#show seems really good but when will I have the timeeee

[noona-is-afk]

I’ve been really busy at work lately so I’m behind on dramas. Currently pretty much watching Queen of Tears through tumblr gifs, thank you all for your service

[serqphites]

VICTORIA NEUMAN X ASSISTANT!READER

format: blurb

warnings: nsfw content at the end

word count: 700+

not proofread! y/n used!

- the second you came in for your interview she pretty much decided she was hiring you LMAO

- now i’m not saying she only hired you because of her crush, because your resume genuinely caught her eye, but i’m also not saying it had nothing to do with it 🤷‍♀️

- she definitely asks you to do things she could easily do just as an excuse to see you

- “y/n! can you come here please?”

- “can you pick up this pen i dropped please? i’ve got suchhh a bad back” she’s so dramatic i love her

- you honestly think she’s just being a bitch and she’s messing with you

- that is until one day she comes to you in the morning, saying today she only has one task for you

- “will you eat lunch with me?” and she has the dorkiest smile of all time on her face

- lunch together becomes a regular thing, going from talking about your favourite tv shows to her telling you about her daughter zoe

- she’s so sad when you eventually tell her you thought she was just like every person you’ve ever worked for, just messing with you for the fun of it

- “no no never! i could never do that, especially not to you” OOOOOO it’s blush city for you both

- things are going great! you love your job. that is until something changes, and victoria randomly stops asking you to do things for her

- i mean you’re her assistant, shouldn’t you be getting her coffee? shouldn’t you be organising her files? shouldn’t you be having lunch with her and not hughie?

- to say this has you down is an understatement, you can’t seem to understand why she has randomly shut you out

- it’s not like she’s not speaking to you, she’s still asking you to do things but they’re all tasks that require you to be away from her. you haven’t even been in her office for nearly two weeks now

- after your hurt builds and builds, you can’t hold it in anymore. you storm into her office demanding to know why she’s avoiding you

- she plays it dumb at first but she knows what she’s been doing so she fesses up

- “fuck… i’m sorry, so sorry. it’s not you i promise, it’s me. i- i like you, okay? like a lot and i know it sounds stupid and i know it’s sooo inappropriate because you’re my assist-“ SILENCED BY A KISS WOOOO

- you’re discrete about it at first, sneaking around and making out in the bathroom stalls like you’re high schoolers

- her bringing you lunch everyday<3

- she so leaves post-it notes on her desk with cute lil messages whenever she has to leave for meetings because it’s where she tells you to just relax

- you don’t bother asking why you’re not allowed to meetings that involve voughts CEO, it’s probably just a confidentiality thing right?

- a bit random but whenever you’re standing talking to somebody i feel like she’d just squeeze your butt?

- canon she’s a butt squeezer

- you don’t fight much but oh boy is your schedule full when you do

- she gives you the stupidest tasks she can think of LMAO

- “can you walk someone’s dog please?” “someone’s dog?” “yeah, just go around asking who has a dog that needs walking” “are you being serious, vic?” “yes i most definitely am, it would help me soooo much you have no idea!”

- I LOVE HER SO MUCHHH

- dating your boss can be annoying at times, but you wouldn’t trade it for the world <3

NSFW TIMEEEE

- officesex!officesex!officesex!

- this honestly deserves its own blurb if i'm being honest

- i feel like she's already dominant in bed anyways but because she’s your boss it’s elevated TO THE MAX.

- “i have one really special task for you today, so listen closely”

- you can barely stay stood up with how weak your knees go (real)

- “i need you to be a good girl for me, how does that sound? you think you can do that for me?” in her husky voice im DECEASED

- one time she cleared her desk by pushing everything on the floor, she immediately regretted it when she realised she had broken almost everything

- “i always see people do it in movies and this doesn’t happen” she’s so upset while she’s picking up a broken picture of you both on the beach

- she’s so silly

- she definitely buys you lingerie to wear underneath your work clothes 🤭

- the amount of flirty texts she sends you during the day just to watch you blush uncontrollably is concerning (when is it my turn)

a/n: requests are always open, hope you enjoyed :)

[jade-parcels]

🩸💕🩸💕🩸💕Vampire Mayoi💕🩸💕🩸💕🩸💕

Cw for blood…obviously ;)

When you’re away at work alllll day long, Mayoi misses you soooo much :( so when you come home you two have to cuddle to make up for it!!

He’s more than happy to lay in bed and watch your favorite shows with you, he loves laying between your legs with his head on your chest, listening to your soothing heartbeat and the comforting rumble in your chest when you let out an occasional giggle as you watch your show

Oh how Mayoi wants to simply lay there and relish in this domestic scene, to actually be able to give his attention to your favorite show but he can’t because he’s absolutely starving. He hates asking you over and over to let him drink from you, he knows you must hate having a disgusting creature like him sucking your blood whenever he gets the chance. He always stops after a few mouthfuls because he’s so worried that you’re secretly annoyed with him- not that he’d blame you, he knows he’s clingy- he doesn’t want to push his luck. So he settles for the smallest amount, just enough to keep his insatiable hunger at bay for a few hours, just to hold him off for awhile longer. But he’s quickly reaching his limit of how much he can starve himself this way- of how he can ignore his yucky instincts

He closes his eyes and listens to your heart, the way it pumps your pure, untainted blood through your veins. He can smell it, almost taste it- oh lord- you’re teasing him now! It’s so hard to control himself when he’s hungry but he has to try- he can’t just give in and sink his teeth into your neck- he can’t just hold you down and drink until he’s drained you dry- no no, that’s too awful to even imagine :( he doesn’t want to hurt you…

He’s startled out of his spiraling thoughts as you run a hand through his hair, making him look up at you. It seems you’ve caught on to him, he watches with wide eyes as you tilt your head, giving him consent to drink from you. Mayoi closes his eyes and shakes his head, resisting as you try to pull him towards you. He whines out a pitiful ‘no’ and grabs your arms “I-I can’t…I don’t deserve to be able to pierce your skin with my monstrous fangs- I don’t deserve to taste your precious blood on my tongue no matter how badly I need it” he flops down into the pillows next to you, groaning pitifully “I’ve held off too long this timeeee…I’ll hurt you- I have to go find someone else to drink from instead! Otherwise-!”

“That’s enough” you chastise, pausing your show and laying down beside him. You tuck his silky hair back behind his ear, leaning in to kiss his cheek “Baby, I know you won’t hurt me, even if you think you will. You’re too kind to do such a thing. So please, just bite me. I hate seeing you look so miserable”

As much as he wants to just lay there and avoid the situation, he really can’t anymore. He’s so hungry, he hasn’t been this hungry in a long time! And it’s his own fault too, he should have been more careful!! Oh he feels so useless, he should know his own limits by now!! Ohhhhh he hates this feeling- the feeling of self doubt and hunger is just a bit too much to handle

So Mayoi hauls himself up and guides you to lay on your back, pressing a kiss to your neck. Usually he’d be more generous, giving you more kisses and comforting words but he can barely think now that he’s so close to tasting you again! In an instant, his fangs are sinking into your delicate skin and he moans as your sweet, heavenly blood fills his mouth. It isn’t the first time he’s had the pleasure of tasting you but each time, it still blows him away. There isn’t a single thought in his head as he drinks from you, his cold hands clutching at your shoulders to keep you there as he sucks the life out of you

He pulls away when you tap his shoulder, your signal to stop. His face is flushed, his eyes are droopy and he’s got a dorky grin on his blood stained face. For good measure, he licks the wound he left behind and gives you a warm, loving kiss. You can taste the metallic tang of your own blood on his tongue and smell it on his breath when he sighs out a ‘thank you~’. He’ll clean you up in a few minutes, he promises he will! He’s sorry he’s such a messy eater, where are his manners…He just has to lay here in his post-blood sucking bliss, mumbling half nonsense to you about how he’s so thankful to have you by his side <3 he’s so grateful that you’d never actually let him starve, you’re such a good lover- so good to him! A lowly, yucky, freak like him doesn’t deserve your kindness~

[violetnotez]

Haaaaiiii! I don't know if you've done this before, but can you do a headcanon with Midoriya, Bakugou, Todoroki, and Kaminari (separately) dating a slim thicc reader who's waaaaay to kind to everyone for her own good? Sorry if that was specific lol. It just suits my life.

