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word count: 500
synopsis: 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒂 𝒄𝒖𝒕𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒍 𝒅𝒓𝒂𝒃𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎𝒆𝒓!𝒅𝒓𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒓
warnings: 𝒏𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒇𝒍𝒖𝒇𝒇
authors note: 𝒂 𝒒𝒖𝒊𝒄𝒌 𝒍𝒊𝒍 𝒇𝒊𝒄 𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒆𝒏𝒋𝒐𝒚! 𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 , 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒓𝒆𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒈!!
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F1 MASTERLIST

Your eyes flutter open, the spot beside you in bed is cold, blankets slightly crumpled from where he must’ve slipped out. You blink a few times, stretching with a small groan before tossing the covers off and padding out of the room in your oversized tee.
You find him a minute later, hunched slightly forward in his gaming chair, headset on, fingers quick on the keyboard. His voice is calm and focused as he talks to chat and his teammates, eyes locked on the screen. You smile softly, watching from the doorway.
He glances over—and the moment he sees you, his entire face lights up.
“Baby,” he grins, pushing his chair slightly back, arms open. “Come here.”
You shake your head, bashful. “I don’t wanna interrupt.”
His brows lift like you just said something ridiculous. “Baby, you never interrupt. Come on.”
You hesitate for only a second before walking over. The chat’s already going crazy:
“OMG WAIT HE HAS A GF???”
“THIS IS SO CUTE WTF.”
“I WANNA SEE HERRRRR.”
“W BRO.”
“DROP HER @ RN.”
You stand beside his chair, glancing at him with a nervous smile. “You sure?”
“Of course I’m sure,” he says, reaching for your hand and tugging you closer. “C’mere.”
You lean in, pressing a soft kiss to his lips and then his cheek. The chat absolutely erupts:
“SHE’S GORGEOUSSS.”
“W GIRL W GIRL.”
“THEY’RE SO CUTE I’M CRYING.”
“BRO’S WINNING IN LIFE.”
He doesn’t let go—just gently pulls you into his lap, arms wrapping around your waist like you belong there (because you do). You rest your head on his shoulder, watching his screen while his hands go back to the game.
Mostly.
Because a minute later, one hand stays firmly on your waist, fingers lazily tracing over the fabric of your shirt.
“OMG WAIT HE’S PLAYING WITH ONE HAND.”
“KING ENERGY.”
“THE DEDICATION IS REAL.”
He just smirks, glancing briefly at the chat. “Yeah… makes it more fun this way.”
You giggle softly against his neck. A yawn escapes your lips before you can stop it.
He slides his mic to the side, murmuring just for you, “You tired, baby?”
“A little,” you admit, rubbing your eyes, “but I’m hungry too.”
He smiles, squeezing your hip. “Say less.”
Then he returns to the mic. “Alright chat, I gotta go take care of wifey. Y’all be good.”
The chat’s final flurry scrolls by fast:
“AWWWWWWWW.”
“HE CALLED HER WIFEY 😭😭😭”
“W RELATIONSHIP.”
“BRB CRYING IN SINGLE.”
You tilt your head up, cheeks warm, eyes filled with love.
He glances down and winks. “Told you I’m lucky as fuck I found you.”
And you just smile—because you feel lucky too.
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answering for my own gg dr (as that’s the dr i’m most into atm hehe!):
1. my headphones, my lip balm and any form of sunscreen or setting spray. i like to listen to music pretty much all the time n feel good, so i need these items on me regardless of where i’m going lol
2. any ethel cain song. alike this reality, i’m a big daughter of cain in my dr too, and my fans are VERY aware of this fact haha. but in my gg dr i’m strangely - or, not so strangely cuz i go on about it and play it every live - associated with artificial love by exo! bro even non-fans know me from this song LMFAO
3. i love love to write! whether it’s lyrics for any upcoming songs or drafts for potential songs for other artists, it’s writing stories or journaling. fun fact, writing was actually the reason i’m an idol n in my current situation as a gg member. i went over for lessons after i finished school in england, and ended up in auditions lolllll. i also crochet and paint!
4. hmm.. i don’t really have any favourites. but my members n i visited busan one summer when we all had a week off. best trip ever. it was heaven and the weather didn’t disappoint either. we ate good food and rested - so i’d say even though it wasn’t a holiday, it comes very close to the ideal example for me.
5. i’m an idol!!! so i sing and dance and entertain and get to do it all with my girls. there are five of us, four born in 2001 (including me) and our maknae was born a month - though in another year - after the second youngest in 2002. i really enjoy it - sometimes it’s hard and i defo have moments of questioning my life choices, but i wouldn’t give it up for the world.
6. my youngie. ateez’s wooyoung. most of my friends are idols too - we don’t have much choice LOL, we’re so busy we don’t often see ppl outside of our work environment - but i consider woo as my closest ride-or-die friend. it helps we’re in the same company so we ALWAYS end up passing each other in the hallways or i just see him in general. i love that man he’s super funny n loves crazy hard, like wears his heart on his sleeve kind of crazy. but i would die for him end of
7. defo a night person. bro those days when schedules r SUPER early fucking SUUUCK. we’re up for like 4am - sometimes earlier - but you bet i will be in our car falling asleep. but do i wake up before we get to the shooting site??? yes i do. baddie shit. but no i am awful in the mornings gah DAMN 😭😭😭
8. i’m very similar in this reality, but i LOVE cats. hence why my entire group is literally based around the concept of felines. theyre so cute and the purring????? take me to HEAVEN! we have a few cats in our dorm room (which are cared for btw…) but you wouldn’t believe how hard i had to work to get these higher up mfs to allow us that privilege. lost A LOT of my dignity but was it worth it? 100%. love my furry friends!!
9. now. look. i have my days which i’m both, and i have my days i’m one or the other. but according to the 16 personalities quiz they had me take to put on my k profile, i’m apparently an enfj-t. so do with that what you will 🩷 . but around my crush???? ho i’m an introvert. sorry, i meant INTROVERT. i am like a little mouse i let him do all the talking LOLLLL
10. yes! i have one little sister called naciri. she was born in 2012 and surprisingly her and wooyoung’s little brother kyungmin get along well, despite their age differences. i dunno when that happened or HOW it happened… but i’m not complaining.
11. uh… i actually cannot describe this one. my fashion sense depends on the day n the mood. usually i tend to lean for baggier clothes, especially on days when it’s more humid. but honestly it’s a mix n match of many different styles and whatever feels best to me when i wake up HAH
12. hmm. i don’t know if i have one. maybe just any nostalgic childhood films? i dunno yo 😭
13. oh lawwwd. here she goes. so… yes i do have a crush. bro this is so EMBARRASSING. ok so basically when i came to korea to start training, the trainees would eventually bump into the ateez boys as the building is not as big as fuckin hybe and obviously the boys want to meet new people joining the company. but whatever. so i met yunho and bro he’s so FINEEEEEE. i literally had to bite my tongue to stop myself from blushing - he was so tall and sweet and bubbly. so i… kinda… fell for him.
we never interacted tho really. he was super busy with comebacks and schedules / tour so when i did see him i was internally like oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god. LMFAO. i genuinely love that man. but will i ever confess?? idk. wooyoung knows tho so no doubt he’ll find out eventually. pls pray for me the day that happens…
14. i’m a virgo!! earth signs on tawwp
15. any savoury korean snack. they’re super yummy and light to just settle cravings. food in korea is so sweet 😭😭😭 even the savoury food like bread is sweet. so whenever you come across something savoury… bro you savour that shit no pun intended
16. ON GOD YES. we’re always in a damn car or plane or any transportation device depending on where we’re going. for mvs we tend to travel overseas for shooting, so we became very familiar with the airport hahaha. but i scripted that earth is safe / healthy and public transport doesn’t affect the planet in anyway… so i can actually enjoy travelling. but yes, we travel a LOT.
17. i can play the piano and a little guitar. i mainly use the computer / mixing, so i haven’t had much practice but trust 🤞🏼 i will get better.
18. i have a few. obviously my members - but they’re more like family to me than friends, so i don’t really count them as they’re bordering sisters than a friendship (we passed that years agoooo). but my wooyoung is #1. that’s my soulmate. i’m super close with yeonjun of txt and theo of p1h, but chanty of lapillus and nvee of black swan too. i’m super picky with friends so it’s just a random combo of ppl 😭
19. i scripted i’m not a picky eater, so there’s nothing really i won’t eat. i’m just not particularly a fan of seafood. love meat, but seafood… doesn’t do it for me i’m afraid.
20. my name is navara lee. i was born and raised in england and ‘lee’ is a pretty popular name (both first n last) here. just so happens to be a korean last name as well… which made things a lot easier regarding pronunciation :)
21. i have less of a sweet tooth in korea than i do when i’m back home. everything in korea is sweet as fuck so i often don’t find myself wanting anything sweet - but when i’m back home???? i’m in the chocolate aisle ALL THE TIME. dude, english chocolate is just… goated
22. hmm.. vara is the main one. hence why it’s my stage name and the name i go by now. when someone calls me navara i’m like… am i in trouble? what did i do? but i do find it endearing when ppl call me my full name i wont lie :’) navi is a big one too. dunno how that’s spelt but that’s how they say it so
23. when ppl assume things without the facts to back up their claim. like? god forbid ppl make eye contact with someone else and suddenly there are dating rumours flying around?? the amount of dating scandals i’ve been in because i’m social and a yapper is INSANE. i’ve been in them with the ateez boys too. but they’re never yunho… like youse r doing after the wrong guy!!!!!
24. we have cats in our dorm but they’re not really mine. my members n i all collectively own them n picked them out together so. i dont know where to stand with that one
25. honestly… both. i’m difficult i know, i’m sorry! i just love to party but i also love to sit in and watch a film. again, depends on my mood. i’ve walked out of parties before to go home, but i’ve also walked out of my dorm to go partying. it be your own state of mind 🤷🏻♀️
hope u enjoyed reading!
QUESTIONS TO ANSWER AS YOUR 𝒟R 𝒮ELF ✸

ib this post from @zaddizu & heavily ib premiumbitch ★
#1. what are 3 items you can’t live without?
#2. favorite song?
#3. what are your hobbies?
#4. favorite holiday?
#5. what do you do for a living?
#6. who is someone you always hangout with?
#7. are you a night person or a morning person?
#8. favorite animal?
#9. introvert or extrovert?
#10. do you have siblings?
#11. how do you dress?
#12. favorite movie / tv show?
#13. do you have a crush / significant other?
#14. what’s your zodiac sign?
#15. what’s your favorite snack?
#16. do you travel a lot?
#17. do you play instruments?
#18. who is your best friend?
#19. least favorite food?
#20. what’s your name?
#21. do you have a sweet tooth?
#22. nicknames your family or friends call you?
#23. what is something that annoys you?
#24. do you have a pet?
#25. do you prefer going out or staying at home?
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ME AND MY HUSBAND (QUINN HUGHES)
summary: while doing press for your new movie, you call quinn your husband despite now being married.
warnings: y/n mentioned :/
an: thank you for all the support on my sidney crosby fic!! also this is a completely random movie that i came up with so yeah lol

“Is that a Sofia Coppola pin?” You pointed to the lanyard the woman, Lucy, who was going to interview you and your co-star, Ralph Fiennes, had around her neck.
“Yes! She’s my favorite director.” Lucy mentioned before the interview started.
“Mine is Spike Jonze. . .” You said quietly as Lucy gasped dramatically. “But I love Sofia as well. My husband and I watched ‘Lost In Translation’ two weeks ago and then we started ‘The Virgin Suicides’ but I believe we got halfway before he fell asleep.”
It came out of your mouth so naturally. Ralph knew whenever you said ‘my husband’ you weren’t actually talking about your husband, but rather your boyfriend of many years. Quinn had met Ralph on your first day of filming and teased that he wanted to see a ring on your finger as soon as possible, as if he was your dad.
Lucy heard you mention your husband, but didn’t want to push you to talk about your ‘marriage’. She was here to talk about your new movie.
But some people took the video clip and started their own theories.
‘Did quinn and y/n break up?’
‘She moved on too quickly if they did break up’
‘NOOOO MY WIFE IS MARRIED TO A MAN’
‘So when the fuck did they get married?😭’
It didn’t take long for you or Quinn to hear about the internet’s theories about your relationship. You found some of the comments funny.
“Listen to this one . . You’re telling me quinn and y/n got married and not one photo was leaked by either of his brothers?” You laughed as you showed Quinn the tweet on your phone.
“That would be such a Luke move.” Quinn chuckled.
“You think Luke would leak our wedding on social media? That screams Jack!” You reply.
“No, it’s definitely Luke.” He corrected.
“Babe, I love you but you’re so wrong. Jack would do it.”
“Jack would do what?”
Quinn and you turned towards the new voice, which was Jack, Luke right behind him with a bag of snacks.
“You would leak our wedding pictures on social media.” You say casually as you get up from the couch and walk towards the kitchen of the lake house to get a water bottle.
“Me? That sounds like Lukey boy over here.” Jack poked Luke’s side as he walked into the kitchen as well.
“That’s what I said!” Quinn yelled from the couch.
“Well you’re both wrong because it wouldn’t be me, it would be Jack.” Luke corrected. He then started passing out snacks to you and his brothers. You gave a quick ‘thank you’ to Luke when he gave you your favorite chips.
“Wait, why are we talking about wedding stuff? Are you two actually married and forgot to invite us?” Jack wondered, hopping on top of the kitchen counter.
“No, we were just looking at tweets. Ever since I said my husband, the internet thinks we actually got married,” You explain. “Which people who are still dating do all the time!”
“Yeah except you two are like the internet’s favorite couple. You’re like princess diana and her husband.” Luke spoke.
“Her husband? You mean Prince Charles?” You couldn’t help but giggle at his choice of words.
“Yeah that guy.”
“You do know he cheated on Diana, right? And when he was asked if him and Diana were in love, he said ‘whatever in love means’, and—”
“Okay! So I chose the wrong guy to compare Quinn to, sorry!” Luke held his hand up in defense. “But my point still stands, you’re princess Diana so obviously it’s going to be a big deal if you keep saying my husband when you talk about Quinn.”
“Firstly, thank you for calling me the people’s princess, Lukey, that was really kind of you,” You smiled. “Secondly, I’m practicing for when I’m actually married. Quinn isn’t getting rid of me that easily.” You said as you walked back to the couch.
“If I ever say ‘let’s break up’ that isn’t me.” Quinn grabbed you by your waist and placed you on his lap.
“Disgusting,” Jack started to gag loudly as Quinn layed you down properly on the couch. “Oh come on! People sit there!” He had enough of the scene that was going on in front of him so he and Luke exited the kitchen quickly.
“Maybe we should get married, you know, finally make you my wife. I did promise you in chemistry class that i was going to marry you. Remember?” Quinn flipped you over so now you were on top of him, laying your head on his chest.
“Yeah. You even promised we would have red velvet cake even though you think it’s just chocolate cake dyed red.” Red velvet cake is your favorite. While Quinn thinks it’s just chocolate cake in disguise, teenage Quinn promised red velvet at your wedding.
“And our cake will be red velvet.” Quinn kissed the top of your head.
“I’m so excited for our day.” It didn’t take long for you to fall asleep in Quinn’s arms. Thankfully you didn’t feel the small box in Quinn’s pocket.
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Their Little Plaything: Epilogue
Masterlist, Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5
Fandom: Arcane: League of Legends
Pairing: Bullies Cait & Vi x Loner Nerd Reader
Words: 3449
Synopsis: 6 years later, our happy threesome lives their best lives
Warnings: i will not be held responsible for what i write when i'm ovulating. Breeding kink, HexStraps that get you pergnart, strap-on, strap-on referred to as cock, overstimulation, multiple orgasms, wand vibrator, talk of safe words, spit play, drink-mouth-swap thing 🫣, breath play/air restriction, mention of collar blink and you'll miss it, talk of getting pregnant/pregnant body
Notes: "Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened," FUCK YOU I'M CRYING 😭 I had no idea so many people would read this story, it's genuinely meant so much that you've loved it 😭 But we still have the bonus chapters. It's not goodbye for TLP Cait x Reader x Vi. We've all earned this ending, so enjoy!
6 Years Later
You arrived back home, bags from your shopping trip weighing down your arms. Cait had organised a day out with your mother as a surprise, giving you the family card with strict instructions to ‘buy everything you think we’ll like’. Still, you’d limited yourself to a few new dresses, a pair of shoes, and a little bracelet they can seal around your wrist.
You headed into the house and detoured to the study when you heard voices. Smiling when you heard your wives, you paused outside, not wanting to interrupt if it was important.
“We’re very happy with the design.” Jayce, a family friend, co-found of HexTech.
Viktor, the other co-founder, was also present. “This inner device will collect- Oh wait…Are you both comfortable with the inner devices?”
“What makes you think we wouldn’t be comfortable?” Vi challenged. You couldn’t see her but you could imagine her crossing her arms with a raised eyebrow.
“Well…Um…”
“We’re both perfectly comfortable with that, Viktor,” Cait reassured him. You knew she was giving a little pleased smirk.
“Yes…So, as I was saying: the inner devices will collect-”
“Don't care,” Vi interrupted. “Yes or no: will these let us put a baby in Y/N?”
“What the fuck?!”
You burst into the room, eyeing the four of them standing around the large desk in the centre of the ornate room. Jayce and Viktor blushed bright red, obviously very uncomfortable as you entered; Vi was smirking, almost proud that you had heard her; and Cait was calm and collected.
Laid on the desk were two harnesses with inner shafts in the crotch emitting a faint blue glow. They had no toys attached to the front, but there was a closed metal briefcase next to them.
Cait just smiled at you. “Hello, darling. How was your shopping trip? Is your mother well?”
You glared at her, putting your bags down. “She sends her love, as always. And our shopping trip – which I see now was a distraction shopping trip, not a loving surprise you organised! – was nice, thank you. But now I'm wishing I'd been more punishing on your card.”
She just kept smiling. “Our card, darling. And do you want to go back out and be more punishing?” she dared, knowing you wouldn't. Despite her and her family's practically limitless funds, you still had trouble spending their money. Despite Cait and Vi constantly telling you it was your money too.
“I want to know what's going on,” you said sarcastically, looking between her, Vi, Jayce, and Viktor. “What are these things?” you asked, looking at the harnesses.
“Well, we don't have an official name yet-”
“I still say you should go with ‘HexStrap’,” Vi teased.
Viktor blushed. “But essentially they will convert female sexual fluids-”
“It's going to let us knock you up,” Vi explained, looking like the cat who got the cream.
Your mind was blown. “That's possible?”
Jayce nodded. “Female-female fertilisation is possible with certain technology-”
“Yes, darling, it's possible,” Cait smiled at you.
“And the babies would be healthy?”
Cait and Vi smiled at each other at your maternal concern.
Viktor nodded. “All the research indicates any foetuses conceived can be carried to term and live perfectly healthy lives.”
Not wanting to give in too easily, you raised an eyebrow and crossed your arms brattily. “Well, what if I want to get you pregnant?” you challenged both of them.
They just looked back at you; Vi with a sceptical smirk, Cait with an amused tilt of her head.
“Alright, you don't have to be so loud,” you snapped back.
“Sweetheart,” Vi said softly, coaxingly, sweetly, “why don't you take your new things upstairs; we’ll be up in a bit, you can show us what you bought.”
“And then you show me your new things?” you asked sarcastically.
Vi just smiled at you. “Five.”
Your eyes widened, looking at Cait for backup. It didn't come.
“Ten,” she replied.
“No, I'm going!” you rushed back over to the bags you'd put down, picking them all up.
“Fifteen!” Vi called after you. In the distance, an anguished ‘no!’ could be heard running up the stairs.
“Do we go for twenty?” Cait asked Vi thoughtfully.
“Let's see how well these things work first,” she nodded her head to the straps.
“Should we ask?” Jayce whispered to Viktor.
He shook his head. “I think it's best not to.”
You paced around the bedroom as you waited for Vi and Cait to come upstairs with their new toys. They were seriously going to impregnate you with those things without asking you?!
You heard the front door close downstairs, then footsteps slowly started to make their way upstairs. You wanted to run out and meet them there, but they’d told you to wait in the bedroom. Plus, they had already counted to fifteen; you didn’t need your night to get any worse.
The door opened and they stepped inside. Vi carried a large metal briefcase, Cait the smaller one.
“What’s going on?!”
“Just a favour we asked of some friends,” Vi smirked, walking over to Cait’s desk and placing the briefcase on it.
“Some techno strap-ons that’ll get me pregnant?” you demanded, crossing your arms indignantly.
Cait raised an eyebrow. “We’ve discussed having children, Y/N, you said you wanted us to start a family. Unless you’ve changed your mind?”
“No, I haven’t, not at all! But I didn’t know that meant you’d asked Jayce and Viktor for HexTech straps!”
“HexStraps,” Vi corrected with a grin.
“When were you planning on telling me you’d done this?” you snapped.
“Sweetheart,” Cait soothed, walking over to you and cupping your cheeks. “Take a breath and let us explain.”
You sullenly took a deep breath, letting them speak.
“When we first discussed children last year, we asked Jayce and Viktor if there was anything they could do. If there was any way we could have children ourselves. They’ve been working on it since then. They told us last week that they needed to talk to us, so I arranged for you to be out of the house today, in case they gave us bad news.”
Vi stroked your back. “We didn’t tell you because we didn’t want to promise you something and then disappoint you if they couldn’t make something work. But it looks like they have,” she smiled, looking at the briefcases.
“Do you want to take a look?” Cait asked gently.
You were suddenly nervous, but nodded. Their hands in the small of your back, they led you over to the desk. They each opened a briefcase, letting you see inside. Looking more closely at the harnesses, you could see how beautiful and intricate they were. The harnesses had fine gold woven into the fabric of the straps; the inner phallic shafts a soft metal with HexTech glowing blue inside.
“Will they be comfortable for you both?” you asked in concern.
Cait smiled. “We tried on several models; they're very enjoyable to wear.”
You nodded, relieved that your wives’ efforts to give you a baby wouldn't be painful for them, even though you knew they would endure whatever was needed if it meant giving you something you wanted.
You looked into the other briefcase, intrigued. “Why are there different sizes? And surely we only need two?”
“Why limit ourselves to only two cocks to fuck you with?” Cait teased.
You blushed. “So...When can we try them out?”
“You ready for us to put a baby in you, sweetheart?” Vi asked, bending your legs back to your shoulders, making you groan as her cock filled you more deeply. “You want us to make you a mommy?”
“Fuck, yes,” you wept, grabbing at her hips, pulling her in closer.
Vi pinned you to the bed, her HexStrap pressing deep inside you. Your eyes rolled back as she brushed your cervix, your back arching. “You like my cock inside you, baby?”
You nodded desperately, cupping her cheek, kissing her deeply as she fucked you. You moved together, panting as writhed and pressed against each other.
You cried out as you orgasmed, your cunt clamping down almost painfully on Vi’s cock as she came inside you for the first time, your hips trying desperately to meet hers as you felt her cum spill inside you.
They both kissed your neck and cheeks as you came down, letting your catch your breath.
“Now, that was one, sweetheart,” Vi said as she pulled out of you, moving to the side so Cait could take her place.
“What number did we say earlier?” Cait taunted, moving your hands above your head and pinning them down with one hand.
Your eyes widened. “No…No, please! I-I can’t do that many!”
“You can, and you will, darling,” she threatened, rubbing the tip of her cock against your leaking hole. “Because we’re not stopping until you’re dripping with our cum and have a baby in your belly.” She pressed inside, sliding her strap into your already aching hole.
An hour later, you were sobbing into the sheets as Cait pressed you into the mattress, knees wide apart, chest to the bed, pussy literally dripping onto the bed.
“Ei…Eight,” you wept.
“Good girl,” she panted in your ear, sweat coating her brow, pulling her cock out of you, breathing deeply.
“How about we take a break?” you heard Vi ask. You moaned appreciatively, your face buried in the sheets. Vi laughed. “No, not you, sweetheart.” Hands rolled you over onto your back, holding your legs apart. You blinked your eyes at Vi, your vision slightly blurry.
She smirked at you, holding up a wand like a weapon.
“N…Noooo,” you moaned weakly, your bottom lip trembling.
She hovered over you, her nose a few inches from yours. “Colour, baby?”
You hiccupped sadly. “Green.”
With a dangerous smirk, she turned the wand on. Holding herself above you, keeping her eyes locked with yours, she slowly traced it down your stomach, threatening you with what was to come. You shook as the vibrations got closer to your pussy, gasping and shuddering when they finally started assaulting your clit.
You cried and whined as the powerful sensations rocked through you, your pussy already promising another orgasm. You held Vi’s shoulders with trembling hands as you rode the wand, your hips moving out of your control.
“Good girl,” she teased, licking into your mouth, swallowing your moans.
It sent you over the edge when she sucked your tongue, crying out into her mouth as your hips rocked and pulsed.
“How many, baby?” Cait asked, crouching next to the bed with a cold bottle of electrolyte drink, pressing it to your neck.
You whimpered. “Nine.”
“Do one more and then you can have a drink, darling,” she gently shook the bottle as if it were a prize to be won. But your body obeyed, not that the wand gave you much choice. Only two minutes later, your body shook with another climax, twitching under Vi.
When you moaned out, “Ten,” Vi moved off you, turning off the wand and setting it down.
“Come on, baby, let’s sit you up a little.” She supported you in her lap, holding you back against her chest.
“Are you ready for a drink, sweetheart?” Cait asked, opening the bottle.
You nodded, opening your mouth.
She smiled at you, taking a sip, squeezing your cheeks together, and trickling the drink into your mouth. You moaned as you swallowed, opening your mouth again. Cait chuckled and repeated the process; take a sip, squeeze your cheeks, pour the drink from her mouth to yours.
“Anymore?” she asked after she take a drink for herself.
You nodded, whining pitifully.
Vi smirked, standing you up and forcing you to your knees. Picking up the wand, she turned it on and handed it to you. Obediently, you held it to your clit, rocking on it as they both stood in front of you.
When you opened your mouth again, Vi held your jaw firmly and turned your head to her. “Greedy slut,” she growled, bending down and spitting onto your outstretched tongue.
You moaned loudly, your pussy throbbing. You kept your tongue out as Cait took another sip, leaning down and dribbling it into your mouth.
“Swallow, slut,” she instructed, handing the bottle to Vi.
The pink-haired butch took a drink of her own, then watched in amusement as Cait took her turn spitting onto your tongue. Vi held your eye as she made you wait, drinking from the bottle as you knelt in front of her, Cait’s spit waiting on your tongue, your eyes begging her for more drink. Not to wash away Cait’s spit – never – but to get the refreshing liquid directly from Vi’s mouth.
She finally took pity on you. “Are you almost at eleven?” You nodded, starting to moan as your cunt started to pulse again, empty without a cock in it. “Okay. Get to eleven, then you can have some more.”
“But don’t swallow before then,” Cait instructed, enjoying the sight of her spit still decorating your outstretched tongue.
You nodded obediently, embracing the orgasm that was building inside you. Keeping your tongue out the whole time, you moaned and whined as number eleven rolled through you, your breasts bouncing as you rocked on the wand.
When you started to settle down, Vi’s foot pressed the wand harder into your pussy. “Good girl,” she praised. “Let’s see how quickly we can get you to twelve.” She took the final drink from the bottle, squeezed your cheeks together, and slowly, agonisingly slowly, let the drink drip from her lips. Little by little she fed you the drink whilst your next orgasm built inside you. When she was finished, she put her hand over your mouth.
“Do not swallow, do you hear me? Finish this one, then you can swallow,” she instructed darkly, her eyes intense on yours.
You nodded, your eyes already starting to cross as your pussy started clenching again. You kept your eyes on hers, your foreheads pressed together, her hand over your mouth, as a powerful orgasm ripped through you. Vi cupped the back of your head, using both hands to hold you upright as you groaned and spasmed with your twelfth climax.
“Good girl,” she praised in your ear. “Now swallow, sweetheart. Swallow like a good girl.”
You swallowed the mixture of Cait’s spit and the drink, moaning as it went down your throat.
“You feeling okay, baby? Still green?” Vi asked, checking in on you, her hand still on your mouth.
You nodded as best you could, making a happy sound in your throat.
“One more here,” Cait commanded, putting her hair into a low bun, “Then we’re both going to fuck you one last time. Can you manage that, sweetheart?”
You nodded pathetically, your overstimulated clit starting to protest at the wand. Vi kept her hands on your mouth and head, watching you intensely as you started to climb again.
“You wanna do the thing, baby?” she asked.
You moaned behind her hand, nodding.
“Okay. Deep breath in,” she instructed. You obeyed, inhaling deeply through your nose. “And hold on.” She clamped her fingers over your nostrils, cutting off your air. You held your breath under her hand, the heady sensation increasing the pressure in your pussy.
“Well done,” Cait praised from behind you, her finger stroking over the thin leather around your neck.
When she’d counted to ten in her head, Vi moved her hand off your mouth. You inhaled deeply, gasping for breath. You whimpered as your pussy throbbed.
“Ready to go again?”
You took a few more breaths, nodding.
“Okay, breathe in…And hold.”
Pressing her hand over your mouth and nose again, Vi watched you carefully. Your body writhed on the wand, starting to shake as your orgasm grew inside you. They could both tell you were right on the edge, just about to fall over.
“Three, two, one,” Vi said quietly in your ear, then released your face, sending you into a strong orgasm when you were able to breathe again. You gasped and moaned, writhing violently on the wand, your brain suddenly hit with a rush of oxygen.
They held you as you shook, soothing your body to help calm down. Vi picked you up gently, laying you down on the covers.
“One more for us both, okay?” she soothed, pressing a kiss to each cheek.
You whined wretchedly, nodding.
Pushing your legs back to your chest, she guided her strap back inside you, making your back arch off the bed. You keened low, your body pliant as Vi fucked you with her cock.
“This is it, baby,” Vi urged in your ear, her hips moving frantically. “This is gonna do it.”
Cait stroked your hair softly. “Tonight’s the night you get a baby, darling. Oh, imagine if we both bred you tonight, if we both fucked a baby into you.”
You all moaned at the thought.
