#sirius x betelgeuse

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My love

Let nothing come between us

My love for you is strong and true

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marauders x beetlejuice theory??

okay guys hear me out

almost everyone in the Black family is named after a star (andromeda, sirius, orion, bellatrix, etc.)

the ghost, beetlejuice, from the franchise of his name, has a name derived from that of the star 'betelgeuse'.

now, not only do i theorise that because of this, there was a high chance beetlejuice was related to the Black family. oh no, that's not where it ends.

beetlejuice has 'been scaring for millenia', so our only assumption could be he would've never known any of the black family from the marauders era.

however, the ideology of blood purity was not new. here is a rough assumption on how i believe beetlejuice's life went:

born with the name 'betelgeuse black', the wizard attended hogwarts school of witchcraft and wizardry with a friend known as peeves.

he learned the ways of magic, but of course used it mostly for mischeif. he and peeves would brighten the days of their friends while leaving teachers exausted and distraught.

then came along a muggle-born girl, who for some reason betelgeuse and peeves never teased. a girl by the name lydia.

now, young betelgeuse knew that this girl was just that, just a girl. not someone he should even attempt to persue. yet, he felt drawn.

as they grew older and graduated, peeves succumed to an early passing, leaving betelgeuse with no one.

no one except the lydia girl he continued to see everywhere he went.

the two became close and fell in love, but once betelgeuse's father discovered this, he was overcome with anger. he only meant to *scare* the boy, to hurt him a little.

but something seemed to blind him with rage, and the young man was dead.

like his friend, peeves, betelgeuse became a ghost. but he had no desire to return to hogwarts, nor to stay in his house.

he changed the way he spelled his name and dropped his surname completely. becoming beetlejuice the poltergeist, and pledging to 'help' as many people he could.

with a price, of course.

[sexysirius]

Home

GIF is not mine. Credits to whoever made it.

Summary: you and Nick have a star gazing date

Pairing: Nick x gender neutral reader

Word count: 596

Warnings: Nothing except so much fluff that might cause diabetes :p

Type: Fluff fluff and more fluff

Nick’s GCSE exams have just ended and both of you wanted to celebrate. It took Nick less than a minute to come up with this idea since he knows how much you loved stars and constellations.

You met at around 6:30 pm at James park. You’d planned it as a picnic and star gazing date. You’d brought some sandwiches and orange juice and laid it out on the classic red and white checkered cloth which was laid out on the grass. Nick had brought some chocolate chip cookies which you love so much.

Nick was sitting upright with his back rested along the bark of a tree lazily moving his fingers across your hair. You were lying down with your head rested on his legs.

“You really love my curls, don’t you?” You asked when the pink tint on his cheeks became evident.

“As a matter of fact I do, as much as you love me speaking French.” He said with a smug grin .

“I do not..I mean it’s good to hear you speak french I mean your French is good…the grammar and fluency…” you were stuttering at this point and you knew it

“Aww, no need to get all worked up, mon amour” he said with a smirk which turned into a full blown laughter.

“Nick Nelson, are you laughing at me?” You asked as you got up to sit upright facing him.

“Oh love, I love how you love my French.” he said pulling you towards him and making you sit on his lap.

You blushed fiercely and it only made him laugh more and god was it adorable.

You put your arms around his neck and you laid your head on his shoulder. You wanted to do this and be this for the rest of your lives and you knew it.

It was around 8pm when you were able to trace the stars to form the constellations.

You were able to make out Rigel, Bellatrix, Betelgeuse and Saiph which made a rough rectangular shape.

“Look that is Rigel and to the left, the brightest one is Saiph. Now travel upwards along Saiph and the next brightest star is Betelgeuse and now go right and you’ll find Bellatrix which is not that much bright but these 4 form the rough rectangular shape.” You took a piece of paper and drew a rough diagram as you saw on the sky and Nick was able to spot it immediately. You went onto explain Orion’s Belt and stars thereby tracing the path along the infamous Orion constellation.

You were able to identify the Pictor constellation and the three stars forming it- alpha, beta and delta pictoris with beta being the brightest.

“Are you feeling bored?” You asked look at Nick.

“No, absolutely not. I’m just amazed at how much you know about stars and constellations and now I’m completely understanding your obsession with Sirius Orion Black.” He said with a laugh.

“Well, he is the brightest star in the sky with a doomed life and if that isn’t ironical I don’t know what is.”

“I know y/n. It’s almost like it makes sense for his ending to be like that you know.” He said thinking more about the topic

“Yeah, that’s what makes it even more interesting.”

You and Nick lay beside one another and were spotting constellations and lazily playing with each other’s fingers for a long time and it felt like home. Nick felt like home.

“I love you” you whispered in his ear before snuggling into him.

“I love you too” he said holding onto you.

A/N: So yes I am obsessed with Sirius black if it’s not evident from this fic.

