#skz flu

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~A doodle for the guy that wrote 'Doodle' ~

[faunandfloraas]

fav skz // Save the baby bread.

[1dwaekki]

Oh no Channie 🥺

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[justastraymoa]

hi hi! can you do skz texts of them having to get a flu shot or sth but being scared of needles??

Bippity. Bopping. Boo!

😆 enjoy 😉

OT8 vs. The Flu Shot

Masterlist

Warnings for manipulation, threats, bribery (all for good reasons), swears, fear, **MENTIONS OF NEEDLES AND SHOTS**, mentions of running away, usage of mom and mommy, mentions of wanting someone or being not alive, general crack, general fluff, general angstishy kinda sorta.

Nothing within reflects anyone or anything irl. Pics off pinterest.

General Taglist @stellasays45 @beebee18 @weird-bookworm @velvetmoonlght

[starlostseungmin]

husband!hyunjin

✰ notes: here concludes my husband!skz series with hyunjin. i hope you enjoyed this as much as i enjoyed writing everyone! not proofread and not edited. DO NOT FORGET TO REBLOG, COMMENT AND LEAVE TAGS! thank you <33

seungmin , chan , lee know , jeongin , han , changbin , felix（ hyunjin ）

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Husband Hyunjin whom everyone expected to make a grand proposal, prepared a simple candlelight dinner in your shared apartment and cooked your favorite meals. You thought it was just a usual dinner date at home which you’d do sometimes. He suddenly got down on one knee and opened a small box with a diamond ring, “Will you be my everlasting muse? The one who would love to spend the rest of their life with me?” 

Husband Hyunjin who cried and hugged you tightly as he thanked you for saying yes. 

Husband Hyunjin who was the happiest and got emotional during the weddingーmentally screaming, hair-ripping, toe-curling, exaggerated excitement (sincere), and deeply in thought about how he would spend an eternity with you. 

Husband Hyunjin who loves to stare at you while talking, especially on your lips thinking how much he wants to kiss you. His kisses start with innocent, soft, and warm then later change into intimate, hot, and intoxicating which makes you get addicted to them. 

Husband Hyunjin who loves to be babied and cuddled when he’s tired or just wants to be a small spoon whenever he feels like it. He’d refuse to go to work just to stay in bed all day with you. 

Husband Hyunjin whose dates consist of visiting art museums, picnics, watching musicals or movies, evening strolls, and road trips. Sometimes it gets over the moon when he decides to take you to (country) because you’ve been dying to visit the place. He giggled nonstop when he surprised you that he bought the tickets. 

Husband Hyunjin who would always bring his sketchbook and camera on dates just to take a picture of you or make his hand busy sketching a portrait of you just because he finds you beautiful every time. He will show them to you when he’s done. The pictures or sketches will be hung on your shared apartment's wall for safekeeping and memories. 

Husband Hyunjin who drives you crazy when he’s just doing normal things like simply unbuttoning his polo, rolling up his sleeves, taking off his jacket showing his bodybuild especially when he wears a tanktop inside, brushing his bangs upward, dancing? It would add fuel to the fire when he kisses you like a man starved from your touch. 

Husband Hyunjin who brings you food and medicine when you get sick. He will probably take his day off from work depending on how fast your recovery is that it would take days for him to sit there and take care of you. The type to make sure that you won’t die since he would end up grieving so hard. “It’s just a mild flu, Hyunjin.” “Are you sure?” 

Husband Hyunjin who is loud and dramatic whenever he realizes he got betrayed, lost a game, or is just being dumb (lovingly). He and Jisung are a perfect match and you’re the one who actually gets in between. 

Husband Hyunjin who gets shy whenever you compliment him but sometimes he would feel a blast of confidence that he gives you a wink as a response and becomes flirty.

Husband Hyunjin who loves to make a fool of himself, vocabulary just consists of memes (you can blame Han and Felix for that) cringes at his own cuteness and regrets it later just to make you laugh. 

Husband Hyunjin who lets you play with his long hair. He loves it when you do pigtails. You often tease him that he looks like Boo from Monsters Inc. 

Husband Hyunjin whom Kkami wants to disown. 

Husband Hyunjin who tries his hardest to comfort you as best as he can whenever he sees you being vulnerable in trying times. Promised not to leave you alone until you feel better, crack a dad joke he got from Chan to lift the atmosphere (which is effective by the way) and take you to his arms, whispering how he is proud of you. 

Husband Hyunjin who made a playlist filled with songs that make him think about you, scream your vibe, and the ones that would portray his exact feelings. Sometimes he would write down lyrics about how lovesick and hopeless romantic he is. All songs and melodies are heavily inspired by you. 

Husband Hyunjin who loves to send you selfies, videos of him taken by the members that serve husband material, and voice messages whenever he’s abroad because he misses you so much that he cries himself to sleep and can’t wait to go home. It’s also necessary to send you short vlogs and pictures of sceneries of the places he went without you because of work and leave messages like, “This reminds me of you.” “It’s beautiful, isn’t it? Let’s visit this place together soon!” “I’m sure you’d like these souvenirs I got you!” “The food out here is great! Treat me here soon!” 

Husband Hyunjin whose love languages are words of affirmation, physical touch, gift-giving, quality time, and acts of service. 

Husband Hyunjin who loves to spoil you even if you tell him not to spend a lot of money on you but he won’t listen and insists on accepting them. 

Husband Hyunjin who doesn’t admit his mistakes during the first few minutes of the argument but later apologizes over and over again and promises never to do it again. He’s also the type that is hard to make up with but he can’t keep it up for hours and just cuddles you whispering “I’m sorry, I’ll do better.” 

Husband Hyunjin who gets jealous easily and is possessive whenever he sees you having a good time with his members. “I’m yours, Hyunjin. Don’t worry.” You’d say but you know that is not enough for him so he’d show you to whom you belong (affectionately, or depending on how you both want it).

Husband Hyunjin who refused to get a divorce when you felt that your marriage was falling apart because he couldn’t imagine his life without you. He won’t let go of you easily and you didn’t even make any attempts to leave him. 

Husband Hyunjin who is careful whenever in talks of having kids because your decision matters in this relationship but he would reassure you that if you ever wanted to have one, he will be the best dad your kid could ask for. 

Husband Hyunjin who is the most precious, kind, and pure to your heart that you wouldn’t even want to live a life without him. He is the moon and stars to your night, the sunshine after the rain, the rose amongst the thorns, and the pretty shells you find on a beach where no one knows. 

Husband Hyunjin who holds your hand and intertwines your fingers as he kisses your knuckles saying, “I love you.” 

Husband Hyunjin whose wedding vows are not enough to show how much he would love to spend his entire life with you. “I fucking love you so fucking much and we’re married, you can’t leave. You’re stuck with me whether you like it or not!” 

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[melioraskz]

Birthday girl (what they got you for your birthday!)

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A/N : so a couple of days ago (on the same day as a certain maknae in fact) was my birthday and I wanted to write this silly thing in celebration, however !!! God has better plans for me because I for the flu and was dead in bed for literally the entire weekend and half of this week which lead to me essentially having to postpone writing this until now !!! Funsiessss

Warnings : mentions of pet names, mentions of sex, fluffy skz

Pairings : ot8 x (fem) reader

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Chan :

Chan is a simple guy, keeping it classic, a pretty necklace with a heart on, if it was silver, gold or any other metal is simply decided depending on what you usually prefer, which he of course knows what you wear, he knows you like the inside of his glove ! Even if he knew you’d love the necklace he was probably sweating his balls off in nervousness giving it to you, his ears a pink shade whilst a big goofy smile on his mouth the entire time.

“Happy birthday, babygirl”

“Thank you, Chris”

Lee Know :

Now our guy Minho would probably give you an experience, most likely a trip to a cabin somewhere near a mountain where you two could be alone, far away from the stress of your ordinary life and a place where he can take a deep breath whilst having all his senses focused on you. You’d spend your birthday fishing, having a dinner in front of a bonfire and finishing the evening with sex in front of said bonfire, all his focus on you and only you.

“Happy birthday, y/n”

“Thank you, you really made it special, Minho”

Changbin :

Changbin is loud and doesn’t do anything halfway, he would not only host a party with all your friends and mutual friends with a giant cake for you to blow out all the one hundred candles off, but he would probably buy up a whole store for you, you’d get everything from soaps to dresses and even seven different flower bouquets! He’d be so proud too and wanting to show off how proud he is of you all night, you’re truly the star of the show.

“Changbin, honey… you already gave me flowers an hour ago?”

“So what!? I can only spoil my girl once a year like this! Happy birthday, baby”

Hyunjin :

Hyunjin would probably gift you a painting he has made himself, I mean he is an artist after all. It would be a portrait of you two, he’d use a couple photos he had on his phone for reference so the portrait is a completely unique piece which would have taken him at least a couple of months to put together into perfection! When you unwrap the painting your eyes would tear up, he really saw you this beautiful? It was perfect and would definitely be hung up in your home for all family and friends to witness how talented your amazing boyfriends is.

