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ok I’m still not over sth a friend said to me when we were talking abt. Recent Life Events.
#sitting in the corner. excuse me#sorrryyyyyyyyy idm to vague on here lmao but i need to like. put my thoughts together ig and im not at THAT bit of uh. does it count as#trauma???? whatever lol I haven’t hit that bit of strider lore w my new therapist lmao#like. yeah that really is the natural conclusion of THAT thought pattern. + ik they’d deny it if I ever tried to discuss it w them#but whateverrrrrrrrrrr#im staying sillyyyyyyyyyyyyy#and i have a knight to try to fuck anyways im not gonna worry abt whatever the fuck they’re doing now lol#August/September as a concept is literally the only thing keeping me going this year lmaoooooo it’s been SOO BAD. and it’s been bad for#like EVERYONE in my life. or at least extremely weird lmao#*** ****** im buying another necklace from u for SUREEEEEE I cannot get over ‘😏 yeah that fits’ WHAT WAS THAAAAAAAAT HELLO?????????#would it be normal to ask him to help me put the necklace on. I’m gonna be wearing claws I could get away with it.#TONAL SHIFT IN THE STRIDER VENT POST LMFAO. SOZ.#shoutout to knights for keeping me sane fr that immediately lightened my mood godsbless. im such a fag for that man#and his aquiline nose. godsssssssss.#every time the jousting troupe posts pics of him being a dramatic bitch on horseback……. posted For Me(tm)
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Wow!!!
#he LOVES the heating pad#Caboose is very polite but he VERY firmly kept trying to nose his way behind me#while Miss Babey was sitting on me in that corner#normally he doesn't bother her bc she'll cuss and growl at him#but EXCUSE me!!! its HIS turn with the sofa corner!!
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Spoilers for Transformers One.
On the one hand, I do think Orion was right when he said "rebuilding Iacon cannot begin with an execution" (they'd just thoroughly trounced Sentinel in every way, he wasn't a threat anymore, there wasn't an immediate need to kill him beyond the desire for revenge).
On the other hand, on a purely visceral level I do not have a problem with Sentinel getting ripped in half because fuck that guy lmao. Get your revenge, Dee, you deserve it.
But on the other other hand, I do believe that Orion's actions were motivated not by any desire to save Sentinel, but by concern for Dee. (I think these posts make a good point about that; it doesn't seem that Orion was even deliberately trying to sacrifice himself when he got shot, I think he just wanted to get between Dee and Sentinel so he could talk to Dee.)
But on the other other other hand, Orion really did not choose his words well in that scene. "Don't be like Sentinel" was the WORST thing he could've possibly said, all things considered. A while ago I saw a post that described it as "telling a victim they're just as bad as their abuser" and yeah, I agree with that assessment. That probably wasn't how Orion intended that to come off, but there's no way it wouldn't have sounded like that to Dee. Maybe it wouldn't have been possible to talk Dee down from killing Sentinel in that moment, but if it had been at all possible, that was definitely not the way to do it.
However, while this leads to a horrible outcome for the characters, I'm not sure it's such a bad thing for the narrative. It's painfully realistic, actually. Sometimes, people who have nothing but good intentions will say stupid, hurtful things. Sometimes, when someone is in a state where all they can feel is pain and rage, they will lash out without thinking of the consequences, and in doing so they might hurt someone they love. Obviously in the real world this does not usually involve a giant robot shooting another giant robot with a laser cannon, but that's one of the great things about sci-fi and fantasy; a laser cannon can be a metaphor for the horrors we face in real life.
Also, based on Orion's behaviour up until that point in the movie, it's pretty in-character for him to say the worst possible thing at the worst possible time to someone who is clearly suffering. You can tell he has a lot of compassion and generally means well, but that doesn't stop him from being an insensitive dick at times. And I like that. I like it when characters have Layers. (Orion and Dee both have a lot of Layers, and I am fascinated by the way some of the same personality traits manifest very differently in each of them, but that's not what this post is about, perhaps I'll ramble about that another time.)
Basically what I'm saying is:
I think Orion was both right and wrong (right about it not being necessary to kill Sentinel, and right that a public execution was a bad fucking idea; very, very wrong in the way he expressed that to Dee),
I'm not going to say Dee did nothing wrong, but I completely understand where he is coming from (and I'd be lying if I said that when he killed Sentinel there wasn't a part of my brain screaming YEAAAAH, YOU GO GIRL, RIP THAT FUCKER APART),
I think that Optimus Prime should have flaws and fuck up sometimes, because that makes him more interesting as a character, and in the case of TF1, because having him inadvertently contribute to Dee's downward spiral adds to the tragedy of it all (and I do think this movie can rightly be called a tragedy of Shakespearean proportions),
and, above all,
FUCK Sentinel Prime. Seriously, fuck that guy SO much.