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Sirius x Betelgeuse ✨💜🖤

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you feel like home | satan x reader

a/n: i’m too lazy to finish this but i got lazy towards the end so here, you can have it. college au so everyone’s human here but u will find i rarely ever write satan’s name and that’s only bc it’s so weird to write it and think about how in this au a set of parents thought naming their child satan is ok lol. this will be the only time u see me use a post divider bc it’s that messy.

here is how it usually is:

satan wakes up with a start. his breathing is heavy, every gasp sounding terribly like it might be his last, and his eyes are wild. this isn’t fear because he is not afraid. he is never afraid. rather, it is anger. anger at himself, at his brothers, at anyone and everyone who has ever wronged him before. fiery red and burnt orange, anger in all possible forms and shapes and sizes, rolling off of him in waves.

there is not many places in which he finds respite from the barrage of emotions he constantly feels. but when you wake up, bleary-eyed and groggy, and say nothing, waiting with the utmost patience for him to return. when you wrap an arm around his shoulders, careful and cautious. when you tug him down and hum a little tune under your breath that lulls him back to sleep. it’s as close to one as he’ll ever get, he thinks.

for a fleeting second, he thinks about telling you of his feelings. vomit it all out so he doesn’t have to sit any longer with the uncomfortable feelings that’s been bubbling at the pit of his stomach for far too long. but your fingers are too gentle as they press against his still-pounding heart, and your eyes are too tender as they meet his own. there’s an unusually bright beam of moonlight spilling across your features from the gap between the curtains and it makes you look as dazzling as ever. it wouldn’t be right to ruin such a beautiful moment, he thinks, to ruin such a beautiful person with all of whatever he is. so he doesn’t.

repeat and recycle.

you are kind. with him, you’ve managed to practice this weird balance of confident indifference and empathy that just works for him. it’s never been like that before. not when he’d lost his parents but had felt relieved instead of the expected grief. not when his sister had died and had taken along with her a good portion of everyone’s soul. not when he’d finally just upped and left because the tension in the house was getting too much for him to bear.

he has no parents, he told you once, a long time ago. a green haze of disgust had curled around him and eyes steaming, rolling and boiling. the grip he had on the stack of papers he’d been flicking through caused ripples across the filled pages. you know this fact, clever enough to have gathered as much from how much he soured whenever parents were mentioned, but he had never outright admitted it.

“you’re ruining my notes,” you’d said to him instead of the pity he is all too familiar with. there had been a deep furrow between your eyebrows, displeasure in your frown, “i worked extremely hard on that.”

it had been relief, looking back now, that had filled him up to the brim. his heart had felt full, but not in the bad way - always in the good way with you - and he’d felt unburdened for once. he looked at you then, eyebrows raised. where he thought there would be anger, there was only amusement. he’d only known you for a handful of months but somehow he’d expected as much from you. and it’s comfortable.

“the world’s full of awful, terrible people who shouldn’t be parents,” you’d pointed at him with an opened highlighter pen, waving the neon tip in his direction, “doesn’t mean you’re awful or terrible too.”

huh.

“and it certainly doesn’t mean i want to spend my whole afternoon talking about them,” your frown turned into a scowl as you reached over the tabletop filled with textbooks and worn notebooks and loose papers, “give those here if you’re not gonna treat them right.”

light laughter spilled out of his lips as he pulled the notes away. you were kind. too kind. looking back, that must have been the start of it all.

you’re curled up in a hoodie, crumpled up on the sofa in a way he’s sure is not good at all for your posture but he’s long given up trying to chastise you over it. face smooshed against the arm of the chair, a textbook draped open over your chest in a way that makes him wince, you looked positively ridiculous. ignoring the pang of fondness, he nudges you with his knee.

“come on,” he says, closing the textbook and putting it aside, “let’s get you to bed.”

you groan but are otherwise easily coaxed into bed, curling into his side as he lead you to your room. the fondness magnifies immensely. that you’d spent the better half of yesterday revisiting old topics and making notes which is why you’re so tired right now is somehow endearing to him. he brushes his lips against your forehead as he watches you settle into bed. if he spends a bit more time lingering at the door, no one would know.

he doesn’t want to say it’s because of you but you did play a big part in it. he talks more to his brothers now and it’s, well, good. it’s the distance and the fresh air too, maybe.

he doesn’t have parents but he does have 6 brothers, he’d admitted one quiet night. the two of you had been lying on your backs, the clear night sky spread out over your figures, gorgeous swirls of different shades of blacks and dark blues with specks of bright diamond jewels. 6 brothers and a sister who had passed and had taken a piece of all of them with her.

“oh.” you’d said but you already knew about his brothers because he’d told you. not so much in stories, of course, but through bits and pieces he’d mentioned here and there. beel likes that snack, he would tell you and so you’d tell him to send some to him. asmo’s been talking to him about a brand new make up collection that’ll be released soon and so you’d tell him that you’ll keep an eye out. but the thing about his sister - that’s new.

the hurt is still there even though it’s been a long time now. raw pain as if his chest is dangerously exposed and someone’s gone ahead and ripped his still-beating heart out of him. he has yet to find that heart, it seems. it still hurts but ever since he’d left, he’s been able to breathe a bit better. see past the green and grey cloud that hovered over him and his brothers when he’d been at home.

“that one’s orion,” you’d murmured, and he knows it’s just you trying to digest his words, trying to figure out a good response, “people use that one to find other stars too, did you know that?”

he did, in fact. but still, he’d watched, quiet as you pointed out a few others. your eyes are wonder-filled, the twinkle brighter than anything else in the sky, and it had left him breathless. the tightness around his throat had loosened. southeastward and there is sirius, you’d said, in awe and in love. from rigel to betelgeuse, there is gemini - the stars castor and pollux.

“it must be stuffy to be immortalised like that, huh?” you’d turned him then, meeting his eyes, smile gentle, “always expected to be same. unchanging. must be suffocating.”

a stray chuckle leaves him, weak.

“just let it happen,” you told him afterwards and he’d wanted to laugh even more because it shouldn’t be that easy to absolve him of everything he’s been feeling but it had been. “all i’m saying is that you don’t need to feel guilty anymore.”

“talk to them,” you suggested, no hesitation, letting him lean against you, “they lost a sister too, you know?”

there’s a lecture that he has to attend in about an hour but you’re still snoring away on your side of his bed and it’s so tempting to join you in sweet slumber. you don’t have classes until later on so you’re good but he’ll be late if he dallies for any longer.

but he can’t seem to pull himself away from you. so he takes this in, the absolute mess in the morning. listens to your steady breathing. savours the moment and keeps it close. a beautiful solace that he’ll allow himself for when he needs the reprieve.

