#skate maloley fanfic

[lushbarb]

y/n & j | hurt.

6 months postpartum

- the day -

It was about 6 PM when he came home and I told him I needed to speak with him.

Are you okay?” He asked me.

“Yes” I tell him, knowing I’m not. My stomach is turning, my face is hot and I don’t know how to tell my husband that I know he is having an affair and I am about to leave him.

I don’t want to. At all. I love this man with everything in me. We have been through different stages of life together, watched each-other become parents, started our careers, and there’s not a day since we met that we’ve spent apart. He’s my world. My child’s father. My best friend and I can’t remember life without him. How can I leave him?

But also, how could he step out on me? On us? How could he look another woman in the eye knowing it’s not me and tell her things that only he should tell me and treat her a way he should only treat me. He made a commitment for the rest of his life to me, to us.

I can’t even think about looking at another man, let alone sleeping with one. The thought of hurting my husband makes me want to throw up.

My thoughts are interrupted by our son waking up so I bury my feelings and my thoughts because I have to be okay, I can’t let my kid see me not okay, isn’t that what being a mother is all about?

We sit on the couch and I ask my husband to join me.

My face is so hot and my stomach is doing backflips and I just want to cry looking at this man. I love him so much, how could he do this to me? But do I even want to know?

“Did you cheat on me?” I just flat out say it. What’s the point of wasting time? If I look at him any longer I’ll keep remembering how much I love him and then I’ll just give in, I know I will.

He looked shocked that I just asked like that, then he stared at me in my eyes for about 1 minute and immediately put his head down.

My heart sank. I let out a small sigh, looked down at my kid and there was the tears. I knew. He told me all I needed to know without saying a single wrong.

I had so much I wanted to say but did he deserve for me to say anything? 10 years of marriage so I felt that I deserved to speak and I needed an explanation but I didn’t want to think about it anymore. I didn’t want to think about my husband with another woman. Kissing, touching, being intimate with another woman that’s not me, his wife.

My eyes felt so low but I still looked up at him. He locked eyes with me and suddenly I saw a different person, I didn’t know him.

“I love you” he said to me, his voice choking up.

Why does it hurt me to see him hurting and upset? But I don’t know why, He hurt me. He betrayed me.

“I have so much to say and even though I don’t think I should be doing the talking, I also don’t want to hear you explain it to me because that will hurt me even more” I say. I wanted to ask you do you love me? Did our family mean anything to you? How could you ever look at someone the way you are only supposed to look at me and then come home to me? I wanted to ask that but I know you will tell me that you love me, our family means everything to you and that the affair was nothing to you and that it will never happen again but I know that it is not the truth because If it was you would never be able to do this to me” I tell him while crying. I didn’t want to cry but how could I not?

“I love you” he repeats while looking at me. “I’m sorry, I never wanted this for our son, we always said together forever and that he would see that.”

“His dad stepped out.” I bluntly say.

He wipes his face. There goes the tears. Now I’m getting angry, how are you crying when you broke our family apart?

I look at him and I can tell he is about to say something.

“You will always be the woman that was made for me. You gave me my son, a family and a new life. Some men dream about having the life I have, some men would kill for it and I took it for granted. I knew what I was doing and I didn’t stop it, I knew my family was at home and I continued it and I knew it would hurt you and a part of me didn’t care but also knew I would lose my family so I tried to hide it. “ he says.

Ouch. It hurts so bad to hear him say this but I also know it’s the truth.

“ Thank you for your honesty. I just don’t understand” I reply. We were fine one day. What did I do? What changed?

“Don-“ he tried to speak.

“What did I do to make you fall out of love with me? To make you not care about us? It’s not just me you should’ve thought about. We brought a child into this world and you should’ve thought about him, you didn’t think about him!” I cried.

“Stop blaming yourself.” He tried to move closer to me but I put a hand up to stop him.

“No. Don’t do that. You’re wrong.” I say.

He moves back to his original spot on the couch.

“Are you leaving?” He asks me. “Taking him with you?”

I look down at my son and my heart hurt. He doesn’t deserve this. He deserves for us to be a happy family and I can’t even look at my husband because I never wanted this, I don’t want our family to not be together every day but I can’t stay here, it won’t be the same.

“Yes” I tell him softly. “You know I don’t want you to feel like I am taking him from you.”

“You are, I don’t want to be without him or you.” He sits up.

“I have no choice. We talked about this before and we had a solution we both agreed on so it is not my fault you forgot about that when you decided you didn’t care to keep your family anymore.” I sharply tell him.

“Stay.” he tells me.

“No.”

“I love you.” He puts his head in his hands. “I love you.” He repeats with his head down.

“No.”

“You want to take my kid and figure it out but I don’t want to be without you.”

“Stop.” I say.

“You’re begging me to stay after you cheated on me. You’re selfish. You are still not thinking about me or our son. You were here but not here. You didn’t treat us like you loved us or wanted a family but here you are acting like you are going to miss us so bad and we aren’t even gone yet. It’s not easy for me to leave, it’s so fucking hard to look you in the eye, tell you we’re leaving and come to terms with it because I was present, I always thought about you and our kid. I don’t care for your apology because you haven’t said much about you cheating, just begging me to stay. Stop.” I say to him.

“How did you find out?” He asked me softly.

“I always knew.” I tell him. “I always knew because I was always alone, slept alone, woke up alone, watched our son grow alone, and ate dinner alone. I shouldn’t be alone if I have a husband so where is my husband? I knew right away. For the sake of our family, I always wanted to get it out of my head but the signs were all there.”

“I’m sorry for hurting you and I’m sorry I am the reason we are like this.” He tells me.

“Tell that to him.” I say to him as I stand up with our son and head to the bedroom.

