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You Can Stop Queerphobia
SUMMARY: A poem about how queerphobia affects people. WORD COUNT: ~200
WARNINGS: Queerphobia/homophobia/transphobia. That’s basically it.
A/N: Poetry that I wrote for this poetry contest for my school…The message was supposed to be positive and uplifting and stuff and obviously my dumb ass was like “Nah let me drag this poem down and then bring it up” so yeah- It’s so bad I’m sorry- A/N PART 2: Originally posted here.
© kazumiwrites - All rights reserved; please do not steal, edit, copy, repost (etc) my work without my express permission.
“You got marriage,” they say, “isn’t that enough?” President thinks people like you are okay But just because this is true Doesn’t mean they can back away
Hate, harassment, hurt, bullying Fear to even go enroll Not wanting to hear the words That would soon break your soul
Quelling your anger, quelling your pain Trying to find calm to maintain Because you know, oh you think you know! You can’t do anything to change how people may crow
“Girls love guys, guys love girls,” they say “That’s a simple fact” What a sad so-called truth When you don’t fit in; just lost, out of place
Cyndi Lauper, Marsha Johnson, and Madonna People who helped make kids thrive Freddie Mercury, Lady Gaga, and Demi Lovato All singers helping queer youth survive
So you try, seeing happiness Hope in a new bill signed Gentle words uttered from a person’s mouth Acceptance, a loving hand in another Hugs, tears of joy
“Haters are gonna hate,” “Don’t be so weak” The words uttered, trying to drag you down But discrimination still awaits, So who’s to say a single person Can’t do anything to stop the hate?
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April 22nd-April 28th, 2019 CTP Archive
The archive for the Comic Tea Party week long chat that occurred from April 22nd, 2019 to April 28th, 2019. The chat focused on Hexameron by Mikhail Shmidt & Eugenia Shmidt.
Featured Comment:
Chat:
RebelVampire
COMIC TEA PARTY- WEEK LONG BOOK CLUB START!
Hello and welcome everyone to Comic Tea Party’s Week Long Book Club~! This week we’ll be focusing on Hexameron by Mikhail Shmidt & Eugenia Shmidt~! (https://tapas.io/series/Hexameron)
You are free to read and comment about the comic all week at your own pace, so stop on by whenever it suits your schedule! Remember, though, that while we allow constructive criticism, our focus is to have fun and appreciate the comic. Below you will find four questions to get you started on the discussion. However, a new question will be posted and pinned everyday (between 12:01AM and 6AM PDT), so keep checking back for more! You have until April 28th to tell us all your wonderful thoughts! With that established, let’s get going on the reading and the chatting!
QUESTION 1. What has been your favorite scene in the comic so far? What specifically did you like about it?
QUESTION 2. Who or what do you think the “Eldritch Horror” was at the beginning of the story? Why do you think they gave the cube to Gil? What will happen when Gil completes the tasks given to him?
Kelheor
Hello, I'm Eugenia aka Kelheor, the artist for Hexameron, and we are here to answer all the possible questions
Delphina
Just gave it a read! I really admire how quick the pacing is between each story, it's really tight!
My favorite scenes are a tie between the scene with Summer building the strange mound thing (https://tapas.io/episode/1125654) and the kids summoning the Ladies in Black (https://tapas.io/episode/1273540). I really love when the artist gives a big roomy panel to let us soak in all the creepy details and really feel the atmosphere.
(I'm just taking everything at face value right now and assuming that's a legit Eldrich Horror coming to steal childrens' soul or open a dark dimension for other creatures to come out.)
Darkstrong
Hi, the writer of this whole thing speaking. The pacing is actually, a result of a limitation that we put on ourselves - four pages per story. Glad to hear that you like it. As for Eldritch guest, his motivation, if you even can call it a motivation, is not as simple. Or maybe much more simple, would more accurate. But that is something that will be addressed much further into the story.
RebelVampire
QUESTION 3. At the moment, who is your favorite character? What about that character earns them this favor?
QUESTION 4. Why do you think Gil and friends are being specifically targeted by the horrors? Is it because they’re actively seeking them out, or is something else going on? Alternatively, are they just unlucky?
