#shout out to the one person on YouTube who just commented: I like the lizard guy.

[night-margie]

I’ve been working on these for like 3 years now plz tell me your thoughts on them if you have ANY!!!!

You can also watch them all here if you haven’t yet!

[blackaquokat]

The World Runs to Chaos (Epilogue)

A/N: Link to Main Story can be found here .

“Time is passing, but we’re still drinking

Life is passing us by

We’re drinking last week’s alcohol…”

Maybe if Abe dumps enough vodka down his throat, he can forget that he’s lost in some nonsensical dimension where he can obsessively pursue a case for years (supposedly) and know little-to-no actual details about said case.

Dancing can only help for so long.

How long has it been since that day his false world had been exposed?

Then again, does it matter? Time in this place apparently doesn’t play by the rules. He can’t even count the years…

Abe downs another shot of vodka and turns to observe the crowd underneath the pulsating lights. Wilford is back onstage, leading the dancers as if he has no care in the world.

But Abe has learned now that that’s definitely not the case.

He’s learned a lot of things, yet he still has more questions than ever.

Abe’s questions vary in importance, but one in particular is a priority for him.

Wilford’s lucid moments come and go at rather sporadic intervals, and after figuring this out, Abe usually tries to time his question during those lucid moments.

Where is my partner?

No matter when he asks these things, however, Abe can tell there’s something in Wilford’s head that just doesn’t…click.

He’ll talk about the Mayor, the Butler, the Chef, and, with particular fondness, the Seer. But every time Abe asks where the District Attorney is, it’s like there’s a blank spot. Wilford’s eyes lose what little focus they have and minutes later, he says, “What were we just talking about?”

It took Abe longer than he’s proud of to realize that Wilford wasn’t joking.

Something else is going on there.

In the meantime, while he stews in his confusion, his partner consumes his waking thoughts.

Not that they weren’t on his mind when he had been hunting the Colonel back when the world was black and white, when vengeance and justice were the only thing keeping him from falling to pieces.

(“You wouldn't want the person who killed you to pay for his crime?”

“I'll be dead. What will I care?”)

Before the Colonel brought him back to reality, or whatever the hell this place is, any thought of his partner had been related to their association with the case. Just a never-ending loop of watching them die, and hating the Colonel with every fiber of his being.

It didn’t occur to him until recently: he hadn’t thought of just the DA as a person in so long. Only their death and its effect on him.

Now that’s he sees color again…he remembers other things:

The way they bit off the ends of their words when they were frustrated.

How rare and blinding their dimpled smiles were.

Their determination to win cases with arguments that cut to the heart of the matter like a scalpel.

The bright, if exhausted, shine in their ancient eyes.

How their lips tasted like the lime they stuck in their drink that last night.

That last memory hits him like a freight train, knocking the air out of him.

“Bartender,” he chokes out, and before he can think better of it, he asks, “A gin and tonic with lime, please.”

Moments later, the bartender slides the drink to him. Abe takes a moment to breathe in the scent before taking a sip.

“I’ll have what he’s having.”

Someone approaches the bar next to him. Abe barely spares the woman a glance out of the corner of his eye.

She steps closer to him. “And what’s your name, stranger?” she says in an enticing tone. Another peripheral glance allows him a better look: chestnut brown curls, hazel eyes framed with shimmering gray eyeshadow, a button nose, and a rather sweet smile.

Abe spends all of five seconds considering his options.

A beautiful person is acting like he’s worth talking to. He should be feeling something, shouldn’t he?

But there’s just…nothing. He can’t take his eyes off the damn drink in his hand and his mind keeps returning to memories of the only person who made him think there could be more to his life than constant death.

(Fat lot of good it did the both of them.)

“Sorry, but I’m not in the mood for any company,” he tries to say gently. He downs the rest of the gin (he’ll regret that later, he’s sure) and takes the slice of lime from the glass. He then throws several bills onto the counter. “Matter of fact…I think I’m gonna head home.”

Abe doesn’t stick around to see her reaction. He approaches the stage and shouts, “I’m leaving, Wilford.”

Wilford blinks down at him, mid-dance move, and leaps from the platform. “Well, my friend, I may as well make sure you get there in one piece! Don’t want any nasty crashes happening to our beloved detective!”

“Hey, if you hadn’t dug into my head, we wouldn’t have nearly crashed in the first place,” Abe argues as they leave the club.

Thankfully, there should be a bottle of something alcoholic at his place.

And later, when the lime slice tastes like lost chances and regret and everything he should have had, well, no one needs to know that but him.

And still through it all, the same question runs through his head:

Where are you, Partner?

A/N: The song lyrics from the main story and the epilogue are from Kerrigan-Lowdermilk’s amazing song Last Week’s Alcohol written for their musical Tales from the Bad Years. Here’s a link to a live performance of the song. I’m linking the live performance because I think this guy in particular captures the emotions the song is supposed to embody, but there is a studio version available on youtube too if you guys are so interested. I’m always trying to get people to listen to Kerrigan-Lowdermilk Broadway songs, they’re all so relatable and sad and beautiful.