Vi grunted in your ear. “I can see it, two babies in your belly. You’ll be so round for us, sweetheart, you’ll look so good with our babies in you.”
You wept at the thought.
“But you have to come first,” Cait coaxed. “We can’t come if you don’t, and you can’t get a baby without our cum deep inside you.”
You whined in protest, at the idea of not getting your babies.
“So, finish for us, sweetheart,” Vi encouraged. “You can do it.”
That helped you over the edge, pussy clamping down on Vi’s cock. With a moan of her own, she spilled inside you, her hips pumping her cum into your waiting pussy.
“Fourteen, sweetheart. One more,” Cait smiled, taking Vi’s place. “Can you do it for us? For our future babies?” she asked, running her cock up and down your soaked slit. Not waiting for an answer, she slid inside you, both of you groaning. “One last time, baby, here we go,” she urged, thrusting her hips against yours. You laid under her, wanting to rock your body against her, to hold her close, but your body just wouldn’t move.
All you could do was moan against her thrusts, accepting everything she gave you. Vi reached a hand between you, rubbing your clit, and making you cry out as she did.
“Last one, sweetheart,” Vi spoke in your ear, kissing your cheek, pressing her forehead to yours.
It didn’t take long for you and Cait to cum one final time, Cait holding you close as she pumped her cum inside you.
They held you tightly, both of them cupping your stomach.
“We did it, baby. I know it.”
Three years later
You reclined back on the sofa, just waking up from your nap, one toddler under each arm, their precious heads on your chest. Mila, the eldest and your feisty little pink-haired girl, curled into your side. Eden, the calmer twin, fisted her blue-hair as she slept.
The door to the sitting room clicked open softly, your wives’ heads popping in. You smiled at them from your position, unable to move, lest you wake your babies.
They approached you quietly, crouching down in front of you.
“Hi, sweetheart,” Vi whispered.
“Do you feel more rested?” Cait asked, gently stroking your hair off your forehead.
You nodded sleepily. “A bit. These two are still bouncing around in there,” you nodded to your bumped stomach. “Hopefully they'll settle down before bed.”
Vi rubbed your bump. “They will,” she soothed, kissing you through your dress.
Mila shifted against you, propping herself up on her elbow. She blinkered her eyes open, which widened at seeing your wives. “Mama!” she cried, throwing herself at Vi.
Disturbed from her sleep, Eden groaned into your side, pulling herself closer.
Cait stroked her hair gently. “Eden,” she cooed, “It’s time to wake up.”
The small child pouted, reaching out for her. “Mother,” she begged to be picked up.
“Come here, darling,” she picked the child up, holding her close as she flopped in her arms.
“You both have to wake up,” Vi said, patting Mila’s back, “Auntie Powder’s coming over later for dinner.”
“Pow-Pow!” they both squealed excitedly, suddenly awake.
You laughed as Vi helped you up with her free arm, holding you close as you regained your centre of gravity. The five of you headed out into the garden, your hearts bursting with joy.
Sometimes you still woke up and expected to be that girl again, the one who kept your head down, who thought you didn’t belong, who flinched when people looked at you. But when you felt Vi’s hands on your bump, heard Cait murmuring to the twins through the baby monitor, and you remembered: you made it. Together.
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SO IT GOES - chapter 21
Paige Bueckers x oc Warnings: language, sexual content (smut), cheating Wordcount: 6.9K A/C: happy paige hoops day :) happy dallas assketball day... :( anyway enjoy this and please send me reactions again!! they are VERY welcome (btw i will not be working on the next chapter until late next week because i’ll be busy with birthday stuff so don’t ask pls) (DISCLAIMER: I AM NOT CLAIMING IN THIS CHAPTER THAT AMERICA DOESN’T HAVE SQUIRRELS 😭 PLS BE FR the reason paige is like wtf is because the squirrels in hyde park are crazy ok bye)
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London
My lips still taste like strawberries when my tongue darts out to wet them, nuzzling my nose into the soft cotton of the pale blue pillow underneath my head. Flashes of last night, tongues clashing, starving whimpers and desperate hands spin in my mind - and I can’t help the smile that forms in response. God must be on my side, in fact I know he is. Because last night I got to kiss the lips of the woman I had spent the last nine months hopelessly in love with.
“Mhm, morning beautiful,” I mumble, voice still gravelly with sleep. But there’s no response. Opening my eyes, I find I’m still in Izara’s bed. Good, it wasn’t a dream. The girl, however, is nowhere to be seen.
A panic sets in. A fear. I scared her away. It was too much. I misread the signs.
I stand up faster than my mind can follow when I see it. A note placed on the vanity, with handwriting that curls and loops the way Izara’s does. Pushing my glasses onto my face, I grab it.
Paige,
I didn’t dare to wake you, you looked so beautiful. I’m sure you’re exhausted and I want you to get some more rest. I left you a towel in the bathroom if you want to shower. I’ll be downstairs when you get up x
Izzie
The panic washes away as soon as it arrived, my fingers tracing the cursive letters. I looked beautiful? She seemed to think so. Fuck. I bite my lower lip to kill the grin on my face, sliding the note into my pocket. Checking the time I realise it is indeed almost midday, but I appreciate her concern. I did feel a lot less jetlagged than yesterday.
After a quick shower I get dressed into a matching light lavender Nike set of sweats and sweater - the only clothes I had the sense to pack to bring over. I glance at my reflection, the Tommy Hilfiger boxers peeking out of the sweatpants. I better pull these up, now is not the time to sag.
Finally, with wet hair and glasses, I make my way down the carpeted steps almost giddy to see her again.
Izara’s laughter echoes all the way to the bottom of the stairs, and my heart nearly bursts. I stop by the last step, holding onto the railing covered with a garland. The corners of my mouth lift at the sound of her giggles.
“Good morning,” Rohan’s deep voice surprises me, snapping me out of my Izara-induced trance. I don’t know how long he’s been standing there, stirring what I assumed was tea.
“Good morning sir,” I answer. The man smiles, lifting his steaming cup.
“Tea?” He asks,
“Oh, Ion drink tea really,” I admit, itching the back of my neck. He chuckles, nodding more to himself.
“I figured. I had a friend in my university days from America. Would drink a can of Coke instead every morning.”
I chuckle, following him into the living room, Izzie’s voice growing closer and closer.
“Well, Ion do that either,” I joke.
We reach the archway to find Kiran and Izara sitting on the floor surrounded by wrapping paper, the pile beside the girl neatly folded. Her green eyes twinkle as her manicured hands feel up the striped cashmere sweater on her lap. She’s still in her pajamas - a rare sight in the early afternoon.
“Ah, good morning Paige,” Mrs. Chopra who’s sitting on the couch already fully ready for the day in a knitted dress smiles politely. “I trust you slept well?”
That second, Izzie’s green eyes flicker up to me and a smile grows on her face.
“Hey,” she hums, biting down on her lower lip. Her voice is soft and smooth, laced with the secret of last night.
“Good morning,” I answer, breaking eye contact to look at Mrs. Chopra instead. “For sure, thanks for lettin’ me sleep.”
“Paige look!” Kiran says, waving a Timberwolves jersey around. I snatch it from his hands.
“You a fan of Ant? I ask, handing it back. He nods. “Let’s go to a game next time you come over.”
“Forreal?” Kiran asks, eyes sparkling with excitement.
“Yeah, for sure,” I chuckle, glancing at the presents piled next to Izzie. Espresso machine, a black leather wallet, a silver Cartier necklace.
“Woah,” I say surprised, grabbing the jewelry box. I had never seen Izzie wear anything but gold. “Someone dropped some serious cash on this.”
“Jasper always wants to spoil her,” Mrs. Chopra gushes, standing up from her seat. Just hearing his name angered me - until I remembered I made out with his girlfriend last night and suddenly I felt better.
“What a gentleman.”
Rohan inches closer to me, covering his mouth with his hand. “He’s a pompous twat if you ask me,” he murmurs almost silently, loud enough just for me to hear. I try not to laugh, handing the box back.
“It’s pretty,” I smile. Izzie smiles back, but her eyes remain distant and distracted.
“Let me make you some breakfast Paige,” Mrs. Chopra says.
“Oh, that’s fine, I can just grab something myself,” I quickly say. The woman had been working tirelessly since yesterday to cater to everyone’s needs. It wasn’t hard to guess where Izzie got this quality from.
“Nonsense,” she waves me off, already headed to the kitchen. I almost go after her, but Izzie grabs my wrist, pulling me down to sit beside her.
“Just give up, there’s no use in arguing. Trust me,” she chuckles, her touch lingering against my skin. On top of the cashmere sweater, there’s a blue Tiffany box with a silver baby rattle inside.
“What’s this?” I whisper, fingers lifting it. The toy makes a soft clinking noise, singing with a delicate chime like rain tapping against a window.
Izara rolls her eyes and grabs it from me, hiding it underneath every other present. “Don’t ask,” she huffs, rubbing the bridge of her nose.
“I won’t ask if you tell me,” I answer, confused.
Her green eyes meet mine as she lets out a frustrated sigh. “My mum,” she starts. “She got it for me. She said it would give me some ‘motivation’.”
I furrow my brows, letting out a chuckle when I realise what she means. “Motivation to get knocked up?”
“I suppose so,” she shakes her head, laughing too. But I can tell it bothers her. And I’m not sure if it’s because she’s reminded of Jasper and what she’ll have to do. Does she even want to do it still? I don’t know.
My worries melt away, however. Because Izzie grabs my hand and squeezes it underneath the cashmere sweater.
“Here you go, it’s my Christmas morning specialty,” Mrs. Chopra emerges, handing me a plate of leftovers from last night. “And this once I’ll let someone eat in the living room since you are our guest.”
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I’m staring into my wardrobe, clothes split into neutrals and colours hung up neatly on wooden hangers. Deep in thought, I tighten the silk robe around my body when there’s a gentle knock.
“I’m changing,” I say, but the door slides open anyway, Paige walks in, hand covering her glasses. I laugh, watching her close it behind her. She bumps into the corner of my vanity, hissing in pain.
“Open your eyes stupid,” I tell her with a giggle.
“Well Ion know if you’re naked or sumn,” she mumbles, but drops the hand.
“Like you would mind that,” I roll my eyes, grabbing a pair of flared yoga pants and a white turtleneck.
Paige doesn’t answer, her eyes glued to me and my body. The white satin clings to my skin, sheer enough to reveal the lingerie underneath.
“Do you think this is a good fit for our walk?” I ask, laying the clothes out on the bed. But it’s dead silent. “Paige?”
Lifting my gaze, I see her watching me up and down, with a stupid blank look on her face. It sends a jolt through me, her flushed cheek and flustered expression.
“Hellooo?” I ask in a singy-songy voice, snapping her back to reality.
“Huh? - Oh what?” She asks dumbfounded. The trembling of her voice makes me want to straddle her and get her how I liked her. Begging.
I chuckle, glancing at the clothes. “Is this good?” I ask.
Mouth dry, Paige wets her lips and walks over to the bed. “Yeah, that’s good,” she murmurs absentmindedly. Oh I missed this.
“Okay,” I answer simply, and with a single tuck pull the robe open right before her eyes. The blonde gulps, covering the lower half of her face as she unashamedly lets her blue eyes travel downwards my body, taking in the thin satin fabric of my underwear and bra.
“Jesus,” she whispers, as I let the robe fall onto the floor.
“I’m just getting dressed,” I tease, turning to grab the clothes. But before I can her lips are already attacking me, hands wasting no time to squeeze and knead my ass. I whimper into her mouth and the girl takes advantage of that, her tongue clashing with mine. Demanding like she already owns me.
Suddenly I’m a puddle, holding onto her to stay upright. Paige runs her hand up and down my body, like she’s been starved of me. Just the mere touch of her hands is enough to have me wanting her.
”You’re so fucking sexy,” she moans into my mouth. God I know we shouldn’t. I should pull back. But I’m so weak and I haven’t felt pleasure like this since I left.
It doesn’t seem to be my choice, however. Footsteps approach the room, causing me to jump back and grab the robe from the floor, tying it in a rush as the doors to my room open.
”Are you girls ready? We’re about to le-” My dad stops mid-sentence, catching Paige hastily wiping her mouth and me still breathless and flushed. His eyes flicker from the blonde to me, back to the blonde again.
”Sorry, I didn’t interrupt someth-”
”No!” I yelp, my voice shrill. ”Not at all, I’m just getting dressed.”
My father clears his throat, lowering his gaze to the ground.
”Well, I’ll expect you downstairs in 20 minutes,” he smiles awkwardly, closing the door.
”I just need five!” I yell after him, but he’s already gone.
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Hyde Park is covered in a white frost, left noticeably quieter than usual on Christmas Day. The bare trees are growing old, stood witness to generations of people among them - tourists and Londoners alike. Each exhale leaves silver fog behind it, the air crisp and cool. Yet I feel completely warm and nearly giddy. The Christmas spirit was getting to me I guess.
”Uh, Iz,” Paige murmurs and points to a squirrel, standing on a fence beside her and staring. ”Should I be scared?”
I let out a bright laugh that echoes around the desolate park, wrapping my arm around hers.
”I’ll protect you,” I joke as we walk away from the squirrel that seems to follow after us, expecting a treat.
”Alright, remember that spider when we were in Chicago?”
I do remember. I came out running from my hotel room, pounding on Paige’s door, screaming so hard an elderly couple came to check on me. Thankfully the blonde took care of that for me.
“Okay but a spider and a squirrel are entirely different,” I huff, watching my parents and Kiran walking 10 feet ahead of us as we trail back.
“Yeah, a squirrel could actually kill me,” she complains, eyeing the one walking behind us.
“Wait, say squirrel again,” I demand, the word turning to mush in her mouth as she pronounces it. Very wrong, might I add.
“Yo, stop,” she groans. “It’s hard for me to say.”
I laugh. “Like jewelry?”
Her mouth falls open as she takes offense to my words, nudging my side with her elbow. I let out a giggle and dodge her attack.
“Stop takin’ the piss,” Paige huffs.
“Oh my God, you used it right!” I squeal loud enough for my parents to glance back at the two of us. Bashfully I look down, laughing to myself.
“Yup, I’m a pro English speaker.”
“You weren’t before?” I ask. Paige laughs and pushes me off her side.
“Man, shut up.”
“Are you girls coming or just plan on giggling back there?” My mother’s voice cuts through the crisp winter air, bringing both our attention to how far back we had trailed. Like two misbehaving teenagers we scurry to them, leaving behind our own little bubble.
As the gravel path crunches and scrapes against our shoes dragging on it, we’re met with a serene body of water - The Serpentine. Swans, geese and ducks alike are plentiful, following the few visitors besides us for a chance of a piece of bread or pastry. To me and every Londoner it was a normal sight, the swans shockingly tall and intimidating spreading their wings and getting a little too close. But not to the group of girls in front of us who squeal and run away. And apparently, not to Paige either.
“So the birds just run… Free?” She asks unsurely, carefully walking on the right side of me and creating a barrier between herself and the winged creatures.
“Yes, they’re quite fascinating. Don’t fear humans one bit,” my dad mutters as he walks on. Kiran squats down to eye-level with the birds, talking to them to catch their attention. But two geese are already keen on scaring the shit out of the blonde beside me, following after her.
“Iz, they gon’ eat me,” she whispers, taking hurried steps with her long legs to get away. It’s no use, the birds are already too fond of her and follow after. “Help me.”
I laugh easily, finding amusement in her fear. I could tell when it was lighthearted and when it was too serious to find funny. That’s how well I knew her.
“Paige, don’t be dramatic,” I complain but at that very moment one of the pair spreads its wings wide and flaps them at the blonde’s direction - and she lets out a squeal that’s loud enough to make my mother give her a dirty look I hope she misses.
“Help!” She yelps, jogging away. It’s no use. The birds follow. She was just as magnetic to them as she was to me.
“Stop running,” I groan and jog after her, shooing the geese away. She hides behind me, peeking over my shoulder until they’re far away for her to act nonchalant again.
“Yeah they obsessed with me,” she grins, dusting off her shoulders jokingly. “Can’t blame ‘em.”
I roll my eyes in response but in reality I want to laugh. “C’mon,” I tell the girl, pushing her forward on our walk. My mind is filling with ideas on the places I might show her here in London once we’re over these family responsibilities.
We walk past the old maple trees and it takes everything in me not to grab her hand. There’s a couple walking with a dog and a stroller and for a fleeting moment I imagine it’s us. I swear I can see it in my head like it’s real.
“You see those benches?” I ask Paige, pointing at the ones underneath a particularly large and tall tree with its bare branches twisting over the seat. She nods, her eyes following my hand. “I love sitting there just to read.”
Paige gives me this look that I can’t quite understand, but her eyes soften with it.
“Remember when you used to read at our practice?” She asks gently. Somehow we’ve trailed into our own bubble again.
“I tried but you got me distracted. I barely finished a book when I was in Dallas.”
Paige chuckles and I can tell it pains her just as much not to wrap her arm around me and to kiss my forehead. I wish we could. Something about the cold weather and Hyde Park and the smell of the lake and the trees had me wanting her near.
The faint Christmas songs play on the radio as we drive home and I have to bite my lip not to lean on the blonde’s shoulder. We sit in the backseat like children, Paige, Kiran and me in the middle as I was the smallest, all red cheeks and cold hands.
“Hey,” Paige whispers into my ear, and I let her hot breath tickle my cheek. “I have like no boxers left I gotta go get sum clothes from my hotel.”
I nod in response, my stomach flipping at the idea of her spending another night. Leaving her hair, her scent, her weight on my mattress.
“You wanna come with me?” She asks, and her knee presses into mine. I almost groan.
“Yes,” I say without hesitation.
Her and I call a cab the moment we get to the house, standing by the front steps and waiting for it to arrive. Something about having Paige here made me feel adolescent again, to see the girl leaning on the front gate like me and my friends used to after school to spend just a moment longer together. Though, I was such an anxious child and an even more anxious teenager. I don’t think adulthood has made me any more calm, but with her around everything felt better. My father's gloves on her hands dusting the frost off the hedges, still covered in white when we sit in the cab.
“I had to get the suite,” Paige murmurs as she taps the keycard against the door to unlock the hotel room with a quiet beep. “It was the only thing that wasn’t taken.”
She opens the door for me, letting me enter first. I could tell it was a suite from the fact that the space was split into multiple different rooms, the bedroom behind double doors and white balmoral panelling decorating the tall walls. It must have cost a fortune and still she had spent the night in my bed under my parents’ roof.
“Why aren’t we spending Christmas here?” I joke, opening the doors to find a large bed covered in white sheets, perfectly made. “Matter of fact, why would we even go back to mine.”
Paige chuckles and walks up behind me, her hand wrapping around my waist and palm pressing into my stomach. It reminds me of something that sends a jolt up my thighs.
“I got a feeling your parents wouldn’t like me stealing their daughter away on Christmas,” she teases into my ear, lips nearly grazing my skin. My breath hitches.
“Who cares, they’d understand if they saw these sheets,” I shake free from her touch, walking to the end of the bed. It was too overwhelming and I don’t know how long I could bear her touch if I had to talk to Jasper first.
The blonde walks to her suitcase, digging something out. “Sit down,” she orders and I do as she says. “Close your eyes.”
I close them, stomach flipping at the thoughts of what might happen. I hated surprises. I hear the blonde digging for something and then the approaching steps and her weight creating a dip in the mattress. She places something in my hands, something flat.
“Open.”
And I do. On my lap there’s a Cadbury chocolate bar, with a little ribbon wrapped around it. My eyes widen as I see it. My heart leaps. It means more than all the expensive rubbish Jasper got me.
“It’s not much I know,” Paige explains anxiously. “But I had to get you something. And I know you can get those everywhere here so it’s probably so dumb that I got that fo-”
Her sentence is interrupted with my lips attacking hers, my hands tucking on her low pony. She’s kissing me back feverishly. Her hands already pull on my jacket, pushing it off me. I let it drop to the ground, sitting up to straddle her. She invites me on her lap and it feels like home when her familiar hands rub up and down my back. At this moment there’s no Jasper, no Dallas or London or Christmas or family waiting. Only us.
The kiss is all tongue and teeth but neither of us seem to mind, too hungry for each other to care. When I pull back Paige’s lips are swollen and bruised, eyes watering behind the glasses. I reach to take them off but she stops me.
“Don’t,” she pants, her voice hoarse and deep. “I wanna see you.”
So I let her. I pull the white turtleneck off as she watches, licking her pink lips. Her hands grab the back of my head and pull me into a kiss. The chocolate bar is somewhere on the floor, only an afterthought. We kiss and kiss and kiss for what feels like hours, my body trembling and underwear dampening as our lips slick with spit glide against each other. I’m getting desperate, grinding my hips down on her. I haven’t wanted anyone this much ever before.
Paige’s hands dip underneath my leggings to knead the skin of my ass as she tries to push them off. I climb off of her, and staring into her hungry eyes I pull them down. We’re far too gone to stop now. I stand before her in a white satin lingerie set, but she is still fully clothed. That’s not right.
“Take your clothes off,” I command, watching the way her cheeks redden in response. It sends chills up and down my spine. She merely nods and scrambles on the bed to get the pale lavender Nike set off, leaving her sitting there in a pair of grey boxers and a sports bra and a stupid look on her face.
“I said take them off,” I murmur, though I’m already salivating at the sight of her like this. Those broad shoulders and a defined but soft stomach, those fucking arms, her thighs. God might never forgive me for the sinful things I have thought about in the last 5 months. Or what I’m about to do now.
“All of them.”
“Yeah, okay,” she mumbles, mouth ajar and eyes growing heavier in those glasses. When she obeys without hesitation, I feel a gush of wetness spilling out of me. I swallow hard. Paige undresses, first the sports bra. Her nipples harden against the chill air of the hotel room, goosebumps rising on her skin. Then, finally, her boxers are kicked off and she’s bare and naked and only herself in front of me. I can’t help but gasp.
I follow suit, not even considering the bright daylight or the open curtains. I don’t care. All I care about is her. I unbuckle my bra, letting it fall off. Paige’s eyes follow, dropping from my face to my breasts. Her mouth falls slack and she takes her hand between her legs. She’s already wet, the sounds coming from the way her fingers rub her pussy telling me so. I know she’s thought those sinful thoughts too.
My green eyes follow the movement of her fingers, suddenly starving. I kick off my damp underwear, leaving them somewhere on the floor. Paige watches, breath hitching in her throat as she rubs sloppy circles on her clit. I gush between my legs.
“C’mere,” she tells me hoarsely and I do as she says. I straddle her again, and Paige grabs my hand and drags it down between my own legs for me. I feel frustrated, hadn’t I done this enough while we were apart? Rubbed myself swollen and soaked just at the thought of her? But it’s a game and she wants to play it. And I want to do whatever she wants me to.
“Oh,” I sigh when my fingers make contact with my clit, and I throw my head back. But with her free hand Paige grabs my hair and forces my gaze back to her. Her brows are arching in pleasure.
“Paige,” I plead.
“Whatchu want mama?” She asks. She already knows, but she wants me to say it.
“You,” I moan, my slick covering my fingers. “Want to ride you.”
With a groan she shuffles back on the bed, and suddenly her glistening fingers are rubbing against my lips. I let my tongue flick over my lower lip. It tastes like her. Just as I remembered. My hand grabs her left leg and pulls it over my shoulder, chest heaving with need. I felt lightheaded, my body working before my mind could catch up.
I spread her pussy apart and slot myself against her, drool nearly dripping out of my mouth as I watch. The blonde watches too, bucking her hips closer. My cunt presses against hers, our clits brushing, and it’s over.
”Oh shit,” she groans, shutting her eyes. I moan too. God I had missed this. The way she shutters underneath me, the sound of her whimpers, how wet she gets - it’s all for me.
”Paige,” I gasp, leaning back for a better angle and holding onto her knee as I grind myself into her. We’re both wet and slick against each other. I’m dripping all over her almost embarrassingly. I forgot how good sex can feel.
”You look so sexy,” she hisses, grabbing onto my hips and pulling my core into her harder. Paige is desperate, already moaning and falling apart. She’s so beautiful, breathless and red in the face.
My tits bounce along with my movements, my clit dragging against hers deliciously. The coil in my abdomen tightens. I had been dreaming of this moment for months and it was so much better than I could ever imagine. I’m drowning in her.
”Fuck keep doing that,” Paige moans. My nails dig into the skin of her legs. ”Keep doing that, ma and I’ma nut.”
”Feel so good my love,” I whimper, eyes rolling back. My legs feel tired, the muscles burning but I don’t care.
”You like ridin’ me?”
I nod desperately. ”I love riding you.” My movements turn rapid and desperate as my high builds bigger and bigger.
”Yeah, ride that shit,” she hisses, other hand dragging from my hip upwards past my breast to my lips. My mouth parts for her and I wrap my lips around her fingers, a faint taste of her still on them.
I moan against her fingers, my tongue circling her digits as I keep grinding harder and faster, our wetness causing loud squelching sounds to emerge. Paige’s eyes roll back and her moans turn high pitched - she’s right there. Which is enough to get me there too.
With gasps and moans we both fall apart, my legs trembling with exhaustion but I keep going and going, riding out our highs. Paige is whimpering and grabbing me everywhere, back aching against the mattress. I can’t look away even when my orgasm hits. I waited far too long for this
”Goddamn,” Paige mutters as I slow down, chest heaving. I push my hair back as the girl pulls her fingers out of my mouth. I let her leg fall off my shoulder back to the mattress, ready to crash on top of her with exhaustion. But the blonde has other plans.
She wraps her hands around both my thighs, pulling me to her mouth. I’ve barely come down from my last climax when I realise what she’s doing.
”Paige, my legs,” I whine but her grip only tightens as I hover over her mouth. In every other setting I would feel embarrassed being this close and exposed to someone. But not her.
”Don’t worry mama,” she moans at the sight of me. Dripping and swollen, still throbbing. ”Just sit down.”
-
It’s heaven to taste her like this, to see her this close. I want to devour her, my tongue circling her clit. But she’s still hovering. Her legs shake around my face. At this point I don’t care if I can’t breathe.
”Baby I’ma need you to sit,” I mumble against her core. She shutters.
”Paige I-”
”I said sit the fuck down,” my voice is full of authority as I pull her down and suddenly her weight is on my face. I could drown in her and I just might. I’m sucking on her clit, hands kneading her perfect ass.
”Baby,” she gasps, her moans suddenly louder as she grabs hold of my hair. It hurts as she yanks it which only makes me buck my hips in the air. She tastes better than I remembered. I wanted to eat this pussy forever.
”Ride my face mama,” I murmur into her, laying my tongue flat. She’s too gone to resist, blindly following every order I give her. Grabbing my hair tighter she begins to grind her pussy against me, her clit nudging against my nose as my tongue dips inside her. She’s gushing all over. I was wrong, this is heaven.
”It’s my pussy,” I moan against her, my core throbbing just at the taste of her. ”Tell me.”
”It’s your pussy baby,” she whimpers, grinding harder and faster. I can barely breathe. ”It’s all yours.” To hear such sinful things coming out of her sweet mouth causes that familiar knot to build within me. And when I open my eyes the sight only makes me get closer - Izzie, leaning back and hair flowing in the air, breasts perked up and round as she grinds herself onto me. I want her like this forever.
”Fucking love this pussy, gonna be eatin’ this all day you feel me?” I murmur against her, my tongue slipping in her slick folds.
”Mmm baby whatever you want,” Iz cries out. ”Can have whatever you want.”
”That’s my girl,” I groan. My girl.
”It’s your pussy Paige.”
”I own you?” I pant out. I needed to hear it. The confirmation I had been dying for. She might date whoever, but her body and her mind are mine. They’ve always been mine.
She mewls and her body trembles. She wants it so bad. But she’s just so tired.
”You own me,” she whimpers, her moans impossibly loud. I just hope the walls are soundproof enough - but then again, let everyone hear. Let the whole city know who Izara Chopra belongs to.
I grab hold of her legs to stop the movements that were turning frantic and sloppy. She lets out a moan of relief, holding onto my hair as I do the work for her. My jaw aches and my tongue is tired but I lap her up, her taste and the sounds of her mouth enough to get me moaning.
”Paige, I’m gonna cum,” she cries out, legs trembling around me. Those high pitched whimpers, fuck I forgot how good they sounded. My hand drags down to my clit. I’m soaked again.
”Cum on my face baby,” I murmur against her, having to rub my clit lightly only a few times to get my own climax to build. I never wanted to cum so bad - with her pussy on my face and her taste in my mouth.
”Oh shit, don’t stop, don’t stop,” she moans, tugging harder and harder. I can’t breathe. I don’t care. I feel the knot in my stomach build and build and build.
”Oh fuck,” Izzie cries out, grabbing the wall in front of her as she climaxes, gushing down my face. I drink her up, the taste of her overwhelming me as I cum too, forcing my eyes to stay open so I can watch her.
”Paige,” she sighs and I keep holding her down, lapping her wetness up. Iz squeals and pushes my hands off her with a laugh. ”Paige stop!”
”I dunno if I can,” I admit, not sure if it’s sweat or her that’s dripping down my neck.
She crashes beside me, trying to catch her breath. Her makeup is running down her cheeks and her black hair is knotted at her neck but she’s never looked so beautiful. How I missed seeing her this way.
We both know it’s not right. She’s not all mine really. There’s still Jasper, and a lot for us to figure out. But right now I don’t care. I pull her into me and smell her hair unashamedly.
”You got no idea how much I missed you,” I whisper into her. She meets my words with a kiss and I know she feels the same.
”Wanna lie here forever,” she murmurs into my skin. I almost melt, my heart jolts almost uncomfortably. The things I would give up for her, I hope she knows. I love her. Endlessly. Irrevocably. Forever.
The cruel sound of her phone buzzing on the ground cuts through the air. She scrambles to her feet like a baby deer, still shaking and naked.
”It’s my mom,” she groans. ”She’s asking why we’re taking so long and that Christmas dinner will be done soon.”
”Shit, what time is it?” I ask, getting up to get dressed. Iz watches, amused.
”Oh no, I’m not taking you back till you’ve showered gorgeous,” she tells me, snapping her fingers towards the bathroom. ”Chop chop.”
