#sit on my lap…. or let me lay you down frfr

[pandorainmymind]

you guys stop. why have i been away for so long I MISS YALL

every woman i’ve seen on the streets today walking …. i’ve fallen in love with. ….. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i love the city

[dollyhao]

next door neighbor abby who goes to your house after getting drunk.

cw: fingering, making out, its giving gfs frfr

“why isn’t my fucking key working?!” you hear on the other side of your door. its 1 in the morning and you were frightened by the door knob jiggling. you creep over to the door putting your ear to it. “this is bullshit,” you hear someone mutter. “abby?” you say swinging the door open. “oh shit,” abby chuckles, this isn’t even my room”

“are you drunk?” you say as she leans against your door frame, with a look in her eyes that you don’t know how to decipher. “a little,” she says wrapping her arms around you. she’s leaning a lot of her body weight on you and she’s heavy asf. “lets get you some water baby.”

you grab her hand leading her to the couch, walking away to grab her some water. when you walk back over to abby, you find her manspreading. she pulls you to stand in between her legs wrapping her arm around your waist, “oh baby, i think you might be my soulmate. notice how i was drawn to your door earlier.” abby says looking up at you.

“how much did you drink,” you say smiling rubbing her head, “you live right next door abby, it was just an accident.” abby pulls you down to sit in her lap, and leans in to kiss you. you pull back quickly, waving the water bottle in her face, “drink then kiss.”

abby snatched the bottle out your hand chugging most of it before tossing the water bottle on the floor kissing you. abby’s kiss is intense with so much tongue and groping. abby kisses down your neck, hand on your breast when you whimper out, “abs you should get some rest”

“i dont need sleep,” she says reaching her hand in your pants, moving your panties to the side slipping her thick fingers inside you wet hole. the friction of abbys palm bumps you clit making you buck into her hand. you grab abby’s face pulling her back into a kiss moaning into her mouth. “angel, your so pretty sitting on my lap like this” she says pulling away whispering against your lips.

“you make me f-feel s-so good abs” you say kissing her neck. “im so close,” you whisper against her neck. “cum baby” she groans out into your ear. you cum on her fingers, griping onto her shoulders, moaning out her name. “your so cute,” abby says standing up with you in her arms, almost stumbling. “omg abby put me down. your gonna drop me.” “never princess” abby says dropping you on your bed before taking her pants off and laying on top of you.

this is abby’s favorite way to sleep when she’s with you , using you like a body pillow. abby falls asleep with her face in the crock of your neck with your hands rubbing up and down her back. thinking of a way to ask abby to move in with you.

[btdemaru]

Obey Me! Dating fluff headcanon.

ft. The 7 demon brothers seperate

(obey me brothers x GN! Reader)

Note : these r just the headcanon + love language that i think would fit them, if it's abit ooc i apologize!

Warning : slightly suggestive

Lucifer

his love language is definitely acts of service and quality time

Opening doors for you, pouring you a cup of coffee he made just for the both of you

Whenever he's doing work and you're in the room with him, he'd probably pull you onto his lap

Lucifer loves and always enjoys the times you spend together frfr

Even if it's just in his room, going for night walks, fancy dinners and so on

If you guys go out for dinner or just grocery shopping he would definitely put his hand around your waist just to show everyone there that you're his

He'll say that hes a little overprotective.. even tho 'little' is far from how protective he actually is 💀

Tends to overwork himself so you have to force him to get his ass to bed whether you drag him or not

Is too prideful to admit that he craves your hugs and cuddles every night

Mostly calls you 'my love' or 'my dearest'

If you disturb him while he's working on a deadline or just giving him an attitude he'd definitely be pissed and wouldn't hesitate to put your bratty attitude in place

Loves kissing your lips and neck

Mammon

I think his love language is gifting (more to receiving gifts lmfao) and physical touch

Will make you his lucky charm when he's gambling 😉

If he won, you're in for a treat! Would spend the money he won on you by buying you new clothes, shoes, jewelry or even a lingerie (more of a gift for him tbh)

Mammon is very caring towards you so when he sees that you're down or upset he'd definitely will try his hardest to cheer you up

Which probably is easy since he's such a fun demon to he around with so you're never bored with him around

I think his nicknames for you that he uses alot is probably 'stupid' or 'human'

Ofcourse he doesn't mean it when hes insulting you though

If he hears anyone insulting you he'd make a scene which sometimes mostly isn't really needed if you dont give a shit about what other demon/people say.