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[autumn-in-phandom]

“Did Dan get TOO TAN?”

(Sept 19th 2017 Dan liveshow timestamps)  

0:03 After an awkward pause and salute: “Hello cyber friends” (instant regret and reflection)

0:29 (Dear god, don’t grab your laptop by the screen like that Dan.)

0:44 Grimace #1

1:06 No Dan, you do not look *atol* different. That tweet, title and pic are all just clickbait.

1:10 (Bronze my ass.)

1:19 Hitting us with that meme.

1:25 (Didn’t need to be in your face thanks. Teasing angles?)

1:36 “Never say Trumpy ever again, in any circumstance.”

1:45 Lovely pores and freckles.

2:00 Obviously everyone subscribes to YouTubers for their freckle content.

2:30 Livestreams are “a mistake” because of the chat clinging on to one thing and spamming it.

2:40 No probing or questioning at airport, big grin.

3:01 “The broadband is terrible but the 4G is great.” Okay…

3:17 “The toasty Dan experience”, orangish filter.

3:26 Double rhyme: “I guess that’s a rhyme, yeah that’s fine” (okay it’s a slant rhyme)

3:47 “Buttered crumpet Daniel.”

4:02 “Went to an island in the Mediterranean.” (This is exactly the answer I expected and quite frankly the only one he should give.)

4:09 “Literally did nothing for about six days, it was great.”

4:15 ‘I am Pilgrim’ book recommended by his mum.

4:30 Tricked into reading 900 page book.

5:00 Holiday was incredibly relaxing.

5:10 “Ordeal” getting there, delayed flight, three hours “traumatizing”

5:22 “Haha long boye” “literally, shins driving into my chest, bleeding” alright hyperbolic humor Dan. “Tough.”

5:38 “Violated” on flight by guy’s elbows, “no respect for personal space”, “fully leaning into me”, “didn’t even care”, “honestly an icon for all of us.” (Was it Phil?)

6:03 3 am, old driver, mini bus, cliff roads, did pre-ritual preparing for death.

7:00 “So much yogurt”, doesn’t know why.

7:05 “Assaggetti” tweet, we can shame him, “has the worst sense of humor in the world”, check it out and unsubscribe, doesn’t remember the language (Italian), apologizes, “constantly problematic”.

7:55 “Got that D from the S up above” (vitamin D, or Phil…)

8:16 Phil came on the holiday in case anyone didn’t know.

8:18 “He went from like glass to pale ivory, which is good”, “Phil is someome who erupts in freckles whenever he goes outside, so it’s hard to tell if he tans or if your eyes are just kinda like drawing the dots between the space all the freckles are, if you know what I’m saying.” (Wow, I… I’d like to think you mean what I know, but I’m not sure. Wow.)

8:37 Someone in the chat: “Nice Ursa Major on that cheek boy”. Turn, pose, laugh.

8:41 “The Bigger Dipper of my self esteem.”

8:53 Good day: watched Bake Off and answered emails, “thrilling”.

9:13 Tumblr likes, fan art, “beautiful to celebrate the great people.”

9:43 “The internet is not here”, laughs, sighs, apologizes.

9:55 Some peer pressure advice.

10:25 Had to check what his video title is.

10:35 I don’t know why he bothers to ask if we watched either.

10:55 Accept that he does things by his British calendar.

11:11 Why he didn’t he talk about uni stories when it was happening. Ashamed? Yeah, processing turmoil at the time.

11:55 Now shares traumatizing, terrifying, shameful, embarrassing stories straight away.

12:15 Rowing club guy AU… (not what I was thinking)

12:46 Laundry story: Phil was nice, Dan didn’t ask, *literally* ordered a cab, turned up with suitcase, Phil assumed he dropped out and was moving in, “I’ve had a day and I’m going to wash my socks in your washing machine.”

13:13 “If you struggle to function as a person-” (I really wish he had finished this sentence)

13:15 Asda sponsor for crying in the cheese aisle?

13:23 Pasta burn shaming (were you just never in the kitchen with your mum Dan?)

13:36 Dropping laptop so much recently.

14:00 Never taught cooking, laundry, accounting.

14:18 “No one told me shit!” (in Dan’s face again).

14:33 “What happens when I’m 23?! How do I do a tax?!”

14:54 It was ravioli (pretty sure the instructions mentioned water Dan…)

15:15 Thick as in stupid, not thicc fat booty.

15:30 “Look Fatima, we all have different life experiences, okay?” (lol)

15:36 “Ravioli ravioli, give me the death I deserveioli.” Relates.

15:45 Rihanna livestream, forehead fetishist? Wouldn’t mind if anyone leaves for that.  

16:08 Not up on BTS, DNA.

16:33 Shames Eden for “let me see that pastussy” comment, “leave.”

16:45 “Love on the Brain”. He really loves Rihanna, amazing, blessing, doesn’t give a shit, casual, informal, etc. “Bitch Better Have My Money.”