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Two

Two

Wednesday---5:05 PM

“You’re late” I state flatly. A slight smirk played on their lips.

“Our apologies, the traffic is really bad and all the streets blur together. Too many numbers” the blonde boy, who my research tells me is Jack Johnson, replies flippantly as if keeping someone waiting for hours is okay.

“Let’s get this over with then,” I turn on my heel and find an empty table towards the back where it was somewhat quiet.

“Shit. You’re all business huh?” Jack G chuckled as he spun his chair around so he could straddle it.

“Yes, well, some of us have deadlines we have to keep” I shoot him a forced smile as I fished my notebook and tape recorder out of my bag. My cheeks burned as I felt his intense stare on me the entire time. What’s he looking at? Probably the monster zit that decided to rear it’s ugly head this morning. Did I put concealer on it? Shit, I can’t remember. Wait, why do I care again?

“Alright so I’m just going to ask you a series of questions, basic get to know you type stuff, then shoot a couple photos for the column and we’re free,” I rattle off as if this is the hundredth interview I’ve conducted today.

“Alright, shoot” Gilinsky replied leaning forward a bit.

“When and how did you two meet?” I ask, beginning to scribble in my notebook.

“We met way back in kindergarten, at like five years old” Johnson replied with a laugh, as if he couldn’t believe such a thing was possible.

“Yeah we were wearing the same t-shirt, both named Jack, it was fate” Gilinsky finished. I nod and scribble their answer down in my notebook.

“When did you find you had a flair for music?” I continue.

“I think J has always been musically talented, he plays piano and taught himself a lot of cool songs he liked and I basically just started laying on some vocals one day” Gilinsky replied.

“Don’t let G fool you, he was in choir in school too, he didn’t just magically start singing one day. He’s always had that talent” Johnson replied.

The next ten minutes continued with inane questions such as favorite foods, colors, embarrassing stories about one another, you name it. My internal self-righteousness was screaming; this is such a waste of time. I should be interviewing senators, Spielberg, anybody! 

By the time I reached the last question I hardly knew what I, or they, were blabbering on about anymore. All of these questions seemed to blur into the next one, so without really reading or comprehending I regurgitated the last question on the list in front of me.

“So, any burning desires in the romance department?” I asked. As the words fell from my lips I felt myself die internally. Burning desires? Asking complete strangers about their romantic life? You’ve got to be kidding me. The guys chuckled and glanced at each other before raising their eyebrows slightly. I’m embarrassed for them. 

“I thought this was just the ‘basic get to know you’ stuff,” Gilinsky teased quoting my exact words from earlier. I cringed even harder and slid down into my seat. Any further and I’ll be on the floor.

“Oh jeez, I-I’m s-sorry about that, I didn’t know they included that...” I trailed off, clearly flustered.

“Let’s just say my past was messy” Gilinsky offered trying to redirect this awful trainwreck. I half-smile politely. 

“I think I have all I need here so you guys can go” I say throwing my shit in my bag as fast as I can.

“Woah, woah, woah, didn’t you need pictures?” Johnson asked. Damnit. He was right, I did.

“Oh..yeah I guess I do, but it’s raining and disgusting outside I don’t think I’ll have the proper lighting or scene for this” I rub my forehead, actually starting to stress out because I needed these photos, my deadline was Friday.

Clearly seeing me start to have a meltdown, as indicated by my eye twitch, the guys actually did something that made me feel better.

“Hey don’t stress it, we have like a million headshots laying around we can just forward them to you” Johnson offered.

“Oh god, would you? That actually saves my ass like A LOT, you have no idea” I sigh in relief.

“Do you have a phone number or something” Gilinsky chuckled, once again catching me off guard.

“Oh, shit. Right. Uhm...hang on my journal is here somewhere..” I say desperately clawing through my bag.

“Here, just use this” Gilinsky handed me his brand new iPhone XR with the new contact screen up. I gulped, is this really happening? He just needs your e-mail for work purposes, relax crazy.

I typed my name into his phone and attached my e-mail address that I use for business related things, and tapped save. His gaze never left me the entire time I tried to remember how to spell my own name. I was so flustered and honestly unprofessional, they must think I looked like an idiot who didn’t know what she was doing.

I stood to leave and the boys held the door open for me. I shook their hands as we waited out on the sidewalk.

“Thanks for meeting with The Review, I’ll be sure to send a draft of the article to your manager once it’s done” I say, side stepping to hail a cab.

“Yeah no problem” Johnson replied breezily.

At this point I was just dying to get out of here and into a taxi where I never look back. I just want to get home, write this article, then forget I ever met them.

“Hey, I’ll be in touch about those photos” Gilinsky smirked as he leaned into the cab I was climbing into. Oh, right. I guess it’s not that easy. I waved goodbye as my taxi sped off, I glanced behind me and could still see and feel Gilinsky’s intense stare for blocks.

I leaned my head against the scratchy vinyl seats of the cab and exhaled deeply. Well that was incredibly awkward. At least the hard part is over. I arrive at my apartment and set all of my things down on the bar. I slump onto my couch to take a breather. My phone pinged with a notification, so I unlocked it to see the little “1″ on my mail app. There in bold letters was an e-mail “From: Jack Gilinsky”

Hey y/n,

I’ve attached the headshots that you needed, let me know if you need any others.

It was great meeting you today, take care.

-Jack Gilinsky

Phew. There it was. A strictly professional e-mail just following up with what we had discussed, nothing weird. This is fine, all of that was in my head and I don’t have to see his god-like face again. I will be flustered no more! Then I scrolled and saw it.

P.S.

If you’re wanting to know more about my current dating life, a private interview can be arranged. Be in touch xxx.

