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Hey what do u think of Kirasaya fans on twt that is often canceling ppl bcz we thought and tweeted Kirasaya it's toxic? Like... If I'm be real.. Kirasaya relationship is unhealthy and I feel like sayaka autisme and kirari sociopath if already been healed, I don't think Kirasaya would stick together again as secretary and president relationship and situation... And another Kirasaya fans like dramatic /fanaticly love Kirasaya like the tweeted everyday and I'm bored and think like why they can't just see the reality... And I think even though Kirasaya relationship still be good it's ust friend not like gf-bf relationship, whaddya think?

From what I heard, people on Twitter are suddenly hating Kirari (who in the current flashback is what, 7?) with the fierceness of a thousand suns, only because “but Yumeko is such a baby🥺🥺 how could Kirari be such a meanie to her??😡😡”.

As if behind each and any instance in which a literal child got to be the leader of an extensive and powerful domain (in this case, the Momobami Clan) the adults weren’t behind it. As if Kirari had been born with the need to be malicious, and cruel and merciless, and not brought up to be like that by her own Family. As if she wasn’t trying to fix it with the Election??? Like, this isn’t me fangirling over Kirari, this is me wondering if any of them ever got to sit in a history class and actually listen.

But I disgress. All this to say that the critical thoughts of most Twitter users don’t go much beyond the ability to read kindergarden-level books without getting their personal feeling involved.

KiraSaya is obviously unhealthy the way it is now, because both Kirari and Sayaka’s mental health isn’t the best. If that was to change, I don’t think it would influence what they feel for each other. They did both risk their lives with that leap of faith at the Tower. A feeling so deep can’t just go away in a day. It would certainly fade at a certain point, but it’s the kind of sentiment that remains with you for a lifetime, even after you stop seeing each other.

I think if they both had the chance to heal and feel a good, healthy kind of love, they’d grow even closer. The only way I see them “breaking up” would be either because they’d find something worse to obsess over or because they’d simply outgrow each other, as it happens sometimes with high school sweethearts. Knowing how hard they loved each other though I can’t imagine them staying close friends.

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Hello! Happy ❤️ ♥️ day! Ah do you know if the momobami family has an official Crest/emblem shown in the manga or no? Thank you

Hello there.

It should be this one (shown when they present the Election and the Bami):

I’m 100% sure there’s a better, more detailed crest in another chapter, but I couldn’t tell you which one. Also I wouldn’t be able to tell you if it’s the Momobami’s crest (as in, Ririka and Kirari’s family) or if it’s the Momobami’s crest (as in, the crest of the whole clan).

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Kiritsugu emiya or Kotomine Kirei?

This one is a no-brainer: Kotomine Kirei, 100%.

He’s a priest, he’s got dead fish eyes, he likes spicy food, he somehow manages to get Gilgamesh on his side, he’s remarkably good at throwing hands, he would not be afraid to throw hands with a literal child, his no non-sense personality makes for great humor when you least expect it and his voice actor is great.

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Hey have u ever watched attack on titan, till the part of Mikasa(fem) carried big boxes when eren (male) can't carry that weight? Bcz I'm being reminded by OTAP chapter where sayaka carried big fish food when ririka and nozomi looking for the wanted dog... Anyway I know it took 1 or 2 years to finish that masterpiece (OTAP) but as u wrote or arranged the story on every chapter continue to next chapter, have u ever making story where the reference based on scene from Anime to/movie that u watched?

I did try to watch AoT, but I think I dropped it after three episodes?

I’m sure I’ve made references here and there. Although it ended up being cut out, one of them is about Sachiko’s father having like 9 dogs and only and exclusively caring about those 9 dogs. It’s a reference from Chainsaw Man.

In that context it was supposed to show that Sachiko’s father was used to being in a position of unmatched power and wanted to focus only on his affairs. He enjoyed more hanging out with the dogs than with his own unruly daughter. That’s why Sachiko is so obsessed with parading Mikura around with a leash and punishing her: in a way, it feels like she’s punishing her father’s dogs, finally having a degree of choice over them. The child within Sachiko is still competing against them for her father’s attention — and she’s winning, because now she’s the father, Mikura’s she one begging and giving affection and she’s more than glad to shower Sachiko with it.

In general, I try to avoid making (conscious) references to other movies or books. Writing should be personal, I don’t want to parrot what others have said before me because it wouldn’t feel genuine.

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Let's be real u love the anon who asked u lots of question right?

Allow me to thank you for this question, because it gave me the chance to speak about something that’s been intriguing me for a while (albeit it’s more of a personal reflection, rather than a conversation with you specifically).

I’ve been answering anon asks for years and because this was my first experience being active in fandom spaces, I’ve come to consider it as a sort of social experiment.

To answer your question: no, I do not enjoy the last few asks. I don’t appreciate when people don’t take the hint and keep sending them.

In part, of course, it’s because I’ve grown tired. Tired of Kakegurui, but also of some of its fans. The asks I used to receive were also much more engaging and some were actually quite funny! Some anons were nice enough to come here just to share something they enjoyed, something unrelated to KKG, because they thought that I’d enjoy it too. I appreciate those anons a lot and I hope they’re having a nice day, just like the anons who reached out to talk about my fics and discuss what they liked or disliked about them.

