustainable practices. On Monday, [December 4, 2023], it banned the destruction of unsold textiles and footwear.
“It is time to end the model of ‘take, make, dispose’ that is so harmful to our planet, our health and our economy,” MEP Alessandra Moretti said in a statement. “Banning the destruction of unsold textiles and footwear will contribute to a shift in the way fast fashion manufacturers produce their goods.”
This comes as part of a broader push to tighten sustainable fashion legislation, with new policies around ecodesign, greenwashing and textile waste phasing in over the next few years. The ban on destroying unsold goods will be among the longer lead times: large businesses have two years to comply, and SMEs have been granted up to six years. It’s not yet clear on whether the ban applies to companies headquartered in the EU, or any that operate there, as well as how this ban might impact regions outside of Europe.
For many, this is a welcome decision that indirectly tackles the controversial topics of overproduction and degrowth. Policymakers may not be directly telling brands to produce less, or placing limits on how many units they can make each year, but they are penalising those overproducing, which is a step in the right direction, says Eco-Age sustainability consultant Philippa Grogan. “This has been a dirty secret of the fashion industry for so long. The ban won’t end overproduction on its own, but hopefully it will compel brands to be better organised, more responsible and less greedy.”
Clarifications to come
There are some kinks to iron out, says Scott Lipinski, CEO of Fashion Council Germany and the European Fashion Alliance (EFA). The EFA is calling on the EU to clarify what it means by both “unsold goods” and “destruction”. Unsold goods, to the EFA, mean they are fit for consumption or sale (excluding counterfeits, samples or prototypes)...
The question of what happens to these unsold goods if they are not destroyed is yet to be answered. “Will they be shipped around the world? Will they be reused as deadstock or shredded and downcycled? Will outlet stores have an abundance of stock to sell?” asks Grogan.
Large companies will also have to disclose how many unsold consumer products they discard each year and why, a rule the EU is hoping will curb overproduction and destruction...
Could this shift supply chains?
For Dio Kurazawa, founder of sustainable fashion consultancy The Bear Scouts, this is an opportunity for brands to increase supply chain agility and wean themselves off the wholesale model so many rely on. “This is the time to get behind innovations like pre-order and on-demand manufacturing,” he says. “It’s a chance for brands to play with AI to understand the future of forecasting. Technology can help brands be more intentional with what they make, so they have less unsold goods in the first place.”
Grogan is equally optimistic about what this could mean for sustainable fashion in general. “It’s great to see that this is more ambitious than the EU’s original proposal and that it specifically calls out textiles. It demonstrates a willingness from policymakers to create a more robust system,” she says. “Banning the destruction of unsold goods might make brands rethink their production models and possibly better forecast their collections.”
One of the outstanding questions is over enforcement. Time and again, brands have used the lack of supply chain transparency in fashion as an excuse for bad behaviour. Part of the challenge with the EU’s new ban will be proving that brands are destroying unsold goods, not to mention how they’re doing it and to what extent, says Kurazawa. “Someone obviously knows what is happening and where, but will the EU?”"
-via British Vogue, December 7, 2023
#fashion#slow fashion#style#european union#eu#eu news#eu politics#sustainability#upcycle#reuse#reduce reuse recycle#ecofriendly#fashion brands#fashion trends#waste#sustainable fashion#sustainable living#eco friendly#good news#hope
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Yukichi going lightspeed in my microwave rn
#theres not enough content of my boy#he has zero fics#currently creating a vgue blob of a space usagi au where everythings the sme but yukichi also has a future counterpart#im wasting away waiting for more content to come out#new wherewhen in like a week or 2#betty's usagi rambles
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Yandere Mha x Reader x Yandere Batfam
A/N: So recently i got into yandere batfam x neglected reader. And i like mha x reader. Soo my fav fic of mha x reader is on quotev " Future Keeper" and my fav batfam x neglected reader is " again & again", my brain just mushed them together like.
Our reader was born and raised in japan (reincarnated from modern world) till she was 9 (instead of 5 ), childhood friends with aizawa. Her parents passed and she find out her father was was not her real father. And she is sent to Gontham to Bruce . (read the fic to get a better understanding, link on the names cuz spoiler. ) There she gets neglected and then decides to transfer to UA high ( here UA is a secrate hero school and on surface its a prestigious high school). She sends a direct letter to Nezu about her "Foresight", and asks to be transfared there. She does get in. Meets Aizawa again. Then meets tenko, adopts him. Meets kai, adopts him. Meets touya, takes him in. And finally Keigo.
But Dick shows up when reader or any adult is not home, tenko opens the door, and Dick speaks in english, Tenko calls Kai (who knows english cuz u taught him, on his request) to speak to the stranger (Dick).
Kai knows him ( due to him being extreemly interested in how you have such good etiquette and wanted to learn, you taught him but also opened up about your past, showed him pics of you "family", and warned him if they come make sure to not give them hope about the reconcile between you and them).
Kai followed you order told the other kids to stay in the room and call the adults (detective tsukachi and night eye) aswell as the reader. He makes it very clear that you are not leaving and Dick's presence is unwanted. The adults arrive before you and try to calm the tension between the two but still agreeing with what Kai said. This pisses Dick off and then tells them that they have no right to decide for you. Kai bites back saying neither does Dick have the right.
Just then reader comes busts trough the door panting and sweaty like she ran the whole way back with Aizawa close behind her, Aizawa goes to check up on the other kids while reader starts walking towards Kai but Dick though she was going towards him and opens his hands expecting a hug, but you pass him and go to Kai and hug him and check if he was injured and then tell him to join his siblings, to which he refuses, Saying you are too kind and he has to be there cuz he knows what it does to you emotionally. And kai stayed
Dick asked you to come back toe which you refused saying that you now have a new family. He tries to persuade you, but was cut off by kai saying "emotional blackmailing won't help since he was there". Then you list everything they ( the bat fam) missed. And then ask if he could tell how many awards you won, you'll give them a chance. Dick didn't know and said a random number but Kai corrected him and along with that he also flexed about how much he knows about you .
You refuse and he is kicked out. You thought it was over but it wasn't. Now you were stuck being messaged by random numbers to reconcile. which are blocked by Aizawa and Kai. Due to Aizawa being worried about you, he proposed to exchange phones since all their contacts were same. to which the reader agreed reluctently.
Now probably they got the hint and would leave you alone....... Or you thought
Three weeks later, bat boys along with Bruce and Alfread show up with all your favorite stuff ( which Dick remembers cuz Kai had spoken about it). Since it was Touya who opened the door, he didn't give them a chance and shut the door in their face saying that they'll make reader have an anxiety attack or something bad, then told them to leave. They didn't and since you were on your way back home, you unfortunately bumped into them. Again it was the sme bushit except Damian who you thought had lost his mind since he kept demanding you come back home, to them, and spoil him with more love than you spoil anyone in your so called family cuz he was your one and only real sibling.
You laughed at their faces, called them pathetic and told them your family is here and so is your home. And continued by saying if they love you even a little bit they would leave you and your real family alone.
Leaving heart broken Wayne family outside. Regreting their choices.
But they promised that they would get you back........... No matter what.
And your Japanese family vowed to protect you from them....
A/N: This was a fucked up idea in my head i just had to write it down. PLEASE CHECH OUT THE 2 AMZING FICS, LINK ON THE NAME OF THE FIC IN THE AUTHORS NOTE!!!
Hope You Enjoyed!
P.S. I tried to keep it gn, so all the genders can enjoy, i hope i did fine.
Stay Safe, Healthy And Hydrated
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#akineedshelp#x reader#yandere x reader#mha x reader#mha#aizawa#eraserhead#batman#batfam#neglect#neglected reader#yandere batfam#yandere batman#yandere batboys#gn reader#fem reader#male reader
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I am admittedly a little hesitant about the boycotting RIIZE part of boycotting SME as a whole. Don’t get me wrong, I understand the logic of it all and how this could give SME a nudge, but I also worry a bit about how the other members would feel seeing their numbers go down; I don’t want them to get down by the fact that people are boycotting them when they did nothing wrong. I’m not really sure what to do☹️
believe me, the members understand. wonbin actively posted that he and the other members want seunghan back just as much as we do, and they may or may not be dropping hints left and right that they believe riize is seven. i get the sentiment, but i'm strongly advocating for the boycott.
it might seem like it's just about getting justice for seunghan, which it is, but it could also have a huge impact on the entire industry in terms of normalizing dating among idols and a wake up call for delusional fans and other companies who treat idols as nothing but products to make money from.
idols are humans too, and they deserve to be protected, respected and treated as human beings that are allowed to live their lives. it would create a space for idols to make "mistakes" (i don't want to call it that because i do not see smoking and dating as mistakes, but you get the point) and not be shamed and hated for it to the point of having to leave their group or the industry entirely. in the end, they're just young people with a dream, and who are we as fans to crush them just because of something that everyone else does every single day.
by boycotting riize and sme, we have the chance to make a better future for every single idol. even if they found the decrease in followers and streams a little saddening, the end goal is getting them their friend back and making the world a better place, and that would mean much more to them than money and fame. they understand.
#ask response#riize seunghan#justice for seunghan#seunghan#riize#riize is seven#unfollow riize#boycott sm
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Hi,
Can you please do a reading on how this will impact Riize's career going forward?
I feel like SM has set a dangerous precedent and I have already seen people attempting to do the same thing to another member literally within one hour of Seunghan leaving.
I also wonder what the hell is going on in the company right now?
Thank you.
Remember to take everything with a grain of salt. Tarot readings are for the moment and things very well could change in the future
(7 of Swords, Queen of Swords, Ace of Swords, 2 of Cups, Devil, Emperor)
Yeah this doesn’t look like it will be ending well… SM Ent. has messed up
Very much “All for one” energy. Selfish energy. There’s a clear divide between the company and group right now. They do not trust them whatsoever. Neither do a sizable chunk of the fans. I sense a legitimate boycott. There’s planning and plotting going on. People are pissed. SME on the other hand couldn’t give less of a fuck. They want their money in whatever way they can get it. If that means catering to the crybabies then so be it. They’re in charge so whatever they say goes. Giving kinda civil war. It’s felt that SM has gone too far.
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newer but still old asks from curiouscat (10th september 2024—24th september 2024)
10th September 2024
why Na Haeun left SME when she was chosen to (allegedly) debut?
8 of cups, page of pentacles, ace of swords, 7 of cups
it was planned all along. with her parents being by her side, they (because haeun went along with it) offered to train under sme and leave after some time. she wants to be an idol, and i can really see it, but the plan wasn't completely hers. haeun was fully aware that sme isn't a company that she can trust but believed in them blindly for some aspects. her mentality is extremely stable for someone who is experienced in the korean industry and she feels blessed for her experience in sme. however, she realised that this (being under sme) isn't the future she wants and would really prefer to be free at least creatively. there were offers that were made with the time she was under sme and after she left, chose highup. nothing more, nothing less.
what do you see for newjeans in the next three months in terms of their contract with hybe?