And there it was. In small print at the bottom of his perfectly professional e-mail. a “P.S.” A post script. P.S. never adds anything good to a letter. It’s where you add everything you really want to say, or is too hard/risque to say in the main body of the letter. An offer to meet him, privately. Why did he have to bold the world private? Why three kisses at the end? That is what “x, x, x” stands for. Maybe he’s just being sociable after his time in Europe. That’s probably what it is, this wasn’t meant to be anything and I don’t have to do anything about it. I’ve got what I need to finish my assignment and that’s the end of it.

Right?

[omaha-imagines]

Hi, surprise.

I haven’t been writing at all lately, and I found inspiration to do so again. But this time I’m making it a fan fiction on Wattpad.

Beneath Your Beautiful, Skate Maloley fan fiction.

There’s a little description at the end of this post, for if you’re interested in this story!

I’ll be posting the first chapter a couple days after this, once I feel like enough people have seen it, hehe :)

This may seem like a really cliché story. I’m trying to keep it cute, but still not too predictable.

Follow my Wattpad to stay updated: OGOCOMA

I’d love to hear your excitement or not-excitement about the story! But thank you for reading my imagines, anyways. I always appreciate it and love writing for you.

You know those groupie stories where someone goes to a concert, they get asked backstage and somehow they hook up with their favorite celebrity?

Okay, this may or may not be just another one of those stories.

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Vienna has a specialty for sexual intercourse and keeps everything in her life on a roll.

But when she sees Skate all she wanted was him in her bed.

When he sees Vienna all he wanted was her in his bed.

The two meet and- well, you guessed it. Nothing wrong with a little meaningless sex here and there.

But was it really as meaningless as they thought?

[buttercupmendes]

Your Children at Halloween pt 1

Masterlist: http://buttercupmendes.tumblr.com/post/153203411011/butercupmendesmasterlist

Cameron Dallas:

Nash Grier:

Jack Johnson:

Hayes Grier:

Jack Gilinsky:

Taylor Cannif:

Matt Espinosa:

Shawn Mendes:

Aaron Carpenter:

Jacob Whitesides:

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He confesses his love on Twitter | Aaron Carpenter

[basiccortez]

Found you on wattpad 😉

fuck me that was quick. don’t bully me for the Skate Maloley fanfic. twas a dark time in high school.

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this boy 😍😍 omg who's watching "13 Reasons Why" on netflix??????

[ourdaddyluh]

It's just a one night thing - ch3 dluh

It’s been a year since I’ve seen Derek. Do I still think about him? Maybe, but it doesnt matter anymore considering I have a boyfriend now. We’ve been dating for 5 months, and don’t get me wrong, I love him, but he has a tendency of being a real dick and a little agressive from time to time which sometimes makes me want to leave him, but I don’t and I don’t know why. Maybe it’s the fact that I have someone that cares about me and I haven’t had that for a while and I love the feeling of being wanted? We met in China, he was backpacking with some of his friends and I ended up tagging along with them and one thing led to another and now I’m living with him in LA. I know that moving in with someone after 5 months is early, but where am I suppose to go? Back home? I don’t think so, not now anyways. “Babe?” I hear someone yell from the kitchen. “Could you come here for a second?” I groaned and got out of my bed lazily. “What?” I asked entering the kitchen wearing a pair of shorts and a oversized t-shirt. “We don’t have any milk nor bread, could you go buy some?” Connor closed the door to the fridge to earn an annoyed look from me. “What?” “Did you really just asked me to come here for that?” He stared at me as if he didn’t understand what he did wrong. “Why don’t you just go yourself? I always go and you always end up whinning at what I bring back.” “It’s not my fault if you never bring back good food.” Here it goes, another stupid argument because he’s too lazy to move his ass. “I’m not in the mood for this.” I grabbed my wallet and bag and headed out the door not listening to whatever he had to say. I started the engine to my car and drove to the grocery store.

I went down all the ails buying what we needed and a little more including a bucket of chocolate ice cream that I could dig in when I get back to the appartment. As I was walking to the cash register I bumbed into someone quite tall and I quickly apolagized before looking up at the stranger. “Hey I know you.” The stranger blured out. I thought for a second and realised he was Nate, one of Dereks friend. “Y/n right?” “And you’re Nate.” I smiled back. “How are you?” “I’m great, what about you, finished traveling the world?” “No,” I chuckled. “I still have a lot more places I need to see.” I couldn’t help but ask my next question. “So how’s Derek?” “Good…” i saw the hesitation in his eyes. “I mean it’s Derek, you never really know with him.” I nodded my head understandably. I wonder if he remembers me? “Hey, we’re having a party tomorrow night, you should come. I’m sure everyone would like to see you again.” He said genuienly. “Sure, do you mind if I bring a plus one?” “Sure, is she hot?” Nate smirked as I shook ny head. “No, It would be my boyfriend.” “Oh.” Nate did look a little surprise but he said it was fine and with that we said our goodbyes and I headed back to my place.

“Connor, what are your plans tomorrow night?” He pushed back his black hair out of his face as he turned to look at me sitting on our bed. “What did you have in mind?” He walked towards me, his towel wrapped around his hips. He had just gotten out the shower and he looked peticularely hot in the moment. “I bumped into an old friend at the grocery store and he invited me to his party and you’re also invited.” He cupped my face in his hands and slowly kissed my lips. “Why don’t we just stay in tomorrow night and watch a movie?” “Because I want to see my friends.” He seemed a little annoyed, I knew he didn’t want to go, he’s a spoiled child and the only parties he’s been too are the ones where you dress fancy and talk and hold a glass of champagne, and let me just say that it’s extremely boring. “Please.” I begged putting my hands over his. He rolled his eyes but gave in. “Only because I love you.” “Yes.” I squealed, I usually don't even like partying but for some reason I couldn't wait to go, plus I missed getting drunk.

