#sleep? haven't heard of her
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I have been working such fucked up hours for like the past month that even on days when I deliberately INTEND to get to sleep at a reasonable hour, I still find myself wide awake at the witching hour.... 🤦🏼♀️🤦🏼♀️🤦🏼♀️🤦🏼♀️
#what work/life balance?#sleep? haven't heard of her#I can honestly say I haven't worked like this in 10 years#😭😭😭
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I think I am so goddamn funny
#epic the musical#the troy saga#the cyclops saga#odysseus#polites my beloved#greek mythology#the world straight up hates Odysseus 😭#epic the musical spoilers#all these tags were chosen by @jell-o101#I haven't a tually heard the musical yet#bar one song#and made this meme based of her describing some ✨️plot✨️ to me#I may listen to it later today#after I sleep#meme
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Thank you @bladezmad (hope it's okay if I tag you, I can edit it if not ofc :) ) for the splendiferous idea vvv
#Bro whatt nooooooo I didn't draw this at 2 in the morning that the hell are you talking about#Nawhhh that's not me#Sleep schedule?#Never heard of her#anyway lol sorry for such a silly doodle#I know I haven't been posting much#I'm stuck in this place I sometimes get where I can start a bunch of drawings but not actually finish them#I'm told this is an ADHD thing and that's fun.. definitely need to start scheduling some shit#jay draws#eddsworld#ew#fanart#art#ew tom#Tom#ew tord#Tord#not tomtord / tordtom but I mean you can take it that way if you want I guess
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So Lae'zel wants to fuck everyone in the party huh
#bg3#bg3 spoilers#bg3 lae'zel#I don't have a screenshot of her asking to sleep with Tav because I was very caught off guard#then the second time even moreso when she said she knows I'm with Astarion so she's going to go sleep with Wyll instead fmsdlkm#I haven't heard her flirt with Astarion or Gale yet but she might (honestly I don't think I've had her and Gale in my party at once lol)
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Tag drop: Seele (Honkai: Star Rail). Listen, I used to write her and I miss her a bit, and also: there's Belobog people around. And also, well, she's much more interesting than people give her credit for. Also, prepare for some 'rewriting', because Belobog's pacing in specific ways kind of blew a little bit much.
#seele. [ we tell them “things will be better tomorrow.” everyone knows it's a lie; but it gets them to sleep with some hope. ]#seele: ic. [ he always says “humanity's endless conflicts”; but you don't get peace by offering everything up on a silver platter. ]#seele: inquiries. [ that's not the only thing you won't have heard of down here; princess. ]#seele: countenance. [ to all those thugs and gangsters in the underworld; i'm like a spectre always haunting them. ]#seele: introspection. [ the chief's right. sometimes a sharp blade is the only way to get people to come to their senses. ]#seele: meta. [ she got used to people losing their homes. and she got used to people losing their lives. but crying alone was useless. ]#seele: little notes. [ they only eat half their meal; throw the rest away. do they know people below haven't got enough food to eat? ]#seele: wishes. [ where there's hope: there's the will to fight. ]#seele: etc. [ a young girl smiles subtly. “how? right here; right now; i am alone… but it feels... very lively.” ]#seele: underworld. [ what's more important than miracles; seele. is to protect people's hopes for miracles. ]#seele: overworld. [ oleg saw how a look of gloom passed over her tender face. “let's go back. i don't want to come back here again.” ]#seele: sampo. [ wildfire has countless issues on its place right now. we don't need a side order of koski. ]#seele: sampo. [ so we're there; now it's real. now that you have me; do you want me still? ] inominati.#seele: bronya. [ they go their separate ways: one stepping into the light; and the other into the shadows. until one day; they meet again.#seele: natasha. [ i learned quickly that tantrums won't get you anywhere. she knows how to give you a taste of your own medicine. ]#seele: oleg. [ i probably owe my life to the chief. ]#seele: hook. [ don't let her appetite for chaos fool you; i think that kid's going places. ]#seele: v. youth. [ everyone in the dark side of town knew that fearless homeless girl. everyone wanted to avoid that wild; stubborn rascal.#seele: v. underworld. [ just what we all need: more lies about a world that never was and never will be. ]#seele: v. present. [ can you imagine the consequences if we told the people what happened here? they'd be devastated. ]#seele: v. future. [ ... priorities? what do you mean? are you saying rebuilding the underworld isn't one of your “priorities”? ]
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Do you ever want to be there for someone but don't know if you can be the type of person they need?