Favorite parts of you he likes to kiss is your cheeks

Leviathan

I've always imagined him as a sweet boy (so breedable)

His love language? Quality time and maybe physical touch <3

He's mostly in his room, so when you invited yourself in and started talking about how you like his interest he'd burst right there and then.

Loves your touch, perhaps abit clingy..? Typa guy who'd snuggle with you in bed while he's playing games or sitting on your lap while he's fighting bosses 👌

has difficulty accepting that you choose to spend time with him or even dating him

If you decide to cosplay just for his eyes only his brain would malfunctioned, face and ears all red flushed

Tbh he'd get just a teeny tiny bit jealous when you pay more attention to henry 2.0 than him but he thinks it's cute that you also care for his little goldfish.

Would call you 'normie' or just by your name

Loves when you reassure him no matter the situation, when he has nightmares or his self-esteem isn't good or more.

Kisses your inner thighs or hand

Satan

Maybe word of affirmation?

Satan would write and reads the poems he made just for you

Most likely he'll read you stories if you're struggling to sleep or has insomnia

he will let you read him the book he's reading while he lays on your lap demanding his head to be stroked as well

Favorite activity with you is reading together in bed the whole day or going to a cat cafe, taking pictures of you holding a cat (would probably make it his wallpaper)

He can be harsh sometimes especially when he just had an argument again with Lucifer and would apologize dearly when he lashes out at you.

Not much of a PDA fan but will hold your hand when the you're going out together

Idk abt nicknames but probably 'kitten' (?) Or 'darling'

Satan will keep every cat item you gave him (keychain, plushie ect)

Kisses your right hand alot along with your lips

Asmodeus

Physical touch 🔛🔝

We all know he's flirty and he won't hide it

He loves PDA so be prepared lmaoo, he'll hold your hand/waist or give you random kisses here and there whether it's on your lips, neck, hand anywhere!

You guys would go on shopping dates ALOT, he loves picking clothes for you and once even tried going in to the changing room with you to "help".

Shopping with him takes pretty long- after buying clothes he goes to buy perfume then shoes then nail polishes then this and that, but no worries he'd spoil you to buy whatever you want there

Asmo buys alot of matching outfits for the both of you

Without you noticing he'd probably buy new toys every now and then for the both of you to try (iykyk)

Another favorite activity he likes to drag you into is warm steamy baths together, just the thought of your bare body touching gets him excited!

Has plenty of nickname for you its uncountable 'sweetie', 'love', 'darling', 'dollface', 'hottie' and 'sexy'

Beelzebub

quality time

This big boy melts like putty when you cook for him, whether it's a dish from where you came from to his favorite foods

Likes to cuddle with you while eating chips, the crumbs tend to get all over you but he has no problem cleaning it up with his mouth

Ask you on a movie date alot (bringing snacks and food is a must!!)

Loves when you're watching him exercise and would be happy if you join him

He'd blush hard if he notice you staring at his body (who wouldn't tbh)

Sometimes but rarely ask his twin brother to join on sleepy dates

Usually would walk behind you or hold your hands, nobody would dare to do anything to you if he's around- he would throw hands if you got physically hurt by someone- so you'll definitely feel safe with him

'honey' or food based stuff is probably his favorite nickname to call you.

I think he'd bite you softly more than kisses, but if he does kisses you it's mostly collarbone or forehead

Belphegor

Like his twin beel, loves quality time with you!

Your dates with him would probably 99.999% be sleepy dates and cuddles

Always ask you to sleep next to him, bodies tangled together and just so comfy he LOVES it!

I personally like to think that he purrs- so imagine him purring loudly while you give him head pats and sleeping on your chest.