_______________________________________ Y/N party outfit: ( https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/736x/14/dc/dc/14dcdcc7083048e4ca185df1ee65fd56.jpg )

As I got ready for the party, my mind couldn’t stop thinking about seeing Derek again, is that wrong of me? My thoughts were cut off by Connor walking in as I finished curling my hair into lose curls. “Y/N, you are not going out looking like that.” “Like what?” I asked not really knowing what was wrong with my outfit. “You look like a slut.” He spat. “Excuse me, but I think I’m old enough to chose my own outfit.” I shot angry at his choice of words. He had no right to call me a slut especially if I’m not wearing clothes that are showing my ass or boobs. I looked at my golden dress and didn’t see what the problem was. “Your dress is way to short and your heels make you look like a hooker.” “Oh my god, I can’t believe you just said that.” I grabbed my purse and pushed by him. “If you are going to be a dick to me then you should stay here bacause I don’t want to deal with any of your shit.” “Wait!” He grabbed my arm and made me turn around. “Fine, I won’t say anything about how you look for tonight.” I sighed happy that this time I won this argument. “Okay, now lets go.”

I stared at the house in front of me in awe. This is where Nate lives? Jeasus! I could hear music blasting from outside and I was ready to get myself a drink. I walked inside and automatically walked to the kitchen which was passed the living room like I had guessed. “You came!” I looked to where the voice came from and smiled when I saw who it was. “Hey Nate.” He came for a hug but Connor pulled me away from him and locked his arm around my waist. Nate looked between the two of us awkwardly and I just rolled my eyes. “You must be Y/N’s boyfriend.” Nate smirked at Connor who just huffed and pulled me closer. “Anyways, do you want a drink?” Nate turned his attention back to me. “I’ll take care of bringing a drink to my girlfriend.” Connor shot him a glare. “I’ll be right back.” As soon as he was far away for him not to hear us Nate spoke up. “Some guy you have there.” “He can be sweet.” Nate didn’t seem to be at all convinced and to be honest, I wasnt either. “But he’s a prick most of the time.” “Then why are you with him?” “I mean, I still love him in some twisted way.” Nate was about to say something but Connor came back wrapping his arm around my waist. “So what where you guys talking about?” Before I could tell him a lie I heard a familiar voice behind me. “Yo Skate!” My heart stopped and it took all my strength to turn around and meet the guy I haven’t seen in so long. “You’ll never believe what just- Y/N.” We stared at one another for a while, we were suppose to never see eachother again yet here we were, face to face and for a moment I felt like we were alone in the room. “Who’s this?” Connor asked. Great I had forgotten he was also here. “Who are you?” Derek locked his eyes on Connors arm wrapped around my waist and his jaw clenched. “I’m Connor, Y/N’s boyfriend.” “Oh…” Something changed in Derek’s expression but it soon changed into a smirk. “Your taste changed quite a lot.” He told me before walking away. I didn’t want him to leave, I wanted to know what happened in his life since our last incounter, how he was doing, but I soon realised that I shouldn’t be feeling this way, especially since I had a boyfriend. But for some reason I always cared about Derek. “What did he mean by that?” My boyfriend asked snapping me out of my thoughts. “Nothing.” I chugged down and slid out of his grip to get myself another drink. “Nate, distract Connor for a second, I have to do something.” He nodded his head and made his way to the pretty boy sipping his beer. I quickly slid threw the door going to the backyard and saw Derek sitting on the side of a fire with a girl.“ "What was that back there?” I asked him annoyed. “What are you talking about?” He acted stupid. “Your taste changed quite a lot.” I said in a deep voice to imitate him. “Couldn’t you be like a normal person for a second and just ask me ‘how are you?’” “How are you Y/N?” He asked a playfull smile glued to his face. “I’m good, what about you?” “I’m great.” “Good. Now i’m going to head back to Connor, I’ll see you later.” “Y/N?” I turned around to look at him. “I’ll text you later? Maybe catch up sometimes?” “I’d like that.”

“There you are.” Connor hugged me from behind. “I’ve been seaching for you everywhere and that Nate guy was annoying me as fuck.” I rolled my eyes. I feel like if I keep rolling them, they’ll stay stuck. “Can we go back to the apartment, I don’t really like these people. "But we got here like 2 hours ago can’t we stay longer?” “Not unless you want to walk back to the apartment?” “Fine, I’ll crash here then.” “That wasn’t in the choice of answer.” He said grabbing me by the arm and pulling me out of the house earning some worried looks from KDL and Nate. “Let go of me.” I tried getting out of his grip once we were outside. “You’re hurting me.” I yelled earning his attention. “This is your fault, if you would’ve just came like I told you too.” “For gods sake Connor, I don’t belong to you, you can’t control me! Ever since we moved in together you’ve been acting like a real bitch and it’s really annoying me.” “Oh and you haven’t been acting like a bitch.” I wanted to punch him, insult him and go back inside but I was too tired of this bullshit to say anything. “We’ll talk about this tomorrow now get in the car.”

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The Runner

Chapter Seventeen (Ashley)

“Sam, I just want to go to bed.” I said as he pushed passed me. 

He went directly for the living room and ignored me. I really had no choice but to listen to him since I knew he wouldn’t leave until I did. He sat there with his hands together as he rested his arms on his thighs. He looked at the ground, took a deep breath before standing up. 

“We tried to stop you.” He said, looking at me. 

I stood there confused as I tried to figure out what he was talking about but I couldn’t. 

“What?” I asked. 