#I'm just having so many feelings today. she's one of my best friends a mentor a big sister i never had#and i haven't heard anything apart from a text message and right now I'm just giving space because i mean we're at completely#different stages of life. but I'll see her soon. our other friends soon. and when that time comes I'm just. not sure how to help#and that pains me#anyway I'm just gonna sleep on it ❤
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Getting this off my chest before I go to bed and this time it's related to ff7 but like I'm not a cloti like at all but I can recognize how important Tifa is to Cloud cause I actually played past disc 1.
Like I'm a zakkura through and through, but I'm not gonna ignore that Tifa was part of Cloud's motivation for why he wanted to join SOLDIER as well as part of the reason why he wanted revenge. I'm not gonna ignore how Tifa was willing to stay with Cloud in Mideel like fuck the planet fuck Sephiroth and you know what that's dedication and commitment right there lmao. I'm also not gonna ignore Tifa texting Zack and asking him if he's seen a blonde guy in SOLDIER like girlie is not subtle.
The point I'm trying to make is I don't need to be a cloti to understand what the story is showing and telling me because I have eyes and I passed my 3rd grade reading class which is why I think it's funny how people in this fandom just be saying the wildest things that just aren't true.
#ff7#also in the same vein i fucking despise clerith romantically but i'm not gonna deny that aerith is also important to cloud#i'm not mad btw cause how can i be mad when i'm laughing so hard#the amount of things that i have heard that have made me HOWL#and like i can't tell if they just haven't played the game or they haven't played it in a while and just refuse to double check#like i haven't touched the game in a hot minute but there are just a bunch of moments that i vividly remember#like how cloud crawls on the ceiling like a sleep paralysis demon and gives sephiroth the black materia like it's a wedding present#or how elena will chastise you for not dodging her slap if you miss the qte or the shit with the dolphin#or how you could literally do whatever side stuff you want while cloud and tifa are out of the party#anyway ff7 is a great game with a great story i just wish people went back to double check the stuff they say lmao
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why do i dream as if i regret not sleeping with her.
#i mean. i do a little bit but????#i haven't heard a word from her since hs and she's now married#sleep me should just get over it
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What are your favorite Plantagenet-related novels, and why do you love them?
Hi! I'm so sorry, I don't read lots of medieval English historical fiction, and the ones I have read are pretty terrible (three guesses which).
Once again: sorry! If anyone else has any recommendations, feel free to share them!
