#side note yesterday i went to a festival eith a friend and their friends and their friends friends and
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SORRY TO SAY BUT YOURE GONNA HAVE FRIENDS FOREVER AND THEY WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU DEARLY WHETHER YOU KNOW FOR SURE OR NOT. YOU CANT ESCAPE BEING LOVED AND I HOPE ITS SO GENTLE AND KEEPS THE DAYS GOING.
#sucktacular sucks#ily and i know it doesnt make all the horrible feelings go away but you are never truly alone in this world#i hope you get to be surrounded by friends in person and i hope their love fills you entirely#side note yesterday i went to a festival eith a friend and their friends and their friends friends and#i sat on artificial turf while surrounded by so many people and watched some live preformances with great music#and i had a moment of 'im happy. i wish i could have this more often.'#and just thinking about how ive been trapped inside by my own neurotic horrors since march 2020#and i sigh and get teary eyed thinking about it... we are social creatures and we have communities and despite so much horror#a lot of us just want to be friends and liked and gentle and be treated nicely#and just sigh. maybe i dont need to be so terrified all the time. maybe happiness is stored#in the socializing we do and the friends we keep#and maybe thats okay. maybe thats more than enough. :(#edit:#note to self
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