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gluttonyedits · 5 months ago
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requested by anon: Qin Yi moodboard based off the song Entertaining by HalaCG
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m4aneat3r · 3 years ago
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            policemen swear to god
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cheriblos · 3 years ago
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🍰 we're dancing in the sky ! 🌸 pink stimboard . . .?! 🍮
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queenlilithofninir · 4 years ago
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Legends tell of an ancient queen, who once ruled Lilith. The stories tell of her beauty, and how its rumored her spirit still roams the palace's halls, dressed all in white...
Lilith/Huihuicao (Shining Nikki) as a ghost 🕯️👻
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sugarrushmonki · 6 years ago
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Sunshine Bobo mood board! 🌞☀️
Icon is made @nikkiedits 🙋‍♀️
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Hey, you make fabulous moodboards. Can I ask for one where Nikki is the knight in shining armor and Vince is the princess in the tower. Please, xoxo
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Hiii I don't know if you are the usual Vinikki anon but welcome back or just welcome! Here you go, I hope you like it
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gluttonyedits · 1 year ago
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requested by 🍷anon: Ryan Mercury moodboard based off the song Matoryoshka by Hachi
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ji-jii-visha · 3 years ago
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Name Moodboard:✨ Maria✨
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No one knows what you have been through or what your pretty little eyes have seen, but I can reassure you ~ whatever you have conquered, it shines through your mind.
Nikki Rowe
Song recommendations:
💃 💃 💃 💃 💃 💃 💃 💃 💃
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akihabaradivision · 3 years ago
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Akihabara Division ⭐
Main: @palenightmarefestival
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Akihabara Division Otaku Corps are an all-female rap group consisting of famous Manga Artist and Division Leader, Yumi Keiko, Paranormal Investigator, Hiromi Criss, and world-renowned E-gamer, Yoshie Nikki.
The group's main color is light blue, though they all like rainbow.
The group's symbol is the star. Though there are numerous of them in the night sky, only a select few shine brightly. They all claim to have their own star that started out small, but gained strength from the surrounding stars and now shines brightly.
All members have a star somewhere on their person: Keiko has a star pendent on the collar of her school shirt, Criss has a design on her undershirt, and Nikki has stars on both sides of her headphones that she carries around.
The group's hand sign from Rhyme Anima is basically the 'OK sign' signal with their off hand. Their index finger is held down by their thumb, with the rest of their fingers sticking out.
These three young women were regarded as nerds in school, but are now famous in their own areas. They seek to increase their fame in the D.R.B.
Masterlist:
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★ Keiko Yumi ★
Character Profile
Family
Moodboard
Timeline
Birthday Event 2023
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★ Criss Hiromi ★
Character Profile
Family
Moodboard
Timeline
Birthday Event 2023
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★ Nikki Yoshie ★
Character Profile
Family
Moodboard
Timeline
Birthday Event 2024
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★ Extras ★
Character Inspirations
Before & After
Team Dynamics
Extra Wardrobe
A Day in the Life
Voice Claims
Profile Cards
Pride Month Headcanons
The Team Members' Houses
Picrews
Isekai Outfits
Otaku Corps 1st Anniversary
Valentine's Day 2023
Halloween 2023, 2024
★ Albums (Songs & Drama Tracks) ★
First Album
Living Life By One's Own Rules, Not Someone Else's (TBC) - Part 1, Part 2, Part 3
Kizuna/Bonds
Alternative Rap Battle
Survival of the Illest
Hoodstar+
Division Rap Battle
Glory or Dust
Division Battle Anthem
Next Stage
United Emceez -Enter the Hexagon- (Otaku Corps & Oculus Ver.)
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litol-kitten · 3 years ago
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+.* welcome to my safe space *.+
please stick around to read everything!
fandom agere blog: @kiddo-characters
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dni *.+
nsfw, kink, age play + variants or condone it (even "sfw"), basic dni stuff (racist, queerphobic, sexist, ect), anti-recovery, ed/proana/thinspo, gore, proship, pedo/map, anti self dx, -14, 420, fnaf
please dont dm me just saying "hi" but i am more than happy to talk to yall<3
if you wouldnt show your blog to a little kid, dni !!!
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about me *.+
♡ 19
♡ little ! veeery rarely cg. pls do not ask me to babysit/be your carer. i will let everyone kno if i wanna sit!
