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nowimsadboohoo · 8 years ago

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callout for skullknife

Edit: Dio has changed his url to skullknife

This has undergone MASSIVE edits, if you’ve read this before I recommend reading it again for updated information.

Dio has had the urls diamondcrown, gvzma, blueleadrr, kingbiker, lapislazlli, and a lot more that I can’t remember off the top of my head.

My abuser, Dio, formerly junksrats, moved blogs and deleted his old one because I kept checking it out of paranoia because he kept vaguing about me.

He still frequently vagues about me and calls me one of his “abusers”, continually trying to paint me as a bad person despite the evidence I have against him.

He is active in some kin communities, so tags for what he’s currently into right now will be included in the tags for this post.

Under the cut, I will go into more detail and provide screenshots of the things he’s done.

Warning for: sexual abuse, violence, murder mentions, drug use mentions, alcohol use mentions, emotional abuse, manipulation, gaslighting, victim blaming, misgendering mentions, transphobia mentions, etc

A note: I am psychotic as well. I have been officially diagnosed with psychotic symptoms, as well as PTSD and a few other disorders. I’m a CSA and abuse survivor, as well as more. I have violent impulses as well, he has no excuse for acting the way he does, and him blaming it on his mental illness only helps demonize people like us further.

There was no “falling out”, before I told him I wanted nothing to do with him I had recently broken up with him, because I was too stressed out by him. I tried to stay respectful and calm until the very end when he started guilting me and I was tired of his abuse.

This is not to slander him, but to hopefully make him realize his actions have consequences and he can’t keep scapegoating us and his mental illnesses forever, and if nothing else, protect people who get close to him.

Here’s proof, that he posted to his blog, that he was indeed junksrats; (x)

I’m a native person, and he claims to be at least partially native. He has no native features, and does not look native at all. (x) (x) (x) (x)

I’ve also personally met him at his house, so no, it is not just his camera.

Here he is trying to pin me and my friends as abusers when all of us have gone through the same (or worse) things that he has, as well as the fact that I have screenshots to back everything up: (x) (x) (x)

We told him he couldn’t call himself a “victim” because he wasn’t the victim in the situation. He sexually abused two of us and threatened suicide to another (I don’t have screenshots to back that up, however). (x)

Here he also blames us for his self harm. (x)

He blamed his abusive tendencies on his mental illness and refused to own up to everything he does, and then turned it around on us, essentially calling us ableist for calling out his abuse. (x)

He also flat out denies that he was manipulative and abusive, then says he wants to forget that it happened and forget about us entirely: (x)

Dio also compares me and my old friend to the abusive character from Steven Universe, Jasper, he used to identify as Lapis but has now started identifying as Jasper again despite the fact that he hated her for being abusive. (x) (x) (x) (x) (x)

I find it particularly distasteful that he, as another abuse survivor, called me and my friends, all abuse survivors of varying degrees, abusive and compared us to an abusive character for standing up to him and trying to get him to acknowledge what he’s done and change.

Violent posts he’s made where he actively threatens someone: (x)

He calls himself a “faggot” and a “b*tch”, despite being pan and transmasculine and not able to reclaim those slurs. (x) (x) (x) (x) (x)

He also identified as Jeff the Killer, a fictional murderer. He frequently created posts calling himself a killer. (x) (x) (x) (x) (x)

I wouldn’t have a problem with this if he was an attempted murder survivor, but he isn’t, and its disrespectful to people who are. Here’s a screenshot from his old ID page (a different ID was circled because of a different argument that I showed to my friend), as well as him comparing us to the character: (x) (x)

This is important for later. He hated my best friend for no reason, and claimed to be jealous of my friend even though Dio had much more than he did. In this screenshot, I was reminding him to message said friend because of something important, but he didn’t, and instead lied to me: (x)

Here, he also claimed that we sent him anon hate. It was one of my friends who did it impulsively (who later messaged him off anon, acknowledging that it was impulsive), and one friend who was off anon. I did not ask them to say anything to him, and I should not be the one being blamed for it, like he is here (he also defends himself with half-assed excuses.): (x)

After posting the first callout, he quickly got word of it and one of his friends sent me this anon: (x)

When we dated, I was in a very bad spot. I was living with my abusive half brother, who misgendered me constantly and nearly murdered me and my adoptive brother.

I tried talking to Dio about it multiple times, only for him to change the subject to himself or not try to help at all. When he did try to help, it was obvious he hadn’t been paying attention to the way I was acting. (In the final screenshot, my system member fronted and vented to him, which he ignored as well): (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x)

Here, I was having repressed memories surface. I confided in my friend (the one he hates), and you can tell he got jealous and wanted me to tell him, so he kept hounding me: (x) (x) (x) The last thing he said makes me more uncomfortable, because it genuinely felt like he was trying to manipulate me to talk to him about it, even when I said I didn’t want to.

He also claimed my old friend was abusive towards him. Said friend now has different pronouns, so please do not use she/her to refer to that friend if you do. He calls me by Sans in these, and he was confiding in one of my friends: (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x)

Here, there will be some screenshots of him threatening me and getting angry with me when I was unable to do sexual favors for him. I tried my best to act like I wasn’t scared and just go along with it, but you can tell from the use of “,,” (which is an unconscious typing thing I do) I was very nervous: (x) (x) (x) (x) Note that, even if he hadn’t gotten angry with me, I was not sober and unable to consent.

After that, he sent me this manipulative message: (x)

Here is the first apology he gave me, which I felt was not good enough, and asked that he redo it, because he simply just excused his actions without giving a sincere apology: (x)

Here is the second apology he made, in which he didn’t apologize for all the things he did to both me and my loved ones, and then afterwards deleted his account. I barely got to see it, and I was lucky to grab a screenshot before he deleted: (x)

My friend was having a civil conversation with Dio’s ex-friend, and they promised to give a link to the apology so we could see it, but then they just deleted their accounts: (x)

He has it in is byf not to screenshot his blog or vague about him, yet he constantly vagues about other people and ignores people who don’t offer politely framed criticism/anything that might ruin his public reputation. (x)

(A friend of mine sent an anon to him asking why he was dating a 14-year-old when he was going to be 17 in a few months, which he completely ignored.*) (*A note: they are no longer dating.)

He’s said and done more than this, but I cannot provide solid proof for it and I will not use it here. Just know that I have known him since 2014, and this isn’t the first time he’s done some terrible things to myself and my friends.

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