RebelVampire
1) the scene i like the most is when summer is hugging the creepy rock and smiling. legit i think the crying in that scene sells it causes its pretty clear she subconsciously doesnt want to be there. and yet here she is being forced to hug the rock, so it really hits home what an awful death that would be if she hadnt been saved. 2) part of me wants to just assume ya know, eldritch stuff. probably trying to summon something terrible and was too lazy to get all the items themselves. thus, recruit gil cause why not. makes things easier. but on the otherhand, a part of me wants to assume the twist is it was james all along. cause its pretty convenient he had to leave camp right before the horrors suddenly started being real. going on the idea its not real though, i assume gil is gonna die anyway. like i feel like theres this ominous safety net the story is creating where nothing perma bad happens to anyone besides emotional scares. and i think that means the rug is gonna be pulled out from under us at some point.
3) Eugene cause Eugene is the only one i feel like has a good head on his shoulders. Handles things logically, is decently cautious. Therefore I'm picking him cause he seems the only one not being a dumb kid who says "whats the worst that could happen?" 4) I do think their targetting is just the fact that they're the ones seeking them out. That plus the fact that they are more open to the belief. Cause I think its partly their own half-hearted beliefs in the stories that make them more suseptible to the supernatural around them. Which is pretty common in stories where the supernatural can only affect people who actually believe in it. This would also explain why the horrors seem to be getting worse and more directly deadly; the more the kids investigate, the more belief they have in the things around them.
Delphina
Yeah, I also like Eugene. I think some of the other characters' personalities blend together, but he really stands out for me and has smart ideas like on the stairway to logically get out of bad situation.
Pavla is also fun, I'm looking forward to seeing more of her because she does NOT seem to be interested in ghosts and will gladly punch them in the face.
RebelVampire
yeah. pavla is a lot of the reason why i answer 4 the way i did cause that girl gives absolutely no damns about ghosts. and i can respect just punching your way out of a supernatural situation XD
Delphina
I definitely agree that their meddling is just making things worse, because they're sneaking out to forbidden places/doing rituals and getting the attention of these creatures that possibly would have just left them alone otherwise.
RebelVampire
yeah. especially with the candle ritual. thats legit just asking for it.
Darkstrong
I think I can too answer some questions without going into the spoiler zone. :D My favourite scene so far is definitely the summoning of the Ladies. The scene is dark and menacing, and I like how the design of the Ladies ended up.
My favourite character so far, it is hard to decide since I am writing them all and like all of them, but if I had to choose, I'd probably choose Zoe.
Kelheor
I am actually relieved to know that most people like Eugene that much, and not only because his t-shirts =) Except Zoe, he is not just the only character who doesn't care about supernatural things, put openly don't like a lot to be a part of these crazy events. When we were making that part in The Message chapter, where he is hurt and just wants to go back, I was afraid that people just won't understand the way he behaves. 1. I totally can choose a summoning of Ladies as my favourite scene too! But I'll probably go with the part where the kids ran away from Heartless Annie. I just wish there were a few more panels of how Summer is picking up the stick to smash her just to add more motion to the scene. 3. It's hard, but I would choose Jaeger, because he's just a small cowardly cricket, but will poke every strange thing with a stick =)(edited)
Delphina
Eugene's t-shirts are definitely great too!
RebelVampire
QUESTION 5. What has been your favorite illustration in the comic so far? What specifically about it do you like?
QUESTION 6. Why do you think so many of James’ stories about the camp are suddenly coming true? What do you think James might have to do with the events so far (if anything)?
RebelVampire
5) my fave illustration so far is actually probably the last panel in the right corner of this page https://tapas.io/episode/1197369 i really love how atmospheric both the ominous shadows and fog make the scene. i also like the shot choice with the characters having their backs to us and it being a bit farther away. i feel like it really expresses a sense of scale and hopelessness. plus, i appreciate any background that takes the time to make nice looking stairs. 6) This is the question where I'm going back to my James is the culprit theory. Cause I still stand by the fact him having to leave camp is extremely convenient for how much he gets mentioned. and as for why hed do it, cause he was tired of everyone mocking his stories. if he makes them real, then he can be mocked no longer. its fool proof.
Delphina
In general, I really love how the forest is rendered in the art, it's always so colorful and gorgeous! https://tapas.io/episode/1126672 https://tapas.io/episode/1305811
I don't think James is the culprit, but maybe he's passing along the information from some other darker force? Hard to say.
