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Break For Your Heart Pt. 6: Madness
AN: Oh boy it's been a while. Anyways here's this little update
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The first thing Simon noticed when he made it back to the cell block after his meeting with the Warden was silence.
Normally, at this time of day, the inmates were allowed some free time, and the block was filled with chatter. But today, there was nothing. No one milled about and no one talked. Simon was led straight back to his cell, and told he could talk but to not get rowdy.
The second thing Simon noticed was Soap's back turned to him from the top bunk.
It was so unusual for the man to not greet Simon, and the Scot's silence was a bit concerning. But he ignored it, allowed the other to have his moment while Simon dropped into the bunk below. He wasn't quite sure what to do in this situation, but he really didn't want to push the limits of his only ally just because he was curious.
Besides, Soap would come around on his own time. It was clear that the other was awake, as little vibrations made their way through the thin metal bunk, indicative of the Scot's fidgeting. To Simon, curiosity in this place only led to bad things, so he tried his best to ignore the shaking of the bunk. He closed his eyes and thought of home, thought of things to distract himself from the morning's events, and to distract himself from whatever it was the Scot was doing on the bunk above him. Simon thought of what the Warden told him from his brother's letter. He had given the letter to Simon, and yet he didn't want to read it.
Not yet, at least.
He thought of Gary, and of the trust the two had built as friends. He thought of the other's wheezing laugh, how he was so prone to smiling and seemed so unbothered by the dark things of the world. Simon thought of his mother, and her gentle smile and shaky hands. He thought of the way she would fret over every little thing, how she could never quite sit still. He thought of her singing, quiet and a little off-key, early in the mornings or late at night. He thought of Tommy, of how far his brother had come over the years. He thought of Beth, and how happy she made Tommy. He thought of Joseph, and his beautiful little laugh, of how innocent and joyous the little boy was. He thought of home, of peace and quiet and safety.
And now his mother was being watched, and he was trapped here, laying on a bunk beneath a real murderer.
When had it all become so much?
There was a shift in the bunk above him as Simon's breathing became labored, every breath a fight to keep his composure. The Scot stilled, falling quiet, and Simon wished for nothing more than to simply vanish. To never let the other know how this place has gotten to him.
But good things have never been reserved for Simon Riley.
Instead, Soap rolls off the top bunk and peers down at Simon. He looks more confused than sympathetic, and neither said a word for far too long. Eventually, Soap must have noticed the tears threatening to break free, as he lowered himself onto Simon's bunk.
"Guess you're visit with the Warden didn't go very well." Soap muttered, clearly trying to get Simon to open up. But he didn't want to open up. Simon was confused, unsure of who to trust and what to believe. He didn't want to open up to Soap before the Warden's warnings, but now he especially isn't sure Soap is the type of guy to even trust.
"Do you... wanna talk about it?" Soap's voice came out quieter than Simon had ever heard, but he couldn't help but feel angered. It was the same shit as his first day here, the Scot ignoring him for far too long only to expect a friendly conversation after. Rage bubbled in Simon's chest as he harshly pushed Soap off the bunk, glaring at him.
"Of course I don't want to fucking talk about it. What the fuck is wrong with you?" Simon snapped, leaning back into the flat pillow and laying an arm across his face. An uncomfortable silence followed in the cell as Simon laid there, breathing heavy and trying to keep himself together. Yet he never could shake the uncanny feeling of being watched.
He opened his eyes and looked over to where Soap still stood after getting shoved away. The Scot's face was blank, staring down at Simon with something burning in his eyes that Simon didn't understand. It was uncomfortable, how suddenly empty his cellmate seemed.
He didn't get to linger on the strange behavior as the doors buzzed open and they were all informed they can resume their free time.
It was a strange feeling, watching Soap leave without hesitating.
And that letter burned against his chest, and bitter bile rose in his throat as he realized he may have lost his only friend.
For the first time since being arrested, Simon Riley cried. Alone, with no one to comfort him.
#short and painful#just how i like it#keeping y'all on your toes#prison break au#break for your heart#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#soapghost#ghostsoap#call of duty
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Finally now that the comic is fully public on comicfury, I get to share it with all of you here, too <3
If you enjoyed, please consider supporting by buying a PDF of the comic on itch.io: https://tawnysoup.itch.io/home-in-the-woods
#I'd rather not clutter the caption so I'll ramble a little in the tags#HitW is short but special to me as it represents and encapsulates some hard life experiences I was going through at the time of its creatio#Ofc in a more metaphorical manner! but. I have been very much enjoying reading people's comments and speculation as its been posting#the interpretations are so meaningful and varied and i love that and really want to encourage anyone to reflect on what it means to them#for me making this comic was a way to process and move past trauma. i feel like it ends anti-climactically but i wanted to be true to#where i thought things were actually going in my life moreso than to veer towards impact. ultimately im glad i managed to finish it#and for it to finish going public right before the new year? maybe i can see this as shedding that old pain in time to become something new#so thank you for reading for supporting and for still being here. lets wake up to 2025 with wind in our sails#Home in the Woods#my art#my comics#original comic#cw guns#cw blood#cw body horror
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I wish you needed me in the way I need you.