Gives you the right airpods/headset so you both can relax while listening to music together, just enjoying each other's company

His body temperature is ice cold so if you're a warm person expect him to cling to you everywhere

If you aren't there he'd probably pouts while hugging his pile of stuffed animals and pillows until you get back

Hogs your lap purposely if you're having a conversation with beel, belphie pretends to be asleep tho he's listening to both of your convo.

Nicknames? I think he'd just call you by your name.

Sleepy kisses on your lips, sometimes sloppy makeout sessions.

[yourimagines]

Can you do a nate diaz smut where she teases him and turns into a smut but they almost gets caught you can do the rest your the best wrighter frfr

Aww thank you 🙏🏻

Stop teasing me

* English is not my first language I apologise

* Triggers: 18+, Smut, Teasing, Swearing and fluff

Y/N POV

It was summer and Nate was outside playing with the kids as I was inside, making a snack for them. “Mommy!” NJ runs inside, his hair was wet and droplets of water fell down his face. “Don’t fall.” I warned him as he hides behind me. “What going on?” He giggles softly. “We have a water fight with daddy.” I smiled and cut his fruit down in smaller pieces. “Is he in here?” Nate says as he stands in the door opening, his shirt wet and so was his face. “What happened?” I said out laughing. “Water fight, is he in here?” I shook my head and continued with the preparing the snacks. “You sure?” “I’m sure, he’s probably hiding in the shed.” He hums and runs off. “You should run NJ, he will come back if he doesn’t find you in there.” “Okay, thank you.” NJ walks to the door and sprints off. “Idiots.”

I walked outside with NJ and Nikayla’s snack and something to eat for Nate and I. “Guys! I have some snacks.” I sat the tray down on the table and took a seat, waiting for them. Nikayla was the first one who showed up at the table. “Hi sweetie.” “Hi mommy.” She was wet as well and was a bit shivering. “Are you cold sweetie.” She shook her head and sat down on her chair. “No.” ‘Okay…if you say so.’ I gave her, her bowl with some fruit and poured in some lemonade for her. “Guys!” I yelled again and gave her, her cup. “There you go.” She immediately starts to drink her lemonade. NJ runs up, completely soaked in water. “I’m hungry.” He sits down and immediately digs into his fruit bowl. “NJ, we normally wait for each other.” “Yes NJ.” Nikayla says right after me as she crosses her arms. “Sorry.” I gave him his lemonade and Nate walks up, also soaked in water. “Hi baby.” He smiles and leans over to me. “No! Stay there, you’re wet.” He chuckles and throws his shirt off, revealing his muscular upper body. “Better?” I nodded and he gave me a small kiss on my cheek. “Daddy, mommy made us some food.” Nikayla says as she was still waiting for the signal that she can eat. “I see.” He sits down and I nodded at her, she immediately starts to eat. I gave Nate a wink and he laughs as he eats his sandwich.

The kids were tired after a whole day spending with their dad. I was currently upstairs, putting Nikayla to bed after her bath. “Now it’s time to sleep, here is bubbles.” I gave her, her stuffed animal named bubbles and tucked her in. “I love you mommy.” My heart swelled up and kissed her forehead. “I love you too sweetheart.” She softly yawns and closes her eyes. “Tell daddy I love him too.” “I will.” I turned off her lights and closed her door. Nate was downstairs with NJ, watching some old fights. “Okay, you have 30 min left and then it’s bedtime for you as well.” I said to NJ who was trying to be invisible next to Nate. “Sorry buddy, your mom is right.” Nate says and shot me a wink. I shook my head and grabbed myself a glass of wine and disappeared outside to our jacuzzi. I sat my glass down and slowly peeled my clothes off till I was left in my bikini. “Some me time.”

45 mins later Nate walked up, leaning against the doorpost. “Hey baby.” He says with a sly smile on his face. “Hi daddy.” I say teasingly as I subtly stretch my arms to show my cleavage. He shook his head and walks over to the tub. “I know what you’re doing.” I innocently shook my head. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” He smiles and got in the tub as well, as he was wearing his swim shorts the whole day. I stretched my legs and lay my feet on his lap, he took the hint and started to rubbed them, I let out a small sigh and lay my head back. “Are they asleep?” “Ni is asleep but jay isn’t asleep yet.” I nodded and started to tease him with my other foot, moving my toes against his stomach. “Baby…stop teasing me.”

