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sludgeguzzler · 5 months ago

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I get so so worried for no reason. Noo reason at all. And then I get home and write in my journal about it. I write: today I got nervous worried and anxious for stupid reasons and it was so bad I wanted to cry. Curse you, disorders. Curse you a hundred billion times

#talk #i hate it it makes me act weird for noo fucking reason it makes me want to cry when everyone is literally fine #it makes me wanna go crazy insane off the walls bonkers and i have to keep my mouth shut and my eyes low the entire time #bc if i dont ill only talk about how bad i feel and my eyes will water everytime someone else catches them #sighs deeply. im glad im going home roght now #and im glad i managed to survive this time #the horrors did NOT win today. im getting home and im gonna think so long and hard about it itll be crazyyyy

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