17:25 Is sure BTS video with be “pure and beautiful”, expects “softly applied eyeshadow and very fluffy hair”, he’s sure he’ll enjoy.

17:38 Maybe new gaming video/livestream tomorrow.

17:45 Overcooked, ironic kitchen fire, foreshadowing.

18:08 Wasn’t sure if he should get into Chinese guy story again, but he has to.

18:13 Deep breath: “It was 4 am, I’d been you know, well hydrated that evening, but I decided I needed another drink” go into the kitchen, everyone else was asleep, guy had a whole chicken, with neck and feet, fine but surprising, tiniest pair of white y-fronts, hacked head off and made eye contact, just couldn’t, usually would awaken some kink in him…

19:39 Pool pic, shout out to friend, no consent, relaxing, absorbing sun like a lizard, *basking*, fell asleep, lucky it was a pool and he didn’t drift out to sea, sun stroke vid reference, “the bad tan”.

21:08 People saying “trying to be cute”, the double chins (really?!)

21:21 The least Dan-like photo.

21:33 Thought it would ruin his Instagram aesthetic.

22:10 Lack of other content: relaxing, reading,

22:24 Took a couple other photos, sunset selfie, “no one’s going to take a photo of me” (what the hell happened to your personal photographer?) but then people came (please post, please!)

23:40 Bake off is his life, “Noel Feilding is a national treasure”, caramel was torture while hungry, faves are Liam and not!Val (what did he whisper about Liam? Really wanted him to be…?)

24:30 *Maybe* Halloween Baking, they don’t think that far ahead about anything.

24:48 Phil’s role in Dan’s video, mugging scene took nine takes, afraid to punch him. Outtakes please!

26:03 (grimace #2) “Hello Grandma, my name is Daniel, I’m a wholesome person, that’s a very great influence”

26:16 Wachowski films

26:23 Dan floating in donut plushies would be very challenging.

26:33 Dan flips a bit at the idea that’s it’s weird to like people who don’t know who you are. Uses Ed Sheeran as example.

26:55 Scrolls past person who said they feel better when they have a dream about Dan and Phil.

27:17 Cared more about YouTube than university socializing and class, Pom Bear Massacre reference, made Tumblr account.

29:09 Chapped lips, season changed the moment he stepped off the plane.

29:42 “Okay Universe, I know I can be a bit of a downer, sometimes.”

29:51 Haley Barry Storm powers

30:08 Yes the furry blanket comes out, polyester, sad pimp, Marks & Spencer.

31:06 Ready for everything seasonal, autumnal Yankee Candle range, not haute, but fun themes.

31:31 Frisbee laptop across the room on to the bed, missed.

31:46 Candle haul, yes it is content we need right now!

32:26 Furry invasion on Splatoon, scaley, yiffing proposition, “this is a family game”, not shaming just concerned for kids, though it is hentai-esque…

33:27 Sonic: 2010 reminiscing, formatting of boxes.

34:04 Was stupid side kick, Phil being good, Dan trying to be helpful, actual just a cheerleader, Phil was disgusting, doesn’t know if Phil even knew what he was saying (of course he did).

34:38 Didn’t know uni vid was trending

34:52 Reflection (I think that’s the piano nook)

35:00 Weird because of swearing, someone at YT didn’t watch the vid, “Ah, keep doing that, don’t watch my videos, just know that I’m a good person…”

35:25 “I make great friendly content.” (grimace #3)

35:30 Explains why trending isn’t automatic. Yes, think of the children.

36:05 “But hey, I’m not bad, everything’s fine”.

36:45 “People of all genders do and don’t wear makeup”.

37:10 (I’m pretty sure that the no candles with birds is because of the fumes.)

37:25 What is with the nose touching when confirming Spooky Week? “Next video (nose touch) soon, don’t worry”…?

38:28 “Fans of everything are annoying, that’s just what happens when people are enthusiastic about stuff.”

39:19 Dan doesn’t get annoyed by different fandoms. Says more about the people being annoyed, part of their own insecurity, their lack of community, togetherness, celebration, shared experiences, jealous or sad, or maybe everyone just everyone’s annoying.

39:56 Dream Daddy: so dangerous saying Dilddy. Dan likes Damien, great taste, immaculate presentation, probably not Dilddy’s romantic soulmate.

40:31 Dan is in like ten fandoms (makes a face).

40:45 Chat: “Will Phil become a furry, what’s your fursona?” Dan: “Is it time to go?”

40:55 Has never thought about it, promises he’ll get on it soon, he knows what the internet wants from him.

41:31 Chat full of fursona suggestions. He’s going to start crying.

41:52 “A llama fucking hell.” “Look at the time.”

42:01 Going to go into a (not disturbing) hole later looking into axoltl fur suits.

42:24 Elf on a shelf meme, was going to post a Dan one, “old meme!” (Still don’t need to be up in your face Daniel.)

43:27 Really wants to go see IT, needs to see Mother.

44:04 Shut up! American Horror Story, makes him happy. Loves Sarah Paulson (is his life), feels represented by a lesbian with anxiety. Evan Peters is great, looks gross, or great depending.