♡ no cg (not looking)
♡ 2-12
♡ i regress to deal with stress + depression + trauma
♡ voluntary and involuntary
♡ pansexual
♡ genderless, catgender, lpsgender
♡ gender non-conforming (masc lean)
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what you'll find *.+ (my own posts are under #my posts)
♡ obviously agere content (text posts, photos, aesthetics, ect)
♡ stimmy stuff
♡ coloring pages
♡ good vibes!
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where else you can find me *.+
@miku-mayhem (fandom)
@mikumay-art (art)
@shiningnoah (love + shining nikki)
@hawkfeather-designs (warrior cats designs)
@angeliccfawn (moodboards)
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malnatihq · 4 years ago
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                     — 👻 HAUNTED HALLOWEEK: an event !!
the malnati: but make it spooky !! every year, the malnati’s spare no expense to create the most haunting hotel experience in the business, and of course, 2020 is no different !! LED lights are replaced with flickering candles ( flameless of course ), usually chic curtains are swapped out for velvet draperies, and don’t be alarmed - the old rotary phones will still work just as well as the iPads in your suites when you need to call down for a midnight snack !! dark lights shine against the building’s exterior && old timey music is played throughout the hotel, including the elevator on the off chance that it gets stuck. we’re told not to worry about that, though, they’ve been recently serviced ... enjoy live jazz music performances in the ballroom at dinner each night as we put on some extravagant events during the season !! you’ll find an itinerary of all the activities that you can participate in, or ones that you may be scheduled to work !! and speaking of our legendary malanati staff: please do pick up your vintage uniforms from the break room lockers so you match the aesthetic that’s been established during haunted halloweek !! it is sure to be a spook-tacular time as we welcome the ghost hunter convention guests, as well !! not to raise the hair on anyone’s neck but, it is rumored that the hotel is haunted, with supposed ghost encounters and sightings during this time of year, but do not be alarmed; there has not been a reported incident of any severity since 2006 ... or, not one that the malnatis are aware of at least ... either way !! sleep tight, don’t let the bed bugs bite, and there’s nothing to fear if you hear a bump in the night !! ( note: the malnati has no reported bed bug cases ) happy halloween !!
this event is brought to you in collaboration with another dynamic duo: nikki & nika
                                    EXTENDED INFORMATION:
HAUNTED HALLOWEEK:
during this saturday-saturday week, the malnati will truly become a haunted hotel !! the decor changes alone will certainly be enough to transport you to an era where the tower of terror may not seem so ridiculous ... but you might even see something flash out of the corner of your eye, feel like there’s someone watching you from afar, hear a bump, creek && child’s laugh that you were sure wasn’t actually there ... anything is possible during this haunted halloweek !! staff schedules will be maintained, aside from wednesday where everyone will have the night off && guests are more than welcome to indulge in the many activities and events when they so please !! so whenever you have any time available - enjoy all of the spooky spectacles the malnati has to offer !! click to see the pinterest board that started it all
SATURDAY 10/24: welcome to the ghost hunter convention goers !! the hotel will be opening their week with an influx of ghost hunters, and with that, their knowledge and equipment !! so if you see them around the hotel investigating ... join them if you’d like, but don’t be alarmed !!
SUNDAY 10/25: the malnati presents: a pop-up escape room !! set up in the courtyard is a classic halloween movie inspired escape room, so grab a group of pals and wait in line to try your hand at the few available rooms !!
MONDAY 10/26: during the afternoon, there will be a halloween parade throughout the streets of chicago that you’re encouraged to experience !! in the evening at the hotel’s premiere restaurant, Mal’s, there will be some potion making classes where you can craft the perfect drink that’ll bewitch whoever gives it a sip !!
TUESDAY 10/27: get ready for a night filled with magic !! there will be a show put on in the ballroom that will certainly stun even the most skeptical of people ... the magicians are looking for volunteers as well, so contact the media blog to sign up !!
WEDNESDAY 10/28: throughout the afternoon, there will be tarot card readings available in the lounge !! but in the evening, there is going to be a haunted hotel scavenger hunt ... and more details about this will come later - it’s going to be a very fun && interactive experience like you’ve never seen before !!