Nate POV

She was the whole day teasing me, looking so good and acting so innocent with me that I couldn’t take it anymore. “I’m not doing anything wrong.” Her foot started to move again and I grabbed it as well, holding both of her feet now. “Baby stop.” She pouts and I rolled my eyes at her. “You are no fun.” She says and took a sip from her wine. “Baby we can’t, Jay is not asleep yet.” “He won’t come down, he will probably play in his room.” She gently pulls her legs back and moved closer to me, straddling my legs as she sits down on my lap. Her arms were wrapped around my shoulders and I held her by her waist. “Come on daddy, let’s have some fun with me.” She ducked her head down to my neck and started to kiss me there. “You want some fun?” She hums and nibbles on my skin. My hands went down to her ass and I squeezed in them. “You sure?” She looks up and nods. “I’m sure.” I started to kiss her and untied her bikini top. My hands roamed around her back as she started to move her hips against me.

I gently pushed myself in her as she softly moans against my shoulder. She starts to move up and down slowly as I played with her tits. “Fuck…you’re so beautiful.” She shyly smiles and grabs my shoulders for stability and moves a bit faster. The water started to hit the sides of the tub and I held her firmly, not waiting her to stop. “So good for me baby.” As I was complementing her I heard a small sound coming out from the kitchen. I stopped her and looked behind me. “Shit.” I mumbled and saw the staircase door was open. “Stay here.” She got off me and I pulled my pants up and got out of the water. “Jay? Is that you?” I walked inside and saw Ni sitting on the sofa with her stuffed animal in her hands. “No daddy it’s me.” “Hi princess, why are you not sleeping?” “Bubbles couldn’t sleep.” ‘Oh fuck that guy.’ “Really?” She nods and walks over. “Why are you covered in water?” “Me and mommy are swimming.” She nods and smiles. “Can you tell bubbles a bedtime story?” ‘No I can’t, your mom is waiting for me.’ “Sure, come let’s go upstairs.”

After a solid 10 minutes of telling her a made up story she fell asleep, I silently checked on Jay but he was surprisingly asleep. I walked quietly downstairs and saw she was still waiting for me. ‘Thank god.’ I closed the door behind me and got back in the tub. “Sorry, almost got caught by our own daughter.” She giggles and moves on top of me. “Why was she awake.” She asks as she kisses my neck, getting me hard again. “Stupid little animal couldn’t sleep.” “Bubbles?” “Yeah that guy.” She smiles and straks to move her hips again. I got hard again and grabbed her waist. “Let’s finish what we started baby.” I whispered in her ear.

She was riding me so fucking good that I almost nutted in her 10 times before she even got her first orgasm. “Fuck babe, if you keep doing this I’m cumin inside of you.” She moves her hands down my chest and keeps softly moaning my name. “Nate…” my name rolls so beautifully over her tongue, her eyes closed and she was biting down on her lips. “Come on baby, come for me, make daddy proud.” I encouraged her as I couldn’t wait anymore. My hands went down and rubbed her clit. “Come on baby, I feel you…” she was squeezing me the whole time and I started to come. She was close as she hide her face against my neck and scratched my back. “Daddy!” She moans against my neck and I immediately came inside of her as I groaned against her shoulder. “Fuck…” I grabbed her face and she smiles. “Did you…?” She nods and kissed me. “Really?” “Really.”

I cleaned up our mess in the jacuzzi as she went upstairs to make herself ready for going to bed. As I walked down the hallway I saw a picture of our family, smiling happily towards the camera. A proud feeling filled my heart and I smiled at it. “Fuck I’m so lucky.” I went upstairs and checked on the kids, both sleeping peacefully. I walked to our bedroom and saw she was also already asleep, looking so beautiful. I quickly changed my clothes and joined her, pulling her close to me. She whines as I pulled her close to my chest. “It’s okay baby, it’s me.” She immediately relaxes and nuzzles her head against my chest. “I love you Nathan.” “I love you baby.” I kissed her head and she peacefully fell asleep against my chest as I stayed awake for a bit, to admire her beauty.