45:25 His fursona should be a big bear, I agree. What a reaction.

45:46 Left comb on holiday, looks like a bush.

46:13 (grimace #4 at group chat names.)

46:20 “What is wrong with all of you?”

46:22 Glosses over diet ask. Indeed.

46:26 “Don’t call me Uncle Dan when we’re talking about fursonas.”

46:36 “If you live in Australia vote for marriage equality, we don’t need to have this conversation.” “Come on, come on Australia, sort your shit out.”

47:03 Going to “innocently Google things that are fine”.

47:22 “Me and Phil would love to come to Russia”.

47:27 Limitations of TATINOF.

47:44 Watch uni vid: “Don’t take it too seriously. Remember that most of the time I’m just trying to be funny, and if you ever want like my real feelings or opinions, just think about whatever the opposite of what I’m saying is, and that’s usually how to get to the sincere heart of whatever Dan’s talking about.”

48:13 “Stay calm, ask some senpais for some life advice and think carefully about what your fursona should be.”

[demonphannie]

dan and phil - march 2017

3/12

first week (1-7): phil tweets a cool sketch (and also a vague hat fic ref..) and it turns out they went to a really cool restaurant (expensive dates anyone?). new gaming video: FIFTY SHADES OF NEIGH - Dan and Phil play: My Horse Prince #2. phil liveshow! (highlights: oscars party, dan and phil are having a creepshot war, forgetful little guy forgot to tweet, for pancake day they got pancakes delivered, giving away a lot of clothes to charity, extraterrestrial dan makes an appearance, wholesome howell, he almost bought a goldfish). phil tweets about the nintendo switch cartridges.. an apocalypse on the horizon tbh. a calm before the storm.. what in slow motion :( dan tosses a hat on phil’s head. new gaming video: LICKING NINTENDO SWITCH GAME CARTRIDGES. (reaction: many very upset!) dan laughs in the face of tomska. dan’s mii likes winking. new gaming video: 1-2-Switch - DAN vs. PHIL! (so much better than the last). the dan and phil residence has a lovely banana scent. dan stole a dog.. thank you god. dan liveshow! (highlights: dan is not a blanket person, so he petted his neighbors’ dog earlier for an hour and he loves it so much and 10/10 would recommend watching him ramble about the dog what the heck, nintendo rejected them, he won’t apologize for the licking cartridges video, dan would join the golf lifestyle aka he wants to be a rich white suburban mum, not straightening hair is enjoyable, they take turns cooking or just don’t cook for each other, decisions with rock paper scissors because they are adults, creepshot war, dan loves moonlight). 

second week (8-14): international women’s day tweets (dan + phil). new gaming video: HAVING A BLAST - Dan and Phil play: Keep Talking And Nobody Explodes. phil liveshow! (highlights: productive day, gifts for his friend haul, he got big hands, the blue switch controller is his because it’s his color… red and blue theory is real, he is definitely getting a dog at some point, more of a dog person, had lunch with hazel hayes then met up with dan to sign posters, he likes ducks, he’s having yogurt instead of cereal in the morning who is phil lester anymore?, he is not good at angles). dan’s grandma saw a gross comment on one of dan’s videos. phil teases a new video from him with a dove emoji and people freaked out. new gaming video (in lieu of a phil video): We hAVE to SHOUT to juMP??! - Dan vs. Phil: YASUHATI Don’t Stop Eighth Note. dan has a harrowing experience with a dead bumblebee. new amazingphil video: Why I can’t go back to the gym.. . dan let’s us know he was the first to hear this horrific story of phil’s. PHIL GETS FOUR MILLION SUBS ON YOUTUBE. dan liveshow! (wowza phil hit four million subscribers what a cultural landmark, went to a sushi dinner with pals earlier, he loved his zen garden dessert, dan was so ANGERY about phil’s gym incident, his rant is reminiscent of rich white suburban mum.. i’m sensing a trend, his next video was something he made for himself, kickthepj is a dick with no talent, ANNOUNCEMENT DAN AND PHIL ARE ATTENDING PLAYLIST LIVE THIS YEAR, dan believes love is real, dan loves chanel by frank ocean :), phil is a weirdo magnet, dan accidentally calls phil’s trainer by his real name, nature is cool, hydrate, meditate, contemplate, try to get a mate). 