HC: Slim Thicc + Overly Nice Reader | BNHA

Music Genre: Pop | BNHA

Characters: Midoriya, Bakugo, Todoroki

Warnings: cursing, suggestive content

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✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ:

Shop Owner Note: The fuq how did you describe me in four words lmaoooo-I really liked this idea alot!!!!! Also I only did Bakugo, Izuku and Shoto caus emy brain got fried, so hope thats okay!

Midoriya

THIS GIF ISNT APART OF THE HC AT ALL I JUST FOUND IT AND NOW IM FEELING SOME TYPE OF WAYYYY😳😳

Midoriya most definitely drink his respect women juice

He was raised by his mother after all

BUT

doesnt mean the boy cant be a little perverted-

He just loves your body!!!!!

How can he NOT love everything about it, from the way your school tights slightly squeeze your thighs to the point where he feel like he cant breath

Or when you wear his shirts and its tighter around the chest and flowy around you waist

Mmmmmm lets not forget your hero suit- this man would probably kiss the shoes of the person who made your suit

Cause DAMN they really made it as tight as possible and he just loves it sm

Lets be real this dude has probably popped a boner by accident just thinking about your hero suit 😶

ANYWAYS 💀💀💀💀

He is very much respectful about you and keeps his raging hormones horniness to himself

He is ALWAYS making sure you feel comfortable in your relationship, whether its from holding hands to cuddling, he will always make sure you give your consent

Now, when it comes to your kindness, this is something Midoriya probably loves the most about you

But he does find it really concerning when he notices you say “yes” to everything somebody asks you to do for them

And running yourself down, not looking as energetic as yourself

He is very observant, so he notices little things that signal you are little overwhelmed 

Like your clothes arent as perfectly ironed as they used to be, you seem to be forgetting your own things while remembering to bring everybody else’s, your smile seems strained, and you just look stressed

He is so incredibly empathetic- it pains him to his s/o look so distraught 

It does anger him a bit that these people can so easily take advantage of you, and not even care that you arent feeling your best because of what they asked of you

But he swallows down the anger, offering to help you with whatever you need at your dorm room

He tries to make it as stress free as he possibly can, bringing your favorite snacks and playlist of music to calm your mind

But at some point hed give you a very gentle talk,,,,

He knows you havent been feeling too great, whether you deny it or not, and he wants you to know that its perfectly okay to not say “yes” to every person

He knows you mean well and you want to help everyone out of the generosity of your heart, and he loves that about you

But you as a person are important, and you come first over anyone

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ

Bakugo

Like Midoriya, just LOVES your body

Like cmon, how can he NOT

Dude is a ass+boob man change ma mind 

At first he deifnitely denies it-

Him??? Stare at your ass??? Pshh he was looking at the oven baka, if anything your ass was blocking his view-

You would know you caught him red handed cause he face would get redder than Momo’s hero suit and he would actually stutter—-

Which would make him extrmeely annoyed and he’d be cussing a storm+be in a grumpy mood for an hour or two

But once you two get more comfortable in your relationship-

NO HOLDING BACK

He will have use every opportunity to just be meannnn

And by mean

I mean turn slapping your ass into some sick game

Like if you dont yelp and cuss him out whats the point?

Once he slapped you so hard he legit left his big ass hand print on your butt cheek and you were about to slap his smug ass back....

But off a 50ft building  🙃

Also a big softie too

Like when you to cuddle he loves cuddling into your chest 🥺🥺

To him it’s just so comfyyyyyyyyyy

Honestly, Bakugo can’t understand at all how you can be so nice to people

It confuses him???? But he finds it really....nice???

Like half the stuff you do for people Bakugo wouldn’t ever dream of doing

He knows he’d either give that person an intimidating, dirty look or just laugh at them, cause yeah right he’d waste his time with their stupid problems

Ouchhhhhhhh

But you are totally different than him-you had a lot more patience and sympathy than he had, always coming to everyone’s rescue it seemed like

He finds it attractive and to him, it confuses the hell out of him how he does

But what bothers him is how much time you spend away from him

He won’t ever admit it, but he feels lonely when you’re not around

And what’s even worse-is by the time you do hang out with him, your too tired to even properly pay attention to him after running around and doing everything for everyone else

Bakugo the Attention Whore

One day this dude would have enough, as he’s been getting the bad end of the stick for a good couple of weeks——

He just barges into were ever your at, and doesn’t give to shits what so everrrrr

Bakugo has one mission in mind: getting his s/o back

Wouldn’t acknowledge anyone but you, grabbing your wrist and yanking you out of the room even if your protesting with him

“The hell are you doing Bakugo, let go-“

“No 😠”

“Pleaseeeeeee I was in the middle of working on something-“

“I said NO 😠😠😠”

Angry Pomeranian Activated

Once stop dragging you until he locks you in his room, forcing you to hear him out

He HATES being emotional or open, but at that, he starts spilling his guts through gritted teeth and choppy sentences,,

Saying that you waste too much time in thise “extras”, that they don’t deserve as much time as you give them, and that you have more “important” things than do all their work for them

*cough cough him being the more important thing

But hoenstly, you feel a little bad for him,,,,,

So you compromise with him and promise you’ll spend more time on him

He’s pretty happy with that,

but now he takes it one step further to make sure you deifnitely have enough time to hang out with him

If he’s around when someone asks you for help, he’ll cut them off and lie straight theough his teeth, saying you two have a “date” and squeezing you close to him with an iron grip

“Wait-Bakugo-we didnt have a date planned-“

“Tsch, now we do-“

Shoto Todoroki

I have said this timeeee and timeeee againnnn

But Shoto really is the definition of innocence

So really, it wouldn’t ever dawn on him on how killer his s/o’s body is

He’s just kinda like....yeah I know they have a butt and chest? Doesn’t everyone?😶

This poor Boi someone help him

It only really sets it after a few months of being together that he’s actually really, really in love with your body

Like how did he never notice how good you look in leggings?

Or how soft and comfortable your chest is?