“ha,” there’s a smug curl to your lips, eyelids fluttering open as if knowing that he’d been starting, “nerd. go to class.”

he rolls his eyes. he could always count on you to ruin a tender moment.

“you should get one for lucifer,” the words barely leave your mouth before you’re laughing, from a tiny little snicker to full blown laughter, “for- for cerberus.”

the hand that’s holding out your phone for him to see the page full of ugly little suit for dogs shakes wildly. he scowls at the mention of his eldest brother and you laugh even more, setting down your utensils in favour of rubbing the tears that have sprung up in the corner of your eyes from laughing too hard.

“are you going back for the break?” you ask once you’ve calmed down, reaching over to pull his plate of pie closer to yourself. you pick up your fork once more, digging into the soft pastry.

he curls his nose at the prospect of going back home, “unfortunately.”

“unfortunately,” you parrot playfully, rolling your eyes. “yeah, okay.” 

“it’s been a long time coming anyways,” you grin around the mouthful of pie, “they miss you, i think. and don’t tell me you don’t miss them too.”

he sighs, shakes his head as he tugs his plate back over to his side. he knew he shouldn’t have given asmo your phone number. he would never attest to the happiness that blooms in chest. no one would be able to prove it, anyways.

here’s how it is now:

he reels you into a hug as he’s about to leave for back home. he feels as light as a feather, and he has to admit, he’s a bit...excited. when the two of you break apart, he says thank you and gives you an earnest smile. he has to suppress his laughter when feels the way you shudder in his arms.

something’s changing. and change is, well, good. in most cases. and this is one of those cases. it’s good. he’s not afraid, he tells you, he’s never afraid. there is no fear. no anger. just adoration and fondness. for you.

and so he decides in that moment - when he gets back, he’ll let you know.

[kalendraashtar]

Do you have a masterlist of all your fics by chance?

Sorry for the delay, sweets, but here you go - my complete masterlist in a single post!

*Ficlets/One-Shots*

Testament of Light - Claire and Jamie meet in therapy (Angst) [tw: suicide; tw: depression]

Happier - Song ficlet for Ed Sheeran’s Happier.

Promise - Song ficlet for Ben Howard’s Promise.

His Name is Home - Ficlet inspired by the movie “If I Stay” and Claire’s illness during ABOSAA (Modern AU).

Tales of Us - A story about legacy. Outlander Secret Santa 2016.

House of the Undying Fire - Claire is a pristess of Vesta and Jamie a Gladiator (Rome AU).

Promise Not To Fall - Claire and Jamie meet in Prague (Hooker AU).

A Deserving Suitor - Roger is dating Brianna and now has to face the hardest test of all - meeting Jamie Fraser (AU).

Mistress Fraser’s Wondrous Concoction - A small moment between Claire and Jamie during the year spent in Lallybroch after France (previous to the Battle of Culloden).

Worthy of Love - How Mandy came to be Amanda Claire Hope MacKenzie.

Nurse Randall - Claire was born to be a healer. But how did she find her calling, training as a nurse during WWII?

Fatherhood - Short tales about Fatherhood from Claire, Frank and Jamie’s voices.

Motherhood - Short tales about Motherhood from Jamie, Brianna and Jenny’s voices.

*Fanfics*

Something Beautiful - Claire Beauchamp, successful emergency physician, secretly harbours feelings for her best friend’s fiancé, Frank Randall. With the help of her long time friend, neighbour and confidant, James Fraser, she is forced to search her heart until she finds something beautiful.

Part I - Duck, Part II - Eat The Sky, Part III - Haircut,Part IV - Glasgow, Part V - Spinster, Part VI - Ae Fond Kiss, Part VII- Tease, Part VIII - A Rush of Water, Part IX - Law of Cooling, Part X - And Then We Start

Ficlet I, Ficlet II, Ficlet III

Something Beautiful II - Sequel to “Something Beautiful”. After their friendship has been set afire, Claire “Sassenach” Beauchamp and Jamie “Duck” Fraser navigate their budding romantic relationship, until Claire realizes it’s time to make a bold choice.

Part I - Knickers, Part II - Wicked, Part III - Pros and Cons

Scotia - An AU based in Myths and Legends. Outlander Secret Santa 2017.

Part I, Part II, Part III, Part IV, Part V, Part VI, Part VII, Part VIII

Scalpel & Needle - Jamie and Claire are surgeons working together but they can’t see eye to eye. However, a secret admirer has found a special place in her heart.

Arc I: Incision

Part I - Rivalry, Part II - Pipes and Drums, Part III - The Enemy of my Foe, Part IV - Mass Casualty, Part V - Breathless and Shirtless, Part VI - Confessions of an Empty Glass, Part VII - Second Best, Part VIII - Hot Appendix, Part IX - Commotio Cordis, Part X - Scalpel, Part XI - Best served cold, Part XII - Tourniquet, Part XIII - The Beauchamp Method, Part XIV - The Healer, Part XV - Date, Part XVI - Firsts, Part XVII - Malpractice, Part XVIII - Needle, Part XIX - Freehand, Part XX - The Morning We Met, Part XXI - Heart-shaped, Part XXII - Jealousy, Part XXIII - Chief of Surgery, Part XXIV - Keys,  Part XXV -And He Knows That  

Arc II: Deep Tissue

Part I - Zero-Sum Game, Part II - Ribcage, Part III - Tethers, Part IV - Sin-Eater, Part V - Tell It To The Moon, Part VI - Moment of Tangency, Part VII -Inked, Part VIII - The Woman, Part IX - Portree, Part X - Skylight, Part XI -STD, Part XII - Deep Tissue, Part XIII - Suture

