#ship: yenzai

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🔔🔔 For your bsd s/i!! :> Either one

Hiya Mary

Let’s see...

-she likes her coffee with a lot of cream and sugar and fancy flavors. D.azai likes his black so he teases her about it a lot.

-much to certain people’s chagrin, she gets along pretty well with Ch.uuya. It’s more of a work/familiarity acquaintanceship but it’s one of the few things that makes D.azai visibly jealous defensive

Thanks again Mary

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⭐️ Our shared boy Dazai! - Prophet

@promptoargentumsgirlfriend

That makes sense :3c

Dazai has a lot of nicknames for Yen. Theyre often made up on the spot and change like the weather. Only ones that get a significant reaction from her (positive or negative) are ones that make a reappearance in his vocabulary. Belladonna (of course) is one, along with Shorty (usually followed by her saying he’s just too fuckinh tall ), My Heart (lots of blushing), Little Mouse(she was confused at this one), “Honeybunch, Sugarplum Pumpy-umpy-umpkin” (annoyance cause she mentioned hating that song once and now he won’t leave her alone about it) and Copycat (she was startled because of certain circumstances)

Thank you Prophet! :3c!!!

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💬 + Dazai

@lunaeloves asked for him as well. :3c

Me: babe... you can’t keep doing these things

Dazai, who somehow convinced Fitz to loan him his yacht for an elaborate yacht based date: but I love you...

Thanks guys!

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Thundurus, Florges, Minor, and Chandelure for Dazai~

Meari! Salutations owo)7

One stinky boy coming up

Thundurus - How do y’all handle a storm? Wait it out or get productive?

If I’m at work and it’s raining, he still wanders over around when my shift is over and walks me home. He brings an umbrella (it’s rarely the same one so I have my suspicions that he “borrows” someone else’s from the agency) and offers to walk me home. I usually have my own umbrella but he pouts until I share his with him... something about “killing romance” if I don’t. He’s also... not brought an umbrella and still walked over to walk me home when it’s pouring outside... (like a lot of his actions) I don’t know why he does this; he jokes about how he needed to wash his hair anyway or something. ;;;; I can’t deny sharing an umbrella with him on those days. I’m not that cold hearted...

Florges - How fancy would your F/O get when it comes to gifts?

Gifts are common but they vary a lot. I’m not one for fancy gifts unless it’s something specific (mostly electronics), but gifts from him are usually practical in that it’s something I’d use often or something ive mentioned wanting but those are usually for special occasions or on rough days. Theres a third category which is the “saw this and thought you’d like it” which is mostly plushies or cute things cause he knows I’m shy about talking about my interests and it’s his way of saying he supports me, I think.

Minior - What kind of dates do you two prefer? An outdoor one (like a picnic) or one in the city (dinner date for example)?

Mostly city dates to some hidden gems in Yokohama. Various dives, arcades, food venders, bars ect. Also Festivals if there’s one going on. I think he likes the ego boost of him being right about guessing places Id like. He’s never been wrong but he rubs it in sometimes (especially when I doubt him). He’s never been wrong before about these things.

Chandelure - Describe what a night in a haunted mansion would be like with your F/O.

A lot like Seven, pranks and cuddles but more heavy on the pranks cause he’s a sadistic jerk. ùwú);;; I’ve never seen him afraid of anything so he probably wouldn’t believe something being haunted. He’d chalk up noises being either the house settling or a branch or something, or if it’s obviously something human in nature, he’d figure it’s someone (alive) being in the house. Tho he is a jerk, if I got too scared, he’d either try and go investigate whatever is going on (detective habit ig), or he’d distract me somehow...

Thank you for the questions ow

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Me being nervous around my best boys -A-);

I found this really cute Picrew and so i did two oops

feel free to chain this if you’d like!!!

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I have very stupid hcs 1/????:

Ever since O.samu told me he likes crabs, I’ve sent him the video crab rave everyday without fail. I was expecting him to get annoyed by it by now but he loves it very much.

D.azai: she’s the one she’s my soulmate

Atsushi:

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🐶 with Dazai? - Prophet

Heya Prophet! Always good to hear from ya nwn)

🐶: If you and your f/o were to get a pet, what would it be?

This has been a frequently source of dispute for as long as we’ve been together -w-); I love dogs and I want a dog but for reasons he refuses to elaborate on, Dazai like... hates dogs... HATES them :( its not in a scared of them type way either which I could understand but I digress... he’s made it clear that a dog is nonnegotiable so I’ve given up on that discussion.

I also like cats which he also likes so we’re thinking of adopting one from a shelter when things have settled down... tho if you ask him, he’ll say we already have a cat, but I don’t think him having an apprentice that turns into a Large Tiger counts... and I doubt said coworker would appreciate that...

Thank you prophet! Have a nice week, ok?

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💕: Who’s the clingier one in the relationship?💚: Who gets jealous?💞: How do you both express affection? For Dazai~

Meari always coming to save the day! Thank you :3c

💕: Who’s the clingier one in the relationship?