2 of swords rx, 8 of wands rx, the world
until the end of this year, i can only see the hiatus newjeans will have. with the world, there'll be definitely plans, no matter from who and where, for the girls' future but up to that.
can you do a reading on Jay from enhypen and a reading on the group right now? belift is overworking them, the fate 2 era just ended and now they announce a new tour that starts next month which is crazy..
general readings:
jay | 4 of pentacles rx, the empress, the lovers
HE'S SO THINKING ABOUT OTHER THINGS I JUST CANNOT- he's in love, this reminds me of one of the former fifty fifty members, THIS IS ALMOST THE SAME ENERGY
enhypen | wheel of fortune, 6 of pentacles, 8 of cups
they're overworked, obviously, they're really tired and want to rest (but cannot do that)☹️
can you see which zb1 members if any would be tired with idol life after their contract expires and would think about leading a more private life after
ace of pentacles, 9 of swords rx, 9 of pentacles
i don't see it. however when zb1 members continue publicly, they'll make a big wall between their public and their private life. that's the difference i'm seeing.
except ricky's spiritual awakening that might happen (from a previous reading) and make him taking hiatus in a way, i don't see anyone switching industries (to more "ordinary" ones).
will Dispatch reveal any more dating news this year?
page of cups, 7 of swords rx, 5 of pentacles rx
they watch over a potential (real) couple. if they find enough proof to reveal them until the end of the year (and both sides not paying them, because there's a chance that it won't be revealed), yes. otherwise no.
why Trainee A didn’t end up debuting?
the sun, knight of wands rx, temperance rx, strength, queen of pentacles
from what i see it's because leo left bhm (reversed knight of wands). i remember that he had a serious scandal (rapping the n-word??) for which he allegedly apologised for (allegedly because he might've not meant it at all) and because of it, his mental health was really unstable, so he left because of these circumstances. they fall apart because of bang sihyuk's visions for the group, he was certain that if someone leave trainee a, they'll disband, so he did that. he also believed that he won't find anyone who's good enough to replace leo, so that's why they didn't debut in the end, because leo departed.
i was just wondering if you could do a reading on ollie who’s apart of the cpop group loong9 as the center, but fans are confused to see that he did not participate in the debut as he is seemingly still a member of the group so i was wondering if you can see how he is doing and if this is a personal choice or yuehua’s doing as there is no statement being released
why | 4 of pentacles rx, knight of pentacles, the tower
he allegedly broke a rule that made him not debut with the rest of loong9. yuehua might investigate it as of now so that might be why there's no statement about what's going on
general reading | 7 of pentacles, the hermit, king of cups rx
mentally, he allegedly doesn't feel good. it looks like that there might've been private conversation between him and yuehua and he realised he fucked it up. there's chance of him to depart from loong9, either a decision by yuehua or his own. it's not 100%, but it's there.
how Eunchae and her co-workers for mc-ing as a music host feel about her? did her and her previous partner get along well they seem to have a sibling bond? the reason I ask is because it seems her current mc partner really wants to bond with her and she seems quiet reserve or shy I hope she can open a bit I worry for her.
eunchae, feelings | the chariot, 5 of pentacles rx, the hierophant, 3 of cups
i'd say she's feeling neutral about it. it's not negative nor positive, to me it's .. blank. at first i see that she felt excited about it but nowadays she feels pretty much neutral. she likes her mc gig but it's not because she wanted to do it since some time but rather than her co-workers there, she bonded with them really well. she accepts it like it's a job and nothing else. overall, she doesn't care. it's a job to her.
co-workers (music bank), feelings | knight of swords, justice, death
they like her vibe, personality, vibrations and whatever else but (personally) dislike how she does her job. they believe other people will do way better than her because they actually know eunchae (and the opinions are geniune, i don't sense any envy/jelaousy; they also don't say that she doesn't her job properly because they acknoweledge what she does as mc). they believe that if she does something that's similar to what they do, she'll contribute way better, at least in music bank. compared to other work enviroments, eunchae is extremely aware about it but cannot do much.
eunchae+lee changmin, dynamics | king of pentacles, 6 of wands, 5 of swords rx
might've been close before but now aren't that much, they might've been similar in context how they should work with their bond on-camera and that explains pretty much why they seem to be close before when they were hosts before.
can you do a career reading for Zhang Hao for FY2024 and 2025?
rest of 2024 | 2 of swords rx, knight of pentacles, ace of cups, 4 of cups rx
quite stagnant, will work strictly on group activities
2025 | 3 of cups, the hierophant, 5 of pentacles rx, 9 of wands, 3 of pentacles
don't see anything solo but rather events that will happen behind the scenes in zb1.
... sorry for not seeing solo gigs but it looks like he'll not be focused on them
ah interesting bcs i just getting to know them too and yeah vernon is more likely the adventurous type like he’s open to new things and get in deeper level with that. How about scoups tho? his energies like is he also reserved one bcs he claimed to not have any other friends besides svt and like to spend time with his family too
5 of wands rx, 8 of swords rx, 8 of wands
i can see s.coups choosing his environment like you said but he's not that reserved if i have to compare him with wonwoo, s.coups might be more extroverted than him, so no. his energies are way more open than wonwoo's for sure. s.coups' personality though is extremely selective to a few people with the difference that it doesn't make him introverted in a way because apparently he's used to have way more friends/close people than now.
11th September 2024
i was wondering if Billie Eilish’s peak has been reached now with her being the #1 artist on Spotify, or if she'll be even more successful in the future? also, how is the dynamic with her and her management currently? especially since her managers are hardcore zionists, and her family (not her) have spoken up against the genocide
has she reached her peak | 6♥️, queen ♠️, 10♦️, 4♦️, king ♠️
she hasn't, i see she has manifested her popularity in a way, so her manifestation about it isn't finished yet🤠
dynamics question | judgement rx, the chariot, death rx
she wants to change her management because of different visions (i see her managers collectively and not someone specific) but is very persistent to change them as peaceful as possible? she has to do it but is in sort of denial about it, it's complex situation i assume
what’s wonwoo and hoshi relationship dynamics like? they’ve been friends since school and casually seen being out often when they’re both likely not the type to go out together
6 of swords, 8 of pentacles, page of wands rx
compared to then, they have .. drifted away. honestly i am unsure if except from seventeen they have common topics to talk about, but their mindsets are different, their points of view about x and y are different, they just happen to be too different from each other and if in seventeen-related stuff they get along, then outside of the group aren't communicating at all. i'm not saying they aren't friends but are clearly not as close as before.
i remember in one of your readings I remember you were asked about the next big thing in kpop and I think you answered that it would be a girl group with familiar faces that were loved by the public, that were already in a group that had disbanded... I don't know some readings say that Newjeans are going to leave Hybe and go to another company outside of Hybe and what if they debut together later in a group with another group name? Can you do a reading on this please.
i saw fifty fifty at first but the law didn't happen, so .. i don't know about this ..
king of cups, the star rx, the sun, ace of cups, 9 of pentacles
currently i don't see it but sometimes haerin thinks of this possibility. it's not impossible but it's surely thought about at least from haerin. slim to none as of now, like 2% or similar percentage
wakeone seems to favour only Hanbin and dedicated a lot of resources to him and not give many opportunities to other zb1 members. Even a lot of screen time in mvs and line distributions are heavily skewed towards Hanbin when he is not the main vocal. Why is it so?
the world, 5 of pentacles rx, the lovers
it seems to be mutual desicion between wakeone and the members of zb1. wakeone didn't want this at first but the rest of the boys were extremely persistent about it, so they went with the flow
13th September 2024
how ENHYPEN feel about their new tour? the fans are all worried about their health because their old tour lasted 401 days and finished very recently and they are already announcing one just 1 day after. the company looks so greedy now and the members seems to have been instructed to respond they are fine and that they rest well but I don't think that's true at all
2 of cups rx, 4 of cups rx, 2 of pentacles, knight of pentacles, the chariot
they're kind of a mess but aren't feeling exactly like a shit. they're here for the money at this point, to be honest and wouldn't really complain much. they'd feel really grateful if they rested for a bit but here we are, they'll have tour that was announced A DAY AFTER THEY FINISHED THEIR PREVIOUS ONE. they just don't complain much and will overwork like how they're apparently used to do.
just like the reading you did for heeseung, is anyone in the industry interested in working with sunoo or watching him? He had quite a bit of hype in korea after iland finished but it died down with time and belift probably rejected a lot of offers for the boys too, it makes me sad because it seems it's taking a lot of effort for his team to find a brand to collaborate with him, despite him promoting the brands the group collab with very well. i just saw an incident very recently, enhypen were in a press event for a makeup/skincare brand and there was a big poster with the 7 members faces but someone placed a big box exactly on top of sunoo's face, so he was the only covered. seems like the members pointed at it and shared a laugh but I feel like it was low-key disrespectful in front of press. it’s sad because he's also the only member who’s really into skincare. i think there are more incidents like that where he was low-key disrespected too
the world, 5 of swords rx, 10 of pentacles, knight of cups, wheel of fortune
it's way better for sunoo, there are people who're interested in him. so far there can be future offer from a place that's outside of korea (in the makeup industry?) that are willing to reach out to try to make sunoo ambassador or appear in a commercial (sth like that). belift might accept if sunoo himself accepts, the chances are there (not 100% but not 0% either!).
in korea they might be interested in sunoo (according to my pendulum) but so far i don't see it here.
is it true that V was sabotaged by hybe/bsh/bighit when he worked with mhj?