#ask#I've heard that Sharon Kay Penman's Plantagenet trilogy is pretty good? I haven't read it though so I can't say#'The Sunne in Splendour' (Penman's WotR book) was absolutely terrible though#It has all the hallmarks of a classic Ricardian novel. It IS one of the classic Ricardian novels I think?#Richard is an entirely innocent selfless righteous man with a glorious and divinely-blessed reign who's the victim in every situation#Isabel Neville was treated awfully. Margaret of Anjou was treated awfully#Elizabeth Woodville was somehow treated worse than both of them combined and was ridiculously sexualized on top of it#Penman's tagline for her should've honestly been 'You thought THIS character was bad? Never fear - Elizabeth Woodville is 10x worse!'#The book goes out of its way to emphasize how she was the worst thing to ever happen to England; how the Woodvilles made the 1450s look#like 'petty squabbling'; how Elizabeth made Margaret of Anjou look like a 'veritable saint by comparison'#also I distinctly remember her own husband yelling at her that she would sleep with a leper if it meant her becoming queen#This line just about sums it up: 'Warwick doubted there had ever been a Queen as little liked as the woman Edward had taken as his wife'#I'm like 99% sure that Cersei Lannister was primarily based off Penman's Elizabeth. The similarities are uncanny#Though Cersei is nonetheless treated better and given infinitely more depth than Elizabeth was - that's how badly she was depicted#I want to call her a Disney villain on steroids but frankly that would be inaccurate because even they are given more respect#I was always interested in Elizabeth but this book was one of the main reasons I became so defensive of her#What else...?#Penman's characterizations of Thomas Gray and Edward of Lancaster were pretty on par with classic Ricardian novels so I wasn't surprised#(though I will say that despite Edward of Lancaster being treated terribly he was still afforded more depth and sympathy than Thomas was)#What did surprise me was the fact that she wrote ANTHONY WOODVILLE as a violent scheming thug. Yes really#Honestly anyone remotely related to the Woodvilles is portrayed as cartonnishly evil#And EDWARD V oh god. This 12-year old kid is depicted as a cold cruel capricious tyrant who's more Woodville than royal (classism anyone?)#I'm 99% sure Joffrey Baratheon was based off Penman's portrayal of him. His dynamic with Elizabeth certainly matches Cersei's with Joffrey'#... anyway this rant has nothing to do with anon's question#sorry
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#haven't heard from a certain someone since yesterday#to be fair she had a spinal tap done a couple days ago and is most likely hibernating in dark and in sleep to recover#but i'm still a little anxious#yes i'm smitten with her and she's filled my thoughts almost constantly this past week#so naturally i worry
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illusion of privacy in the tags.
#if i talk to someone about this tonight i'll never stop and i need to sleep but. [redacted]'s bridal shower was this weekend :(#still haven't heard from her! certainly not about anything wedding related. :(#this isn't. i've never had a friendship or any relationship end like this :(#and i'm MAD and sad and hurt and disappointed and worried but mostly mad. :(#personal
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actually going to throw the hugest fit over my parents making me do dishes. i am HAPPY to do dishes on assigned nights. it's FINE. i hate it so much but i'll get it done and if i'm having constant breakdowns over it then like. idk. maybe that's another issue that you should be looking into but it doesn't mean that i'm not up for doing the dishes. but now my mom wants to have the five of us just. do the dishes on a rotation? which is FUCKED cause i have SHIT to do! the fuck happens when i have dnd? or want to go out with a friend? or have class until late? literally worst fucking idea on earth i can do the fucking dishes but i have to be PREPARED for it. for instance don't make it so every other week i'll be fucking Doing something when it's my night to do the dishes
#so tired and lowkey pissed off about this i'm going to cry#my mom got rlly upset cause the dishes weren't getting done. fair.#my nights got Done most of the time and i volunteered to take on an extra night so idk. i think that should count for something.#but she got upset and said that she would just do dishes from now on#and then realized it was a lot of work and said she couldn't do it on her own and needed people to help#and then said 'we should do it this way!' and never actually implemented that way#like. just said it out loud. but then like. expected it to magically happen?#babe you can't just throw out a hypothetical and go 'alright! now that i have spoken it into existence it's going to happen'#fucking WHATEVER though. cause now it's going to be my fun little dishes night on friday when i have dnd.#first fuckin round of it.#and it's not even that i don't want to i CAN'T do the fucking dishes on friday cause i'm barely in the house!#i'll be home on friday after work for fifteen minutes tops!#so. going to complain. literally some of us have schedules that take up the nighttime.#sorry that neither of my little siblings hang out with people or have regular social engagements or work late or have class late.#but unfortunately i'm literally doing shit. and i need to incorporate things into my schedule or it's gonna fuck all my shit up#and then people will be angry with me for not getting the dishes done. so. again. fuck me i guess#it'll be fine i'll talk to her i just. ugh. the world if mothers just fucking talked about what they wanted and needed to happen#she proposed that Multiple weeks ago and just now i heard her in the kitchen going 'i thought we were doing this...'#bitch since WHEN??? SINCE WHEN??? YOU HAVEN'T BROUGHT IT UP IN A FULL WEEK AT LEAST#throwing my fucking laptop against the wall i'm so fucking tired i just want to sleep#valentine notes
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Currently applying for disability rn because I have like, 6, and seriously can't work, but I want to be able to at least feed myself with the pittance that is disability 'benefits'.