Scalpel & Needle (Christmas Special) - Nutmeg

Cordis - Part I - Rollercoaster Man, Part II - Wallflower in Blue, Part III - Want, want

Call Out My Name (Figure Skating AU )-  I - Friday I’m in Love

Broken Crown - Spies AU - 1.0, 2.0, 2.1, 2.2, 3.0, 3.1, 3.2, 3.3, 3.4, 3.5, 3.6, 3.7, 4.0, 4.½, 4.1, 4.2, 4.3, 4.4, 4.5, 4.6, 4.7, 4.8, 4.9, 5.0, 5.1, 5.2, 5.3, 5.4, 5.5, 5.6, 5.7, 0.0

The Teacher - I, II

Stealing Tomorrow - Jamie and Claire were young and in love – until their relationship came to a heartbreaking end. After fifteen years, when Claire comes back to Scotland and her path crosses again with Jamie’s, they have a second chance to prove that they are meant to be together. (Modern AU)

Chapter 1 - In media res, Chapter 2 - Forget Me Not, Chapter 3 - As We Were, Chapter 4 - They All Come Rushing Back, Chapter 5 - Boston Calling, Chapter 6 - Sins of a Lover, Chapter 7 - Find Me, Chapter 8 - Master of Me, Epilogue - Tomorrow Is Now

A Lifetime of Her - Throughout their early years, Jamie and Claire meet at crucial points in their lives, supporting and healing each other. Eventually, Jamie realizes that Claire alone holds all his heart – but it might be too late to find his way to her.

Part I - And in my chest you know me best, Part II - In slow motion the blast is beautiful, Part III - You don’t know how lovely you are, Part IV - It’s only the air you took and the breath you left, Part V - But we’re still sleeping like we’re lovers, Part VI - My kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder, Part VII - You bleed just to know you’re alive, Part VIII - Please teach me gently how to breathe, Part IX - I’m walking after you

My Brother’s Lass - What if William Fraser had survived and Jamie Fraser had to compete with his own brother for Claire’s affections? (Canon divergence/AU)

Part One - My Brother’s Lass, Part Two - Homecoming, Part Three - Northern Lights, Part Four - Let me down, gently, Part Five - Love Unspoken, Part Six - This Truth Won’t Set You Free, Part Seven - The Cicadas’ Song, Part Eight - No Time For Us, Part Nine- The Ballad of a Thief, Part Ten - The Flapping of a Butterfly’s Wings, Part Eleven - The Red Prisoner, Part Twelve - Redeemed

Constellations series - Are some people truly meant to be together, unexplainably attracted to each other? In each small story, Jamie and Claire meet – in different places, times and circumstances – and fall in love.

Orion, Sirius, Crux, The Second Sighting of Sirius, Andromeda, Sirius Supernova, Betelgeuse, Perseus, Cassiopeia, Columba, Phoenix, Draco

College AU (Cassiopeia’s sequel) - Modern AU with Claire and Jamie in College together.

The Captain, Anamnesis, The Flood, Orphans, Requiem, Our Shared Skin, Rivals, Daisies & Thistles, Fairplay, He Who Loves Him, To Build a Bridge

Beauchamp Riots - Modern AU. Jamie and Claire have been best friends for five years. When Jamie announces his impending marriage, Claire is forced to finally confront her true feelings.

Part I - Pretzel Logic, Part II - Two Can Waltz, Part III - Dresses & Question Marks, Part IV (Finale) - Morning Glory

This Man I Chose, A Marriage of Equals (Andromeda’s sequels)

Bean sídhe - Claire is the Bean sídhe, a legend in the Scottish Highlands. Loved by some and feared by many, she leads a mysterious life. But when her path crosses Jamie’s, both their lives and the clans are forever changed (AU).

Chapter 1 - Bean sídhe, Chapter 2 - Tormented , *Missing Moment 1* - Claire falling in love with Jamie, Chapter 3 - Burn, Chapter 4 - Betrothed, Chapter 5 - Bare, *Missing Moment 2* - Claire muses about her night with Jamie, Chapter 6 - Punishment, *Missing Moment 3* - Claire’s assault, Chapter 7 - Darkness, Chapter 8 - Soul of my Soul, Chapter 9 - Machinations, Chapter 10 - Blood, Chapter 11 - Crann Tara, *Missing Moment 3* - Jamie yearns to be a father, Chapter 12 - Guardian, Chapter 13 - Witch, Chapter 14 - Promises we can’t keep, Chapter 15 - Death, Chapter 16 - Tree of Life, Epilogue - Faith

Dreaming of Past and Future Days - What if Claire went back to Frank before being taken to Fort William? Would she regret her choice and find her way back to Jamie? (Canon divergence)

I, II, III, IV

*Drabbles*

The Lure of the Sea - Claire thinks Jamie died in the Euterpe.

How She Came To Love Him (College AU universe)

Two Hearts (Sirius universe)

The Chanter - Whimsical short tale.

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Como as Estrelas Funcionam

É uma noite escura, clara e sem lua. Você olha para o céu. Você vê milhares de estrelas organizadas em padrões ou constelações.

A luz dessas estrelas viajou grandes distâncias para alcançar a Terra.

Mas o que são estrelas?

A que distância eles estão?

Eles são todos iguais?

 Existem outros planetas ao seu redor?

Neste artigo, veremos o fascinante mundo das estrelas. Examinaremos a natureza das estrelas, tipos de estrelas, como as estrelas se formam e como as estrelas morrem.