I can’t remember if I mentioned it here, but for me, the anons of this blog are the equivalent of strangers stopping me in the streets while I’m minding my business. Some people ask for directions (meaning, some come here asking for writing advice and such) and if I can help them, it is my pleasure to do so. Some people come up to me to strike a conversation, and although I don’t always have the patience or the interest to indulge them, I do my best to reply.

And then there’s… the others.

Those are the ones that puzzle me. I don’t take what they say personally, nor do I give it much weight, because in the end, they’re still just strangers on the internet, but I’m still genuinely curious about why they do the things they do. It’s not like I’ve lost sleep over it but even as a writer, I’m very, very interested in understanding this kind of humanity. Everything has a reason, if you care to search for it.

So those anons, right. Some of them don’t even follow me: Why are they here?

Of course, one of the reasons is that this is an open space. You can come in, do your thing, get out. I’ll never know who you are so you don’t really feel like there’s going to be any substantial consequence to what you say.

There’s this quote by Robert A. Caro that goes, “When you have enough power to do what you always wanted to do, then you’re really gonna see what you always wanted to do.”

So you have the power to be rude, and stupid and nonsensical, right?

But why would you do it?

Like, if someone was to tell me “Hey, I don’t appreciate your avances”, well, I wouldn’t send them this kind of stuff:

I’d feel like a loser, you see? I’d show no manners to the person who’s repeatedly said that they don’t appreciate this kind of messages (most importantly when those who send them are really trying to get my cell number!!!) and I’d also show such an incredible loneliness and hopelessness that I couldn’t help but be ashamed of myself.

Plus you’re doing this where everyone can see you! You’re on anon yes, but you know that you’re the one who wrote that stupid, rude or nonsensical ask. How can you not be embarassed about it? I suppose you’re either dumb enough to lack self-awareness or you’re so insecure that you’re much beyond that to torture yourself with silly concepts like dignity and self-respect.

I don’t mean it as an insult, really, I’m just trying to draw my own conclusions here. My power fantasy is to be a good, kind, interesting person in a community of equally good and nice and interesting people and yours is… this? Why?

Reading some of these asks feels like getting a glimpse of someone’s intrusive thoughts. You can tell that they didn’t stop to think before sending them. My mutuals have to thank me, because despite what I’ve been told recently by a friend, I still spare them the worst ones (which, curiously, have only really started to appear recently). This kind of stuff gives me such bad second-hand embarassment that if I try to put myself in the anon’s shoes I deal myself psychic damage.

Most of those people don’t even come to me because I’m Sintreaties and they have a problem specifically with Sintreaties. The problematic anons either disregard or forget the fact that they’re real, living people talking to another real, living person — who, incidentally, has nothing to do with them.

And it’s incredible, because again, I wouldn’t be able to act like some of you! Sometimes it helps to think that no matter how many times I’ve hit rock bottom, I’ve never sent anon hate nor have I ever harrassed someone online just because I could. But then, even in videogames I never pick the “bad route”. What’s the fun in that? If I have to be mean and pick a fight with someone, hell, let it be a fight that can win me something more than whatever you get from arguing with Twitter users.

In the end, the question for me isn’t “why are you doing this to me”.

For me, the question becomes: why are you doing this to yourselves?

Bro, go for a walk! Talk to your friends, and if you’ve got none, go ahead and make some! Go for a coffee all by yourself and joke with the guy at the counter! Jesus Christ man, you can do better than waste your time sending that kind of asks to a random person on the internet! You show so little self-love that I can’t help but feel compassion. Where’s your dignity? Where’s your self-respect, the innate, human drive that pushes us to be better, no matter what? If you’re so lonely and insecure, do something about it! The world is full of people who wish to be your friend and to know you for who you are. Take care of yourself, for god’s sake!

“Lighten up, it’s not that deep” — for some of you, yeah. We’re talking about the same people who can barely read and comprehend a manga, I don’t expect them to understand my point.

(And I don’t mean it as a “look at me, I am so superior to you, because I actually use my head to think things critically and I’m still in touch with my emotions even in online settings.”)

For you it’s just one or two weird asks. Since 2019, I’ve received hundreds of them.

Again, I’m still relatively new to fandom. I’ve “only” been around for a few years and I’ve mostly only interacted with KKG fans. I’ve also always tried to curate my experience, which is already lacking on its own compared to someone who’s been around for decades. On that note, I wonder if some older, more experienced users would like to share their opinions on the matter — on anon too, or course.

I still want to keep my askbox open, because some anons really have something new and interesting to bring to the table. Remember though: it’s not 2020 anymore. From now on, I really do suggest thinking well about an ask before sending it.

And on a final note, I’m told that one of my asks made it to the KKG struggles account on Twitter so I’d personally like to thank and shake hands with all the anons that made it possible🤝🍾🎉

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Wow u are that writer of thorn petal of kkg in AO3 right? I've just finished to read that, that was nice writing style and nice story. Don't u wanna come back again to write kkg fic or another fic on AO3? Cause I like Ur story

I’m glad you enjoyed OTAP. Next one-shot drops on the 7th.

