#silverglow

[nightmare3614]

Drew all the ponys I had as a child.

[spiritspeanutfancon]

Make a New Friend Everyday

[roxynani9292]

Sylus + Caleb Myths rewards [regular & limited]

[luli-lads]

Breakdown and reactions to Caleb's myth

I don't know if this happens to anyone else, but sometimes I get so excited about something that I'm unable to pay attention to the thing itself. For example, the first time I read Sylus' dragon myth, I processed about 30% of the info 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ So, I'm writing this both for me, and for any other people that might have a bit of trouble following the story + my live reactions to the myth.

Plot points are structured like this.

My commentary is structured like this.

Enjoy!

— Chapter 1

We get some context: We're in a decaying Philos. Immortality has been achieved. The ruling classes are trying to keep their status by force, against any rebellions, with the use of combat androids. The most successful android in this aspect is A-01 (us).

A young Caleb (X-02) goes rogue and tries to get A-01 out of the facility where they keep them, Othan Laboratory. A-01 didn't know Caleb before this.

YOUNG CALEB PICTURE!??!?!? DOES THIS MEAN— We'll get to see the others when they were young 👀

A-01 is a weapon created by the government. That checks out with the current timeline somewhat. They're not full robots, but part human and part android (exoskeletons). Their consciousness can be controlled (that's worrying). A-01 is feared because of her power so they experiment with her a lot.

Why is Caleb so kind to us? A dangerous stranger? He's so cute 😭

They go outside. It's summer. Caleb gives A-01 a Silverglow fruit seed from a planet he visited on a mission.

A-01 has (a bit of) limited speech it seems?? Or maybe she's so robotic atp that she just says what's necessary. (Autism win)

And thus we got adopted by an extrovert. A classic. Can relate 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ Friends!!!! <3

They erase A-01's memories each time she returns to the lab, but only those they're aware of.

OOOOUGHHH WE GAVE CALEB HIS NAME TOO??? WHAT IF I CRY 😭😭😭😭

He vows to not let us forget things...

PINKY PROMISE TO BE TOGETHER EVERY DAY. CALEB WE JUST MET IM GOING TO SQUISH YOU

They're found by the lab's bot (Othanbot) and captured. Obvs they try to fight back, but to no avail.

We're only seeing bots and AI... I wonder who/where are the people...

Caleb's power is 'Construo' and A-01's power is 'Destructio'. Pretty self explanatory.

THIS BITCH

So there's this AI, Cognitive Domain System (CDS from now on), that determines to extract Caleb's energy to repair A-01, even though he got more damaged in the fight. Also, it's going to erase A-01's memories, by using the keywords "X-02" and "friend". But some things aren't erased, like the name "Caleb", the feeling of summer, and the pinky promise.

A-01 continues her killing missions, over and over, without seeing him, but she remembers his name.

— Chapter 2

At an unclear point of time in the past, they do an experiment to see what happens when Caleb's and A-01's powers mix. This is 10 years after Chapter 1.

In the present, there's an explosion (lol) caused by the rebels and Caleb comes to get A-01 out of here.

OOOOO the detail of our heartbeat getting quicker in the ecg hehehe....

A-01 doesn't recognize Caleb by appearance but she manages to match the name in her head with him.

The rebels are attacking Central District (where the elite people are) and are looking for A-01 since she killed so many of them.

You know... Doesn't this remind anyone else of... The story in Fractal Library Q&A............. Which would mean....... A Zayne and Caleb connection by proxy.........

Caleb proposes they seize the destruction the explosion caused and escape but she's hesitant since she 'only knows his name'. Oof.

And thus starts the cycle of Caleb helping us remember things... Poor boy 🥺 Need to pat his head

Caleb and A-01 escape, with Caleb piloting an aircraft, but the government doesn't want to give up their strongest weapon, so they pursue.

It's literally everyone against A-01. Both the government and the rebellion. That's where Caleb's protectiveness comes from, and it's fully understandable.

They fight together against the pursuers and A-01 develops a blind trust towards Caleb.

oh my god........ quickly someone turn the 'our mechanical parts lock together' into smut QUICKLY NOW (yes i know it's just their hands and he's just repairing her but shhhhhh)

Caleb is aware that he was the one fixing A-01 whenever they returned from battle... And he also knows that his own energy is being depleted in the process. He's dying. And yet he still repairs her.

By giving her his energy, her power is also getting stronger. The 'Destructio' energy. The first thing the power would do if it became too strong would be destroying A-01.

— Chapter 3

At an unclear point of time in the past, they do an experiment to see what happens when A-01 becomes consciously aware of Caleb.

In the present, the two of them are hiding in a cave.

First time A-01 sees Caleb without the visor. It's worth noting, Caleb doesn't have the glowy lines on his cheeks.

They both have to eat so we can conclude that their human half is relatively normal. Also it's the first time A-01 is eating real food.

A-01 pulls out the fruit seed he gave her all those years ago, so she kept it in secret even if she wasn't aware what it was or where it came from. Sweet.

I'm so sorry. She is so autistic-coded in this. No, actually, I'm not sorry. She is literally me.

A-01's and Caleb's room were separated by a single wall. From Caleb's side, it was a mirror. From A-01, it was a window.

THAT'S SO DIABOLICAL THO OMG???

Since A-01 was kept in a pod and couldn't move, she had to just watch and hear him talk to himself. I'm guessing this is part of the experiment shown at the beginning of the chapter?

HE JUST. HE WAS ALONE SO HE KEPT TALKING TO THE AIR AS IF HE WAS SPEAKING TO HER???? MY HEART?????? AND SHE COULD HEAR BUT NOT ANSWER??????? I NEED TO KILL EVERY PERSON IN THE LAB IMMEDIATELY

Every night, he said "Good night, my one and only..." head in hands............ head in absolute hands......

A-01 names herself. She hadn't given herself a name until now because she had no one that would call her by it.

— Chapter 4

At an unclear point of time in the past, they do an experiment to see what would happen to the planet if A-01's and Caleb's powers merged.

Back in the lab, Caleb had a reoccurring dream of a planet across the Deepspace Tunnel (the main!timeline Earth, probably). But get this, the energy of that planet is familiar to him? Could that be referring to the Xavier lore that she can fuel the planet?

Also... Zayne-Dawnbreaker parallels, anyone...?

In the present, the two are still trying to escape. They land in an abandoned city (Lingshir) to look for parts to fix the aircraft.

Finally actual people!!!!!!!

A-01 and Caleb don't consider themselves robots.

They meet a black merchant named Helen and her grandson, Kolo. They buy parts from her.

What is the little boy's accent??? Is it an accent??? It sounds like there's a hint of an accent and I can't place it.

Some direct Philos lore: Philosians originated at 'the edges of Deepspace' (they mean Earth). Also paper is rare in Philos, apparently.

Yes????? Amusement park time???? Yes actually???? Some fluff in between all this angst 🅱️LEASE

Oh, wait, I don't think I've mentioned it before, but one of the things Caleb kept repeating he wanted to do was to take A-01 to the best amusement park on Philos.

"I don't know what happiness is." Oh... A-01... baby... :(

— Chapter 5

At an unclear point of time in the past, they do an experiment to improve A-01's abilities of absorbing and releasing energy.

Back in the lab, Caleb suffered from chest pains due to, basically, heartbreak, because he knew her Destructio energy was painful to her, on top of the experiments. He wanted to suffer the pain instead.

In the present, they land where the amusement park should be.

NOOOOOOOO. NO REST HUH. COULDN'T EVEN GIVE US THAT HUH

It's in ruins and unusable.