Estrelas e Suas Propriedades

 As estrelas são enormes bolas brilhantes de gases quentes, principalmente hidrogênio e hélio.

Algumas estrelas são relativamente próximas (as 30 estrelas mais próximas ficam a 40 segundos) e outras estão muito, muito longe.

Os astrônomos podem medir a distância usando um método chamado paralaxe , no qual a mudança na posição de uma estrela no céu é medida em diferentes momentos do ano.

Algumas estrelas estão sozinhas no céu, outras têm companhias ( estrelas binárias ) e algumas fazem parte de grandes aglomerados contendo milhares a milhões de estrelas.

Nem todas as estrelas são iguais. As estrelas vêm em todos os tamanhos, brilho, temperatura e cores.

As estrelas têm muitos recursos que podem ser medidos estudando a luz que emitem:

Temperatura

Espectro ou comprimentos de onda da luz emitida

Brilho

Luminosidade

Tamanho (raio)

Massa

Movimento (na nossa direção ou longe de nós, taxa de rotação)

E se você estiver estudando estrelas, precisará desses termos em seu vocabulário estelar:

Magnitude absoluta – magnitude aparente da estrela se ela estivesse localizada a 10 parsecs da Terra

Magnitude aparente – o brilho de uma estrela como observado na TerraL

Luminosidade – quantidade total de energia emitida por uma estrela por segundo

Parsec – medição de distância (3,3 anos-luz, 19,8 trilhões de milhas, 33 trilhões de quilômetros)

Ano-luz – medição de distância (6 trilhões de milhas, 10 trilhões de quilômetros)

Espectro – luz de vários comprimentos de onda emitidos por uma estrela

Massa solar – massa do sol; 1,99 x 10 30 kg (330.000 massas terrestres)

Raio solar – raio do sol; 69618 quilômetros (418.000 milhas)

Temperatura e Espectro

Algumas estrelas são extremamente quentes, enquanto outras são legais. Você pode dizer pela cor da luz que as estrelas emitem.

Se você observar os carvões em uma churrasqueira a carvão, sabe que os carvões vermelhos brilhantes são mais frios que os brancos quentes.

O mesmo vale para estrelas. Uma estrela azul ou branca é mais quente que uma estrela amarela, mais quente que uma estrela vermelha.

Portanto, se você observar a cor mais forte ou o comprimento de onda da luz emitida pela estrela, poderá calcular sua temperatura (temperatura em graus Kelvin = 3 x 10 6 / comprimento de onda em nanômetros).

O espectro de uma estrela também pode indicar os elementos químicos que estão nessa estrela, porque diferentes elementos (por exemplo, hidrogênio, hélio, carbono, cálcio) absorvem a luz em diferentes comprimentos de onda.

Brilho, Luminosidade e Raio

Quando você olha para o céu noturno, pode ver que algumas estrelas são mais brilhantes que outras, como mostrado nesta imagem de Orion.

Dois fatores determinam o brilho de uma estrela:

Luminosidade – quanta energia ela gasta em um determinado momento

Distância – a que distância está de nós

Um holofote apaga mais luz que um holofote. Ou seja, o holofote é mais luminoso.

 Se esse holofote estiver a 8 km de você, no entanto, não será tão claro porque a intensidade da luz diminui com a distância ao quadrado. Um holofote a 8 km pode parecer tão brilhante quanto uma lanterna a 15 cm de distância.

O mesmo vale para estrelas.

Os astrônomos (profissionais ou amadores) podem medir o brilho de uma estrela (a quantidade de luz emitida) usando um fotômetro ou um dispositivo acoplado a carga (CCD) na extremidade de um telescópio.

Se eles conhecem o brilho e a distância da estrela, podem calcular a luminosidade da estrela:

[luminosidade = brilho x 12,57 x (distância) 2 ].

A luminosidade também está relacionada ao tamanho de uma estrela. Quanto maior a estrela, mais energia ela libera e mais luminosa ela é.

Você também pode ver isso na grelha a carvão. Três briquetes de carvão vermelho brilhante gastam mais energia do que um briquete de carvão vermelho brilhante na mesma temperatura.

Da mesma forma, se duas estrelas têm a mesma temperatura, mas tamanhos diferentes, a estrela maior será mais luminosa que a pequena.

Veja na barra lateral uma fórmula que mostra como a luminosidade de uma estrela está relacionada ao seu tamanho (raio) e sua temperatura.

Massa e Movimento

Em 1924, o astrônomo AS Eddington mostrou que a luminosidade e a massa de uma estrela estavam relacionadas. Quanto maior a estrela (ou seja, mais massiva), mais luminosa é (luminosidade = massa 3 ) .

As estrelas ao nosso redor estão se movendo em relação ao nosso sistema solar. Alguns estão se afastando de nós e outros estão se aproximando de nós.

O movimento das estrelas afeta os comprimentos de onda da luz que recebemos deles, bem como o som agudo de uma sirene de caminhão de bombeiros diminui à medida que o caminhão passa por você. Esse fenômeno é chamado efeito Doppler.

Medindo o espectro da estrela e comparando-o com o espectro de uma lâmpada padrão, a quantidade do deslocamento Doppler pode ser medida.

A quantidade do deslocamento Doppler nos diz o quão rápido a estrela está se movendo em relação a nós. Além disso, a direção do deslocamento Doppler pode nos dizer a direção do movimento da estrela.

Se o espectro de uma estrela é deslocado para o fim azul , então a estrela está se movendo em nossa direção; se o espectro for deslocado para ofinal vermelho , então a estrela está se afastando de nós.

Da mesma forma, se uma estrela está girando em seu eixo, o deslocamento Doppler de seu espectro pode ser usado para medir sua taxa de rotação.