Darkstrong
Not to play the Ladies' card twice, I'd say that my favourite illustration is Annie's reaction to being smacked with a stick. The branch tentacles, huge mouth full of teeth,and Summer's paralyzed reaction.
@RebelVampire, I like the whole Stairs to Nowhere story. Sadly, I think we couldn't realize it completely the way I pictured it. It is really good hearing that someone finds it so expressive :)(edited)
RebelVampire
QUESTION 7. Which characters do you enjoy seeing interact the most? What about their dynamic interests you?
QUESTION 8. Of the creepy events presented so far, which one did you find the scariest? What about it made it so spooky for you?
RebelVampire
QUESTION 9. What sorts of art or story details have you noticed in the way the comic is crafted that you think deserves attention?
QUESTION 10. Why do you think the camp itself seems to have attracted so many supernatural events and tragic happenings? Are the original stories somewhat true, or are they coincidental? How does this change your thinking on scary stories you know?
RebelVampire
7) probably Gil and Summer just cause I think they're kind of at an adorable age together. Like old enough to think they know what theyre doing and know how to be adult, but young enough to legit have no clue. so to me their interactions have sort of a nostalgia of youth to them that make me remember what it was like to be a kid and always trying to act cool around other kids. 8) definitely the stone hugging one. Some of the others felt super avoidable if you played it smart or ya know, didnt do an ominous ritual. but the stone one? only luck saved their asses. and the idea of having to do something beyond your own free will creeps me out. and that panel of summer crying at her fate really gets to me. and just in general, it was the one event i felt they were in legit danger from of not their own accord. 9) the clothes. i really enjoy that they actually ya know, change clothes in the various scearios. like its so easy to get away with not changing a character's clothes, but this comic takes the time to do as such. and thats something i can respect and appreciate. plus, eugene gets the best shirts. 10) i assume the original stories are somewhat true. maybe not as supernatural-y or evil as what actually happened, but some basis. like the idea the one shack house place exists cause they were gonna expand the camp at some point. as to why the camp attracts the supernatural, idk. maybe its on a leyline, cause that usually is the plausible supernatural explanation. or its james' fault
Delphina
Regarding how the story is crafted, I think each section being intentionally 4 pages per story is an interesting writing decision and not one I usually see in webcomics (the default is to sprawl endlessly). It makes for a very fast-paced story and I definitely like that. I do find myself wishing there were more character moments so I can really connect with the characters who have more subtle personalities, since there are so many people to keep track of. But it's really cool to see how much the team is able to convey within a limited number of pages and being smart about how much time you spend on what.
I definitely agree that the one with the stone has a huge creep factor because they weren't actually poking their noses into something they shouldn't have been and it still got to Summer. (Also I feel bad that he had to knock his friend out to get her to stop, like damn, imagine having to render your buddy unconscious)
And yah, I think there's just spooky things in the wilderness a la Gravity Falls, and it was all fine and isolated until someone got the bright idea to build a camp there.
RebelVampire
this is a gravity falls sequel where the shack house they went to was actually the mystery shack and this is gravity falls after the town was abandoned.
i at least appreciate the humor where gil feigned ignorance to how she passed out XD some much needed comedy relief
Darkstrong
@RebelVampire, Gravity Falls actually had some influence on Hexameron's conception, at least on very early stages. It was much more of a comedy then. But it couldn't have been the shack, as everything is happening on the other coast of North America, and not even in USA.
Darkstrong
@Joichi, good to hear that :) Hope to hear some of your thoughts on the comic, too
Kelheor
5. My favourite illustration is laughing trio on the second page of Heatless https://m.tapas.io/episode/1161232 I think just because plot is so tight, we don't see much actual conversation and bonding between the kids, so I really appreciate this small touch of them just being without a care in the world. @RebelVampire and I especially thank you for noticing these stairs because god knows I was suffering drawing them :D @Delphina oh thank you! I'll tell you a secret, in the beginning I didn't know how to draw forest at all, just as the rest of background it was the first time I tried to draw any background whatsoever. It may sound strange, but I am still always forgetting what kind of forest are they running in.