Instead, Caleb uses his Evol to make them fly across the landscape. A-01 learns what happiness is and smiles for the first time ever. And that makes him happy.

🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

HE SAID PIPSQUEAK ! HE USED THE NICKNAME !

A-01 begins feeling... Wrong. Like her memories are about to be erased (oh no).

There are crystals embedded in their exoskeletons... Protocores?

Surveillance drones begin attacking them. She can't fight in her state.

He tells her to leave, and that she must remember to not go back to the aircraft because it might be compromised, and instead travel to Lingshir.

She doesn't wanna leave. They connect their palms again and he forces an exchange of energies to save her. Now Caleb has Destructio and A-01 has Construo.

He uses the new powers to fight off the drones and lead them away, and she passes out.

— Chapter 6

A-01 wakes up, memories intact. She's alone.

There's a literal(?) connection between the two, which A-01 tries to use to find him, but it's growing weaker.

She reaches Lingshir and senses him.

KINDLED TIME OOO IM NOT READY WAIT KSVDJSVSKSBD HOLD LET ME— BREATHE

Here he does have the glowy lines on his cheeks. I thought they might have appeared due to plot reasons but nah.

So prety... Sofd.. Babby boy...

SCAWWY. ABORT. RUN.

Ah... Hm... Yknow what, yes. I'm so glad we attempted to escape. Oooough 🫠

PANCAKED. FLATTENED. DID THEY SEE THE MEME IM CRYING 😭

cuuuteeee 🥰🥰🥰🥰

Caleb is heavily damaged and needs to be repaired. They find safe refuge in Lingshir, an old house that Helen lets them stay in.

A-01 connects her palm to Caleb's and uses her new power to heal him, but the amount of energy required to keep up with the Destructio power is far more than what Construo provides, and she can only heal him partially.

This kinky bitch... 😭 "How are you going to punish me? I'll accept whatever it is you plan to do." can you CHILL

A-01 STOP MATCHING HIS FREAK 💀 /j please don't

AND EVERYONE CLAPPED AT THE YANDERE X YANDERE OOOOOOOOOOO time to start building that cage, main!timeline MC

........you can't do that. how did you do that with your voice. how did you make it sound so broken. how did we go from kinkatron 3000 to sad wet puppyboy. hello.

Woah... The way he reacts to each of the answers you can give him is wildly different...

They make a pinky promise to travel to a distant planet where they can be alone, just the two of them.

— Chapter 7

At an unclear point of time in the past, they do an experiment to implant modules in A-01 and Caleb so that when they've been in close contact for a long time, it'll activate an interference.

That doesn't sound good.

In the present, A-01 and Caleb start preparing for their 'trip' across space to find a home.

Wanderers do exist. They hunt them to use their protocores as fuel. So maybe the crystals in their exoskeletons aren't protocores, since she didn't name them as such.

Philos' moon is fake, an artificial satellite. Built because they missed Earth's moon.

It seems like it's at this point that A-01 is developing romantic feelings for Caleb. Up until now it was pure kinship.

Caleb's exoskeleton starts to signal that something is wrong, but A-01 doesn't notice it.

Oh. Short chapter.

— Chapter 8

At an unclear point of time in the past, they continue the experiment from the previous chapter. The module's interference will stop both of their consciousnesses. They're also still researching the effects of their combined powers.

In the present, A-01 is asleep and Caleb remembers that what's happening with his exoskeleton is the same thing that happened to her in the amusement park, when she felt that she was about to lose her memories. Not only the powers were transferred, those issues too.

Caleb guesses correctly that what activates it is their continued interaction.

He decides to ignore it because he wants to go with her no matter what.

I'm also thinking... Did Caleb (and so, A-01 now) not have a module? The text made it seem like they both have one in them but... Maybe they were only interested in controlling A-01 since she was the more powerful one.

The rebellion reaches Lingshir.

Helen and Kolo are going to leave in an evacuation ship. They offer A-01 and Caleb to join, but they decline since they already have an aircraft ready and a destination in mind (Earth).

Still, Helen gives them a warp drive and a way to contact the evacuation ship in case they need a rescue shuttle.

Caleb goes to finish making some repairs in the aircraft while A-01 gathers supplies.

When A-01 arrives, Caleb is in 'weapon' mode. Robotic, following orders... He manages to snap back.

Caleb tells her about the interference modules.

Okay, yeah, I was correct, it does only really affect the person with the Destructio power. I'm guessing the other module is just to measure how much they've interacted.

Caleb has destroyed the port in his palm so A-01 can't take back the power and sacrifice herself to save him.

....... orz

Their aircraft is being tailed and attacked.

Caleb intends to exit the aircraft and attack them, so by the time he loses himself, she won't be near and he won't attack her by accident.

— Chapter 9

Caleb has always loved her.

He does go out to fight. And fights. He manages to eliminate a lot of the enemies, but in the end he can't take much more. Injured, he physically falls.

A-01 exits the ship and flies after him with her powered exoskeleton.

Kindled...... I'm excited and also sad for what's coming...

IT JUST ENDS THERE??? NO MORE LORE OR ANYTHING???? OKAY. WELL FUCK ME I GUESS. HMPH.

Like if you also want to explode /j

WELL. That's that. I wonder what the 4 star audios will have in store, if they have anything else lore-wise.

This has been said before but the supernova that Caleb and MC watched in the main!timeline is theorized to be them exploding. So. Yknow. Angst upon angst.

Thank you for reading. That was a lot. I need to go pet Caleb in Destiny Cafe some more now.

Byee <3

[solifloris]

caleb limited myth : decoherence

a live reaction from yours truly bc i didn't get to do this with lucid dream afkakfjs BUT. now you get to watch me yell in realtime with live edits of this very post <3 [complete]

mostly incoherent first-thought reactions, but!!! obv spoiler warning for below!

LLLLETTTTSSSS FUCKIINNNGGG GAUUURRRRRRR

OHMYGODDDD SO IT IS PHILOS !!! <- i mean of course its philos right what else would it be akjshfksfj BUT SO IT IS

"immortality once brought lasting prosperity to philos" and then "the philos civilization was unable to escape its inevitable decay".... hmmmmm... i wonder where this lies timeline-wise.......

"most of the land had fallen into ruin" "remnants of advanced technology lay scattered across the planet" akjshfkjsg this is SO NIER AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH /YELLS AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS

mentions of an empire... ou

THE SECRET WEAPON THAT CRUSHED COUNTLESS UPRISINGS WAS A MODIFIED WHAT

A MODIFIED COMBAT ANDROID

YORHA?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? A,SFHKSDHGLKRSVBLKDGFHBLKDSJFHCGLKSDJXHBFGLKJBSDHXFKG,JDXHKLFGJH /GOES INSANE

A-01.. . . . . . . haha.. aha... A2- KSJDGHGKSHDGJHKJ god i need to be SEDATED

ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu omg askjhivkdjfhkjcbnm what goes on

"THERE YOU ARE" OH

THERE YOU ARE SWEETHEART

I WAS LOOKING EVERYWHERE FOR YOU

ksjdghkshdjkgKJSDHGKHSKJDGHK

okokokook anyway

caleb sounds so aksjhgshkj baby.. icb we can star these

cryinf he sounds like 9S im going insane

"we finally meet, A-01" OHHHH IM GOING INSANE IM GOING SSSSSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOO INSANE

HE SOUNDS SOOOOO AKJSHKSHGDDKJ 9S

omfg mc... akjhkcjvm so mc can be controlled...