“It’s beautiful, thank you so much, baby”

“I’m so glad you like it, happy birthday, my love”

Jisung :

Jisung wrote you a song. It wasn’t planned to happen, he was at the studio one day, trying to compose another work for the team when his phone lit up, a message from you asking if he wanted to get dinner after your shift ended, after answering a happy yes to your suggestion he caught himself looking at his wallpaper a bit longer than usual, a photo of you two, smiling. You’re taking a selfie on his phone with a silly filter, kissing his cheek… oh he is smiling to himself and that’s when the idea hits him, of course? He had been stuck with what to get you for weeks now and he had it right in front of him! When it’s the big day and he press play you start to fully cry half way through which makes the poor boy panicking, pausing as he tries in panic to calm you down.

“I’M SO SORRY I JUST WANTED TO GIVE YOU A GOOD BIRTHDAY GIFT I’M SO SORRY I-“

“Han Jisung shut the fuck up and continue with the song before I have a mental breakdown, it’s so beautiful, thank you, I love you so much”

Felix :

Not only is Felix the only member that would actually bake you his own cake in your favourite flavour, but also would make you dinner (or takeout if he fails with the dinner as baking seems to be his strongest weapon in the kitchen). He would probably sneak into your home when you’re at work to set everything in motion, bringing bags of all the ingredients along with a huge bouquet of red roses that he would arrange in a vase of yours prettily on the dining table for you. When you come home from your work, you honestly forgot all about the special day in question he is already waiting in your kitchen, dimmed lit with candles and a romantic dinner setting whilst singing happy birthday to you.

“Happy birthday, my dear”

“Thank you… I can’t believe you made all of this!”

Seungmin :

He is a classic guy I feel, he’d also get you a piece of jewellery like chan, I feel more graduated towards earrings if you’ve got your ears pierced, something simple and pretty like pearl earrings. He would act so casually when he gift you them, like it’s nothing special but in reality he would be having a panic attack in the inside, wanting you do desperately to love his gift. After all he truly wanted this day to be perfect for you.

“They’re beautiful, seungmin! Thank you so much”

“Oh it’s nothing, I’m glad you liked them”

I.N

Now this guy would be panicking weeks ahead of your birthday, asking his members what the hell you give a girlfriend on their birthday! After everyone’s input he would eventually settle for a huge teddy bear, some of your favourite snacks along with a perfume, a scent he specifically picked out for you because he thought it would suit you. He would have forced one of his members to tag along to the mall and be his advisor for that day, both of their noses numb from all the smelling until they found the perfect one.

“Thank you so much, jeongin. I love it!”

“You love it? Really? Happy birthday!”

[tinytinyblogs]

Don't worry, darling, I'm staying right here.

Calm yandere!skz down because you're the only one who can handle this.

Hyung line, Maknae line

💬 Just wanted to share an update—I’ve been hit with a really bad flu, but I’m relieved to have finished my story today. Now, I’m struggling to decide on the characters for my next story. This flu has my brain feeling completely frozen!

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Han

Han is the type of yandere whose emotions are as chaotic and unpredictable as his thoughts. When it comes to his feelings for you, his love is intense, but it’s often overshadowed by a deep-seated anxiety and paranoia. The mere thought of losing you sends him into a spiral of fear, and he becomes consumed by the need to ensure that you’ll never leave him. You might find him pacing back and forth like a restless animal, biting his nails nervously, his mind racing with plans and schemes to keep you by his side forever. His thoughts are a whirlwind of “what ifs” and worst-case scenarios, and it’s in these moments that he needs you the most. When you see him like this, lost in his chaotic thoughts, gently reach out and cup his cheek with your hand. Turn his face toward yours, forcing him to meet your gaze. His eyes, usually so bright and lively, are now clouded with worry, but as he looks at you, he begins to calm down. “You’re not going anywhere, right?” he asks, his voice trembling with vulnerability. You nod, your touch and your reassurance enough to ground him, even if just for a moment. “You’re not going anywhere,” he repeats, more to himself than to you, as if saying it out loud will make it true. Then, he leans into you, burying his face in the crook of your neck.

He inhales deeply, taking in your scent as if it’s the only thing keeping him tethered to reality. His arms wrap around you tightly, holding you close as if he’s afraid you’ll disappear if he lets go. In that moment, the chaos in his mind begins to quiet. The paranoia, the fear, the endless plotting—it all fades away, replaced by the simple, comforting knowledge that you’re here, that you’re his. Han’s love is intense and all-consuming, but it’s also fragile. He needs constant reassurance, not because he doubts your love, but because he doubts himself. He’s afraid that one day, he’ll wake up and you’ll be gone, and all his worst fears will come true. But when you hold him, when you remind him that you’re not going anywhere, he finds a sense of peace. His breathing slows, his grip on you loosens just a little, and he allows himself to believe, even if just for a moment, that everything will be okay. In those quiet moments, as he clings to you and breathes in your scent, you can feel the weight of his anxiety lifting. He’s still Han—chaotic, anxious, and deeply in love—but with you by his side, he’s able to quiet the storm in his mind and find a sense of calm. And as long as you’re there to remind him that you’re not going anywhere, he’ll always find his way back to you, his heart steady and his love unwavering.

Felix

Felix is the type of yandere who tries to mask his possessiveness behind his sweet, cheerful demeanor. He wants to believe he’s gentle and kind, but the truth is, his love for you runs so deep that it often spills over into something darker, something more intense. He tries his best to keep it hidden, to be the sunny, carefree person you know and love, but there are moments when his efforts falter. His words might come out harsher than he intends, his actions more controlling than he means them to be. It’s not that he wants to hurt you—it’s that the thought of losing you terrifies him to his core. The only thing that truly calms him down, the only thing that quiets the storm inside him, is cuddling. When he holds you close, his arms wrapped tightly around you, his face buried in your neck or chest, he feels the weight of his fears begin to lift. Your warmth, your presence, has a way of shutting down the dark, chaotic world inside him. In those moments, he feels safe, grounded, and whole again. He breathes you in, letting your scent and your touch remind him that you’re real, that you’re here, that you’re his. “Sunshine,” he murmurs, his voice muffled as he nuzzles closer to you. “I can’t live without you.”

The words slip out almost unconsciously, more like a mumble but loud enough for you to hear. They’re raw, unfiltered, and filled with a vulnerability he rarely shows. “I can’t… and it would never happen,” he adds, his grip on you tightening just a little, as if he’s trying to convince himself as much as he’s trying to convince you. In those quiet moments, Felix’s usual brightness returns, but it’s softer now, more subdued. He’s not the cheerful, energetic person everyone else sees—he’s just Felix, the boy who loves you more than anything, the boy who needs you more than he’s willing to admit. His possessiveness, his fears, his dark thoughts—they all fade away when he’s holding you. All that’s left is the two of you, wrapped up in each other, and the quiet reassurance that you’re not going anywhere. Felix’s love is intense, sometimes overwhelming, but it’s also deeply sincere. He may try to hide his darker side, but when he’s with you, when he’s holding you close, he doesn’t need to pretend. He can just be himself, flaws and all, and know that you’ll still be there, his sunshine, his everything. And as long as you’re there to remind him that he’s loved, that he’s needed, he’ll always find his way back to the light.

Seungmin

Seungmin is the type of yandere who approaches love with a strict, logical mindset. To him, everything has a purpose, a reason, and a solution—including you. He sees you as someone he can shape, someone he can fix to meet the standards he’s set in his mind. His love is meticulous, almost clinical, as he tries to mold you into what he believes is the best version of yourself. He’ll go to great lengths to control your actions, your choices, even your thoughts, all in the name of making you better. It’s exhausting, both for him and for you, but in his mind, it’s necessary. He truly believes he’s doing what’s best for you, even if it means pushing you to your limits. But amidst all his calculated efforts and relentless control, there’s one thing that can break through his rigid exterior: your smile. Not just any smile, but a genuine one—one that reaches your eyes and tells him you appreciate everything he’s doing for you, even if it feels overwhelming. When you smile at him, really smile, while looking directly into his eyes, it’s like a key unlocking something deep inside him. It reminds him of why he fell for you in the first place, why he wanted you so desperately from the very beginning. Your smile is the first thing that drew him to you, the thing that made him want you since day one.

It’s not just the way your lips curve or the way your eyes light up—it’s the warmth behind it, the way it makes him feel seen, understood, and valued. When you smile at him like that, it’s as if all his efforts, all his exhausting games and meticulous plans, are worth it. For a moment, he forgets about fixing you, about controlling you, and simply basks in the joy of being the reason for your happiness. In those moments, Seungmin’s strict, logical demeanor softens. He might not say it out loud, but your smile has a way of melting his defenses, of reminding him that love isn’t always about control or perfection. Sometimes, it’s about the simple, unspoken connection between two people. And when you smile at him like that, he feels it—a connection that goes beyond his need to fix or improve. It’s a reminder that you’re not a project to be perfected, but a person to be loved. So, even when his methods feel overwhelming, even when his need to control becomes too much, your smile has the power to bring him back to earth. It’s the one thing he can’t logic his way out of, the one thing that makes him feel truly, deeply human. And as long as you keep smiling at him like that, he’ll always find his way back to you, his strict exterior giving way to the love he’s been trying so hard to protect.