-
My legs still shake at Christmas dinner, a reminder of the sin shared by me and Paige. It doesn’t help when my father makes her sit right next to me, and her knee presses into me, the heat of her skin against mine only separated by the worn softness of her loose jeans.
A weird silence looms over the table as we eat, until my dad clears her throat.
”How nice to be just with family,” he says, taking a sip of his wine. Kiran laughs.
”Dad, Paige is here,” he points out. Paige and I chuckle too.
”Oh, right,” he says, eyes widening as they turn to her. ”I suppose I meant how nice for Jasper to be elsewhere.”
”Rohan!” My mother gasps, and for a fleeting second I think she might chuck a pig in a blanket at him. I’m surprised too. I knew he wasn’t fond of Jasper but I never realised how much he actually disapproved. Still, his name hits like a wave against the rocks on a shore.
”He’s a nice lad! Just a bit much sometimes,” my father defends. My mom is fuming.
”Shut your mouth or I’ll shut it for you,” she hisses, putting her cutlery down. ”You’re confusing poor Izzie.”
I put my cutlery down too, suddenly losing my appetite. I hated when they infantilized me, like I was a child so easy to manipulate.
”Could we not talk about this right now?” I ask, keeping a cool tone with effort.
”See,” my dad grins and leans back on his chair. ”She doesn’t want to talk about Jasper either.” He looks smugly at my mother.
It both frustrates and embarrasses me. Why did he have to do this now with Paige sitting beside me. I didn’t want her to see this. I didn’t know anything.
”Stop!” I yelp, making even Kiran put his food down. The silence that falls over is heavy, everyone’s eyes are on me.
I get up clearing my throat. ”Excuse me,” I murmur, my cheeks feeling hot. Ignoring my mother’s refusals, I walk out and straight to the living room, to the grand piano.
Swallowing my frustration, my fingers drag over the white keys, pressing down on each of them. Lazily I play the notes of Clair De Lune still found somewhere deep in my cortex from the piano lessons I took as a kid. I sit there for a while, in the twinkling light of the Christmas tree.
”I didn’t know you play,” Paige’s voice interrupts me, making me stop.
”I used to,” I admit, making space for her on the stool. There barely is any. I remember when Kiran and I were small enough to easily fit both of us.
”Keep playin’,” the blonde murmurs. She knows I’m not in a mood to talk about it. And I’m too upset to feel shy over my rusty skills. My fingers play the notes of Your Song, gently humming the melody. It’s almost impossible to stay focused under the burning gaze of the blonde beside me.
She merely watches as I play, the tension in the dining room a distant memory now. I consider kissing her. Until my father knocks on the archway, making me stop and Paige to drop her gaze.
”She’s some player huh,” he says as he walks closer, placing a hand on my shoulder. ”I always thought she could play professionally.”
”She’s the best,” Paige hums and her tone is so loving and gentle it makes my cheeks flush.
”Would you mind if I talk to my daughter just for a moment,” he asks. ”I’ll have her back to you in no time.”
”’Course,” Paige scrambles onto her feet but checks with me before leaving. I nod, letting her go. I move to the couch with him.
”Great kid,” he points towards the archway where Paige had disappeared just moments ago.
”Yeah,” I hum. ”The best.”
He stares at me with a strange look. Funny, you’d think that you know your parents through and through, every look and sound and their hidden meanings. But I have no idea what this particular gaze means.
”I wanted to apologize for my behaviour,” weird, he wasn’t one to apologize normally.
”It’s okay,” I smile dryly, playing with the hem of my knitted dress.
He scooches a little closer to me, like he’s about to tell me something important. I perk up, watching into his face.
“You won’t understand until you’re a parent yourself,” he starts. “But all I want for you is happiness. Your mother too, though she has a strange way of showing it.”
I chuckle at his words.
“And if Jasper makes you happy, then I’m happy for you both.”
There’s a but coming.
“But,” there it is. “And maybe I’m wrong, but it doesn’t seem like he does.”
I clear my throat, dropping my gaze to my lap. I feel unsure of what to say. I know he’s right, but it’s different to say it outloud. To finally admit something I’ve known all along.
“That’s all,” he says, realising how flustered I got. “Just think about it,” he waves it off like he didn’t just have me nearly spiraling, grabbing a book from the coffee table and skimming through it. Until he puts it down again, avoiding my gaze.
“I’ve never seen you laugh so much or so loud since Paige came over,” he says with a lighthearted tone. But I have an inkling he means something else, something that makes my stomach churn. “You seem happy.”
Before I can answer, Kiran and mum barge into the room shifting the mood entirely. Of course, my mother ignored what happened in the dining room, like she ignored every problem.
“Love Actually time?” Kiran asks, taking a seat on the chair my father usually sits in.
“What’s Love Actually?” Paige asks as she enters the room too. Suddenly everything feels lighter.
“The best Christmas movie ever,” Kiran says. “We watch it every Christmas.”
“It is a British staple,” my mum chimes in. I make space for Paige in the corner of the couch as the movie starts playing. But my mind is elsewhere, somewhere between Jasper and my father’s words and the way my life might turn out. It’s enough to cause a headache, or maybe it’s the wine.
-
“Why are all these songs bangers?” I whisper to Izzie as we watch the movie. I’m fully invested, and happy to be included in something that felt like such an intimate family activity. A bowl of chocolate is being passed around, Rohan trying to hand it to his daughter mindlessly. But she won’t grab it.
Izzie’s dad leans forward and lets out a gentle laugh. “I think she’s asleep,” he whispers. And in that moment, to confirm his suspicions, her head lulls until it finds its home in the crook of my arm. I pray to God no one notices the way my cheeks turn bright pink.
“Yeah, I think so too,” I laugh, careful not to wake the girl up. Instead, almost instinctively, I wrap my arm around her and pull her in. It’s platonic enough to not seem suspicious. I think. Her scent lingers in the air, mixing with the Christmas tree sitting pretty in a corner. I want to have every Christmas like this.
The couch shifts slightly as Rohan gets up, his usually heavy steps light and careful. Grabbing a blanket from the edge of the chair, he walks over and tugs me and Izara under it. Mrs. Chopra turns, watchful from the opposite corner of the couch. Kiran looks too. But Rohan offers me a warm smile when my eyes meet his, and brushes a strand of Izzie’s hair off her face. She stirs, nuzzling her nose into me. But Rohan only smiles. And in that moment I know that he knows - and it feels like permission.
-
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My love, mine all mine | OB87 x Reader

pairing . . . ollie bearman x barca!femeni!reader
summary . . . After Ollie gets a sudden interest in the Barca Femeni team, fans connect the dots and reach the conclusion that he has a crush on you. So when they start tagging you on his posts, he has no choice but to confess and ask you out
request . . . no!!
word count . . . N/A
warnings . . . none!
faceclaim . . . sydney schertenleib and girls from pin!
alexavia yaps . . . guys idk why the fic is lowkey ass 💔🥀 hope yall enjoyed tho bc i'm gonna die for like another 2 weeks. requests open currently for oneshot req (for the mini fic series)

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kimi.antonelli why the sudden interest in the barcelona women's team
olliebearman i've been a fan since i was 4.
kimi.antonelli "kimi why'd no one tell me to watch women's football before" sent yesterday at 10:13 pm
olliebearman ...
pepemartiofficial ollie got exposed for lying 😂
olliebearman SHUT UP pepe
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olliebearman .
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olliebearman iconic. Tagged: fcbfemeni, yourusername
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pepemartiofficial bet he watches all matches
gabrielbortoleto_ probably analyses the plays
isackhadjar he 100% studies positions and strategies
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olliebearman what did i do to you all
olliebearman what is this modern day torture
username72 Y/N PLEASE NOTICE HIM yourusername
username73 y/n x ollie
username74 the otp fr
username75 the lack of the y/n is starting to concern me
username76 fr like WHERE IS SHEEE
pepemartiofficial hey yourusername i think someone likes you
olliebearman SHUT UP
pepemartiofficial jeez chillax
username77 sobbing i feel bad for ollie
yourbsf please please please notice him y/n i know you know who he is yourusername yourusername yourusername yourusername yourusername yourusername yourusername
olliebearman not you too
username78 i could feel the hurt in ollie's words
username79 theyre more chaotic than we thought oh my god
username80 everyone said lets spam mention y/n so she notices him and i love it
pepemartiofficial clock is ticking and so is our patience
pepemartiofficial come one oliver make your move
olliebearman josep maria marti i'm going to murder you
yourbsf he pulled the full name
pepemartiofficial im sorry pls dont kill me
yourbsf he wont just because you're the mutual friend 😂
olliebearman i'm literally right here
yourbsf do you think i care
olliebearman oh wow
pepemartiofficial ollie got humbled lmfao
username81 deleting all my socials after this but yourusername come here
username82 they are SOULMATES vro yourusername
username83 HSHSHSH NOT EVERYONE MENTIONING HER AFTER EVERY COMMENT LMFAOOOOOO yourusername
username84 Y/N WYAAAA yourusername
username85 legit romance book vibes yourusername
username86 imagine being this in love yourusername
yourbsf to think this all started with pepe's birthday
pepemartiofficial it's crazy
yourbsf and now ollie is in love
username87 VISCA BARCA !!!!!!!! yourusername
username88 i am JEALOUS, ENVIOUS, GREEN. but oh well yourusername
username89 i mean they were bound to meet sooner or later bc of pepe being a mutual friend yourusername
username90 they ARE the main characters yourusername
username91 FRR like everyone else is just a side character yourusername
username92 alexa play 'that should be me' by justin bieber yourusername
gabrielbortoleto_ when will you make your move
olliebearman never with you as my friends
kimi.antonelli stay single and miserable then xx
pepemartiofficial yeah we all have gfs
gabrielbortoleto_ except isack but he doesn't count
olliebearman YOU DON'T NEED TO REMIND ME I'M AWARE
username93 dont make his heart break yourusername
username94 STOP I CANT WAIT TO SEE HER IN THE PADDOCK yourusername
username95 if they dont get together then love isnt real yourusername
kimi.antonelli this is your last chance to make your move oliver
olliebearman PLEASE STOP
pepemartiofficial is he okay
gabrielbortoleto_ prolly not
isackhadjar he'll survive
username96 i just know they'll be each other's ride or dies yourusername
username97 where to buy a ollie asking for a friend
username98 if i could id just take over one of their bodies to experience this love yourusername
username99 im waiting for the fics yourusername
username100 straight out of romeo and juliet yourusername
isackhadjar when's the move loverboy?
olliebearman i'm begging you all please stop
kimi.antonelli i think we drove him crazy
pepemartiofficial he deserves it no one told him to publicly announce his little boy crush

INSTAGRAM TEXTS BETWEEN YOU AND @olliebearman
olliebearman: hi y/n! i'm ollie, nice to meet you!
yourusername: i know who you are ollie
yourusername: pepe wouldn't leave me alone
yourusername: nice to meet you too though
olliebearman: sorry about my friends being annoying
olliebearman: and all the fans tagging you
yourusername: don't worry about it, it was fun to watch while it lasted
olliebearman: yeah i just wanted to tell you something
olliebearman: all these comments pressured me to do it
yourusername: you don't have to say anything you don't want to, ollie
olliebearman: it's alright, i want to get it off my shoulders
olliebearman: and make everyone stop annoying me about it
yourusername: what's up then?
yourusername: is it something to do with pepe or my bsf
olliebearman: no no
olliebearman: it's actually got to do someting with you
yourusername: oh?
olliebearman: yeah
olliebearman: please don't block me or ignore me after i tell you
yourusername: don't worry
yourusername: i won't
yourusername: now continue i'm really curious
olliebearman: alright... here goes nothing
olliebearman: i really like you y/n
olliebearman: i have for a while actually
olliebearman: ever since that time pepe introduced us last year
yourusername: that's really sweet ollie
olliebearman: i've made it awkward haven't i??
yourusername: no no no
yourusername: you're really cute tbh
yourusername: and i did have a teensy tiny crush on you since we last met too
olliebearman: oh wow
olliebearman: this turned out so much better than i expected
olliebearman: i'm so glad you like me back
yourusername: dw about it
yourusername: seeing you like this is cute
olliebearman: so y/n i have a question
yourusername: yeah?
olliebearman: would you like to go out with me?
yourusername: i'd love to <3
olliebearman: great!! you're free next weekend right?
yourusername: yeah! i am
olliebearman: then you can come to the spanish gp!
olliebearman: you can stay in the haas garage (my side)
olliebearman: if it's alright for you i'll ask my team to send you the details
yourusername: oh my god ollie i've always wanted to watch an f1 race
yourusername: tysm for inviting me
yourusername: and i hope you get a good result in the race
olliebearman: i will
olliebearman: for you
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yourusername spanish gp done so i'm headed to italy and oh btw olliebearman and me are dating
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username101 cue the yourbsf meltdown in...
username102 3...
username101 2...
username102 1...
yourbsf Y/N YOU DIDN'T TELL ME ABOUT THIS
yourbsf A BOY????
yourbsf YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND??
yourbsf A RACER BOY????
yourbsf THE BOY YOU SAID YOU WOULDN'T DATE OVER YOUR DEAD BODY?
yourbsf YOU DISGRACE
yourbsf TRAITOR
yourusername are you done?
yourbsf NO
yourusername dont say it then
username103 dont know if i should be shocked or unsurpirsed
username104 both
kimi.antonelli congrats y/n!! so happy for both of you
yourusername thank you kimi !!
olliebearman thank you!! glad you're being nice for ONCE
username105 KIMI BEING THE SUPPORTIVE YOUNGER BROTHER FIGURE MY HEARTTTTT
username106 i just know damn well yourbsf is on the verge of tears
username107 SHES SO GORGEOUS I CANT
username108 my parents 🙏🙏
username109 PARASOCIAL RELATIONSHIP FRRRR
pepemartioffical congratulations!!
olliebearman thank YOU for introducing us
pepemartofficial im finally credited for my efforts
olliebearman nvm
yourusername thank you pepe ❤
gabrielbortoleto_ ohhhso youre the girl he was spamming the gc always talking about
olliebearman GABRIEL
yourusername im flattered please tell me more
gabrielbortoleto_ will do whenever we meet 😊 congrats by the way!
yourusername thank you gabriel!!
username110 my dream couple frrrr
username111 GOALS OMG
username112 its true love if THE y/n posted a soft launch for him
username113 racer boy and footballer girl, couldnt have been better
username114 BEST LOVE STORY FRRR
username115 if my future bf isnt like ollie i dont want him
username116 can ollie fight honest question
username117 dropping that so casually is max aura
username118 y/n is creative i wouldnt have thought of that
username119 waiting for ollie at her football matches
username120 spanish royalty ong
olliebearman i love you so much, mi cielo
yourusername i love you more, my london boy
olliebearman love you more than anything, my barcelona girl
yourusername 🫶❤
olliebearman ❤❤
username121 STOPP MY HEART CANT TAKE THIS
username122 this has me sobbing and i dont even know them
username123 NOOOO IM CRYING THIS SO SWEET
username124 IKR???
username125 THEY HAVE NO RIGHT BEING THIS CUTE
username126 the kiss after the race omg i died watching it
username127 i feel like im intruding or something
username128 my mother and father
username129 OUR*
username130 CUTIESSS AHHH
isackhadjar cutest couple i know, wishing you all the best
olliebearman thank you isack
username131 FUCK OFF THIS POST IS MAKING ME SO EMOTIONAL
username132 this is so romantic and for what
username133 THE CAPTION
username134 y/ns caption is killing me
username135 ISYG BAJJHSSYHSUJKKIUHBHNJWMK
username136 I JUST CAME BACK FROM SUMMER CAMP WTF??? IS THIS HOW I FIND OUT THEYRE TOEGTHER???
username137 screaming crying throwing up
username138 killing myself
username139 wait for me
username140 they should get a reality show
username141 meow
username142 THEM>>>>>>>>>>
username143 sign here to get this into a romance movie
username144 SIGNEDDDD
username145 signed and asking my whole family to sign
username146 lets make this an actual petition
username147 so like when will it be my turn
username148 greatest love story of this centruy
username149 no lies said
username150 my kind of love

olliebearman
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yourusername i love you forever, ollie. my one and only london boy.
olliebearman i love you to eternity, y/n. my one and only barcelona girl
yourusername forever and always
olliebearman till the end
yourusername i love you
olliebearman i love you too
username151 oh jolly this is so beautiful
username152 THE AESTHETIC ATE UPPPPPP
username153 y/n + ollie in italy together??
username154 thats adorable omgggg
username155 sigh im in love with them
username156 your honour i love them
yourusername this is cute but not as cute as you
olliebearman MY LOVE STOP THIS IS TOO SWEET
yourusername YOU DESERVE WAY MORE THAN THIS MY BEAUTIFUL BOY
olliebearman I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
yourusername I LOVE YOU MORE
username157 why are they communacting in caps??
username158 i have no idea but let them be
username159 oh to be rich
username160 living vicarously through them
username161 sigh i wish i was y/n
username162 oh so hes getting brave with it
username163 OLLIE GIVE US Y/N CONTENT !!!!!!!!!
username164 REAL
username165 oh?
username166 to be hot and have a hot boyfriend is the LIFE
yourbsf okay oliver we get that you have biceps don't choke my bsf with them
olliebearman what if she's into it
yourusername ....
yourusername i'm literally right here
olliebearman are you then?
yourusername not answering that question for more than 2 million people to see
yourbsf smart decision dm me the answer
yourusername YOU DONT NEED TO KNOW
pepemartiofficial i bet she is
yourusername is pepe okay??
yourbsf is he ever
yourusername true
olliebearman but actually are you into it
yourusername .
yourusername i have the right to remain silent
username167 this is the meaning of winging it
username168 boy said "you made fun of me and i did it so i'll rub it in your faces"
username169 now i understand why he was so head over heels for her
username170 we NEED to know about what went on in italy
username171 YES OMG
username172 id sell my left kidney to know
username173 THE AESHETIC. MOTHER Y/N ATEEE (i know ollie posted them but y/n clearly had a say in the photos)
kimi.antonelli these pictures are risky
olliebearman okay?
pepemartiofficial hes feeling scandalous
olliebearman pepe can you shut up
pepemartiofficial no
olliebearman figured
username174 on my fucking knees for them
yourusernameyou look so cute omgg
olliebearman you're cuter
yourusername impossible
olliebearman i put the possible in impossible
yourusername can't even defend you on that
username175 didnt expect them to be so cheesy
username176 id die and come back just to experience these photos
username177 our king is gaining fame dni
username178 is it bad that im making heart eyes at them
username179 totally not, i too am making heart eyes at y/n l/n and ollie bearman
username180 my beloved barcelona girl and her london boy

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Hybrid/pet AUs ok? Bc I would love to see your take on Gojo as a snow leopard, and Geto as a black fox~ maybe with a doting owner that looooves to spoil them, and just can’t say no to whatever her precious pets want~
now got the fattest crush on them both. I even wrote more, but didn’t want to overdo it 😭 also when they talk about her heat, they mean she’s ovulating.
ღ geto x you x gojo —good boys
You didn’t mean to raise them spoiled. But you were only human and they were just so good. So precious.
Suguru liked your lap. Long, sleek and warm, his tail curled delicately around your thigh as he read his book across your knees. His ears twitched now and then when you stroked them, but he never asked you to stop. Just leaned in, lazily affectionate, letting out a pleased little sigh when you scratched under his chin.
Satoru was the opposite. Huge. Heavy. Dramatic. The snow leopard hybrid had draped himself fully across the couch, head in your lap, legs hanging off the side like he owned the entire space and he did. Because he owned you. You’d barely sat down when he grabbed you.
“You smell different,” he muttered, nose pressed into your belly. “Were you with someone else?”
“No,” you said patiently, carding your fingers through his thick white hair. “Just the market.”
“Mm. Still too far. You didn’t bring us anything.”
“I brought snacks.”
His ears perked. Suguru’s tail flicked with interest.
“Good girl,” Suguru said with a soft smirk. “Always thinking about us.”
You flushed. They were both way too good at doing making you feel like the pet, while they lounged like kings. You couldn’t help it though. Not when they looked at you like that.
“You want the little cakes I got you, or?”
“Feed us,” Satoru interrupted, without shame. “You know I don’t like crumbs on my paws.”
“I have utensils—”
“Mouth, baby.” Suguru’s voice was velvet. “Be our sweet little feeder.”
And like always you said yes.
Later, after soft pastries and belly rubs and contented hybrid purring, you brushed out their tails while they napped on you.
Suguru’s black fur was sleek and clean, but he still made these quiet, blissed-out noises when you groomed him. His tail twitched with every gentle tug of the brush.
Satoru’s tail was thick and snowy, needing extra attention. He stretched, shirt riding up to expose the pale skin of his hips and groaned theatrically when your fingers scratched the base.
“You’re so good to us,” he murmured, lips grazing your thigh. “So, so good.”
You smiled. You were lucky, you told yourself. Two hybrids who adored you, who never left your side, who looked at you like you were their world. You didn’t notice the way they shared a glance behind your back.
You didn’t notice Suguru’s hand slide across Satoru’s chest. Didn’t hear the low, whispered words;
“It’s almost her heat.”
“We should take care of her this time.”
“Together.”
It started with a scent. Soft at first and barely noticeable. Just a trace of warmth on your skin, a flush under your cheeks. But they noticed immediately.
Suguru was the first to nuzzle into your throat. “You’re warm,” he murmured, voice low, violet eyes dark with something deeper than usual affection. “Soft. Sweet. It’s time, isn’t it?”
You blinked. “Time for—?”
Behind you Satoru growled. Not angry, but needy. His tongue dragged up your neck, purring against your ear. “Your heat, baby,” he whispered. “We smell it. Feel it. You’ve been teasing us all week.”
“I didn’t mean to—”
“But you didn’t stop either, did you?” Suguru’s fingers slid down your waist. “Didn’t stop feeding us from your lips. Didn’t stop petting us. Didn’t say no when we begged for your hands. Your lap.”
You swallowed. “You’re my boys. I like taking care of you.”
“Oh,” Satoru moaned, grinding against your back. “You’re gonna say that while we fuck you full?”
Your knees gave out and they caught you. They laid you down in their shared nest. All soft furs, velvet blankets and the whole room drenched in their scent. Pheromones thick in the air. You could barely think. Barely breathe. Every nerve in your body screamed yes when they pinned you between them.
Suguru kissed you slow and deep first. His tongue was warm, fangs teasing your bottom lip. His hands held your hips open, his tail flicking behind him, body pressed close and sure. “Want to taste how sweet your heat’s gotten,” he murmured. “Bet you’re already leaking for us.”
Satoru was starving. His mouth moved down your body, leaving wet trails, growls vibrating against your belly. His claws ripped through your underwear in one easy tear. And then his mouth was on you. You screamed. Loud. Choked. Shameless.
He moaned like he was the one being touched. “Tastes like you need us,” he groaned, fucking you with his tongue, arms wrapped around your thighs to hold you still. “Gonna stuff you full. You’ll never get rid of our scent again.”
Suguru kissed your throat, his voice dripping with praise. “You’re shaking already? We haven’t even put it in yet.”
“Please,” you begged. “I need—I want—”
“You want both?” Satoru teased, pulling his face from between your legs, lips slick and glistening. “Want your spoiled hybrids to fill both your holes at once?”
You nodded wildly, desperately and they broke. You ended up on all fours, body trembling, drool on your lips from how hard they made you cum. Satoru fucked you from behind. His cock deep and thick, claws gripping your hips, his growls right in your ear. Suguru was in front. His big palm cradling your jaw, his cock sliding between your lips, velvet voice full of sin.
“Look at you,” he breathed. “So good like this. So ready to be ruined.”
You moaned around him, thighs shaking as Satoru slammed into you from behind. His cock filled you completely. Every thrust pressing into the perfect spot, wet slaps echoing through the den as he bred you.
“You’re ours now,” he grunted. “Say it. Fucking say it.”
You pulled off Suguru’s cock long enough to sob,“I’m yours—yours—please don’t stop.”
And they didn’t. Not until your belly was full of them. Not until your voice was wrecked, your legs too weak to stand, your body marked and glowing with their scent. They licked you clean and kissed your tears. Tucked you between them, soft and warm and adored.
While you drifted in and out of sleep, Satoru nuzzled your neck and purred, “You really can’t say no to us, huh?”
Suguru just smiled, rubbing your belly like you were the one with a tail now.
And you? You sighed softly and whispered, “I never want to.”
What followed was new, but not unusual.
Satoru dragging every blanket in the apartment into one room. Suguru moving the pillows into a pile, then rearranging them over and over again until they were just right. Your favorite hoodie disappeared. So did the oversized sweater you wore to bed.
At first, you thought they were just being their usual chaotic selves. Until you walked in and saw them crouched in the middle of it all. Tail-twitching, ears alert and completely focused. You understood that they were nesting. For you.
“Hey,” you said gently from the doorway. “What’s going on?”
Satoru turned first. Hair messy, pupils blown wide, wearing nothing but sweatpants slung low over his hips. His white ears flicked. “It’s not done.”
Suguru didn’t even glance up from where he was arranging the softest fleece you owned. “She’ll need warmth. Somewhere safe.”
“I’m safe here,” you said with your heart melting.
“But you’ll be in heat again soon,” Suguru replied, eyes glowing purple. “You need a proper den.”
Satoru stalked toward you on all fours, like the big cat he was. Then rose to press his face into your stomach. His tail curled possessively around your leg. “You’re ours. We have to take care of you.”
You didn’t protest, because the room was soft and warm. Smelled like them, like musk and vanilla and skin. The plush blankets were already molded to your shape. The dim lighting, the walls padded with hanging fabric, the comfort of being wrapped in everything they wanted to give you. You were helpless against it. So you let them pull you in.
They made you sit in the middle of the pile while they circled you like watchful predators, rearranging the nest with careful touches.
Suguru added a silk scarf that still held your scent. “This keeps you calm.”
Satoru dropped one of your stuffed animals beside you. “You always sleep with it when we’re not in bed.”
You flushed. “You noticed that?”
He licked your cheek. “We notice everything.”
You were trembling by the time they were done. From the way they looked at you, like they’d built a temple to house you. Like you were their goddess, their precious treasure and they’d burn the world to keep you safe.
Suguru kissed your palm. “Lie down, baby.”
“Let us keep you warm,” Satoru murmured, already climbing into the nest behind you.
You obeyed. And once you were tucked in between them, fox tail curled around your waist, snow leopard arms caging you close, they both purred. That deep content purr that felt like warmth and safety.
“Do you feel it?” Suguru whispered.
“What?”
“The bond.”
You nodded, already half-asleep.
And Satoru’s soft voice, that cracked, full of everything he didn’t know how to say, breathed into your skin, “You’re home.”
Your body acted up again. Warmth in your belly. An ache in your thighs. That subtle, undeniable flutter of ovulation. You knew it was coming. But you didn’t mean to do anything weird. Just a few harmless things; You folded the blankets in the nest a certain way. Then you added one of their worn shirts and brought your favorite plush into the pile and curled around it. Just comfort things. Instinctive. But your hybrids? They lost their fucking minds.
Suguru was the first to notice. He stood at the edge of the nest, sharp-eyed and still, watching you rearrange the center of the pile. You didn’t even realize he was there until he spoke.
“You made it.”
You looked up. “Huh?”
He didn’t blink or move. Just sniffed the air and his pupils blew wide. “You made the nest while you’re ovulating. While you’re in heat.”
Your mouth opened and closed again. “I didn’t mean—”
Behind him, Satoru appeared in a blur of white fur and muscle, fully shifted into that dangerous, beautiful hybrid form. Sharp claws, snowy tail swaying, sweat-slicked chest heaving. “You want our kits,” he growled, stalking forward. His paws tapping impatiently. “You’re ready.”
“No—wait—I didn’t say—”
“You don’t have to,” Suguru purred, crawling toward you. “Your body did.”
They didn’t give you time to explain. Because your scent was thick in the nest. It was sweet and fertile and desperate. And every instinct in their blood screamed to fill you. Breed you. Mark you.
Satoru pinned you first, licking at your throat, purring deep into your skin. “You want it, don’t you? Want your belly round. Want to be dripping with us.”
Suguru was behind you now, hands on your hips, tail flicking against your thigh. “You want to be a mama, sweetheart? Want to carry our pups?”
“Say yes,” Satoru whispered. “Say yes and we’ll give you everything.”
And gods help you, you whispered. “Yes.”
You didn’t remember how the rest of your clothes came off. Not that you cared much. Suguru sank slow and deep into you from behind, spreading you open with a low growl. His knot was already swelling, teasing you, promising more.
Satoru kissed your belly, murmuring into your skin. “Gonna be so full, baby. So swollen. We’ll take care of you. Feed you. Nest with you. You’ll never need anything but us.”
You cried out as Suguru bottomed out, cock curved just right, stretching you around that knot that would eventually lock you in place. You felt so full already, but then Satoru moved forward and pressed the head of his cock to your lips.
“Let me in too,” he begged. “Wanna taste how sweet our breeder is.”
You moaned around him, tears in your eyes, utterly surrounded. Held. Bred. Worshipped.
Suguru fucked you slow and deep, whispering praise and gripping your hips like he was afraid you’d vanish. Satoru stroked your hair while you sucked him down, his voice gone soft and aching.
“Good girl. Good little mate. You’re gonna take us so well.”
And when Suguru finally knotted you, when you screamed around Satoru’s cock and felt that hot flood of seed inside your womb, they both purred like it was the happiest moment of their lives.
They didn’t stop at one. Not when you were still ovulating. Not when your belly could still take more. They kept you in the nest all night, swapping places, licking your slick from each other’s mouths, filling you until you sobbed with overstimulation and bliss.
Until your belly was swollen, skin sticky with cum, thighs trembling and Suguru kissed your inner thigh and said. “You’ll give us beautiful pups.”
And Satoru curled around you, tail wrapped over your belly like a blanket, whispering. “Our good little mama.”