"people fear me, avoid me, alter my configurations" ok but

KAINE?

SKDJGHSJDHSKJHGJK

god im so sorry omfg i need to stop i keep seeing nier

"so, why would anyone reach out to me?" STOPPPP NO WAY AKJSHGKJSHD STOP???????? THATS SUCH A MIKI LINE BTW. BTWWW. ALKJGHLSKHGJDHFKJBHCVN SOBBING CRYINF THROWING UPPPPPPPP

:( THE WAY MC REACHES OUT TO CALEB, A STRANGER, IMMEDIATELY :( SHE THINKS SHE'S A MONSTER :( SHE WAS MADE TO BE ONE SO SHE BELIEVES SHE IS ONE :( OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

THATS SO . NOT EVEN KAINE BUT EMIL AKJSHGKJSD SO EMIL CODED AKSHFKJSHDKJGNKJDFHNGKJDFHNCKVJGDNKJCFVG AUHGGGGGGGGG

OHHHHMYGOD ????????? THATSA BEAUTIFUL BACKGROUND OH I WANF TO SAVETHIS

its currently summer...............

"i'll take you to any place you want to visit" IM GOING TO THROW UPPPPPPPPP

it seems mc doesnt remember caleb or knows him at all bc she just akjsghk knows him as x-02 but also ,, keeps viewing him as a stranger.. meanwhile he seems very familiar with her? but also "we finally meet"... INTERESTING

"theres this fruit that comes from a tree called silverglow, and it glows with a silvery-white light" LUNAR TEAR KJFSHKHFSHDJKHGSD SHOOT ME IM

caleb's voice .. the voice acting in this is making me so emotional askgjhskjgnmv

i swear to GODDDDD hes so 9S like the akjghksjdg line delivery thE HGDJHFKHJ "i'm your friend" LIKE JUST "hey 2B, people close to me usually call me nines..." KSHDGHKJ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

"they erase my memories once i return to the lab" IM GONNA BE SICKKK

its giving rapuzel though actually......

sdkjdskh mc is so used to being captive that there's this whole thing with learned helplessness again... we see it so much in the LIs but this may be the first time that we see it with mc herself, because at least this time she's aware of what's being done to her...

WHAT

"CALMING, ENCOURAGING, BRIGHT... CALEB"

WHAT

"can i use it as my name?" "of course. i won't let you forget." HELLO????????? WHAT

NO WAYYYYYYYYY AKSJDHFKDJFNGVKJDFHKGJHVKDJFN

wait wait i want to hear this in jp im gonna go back to this in japanese later......

KJGHKSJGH? I MGOINF INSANE THOUGH WADYOU MEANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

SDKJGHJKJDFKJ DID SHE ????? ASSIGN THE NAME TO HIM? ??? IS THAT WHAT THIS IS?????????????????????????????????????? IS THIS ABOUT THE ETYMOLOGY OF THE NAME CALEB?????????? it makes more sense for his name in other languages, xia yizhou and mahiru directly relate to sun an brightness... caleb as a name is more on loyalty though.. i wonder

"and caleb will be someone you see everyday" IM GOING TO BE SICKKKKKKKKKKKKK

THEYRE DOINF A FUCKING PINKY PROMISE OMYGOD

"now we've made a promise. we'll stay together every day and never be apart." IMMMMM SJFGHKSDJFHVJDFKBVJ THROWING UP RN

OH GOD

I WANT TO READ THIS AGAIN IN JAPANESE AKHFKSJG

oh

...

oh

our promise barely began before it was broken in the cruelest way possible WOW GEEZ

OKAY

I SEE WHERE THIS IS GOING

FUCK IT ALL

THE SLASHING MOTIONSDAJDFHVKDFJB ONTJE SCREEN I CANT DO THIS,,,

"my mind is a blur of laser fire and soldiers collapsing under my floating blades" WHOAH MC

THE FIRST WHERE I HAD FIRST TASTED FREEDOM TURNED INTO THAT FAMILIAR BATTLEFIELD IN AN INSTANT

IM GOING TO BE SO FUCKING SICKKKKKKKKK

ohmy god. erich fromm... erich fromm.... ERICH FROMM AND THE PARADOX OF FREEDOM MY BELOVED

IM HAVIMG A FIELD DAY

...,,.

oh..

oh..................

AKJFHKSHDG

oh..............................................................

damn bro....................

THE ENERGY SIGNATURE

DESTRUCTIO AND CONSTRUO.......... NO WAY AKJGHDKFJV DESTROY AND CREATE.......? NO WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

..

PRIORITIZING THE EXTRACTION OF ITS ENERGY FOR A-01'S REPAIRS?

WHAT THE HELL

??????? IS CALEB FUCKING ??????? SPARE PARTS ?????????????? FOR THE WEAPON OF DESTRUCTION THAT IS MC????????????????????????????????????? IM SCREAMINF

NO WAYYYYYY

OHHHH THEYRE SO MEAN

OUGH

INSANE

THIS IS INSANE

PURE INSANITY

WHAT THE HELL

she did what caleb did... she protected.. she protected the memories she.......

"i use that one day to remember someone who didn't have a name" im gonna cry

god.... and ALL THAT WAS JUST. CHAPTER ONE

ok ok ok next one.. /cries

ALKJGDHSLDK THE REPORT ????????

theyre connected im gonna sob so much so much

omfg :((( the name "caleb" gives her peace :(

this is the first time we see mc so helpless... its breaking my heart... she's just a girl bro :(

OMFG CALEB

OUGH IM GONNA SOB

ARE THEY GONNA. IS HE GONNA USE THE LINE. IS HE

AND AT LASTTTT III SSSEEEEEEEEE THE LIIIIIIIIIIIGGGHHHTTTT!!!!!!1 ANDDDDDDD ITTSSS LIKEEEEEE !!! THE FOGGG!!!! HAS LIFFFTTEEEEEDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111

"i promise this will be our last escape" OUGHHH :( ITS THE LINE HE SAYS ON THE HOME SCREEN :(

OUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU PILOT CALEB PILOT CALEB

seriously the KJSFHKSJDHKGJ augh the cockpit background..is so prettie

ESTIMATED HOSTILE FORCES EXCEED 20 UNITS OH THIS IS INSANE AKJHGKSFH

"you're the one i need to protect" im sobbing

caleb what do you know... mc knows nothing.. but hes so deadset on keeping her safe akjhgkdf i wonder what history they have in this...

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HIS EVOL

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! /YELLS

FURTHER !! AWAY !! FROM EARTH !! TO MARS !!! WILL !!!!!!! YOU PLEASE GO WITH MMEEEEE!!!!!!!!

HELLO

AKJHKJHSKJNVKJDFN

OMFG..

:( THE GENTLENESS

OUHGGG AKJDHGKVJCM THE PAIN.. THE BURNINF :( NOOOOOOO MY MC MY BABY

"i was always the one to repair you when you returned from battle" IM GONNA SOB SO HARD :( SO THATS THEIR HISTORY :( i wonder if this ties into/reflects the current timeline and their experiments askjhgkdjf im sobbing so hard rn

THE INSTINCTIVE HUG :( OUHGGGGGGGGGGGGG

Break me tenderly... bide your time, ruiner....feel the pain and the sadness with me, lover.................

THATS WHY

THATS WHY IN JAPANESE HE SAYS !!!!!!11 NIDOTO HANASANAI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 BECAUSE WHENEVER HE REPAIRS HER HE HAS TO LEAVE

THATS IT ISNT IT???????????????