And why does he want you to squeeze him with your thighs? 😳

Hormones are ragingggggg

And also veryyyyyyyy protective over you

Shoto is very observant and quiet in social situations, usually opting to check out his surroundings instead of trying to be sociable

So he’ll catch from time to time classmates commenting on you and your figure, and it never sits very well with him

At first when these incidences happened he was very conflicted, not understanding this intense jealousy and need to protect you

But after a while of contemplating his feelings, he understood it was because he was protective of you

And ohohoohohoh

This man is PROTECTIVE

He does little things you would never reallly notice until you actually do

Like when he takes you home after hanging out or a date, he lingers a little longer outside your door to make sure you’re inside safely

Or when you’re walking together he will make sure your walking inside the street and away from the cars

Also has a tendency to grab your waist or your hand when a group of men come your way

He just gets paranoid okay 🥺🥺🥺

And because he’s so protective, he doesn’t practically like that you’re being taken advantage of sometimes because of your kindness

Especially when it comes to other men

On a few occasions Shoto has spotted you in a sticky situation with a guy who was being a little too close for comfort

It would make you uncomfortable of course, you had a boyfriend you already loved a lot-

but you felt kind of bad just being a total bitch to this guy who desperately wanted a chance

So you’d just awkwardly laugh and smile with their stupid pick up lines, trying your best to be polite but also show you weren’t interested

But Shoto at this point has radar for when your in trouble, and just pops out of nowhere 💀

He’s not the type to flaunt his relationship by impulsively kissing you or anything like that, but he’ll show it in subtle ways

Like calling you “dear” or wrapping his arm around your waist

Honestly, the look of pure relief and comfort in your face shows more than Shoto could have ever done,,,

And that Shoto was deifnitely someone that was more than just a “guy fiend” and soemthing like that

Also Shoto would give them a look that could kill and that instantly scares the shit out anyone lmao

These dudes faces would deflate like balloons real quick, cause at this point everyone knows who Shoto Todoroki is

And how the hell can they compete with that

Instant “oh shit my bad” type energy

After those incidents, Shoto locks down way harder

He practically has you glued to his side, and he doesn’t let go

Like at all

Get used to it cause for the rest of the day Shoto is gonna be following you around like some body guard 💀

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[cassiansnes]

A Court of Thorns and Roses Review

HELLOOOOOOOO BESTIESSSS!!! so i recently made this account and started the acotar series for nesta, cassian, and nessian as a whole and i FINALLY finished the first book (let’s hope i can move faster with the others bc this was a...VERY slow read lmfaoo) anyways here are my thoughts <33333

ngl besides nesta, lucien, and rhys, reading acotar wasn’t all that interesting for me.

i’m glad that there was decent world-building so i was more occupied but this book literally took me two weeks of sporadic reading to finish when it should’ve only taken me a day or two. nesta held up so much of the beginning and middle on her own for me that i got through those chapters fairly quickly compared to the romance—which was very cute albeit a little ill-suited for feyre imo? she doesn’t seem like a doe-eyed, sweet spring-bride type that made feylin bloom in the summer solstice scenes even though i enjoyed it and thought it was cute.

lucien held my attention fairly well through most of the book and i really enjoyed his and feyre’s friendship. he’s funny and annoying and kind of an asshole and i love himmmm my sweet sweet boy. he’s a gem. one of my favs for sure.

tamlin was...eh. ik him and feyre don’t last but the few romantic moments they had were sweet although not enough for me to really sink my teeth into and fall in love with them. the scene where they’re under the willow tree was my favorite by far, i teared up a lil and everything. their romance was very short, very quick, and had a few...odd moments i didn’t enjoy. i can’t wait to see how it breaks and falls apart and watch tamlin get more interesting at least lol. he was pretty boring. feyre held up their relationship all on her own tbh.

RHYSAND WAS SO FASCINATING!!!!! okay so he was intimidating and an asshole at times but like. i enjoy morally gray/anti-hero type characters. like characters that have a antagonistic relationship with the protagonist and yet aren’t the antagonist are greattt imo. he was very complex and usually stole the show when he was present. i do hope when he and feyre get into a relationship together, she doesn’t try and “fix” him bc i’m horrible and i really enjoy this fucked up side of him more than i think i’ll enjoy the good bits. i saw (a few, but i saw them!) similarities with his character/his dynamic with feyre, and nesta’s character/dynamic...which only racked up good points for him. another fav!

NESTA. NESTA NESTA NESTA NESTA NESTA NESTA NESTA NESTA NESTA NESTAAAAAAAAA she is EVERYTHING i mean this girl is EVERYTHING like the first you see of her, she’s a raging, selfish, cold-hearted asshole—which: hot as FUCK i was having the time of my life watching her bitch at people, at feyre, at their father. like. it was stunning, breathtaking, incredible. i was in awe of her. but as we move on, as feyre comes back to her family after timmytam sends her away, we get to see this more complex more, more captivating side of her and we get to see feyre warm up to her fairly quickly after they talk, and bond with her in their own little way. i feel like we get to delve to deeper levels of her character and see something about her so fierce and loyal IT JUST MAKES ME SO HAPPYYYYY SHE HAS SO MANY LAYERS I CANT WAIT TO LEARN MORE ABOUT HER UGHHH best girl my super duper uber mega fav my princess <3

and our protagonist was....honestly? not as annoying as i thought she would be. i liked feyre. she was fiery and had a bite when she needed to. she was kind and compassionate. but i think what really got me was her ability to love with everything she had. her sacrifice, her determination and drive. it was absolutely humbling. she’s a well-rounded character, for a first person pov’d protagonist, she was great!!

besides my baby princess nesta chapters, my favorite part of the book was the utm chapters, it really helped me finish bc the book finally kicked into action and got interesting and WHEW my god, it was great! i was having the timeeee of my life rhys was great, amarantha was an amazing villain that i enjoyed hating as deeply as i did, tamlin fell horribly flat - which ig was supposed to happen but wtv. all in all it was an experience, i could reread this whole boring book just to get to those chapters again.

i’d say, all in all it was a 4/10 tbh, maybe 10/10 bc nesta<333333 but otherwise meh. do better sjm. i’m not all that impressed.

ANYWAYS THANK YOU FOR READING THIS LONG BORING ASS REVIEW BESTIESSS I HOPE YOU ENJOYED STAY TUNED FOR ACOMAF REACTIONS WHICH WILL BE COMING SOON MWAH LOVE YALL

[splendidshinobi]

FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST 2003 LIVE REACT: EPISODES 26-30

been awhile since i’ve watched but.... another day, another emotional rollercoaster 

episode 26: her reason

who’s her and what’s her reason

bother him ALLLLL you want maria ross...bother him all day long

he deserves it

INVOICE HAHAHAHAHA

dont yell at maria fuck off!!!! 

GIRLY WHAT IS IZUMI DOING!!!!!!!! 

i screamed i did

i love sig and izumi sm!!!!!!

omg ed and al’s faces

PANINYAAAAAAA

why does she have an automail arm whAT

i feel almost insulted for paninya’s dope weapon legs

oh wait ive seen this arm wrestling scene before lmao

go paninya goooo

i do not tolerate this mr dominic slander

OH NO DO NOT INSULT QUEEN WINRY’S WORK

sucks to suck!!!!

i do think winry may have just fallen in love

ed is such a simp though

JUMBO????? his name iS JUMBO??????

al’s mousy little what?

yikes yeah you know what winry id be pissed too

she felt so good about her work!!!

crush over

jk theyre soulmates

wow roy ur so smart

damn oh ok they kept paninya’s legs too

so she only has 1 biological limb wow

paninya is definitely a lesbian 

we’ve all known that though i mean-----the camo pants

i saw paninya wearing army pants and flip flops, so i bought army pants and flip flops

oh my god winry you DEVIOUS BASTARD

i can see why people ship paninya and winry but im sorry im an edwin simp

young pinako is hot i get it dominic

OH MY GOD DEVIOUS

WINRY LMAO

GUN LEGS!

kill him?? pANINYA think about that before you shoot someone!!! 