week three (15-21): pj calls dan out for being a dick with no socks, dan and phil as one drink.. thanks phil. new gaming video: Making Eliza PREGNANT - Dan and Phil Play: Sims 4 #37 (one of the better sims imo). phil liveshow! (smells like a marshmallow, edited his last video to perfection, phil printed out a six pack instead of using the apron, he got a lot of sweat bands, tentacle friend in the sea of his imagination is a yes, he likes corgis and sausage dogs, they stayed up to watch firefly, he wiped the camera with a glasses wipe, he likes tattoos but the permanence is too much of a commitment, he likes how he looks in yellow, thinking of getting laser eye surgery and does not care about if people like him in glasses). new danisnotonfire video: Internet Support Group 9 (lots of #drama over it including dan replies on twitter and eventually stops the conversation with a sad tweet about the bee movie.. i wasn’t there for the drama so i don’t really know much about it but the was probably the best isg so i truly don’t understand the drama.. w/e). dan’s sad firefly was cancelled. dan continues to get bee movie emails now. new gaming video: CHOKE ME HORSEY - Dan and Phil play: My Horse Prince #3. phil can’t sleep because he thinks justin bieber is a lizard. phil is in love with the horse prince.. confirmed. dan replies to hank green about the restricted mode on youtube i am alive and living! dan and phil release more plushies and a nice picture of them. dan liveshow! (highlights: sad goth, he is responsible for many lesbian hookups, a scandal in five years, he’s gonna get ‘me and phil’ tattooed on his forehead, he likes get out, my horse prince will end in one long video, daniel lester good suggestion *snort*, sucking balls might not be a bad thing, he feels cool wearing black, just because you’re a fan doesn’t mean you can’t have opinions, audience does not make him cringe, dan is 7/10 weird, schools separated by gender are dumb because sexual attraction and all that shiz and toxic masculinity, you don’t have to use labels for your sexuality, he blushed hard when someone said they were dansexual). wow goth thumbnails for the liveshow. phil had a bare pear scare (which dan retweeted because support ya know). 

week four and extra days (22-31): phil watched a weird video but then made a salty remark about the restricted mode on youtube i am alive and living! dan got a fake burrito salad. new gaming video: DUMB WAYS TO DIE - Dan vs. Phil! (interlude: cornelia and martyn pose for great shirt promo pics). little red riding phil (also a deer and a banana). someone nice lookin met phil at the train station. phil was a bit shocked by the british summer time. dan confirms he walks around in his underwear when it is warm enough that is so good to know thank you for this information. new gaming video: 14 YEAR OLD PHIL’S GAME - Dan and Phil Play: The Mark Of Oxin! dan wishes to give all the awards to 14 year old phil’s rpg. dan is also shocked by british summer time. happy mothers day from phil (i love you cath). new gaming video: THE BEST GAME EVER MADE - Dan and Phil Play: The Mark of Oxin #2 (END) (wow i wonder who came up with the title.. but honestly these are some of the best gaming videos ever.. 80 minutes well spent). two pretty people meet dan and phil (one, two, three). dan and phil ask for 7 second challenges and post one of dan exercising. phil sort of complains about the doggo that lives under them but also wants more doggos.. dogbaiting is real. new amazingphil video: My DNA Test Results. joint liveshow! (highlights: dan lives in space but jumpscared phil, both got haircuts from fabrice and there are rules that phil gets to do his first because he wants the small talk and they have the same lives so their small talk is the same, dan thinks gifs are ugly in tweets, curling phil’s hair for #content, dan is forced to clean us, they have been busy, phil ordered flowers for his mum but put his address instead so they now have flowers, dan is pollinating all over the shop, wholesome lester, dan looks like a meatball, they played club penguin, dan would be sad if phil died.. duh, they got these little books and dan got one about a shibe and phil got one about his cactus, they are either not wearing proper bottom attire or they don’t want to show their butts because when either of them gets up they have to turn the camera away.. it seemed like phil was wearing jeans and dan was covered in a blanket whom really knows, phil says blue exorcist 2 three times because dan was being loud and it’s the best moment in the world it’s at 42:15 if ya wanna give it a watch, they are gonna be busy doing stuff the next few weeks). cute thumbnail tweeted by dan. so dan and phil visited the youtube illuminati and there were just so many pictures heck! (one two three four five six seven eight nine ten)

march was nice👌🏼💯why⁉️do💩dan and phil👬😈do so much🔥😩

[indypihlak]

Since When Are Compliments A Bad Thing?

Since When Are Compliments A Bad Thing?

Summary: Who would have thought receiving compliments from your favorite angel would be so frustrating?

Word count: 1,854

Pairing: Castiel/reader

Warnings: Nothing really. Fluff, mentions of sex, but no sex. 

It started innocently enough. After monster guts ruined yet another outfit, you had gone to Target to restock. You mainly got the basics (plain tees, plaid shirts, and jeans), but you also indulged in a nicer blouse. It was still machine washable and it paired well with jeans, but it was just a little more feminine and made you feel nice. You were putting your new purchases away in your room in The Bunker when you got a text. Sam had found a new case and would meet you, Dean, and Castiel in the bunker library in 10 minutes. You put on your new blouse before heading over.

 Castiel was already there, looking at some of the titles on the shelves to pass the time.

“Evening, Cas,” you greeted him and walked over to the table.

“Good evening, Y/N.” He cocked his head to the side as he looked at you. “You are wearing new clothing.”

“Yes, thanks for noticing!” You were a little surprised would Castiel was aware of changes to wardrobe given that he never seemed to change clothes himself.