HE SAYS IT PROPERLY HERE THE ENGLISH TRANSLATION "I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU AGAIN" AUHG

i wonder if in jp this line is also nidoto hanasanai

THE ENDING PART OF THIS SCENE IN CHAPTER 2 :(((((((((( HUHU THE PEACE THE WARMTH... "IT'S LIKE I'M RETURNING TO A PLACE THAT FEELS LIKE HOME" :((((( SOBBING CRYING THROWING UP

nO

NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

WAS HE CREATED FOR THIS SOLE PURPOSE????????????????????????????

"he could repair her damaged body before, but now he can't even restore her to a stable state despite using all his strength" BRO?

THEIR POWERS ARE BOUND TO THE SAME SOURCE

SO AS ONE GROWS STRONGER THE OTHER BECOMES WEAKER

i am. SO SICK. TO MY STOMACHHHHHHHHH

ALJKDGHHJ OH MYGOD

the destructio energy is getting stronger......... LIKE THE PLANET'S CONFLICT...? BRO IM LSOIN IT AKJGHJFNMV

AND WHEN THIS ENERGY GROWS UNCHECKED THE FIRST THING IT DESTROYS IS THE VESSEL CONTAINING IT

so. like. that's so kaine

bro askjhksdg im so. sick SKJSDJKDSFJ and we just

okok

chapter 3..

STOP :( AND THE FIRST THING SHE TALKS ABOUT IS HIS EYES :( OUUUGH KAJDGHKJFBM

SHE COMPARES!!! THE

THE SUMMER SKY JUST BEFORE SUNRISE :(((

sobbing CRYING THEY FINALLY ADDRESS HOW BEAUTIFUL HIS EYES AREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

i feel you mc.. i do.. i do... I DOOO..........

sob SOB SHE'S TASTING FOOD FOR THE FIRST TIME AGAIN

omg :((((((

:((( "i want to remember the promise we once made" :(

ughhhhh caleb's caretaker nature UHUHU IM SOBBING

WTF

AKJGHKDFGJ THE ONESIDED MIRROR IS INSANE

NO WAY....................................... THATS CRUEL AS FUCK

"GOOD NIGHT, MY ONE AND ONLY..." WHAT THE HELL?

STOP :( THE NAME :( HUHU :( HUUUUUU :(((

GJDHDKJHFJNBKDJF "FROM NOW ON WE'LL HEAR THE WORDS WE WANT TO HEAR" AUHG

this chapter was too soft. something is going to happen in the next chapter. shit is about to go down.

KJSDGKJSDFKJDSFDFDFKJFDSKJ PLANETARY THREATS THAT COULD ARISE FROM THE ENERGY FUSION OF A-01 AND X-02 what the hell. NO WAY AKSJHFKJSNDKGJHVDKJFHMNGKVJDFM

DREAMS OF EARTH???????????????????????

""MORE IMPORTANTLY, THE PLAE"IT CARRIES THE UNIQUE AURA OF REBIRTH""

BRO???????????????

PERHAPS IT'S NOT A DREAM BUT A DISTANT MEMORY

SO THIS CONFIRMS THAT PHILOS IS IN THE FUTURE AND THIS MYTH IS ABOUT THEIR FUTURE LIFE NOT THE PAST?????

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AKJHGKF

he has dreams about earth!caleb in the past.. like... like zayne has dreams about his other lives.... ohh.. the parallels are parallel-ing...

OH !! THEY'RE NOT ROBOTS HUH ;O just super modified, i guess...

is caleb talking about his dreams of earth :(

ouhg the amusement park... pARALLELS TO LUCID DREAM.. /DIES

also aksjghksjg the amusement park moment with 9s and 2b.. /looks away

"you said it's a place that makes people happy" WE'RE GOING TO DISNE-

omg :( "i don't know what happiness is" :( ITS LIKE THAT ONE CALEB CALL.. UGH WHAT AFFINITY WAS IT... 70-SOMETHING.. MC ASKS HIM TO RATE HER BC SHES DOING A HAPPINESS SURVEY THINGIE AND THEN SHE TRIES IT WITH HIM AND HES LIKE THE ONLY SCORE HE GETS THAT MATTERS IS HERS BC ITLL MAKEHIM HAPPY /SOBS CRIES

ok.. this chapter was heartwarming

but it was also very soft

is chapter 5 where the first kindled is... ugh im dreading it im not prepared

AKJSHSKDHGKJDFGNVKJDF /falls to the floor

okokokkkokokokook

chapter 5................

"like someone deeply connected to him was suffering and he felt her pain through an invisible bond" OH GEEZ

OH GEEZ WHERE HAVE WE SEEN THAT BEFORE

OH GEEZ WHE

LUKE AND KIERA-

sorry im so sorry um ahem,

"she had to bear this inhuman pain because of the destructio energy she was born with. he wished he bore all that pain in her stead" :(((((((((((( DUDE

in some way its like this is reversed... ish? like. mc has gone through the experiments, but also she isnt aware of it now that she went through them? so the caleb we know in the current main-story timeline, on earth, is the one that bears all the pain,,, granted, it's for her, because he's probably seen the experiments, but akjdfskjd he's bearing everything For Her and she's the one who wishes she could help

whereas here, mc consciously bears everything and caleb is the one who wants to help...

its like :( a reflection :(

PAPER CRANE

LIKE TJE

1000 PAPER CRANES...!!!!!!!!!!!!1

SOB ::((((( FLYINF PAPER CRANES..

OUHG

THIS IS MY WEAKNESS

NOOOOOOOOOO MIKI WOULD LOVE THIS OHHHMYGOD /FALLS TO THE FLOOR

infold has made a lot of associations with the animation effect of caleb's evol aksjghksj it evokes a sense of terror even for me but he's using it so gently on mc right now

ouuu :( this scene :((

"this feeling i've never felt before... is it happiness?" SOBS CRIES YELLS

OHHHH MY GOD

THE WAY SHE PULLS HIM DOWN AND SMILES AND "I LIKE THIS FEELING"

THATS SO FUCKING AKSJGHKSJDHGKJS MIKI CODED

/SCREAMS INTO OBLIVION

"this is the first time i've seen you smile" IMMM GONNNAAAAA SOBBBBBBB

"now we can see our happiness reflected in each other's faces" OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

"but i still don't know what makes you happy" "you" OMYG

/THROWS UP

AKJSFHSHFKJASHFHSZKDJHVSKJZD,HXNVKJSDZFKSJDFHKAJSDGKJASHDBVKJDSN GOD. GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

oh my god

..

ohmygod

akjshskdgkvjndfkjvnkdjfv

fuck it i KNEW THINGS WERE GETTING TOO SOFT AND CUTE grrrrrGRRR

caleb being so precise with his evol :(((( ohhh ilove him...

ohh..

ouh..

oug...

he...

energy..

ou..

i will give you my fate, and your fate will become mine hello? :( KJHGKJG SOBBING?? :(

YOU KNOW WHAT THIS SCENE IS... AKJFHGKJSHDKGHKDJFH ITS THE. THING. WITH XIE LIAN AND HUA CHENG. THE!!!!!!!!!!! SKDJHGKSJHFJSDGHVKDJHFGKVJDHFGKJVDKFM WHAT WAS IT..... BORROWING SPIRITUAL POWER

AKGHKDFHG THE SCENE.. AFTER THE FIGHT WITH JUN WU... WHERE HUA CHENG GIVES.... HIM ALL HIS ENERGY TO...