AWWWWWW ED!!!! “best automail in the world!!!!” IM CRYING

“hello sir” alphonse you sweet boy

sheska u good???

OPE HEY CURTISES

ed why are you sad

omg winry dont cry!!!! 

hahahaha sig

THE BOYS’ FACES LMAO

episode 27: teacher

izumi time lets gooooooooooooo

the ominous music lolololol

THE WINDOW

WHERE IS ALPHONSE

HA

RIGHT THERE

ED’S FUCKING FACE HAHAHAHA

grumman!!!!!

STEW TONIGHT FUCK YEAH

xerxes drop

edward you are being so foreboding

izumi queen of my life lets go girl!!!

umbrella king sig curtis!!!

ed you dumbass!!!!!

angry face boys

mom dad and the kids on the train!!!! makes me cry

awww win’s gonna miss the dudes

omg havoc plzzzz

why is he calling riza like she doesnt already know shes going too

do not leave my boy falman behind!!!

oh good ok

mason my dude!!!

“yes maam”

this is UNCOMFORTABLE

guys i simp for sig tbh

omg al scary boy

uh oh she SAWWWWWWW you!!!

aww i forgot about the dead cat goddamnit

not THE KITTY

ok but those baby kittens need some MELK

its all over for you two watch out

cant hide JACK SHIT from mama bear

yikes

she gonna kick your ass oof

hugs oh thats nice

episode 28: all is one, one is all

island timeeee

wait theyre on island time PART 2???? ok

the way sig’s HAND---- anyway

ok so creepy naked child??

im suspicious

clearly the boys didnt read my hero academia 

or the three musketeers

al really got YEETED

yote?

oh the kid has clothes on. leaf clothes

i know dublith is in the “south” but is it really a tropical locale?

aww the bunny

“kill it”

owie hope you dont get rabies edward

the ost man so good for both series

al really said J’ACCUSE

they didnt know the masked man was mason the first time around? aight

im really having trouble typing and eating dumplings at the same time

might pause for a dumpling break

i made these in the microwave theyre pretty good

def not the best ive had but they were, ya know, microwaved

anyways sad al hours

YOU THOUGHT THAT WAS YOUR BROTHER????

it’s the circle of life simba

getting REAL philosophical rn

“dont call me small”

now we’re getting REAL scientific

im just imagining these idiots on shrooms rn

mannnnnnnnnnnn

WAIT IMAGINE LING YAO ON SHROOMS

wow what a yummy snake breakfast

izumi said 👁 👄 👁

izumi is so hot

that is the creepiest motherfucker i ever did see

ok im gonna go rinse this dish out be back in a min!!!

episode 29: the untainted child

i am the tainted adult

you SURE his parents are lookin?

i feel like izumi is being very loving towards this child

what happened to tough love bbygirl

im not saying shes not loving in her ways but shouldnt she by nature be a litttttleeee bit more sus of this kid???

dont tell me

this is sig and izumi’s “child”

theory pending

winry is such a protective lil egg

here’s whats cookin in my head

its sig and izumi’s child and ed’s arm and leg smooshed together into a homunculus...theory still pending but im definitely right

WHY DOES SIG SLEEP W HIS EYES OPEN SIR!!!!!!!

whole situation is a mess my dudes

what did u do kid????? 

“i know ed lies sometimes”

l oh fucking l

who transmutes themselves with a bed though

not the move kid

OPE

of course winry slept through this whole thing

sheska and elicia and gracia. my heart.

did the colonel just LEAVE HER BEHIND? god what a dick

sheska WENT OFFFFFFFF!!!!!!

yes maam!!!!!!!

u tell that dumbass!!!!!!

why does envy have to sit like that

gon make me SIMP

embarrassing

*debby ryan hair tuck meme*

i love the way al sits

hes so dainty

what a gent

oh that lil kid was in the gate!!!!

how a homunculus is born? please tell me more

ARCHER....my sister was texting me about him when she asked how far i was. i googled him i saw his....bod....

yup

ARM AND LEG CONFIRMED

my brain waves are unparalleled

ED REALLY JUST YEETED WINRY AND KABEDONED THE HOMUNCULUS

EDWARD STOPPPPPPPPPPPPP OMG

off goes the kid

BIDOOOOOOOOOOO <3

why is she upset??? what did you realize izumi

that its your baby??? probs

im just that smart

episode 30: assault on south headquarters

YOKI LMAO

seeing yoki and scar makes me miss mei chang

MEI CHANG SUPREMACY

yoki really about to snitch

BIDOOOOOO

everyone showing up this episode

greed is gonna roll up with a venti frappuccino any minute now

archer is a creep

is this footage from the arnold classic?

“the muscles did the talking for them”

archer is a creep

who ru calling a freak HAHA AL’s angwy voice

ope

how IS hughes doing

pls not the pain

how did this kid come into the corporeal world

armstrong what

OUROBOROS

so he’s either wrath or pride ig

i dont think bradley is a homunculus in this one

yoki is basically michael yagoobian aka the bowler hat guy

there’s greed lmao 

with the ladies

EW NO PLEASE GOD

I DONT WANT ANY MORE SHOU TUCKER

KIMBLEE WHAT

WHAT THE FUCK WHO CUT HIS HAIR LIKE THAT

WHO ALLOWED THAT I AM CHOKING

NOT THE MULLET PONYTAIL

izumi taking on the military

of course

kimblee JESUS 

bradley is EVERYWHERE at ALL TIMES

this is rOUGH

there are so many parties vying for the kid

i still cant get over kimblee like WHAT

WHAT IS HIS PURPOSE HERE

AGAIN it just seems like bradley is everywhere at all times

[theskyexists]

she ra season 2 (part 1)

are they gonna explain why frosta has had a personality transplant?

also wow it goes real sappy a bit too quick

i know they’re like go all friendy friends but frosta needs to listen to glimmer because she is the COMMANDER

nobody has a chain of command. they’re all just kids. shadowweaver was the only adult.

catra has a moment of - oh shit we’re about to kill them. nice

entrapta and scorpia are just evil shits haha

it’s SO dramatic all the timeeee

Glimmer and Bo and Adora are so dumb lol. I know they’re supposed to be like 15 - but they’re REALLY dumb

at least Catra has BRAINS. i don’t think ANYONE in the rebellion alliance has brains except Bo occasionally. Catra shows herself vulnerable to one comment - and Glimmer doesn’t pick up on that AT ALL lol

lol like. there are NO adults

it’s pretty frustrating to have all of this be fake stakes. very glad that cat’s finally out of the bag.

and catra deserved that scorpion tale to the face alright lol

apparently, the rebellion has ‘forces’ but they seem to consist of like 7 people

no quartermasters, no hierarchy, all lowly soldiers with zero ambition? how big is the horde anyway? the administration was left to ONE person?? (shadowweaver?)