Jeongin

Jeongin’s yandere side is a unique blend of playfulness and manipulation, a dangerous combination that he wields with precision. He knows exactly how to use his charm, his boyish smile, and his seemingly innocent demeanor to draw you into the intricate web he’s created. It’s like a game to him, one where he sets the rules and you’re the prize. But when things don’t go his way, when something disrupts the carefully crafted scenario he’s built in his mind, that playful side can quickly turn dark. He becomes unpredictable, his emotions spiraling out of control as his grip on reality tightens. In those moments, when Jeongin’s playful facade cracks and he starts to lose his composure, the best way to calm him down is to play along with his game. You need to show him that you’re still part of the story he’s created, that you haven’t stepped out of line or broken the rules. A simple kiss on his cheek can work wonders—it’s a gesture that matches his playful energy, a way of telling him that you’re still his, still part of his world. When you kiss his cheek, you’ll see the shift in his demeanor almost immediately. His tense shoulders relax, his sharp gaze softens, and that mischievous smile returns to his face.

It’s almost terrifying how quickly he can switch from being out of control to calm and collected, but it’s a necessary evil. In his mind, you’ve proven that you’re still playing the game, still following the script he’s written for the two of you. Jeongin thrives on control, on the idea that he’s the one directing the narrative. When you match his energy, when you show him that you’re still part of his story, it reassures him that everything is as it should be. That playful, manipulative side of him is still there, but it’s tempered by the knowledge that you’re still his, still willing to play along. It’s unsettling to see him smile again so quickly, to watch the darkness in his eyes fade as if it was never there. But it’s better than the alternative—seeing him completely lose control, his emotions spiraling into something far more dangerous. Jeongin’s love is a game, one that requires you to stay on your toes, to match his energy and keep him grounded. And as long as you’re willing to play along, to give him the reassurance he needs, he’ll remain the playful, charming yandere you’ve come to know—even if that charm hides a much darker side.

[whatsk-poppinhomies]

Pairing : OT8 x F!Reader TW : reader death ; heavy angst. (Bangchan : hospitals ; Chan in denial) (Lee Know : sudden reader death) (Changbin : drowning ; mention of police) (Hyunjin : reader has seizures ; reader in a coma) (Han : car crash ; descriptive scene of the crash ; mention of blood) (Felix : reader suicide ; Felix is angry ; slightly descriptive post mortem reader) (Seungmin : car accident ; Seungmin in the hospital ; Seungmin injury) (Jeongin : really nothing descriptive ; nothing but angst) Word Count : 3.7k A/N : This one was really sad to write, but I love angst so it was kind of fun too! I hope you enjoy! I know they’re kind of short though, I’m sorry! Request : @moon0fthenight : “24 hours after skz’s s/o death”

Bangchan

Sitting in the hospital room, the buzzing of the fluorescent light bulbs that hung above his head filled the silence from the lack of your heart monitor beeping. He stared at the empty bed, refusing to take his eyes off of it. Maybe if he stared hard enough you’d finally show up.

He didn’t want to leave the hospital without you, even though the doctors, the guys, his managers, his parents, even your parents had told him that he couldn’t wait there forever, that you weren’t coming back.

How long had it been since you had been rushed out of the little room? The TV was still on the same channel, the tray of food that had been brought to you still sat on the little pull up metal table. He wouldn’t let the doctors take it away. “She’ll be hungry when she gets back.” He would say every time someone would come in to try to clean up the room. Pity would have the doctors and the nurses relenting, backing out of the room to leave him with his grief.

24 hours he’s been without you, and he had only truly had you for less than a year before you had fallen ill. It wasn’t fair. You had been stolen from him so quickly, he didn’t have the time to process what had truly happened. He was in denial, and in the back of his mind, he knew that you weren’t coming back. That didn’t stop him from sitting and waiting still, because he wasn’t leaving. Not without you.

Lee Minho

“I’m fine.” He lied, sitting in the dorm room surrounded by all of the guys who were trying their best to be there for him. “I just want to be alone.” Not exactly though, he didn’t want to be alone, he just didn’t want to be around anyone if it wasn’t you.

Waking up in the morning beside you, it was always like waking up in a dream, the way your eyelids would flutter as the sun shone through the window, waking you in the most beautiful way. It’s how every morning began… So why did that morning have to be any different? What had gone wrong?

His eyes opened that morning, landing upon you as they would, but this time, your skin was colorless and your lips were blue… How did you still look so peaceful? It took him a moment to realize what was truly going on, and he wished that he didn’t realize at all. Would he have been able to just fall back asleep beside you? Would you be okay when he woke back up?

No one could give him answers, there was no definitive cause… You just… Decided that it was time to go, and you did. How could you just leave him like that? You didn’t even say goodbye. You didn’t give him the chance to say goodbye.

24 hours later, and he refused to go back to the apartment he shared with you. As long as he was at the dorms, he could continue to believe that it never happened, that he had never even met you, because he once he stepped through the front door, all of those memories would come rushing back, the good and the bad, and he’d have to face the fact that you truly were gone.

Seo Changbin

It was supposed to be a fun little vacation for the two of you to celebrate your 3 years anniversary. He had been so excited for it, you had been excited, everything was perfect. The trip was specifically for you, all you had talked about was how you felt bad that you had come down with the flu during your honeymoon, having to cut the trip short. This was the chance to try it again, and you both were ready for honeymoon take 2.

The current was strong, there had been warnings about it posted all over the beach, the lifeguards had warned everyone that it wasn’t safe to go far out in the water. “You’re stronger than the current, Binnie.” You had chimed, his ego swelling as you clung onto him. He just wanted you to have a great time, he wanted you to be happy, he loved seeing you smile…

He wasn’t stronger than the current, but the sound of the lifeguard whistle blowing hadn’t stopped him from carrying you out, your arms wrapped tightly around his neck as waves crashed against the both of you. It only took one wave though, he lost his footing, and that’s when he lost you. He just wanted to make you proud, he wanted to make you happy, he wanted to have a real honeymoon with you…

“She’s not gone…” Changbin kept repeating. The guys were currently flying to him, police filled the hotel room where your suitcase still sat propped open in the corner. It had only been 24 hours and the interrogations seemed never ending, but he wouldn’t give up on you, not when you were still out there somewhere. You’d come back to him, you have to.

Hwang Hyunjin

A seizure. That’s all it was… you had them rarely, but he usually knew how to handle them and how to make sure you were okay. Why was this time different? Why did it have to be different?

His hands had been shaking when he tried to call for help. He misdialed. Was it his fault? He was already crying by the five minute mark… Was he too focused on crying? Could he have done more? He tried to hold you up to keep you from choking as he waited for the paramedics… What else could he have done?

You were flailing so violently, he could barely hold you still. It was terrifying, but still, not as terrifying as seeing you strapped to a gurney and rushed out of the house as your body still seized against the straps that held you down. He felt guilty for not riding in the back of the ambulance with you, but the paramedics had told him to follow behind, and in his state of shock, he didn’t have the mental capacity to argue.

Would you have been okay if he rode with you? He got stuck at a red light as the ambulance sped forward in front of him. It wasn’t long, but it was long enough he supposed. By the time he reached the hospital you were already being rushed down the hall, and he could only stand there and watch as the emergency room doors shut right in front of him, his last view of you was through the tiny rectangular windows.

A coma… It had been 24 hours and you still hadn’t woken up. The breathing tubes and IV’s that were connected to you had him crying every time he looked at you. He couldn’t even stay in the room longer than an hour before he started hyperventilating from crying so much. You weren’t dead… But the way everyone was talking, they made it seem like you might as well have been.

He wasn’t going to give up on you though, he’d pay as much as he had to, he’d visit the hospital every day for the rest of his life just to tell you he loves you, that he’s waiting for you, just in case you can hear him. But for today, he’d sit by your bedside and hold your hand, singing to you songs that he knows you love, hoping that you can still hear his voice.

Han Jisung

Your hand was in his as you walked down the road, streetlights and the bright headlights of passing cars illuminating the two of you, your journey aimless, just enjoying the time you get to spend together. The silence was calming, there was something about just simply being the company of someone that you love so deeply that can put your mind at peace. That’s exactly where he was, a peace that was unreachable unless he was with you. That’s how he knew that you were the one, the only one for him.

Headlights moving closer, becoming brighter, enveloping the two of you in a shroud of a nearly blinding white light. Tire squeals and the honking of a horn… It was too late. No more than a second was how long it took for your hand to be ripped from his, and it was like everything was moving too fast for his mind to fully adjust. The sound of your body colliding with the steel frame of the car, the sight of you being thrown yards along the road before you fell back to the ground with a muted thud. The crumbling of the car as it smashed into a light pole, metal wrapping around metal, like nails on a chalkboard and emitting a horrid stench.