[oceanlue]

Hello hello it’s yo bunny boy

How about some cuddling hcs with Seth? Mf touch starved af and I wanna hold him

Also me and him frfr real trust me I was there

(Of course sweetheart you did so much of my asks that I would never say no to you. And I hope you eating well and drinking water)

Lately you have been stressed overworked and most of all tired

And all you want to do is just lay down with your favorite man

Great leave for the past few days you've been stuck in your room we're doing your work and making sure everyone was happy and all the things you had to get done were done

But lately you've been feeling unloved unwanted (but we love u sweetheart)

So after a couple of hours all your work was finally finished and you finally got up from your chair and walked out of your

You went downstairs and found your loving out back outside boyfriend on the couch watching the news

He saw you and smiled

"well hello to you sugar, I see you finally came out of your room, and just in time to I was about to go get you for a movie night cuz you have been working so hard, and I know it takes a lot out of you so I got your favourite movie and snacks. I just need to get the drinks and we will be set."

He told you to sit down on the couch and wait for him as you did he came back with the most best beverages he ever made

As the movie went on he started telling closer to you as wrapping an arm around your waist pulling you on his lap and tossing over a fluffy big blanket as he rest against the arm of the couch

"I know sugar, you want me to hold you. Well I'm not letting you go until your happy. And I also miss your hugs, and I know you do to"

As you were about to say something she put his finger and thumb on your chin to make you look at him as he leaned in close for the first time in about how long gave you a passionate kiss that you both needed

And after that kiss was done he did nothing but hold you he holded a you in his arms and not letting you go knowing you're safe from the world that he will protect you from anything even protect you against your demons

And he loves you for who you are

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I hope you love is I made is extra special for you

And to everyone I hope you all like this to and give some love to @bunrubyy

Peace out

💙💙💙

[harold231]

It wasn't real

Pairing: Bucky x reader

Posted: 04/30/2021

Word count: 2.5k

Warnings: None? Maybe a lil angst just a lel bet.

A/N: I think it might be good? Idk You let me know. But like frfr, don't just give me feedback in your mind, put it into words. Also I apparently have a thing for Bucky in a dotted apron soooo yeah.

FYI: time zone/era is open for interpretation. Bucky never became an avenger/soldat and steve isn't part of this one.

The wind that blew around you was warm and sweet with the scent of freshly bloomed flowers. Perhaps it was an act of kindness from some God trying to distract you from the cold bitterness settling into your bones. Closing your eyes you conjure the very memory that left you so desolate.

The sun snuck it's way through the curtains to illuminate the room, effectively disturbing the sleep that you always seemed to be craving. Waking up is always hassle but whenever you remember that you get to spend your day with the only person who tolerates you and you him, getting out of bed is the easiest thing. Bucky is crazy and the damn boy is never in one spot for to long and he always has something to say, but you can't imagine how boring your days would be if you guys had never met. well technically if your parents had never met.

When you were a child you parents had to move to new york for business and they decided that Brooklyn was the place to be. You had been Bucky's neighbor and the first day you guys moved in his mom had dragged him over with the most delicious angel food cake that he so proudly claimed to have made mostly on his own. He just loved cooking and baking since forever, he would tell you that he just liked experimenting with foods but you knew the truth was that the boy liked to eat and didn't have the patience to wait for his mother to come home.

Only a few years after your family had moved to Brooklyn you and Bucky had already built an unbreakable bond. You guys had found a beautiful cherry tree one day when playing tag and had deemed it to be your's and Bucky's spot. Whenever you had a bad day or needed time away from the world you guys would go to the tree and just pick cherries, in the winter time you and Bucky would lay under the tree and kick the trunk so that the snow would fall from the leaves. It was the place where at only 15 years old bucky swore he would open his own Bakery and to quote him "I'm serving my ma's food my way doll, It's gonna be the next best thing to hit New York."