He looked at you intently and you patted down your hair thinking something was wrong.  “The cut of that shirt accentuates your features nicely and the color goes well with your eyes. You look beautiful.”

If you were surprised before, this kind of compliment had you floored. “Th-thanks, Castiel.” Before either of you could say anything else, Sam and Dean came in. Dean with a stack of newspapers and Sam with his laptop open already going on about the disappearances of family pets in a nearby town. How did a coyote constitute a case? Suddenly, you were deep in conversation and the moment with Cas was over.

The case turned out to be pretty interesting. For months, waves of the same kind of pet would go missing. First, lizards; then a few weeks later, cats; a few weeks after that, dogs; and now, the ponies at a petting zoo had been cleaned out. Was this a witch or was someone making sacrifices to something? And the animals kept getting bigger. Would whoever was doing this start going for humans? It was time to get moving and start asking questions.

Days later, you were sitting in the backseat of Baby with Cas while Dean pumped gas and Sam ran inside for drinks and snacks. You were singing along quietly to the tape Dean had in without even realizing it. As the song went into a musical break, Cas spoke. “You have a lovely singing voice.”

“Thank you, Cas.” You could feel the heat in your cheeks. Just then, the front passenger door opened and Sam’s gigantic hand was reaching back to hand you your soda. Dean came in a moment later and you were off to the next stop. You wondered about Cas’s compliments. You had been attracted to the angel since you first met him, but he didn’t seem interested in you, or anyone else, like that. So you harbored your crush silently and kept it professional. You could handle adoring his sweet, yet fierce nature from afar. That is, until his recent words made you start thinking there could be room for more. Is that even what they meant? From a regular guy, a sudden increase in compliments would indicate interest. With Castiel, angel of the lord, were these just observations? Was he trying to emulate some aspect of humanity? You needed to ask him about it the next time it happened.

The rest of the case kept the four of you busy and there were no more compliments from Cas. Once the coven had been stopped from summoning a truly heinous creature, you all headed back to the bunker for a rest and to await the next inevitable crisis.

The Impala didn’t get into the garage until well after midnight so no one did more than mutter goodnight before retreating to their rooms (except for Cas who did whatever it is he does at night). After sleeping in until a decent hour, you were well rested and ready to celebrate. By the afternoon, you were in a heated debate with Dean about which bar to go to that night and unwind. Dean was arguing for the one with pool tables while you wanted the one that served boozy milkshakes. Sam piped up by suggesting bowling. You and Dean locked eyes before turning in unison to give Sam a look that made him put his hands up and back out of the room. It was just the kind of ridiculous you all needed.  It was settled that you’d all get dinner at the place with the boozy milkshakes, since they were more like a gastropub, and then move on to the bar with pool tables.  They weren’t that far apart. You conceded to bowling in a couple of days. You actually liked bowling, it just wasn’t the vibe you wanted for tonight.

Back in your room, you started picking out an outfit. The blouse that Castiel liked seemed an obvious choice, but since he already complimented it, would he mention it again? You decided to try and provoke a response. You matched your jeans and blouse combo with a pair of heels that made your ass look great. A couple of YouTube make-up tutorials helped you achieve a rather polished look that still looked casual enough for pool later. Not too toot your own horn, but you looked gorgeous.

Popping your lipstick into your handbag for touch-ups later, you walked out to the center of bunker activity, the library. Castiel was alone in the room and appeared to be checking his reflection in the blade of a sword on display. You watched him adjust his tie and pat at his hair.

“Looking good, Cas.” Might as well lead the conversation where you want it to go. Cas spun around and you watched his eyes take you in. Your skin tingled like you could feel his heated gaze go from your feet to your legs, pause at your breast, and then continue up to yours lips (another pause), and finally your eyes. That was most definitely a look of hunger and you couldn’t hide your smirk.

“Y/N, you look incredibly sexy.”

You didn’t expect him to be so blunt, but at least his interest was clear. You grinned, put your hand on your hip and kicked it out. “So what are you going to do about it?”

A wave of confusion passed over his face. “Do?” You had gone beyond his understanding of flirting.

Before you could explain, Dean strolled in clapping his hands once and rubbing them together “Who’s ready for some stupid milkshakes and totally awesome pool?”

Castiel turned his attention to Dean and once again the moment was lost. Ok, no problem, you told yourself. You have all night to get things back on track.

You never would have predicted things would go so right and so wrong all at the same time. Every moment the two of you were alone, Castiel would compliment you on another aspect of your appearance or personality, but you were always interrupted before you could respond. You were beyond frustrated. It was nice to know Castiel sort of felt the same way about you, but it was driving you up the wall that you couldn’t say anything back to him without making a scene in front of the Winchesters. He was obviously keeping this between the two of you and you honestly didn’t want them watching and commenting on the first few moments of whatever this thing was going to be. It was almost like Castiel was purposely timing it so you couldn’t get a word in. After that thought struck you, you waited for the next one. Dean was at the bar getting another round when Sam excused himself to use the restroom. You braced yourself and from the side of your eye, watched as Castiel looked to the bar, noticed Dean turn back your way with a pitcher, and then look to you. He stared intently at your mouth before saying “That shade on your lips suggests they would taste sweet.” Sure enough, two second after he finished talking, Dean was setting the pitcher down on your high-top table and asking where Sam had gone.