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Hey!!! I totally love all your works and i wanted to req an angsty story bc ya girl loves trauma😭😭😭 so basically reader asks either osc or max (up to u) if they wanna go on a date and since he's not rlly paying attention he jokes that he'd rather spend the time having sex💀 but reader real8ses that they never really defined their relationship and assumes he's just using her and that they're not anything and the driver is totally oblivious to all this lol😭😭 and anyway a while later reader either introduces him as her friend or flirts with someone else in front of him and he gets rlly pissed and jealous??? And they have a fight and she explains everything and he comforts herrrr❤️❤️❤️ amd then later sets up this big cheesy display to actually ask her out loll anyway yeah you ofc don't have to write this if you don't want to but if you do, enjoy❤️
some of you anons are so sweet I love you
decided to do max bc I have so many Oscar works

You chewed on the skin of your finger. Sat next to Max in the hospitality, he was paying more attention to his phone than you. “What do you think about going to dinner Tuesday night?”
A dry sounding laugh. “I’d rather eat you out.”
You blinked at how direct it was. Your fingers tapped against the table. “Okay.” Was all you could manage as your brain ran wild.
He’d turned down a date. Said he’d prefer sex. As you thought about it, there wasn’t really an occasion where he did take you out.
You weren’t even dating. He’d never made if official, never called you his girlfriend or treated you much like one.
Holy shit it’s hit you like a bullet train.
You were just an object for him to use whenever he needed a good fuck. He was using you.
He only looked up from his phone when you walked off. He called after you, asking where you were off to. You didn’t give him an answer.
The restroom stall clicked closed, securing you in the confined space. The thoughts spoke before you could suppress them.
You were nothing to him but a fuck buddy. You meant nothing. You cared for him, but he didn’t care for you. You were just convenient. Only by his side to satisfy his needs. Did he even see you as a person?
Despite being upset by your revelation, you couldn’t resist his advances later that night.
Weeks on, you still couldn’t help yourself, occasionally accepting his late-night booty calls. But you never enjoyed it as much as you used to.
He’d managed to get himself invited as your plus one to your friend’s beach party. No problem, you’d ditched him easily in the large crowd.
You were chatting with one of your friends when a guy approached. Tan skin. Dark, wavy hair. Hypnotic green eyes. Muscled, too. Toned arms and chest.
Oh, shit. You’d been shamelessly checking him out.
“-and this is, y/n.” Your friend introduced, breaking into your thoughts.
“Yeah. Hi.” You chuckled, cheeks burning—and it wasn’t from the heat. “Sorry, what was your name again? I didn’t quite catch it.” You tucked a strand of hair behind your ear, licked your lips.
His laugh was as captivating as he was. “Andreas.” He flashed his teeth.
“Handsome name. Spanish?” You guessed.
He nodded. “Only the name is handsome?”
Your friend had left the scene. When, you weren’t sure. But she was no longer stood by your side. Your eyes explored his body again. “You’re not terrible looking.” You shrugged.
He laughed again. “And you are gorgeous.” He stepped forward. “Are you seeing anyone?”
You shrugged. “Nothing serious.”
Before he could say anything, an arm wrapped around your waist and pulled you. “What’s going on here?” The Dutch accent was plain enough. You didn’t have to look to know it was Max, or know that he was fuming.
“Oh! Andreas, this is my friend Max! Max, Andreas.”
“Oh! Verstappen, right? Man, this is incredible, it’s nice to meet you.” He held out his hand.
Max eyed the outstretched offer and laughed humorlessly. “Yeah.” He muttered before dragging you off.
“Wha- Max! Hey-!” You stumbled after him, struggling to find footing in the uneven sand. “Where are we going?”
“Home!”
You scoffed. “Incase you forgot, we don’t live together.”
He ignored you.
“Max! Let me at least say bye it’s rude to-“
“Fine.” He spat the words like venom, still gripping onto your hand.
You led him this time, over to where your friend stood. You apologized to your friend, wished her happy birthday yet again, and bade her goodbye.
The car ride back to Max’s home was silent but tense. He glanced over at you every few seconds. You kept your eyes on the streets outside.
“What the hell was that?” He accused as the door boomed closed.
You sighed. “What was what?”
“You fucking-“ he scoffed like he’d processed your question mid sentence. “-you were fucking flirting with someone else! In front of a near hundred people!”
You threw yourself on the couch, taking up the entirety of it. Another sigh. You were in no mood for his theatrics nor to entertain them. “And why does that matter to you?”
A singular laugh of disbelief. He marched right over, standing by your side. No matter, your eyes were on the ceiling anyway. “Because you’re with me!” He cried in outrage.
Uninterested, you turned your head. Slow. “Am I now?” You raised your brows.
His jaw dropped. Silence. And then a quiet question. “Are you fucking serious?”
Sat up too quickly, your head spun momentarily. Your brows furrowed. “You have only ever paid attention to me when you want my fucking body!” Your calmness had shattered, replaced by the pent up rage of the last few weeks. You got to your feet. “You only take me to races and then pose me as your girlfriend because it’s convenient for you. The only reason I exist in your life is to please you.” Your finger jabbed in his chest with every point. “And you have no right to claim that I’m with you because we have never been on a single fucking date! Not in the five months you’ve been fucking me. I even asked you about going out to dinner and you told me you’d rather have sex.” You scoffed. The hot tears flowing down your face only became known to you when you turned away.
The back of your hand lay flat on your forehead as you took a shaky breath. You whipped around, a weak arm motioning to him. “You… I thought I meant something to you. For the longest time I-“ you choked, shrugged. “Stupid me.”
Max stood. Stunned. Speechless.
He never saw it as you had. Never thought of you as just a fuck-buddy or someone he uses to please himself. Girlfriend, he wasn’t sure if that was the word. Wasn’t ever sure if you even wanted that kind of label. But definitely dating—if there was even a difference between the two. He thought inviting you to races and ordering room service were considered dates. He thought you weren’t into lavish dinners and preferred quiet nights in. Clearly, he was an idiot.
And he told you as much, nearly word for word.
Again, you found the couch. Max sat beside you. “Evidently, we’re both terrible at communicating.” You gave a weak laugh.
“We can be better now, though.”
He had it all laid out. Your favorites scattered around his flat. Dinner plated by candlelight. Dessert on a crystal platter in the kitchen. A projector set up in the living room, prepared to display your favorite movie. Pillows and blankets lined the sofa to make it more comfortable.
And he stood in his nicest tuxedo—potentially too fancy, but it would make his point.
The front door creaked open, and in came you. In sweats and shocked. “Max what is this?” You chuckled. “What are you wearing?”
Your eyes glanced around the room, sparkling in the candlelight. A lavish display. So unlike the Max you knew, but not unappreciated.
He sported a nervous smile. “I’ve been stupid. And I want to correct that.” He pulled out a vase of your favourite flowers and held them out to you. “Will you be my girlfriend?” His voice shook, as did his hand.
You smiled softly, sheepishly. Took slow steps until you reached him. You stared at the flowers. At him. “I can’t tell if I’m underdressed or if you’re overdressed.”
“You’re overdressed. Too many clothes, I think you should take them off.” He grinned. Your brows shot up. “Sorry. Sorry. I- fuck, right.” He cleared his throat. “You look gorgeous.”
You smiled and shook your head. On your tip toes, you kissed his cheek. “Yes. I’ll be your girlfriend.”
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Hiiiiiiiiii😭😭😭 I'm here to share a void success story, it's preeetty recent and I'm still going crazy over it😭😭😭😭 (I'll probably share/spam this on other blogs' asks section too, srry ig😭😭)
Sooo, it's been two fucking days since I got my fucking dream life!!!😭😭😭😭 I revised sooo many things and especially since I'm an ARMY(fan of BTS) I manifested/revised A BUNCH OF THINGS
I manifested/revised knowing them very very earlier(debut time)
I revised that I went to many many concerts(at first I was like "wouldn't this be.. "wrong" to manifest I went to all concerts??" but after some little time I remembered that this is my reality + if the fact that i went to all their concerts would make me happy THEN BITCH WHY NOT😭😭😭) I swear there are SO many photos and videos from their concerts on my phone OH I ALSO MANIFESTED MY DREAM PHONE😭😭😭 which is a s20 bts edition samsung , it's become my dream phone from the moment it came out, many people were hopeless etc of getting it because it's apparently sold out but i never really felt that way, especially after getting to know void state and manifestation i just became even more hopeful about that, btw I had some beginner luck the first time I entered this state, but then it felt like I just couldn't be it again 😭😭 but LITERALLY 2 DAYS AGO I DID IT AND FOR SOME REASON(GOOD!!) I STAYED AN ACTUALLY LONG TIME THERE AND REVISED ANDMANIFESTED SO MANY TJINGS!!!😭😭😭🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻
I have all of their albums and many other merchs and most of them are autographed and I KID U NOT I REMEMBER IT SOOOO CLEARLY AND PERFECTLY 😭😭😭😭😭 I also remember their concerts very perfectly ofcc😭😭😭
I woke up in this new house, IT'S REALLY PRETTY I LOVE IT andd i also have a pet ohbmy fucking gosh😭😭😭 It's a puppy golden retriever and it's called a specific name that I've always loved and I always wanted to have a golden retriever called this way SHE'S SUCH A CUTIE BTWW as I was saying i always loved this name and have always been in love with golden retrievers and this specific name ever since I was a kid I would watch lots of golden retriever videos especially puppies back then (I AIN'T KIDDING WHEN I SAY I'M FUCKING OBSESSED WITH THESE CUTIESS!!!🥹🥹❤🩹❤🩹) her name is so pretty and it actually fits my little baby soooo perfectly 😭😭🥹💝💝💝 I revised I got her like 1 week ago that's why she's such a smol and cute babie🤧 I had this heartwarming feeling when I was affirming for her at the void🥹 I just love her smm and I've been playing with her quite a lot <3 I've also been unboxing some merchs and other things I both manifested and bought(i revised being rich and I STILL CAN'T FULLY BELIEVE IT I MEAN YES BUT IT'S SOOOOO WNVDJSGJXH I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE IT BUT I LOVE IT I MEAN MY BANK ACCOUNT IS SOOOO HUGE I MEAN I HAVE A LOT OF MONEYYYYYY AND I BOUGHT MANY MANY THINGS ALREADY 😭😭😭😭🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 omg I can't forget to mention thisss so I have a looot of followers in this tumblr acc THIS IS SO MAGICAL ISWEAR KWMGSJSGD I also have posts from the past, posts abt BTS and others too but mostly BTS and i just remember them so clearly i could be dreaming idk I LOVE THIS😭😭😭😭😭
Also I found two pics of me and tye members together at backstages and the same day while "exploring" my new house i found out i have two frames with these photos🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 man the fact I remember it all is what makes it all even crazier to me!! I also have this feeling like it was yesterday if u know what I mean <3
I revised showing up on specific BTS vids from Bangtantv's channel like for example BTS pop-up houses and I'm also on some concerts videos from the channel!!!!
I have two armybomb v1 and v3 and one armybomb v2 and SE(special edition), I have all albums and I said earlier 99% of them are autographed I have photos and videos of me at their fansigns and fanmeetings too I also found this P E R F E C T screenshot from when some MVS came out, including their debut mv, the screenshot was from 13 mins ago and I remember it very well as well <333
Now leaving BTS aside for a little, I also revised/manifested having my dream job and dream wardrobe too I'm so in love with my clothes and a dress in specific I just feel like using it EVERY DAY before getting into the state I saw it on Pinterest and it was like love at first sight😅🥹 ofc I remembered it when affirming for my dream wardrobe in void 🫶🏻🫶🏻
I really really wanted to share certain pics here but I prefer sending this on anonymous because I actually don't want people to find out abt this acc and find out that a random ARMY changed it all in her life🤣🤣🥲 but I swear I'm soooo on cloud 9 rnn and I have many things to unbox too well wait I'mma list other things I manifested : dream car, fluency in many languages including Korean ofc! Besides my cutie baby golden retriever i also have 2 cutie cutie kittens they're so lovely and I know they love me a lot like I love them too🥺🥺🩷🩷🩷 already said wardrobe but i also manifested a bunch of accessories and pretty shoes and especially boots too! I manifested being a good swimmer since I've always loved this sport lol(i affirmed that i can hold my breath infinitely idk if this is gonna be dangerous or idk in some way but i tested it on the same day too and yes i truly can hold my breath for a long time😳😁 i revised an account of mine being unbanned because it """had been banned"""(not anymore hehe) by some damn BTS haters but i revised that nothing of it happened and guess what?? I HAVE A POST FROM THE SAME DAY I WOKE UP IN THIS BRAND NEW LIFE!!!! I also manifested specific friends and some magical, spiritual, witchy items as well because I'm a very spiritual person and i loooove tarot cards i manifested a lot of decks and besides that i also manifested incenses, tons of crystals and pretty rocks, a caldron bcz why not lol, there's also a lot of things(not only spiritual and witchy things) that I didn't affirm when I was the void but since our higher selves always knows it damn all, I also had them when I woke up here.
There's so many things I swear I revised like 80% of my past, old life and now I literally have my dream life😭😭😭 I'm aware of skepticals who might say this is fake but I DON'T CARE LMAO VOID IS REAL MANIFESTATION IS REAL I LOVE THEM BOTH AND I DON'T GONNA PROVE MYSELF TO NOBOOOODY especially when it's a fucking skeptical person with no magic in their lives 🤣🤣🤣💅🏻💅🏻
I'm sooo happyyyy I think I'm gonna end this ask now but I may come back later(maybe, cause I'll probably sending this to different accounts who post about void success stories loll, but I'll try to come back later and give some updates if you replied to this ask!), I'll finish unboxing stuff and decorating my dream room even more, I'll also see more photos that I have in my phone from BTS concerts and other things WAAAAIT THIS IS IMPORTANT LOL i have a printer!! I can make my own photocards now loll😭😭🤣🤣 yess i swear this is important, maybe mostly for me but whateeever lol
Everyone who's also on their void state journey or such, I believe in you aaaall i know you all got this too!! Keep going, improving/increasing ur mindset and consciousness etc i know you will get all that you wish soon affff!! <3 thanks for reading this and i feel like saying that if it happens that this disappears in the future then you'll know why lol(universe making things even more truer, meaning that i didn't actually revise it all but i always had it all! AND I MEAN I ACTUALLY DOOOOO😭😭🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻) thanks and I'll go now, bye guyss!! 🥹🥹🩷🩷🩷🩷 I'll update if i can :)
Holy shit just realized how huge this ask is😭😭😭🤣🤣🤣
OMG GIRL IM SO SO HAPPY FOR YOUUOU
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Studbudz. One Mic. No Boundaries
Natisha Hiedeman x Fem!Reader


MASTERLIST | MORE | Part 1, Part 2, Part 3
Summary: Back home. Back on stream. But this time, it’s Court who invites you, claiming she wants to host a “very legitimate and highly professional” interview segment. Lies.
Genre:Comedy, WLW, stud x stud, livestream chaos, playful sexual tension, fake professionalism
Warnings: Suggestive content, strong flirtation, unhinged questions, dominant switch dynamics, reader getting bullied (lovingly), Court instigating at Olympic level, T encouraging it quietly
Word Count ~ 1.5k

Stream starts smooth. Camera on. Lights vibin. T’s got on some chill grey sweats and a white tee, hair fresh and sharp like she just got lined up 3 hours ago. She sitting back in the chair, sipping something icy. Not saying much.
Court as usual look like she up to no good.
“Alright y’all, today we got a very professional, totally unprovocative stream. Special guest in the building,” she says, pointing the camera toward me.
I raise an eyebrow. “Why I feel like I just walked into a trap?” T grins. That calm, smug, dangerous grin like she been waiting to watch me get set up.
“Nah nah,” Court says, trying to play innocent. “This a journalistic interview. I’m askin hard-hitting questions.” I glance at the chat.
“Last stream still trending on TikTok”
“HELP”
“T is smirking like she KNOWS she the problem”
“I want what they have but I’m scared of it too”
Court claps her hands. “So first question. Who freakier?” T actually chokes. Not a cough. A choke.
“Bro,” I say, deadpan.
“It’s for the fans,” Court says, fake serious. “They deserve to know.”
I blink at the camera. “Well it’s not me. I’m shy.”
T laughs behind her cup. Quiet. Knowing.
“She lyin,” she mutters.
Court’s eyes go wide. “EXCUSE ME??”
T sits up a little. “She lyin. She bold on stream but—”
I cut her off. “Don’t you dare.”
T tilts her head. “Don’t I dare, what?”
Court is slapping the desk. “Y’all are so unserious. Y’all really be play-fighting in public then doing demon time behind closed doors.”
I hold up a hand. “Listen. Im not freaky..but im damn sure not a bottom.”
“nah cause that was unprovoked”
“she said that with her chest 😭”
“T just blinkin slow like prove it then”
“WHO THE TOP THEN???”
I side-eye T. “Tell em.”
T lifts her chin, licks her lips once like I’m lying. “We don’t do labels.”
Court walks off camera screaming. I cover my face. “Bro I’m logging off.”
I point at T, still flustered. “You see her? This is proper light skin behavior. The ultimate light skin. Blue eyes. Pretty ass smirk. Always actin chill like she don’t be causing permanent damage.”
T shrugs like it’s true. Like she been told that before.
Court leans into the camera. “She said ’the ultimate light skin’ like she a rare Pokémon card.”
I sigh. “She is. I pulled the rarest one. Limited edition. Don’t even drop til next year.”
T starts smirking again, then softly says, “I’m keepin that.”
I pause. “Huh?”
She shrugs, all calm. “The way you talk about me. I’m keepin that.”
“My chest hurt”
“They not just in love—they in danger”
“Court is the only thing keeping them from fucking each other on live”
Court clears her throat. “Next question.”
I give her the side eye. “Please make it smart.”
She puts on a fake news anchor voice. “Who more likely to go to jail?” Me and T both point at each other.
T says, “She too impulsive.”
I say, “She too calm. She the one they find smilin in mugshots like she earned it.”
Court nods. “Both of y’all are a danger. If y’all ever jumped somebody? That’s a lawsuit. Easy.”
I lean forward toward the mic. “Tag-team your girl. Stay safe.”
T laughs again—quiet, pleased. She’s been watching me this whole time like she’s entertained and turned on. Like this is foreplay to her. That soft lil stare, the relaxed posture, but the way her hand rests on my leg under the desk?
Yeah. She got me. And she knows she got me.
Court don’t miss it either. She eyes us, sighs. “I feel like the only reason y’all not kissing right now is cause Twitch would flag it as a hazard.”
I sit back, cross my arms. “We chillin.”
“Y’all so tense it’s romantic”
“What does ‘for now’ MEAN.”
“Court is babysitting lesbians with tension stronger than my ex’s lies”

The “interview” finally wraps up. Court talking about “thank you for coming” like she ain’t just grilled me about who’s freakier and who eat more snacks in bed.
I fake stretch, standing up, brushing lint off my hoodie. “That was a real journalistic masterpiece, Court. Pulitizer’s on the way.”
She snorts. “Next time bring a lawyer.”
T’s still sitting, leaned back in her chair, hoodie collar loose, looking up at me like I’m dinner and she not on camera. And that’s her problem. She got the nerve to be glowing. Blue eyes doing that sparkle thing. Bottom lip just there. All soft and tempting.
I pause. Eyes on her. Walk up.
“You look good today,” I say casually, as if I ain’t been mentally biting her this whole time.
She squints up at me like, “You just now noticing?”
I laugh. “Nah. I just wanted to be respectful for five seconds.”
Then I bend down, grip her jaw all soft, thumb on her chin, and tilt her head just slightly.
Court: “AYO—” Quick peck. Just one. Sweet. Clean. Just a little heat behind it.
“Alright, y’all,” I say to the camera. “Be easy.” T watches me walk toward the door. Still hasn’t moved.
But then—before I’m fully gone—I double back. Come right back in with a bag of sour straws I clearly raided from the kitchen. Pop one in my mouth and lean against the frame. “You need anything, baby?”
T eyes the bag. “Yeah. A piece of that.”
I smirk. “You the type to get cavities. So no.”
Court SCREAMS.
T: “Wow.”
I blow her a kiss. “Love you.”
Court, still on: “This is marriage.”

The stream’s still going. Courtney’s in full “conspiracy theory auntie” mode, talking about moon landings and whether dreams mean we astral project when we sleep.
T? Gone. Disappeared after saying she had to “check on something real quick.” Camera’s still up, chat still hot, but her chair’s empty and she ain’t said a word since.
I’m in her bed. Leg propped up. Bag of her sour straws on my chest. Hoodie half unzipped and rolled into the blanket like I live there. Which… I basically do.
I hear the door creak open real soft and look up.
She walks in, quiet. Fresh fade, teeth peeking out in a small smile like she tryna hide it. Hoodie sleeves pushed up. Her whole aura giving, “You gon behave or make me act up?” But she don’t say nothing at first. Just stands there.
I smirk. “T.”
She raises a brow, leans against the wall like she didn’t just sneak off mid-stream for me.
“Come here.”
She shakes her head. “Nah.”
“Bae. Come on.”
She crosses her arms. “I ain’t doin all that.”
I sit up more, pat the space beside me. “Who gon know? Stream can’t see you.”
“I’ll know.”
“Girl, you in your own house,” I laugh, tossing a sour straw at her that misses completely. “And I’m in your bed. Rubbin my legs together like a damn cricket. You really gon stand there?”
She looks up like she’s praying for strength. Then back at me.
“You just want me to come over so you can touch my no no square”
“Girl shut up I’m just tryna cuddle, and we Grown. ” I say, lying like a sinner in church.
She laughs once under her breath, but she don’t move. So I try again. Real soft this time. Just enough to crack her.
“Come on… I had to be good all stream. Can’t even look at you too long without twitch actin up. I just wanna lay with you.”
Her head drops. Shoulders drop. She walks over slow like I just summoned her. And when she gets close, she doesn’t sit on me. She just kneels by the edge of the bed, arms folded over the mattress, chin resting on her arms.
I brush her hairline with my thumb. “You so fine it don’t make no sense.” She closes her eyes for a second. Smiling now.
“You lucky I like you,” she says, low. “Cause I really left Court hanging.”
I chuckle, leaning closer, lips near her ear. “You like me a lot.”
“Mmhmm.”
“You gone let me…or what?”
She still doesn’t answer. Just tilts her head and kisses my shoulder—slow, like she ain’t in no rush. Then my neck. Then the corner of my mouth.
But she still kneeling. Still acting like she not allowed to fully fold. I sigh, dragging a hand down her cheek. “So you just gon love me from the floor like a Disney villain?”
She smiles against my skin. “I’m tryna be respectful.”
I kiss her back, real light. “And I’m tryna be irresponsible. Come here, baby.”
Finally, finally, she climbs in—next to me, not on me, but close enough that our legs tangle. Her fingers find the hem of my hoodie. Her other hand slides behind my head. The kiss we share now? Quiet. Intentional. Nothing for the cameras. Just us.
Just married vibes in a house full of secrets.
Court’s voice echoes faintly from the living room:
“I think T ran away, y’all. She got snatched off stream. Pray for her.”
We both laugh into each other’s mouths.
T whispers, “Let her pray.” And pulls me closer.

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Yo! My two braincells keep thinking of how Sukuna would keep telling his girl to just remember her rainjacket as its gonna rain but she keeps brushing him off "Nah Im not gonna melt! I can handle it!."
Then end of day walks in soaked and running a fever🤣.
Last words of his before she passes out on the couch was "Told you to just take your rainjacket and umbrella...dumbass."
Yet he still loves her lol.
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okkk first of all tHIS IS SO CUTE !!! ty for sharing this with me omg i’m obsessed !! sukuna absolutely would nag about that damn rainjacket like it’s a life or death mission and then still be the one making soup and drying your hair with all the love in his black little heart 😭💔
hope u don't mind that i HAD to do a little ficlet for it (tysm for following too ily!! xx) belowwww:
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“baby, bring your rainjacket.”
“it's just drizzle, 'kuna.”
he glares at you from the driver’s seat. “did you even check the weather?”
you lean over, kiss him on the cheek. “no worries, my tingles say it's gonna shine later. i’ll text when to pick me up.”
“i swear to god—”
“'kay, thanks, babe! love ya!”
sukuna slaps the steering wheel as you slam the car door and bolt.
this godforsaken pilates gym.
it’s your mom’s friend’s studio, and it’s halfway up a fucking hill like it’s trying to escape capitalism. a ten-minute stair climb, one way in, one way out. no drive-thru. no shelter. just stairs. and leg day.
you don’t even glance at the clouds.
one hour later.
you text sukuna “pick me up in 15 ily” with ✌️ and 💦 emojis.
and yes, you're already soaked.
he gets there five minutes late and sees you walking down the stone steps like a wet paper towel in human form. your leggings are clinging. your hair’s dripping. your face says “i’m fine.” and your immune system says “perish.”
“jesus christ,” he mutters, throwing the passenger door open. “you’re dying.”
“i’m FINE,” you rasp, crawling in like a wet cat. “i’m totally good.”
“you look like a drowned church rat.”
“okay rude,” you sniff. “but like...kinda.”
“i told you. i told you to bring that fucking jacket, dumbass.”
“yeah well,” you mumble, curling into the seat, “those are for cowards.”
he hits the gas. “and now you’re sick and stupid.”
“shut up.”
he rolls his eyes so hard it should’ve been audible, one hand already cranking the heater toward you.
“next time i’m shoving that damn jacket in your bag myself.”
you sniff, already curling up like a sick little croissant (what even is that visual ?? just a soaked croissant ??!).
“love you too, sunshine,” he mutters.
"you're too bossy," you retorted.
“tch, shut up and sneeze in the other direction.” as he continues driving back to your house.
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a/n: hasdhsahda lol sorry this is not proofread but that idea was just so cute tysm again <3333
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❤️🔥18+ Scarlet Witch Headcannons❤️🔥
Pairing: Scarlet Witch x Female! Reader
Warnings/Tags: 18+, Smut, WLW, Bad B (MoM) scarlet witch, Headcannons
Author’s Note: WUH LUH WUH. Seriously thank you for whoever requested this I’ve been wanting to do something like this for Wanda. I love her so much😭😭
Wanda loves control, but she doesn’t show it aggressively. She’s seductive and commanding with her sultry tone and lingering touches. Her dominance is assertive but gentle, the kind that makes coils in your stomach and leaves you trembling.
Her accent gets thicker when she’s turned on, especially when whispering the most dirty and seductive things into your ear, and she knows exactly how it affects you. She knows if she tried hard enough, her voice alone could make you orgasm.
Wanda uses her chaos magic in the bedroom, and it’s absolutely unfair but oh so enjoyable. Binding your wrists without rope, pinning you down without touching you, flicking invisible touches across your thighs or nipples until you're begging. She’ll smirk and say, “Use your words, láska moja.”
She is a slow, thorough, and ruthless giver. Wanda will take her time between your thighs, overstimulating you with her mouth while keeping your hips magically restrained.
She loves eye contact while eating you out. Her glowing red eyes meeting yours while her tongue works deep and lazy is absolutely mind-breaking.
If you want to return the favor, Wanda loves sitting on your face, and she’s a grinder. She won’t be shy about it either. She’ll ride your tongue until her thighs are shaking, hands in your hair, moaning your name like a prayer in that deep thick accent of hers.
One of her favorite things? Teasing you with her magic while pretending everything is normal. In public, at dinner, during missions, youll feel it. Invisible fingers ghosting between your legs, or a pressure building in your core, and Wanda will act like she’s done nothing wrong.
Telepathy play. She’ll invade your thoughts while you're trying to concentrate, murmuring filthy commands into your mind:
“I know how wet you are right now. You want me to touch you, don’t you?”. Or even looking through dirty thoughts and fantasys of yours to make bedroom play extra spicy and fulfilling for you.
If she’s jealous or in a possessive mood, she’ll fuck you hard, deep, and without mercy, a reminder that you belong to her. Marks, scratches, and hickeys are left intentionally visible.
Pillow princess? Not a chance. Wanda’s a switch but loves being in control. She’ll strap up and rail you until you’re crying her name.
Loves using restraint magic so she can tease your entrance with the tip of her toy for what feels like forever, just to hear you whimper.
Breath play, edging, and overstimulation are common with her. She’ll keep you shaking, teetering on the edge, and whisper, “You don’t come until I say so.”
Sleepy Sex. If you’re exhausted, she’ll gently wake you with her fingers already inside you, her mouth on your nipple, and a whisper of, “Shh, just let me make you feel good, moya lyubov.” Or about how wrecked you look, and how beautiful your body is when it’s hers to worship.
After she’s taken you apart, Wanda is incredibly soft and doting. She’ll clean you up, draw you into her arms, and press slow kisses to your hairline. Even if she uses magic to enhance pleasure in the bedroom, when it comes to aftercare, she goes and gets the cloths, water, snacks, etc, herself.
If she got rough, she’ll trace every bruise or lovebite with glowing red fingertips, soothing and apologizing softly in Sokovian. She’ll even run a warm bath for you.
Expect her to cuddle you tight, bury her face in your neck, and whisper, “You’re mine. Always.”