THURSDAY 10/29: the halloween masquerade ball is tonight !! to truly get into the spooky spirit, the malnati hotel is hosting the most exclusive event of the season !! wear whatever costume, gown or disguise you would like, especially masks, extravagant makeup, face paint - it’s all encouraged !! there will be a live band playing all of the haunted hits && you can dance the night away with a bubbling brew in hand !! so while this event is happening on thursday IRL, it will be happening on halloween in RP time !!
FRIDAY 10/30: go enjoy the halloween movie marathon at the chi-town drive in !! all snacks are to be provided free of charge thanks to Mal’s restaurant !! as well as any extra blankets or pillows that you may need - just call room service and our housekeeping staff will be right up !!
HALLOWEEN 10/31: and here is the big day we have all been waiting for !! there will be hotel suite trick-or-treating for those who wish to fill up their satin pillowcases with candy, or to pass it out to some of the adorable kiddos that come each year !! and do not forget that tonight is the last one to submit any costume or pet costume contest submissions !!
THINGS TO DO:
while this event is happening in real time, and this is not an au, there is still an element that we need your help deciding for you muses !! as noted, there are guests staying at the hotel this week as they attend some ghost hunter conventions in chicago !! and considering the lore behind the hotel, there might be some sights to see at the malnati ... with this, we’ve got a couple of questions for you !! is your muse a believer, or do they thinks ghosts only exist in movies ?? and will they be doing any ghost hunting during this week ?? would you want to be one of the magic show volunteers ?? let us know on the main, because we may have a couple of follow up questions to ask you ...
and with many of our events, we’ve got a couple of contests going !! on halloween, our costume contest && pet costume contest will close, so be sure to post those onto the dash before then to enter into a raffle to win 25 points !!
where: this event is going to be held on the dash and you can write starters pertaining to anything whenever you’d like !! there will be a discord event that’ll be on thursday !! please post any open starters, text messages, snapchats, etc. in the starter tag ( malnatistarters ) !!
when: saturday october 24th until saturday october 31st !! this is a week long event irl and in rp time !!
discord event: THURSDAY 10/29 : HALLOWEEN MASQUERADE BALL !! : this event will take place on a separate discord server that we will be sending out the link to starting at 5:30 pm EST for those who would like to join !! all muses are invited to enjoy a night full of dancing, live performances, themed drinks including the blue brains slushees, and more surprises to come !! be sure to come dressed to the nines && share with everyone your incredible masquerade costumes !! this event will be happening on thursday IRL, but for the sake of the rp, the masquerade ball will happen on halloween night ( we just wanted to do it a lil early in case anyone did have halloween plans !! )
ooc: threads can be posted starting at midnight EST friday into saturday and we will end them on 11:59 pm EST on october 31st. event threads can be continued to finish them up after the 31st, but no new threads should be started. as always, you can do non-event threads during the weekend if you would like !! and you never have to participate in events or any au weeks that we do in the future ( not that this is an au but alksdjf ) if you would prefer not to !!
etc: anything related to the event such as social media posts, ootd, playlists, moodboards can be posted !! if you want to further your plots and character development, this will be the time to do so !! if anyone has any q’s, please direct them our way !!
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hazthediv · 6 years ago
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The Sun Will Shine, Pt 3 - H.O.
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Thanks to Ana (@sweetosterfield) for this lovely moodboard, you are amazing ilysm!!
Pairing: Fuckboy!Haz x Reader (The Fault in our Stars AU)
Word Count : 4.5K
Summary :  When you get faced with death, you have two choices: either wait for it to come or live your best life until it does. Y/N has had cancer for almost a year and if it wasn’t for her best friend, Harrison Osterfield, she would have chosen the first option. But something in the blue of his eyes made her decide to live what little she has left as best as she can.
Note : It isn’t really a TFIOS AU, the only thing in common is that Y/N has cancer but whatever
Warnings: Mention of death
Additional Note: I’m extremely sick lately and I struggled to write this chapter (that’s why it’s shorter) but I hope you’ll still like it haha
Another additional note: I try to post an update every Monday if that helps you to know when you should expect a new chapter.
Part one | Part two
You woke up as Haz was getting up from your bed, somewhere in the middle of the night. You whined a little and he chuckled.
“Sorry, love, but I just can’t fall asleep right now”, he whispered.
You watched him in the silver rays of the moon.