Hordak crashed on Aetheria and has been trying to get back home huh. and relaunch his imperial conquest probably across the stars. but like. the mystery of what Aetheria IS, is the most fascinating bit. The only isolated planet in the universe that is a whole computer on its own. there is ‘magic’ in the air (nanobots?) that allows its living creatures to survive. It’s a tech ecosystem. The tech is so advanced and so ubiquitous that it seems like magic.  But the fact that Entrapta is the person who can solve it - but she’s a true neutral shithead - makes things a little frustrating

‘beautiful and brilliant’ LJDLKJSDF scorpia LOVES catra.

literally on Bo and Catra have any kind of sense in this whole damn series hahahaha

the i want to know is also more about the impact of the Horde - on like the general people and land they took. like who are the regular horde soldiers?

adora tries to be smart but then she’s only hard-headed, determined, strong, good-hearted and anxious

Scorpia is now written as LITERALLY in love with Catra. but she’s so dumb hahaha. god i love her.

i wish we got more of lonnie tho

WHY are these kids in charge??? WHY?!?!!?

why is ADORA the one who takes shit seriously?? How haven’t more of these idiots died so far? yeah so adora’s anxiety and perfectionism are a burden to her (Light-hope: i’ve returned she-ra to the world! Everybody: you’ve ruined a perfectly good adora - look at her, she’s got anxiety!) - but like, she really is the ONLY one who takes DEATH and failure seriously because she wasn’t raised in a cushiony princess palace but in the fucked up frightzone

lonnie!!!! i love her tho

SCORPIA BLUSHING JFDLKJSDFKJ

that was a great contrast - catra knowing adora wouldn’t hurt her - then almost getting killed by a beserk she-ra. she was SCARED

glimmer is so wasteful with her goddamn teleports man. AHAHA seahawk thinks the same.

adora...knows catra’s favourite number?? xD i love Scorpia though.

‘i mean bowling, i mean it’s very difficult for me with my claws....’

ok that got very seriously dark there. YIKES. he was ...eaten. not just his magic - HIM.

SHe controlled herself and spared Micah....

Catra wants acknowledgement SO! BAD! and shadoweaver knows exactly how to manipulate her. but she really was speaking the truth i think - she hates her because she reminds her of herself. she loves adora because she’s powerful by nature - unlike herself.

like micah, she is good, and easy to manipulate, and a vehicle towards power.

ok his dads are adorable but like. THEY decided when he was a baby that he would take over the library? that’s not good parenting.

i mean - instant acceptance. like lol. then WHERE did Bo get the idea he couldn’t be who he is so much that he had to essentially RUN AWAY

YOOIKES

catra’s gonna die? scorpia getting it out of her was a great bonding moment but it killed her?

why would she stand in the field that almost killed her tho

hm anyway that didn’t seem like catra was actually dead

who is even up to replacing her lol

[the-little-red-noodle]

3/5/18 12:05am

Update timeeee

Lets talk Zeta. I joined a frat, it's been fucking amazing. I love everyone in this group of ragtag misfits. I love them all so fucking much. I really feel like I'm part of something great. Mutual support and love and i needed this.

So lets talk about this person in zeta.. he's in my pledge class, he's a sophomore, he's interesting? And I'm starting to have a crush on him. Man it's like since coming to college i can't keep my feelings to myself. I had a crush on Fynn, then Riley, now this person. We've just been kinds flirty with each other, idk it's an energy. Like nothing has happened but itsa vibe that i get from him that he likes me. We've just been talking a lot and hanging out through zeta and then i just started developing these feelings? Why do i catch feels so goddamn fast

But heres the thing, i love ryan. And on friday i brought him to a zeta party where he met all the zetas - including patrick. He sorta watched ryan a little bit and didn't really talk to me like he usually does and it was just a weird vibe? And the next day all the zetas weebed out to some alchemist anime, and we sat together and like i kept trying to talk to him but he seemed side track or not up for chatting. But at the end of the night i got up to get my shoesand when i sat back down at the couch, i overheard his friend like "did you talk to her?" And he looked at me and kinda waved them off. So i was like hmmm that's kinda sus.

But anyway, after chapter today we walked home together and it was silent and awkward conversation and at the end i was like hey if u want a study buddy let me know and he was like k and then laterhe texted me that he was at the zeta house with like two other people and i was like ok and i was walking and like what am i doing right now?.. but i got there and him and his two friends were on a couch together so i sat at a different couch and he fucking got up and sat with me ?!? But it felt like it got back to normal like talkig like friends and then we ended up doing this like how kinky are you test?.. and i got switch and dom and he got vanilla and it was kinda cute and we talked a little more and then we walked home together and it was really sweet and we were on better terms than before he met ryan which was cool. He was sweet and made a lot of eye contact and laughed at all of my terrible jokes.. near the end he may or may not have lowkey asked me to come over to his room but when i didn't address it he dropped it real quick and we parted ways.

The thing is, as much as i do have a crush on him, i don't think we would be very compatible in a sexual way.. also the fact that i would never cheat on ryan, but i don't think we would mesh that well?.. considering the sex test we just did and showed each other our results.. so i feel good having figured that out at least ? Lmao

I think the point I'm trying to make to myself is that even though i have a crush on this person, it doesn't mean that anything has to happen. We don't have to talk about it or have any action, or anything like that. He can just be that friend that i kinda always liked but never got with, and I'm content with that. I know i love ryan and he's so compatible with me, sexually and plutonically and everything lines up too well to let anything affect that.

I just gotta figure out where i want to stand with him.. because how much are you allowed to flirt with a guy before he either says something or tries something. I'm not prepared for that or for hurting anyones feelings fuck i don't know. I just wish it could stay in this perfect little sweet spot where we just have good vibes with each other and it's warm and fuzzy and not problematic. I just want it to stay like this, but I'm a little too smart to think that something bad won't happen.. fuck idk. More to come.

[subconfessions]

My collar 😋❤️

This post is allll about my collar. Alright? I’ve been waiting for this for so long hehe and I’m so happy to finally have it.

For starters my collar is a metal silver bracelet, a simple band, but on the inside is stamped with the word submissive.

I really love it, and it was a lot of fun picking out with Daddy. He’d originally sent me a handful of ideas, and sent me to search for some I also liked. I remember there being so many it was hard to choose, and I had really liked some of the ones Daddy had sent me. In the end this one seemed perfect. Sneaky enough for me to confidently wear it every day and of course I know the secret little message and meaning behind it 😋

When I had originally ordered it though, it wasn’t supposed to take more than a week or two to arrive, and I ended up having to wait so long ☹️☹️ every day I checked the shipping info because I just wanted to know when it would finally get here. And of course it had to show up while I was on a little trip. It just made me wanna get home so much faster hehe

But I knew when I got home I wasn’t going to be allowed to put it on. Daddy had been telling me for awhile that I was going to have to earn it by completing tasks. Annndd now I was so behind on edges I had to finish those first ☹️ so it was still going to be a while before I was allowed to wear it.

Taking it out of the little package was so exciting, I couldn’t keep the smile off my face when I finally was holding it. And it took every fiber of my being to keep myself from putting it on. I just was craving that feeling of wearing it and feeling owned. I’m usually the type of person who buys something at the store and immediately opens it and tries it out in the car 😅 But I settled for holding it and then quickly showing daddy, and of course putting it away for the night. I knew I needed to be a good girl with my collar.

The next day as I started to get going on my edges, daddy stopped me and told me about a special surprise he had for me 😋 I had no idea what it could be, and when he told me I could barely contain myself. He told me about how he planned to have me work for it, but then said that I was a really good girl and that he was proud of me and likes being my daddy and I had already earned it and I just 😱😁🥰😁🥰😁🥰😁🥰😁 I almost didn’t believe him but when he said I could put it on I grabbed it so fast and put it on and it just felt so right to finally wear it. I was absolutely elated to be allowed to wear it so soon. Daddy had completely caught me off guard 😋 And it really did just feel incredible to be told that I was doing a good job and that I was a lot of fun, and that I’d already earned it because of how much I had grown. I have so much fun trying new things and I know that having my collar is only going to elevate that. I really loved that daddy made me getting my collar less about a single task, and instead about the whole journey I’ve made so far.