Então você pode ver que podemos dizer um pouco sobre uma estrela a partir da luz que ela emite.

Além disso, os astrônomos amadores hoje têm dispositivos como grandes telescópios, CCDs e espectroscópios disponíveis comercialmente a eles a um custo relativamente baixo.

Portanto, amadores podem fazer os mesmos tipos de medições e pesquisas estelares que costumavam ser feitas apenas por profissionais.

Classificação de Estrelas: reunindo as propriedades

No início de 1900, dois astrônomos, Annie Jump Cannon e Cecilia Payne, classificaram os espectros de estrelas de acordo com suas temperaturas.

Cannon realmente fez a classificação e Payne mais tarde explicou que a classe espectral de uma estrela era realmente determinada pela temperatura.

Em 1912, o astrônomo dinamarquês Ejnar Hertzsprung e o astrônomo americano Henry Norris Russell representaram graficamente a luminosidade versus a temperatura de milhares de estrelas e encontraram uma relação surpreendente.

Russell ou HR revelou que a maioria das estrelas se encontra ao longo de uma curva diagonal suave chamada seqüência principal, com estrelas quentes e luminosas no canto superior esquerdo e estrelas frias e frias no canto inferior direito.

Fora da sequência principal, há estrelas frias e brilhantes no canto superior direito e estrelas frias e quentes no canto inferior esquerdo.

Se aplicarmos a relação entre luminosidade e raio ao diagrama de HR, descobrimos que o raio das estrelas aumenta à medida que você avança na parte inferior esquerda na diagonal para a parte superior direita:

Sirius B = 0,01 raio solar

Sol = 1 raio solar

Spica = 10 raios solares

Rigel = 100 raios solares

Betelgeuse = 1000 raios solares

Se você aplicar a relação entre massa e luminosidade ao diagrama de HR, verá que as estrelas ao longo da sequência principal variam da mais alta (aproximadamente 30 massas solares) na parte superior esquerda à mais baixa (aproximadamente 0,1 massa solar) na parte inferior direita.

A tabela resume os tipos de estrelas no universo de acordo com a luminosidade:

As estrelas das anãs brancas não são classificadas porque seus espectros estelares são diferentes da maioria das outras estrelas. O diagrama de RH também é útil para entender a evolução das estrelas desde o nascimento até a morte.

A Vida de Uma Estrela

Como mencionamos anteriormente, as estrelas são grandes bolas de gases. Novas estrelas se formam a partir de grandes nuvens frias (10 graus Kelvin) de poeira e gás (principalmente hidrogênio) que se encontram entre as estrelas existentes em uma galáxia.

Geralmente, algum tipo de perturbação da gravidade acontece com a nuvem, como a passagem de uma estrela próxima ou a onda de choque de uma supernova em explosão.

A perturbação faz com que grupos se formem dentro da nuvem.

Os aglomerados entram em colapso, puxando o gás para dentro por gravidade.

O grupo em colapso comprime e aquece .

O grupo em colapso começa a girar e achatar em um disco.

O disco continua a girar mais rápido, puxa mais gás e poeira para dentro e aquece .

Após cerca de um milhão de anos, um núcleo denso e pequeno (1500 graus Kelvin) se forma no centro do disco, chamado de protoestrela .

À medida que o gás e a poeira continuam a cair para dentro do disco, eles perdem energia para a protoestrela , que aquece mais

Quando a temperatura do protostar atinge cerca de 7 milhões de graus Kelvin, o hidrogênio começa a se fundir para produzir hélio e liberar energia.

O material continua a cair na jovem estrela por milhões de anos, porque o colapso devido à gravidade é maior que a pressão externa exercida pela fusão nuclear. Portanto, a temperatura interna do protostar aumenta .

Se uma massa suficiente (0,1 massa solar ou maior) entra em colapso no protostar e a temperatura esquenta o suficiente para uma fusão sustentada, o protostar tem uma liberação maciça de gás na forma de um jato chamado fluxo bipolar .

Se a massa não for suficiente, a estrela não se formará, mas se tornará uma anã marrom .

O fluxo bipolar elimina gases e poeira da jovem estrela. Parte desse gás e poeira pode se acumular mais tarde para formar planetas.

A jovem estrela agora é estável, pois a pressão externa da fusão de hidrogênio equilibra a força interna da gravidade. A estrela entra na sequência principal; onde está a sequência principal depende da sua massa.

A Morte de Uma Estrela

Vários bilhões de anos após o início de sua vida, uma estrela morrerá. Como a estrela morre, no entanto, depende de que tipo de estrela é.

Estrelas Como o Sol

Quando o núcleo fica sem combustível de hidrogênio, ele se contrai sob o peso da gravidade. No entanto, alguma fusão de hidrogênio ocorrerá nas camadas superiores.

À medida que o núcleo se contrai, ele esquenta. Isso aquece as camadas superiores, fazendo com que elas se expandam.

À medida que as camadas externas se expandem, o raio da estrela aumenta e se torna um gigante vermelho.

O raio do sol gigante vermelho estará além da órbita da Terra. Em algum momento depois disso, o núcleo ficará quente o suficiente para causar a fusão do hélio em carbono. Quando o combustível de hélio acabar, o núcleo se expandirá e esfriará.

As camadas superiores se expandirão e ejetarão o material que será coletado em torno da estrela que está morrendo para formar uma nebulosa planetária .

Finalmente, o núcleo esfriará em uma anã branca e, eventualmente, em uma anã negra . Todo esse processo levará alguns bilhões de anos.

Estrelas Mais Maciças Que o Sol

Quando o núcleo fica sem hidrogênio, essas estrelas fundem hélio em carbono, assim como o sol.