A rage fueled by sexual frustration and alcohol filled your being. You spat out, “He’s in the can. Castiel and I need to step outside for a moment. We’ll be right back.” You no longer cared about making a scene and yanked Castiel by the arm towards the door. He was certainly surprised, but he followed. In the back of your mind, you knew there was no way you could be doing this without him letting you do this. Once out in the cool night air of the parking lot, you took a couple of steps away from Castiel and took a deep breath to steel yourself for whatever was about to follow. Turning on your heel, you faced him.

“What the fuck do you think you’re doing, Cas?”

“What do you mean?” That damned confused puppy look again.

“Showering me with compliments!” You whisper shouted, still not really wanting anyone else to hear what you had to say.  “Telling me I’m sexy and that my lips look sweet, but not doing a goddamn thing about it! And you only say this shit when I can’t do anything about it either!”

“I thought giving someone compliments was considered nice.” He maintained in his normal tone and volume which at this point was the most annoying thing he could possibly do. “And that comments of a sexual nature were only to be expressed between the parties involved.”

“Yes, but why the hell would you make comments of a sexual nature without actually wanting to have sex with me?!”

Castiel closed the space between you one movement. He was suddenly so very close and you could smell his scent, like detergent and electricity. His too blue eyes bore into yours. “I do want to have sex with you.”

You held your ground, even pushing your chest out a bit. “I’m not a sculpture for you to admire. You need to interact. Touch me, hold me, kiss me!”

You sucked in a breath as Castiel’s hand came up and brushed the hair from your forehead. His hand moved to the back of your neck and stopped. His other arm snaked around your back. Unconsciously, you raised to stand on your toes a bit more, making your stance in your heels that much more precarious. Suddenly, you were spinning. You clutched on to Castiel to stop your fall, but his arms held you without trouble. You gasped as you realized the bastard had dipped you. His head bent down and the moment his lips met yours, a shock went through your system. His lips were softer than you had imagined.  After a dizzying moment, he brought you back to standing, but you held him close to keep yourself steady.

Castiel’s voice was thick as he asked “Like that?”

“Yeah” your voice broke. You cleared your throat and shook your head a bit.  “Yeah, like that, Cas.”

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25 July 2017

24 July 2017 10:30 pm

“We should better sleep didi!” said Devi. She calls me ‘didi’ because i am her elder sister.My family has made it a habit that if anyone is elder than you then you gotta call the person ‘didi’ or ‘bhaiya’.Its in the Hindu tradition,though nowadays these practices are not practiced.It is mostly done to convey respect(not like Devi super-respects me)

“Just this film..only 30 mins of it is left” said me!

“huh! i am feeling sleepy..”

(no response from me--this works you know,you just dont respond to her and then if she is in the mood of listening, she will if not then may god be with me..cause if Devi wants she gets it)

“well i think i can play this game for 30 mins more..) said Devi

We were alone in our house..dad was at the hospital with mom though he was gonna arrive..but that was late.

You know its the best experience ever- Having the house all to yourself..and when you have gadgets and a person next to you(just so your mind decides to think of monsters and the most scariest horror scenes you have seen) the experience is the bestest!

I was watching Twilight-Breaking Dawn part 1..and as you all know,it has some ‘scenes’..well most of you would say that Twilight’s a romance,and that it has ‘scenes’ all over..but well this is not true..the other movies dont have that much of ‘scenes’ in them.This whole movie is based on Edward and Bella’s honeymoon so yeah..

anyway when i finished watching the movie..the phone rang and i went to pick it up.It was mom telling us to sleep and usual talk.The thing is i saw a lizard in my room! like seriously A F-ING LIZARD! IN MY ROOM!

See before you misunderstanding the whole situation..let me tell you i am not one of those girls who would run away from a roach or one of them who would scream when they see an insect..no..well unless and until the insect is doing some harm to me..but lizards! i hate them! i hate lizards!!..i used to not like them but the moment i saw The Amazing Spiderman i was like ‘i hate lizards and they ARE disgusting!’

when we went to bed, i was not feeling like sleeping in my room cause it terrified me that when we go to sleep the lizards may be above or heads onto the ceiling,or on the wall beside us..ugh!! I can recall the feeling! it was terrible and i was feeling(dont take it the wrong way) dirty.

So i asked Devi if we could sleep in our parents room(well basically i shouted and demanded that-cause we had a slight argument before)

and then we were sleeping-kinda.when i heard dad come in.and then well i asked him that maybe we could sleep in his room hoping that he would go and sleep in our room but then he just offered to put down mattress on the  floor..so i just went to my room saying that "okay for me sleeping there but i dont want Devi with me,i wanna sleep alone”

and so LaraAngel drifted off to a neverending sleep in neverland(also know as my room)

25 July 2017

“do you want to sleep more?” asked a really familiar male voice.Dad.Maybe its him..who else could it be? my boyfriend? no i think not.Why?.CAUSE HE BLOODY DOES NOT EXIST!!!