You were laying on the ground with your hands crossed behind your head looking up at Bucky swinging upside down from a branch when he told you all this. You felt something you had never felt before at that moment, looking up at the wild haired boy who loved to eat, loved his family, and had the most ambition you had ever heard from kids your age. Your heart felt full and your cheeks grew warm as you looked up at the same blue eyes you had know for years now, only this time you notice the way they twinkle in the sunlight and how rosy his lips are. Now 7 years laters you and Bucky were preparing to open the very bakery he promised you he'd open. Banners were beautifully strung along the walls and cute retro china was set out, ready to be filled for opening day. There was no hesitation from you when Bucky had asked you to run the bakery with him, you were excited to spend your days with the person you hoped you would spend the rest of your life with.

At around 6:30 in the morning you had arrived at the bakery but it seemed that Bucky had beat you to it. The smell of fresh angel food cake and cocoa danced up your nose as soon as you opened the door. Closing your eyes you smiled at the memories that it brought back. Moving to the back you grabbed your Disney themed apron and placed your bag and coat in its place before scurrying over to the kitchen while trying (and failing) to tie your apron. There in all his dorkiness was Bucky wiggling around to the chordettes. He knew that you loved the 50's aesthetic so he found a way to incorporate it without going overboard, by adding little trinkets, a jukebox, and even those cute little dining tables. In fact at the moment he was wearing a ruffly red polka dotted apron as he frosted some cupcakes.

Apron tied, you were finally ready to get to work. You walked up to Bucky bumping his hip as you reached for some cupcake pans, "Whatcha doin here so early Buck, we don't open until 12" he looks at you with squinted eyes, "The hell are you doing here so early." "Woah,woah,woah completely unprovoked. I'm just saying cuz' you were the one complaining about the opening time being set at 8. Like damn." Breathing out a huff of air he wipes his forehead with a towel "I'm sorry doll, I'm just super nervous and I couldn't sleep so I came to start baking things. I already frosted the ice cream cakes and I just finished the pies, but I was thinking that maybe we needed some cupcakes too, even though we already baked so many pastries and stuff last night I'm worried it won't be enough."

Setting down the trays you move to hug Bucky from behind holding him close to you. "Buck I know we'll do great your food is too good to pass up on especially when it's free." You place a soft kiss to his shoulder " I promise you'll do great, everything you do is amazing you try your hardest at everything Buck, You've worked your butt off and made mine considerably larger to get here, don't start losing your mind on me now." A cute little laugh from Bucky lets you know that he's hearing you and he isn't so stressed anymore. "I just want this to be perfect ya know?" with your head still against his back you nod, "I just want it to be a special day for my special girl."

You couldn't stop the slight blush that rose to your cheeks or the way that your heart suddenly started beating three times faster. You had also wanted to make him something special which is why you had got here so early. Finally releasing your hold on Bucky you straighten your apron out before gathering everything you need for some red velvet cupcakes. Bucky loved your red velvet cake so you loved making it for him. After hours of mixing, baking, and frosting had passed, you guys were rewarded with a bakery that looked as great as it smelled. "Alright doll, I'm heading out, I gotta go get ready. Meet you back here at 12 , Love ya." He didn't even give you a chance to answer as he ran right out the door. "Love you too."

You had stayed behind just a little while longer as you perfected your secret project. Carefully you added snowflakes to some of the cupcakes because you knew how much he loved snow even if he hated winter, some cats, flowers that reminded you of bucky, and one extra special cupcake. When you finish you decide to clean up a bit more and prepare some drinks for later before heading home to get ready. As soon as you got home you took a shower and did the simplest of make up with a light pink lip. You had decided to wear a dress to match the blossoming flowers that spring had brought. Pink with a yellow lace trim and flowers embroided all over the dress, matching it with some yellow flats.

You had decided that it was a perfect day for a walk so you grabbed a light scarf and slung it over your shoulders, grabbed Bucky's cupcakes, and headed over to the bakery. You felt as if a Hundred pounds had been lifted from your shoulders knowing that Bucky had felt the same way about you. You had decided that you would tell him today with your special cupcakes. As you rounded the corner you felt giddy and you couldn't wipe the smile from your face no matter how hard you tried. As you reached the bakery you saw that a majority of the people had already arrived and you knew that it would put Bucky at ease to see all the people enjoying his food. You stopped at the window, closing your eyes to take a deep breath to prepare yourself to join the celebration.