Having my collar means that I am daddy’s, he owns me, things like my pleasure are not my own to make decisions about, and I don’t take it off without asking permission of course😋 and I don’t think that’s a rule I’m ever gonna break hehe I really just love wearing it so much. I love the feeling of being owned and putting that on display, even though no one else actually knows my bracelet is a collar (besides some of my friends). Just having it on is a constant reminder of the dynamic I’m in, and that I should be behaving and be a good girl. It’s just a constant little thing that keeps me feeling submissive and little 😋

I really like how much daddy likes it too hehe he points it out all the time now and it makes me giggle, feel even more little, and I like showing it off forsure 😁 to me it means a lot to wear it, I know I get to wear it because of how far I’ve come and how much I’ve grown in this bit of time, and I’m super excited to keep continuing that with daddy 😋 cause he’s right hehe I’m his lil punk now

Till next timeeee 😋😋😋

[underwaterwoods]

ok so... this feels weird to say but i have Very mixed feelings about it.

(spoilers below the cut i guess but mostly just feelings honestly)

i never thought i’d be saying this but i think i wanted less?

like.... in some ways we got so much and in other ways....

god, my thoughts are everywhere. it’s so hard to write a reaction post even though i feel compelled to try.

i think what threw me off most was the pacing. i realize what i really wanted was a lot of quiet moments and drawn-out scenes. maybe some people feel like we got that? maybe that was totally not the right thing to expect from a star wars movie? i think i set myself up to want a ghibli movie... i literally had that thought when walking out of the cinema. (BUT DID WE NOT GET A NAUSICAA-ESK, ‘DAILY LIFE OF A SCAVENGER’ SEQUENCE IN TFA? ? DID WE NOT GET THAT? ?????) more ’nothing much happening’ moments on ahch-to for instance. and like... in some ways i’m super thankful the plot was so tight and well thought-out, etcetcetc (and i totally get that it has to be, i get that i get that). (well... nothing HAS to be anything... god bless me i was hoping this shit would be even more weird and nontraditional). basically it made me realize how little i actually care about the plot.

and like.... i really didn’t see this coming but, at least right now, after just my first viewing, i think i still like tfa better? the plot was definitely worse (in tfa) but i feel like we got more time to breathe? and the thing that drew me so much to the interrogation scene - i.e. the crux of my reylo feelings - was, i now realize, not just all the gothic juiciness but the fact that.... it almost seemed out of place in a star wars movie? it was so slow, and kinda rambling, and thoughtful? there were all these pauses? and like.... two solid minutes of just silently looking at each other and struggling with the force? ??????????

i expected there to be so much more subtext and so much less TEXT.  like............ we literally.... we LiTeRaLlYY got a force bond. we - i kid you not - we GOT A FORCE BOND and also a HEARTY serving of beefcake??? !!!!!!!

#blessed, i cannot believe, etcetc.

but like

in some ways.... i didn’t even need that much? ??????????????/

i just needed...... just like..... more atmosphere? more psychology? ? more weird cinematography? ?????? more unnecessary pauses? ??????

interlude for list of things i was lowkey sure we were going to get and missed: 

- a rematch

- kylo showing up on ahch-to (.... in the flesh!flesh) and like... skulking around for and indefinite period of time 

- a time-jump that would give us a sense of perspectives having changed and things being processed (i wanted everything to take more timeeee)

- OH YEAH I ALMOST FUCKING FORGOT. YOU DID SUCH A GOOD JOB OF BREAKING DOWN THE FALSE GOOD/BAD DICHOTOMY. BUT THEN YOU DON’T PRESENT A THIRD OPTION??? ??? YOU LEGIT GO BACK TO THE GOOD GUYS BEING GOOD GUYS? ????? I KNOW I SHOULD HAVE EXPECTED THIS BUT WHERE IS THE ‘FINDING A NEW WAY TOGETHER’ GOODNESS ? ?? WHERE IS THE DISINTEGRATION OF OLD ORDERS IN FAVOUR OF A NEW, INDIVIDUALIZED PATH? ???? and i’m not just talking about the reylo shananigans i’m talking about EVERYTHING. 

i’m being way too harsh with that last bit - to be fair there was a lot of good discourse in tlj - shit is just never post-modern enough for my tastes. 

/end of list for now/

god this isn’t even real criticism cuz i know rian had so much to pack in and i legitimately think he did such a good job of doing that.

it’s just that it’s made me realize what i actually - ACTUALLY - loved about tfa (and this whole saga).

and even though a side-effect of that was being a bit disappointed with tlj on a personal level, it also feels so so good to remember what i enjoy? it’s like.... the story i really wanted was the story already inside me, however cheesy that sounds. and, though it’s surreal, it feels so good to feel re-connected to that story? and to realize that i’m the one who owns it? i’m the one who owns what i loved so much about all this; what i projected onto it. so... this is gonna sound fake but i am legitimately thankful for the disappointment. it reminded me what’s inside myself.

it is weird though because i don’t think i realized how vividly i’d imagined tlj. the actual, canon movie feels like a phantom version to me right now. my own version kind of feels more like the real one.

so i don’t think it’s that i didn’t like it. don’t get me wrong i think i lowkey loved it. it was just way more of a Conflicted Personal Experience, at least the first time around, than a purely cinematic one, if that makes sense. 

i suspect i will have a very different opinion after i watch it the next time, and the next time,and the next...

things i wanna give a shout out to though:

-lolololololololololol, like i said, the beefcake goodness. what on earth. in what reality. also the little snarky exchange just before. what on eART-

-the mirror cave thing - thank the sweet lord for that

-luke carrying that fish

-being ‘no one’ (jesus on crackers i could not be more happy with that)

- finn....... i loved him but i needed more of him. ngl i needed everyone to struggle even more. i needed everyone to have long monologues; i needed everyone to really internally debate a bunch of shit and to just be character-ing it up all over the place. i want every character ever to be hamlet.

-also lolol, if we’re still making the atla parallels (and you know i want to), can we consider this ‘the crystal cave’ section? ??? ! like.... crait caves = heightened shipping moments but also betrayal? ???

i’m not bitter about zutara

- rose was just fucking great. she better be alive? ?? the paige thing was predictable but i’m so glad i had a vested interest going in; i cried.

- shout-out to the kylux shippers; i feel like y’all had a good few moments of Quality Content and i was looking out for you

- holdo <3

- lots of ladies flying things

- leia ? ????? <3

Oh yeah but what was the ‘’twist’’ do y’all reckon? i legitimately don’t know? the luke thing i guess? there’s a few things that could be but nothing felt super super unexpected to me? 

oh wait no i just remembered. i think the twist for me was snoke dying. lol i was wrong about kylo not being the Big Bad. i definitely wanted him to be even more pathetic. like super super not having his shit together. don’t get me wrong, h’s a  fucking mess. i just kinda hoped he would totally break and there would be nothing left but exquisite vulnerability.

this could go so many directions now - i both love it and hate it.

[c-highschool]

December 29. 2012; Being A Wrestler's Supportive Girlfriend

He was involved in a wrestling tourney at a local high school since 9AM. I finally got out of the house around 1:00PM, running into my parents along the way, restricting me like always.

After I pulled into the nice, new, but ghetto high school, I took a moment to calm down. I had been crying because my dad told me, I was to limit my dates with Yoshi until I could keep up my grades.. UH HELLO I HAVE A 4.0! I’M SORRY I DON’T SEE THE PROBLEM!?