A couple more seconds to process, and then a guttural scream as he ran over to you. The lingering warmth that was left from when your hand was still in his wasn’t enough to keep him grounded. Your body was mangled, your arms twisted in a way that he had only seen in the horror movies that he’d watch with you. A pool of blood forming beneath your head, your eyes still wide open in a perpetual state of shock. It didn’t take a genius to know that you were gone, you had literally been ripped away from him in the worst way possible.

Sleep wasn’t an option, no matter how tired his body felt, whenever he closed his eyes all he could see was a constant replay of you on the ground, or you moments before hitting the street. The first and only time he had even attempted a simple nap, he had woken up screaming and all of the guys had to run in and try to help him.

“Ji…” Minho whispered as he walked into Jisungs room, the lights were all out, the man's face illuminated only by the phone screen, the brightness turned all the way up, making the dark circles under his eyes more visible and more prominent. “This isn’t good, you need to sleep… Please…”

“I should have been walking on the road side…” Jisung mumbled back, his body already beginning to rock and shudder, the incoming tears were unavoidable. “I should have moved her away faster… it should have been me… I saw her… I watched it… I didn’t know what to do… She was just… She…” Along with the tears came hyperventilation, and then retching once all the mucus built up in his throat. It happened almost every hour, his guilt eating away at him, his brain working overtime to try to think of a way that things could have ended differently.

It’s not like it mattered though, he couldn’t change the way it all happened, you were already gone. All he had left was the phantom feeling of your hand in his, a feeling that he clung onto, because once that feeling faded away, that’s when you would be fully gone.

Lee Felix

“You know that I love you, right? It’s not your fault… I want you to always remember that, no matter what. I don’t deserve you though. I don’t deserve anything… And I’m tired. I’m just so tired, Lixie… I’m sorry.”

It was sent at 3:38am eastern standard time… He was sleeping… 2:38pm korean time… If he was there he would have been able to stop you. He was on tour, you were back at home. Everything seemed fine when he left, he told you that he’d be back in 2 months, it was one of the shorter tours… It was like you waited for him to be gone… Like you didn’t want to be stopped, you didn’t want to be saved.

As soon as he saw the message when he woke up, he sent one of the managers to the apartment. He knew what they would find, he already knew, and he was already booking a flight back to Korea. The emotions hadn’t fully hit him yet, they were there, but they didn’t have a chance to really kick in until he was sitting in the airport, a text from the manager confirming what he already knew to be true.

He cried himself to sleep on the flight, and even while sleeping, his body shook from his raspy breaths and tears seemed to subconsciously fall from his eyes. All of the guys went with him, not wanting him to be alone, but most of them were in a state of shock as well, and a majority of them just cried with Felix when he did wake up.

By the time he had gotten back, you had already been identified by your parents. Felix went to visit them, offering his condolences and apologizing for not being able to save you. They didn’t blame him, but they didn’t have to, he was already blaming himself. There had to have been something he could have done to keep this from happening, and it only made him angry when everyone would tell him that what you had done would have happened regardless if you really wanted to do it.

“I want to see her… One last time, I need to see her…” 23 hours and 45 minutes, that’s how long you had been gone, and up until now he had been too scared to even think about seeing you. But it was getting closer to the funeral and he knew that he wouldn’t have any other chance to, and he would only be able to rely on pictures and videos of you afterwards.

“Felix, that’s probably not a good idea. You shouldn’t… You don’t have to do that to yourself.” Chan tried to reason, placing his hands on Felixs shoulders. “She wouldn’t want you to see her like that… Just, wait until the viewing… Then you can say goodbye.” Goodbye? There was nothing good about this, and Chans words only angered him more.

“I’m going. I need to see her.” He said more sternly this time, pushing past the oldest member and walking out the door. Maybe he should have listened, maybe he should have just held onto the memories of you that were living in his mind and in his phone. Once he saw you, he felt everything at once, and he couldn’t stop crying, he couldn’t stop screaming, he was losing his mind.

“Why did you leave me?! Why would you do this?! Fuck!” This image of you was one that he wouldn’t be able to forget, cold, lifeless, laying on the metal table. It looked like you were sleeping, and he wished that he could just make himself believe that you were. “Wake up! You need to wake up now! We have so much to do and… And you just really have to wake up, angel! Come on!” Once he tried to lift you off the bed, that’s when the doctors rushed in, having to pull him off of you. He was thrashing and kicking and screaming, and all anyone could do was cry as they watched from the hallway. He had lost you, but they were slowly losing him because of it… Felix was gone, replaced by a bitter sadness and an anger towards himself that would never go away.

Kim Seungmin

“Seungmin, I think that person behind is drunk or something. You should really just let them go around…” You had said, turning down the radio and watching through the rearview mirror as the car behind you swerved in and out of lanes, coming closer and closer to the back of Seungmins car.

“We’re fine. It’s probably just one of those assholes that’ll weave in and out of traffic and piss everyone off.” Although you saw his eyes narrow as they flashed up into the rearview mirror, cursing under his breath before flicking on his blinker to change lanes. Just as he began to move into the other lane, the car hit the back of Seungmins. It happened in a flash, his foot slamming on the brakes as his right hand flew out to hold onto you.

That was the last thing he remembered before waking up once again, the flashing lights of the emergency vehicles and the sound of metal scraping metal as the car door was being cut off. He tried to turn his head, but that’s when the pain kicked in and he let out a scream… And then the panic set in when he didn’t hear you. Had you already been taken out of the car? He slowly moved his head in your direction, biting back the scream that threatened to escape him as the pain shot through. “Y/N…?” He whispered your name when he saw you, but there was no response. “Honey… Answer me please…” He pleaded, his breaths coming faster, but they were restricted as the seatbelt strained against his chest. This couldn’t be happening… This was a nightmare, it had to be…

“How are you feeling?” Hyunjin asked from the couch at Seungmins bedside. He was still in the hospital, being monitored for the concussion he had gotten from the accident. It had been 24 hours, and soon he would be discharged, but he’d be walking out alone, he’d be going home alone. You didn’t make it, the airbag on your side hadn’t deployed and… He didn’t want to think about what the doctors had told him, he was trying to hold himself together, at least when the guys were around.

“I’m fine.” He muttered, staring straight forward, refusing to look at Hyunjin because he knew that if his hyung saw the tears that had begun to bead up in his eyes, he would only make things worse. “I really just want to go home now. I’ve got a lot of stuff to sort through, I’ve got a lot of phone calls to make.”

“You really don’t have to do all that by yourself. The guys and I… we can help, we want to help. We know that-” Seungmin groaned loudly, cutting off Hyunjins words before he could finish them. He had heard this before from Chan and Changbin. Yes, you were gone, and yes, he was devastated, he was broken, he was pissed, but he knew that if he was given time to dwell on it, things would only be worse.

“I’m gonna sue him, I’m gonna sue him for everything he’s got. I don’t care about the money though, I don’t want his fucking money, I don’t need him to pay my medical bills, I don’t want anything from him but his suffering. I want him to suffer… I want his life to be living hell because that…” His voice broke, his fists balling up the blanket that covered him as a choked off sob escaped him. “That is how my life is now… Without her… So if you could just… Kindly let me handle this… On my own… That would be great.”

Yang Jeongin

“Robbery at local store : 4 Injured and 1 Dead in a Robbery Gone Wrong”

“Isn’t that the Alexander McQueen that Y/N works in?” Jisung asked as he watched Jeongin scroll through the news article that was still live at the moment. Of course it was the same store that you worked in, that’s why he was reading the damn article… Although he didn’t say that though, he wasn’t going to be shitty towards one of the guys just because he was panicking a little bit (a lot).

“I’ll just call her real quick… They already caught the person who did it. She should be okay now.” Jeongin said, trying to keep his voice from wavering. He didn’t want to let on that he was slowly but surely losing his mind not hearing anything from you.

The line rang a few times before it was picked up, and after some silence, a throat was cleared. “Hello.” A male's voice came through the speaker and Jeongins heart sank. “This is Detective Lee, who is this?”

“Her boyfriend. Where is she?” Jeongin didn’t introduce himself as anything but your boyfriend, right now his only worry was your whereabouts and why you hadn’t reached out to him. If something like this was going on in his building he would have called you already to let you know that he’s okay.

“Sir, I’m… I’m very sorry… But-“

“Nope!” Jeongin cut the detective off, pushing himself up off the couch that he had been sitting on, catching the attention of the other guys that sat around the room. “That’s not funny, don’t mess with me like that. I-I’d really like to speak to her now. C-can you put her on the phone? Please!”

“I know that this is hard for you… But we need you to come down to the hospital… and identify her…” The detective said solemnly, feeling Jeongins pain through the phone.

He broke, right then and there, he broke down. He threw his phone across the room, not caring as the screen shattered to bits against the wall before crumbling on the floor. His hands flew to his hair, pulling at it as he let out the most pain filled scream. The guys caught him before he could fall to the floor, their arms encircling him and trying to hold him up.