Opening your eyes you reached for the handle only to stop at the sight on the other side of the door. Bucky stood there arms wrapped around a woman eyes locked on hers as he leaned in for a kiss. It must have all happened in about 30 seconds but it felt as if time himself had slowed it down for you to watch the way he tilted her head and ran his tongue along her bottom lip before finally uniting their lips. Your heart dropped as quickly as your smile did and suddenly you felt so stupid for thinking this could be real. You willed yourself not to cry as you allowed your legs to carry you anywhere but there.

That's how you found yourself sitting underneath a blossoming cherry tree. A tree that held only happy memories because it wasn't a place you could be sad... back then. With your back against the tree and box of cupcakes full of unrequited love in your lap you realize how much you over romanticized Bucky. Opening the box you decide it would be a shame to let them go to waste. The first one you grab has a big red heart frosted in the middle, you let out a deep sigh before breaking the cupcake right down the middle. You shove half of the cupcake into your mouth and only then do you allow the tears to fall. You sat there for hours crying eating cupcakes, watching the sunset, and thinking about everything that Bucky did for you, as a friend. You realize you had no right to be angry at Bucky, after all you never told him how you felt you just assumed that he would feel the same way after so many years. With every broken memory another cupcake vanished.

He was always there for you, when no one wanted to come to your slumber party Bucky did and he even did all the girly things with you. Painting your nails, doing your hair, watching chick flicks, and pillow fights. once he even asserted that no one could protect you as well as he could, when you had decided to go camping with your friend from class so he insisted on taking you himself. Your friend was most noticeably gay so you had assumed he wanted to spend time alone with you. But now that you think back on those memories these are things that anyone would do for their bestfriend. And that's what you realized 8 hours and 11 cupcakes later.

The moon floated above you and as it's white rays settled upon the lake you decided it might be time to go home now. You get up and dust your dress off before leaning down to grab the mostly empty box. Turning around you are stopped again by what's in front of you. Bucky stands there brows furrowed as his eyes flash from you to the box in your hands. "Where the hell have you been, I've been calling you all day." swallowing the lump in your throat you go to answer but are interrupted. " everyone's been asking me about you all night and I had no damn idea what to tell them, but apparently you were just out here being inconsiderate. You go and tell me I can do great tonight, that you'd be there for me, but you weren't." You try to answer him but are again interrupted. "You could have told me something earlier instead of leaving me there like a dumb-" "SHUT UP!" this time it was your turn to interrupt him.

Taking a deep breath you look into his eyes before explaining. "Of course I was ready to be there today, you think I wore this dress to sit under a damn tree? Well I didn't. When I left my apartment I was ready and I was excited, so excited. I couldn't even stop smiling on my way over, but then I got to the shop and I saw-" Immediately you stopped as you realized what you were about to say. He cocked an eyebrow and shook his head slightly as if to say 'Hello?' "You saw what? What did you see that would make you abandon ship just like that?" Shame flushed through your being and you could no longer keep eye contact. "Nothing, you know what, it doesn't even matter. I'm sorry I was being dramatic I should have been an adult and dealt with it on my own time. And I'm sorry I abandoned you all, but the night was about you anyways."

"The night was supposed to be about the both of us so it does matter if you saw something that made you want to leave. Just tell me doll, what did you see?" his voice is soft as he pleads with you. "I saw... well I saw you kissing that lady and I just wanted get away and ended up here okay!?" You said it all in a jumble hoping that he wouldn't be able to understand what you had said. But luck wasn't your friend so of course he did. "So seeing me kiss another person was so gross to you that you had to run away, what the hell? are you 13 again?" You hadn't admitted it outloud yet and it seemed that the dumbass in front of you was going to force it out of you.