WHERE IS IT WAIY

/SOBS ON THE FLOOR

OUH

AUGH

HEUGHSKJGHKBND /DIES

ough.. ouchie... ow ow...

god... the way this entire time we still havent gotten the first kindled scene ASKSKJGD

/SIGHS

okay. im going to. leave. ther est of the chapters for sometime tomorrow KAJHKFADHGKHSFKJG /SITS DOWN. I DONT HAVE THE MENTAL ENERGY FOR THIS IM GONNA CRASH OUT ROXIE.EXE HAS STOPPED WORKING

-

ALRIGHT GOOD MORNING ITS CURRENTLY 8:56 AM !!!!!!!!11 AND WE ARE ABOUT TO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111 CONTINUEEEEEEEEE

CHAPTER 6 OK . OK /DEEP BREATHS

:( stop :((( "the space around me feels like a laboratory—boundless yet still a prison. caleb's energy is warm and calm like lake water under the summer sun. it carries the essence of life and hope itself. he took on all the pain and darkness so i'd only be left with this pure hope."

im gonna sob akjshgkdf

the way this switches :( how caleb has been hopelessly watching mc suffer so the moment he gets the chance to take it all on himself instead, he does just that :(((( AUHG so rather than a reflection it really is a parallel :(

it's their fate repeating itself... i feel like.. its most clearly seen in caleb's myth because we already know how they've progressed on earth to reach a similar moment, and now that we know that this is the future........akdgjh

there is something so painfully tragic about the way caleb chooses, of his own will, to 'change' for the sake of mc no matter what timeline it is :(

also this is so... erich fromm

god i want to yap about the paradox of freedom so much ive already done a whole thing with lumiere on this can you tell that the paradox of freedom is my favorite

and ALSO just. the learned helplessness. but also the glorification of self-sacrifice. there is an ITCH IN MY BRAIN im telling you im having a field da-

AKJFHKAHSKHGKJADSF

AAAAANYWAY

"the pull my heart feels grows weaker" NAUR

oh? actually i just noticed

so far we haven't had any mention of mc's heart in this, huh... or like, the heart problems... /thinks

SNIFFLES HE'S THEREEEEEEEEEEE

AKJDHFGKJDHFKJHGKJB

CRIES

oh god i can

wait i need to prepare myself

:((( THIS LINE :( SO THIS IS WHAT IT MEANS... I ALWAYS WANTED TO BE IN THE SAME WORLD AS YOU :( MEANT THE :( THE TORTURE THAT MC WAS GOING THROUGH :(

:((((((((( EUGH

you can tell that caleb's va really changed the tone at this point? the shift in it UGHHHHHHHHHH my HEART

THE HOLDING HANDS HUHUH OUHHH MY HEART MY HEART

this kindled... gives me flashbacks to lightseeking shadowrend askjhgkhfgkbn /falls to the floor

AKJDSGNVKJSH STOP,,, THE PORT CONNECTION T^T

"don't waste your energy on me" CALEB SHUT UP </3

AKJSFHAHGDJHKSJFNKJVDKFJ THISSSS SCENEEEE

reminds me of the end of the opening scene with 9s and 2b asfhskj

"you knew?" KJASHGKJDG MC "you lied to me." "yes, i did." HELLO

AKDGAKJDHGHKSJXDCGHBKDJFG HOW ARE YOU GOING TO PUNISH ME CALEB.. PLEASE

?????? YOOOOOO

SHES DOING THE THING AGAIN

"PROMISE ME... THAT YOU'LL NEVER LEAVE ME AGAIN. EVER." OHHHHHMYGOD

AKSGHKSJDHGKJDFHKJGBKDFK mc is being REAL MIKI RIGHT NOW

the way she stOPS AT HIS THROAT ///9S2B FLASHBACKS

KJSDJKDDFDFHJDFSJKJKDFJDFSJHKDF I'LL MAKE YOU MY PRISONEROMYGODDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I WILL SHACKLE YOU TO A PLACE ONLY WE KNOW ABOUT

HEY HEY HEY HEY THATS

/ESCAPE PLAYING IN THE BACKGROUND/ LET ME TAKE YOU TO A PLACE THAT NOBODY EVEN KNOWS, THEM SHACKLES AND THEM CHAINS, YEAH YOU'RE FREE TO TAKE THEM OFF-

/SCREAMS YELLS INTO OBLIVION

:( stop :( are they talking about earth :(

it's fascinating, caleb has shown mc all these things and has given her a taste of what freedom feels like... that she's gotten so attached to it, enough for her to express all her intense feelings in the way that she is right now. we know the mc in the current timeline is similar in a sense, given that she's found a lot of solace in caleb and is attached to that feeling, but it's like this myth gives us a very clean picture of how that really feels like? maybe this is more intense because of how aware she is of what it was like to be without that freedom, that the taste of it that she gets from caleb is very impactful

but just. the psychological insight to that which still parallels to the relationship they have on earth...

the light from the window reaches his eyes and makes them shine like a nebula BRO

I LOVE THAT LINE

THAT'S SO BEAUTIFULLY WORDED

WHAT A BEAUTIFUL SENTENCE

YOU KNOW WHAT? I AGREE

"caleb..." "i'm here" OMYGOD AKSJHFNKVJFXKJBHVNKJDFNKBJKGFJCVN ITS THE WANGXIAN SCENE /DIES

"then let me be the only one in your life" GO MC GO

"let's leave philos and travel to the planet at the edge of deepspace" ULUR- /SHOT

ouuuu.. summer... :( thats why the intro statement thingy on the falling for you thing was like that...

SIGHS

WELL THAT WAS CUTE :(

im getting so anxious bc. shit goes down again doesnt it

CH7 HERE WE GO...

what is quantum interference

hold me im scared

OH THE LAKE BACKGROUND IS SO PRETTY I WANT TO-

WHAT

WHAT NOW

oh ok theyre just fixing the spaceship (?)

AKSHFAKKGHSDKGJ THE SLASHING MOTION ANIMATION THINGY EFFECT WHATDO YOU CALL IT. IT GIVES ME TRAUMA

anyway

:( the artificial moon...

"we might not even make it..." "it doesn't matter so long as we're together." <- IM GONNA CRYYYYYYY

UGH THEYRE SO LIKE.

THEY'RE SO LOVE WINS ALL. ITS SO. THEYRE SSSOOOOO

DEAREST DARLING MY UNIVERSE WILL YOU TAKE ME WITH YOU !!!!!!!!!1 TO SOMEWHERE FAR AWAY!!!!!!! BEYOND WILDEST DREAMS !!!!!!!!!!!!!! A PLACE IMAGINATION CAN'T REACH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FURTHER AWAY FROM EARTH TO MARS !!!!!!!!!!1 WILL YOU PLEASE GO WITH MEEEE!!!!!!!!!! WHEREVER IT MAY BE, WE'LL SEARCH ENDLESSLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 WHERE LONELINESS DOESN'T EXIST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHERE DOES THE FAULT LIE WHEN NO MATTER HOW WE TRY, IT'S YYYOUUUUU ANDDDD IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

/SOBS IN THE CORNER

CALEB CAN USE HIS EVOL TO DO THAT ?! THE WATER SOBSOB

OMYGOD :( LIKE SNOWGLOBES? THE JARS.. :(

"THIS ONE ONLY BELONGS TO US" IM GONNA THROW UP

"a magician relies on illusions. but i want to make all your wishes come true" <- don't look at me. i dissociated for a moment. and like. FOR A MOMENT. for a moment there. the way that line was delivered. was so xaviercore. KAJHFKSHDGHKSJHKJF