No amount of time would make this easier for him, but the hardest was the first 24 hours. His eyes were burning from crying so much, his throat burned, his chest hurt. He couldn’t even move, he felt so weak, his head hurt and he felt sick. He couldn’t stop crying, whenever he would stop, he’d think about you and he’d cry again, the sobs were heartwrenching, curled up in the fetal position and clutching onto your pillow.

You’d never lay beside him again, he wouldn’t be able to wake up to your morning kisses, he wouldn’t be able to cuddle beside you on the couch anymore. You were gone, you’d always be gone, you were never coming back. A piece of him died when you did, and that would piece of him, his heart, would always be with you, wherever you were, and he’d wait forever to finally be with you again.

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[sickskz]

ahhh, your hcs are so spot on lol. do you have any skz hcs regarding sinus/respiratory stuff, like colds and flu?

Long awaited, but here it is... I guess I'm still not 100% pleased with this, buuuut I just gotta get it out there😂 gotta stop being a perfectionist all the time…

maybe I'll remember more to add later lol, hope you enjoy!🥹❤️

SKZ respiratory illness and sneezing hcs:

Bang Chan:

- Rhinitis got my man f’ed up. He’s talked about it so much and I definitely think he still struggles a lot with it- flare ups hitting him from time to time and leaving him all exhausted and sniffly.

- Def quite a loud sneezer most of the time. Rocks the room around him. Hyunjin has almost had a heart attack more than once.

- I like imagining that he has very poor control over his sneeze volume, and often has a real hard time stifling them😂

- Puts his whole body into it, whether that’s on purpose or involuntary. With the stronger sneezes, he might need to grab onto something (or someone) to not topple over.

- His habit of saying “bless me” whenever he sneezes gets me every time. OMF I love it.

- Very sniffly and gets dry eyes easily.

- When hes sick with congestion, he usually gets bad sinus headaches as well. Really likes having hot compresses over his eyes.

- Also a constant runny nose, it’s like a fountain. Gotta stack up on them tissues.

- When he’s got a cold and his voice gets rough, he resorts to imitating Felix a lot. Says it brings him some comfort amidst his misery.

Lee Know:

- His sinuses are so sensitive- he sneezes a LOT, from even the smallest of irritants.

- Anyways, we all know he sneezes like an actual kitten how DARE he.

- Has the cutest stifle faces too GAHH have you seen this man? Unbelievable.

- He’s also kind of a pro at stifling his sneezes. He’s actually so nonchalant about it, I don’t understand how he does it sometimes.

- How can a person manage to sneeze without making almost any noise whatsoever? That’s a talent right there..

- Stares vacantly into the distance as he waits for the sneeze to come.

- Always AT LEAST two sneezes in a row

- Cute sniffles afterwards aaaaAAA. (okay I'll calm down now)

- I really like imagining that bright lights tend to set him off! Which obviously can get pretty annoying, especially when he’s on stage.

- When he has a cold, he tends to be really gruff and sleepy most of the time. He’s also prone to suffer from a lot of headaches when sick.

- Though he also gets very shivery and unusually touch-seeking with the others. He is very much the kind of guy who just forces someone’s arm around him rather than asking for the cuddle. Top tier silent communication. He knows what he wants and he will get it.

Changbin:

- His nose scrunches before he sneezes like he tries to stop it (I’ve become so obsessed with this thx @1dwaekki😪)

- And he also has a habit of biting his lip after sneezing which is also just.. so endearing.

- I like imagining that whenever he gets dry, irritated eyes (from allergies or sickness) he blinks a lot of ‘hard’ blinks, as if trying to chase away the feeling. Similarly to how he scrunches his nose to try and suppress an upcoming sneeze😭

- His sneezes tend to come on so quick, he barely has the time to take cover before they force their way out of him.

- So he often sneezes into his hands, if he manages to have time for even that.

- Gets a little shy after he sneezes, bless him 🥹

- Voice gets really stuffy and rough when he’s congested, and it’s totally not very attractive at all…

Hyunjin:

- He’s a moderately loud sneezer, though I do imagine he lets them out more freely when he’s not on display (like during lives, events, etc). He can stifle them, but he prefers not to when he’s at home/somewhere private.

- Watery eyes, and an easily cracking voice when he’s sick. Usually speaks low, gets really mumbly.

- Congestion usually sticks to his upper airways most of the time, so his voice often sounds a little nasal when he’s stuffy.

- He has a tendency to get a really sore throat when he’s got a cold though, so swallowing becomes a struggle.

- I also feel like being congested could easily trigger his gag reflex, which in turn would make everything even more miserable.

- He taps his fingers a lot around his nose and face if he feels the familiar itch on an upcoming sneeze. + a lot of sniffles.

- After the sneeze, he sits back, lets out a sigh and continues on in a very “anyways soooo” type of way.

- Sometimes he might add a touch of dramatic flair by bowing theatrically or flinging his arms out in a balletic motion. Almost as if concluding a grand performance with one last, graceful flourish. That’s only for the amusement of those surrounding him, of course.

Han:

- It’s awfully typical of him to be betrayed by his own body. In the sense that he’s been feeling like he needs to sneeze all day, but when he’s finally loading up for it, it ✨goes away✨you bet your ass he’s gonna sulk about it afterwards, too.

- When he finally does sneeze, it’s rapid fire, sneezes coming out in a quick flurry that leaves him both satisfied and weary afterwards.

- Changbin once made a beat off a string of his sneezes and Felix started beatboxing to it.

- iPad kid coughing…. Do I need to say more?🤣

- Whenever he’s sick he tends to get very congested and sluggish, his shoulders hanging low and his eyes unfocused. He looks so sad and defeated💔

- Tends to cough up a lot of phlegm, and yes, it has lead into him throwing up before.

- Also has coughed himself into a tummy ache more than once. What can I say? It’s Han.

Felix:

- His voice gets so deep when he’s congested bro. Who is he? Smaug?

- Fevers make his blood pressure waver in general, so things like sneezing and coughing tend to make his vision black out for a bit.

- Which may explain why he often grabs onto something when he sneezes, whether it be a person, the wall, the counter..

- *rubs nose agressively*

- Sniffs a lot before the sneeze comes- like rhythmic, short sniffs in preparation for the blow.

- I feel like he’s bad at stifling sneezes well, and always makes a weird noise that makes people look his way, either with concern or amusement (or both).

- He gets so drained from sneezing, it's so exhausting. He would rather just hold them inside, but that doesn’t do him any good either.

Seungmin:

- Starts closing his eyes immediately when it feels a sneeze coming, his face twisting as if he’s in actual pain.

- I also love imagining he kind of shakes his head as he feels a sneeze coming on, always getting that shiver running up his spine beforehand. (like he does in that gif omg so cute)

- But he’s so ✨demure✨ with it, stifling it into his elbow or fist like a little fairytale prince.

- I just love imagining he has the small “tsch” sounding sneezes❤️ unproblematic, cute and simple🙂‍↕️

- Pretends it never happened afterwards, going back to whatever he was doing without paying it any mind.

- When he’s sick, he finds sneezing to be absolutely miserable for his head. It just rattles his brain around too much, leading to developing or amplifying a headache that’s already there.

- Just let him lie in a dark room, away from the light and sound and motion of the world. He needs to go full vampire mode until he feels better. He isn't opposed to some occasional company, though....

Jeongin(I.N):

- Oh my GOD he has the cutest close-mouthed sneezes, eyebrows drawn back and eyes shut tight.

- He is actually like a kitten when he sneezes as well (raised by Lee Know as some would say), what the hell is up with these guys.

- His entire body tenses along with the force of the sneeze, his head always pitching forward.

- Which ^ tends to his neck getting very stiff and sore whenever he’s sick, because he tenses his muscles so much. Really grateful to Felix who always steps up to give him massages.

- He has very much picked up on Chans “bless me” habit and doesn’t even realise he says it too at this point. It’s adorable.

- Often feels a little embarrassed whenever he sneezes, ducking his head away from peering gazes as his ears turn red with mortification.

- It doesn’t help that he’s so cute when he sneezes, because all the other members love pointing it out.

- He doesn’t usually even attempt to cover his sneezes in any way though, but that seems to be a fairly common thing amongst many of them🤣

Ps: yes, I had to pull out two gifs for him. LOOK AT HIM DAMMIT😭🥹

[mingihttps]

Hii! I'd like to place a request for skz members reaction to you getting afraid of needles at the doctor's. I know it's a bizarre request but i would really appreciate if you wrote something like thiss :)

Love your work, take caree<33

i love this ask so much!! i'm also really scared of needles so this was pretty easy and fun to write for me!

being afraid of needles

skz x reader (separately)

all can be read as gn besides han

wc: 1.9k

warnings: needles, doctors, hospitals, crying, blood, mentions of veins (changbin, seungmin), mentions of pregnancy (han)

bangchan:

you needed to get blood drawn-

you had told yourself many times that you can handle one needle. you really needed to get this blood work done since you had been putting it off for way too long.

chan went with you to the hospital since he knew you were going to need some comfort.

you anxiously sat in the passenger seat of the car while chan drove. your leg never stopped bouncing in the car, in the waiting room, and into the hospital room.

you let out a deep breath when the nurses said that they were ready, squeezing chan’s hand tightly.

when you first saw the needle you started crying on the spot. seeing the butterfly needle that would be going into my skin and vein made the whole situation more real.

you couldn't help but curl into yourself and cry your eyes out.

the nurses looked at chan, confused and worried about you. chan explained that you were scared of needles to the nurses.

the nurses tried to calm you down, but after 20 minutes they gave up and said that they weren't comfortable drawing blood from you in this condition.

once the nurses (and the needle) left the room you started to calm down with the help of chan.

you and chan left the hospital without getting your blood drawn.

on the drive back home you repeatedly apologized to chan for making him drive you to the hospital for nothing.

