#shout out 2 my mutuals

[rory-multifandom-mess]

god i love making friends. rb if u like friends

[hella1975]

hiiii haha. hello. exceptionally awkward introduction bc idrk how to start something like this so let's just jump right in. im taking a break from this account for a bit. i know i said i wanted taob out before halloween and currently im fine sticking with that deadline, but if i decide i need longer away then i will take longer away. every time ive reassured people that id never abandon a fic and updates will always come eventually i never once considered that my writing and ability to feel safe and comfortable on this site would be actively taken from me, so im not even going to apologise. i dont want this either and more importantly i dont fucking deserve it. i dont know what it is in the past year, if ive hit a certain amount of followers or 'popularity' that's made it so the natural ratio of positive to negative interactions must in turn go up, but there's been a serious uptick in weird asks for me. the annoying part is that a very small amount of them are actually objectively mean and hateful, the rest are just weird and invasive from people who seemingly dont realise that's what they're being. ive reached a point where i dont care if the intentions are good. it's not my job as a 20 year old tumblr user of all things to defend the morality of someone who couldnt even bother to come off anon. unfortunately, after blocking only one or two anons, the weird asks have decreased substantially, which says all you need to know about the fascinating and exhilarating lives led by these people, but ive also gone on to turn anon asks off entirely. this is something i actively fought against doing and had to be pushed into by my mutuals (who have been the coolest people on planet earth during this entire thing). turning off anon was a big deal to me even if it sounds silly. i felt betrayed and like id been backed into a corner because it was so vehmently something i DIDNT WANT that to feel like i had to do it anyway for my own mental health??? that sucks. so even though ive 'fixed' the problem, im still kind of reeling and uncomfortable every time i come on tumblr. i hope it's just something i need time to ease because i'll truly be devastated if this becomes 'ruined' for me. tumblr exists as the only place in the world where i am honestly every facet of myself without shame or hesitation; losing that would be insanely harmful to me. and to the people who cant appeal to the actual human behind the post, let me put that in words you can understand: we wouldn't get any more writing 😦😦😦 riots and fires and sirens, i know. so yeah. to anyone who has sent me an anon ask and you're now wondering if you were part of the problem, im firmly of the belief that you'll know if you are. when i say 'weird asks' i dont mean 'you sent me a para about your personal life just to vent or ask for advice' or 'you sent me a really deep emotional compliment about the impact me and/or my writing has had on you' - i love asks like that, so much that i put off taking a break and turning off anon solely for the joy they bring me. im sorry that it might feel like you're being punished too bc of the actions of what in reality is a HANDFUL of weird people, but this is what i feel like i have to do to feel safe and not go insane every time i log in. love you guys, hopefully ill see you soon x

[m0tel6mxzzy]

the day bpd stops being treated as synonymous with “evil woman i find manipulative” disorder is the day i die happy. no wonder i was so scared to consider i had it until i realized my diagnosis when that’s how the media portrays women with it when trying to portray them as criminal, villainous, or guilty. idk when ill stop being angry about it.

[0m3n-0f-d3ath]

Yello?! Do ya have a main mascot I could make fan art?

:]

I unfortunately do not have a main mascot (maybe I should make one 👀)

Honestly I would adore for anyone to draw any of my oc’s (they are all precious to me)

But currently M.J takes the cake 🫶

[vclyrias]

omg happy birthday to meeeeeeee

[zentriii]

if you send me asks i love you forever. and if i don't reply immediately i'm sorry forever.

[kumikko]

my little blog is a collection of things i like without thinking about it too hard. and that's ultimately why i stay here <3

[ranvwoop]

qblr!vwoop is a proto offshoot I think .. since I’m vwoopmodel I have to do a bit but I have decided where. they’re not particularly fussed abt going home.

[futurefarmersamerica]

guys I need a fellow feeder who is willing to let me write a fucking novel in your dms right now lmao my therapist was so absolutely out of her depth earlier, talking about things with the other person involved isn't really helping in the way I need, I'm having a true case of "no one fucking understands me" tonight & I need to talk some shit through with someone who actually Gets It

[pathologictwo]

i interviewed for a part time job at a university library and i think it went well!!! one of my New Year’s resolutions is to not be at Target/Starbucks anymore as soon as possible so getting this would at least let me be there for less hours during the week. please please please let me get it

[youssefguedira]

one of my favourite diabolik comics-isms is the scenes where diabolik is like Eva Wake Up. We Have Crime To Do and eva's still 90% asleep like..... can i at least have 10 more minutes....... big fan of them i must say

[nexo-nex]

In my freetime I have been writing many theories about TLD, and I cannot wait to show them to you guys ^_^

[wanderinthedeep]

I honestly missed Tumblr so much, my sense of humor is heavily influenced by the Tumblrisms and absurdist comedy, I find the more aesthetic nudes a lot more erotic than the constant and explicit hole and pole on the bird site, and I love the slow development of friendships and acquaintanceships over time, it feels so natural and organic

[venting402]

🥹 I’m speechless this fandom is so nice. I love you too ☺️❤️!!!

callout post for my mutuals um. hi guys i love you

[driftwooddestiel]

HELL YEAH FINALLY CAUGHT YOU AS A MUTUAL LIKE A POKEMON OR SOMETHING

Idk where i was going w that lmao

hehehe yas you did ‼️ tbh we were mutuals in spirit always i just never got round to following you

[ashtreelane]

there are some people i follow that i either confuse for other mutuals or just convince myself are my mutuals and then i microdose on RSD by not seeing the little mutual icon next to their name sometimes