After that, I’m finally working on a multichapter fic that I’ve sort of spoiled here on Tumblr a few months back.

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Hey what do u think about this chara :

1. Rin tohsaka

2. Shirou emiya

3. Arthur saber

Like I see u loving personality like modred/mary saotome, which I knew as emosional anger type... It's ok if u dislike it, since u don't write a fic about fate Anime series

Oh, I did write for Fate in the past (like 2019-ish?). Simply, I never made that public. Although I am fascinated by the Fate universe, I’m not a hard-core fan, my knowledge is very superficial. Plus I believe its fandom already has more enough skilled creators so I don’t feel like adding anything of my own.

And it’s not about the anger in itself. It’s because those characters have very good reasons to be angry. I certainly like Mordred and his story more than Saotome because of it.

That being said, I believe Rin to be the best character among the ones you mentioned. I like the fact that she’s proud and confident enough to be arrogant, yet in the series we have been shown emotional moments, scenes of weakness from her. She’s the heir to one of the most important families in her universe, and although she’s bound by the search of power like everyone else, I feel like her traditions liberate her, rather than chain her down like Sakura. Last Encore played her dirty by making her great-grandaughter or whatever look the same as her.

Shirou is… certainly a man. He does… manly… things. I never really liked him as a main character in the series, but of course, he’s been created to be flat specifically for the visual novels. I can only speak about the anime version of him, I’ll leave out his future version. His story is a tragedy on its own, but because of his original self, I can’t find it too compelling. Archer was my first servant in FGO so I have a soft spot for him specifically.

I know nothing about Arthur Saber. From what I heard, he’s just another generical anime man with the personality of a cardboard box. I much prefer Artoria, both as Saber and as Lancer/King of Lions.

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Do u think kakegurui midari is hot? I wanna be so bad shipping midasaya pair, I read kkg fic called sayaka fans club concert by multifandotakugirl... Still hiatus 😭😎👍

Let us just say, it shows that you’re new around here

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Have u seen Kirasaya and meariri already having children from comic by fan?

Used to get those from the accounts that repost stolen art here on Tumblr before I started blocking them.

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How are you?

Sunny weather and warmer temperatures got me feeling like the world is worth saving, actually

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Makima's husband

Makima’s husband

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Ok actually It’s 5 stages of grief for me. Not having a crush on anyone for years, I’ve actually forgotten how it feels so good at first and then when you’re looking for her. She’s on a week off and then you’re discharged. Smh. It’s an amazing feeling though, but made me remember how i hate feeling things. How do i move on from not having a proper goodbye HELP

How was that quote, “It’s better to have loved and have lost than to not have loved at all?”

I think that goes for crushes too. Sure, she’s gone, but the important thing is that for a while, she shared a minimal part of your existence. It’s like picking up a pretty pebble when you go on a walk. It’s just a pebble! Yet it made you kind of happy when you got to hold it.

Just like a pebble, sooner or later you won’t think about it every single day, but when you will remember it, I think you’ll remember about it fondly. It just take patience lol

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Now wait a minute. I’m not the one that sent that rude ass reply lol. Anon come on! But anyway I basically don’t have a shot anymore but at least I’ve been feeling a little inspired the past few days. So it’s great, I’ll move on a few days from now for sure. It’s a silly little crush lol

I’m glad for you, God knows we all need a little crush in our lives from times to time

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Easy to say " shoot your shot we only live once", there is a chance of rejection after that my feeling won't easily fly away

“Shoot your shot” doesn’t mean go there RIGHT NOW and pour our your heart, asking her to go out with you.

You said it yourself: She’s a nurse. Not a whore. People like to be seduced. They like to have a chance to know you and to make themselves known. If you go there right now and ask her on a date, you’re not giving her a reason to accept. If all, you’re setting yourself up for failure.

Plus, sure, she might already have a lover, or for all you know she might even be a Trump supporter. Right now, from they way you put it, you know nothing about her; you seem more enamoured with the idea of her.

Get to know her better, and maybe your feelings will go away on their own, maybe you’ll make yourself a new friend. Maybe she’ll also be into you. Either way, you miss 100% of the shots you don’t take.

Honestly, when it comes to getting your feelings hurt I believe that it’s better to either try for good or to give up altogether. Feelings heal over time. She’s not your wife of ten years — she’s just a pretty stranger. Nothing extraordinarily nice comes from always being in your comfort zone. Take a (calculated) risk sometimes and there’s a very high chance you’ll get rewarded.

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Help I think I’m in love with my nurse although i only saw her eyes cause of the mask but sometimes that’s all it takes right. Kinda sucks ass I literally don’t have any gay friends to talk to about this lol

The gays 🤝 falling madly in love with people that we believe capable of taking good care of us

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Hey, have u watched fate heaven's feel movie? And which fate series have u watched so far?

I watched the movie trilogy, Fate Zero, Fate Stay/Night, the Unlimited Works series, the Illya spin-offs and Apochrypha.

Apochrypha was the one that I liked the most because of Mordred and Jeanne D’Arc (and Astolpho, though it feels weird to admit it).