Stepping around Bucky you pull your scarf tight around your body as you focus on not crying anymore until you get home. You distract yourself by thinking of all the love you saw in all the little things Bucky did for you. Dancing around the newly furnished bakery body against body as frank sinatra brought you heart to heart, watching rom-coms and ugly crying together, but by the time you get home you force yourself to face the ugly truth. The Love was always in your head. It wasn't real.

A new wave of tears blurred your vision as teardrops fell perfectly to the ground. "It's because I have feelings for you Bucky, and I now know you don't feel the same way." Sniffling you don't bother looking up because your heart is to broken for that right now. "I'm Just gonna need a little bit of time and I'll be back good as new like nothing even happened." Still unable to lift your gaze from the ground you decide to focus on the last cupcake left in the box. 'I Love You' is written in tiny light blue frosting letters. "I uhm, uhh." That brought your attention to Bucky, as embarrassment pulsed as strong as ever through your veins. " You don't have to say anything Buck, It's fine, I'll see you next week, on monday" you hand him the box as you go to pass him "I think you would have a better use for this than me I ate 11 others already so."

Divider credits: @firefly-graphics

[dollyhao]

loser!ellie x bully!reader

summary: ellie upsets reader and takes her punishment like a champ.

cw: cowgirl, bondage

"els take me to the mall tomorrow?" you say not even looking up from your phone, scrolling through insta. its suppose to sound like a question because ellies trying to teach you that you cant be demanding with everything you say. you ignored her when she first said that to you but you took it into consideration, not doing it so often anymore.

ellie is sitting at the bottom of her bed reading a comic book and rubbing your feet thats in her lap. "uh um, actually i cant. i have.. a test, yup a test to study for." you glance up at her with a quirked brow, her face is red and flushed but she always looks that around you so you shrug. "fine" you say rolling your eyes snatching your foot out her hand.

your not upset frfr, you know how important grades are to ellie, which is why shes always so insistent on trying to help you study.

"im staying here tonight." you say taking your pants off leaving you in a shirt and underwear, crawling under her blanket. ellie hums in approval, and joins you spooning you as you both slept.

the next day, you decided to go to the mall with a friend since ellie was busy. yall stopped at a wing place close to campus and see ellie sitting inside with those other losers, dina and jesse. ellie has never blatantly lied to you like this.

you walk over to her fuming. yea, you know the last time she tried to miss plans with you to hang out with friends you said you would block her, but you threaten to block her all the time and never do.

her back is to you when you hit her with your purse, "wtf-" ellie says turning around looking angry and confuse. her face drops when she sees you obviously upset, she looks super guilty. "your such a bitch ellie. dont fucking talking to me." you turn and leave hearing ellie stumbling and asking you to wait behind you.

you get in your friends car arms crossed frowning, "take me home." "no food?" "i lost my appetite." your friend puts the car in reverse just as ellie comes out the restaurant and yall drive off.

your in your dorm when you hear rapid knocks at your door. you get up to open the door already knowing its ellie. "what" "please let me explain" she says hands clasped together with a pleading look on her face. "i dont wanna hear it williams." you say walking away from the open door.

ellie comes in closing the door behind you, getting on her knees in front of you. "please please forgive me. im so so sorry for lying. w-what can i do so you'll forgive me? ill do anything."

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"this isn't fair!" ellie says tears in her eyes. "you said you'd do anything." you say out of breath. your bouncing on her dick with her laying back on your bed hands tied above her head with a pair of your stockings. you refuse to let her touch you or fuck you, basically using her as your own little toy.

"please let me fuck you, i-i can make you feel so so good!" "nope." you say putting two fingers in her mouth so she would be quiet.

you throw your head back leaning over ellie tits all in her face as you keep riding. "fuck ellie." you say taking your spit covered fingers out ellie's mouth rubbing your clit with them.

ellie lets you use her because she feels so so bad for lying to you, she lays still even though it feels like torture. you moan out biting you bottom lip looking down at ellie who looks high, drool dripping out the corner of her mouth.

" ’m close els…" "please cum for me baby." ellie says before catching one of your enticing nipples in her mouth. you fully impale yourself on her dick creaming all over her. you smile down at her rising off her walking over to the bathroom leaving her tied up.

"please tell me you forgive me?"