#love quotes#short quotes#quotes#i love you#love#heartache#heartbreak#i love him#life#him#heart#sad quotes#painful quotes#her#heartache quotes#heartbreak quotes#painful#in love quotes#fell in love#unrequited love#poem#poems and quotes#poems and poetry#poetic#poems on tumblr#love poem#life quotes#sad thoughts#sad poem#sad poetry
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Book 2 au: sparring sessions and short hair katara
They like to have sparring sessions in order to keep their bending skills sharp. They allow themselves to go all out and not hold back at all cause they know if anyone got hurt, Katara could just heal them
But anyways, wouldn't it be kinda funny if Zuko accidentally burned Katara's hair tho? Aofkqldkkajfjd
The "I think we can save the hairloops" line is from @linnoya-writes thank you for that!! :>>
#zutara#zuko#katara#atla#book 2 au#my art#i mentioned in my last book 2 au post that i wanted to include short hair katara into it and y'all were so supportive of it!! 😭😭😭#so this is how i think it would go#it would happen as katara is trying to evade one of zuko's fire balls#she manages to avoid it but since her hair is long it still caught on fire#she'd be pissed so she water whips the hell out of zuko#and then promptly forgets about it akfhkakdkakdj#even after the sparring session she still hasn't remembered cause 'oh no zuko's in pain i have to help him!'#it isn't until zuko even mentions it that she remembers#zuko thinks she's more calm than i thought she would be after burning her hair so he mentions it to her#little did he know katara just forgor aldjlakdkaljd#n e ways zuko does feel bad so she offers to help fix it up for her#i think after the haircut katara would find herself looking in mirrors when there are any around cause 'zuko thinks i'm beautiful?? really?#zuko doesn't know this tho and he thinks katara is till sad about the unwanted haircut so he keeps telling her that she looks beautiful#and katara just keeps losing it aldjlakdlald#in conclusion they are idiots your honor
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I don't think we talk enough about one the last things Michael did before he died was third wheel percabeth.
#mine#pjo#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson and the olympians#pain rambles#pain randoms#my meme#michael yew#percy jackson#annabeth chase#percabeth#tlo#the last olympian#Michael not trying to bite Percy's head off is honestly a miracle#between this and shoving him#he's not that short Percy. stop ignoring he's there#shoves him. flirts why completely ignoring Michael after he has Annabeth take over organizing apollo kids without getting his imput.#then washes him off the bridge#percy don't be size-ist/j#i kid. its just really funny to me
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I miss the way I viewed the world before I knew too much about it
#short poem#spilled ink#beautiful words#poems#poetry#poems and quotes#poems on tumblr#poets corner#writing#poems about pain#poets and writers#writers on tumblr#writers and poets#spilled thoughts#thoughts
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i don't normally participate in these redraw challenges but it's megumi so i'll make an exception
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk megumi#megumi#looks at clock UHHHHHHHH oops#i got lost in the sauce that is rendering his gd chin and under his lips.... ive been in stylized anime mouth land 2 long i fear#i had forgotten how much of a pain those shadows are :'>>> eSP at a lookdown angle#fought a bit but little did he know i spent years doing coloured pencil portraits. this is My domain#god but the rest of the skin render was so FUN i love . warm grey in2 brown in2 red/orange fr the deep underneck shadow#lip tint heavy blush freckles glossier model fushiguro megumi...........im a believer i fear#had a bit of a hard time finding a middle ground between how i normally draw his hair and a more Realistic take on it#the model in the og has hair that's pretty close but i think the strands r a bit short n too heavily curved fr my tastes#its my brand im afraid i simply must give itfs both longer hair#nothing else feels Right#but god i underestimated how Good this photoshoot is as megu material . i get the hype now i get it#i did the sketch n i looked at it and i had an oh /oh/ moment#smh megumi put those lustrous emerald orbs away before u hurt some1#his gaze is too powerful . slaps a red bg on him makes him my new icon :)#anyway its 6am it is morning time do i sleep fr like 3 hrs or do i say megumi voice Whatever we shall see
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Learning to celebrate the little wins!