8 of swords, queen of swords rx, 8 of wands
as simply as possible, yes. source music seem to be involved in this the most. bang sihyuk might be also involved too.
what do you see for BHMNBG? Do you see Jo Woochan still in HYBE?
hybe is corporation, not small company, subsidiaries included, so obviously HE'S NOT THERE?
bhmnbg update | 2 of pentacles rx, judgement, the lovers
nothing much, the energy is similar to ygnbg last year in which they're ignored. because of the recent events it's no suprise.
hints of where jo woochan is trainee | the hermit; the world, 8 of pentacles (queen of cups, king of cups); 3 of cups rx, 2 of cups rx, 8 of cups, the emperor, 9 of pentacles rx
so far his current company is pretty much nugu who has already debuted a girl group but not boy one. with the hermit the company x is relatively new and isn't much heard of from the k-pop fans. the world aims to the western and international market, therefore the girl group is surely known in nugupromoter in one way or another. 8 of pentacles indicates that the group he can debut with isn't planned for some time but rather it's planned recently. (the king and queen of cups can be other trainees he's communicating with more often these days)
the last spread which i shared fully (from the reversed 3 of cups onwards) is scary as the situation in his current company isn't satisfying at all and i can actually see there's chance to scrap the idea of the future group jo woochan can debut under. the emperor can be the current ceo/owner of jo's company he's trainee under and it really sucks: another promising trainee might've departed recently (reversed 2 of cups) and this can be the reason why his future group might fall apart before its forming pre-debut. (8 of cups, reversed 9 of pentacles)
if he trains in bigger company, there would be another pentacles card in my opinion. 9 of pentacles isn't than much money-related card but rather shows independence and individuality in a way. since it's reversed, it helps the reversed 3 of cups and the reversed 2 of cups in my point of view. i just really don't see where tf he trains under hybe. if ador, i'd expect more brutal cards behind the scenes. if any other subsidiary, i'd expect more pentacles cards where show money and good indications for wealth.
can MEOVV reach BP level of success & popularity in the future?
the magician, 3 of swords rx, knight of pentacles, 7 of cups rx, 9 of pentacles (2nd spread, the 1st was harder to decipher)
straight away, no.
in a paragraph, meovv will have harder time to be as successful as blackpink. they can reach it in korea in my honest perception. meovv seem to have stable fanbase already (knight of pentacles) that was anticipatied for quite some time (mainly because of ella from what i sense) from both korea and in foreign lands (i'm not sure for japan), but it's clearly not enough for tbl to be satisfied (enough). meovv will have to work extremely hard to be as memorable in way as blackpink. because of ella and her "strings" with the blackpink girls (the magician might be her), i sense the anticipation but it won't be enough (reversed 7 of cups). if they do the same path with the brand ambassordships (9 of pentacles) as blackpink, they'll blend with the rest of the idols who're doing the same job (reversed 7 of cups), so unless they're innovative and trendsetters (which can turn in a way for meovv to be compared with babymonster (even more??) for some reason), i don't see how they'll be as relevant as blackpink.
can u do a reading for Jisoo (BLACKPINK)’s acting career, how successful it will be? will she hit big and gain more success and popularity as an actress?
justice, queen of pentacles, knight of pentacles rx, the world, the high priestess rx
it's so jisoo's energy here!! she'll do well, she'll hit it big but she'll get bored quickier than we might expect (i mean for example she hits big as actress and boom, she releases a single) and switch fields (i.e. from acting to modelling).
do u think New Jeans members can be as rich and successful as bp members in the future?
3 of swords rx, the tower, 3 of cups
as long as they're together, they'll have the potential to do as well as blackpink (success-wise, including their salaries, bonuses and etc.). otherwise as of now no.
14th September 2024
can you please do reading on TWICE’s MISAMO? What’ll be the concept and sound they’ll have in their next comeback? how successful it will be (Japan, Worldwide)?
concept, sound | hanged man, strength, 6 of wands
i don't see much of a change, they'll solidify with what they've debuted in that matter.
success:
japan | 3 of pentacles, king of cups, knight of swords
elsewhere | 4 of pentacles, hermit, hierophant
compared to their debut, it's the same with the difference where they'll do better has switched - this time they'll do better in japan compared to worldwide.
can you reading on how Tzuyu feels about her solo debut? What’s next for her (career wise)?
feelings | death, hermit, 4 of cups rx
she .. honestly, tzuyu was feeling pressured to debut solo. it's like that to her, they prepared the album and everything else so since they were so persistent, she had no choice but to debut with what they prepared. i don't think she really likes her debut ep. it's solid, it's in her range but she is just really passive about it, she expected to debut with more experimental songs.
what's next for her | queen of swords, 6 of wands, 8 of pentacles
she might appear in a variety show, possibly in china/taiwan. it might involve sports in a way?
any idea on when the next enhypen CB is? and if they will get to promote in korea better..
when | 5♦️, 8♥️, 4♥️, 3♦️, 9♦️
this october-november, leaning towards the last days of october
will enha be promoted better in korea | ace of cups, the hermit, 3 of pentacles rx, the world, king of swords rx
.. well. no. belift think it's better for the boys to tour as that's how they earn more money.
after the glastonbury and lollapalooza for seventeen, are they still not going to tour on europe? is it the hybe policies or what? i feel like they’re missing out to expand on europe
4 of cups, 4 of pentacles rx, 10 of cups, 7 of swords rx, 5 of wands rx
yes, they're still not touring on europe. it looks like that's a compromise between all sides (hybe, pledis and 17). it's like hybe feel obligated to tour in usa but if they want to save money, they won't tour in europe. from what i see, they don't think they're missing out as the corporation believe they'll have to win the american market first and then they'll try in europe. to hybe the european market might be harder to gain relevance as of now.
can you please do a reading for Jisoo (BLACKPINK)’s upcoming drama “Newtopia”? will this drama hit big and help her gain more success and opportunities in the future?
the hierophant, 10 of cups, the sun, page of pentacles, 8 of cups
the drama will hit big in korea and around the fans who usually watch dramas (+ possibly blinks who bias jisoo). i don't sense it'll hit bigger than that as of now. jisoo will be searched to act even more, however she will either reject the offers and experiment in different genres (for future dramas/movies) or she could switch industries (i.e. to modelling).
how does aespa genuinely feels towards nwjns? | asked generally
8 of pentacles rx, king of swords, 4 of wands
i sense aespa feel really bad for their current situation and wished the corporation could've done better. they have good thoughts on newjeans: nwjns are communicative, united, and work really hard (to the extent they're workaholics).
i've seen some tarot readers say that behind the scenes the riize members are not that nice to sohee and due to his alleged poor background there was tension there so could you read to see if thats true and if its still happening now | rumor or truth?
6 of pentacles rx, 8 of cups, 9 of wands, 8 of swords rx, 8 of wands
it was true, yeah. it's hard topic for the boys (for some reason, i see that most of them did indeed acted harshly, seunghan might've acted normal to sohee compared to the rest) possibly because of the way they're raised. currently it's not happening as often as in the past but it can occur from time to time. fortunately, it lasts minutes or even seconds.
is there any possibility of Seunghan returning by the end of the year? i miss him so bad
ace of pentacles, judgement, the moon, 4 of cups rx, king of swords, queen of wands, the hierophant rx
as of now i'd say that it's not as sure as i saw before (the anniversary happened and riize is still 6). seunghan himself is not so sure as before and he is even skeptical of himself if he'll ever want to return. the current energies show that as of now it looks like he'll stay in a hiatus. this makes him feeling secure and having a plan b. the university might be on his head, is he accepted somewhere? because i can see him studying and nothing else.
i can see some possibilities here but yet i'm not sure what will happen:
- he'll take the sunmi route and leave riize for some time but will rejoin after he graduates
- he'll stay in hiatus and if he returns, he will not study? (otherwise idk why the hierophant is reversed)
- he might rebel himself and somehow return to riize but could be kicked out afterwards no matter how far away
- will return to riize despite its odds but most likely next year
i'm not leaning towards leaving riize at 100% because seunghan would prefer to have a plan b as of now but there's chance this can happen. currently i'm leaning towards being in hiatus and studying in a university but it's not certain to me
can you read to see what ricky of zb1 actually thinks of the kpop industry and if he will stick around in it post disbandment thanks
thoughts | 4 of pentacles rx, queen of swords, 7 of swords rx, 3 of cups
he sees that the k-pop industry is just like any other with its pros and cons, there's just that neutral, indifferent vibe here, so idrk what i'm actually supposed to say
post-disbandment??? recheck | 6 of pentacles, 7 of wands, judgement, the devil rx, the emperor
if zb1 disbands, he'll go back in china and continue his journey there. if zb1 continues, he'll still be in the industry while jiggling other gigs that he wants to try (with the time i mean). so if zb1 disbands, no, he won't stick in the korean industry.
hey can you do a reading on riize to see how they are feeling with their current situation with their fancon final and if they are feeling overworked as their whole japan tour and workload was a little crazy so how are the members feeling right now | asked overall
8 of pentacles, 6 of cups rx, temperance, 6 of pentacles, queen of pentacles
the vibe is similar to enhypen's feelings about the tour that was recently announced (that they wanted to rest for a bit and then continue but are happy that they are working ... unlike other people) with the difference that i don't sense tiredness, riize are full of energy and don't mind that they work in that pace as of now (or then?). however with the time if this continues they'll become just like enhypen, riize will have to be cautious about how sme gives the group gigs and .. other work to do.
15th September 2024
nwjns made live without the company knowing could be a violation of their contract so i want to know what’s going to happen in the future
9 of swords, chariot, lovers, moon, 2 of cups, devil rx, 10 of pentacles, 9 of cups, knight of swords, fool, 5 of pentacles rx, judgement, magician, knight of wands, ace of pentacles
since they did the live willingly, newjeans felt that they had no choice but to do it. the girls are in talks with hybe and the corporation are really having hard time with what's going on currently (the new ceo i mean). with the time i actually see min heejin coming back (i know that really sounds very absurd but i actually see it happening) as ceo and whatever else she was doing in ador with possibly some help (if there, they might be the new ador ceo and the new hybe ceo).
are there any chinese idols has a negative opinion towards taiwan/taiwanese people?
king of swords, queen of pentacles, 9 of pentacles
no, they don't care about any historical of political stuff surrounding taiwan. when it comes to the taiwanese people, they aren't negative towards them. it gives me wonyoung's words "you are you, i am me" tbh
can you read about newjeans’ career in 2025?
spread 1 | 10 of swords rx, the lovers, page of cups, 2 of pentacles, 5 of cups rx, knight of swords, queen of wands
spread 2 | 4 of pentacles rx, 2 of cups, 6 of cups, judgement, 3 of swords rx, queen of swords, 7 of swords rx
i asked 2 times and shared the spreads on purpose.
in the first spread, min heejin seems to be back in ador and newjeans will be EXTREMELY HAPPY. if jungkook didn't share the posts on instagram, the energy might've been way worse. this time i'd say that he changed the future for the girls. i don't sense challenges, it seems that the vibes in ador will be like it was used to be in the past. this seems to be confirmed in the second spread with the 6 of cups too. if not for that, then the girls' next release might have similarities with their older songs at least concept-wise but with the judgement next to it, i .. doubt it. so far i really don't sense any achievements or releases but it's obvious to me that min heejin will be back in one way or another. the pluto's just in capricorn, newjeans have to survive this period :(
what concept, genre, vibes, lore will aespa’s Whiplash have ? Whiplash is the name for the next comeback song (mini album)?
concept (lore included) | judgement rx, 4 of swords, the chariot, 4 of wands, queen of pentacles rx
sme is trying to replicate the drama era in one way or another. when it comes to kwangya, they're running from it, and i'm sensing sme will make aespa try to follow what's trendy in their future releases.
possible genres and vibes | king of cups, justice rx, 2 of pentacles, temperance, the devil
it was hard to sense something but i feel that sme is trying to do something different while this metallic sound aespa is known for is staying. the song was originally planned to sound way different than it will be released. possible influenced genres: trap (i'm sensing some cringy local songs so i won't give you examples out of embaressment), rap, phonk
is whiplash tt or pre-release | 8 of wands, 7 of swords rx, ace of swords
title track for allegedly upcoming ep.
will Ningning have any solo gigs until the end of 2024? i haven’t seen her in any Chinese/Korean variety shows, Versace showcases, etc. will she participate in radio, ost, MC?
second spread, the first didn't said much
(knight of cups) 7 of swords rx, king of wands, 7 of pentacles rx
no, i don't see it. there is an offer but i really doubt sme will look throught it as of now.
who will be the most to least popular in newjeans in 2030?
minji | 10 of swords rx + 9 of swords
hanni | queen of wands
danielle | ace of pentacles
haerin | death
hyein | the hermit + 9 of cups
MOST LIKELY
1) danielle (worldwide from what i see)
2) hanni (might be in vietnam)
3) hyein (will change fields but will be popular nonetheless.. just in her next industry)
4) minji (she might be unlucky in the future, i can see she might change industries too .. with normal 9-5 job)
LEAST LIKELY
haerin might be married around 2030, so that's why she's "left out" in my mtl (i had to ask clarifications a few times: the hierophant, 2 of cups and 5 of swords).