“Where are you going?” you asked.
“Just in my own bed, don’t worry about it”, he answered.
He put a strand of hair out of your face, his thumb lingering on your cheek before he pulled away and walked out of the room.
Still half asleep, you didn’t quite realize that he was really gone until you rolled over, the sheets still warm from his presence earlier. That woke you up completely and you found yourself staring at your ceiling.
You felt lonely and cold for a moment, as the words the doctors had spoken echoed in your head once again. They always did, they always fucking did but now it was worst. It was worst because hope was gone. It was long gone and all that was left was dread. Dread for the moment it will be over, dread for the moment your eyes wouldn’t open again.
When Haz was there with you, it was easier. But now that he was gone, it was awful. He was the rock anchoring you in the present and without him you just couldn’t.
Warm tears rolled down your cheeks and you hid your face in your pillow to muffle your sobs as your body was shaken by them. For a moment you thought about your life and you allowed yourself to break down. Completely break down. Life had never been easy for you and now you were afraid that death wasn’t going to be easy either. Because it would be slow and you would just get worse and worse until it was over. Hell, this wasn’t even the worst part. The worst part was that Harrison would have to move on with his life after you’d die and you were oh so jealous of it. You wanted to have a life too, you wanted to be able to do the things you had wanted to do forever, you wanted to have a family. But that was a privilege that had been taken from you.
Unbeknownst to you, Haz was lying in his bed, his face hidden in his pillow as sobs raked his body. He didn’t want to lose you. Not at all. And just lying there with you… Eventually it would be gone. And it scared the shit out of him and he didn’t want that happening.
He couldn’t sleep at night unless he was with someone because his thoughts always went back to you. And tonight, as he was lying in your bed with you next to him, it had been even worse. Because he didn’t want you to see that he was aching too. He didn’t want you to feel bad about it because he knew damn well you would feel bad if you’d known that he was hurting too.
Tom’s words always came back to his mind and he refused to believe in them. He didn’t want to have feelings for you, not one bit. He wanted you to just be a friend so when he’ll see your coffin lowering in the ground he wouldn’t have to say goodbye to someone he loved too. And he was an expert at that: pushing his emotions away. But everyone broke down sometimes and he made no exception. So he cried that night, he cursed life for its cruelty and promised himself not to fall for you. To keep everything platonic… as if it was really going to change something.
Haz knew that when morning came, he would have to act as if nothing happened during the night. He would have to put his mask back on and treat you like a friend or even more like a sister. That way everything would be fine.
The sun rose lazily in the sky, the day promising to be a beautiful day. Since time was running out, you had already bought plane tickets to France yesterday and the plane was leaving in the evening today.
When you finally decided that trying to fall back asleep was pointless, you got up from your bed, grabbing your stuff to go take a shower. It wasn’t even 6 AM yet but you felt wide awake. Which was weird, you usually always were tired. But you weren’t going to complain, it felt great not to be exhausted for once.
When you got out of the shower, you decided to cook breakfast. Well, breakfast was only pancakes but it occupied your thoughts for a moment. Eating the pancakes was a little more difficult because you weren’t hungry at all. You finished only one, leaving the rest to Haz if he wanted to eat them when he’ll get up.
You returned to your room then and took your suitcase from the wardrobe. You put it on the bed and started going through your clothes. You chose what you were going to bring and what you were going to leave behind, knowing damn well that you would probably never see what you didn’t bring again.
It was almost 10 AM when you were done packing your suitcase. You lied down on your bed next to it and took your cellphone out of your pocket. You started scrolling down on your Instagram, only to fall asleep a couple of minutes later.
That’s how Haz found you around 11 AM, not long after he got up. He let you sleep, knowing you needed to rest if you wanted to be ready for the long trip awaiting you. He too prepared his stuff and when he was done he invited Tom and the twins over. This way you would be able to say goodbye to Tom, Harry and Sam before leaving on the trip. Who knew, you might were never going to come back.
Finally, the whole family came to your flat and the sound of their chatter woke you up. You got up from your bed, trying to figure out what time it was and how long you had slept. Turns out it was the middle of the afternoon and that you were soon going to have to leave to the airport. Haz’s mom was going to drive you there, but she wasn’t in the living room yet when you walked in.