I walked into the entrance, these boys giving me the once over.. or twice over. I gave up asking if I needed to pay for the admission & walked past them. I stood in the doorway, scanning for his familiar face. I couldn’t see him. I stood there for ten minutes before I went to the second doorway, another entrance to the gym. I saw him, face flustered, chilling with his buddies. I didn’t want to interrupt. So I stood there awkwardly.

There was a man who walked by, I guessed that looked like his dad, & then the woman started talking to me… asking me how my Christmas & present wrapping went… Yeah, well that was his mom. First time, I actually talked to her & it’s sad of me to say I honestly don’t remember what his mom looked like… Hah fail.

Anyways they looked like they were leaving with another female walking with them, I’m guessing his aunt. We said our goodbyes & it was awkward really. He finally saw me & walked on over.

We hugged & walked out of the gym. We sat on the steps talking about how he just won his first match & I was too occupied looking for him, I didn’t bother to think he might be wrestling. Then we got up so he can order something to eat. He ordered a muffin & something else.

SOOOOO for the next four, long hours consisted of us sitting on the steps, talking, teasing, texting, people watching, kissing, hugging, going into the gym checking up on the wrestlers, playing games on his phone, taking pictures, talking to his teammate, R, who I’ve known since freshman year (he showed no hint of jealousy at all.. I mean we were only just talking), listening to music, kissing my head,  walking around, him talking to his many friends while I stood there awkwardly, drawing each other on an app, playing tic-tac-toe, & snuggling a bit.

FINALLY it was his turn on the mat at the semifinals. I gave him a goodluck kiss :) I was fidgety because I don’t want him hurt or anything.. I know he can take care of himself & his opponent. & He won of course :) That meant we had to wait another hour or so for the championship & his weight class to begin.

SO. After he won the semifinals, while we were waiting, we decided to sit on the bleachers with his teammates. Sometimes he’d put his arm around my shoulder & I’d lean against him until his arm was asleep. Sometimes I’d stare at him, he wouldn’t even blink, so focused on watching his teammates wrestle on one of the four mats. I thought he looked really sexy when he focuses on something, far away ^-^ Oooh! Or when he was warming up, jumping up & down & THE WAY HE WALKS.. soooo attractive! Haha We ran into the head wrestling coach, which he made small talk with me, asking how my knee was (since he was my former P.E. coach & Sports Med teacher) & made talk with Yoshi, how he was doing in the tourney.

Texting my parents saying I’ll go to church tomorrow, I wanted to be here to support him. You don’t know how hard it is to convince or make my parents understand I want to be there for him. Even if he hasn’t come to most of my games, I WANT to be that supportive girlfriend, to show him I actually do care. My mom seemed okay through text, but my dad & sister were grumpy about it. Even my own sister is jealous because I’ve spent three dates with him this winter break. I was going to be in big trouble at home. I didn’t want to think about being at home, while I was here with him. I couldn’t enjoy these moments with him very much, being miserable thinking what’s happening at home with my parents. I had to force those thoughts out of my mind, because I wouldn’t have a good chance of planning a date with him any time soon /:

CHAMPIONSHIP TIMEEEE!! He wrestled for more than four minutes, & he was the one that had to wrestle on the mat furthest away from the bleachers.. that I was too lazy to walk over there.. so I sat there taking pictures of him. He won, after more than four minutes had passed. When he got back, he was dripping with sweat, his face & body was red.. I got worried, asking him if he was okay, wanted water? He shook his head no, telling me wrestling that guy over four minutes used up his energy.

He got called over for a team meeting as the matches ended to a close, with the awards beginning. I walked over. He stood with his teammates, I stood at a spot where I could see him, wanting to capture this moment. They called the top 5 finishers & by lowest weight first. He was somewhere in the middle, but when he stood up on the platform in the number one spot…I WAS A VERY PROUD GIRLFRIEND!!

I made my way, searching for him. He was there, still red. I gave him a hug & two kisses. I said something, & he told me to wait, so I could drive him to school because he left his car there, because all the wrestlers had to ride the bus. So finally, finally, the announcers got through with every award, we headed out to my car.

We held hands, walking to the far end of the parking lot. He was still hot while I shook from the cold, he said, “Awww babyyyy!" & wrapped himself around me. It was already snowing, I unlocked the car, he got in while I wiped the frost off the windows. Well I tried to anyway.

I gave up, turned on the defroster, put on some music. We kissed in my car for the first time. Gentle making out I’d say. He rubbed my leg, my fingers in his hair, his arm around my neck that pulled me in closer, no one could see us, we didn’t care. My windows are so tinted it might be illegal & there was ice & snow that protected us from curious strangers.

When I could see through my windows, I started to head back. He called his dad to tell him he won & other things, I don’t know I was too focused on the icy, very slippery road. But Yoshi told his dad, ”She’s a good girl… a very good girl. She can come over? Okay I’ll ask later…“ He was rubbing my thigh, good thing I can multitask, driving in the snow & concentrate so hard I cannot be ticklish.

He never asked me because he knew. Plus he was really tired. & I’d say no because of my family, but it excited me, imagining his family knowing I stayed & watched their son wrestle for five & a half hrs. I also wanted to hang at his house.. but because of my family, he knew the answer.

My car slid two times.. he was calm for someone who wasn’t in control of the car while I cursed. He also assured me, "You’re good. You’re okay." We sang sometimes. Most of the time there was silence, the music playing. Kind of awkward..

When I got to the school, he organized his things into his backpack. We kissed a couple of times before he almost got out & we actually said, "Drive home safe,” AT THE SAME TIME. We kissed again. He got out & started his own car. I wish I had waited for him, but I had to get back home, my parents would be freaking out.

As it turns out my dad was waiting by the Christmas tree, in the living room. I see him. I knew it. But I went into the house after taking a deep breath, & everyone seemed happy. I skipped upstairs to my room, everyone happy while I’m miserable at home? Makes me even more miserable, but at least I got to spend time with him.

[subconfessions]

Day 15

It’s been 38 days and 2405 edges since my last orgasm. My edges have been going so fast recently cause of how desperate and horny I am all the time 🤤 but doing 100 a day still isn’t easy 😅

So I’m already very behind again on my blog so I’m gonna touch on some of the more fun and bigger things I’ve been up to to try and catch up 😅 maybe I’ll just start posting smaller updates instead of such long big ones. Either way I just need to be more consistent about it 😅

But anyways, going back about a week ago, with the Fourth of July coming up, I had walked my way into another punishment 😅 I kinda asked for this one, there was certainly that voice in the back of my head saying “this is a baaaaaad idea” but uhm I thought it would be funny 🙈 so Daddy had asked me to add an American flag to my name on wire. Alright easy enough. I plopped it on at the end, not thinking anything of it. Then daddy said “excuse me” and my heart dropped and I was of course starting to feel very submissive, but I had no idea what I did till Daddy asked if that’s where that emoji belonged. And that was when I got my brilliant idea (🙄 rolling my eyes at myself for this one) to play dumb. I moved the flag in between my one hundred and peach emoji, of course knowing that’s not at all what Daddy meant. I asked if that was better and he told me almost.

And this was the make or break decision, and I knew I didn’t have a lot of time because it shouldn’t take me long to move the flag to the front.

But I got the brilliant idea to add either the New Zealand flag or the Australian flag instead 😅 since I didn’t have any other place to move the American flag and I wanted to poke one last timeeee 🙈

I initially wanted to do the New Zealand flag, but I couldn’t find it fast enough, and my eye caught on the Australian flag and just decided to roll with it.