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stan's having a bad day. fem!reader knows what will definitely lift his mood (she will show him her boobs) :р
i’m so glad we’re talking about this because i swear showing Stan ur boobs to cheer him up is necessary. this is so canon to me like you don’t understand 😭
i would do this to him every day, even when hes in a great mood
nsfw
imagine he’s stomping around the shack muttering to himself “these dang tourists, no one buys nothin’, everything’s overpriced blah blah and sweet moses !! Mabel left glitter in my laundry again” and you just kinda waltz over, smile and say “baby, wanna see somethin’ that’ll make you forget every single one of your problems?” and before he can even answer, bam. BOOBS. the eighth wonder of the world!!! agree agree tho
Stan STOPS. not a single brain cell left standing, only eyebrows scrunching up. and then he just mutters a hoarse “oh. yeah. okay. day’s already lookin’ up.”
he is so easy to please WTF. you could throw off his whole afternoon with just tiddies
and the funniest part is you know it works. like this isn’t the first time. this is the tried and true method. you see him clenching his jaw, muttering about tourists or smth or tourists asking stupid questions and you’re like. okay. time to bring out the heavy artillery
and sometimes you don’t even have to say anything ?? you just go up behind him while he’s reading bills and gently lean against him so that he can feel your breasts. and Stanley just sits there stunned for a second before going “you’re such a menace, princess. come sit on my lap.” please PLEASE Stan fuck PLEASEE
or or or he’s grumbling while eating a sandwich in the kitchen, elbows on the counter, and you just come in, lift your shirt with both hands and go “you wanna touch somethin’ better than salami?” AND HE’S ALREADY DROPPING THAT SANDWICH ON THE FLOOR. UGH he’s cupping them like it’s the first time all over again, calloused thick fingers always so fucking gentle towards his girl, thumbs brushing over your nipples. “sweet moses, ‘s like gettin’ hit by lightning every damn time, baby, huh” and then uhhh... then he kisses one <3
sometimes he acts all dramatic about it too like “don’t tempt me, sweetheart, i’ve had a long day” but then he’s already got your tits in his hands, he's stupid !!
and if you lean into him and let them brush against his cheek while giggling, “you feel better now, baby?” he’ll let out low grunt saying yeah. yeah, actually. i fuckin’ do
also bonus points if you’re in a public setting. like you're at the shack after-hours, still a few stragglers hanging around and Stan’s leaning against the counter looking worn the hell out. you catch his eye, give him this knowing little smirk and just discreetly pull down your shirt collar real quick so he gets a peek. and the man literally perks up !! :) shoulders back, eyes gleaming, suddenly ready to go out and scam a bus full of tourists because you believed in him and showed him your tits. motivational speaker who?? we only know breast encouragement
+ Stan loves laying his head on your tits. both mullet Stan and older Stan
when it’s mullet Stan, he acts all cocky, though he's so fucking tired, teasing “you got the best pillows in the state, sweetheart.” but then his eyes flutter shut two minutes later and he’s snoring against your cleavage with his mouth open and drooling a little !! and you can’t even be mad cuz it’s cute
“unghhh i fuckin’ needed this. lemme just die here okay? this is heaven. leave me. bury me in here” and he stays there. and PLEASE PLEASE stroke his hair while he’s there PLEASE. he’ll murmur some nonsense like “you’re an angel. don’t deserve you. softest place on earth right here.” 😭😭
older Stan tries to be casual about it, but he’s secretly just as attached to the routine. if you tease him like, “you want my chest again?” he’ll grumble, “well i sure as hell don’t wanna rest my face on a pillow full of feathers when i got a better one right here.”
sometimes he’ll even do this thing where he nuzzles into one side and gropes the other cuz he's possessive. he also has huge hands and he has nowhere to put them except on your boobs. and yeah, old habits die hard, so please stroke his hair while he’s there “that’s it, darlin’. ooohhh fuck. gonna fall asleep right here. don’t even wake me if the shack catches fire.”
i just think he deserves it :( every time. he deserves warmth and softness and little kisses between your breasts while he murmurs how much he fucking needed this today. he’ll bury his face in ‘em like “just gimme five minutes. then i’ll take out the trash. promise.”
he will always say thank you, too. every time. “thanks, babe. you're better than any therapy.”
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December 2024 - Joe's Home
Joe stared at his phone, Y/N's last text still unanswered from three days ago. It had been about the upcoming playoff content strategy—completely professional, the kind of message that used to lead to longer conversations but now just sat there, marked as read.
The house felt different with Ellie visiting for the week. She'd been understanding about his game preparation, setting up her work station in the guest room to film content while he focused on film study. Her schedule was flexible enough that she could work from anywhere, which made these longer visits possible.
"How's the playoff prep going?" Ellie asked, appearing in the doorway of his media room with a bottle of water. She was dressed for one of her morning routine videos—athleisure that looked effortless but Joe knew was carefully chosen.
"Good," Joe said, pausing the defensive film he'd been studying. "Ravens are going to be tough, but we're ready."
Ellie nodded, though Joe could tell she was already mentally moving on to her next task. She supported his career without needing to understand the specifics, which was actually refreshing after years of people wanting detailed breakdowns of every play call.
"I'm going to film some content about supporting someone during playoff season," she said, settling her coffee on his desk. "Nothing with you in it, obviously. Just my perspective on the intensity of this time of year."
Joe appreciated that she understood his boundaries about appearing in her content. Their relationship was public now, but he kept his participation in her social media to a minimum. She got great engagement from her football girlfriend content without needing him to perform for her camera.
"That'll be good," Joe said. "Your followers seem to like the behind-the-scenes stuff."
"They do," Ellie agreed, already moving toward the door. "I'll be quiet while you finish up."
After she left, Joe returned to his film study, but found his attention drifting. The house was peaceful—Ellie working in her space, him working in his. It was comfortable, uncomplicated.
So why did he keep thinking about Y/N's unanswered text?
He pulled up his phone again, looking at the text thread with Y/N. His message about playoff content strategy from three days ago was still there, marked as read but unanswered. A simple work question that would have gotten an immediate response a year ago. Now, radio silence.
Joe set his phone aside, telling himself he was reading too much into it. Y/N was busy, playoffs were intense, everyone was focused. The slight distance he'd been sensing was probably just professional efficiency under pressure.
But something nagged at him as he tried to refocus on film. Y/N had been different since Thanksgiving, since news of his relationship with Ellie had become public. Not unprofessional—never that. But contained in a way that felt deliberate.
Ellie was upstairs in the guest room, probably filming content about playoff season or her morning routine. She was good at what she did, professional in her content creation, understanding about the demands of his schedule.
It was exactly what he needed right now—someone who supported his career without adding complications or demanding emotional energy he didn't have to spare.
Joe returned to his film study, pushing aside the nagging feeling that something had shifted in his world without him noticing when or why.
* * *
December 2024 - Three Days Later
Joe's phone buzzed with a team notification as he finished his morning workout. Group message from Y/N about updated practice schedules for the week. Professional, efficient, sent to the entire offensive unit.
He'd noticed she'd been handling most communications through group messages lately rather than direct texts. Made sense from an organizational standpoint, but it felt impersonal compared to their usual dynamic.
Ellie was in the kitchen when he came upstairs, phone propped on the counter as she filmed herself making what she called her "playoff week smoothie"—something green and instagram-worthy that she'd promote for one of her wellness sponsors.
"Morning, babe," she said, glancing up from her filming setup. "How was the workout?"
"Good," Joe said, grabbing water from the fridge. "Feeling ready for practice today."
"That's great," Ellie replied, returning her attention to the camera. "As I was saying, maintaining routine during high-stress periods is so important for mental health..."
Joe listened with half attention as Ellie wrapped up her content, marveling at how naturally she could shift between conversation with him and her professional presenter voice. She'd built an impressive following by being authentic about her life while still maintaining the polish that brands wanted to work with.
After she finished filming, Ellie settled beside him at the counter. "I'm thinking of flying back to LA tomorrow instead of Thursday. Give you more space to focus before the game."
Joe felt a flash of something—relief? guilt?—at the suggestion. "You don't have to do that. This is your routine too now."
"I know," Ellie said, bumping his shoulder gently. "But I can tell when you need full game mode. I've got meetings I could move up anyway."
The considerate gesture was typical Ellie—understanding his needs without making him feel guilty for having them. She'd adapted to the rhythms of his career without trying to change them or demanding more attention than he could give during intense periods.
"If you're sure," Joe said. "I appreciate how flexible you are with all this."
"It's part of dating you," Ellie replied matter-of-factly. "I knew what I was signing up for."
Later, as Joe drove to the facility, he found himself thinking about Ellie's easy acceptance of his career demands. She never pushed for more time or attention than he could give, never made him feel guilty for being unavailable during crucial weeks.
It was exactly what he should want—a partner who understood professional obligations and didn't create additional stress during already intense periods.
But arriving at the facility, Joe felt that familiar anticipation about seeing Y/N that he'd been trying to ignore. Not for any specific reason—just the comfortable rhythm of their collaboration, the way she understood the nuances of game preparation in ways that made his media obligations feel manageable rather than burdensome.
Walking through the halls, Joe realized he was looking forward to their usual pre-practice check-in about content needs, about his comfort level with different interview approaches, about the small collaborative details that made working with her effortless.
He just hoped whatever distance he'd been sensing lately was temporary, a function of playoff stress rather than something more permanent.
The thought that Y/N might be pulling back deliberately—Joe didn’t like that thought.
* * *
Three weeks after Y/N's return from Louisville
Joe had been watching Y/N for weeks now, cataloging the subtle changes in her behavior like he studied defensive formations. The way she'd started taking different routes through the facility. How she'd position herself in meetings to avoid direct eye contact. The careful timing of her arrivals and departures to minimize their overlap.
It wasn't random. It was strategic. And Joe was tired of pretending he didn't notice.
He found her outside the edit room, tablet in hand, completely absorbed in reviewing footage. For a moment, Joe just watched her work—the focused intensity that had always characterized her approach to everything, the way she'd unconsciously tuck her hair behind her ear when concentrating.
"Coffee this week?" The question came out more loaded than he'd intended, but Joe was past caring about subtlety. "We haven't really caught up since you got back from Louisville."
Y/N didn't look up from her tablet, her attention seemingly fixed on whatever footage she was reviewing. "Crazy schedule right now. Maybe next time."
The deflection came easily. Joe realized this wasn’t the first time she’d used that exact response.
"That's what you said last week," he said, letting frustration color his voice. "And the week before."
"End of season push," Y/N replied without missing a beat. "You know how it is."
Joe studied her face, noting the careful way she kept her eyes on the screen, the slight tension in her shoulders that suggested she was working to maintain composure. This wasn't busy—this was avoidance.
"Y/N." He let her name hang in the air, dropping his voice to get her attention. "I know something's going on. This isn't just about workload."
For a split second, Y/N's mask slipped. Joe caught the flicker of something—vulnerability, maybe, or recognition that he'd seen through her careful performance. But it was gone quickly, replaced by that same professional neutrality.
"Nothing's going on," she said, finally looking up with a smile that belonged in a press conference. "Just managing workflow. Speaking of which, I need to get these edits to the team."
The polite dismissal stung worse than anger would have. This was how Y/N dealt with difficult players, with media members she didn’t trust. Professional courtesy wrapped around steel boundaries.
Joe decided to abandon subtlety entirely.
"You've been avoiding me since Louisville," he said, not letting her step away. "Since the Ellie thing hit the news."
Y/N went very still, and Joe felt a grim satisfaction that he'd finally cut through her careful deflections. Her heart rate had picked up—he could see it in the slight acceleration of her breathing.
"I'm not avoiding anyone," she replied, but her voice had lost some of its steadiness. "I'm re-prioritizing assignments based on team needs."
Joe’s eyes narrowed. That was bullshit and they both knew it.
"If you say so," he said, stepping aside to let her pass. But he wasn't done. "We'll talk again soon."
Joe watched her walk away. She was trying to look unaffected, but he could tell his words had hit home.
He knew Y/N well enough to see through the professional act. She was protecting herself from something.
From what? From him?
Joe knew what was wrong. Deep down, he knew why Y/N's behavior had shifted right after news of his relationship with Ellie broke. The timing wasn't coincidental.
He'd been telling himself it was about professionalism, about Y/N maintaining appropriate boundaries. But that was bullshit. Joe thought about their easy conversations over the years, the way Y/N had been present for his most vulnerable moments during recovery, the connection that had been building between them before he'd gotten scared and chosen Ellie instead.
Because that's what he'd done, wasn't it? Chosen the safe option when what he felt for Y/N had started to feel too real, too complicated. He'd seen the way she looked at him sometimes, felt the charge in the air between them, and instead of dealing with it, he'd found someone else.
Y/N wasn't just maintaining professional distance. She was protecting herself from the guy who'd basically told her she wasn't worth the risk. The guy who'd picked someone else when things started to feel real.
He'd known this was coming. Had maybe even known it when he'd started dating Ellie in the first place.
* * *
Staff Meeting
Joe sat through the first half of the playoff media strategy meeting barely paying attention, watching Y/N instead. She'd positioned herself at the opposite end of the conference table, as far from him as possible. She ran through coverage plans and platform strategies like she always did, completely professional, completely competent.
But when she started assigning responsibilities, Joe's attention sharpened.
"Tyler will continue handling quarterback coverage," Y/N said, her tone suggesting this was a foregone conclusion. "We want consistency through the playoff run."
Joe's jaw tightened. Four years of working together, and she was just going to reassign him like it was nothing? Like he didn't get a say?
"I want Y/N for the post-game segment," he said, interrupting whatever conversation was happening around him. "We have a system."
The words came out sharper than he'd meant them to, but he didn't care anymore. She was cutting him out completely, and he wasn't going to just sit there and take it.
Y/N looked right at him. "Tyler's been doing your segments for weeks. We need to keep things consistent for playoffs."
She was missing the point entirely. This wasn't about Tyler. This was about her avoiding him.
"Y/N knows my cues better," Joe pressed, maintaining eye contact despite her obvious discomfort. "It makes more sense."
He watched her face, looking for something—anything—that showed this was hard for her too. Nothing.
"Tyler's done an excellent job," she replied smoothly. "And I'll be overseeing all content production. The current assignments stand."
The way she shut him down, in front of everyone—it stung. The finality in her voice, how she wouldn't even consider what he wanted, felt like she was dismissing everything they'd built together over four years. Joe noticed the room had gone quiet, people looking between them like they could sense something was off.
After the meeting broke up, Joe hung back, hoping to catch Y/N alone. But she was already packing up her stuff, moving with that practiced efficiency that meant she'd planned her escape before the meeting even started.
So this was how it was going to be. Y/N's distance wasn't about workload or being busy with playoffs. It was personal. She was actively tearing down everything they'd worked to build together, systematically dismantling four years of collaboration like it had never mattered at all.
As Joe watched Y/N leave the conference room without a backward glance, he felt the pieces finally click into place. This wasn't just about professional boundaries or protecting their working relationship.
Y/N had feelings for him. Had probably had them for longer than he'd realized.
And his relationship with Ellie had forced her to choose between her job and her heart. She'd chosen her job, built walls to keep herself safe, and now she was systematically dismantling everything they'd shared to protect what was left.
The recognition hit him like a punch to the gut. He'd been so focused on his own fear of complications that he'd completely missed what was happening right in front of him.
Joe thought about their friendship, about the easy conversations and mutual trust that had developed over years of working together. He thought about Y/N's presence during his recovery, her understanding during his most vulnerable moments, the way she'd made him feel seen and supported when everything else felt uncertain.
All those moments during his recovery, the easy conversations, the way she'd look at him sometimes—it hadn't been just professional support.
* * *
Later that day
Joe was reviewing game film when Sam's voice in the hallway caught his attention. Y/N's name made him pause the video.
"...different since she got back from Louisville," he heard someone say. Probably one of the other media staff.
Joe muted his laptop, focusing on the conversation outside his door.
"Right after the Ellie news broke," Sam's voice confirmed. "I'm worried about her."
There it was. Confirmation of what he'd already known but hadn't wanted to face. Y/N's behavior wasn't about workload or professionalism. It was about him and Ellie.
Joe sat back in his chair. Y/N had been dealing with this for weeks, keeping everything together at work while handling whatever she felt about his relationship. And he'd just gone about his business, completely clueless.
He thought about Ellie—easy, uncomplicated, safe. No messy history, no complicated feelings. Exactly what he'd thought he wanted.
But now, thinking about Y/N's careful distance and what it actually meant, Joe wondered if he'd chosen the wrong thing entirely. Chosen comfort over connection.
* * *
January 2025 - Bengals Facility
Joe had been looking for this chance for weeks. Playoffs were chaotic enough that Y/N couldn't avoid him as easily, and he'd been watching her patterns, waiting for the right moment.
He spotted her in the main corridor with her clipboard, directing her team like she always did. Even from here, he could see how she'd positioned herself near the exits. Probably already planning her escape if she saw him coming.
Joe hung back in the weight room doorway, tablet in hand so he'd look like he had a reason to be there. When Y/N's team scattered and she headed for the edit bay—exactly where he'd figured she'd go—he stepped out.
"Y/N."
He watched her stop dead, saw her shoulders go rigid before she turned around. That split second told him everything—being around him was work for her now.
"Joe," she replied, her tone hitting that perfect note of polite professionalism that had become her default with him. "Something you need?"
Joe stepped closer, noting how Y/N's grip tightened slightly on her clipboard. "Just wanted to confirm the gameday shoot schedule. Tyler sent it over, but there's a conflict with the offensive meeting."
It was a legitimate concern, but Joe's real motivation was simpler: he wanted to see if Y/N would handle this personally or continue delegating everything through Tyler.
"I can have him adjust it," Y/N replied, already reaching for her phone. "We're flexible."
The immediate deflection was exactly what he'd expected. Thirty seconds of conversation, and she was already looking for Tyler to handle it instead.
"You could adjust it," Joe pressed, keeping his voice casual despite his growing frustration. "You've been handling the playoff schedule for four seasons."
He watched her face. Nothing. She gave him absolutely nothing.
"Tyler's got it covered," she said simply.
Joe's jaw tightened. Four years, and now she wanted to manage him through Tyler like he was some difficult rookie.
"Sure," he said, not bothering to hide his frustration. "If that's how you want to play it."
Silence. Y/N wouldn't even look at him directly, her shoulders tense like she was bracing for something.
Up close, he could see how tired she looked. Not playoff tired. Something else entirely.
"How was Louisville?" The question slipped out before Joe could stop it, his genuine concern overriding his strategic approach to this conversation.
Something flickered across Y/N's expression—surprise, maybe, that he'd asked something personal.
"Good," she answered, then seemed to catch herself being too brief. "Nice to be home for the holidays."
Joe nodded, filing away her admission that Louisville still felt like home after years in Cincinnati. "Your brothers seemed happy to have you back. Saw Matt's post."
He'd been following her family on social media since their second year working together, though he'd never mentioned it directly. Matt's Instagram story from Christmas had shown Y/N laughing with her nieces, looking more relaxed than Joe had seen her in months.
"Family time is always good," Y/N said, glancing at her watch with the kind of deliberate gesture that meant she was planning her exit.
Joe didn't move aside, using his physical presence to keep her engaged despite her obvious desire to escape. "You know," he said, dropping his voice slightly, "this whole distance thing doesn't actually work if everyone notices it."
For just a second, her guard dropped—he saw the alarm in her eyes before she caught herself.
"I'm not sure what you mean," she said, but Joe caught the slight acceleration in her breathing.
Time to abandon subtlety entirely.
"Ja'maar asked me yesterday what happened between us," Joe continued, maintaining eye contact despite Y/N's obvious discomfort. "Says the whole team has noticed you don't work with me directly anymore."
It was true, and he wanted her to know that people had noticed.
"I work with the entire team," Y/N countered, but Joe heard the slight defensiveness beneath her smooth response. "Staff adjustments happen all the time."
"Not like this," Joe said quietly, letting his voice carry the weight of four years of collaboration. "Not after four years."
He saw Y/N's composure start to crack under his direct challenge, watched her mask begin to slip as she realized he wasn't going to accept her deflections.
"Is there a point to this conversation, Joe?" she asked, her voice taking on an edge he rarely heard from her. "Because I really do have a deadline."
The slight desperation in her question told Joe he was finally getting through her defenses. She was feeling cornered, which meant she was feeling something beyond professional indifference.
"The point is," Joe said, letting his own frustration show, "whatever's going on with you, people are noticing. And they're asking me about it, as if I have answers." He paused, studying her face. "Which I don't, because someone won't actually talk to me."
The accusation hung between them, more direct than any conversation they'd had in months. Joe watched Y/N process his words, saw her square her shoulders as she prepared to deflect again.
"There's nothing to talk about," she insisted, but her voice had lost some of its steadiness. "And frankly, if players are gossiping instead of focusing on playoff prep, that's concerning."
Joe almost smiled at her attempt to turn the conversation back to work. Even cornered, Y/N's instinct was to protect team focus and professional boundaries.
"Always deflecting," he said, finally stepping aside to let her pass. But he wasn't done. "Good luck with the edit, Y/N."
As she started to walk away, Joe felt a moment of desperation. Y/N was slipping away from him in ways he was only beginning to understand, and his window for addressing it was closing.
"For what it's worth," he called after her, the admission coming out more vulnerable than he'd intended, "I miss working with you."
Y/N didn't turn around, but her steps hitched for just a second before she kept walking. He'd gotten to her.
Standing alone in the hallway, Joe finally let himself admit what he'd been avoiding. Y/N had feelings for him. Real feelings. The kind that made normal conversation feel dangerous, that required her to build walls just to get through the day.
He thought about Ellie—easy, uncomplicated, safe. Then he thought about Y/N's careful composure, the way she'd looked when he said he missed working with her.
Maybe he'd been choosing the wrong thing all along. Choosing easy over what actually mattered.
The thought scared the hell out of him. Because if Y/N felt something for him, and if he was finally being honest about what he felt for her, then his nice, controlled life was about to get a lot more complicated.
* * *
Late January 2025 - Bengals Facility
The locker room felt empty, drained of all the energy that had carried them through the playoffs. Joe went through his post-season routine on autopilot—packing gear, saying goodbye to teammates, trying to process that their season was over.
Y/N was there with her camera, documenting everything like she always did. For months, she'd managed to avoid him, but in the cramped locker room, she couldn't stay completely out of his way. Joe found himself watching her work, seeing how she moved to get her shots while still keeping her distance from him.
"That's it for me," Ja'maar said, slinging his bag over his shoulder. "See you in a few months, man."
Joe nodded, clasping his teammate's hand. "Get some rest. We'll be back."
As players headed out, Joe realized this might be his last shot to talk to Y/N before the offseason. They'd be on different coasts for months, and ending things with nothing but work talk felt wrong after everything they'd been through.
She was by the exit with her camera bag, ready to leave. Sam was with her, and Joe could hear Tyler mentioning Y/N's name from across the room, though he couldn't make out what they were saying.
"Tyler handled Burrow's exit interview," Tyler was saying to someone. "Went pretty well, got some good content."
Joe felt that familiar frustration. Even today, on the last day of the season, she'd had Tyler handle his exit interview. No final conversation, no acknowledgment of what they'd been through together this year.
He walked over as they finished packing up. Y/N went rigid the second she saw him coming.
"Exit interviews done?" he asked, addressing both women but looking at Y/N.
"Just wrapping up," Sam replied when Y/N didn't immediately respond. "Tyler said yours went well."
Joe nodded, then decided to abandon subtlety. "Tyler's good," he said, meeting Y/N's eyes. "Different perspective."
The emphasis was intentional. Tyler was fine, but it wasn't the same, and they both knew it.
"Heading out already?" Y/N asked, her tone carefully neutral as she finally acknowledged him directly.
"Flight to California tonight," Joe confirmed, watching her face for any reaction to the mention of where Ellie was based. "Offseason training starts next week."
Something crossed her face when he mentioned California. Like she'd been expecting it.
"Have a good offseason," Y/N said, and the polite dismissal hit him hard. After four years of everything they'd been through together, she was talking to him like he was just another player heading out the door.
Joe looked at her face, hoping for something—anything. But she gave him nothing. Complete professional courtesy, like they were strangers.
"You too, Y/N," he said finally, accepting defeat. He glanced at Sam. "Both of you."
As he walked away, Joe felt everything they weren't saying hanging in the air. No mention of their history, nothing about what they'd built together over four years. Like their partnership had been just another work assignment.
Y/N was letting him leave without a fight, without even trying to make it personal. The message was clear: whatever they'd had was done. Finished with the season.
* * *
That Evening - Airport
Joe sat in the airport departure lounge, flight delayed, staring at Y/N's contact on his phone. His finger hovered over the keyboard but he couldn't figure out what to say.
The whole day felt off, and it wasn't about losing in the playoffs. Seasons ended. That was football. But the way things had gone with Y/N felt wrong somehow.
He kept thinking about Tyler's exit interview. Fine, but basic. Y/N would have asked better questions, dug deeper into what he was thinking, what he'd learned. Tyler had just hit the obvious stuff—stats, team performance, surface-level bullshit.
Joe started typing before he could talk himself out of it:
Wish you'd done my exit interview. Tyler didn't ask the right questions.
He hit send before he could reconsider, then immediately regretted it. Now he sounded desperate, reaching out when she was clearly trying to get away from him. Which he was, but she didn't need to know that.
The response came faster than he'd expected:
Safe travels. Good luck with offseason training.
Joe stared at the message. Even over text, she was keeping him at arm's length.
Still shutting me out. At least you're consistent.
The words came out harsher than he'd intended, but Joe was tired of this shit, tired of being treated like a stranger after everything they'd shared.
Not shutting you out. Just refocusing priorities.
The response felt like a door slamming shut.
Whatever you need to tell yourself.
Joe typed the words quickly, letting his frustration show. If Y/N wanted to pretend they'd never been more than player and media staff, fine. But he wasn't going to play along.
Have a good offseason, Joe.
Joe stared at the text thread. This might be it for months. By the time he got back for OTAs, she'd have had half a year to build those walls even higher.
He was losing her. Not just as a colleague, but as someone who actually mattered to him. It felt like losing something he couldn't replace.
Sitting in that terminal, waiting for a flight to California and a girlfriend who felt more like a comfortable routine than anything real, Joe realized he'd been fucking up for months.
Y/N had been protecting herself from feelings he'd been too scared to deal with. Ellie was safe, easy, but also empty in ways he couldn't ignore anymore.
His phone buzzed. Ellie, asking about his flight, talking about dinner plans and some content opportunity. Joe typed back the right responses, said the right things about being excited to see her.
But his head was still stuck on Y/N's final message, on the distance she'd kept all season, on how he'd chosen easy over everything that actually mattered.
Maybe it was too late to fix this. Maybe some mistakes couldn't be undone.
As they called his flight, Joe grabbed his stuff and headed toward months in California that felt more like punishment than vacation.
* * *
February 2025 - Los Angeles
Joe stepped off the plane at LAX into Southern California warmth, completely different from the Cincinnati winter he'd left behind. Ellie was waiting at baggage claim, looking perfect despite the early hour, all bright smiles and energy.
"There's my playoff warrior," she said, pulling him in for a kiss that felt like it was meant for the people watching. Who the hell talked like that?
"Good to see you," Joe replied, meaning it even as he noted the small audience that had gathered to watch their reunion.
The drive to Ellie's Venice Beach apartment was filled with her updates about modeling gigs, brand partnerships, and the projects she had lined up. Her enthusiasm was infectious, but Joe found himself only half-listening, his mind still processing the abrupt end to the season and the unresolved tension he'd left behind in Cincinnati.
"I thought we could do that couples workout class tomorrow," Ellie was saying as they pulled into her building's parking garage. "Well, I'd film some content there. You could just work out normally while I get my shots."
Joe nodded, appreciating that she understood his boundaries about appearing in her content. "Sounds good. I need to get back into a routine anyway."
Ellie's apartment was exactly what Joe had expected—bright, airy, filled with ring lights and camera equipment strategically placed but not overwhelming. They'd always stayed at hotels when he visited LA, or she'd come to Cincinnati, so this was his first time seeing her actual space. Her refrigerator was stocked with sponsored products, her bathroom counter arranged with skincare items that would appear in her content.
"I know it looks like a lot," Ellie said, noticing his survey of the space. "But I try to keep the work stuff contained. Most of my filming happens when you're training anyway."
"I get it," Joe said, and he did. He understood the business of personal branding, appreciated that Ellie respected his privacy while building her own career.
* * *
March 2025 - Malibu Training Facility
Six weeks in, Joe had his routine down. Morning workouts in Malibu, afternoons with his QB coach working on mechanics, evenings where Ellie edited content while he recovered or watched film.
The training was solid—some of the best he'd ever had access to. But he felt like he was just going through the motions, checking boxes without any real drive behind it.
"You seem distracted today," Liam, his QB coach, observed as they wrapped up a throwing session. "Mechanics are solid, but your head's somewhere else."
Joe toweled off, considering how to respond. "Just thinking about team stuff. Wonder how the new rookies will integrate."
It wasn't entirely true. Joe was thinking about the team, but specifically about whether Y/N was at the combine in Indianapolis, whether she was interviewing prospects, whether she was still maintaining the distance that had defined their final months of the season.
That evening, Joe sat in Ellie's living room while she filmed her post-workout routine in the kitchen, ring light positioned to catch the golden hour coming through her windows. He could hear her talking to her phone about nutrition and recovery, her voice taking on the polished cadence she used for content.
When she finished, she settled beside him on the couch, immediately shifting back to her natural speaking voice.
"Good session today?" she asked, curling up against his side.
"Yeah, making progress," Joe replied, though he wasn't sure what progress actually meant when he felt so disconnected from his usual drive.
"I got some great shots at the gym this morning," Ellie said, scrolling through her phone. "The lighting was perfect. My followers love the behind-the-scenes training stuff, even without you in it."
Joe appreciated that she never pushed him to be in her content. But watching her review footage from their morning—her perfectly curated version of what they'd done—made him think about Y/N. How Y/N captured real moments instead of manufacturing them.
Joe remembered their first real conversation, at a charity event in LA during his second year. Ellie had been working the event, but during a break, she'd sat beside him and asked, "Do you ever get tired of being 'Joe Burrow' all the time?"
The question had surprised him. Most people wanted more of the public version, not less. But Ellie had seemed genuinely curious about the person behind the image.
"Sometimes," he'd admitted. "It's a lot of pressure to be that composed all the time."
"I get it," she'd said simply. "Different industry, same thing. Sometimes I just want to eat pizza and watch Netflix without thinking about how it affects my brand."
That conversation had led to late-night texting, to private dinners, to the relief of being with someone who understood the weight of public expectations. Ellie had offered him something he desperately needed then—acceptance without demands for deeper emotional access.
But now, watching her create content about their relationship while he struggled to feel anything genuine, Joe realized that what had once felt like relief now felt like avoidance. Ellie deserved someone who wanted to know all of her, not just the parts that felt safe.
* * *
April 2025 - Venice Beach
Two months in, things with Ellie had become comfortable but empty. They looked good together, supported each other's work, but it all felt like going through the motions.
"I'm thinking about staying until June," Joe said one night while Ellie edited content on her laptop. "Push back going home."
Ellie looked up, pleased. "That would be great. I have that campaign shooting in May that would be perfect timing."