"yet his eyes shine as pure and bright as tonight's moonlight" THIS MYTH HAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL DESCRIPTIONS OF CALEB'S EYES AND IM LIVING FOR IT

SHE'S SO IN LOVE WITH HIS EYES AKJHFSHGDJDKVF ME TOO MC. ME TOO

"THE WISH I HAVE RIGHT NOW HAS ALREADY BEEN FULFILLED" /THROWS UP

"listen... our footsteps. they sound like... they're going home." <- MIKI-CODED LINE AS FUCK

mc is so cute askjhkgsjhgkvj i wanna squeeze her

"us walking together is what feels like home" WHAT IF I SOB OMG KAJSHKGJDH MCCCCCCCC

NO WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY IS THAT A PIGGYBACK RIDE IM DJGHOSDHGKJVHKSJDRHGKJ SOBBINF

the music is KILLING ME BTW

MC IS BEING SO MIKI CODED AKJSHGKJSHKJHGKDHKFJGH "I LIKE IT WHEN YOU SAY 'HOME'"

OH MY GOD

THE LET'S GO HOME LINE

that line is traumatizing wait i need to pause

isshou ni kaeru... LAJHFSGKJDGHLKSJHDGKJNVFJ

something bad is about to happen.

i can feel it.

SOMETHING BAD IS GOING TO HAPPEN THIS IS ALREADY MOVING INTO CHAPTER 8. SHIT IS ABOUT TO GO DOWN

SOMEONE HOLD ME IM TERRIFIED

/DEEP BREATHS

okok ch8....

the research reports are giving me anxiety omfg

oof...

yep, shit is about to go down

point of no return moment

"the closer they became and the more they interacted, the faster their consciousnesses degraded" OH MY GOD

"they were programmed to be the other's poison" OH MY GOD

OH MY GOD

THAT'S SO 9S2B OF YOU... HAHA... HAHA

IT ALWAYS ENDS LIKE THIS—

okay sorry ahem

"does this world have such a place?" oh... poor, poor child...

akdjfhkskfj "take care, children" bro though like sdkjfh everyone else must think theyre a naive couple in love and maybe they are. but like. AKJSHKJHSKF the idealism truly

omygod is it happening

aAKJSHFJSHDKJGHSKJDGOMYGOD WAIT WAIY WAIT

DEEP BREATHS. OK

omfg.. akjdghkjndfv

"once we're safe, i'll explain everything to you" well...

"destructive weapons with a will of their own" NIER AUTOMA-

sedate me im so sorry

AHEM

REBIRTH MENTION

"'all of them... deserve to die.' (but who are 'they?' the researchers who modified us? the rulers who crave our power? the creators who gave us this energy? or is it fate itself that's binding us in each other's shadows?)"

"EVERYTHING THAT LIVES IS DESIGNED TO END. WE ARE PERPETUALLY TRAPPED IN A NEVER-ENDING SPIRAL OF LIFE AND DEATH. IS THIS A CURSE? OR SOME KIND OF PUNISHMENT? I OFTEN THINK ABOUT THE GOD WHO BLESSED US WITH THIS CRYPTIC PUZZLE... AND WONDER IF WE'LL EVER GET THE CHANCE TO KILL HIM."

OMYGODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

SHAKINF BC THATS LITERALLY THE PROLOGUE QUOTE YYOOOOOOO

okok ahem

:( "this should have been my burden" ouh... the never-ending cycle of the glorification of self-sacrifice...

help CALEB???????? SAKJDGHKSDKGKSJHGKHVDNKFJ HE KNEW

THISSS IDIOTTTAKJSFHKSHKDGHKDHFG

BRO

"THIS IS THE LAST THING I CAN DO FOR YOU" DUDE

FUCK

A TRANSPARENT DOOR SEPARATES US ITS JUST LIKE THAT BARRIER IN THE LABORATORY BUT HE WON'T BE WAITING FOR ME ON THE OTHER SIDE THIS TIME

MY STAR HAS LEFT M—

sorry wrong myth

/CLEARS THROAT

DUDE :(((

"I FAILED YOU AS A FRIEND"

"OUR PROMISE TO REACH THE EDGES OF THE DEEPSPACE TOGETHER... I BROKE IT"

OH MY GOD

THIS IS WHY

THIS IS WHY THE LINE HE SAYS

THE I'LL NEVER LET YOU GO AGAIN

BRO

DUDE

OMFG

"MY SOUL WILL ALWAYS RESONATE WITH YOURS BECAUSE..."

"THIS IS CALEB'S FINAL GOODBYE"

DUDE

ASKDJGHLKSDFHGLKHAELSRHDGLKVJSDHFLGKVJHSLDKFJCHGVKDF ITS LIKE. LIKE. 'THE TIME I WAS ABLE TO SPEND WITH YOU, IT WAS LIKE MEMORIES OF PURE LIGHT. THANK YOU... NINE...S'

AJSHGKSHDKHGKSHJFGHDKGJHVNSKJFNGVKJDF

/GOES INSANE

OKAY.. CHAPTER 9...

EVERY REASON BEGAN AND ENDED WITH HER

GRAVITY STARTS AND ENDS WITH YOU

/THROWS UP

STOP

SHUT

AKJSHKSJDNKVHJF

"HIS SOUL RESONATED WITH HERS AGAIN AND AGAIN BECAUSE... HE LOVED HER"

KJVHCKRSK IMMMMMMMMM GONNA YELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL AT THE TOP OFFFFFMMMYYYY LUNGGGSSS

"and there he is, the one i can't bear to lose" OH MY MC

BROO IM SHAKING AKJSHVKNSKDJGHVKSDJFHNVKJDSNFKJBVNKDFGJFBK

CALEB, WHAT MAKES YOU THINK MY LIFE COULD MEAN ANYTHING WITHOUT YOU? I DON'T WANT TO LIVE IN A WORLD WITHOUT YOU. NOT EVEN FOR A MOMENT.

/THROWS UP

THE WAY HE PUSHES HER AWAY IN AN ATTEMPT TO SAVE HER

AND SHE INSISTENTLY THROWS HERSELF AT HIM

IM GOING TO BE SO SICK

dude the

"you should visit any place you want" STOP. STOP. ITS LIKE THE MASTER OF FATE MYTH. STOP IT OMFGSKJDHVKJDNKJF

THIS IS WHERE I WANT TO BE :(((( OUGHHH MC :( MYHEART HUHU

"THE WORLD BEING DESTROYED ISN'T AS SCARY AS BEING SEPARATED FROM YOU"

WH O C A R ES IF WE DON'T SEE THE SUNSHINE EVER AGAIN

I WANT YOU MORE THAN ANY BLUE SKY

TH E W EATH E R CA N STA Y CR AZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

/SOBS CRIES THROWS UP

NO I WONT SHUT UP ABOUT THEJAPANESE TRANSLATION IN THIS CONTEXT NOW

I CANT BELIEVE IT

NONOONONOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I WANT SO BADLY FOR IT TO BE TRANSLATED THAT WAY

STOP STOP STOP

HE SAYS

HE SAYS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 HE

WHETHER I LIVE OR I DIE, WHAT REMAINS THE TRUTH IS THAT I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO EVER AGAIN

STTOOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

THEY PROMISED TO EXPLORE THE DEEPSPACE TOGETHER BUT HECHANGED HIS WORDING

IT'S NOT JUST WE WILL NEVER BE APART

IT'S THAT FROM THIS MOMENT ON !!! SOMETHING LIKE THAT !!! LIKE HIM LEAVING !!! LIK EHE JUST DID !!!! HE'S NEVER GOINF TO DO IT AGAIN

OHMYYGGODDDDDDDD

SOBBINF TRHWOING UP THE K I S S

oh... OH.. my god....

