you too
Her gaze settles on me, cool and shattered.
I don’t want this life,
it chose me.
She asks why I can eat whatever I want and still look
like this.
Like she isn’t gorgeous.
It was work,
so
much
work.
And my head still aches from the hunger pains that belong in my stomach
And the caffeine will stave off this this last bit of hunger for now
until later, when it doesn’t and I will cave and I will eat and I will regret it in the depths of my stomach deeper than any food can fall as my mind closes in forgetting the sound of my fingernails against my skin as i rush for the bathroom and blood fills my hears I hope no one hears me playthemusicloudertheycan’thearPLAYTHEMUSICLOUDERTHEYWON’THEAR.
Because they were never listening in the first place.
It took work.
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Once upon a time, it was Romance...
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12th December 2013, 11:55pm
When you get excited
Over Ronald Jenkees whilst he
Transforms his keyboard
Into a guitar,
I smile fondly
And make sure you know
That I watched it all the way
Until the end.
By the way,
I really enjoyed the
Way you tried to explain
‘Star Wars’ to me.
The “Gangsta Rap Special Edition”
Video on YouTube
Really put
Intergalactic wars into
perspective for me.
These are the things
I’m going to miss.
They really are the best bits.
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If you think happiness requires you to have something big then my friend you have not tasted the real happiness.
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She had taught herself not to care anymore because those who had promised to stay had left.
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I’m having trouble sleeping, Thinking of you troubles me.
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The things you mostly want are the ones you usually don't get, like you, I want you but I can't have you.
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