#fersona#While I don't have the capacity to do Hourly Comics Day#I did journal my day hour-by-hour and the sheer difference in my self-care and routines is *staggering*.#Honestly both Feb 1 2024 and 2025 were rough days...but this year I had a far better outlook on it all.#The funny part is that when I drew this a few days ago I actually *was* celebrating not crying.#Might have still cried on Feb 1st. A meagre 4 times. But I also had lot of good moments!#January is a very hard month for me and frankly I've been in a fugue state for most of it.#Drawing helped me pull through these last 2 years but this year I've been finding myself so upset at how I can't seem to focus anymore.#So updates and posts have been slow. I'm just slow. I'm tired and burnt out from work and grieving.#But you know what? The days I do manage to post; I'm never shamed for how long it took. You're all just as excited and kind.#I'm coming home and eating better and sleeping more and spending time with loved ones.#This is all to say; you can be a lot happier when you realize that life can be taken a little slower.#I'm more grateful that words can possibly convey.#If you related to the mindset of constantly feeling like you've 'failed' the day; please know you have done more than you realize.#I'm struggling with it everyday! I'm in the trenches with you!#Life is too short and painful to not celebrate what you *do* accomplish! It's hard work but it is worth it!#Bit by bit...we will learn to live. *Really* live. And enjoy it!
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I think I understand you better now. Ooh, do tell me all about me.
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#dead boy detectives#edwin paine#the cat king#george rexstrew#lukas gage#dbdedit#deadboydetectivesedit#dead boy detectives spoilers#my gifs#'twas v sweet :^>#also short king !! 🥳#catwin
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in which gangle causes psychic damage to the entire cast
#you can see me getting progressively lazier throughout the comic#i love caine. so much#but he’s such a pain in the ass to draw#this is canon btw#bubble told me itself#this is also the first time i’ve drawn any character other than caine and kinger#my gay old men <3#pomni isn’t in the last picture bc she’s too short#tadc fanart#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc caine#tadc zooble#tadc jax#tadc gangle#tadc ragatha#traditional art#comic#doodles#art
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#love quotes#short quotes#quotes#i love you#love#heartache#heartbreak#i love him#life#him#heart#sad quotes#painful quotes#her#heartache quotes#heartbreak quotes#painful#in love quotes#fell in love#unrequited love#poem#poems and quotes#poems and poetry#poetic#poems on tumblr#love poem#life quotes#sad thoughts#sad poem#sad poetry
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go my beebos
a second timeloop has hit the marshall. hi this game has completely taken over my brain. i will never be the same person again. go play detective beebo i am begging you. it is a 5 hour game. we still haven’t gotten every ending after 15 hours. i’m really normal about detective beebo you have to believe me.
#marshdoodles#detective beebo#im detectivemaxxing and beebopilled. that’s nothing i’m saying nothing#anyways in the spirit of my isat lineup keeping basically everything in the tags#GOD finding refs for the outfits was a nightmare. beebo wiki you are so barebones#i know that simon definitely doesn’t have shorts but: i think it would look nice with his shapes#also aware that nina is the same height as marigold but consider: she is tall in my heart#also tried vaguely to make ángel’s scarf look like smoke?#other than that i don’t think my changes were that Substantial#i would’ve made hcs for their color palettes but!#iii’ve been in pain and i did Not draw these to be colorized. so it was just a massive pain in the ass i fear#i did take some liberties with their Assigned Palettes though!#purely just to up the contrast and add a shading color. i will die without my shading#i like how beebo and ángel’s palettes look together they are so Gold And Silver
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I can feel that ache in my chest again.
#love quotes#short quotes#quotes#i love you#love#heartache#heartbreak#i love him#life#him#heart#sad quotes#painful quotes#her#heartache quotes#heartbreak quotes#painful#in love quotes#fell in love#unrequited love#poem#poems and quotes#poems and poetry#poetic#poems on tumblr#love poem#life quotes#sad thoughts#sad poem#sad poetry
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crusty evolution redraw. in theory.
#xmen#xmen evolution#erik lehnsherr#magneto#quicksilver#pietro maximoff#snap sketches#i stopped liking this past the lineart stage but i told myself id try to finish whatever i start to at least try and learn somethin#did i learn anything ? thats for me to reflect on. for now tho ramble time 😌#its painful to draw erik with short hair but sometimes you gotta get outta the usual !! <- never doing this again#ive been ahead of my schedule with stuff i have to draw so ive simply decided todaay will be My Day for personal doodles#idk why ive decided my first evo fanart should be the one where erik and pietro leave behind wanda but ok !!!!! freak#i have a long hair ver but i didnt color it. i was just greedy .. not greedy enough tho evidently#anyways i have like. idk what four episodes of evolution left ?? depressing this show's great ...#i didnt nkow theyd have a david ep ... a pleasant surprise but now im emo ...#OH WELL lets see what else i doodle tonight#this week's going to be annoying but i think i say that every week LMAO and look at that i get through them anyway#we'll be fine and chill team .. ok bye bye
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#i am mabel she is me#i feel her pain#the shutter sound annoys the crap out of me to no end#mood#relatable#omitb#omitbedits#omitbedit#only murders in the building#selena gomez#steve martin#martin short#mabel mora#oliver putnam#charles haden savage#4x4
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"We made the best out of the time we had."
#dragon age#morrigan#the warden#here of ferelden#edric cousland#I just had to get this out of my system#PAIN AND SUFFERING#xim art#it's been a long time since I've done a short comic lol
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