“it's okay, baby, no one’s blaming you"

lee know:

getting a flu shot-

you were required to get a flu shot for work so there was no backing out of this one.

you went to your local drug store to get the shot, minho coming with you since he's well aware about your fear of needles.

when you got signed in they took you to a small but private back room behind the pharmacy counter.

lee know rubbed your shoulder comfortingly while waiting for the pharmacist to come back with the flu shot.

lee know had hyped you up for the shot, making you feel slightly more confident about getting this shot, you feel like you can do it.

the pharmacist came back into the room with a needle in his hand, making your stomach drop.

lee know grabbed your hand and squeezed it tightly as he sensed your discomfort.

the pharmacist started talking about how the flu shot is a ten second shot while most shots were three seconds so the needle was going to be in my arm for longer than you expect.

this information makes your stomach drop further and you can feel all the confidence you once had disappear.

lee know told you to take deep breaths and squeeze his hand.

you squeeze your eyes shut and lee know’s hand tightly while waiting for the needle to pierce your skin.

the shot burned slightly and definitely felt longer than ten seconds.

a couple tears fell from your tightly squeezed eyes as you felt the needle being pulled out and the pharmacist put a bandaid on your barely-bleeding wound.

you cried a little more in the car on the way home but you were happy you were able to sit through the shot.

while you were crying, lee know kept telling you how proud he was.

“you did amazing, kitten”

changbin:

getting an iv put in-

you had gone to the hospital for a check up but found out that you were very dehydrated.

the doctors at the hospital recommended getting an iv put in so you can immediately get the fluids you needed, you and changbin thinking that was probably the best thing to do as well.

you were already shaking like a leaf when the nurse put the elastic band on your arm, but you started crying the second you saw the needle.

the needle had a plastic tube on it, making you cry harder knowing that was going to be put into your arm.

the nurse found your vein and put the needle closer to your arm.

you cried harder as you felt the needle and plastic tube go into your arm at once.

changbin let you squeeze his hand the entire time, saying soft praises.

the nurse took the needle out and quickly taped the tube that was left in your arm.

changbin continued to praise you, calling you brave and letting you know that the worst part was over.

an iv drip was connected to the plastic tube and now you just had to wait.

within the 30 minutes that it takes for the drip bag to empty, you had calmed down significantly, but you were still very aware of the plastic tube in your vein.

“i'm so proud of you, doll”

hyunjin:

getting a tb test-

you needed to get a tuberculosis test for work.

your work suggested doing a blood test since the results would come quicker but you told them that getting your blood drawn was off the table.

you are familiar with the tb skin test shot so you agreed to that.

hyunjin was in the hospital room with you while you were waiting for the shot.

you didn't need much comforting since you figured that you could handle this one quick shot.

that was until the nurse was warning you that the tuberculin would burn when injected.

the new information made you draw your arm close to your chest, tears start to fill your eyes as you stare at the needle.

hyunjin tried to comfort you and tell you that the burn would only be temporary.

unfortunately, you were now too scared of the pain to take the shot. any ounce of confidence you once had was long gone.

you ended up having to contact your work and ask them for a chest x-ray instead.

“it's okay to be scared, my love”

han:

getting an epidural-

you were currently 20 hours into labor and in the hospital getting prepared to give birth.

the contractions were so painful that you didn't know how you were going to get through the birth itself.

every couple of minutes you squeezed han’s hand so tight that you sore you were breaking his fingers.

that's when the nurse asked if you wanted an epidural.

you were heavily considering it, knowing it would take away your pain, but you had already cried through getting an iv put in.

the thought of getting stuck with another needle, and one as long as the epidural needle, sounded terrifying.

han had told you that you should consider getting the epidural, wanting this process to be easier for you (and his hand) in any way possible.

the nurse had reminded you that you can get the epidural at any time and that you don't have to have it put in right now.

but as another contraction hit you hard, you had agreed to do it now.

the nurse got the epidural needle ready, tears quickly falling down your face when you see the 4 inch needle that would be going into your back.

you squeezed both of han’s hands tightly as the nurse put the needle and catheter into your lower back.

han continued to remind you that your pain would be gone soon.

the nurse distributed a little of the medicine into the catheter and after a couple of minutes you could feel your lower body getting numb.

“do you feel better, baby?”

felix:

getting a tattoo-

you were getting matching tattoos with one of your friends.

you had asked felix to join you so he could comfort you.

the tattoo was a small line work tattoo so it would thankfully be quick, but that didn't really comfort your fear of needles.

the artist had cleaned your skin and put on the stencil.

once you were sitting in the chair you held onto felix’s hand tightly.

you were starting to think if it was too late to back out of the tattoo but your friend was currently getting theirs done so you figured that would be too much of a dick move.

once you heard the buzzing of the tattoo machine you squeezed your eyes shut tightly.

felix talked to you the whole time you were getting your tattoo to help ease your mind.

you squeezed felix's hand tightly whenever the pain got worse, letting a few tears fall in the process.

after only 15 minutes the tattoo was done.

felix wiped away the tears on your face while telling you how good your new tattoo looked.

once the secondskin was put on over your fresh tattoo, felix kissed the skin beside it.

“maybe we should get matching tattoos next, sweetie”

seungmin:

getting your blood drawn-

you had been in and out of the hospital recently doing multiple tests since your health hasn't been the best.

one of the final tests that the doctors could do was to test your blood and you were dreading it.

seungmin had encouraged you to get your blood drawn so you could get properly diagnosed and hopefully improve your health.

after much convincing, you agreed to get your blood tested.

when you got to the hospital, you were taken back and your skin was cleaned.

once the electric band was put onto your upper arm, everything felt a little more real.

the doctor prepped the needle and slowly placed it into your vein.

you squeezed your eyes shut tightly and faced the opposite way as the needle.

every time the doctor told you to squeeze your fist, you just squeezed seungmin’s hand.

seungmin quietly comforted you by rubbing the back of your hand with his thumb.

soon, the doctor was done collecting your blood for testing and bandaging your arm.

you could barely feel your legs with your nerves and how much you were shaking.

seungmin gave you a comforting hug and helped you stand back up.

“that wasn't so bad, right?”

jeongin:

getting a piercing-

you were getting your helix piercing

you are scared of needles and know that a cartilage piercing is going to hurt, but you really wanted it.

you think you can handle a couple minutes of pain in order to have a piercing for life.

jeongin went with you to piercers to get it done so he could comfort you and keep you from backing out.

you waited in the black leather chair while the piercer was sterilized the needle.

when they were ready the piercer told lay on your back and turn your head to the opposite wall, which now made you facing jeongin.

you held jeongin’s hand tightly while staring into his eyes.

jeongin talked you through the piercing since you couldn't see what was happening.

he would tell you when the needle went all the way through all the way to when the jewelry was being put in.

you didn't cry during the piercing since you dissociated through the process.

your eyes welled up with tears slightly when you were handed the hand mirror so you could look at the fresh piercing when it was done.

you could barely focus on how good the jewelry looked when all you could see was the bright red flesh on your ear and blood around the new silver.

jeongin helped you clean the new piercing every night until it was healed.

“it looks so good on you, angel”

[amyysfics]

skz - things he would do for you

pairing: ot8 x gender neutral!reader warnings: fluff, eating in minho's, hurt/comfort for chan's summary: things they would do for you that show their love word count: 1.054

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Bang Chan

Whenever Chan would find you crying, he would immediately hug you. He would ask you what happened in the softest voice. He would hand you one of his hoodies, knowing the smell alone would bring you comfort. The man wouldn't leave your side until you're ready to talk. It doesn't even matter if you're fighting. He would put everything aside and focus on making you feel better. And on the days when you would just need to cry it out, he would be there for you, too. If you'd worry about getting his shirt wet from your tears, he would tell you not to worry. "The shirt will dry eventually. As long as your tears do the same." He'd know exactly what to do. You need cuddles? The bed would be turned into the most comfortable place you've ever seen. You want a distraction? He would talk to you about his day in the studio. You need some cheering up? You best know this man will jump up and do a silly dance.

Chan would do whatever he needed to turn that frown upside down.