"immortality meant the end of progress"

SHUT UP

AN OBJECT IN MOTION STAYS IN MOTION UNLESS ACTED UPON BY AN EXTERNAL FORCE-

ONCE YOU'RE OFF THE GROUND, THE ONLY WAY IS FORWARD

"TESTAMENT TO THE ENDLESS CYCLE OF REBIRTH"

REBIRTH MENTION

TH AT' S MY PHOENIX RI GHT THE R E

/SOBS CRIES IN THE FUCKING CORNER

[gormlessthing]

🌺

They're sat along the road to Decus Bend - their watch, while Sam and Alizebeth are sleeping. Somewhere, Grier snores fitfully in the cart.

It's that part of the night where small talk almost seems profane - so in the lonely woods, moonlight falling in silverglow curtains through the thick boughs of the trees around them, Miriam asks Gorm what he thinks of her.

He's seen this before: aspirant magicians all the way up accomplished witches, each of them curious as to whether or not the man who introduces himself as a Witchfinder represents a threat. He gives her a canted stare for a moment before answering.

"I think yer a talented healer - more's the trick fer the fact that yer running from somethin'. Or to somethin', maybe. You've the look of a martyr in your eyes. Can't tell if it's willing," he mutters. "But what strikes me is that you fell in with a bunch of frowning louts like us, proved yerself capable in a fight, and then tended to us like we were friends."

There's a beat, and he coughs.

"Y'remind me of my daughter, truth be told," he says. "Her name's Ava. Not mine by blood, mind you, and she'd be quick to say such, but she's like you - almost desperate to do a good thing for someone else."

Another beat.

"F'r what it's worth, whatever it is that's chasin' you, or whatever it is yer chasin', long as we're working together, I'll see to it yer alright," he says. "Blood for blood is just the same the other way - health for health, so to speak."

[starberrisoda]

Zephyr Star redesign WIP

Zephyr star is a pegasus, her mother was aunicorn and her father was a pegasus, she got the unicorn type of tail and weak but big and fluffy pegasus wings. NO, she’s not an alicorn. I ship her with Rarity and yes, she ke a self insert whom i love and is baised off Gen 3 SilverGlow, i love SilverGlow sm.

[here-there-were-dragons]

i'm not particularly fond of how all the venues has been standardized and never have unique mechanics anymore besides the ones that already had then as holdovers from a previous less strict design phase.

relic eels resurrecting themselves. boreal wood having minibosses instead of proper bosses. the couple of venues that can occasionally spawn packs of 4. training fields enemies having their own custom meditate animation.

now it's all just... the same standard paint-by-numbers set with a different set of pngs slapped on top. no variation, no new mechanics, just pure stats increase.

on the same note i am forever dissapointed that they completely abandoned the idea of custom battlestones right after adding empathetic regeneration, irradiated scratch, prismatic and silverglow meditate, and plumed anticipate in year 1. they could put new battlestone recolors in the pvp shop so they don't lock people who can't coli out of entire sets of apparel and genes and whatot that aren't even related to pvp mechanics if they still want that to be clanbound so bad, i want that pollen puff meditate the training fields monsters have dammit

[loveandanalysis]

Juneleb Day 13 | Happy Birthday Caleb Xia Yizhou | Love of my life. In a dream of pink clouds you were never tortured and abused by scientists, instead you always lived in a home of endless summer with her. If the train decides to leave the station let it be to your paradise of asiatic apple blossoms, oranges sunsets, and a home of Silverglow Fruit transforming barren land. In your paradise you grow angel wings and fly. There, you and her feel everything, forget nothing, and she never leaves your side. Love isn’t a sin and you both have no beginning and end, being from the same cosmic source in an infinite gravitational dance in the violet hued universe.

[nanodiscussions]

Sona Twins

A what if drawing of my Sona. If they twins instead of a single person. Meet SilverGlow <- and Nano -> !

CyonixC Made the initial sketch of it, while i colourised and finalized it. Check out their work! They're an amazing artist.

[your-fave-as-a-warrior-cat]

After skimming through a wiki I think these ponies could work as warrior names:

Applebloom

Azaleabloom

Baybreeze

Berrybright

Berryshine

Bluedream

Bluemist

Brightbramley

Brighteyes

Brightglow

Bubblefish

Bumblebee

Bumblesweet

Bunnyhop

Cherryberry

Cherryblossoms

Chillybreezes

Cinnamonbreeze

Cleverclover

Clouddreamer

Coolbreeze

Copperglow

Daisydancer

Daisydream

Daisysweet

Dancingbutterflies

Dazzlefeather

Dazzleglow

Daylily

Dreamblue

Electricsky

Firefly

Flowerburst

Flowerdream

Flowerflash

Flowerwish

Fluttershy

Goldendream

Goldenglow

Goldenlight

Greenapple

Heartbright

Heatherwinds

Hollydash

Honeyberry

Honeybuzz

Honeyrays

Lavendercloud

Lavenderlake

Lightheart

Lilyblossom

Lotusblossom

Meadowbrook

Meadowflower

Meadowmoon

Milkweed

Mistletoe

Mistyblue

Mistyfly

Moonjumper

Moondancer

Moondust

Moonshadow

Moonshine

Moonstone

Nightglow

Nightshine

Nightsong

Nightstar

Peachblossom

Petalblossom

Pinkpetals

Plumsweet

Rainbowberry

Rainbowdash

Rainbowflash

Rainbowshine

Rainbowswirl

Raincurl

Rainfeather

Redheart

Redroses

Rosedust

Ruddysparks

Shimmershine

Silverglow

Silverrain

Silversong

Silverstream

Silverswirl

Skydancer

Skylark

Skywishes

Snailsquirm

Snowcatcher

Snowheart

Softsteps

Spitfire

Springbreeze

Springsong

Sunbeam

Sunblossom

Sunburst

Sundance

Sunlight

Sunnydaze

Sunnyrays

Sunsetshimmer

Sunshine

Sunsplasher

Sunspot

Sweetberry

Sweetblossom

Sweetbreeze

Sweetdreams

Sweetheart

Sweetlily

Sweetsong

Sweettooth

Sweetsteps

Thistlewhistle

Thundercloud

Tinybubbles

Tumbleweed

Twilightsky

Twilightshine

Twistytail

Waterfall

Waterfire

Waterlily

Wavecatcher

Wavedancer

Wavejumper

Waverunner

Wildflower

Willowwisp

Winddrifter

Windwisher

Windwhistler

Windywisp

Wingsong

Whistlewishes

how many mlp names are valid warriorcats names?

well given that there are currently five generations of my little pony characters from both toylines and tie-in media, and the average generation lasts about ten years, and for the majority of that time new characters were cranked out en masse (they don't need to be developed, they need to be in the hands of little kids who can brush their hair)...I cannot answer.

I DO have a day job.

[pasupatidasi]

full winter moon

shining throughfull mooncold silverglows behind the cloudspirit beingalmost she seemeddespite the heaven’s shroudmagictho half hiddenunforbidden by the gauzebleeding lightand gentlingmy jagged soul because

[deepspacenova]

Additional Horrors™ from Caleb's myth that made me stare off into space in a catatonic state of despair:

MC being Caleb's reason for existence both literally and figuratively. First is the fact that he was literally created, "birthed," for her, to give her life. But then Caleb also takes ownership of this and redefines it. He turns his need for MC from functional/clinical into something instinctual and familial.

