#sicksadnix

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190/365 - It wouldn't be the start to another week sure to push me to the brink of full of nervous break down without already feeling like a disappointing piece of shit. Instead of doing anything to try and remedy this I have crawled into bed where I've completely allowed by emotions to make me actually physically ill. What's the point of summer when all you do is work, feel like you're worthless, and then punish yourself by renting (yes paying for) #TheRing2. #nixmuse365partdeux #project365 #SickSadNix #PunishmentMovie (at Bon Air, Pennsylvania)

[nixmuse]

Today is going to be bullshit. I slept terrible again from stress. I'm at work 2 hours early to cover for people who aren't in. I've had a headache that wants to be a migraine since last night. At least I put together a comfy #summerassholestyle outfit for today to try and cheer myself up. #SickSadNix (at Bon Air, Pennsylvania)

[nixmuse]

187/365 - I had weird invasive dreams last night, slept poorly, woke up not feeling physically great, and then headed back into my super stressful work environment. My entire day was trying to tread water. Try to find things to laugh about or make other people laugh at work. In an effort to refocus my brain and my heart I deleted the Facebook and Twitter apps from my phone. I feel tired and over all not great. I'm in bed right now, with some fizzy water and my journal. I know tomorrow will prove to be another very long and very very exhausting work day. I need a hug. Unrelated to all of that, this picture is of a denim jacket I bought a year+ ago and am finally making it into the weirdo vest I love. #nixmuse365partdeux #project365 #ArtTherapy #summerassholestyle #SickSadNix (at Bon Air, Pennsylvania)

[nixmuse]

Today was great. FINALLY feeling like a person again. So close to being not #SickSadNix. That @larrybonds69 and I were MEGA productive (after I slept over 10 hours last night). . . #MealPrepSunday done, laundry done, gym bag packed, kitchen cleaned, bathroom cleaned, tub caulked, taco-style stuffed peppers in the crock, now some @wbcbaseball #USA vs #Canada before @amcthewalkingdead tonight. #homeownershipnow #BonAir (at Bon Air)

[nixmuse]

68/365 - I'm sorry it's just been pictures of my dumb sick face. It's finally cresting. It's been a week. I almost slept adequately last night. Here's to hoping I get fully recovered over the weekend. Next week is one week early birthday vacation. #project365 #nixmuse365partdeux #SickSadNix #SickyNixy #OldHag (at Bon Air)

[nixmuse]

This and my regular humidifier in tandem directly next to me for eternity. #SickSadNix #SickyNixy (at Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania)

[nixmuse]

67/365 - My job told me if I called off sick today I'd be "written up." I am apparently a junior high student. I still have a fever and the chills. I can't sleep through the night without spending over an hour's time total awake and coughing uncontrollably. I could schedule a paid day off like I did for yesterday bc we have a webinar that I'll have to work through anyway bc my position deals with real time so we can't ever stop what we do. So, this webinar had better rip my dick off bc between feeling like I haven't been sleeping, feeling feverish, having the chills, no voice, and uncontrollable coughing I shouldn't be out of the house. (PS I just used whatever photos in my iPhoto for today bc it's my 365 and who fucking cares and I'm not feeling photogenic or creative.) #nixmuse365partdeux #project365 #SickSadNix #SickyNixy #SeeYouInHell (at Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania)

[nixmuse]

66/365 - I am determined I will hydrate and eat this illness away. Baked chicken with garlic, asparagus, zucchini, sweet potatoes, and some lemon. #nixmuse365partdeux #project365 #SickSadNix #MyMedicine (at Bon Air)

[nixmuse]

I dyed my hair dark. Easier to grow out my roots without the red. I missed almost black hair Nix. #Siren #WerewolfFuckMachine #SickSadNix (at Bon Air)

[nixmuse]

65/365 - Feeling blue but still got up and went to the gym this AM even though I'm sick. Just an hour walk on the treadmill and a lot of stretching. Tonight I'll sleep a lot and I took tomorrow off to rest more. This sickness is intense and isn't letting up. #nixmuse365partdeux #project365 #feministfitness #SickyNixy #SickSadNix (at Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania)

[nixmuse]

Tonight I made Chicken Parmesan in the oven with some gluten free rice pasta. I just wanted to feed this cold tonight. I'll be in bed with some cold medicine in me in no time. I am going to the gym tomorrow even if it's just to walk on the treadmill for an hour. I need sweat and focus to get through my work day tomorrow. #SickSadNix #SickyNixy (at Bon Air)

[nixmuse]

Sick passed out last night after I started #StarTrek Into Darkness so I'm restarting it today. I work up congested and coughing like crazy. This sickness isn't letting up. #SickyNixy #NixNowWatching #SickSadNix (at Bon Air)

[nixmuse]

This #SickSadNix is gonna see how long she can stay awake for a #StarTrek marathon. #NixNowWatching the JJ Abrams 2009 Star Trek movie.#SickyNixy #SendMoreCuties (at Bon Air)

[nixmuse]

62/365 - I am sick as a dog today. Feeling terrible. It's almost bed time for me. #nixmuse365partdeux #nixmuse365partdeux #SickSadNix #SickyNixy (at Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania)

[nixmuse]

I am so sick. I was in a fog all day. I feel weak and sad. I need someone to nurse me STAT. #SickSadNix #ILiveInTheTub #MyHomePlanetWasMostlyWater (at Bon Air)

[nixmuse]

346/365 - Finally feeling like I coming around the corner (again) on being sick. If I can keep it at bay for another 4/5 days I'll actually feel like I'm over this miserable cold. Drinking some sparkling apple cider with apples in it in a raspberry scented bath. #NixMuse365 #Project365 #FightMe #SickSadNix (at Beechview, Pennsylvania)