#shut up arilyn

[tragicallytiredofbetrayal]

Arilyn created such beautiful things for me,

You may have left but ill always treasure these my little bun

[herequeeranfulloffear]

To any other ex Mormons out there, do any of yall know about the "Mormon Rap"?? My had it on tape and wed listen to it in the car a lot lmaooo I love it as a little kid. It now haunts me and every so often I get the dumb opening stuck in my head and it kills me. Anyone else feel or were yall raised normal?

[perishx]

HEYYYY

LIFE STORY:Opening Credits: The Pretty Reckless- Just TonightWaking Up: Motionless in White- Synthetic LoveFirst Day At School: Asking Alexandria- The Lost SoulsFalling In Love: Bullet For My Valentine- Tears Don’t FallFight Song: New Year’s Day- Angel EyesBreaking Up: Marilyn Manson- Sweet DreamsLife’s OK: Bring Me the Horizon- Oh noGetting Back Together: Grandson- Kiss BangWedding:  Breaking Through- Not a SaintBirth of Child: Oh Land- NumbFinal Battle: Mindless Self Indulgence- Shut me upDeath Scene: In This Moment- Dirty PrettyFuneral Song: Fuath- The OracleEnd Credits: Die Antwoord- Gucci Coochie

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odds for the music asks? :))

sure! (under a cut cause it got kinda long)

1:A song you like with a color in the title

hm,, moonlight blue lmao

3:A song that reminds you of summertime

there r a few… “shut up and dance with me”, “everything is easy”, i guess uh…any song by no doubt (one of my friends fave bands, she had their cds on all summer)?? 

5:A song that needs to be played LOUD

EVERY SONG music is MEANT TO BE PLAYED LOUD (ngl i kno a few but i cant think rn and i always have my music cranked up no matter what SO)

7:A song to drive to

uh… “starlight” by muse is p nice to drive to tbh

9:A song that makes you happy

so many!! “take on me” ngl i have Good Memories w that song …. p much any song i have good memories with ofc and the song from space face pt 2 from e/dd/sworld makes me so happy…. and the nobody’s a nobody song from gumball!!!!

11:A song that you never get tired of

honestly its almost impossible for me to get tired of a song if i like it 

13:One of your favorite 80’s songs

“your love” by the outfield ?? i love a lot of 80′s songs but thats the first one i think of????

15:A song that is a cover by another artist

mmh… there’s 2/1/p’s cover of “cancer” , m/s/i’s “big poppa”, m/arilyn m/anson’s “tainted love” and “sweet dreams”…. i like any of n/sp’s covers lmfao ….idk i probably know more but honestly sometimes i find cover songs and dont even kno theyre cover songs

17:A song that would sing a duet with on karaoke

what song WOULDNT i sing a duet with on karaoke is a better question….id sing “hell night” by misfits w someone (im listenin to it rn and i think itd be fun to sing w someone  i LOVE IT) or uh dj suggested phantom of the opera and i agree 

19:A song that makes you think about life

“jesus christ” by brand new …. god there are So Many  i could put but i literally cant think of any of them rip

21:A favorite song with a person’s name in the title

UH……….does “helena” count bc i kno two songs called helena and i like them both

23:A song that you think everybody should listen to

oH my god i…dont know tbh ,,, 

25:A song by an artist no longer living

“somebody to love” by queen 

27:A song that breaks your heart

HAH uh,, “when she loved me” alwasy gets me tbh but its not hard to make me sad

29:A song that you remember from your childhood

kgagnvjb “take a chance on me” by abba

or any song by abba TBH

[herequeeranfulloffear]

I just wanna make a living sellin cute lil stickers 🥺

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BPD is DUMB and bein this upset over really stupid shit is DUMB and bein pissed at my FP over NOTHING is STUPID

[herequeeranfulloffear]

Really wild not being the only gay kid in the family tbh

[herequeeranfulloffear]

Yall I ordered some cute ass eyeshadow pallets an Im so excited to get them I havent been excited about makeup in so long 🖤

[herequeeranfulloffear]

So I fucking love the deep ocean, the last pic w the see thru fishy, his eyes are the green balls that look like they should be a brain. And the one w the Predator Mouth is called a Sarcastic Fringehead and I Love Them

Space Is Not That Cool When The Ocean Is Already Full of Weird Shit

[herequeeranfulloffear]

This is the first year no one got cake or ice cream for my birthday. This whole birthday feels the most Normal Day of any birthday. Nothin special. Nothin to celebrate

[herequeeranfulloffear]

Everyone talking about this game and that game, but when the fuck do I get to see more about Fable??? Please? Ill do anything if you just tell me SOMETHING ABOUT IT

[herequeeranfulloffear]

I got more plants anyone wanna see? 🥺🥺

[herequeeranfulloffear]

My best friend and I were gonna dye our hair together over video call, cause shes in Cali and we used to dye our hair together all the time. Ive been waiting with blonde hair which I fucking HATE, for over a month so we can do it together just to find out she already dyed her hair 🙃 I feel like I shouldnt be this hurt over fucking dying hair but I was really excited to do it together and now like I hardly even want to bother doing mine

[herequeeranfulloffear]

I gained 6lbs in a couple weeks and honestly??? I fucking hate myself for it lmao Im such a fat piece of shit

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Im this close to quitting my job and making a damn OnlyFans or something

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The only thing that even slightly holds my interest rn is plants. Succulents to be exact. And I hate it. I cant make myself do art or play games I like or watch stuff I like or anything. All my brain thinks about is plants an what pots Id put them in an what ones I really want to get and its genuinely upsetting me because all J wanna do is buy more but I have literally no space for them, I alreqdg have to find a new spot for the ones I do have and I prolly have to get a grow light of some kind which is hella stressful cause Im Dumb and dont understand light stuff an a lot tend to male the plants stretch and I just dont fucking get why Im so obsessed with something so dumb that takes so much space and money and yet every sjngle day Im back to looking at pots an plants anytime I start doing bad an I just. Hate it. I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate I HATE IT. I just want to like the things I used to like again Im sick of being obessed w something I cant afford cause it just makes my depression even fucking worse than it already is!!! Special interests an hyperfocuses are supposed to make you happy I thought