Kelheor
7. Oh, it must be Peggy and Eugene? I actually don't know what will become of them later, but they make an awesome duo right now. Outside they are just so different, but then they do both enjoy some bad humour. 8. Definitely the Black Ladies episode! It's just a nightmare coming true. People are hating on Zoe in this episode, but come on, how frightened should she be!
Kelheor
@RebelVampire I actually wanted to make them a few more changes of clothes, but there are just so many stories to show them! Also I thought since they are kids in the camp, most of them won't actually care to wear the same clothes over and over. And we still have a few ideas for Eugene's shirts...
RebelVampire
QUESTION 11. What do you think are this particular comic’s strengths? What do you think makes this comic unique? Please elaborate.
QUESTION 12. Do you think any of the characters will die consider how dangerous things have gotten? If so, who? Also, do you feel Gil really is in danger from the Eldritch Horror given they told Gil he had six days or his life was forfeit?
Delphina
I think the character designs are very strong and the pacing is very unique. I love how expressive the characters get and they're just cute kids to look at (even when horrible things are happening to them)!
Ooooh, who's gonna die? Really anybody, but stab-in-the-dark guess, I'll say Jaeger because he seems the wimpiest and Zoe because she seems like the most gentle. Maybe Pavla too, but not without a fight.
RebelVampire
QUESTION 13. What are you most looking forward to in the comic? Also, do you have any final thoughts to share overall?
QUESTION 14. Overall, how do you think the supernatural experiences will affect the characters? Which character are you most looking forward to seeing changed by the experience and why?
RebelVampire
11) i think the comic's strengths lie in its use of setting. i think theres a real sense of nostalgia about camps and how all the spooky stuff happens at them. and i think this nostalgia really pulls you into the comic. not to mention the setting is beautifully illustrated and feels exactly like a camp too, selling the experience. 12) well i already proposed Gil and im still sticking with that. Gil is just treating the Eldritch Horror thing way too casually. i also second the vote for Zoe if anyone dies. she seems the most...cowardly of the group to put it mildly. and incapable of following instructions well. and that seems like itll come to bite her in the butt more and more 13) im looking forward to the eldritch horror's return cause i feel like thats when some serious stuff is really gonna start going down and will get some answers along with more questions. but overally i think its gonna be a surprising and worthwhile experience. 14) Assuming no one dies, heres definitely gonna be some deep emotional scars at the end of the experiences. Especially I think for Zoe. Zoe is gonna be the one most likely in need of therapy if she lives through everything. The character I'm most looking forward to see change is Jaeger I think cause these experiences are really gonna shape him. and they could either go positively and make him braver or they could go badly and hell become a shut in who just plays mmos all day.
RebelVampire
COMIC TEA PARTY- WEEK LONG BOOK CLUB END!
Thank you everyone so much for reading and chatting about Hexameron this week! Please also give a special thank you to Mikhail Shmidt & Eugenia Shmidt for volunteering the comic and creating it! If you liked Hexameron, make sure to continue to support it via some of the links below!
Read and Comment: https://tapas.io/series/Hexameron
Hexameron’s Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/Kelheor
Eugenia’s Twitter: https://twitter.com/eugenia_Kelheor
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First Explorations in Neural Networks - Featuring D&D Monsters
So, as a keen fan of this blog, and as someone working in the technology field (but unsure of what exactly I want my career to be), I decided it might be fun and interesting to build a neural network. It’s probably a useful, transferable skill, too.
For me, as a total beginner, the biggest stumbling blocks in getting this working were:
Figuring out what software I needed to get installed
Installing it, and getting it to work (I’ve just got a new PC with a ssd and hdd for the first time, and having a few issues with things installing in unexpected places...)
I installed, uninstalled, reinstalled a whole bunch. In the end, I’ve got Python 3 installed, along with about 5-7 other things (eg. scipy, numpy), and Anaconda, so that I can use the conda command prompt to run my code. I also installed Notepad++ in order to write my code - all the tutorials didn’t actually mention this, assuming I’d already have this basic level of knowledge! And I’m using regular Notepad to put my raw data in.
Initially, I followed a couple of tutorials, building a simple network using keras.
Once I was confident in my setup and how to input scripts, run them, and create datafiles, I found a very simple Recurrent Neural Network on GitHub which uses Python and numpy.