#transformers#transformers one#optimus prime#orion pax#megatron#d 16#sentinel prime#spoilers#maccadam#now if you'll excuse me i have to go sit in a corner and cry over the cartoon robots yet again. everyone is welcome to join me.#in which i post#text post
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A Dance of Deception🎭✨️
based of J.C. Leyendecker's advertisment for Arrow (under the cut)
#critical role#cr3#exu#fearne calloway#dorian storm#critical role campaign 3#this isn't my usual thing but! i am very please with it it was fun#i may have stayed up too late working on it though....i just got in the groove man#sometimes you gotta let the groove take control and be insane#finally on ep 13 and 14 of my relisten and GOD they still have a hold on me#i looooove fancy party episodes. i love it so much#<- says the guys who sits in a corner and autistic stares at people at fancy parties#who doesn't love an excuse to dress fancy tho#anyway! suuch a great two episodes...i love fearne and dorian so much they are obnoxious#they got so wrapped up in their dnace they forgot wtf they were there for#love them#does fearne/dorian have a name....
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look. So im not a spn fan, not even at GUNPOINT. But its november 5th, so i inevitably stumbled upon spn fans on my tl....and like.
LIKE. LIKE???????
THE FUCK.
#WHAT KIND OF MESSED UP ACCIDENTAL COINCIDENCE IS THIS-#and with the context of both scenes well this is even worse#if no one has pointed this out before Im going to explode#anyways excuse me while i go sit in the corner for the 5th time this week#good omens#supernatural
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absolutely obsessed with the idea of s3 starting with crowley driving to "you give love a bad name" with the little bit that goes
🎵 your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye 🎵
is this cheesy? yes? is crowley a disaster gay*? also yes, therefore excuse me as I picture this and cry (and also reminisce on how on-point and heart wrenching the music from this season was)
#sorry excuse me as I sit in the corner screaming#good omens#go2#crowley#aziraphale#ineffable divorce
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she evils on my nene until i go insane
WHAT
#asks#nene is sitting. in the corner shocked. evil nene is “evilling on your nene till you go insane”. cough#excuse me for the reaction pic.#new catchphrase just dropped
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everyone clap please I made *another* doctor's appointment (pt. 2)
#anxiety whomst !#I dunno how I feel about the first one because. he wasn't dismissive per se but a bit. combative ig. he gave me a referral though *shrug*#now please excuse me whilst I go sit in the corner of the room shaking like a little chihuahua
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I am on mobile and I can’t find your muse list anywhere
So this is actually a mixed blog. It's mostly a hub for my other rp blogs and a blog for my OC characters as well as Tolkien muses I want to try out.
My semi-active OC list:
Mithenaro (Noldor Elf)
Sarnaro (Sindar Elf)
Amaurea (Half Telerin half Noldor)
Turelio (Amaurea's brother)
My other muses/blogs (I do have more but these are the most active of them and so got listed)
Turgon
Maglor
torturedbrilliance (multi-fandom multi-muse the listed muses change here a little but it is a mixed bag with Assassin's Creed, Dragonlance, Naruto, and others)
lordsxfgondor (Tolkien Humans from Gondor)
thiefxking (Zelda blog currently Ganondorf main but also Link both OoT inspired)
#i tried to include links but sometimes it works so we'll see#but yeah... i probably need to just stop trying to write some muses#but here is a general overview#since i do have several inactive blogs (and I mean it has been years for some)#ooc#please excuse me while I go sit in my corner of shame#because I know i try to write too many muses#but I do so love them
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I checked on google maps to look at my old childhood home ... Today I saw there was an update version .. yes I cried ..
I didn't expect so many changes, always thinking one day I can return there .. I am happy they take good care of it ...
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Y'all seen the new pics of Tom Sturridge on set for the second season??
#god he looks so fucking good#not to sound unhinged but like-#im gonna eat him#lukas shut up#the sandman#dream of the endless#excuse me everyone i need to go sit in a corner and scream
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Thinking abt my dupe ocs again... Maybe Quinn does have hashtag issues actually
#rat rambles#oni posting#oc posting#theyre very well known and liked amongst all the colonies as y'know. they helped found all of them.#and theyve always been very friendly and kind and they have always taken their responsibilities incredibly seriously#and when they get time to be on a planet they relish it as they have a great deal of appreciation for the beauty of these worlds#but one thing that has always been a thing for them is that they've never rly had like. friends amongst these colonies#partially because of them having to travel constantly but even when they get time to hang out more theyve sort of unconsciously trained#themself to be a bit emotionaly detached from those around them#it also doesnt help that theyre a digger and usually one of like 2 or 3 on any given planetoid#which earlier on meant thar they rarely encountered other dupes and late on left then with little to do as most of the ongoing work was#already being managed by others specifically trained for the role#so the isolation started to get to them and they started to get rly antsy and didn't know why or how to fix it#when the printing pod went offline they were one of the ones more calm abt the matter due to them being generally more used to the unknown#and this combined with their general good reputation lead to a lot of dupes looking to them for direction and answers alongside burt#this actually made quinn feel rly good for a while since it was their excuse to actually talk to ppl regularly and in more personal ways#theyd hear out ppls anxieties and ideas and newest passions and goals and theyd actually feel like theyre hearing the words said#they liked the feeling of everyone wanting to be around them and seeking them out even on other planetoids#they'd get phone calls and people taking breaks from their work to come say hi and it made them feel real#but as time went on and their fellow dupes became more and more self reliant they began to seek them out less and less#because why bother someone so important and busy when you dont need to right?#and this lead to quinn going wait no why did you all leave me again :(#it felt like before but worse because now they actually had started considering a lot of these guys friends#and they still had no idea how to reach out themself without a work reason and as such they sorta started dissolving again#and its during this time when they start missing the pod and start to get more upset that shes gone#they end up returning to the original partially to be closer to her and partially because it feels the most like home to them#there they start to slowly learn to reach out themself as they sort of sit in a corner watching burt work while shaking like a small dog#this at first is very unwanted by burt who is stressed as hell but they end up forcing him to stick to an actual shift instead of just#working until he passes out and this allows them to hang out while they force him to have downtime with them to keep him from exploding#it becomes a nice comfort time for them both as they rly havent hung out much since the first like 100 cycles or so
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wanting to be upset at someone but also rationalizing all of their actions because they have a huge smattering of trauma, emotional processing problems, adhd, and severe anxiety... sucks ass.