Lee Minho

Lee Know would always make sure you would have a warm meal. Even when he's on tour or has training until late at night, he would have either left something in the fridge for you to pop into the microwave, or he would order something the moment he knows you're home. He would make you the best soups on days when you're sick with a flu. Whenever you struggle to eat for any reason, Minho would sit by your side, encouraging every single bite. Hell, he'd even drive two hours if that's where he'd get the one thing you'd be able to get down.

Minho would do whatever necessary, to make sure you eat.

Seo Changbin

If you were ever bored, Changbin would make it his personal mission to cure any and all boredom. He would turn into a spontaneous ball of giggles. You're bored of the movie? He would jump up and drag you out on a walk. Too bored to be at home? Binnie would find out where the next amusement-park is set-up. This man would be up for anything, as long as it meant you wouldn't have to be bored anymore. Be careful what you say, though. He would absolutely drag you out of your comfy position in bed at 3 am, if you ask for entertainment,

Changbin would jump up in seconds to keep boredom far away from you.

Hwang Hyunjin

Hyunjin would almost beg you to let him draw you. "You don't even have to do anything! You can just sit there and be as pretty as always!", he would say. In any situation, too. You could have the worst bed-head, wear dirty clothes, even have some dried up drool in the corners of your mouth. This man is convinced you're the most beautiful person in any room. He's sketched you whole cooking, drawn you while cuddling in bed and even did a painting of you cleaning. (He made up for not helping by doing the next cleaning session alone.)

Hyunjin would take every opportunity to have your beauty immortalized.

Han Jisung

Every couple of weeks Han would come back from the studio, giggling, jumping around, shouting that he had something he wanted to show you. Of course, he had written countless songs about you. Some of them published, some he'd shown you and some he will forever keep to himself. But eventually him writing songs about you, turned into him writing songs for you. Whenever you had a song you really liked, muttering how you wished there were more songs like it, it would lead to this ace to spend all his alone-time creating a similar piece of music for you. You had a whole playlist of songs he wrote for you. One time he came back with a whole CD, all of which included new music he made just for you. He even asks different idols to sing parts of it, sometimes.

Han would spend months making songs just for you.

Lee Felix

Felix wanting the reader to braid his hair

You braided Felix' hair one time, when you were in bed together, talking about everything and nothing. Ever since then he would constantly beg for you to do it again. While enjoying skinship, he never liked having people touch his hair. But when you do it? The boy melts. He starts to blush and smile and hide his face wherever he can. Yet he still continuously asks for you to style his hair. It's a sign of trust he doesn't give out easily. He loves the feeling of your hands going through his hair, getting out knots and making it look pretty. Even when you mess with him and ruffle through his (usually) blonde mane, he still doesn't mind.

Felix would cancel any plans, just so you could braid his hair.

Kim Seungmin

Seungmin was never a big fighter. He would solve any arguments rationally and kindly. He's not an argumentative person. Yet whenever you were out together and he sensed danger, the need to protect you would get stronger. He would whisper, "Stay behind me, no matter what!" The singer would puff out his chest and confront any danger. He would get mean and he would fight, if he had to. It's not that he would enjoy it. But if it's to shield you, he'd be willing to do it. Seungmin doesn't enjoy violence whatsoever, but if he has to he will use it.

Seungmin would do whatever it takes to keep you safe.

Yang Jeongin

The maknae had no idea how much he enjoyed picking your outfit and accessories, until you were in a rush once and asked for his help with it. He knows his way around fashion and you're aware of that. So asking him to pick out your clothes was unexpected but probably one of the best decisions you ever made. Whenever you go on a date now, he asks if he can help style you. He always makes sure to suggest things he knows will make you shine. And if you ever don't feel like being all dressed up, he will immediately dig through his own closet - giving you the comfiest hoodie he owns.

Jeongin would never turn down an opportunity to help you with an outfit.

Taglist: @bokkiesplace @notastraykid @hee0soo @moon0fthenight @bbyquokka @strawberry31 @weird-bookworm

[1dwaekki]

could you clip felix talking about chan being sick in his ig live today? ty!! (don't have a time stamp unfortunately)

Once again it's taken me too long to get to this so I'm sorry 😭😭

I hope Chan's feeling well now that they're travelling to China for the tour 💕 but Felix really did make it sound like he was dying 💀💀

[yoonrimin]

yoon recommends

STRAY KIDS

@feelbokkie >>>> don't let me love you

pairing: felix x fem!reader / chan x reader

summary: with the upcoming wedding of her cousin and her ex, y/n is in desperate need of a date for the wedding that will show the happy couple that she moved on

genre: smau, fake dating, crack, angst, fluff

status: completed

feelbokkie also has a lot of other content for stray kids that i really enjoy, i think that i read all her materialist so go and check her blog out!

@milkandhyunnie >>>> this boy is bad news

pairing: hyunjin x reader

genre: angst, smut, smau, college au, enemies to lovers

status: ongoing

summary: as an aspiring journalist, you are the news editor for the uni chronicles; the campus newspaper, popular for delivering breaking news at the drop of a hat and providing detailed articles about the various happenings around your university. you think you’ve covered every story there was to cover before you’re tasked with producing an in-depth editorial on a student whose name is on everyone’s lips—hwang hyunjin.

we love a good enemies to lovers in this blog! and the character development????? off the charts

@sluttywonwoo >>>> instead of you

pairing: best friend’s brother!lee minho x f!reader ft. han jisung

status: ongoing

summary: you didn’t expect to spend your summer pretending to be your best friend’s girlfriend- then again, you didn’t expect to fall for your best friend’s brother, either.

series warnings: swearing, drug + alcohol use/mentions, menstruation mentions, angst, eventual smut

one of the best minho fanfics fr

btw you're going to see a lot of Kaili in my recs ;)

@skzonthebrain >>>> GO LIVE bangchan

pairing: chan x fem!reader

genre: smau, university au, established friendships, strangers to friends to lovers

status: ongoing

summary: you're crushing on the local JYP Campus Radio Host, Chan, but then again who isn't? You've always admired him from a far, thinking just like any other popular guy, he wouldn't give you the time of day. After a sudden encounter with Chan one day in the campus coffee shop 'Lifeline', everything changes."

>>>> If only you new

pairing: Chan x reader (gender not mentioned)

genre: one shot, established best friends with chan, angst, pining, fluff

summary: your ex cheated on you. you are heartbroken, have been crying for days and the worst of it all, you're now sick with the flu. thankfully Chan will always be there to look after you. is there a reason he cares so much?"

content warning: mentions of cheating, reader is cheated on, mentions of betrayal, character gets sick and pretty depressed.

>>>> what the heart wants

pairing: chan x reader

genre: one shot, nonidol!au, fluff, emotional, first confessions, best friends to lovers, established friendship with Minho and his fiance, established friendship with chan

summary: you have healed from the pain your ex caused and your close friend helps you realise you're ready to love again. will Chan still feel the same way after all this time?"

content warnings: mentions of being cheated on, emotional but happy emotional, mentions of pregnancy (not y/n), opening your heart to love after betrayal, nothing but fluff really.

i find all of the works of Ven pretty well written, is one of those writers that leaves you feeling the passion that she puts on her writing. i love them.

@kkami-writes >>>> waiting for us

pairing. ot8 x fem!reader

genre: soulmate!au, college!au, social media!au + written parts, angst, hurt/comfort, fluff, smut(?)

status: ongoing

summary: at age 16 you either get your soul mark (in the form of your soulmates name somewhere on your body) or you become a blank, someone who doesn't have a soulmate. you've long lost any semblance of hope or comfort in the magic of soulmates, despite the fact that you have 8 of them.

content warning: swearing, mentions of sex, sexual innuendos, skz should be in horny jail, potential smut (MDNI), domestic abuse, sexual assault, implied/referenced self-harm, suicidal tendencies/thoughts, male x male relationships (skz are soulmates), polyamory, kms/kys jokes, mentions of homophobia + transphobia, lots of written parts, more to be added.

one of my recent lectures that i've been enjoying a looot. i truly recommend it.

@mazeinthemiroh >>>> all her materialist

i love their work, her reactions are really really good and well written. one of my comfort blogs tbh

that's why all her stray kids materialist is here, just so you can see and read it with your own eyes

@straylightdream >>>> 8.13

pairing: lee know × fem!reader

genre: one shot

summary: after a nightmare wakes you up your husband comforts you.

this made me cry its so good and fluffy omg

p.d: in the future new blogs are going to be added, these are my more recent and current obsessions of the month if am being honest. but they're here because of the history and the writers are doing a really really good job with their works which is highly appreciated.

♡♡ if you're one of the creators tagged here i wanna say thank you for your hard work and that i truly admire your talent and skills that give us those beautiful stories ♡♡

p.d. 2: i apologize if there are any mistakes, english is not my first language, if you find any please let me know so i can get better!

xoxo, yoon's out!

[anxiousfulltime]

*Incorrect skz*

🐥sorry I sneezed and liked all your posts

🐺 and commented damn daddy on all of them?