“Well...Nate tried to stop you.”

“Stop me from what?”

Sam started pacing as he tried to find the words. If this was such a big deal, I don’t understand why Sam was even doing it. Clearly it’s something he shouldn’t be saying but it’s too late now. There’s no way I’m letting him leave without explaining.

“He tried to stop you from getting on that plane three years ago. None of us wanted you to go so Nate and I headed to the airport to stop you but by the time we got there, you had already taken off. We were too late.”

“He was there...” I said. 

I meant to say it to myself since I really needed to understand the situation. I sat at in the airport for so long, waiting for him before giving up and checking in. I needed to hear the word “Stay” come from his mouth to convince myself it was the right decision but when he didn’t show, I took that as a sign that LA was where I needed to be.

“And whatever he told you in the closet tonight, he was going to tell you in the airport three years ago but he never got the chance. Ash, Nate lo-”

“Wait,” I said, cutting Sam off. “What are you talking about? Nate didn’t know Bailey back then...”

“Okay...now I’m confused.” Sam said. “What did Nate say to you in the closet?”

“That he actually wants to make things work with Bailey...”

I watched as Sam’s eye widened and I couldn’t help but think that was how I looked when Nate told me. I didn’t think the day would come where Nate would actually want to be faithful to someone but if it was going to be anyone, I’m glad he’s doing it with my best friend. The thought of her getting hurt by him made me want to kill him.

“I’ve got to go.” Sam said, running out of the house.

I stood in my living room and didn’t know what to do. This whole situation was confusing me and I didn’t understand what I was supposed to do next. Should I let it go? Should I talk to Nate about it? I headed upstairs to get ready for bed when my phone went off. 

“It’s official! I’m dating Nate!”

If you’ve ever had your heart broken, you know exactly how I’m feeling right now.

A/N: I hope you liked it! Leave a comment in my ask if you’d like!

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Masterlist

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Imagines:

Derek Luh:

Music Teacher*

Surprise Visit*

Nate (Skate) Maloley:

none yet

Dillon Rupp:

none yet

Sammy Wilkinson:

none yet

John (Swazz) Swift:

none yet

Jack Gilinsky:

none yet

Jack Johnson:

One Week*

Gif/Texts/Social Media Posts - AUs:

Gifs:

Tour Life - John Swift (Swazz)

Hate - Derek Luh

Social Media Posts:

Officially Mines - Derek Luh 

Texts/FaceTime:

FaceTime - Derek Luh

Take a Break - Dillon Rupp

Cheater - Jack Gilinsky

I Need Help - Nate Maloley

Fanfic/Mini-Series:

nothing yet, but coming soon

[yourescapetofiction]

The Tides Have Turned-Part 20 (Finale)

A/N: This is my old work, The Tides Have Turned. It is a complete story that I am reposting on this blog so the work isn’t lost and can be found for those interested :)

Twenty

Y/n’s POV

I took Nate by the hand and led him through the sliding glass doors, the others giving me a look of hope muddled with fear. We took the steps down to the path that leads to the beach, as we have done so many times before.

We walk in silence, arms swinging by our sides. A sea breeze had kicked up and was blowing our hair around, the smell of salt permeating the air. We trudged through the sand until we came to the where the water was lapping at the shore.

I stared out at the sea for a moment, formulating the words I wanted to say in my head. Nate remained in silence, clearly as uncomfortable as I was.

“Nate…” I begin, but trail off, bracing myself for the loaded conversation to ensue.

“What happened back there?” I say completely exasperated. Nate finally removed his eyes from the ocean to look at me.

“I just had a slip up, that’s all” he said, returning his attention elsewhere. I shook my head at his response. Really? He’s going to be the strong, silent type right now?

“A slip up? Nate you almost died!” I start to raise my voice.

“YOU THINK I DON’T KNOW THAT?!” he whipped around, yelling at me. I was physically taken aback, I have never heard Nate yell like that, and certainly never towards me. He pinched the bridge of his nose before continuing.

“That was the scariest situation I have ever been in, and I’m pissed at myself that I let it get that bad” he yells, becoming worked up.

“Why did you start messing with that shit in the first place? You know you could have come to any of us. And me! You know you can come to me with anything Nate, and yet you didn’t. You took it upon yourself to mess with some fucked up shit. It hurts to know that you didn’t talk to me” I accuse, feeling myself get angry and upset.

“You really believe that I could talk to you, don’t you?” he said coming a little closer. He was steaming.

I crossed my arms and gave him a look.

“I couldn’t fucking talk to you about this stuff, because you’re the reason it happened in the first place!” he yelled. He was becoming so heated I was convinced the whole beach could hear us now. I felt like I had been shot in the chest. His words stung, and I was no longer looking at the Nathan I once knew.

“You don’t get to say that shit to me,” I say in shock. I was doing everything in my power to not cry.

He ran his hands through his hair feverishly, before rubbing his jaw, the stubble from yesterday still evident.

“If anything, it’s that bitch Jessica that messed you up!” I yell shoving his chest. There was no way he was going to blame me for his poor decisions. Anger flickered in his eyes. He began to pace, and was storming away trying to get out of this fight. His temper got the better of him though, because he stopped to turn around and yell some more.

“It’s not about Jessica! Don’t you get it?! It’s YOU! It’s always been you!” he screams, his face was red and flushed.

“You can’t fucking accuse me of being the reason you got hooked on drugs Nate! That’s you, all you” I yell back, a tear slipping from the corner of my eye. I wiped it away harshly, I was not going to let him see me cry.

“It’s not like that,” he said a little quieter, but still angry.

“Then what is it like Nate? Get it all out in the open. Destroy me, I’m an easy target” I say bracing myself for the threatening blow to our friendship.