20th September 2024
when newjeans will leave HYBE bc sooner or later they will do it. do you see them continuing as a group? will they redebut in another company or will they follow their own path?
8 of cups, 2 of pentacles rx, the empress, queen of cups, 7 of swords rx
it's complex to say what exactly will happen.
in a situation they will leave hybe (because i don't see it but will say about the girls' both options nonetheless), they won't redebut in a group together and move forward in their individual desires and wishes.
in a situation they'll stay under ador and hybe, it'll be like normal and mhj will be back .. basicaly what they want will happen.
as of now nwjns aren't sure of what they'll do mainly because it's just uncertain to them currently.
will Big4 ever receive karma for sabotaging or neglecting their artists?
sme | 8 of wands, 4 of cups rx, 7 of swords
they'll receive it with nct's future and upcoming scandals.. i'm afraid i see more scandals for the group
jype | 8 of pentacles, 6 of pentacles, 10 of swords
it's complex but i see the karma is showing way more into vcha's path as a group and .. how irrelevant are they
yge | king of wands, 9 of swords rx, 10 of pentacles, 4 of pentacles rx
the karma for them is there but will weigh more in the future, the burning sun scandal won't be the end
hybe | the hierophant, the empress, death
they're receiving it with the fiasco between ador and the corporation itself. they're receiving it this early because the higher-ups have (personal) heavier karma to receive to the extent it influences their job at hybe. i'm not sure if 🛴🟤 will receive his own when works under hybe in this case.
why people blow everything Tyla does out of proportion? especially Africans and African Americans. it seems like they’re always “discourses” being talked about her. what does Tyla think about it as well?
question 1 | the empress, knight of cups, 7 of swords, 4 of cups rx, the lovers
basically everyone is envying her .. as simple as that. tbh i don't sense anything else, they are just jelaous and expect her to be one-hit wonder or something like that
tyla's thoughts | 8 of cups, strength, 3 of swords rx
she doesn't give a shit about it.
was the scenario where hybe and ador had a fight scripted?
queen of wands rx, death rx, 5 of cups rx
not exactly. someone else (not hanni or someone from newjeans/mhj/ador's previous staff) has tried to manifest (with the law of attraction and/or another) min heejin's removal from hybe, possibly from people who dislike her. i'm unsure if it's collectively (many people) or just one has tried more strongly. this fiasco is apparently the way that this wish is impossible to happen, there's a path that newjeans and min heejin has to fulfill together in this lifetime.
will baemon have another comeback this year?
queen of cups rx, knight of pentacles rx, 3 of pentacles
they're working on it but as of now it looks like a no. the world is the bottom card of the deck, so possibly they'll aim to release something in january 25'.
can you read about Katseye? I don't use my social media much for kpop, just twitter and I've seen locals on tiktok (not kpop stans) talking about them. They talk about the members and their song Touch. Can you read what's coming up in their future career as a group? I found it interesting since they are kind of in the center of American industry × Korean industry.
the star, 10 of pentacles, 4 of pentacles rx, 8 of wands, death
career-wise their future looks bright but only if they promote more in asia. as there's only positive cards from what i see, hybe and geffen will most likely focus on places (🇵🇭 is the first country i saw tbh) that have the potential to be very popular.
overall i can see that both companies expect a lot from katseye and i can see them succeeding very well in asia. there might be an upcoming event (might happen behind the scenes though) who might change the things. from what i sense is about katseye's future trajectory but nothing else so far. overall the future is bright.
22nd September 2024
can Danielle reach BP members’ level of success and popularity?
king of cups rx, the lovers, 3 of pentacles, 7 of cups
currenty the potential is very high and (realistically) reacheable enough to be as memorable as them.. but as a newjeans member. what i mean is that she'll reach it when she's a member of the group. elsewhere it will be at its best harder to achieve.
if dani tries to be relevant individually when she isn't in the group (like she left nwjns or they disbanded for example, or she redebuted in another group), i don't see it happening.
24th September 2024
how does Hybe feel about jk speaking up against them and supporting NJ. there were comments from Hybe employees complaining and saying how’s he’s stupid for speaking out. it makes me wonder if they always had a problem with him more, compared to the other members.
8 of pentacles, the world, 6 of pentacles rx, the chariot, king of wands rx
i don't sense any feelings/thoughts but rather something else. hybe haven't talked with jungkook about it at all. sure, the employees are/were really feeling betrayed in a way but up to that. the current ceo lied for the sake of everyone's best. no wonder why i felt relieved then🤨
can you read on oscar piastri upcoming races in 2025 until 2027 with mclaren? like will he close to world champion or just doing good with podiums
judgement, the fool rx, knight of pentacles
he'll be as good as what he's shown so far this year. i don't see him getting worse or better, it's stable as in the present tbh
have the boyz already reached their peak? how 2025-2027 will look like?
have they reached their peak | the moon rx, the empress rx, 2 of swords rx
i cannot give you an exact answer. ist is controlling way more than "the b" are aware so far.
rough career check:
2025 | ace of cups rx, 2 of pentacles, 9 of swords rx
if the boyz decide that will renew their group activities but not their solo ones (i.e. the blackpink route, or what mamamoo's wheein did), they'll be simply forced to do it. if not, then there can be lawsuits or other behind the scenes battles for tbz to gain their trademarks and whatever else (and take the got7 route).
2026 | the moon, 9 of wands, knight of pentacles rx
with this spread tbz might be inactive either because of future battles or because some of them will be in military.
2027 | 4 of cups, death rx, the devil, king of pentacles rx
... way more complex than it might be seen. extremely multilayered year. (i don't sense anything else, the energy might be unstable)
sunwoo might be involved into these talks A LOT, his name popped up for some reason.
will “Newtopia” the drama have a similar impact to hit drama like “Queen of Tears” and “Lovely Runners” ?
the chariot, 7 of cups, the star
it'll be as impactful as these dramas you mentioned, yes. either as impactful as one of them or a bit more impactful than both of them.
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sorrrrrryyyy can u say more about vale splitting up with his gf after 2015 rosquez divorce. 🙏
So, I'm not going to post his pictures just because I don't feel it's correct, but she is very beautiful honestly, Vale was lucky;) linda is is a model and used to work as an umbrella girl in the championship,they dated for 9 years, and as far as I know from articles, they used to joke about getting married around 2014-2015, making it sound like they were serious. The official reason for their breakup is unknown, sme messy journalists say that after 2015, Vale was stressed and not in the best mood, which affected their relationship. But I don't know the only reason listed on their sites is that they had been in a long crisis in their relationship (who knows why or what), and that's why they broke up in February 2016.
Now he says this some weeks- months after the breakup
Kinda implies he ended the relationship to focus on his results,the salty comment is because Lisa started dating Fernando Alonso as she should living his best wag life. But yeah, I don't think Marc is the reason for the breakup per se, however based on his friends words, 2015 was tough for him mentally, and he wanted to win again after that, so maybe that affected their seriousness in the future, etc.
#again i dont implaya anything more#but also serius jurnoslist dooo#soooo who i am to be balme#valentino rossi#marc marquez#motogp#rosquez#ask
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Take My Hand, Wreck My Plans - Chapter 2
Summary: Fresh after her third, and final, breakup with Tamlin, Feyre decides a one night stand is exactly what she needs to get him out of her system. Except, her one night stand with a violet-eyed stranger ends up being far more than she bargained for.
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Or; the one where Feysand gets knocked up from a one night stand.
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Feyre couldn’t look at her phone. Not without feeling nauseated.
There had been many—countless, Nesta would argue—idiotic, brainless things that Feyre had done in her life. There was the time she’d left her passport locked in a hostel safe and had driven three hours on the motorway before she’d realized. There was the time when she’d snuck one of the bottles of vodka her father used to keep stored in the freezer and decided she’d get away with it by replenishing what was consumed with water, only for their father to discover a frozen bottle the following evening. Or, worst of all, there was the summer she’d given herself bangs.
They were all inconsequential in retrospect, now knowing how each of those little mistakes panned out. But at the time, they had felt world-ending.
And maybe there was a solace to find in how trivial those moments felt in reflection. Like one day in the future, Feyre would look back on herself now and laugh softly, saying, Remember how scared I was? I thought the world was coming down around me, but it was only just a new path forging.
That was a nice idea, except this new path was not solid stone, steady underfoot. Nor was it gravel, rough and uneven, easy to slip and unforgiving beneath a fall. No, this new path was quicksand. There was no standing still; there was no scraping together her bearings. This path decided that she was moving one way or another—either sinking to the bottom, suffocating in her own indecision, or scrambling forward in an attempt to keep her head above the surface.
And maybe there wasn’t a way forward at all. Maybe there was only going down, like she was trapped in a sand dial, feeling the ground shift and fall away, every ticking second measured. It certainly felt like there was glass sealed behind her—she knew there was no going back. There was no undoing the purple eyes and velvet laugh and stupid black dress.
Would she one day laugh about this? Who was to say. She wasn’t laughing now. She was fighting the bile creeping up her throat as she sat on the cool tile of her bathroom floor, glaring at the porcelain bowl because it was better than glaring at her phone. Feyre couldn’t say for certain if it was morning sickness that had triggered her nausea or the text that had woken her up.
Feeling better?
Feyre was running out of excuses. A stomach bug only lasts for so long. It was becoming a matter of time before someone busted down her door and demanded she go to the emergency room.
Yes, she texted back.
The response was immediate. I have the day off. Breakfast at 10?
Sure.