Me and Devi werent going to school because dad had to set things up a bit.mom was in hospital

see- i am NOT playing the ‘pity me’ game..(makes a sickly sing song voice) ohh! pity me my moms in hospital! i dont go to school because dad has to set things up! and morely(which is not obviously a word) we did not want too..

I probably missed a lot of things..as in Footballer was absent yesterday but maybe he will be there today,we  had our Bio practicals today and were doing the cheek cell experiment..i bloody missed that thing! damn! i was looking forward to it! like from weeks! anyway whats gone is long gone!

anyway back to my day

I grunted-my response to dad’s question

anyway when i got up dad was getting ready to go to the hospital. and i spent the rest of the day like this:

Me and Devi cleaned up the house.

Then i watched Breaking Dawn part 2 and Easy A..This Easy A movie is kinda good..if you are looking for the teenage girl in whose life everything turns  bad and then she makes it right and then at last   she gets the guy of her dreams-i recommend it for some strength(not like i am gonna get the guy of my dreams and anything like that)..but it is that type of movie from which you know that it will be okay

anyway i watched these and then started play games online(i know this is childish but i was playing papa’s sushiria ) and then i got bored of it and then started playing other games(like papas cupcakeria or say papas freezaria etc-etc)

and then soon papa returned..we talked about how we were gonna go about after this..cause i had to go to tution and this timing clashed with the chef. unfortunately i had to go..i even wanted to cause i think its irresponsible of me to bunk tutions so much..and i thought mam was gonna teach Euclids Geomectry to us and if i am not there maybe she would delay it because of me and the whole class would suffer.So i went and guess? mam did not teach Euclids Geomectry. wow! but the good thing was i got to sit next to Rom..not like i have a crush on him or something but he is good to fool around.meaning i like to tease him and retorts nicely too! and you know i kinda ship him with every girl he talks to! like with aura(even though i think Rom is also scared of talking to Aura),and there’s this rebel bitchy type girl in out science tution named Miksha. I ship him with her too!

anyway we were starting Congruency. we had learnt it in 7th grade but then i was total zero in mathematics back in 7th grade..to be honest i didnt even open the books back then.So well just say i started revising(thanks for the guidelines from the book) but then mam asked me what i was doing and i had to embarrass myself and tell her that i had not paid attention during my 7th grade maths class..

embarrassing it was!

anyway we were then allowed to disperse and then i was walking back home along with Ishti,Aura and another girl named Nya. It is a routine of ours,Every maths tution we walk with each other and have a small chit-chat.and during science tution, it depends whether i choose to stay with Aanya or go straightway towards my house.

Anyway since mom wasn’t home, i had to but a few things that is food items like maggi and a stack of bread.

When i returned home with Aura,well aura is the only person who knows of my true identity and is reading these posts..so she wanted to read some of my posts and i offered her to stay since our exams were over too..so we spent a few hours watching and talking and then she went home meanwhile i had to make dinner..i did not do much just made few garlic breads(devi’s idea) and pizza..i need to tell you that the pizza was dead delicious! like really good! seeing we did not have enough topping,just onions,tomato,and cheese..lots of cheese!..

so we ate it along with each other, i gotta tell you..i would enjoy staying alone!..so we ate and then started doing our work again..that is i started writing this post and Devi started completing her homework.Anyway we are going to school tomorrow!..i wanna stay home as much as i want to go to school,meet Iomhara and see my Footballer! that guy isn’t even on any social media ‘cept his father has posted a video of him singing live on a comptition or somethoing

FLASHBACK

ugh! i dont want to study this bloody subject.Geography!! its sooo irritating! i dont bloody care about the f-ing land forms!

and what is this term geo-syn-cline?

hell! now i need to watch a youtube video to understand this thing better..the definition in the book looks like a combination of latin and greek along with some spanish maybe(guys this is purely exaggeration! not like my text book really has all these languages in it)

wild thought- man! i cant stop thinking about Footballer! he is just so hot! and cute! and not to forget incredibly sexy! let me type his name on youtube first just to find no result and to get disappointed(i am making fun of myself-seriously i am not that mad to think like this)

and this is the story of how i could find my crush on youtube when  none of my friends found it on any kind of social media.

FLASHBACK END so i watched this vid like 5 times! he was in 10th grade at that time! and wore a red shirt..maybe he likes red..i like red! and he looks so cute in it!..his voice, its like a drug!..and puberty did hit him!..hard!..like really hard!

anyway, the next day i made a youtube account and asked ‘if it was Footballer from NorthHigh?’ (NorthHigh is’nt a real school..i made it up)

and his father(most probably- it looked like it was him) replied yes

and then after that i made a new account UpAll Night and commented- aww..he is so cute! and talented too!

and guess what happened?..he deleted the comment! like really people!

anyway i am really tired now and have to go to school ! so bye!

LaraAngel