Dazai. He’s not at first but after the initial “oh guess im in love and loved back and nothing is exploding” is over he’s... very clingy

💚: Who gets jealous?

... I do -w-);;; Dazai is very attractive to most people outside of those he knows personally and he has a bit of a reputation for... uh... certain things;;; and its not that i don’t trust him... I just get insecure and i still don’t entirely understand why he’s with me of all people...;;;

💞: How do you both express affection?

He is very affectionate in most ways but while he’ll dramatically show affections verbally and with pda, that’s more for show (and to make me flustered;;;) his main form of affection is just paying attention and listening? And doing small things to make things a little easier for me. He pretends that it’s no big deal or he’s doing it for selfish reasons but I know that’s not entirely true. He also teases and bothers me constantly -A-);; sadistic jerk...

As for me, I do more of the small acts of kindness rather than initiating things but I’m also just there for him ig? Even if we.’fe just sitting in silence I’m around to keep him company and try to make sure he doesn’t get too lost in his head and he takes care of himself.

Thanks for the questions! ❤️

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4 and 12 for DAZAI

*squints* this is literally how I planned this to go in my canon how did you know that. (Maybe it’s unoriginal but meh) this goes along with canon but after Dazai is... not where he is rn in the current arc... gonna be vague about it cause spoilers even tho most people probably know already and if they don’t then my icon gives it away anyway??? Meh (anyway thx Nougat, you’re golden :Pc)

4. Love Confession

12. Meeting again after a long time of not being able to see each other

Warnings: a lot of anxiety stuff and a little bit of suicide ideation...

He didn’t know how he ended up at the pier. His aimless walking around the familiar city lead him here. He didn’t particularly believe in destiny (or karma in this case) but some malevolent force must have been at play to put him face to face with the person he least wanted to see right now.

She nearly jumped out of her skin when she turned around to see him standing there. He wasn’t surprised at that reaction; it was akin to someone seeing a ghost... or a monster.

For once he wasn’t sure what to do. Ango must have filled her in on the atrocities he had committed, and no matter how much he wish he could shift the blame to his former friend, he had knew his secret would be revealed sooner or later.

So he did what he always did.

“Hey Copycat~” He sneered with a smile that seemed a little too forced. “Did ya miss me~”

He had tried to distance himself from her shortly before his past had come to light. He told himself he had done it to protect her. He felt himself falling and he couldn’t loose her like he’d lost so many before... he was cursed to suffer, he knew that. And he knew she’d be better off without him.

She had started walking towards him. His thoughts swarmed like with plans of action: he could run, he could jump into the ocean, end it all now, but he couldn’t face her, he wasn’t ready to hear her rejection, her disgust, he didn’t want to loose her too, he couldn’t do it again.

She reached him and everything stopped.

Her warmth washed over him and dragged him down like the waves hitting the port.

They now were knelt on ground as she held him so tight like he’d disappear again if she didn’t. Even with her head buried in the crook of his neck he only heard her trying to comfort him, coaxing him to take deep breaths as if he was the one shaking uncontrollably desperately trying to hold himself together, as if he could barely breathe. The need to be closer to her suddenly possessed him and he returned the hug warily. He didn’t want to break her anymore than he already had with his absence.

There was so much he wanted to tell her, about his past with the port mafia, his reason for joining the ADA, how he had failed his best friend and would no doubt fail her too, how no matter how hard things were the thought of her helped him push through it... and how much that scared him.

“I’m sorry I kept you waiting, my dear...” he murmured, trying to ignore the wavering of his voice and the wet streaks on his face. They weren’t the exact words he wanted to tell her; the weight of those words terrified him more than anything.

He pressed his lips to the crown of her head, hoping she could wait a little longer for him to tell her everything.

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Ok sooooo uhhhhhhhh I maybe have two separate branches of what happens when Yen goes to Yokohama. One she joins the ADA and one she’s forced to work working at the Special Abilities Department (place where Ango works). This fic is set in the latter. (I’m gonna have to wxplain all this eventually are I? uwu);;;;;;;)

Anyway, This is what happens when you talk too much to @blackquills-wife aka Mary “I love Ango hhhh” Sakaguchi. :| 

In which Ango worries a lot and Yen and Dazai are obnoxiously unaware of how in love they are.

Ango Sakaguchi did not get his job by being careless. The success of his work was very much dependent on him being in top of things. He had to manage all those under him and did so professionally and efficiently.

This is why he had made a habit of checking on Yen as often as he does. A few times a week, he’d walk her out of their shared work building, chat with her over lunch, always asking about how she was and how she was adjusting to her fairly new life in Yokohama.