Nikki gave you a long hug the minute you walked in. When she pulled away, you noticed she had tears in her eyes. You looked down. You didn’t want to hurt her, or anyone for that matter, but you knew that your decision to do your list would lead to that. Because the persons you had known all your life would never see you again. Or they would only see you on your death bed, which was kind of worse if you were being honest. You wanted everyone to remember you as some full of life person, not as a corpse. Although everyone here had already seen you during your chemo treatments, which meant they had seen you as a corpse, they had also known you long before your cancer. And you wanted them to remember the girl you were back then.
So that’s how you acted all along. Like a normal girl who didn’t have a cancer. You found it easy to do so and it was refreshing. It felt great, even though everyone around you seemed to act carefully with you. You knew they paid attention not to say certain things and you could tell that their laughter and smiles were kind of forced but it was better than nothing. You weren’t going to let that affect you, not anymore. Not in the middle of the day, when it was so easy to pretend as if everything was alright.
Haz’s mom and stepdad arrived not so long after you had joined the Hollands, Charlotte following behind them. They had brought Monty with them and you laughed as the dog sprinted to you. He sat at your feet as you greeted Phil with a hug that pretty much resembled the one you had given to Nikki earlier. Charlotte hugged you too and it took a long time for her to let go. You knew she was crying by the way her body was shaking and it brought tears to your eyes. You blinked them away: you were at peace with your decision, there was no need to cry.
You hugged Charlotte until she stopped crying, only then letting go of her. She dried her tear-stained cheeks, a small laugh falling from her lips.
“Sorry about that”, she mumbled.
“Don’t worry about it, Char”, you smiled.
She smiled back at you and then excused herself to go to the bathroom.
As she left, you looked around you. Maybe you didn’t have parents and siblings, but these people were your family. They had always been there for you and it felt great to be around all of them one last time. You laughed with them and teared up when Nikki said that you were the daughter she had never had.
Over all, the afternoon was extremely emotional. Of course it was, you were saying goodbye to the people that had been your family these past few years. More than goodbye, you were saying farewell. Because you knew that you weren’t going to come back. Yes, you had some time, but not a lot. Clearly not enough to come back here after having completed your list. Especially since the tulips in Holland were only out in May. That’s if you made it to May… Which you weren’t quite sure of but it was pointless to worry about it right now.
Eventually, it was time to go. You hugged every single person in the room, thanking them for everything they had done for you. You tried not to cry and almost succeeded until you hugged Nikki. Then you let the tears roll down your cheeks shamelessly, laughing about it with her and Phil. And as you were talking with the two moms, Haz was in the kitchen, with his sister and Tom.
“It’s great, what you’re doing”, Charlotte gently said.
“He’s doing it cause he loves her”, Tom stated, which gained him a punch on the shoulder.
“Stop fucking saying that, mate”, Haz grumbled. “I’m not.”
“Are you serious?” Charlotte asked as she laughed a little. “You’ve been head over heels for her ever since elementary school.”
“I haven’t”, Haz groaned.
“Whatever”, Charlotte said. “I’m just glad you’re the one going with her.”
“Why?” asked Haz.
“I wouldn’t have been able to go”, Charlotte explained. “It… it isn’t going to end well and ... and…”
“Let’s try not to think about this, shall we?” Tom interjected.
Haz pulled his sister into a hug as a new wave of tears rolled down her cheeks.
“Why am I crying constantly lately?” she mumbled in his chest.
“We all react in different ways”, Haz stated. “That’s your way of showing you care.”
“And how do you show you care?” she asked.
His heart ached in his chest for a moment. I don’t. I can’t.
“By accompanying her, I guess?” he said instead.
“Right, I’m a div”, Charlotte laughed. “You guys will miss Christmas though.”
“At this point, I don’t think Y/N cares about Christmas”, Tom stated.
“I know, but it still sucks”, Charlotte argued. “It would be the last Christmas we’d get to spend with her.”
“Hey, maybe there’s an experimental treatment”, Haz interjected. “If we’re lucky there’s one and the doctors will call Y/N and she will be just fine.”
“You never lose hope, don’t you?” Charlotte asked softly.
Never. Haz smiled slightly but you walked in before he had the chance to answer.
“We’ve gotta go”, you told Haz.
Charlotte ran to you to hug you one last time.
“Christmas will be boring without you”, she whispered.