It was an effort to heft herself from the floor. It was more of an effort not to grimace when she saw her reflection in the mirror. She fixed her eyes on the faucet, on her shaking hands cupping the water, scooping it into her face, and then into her mouth to rinse out the bile.
She didn’t look that different, not really. There was no pregnancy bump yet. If anything, she’d lost weight. Nausea could do that, but so could guilt. Six weeks ago, she’d had sex with a stranger, with Rhysand, and now there was a life growing in her stomach.
Google said a baby was roughly the size of a pea at six weeks. If that was true, then the weight of keeping this secret made it the heaviest gods-damned pea in existence.
“Have you told him?” Alis said in greeting as Feyre ambled into the kitchen.
Steam curled from the mug in her hands, carrying the scent of freshly roasted coffee. Feyre resisted the urge to cover her nose.
“No,” she said, evading her roommate in a wide arc.
Alis arched a brow. “Will you tell him?”
The bitter smell was so affronting that Feyre could think of little else. A gag built in her throat, which she did a poor job of hiding by darting for the fridge. It was the empty stomach. She needed to eat something, or she was going to puke again.
Feyre settled for an apple and took a long time chewing before she turned back to Alis. She swallowed. “Eventually.”
“The longer you wait—”
“I know,” Feyre interrupted.
Of course she knew. It was all she’d been thinking about. But how? How did she look him in the eyes and say, I’m pregnant? She couldn’t even do it in the mirror—and she’d tried. There were a thousand versions of the script she was constantly writing and rewriting in her head, all those words swirling until they had become a living creature of mist and shadow. One that loomed over her shoulder at all times of the day. She’d somehow convinced herself it would only become real if she acknowledged it.
Alis said little else. She was the only one who knew, by virtue of being on the other side of the door when Feyre had taken her pregnancy test. Though, Alis wasn’t dense, and it wouldn’t have taken her long to peg the morning nausea, the aversion to certain foods. They didn’t say much about it. Not yet. Alis had only offered her unilateral support and given Feyre time and space to dissect her maelstrom of emotions.
And three days ago, when Feyre decided she was going to keep the baby, Alis had said simply, “Then you need to tell him.”
A firm, unwavering reminder she’d repeated each day since. Feyre clenched her teeth to keep from snapping. She knew that, in her own way, Alis was being kind. Time would only exacerbate the issue. But objectivity did little quell Feyre’s kindling irritation. Words bubbled behind her clenched teeth, building into a pressure that made her want to scream: no-fucking-duh.
She didn’t scream. She politely took her apple and her keys and murmured that she would be back soon. Maybe she could have shut the front door with less force, but at least now she could blame her Archeron temper on her hormones.
Feyre rapped her knuckles over the steering wheel. She was parked outside the cafe, and through the large glass pane at the front, she could spot him sitting inside. His posture seemed relaxed enough, his handsome face angled down towards his phone. A second later, hers pinged from its mount on the dashboard.
I’m here. Are you close?
She met her own eyes in the rearview mirror. Blue, like an overcast sea, their mother had always said, reasoning it was why her eldest and youngest were such forces of nature. There was a swelling storm that Feyre could never escape, because it lived inside her. And now she could feel the tide in her chest retreating from the shore, pulling further and further back, and she knew it would crash if she went inside, that it would swallow them both whole.
Be a big girl, she told herself. Go in there and tell him the truth.
She took a deep inhale. Held it, hoping it could hold back the tide, too.
Then, it was only a matter of unlocking her door. Walking the few steps towards the front entrance. Listening to the pealing bell as she pulled open the door.
“Feyre?”
Blonde hair swam into view. The greeting was so unexpected, so startling, that Feyre released the breath she’d been holding.
Then it all crashed down.
Brows pinched together. “Feyre, are you okay?”
Mor had the sense to keep her voice at a whisper. From the way she glanced over her shoulder towards the man hunched over in the booth, it was clear she had put together who Feyre was here to see.
Tears sprung into Feyre’s vision—not because she was crying, but because she couldn’t breathe. The tide was surging around her, clogging her throat, and she couldn’t breathe, she couldn’t breathe, she couldn’t—
Mor grabbed Feyre by the shoulders and pushed them out of the cafe.
The early Autumn was as indecisive as Feyre. Yesterday, she’d been sweating through her t-shirt. Today, the air stung her cheeks. Maybe the weather had seen a kindred spirit, a storm that could never quite find stillness, and decided to take pity. The cold calmed her, embraced her, reminded her where she was. Outside. With Mor. Where there was plenty of open space and fresh air. The blockage in her throat loosened. She took a gasping breath, then another.
“You’re okay,” Mor soothed.
“I’m okay,” Feryre repeated. To assure Mor or herself, she wasn’t certain.
Mor took in Feyre’s strained voice, her flushed cheeks, the nails digging into her palms and gestured towards one of the outdoor tables. “Do you want to talk about it?”
Maybe… maybe a trial run could be a good thing.
Her eyes drifted over Mor’s shoulder to where Tamlin sat waiting at a table inside. If she glanced at her phone, she probably had another text waiting from him. Growing impatient.
“He can wait,” Mor said, not unkindly.
“Yeah,” Feyre rasped. “Talking would be… nice.”
It was a little too cold for the iron chairs, which seared through Feyre’s leggings. But the cold calmed her, and she appreciated the privacy. The lack of sounds and smells.
Mor was ever-patient, waiting for Feyre to speak.
When it was clear that she wouldn’t, Mor said, “How have you been? That was some night out, huh?”
Right. That was the last time she’d seen or spoken to Mor. Feyre had been meaning to respond to her text—Heyy! Fun night? 😏
And the follow-up one a day later. My cousin is asking for your phone number. Is it okay if I share it?
They’d both seem innocent enough and at first, Feyre hadn’t answered because she’d felt a twinge of guilt for not staying long enough to meet Mor’s cousin. Then, because Tamlin had showed up at her door with a bouquet of apologies and she hadn’t known how to explain to her friend that she’d taken him back. Nor how to explain to Tamlin that she’d had a one night stand during their breakup.
Then she’d found out she was pregnant, and she hadn’t said much of anything to anyone.
“Yeah,” Feyre said, numbness growing where her legs pressed to the chair.
“And now you’re back with Tamlin,” Mor said slowly, waiting for Feyre to fill in the gaps.
The iron latticework of the outdoor table was much more interesting.
Mor sounded disappointed as she probed, “You said it was the last time you guys were breaking up.”
Feyre mustered all the cheer she could force into her voice. “It was the last time. We’re not going to break up again.”
She’d felt much more confident about that line when she’d said it three weeks ago to a disapproving Alis. Already, Feyre could feel that creature slither over her shoulder, hissing into her ear. If she turned, its pupils would be slitted into two digital lines that begged her acknowledgment.
“Right,” Mor said. “And yet, you came into this cafe looking like you were about to burst into tears because…?”
“Because I’m pregnant,” Feyre blurted.
And there it was. That creature turned real. She felt it reach through her chest and tug. Suddenly, all of that sea water she’d swallowed a moment ago came rising to the surface, and her body regurgitated the words that had been drowning her.
“It’s not Tamlin’s. It’s… remember the guy I met at the club? The one with the purple eyes? It was supposed to be this stupid, drunken one night stand, only first names—I don’t even have his number, Mor. I have some nameless, mysterious baby daddy, and I haven’t told Tamlin because I know he’s going to be…” she blinked back the sting in her eyes. “He’s going to be so furious with me.”
Mor was gaping. Whatever she’d expected… it clearly hadn’t been that.
Waiting for her friend’s reaction felt like treading water in a deep, bottomless ocean. But at least she wasn’t drowning anymore. At least the creature had receded back into the shadows, and her breathing was shallow but still filling her lungs.
Then Mor’s eyes flickered over Feyre’s shoulder. Her expression morphed into such panic that Feyre whirled, only to be met face to face with those shocking purple eyes so wide that she could only assume he’d heard the whole damn thing.
“Feyre,” Mor croaked from behind.
But Feyre couldn’t tear her eyes away from Rhys. In the time since their one night stand, Feyre convinced herself she’d exaggerated his appearance. Three shots of tequila could make anyone beautiful. But here she was, stone-cold sober, fighting her jaw not to drop at the sight of him.
The same short black hair she tugged beneath her fingers was now slightly wind-swept, some of it falling to his face in endearing curls that she concluded were purposefully arranged. He was wearing a navy sweater with a white collared shirt beneath—infuriatingly put together, where she was still sniffing back tears, dressed in her same paint-stained clothes from yesterday.
She’d prepared scripts for him, too, though she always imagined he was someone she would take years to track down. That she’d have time to prepare what to say to him, how to move forward knowing their lives were irrevocably entwined.
“Feyre,” Mor said again after awkwardly clearing her throat. “Meet my cousin, Rhysand.”
Cousin. The one who wanted her number.
“Oh,” Feyre whispered, so many horrible details clicking into place.
Rhysand mustered enough composure to manage a strained: “It’s great to see you again, Feyre.”
Feyre dropped her head into her hands. “Oh my god.”
A chair scraped against the pavement.
Mor said, “I’ll give you two a moment alone.”
She peaked between her fingers, just enough to watch Mor retreat towards the cafe. Likely playing guard dog to ensure Tamlin didn’t stumble upon them. She heard Rhys walk around the table, his footsteps light, as if he were approaching an animal he didn’t want to startle. Then, a pair of broad hands swam into vision as he gripped the back of Mor’s deserted chair, his brown knuckles paling.
He didn’t sit. She could feel his gaze like a leaden weight, so heavy that she couldn’t gather the strength to raise her head.
“When did you find out?” He asked eventually.
Feyre searched for any accusation in his voice, but it was gentle. She lifted her head, finding that some of his shock had thawed, though his expression was unreadable.
“A week ago,” she said.
“Have you…” He rubbed a hand through his hair. “Do you know what you want to do?”
This is where she braced herself. She knew her voice was creeping towards defensive as she said levelly, “I’m keeping the baby.”
Rhysand swallowed thickly. Nodded. “Okay.”
Okay. That knocked her a bit off guard. The lack of questions, of demand for her justification. She’d been preparing for a fight with Tamlin and felt stranded in the face of such simple, ready acceptance. It had to be a trap.
“It was my decision,” Feyre said, plowing ahead. “So I don’t expect anything from you. You don’t need to be… involved. I have no delusion that we’d ever be some perfect nuclear family. If you want to just walk away, this is your chance.”
“And,” Rhysand broached with such caution that Feyre’s spine straightened, “if I want to be involved… would that be okay with you?”
“We’d need to work something out,” she said, ignoring how her voice cracked. Mor’s family came from money. She could already imagine the legal proceedings, the paperwork, the negotiations over days of the week and alternating Christmases. At least Nesta was a lawyer. “I don’t want to get the courts involved. But if it goes that direction—“
“It won’t need to,” he said. “We can play it by ear, do whatever feels right. I just… I’d like to be involved. Starting now.”