I only left it in my name long enough to be sure that Daddy saw the flag 😳🙈😅 as soooon as he read the message I flew to change it to the American one cause I just knew I was about to be in a world of trouble. And of course, he let me know just that 😅

Daddy asked what our Australian friend thought my punishment could be. And I transferred messages back and forth between them, only for him to suggest putting the American flag in bruises on my tits 😑 those would coverrrr them and would be sooo hard to do. Thankfully daddy seemed to ignore that idea 😅 and later the next day told me about the punishment he’d thought up. I was supposed to get the other sub in our chat to learn and recite the pledge of allegiance by the Fourth of July, aaaaaannnnddd I was supposed to talk to the other dom from our chat and get her to teach me a pledge she’d made about Daddy’s dick, and I was supposed to learn that for the fourth.

I figured getting her to help would be a lot easier than getting him to. So at worst, maybe I would earn a 50% bad punishment, but I was certainly gonna try and get them both on board with helping me 😅

So the next day, after work and after filming a little tik tok for Daddy I set off and got to work trying to convince the two of them to help me.

Like I thought, it was easy to get her to help me (although when I told her I picked the Australian flag and not the New Zealand flag, I thought I might lose her support) the only problem was that she didn’t remember all of the pledge 😅 so there was going to have to be a lot of work on her side to figure it out for me so I could memorize it for Daddy.

Eventually, she came up with it for me, and I was beyond grateful 🙏🏻 cause yet again, there was no real reason to help me. And she didn’t even ask me for anything in return (yet).

While getting help from her I continued to try and get help from the other sub. He even told me he was very tempted to just tell me no and let me get my punishment. But then realized he could probably get quite a bit out of me for learning this pledge. He decided that he wanted my last favor he owed me and either those American flag bruises, or the last 5 baseball logos I’d promised him cranked out by his time Friday at 8 am. I groaned internally and picked the 5 baseball logos and my favor.

But ya know, I convinced them both to help me in the end, and avoiding whatever punishment Daddy would think up for me 😳😳😳

After all that hard work I went out and got a pedicure, and during that, Daddy mentioned how he wished he’d put me in my tack bra and I very sassily told him he should’ve, and I quickly earned a tack bra for when I got home up until I asked to be tucked into bed. Oops. But I definitely sassed my way into that one 😅

My only problem was forgetting to put my tack bra on when I got home 🙈

So about 45 minutes later when Daddy texted me asking about if I was home, it hadn’t clicked what he was asking for yet, till he asked if I had it on. And I jumped out of bed telling Daddy I was gonna put it on right away, but as I was rushing Daddy told me no and to stop and not worry about it now. And like that small bit of relief washed over me, until he said that now I’d be putting it on at bedtime. And just like that the little inside me was like “whine, pout, tantrum, now”. I hadn’t worn my tack bra overnight beforeee and I knew it was gonna be serious ouchies and probably pretty hard to sleep, especially considering I sleep mostly on my stomach or side. Thankfully daddy let me take my stuffies out of the box to help me sleep.

I got started writing my blog post about how to keep Daddy happy, and got myself a little message from the other dom 😅 from the get go she asked me for a favor since she’d helped me so much the other day. She explained about how Daddy was bragging about how I wouldn’t notice his football had changed into a rugby ball, and she asked if I would point it out and make a huge deal about it to him (In all honesty, I probably would’ve noticed myself eventually 😂). And since she did help me so much yesterday, I definitely felt like I owed her a favor 😅 aaaaannnddd she’s had my back quite a few times already (she’s also punished me but for understandable reasons). Also, hearing that Daddy was bragging that I wouldn’t notice definitely helped urge me to support her cause 😛.

So I did the only reasonable thing, I asked Daddy why his football changed colors, and called him unamerican for changing the ball so close to the Fourth of July 😬🙈 time to hide.

And boy oh boy oh boyyy was it hard to not just spill the beans to Daddyyyy.

As soooon as he started questioning me I was feeling so submissive and little and I just shrunk down and did what I could to stall while asking the other dom what to do 😅 I felt bad because I didn’t wanna just rat her out right awayyy especially after what she’d done for meeee cause obviously there would be a punishment at the end of that rainbow.

But then Daddy started taking away my stuffies.

And Daddy counted down 😳🥺 which just really finished the job making me feel so so so little. And it took everything to not save Teddy at 2. But then Daddy came for another one so I just had to give in 🙈 plusss I was starting to really not like hiding things from Daddy, even though I knew it was gonna get her in trouble with him. So I showed Daddy what he wanted to seeee 🙈 and apologized to the other dom for ratting, but she did put me in that situation 😅🙈 what was I supposed to doooo 🙇🏼‍♀️

But thankfully Daddy thought she was funny in our conversation, so I got Teddy back for the night. And goodness knows I was gonna need all my stuffies to fall asleep with my tack bra on.

I had managed to earn a couple bowls, so I smoked them, took some melatonin, finished getting ready for bed, lied down, and hoped I would stay on my back all night 😅

Nope.

Definitely woke up a few times when my sleeping self wanted to get more comfy and roll onto my stomach, and got some nice pokes. But thankfully I was able to find a comfortable spot on my side to fall back asleep in that wasn’t that bad.

Thankfully morning came, and I was able to take my tack bra off, it stung taking it off, the tacks having been settled for so long in the same spot, and it left me with some nice pokes all over. Sent daddy a quick picture, put my stuffies back in the box, and got ready for work.

The next day was fun too, after work I had a haircut, and Daddy had managed to catch me before I left and told me to put either my tack bra on or my large plug in before I left. I begrudgingly had to pick the tack bra cause I had just started my period 🙇🏼‍♀️ so no plugs for me just cause my body was in full on revolt mode. So with my tack bra on I left for the salon.

Once I got there and finally in (cause you know Covid) my hairstylist took one look at the sweatshirt I had on and was like “do you have anything on under that?” And I was like “Noo??” Very confused cause no hairstylist had ever been concerned with me wearing a sweatshirt before. But she promptly told me it was too bulky and I’d have to take it off. Thankfully it was me her, and two other women in the salon and that was it 😅 cause all I had on underneath was my tack bra.

I was like oh of course this had to happen today.

Only I would have to strip in my salon while wearing this😛

So I stripped cause fuck it 🤷🏼‍♀️ if I move quick enough hopefully they won’t notice and just think there are polka dots under my bra, not racks of course.

So with my little smock and my tack bra on I sat in that chair for almost three hours just knowing that I had all those tacks making those fun marks on me for Daddy.

I sent daddy a lil selfie and made my way home, I knew that night was the Tourettes show and I was really excited for it and didn’t wanna miss anythingggg.

Thankfully cause of the time zone I didn’t miss a thing 😋

Tourettes was obviously super fun again, I was happy to get to see it a second time ☺️ it would be cool to get to see it a third but I’m not sure with things opening back up again. While watching Daddy let me take out my stuffies from my box after seeing another little snuggling with hers, and I turned on my cam in the show so Daddy could peek in on me too hehe.

I had a great time watching it with Daddy, and even flashed at the end with everyone else hehe sadly daddy missed ittt but I think he got real happy when I told him I did 😋

I’ll be bummed when it’s back in person and not online anymoreeee ☹️ but I’m enjoying it while it lasts ☺️

And making sure I gave daddy all his goodnight kisses from me and my stuffies, I went to bed

Till next time 😋😋😋