“I’m in love with you!” he shouts before pacing a few steps away, and then back again. My heart was thumping in my chest, I was trying desperately to register what he had said.

“Fuck, I’m in love with you,” he says again fidgeting with his hair, refusing to look at me.

“It’s always been you. Not Jessica, not the other girls, you” he spoke quickly.

“Then you let me in, let me get close to you. I fucking relished our time, knowing I would never have you. The idea of you and Gilinsky, or you and Sam, kills me. But I need you to be happy, I need to know that.”

I stood completely still, I couldn’t move even if I wanted to. I just let him speak.

“Then you ended things between us, and it fucking broke me” his voice hitched in his throat.

“I tried to replace you with other things, sex, drugs, you name it. But nothing was working, I couldn’t feel anything. I took it too far, I had to drown out this feeling. I couldn’t have you leave me.”

“Don’t leave me,” he sobbed, finally breaking. He sunk to his knees in the sand, his hands covering his face.

Nate was broken, and I was the reason. It sat with me like a bad taste, I had to fix this. I couldn’t bear to see a man break down and cry, let alone someone I loved so deeply. I dropped to me knees beside him, and pulled him into my chest.

He didn’t even resist, just rested his dark head against me and sobbed into his hands. I could feel him quiver with each breath he took, the deep groans escaping his lips. His warm tears rolled down my bare skin, and I held him tighter.

I wrapped my arm around his face, holding his hair tightly. My other hand laid flat against his back, and I just soothed him until I could feel his breathing return to normal.

He lifted his head slightly to look at me, his eyes glassy with tears in them. His pink lips parted slightly, but I wouldn’t let him speak. I kissed his lips with such neediness. I needed him to know that I felt the same, that everything will be okay. I rested my forehead against his as he breathed deeply. He grabbed the back of my head tightly and kissed me again with more passion than I have ever experienced in my life.

Sam’s POV

The Jacks and I stood at the windows, watching the scene unfold before us on the beach. It was like watching a silent movie, and trying to piece together the emotions that went with the action. They had been arguing quite animatedly, but now I was forced to watch them embrace in the most passionate kiss I’ve ever seen. I can’t lie, it hurt.

“What do you think they’re saying?” G said trying to get closer to the glass.

“I don’t know, but it just got more intense” J said referring to the kiss.

I couldn’t bear to watch any longer, so I pulled away from the glass and went upstairs to my room.

Y/n’s POV

“Come on, babe. It’s okay, no more tears” I say helping Nate to stand. I wiped his eyes with my thumb, before cupping his face and kissing him once more.

“I love you” he breathed.

“And I love you,” I return intertwining our fingers together. He pulled me into his side, holding me tightly, as we walked back towards the house. He nuzzled my neck once, before we slid open the doors and lost our moment of intimacy.

“Hey, look who it is” J said rounding the corner from the kitchen.

“Hey J” I smile sweetly.

“You two look happy” G said coming in to join us.

“Yeah, we will be. Together” I smile up at Nate who squeezed me tighter.

“Congrats, man” J said to Nate pulling him in for a tight hug. We all hugged, relieved that the anger and sadness was absolved from our group. Or so we thought.

“You might want to tie up one more loose end,” J said with worry on his face, motioning upstairs to the one person that was missing. Sammy.

I squeezed my eyes shut tightly and sighed.

“Oh, Sammy” I breathed, my heart twisting in pain for an entirely different set of reasons. I loved Sammy, but it was not the same love I had for Nate.

“We should go talk to him” I look up at Nate.

“Yeah, together” he said before leading me up the stairs.

“Sammy, I-” I said opening the door to his room. I looked around to find it barren.

“All of his things are gone” Nate said furrowing his brows. We rifled through his drawers, nothing. No clothing, no phone charger, or shoes.

I looked at Nate in confusion. Something caught my eye on the vanity, a white piece of paper, haphazardly torn from a notebook. I walked closer and recognized the handwriting immediately.

You guys truly look happy together, and I’m so glad that two of the most important people in my life are happy together. Y/n, I’m just sorry that couldn’t be me. I don’t think I can be around that for a while, so I booked myself a ticket back home.

Have a good time with the guys, before you know it, it’ll be like I was never there.

All my love,

Sammy

Tears welled in my eyes as I read the note, Nate reading over my shoulder. I crumpled the paper to my chest before looking at him.

“We have to go after him” I say before running downstairs. Nate grabbed the keys, his wallet, and anything else he would need.

“What’s going on?” J asked eating an apple.

“Sammy went MIA” I said gathering my things. They looked at us in shock.

“We have to get him back!” I shout before running out the front door. Nate drove us to th airport as fast as he humanly could.

We arrived shortly after that, and Nate parked in a temporary spot with fifteen minutes allowance. We didn’t even care about a fine at this point, we had to find our friend. We stormed through the vast airport, desperately searching

“Do you see him?” Nate asked, standing on a chair to get a better look. I spun around in circles, until I saw the tall, slender frame I would recognize anywhere.

“There Nate” I point. He moved to walk towards him but I stopped him with a hand to his chest.

“Let me,” I say and he just nods.

“I’ll be at the car,” he said placing a kiss to my head.

I walked closer to one of my best friends.

“Sammy,” I say and his head snapped up in surprise to see me.

“What are you-” he began to question.

“Don’t leave” I beg, my eyes pleading with him. He shut his eyes tightly.

“I can’t, I don’t think I-” he stuttered.

“Sam, I love you, I do, but leaving is not the answer” I say holding his forearms. He breathed heavily, but let me continue.