#i want to be upset because they are staying at my apartment#and they have gotten so frustrated about things both days they have gotten into hours long fights both days#and i am viscerally uncomfortable and feel like i'm in the way no matter where i am#but it's my house!!!#but i also feel shitty for being upset because i know that everything i listed makes it hard for them to control this sort of stuff#but i didn't fall asleep until like 2 am last night and today almost as soon as i got home from work it started again#and they are stressing me out so bad#and it is very very much feeling like when i lived with them in college and that was one of the worst years of my life#i am amazed i didn't get an ulcer living with them. they yell and cry and stomp and throw their things around and slam doors#and i just. hate it.#and i know i am probably making excuses for them with everything i said but i also feel bad for feeling this way#but i have so many friends who deal with the exact same things and i never ever feel like this with them#and it makes me not want to be their friend anymore#but i know it would WRECK them if i did because i've seen them lose friends they were close to before#and i don't want to do that to them again#and they aren't like this all the time. but it happens often enough that i get preemptive anxiety about seeing them half the time#but they haven't done it recently and i just.#i was trying to do activities in my bedroom when they were in the living room#and then in the kitchen when they were in my bedroom#but i ran out of things to do so now i'm just sitting as still as possible and making no noise on the farthest corner of my couch#and i just want them to go
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(Sylvie escape anon) While I dislike the Tumblr stans making everything regardless of context a slight to Loki (e.g. increased security measures because Sylvie escaped long ago, please see the context), I get so defensive of Loki outside of Tumblr. His traumas are dismissed all the time and all his actions are attributed to "manipulation" by the dudebro types that will praise Thanos in the same sentence.
Now the IW death was an actual example of Loki being used to prop up another character, Thanos. A far cry from Sylvie's existence in the series (the Russos were fucking annoying about how much they hated Loki).
Manipulation by Thanos? I am told that this is canon despite not being in any of the films or shows. (Which bugs the shit out of me as Word of God should not be used to convey important plot points, FFS. If it matters so much to you maybe ACTUALLY PUT IT IN YOUR FUCKING FILM???) Certainly I have read many (many, many) tumblr posts about how Loki did nothing off his own bat and definitely not anything he might be blamed for because the thing was bad. Which did initially confuse me because what's the point in going on about villain-stanning if you're gonna de-villain the villain you stan? (I got a comment on fic once about the surprising fact that the fic held Loki responsible for at least some of his crimes rather than focussing on how others have wronged him. Which was nice, I felt seen, but also I feel like that should not be a take so unusual as to inspire comment? Oh fandom, what have you done?)
I suspect I am blocked by at least one person for dismissing Loki's traumas, so I may not be the best person to ask about that one D:
Someone important had to die to make Thanos seem powerful I suppose. But did they? Isn't he more about mass death than killing off individual characters? I don't know these things, sorry :( But I do in general dislike "no wait this baddy is BAD! see, they killed a character you already knew! someone whose death mattered, unlike all those other deaths we showed them doing! so now you hate this baddy! who is bad!" It's practically a cliche at this point.
#replies#Sylvie Escape Anon#that's me in the corner... with my SHOCKING belief that Loki is just far more interesting when the villain phase was real#i ENJOY it when characters sit around feeling guilty about their own actions! i like a bit of moral agony!#anyone can suffer and be passively whumped it takes An Interesting Character to cause their own problems and then angst about them!#again i shall note that “THANOS DID IT!!” was not offered as an excuse when Mobius asked Loki why he did those things so...
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Lord Stept, I feel your pain.
#TF2#It's frustrating so very very frustrating#I guess I should keep in mind that this game is my first for THREE WHOLE GENRES#Yeah no that doesn't make it any better...#Now excuse me I will go sit in this corner and be bitter about my lack of skill!
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*FEELS*
Frankie Goes to Hollywood - The Power of Love
#After watching All of Us Strangers I can never hear or listen to this song in the same way again#excuse me while I sit in a corner and sob#Andrew Scott#Paul Mescal
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