No entanto, depois que o hélio se foi, sua massa é suficiente para fundir o carbono em elementos mais pesados, como oxigênio, néon, silício, magnésio, enxofre e ferro. Uma vez que o núcleo virou ferro, ele não pode mais queimar.

A estrela entra em colapso por sua própria gravidade e o núcleo de ferro esquenta. O núcleo fica tão compactado que prótons e elétrons se fundem para formar nêutrons.

Em menos de um segundo, o núcleo de ferro, que é aproximadamente do tamanho da Terra, encolhe para um núcleo de nêutrons com um raio de cerca de 10 quilômetros.

As camadas externas da estrela caem para dentro do núcleo de nêutrons, esmagando-o ainda mais. O núcleo aquece bilhões de graus e explode ( supernova), liberando assim grandes quantidades de energia e material para o espaço.

A onda de choque da supernova pode iniciar a formação de estrelas em outras nuvens interestelares. Os restos do núcleo podem formar uma estrela de nêutrons ou um buraco negro, dependendo da massa da estrela original.

O conteúdo Como as Estrelas Funcionam aparece primeiro em Autoconhecimento e Prosperidade.

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Burning Roses - Sirius Black/Remus Lupin x Reader

Request: Hey! As requests are open, can you write an imagine where your friends with the marauders and both Remus and sirius have a crush on you, but don't realize the other does, until it comes out that one of them wants to ask you out, and essentially the reader has to choose? Hope that made sense xx Warnings: My English. Angst, my heart can’t handle it. Language. Gifs aren’t mine. Credits to their original owners.  No, I don’t believe I will be writing a second part. Sometimes, we have to choose on our own.  Word Count~2.3k MASTERLIST Pending Requests

“Honestly, Rem, you really believed that I didn’t know?” you questioned him with a playful smile on your lips. That was the thing between you two. You were friends- family, really- with the Marauders since day one.  It felt natural like it was meant to be. That was six years ago. You had formed different bonds with each of them- all of them strong, just different. James was your brother. He was your older, overprotective, self-absorbed, completely infatuated with his Lily-flower, a brother. Even though you never had one and you couldn’t possibly know how a big brother acts, you did believe that James was excelling. You were never capable of holding a grudge against him- even though you truly wanted sometimes- as you witnessed how awfully in love he was with Lily. Any person capable of love is capable of being forgiven. Meaning that as much as he made you tick with his stupid plans to destroy your dates, you could never hate him or be mad at him for too long. Peter was your younger and more reserved brother. He was this kind and quiet person that had a lot of trouble adjusting. He had a lot of issues, especially with his confidence and he would barely speak up, but when he did, he would leave everyone dumbfounded by his intelligence. He was keen but he never believed it. You had acted up as his over-protective sister and helped him as much as you could.   Sirius… Sirius was different. You could say that you were closer, in a way. You had tried to be his sister but he already had a brother and family issues, so you just dropped it. He was such a great actor that you would almost fall for his carefree and laid-back attitude. Almost. You saw the flicker of pain and that small twinkle of unwanted memories that was pooling in his eyes. His act was impressive. In fact, those were the very words you told him when you confronted him. Since that very long night, you were inseparable. Somehow, you had managed to make him open up to you and let his walls down- something he had never done before, not even with his fellas. You had found yourself staring at him and his steely gray eyes more than once and you had quickly realized that you may or may not have feelings for him. And it sucked because he was with a different girl every other night. Also, because he was your friend. With Remus things just happened. He was actually, the first one to befriend you from the infamous Marauders. You had hit it off immediately because how could you not? He was sweet and caring, kind and polite. You would meet up in the Library, trying to study together but you would end up eating chocolate and drinking tea in the kitchens. You knew he was a werewolf since the moment you laid eyes on him. You just waited patiently for him to trust you enough to tell you. You had waited six years. You didn’t feel betrayed; it might hurt a bit but you understood all the possible reasons why he had kept it to himself and his friends. They were guys- they had practically formed a cult. The only problem was that somewhere between the books and the chocolate you had kind of developed a tiny crush on him. Something about his soft caramel eyes. You fancied two of your best friends. What a cliché. “Wait- you do? You know?” he whispered almost breathlessly. His eyes were wide and bewildered like he expected you to start running away from him.That was likely, you thought sarcastically. You raised an eyebrow. He should have known better- you were clever, disturbingly crafty. “Don’t you think that the nicknames give it away?” you simply suggested. He shook his head lightly but chuckled. He looked at you, his honest eyes were almost too honest for you to handle. “How long?” he asked you in a small voice. You tilted your head, trying to decide if you wanted to tell him that you knew all this time. “Since day one” you answered truthfully. You knew that he was going to scowled himself for not telling you a bit earlier. His mouth hung open. You offered him a soft and warm smile. “Yet you are still here and you never pushed me into telling you. Why?” he asked again, this time his voice cracked. You could sense the tension that was lingering dangerously close to you. “I am not afraid of you. On the contrary, I am afraid that you will get hurt because of it. And I don’t know… I guess I waited for you to trust me enough” you stated and held his gaze. He opened and closed his mouth too many times that it became hilarious. You lightly giggled at his reaction. “I trust you with my life. I hope you know that, love” he told you intensely. You smiled brightly at his words. “About ti- wait, what did you call me?”. What had started out as a sarcastic remark had turned out to be a befuddled question. You could have guessed that your cheeks were pink. His face fell as he realized that something had slipped. He didn’t mean to but it came almost too natural to call you that. But that did not mean that you liked it- or so he thought. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to offend you, I just didn’t-” “I don’t mind” you blurted out, cutting off his ramble. You saw his lips forming a genuine smile that could melt your heart.