The excruciating weight of that small little pea plummeted in her chest. “Starting now?”
Rhys nodded. “If you need someone to drive you to the appointments, or if you need me to pitch in for baby supplies. I’m… I want to help.”
“I’ll think about it.”
His face fell a little.
If she shut him out completely, a lawyer was guaranteed to come knocking at her door. Feyre added, “It’d be nice to get to know you before anything else.”
“Would you like to grab a coffee together?”
“As friends,” Feyre hedged. “I know we—” An image flashed in her mind of those fingers in her mouth, between her thighs. She tried not to flush. “—you know. But I have a boyfriend now. And I’m not looking for you to be my…”
She searched for a word but found none that quite articulated what, exactly, Rhys would be to her.
Baby daddy?
“I just want us to be friends,” she clarified.
His perfect lips, which had once expertly kissed and licked and teased her, edged into a smile. “Then would you like to grab a coffee together as friends?”
“Yes.” She smiled back and found that the pea in her stomach didn’t feel quite so heavy. “Not today, though. I’m, uh… meeting my boyfriend.”
“And I’m meeting my cousin.”
“Right.” Feyre reached stiffly into her pocket, retrieving her phone. “Why don’t you give me your number, and I’ll text you?”
The iron chair practically sighed in relief as Rhysand released it from his death grip. His motions were stiff, too, she noted, as he punched in his number and handed it back to her a tad too mechanically.
Their fingers brushed as she accepted it back, and she felt for the second time that day like she couldn’t breathe. Their eyes met, held. “You say the word, Feyre darling. Any time, any place, and I’m yours.”
She thought she might have said something back or just stared dumbly at his obscenely beautiful face. She couldn’t remember, and he didn’t say anything else before he nodded his goodbye and chased after Mor.
It took Feyre a long time to find the willpower to follow after him, back into that cafe, and breathlessly apologize to Tamlin for being late. And she pretended she couldn’t feel a pair of violet eyes watching her as she sat across from Tamlin, forcing a smile.
#Take My Hand Wreck My Plans#humming 'welcome to club knocked up' while writing this fic fr#feysand#feysand fic#feysand fanfic#feysand fanfiction#feyre x rhys#rhys x feyre#Feyre x Rhysand#Rhysand x Feyre#feyrhys
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This is it cause i'm just..creator is killing me !/j
Adultes...what do you think about being gransparent in thé futur...sorry i'm just ...haaaaaaa *run everywhere*
Second: Nope. Won‘t let an boy at my Daughter.
Purple: I‘d like it, more babies. ^^
Yellow: Never. No one Neal her.
Red: It would be cute! But he better treat her right then..
Blue: Downy as an dad? Well he would probally Watch good over them then.
Green: It‘d be nice to have sme lil rockers jammin‘ around.
Dark: Well, Fallen is already dating Jake, but better no kids until they‘re complete adults.
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Hong Seunghan's Future With Riize (Final Reading)
Not too far into the future, we will be coming up on a year without Seunghan. I know it's pretty frustrating for fans because it's been a while now and there is still no word about his return or his plans moving forward. So I want to do a final reading regarding Seunghan's Future as a member of Riize in hopes that I can provide you all with a bit of clarity.
As always, take this with a grain of salt! I do not claim to know the truth about any situation I read about, nor do I claim my predictions and readings to be the absolute truth. My job is to read the current energy and go from there.
What Is Hong Seunghan's Current Energy?
9 of Swords, 4 of Swords Rx, Knight of Pentacles
It appears as though he's been in a state of lack and restlessness for a while with the 9 of Swords here. This entire situation has taken a pretty big toll on his mental state and has caused him to experience extreme feelings of guilt and regret in regards to how everything played out. For him its still very fresh in his mind, and because it's resurfacing it seems like he might be having a hard time determining what is true and what isn't. Swords are your mentality. Your thinking, your knowledge. And with Seunghan being represented by the 9 of Swords, his thinking about himself and the situation is pretty skewed right now because of his own internal monologue about who he is and what he did. Now with the 4 of Swords Rx here it does seem like he is slowly but surely coming out of that rut and finding the mental strength he needs to move forward. With the Knight of Pentacles here, he is slowly but surely moving towards projects that will satisfy him financially, and he may be currently working towards something that he feels will provide him with long-term stability, like attending university or getting a full time job.
Will Hong Seunghan Be Returning To Riize?
4 of Wands Rx, 6 of Cups Rx, 5 of Pentacles
This is looking like a No to me. With the 4 of Wands Rx it's clear that Seunghan no longer sees this lifestyle as one that suits his personal needs and is able to provide him with the stability he needs. Right now it looks like he is trying to make peace with his current situation as well as the events that took place in the past so that he can move forward without that weighing heavily on his mind. For him, it seems like he believes that this dream in general was immature or childish of him to think he could accomplish and he feels like it's time for him to grow up now and move on. The 6 of Cups and 5 of Pentacles are both cards that indicate a breakup or a separation. The 5 of Pentacles indicates that at some point Seunghan may have been set to or wanted to return, but a change in circumstances occurred and it went the other way. If or when it is revealed that Seunghan is not coming back, Riize is likely going to take a pretty good hit financially.
If Seunghan is not to return, why does SME keep hinting at his return?
8 of Wands, 7 of Cups Rx, 7 of Pentacles
These 3 cards together quite literally indicate that SME's intention is to get everyone's attention and keep everyone on the edge of their seats by playing into everyone thinking that Seunghan is coming back because it's increasing their profit.
I'll explain. With the 8 of Wands here, we see some kind of movement happening behind the scenes. Some type of hasty or impulsive decision being made. The next card in the sequence dictates the cause of that decision. With the next card being the 7 of Cups Rx, it indicates a lack of options and a lack of clarity regarding the options you DO have stemming from a focus on the superficial and material aspects of the situation which in this case is Seunghan's return. So the material and monetary aspects of that situation are outweighing everything else right now. The 3rd card in the sequence indicates the intended effect or outcome of the decision. With the 3rd card being the 7 of Pentacles, SME's intention was to increase their revenue and cultivate their profits from using this situation to their advantage.
What Will His Plans Be Moving Forward?
Temperance
This is the only card he wanted to share. Temperance indicates that moving forward, Seunghan will be trying to find his own inner balance and calm. Right now, being content is his biggest priority, and he is working on truly finding himself so that he can properly set goals and plan for the future.
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Resurface 24 - Repair
Story so far a.k.a. The 23-chapter lead up to this hug. Worth it? I’ll let you decide.
These things aren’t fixed in a snap, but the boys are on their way up…
Bonus points for spotting the double meaning of the title ;)
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Something deep inside Virgil’s soul screamed in bewildered frustration.
Why was Dad so determined to keep them apart? Why couldn’t he see how much danger Scotty was in when Virgil had to stay behind? What if his brother fell and Virgil wasn’t there to catch him?
He knew it would happen one day. His luck would only last so long. One day he would be too slow, too small, too weak… and Scott’s hand would slip through his and Virgil knew that on that day he would plummet as well.
Gordon always joked that he and Scott were like Earth&Sky and everyone knew that when the Sky fell the Earth would burn.
But every time he defied that inevitability, every time he pushed that day away into the future was a victory. Each won precious time back from the darkness.
But Virgil was so tired.
And Dad kept pulling him back: “He’s gone, Virgil! This is just a fantasy!”
Maybe he was right? Maybe Virgil should accept it and let Scott go.
Maybe he should. But he couldn’t.
He couldn’t stand back and allow Scott to fade to grey. He deserved to be bright, shining blue like the sky he loved so much.
Dad was sorry, he kept saying so. But that didn’t change anything. Virgil needed to fix this himself. As always.
He tried to wriggle free of his father’s grip… he truly didn’t want to hurt him again…but the more he squirmed the tighter he was held. His father’s presence solidified around him like some kind of non-Newtonian fluid. He knew he could break free as he had the advantage of size - Dad’s arms were strong and he was tall but his shoulders were not as broad as they used to be. A small part of his mind puzzled over that while the rest of him braced, ready to force the issue. He took a deep breath, tensed the muscles in his chest and arms and…
He was home.
The melody that he hadn’t realised was missing swirled around him.
Scott.
Scott had him.
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“Scotty?”
“Yea ‘sme… It’s me, Virg, am here.” Scott tried to get a grip of himself and make his voice sound normal, familiar, unscary…but utterly failed and croaked “Am here, ‘m right here.”
Virgil’s eyes met his and widened momentarily before the bear hug was returned with interest. For a few moments. Then Scott’s little brother began to shiver violently and suddenly melted into his arms, a deadweight clinging to him for dear life.
Scott’s knees finally gave out and they hit the floor together with a thud. He winced at the impact ricocheting through his skeleton but there were more important things to think about - Virgil’s respiratory rate was high. Too high. He was peering over Scott’s shoulder, brown eyes wide and flicking back and forth between the door and Scott’s own face, his breath coming in short squeaky gasps.
“I don… I can’t… what…?”
“Sssssh it’s ok you’re safe, I’ve got you.”
Virgil responded with a sound like an animal caught in a trap which made Scott’s every hair stand on end. The hyperventilating worsened as he tried to speak.
“Hel… help me… aaah… how… why are there… two… of… I don’t… you… aaaah… amsoscaredScott… Please don’t… please don’t leave… me.”
Scott held Virgil and rocked him and kissed his hair and did his best to soothe the panic away. His eyes burned again.
“I’m here, Vee. I’ve got you. I’m not going anywhere.”
Virgil calmed a little, then raised a hand and clumsily examined Scott’s face with it. Scott was reminded of baby Allie grabbing at his nose only this time the hand was far bigger and more desperate than curious. He felt a shaky finger trace the scar on his chin before Virgil curled into his chest again and squeezed his eyes shut. Scott continued to rock him ever so gently.
“I’m not ok.”
It came as a whisper.
“Can see two of you Scotty, clear as day.” A shiver and Scott squeezed tighter. “What is wrong with me?”
“You’ve just been poorly, it will pass.”
“Don’t like it.” More breath than words but Scott got the message.
“Me neither bro, one of me is definitely more than enough.”
Virgil snorted.
“But you’re getting better, I promise. It’s gonna be ok.”
“Love you Scotty, y’know that right?” Brown eyes stared up at him.
“Course I do. Love you too.”
Scott kissed the fluffy hair again.
“I couldn’t do it. I’m so sorry. They needed me and I… I know I promised but I couldn’t do it without you. I’m sorry.”
“You did great, I know you did.”
“Please don’t leave me.”
“I won’t.”
“Not again… I couldn’t… not again.”
“Really trying not to Virgie. I didn’t mean to scare you. I’m so sorry.”