“I’m sorry for all the shit I’ve put you through, but our family is nothing without you. Don’t leave us” I say again. “I shouldn’t have started that whole thing with you, it’s not right,” I start to stammer, desperate for the words. He put his hand up to stop me.

“It’s not your fault. I suppose I was quick to jump into something too. I think I was just lonely, and seeing how much you and Nate were in love with each other just got to me” he says.

“Sammy, you know you have a very special place in my heart” I say standing on tiptoes to engulf him in a hug. He squeezed me tightly, and breathed me in.

“The same goes for you baby girl” he said. “Now let’s get out of here, and get this vacation back on the road” he smiles that beautiful Sammy smile that I love. I wrap my hand around his waist and walk him back to the car where Nate was waiting.

Without speaking any words, Nate and Sam bro-hugged it out. Weeks of emotions pouring out. We climbed back in the car and ventured back to the beach house.

“Hello?” I call out. No answer. The guys looked at me in just as much confusion.

“Wait, there,” Nate said pointing through the glass. The figures of seven boys evident on the beach.

We journeyed outside where they were all sitting in the sand, a perfect row. We sat down beside them, Nate and Sammy on either side of me, and they all leaned forward shooting us genuine smiles. It was beginning to become dusk, and we sat furrowed in the sand staring at the watercolor that was the sky.

Colors of all magnitude were vividly swirled through the sky. I breathed in a deep sigh of contentment, resting my head on Nate’s shoulder.

Here we were, back to day one, all of us together on the beach. I was surrounded by my closest friends, and in one of my favorite places on Earth. Only this time, a promising relationship formed as well.

Regarding friendship, the tides have turned.

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Part 1

Y/N’s POV

When I returned to the house with Chipotle, Skate was gone. And it’s better he was.

I stared at my taco, not minding the boys yelling and burping in my face. ‘Y/N, what’s wrong?’ Johnson asked me.

Everything’s wrong.

‘Hmm? Nothing.’ I quickly said.

He sighed. ‘It’s Skate, isn’t it?’

‘Wow shit, that obvious?’ I sarcastically said. ‘He went to see Ana, am I right?’ I asked Jack. I tried to keep the level of jealousy inside of me.

Johnson seemed like he didn’t want to answer. He nodded anyways. ‘Y’all gossiping about Skate?’ John asked as he sat next to us.

G and Sammy were playing Fifa and didn’t mind us. ‘Yeah,’ I chuckled.

‘He likes you, Y/N. He really does.’ Swazz said. ‘He just... doesn’t show it.’

I furrowed my brows and asked uninterested, ‘But him and Ana are dating, right?’

Swazz and J both laughed out loud. ‘By dating he probably means fucking her brains out day and night.’ Swazz said, making me a little uncomfortable with his use of words. ‘Sorry,’ he said.

‘What he meant is that they’re just Friends With Benefits.’ Jack corrected. ‘Everyone knows how much he likes you.’

‘Except for you.’ Swazz added.

Their words hit me, but I still didn’t believe it for shit. ‘Skate doesn’t cuff. Everyone knows that.’ I replied.

Both of the boys sighed. ‘That’s why he’s hooking up with Ana. To stay away from you; to convince himself he doesn’t need you.’ Johnson told me.

I pinched the bridge of my nose, ‘I don’t know what to believe anymore.’

‘Believe us.’ Swazz said.

‘I can’t! I can’t believe that Skate actually wants to be with me. I can’t believe he actually likes me. He has been playing around for months now and when I just started to realize that I like him, he just... runs away.’ I burst out.

‘That’s what he does. He runs away from the things he enjoys, because they’re not his priority.’ Swazz explained. ‘I don’t know why, but he just does.’

‘All it takes for you is to see through his act.’ Johnson said.

‘Yo, guys...’ Gilinsky interrupted. ‘he’s home.’

‘I’m leaving.’ I quickly got up, wrapped my untouched food back in the paper and grabbed my bag.

Swazz trapped me against the counter and whispered, ‘You’re not leaving. Think about what we just told you. We’re his best friends, why would we lie about Skate’s happiness?’

‘Sup,’ Nate came in himself and looked at Swazz and I being in a really awkward position. ‘what’re you doing, man?’

‘Y/N and I kick it off pretty well.’ He smirked at me and I furrowed my brows.

He leaned in to whisper something in my ear, ‘Act along and laugh like I just said something really funny, it’ll kill him.’ I did as he said and actually genuinely laughed. This is ridiculous.

‘You don’t do that, bro.’ Nate walked towards us, pushing away his best friend carefully.

‘Why not, man? If you’re stupid enough to let her go, then we get to enjoy, right?’ He looked at me and I smiled.

‘Y/N, word with you, please.’ He walked up to his room, waiting for me to follow him.

I took a step and Swazz swerved his arm around my waist, making me stand still. ‘Nah, man.’

‘You’re fucking kidding,’ Nate coldly chuckled as he stood in front of the stairs. ‘both of you are fucking kidding.’

The room went dead silent and the boys even paused the game. ‘Y/N, you’re really that-’

‘Finish that. I fucking dare you, Skate.’ I said through gritted teeth.

‘-easy?’ I clenched my jaw. 

‘Skate man, you’re the one who let her go.’ Swazz interrupted. ‘Y/N is allowed to have a little fun.’

‘A little fun with you? The only one she should be having fun with is me.’

‘Why you?’

‘Because I fucking like her!’ He burst out yelling.

I furrowed my brows and harshly swallowed. Swazz let go of me and Nate went up to his room. ‘Nate...’ I said, dropping the whole act.

I ran after him and before he closed the door in front of my nose I ran into his room. ‘You can’t fucking do that.’ He said.

‘We’re not doing anything! It was all a joke. Swazz wanted to test you out.’

‘Why the fuck would he do that?’