I got excited. I created a dataset (a list of D&D creature types), and I ran my script.
It failed.
Turned out this was written in Python 2, and I had Python 3.
Irritated at my noob mistake, but undaunted, I googled the error messages and edited the script until it worked. And the world was my oyster!
I cleaned up my initial dataset and ran my code for around 150000 iterations. This generated a bunch of D&D NPC names, demon/angel/deity names, names of creatures/monsters/races, and a bunch of words/names that really should never be used in a game by any sane individual! It enjoyed generating NSFW words; you can find those below the cut.
The Good
Krion (probably a young dragon)
Braender (elf)
Aryvir (elf)
Vodyitharnu (dragon)
Vorech (creature)
Shadran (morally dubious dwarf)
Shidlinor (innkeeper)
Uzicudache (roguish swashbuckler)
Uzifasleser (Uzicudache's younger brother)
Fion (tavern wench)
Vorgi'lle (orc)
Demora (some sort of demon woman)
Gara-sirgor
Aragir (lordly type)
Shadmorex (dracolich?)
Fricondrug (Viking type)
Ellit (bookish human)
Dracolax (a dragon that makes you poop)
Baladur
Gillon (probably a human blacksmith)
Parnau (rustic village in snow-covered mountains)
Barbasquex (idk but it sounds scary)
Gorgimoca
Nalkor beast
Pevitus
Parilith (she works in a temple of healing)
Grobizellan (sea captain)
Centifolk (sentient, intelligent centipedes)
Paphaspawn
Mezuma
Giant huspelver (bigger than your regular huspelver)
Fientyan Fig (wealthy, round man with a bald head)
Cengoin (dwarf whose father was Cengor)
Alane Marak (she owns a general goods store)
Caulin
Abbagon (lesser demon)
Beleriakes (elf city)
Crast Cracteroid (you don't trust him as far as you could throw him)
Phangoar
Deve Kromi (everyone knows someone like Deve)
Paviri (a deliciously-scented woman from a far-off land)
Omondworf (another Viking)
Bitor Wokolf (such Viking, wow)
Selanande Starticoria (sophisticated half-elf woman)
Feendeller (bustling town)
Deptina (cute dwarf woman)
Nagmorithelf
Aarafolke
Fire of Fyandri (clearly a massively OP spell)
Grelia
Membrion Thue
Chymex
Threx
Xoroter
Skallira
Myrilith
Romoru
Spawn of Larntaner
Modrias Thod (he’s so dull that he makes ditchwater seem interesting)
Bent Conad (they call him bent because of his twisted leg)
Pegasta (you know her as Peggy)
Oodathi (consortium of exotic traders)
Fith Hassau
Orriel
Murkdrake
The Bad
Speder ol pigen (basically me, trying to talk about a fast pigeon, but drunk)
Nightie Seirite (has quite a lot of pizzazz to it!)
Mammath
Shocker
Al
Grey Rag
Blond
Calf
Ankel
Dinoman
Drakonic Dragon (as opposed to all the other sorts of dragon)
Hug
Winter
Goes Spere
Gray Desk (interesting that it came up with both “grey [noun]” and “gray [noun]”)
Gooda
Hammy
Cansaur
Horgie Seal
Wimin (ah yes, the more evil of the two races on this plane...)
Gnomz (gnomes are fine, but the youth gnomes of today, styling themselves as “gnomz”, are a scourge across the realms)
Half-gin
Rug
Mo
Sleet
Alan
Mommy
Boghester
Nick
Ouzu lord
Dan
Z (”My new character is only known as Z. That’s all he can remember. He remembers nothing of his past; that’s why I’ve not written a backstory.”)
Bard (the most evil obv)
Cool Byarnie (probably vapes)
Bee List (it’s like Bee Movie, but a list)
Gezuss (it tried so hard to spell “Jesus”)
NSFW
Bongher
Bongman
Peadman
Bundong
Phukman
Wagrider
Bonker
Ass
Tenis (unsure if this rhymes with “penis” or “tennis”)
Tit
Choder
As Beata
Wine Dong (my personal favourite)
Bummy
Fisst
#d&d#dnd#d&d character#npc#dnd character#neural networks#neural network#neural net#rnn#char-rnn#ai#artificial intelligence
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