You laughed lightly. “We’ll facetime on Christmas Eve.”
“You better”, the girl replied which caused you to laugh.
You then walked to your room with Tom, who helped you with your luggage.
“I’m gonna miss your dorky face”, Tom said as you were alone in your room.
“I’ll miss you too, you div”, you replied and he chuckled.
“Take care of Haz”, he gently said.
“I will”, you promised. “While I can. Promise me you’ll take care of him though, once I… once I’ll be gone.”
Tom blinked away some tears. “I will, I promise. I won’t leave him alone. He’ll probably think I’m an annoying dickhead but I’ll be there for him I swear.”
You pulled him into a hug as he rambled and he closed his arms around you.
“God, this is harder than I thought it would be”, Tom whispered.
“We’re never ready for this kind of stuff”, you stated. “I’m not ready either. But I feel like I’m the lucky one in all of this.”
“What do you mean?” Tom asked.
“I won’t have to look at someone I care for wither and die”, you murmured. “I won’t have to go on knowing I lost someone I cared for.”
“Y/N…” Tom said.
“I’m just afraid it’s going to break Haz”, you added. “He’s so fucking fragile and I wished I could be there for him after everything but I won’t. I’ll be gone and there’s nothing we can do about it. He’ll have to look at me dying and… and… I shouldn’t have asked me to come, is it too late to cancel everything?”
“Hey, hey, whoa, whoa, whoa, calm down”, Tom said. “Haz wants to come with you more than anything. And you need to stop thinking about others this much. You want him to come because you don’t want to be alone and that’s totally fair. And I’ll be there after everything and he’ll make it through it. Everybody does. I promise, don’t worry about this. You’re going on the trip of your life now, try to think about this instead.”
You nodded your head against Tom’s chest. He was right. You knew he was. Whether it was on a trip or back home, Haz would have had to watch you die anyway. It was better to have fun during the process, right? Staying home wouldn’t lead to much fun, that you knew.
“Thanks for saying this, Tom”, you whispered.
“My pleasure, love”, he said. “Now, let’s get moving. You wouldn’t want to miss your plane.”
You pulled away, wiping your tears. As Tom walked out of your room with your luggage, you said goodbye to your room. It wasn’t very difficult to say goodbye to it, you didn’t own lots of stuff and you weren’t leaving a lot behind. You didn’t look back as you stepped out and closed the door behind you.
Phil and Charlotte were waiting for you at the flat’s door. You put on your coat and your boots, staying silent. Right now, you knew that if you were to say something you would cry. So you figured it was better to stay silent.
It was a little more difficult to say goodbye to the flat. You remembered hours of laughing and having fun with Harrison and Tom and everyone here, in the living room. You still were healthy when you had moved here with Haz a year and a half ago and the beginning had been the best time of your life. Haz was fun to be around and even more fun to live with, even though he had a tendency to bring girls back at the most unfortunate moment.
You wondered if that was going to be different on the trip. You hoped it would, since you were probably going to be sleeping in the same hotel room all along. Whatever.
As you closed the door behind you, you said goodbyes to some of your best memories. Some of the worst too. Like the few nights after you had learned about your cancer, nights you wouldn’t have been able to go through without Haz by your side.  But there were also the nights when you had watched scary movies and Haz was so scared he was hiding behind a blanket all along. Those nights you had had to hold him for him to fall asleep. There were also the nights when you had been hanging around with Tom, the twins, Tuwaine and Haz, playing poker or whatever the guys wanted to do, you just tagging along because after all this was your home.
This was the hardest part. Saying goodbye to your home. But then, when you walked down the stairs and caught an icy blue gaze, you felt alright. Home was coming with you and would be with you till the very last moment. No need to be sad.
You said goodbye to everyone once again before climbing on the backseat of Phil’s car. Haz was sitting on your right and Charlotte was on your left.
“So, what are you going to do on that little trip of yours?” Phil asked.
“Lots and lots of things”, you smiled. “First we’re going to France to go paragliding and maybe bungee jumping. Then we’re off to Australia to learn how to surf and you know, to do everything people do in Australia. Then it’s Bali, South Africa, Norway, the US and we finish in Holland for the tulips.”
“Wow, that’s a lot”, Phil said.
“Yeah, I know”, you replied.