Joe nodded, though he wasn't really sure why he wanted to stay. The training was incredible—better than anything he could get back home. But that wasn't really the reason.
Maybe he was just avoiding whatever was waiting for him in Ohio. Y/N, the mess he'd made of things, the fact that all his choices were finally catching up with him.
"You seem different lately," Ellie observed, closing her laptop and giving him her full attention. "More... distant, I guess. Everything okay?"
Joe looked at her—beautiful, successful, uncomplicated Ellie who asked direct questions without demanding complicated answers.
"Just thinking about the season ahead," he said. "Whether the team's going to gel, whether we can make another run."
It was partly true, but not the whole story. Joe was thinking about the team, but specifically about Y/N and whether the distance she'd created would continue into the new season.
"You miss it," Ellie said, and it wasn't a question. "The competition, the guys, the whole Cincinnati thing."
She was right, but not completely. Joe did miss football, but more than that, he missed feeling like someone actually got him.
Ellie was perfect for what she was—supportive, successful, understanding. But perfect wasn't the same as real.
As they settled into another night of working side by side—her editing content, him watching film—Joe realized he was counting down days to go back to Cincinnati. Not because he was excited about it, but because he was tired of hiding out here.
He'd picked the safe choice, but safe was starting to feel like settling. And with OTAs coming up, he'd have to face everything he'd been avoiding—including the fact that this wasn't really his life. It was just the life he thought he was supposed to want.
* * *
Mid-April 2025 - Bengals Facility
Joe pushed through his third set of bench presses, sweat building despite the early morning hour. The Bengals weight room felt different after months in California—smaller, more familiar, charged with the specific energy that came from shared purpose rather than individual training.
He'd returned to Cincinnati a week earlier than planned, unable to manufacture more reasons to delay his return. The conversation with his QB coach about getting back into team rhythm had been the final excuse he needed to leave LA, though privately Joe knew he was running toward something as much as away from it.
"Looking strong, man," the strength coach said as Joe racked the weight. "California training paid off."
"Thanks," Joe replied, toweling off. The physical improvements were real—he felt sharp, powerful, ready for the demands of another season. But the mental side remained complicated in ways that had nothing to do with football preparation.
As he gathered his water bottle and prepared to head to the next station, Joe heard familiar voices in the hallway. His pulse quickened automatically, though he tried to convince himself it was just general facility energy.
But when the weight room door swung open and he stepped into the corridor, still talking to the strength coach about next week's program, Joe's attention immediately locked onto Y/N walking down the hall.
She looked different. Not just the shorter hair, though that was striking too. Something else—more confident, maybe. More self-contained. Like the time apart had changed her in ways he couldn't put his finger on.
Their eyes met before either of them could look away. Joe felt that familiar jolt, then remembered how they'd left things—polite, distant, unfinished.
"Y/N," he said, keeping his voice neutral despite the way his heart rate had picked up.
"Joe," she replied, maintaining her stride. "Welcome back."
The greeting was perfectly appropriate and told him absolutely nothing.
"Thanks," Joe said, then found himself pushing against her careful boundaries. "Heard you've been busy while I was gone."
He'd heard things, picked up information through various channels. Y/N dating, taking vacations, apparently thriving in his absence. He hated knowing that, and he knew exactly why.
"Just the usual pre-draft chaos," Y/N replied with practiced ease. "How was California?"
The question was polite, professional, revealing nothing about whether she cared about his answer. Joe felt a flash of frustration at her careful neutrality.
"Productive," he said, though even as he said it, Joe realized how hollow the months in LA felt in retrospect. "Good to be back though."
The admission surprised him with its honesty. He was glad to be back, not just for football but for reasons he wasn't ready to examine.
An awkward silence stretched between them. Joe became aware of the strength coach hovering nearby, clearly sensing tension he didn't understand. The man muttered something about paperwork and disappeared, leaving Joe and Y/N alone in the hallway.
"I should get to my meeting," Y/N said, the efficiency in her voice suggesting she was looking for an exit from this conversation.
"Right," Joe agreed, but instead of letting her go, he found himself studying her face with new attention.
The haircut wasn't just different—it was intentional. Sharper, more sophisticated. Like she'd decided to become someone new while he was gone.
"You cut your hair," he said, the observation slipping out before he could stop it.
Y/N looked genuinely surprised by the personal comment. "Yes. Before my trip."
"It looks good," Joe said, meaning it. The cut suited her, highlighted features he'd somehow never noticed before despite working closely with her for years.
"Thanks," Y/N replied, and Joe caught something uncertain in her expression, like she wasn't sure how to respond to personal observation from him.
Joe felt an urge to say more, to push past the polite surface conversation and address the months of distance between them. But standing in the hallway with Y/N clearly wanting to escape, he realized this wasn't the time or place.
"Good luck with your meeting," he said finally, stepping aside.
"Thanks," Y/N said, then added with what felt like genuine warmth, "Good to have you back."
As she walked away, Joe stood there processing what had just happened. Y/N had been polite, professional—everything she should be. But it felt managed, like she was handling him instead of just talking to him.
This wasn't the same person he'd left behind in January. She'd changed while he was gone, found her footing without him. And honestly? She seemed better for it.
He'd spent months in California thinking about her, missing what they'd had, wondering if she was struggling too. Apparently not. She'd moved on while he'd been stuck in the same place, still thinking about what they'd lost.
The professional distance didn't feel like protection anymore. It felt like she genuinely didn't care.
That should have been freeing. If Y/N was over whatever had been between them, they could go back to working together without all the complications.
But walking back through the facility, Joe realized he didn't want that freedom. Not if it meant losing something he'd never properly valued in the first place.
* * *
Late April 2025 - Bengals Facility
Joe had been waiting for this chance since he got back to Cincinnati. Y/N was working with him directly again instead of sending Tyler, which he'd hoped meant she was finally loosening up. But today had felt like working with a stranger—technically perfect but completely cold.
As Y/N packed up her equipment, Joe didn't want the session to end. This was the most time they'd spent together since January, and he wasn't ready to go back to avoiding each other in the hallways.
"New workflow seems to be working well," he said, watching her organize cables with practiced movements. "Though Tyler's approach is different from yours."
It was a casual observation, but Joe was fishing for something—any sign that Y/N missed their old collaborative dynamic.
"Everyone has their own style," Y/N replied without looking up. "He's been doing great work with the quarterback content."
"He has," Joe agreed, then decided to push slightly. "But it's good to have you back in the mix too."
Y/N finally met his gaze, her expression perfectly controlled. "Just filling in today since he's covering the offensive line segments."
Joe felt his stomach drop. "Right. Just filling in."
"I heard you've been dating," he said suddenly, the words coming out before he could stop them.
Y/N's hands fumbled slightly with her lens cap—the first crack in her composure he'd seen all day. "Cincinnati's a small town."
Joe felt something uncomfortable twist in his chest at her casual confirmation. "Tee mentioned something. Said you were... exploring options."
The idea of Y/N with other men, building connections with people who didn't carry the complicated history between them, bothered the fuck out of Joe.
"Just getting out there," Y/N replied, her tone carefully neutral. "Nothing serious."
"Good," Joe said, though the word felt like swallowing glass. "That's... good."
Y/N snapped her camera bag closed with more force than necessary, clearly done with this conversation.
"Well, I should get this footage to editing," she said, standing with the kind of brisk efficiency that meant she was planning her escape. "Draft content won't produce itself."
Joe felt desperation rise in his chest. Y/N was about to walk away, and he had no idea when he'd get another opportunity for honest conversation.
"Y/N," he said, his voice stopping her before she could reach the door. "Are we okay?"
The question was more direct than anything he'd asked her in months, born from Joe's growing recognition that their professional relationship had become a careful performance rather than genuine collaboration.
"We're fine," Y/N said automatically. "Why wouldn't we be?"
The deflection was so practiced it felt insulting. Joe decided to abandon diplomatic phrasing entirely.
"Because this is the first real conversation we've had in months that wasn't strictly about work," he said, meeting her eyes directly. "Because you've been actively avoiding me since November. You created that buffer system, delegated all my media to Tyler, and now you're back from vacation with a new haircut and a new approach, and I feel like I'm constantly a step behind whatever's happening."
Joe watched Y/N's control slip for just a second. For the first time in months, he was getting to her.
"I needed some perspective," Y/N said after a moment, her words chosen with obvious care. "The buffer system was about creating professional clarity. And yes, the vacation helped me realize some things needed to change. But that's not about you, Joe. It's about me figuring out who I am beyond this job."
The explanation made sense but felt like bullshit. Y/N was holding something back, and they both knew it.
"And dating random guys is part of that?" The question escaped before Joe could stop it, revealing more of his reaction than he'd intended.
Y/N's expression shifted, something sharp entering her eyes. "Who I date isn't really your concern, is it? Just like your relationship with Ellie isn't mine."
The mention of Ellie hit Joe like a physical blow. He'd been so focused on understanding Y/N's distance that he'd temporarily forgotten the context that had created it—his relationship with someone else, his choice to pursue safety instead of the complicated feelings that existed between them.
"That's not—" Joe started, then stopped, recognizing he had no right to question Y/N's dating life when he was with Ellie. "It's different."
"Is it?" Y/N challenged, reaching for the door handle. "Look, Joe, we work together. We've always worked well together professionally. I'd like to keep it that way. Anything beyond that just... complicates things unnecessarily."
The dismissal stung worse than anger would have. Y/N was reducing four years of collaboration, trust, and growing connection to simple professional obligation.
"So that's it?" Joe asked, feeling something desperate rise in his chest. "We go back to player and media staff? Pretend the last four years never happened?"
"Not pretend they never happened," Y/N said, her voice gentler but no less final. "Just acknowledge that professional boundaries exist for a reason. And I'm finally respecting them."
Before Joe could respond, Y/N was gone, leaving him alone with everything they hadn't said.
Joe slumped in his chair. Y/N hadn't just kept her distance—she'd chosen it. Whatever had been between them, she was done with it.
And honestly? Good for her. She was protecting herself, building a life that didn't depend on some guy who'd picked someone else. She was dating, moving forward, doing what she should do.
But sitting in that empty room, Joe realized he'd been hoping she was as stuck as he was. That their connection mattered to her the way it had started to matter to him.
Instead, she'd figured out how to be happy without him. Had become someone who didn't need whatever complicated mess they'd had.
He thought about Ellie back in California, building content around a relationship that felt more fake every day. About choosing safe over real, easy over everything that actually mattered.
Maybe Y/N was right to cut him out. Maybe he'd lost the right to complicate her life the moment he'd decided she wasn't worth the risk.
* * *
May 2025 - Bengals Facility
Joe sat through the weekly planning meeting barely listening to talk about rookie features and season ticket promotions. His attention was on Y/N at the far end of the table, as far from him as she could get while still doing her job.
Their interactions over the past few weeks had become workable but hollow. Y/N was everything she should be—professional, competent, polite. But whatever they'd had before felt like ancient history now.
"We need quarterback content for the season ticket promo," Kayla announced, and Joe felt his attention sharpen. "Y/N, can you handle that shoot, or do you want Tyler to take it?"
Joe watched Y/N's face, hoping for some sign that she might prefer to work with him directly rather than continue the delegation system she'd established.
"Tyler's already scheduled for rookie breakout features that day," Y/N said, her eyes on her notes rather than on him. "I can handle the quarterback segment."
The clinical phrasing hit Joe wrong. "Quarterback segment." Not "Joe's shoot" or even "the promo content"—just a generic position description that could apply to anyone.
"Perfect," Kayla said, making a note. "Joe, that work for your schedule?"
"Whatever works for the team," Joe replied, though privately he wondered if Y/N understood how her linguistic distance affected him.
As the meeting dispersed, Joe lingered, organizing his materials slowly while waiting for the room to clear. He needed to address this pattern before it became completely entrenched.
"You don't have to keep doing that, you know," he said once they were alone.
Y/N looked up with carefully neutral curiosity. "Doing what?"
Joe studied her face, noting the slight tension around her eyes that suggested she knew exactly what he meant. "Referring to me like I'm just a position on the team. 'Quarterback segment.' 'Quarterback content.' Like you can't even say my name."
Y/N's composure flickered for just a moment before reasserting itself. "It's not intentional. Just professional shorthand."
"It's distance," Joe corrected, keeping his voice low but letting his frustration show. "And I get why you needed it before. But I thought after your vacation, after you said you wanted normal professional interactions, that maybe we'd at least be back to... I don't know, acknowledging we know each other?"
Joe watched Y/N process his words, saw something shift in her expression. For the first time in months, she looked genuinely affected by his perspective rather than simply managing it.
"You're right," she said quietly, and Joe felt a spark of hope at the admission. "I'm sorry."
The apology was simple but felt significant. Joe's expression softened, encouraged by this crack in Y/N's professional armor.
"I miss how we used to talk," he said, the words coming out more vulnerable than he'd intended. "Not about content. Just... you and me."
The admission hung between them, loaded with memories of easier times when their connection had felt natural rather than carefully managed. Joe watched Y/N's face, looking for any sign that she missed it too.
"I've been drawing a line," Y/N said after a moment, her voice carrying something that sounded like regret. "Maybe I've drawn it too sharply."
Joe felt his heart rate pick up at her acknowledgment. This was the most honest she'd been with him since his return from California. Maybe they could find their way back to something resembling their old dynamic.
His phone buzzed against the conference table, interrupting the moment. Joe glanced at it automatically, seeing Ellie's name and a message about her travel schedule.
The reminder of his girlfriend hit like cold water, immediately recontextualizing everything about his conversation with Y/N. Here he was, pushing for more personal connection with another woman while in a relationship, crossing lines he had no right to cross.
"Ellie's back from New York tomorrow," he said, the words feeling heavy as he spoke them.
Joe watched Y/N's expression shift, saw her carefully rebuilt walls snap back into place. The moment of softness disappeared, replaced by the professional distance he'd been trying to bridge.
"That's nice," Y/N replied, her tone perfectly neutral. "I'm sure you've missed her."
The polite response felt like a door closing. Y/N was reminding them both of the reality that made their connection inappropriate, however significant it might feel.
Joe nodded, though the truth was more complicated than missing Ellie. He'd been counting days until his return to Cincinnati, thinking about Y/N more than his girlfriend, questioning choices he'd made months ago.
"See you at the promo shoot," he said, accepting the boundary Y/N was reestablishing.
As Joe left the conference room, he felt torn between what was right and what he wanted. Y/N was smart to keep her distance—he was with someone else, had no business pushing for more.
But walking through the facility, thinking about how she'd softened for just a second before catching herself, Joe knew his feelings for her had only gotten stronger.
That should have been good news. Finally knowing what he wanted. But it also meant facing how badly he'd screwed everything up.
Ellie would be back tomorrow, expecting things to be the same between them. But Joe wasn't the same person who'd chosen easy over real, who'd been too scared to risk anything that mattered.
* * *
That Evening - Joe's Home
Joe sat in his living room staring at Ellie's texts about dinner plans. The house felt too big, too quiet, nothing like the spaces that actually felt like home.
He kept thinking about Y/N admitting she'd been drawing lines too sharply, about that moment when something real had passed between them before his phone had ruined it.
California had been comfortable with Ellie—training while she made content, evenings working side by side without really connecting. Exactly what he'd thought he wanted. Uncomplicated, safe, empty.
But now, thinking about Y/N and how she'd looked when he said he missed their conversations, Joe knew he'd been choosing wrong all along.
He was with someone who fit his life perfectly but didn't make him feel anything real. While the person who actually mattered was building walls to protect herself from him.
Joe typed back to Ellie about dinner, all the right words about being excited to see her. But his mind was stuck on Y/N, on whether her distance was protection or genuine indifference.
Maybe it was time to stop living the life he thought he was supposed to want and start going after what he actually needed.
* * *
June 2025 - Team Charity Event
Joe adjusted his bow tie one final time as the car pulled up to the hotel ballroom. These charity events were part of his professional obligations—smile for donors, represent the organization well, raise money for causes that mattered. But tonight felt different, weighted with the knowledge that Y/N would be working the event.
Ellie looked stunning beside him in her red gown, every inch the perfect partner for a public appearance. She'd flown in from New York specifically for this event, understanding how important team functions were for his image.
"You look amazing," Joe said, meaning it as they walked toward the entrance.
"Thank you," Ellie smiled, automatically adjusting her posture as cameras began flashing. "This is such a beautiful venue. Perfect for content, but I know tonight isn't about that."
Joe appreciated her awareness of boundaries. Ellie understood when to be his girlfriend and when to be his professional partner, never pushing for attention that might detract from the team's mission.
But as they entered the ballroom, Joe found himself scanning the room not for donors or teammates, but for Y/N. He spotted her moving efficiently around the perimeter, camera in hand, documenting the event with the professional competence that had defined her work for years.
She looked different tonight—elegant in a way he'd never seen at work. Black dress, hair sleek and styled back. She moved through the crowd with that quiet confidence, doing her job while most people didn't even notice her.
"Joe Burrow!" A major sponsor approached with enthusiastic energy. "Great to see you. How's the off-season preparation going?"
Joe shifted into public mode, engaging with practiced charm while part of his attention tracked Y/N's movement through the room. She was working methodically, capturing moments that would become the official story of the evening.
For an hour, Joe did what he was supposed to do—photos with donors, small talk about the team, all the standard stuff. But he kept tracking Y/N around the room, watching her work while staying out of his way.
When they finally sat down for dinner, Joe realized she'd have to come to their table for photos. The thought made his pulse pick up.
"Joe Burrow's table is next," he heard someone say, presumably through Y/N's earpiece.
Y/N approached their table with camera ready, her expression professionally pleasant. "Evening, everyone. Time for the official table photo."
Their eyes met immediately, and Joe felt that familiar jolt of connection before he carefully arranged his features into an appropriate smile. This was exactly the kind of interaction they'd been navigating for months—professional necessity complicated by unresolved personal tension.
"Y/N," Joe acknowledged. "Didn't realize you'd be shooting tonight."
"Last-minute call," she replied smoothly. "We needed a few extra hands."
Before Joe could extend the conversation, Ellie turned toward Y/N with genuine warmth.
"You must be Y/N," she said, extending her hand. "Joe's told me so much about you. I've seen your work—it's amazing."
Joe watched this with mixed feelings. Ellie's enthusiasm was real—she'd actually brought up Y/N before, had complimented her work. But seeing them together just highlighted how weird his situation had become.
"Thanks," Y/N replied, shaking Ellie's hand with professional composure. "I appreciate that."
Joe caught Y/N's surprise at the compliment, saw her trying to figure out Ellie's friendliness. Part of him wanted to explain why he'd talked about Y/N at all, but surrounded by all these people, with Ellie's hand on his arm, there was no way to say what he really meant.
But surrounded by sponsors and teammates, with Ellie's hand resting on his arm, those explanations felt impossible.
"Actually, I'm capturing candids tonight," Y/N said, raising her camera. "So everyone just continue your conversations naturally. Pretend I'm not even here."
As Y/N worked around their table, Joe tried to catch her eye, tried to say something without words. But she treated him like everyone else, completely professional.
"Perfect, thank you everyone," Y/N said after capturing several shots. "Enjoy your evening."
As she prepared to move to the next table, Ellie touched her arm lightly. "I hope we get to talk more later. Joe says you have the best stories about the team."
Joe watched Y/N's reaction—polite but careful, managing Ellie's friendliness while maintaining appropriate boundaries.
"Maybe next time," Y/N replied. "I've got quite a few tables left to photograph."
The whole thing left Joe feeling off-balance. Ellie's interest in Y/N just made it clearer how split his life had become—the girlfriend who knew his public face, and the woman who actually knew him.
* * *
Later - Hotel Terrace
Joe stepped onto the terrace, needing air and space to process the evening's unexpected tensions. He'd excused himself from the table conversation, ostensibly to take a business call, but really to escape the careful performance that public events required.
He found Y/N at the railing, looking out at the city lights, her camera hanging idle at her side.
"Taking a break?" he asked, moving to stand beside her.
Y/N turned, and Joe caught something unguarded in her expression before her professional mask reasserted itself. "Just a quick breather. Lots of photos still to get."
Joe studied her profile in the dim lighting, noting the tension in her shoulders that suggested she was working to maintain composure. Being around him still affected her, despite months of careful distance.
"Your buffer system has evolved, I see," he said, unable to resist pushing against her boundaries.
"What do you mean?" Y/N asked, confusion flickering across her features.
"You're actually speaking to me at public events now," Joe replied, letting some of his frustration show. "That's progress from January."
Y/N's response was careful, measured. "I'm trying to be more normal about everything. Like I said when I got back from vacation—appropriate professional boundaries, not complete avoidance."
"That why you practically sprinted away from our table?"
"I have other tables to shoot."
Joe turned to face her directly, tired of the careful dance they'd been performing for months. "Come on. We haven't had a real conversation in months. And I'm supposed to pretend that's normal?"
He watched Y/N's composure start to crack, saw something raw flash across her features before she responded.
"Maybe you're not supposed to pretend. Maybe you're supposed to notice."
The challenge in her voice caught Joe off guard. "What's that supposed to mean?"
Y/N turned to face him fully, and Joe saw years of suppressed emotion finally breaking through her professional control.
"It means one day we're grabbing lunch and spending time together outside of work, and the next I find out you have a girlfriend because someone broke into your house."
The words knocked the wind out of him. He'd known Y/N had been hurt by how she'd learned about Ellie, but he'd never really understood what that had cost her.
"That's not how I meant for you to find out—" he started.
"But that's how I did," Y/N cut him off, her voice rising with months of contained pain. "And then I had to walk into a boardroom full of execs and help manage the media fallout. I had to craft a strategy, prep your talking points, anticipate questions—all while pretending like I wasn't finding out in real time that you'd been lying by omission for half a year."
Joe felt sick as Y/N spelled out what he'd put her through. She'd done her job, protected him, kept everything together while he'd basically lied to her face for months.
"It wasn't lying—" he began weakly.
"It was hiding," Y/N snapped, and Joe saw tears threatening at the corners of her eyes. "You hid her. Not just from the world, but from me."
Joe's jaw clenched as the truth of her accusation settled. He had hidden Ellie from Y/N specifically, had known instinctively that their connection was something he needed to protect his relationship from.
"You didn't owe me the details," Y/N continued, her voice shaking slightly. "But you knew what we were. What it felt like. You showed up in my life every day. You let it mean something. And when it stopped meaning something to you, you didn't have the decency to say a word."
Each sentence felt like an indictment Joe couldn't defend against. Y/N was right—he'd been a coward, choosing the easy path of avoidance rather than the difficult conversation that honesty would have required.
"I didn't mean to hurt you," Joe said quietly, the inadequacy of the words obvious even to him.
"But you did," Y/N replied, and Joe heard four years of suppressed pain in her voice. "Not by being with her. By making me feel like I never mattered in the first place."
The accusation cut deeper than anything else she'd said. Joe stepped forward, something desperate rising in his chest.
"You mattered," he said, his voice low but intense. "You still matter."
"Not enough," Y/N replied, and Joe saw the hurt that had been driving her distance for months. "Not enough to be honest with."
Before Joe could find words to respond, before he could explain that his dishonesty had been about protecting himself rather than dismissing her, Ellie's voice cut through the tension.
"There you are!"
Joe's heart sank as Ellie appeared on the terrace, beautiful and smiling and completely unaware of what she'd just interrupted.
"I've been looking everywhere for you, babe," she continued cheerfully. "They're about to do the team recognition on stage, and the owner specifically asked for you to join them."
Joe felt trapped between his public obligations and this moment of raw honesty with Y/N. His expression must have revealed his conflict, because he caught Y/N watching him with something like resignation.
"I'll be right there," he managed, his voice carefully controlled.
Ellie looked between them, clearly sensing tension but misreading its cause. "I'm not interrupting work talk, am I? I can tell them you'll be a minute."
"No interruption," Y/N said quickly, and Joe watched her professional mask snap back into place. "I was just about to head back in myself. I still have the owner's table to photograph."
Joe watched this transformation with something like grief. Y/N was protecting them both, maintaining the careful boundaries that kept their professional relationship functional.
Ellie smiled at Y/N with genuine warmth. "Your photos have been amazing tonight. I peeked at some on the photographer's display earlier—you have a gift for capturing genuine moments."
"Thank you," Y/N managed, and Joe caught the complicated emotions crossing her face at Ellie's sincere compliment. "That's very kind."
Joe couldn't let the conversation end like this, with everything still unresolved between them.
"Ellie, can you give us just a minute?" he asked. "We weren't quite finished."
Ellie looked surprised but nodded. "Sure. I'll tell them you're on your way."
But before Joe could say anything more, Y/N raised her camera between them like a shield.
"I think we are," she said firmly. "You should go. They're waiting for you."
As Joe walked away with Ellie, her hand slipping naturally into his, he felt the weight of everything left unsaid. Y/N had finally told him how much his choices had hurt her, had laid bare the emotional cost of his cowardice.
But she'd also made it clear that understanding her pain didn't change their reality. Joe was with Ellie, publicly and proudly, and whatever feelings existed between him and Y/N would remain unspoken and unacknowledged.
Walking back into the ballroom, Joe felt like he was returning to a performance of his own life. Smiling for cameras, accepting congratulations, playing the role of successful quarterback with perfect girlfriend.
But his mind stayed fixed on Y/N's words, on the hurt in her voice when she'd said he'd made her feel like she never mattered.
* * *
June 2025 - Bengals Facility
Joe sat through the morning film session barely paying attention, still thinking about the charity gala two weeks ago. Y/N's words kept playing in his head—how she'd said he made her feel like she never mattered, how she'd looked when Ellie showed up.
Since then, things had gotten even more formal between them. Not avoidance exactly, but something colder. Like she genuinely didn't care anymore.
"Burrow, you need those Raiders breakdowns from last season," the offensive coordinator said as they wrapped up. "Study how they disguised their coverage on third downs."
Joe nodded, already dreading the process. What used to be a quick conversation with Y/N was now a formal request through Tyler.
He found Tyler in the hallway. "Can you get me the Raiders breakdowns? Third-down packages specifically."
"Sure thing," Tyler replied. "Y/N will know where those are. I'll have her pull them."
Another reminder that he and Y/N couldn't even handle simple work requests directly anymore.
* * *
Cafeteria - Same Day
Joe grabbed lunch with Ja'maar and Tee, settling into their usual table while they debated the upcoming rookie development program. But his attention was immediately drawn to Y/N sitting across the cafeteria with Sam, their conversation looking relaxed and genuine in ways Joe's interactions with Y/N no longer were.
"You listening, man?" Ja'Maar asked, following Joe's gaze. "Oh. The Y/N situation."
Joe's attention snapped back to his teammates. "What?"
"Whatever's going on with you two," Higgins said, keeping his voice low. "It's been weird for months. You know that, right?"
Joe felt heat rise in his neck. "Nothing's going on. We work together."
"Used to work together," Ja'Maar corrected. "Now you work around each other. There's a difference. And everyone's noticed, by the way."
Joe wanted to deny it, but his teammates weren't wrong. The easy collaboration that had once defined his relationship with Y/N had been replaced by careful professional choreography that everyone seemed to notice.
"It's fine," Joe said, returning his attention to his food. "Just different workflow now."
But even as he said it, Joe found his gaze drifting back to Y/N's table. She was laughing at something Sam had said, looking genuinely happy in a way that made Joe's chest tighten with something he didn't want to examine.
As lunch wound down, Joe watched Y/N and Sam gather their things, noting how Y/N's posture shifted slightly as they approached his table. Not nervous, exactly, but more controlled, like she was managing her reactions.
"Y/N," Joe called out as they walked by. "Tyler said you'd pull those Raiders breakdowns for me?"
Y/N turned with a professional smile that revealed nothing. "He did. I've got staff pulling them. Should be in your inbox by this afternoon."
"Appreciate it," Joe said, recognizing the finality in her tone.
Something flickered in Y/N's eyes, like she realized how weird this had all become. But she just nodded and kept walking.
Ja'maar and Tee exchanged looks.
"Definitely nothing going on," Higgins muttered.
Joe didn't respond. There wasn't much to say.
* * *
That Evening - Joe's Home
Joe's phone buzzed with a text from Ellie as he reviewed the Raiders footage. She wanted to visit next week, maybe do some couples workout content.
Miss you. Can't wait to see you next week. Think we could do that couples workout content I mentioned?
Joe stared at the message. A perfectly reasonable request from his girlfriend. But all he could think about was how Y/N had handled his footage request—efficient, professional, completely detached.
He typed back something appropriate about looking forward to seeing Ellie, but the words felt empty.
The Raiders footage was perfectly organized, exactly what he'd asked for. Y/N's team had delivered as always. No personal touch, no acknowledgment of their history, just competent work.
Maybe that's all they'd ever really had.
* * *
July 2025 - Training Camp Preparation
Joe had agreed to give Ellie a tour of the facility before training camp officially began, though he'd underestimated how complicated it would feel to have her in his professional space. She was enthusiastic about everything—the weight room, the meeting rooms, the state-of-the-art equipment—asking questions that showed genuine interest in his world.
"This is incredible," Ellie said as they walked through the hallways. "I had no idea it was this extensive."
"It's pretty comprehensive," Joe agreed, though part of his attention was tracking familiar sounds and movements, unconsciously mapping Y/N's potential location in the building.
When they reached the cafeteria, Joe spotted Y/N immediately. She sat with Sam near the windows, laughing at something with the kind of natural ease he rarely saw from her anymore. The sight of her genuinely relaxed hit him harder than expected—a reminder of what their interactions used to look like before everything became careful and measured.
"Oh, there's Y/N!" Ellie said, following his gaze. "I should say hello."
Before Joe could suggest otherwise, Ellie was already calling out across the room. "Y/N! How are you?"
Joe watched Y/N's face transform in real-time—from natural laughter to polite professionalism in seconds. The shift was so smooth it was almost invisible, but Joe had been studying Y/N's expressions for five years. He knew the difference.
"I'm good, thanks," Y/N replied, standing as they approached. "Nice to see you again."
"You too," Ellie smiled warmly. "Joe's been showing me around before everyone arrives for camp. This place is amazing."