It was late and you were wide awake. Again. It was a habit of yours to go to the Astronomy Tower whenever you couldn’t sleep. It was already cold but you didn’t mind that much. You simply sat down near the edge and looked up. That was all it took for you to get lost and stay there. You felt your heart finally finding peace in the beautiful anarchy that all those galaxies created. Nothing was random in this life. The stars were consuming themselves to spread light-for you to see; planets were moving and colliding together, leaving behind what you thought as a mesmerizing chaos. Yet, you could witness the harmony, the perfect serenity in that havoc. You started naming all the constellation you could remember. “Capella, Pegasus, Betelgeuse, oh… the Pleiades star cluster and-” “Orion” you were cut off. You didn’t even need to look at him to know that it was Sirius. Your heart skipped a beat but soon you felt comfortable again. “Orion” you repeated softly, eyes glued to the velvet sky and the silk stars. His eyes, however, never left your face. “Everything that ever was still is. Everything that ever will be, already exist. We imagine that it is in motion and unfinished, that it’s still morphing- I don’t believe that” he gently commented and sat down next to you. You knew that he was here because he couldn’t sleep. You knew about his insomnia and nightmares. “How can you not? It’s because it’s unfinished that it’s astonishingly beautiful. Otherwise, it would be boring” you observed as your hands traced the patterns of the sky in mid-air- you longed to touch them, become part of them. He didn’t answer but you knew that he was comparing himself to it. You could tell that he truly believed that he had nothing else to live for because he didn’t think he could change. It broke your heart seeing him like this. Just like it broke your heart when Remus was like that-not believing he was worth it. Everything. You just sat there, not too close, not too far away, stargazing the night away. You didn’t talk but you didn’t have to. The silence wasn’t deafening-it was pleasant and very welcomed. You hadn’t noticed but he was looking at you the same way you were looking at the sky- full of awe and wonder. He had found his chaotic serenity. You slightly shivered but before you could say something, Sirius’ arms were wrapped around you, bringing you closer. Perks of being an Animagus- he was a heating pad. You could feel his heart beating and you could feel his body radiating warmth and somewhere between those two, you felt yourself losing touch with reality. He didn’t dare to close his eyes. 

“To burn with desire and keep quiet about it is the greatest punishment we can bring on ourselves” ― Federico García Lorca. They were so damn oblivious to each other’s feelings. James could see it, Peter could see it, Lily- well, she knew it since the moment it happened, even if they couldn’t exactly pinpoint it themselves. It was only a matter of time before all hell would break loose.  Today was the day. They were in their dorm, both of them lost in their own thoughts that so happened to be about the same person. They both wanted to ask her out- to let her know their feelings at the very least, but life had other plans. They had bought roses to give her but once they saw each other holding flowers they smiled because they thought that for the first time they were both going to be happy. But that changed the moment they opened their mouths. “Do you think Y/N will like them?” they said in unison and their smiles fell. They looked at each other completely stunned. They wanted the same girl. They had fallen for the same girl. As the realization hit them like a tidal wave, the flowers dropped to the floor. “No. Please, don’t” Remus whispered to Sirius, pleadingly. “Don’t do this to me” Sirius begged in return. What they didn’t know was that you were listening behind their closed door. You felt so sick of yourself. Nauseatingly awful person. “Why Sirius? Why? Out of all the girls, you could possibly want, why do you have to want the only one I care about?” Remus asked his ‘friend’. He knew that it wasn’t his fault. It wasn’t somebody’s fault. He knew why. You were kind and sweet, sarcastic and witty, caring and… different. You were perfect to him. “You have no idea how much I care about her. She is the first person to make me feel like this, Remus. I can’t just let that go. I can’t let her go” Sirius confessed in a small voice. “You think I don’t know? You think I don’t care about her? I am in love with her. I have been, for as long as I can remember. And I don’t know if I should smile because she is my friend or fucking cry because that’s all she is ever going to be!”. You had never heard Remus so desperate. So painfully consumed. Your heart broke. You couldn’t do this to them, you had absolutely no freaking right to put them through that god-awful feeling. “She has been the only light in my life” Sirius replied softly. You couldn’t bury it any longer, so you ran away, reached your room, only to find Lily and James already waiting there. “You knew?” you breathlessly rasped out. Before you could help it, you fell apart and four arms were wrapped around you. You had just lost your two best friends. And a part of yourself-or even your whole self.  How much pain can a broken heart undergo? You were alerted by the smell. Something was burning. You got up and quickly made your way to the boys’ room with James. When you opened the door, you saw ten beautiful pink roses on fire. The two of them were just staring at each other, occasionally looking at the burning flowers. That was the visual representation of how you felt inside. Their heads snapped towards you and they tried to cover up the fact that they have been arguing- not exactly arguing- all that time. They were failing. “Alright, I am done playing games” Sirius announced and you knew what was coming your way. “There is something that needs to be said” Remus continued. You just couldn’t take it. “No, don’t. Please, don’t put me in that position. Don’t you dare put me in that position” you were almost crying again. You knew that sooner or later you would have to face this. “She heard you earlier” James clarified with an arm around your waist, supporting you and protecting you as a brother would do. Because he knew that you had a thing for both of them. Their faces paled. “Then, who is it, love?” Sirius almost demanded. You closed your eyes and almost felt like passing out. You couldn’t do this. You simply couldn’t. How could you choose? WHY does it have to be a choice? Why things aren’t easier? You thought of all the times you wanted to grab Remus by his shirt and kiss him with such passion that the sea would be jealous. And then your mind traveled to Sirius and all the times you had thought about the exact same thing about him. Something sparked inside of you. You knew. You opened your eyes.

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