Both of you didn’t say what you had in mind, which was that you probably wouldn’t have the time to do everything.
The rest of the ride was spent talking about less interesting stuff, like where you were going to stay and if you had remembered to bring a toothbrush. You weren’t surprised when Haz said he had forgotten to bring one. He always did forget stuff like that.
When the car stopped in the airport’s car park, Haz’s stepdad got out, soon followed by Phil, Charlotte and Haz. You got out too, shivering when the cold wind hit your face. Brian took care of your luggage as you walked to the airport. You stopped before the security to say goodbye to everyone again.
You pulled Phil into a hug.
“Thanks for everything you did for me”, you told her as a tear slid down your cheek.
“My pleasure, Y/N”, she whispered with a small voice. “You’re an amazing girl, I loved taking care of you.”
You held her closer as you felt her body shaking. You hated this. You hated when people cried because of you. Perhaps that was the reason you were going as far as you could to die… so nobody would witness it. Except Haz.
When Phil pulled away, you smiled to her through your own tears. Brian hugged you then and you told him approximatively the same thing you had told Phil. Charlotte was next and the most difficult too. Because she was like a sister to you and you cared about her a lot and it hurt to think that this was probably the last time you were going to see her in person.
At some point though, you have to learn to let go. So you let go of her, telling her again that you would facetime on Christmas Eve and then you looked over at Haz, who was saying goodbye to his parents. The boy’s gaze trailed over to you and he nodded. He too knew it was time to go.
You didn’t once look back as you walked away from the people who had taken care of you after you had been kicked out of your house years ago. You didn’t look back because you wouldn’t have been able to go if you had looked back. So you didn’t and you fought your tears until you were out of sight. Only then did you feel as the weight of the world had been taken off of your shoulder and you didn’t feel the lump in your throat anymore.
“God, this was more difficult than I imagined it to be”, you told Haz as you walked side by side.
“It was”, Haz agreed. “But now we’re on our way to France. It’s kind of exciting, isn’t it?”
His voice seemed caught up in his throat and you could tell that he was fighting his own tears. He didn’t seem excited one bit. You, on the other hand, were excited. Not a lot since you were still feeling heavy from all the tears you had cried today but just enough to keep putting one feet in front of the other.
“Yeah, it is”, you finally said.  
“And may I just mention that it’s the first time we’re taking the plane together?” he added and this time there was a light in his eyes. “This deserves an Insta story.”
“Wait, let’s find our gate first”, you suggested.
“I can do one while we walk, you div”, Haz laughed.
“True, I didn’t think about this”, you said. “Try not to show my face though, I must look horrible right now.”
Harrison put the hood of your hoodie over your head. “There you go.” He pulled on the laces so the hood hid your face as you tried to push him away.
“Haz, what are you doing?” you exclaimed, laughing.
“You said you look horrible so I hid your face”, he explained as you loosened the hood so you could see something. “Problem solved.”
“You’re a div”, you said.
“But now with that smile on your lips you look beautiful”, he admitted. “So am I really a div?”
“Shut up”, you said, blushing.
Haz took his cellphone from his back pocket and opened the Instagram app. He did a boomerang of the two of you and then posted it. You shook your head as you finally found your gate.
“Can’t believe we’re actually doing this”, you said.
“Doing what?” Haz asked.
“Are you dumb? The list, you div!” you laughed.
“Oh, oh right”, he said. “I’m tired, okay?”
“About that”, you said. “Why did you leave last night? It woke me up and I couldn’t sleep after.”
Harrison didn’t reply at first. He looked away from you, through the window on your left, behind which was the plane.
“I couldn’t sleep with you”, he admitted.
“Why’s that?” you asked.
For a moment he hesitated to tell you the truth, but he decided not to. He couldn’t.
“You were snoring”, he lied.
“Me? Snoring? That’s not possible”, you said. “You’re hiding something, aren’t you?”
“What, no!” Haz exclaimed as his cheeks turned pink.
“I know you enough to know you’re hiding something, Haz”, you said.
“No, I’m not hiding anything”, he replied, shaking his head. “Not at all.”
“Really?” you said, your eyebrows cocked.
“Has anyone ever told you you’re annoying?” he exasperatedly said.
“Has anyone ever told you you’re bad at lying?” you mimicked.