🐥

🐥 I have the flu

[cuddlepilefics]

SKZ Season Greetings - 6

Winter Wonderland

Bundling up in multiple layers of clothes to ward off the cold, Chan and Changbin got ready to take a trip to the store. They didn’t feel like going anywhere and also knew how contagious their illness was but they didn’t really have a choice, since everyone they knew was either sick too or busy with end of the year schedules. To make sure they didn’t spread their germs and ruin anyone else’s Christmas, they put on masks and pulled their scarfs up over the lower halves of their faces. It also helped to disguise their identities because as much as they loved Stay, they didn’t have the energy to interact with people right now. How come they hadn’t thought of stocking their dorms up earlier? They were usually well prepared long before flu season hit, so they’d be able to recover and return to their schedules quickly but this year, it had completely passed them by.

Almost as soon as the pair exited their dorm, it started to snow once again. They were lucky as it wasn’t as windy anymore and the snowflakes peacefully floated around them. It barely mattered how cold it was because the sight was so serene, it distracted them from everything else. That didn’t last long though and Chan already felt himself grow short of breath after only walking a couple of blocks. His ribs felt sore from hours of coughing and breathing seemed to require all his energy reserves. “Are you okay, hyung?”, Changbin spoke up eventually, having listened to the Aussie’s ragged breathing for a few minutes. Although Chan nodded, he slowed down significantly, his breaths dampening the mask in front of his lips, causing it to grow cold. The rapper grew worried when Chan came to a halt, one gloved hand on his chest as he coughed into his mask.

Bracing himself against a streetlight, Chan panted: “’m okay. Jus’ a little lightheaded.” Changbin hurriedly wrapped one arm around the leader’s waist, so he’d be able to catch him if he ended up fainting. Luckily, it didn’t come to that, the dark spots in Chan’s vision eventually fading though he remained a little unsteady on his feet. Changbin linked their arms to keep him from falling when they continued to walk. He couldn’t help but feel like the entire outing had been a huge mistake already and they hadn’t even made it to the store yet. Why did they decide to walk anyway? They could’ve just called a cab.

When they started to pass the first few well-decorated store fronts, Changbin remembered why they had walked there. The sight combined with the light snowfall around them was truly aesthetic and time seemed to stand still for a little while because they weren’t used to having the time to just leisurely stroll past the stores and look at the decorations. Knowing how much Felix would love it, the rapper pulled out his phone and snapped a bunch of pictures to share with his dongsaeng later. With his hands numb and trembling from the cold, he struggled to get the camera to focus but eventually got a few decent pictures.

“Would you mind if we got a cab on the way back”, Chan asked hesitantly, “My legs feel kinda weak and I’m not sure I’ll make it all the way back while carrying bags.” – “We’ll most definitely call a cab to drive us back to the dorm”, the rapper agreed as they entered the grocery store, “Just please don’t faint on me while we’re out in public. You almost gave me a heart attack earlier.” Giving an embarrassed laugh, Chan adjusted his mask and muttered: “Let’s just get this over with quick.”

They weren’t as quick as Chan would’ve liked, partly because he was still a little wobbly on his feet and partly because the warm air had made Changbin’s nose run behind his mask, making his eyes water to the point he could barely see where he was going. Hearing a wet sneeze behind him, Chan turned and realized that his dongsaeng had come to a halt, afraid he’d run into things as he pitched forward again. “Let’s add masks to the list”, Changbin sniffled miserably, “I’m so taking this one off the second we get out of here.” The leader cringed in sympathy as he placed a few boxes of tissues into their cart before also adding a pack of masks. As they continued, Chan took the other’s hand to guide him through they aisles. The Aussie was shocked just how busy it was but people were probably doing their Christmas shopping and preparing for the celebrations only a couple of days away. He wished their plans were as enjoyable because they most definitely weren’t off to celebrate. They’d either be stuck at their dorm miserably sick or trying to catch up to the tightest possible schedules that had to be postponed due to their illness.

Though it was overwhelming being stuck in such a crowed while being unwell, the buzz of shoppers actually worked in their favor. Chan and Changbin could easily blend in, everyone too hectic and focused on their shopping lists to regard them with more than a short glance. The longer they kept walking, the more Chan started to lean his weight onto the cart afraid his knees would buckle from how jelly-like they felt. When they finally found the shelves filled with canned soup, Changbin started to load cans upon cans into their cart. His head hurt the more he strained his eyes to read what was in those cans, so he eventually just started placing random ones into their cart, making sure Chan held onto it with both hands because the older looked ready to topple over.

Hearing the Aussie’s strained cough, Changbin turned and rested a hand on the leader’s back. “Maybe you wanna go outside already”, the rapper offered, “Take off that mask, get some fresh air and once you’ve caught your breath, you could call us a cab. I’ll grab more cough drops and check out as quickly as I can, yeah? Will you make it outside without collapsing?” Chan nodded urgently, letting go of their cart. Despite the mask, he pulled his scarf up further as he pushed through the crowed, trying to get out of the store fast.

Leaning his back against the building’s wall, Chan ripped off his mask and buried his face into his scarf as he kept coughing. His throat burned and eyes watered but he already felt like he could breathe a little easier now that the mask was gone. It took a couple of minutes for the fit to taper off and when it did, it left him winded, needing to catch his breath. When he finally felt like he had enough air to talk, Chan pulled out his phone and called a cab to take them home. They’d have to wait a little while but that was still better than having to walk all the way back, especially with their heavy shopping bags.

When Changbin exited the store, carrying both shopping bags in one hand and two steaming paper cups in the other, it didn’t take him long to spot Chan. The Aussie’s slumped posture easily giving him away despite the scarf and hat concealing his face. Setting down the shopping bags, Changbin urgently thrust the paper cups into Chan’s hands and tugged off his mask, so he could cup both of his over his mouth and nose to catch a rough sounding sneeze. “Bless you”, Chan commented softly but the rapper only twisted to the side again, stumbling a little as he sneezed the repeatedly.

Giving a wet sniffle, Changbin straightened back up but didn’t dare remove his hands. Luckily, Chan was quick to open one of the tissue packs they had just bought and handed his dongsaeng one, so he could clean himself up. “I got us some hot chocolate to sip on the way back”, Changbin muttered, nodding towards the paper cups. His voice was scruffy, throat still irritated from the force of his sneezes. Handing the younger one of the cups, Chan wrapped his cold hands around the other and smiled: “Great thinking. I was starting to feel a little chilled, so thanks.” – “Gosh, we’re a mess”, Changbin laughed tiredly as he raised the cup to his lips. He really hoped their cab would be there soon.

Chan was exhausted, barely clinging to consciousness as he rested against Changbin’s side. The Aussie could tell his fever was up, the trip having taken more out of him than he had expected. His dongsaeng had deliberately given him the lighter bag to carry, so he wouldn’t feel useless but wouldn’t strain himself too much either. “We’re here, hyung”, Changbin rasped, he too drained but glad to be back. The rapper stumbled a little as he climbed out of the cab, while Chan sleepily paid for their ride before following the younger. It was a struggle to get their shopping bags all the way to their friends’ dorm but they managed, impatiently waiting for someone to open the door for them as their own hands were too shaky to punch in the code.

“Need sit”, was all Chan managed to get out when Minho opened the door. The leader’s face had been drained of all color and his bag slid down his arm before hitting the ground. Though shocked, Minho was quick to wrap his arms around Chan and guide the stumbling Aussie to the living room. Plopping down on the couch, Chan pulled his scarf up as he started to cough, the sound chesty and breathless. Seungmin took a seat next to the oldest, firmly rubbing his back through the thick coat he was still wearing, while Minho removed the leader’s boots.

Hyunjin and Jisung had joined Changbin, picking up Chan’s shopping bag and helping their hyung unpack the groceries. When they were done, Hyunjin fetched Chan a glass of water, frowning that the Aussie could only go a couple of seconds without coughing. While the pair had been gone, Felix and Jeongin had set up a humidifier on the coffee table but so far it didn’t seem to help much. “How’s everyone?”, Changbin asked tiredly, “Did we miss anything while we were out?” – “Not really”, Jisung shrugged, storing away the cans of soup, “Most of us are a lot more functional after getting some rest and having medicine. Felix isn’t doing too great. He was better for a little while, so him and Jeongin made some preparations, like the humidifiers, doing a load of laundry and so on but it seemed to have been too much for Lixxie. His fever spiked again, so right now, he’s lying down in his room. Innie is with him trying to bring his fever down but he needed some space. The living room was too stuffy.”

Though his limbs were leaden, Changbin dragged his feet on, making his way to the dancer’s room at a painfully slow pace. His heart ached even more than his muscles when he slipped into the darkened room, making eye contact with Jeongin, who sat on the edge of the bed, dabbing a cold washcloth against Felix’ burning forehead. Hearing someone enter, the Aussie looked up, his eyes watering when he spotted Changbin. “Hey sunshine”, the rapper smiled sadly, trading places with Jeongin. The maknae quietly went back to the living room, curling up with Chan, while Changbin pulled out his phone to show Felix the pictures they had taken, whispering: “While we were out, I got you something that I was pretty sure would cheer you up a little. Look, it’s a true winter wonderland out there.”