Yen herself was oddly perfect for her job: she followed orders to a tee, never talked back and was always reliable. It helped she was very polite to most. She never questioned his interest in her and always greeted him with a “hello” when they did talk. He’d never heard her complain about the wild goose chases that the department made her do. The most abnormal thing about her were the circumstances that lead her to work for the government agency. The fact she was under surveillance by the very agency she worked for just meant she tended to get the jobs no one wanted. But all in all, Yen tried her best in her shitty situation and Ango couldn’t help but admire her for it...

No... Yen wasn’t what had him chatting with her as the two headed out of work for the night. The Reason in question was where he always was when Yen left work, reclined on a nearby bench, ignoring the occasional confused glances he received from those passing by.

The Reason’s name was Dazai, and he had a habit of making anything he was involved with “complicated”.

Ango knew Dazai was a brilliant detective and very capable. Since joining the armed detective agency, he was a little more well behaved than he had been in the past. He even seemed happier. While Ango considered the detective as a friend, Ango couldn’t help but worry about Dazai’s intentions with his newest subordinate. The fact that this friendship was Very one sided and Dazai only came to Ango when he wanted something, only made Ango more wary of this unlikely friendship between Yen and Dazai... And he hates not knowing...

“Another night on the town?” He questioned, holding the door open as Yen exited the building. She glanced at him confused before noticing Dazai, who had now sat up on the bench and waved towards her with a cheesy grin on his face.

“I guess that’s a yes.” She chuckled, waving shyly towards the brunette as they approached him. “These are often spur of the moment things with him it seems.” She sighed and if it hadn’t been for the small smile on her face, one would’ve thought she was annoyed.

Dazai has stood up by now, hands casually in his pockets still grinning towards Ango’s coworker. “Fancy seeing you here, little mouse~” The nickname only confused Ango even more... when did that start?

Even more confusing was how Yen barely acknowledged it, simply rolling her eyes at tall man. “You know I work here, Mr. Detective.” She brought her hand to her face, pretending to consider something, “Though this is much nicer than how we usually run into each other.”

“You have to admit, I make your work days a lot more interesting though.”

“Yes, because getting soaking wet while fishing you out a river is the definition of ‘fun’. Though you seem to love playing the Damesel In Distress.”

“Only when you’re the one saving me, my dear.” By the time Dazai winked, Ango’s head was spinning after witnessing this extremely casual conversation. Yen glared at the ground while Dazai chuckled at her reaction.

Having about enough of this, whatever this was, Ango cleared his throat loudly. In the blink of an eye, the mood changed, with Yen, remembering that her boss was in earshot of this conversation, looking like she was about to turn tail and run. Dazai’s eyes flashed a cold look towards his old drinking buddy before remembering Yen’s presence and plastering on a too-wide smile.

“Good evening Dazai.” Ango tried, standing his ground against the all too familiar fake smile his friend was giving him.

“Ango.” Dazai responded, his smile not reaching his eyes.

A chill passed through the bespectacled Agent. It’s times like these that remind Ango that detective in front of him and “The Demonic Prodigy” were one in same.

Dazai could make anyone’s life a living hell if provoked.

Yen, either sensing the tension or just discomforted by the silence, lightly bumped her shoulder against the Detective’s side. Dazai seamlessly relaxed and focused on his new drinking buddy, looking fondly down at her and launched in theatrics.

“Well, shall we, belladonna? The night is young and ours for the taking!” He announced, waving his arms dramatically.

“Do you have more of what Yokohama has to offer to show me?” Yen crosses her arms at his dramatic flourish.

“My dear, we have barely scratched the surface! Come along! There’s so much to see and so little time.” He spun around and paused smiling back at Ango. “Bye, Ango, hope you get hit by a bus.” With that, Dazai walked away, humming a little tune to himself.

Between the whiplash from the change in tone and Dazai’s parting words to him, Ango barely managed to stop Yen from hurrying after the dramatic detective. She looked back at him, obviously confused at the abrupt action.

“Yen...”

“Yes Mr. Sakaguchi?”

He knew telling Yen what he knew about Dazai, who he was before this, was not his place. But apart of him, the part of him that wasn’t just a government agent, needed to warn her about what she was getting herself into.

He focused on staring her in the eyes, choosing his next words carefully and hoping she understood he only had good intentions.

“Be careful.”

Yen gave him a confused look and started to ask something but was interrupted by Dazai calling her from down the sidewalk. Instead she smile at him and bid her Superior goodnight before hurrying and the brunette, playfully bumping her hip into his side, telling him about her day.

Ango watched as the two walked off. Ango doubted that Dazai would hurt Yen on purpose. This “New Dazai” was a lot of things but he seemed firmly against hurting the innocent. And whatever the nature of his and Yen’s relationship, he seemed very fond of her.

He sighed and pushed up his glasses. Dazai never made things simple. There was a small part of him, that noted that Dazai hadn’t once tried to convince Yen to quit her job at the department. Through all the empty threats and glares, Dazai still trusted Ango with someone who seemed important to him...

This small hope of trust and even possible reconciliation was enough to ease his worries a little.