MC's only forms of socialization since she was a child were her experimenters, combat interactions, and X-02 (all scenarios where she serves a purpose or use)

The one-way window being a sick form of social experimentation/punishment in the years after MC and Caleb got brought back from their escape attempt.

It's solely there as a gauge for the experimenters to see if MC recognizes Caleb while he's in his solitary confinement - so they can fix/punish her if she ever does notice or feel anything for him.

If MC gave Caleb his name, then Caleb gave MC her purpose. From giving her the Silverglow fruit seed to telling her about the place at the end of Deepspace, he was nudging her toward something new, something better, where she could be happy.

Caleb and MC having different levels of energy available to them, meaning that every time Caleb was tasked with repairing MC when she came back from battle when they were children, he was left entirely depleted of energy.

And yet he still relished each time he could do so because it was the only time that he could be in her presence: "I always wanted to be in the same world as you."

I wouldn't be surprised if this, along with the one-way window, were both parts of the social experiments because of the mental implications they could study: imagine the guilt and internal turmoil of wanting the person you love to get hurt because repairing her means you get a chance to be with her again?

The mental strength Caleb had to not only develop a sense of self and identity because of MC (appointing himself as her protector, not just her repairer) but to go beyond that and literally break free of what he was programmed to do to rebel against their creators.

The fact that he used this to redefine their origins, to literally discover the meaning of humanity?

Caleb is defying the experimenters' perception of him and MC as non-humans -- calling himself Caleb, calling himself her friend, teaching her about the concept of "family and "home," about physical rituals and comforts like the pinky promise.

To take that further, Caleb and MC also call into question the very meaning of humanity with their story and become symbols of its downfall. Because we've reached a world where lab-created machines programmed to kill display more love, kindness, passion, and humanity, than the actual humans who hide their monstrosity behind their creations to justify the atrocities they're causing.

Caleb starts to plan his death from the moment he takes on the Descructio energy. This is why he leaves to fight the enemies and tells her to hide. This is why he's forlorn when she finds him and unplugs him, "seeking me out... that's dangerous".

He knows that as Philos gets closer to its own destruction, he will gain more and more Destructio power, and that imbalance could make anything happen to him or her.

MC's two choices for defining who Caleb was to her (someone who protected her // someone she couldn't live without) were both rooted in dependance and need - either and both are tragic choices because they are a reflection of the only two feelings that she knows innately.

When Caleb says "My soul will always resonate with yours because..." and then literally silences his love confession for her because he knows the further he ties her emotions to him, the closer she is to disappearing - to decoherence.

And (true to who Caleb has always been) he'd rather keep his love to himself, he'd rather never admit it to her, than to see her be harmed because of it.

The phrase "Our bodies, minds, and spirits are from the same source" hits so hard because not only does he mean the fact that they are the only ones each other has ever known, this is also tragically literal because they are the only two of their kind, down to their source code. And they are all each other has in the universe.

The silver seed Caleb gave MC is the only thing she takes with her as she leaps to her death.

Things about Caleb's myth that fucked me up so badly I had to take a 2.5-hr nap to escape the horrors, but the horrors followed me into my dreams:

SPOILERS FOR CALEB'S MYTH - DECOHERENCE

The prologue of the myth begins 10 years prior to the actual myth, and basing off of Caleb's current age in the main story, this would mean he is only 15-years-old at the start of his myth, which would also mean MC is roughly 12 or 13-years-old.

These are children who have been modified to be war weapons.

Their consciousness can be controlled by others. They have no free will. Again, these are children being controlled and modified by adults in power, used as weapons to kill.

God knows how long they've been kept in captivity to be experimented on, modified, and used by others to kill and destroy.

There are no mentions of their families and no known memories of life outside of the lab. We don't know if they were orphaned, abducted, sold/given away, or even born in the lab itself.

The very image of a young MC, roughly 12 or 13, being sent off to war, where she is programmed to kill. When she is injured, she is sent back to the lab to be "fixed" and have her memories wiped clean.

Repeatedly. For years.

She's aware of everything that is happening to her, but she's resigned to her fate.

She is so desensitized to everything that she no longer (if ever) has feelings of her own (until Caleb changes all of that).

Even something most people would take for granted is so foreign to MC, like the feeling of temperature changes. The lab maintains a consistent cool temperature, so when she feels the summer heat for the first time, she notices immediately. Not just the heat but event he feeling of grass brushing against her calves. These are all foreign feelings to her.

And Caleb knows this. He knows these are new sensations she is experiencing for the first time in her life, and he wants to show her more. He wants to take her wherever she would like to go.

The only places MC has ever been to outside of the lab were to battlefields. Battlefields. A fucking child only knowing battlefields. Sent to kill and destroy because she is under the control of researchers and the fucking government.

The fact that both of them never knew their actual names (assuming they've even had one to begin with), having only heard their codenames being used within the lab.

MC gave Caleb his name, and after her memories were wiped after their first attempt to escape, his name was one of the few things she could retain in her memories.

His name alone anchored her as she is continuously being used as a weapon. The repetitiveness of her "life" leaves her as nothing more than an empty shell of a person.

Caleb and MC never knowing freedom.

Their fist escape as children was very brief before they were recaptured.

To discourage this, they were modified again to be each other's kill switch, activating only whenever they become emotionally closer to one another.

They've literally never known peace for longer than a few minutes, if it could even be counted as such.

They were always within distance of one another in the lab, separated by a wall. A wall with a one-way mirror.

MC was always able to see Caleb, hear him speak, but never knowing that the heartfelt words he had spoken were to her.

And Caleb never knowing that she was watching him all of those years and hearing him speak.

Caleb always knowing that he loves her, enough so that he wants to be the one to bear her pain so she doesn't have to.

As stated earlier in the myth during the prologue, the memories wiped clean are only the ones the scientists know of.

They don't know about MC's memories hearing Caleb speaking to her through the wall.

So she has remembered everything he has said in the 10+ years of captivity, and later repeated them back to him verbatim.

The fact that Caleb grew up in such a dark, cruel place was capable of more empathy than others.

His empathy and love for MC is so strong that he actually feels her suffering even though he couldn't see her.

This whole theme of humanity throughout the myth. Caleb and MC are modified weapons, who presumably shouldn't have feelings and empathy and yet they've displayed so much to one another. Helen and her grandson who have lived in a wartorn town have also shown empathy to two strangers even in the final moments when their city was about to be destroyed again.

However, the scientists who worked at the lab, the rulers who craved control and power...all of these people are the true monsters.

Honestly one of the most powerful lines in the myth imho:

Absolutely so fucked up that I felt relief in the end that even though they both end up dying, they chose to die together, because that way neither will have to be without the other person.

Their true freedom comes from their deaths.

They can only be together. In Death.

They didn't choose to be weapons. To kill and destroy.

They had their whole childhood stolen from them.

The only choices they've ever made was wanting their freedom and being with the one they love, wanting the one they love safe and protected.

And they were punished for it. Punished for wanting basic living rights that all sentient creatures deserve to have.

MC has been resigned, broken down to be compliant since childhood. But one of her few thoughts she had on her own is so powerful, you can feel her anger. And we cheered.

Their true happiness comes from the last few minutes together. Their journey to find their own paradise ends in this moment.

And the myth ends. Just like that. With a bang. (Sorry)

I will be suffering with all of this knowledge for the next 3-5 business months bye

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