Harrison crossed his arms on his chest, sitting back in his chair. You copied his position.
“Stop this”, he said.
“What?” you asked innocently.
“Whatever you’re doing right now”, he answered.
“K”, you said before you both burst out laughing.
The boarding began then and you got up to walk to the queue that was slowly forming.
“So we’ll take a night train once we get to France”, Haz said.
“Yup”, you agreed. “We’ll land at Paris-Charles-de-Gaulle but we have to get to Chambéry.”
“How long’s the train ride?” asked Haz.
“About four hours and a half, I’d say”, you replied.
“What are we going to do while we wait for the hotel to open?” Haz inquired.
“Actually, I’ve chosen one that’s opened 24 hours”, you told him. “We’ll be fine.”
“Oh, great”, Haz said.
You gave your ticket to a flight attendant and then waited for Haz to be admitted on the flight too. Once he was, you walked together towards the plane.
“It’s the first time I’ll ever take a plane”, you said. “Well, the first time I’ll remember.”
“You don’t remember flying from the US to London?” Haz asked.
“Nah, I don’t”, you admitted. “I was four years old when I came, remember?”
“Yeah, I do remember���, Haz said.
You walked in the plane and one of the flight attendants explained to you where your seats were. You then walked to them before sitting down.
“But how come do you remember meeting me?” Haz asked, genuinely intrigued.
“Well, I don’t know, ask my brain”, you joked.
Haz laughed and leaned toward you. “Hey there, brain, why do you remember meeting me?”
You shoved Harrison away as you started laughing and a bright smile appeared on Haz’s lips. It was easy to be with you when you were laughing like that. He almost forgot that you were sick and going to die. Right now, you were just Y/N and that was all that mattered.
“Can I use your shoulder as a pillow?” Haz asked after the plane had lift-off.
You smiled softly. “Yeah, of course.”
You rested your head on top of his and fell asleep almost immediately. Haz fell asleep too, but that’s only because he was completely exhausted by the sleepless night he had just spent.
You woke up when the plane started to get lower in the sky as the descent began. Haz whined as you moved and you laughed.
“We’re landing”, you told him.
“I don’t care, I’m comfortable”, Haz mumbled.
“There’s no way you can be comfortable on my bony shoulder”, you laughed.
“But I am”, Haz insisted.
You laughed and he smiled softly as his heart skipped a beat. What?
He looked away as his cheeks turned pink. His thoughts went back to the night two nights ago, to Shelley and he tried to concentrate on that. Not on you and your smile and the way your eyes were lighting up right now as if there wasn’t any wrong in the world.
Once the plane landed, you got out and made your way to the train station which was actually in the airport. The train was leaving at 11:12 PM, which meant you still had almost an hour before it left, but both of you were tired and you decided to already board the train.
You settled inside of your cabin, which made you think a little to the cabin in the Hogwarts Express. Haz laughed when you said so, saying it looked nothing like the Hogwarts Express. You then went on on a debate regarding which Harry Potter house was better.
Once the train finally left the station, you both decided to lie down for the night. And although you had never thought it possible to fall asleep in a train, you quickly did. After an emotional day like the one you had just spent, you were exhausted enough to fall asleep anywhere, so why not a train?
Haz too found sleep easier than last night. Seeing you so full of life had made him feel lighter and for once his thoughts didn’t go back to your disease. He instead fell asleep, a soft smile on his lips at the thought of your childish laugh.
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gluttonyedits · 1 year ago
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requested by 🍷anon: Dodora moodboard based off the song Evil Food Eater Conchita by mothy Please do not tag as kin/ID/me unless you’re the requester.
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gluttonyedits · 2 years ago
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requested by @ozeca: Miraland moodboard with butterflies, snow, and the ocean
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Hello there Mod Wonder! I was wondering if I could request a Qin Yi (Shining Nikki) moodboard based on the song "Entertaining" by HalaCG on youtube? I thank you for your time either way!
THERE’S A SPARKLE FAN SONG? This is so good oh my god, I had a thrill listening to it! I’m looping it now, thanks anon. Your moodboard is posted!
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gluttonyedits · 5 months ago
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hii... do you mind making a yexiao stimboard from shining nikki? please and thank you! :> if not a stimboard, a moodboard would be cool too
No no it’s fine! I’m glad to say it’s posted!
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