It's been horrible. It's so hard. I have three different 'can't do paperwork' diseases, and yet this is a poorly-worded loop-de-loop of harsh redtape nonsense that requires original copies of things and everything done *exactly* to standard , on top of needing to prove to a non-disabled person that I'm suffering enough to need a tiny bit of help, and hoping that they're not a massive dick, because it's just one person I have to 'impress' through writing things correctly. Also there's a short time limit. And if I miss the time limit (given I haven't gotten a call back from my case worker; I will miss the time limit) my case is automatically rejected and then I have to wait months before I can try again.
All because, I guess, the government is scared that a handful of people will abuse the system and take precious hundreds of dollars that could have gone to the billions sent overseas to bomb children every year, instead.
I think that it's really important for people to realize that being disabled is traumatic. genuinely. your body and brain feel like they are breaking down and wrong. you are in constant heavy stress from stuff like chronic pain. most disabled people i know have a somewhat regular emotional break down from the trauma of it all. and we are expected to just smile through it by society, to not be in the way, to not be an issue.
#fuck this shhiiitttt#I hate how abled people never believe you#like when I had that crisis with the bitch that was getting on me for disabled at my old job#and all the employee resource people flipped on me as soon as they heard that I was autistic#I was so stressed; this was my sanctuary when I couldn't go home in my teen years; and now some person that everyone who actually worked#there hates is harrassing me and I'm trying to at least get transferred or even just *less hours with her because they put our schedules#together* and hr and eh turned on me and I got literally yelled at for trying to ask for options#that yeah. I literally felt like I was dying. I was passing out and couldnt eat or sleep for a week. cause my panic disorder and autism#were frayed to the breaking point#so I was forced to quit because yeah I literally would have died#and I couldn't do anything about it because I was too naive to have actually recorded those conversations :)#haven't seen the coworkers I like in years; my favorite died and I didn't even hear about it until months later#even though she was like a surrogate mom#oh and afterwards hr pulled very similar shit on another guy but he shot up the place and killed 11 folks#so I felt pretty guilty for having given up on trying to get something changed#they even fired someone for literally just saying 'hr failed here; we need to do better' during a meeting; they claimed that was somehow#her threatening to shoot up the place herself#(or; y'know; was going to rightfully criticize them)#anyway#shit's fucked#it hurts to not be normal; and it's easy to lose your entire support network when you trust too much who to tell you're disabled#my city#really fuckin sucks#this place is all old white blonde karens gentrifying everything like roman-pillar-loving-locusts#please help
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#I feel like I am going in circles with this one girl tonight#A couple days ago I ask if she wants to come over tonight and she says yes#This morning at 8am I ask so you still want to come over at 7:30pm tonight and she says yes#At 7:15pm I ask if she's on her way because I haven't heard from her#No response#10pm she texts me that she just woke up#That's alright are you still interested in coming over? She says yes#It's now 11pm and she hasn't responded to any of my texts since#Like????#At this point it's too late because I have work in the morning but like if you don't want to come over just say no so I can take an edible#and go to sleep#Stop saying yes I want to come over if you aren't actually going to come over
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it's ignore noel day !!!!!
#except for one of my simps#and one (1) of my online friends and i sending insta reels to n fro#i haven't heard from my bf or my bestie ALL DAY#well i called my bf to wake him up then called him to vent but he didn't answer im assuming he went back to sleep -_-#oh well if tradition holds true bestie will ft me around midnight and i can vent to HER#nvm bf texted back
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