‘Because he needed proof that you liked me!’ I yelled back. ‘I was so fucking upset, and I talked to Johnson and Swazz about it and they told me all the things I never even imagined about you.’

‘Is it really that hard for you to believe that I like you?’

‘Yes! You know why? Because we’ve been playing around for months without even knowing what it is, and just when I thought we could be something, you fuck around with this other chick.’

He didn’t say anything. ‘Speaking of, how was Ana’s afternoon fuck?’ I clenched my jaw and licked my lips, waiting for his answer.

‘I didn’t went to see her.’ He quietly said. ‘I-I just drove for a bit, clearing my mind.’

I didn’t say anything and he continued, ‘I’ve been trying to get you off my mind by sleeping with Ana. But it didn’t work for shit,’ he chuckled without humor. ‘at the end of the day I still want you in my bed, not her.’

‘Just say it.’ I told him, ‘If you like me, just say so and I’m yours.’

‘I really, really fucking like you, Y/N,’

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✖SWEATS and SLOUCHING✖️

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“You dressed like that for lunch?” I’m not trying to say she look bad…she looks damn good in that dress but it’s dress lunch.

“Don’t start with me Nate.” She brushed her hair not caring at all about how I feel about her wearing this dress.

My hands find their place on her curvy waist. “It’s just lunch ma, why you gotta dress all sexy for.” I gave her neck a few kisses before stepping away.

She puts her brush down and walks to the closet, her hips swinging from left to right. “I like to dress up…plus I wore this dress for you.”

She winks as she bends down sexily to reach for her heals. The way her back was arch had me think about fucking her right on the floor.

Y/N grabs her nude heels and gets up. “Help me.” She pouts, this girl knows I’ll do anything for her. I’m weak when it comes to my baby.

I take the heels out her hand and sit on the edge of the bed. Her short self stands in front of me. My eyes wonder down to her thick thighs.

I kissed her inner right thigh before grabbing her right foot. “Can’t you pull this down a bit?” I look up at her.

“No Nate just deal with it.” She fingers my hair. “As long as you act right in public I won’t have to fuck no one up.” I told her she pulls on my hair.

My girl loves to dress sexy no matter where she goes, she loves her body so I don’t blame her but dudes be staring to hard. Some of them almost be breaking their necks just to look at Y/Ns ass.

“What you mean?” She can’t tell me she don’t know what I mean.

I move onto her left foot before speaking. “The way you walk mami, the way you be sitting. I know you don’t do it on purpose but please today slouch.” I laugh at my words and so does she.

“I’m not the one that needs to behave, it’s you.” As a thank you for helping her with her heels she kiss my lips.

“If I dude says shit to you I’m going off Ma.” She rolls her eyes at my words and takes my hand.

“Let’s go babe.” She says in a sing song tome, holding my hands as we walked out the apartment.

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While I drove to the restaurant Y/N and I vibe out to Lil Uzi while she touched up her pretty face.

“You don’t need all that shit babe.” I tell her while bouncing my head to “Team Rocket”.

“It’s just lipstick Hun.” She closes her mirror and rests her hand my left thigh. “I love your bare face.” I blew her kiss.

“You love on anything.” She grins at me.

“Getting these hundreds I count it, what you want watch me just count it” we both rap out the first verse together.

“All of my diamonds outstanding don’t want to sit on the dick then just stand bitch.” I let Y/N rap the next line which is her favorite.

I glanced at her with a huge smile on my face, it turns me on when I see her like this plus she’s wearing that tight ass nude dress.

We both continued to rap out lil Uzi’s lyric. When we got to a red light I took Y/Ns hand and looked her.

“Like uh girl you to late, you ain’t got no taste. Driving to the bank, I can’t close my safe. Y/N be my bae!” I rapped my favorite line off the song to her, of course replacing lil Uzi’s girlfriends name to my girls name.

She couldn’t stop smiling and I was glad. “Babe! That was so cute!” She gushed with her hand in my hair.

I smirked loving her reaction and pulled into the gas station real quick to fill up the tank.

She turns down the music when I pulled up to pump five. “Can I get a snack?” She whispers already knowing what my answer will be.

“Mama we’re bout to eat tho.” I reminded her but the way she was looking at me right now, I couldn’t say no.

“Fine, get me something too.” She shakes her head with a smile, I give her some cash and she gets out the car and so do I.

I watch from the car as she walks into the little store. Some guy that was walking out held the door open for her with a big ass smile on his face.

I rolled my eyes and told my self not to fuck him up for that. I take my wallet and grabbed my card and continued on with filling up the tank.

I rushed because Y/N was taking too long in there so I only filled it up half way. Once I was done I headed inside in search for her.

I checked each aisle until I seen her by the drinks in the far back.

I walked over to her and started her when I slapped her ass. “Nate!” She screams! “Now how you know that was me?” I placed my hand on the small of her back.

“Cause a guy would be to stupid to that shit to me, I don’t play.” Mhmmm God I love her attitude.

“They better.” I grab her chin and kissed her. I looked down at her hand and saw a honey bun and a snickers bar.

“You got enough shit let’s go.” I take the things out her hand and we head to the front.

We walked past two old men who were staring her down. “You gonna quit looking at my girl while in here.” I spoke out and I felt a gentle touch on my shoulder.

“Calm down Nate.” She says soothing and I nods. The old men back away, I place the snacks on the counter.

“You ok?” It really bothers me how they look at her, like she’s some fresh meat.

“I’m fine babe.” She tells me and latches herself to me. I payed for the food and we slaked out back to the car.

“Next time wear sweats and one of my hoodies.” She taught my ass was joking but I wasn’t. She need to hide all them curves form these creeps out here.