"It is," Y/N agreed, her tone perfectly light and professional. "Enjoy the tour."
Joe felt the need to fill the silence, to justify Y/N's presence in the conversation somehow. "Y/N's been here since my rookie year," he said to Ellie. "She's documented pretty much every major moment of my NFL career."
The words came out more pointed than he'd intended, carrying weight that felt almost territorial. Y/N's response was swift and deflating.
"The whole media team has," she corrected gently. "It's been a collaborative effort."
She was minimizing their connection, reducing five years of shared moments to generic teamwork. The dismissal stung more than it should have, and Joe found himself pushing back before he could stop himself.
"Not the rehab," he said, his gaze direct. "That was all you."
The moment the words left his mouth, Joe knew he'd crossed a line. Those rehabilitation sessions had been intimate—not romantically, but in the way that pain and vulnerability create connection. Hours of documenting his lowest moments, his frustrations, his small victories. Bringing that up in front of Ellie was claiming ownership of something that wasn't his to claim anymore.
Y/N's composure flickered for just a second before she recovered. "Well, that's what made it such compelling content. Your journey back."
Ellie looked between them, clearly sensing undercurrents she didn't understand. "Joe mentioned how much those documentary pieces meant to fans. Your work really connected people to his recovery."
"That was the goal," Y/N replied. "Glad it resonated." She glanced at her watch with practiced efficiency. "I should get back. Content review meeting in fifteen. Nice seeing you both."
As Y/N walked away with Sam, Joe felt Ellie's curious gaze on him.
"She seems really professional," Ellie observed. "You two work well together."
"Yeah," Joe said, though the word felt hollow. "She's good at what she does."
They continued the tour, but Joe's mind remained fixed on the cafeteria interaction. Why had he mentioned the rehab work? Why had he felt the need to establish that connection in front of Ellie? And why did Y/N's careful deflection feel like a rejection of their entire history?
His phone buzzed as they finished touring the weight room. A text from Ellie to someone—he could see her typing on her phone.
"Just reaching out to Y/N about those charity photos," she explained. "You mentioned she might have some good shots for my portfolio."
Joe's stomach tightened. He had mentioned that, casually, during their drive to the facility. But now it felt like another complication, another way his two worlds were intersecting in ways he hadn't anticipated.
"You don't need to go through her specifically," Joe said. "Any of the media staff can handle that."
"Too late," Ellie smiled, showing him her phone. "Already sent. She seems sweet—I'm sure she won't mind."
Joe stared at the text thread, recognizing the gulf between what Ellie thought she was seeing and what was actually happening. Y/N would agree to help because it was professional courtesy, not because she was "sweet" or happy to do anything involving Ellie.
But explaining that would require explaining why the situation was complicated, which would mean acknowledging feelings he'd spent over a year trying to suppress.
Twenty minutes later, as they wrapped up the tour, Joe's discomfort had crystallized into something that demanded action. He'd been inappropriate in the cafeteria, had put Y/N in an uncomfortable position, had claimed a connection that wasn't his to claim anymore.
"I need to handle something quick," he told Ellie as they reached the parking lot. "Work stuff. Five minutes?"
"Of course," Ellie said easily. "I'll wait in the car."
Joe found himself walking toward Y/N's office before he'd fully decided to go there. The cafeteria encounter had left him unsettled—his inappropriate reference to their private sessions, Y/N's polite but distant responses, the careful way she'd maintained professional boundaries even when he'd essentially ambushed her with personal history.
He paused outside her door, watching her work. She looked focused, unbothered by what had just happened. That steady composure that used to comfort him now felt like a wall he couldn't cross.
"Got a minute?" he asked, stepping into the doorframe.
Y/N looked up, her expression shifting to professional attention. "Of course."
Joe entered but didn't sit, staying near the door. Too much distance felt wrong, but getting too close felt presumptuous. "I wanted to apologize if that was awkward. Ellie wanting to see the facility was... unexpected."
"It's fine," Y/N said smoothly, and Joe heard the practiced ease in her voice. "She's always welcome here. She is your girlfriend."
The matter-of-fact way she said girlfriend hit harder than he'd expected. No emotion, no hesitation—just acknowledgment of reality. It should have been reassuring. Instead, it felt like a door closing.
"She mentioned asking about photos," Joe continued, feeling like he was navigating terrain he no longer understood. "You don't need to handle that personally. Any of the staff can pull those."
"I already told her I would," Y/N replied. "It's not a problem."
Of course you did. Y/N would never go back on a professional commitment, even if it meant spending time on something that might be uncomfortable. Joe studied her face, looking for any sign of the person who used to share inside jokes with him during long filming sessions.
"You've changed since your vacation," he said, the observation slipping out before he could stop it.
Y/N's eyebrows lifted slightly. "Have I?"
"Yes," Joe said, committing to the honesty. "More confident. More... definitive about boundaries."
Something shifted in her expression—not surprise, but perhaps appreciation that he'd noticed. "I gained some perspective. About what I need professionally."
Professionally. The word felt loaded with subtext. Joe felt himself standing at the edge of a conversation they'd never had directly, one that could either clarify everything or destroy what remained of their working relationship.
"Just professionally?" The question escaped before his rational mind could intervene.
Y/N met his gaze steadily, and Joe saw the exact moment she chose not to give him the opening he was fishing for. "That's what matters here. We work together. Everything else is secondary."
The gentle but firm redirection felt like a hand pushing him back from a line he shouldn't have approached. Joe nodded slowly, recognizing both the wisdom and the finality in her response.
"If that's what you need."
"It is."
Joe turned to leave, then felt the weight of something unsaid for too long. He paused, looking back at her.
"For what it's worth, I should have told you about Ellie directly. Before it became public like that. You deserved that much."
The words hung in the air between them. It wasn't everything he owed her, but it was the one concrete failing he could acknowledge without opening emotional territory that would complicate both their lives.
"Thank you for saying that," Y/N replied, and Joe heard genuine appreciation in her voice.
Walking back toward the parking lot, Joe felt the strange sensation of having both gained and lost something in the same conversation. Y/N had accepted his apology with grace, had shown him exactly where the new boundaries lay, had demonstrated the kind of professional maturity that made her invaluable to the organization.
She'd also made it clear that whatever personal connection they'd once shared was permanently in the past. No anger, no drama—just a careful, definitive reset that protected them both.
Joe should have felt relieved. Instead, he felt the hollow recognition that he'd just had what might be their last genuinely honest conversation. From here forward, everything between them would be filtered through professional necessity and careful emotional distance.
Back in the car, Ellie was scrolling through her phone, smiling at something on the screen.
"Y/N already responded about the photos," she said as Joe settled into the driver's seat. "She's so professional. You're lucky to have someone that organized on your team."
"Yeah," Joe replied, starting the engine. "She's good at what she does."
But driving away from the facility, Joe couldn't shake the feeling that he'd lost something irreplaceable through his own emotional cowardice. Y/N had offered him friendship when he was too afraid to pursue something deeper. When he'd chosen safety with Ellie instead, Y/N had adapted with characteristic grace, maintaining their professional relationship while protecting herself from further hurt.
Now she was moving forward while Joe remained stuck in the recognition of what he'd given up. Ellie was beautiful, uncomplicated, and genuinely caring. She should have been everything he wanted.
But thinking about Y/N's composed professionalism and the easy laughter he'd witnessed from across the cafeteria, Joe knew that should wasn't the same as was.
He'd made his choice months ago, had prioritized emotional safety over authentic connection. Y/N had accepted that choice and moved on with her life and career.
The problem was that Joe was starting to realize his choice had been wrong. And by the time he'd gained that clarity, it was already too late to change course without devastating multiple lives in the process.
* * *
September 2025 - Regular Season Begins
The season opener against Pittsburgh had everything Joe loved about football—intensity, precision, the satisfaction of executing under pressure. The 40-yard touchdown to Higgins in the third quarter had been particularly clean, the kind of throw that reminded him why he'd chosen this profession.
But even in the middle of game action, Joe found himself tracking Y/N's movements along the sideline. She worked with the same professional efficiency she'd always shown, directing her team while capturing content herself. When he'd thrown the touchdown, his first instinct had been to find her reaction among the crowd of cameras and staff.
She'd been there, doing her job, but the easy shared celebration they might have had a year ago was gone. Instead, their eyes had met briefly during his jog toward the tunnel at halftime—a moment of mutual recognition, professional acknowledgment, nothing more.
It should have been enough. It had to be enough.
After the 24-17 win, Joe handled his postgame interviews with the usual measured responses, discussed the offensive line's protection and the receivers' route-running. But part of his attention remained on the media activity around him, aware of Y/N coordinating coverage without directly involving herself in his interviews.
The buffer system she'd implemented was working exactly as intended. Joe respected the professionalism of it, even as he missed the collaborative relationship they'd once shared.
His phone buzzed as he changed out of his uniform. Ja'Maar asking about team celebration drinks.
Heading home, Joe replied. Good win though.
You sure? Team's in a good mood. Y/N's crew killed it with the content today.
Joe stared at the text, the casual mention of Y/N hitting harder than it should have. Rain check. See you at practice.
Joe was leaving through the players' entrance when he spotted Y/N in the hallway, walking toward the exit with her equipment bag. The facility was mostly empty now, the post-game energy settling into quiet.
"Heading out?" he asked, falling into step beside her.
"Yeah," Y/N replied. "Just finished content wrap-up."
"Good game coverage," Joe said, meaning it. "Saw the touchdown sequence. Perfect timing on the sideline reaction."
"Thanks," Y/N said, and Joe caught something in her voice—surprise that he'd noticed her work specifically. "Clean game from the offense. Especially that third quarter drive."
Joe nodded, wanting to continue the conversation but unsure how to navigate the careful boundaries they'd established. "Team celebrating?"
"Meeting them now," Y/N confirmed. "Sundry and Vice, I think."
"Tell everyone good work," Joe said, then found himself adding, "Your boundary system's working well."
The observation was too direct, too honest about how much he'd been thinking about the walls she'd built between them. But it had been months of careful professional distance, and something about the successful game, the natural flow of their brief conversation, made him want to acknowledge what had developed.
"It seems to be," Y/N agreed carefully.
Joe felt himself standing at the edge of honesty again, the same place he'd been in her office months ago. This time, he stepped closer to the line.
"I don't like it," he said quietly, "but I respect it."
The admission hung between them—his first direct acknowledgment that the professional distance cost him something personal. Y/N's expression shifted slightly, surprise and maybe something else flickering across her face.
Before she could respond, his phone rang. Joe glanced at it—Ellie's name on the screen. The timing felt like the universe intervening, reminding him why Y/N's boundaries existed in the first place.
He looked back at Y/N, seeing understanding in her eyes. She knew who was calling without him saying anything.
"Should take this," he said. "Have a good night, Y/N."
"You too, Joe."
Walking to his car, Joe answered Ellie's call.
"Congratulations on the win!" Ellie's voice was warm and genuinely excited. "I watched the highlights online. That touchdown throw was incredible."
"Thanks," Joe said, settling into his car while watching Y/N walk to hers in his peripheral vision. "How was your day in LA?"
"Amazing," Ellie launched into a detailed account of her photo shoot, the creative direction, the other influencers she'd worked with. Joe listened with divided attention, making appropriate responses while his mind remained fixed on his conversation with Y/N.
"I was thinking," Ellie continued, "maybe I could come to Cincinnati for the next home game? Actually watch you play instead of just seeing highlights?"
"That would be great," Joe replied, though something in him resisted the idea. Having Ellie at the stadium would make their relationship more visible, would require navigation of her inevitable interactions with Y/N.
"Perfect," Ellie said. "I'll check my schedule and book something. Oh, and thank you again for connecting me with Y/N. She sent those charity event photos and they're gorgeous. She really does have an amazing eye."
Joe felt his chest tighten at the mention of Y/N. "She's good at what she does."
"She seems really sweet," Ellie continued. "I was thinking maybe the three of us could grab dinner when I visit? I'd love to get to know your colleagues better."
The suggestion made Joe's hands grip the steering wheel tighter. The idea of a casual dinner with Y/N and Ellie felt like emotional torture disguised as normal socializing.
"We'll see," Joe said carefully. "Y/N keeps pretty busy during the season."
"Of course," Ellie agreed easily. "Just a thought. I know how close you are with your team."
After hanging up, Joe sat in the facility parking lot as it emptied around him. The conversation with Ellie had been pleasant, supportive, exactly what he should have wanted from his girlfriend after a successful game.
Instead, he found himself thinking about Y/N's measured professionalism, the brief moment of honesty they'd shared in the hallway, the way she'd handled his admission about not liking but respecting her boundaries.
He'd told her the truth, and she'd accepted it with the same grace she brought to everything else. No drama, no demand for explanation, just acknowledgment of reality.
But as Joe finally drove home through downtown Cincinnati, past the bars where his teammates were celebrating, he couldn't shake the feeling that something had shifted tonight. Not dramatically, but subtly—like a door that had been cracked open just enough to let in light.
He didn't know what Y/N had been thinking during their hallway conversation, whether his honesty had surprised her or simply confirmed what she already knew about his feelings. But for the first time in months, they'd spoken to each other as more than just colleagues managing professional boundaries.
* * *
Late September 2025 - Exploring Options
Joe learned about Y/N's Giants opportunity the way he learned about most facility rumors—through Jake's casual mention during a quarterback meeting, delivered with the kind of off-hand certainty that suggested everyone already knew.
"Weird about Y/N maybe leaving for New York," Jake had said, reviewing route concepts on his tablet. "Gonna be strange if she goes. She's been here since your rookie year, right?"
Joe's pen had stopped moving across his playbook. "What about New York?"
Jake looked up, surprised. "The Giants thing? VP position or something. Thought you'd know—aren't you two always coordinating on media stuff?"
"We work together," Joe replied carefully, though his mind was already racing. "Haven't heard anything about New York."
"Huh. Maybe it's just rumors then. You know how this place gets."
But Joe knew it wasn't just rumors. Jake didn't spread bullshit, and he'd been too specific about the VP thing. Y/N was actually thinking about leaving. Leaving Cincinnati.
Leaving him.
The thought knocked him sideways, cutting through the careful routine he'd been living with. Over the past few months, Joe had grown comfortable with their new dynamic—respectful, functional, emotionally safe. He'd told himself that the boundaries Y/N had established were healthy, that their working relationship was better for being clearly defined.
But the possibility of Y/N leaving entirely forced him to confront how much he'd been taking her continued presence for granted.
That evening, Joe sat in his house, trying to focus on game film but finding his mind wandering to what Jake had said. He pulled out his phone, thinking about texting Y/N directly, asking about the rumors. But what right did he have to that information? They weren't friends who shared personal updates anymore. They were colleagues who maintained professional boundaries.
His phone buzzed with a text from Ellie, something about her flight plans for the upcoming home game. Joe read it without really processing the words, his attention still fixed on the possibility that Y/N might be planning to leave Cincinnati.
The realization hit him with uncomfortable clarity: he was more invested in Y/N's career decisions than in his girlfriend's travel plans. More concerned about Y/N potentially leaving Cincinnati than about Ellie coming to visit.
That recognition forced Joe to confront something he'd been avoiding for months. His relationship with Ellie, while pleasant and uncomplicated, had become more obligation than choice. He cared about her genuinely, appreciated her kindness and support, but he didn't feel excited about her presence the way he felt anxious about Y/N's potential absence.
Joe spent the evening researching the Giants' organizational structure and recent content initiatives. He told himself it was professional curiosity, wanting to understand what opportunity Y/N might be considering.
But really, he was trying to gauge whether New York represented something he couldn't compete with. Not that he was competing—he'd made his choice months ago. But the thought of Y/N building a new life in a different city, working with different players, creating content that didn't include him at all, felt like losing something essential.
The next morning, Joe arrived at the facility early, hoping to catch Y/N before her day filled with meetings. He found her in one of the editing bays, reviewing game footage with that focused intensity that had always impressed him.
"Morning," he said, stepping into the doorway.
Y/N looked up, professional smile in place. "Hey. You're here early."
"Wanted to get ahead of the week," Joe replied, then decided to be direct. "Jake mentioned something about a New York opportunity yesterday. Giants?"
Something flickered across Y/N's expression—surprise, maybe annoyance that rumors were spreading. "Nothing's decided," she said carefully.
"But it's real? The opportunity?"
Y/N set down her stylus, turning to face him fully. "It's something I'm considering. VP of Content Strategy position."
Joe felt something close to panic, though he tried to keep it from showing. "Big move."
"It would be," Y/N agreed. "Major market, significant creative control."
"Is this about the buffer system? About creating distance?" The question slipped out before he could stop it, revealing more of his concerns than he'd intended.
Y/N's expression sharpened. "My professional decisions aren't about you, Joe."
The response was firm, definitive, and both relieving and devastating. Relieving because it meant his complicated feelings weren't driving her away. Devastating because it confirmed that he wasn't a factor in her decision-making at all.
"Right," Joe said, trying to recover. "Of course not. It's just... you've built so much here. Five years of work."
"And there's opportunity to build something new," Y/N replied. "That's how careers work. Growth, advancement, new challenges."
Joe nodded, recognizing the wisdom in her approach even as it felt like a personal rejection. "And there's nothing keeping you here? Nothing worth staying for?"
The question was as close as Joe could come to acknowledging what he couldn't say directly. That he needed her presence in ways that went beyond professional collaboration. That the thought of her leaving felt like losing an essential part of his support system.
Y/N studied his face for a moment. "I've built a life here," she said carefully. "That matters. But so does professional growth."
The answer was appropriately professional, but Joe caught something in her expression—a flicker of recognition that suggested she understood the subtext of his question even if she couldn't acknowledge it directly.
"Well," Joe said, backing toward the door. "I hope whatever you decide works out."
"Thanks," Y/N replied, already turning back to her work. "I'm sure it will."
Walking away from that conversation, Joe realized he was facing a crisis he'd created through his own emotional avoidance. He'd chosen safety with Ellie over the risk of pursuing something real with Y/N. Now Y/N was moving forward with her life and career while Joe remained trapped in a relationship that felt increasingly hollow.
But what could he do? Breaking up with Ellie to chase Y/N as she was planning to leave for New York would be both cruel and pointless. Y/N had already demonstrated that she could build a life that didn't revolve around him. She deserved better than to be someone's backup plan or consolation prize.
That evening, Joe sat in his house, Ellie's latest text about visiting for the Ravens game still unanswered on his phone. He thought about their last conversation, her enthusiasm about meeting his colleagues, her suggestion of dinner with Y/N.
The image of that dinner—Ellie chatting brightly while Y/N maintained professional politeness, Joe caught between his girlfriend and the woman he'd been too afraid to pursue—felt like a special kind of torture. Especially now, knowing Y/N might leave Cincinnati entirely.
Joe finally responded to Ellie's text with vague agreement about her visit, though his heart wasn't in the planning. His attention remained fixed on the recognition that he was about to lose something irreplaceable through his own emotional cowardice.
Y/N would visit New York, would probably be impressed by their facilities and vision, would make a decision based on what was best for her career. And Joe would remain in Cincinnati, playing football at the highest level while feeling increasingly disconnected from everything that made success meaningful.
He'd had his chance to be honest about his feelings, to take the risk that might have led to something real. Instead, he'd chosen comfort and safety, and now that choice was leading to exactly the kind of loss he'd been trying to avoid.
Some regrets, Joe was learning, couldn't be fixed by better decision-making in the future. They could only be carried, carefully contained, while watching what might have been disappear into someone else's new beginning.
* * *
Early October 2025 - Before the Visit
The week before Y/N's trip to New York dragged by. Joe went through his usual routine—film study, practice, media obligations—but he couldn't focus, too aware of Y/N moving around the facility.
During Tuesday's media availability, Joe watched Y/N coordinate with her team from across the room. She looked confident, in control, like someone who belonged in a VP role for a major market team.
The thought made him feel sick.
"Earth to Joe," Ja"Maar said, snapping his fingers in front of Joe's face as they walked to the parking garage after practice. "You've been spacing out all week. What's going on?"
Joe refocused on his teammate. "Just thinking through game plan stuff."
"Bullshit," Ja'Maar replied bluntly. "This is about Y/N leaving, isn't it?"
The directness caught Joe off guard. "What makes you say that?"
"Because you've been tracking her movements all week like you're afraid she's going to disappear," Ja'Maar observed. "And because everyone knows you two have some kind of complicated history, even if nobody talks about it directly."
Joe felt heat rise in his neck. "We work together. Have for five years. It'll be an adjustment if she leaves."
"Uh-huh," Ja'Maar said, clearly unconvinced. "Look, I don't know what the deal is between you two, and it's none of my business. But if you've got something to say to her before she potentially moves across the country, maybe now's the time."
"It's not that simple," Joe replied, though even as he said it, he wondered if it was actually simpler than he was making it.
"It never is," he agreed. "But sometimes complicated is better than regret."
That evening, Joe found himself at the facility later than necessary, ostensibly reviewing additional film but really hoping to cross paths with Y/N. He'd heard through the staff grapevine that she was working late, finalizing content plans before her New York trip.
He found her in her office, surrounded by multiple monitors and notebooks, laptop open to what looked like presentation slides. She glanced up when he knocked on her door frame.
"Working late," Joe observed, stepping into the office when she gestured him in.
"Trying to get ahead before I'm out of town," Y/N replied, saving her work. "Don't want to leave the team scrambling while I'm gone."
Joe noted the careful way she'd phrased it—"while I'm gone," not "if I don't come back." Either diplomatic language or a decision already made that she wasn't ready to announce.
"Mind if I ask what you're expecting from the visit?" he said, settling into the chair across from her desk.
Y/N leaned back, considering her response. "Honestly? I'm trying to approach it with an open mind. The opportunity is substantial, but I want to understand the culture, the vision, what I'd actually be walking into."
"And if it's everything they're promising?"
"Then I'll have a difficult decision to make," she said simply.
Joe studied her expression, looking for any sign of what she was thinking beyond the careful professionalism. "What would make it difficult? I mean, from the outside, it seems like a clear career advancement."
Y/N was quiet for a moment, her fingers absently straightening papers on her desk. "Five years is a long time to build something. To develop relationships, understand a culture, create work that feels meaningful. Starting over somewhere else, even with better title and compensation, means giving up what I've built here."
"But?"
"But maybe that's what growth requires sometimes," she finished. "Maybe staying in your comfort zone, even when it's working, prevents you from discovering what else is possible."
The words hit Joe harder than she probably intended. He heard in them a philosophy he'd been too afraid to apply to his own life—the recognition that comfort could be its own trap, that fear of losing what you had could prevent you from gaining what you actually needed.
"That's a mature way to look at it," he said, meaning it even as it made his own choices feel increasingly cowardly.
"I'm trying to be," Y/N replied. "This industry doesn't give you many chances at opportunities like this. It would be foolish not to explore it seriously."
Joe nodded, recognizing the wisdom in her approach while hating what it might mean for his own life. "Well, for what it's worth, I hope they roll out the red carpet for you. You deserve to see what you're worth in a major market."
Something shifted in Y/N's expression at his words—surprise, maybe, or appreciation for his support despite his personal investment in her staying.
"Thank you," she said, and Joe caught a warmth in her voice that had been absent from their interactions for months. "That means more than you probably realize."
The moment stretched between them, loaded with recognition of their shared history and mutual respect despite the complications that had driven them apart. Joe felt the urge to say more, to acknowledge what her leaving would mean to him personally, to finally be honest about feelings he'd been suppressing for over a year.
But before he could find the words, Y/N's phone buzzed with what looked like a work emergency. The moment passed, replaced by the familiar rhythm of professional obligations and careful boundaries.
"I should let you get back to it," Joe said, standing. "Good luck in New York. I hope you get everything you're looking for."
"Thanks, Joe. I appreciate that."
As he walked back to his car, Joe replayed their conversation, noting how easily they'd fallen into genuine dialogue when the stakes felt clear. Y/N was preparing for a major career decision, and Joe was supporting her choice even though it might mean losing her presence in his professional life.
It felt both mature and devastating—the kind of selfless support you offered someone you cared about deeply, even when their success might mean your own loss.
Joe thought about Ja'Maar's earlier observation about regret versus complication. Maybe his teammate was right. Maybe the complicated conversation was better than watching Y/N leave without ever being honest about what she meant to him.
But sitting in his car in the empty parking lot, thinking about Ellie's upcoming visit and Y/N's pending trip to New York, Joe couldn't find the courage to risk everything for a conversation that might change nothing.
Some opportunities, once missed, couldn't be recovered. Joe was starting to understand that he might be living through one of those moments—watching something essential slip away because he'd been too afraid to reach for it when it was still possible.
The recognition felt like a weight settling in his chest, heavy and permanent. By the time Y/N returned from New York, Joe suspected his chance for honesty would have passed entirely, leaving him with nothing but the careful professional relationship they'd built and the knowledge of what he'd been too afraid to pursue.
* * *
Late October 2025 - The Breaking Point
Joe stood frozen in Y/N's empty office after she walked out, her words echoing in the sudden silence. The conversation had gone worse than he'd imagined possible, and he'd imagined it going pretty badly.
You don't get to jerk me around like this again.
The accusation cut deep, forcing him to confront the truth he'd been avoiding. From Y/N's perspective, his timing wasn't just bad—it was selfish. Cruel, even. Coming to her now, after years of emotional distance, just as she was ready to leave for something better.
Joe slumped into the chair Y/N had vacated, running his hands through his hair. He'd thought breaking up with Ellie would clear the air, would show Y/N that he was finally ready to be honest. Instead, it had backfired completely.
Y/N wasn't waiting for him anymore. And showing up now, claiming feelings he'd been too scared to acknowledge when it mattered, probably looked like manipulation rather than honesty.
His phone buzzed with a text from Ellie: Hope you're doing okay. Thank you for being honest with me. I knew something was off.
The message made Joe feel sick with guilt. Breaking up with Ellie had been the right thing to do—she deserved someone who could love her completely—but the conversation had been brutal. She'd handled it with more grace than he'd deserved, acknowledging that she'd sensed his emotional distance even if she hadn't understood its cause.
I'm sorry, he'd told her during their difficult conversation the night before. You deserve so much better than someone who can't be fully present.
It's Y/N, isn't it? Ellie had asked, her voice sad but not surprised. I could tell when we were at the facility. The way you looked at her.
Joe had confirmed it, hating himself for the hurt in Ellie's eyes even as he knew honesty was overdue. She'd cried, asked questions he'd answered as gently as possible, then packed her things with dignity that made him feel even worse about what he'd put her through.
Now, sitting in Y/N's office, Joe realized he'd hurt two people he cared about and probably gained nothing in the process. Y/N was more resolved than ever to leave for New York, and Ellie was nursing heartbreak she'd done nothing to deserve.
Joe's phone rang. Ja'Maar's name on the screen.
"How'd it go?" his teammate asked without preamble.
"Badly," Joe replied, staring at Y/N's empty desk. "Really fucking badly."
"What happened?"
Joe gave him the abbreviated version—the breakup with Ellie, the confrontation with Y/N, her accusation that his timing was manipulative rather than romantic.
"Shit, man," Ja'Maar said when Joe finished. "She's not wrong, though. About the timing."
"I know," Joe admitted. "But what was I supposed to do? Let her leave without saying anything?"
"Maybe," Ja'Maar said bluntly. "Maybe that would have been kinder than dropping this on her when she's trying to make the biggest career decision of her life."
The words stung because they were true. Joe had convinced himself that honesty was the right choice, but honesty motivated by self-interest rather than Y/N's wellbeing wasn't necessarily noble.
"So what now?" Joe asked.
"Now you live with the consequences," Ja'Maar replied. "You made your choices for years, and Y/N made hers. She doesn't owe you anything just because you finally figured out what you want."
After hanging up, Joe remained in Y/N's office, surrounded by evidence of her competence and dedication. Awards on the walls, thank-you notes from players, carefully organized files that spoke to five years of building something meaningful with the Bengals.
He thought about their first meeting during his rookie photoshoot, how Y/N had caught that fumbled football with ease and thrown it back to him with perfect spiral. She'd been impressive from day one, but Joe had been too focused on his own career to really see her potential.
Over the years, he'd watched her grow from a junior media coordinator to someone essential to the organization's identity. She'd documented his lowest moments during injury recovery, had been present for his biggest triumphs, had somehow become woven into every significant moment of his NFL career.
But Joe realized with painful clarity that Y/N had also built her own story during those five years. She'd earned promotions, developed innovative content strategies, gained recognition throughout the league. Her career wasn't just about documenting his journey—it was about creating her own.
The Giants opportunity wasn't Y/N running away from complicated feelings. It was her running toward something she'd earned through years of exceptional work. Joe's feelings were just unfortunate timing, not a reason for her to stay.
That recognition was both humbling and devastating. Joe had spent so long thinking about what Y/N meant to his career, his recovery, his daily life that he'd failed to consider what she needed for her own growth and happiness.
Maybe the most loving thing he could do now was support her decision, whatever it was, without adding more pressure or guilt. Let her choose New York if that's what would make her happy, even if it meant losing her presence from his life entirely.
Joe's phone buzzed with another text, this one from Y/N: I need you to know that conversation doesn't change my timeline. I'm still considering all factors. Please respect whatever I decide.
The message was characteristically professional, but Joe caught the underlying plea for space. Y/N was asking him not to complicate her decision-making process any further.
I will, he replied. And Y/N? You were right about my timing. I'm sorry.
He waited, hoping for a response that would suggest forgiveness or understanding. But none came.
Walking back to his car, Joe felt the weight of recognition settling over him. He'd spent months choosing emotional safety over authentic risk, then panicked when the consequences of those choices became clear. Y/N had every right to prioritize her career over his suddenly declared feelings.
But that didn't make losing her hurt any less.
Joe thought about the upcoming weeks—Y/N's final meetings with the Giants, her decision about New York, the possibility that their last real conversation had been an argument in her office. The idea that she might leave Cincinnati with anger or disappointment as her final impression of him felt unbearable.
Yet maybe that was the price of his years of emotional avoidance. Some opportunities, once missed, couldn't be recovered. Some honesty, when it came too late, caused more harm than continued silence would have.