Virgil sniffed and shook his head as if to clear it. Then shook it again and winced as if it had hurt.
“Don’t want you to be grey.”
“Grey?” Scott couldn’t hide his confusion. Virgil dissolved again and sobbed:
“Please don’t go grey.”
Scott didn’t understand the words but the pain in them was crystal clear. He was supposed to be strong and support Virgil who was so small and so broken but found himself falling apart all over again.
They clung to each other the same as they had at the edge of the roof, shaking and crying with dissipating terror and overwhelming relief and vowing never to let go of each other again.
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Sally slowed her pace as she approached the not-quite-closed door of the infirmary, holding her arm out to slow Alan who skittered to a halt behind her.
All seemed quiet.
The lack of yelling was promising as it was fairly unlikely anyone had actually killed anyone and so her heart lifted a little, hoping she had been right to take her time getting down here. Perhaps Scott in his unsubtle, frankly cannonball-like way might have made things work after all.
She did feel for the lad - knowing full well that being kept away from his sick brother was nigh on torture for him, but the consultant psychiatrist had been quite specific. And Sally had passed on the advice as far as she could because this wasn’t her area of specialism and, well, she had to didn’t she? But in the end… did she have any more say over Virgil’s care than Scott did? He was his next of kin after all, not her. But he’d deferred to her as medic as they usually did, which meant she carried the weight of the prohibition even if she had deliberately made no real effort to enforce it.
Taking a deep breath she eased open the door and peered around. After an initial double take at seeing the bed empty her eyes adjusted to the semi-darkness and she spotted the huddle on the floor. Virgil was curled in Scott’s lap and the older boy had wrapped himself around him. No, not boy. Neither were children anymore but something about the position they had adopted… it instantly took her back twenty years to when the two would gravitate towards each other after lights out, teaming up against the monsters in the shadows.
Virgil seemed peaceful but Scott’s breathing was laboured in that stuttering, convulsive way that spoke of a long overdue cry only recently concluded. He glanced up at her, guilt written all over his face but very definitely not relinquishing an inch of the contact he had with his brother. Nor should he.
They were both where they needed to be.
She smiled gently to reassure him and ruffled his hair and her heart faltered as he leaned into her hand. Sally couldn’t remember the last time she had done that… had she been too taken in by his Commander & Protector act to notice how badly he needed looking after too? She’d always been so distracted by the younger boys… and of course he would never ask… Oh Scott!
She bent to kiss the top of his head and he closed his eyes as she whispered “You’re doing great honey.”
The tension in her eldest grandson’s shoulders dissipated as she gestured at her youngest and together they began to pull all the pillows and blankets from the beds.
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#thunderbirds are go#thunderbirds#thunderbirds fanfiction#scott tracy#virgil tracy#idontknowreallywhy fanfic#resurface fic#tw: mental health#tw: psychosis
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idk if u ever wondered this but i wonder why whenever people talk abt au characters there’s like an exclamation point in the middle. like example yandere!sans like what was up with that
Reddit has the answer :D from this Reddit post (copy and pasted here for your convenience)
“"! = The Exclamation Mark or 'Bang' Symbol -- refers to a short form for expressing the presence of a particular trait or defining quality of a character in a story. One which is usually not part of the original canon characterization, or is at least an extreme interpretation of the canon characterization. Most often written in the format of trait first and character's name last, with the symbol in between. (For example: "Smart!Jack" in Stargate: SG-1, indicating that the character of Jack O'Neill is secretly smarter than he pretends to be.) The compact format of [trait]![character's name] manages to quickly and clearly describe to the reader an accurate depiction of the author's choice in characterization before they even read the story."
http://www.angelfire.com/falcon/moonbeam/terms.html
EDIT: found some more
"Fan Fic communities will often have tags specific to their fandoms that they use to describe tropes that occur with some regularity (Slytherin!Harry, Future!Hiro, or Vamp!Willow, for example). The title of a given Fan Fic 'verse, or an abbreviation thereof, can also be used to indicate the version of a character from that setting, particularly when there have been major changes to them: UF!Utena, SME!Jadeite. Because this kind of tagging is ad hoc and in no way formalized, it's common to see unusual and/or idiosyncratic tags that indicate some truly wild variants, such as Cyborg!Xander or Amberite!Xena. The practice is starting to seep out from fanfiction, though, and can also be used when talking about similar things in the source material, such as, for example, Future!Hiro, Vamp!Willow, or Brainwashed!Undead!Starscream (Energon!Starscream for short). It's also used in a more tongue-in-cheek manner to categorize examples of the Mary Sue in a quick, concise form. It can also be used to identify a specific version of a character or work when it had been done by different people and/or in different media since those can vary wildly from the source material. Sometimes this uses the name of the specific author or simply the form of the work (Manga!Pride, Anime!Greed, Leroux!Erik, or Movie!Phantom) These tags are also occasionally used when dealing with customizable characters in computer games. In addition, tags like this are used in spreadsheet programs to denote what sheet the cell in question is on if it's not on the same sheet as the cell you're typing in. Bang paths were used in early e-mail to specify a UUCP route to a given user, and they're still part of the return path in Usenet"
http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/CharacterizationTags
EDIT AGAIN: Found even more. There seem to be conflicted views on the origins of this, but this one at least explicitly addresses them:
"Origins The adj!noun format is purported to have started in X-Files fandom. Good examples for this are Wombat's Spotter's Guide to the Common Krycek and the accompanying Spotter's Guide to the Common Mulder where several Krycek sub-species such as Bad to the Bone!Krycek, Bad but Lovin'!Krycek, Hot'n'dirty!Krycek or Misunderstood!Krycek and Mulder sub-subspecies such as Angst!Mulder, Basketcase!Mulder, HappySlut!Mulder, Sensitive!Mulder and WellAdjusted!Mulder are described. The first usage was Action!Mulder, referring to canon scenes where Mulder suddenly went all actiony (instead of talky), followed by Saint!Scully. Eventually they lost the initial capitals and the canon connections; by the time it hit other fandoms, it was being used to describe fannish things.[1] Some believe that the use of the exclamation mark came originally from coding, particularly javascript, where it has the meaning of "not". Thus, Saint!Scully would essentially mean, a characterization (in fanworks) of Scully as a saint which diverges from who Scully really is in the show. This possible origin remains obscure, though, and this belief about the bang appears nowadays quite rare."
http://fanlore.org/wiki/!
FINAL EDIT:
Thanks this was actually an interesting little side-trip into something I didn't previously know about.”
Also this:
“Thank you so much! This was exactly what I was after. :)
EDIT: I just found this additional explanation from a Tumblr post, makes sense!
It’s originally from C/C++ code. If you have a boolean variable that’s true or false and you put a ! in front of it, it just flips the value. If the variable is X and X is true, then !X is false. So it’s basically saying the character is the variable, ! activates a different version of the variable, and the identifier at the front tells you what version of the variable it is.”
I had wondered if it had something to do with programming, I’ve worked with C++ and javascript in the past 🤔 thanks for sending me down that rabbit hole anon!!
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I Found You, I’m Bound to You
Agatha Harkness x Wanda Maximoff
Word count: 2,562
Summary: Wanda isn’t in her cabin. Where is she?
Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 -/?
Warnings: violence, cursing, gore, trauma, mentions of death
A/N: Enjoy!! Toodles!!
Chapter 4 -Days of Future Chaos
Wanda's eyes shoot open, her vision blurred by the moisture clouding them. She gasps as an intense burning sensation sears through her eyes. Her hands instinctively fly to her face, pressing against her eyes as she winces, biting her lip to stifle a cry. There's a wetness on her face and hands, it's warm, thicker than water, she doesn't know what it is. Her mind races in panic. How did she get here? What’s in her eyes? Where is she? Where's Agatha? She stumbles backwards, tripping over her own feet and yelping as she falls onto a bed behind her.
Gradually, the searing pain subsides, leaving behind a phantom ache. She huffs, trying to calm her racing heart. Slowly, she removes her trembling hands from her eyes, blinking away the residual discomfort. She stares at her hands, squinting, her vision isn't quite at its best yet. There's… nothing on them. Odd. She wipes her hands on her jeans and she glances up. As her vision clears, she takes in her surroundings.
What...?
She slowly rises to her feet, her heart pounding in her chest. This can’t be real. Is this a dream? A nightmare? She looks around in shock, feeling a wave of disbelief wash over her. She’s back in Sokovia, in her childhood home, untouched by the destruction that claimed it. It looks exactly the same as when Agatha had shown her those memories all those months ago.
The dark green walls, worn and familiar, feel comforting. The low hum of static from the small TV on the table fills the room, the sound evoking a surge of nostalgia. She moves towards the small kitchen, her mouth slightly ajar, eyebrows furrowed in a mix of disbelief and distrust.
She reaches out to touch the countertops, her fingers tracing the familiar patterns in the worn wood. Everything is as it was, down to the last detail.
An idea strikes Wanda, prompting her to hastily trek to her bed. She kneels down, glancing around under the bed until she spots it: a small, red box. It's battered and worn, but still intact. She sighs in relief, reaching for it with trembling hands. As she pulls it out from under the bed, memories flood back, bringing a bittersweet smile to her face.
This box had always meant a lot to her mother. Every Monday, her mother would draw something and put it in the box, challenging Wanda and Pietro to guess what it was. (They couldn’t afford board games so her mother had to get creative.) The winner would get bragging rights for the week. It was one of Wanda's favorite traditions. She sits down on the neatly made bed, her heart pounding as she lifts the top of the box, her eyes watering.
Inside, she finds the last drawing her mother ever made. It's a simple sketch of Wanda and Pietro, smiling together. They couldn't afford a camera, so Iryna would draw her children from memory. She always said drawing your loved ones means a thousand more words, than a picture did. Wanda smiles sadly, almost hearing her mother's gentle voice repeating those words.
A watery laugh escapes her lips as she runs her hand over the drawing of Pietro. In the sketch, she and Pietro sit side by side, their faces beaming with the carefree joy of youth. Wanda fights back a sob, barely managing to hold it in with a shaky sigh. She flips the drawing over, noticing writing in Sokovian on the back.
‘Drahý Piet a prútiky. Toto je niečo, čo ti neukážem, kým nebudeš trochu starší. Chcem, aby si mal niečo, pre prípad, že by sa v živote dostal veľa, niečo, čo ti pomôže spomenúť si na lepšie časy. Čas, keď sa Piet mohol len pokúsiť pripomenúť nám, aby sme hovorili po anglicky a hovorili o behaní vonku, a Wanda neprestala hovoriť o televíznej šou, ktorú tak miluje. Navždy budeš v našich srdciach, môj dorogoy Piet, a moja detka Prútiky.
Milujeme vás oboch.’