Joe had finally found the courage to tell Y/N how he felt. Unfortunately, he'd found it at exactly the moment when she'd moved beyond needing to hear it.
* * *
Joe had walked into the leadership meeting with his usual focus, prepared to discuss winter content strategy and playoff scenarios. It was routine, the kind of organizational planning that happened every October. He'd expected updates on draft preparation, maybe some discussion about facility improvements during the offseason.
He hadn't expected to learn about Y/N's potential departure like this.
"As some of you may have heard, Y/N is considering an opportunity with another organization," Kayla said casually, as if she wasn't announcing the end of Joe's world. "We're in discussions about retention, but we also need contingency planning in case she accepts this new role."
The room went quiet, and Joe felt his chest tighten. Everyone was looking at Y/N, who maintained her perfect professional composure despite what had to be an uncomfortable moment. But Joe was looking at the bigger picture—Y/N might leave, and he was finding out about it in a fucking leadership meeting like some random staff member.
"Nothing's been decided yet," Y/N said calmly, and Joe heard the measured control in her voice. "I'm weighing options carefully, and regardless of my decision, I'm committed to ensuring a smooth transition if that becomes necessary."
Smooth transition. Like five years of building something together—professionally, personally, emotionally—could be smoothly transitioned to someone else. Like she was replaceable.
Joe tried to focus on the rest of the meeting, but his mind was spinning. When had she decided to explore other opportunities? How long had she been interviewing? Why hadn't she mentioned it during their coffee conversation or their brief exchange before her New York trip?
Then the answer hit him with sickening clarity: because it wasn't his business anymore. They weren't friends who shared personal updates. They were colleagues who maintained professional boundaries, boundaries he'd helped create through his emotional cowardice.
As the meeting wrapped up, Joe watched Y/N gathering her materials efficiently, preparing to leave as if she hadn't just casually mentioned potentially abandoning everything they'd built together. The unfairness of it—that she could consider leaving while he was supposed to just accept it professionally—made his composure start to crack.
She was almost to the door when something inside him snapped.
"So that's it?" The words came out louder than he'd intended, but he was past caring about discretion. "Everyone just finds out in a meeting that you might be gone next month?"
Y/N turned slowly, and Joe could see her calculating the optics of this public confrontation. "This isn't the place, Joe."
But when was the place? When had she planned to have this conversation with him specifically? When she was already packed and heading to New York?
"When is the place?" Joe pressed, aware that people were watching but unable to stop himself. "After you've already accepted? After you're already gone?"
"I haven't made any decisions yet," Y/N replied with that maddening professional calm. "And this is a professional matter I'm handling appropriately."
Appropriately. The word hit him wrong, the implication that his reaction was inappropriate while her potential departure was just good career management.
"Is it?" Joe challenged, taking a step closer. "Because it feels like you're making a major decision that affects a lot of people here without any real conversation."
"I've had those conversations with the appropriate leadership," Y/N countered, and Joe caught the slight edge in her voice. "With Kayla, with the content team. My career decisions don't require facility-wide consultation."
The dismissal stung. He wasn't asking for facility-wide consultation—he was asking why someone he'd worked closely with for five years, someone he'd shared countless conversations and moments with, someone he'd fallen in love with, was planning to leave without a word to him personally.
"So we just lose the person who's built our entire content strategy for five years, and that's supposed to be fine?" Joe heard the challenge in his own voice, recognized he was crossing lines but unable to care.
Y/N's professional mask slipped slightly, her frustration finally showing. "Why do you care so much?" she asked, the question more pointed than anything she'd said to him in months. "Why does this matter to you specifically?"
The question hung between them, loaded with everything they'd never said directly. Joe was acutely aware of their audience, of Kayla and Sam and other staff members watching this exchange with barely concealed interest. He was also aware that his answer could change everything—could destroy the careful professional relationship they'd maintained, could complicate her decision, could expose feelings he'd kept hidden for over a year.
But looking at Y/N, at the possibility of her walking away forever, Joe found he was past caring about complications.
"Because some things should matter more than titles and market size," he said, his voice quieter but no less intense. "Some connections are worth more than whatever the Giants are offering."
The word hung in the air—connections—and Joe saw Y/N's eyes widen slightly at the implication. He'd just publicly acknowledged that this was about more than professional courtesy, more than workflow continuity.
Before either of them could say anything else, Kayla stepped forward with diplomatic intervention. "Let's table this discussion. Y/N hasn't made her decision yet, and we'll have appropriate transition conversations when and if that becomes necessary."
Joe held Y/N's gaze for a moment longer, seeing surprise and something else—uncertainty?—in her expression. Then he turned and walked out, his control finally completely shattered.
In the hallway, Joe leaned against the wall, trying to process what had just happened. He'd publicly confronted Y/N about a personal matter, had essentially announced to the leadership team that her potential departure affected him more than professionally appropriate.
His phone was in his hand before he'd consciously decided to text her:
Joe: I'm sorry. That was out of line. Can we talk? For real this time.
He sent it immediately, then waited, staring at the screen. When her response came, it felt like a door closing:
Y/N: Not a good time. Need to focus on work.
Joe typed quickly:
Joe: I understand. But we need to talk before you decide. Please.
Then he waited again, but no response came.
Walking toward the parking lot, Joe felt the weight of what he'd just done. He'd destroyed months of careful professional distance in about five minutes of emotional honesty. He'd made Y/N's career decision about his feelings, had put her in an impossible position by making their complications public.
But he couldn't bring himself to regret it entirely. Because Y/N was considering leaving, and she hadn't told him personally, and the thought of her disappearing from his life without one honest conversation felt unbearable.
His phone buzzed with a text from Ellie about dinner plans, and Joe stared at it with the growing certainty that his entire life was built on lies he was tired of living.
Joe's phone buzzed again. Ja'Maar: Heard about the meeting today. You good?
Been better, Joe replied.
Want to talk about it?
Joe considered the offer. Ja'Maar was discreet, trustworthy, and had already figured out that Joe's interest in Y/N went beyond professional courtesy. Maybe external perspective would help.
Yeah. Your place?
An hour later, Joe sat on Ja'Maar's couch with a beer he wasn't really drinking, trying to explain a situation that felt impossible to articulate.
"So let me get this straight," Ja'Maar said after listening to Joe's halting explanation. "You've been in love with Y/N for over a year, but you're dating Ellie because it felt safer. Now Y/N's about to leave for New York, and you publicly freaked out about it in a leadership meeting."
"That's the summary, yeah," Joe confirmed, feeling even worse hearing it laid out so simply.
"And what exactly is your plan here?" Ja'Maar asked. "Because from where I'm sitting, it looks like you're about to lose both of them."
Joe set his beer down, running his hands through his hair. "I don't have a plan. That's the problem."
"Okay, let's think through this," Ja'Maar said, settling into problem-solving mode. "First question: what do you actually want?"
The answer came without hesitation. "Y/N. I want Y/N."
"And what about Ellie?"
Joe felt guilt wash over him. "Ellie's great. She's kind, supportive, uncomplicated. Everything I should want. But I don't love her. Not the way I love Y/N." The admission felt both relieving and terrible.
Ja'Maar nodded thoughtfully. "So you're staying with someone you don't love to avoid pursuing someone you do love. Because?"
"Because Y/N deserves better than being someone's consolation prize," Joe said. "Because breaking up with Ellie to chase Y/N as she's leaving for New York would be cruel to everyone involved. Because I had my chance and I chose safety instead."
"Maybe," Ja'Maar agreed. "But you're assuming Y/N's feelings haven't changed, that she's moved on completely. What if she hasn't?"
Joe thought about their coffee shop conversation, the carefully maintained professional distance, Y/N's composed reaction to his emotional outburst today. "She's handled everything with complete professionalism. If she had feelings, she's clearly over them."
"Or she's protecting herself from exactly this situation," Ja'Maar suggested. "From wanting something she thinks she can't have."
The possibility hadn't occurred to Joe. He'd assumed Y/N's professional boundaries meant emotional distance, but maybe they meant the opposite—maybe she was working harder to maintain control precisely because the feelings were still there.
"Even if that's true," Joe said, "the timing is terrible. She's got a major career opportunity waiting for her. She shouldn't base that decision on some guy who's been too afraid to be honest about his feelings."
"So be honest now," Ja'Maar said simply. "Before she decides. Give her all the information, let her make the choice with everything on the table."
"And Ellie?"
Ja'Maar's expression grew serious. "Joe, you can't keep stringing along someone who deserves better while pining for someone else. It's not fair to anyone."
Joe knew his teammate was right. His relationship with Ellie had become fundamentally dishonest, sustained by emotional cowardice rather than genuine commitment.
"Y/N's not answering my calls," Joe said. "After today's disaster, she's probably done with complicated conversations."
"Then you'll have to find another way," Ja'Maar replied. "Because in two weeks, she might be gone. And if you let her leave without being honest, you'll spend the rest of your life wondering what might have happened."
Driving home, Joe thought about Ja'Maar's advice. Being honest with Y/N meant risking everything—his professional relationship with her, his comfortable routine with Ellie, the carefully constructed life he'd built around emotional safety.
But not being honest meant accepting that he'd let fear dictate the most important choice of his life. That he'd let Y/N leave without ever giving her the chance to choose him, really choose him, with full knowledge of what he felt.
* * *
Three Days Later
The facility felt different without Y/N's regular presence. She'd been working remotely more often, only appearing for essential meetings, clearly maintaining distance after their confrontation. Joe found himself hyperaware of her absence, noting the times when she would normally be reviewing content or coordinating with her team.
He'd kept his promise not to pressure her, hadn't sent additional texts or attempted further conversations. But the waiting was killing him. In less than a week, Y/N would need to give the Giants her final answer, and Joe had no idea which way she was leaning.
"You look like shit," Ja'Maar observed as they wrapped up Wednesday practice.
"Thanks," Joe replied dryly. "That's exactly what I needed to hear."
"I'm serious, man. When's the last time you fuckin' slept?"
Joe couldn't remember. Since his conversation with Y/N, he'd been existing on caffeine and restless energy, his mind cycling through scenarios and regrets whenever he tried to rest.
"She's probably going to take it," Joe said, voicing the fear that had been growing stronger each day. "The Giants offer. Why wouldn't she? It's everything she's worked for professionally."
"Maybe," Ja'Maar agreed. "Or maybe she values what she's built here more than you think."
"Even after I fucked everything up with my timing?"
Ja'Maar considered this. "You know what your problem is? You think this is all about you. Y/N's decision, her feelings, her career—you keep making it about how it affects Joe Burrow."
The observation stung because it was accurate. "So what should I do?"
"Nothing," Ja'Maar said firmly. "Let her make her choice without your emotional baggage influencing it. If she stays, great. If she goes, you deal with it and learn from how you handled this."
Joe nodded, recognizing the wisdom even as every instinct urged him to do something, anything, to influence Y/N's decision in his favor.
That evening, Joe sat in his house scrolling through social media, where speculation about Y/N's potential departure had somehow leaked despite the organization's attempts at discretion. Fans were posting about losing "the best content coordinator in the NFL," sharing favorite videos and posts from her tenure with the team.
One comment thread particularly caught his attention: She made Burrow seem like a real person, not just a celebrity. Hope she stays.
The observation hit home. Y/N had protected his humanity while managing his public image, had found ways to show his personality without exploiting his vulnerability. She'd been more than just a media coordinator—she'd been a guardian of his authentic self in a world that constantly pressured him to perform.
Joe thought about all the moments Y/N had captured over five years, the injury recovery sessions that could have been exploitative but instead showed genuine determination, the community events that revealed his care for Cincinnati, the team interactions that demonstrated his leadership without making it seem forced.
She'd helped him become the person he wanted to be publicly while never making him feel managed or packaged. And now she was considering leaving to build something new, something that didn't depend on understanding Joe Burrow's complexities.
His phone rang. His mother's name on the screen.
"How are you holding up?" she asked without preamble.
Joe shouldn't have been surprised that his parents had heard about Y/N's potential departure. News traveled fast in NFL circles, especially when it involved key personnel.
"Been better," Joe admitted. "How much do you know?"
"Enough to know you're probably beating yourself up over timing and choices," his mother replied with characteristic directness. "Want to talk about it?"
Joe found himself explaining the situation—his relationship with Ellie, his feelings for Y/N, the disastrous conversation in her office. His mother listened without judgment, asking clarifying questions but not offering immediate advice.
"You know," she said when he finished, "sometimes the most loving thing you can do is want someone's happiness more than you want them in your life."
The words hit Joe like a revelation. He'd been so focused on his own loss, his own regret, that he hadn't fully considered what would actually make Y/N happiest in the long run.
"The Giants opportunity is exactly what she's earned," he said slowly. "Even if it means losing her."
"And if supporting her decision is the last gift you can give her," his mother continued gently, "then maybe that's how you show her what she's meant to you all these years."
* * *
Early November 2025 - The Offer
Joe tried to keep his normal routine after Y/N got back from New York, but he couldn't focus. His mind kept wandering to what the Giants had offered her, whether she'd already decided.
Around the facility, she kept things strictly professional—polite nods, brief work exchanges, nothing that acknowledged what had happened between them.
Ja'Marr noticed his distraction during Wednesday's practice.
"You missed that read completely," his teammate said as they reviewed route concepts. "Thompson was wide open on the comeback."
"I saw it," Joe replied, though they both knew he hadn't.
"Where's your head at, man?"
Joe glanced toward the facility windows. "Probably where it shouldn't be."
That evening, Joe sat in his house, staring at his phone. His mother had texted: How are you holding up? Any word on her decision?
Still waiting, Joe replied. Not well.
Remember what we talked about. Sometimes loving someone means wanting their happiness more than their presence.
Joe read the message twice. If Y/N's happiness was in New York, then supporting that choice was how he could prove his feelings were genuine rather than selfish.
But the thought of losing her forever—not just romantically, but from his daily life entirely—felt like losing something he couldn't replace.
* * *
Mid-November 2025
By the middle of November, Joe felt like he was going crazy. Y/N's deadline was coming up, and he had no idea what she was thinking. She gave him nothing—no hints, no clues, nothing.
After another sleepless night, Joe got to the facility early, hoping to see Y/N before his day started. But her office was empty, computer off.
"She's in the edit bay," Sam mentioned, appearing beside him in the hallway. "Been there since early this morning. Finalizing content transitions in case she needs to hand things over."
"That sounds... definitive," Joe managed.
Sam studied his expression. "Maybe. Or maybe just responsible. Y/N always has contingency plans."
Joe spent the day distracted, going through the motions of practice and meetings while his mind remained fixed on Y/N's absence. By evening, he couldn't stand it anymore. He needed to see her, to try once more to have an honest conversation before she made her final decision.
The edit bay was one of the few rooms still lit when Joe arrived back at the facility that night. Through the window, he could see Y/N working alone, surrounded by monitors and notebooks, completely focused on her screen.
Joe stood outside for several minutes, gathering courage for what might be their last private conversation. Everything he'd been too afraid to say for five years needed to be said now, before it was too late.
When he finally knocked and entered, Y/N's immediate tension was obvious. But Joe was beyond caring about professional boundaries or appropriate timing. This was his last chance.
Their conversation escalated quickly, five years of suppressed emotion finally breaking free. When Y/N accused him of not seeing her for years, of only noticing her now that she was leaving, Joe felt something crack inside his chest.
"It's mattered to me for five years!" she'd shouted, and Joe realized with devastating clarity how much pain he'd caused through his emotional cowardice.
But when she admitted that what existed between them had always mattered, something shifted. Hope and desperation combined into action before Joe could think it through.
He kissed her.
Not gentle or tentative—urgent, desperate, like he was trying to communicate everything he'd been too afraid to say. Years of restraint broke open all at once, and when Y/N kissed him back with equal intensity, Joe felt like he was finally home.
Her hands gripping his shirt, her body pressed against his, the soft sounds she made when he kissed her neck—it was everything Joe had imagined and more. The connection that had existed between them for years finally had physical expression, and it was overwhelming in its intensity.
When Kayla's call interrupted them, Joe felt the real world crashing back with brutal clarity. As Y/N answered professionally, her voice steady despite their disheveled appearance, Joe marveled at her composure while struggling to regain his own.
"That was real," he'd told her afterward, needing her to understand that his feelings weren't just about fear of losing her. "Everything I've said, everything I feel for you—it's real."
The vulnerability of that admission, spoken in the aftermath of their first kiss, felt like jumping off a cliff. But Y/N needed to know that his declaration wasn't just desperation or poor timing—it was the truth he'd been carrying for years.
When she said she needed time to think clearly, Joe forced himself to step back despite every instinct urging him to hold her, to kiss her again, to try to convince her through touch rather than words.
"Take all the time you need," he'd said, meaning it even as it felt like agreeing to his own torture.
Walking away from Y/N in that edit bay, her lips still swollen from his kisses, was one of the hardest things Joe had ever done. But his mother's words echoed in his mind: sometimes loving someone meant wanting their happiness more than their presence.
If Y/N needed space to make the right decision for her life, Joe would give it to her. Even if that decision broke his heart.
But as he drove home through the dark Cincinnati streets, Joe allowed himself to hope that their kiss had changed something fundamental. That Y/N now understood his feelings weren't just about timing or fear of loss, but about love he'd been too afraid to acknowledge.
One week remained. Seven days for Y/N to decide between New York and Cincinnati, between career advancement and whatever they might build together.
Joe had finally been completely honest. Now all he could do was wait, and hope that honesty hadn't come too late to matter.
The recognition that he might lose both Y/N's presence and her respect—that she might leave thinking poorly of his character and timing—was almost unbearable. But at least she would leave knowing the truth about how he felt.
* * *
The Day After
Joe woke up the next morning with the taste of Y/N still on his lips and the memory of her hands in his hair. But in daylight, doubt crept in. Had kissing her been right, or just more shitty timing?
He'd promised to give her space, but he was dying to know where they stood. Had their kiss changed anything for her, or just made everything worse?
At the facility, Joe went through his routine on autopilot, trying not to look toward Y/N's office. When Sam mentioned Y/N was working remotely again, Joe felt relief and disappointment—glad he didn't have to see her today, but also desperate to gauge her reaction to what had happened.
His phone buzzed with a text from Ja'Marr: You look like you either got hit by a truck or got laid. Which is it?
Joe almost laughed despite his anxiety. Neither. Something in between.
That sounds ominous. We good?
Ask me in a week.
Honestly, Joe had no idea if they were good. He'd finally taken Ja'Marr's advice, been completely honest about his feelings. But Y/N's response was still a mystery, her decision about New York still hanging over everything.
For the first time in years, Joe had no control over something that mattered this much. All he could do was wait and hope Y/N would make whatever choice would make her happy.
Even if it killed him.
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Hiiiiiiiiii😭😭😭 I'm here to share a void success story, it's preeetty recent and I'm still going crazy over it😭😭😭😭 (I'll probably share/spam this on other blogs' asks section too, srry ig😭😭)
Sooo, it's been two fucking days since I got my fucking dream life!!!😭😭😭😭 I revised sooo many things and especially since I'm an ARMY(fan of BTS) I manifested/revised A BUNCH OF THINGS
I manifested/revised knowing them very very earlier(debut time)
I revised that I went to many many concerts(at first I was like "wouldn't this be.. "wrong" to manifest I went to all concerts??" but after some little time I remembered that this is my reality + if the fact that i went to all their concerts would make me happy THEN BITCH WHY NOT😭😭😭) I swear there are SO many photos and videos from their concerts on my phone OH I ALSO MANIFESTED MY DREAM PHONE😭😭😭 which is a s20 bts edition samsung , it's become my dream phone from the moment it came out, many people were hopeless etc of getting it because it's apparently sold out but i never really felt that way, especially after getting to know void state and manifestation i just became even more hopeful about that, btw I had some beginner luck the first time I entered this state, but then it felt like I just couldn't be it again 😭😭 but LITERALLY 2 DAYS AGO I DID IT AND FOR SOME REASON(GOOD!!) I STAYED AN ACTUALLY LONG TIME THERE AND REVISED ANDMANIFESTED SO MANY TJINGS!!!😭😭😭🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻
I have all of their albums and many other merchs and most of them are autographed and I KID U NOT I REMEMBER IT SOOOO CLEARLY AND PERFECTLY 😭😭😭😭😭 I also remember their concerts very perfectly ofcc😭😭😭
I woke up in this new house, IT'S REALLY PRETTY I LOVE IT andd i also have a pet ohbmy fucking gosh😭😭😭 It's a puppy golden retriever and it's called a specific name that I've always loved and I always wanted to have a golden retriever called this way SHE'S SUCH A CUTIE BTWW as I was saying i always loved this name and have always been in love with golden retrievers and this specific name ever since I was a kid I would watch lots of golden retriever videos especially puppies back then (I AIN'T KIDDING WHEN I SAY I'M FUCKING OBSESSED WITH THESE CUTIESS!!!🥹🥹❤🩹❤🩹) her name is so pretty and it actually fits my little baby soooo perfectly 😭😭🥹💝💝💝 I revised I got her like 1 week ago that's why she's such a smol and cute babie🤧 I had this heartwarming feeling when I was affirming for her at the void🥹 I just love her smm and I've been playing with her quite a lot <3 I've also been unboxing some merchs and other things I both manifested and bought(i revised being rich and I STILL CAN'T FULLY BELIEVE IT I MEAN YES BUT IT'S SOOOOO WNVDJSGJXH I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE IT BUT I LOVE IT I MEAN MY BANK ACCOUNT IS SOOOO HUGE I MEAN I HAVE A LOT OF MONEYYYYYY AND I BOUGHT MANY MANY THINGS ALREADY 😭😭😭😭🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 omg I can't forget to mention thisss so I have a looot of followers in this tumblr acc THIS IS SO MAGICAL ISWEAR KWMGSJSGD I also have posts from the past, posts abt BTS and others too but mostly BTS and i just remember them so clearly i could be dreaming idk I LOVE THIS😭😭😭😭😭
Also I found two pics of me and tye members together at backstages and the same day while "exploring" my new house i found out i have two frames with these photos🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 man the fact I remember it all is what makes it all even crazier to me!! I also have this feeling like it was yesterday if u know what I mean <3
I revised showing up on specific BTS vids from Bangtantv's channel like for example BTS pop-up houses and I'm also on some concerts videos from the channel!!!!
I have two armybomb v1 and v3 and one armybomb v2 and SE(special edition), I have all albums and I said earlier 99% of them are autographed I have photos and videos of me at their fansigns and fanmeetings too I also found this P E R F E C T screenshot from when some MVS came out, including their debut mv, the screenshot was from 13 mins ago and I remember it very well as well <333
Now leaving BTS aside for a little, I also revised/manifested having my dream job and dream wardrobe too I'm so in love with my clothes and a dress in specific I just feel like using it EVERY DAY before getting into the state I saw it on Pinterest and it was like love at first sight😅🥹 ofc I remembered it when affirming for my dream wardrobe in void 🫶🏻🫶🏻
I really really wanted to share certain pics here but I prefer sending this on anonymous because I actually don't want people to find out abt this acc and find out that a random ARMY changed it all in her life🤣🤣🥲 but I swear I'm soooo on cloud 9 rnn and I have many things to unbox too well wait I'mma list other things I manifested : dream car, fluency in many languages including Korean ofc! Besides my cutie baby golden retriever i also have 2 cutie cutie kittens they're so lovely and I know they love me a lot like I love them too🥺🥺🩷🩷🩷 already said wardrobe but i also manifested a bunch of accessories and pretty shoes and especially boots too! I manifested being a good swimmer since I've always loved this sport lol(i affirmed that i can hold my breath infinitely idk if this is gonna be dangerous or idk in some way but i tested it on the same day too and yes i truly can hold my breath for a long time😳😁 i revised an account of mine being unbanned because it """had been banned"""(not anymore hehe) by some damn BTS haters but i revised that nothing of it happened and guess what?? I HAVE A POST FROM THE SAME DAY I WOKE UP IN THIS BRAND NEW LIFE!!!! I also manifested specific friends and some magical, spiritual, witchy items as well because I'm a very spiritual person and i loooove tarot cards i manifested a lot of decks and besides that i also manifested incenses, tons of crystals and pretty rocks, a caldron bcz why not lol, there's also a lot of things(not only spiritual and witchy things) that I didn't affirm when I was the void but since our higher selves always knows it damn all, I also had them when I woke up here.
There's so many things I swear I revised like 80% of my past, old life and now I literally have my dream life😭😭😭 I'm aware of skepticals who might say this is fake but I DON'T CARE LMAO VOID IS REAL MANIFESTATION IS REAL I LOVE THEM BOTH AND I DON'T GONNA PROVE MYSELF TO NOBOOOODY especially when it's a fucking skeptical person with no magic in their lives 🤣🤣🤣💅🏻💅🏻
I'm sooo happyyyy I think I'm gonna end this ask now but I may come back later(maybe, cause I'll probably sending this to different accounts who post about void success stories loll, but I'll try to come back later and give some updates if you replied to this ask!), I'll finish unboxing stuff and decorating my dream room even more, I'll also see more photos that I have in my phone from BTS concerts and other things WAAAAIT THIS IS IMPORTANT LOL i have a printer!! I can make my own photocards now loll😭😭🤣🤣 yess i swear this is important, maybe mostly for me but whateeever lol
Everyone who's also on their void state journey or such, I believe in you aaaall i know you all got this too!! Keep going, improving/increasing ur mindset and consciousness etc i know you will get all that you wish soon affff!! <3 thanks for reading this and i feel like saying that if it happens that this disappears in the future then you'll know why lol(universe making things even more truer, meaning that i didn't actually revise it all but i always had it all! AND I MEAN I ACTUALLY DOOOOO😭😭🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻) thanks and I'll go now, bye guyss!! 🥹🥹🩷🩷🩷🩷 I'll update if i can :)
Holy shit just realized how huge this ask is😭😭😭🤣🤣🤣
all of you need to see this cause this is the best success story I've gotten here
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r whos obsessed w the yellowjackets and their story its like a hyper fixation and they manage to bag every.single.one
they go running around with EVERY SINGLE one behind their backs and it works for a while. till one day, at a reunion taivan bring up their "third" and everyone apparently has a secret girlfriend and its suspicious. taissa asks shauna casually "oh what's her name?" or smth and when the cats out of the bag. poor r has 7 women show up to their little apartment
YESSS DUDE THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I THINK ABOUT!!! in my head reader is like semi-famous and gets papped with nat or shauna when it's supposed to be a secret meeting but their asses ('cept tai probably) do not watch the news so they have no idea they're getting played.
this got WAY longer than i thought it would so oops...
ever since you found out about the yellowjackets, and that they LIVE mere minutes from you, you knew you had to try. or maybe you got so obsessed that you moved to jersey just to fuck every single one of them. i KNOW yjs obsessed!reader is the top poster on the yellowjackets reddit.... that's where you probably found misty bc i feel like she lurksss. probably even comments on shit being like "uhm actually 🤓" without giving away, like, huge secrets 😭
you're so obsessed with their story, you're just so fascinated by how they managed to survive out there. it's not hard to figure out what they did to survive, even if they won't admit it, but you need to know. you need to know what happened to their captain jackie taylor. you don't believe for a second that she died in the cabin fire like they all said she did. and what better way to start than trying to find where shauna shipman lives?
it's not that hard, actually. to find out where any of them live. the only one that was semi-hard was lottie. but she was probably the easiest to bag and hide from all of them!!!
but ughh.. shauna was probably the second easiest, probably LOVED the rush of cheating on jeff and with someone younger. it's so hard to keep calm while you're fucking her in her room, touching and kissing the scars she got from the wilderness. and i'd like to think that she thinks ur so young! you probably don't know the yellowjackets! so she makes up some excuse for why she has them. thinking of looking thru her closet after fucking her dumb, literally having to laugh to urself when you successfully guess the locker combination in one try. because of course it's 2525. its the flight they were on. you only get to that first winter in her journals before you have to put them away because she woke up.
misty was probably a bit hard, too on edge and clocks you as a yellowjackets obsessive when you keep trying to get to know her because nobody wants to know her :( but you do! you tell her that fine, you do know that she's one of the yellowjackets, but you don't care (lie. such a freakin' lie!!), and all you care about is trying to woo her bc you genuinely like her. she's probably one of the neediest ones too, you have to make up soo many excuses when you're with taivan or shauna because misty's blowing up ur phone and begging u to come over.
you met van at her store (that you thought was soooo Van Palmer of her) and it wasn't too long until you became a regular that she often talked to tai about :p mentioning how cute you are while you blush as she talks about old movies and how you definitely have a crush on her, and i like to think it's tai who tells van to make the move. you end up bagging both of them at once? hell yeah!!! thinking about how maybe other tai comes out and is onto you... and ur soo nosy when you're at van's place, just going thru her mail and trying to find any journals or anything she kept of the yellowjackets.
thinking about moving into nat's apartment? motel? i still don't know what it is tbh. trying to bag the closest room and always watching, waiting for her to come out so you can make ur move. you start out by going up to the vending machine and waiting behind her, giving her a smile as she walks away. then it's trying to make conversation after you get to know her schedule, waiting behind a wall to walk out just as she's coming back from shopping. thinking about nat having to hide you in her bathroom when tai makes an impromptu visit and you're just shaking with excitement because you're hearing the juciest shit ever. ofc, nat takes it outside just as it's getting good, but still.
but god.. them slowly realizing they're all describing and FUCKING the same person?? 😭 them realizing they got played by a fuckin' fan.... thinking about lottie ditching the reunion so she's with you of course! and you're so terrified when you open the door to see these women you've been playing with, anger clearly written on their faces. you genuinely think you're gonna die tonight. and not in the normal stabby way. in the yellowjackets way. and it kind of excites you?
you have to explain that yes, you are obsessed with them, but you have no intention of spilling any secrets that you may or may not know. neeeeed them discussing how they're gonna dispose of my body right in front of me but then they conclude that it'll be too much work and let me live :p maybe they gotta roughen me up first though, teach me a lesson about messing with the yellowjackets.
(you definitely end up with a chunk of your skin missing, courtesy of shauna.)
#anon#yellowjackets thoughts 💭#yellowjackets x you#yellowjackets x reader#yellowjackets x yn#© returnofeternity
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