Tears fall onto the small paper, the yellowed parchment becoming slightly translucent. Wanda's body shakes with sobs as she clutches the precious note to her chest. Her mother’s words, filled with love and nostalgia, are almost too much to bear. Each line transports her back to those simpler times, when the biggest worry was guessing the week's drawing and enjoying their mother's stories, or Pietro catching her in tag.
“Wanda.” A voice that sounds hauntingly like hers pierces the silence, the accent thick and unmistakable.
Wanda jumps, the box slipping from her lap and hitting the floor with a thud. Her tear-filled eyes dart upwards, her breath catching in her throat. Her mouth falls open in shock, her face paling. This must be a nightmare...
It's The Scarlet Witch.
The redhead furrows her eyebrows, her head tilting slightly. The Scarlet Witch mimics the movement, standing a few feet away, her hair flowing as if caught in a magical breeze. Her eyes glow a menacing red, her hands clasped neatly in front of her. The effects of the Darkhold are evident, the corruption on her fingers already creeping up to the base of her palms.
It’s a surreal experience, watching herself from outside her body while still being in it. They are identical in appearance yet starkly different in essence. Wanda's blood runs cold as she sees a smirk spread across the Scarlet Witch's face.
Determination hardens within Wanda. She blinks away the shock, her expression setting into one of resolve. She clenches her jaw, recalling Agatha’s teachings. Magic begins to pool in her abdomen, thrashing and swirling like a living entity. She can’t decide if she should unleash it while it’s still fueling up, so she clenches her fists instead. “How am I here?” she asks sharply, trying to keep her voice steady.
The Scarlet Witch tuts, shaking her head slightly. “You really should mind your attitude. It’s unbecoming of you in this state.” Her tone is cool, carrying an undercurrent of danger.
Wanda licks her dry lips. “What state? Dreaming?”
The Scarlet Witch huffs a laugh, a dark sound that echoes in the small room. “...Weak.” She corrects, trailing her hand over the back of the couch as she slowly walks beside it. Chaos magic radiates from her fingertips, leaving a faint, ominous glow in its wake.
Wanda furrows her brows, suspicion flaring in her green eyes. She watches the couch warily, her attention flicking back to her alter ego. Distrust blazes in her gaze, her magic thrumming just beneath her skin, ready to be called upon if needed.
“And who said you were dreaming?” The Scarlet witch continues.
Wanda's throat tightens, the words catching like a lump she can’t swallow. She isn’t dreaming? But if this isn’t a dream, then what is it? Is this the Astral Plane? No… It doesn’t feel like that either. What could be so lifelike, so tangible, yet so surreal? “...W-what?”
The Scarlet Witch halts her measured pacing, fixing Wanda with a glare sharp as a blade, her eyes glinting with dark knowledge. “Consider it… Limbo,” she says, her voice laced with a chilling calm.
“A place between being awake and being asleep?” Wanda asks, her voice barely above a whisper.
“A place between your mind…” The Scarlet Witch trails off, lifting her hand with a slow, deliberate motion. Chaos magic, wild and untamed, spirals out from her fingertips, engulfing their surroundings in a bright, pulsating red. The apartment dissolves into a blur, the familiar warmth replaced by a biting cold. Wanda blinks rapidly, trying to focus, but all she can see is the intense crimson glow enveloping them.
A harsh wind suddenly whips across her back, sending a shiver down her spine. As the red haze clears, Wanda gasps, her eyes widening in disbelief. She stands on a mountain, the ruins of a small, ancient tower surrounding her. The stone is dark, weathered by time and the elements, yet there’s an undeniable sense of power here, a lingering presence that makes the air crackle with energy. It doesn’t look like a mere ruin—it looks like a throne room, a place where someone once ruled with immense power. An immense power that feels chillingly familiar.
“And mine,” the Scarlet Witch finishes, her voice echoing ominously against the stone walls. She steps forward, her eyes gleaming with satisfaction as she surveys Wanda’s shock. “Welcome to Wundagore Mountain,” she says with a smirk, the name rolling off her tongue like a prophecy fulfilled.
“I had to perform an… interesting spell to call you here. Don't mind the blood,” the Scarlet Witch says with a lazy gesture toward Wanda.
Wanda’s brows furrow, her mouth slightly ajar. “What…?” she whispers, glancing down. Her eyes widen in horror. Her hands are stained red, remnants of drying blood covering her fingers, palms, and streaked across her face. She touches her cheeks slowly, fingers trembling as they come away slick and crimson. Her heart starts to race. Whose blood is this? Is this the wetness she felt earlier? “What did you do…?” Wanda asks quietly, though she’s not entirely sure she wants to know the answer.
The Scarlet Witch shrugs nonchalantly. “What I had to do. It’s no easy feat, calling you into a conjunction of our enhanced minds. I had to… get my hands dirty, so to speak.”
Wanda shudders, the chill of realization creeping up her spine. She feels nauseous, bile rising in her throat as she processes the grotesque scene. She wipes the blood off her face with the hem of her white t-shirt, staining it a deep, accusing red.
“I summoned you here because I wanted to speak to you,” the Scarlet Witch continues, her tone laced with authority, as if she’s addressing a subject rather than an equal.
Wanda swallows hard, her mind racing to keep up with the sudden shift in reality. She took a life… because she wanted to speak to her. She's deranged. “Speak to me about… what?” she manages to ask, though her voice wavers, betraying her uncertainty.
The Scarlet Witch takes a seat on her imposing throne, the air seemingly growing colder around her. Wanda shivers, the chill seeping into her bones. She watches her alter ego with a mix of wariness and curiosity. The Scarlet Witch exudes arrogance and self-assuredness, a stark contrast to Wanda's own turbulent emotions. Wanda wonders if this is where the Scarlet Witch resides, these ancient, crumbling ruins. It speaks volumes about what she can endure, both with and without.
A question nags at Wanda's mind: are they truly separate entities, capable of their own thoughts and desires? She can't hear the Scarlet Witch’s thoughts, but she can feel her presence, a deep, invasive sensation that makes her skin crawl. It’s as if the Scarlet Witch is right behind her, a constant, unwelcome shadow. The feeling of not being alone in her own body is suffocating.
Wanda’s thoughts are abruptly interrupted by the Scarlet Witch’s low, commanding voice, making her flinch slightly. She hopes her unease wasn't noticed.
“...I want dominance.”
Wanda tilts her head, narrowing her eyes in confusion. Dominance? Over what? Her magic? “Over my magic?” she asks cautiously.
The Scarlet Witch sighs, as if speaking to her is an arduous task. “No… I want your body.” She gestures dismissively to Wanda's form. “I'm merely a thought process. A change of perspective. I can't have that.” She shakes her head, her blackened fingers trailing along the armrest of her throne. “I need a physical tether. Something only you can provide.” Her voice is cold, her eyes calculating as they bore into Wanda.
Wanda doesn’t respond immediately, the weight of the revelation settling heavily on her shoulders. She… wants her body. She wants to take over her. The very thought makes Wanda bristle with anger. She clenches her jaw, her fists tightening as she meets the Scarlet Witch's gaze with defiance. “This body wasn’t yours to begin with. This was my life before you were tapped into. I had a life before I knew any of this. Like hell I'd let you take my body.” Her voice is bitter, venomous, as she bares her teeth. Her magic flares to life in her palms, crackling with raw energy.
The Scarlet Witch remains silent for a moment, her eyes locked onto the shimmering energy in Wanda's palms with a detached, almost clinical expression. Then, a slow, bitter smirk spreads across her lips. “That’s adorable,” she says, her voice dripping with sarcasm. Wanda’s magic flickers, her confidence wavering. “But utterly foolish.”
The Scarlet Witch’s face hardens, her expression becoming serious, bordering on dangerous. “I was always there,” she continues, her tone cold and unyielding. “I saw… everything. I know all you know. But I know… more.” She shrugs slightly, then vanishes from her throne only to reappear beside Wanda. She begins to circle her like a predator sizing up its prey, her red cape flowing fluidly around her.
“You have no true reason to continue. You lost your family, you lost your lover, you lost your children. What more do you have to lose before you realize… It's fate. It's part of the package.”
Wanda’s heart clenches at the brutal truth in her words. Each loss is a fresh wound, still raw and aching. “What package…?” she asks quietly, not taking her eyes off the Scarlet Witch.
“You were forged to suffer,” the Scarlet Witch states matter-of-factly. “How do you think you reach your full potential? Your pain is what makes you strong. And the fact that you think your pain makes you weak speaks volumes about how little you know about yourself.”
Wanda’s eyes blaze with anger, chaos magic swirling around her as her irises glow a fierce red. “I've had to live with myself all my life. I think I know me,” she snaps, her voice dripping with defiance. She has borne the weight of her guilt, her memories, her stories, her agony, her grief. All of it, every single day. Just for one lonely person. It’s a burden too heavy for anyone to carry, and this bitch has the audacity to say she doesn't know herself. Wanda scoffs, her voice trembling with emotion. “I don’t want to reach my full potential unless it gets me my sons. I have no other purpose.” She swallows dryly, the words tasting bitter on her tongue. There. She said it.
She has no other purpose.
The Scarlet Witch stares at her, expressionless. Her face is a blank canvas, giving no indication of understanding or empathy. She is a mirror of Wanda, standing there with an eerie calm. Wanda clenches her jaw, frustration bubbling beneath the surface.
“I think it’s time you leave,” the Scarlet Witch says, her voice cold and detached as she clasps her hands neatly in front of her. “I can’t even look at you without seeing the most pathetic version of ourself.” Wanda bristles at the word ‘ourself,’ the shared identity making her skin crawl. “Just know… I will fight for control over our body. This won't be the last of me.” The Scarlet Witch's eyes flash red before she raises her hands and places them on Wanda's temples. Wanda feels the surge of magic, her own but twisted, darker, more ancient. It’s an unsettling sensation, feeling your own power used against you.
The world around her blurs, reality slipping away.
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‘Drahý Piet a prútiky. Toto je niečo, čo ti neukážem, kým nebudeš trochu starší. Chcem, aby si mal niečo, pre prípad, že by sa v živote dostal veľa, niečo, čo ti pomôže spomenúť si na lepšie časy. Čas, keď sa Piet mohol len pokúsiť pripomenúť nám, aby sme hovorili po anglicky a hovorili o behaní vonku, a Wanda neprestala hovoriť o televíznej šou, ktorú tak miluje. Navždy budeš v našich srdciach, môj dorogoy Piet, a moja detka Prútiky.
Milujeme vás oboch.’
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'Dear Piet and Wands. This is something I won't be showing you until you're a little older, I want you to have something, in case life gets to much, something to help you remeber better times. A time where all Piet could do was try and remind us to speak english and talk about running outside, and Wanda wouldn't stop talking about that tv show she loves so much. You will always be in our hearts, my dorogoy Piet, and my detka Wands.
We love you both.'
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